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DEAR JENNY RAE
HI BABY GIRL I KNOW THIS IS GOING TO BE HARD FOR YOU AS WELL FOR ME I HAVE NEVER GOT TO SIT DOWN AND REALLY WROTE YOU A LETTER SO HERE IT GOES I LOVE YOU AND MISS U SO VERY MUCH ITS BEEN 6 YEARS SINCE YOU HAVE BEEN GONE AND ITS LIKE IT WAS YESTERDAY I PRAYED FOR A LITTLE GIRL BECAUSE ALL I HAD WAS BOYS I WANTED YOU SO BAD AND GOD GAVE ME YOU JENNY OH GOD I MISS YOU SO MUCH MOMMY WILL ALWAYS HAVE YOU IN HER HEART AND YOUR BROTHERS AND SISTER TO WELL BABY YOU SLEEP TIGHT AND WHEN YOU NEED ME ALWAYS REMBER IM THERE GOOD NIGHT AND SWEET DREAMS HERES A KISS FROM ME TO YOU I LOVE YOU SWEET HEART
Friday, December 12, 2008 - MOMMY
ethan
hello baby boy it has been a while since i have wrote to you but i think about you all the time. i am sure you know that but i know you have your grandpa now. you are very lucky to have your grandpa with you your sister was with him for four years and she had a blast with him playing at the park, dice, running around playing ball he is the best grandpa and your sister wishes he were still here we all do. you are three years old now in my heart you would be running around with your big sister and cousin aidan having a blast. mommy misses you so much every day you are watching over me and your big sister i am going to keep thinking of you with the holidays around the corner it is going to be hard but i have made it thru so many already and i will have to make it thru so much more. i love you and tell grandpa i love him too.
Thursday, December 11, 2008 - love your mom
Little Bird,
Wow, kalesta, it still feels like just yesterday that i held you in my arms and tried to protect you from the world. Your little brother is 5 now and started school this year. he is so smart and a wonderful amazing son. Thank you for looking after him, making sure he stays safe. Mommy cant be there all the time. I am sorry angel, i still miss you with all my heart 6 yrs is a long time. There are times when a baby will still remind me of you by the way they look or the way they cry and it breaks my heart all over again. Me and Johnny your new step daddy are trying to have a baby. Maybe one day with your blessing and watchful eye we will and he/she will be just as beautiful strong and smart as you and your brother. I love you and i miss you so much baby.
Thursday, December 11, 2008 - All my love, momma
Jensen
Hey my beautiful baby boy. Mommy is not doing too good right now, I miss you so much it hurts to breathe. I dont know why it had to be you. I want you back so much it hurts. I will never get over losing you. I will never accept that you were meant to be an angel because why were you given to me if he meant to take you anyways. Christmas is going to be so hard without you here, Kaylee misses you and so does daddy, It is hard to talk about you still. Me and Daddy are trying to have you a little brother. Please watch over us and bring me a little peace this christnas, be my little angel baby, I love you forever.
Wednesday, December 10, 2008 - Mommy
Davey Darlin'
I miss you so much. Christmas is here again. We put up the tree yesterday, it is so full and beautiful. When I brought out the ornaments, the first one that I pulled out was your babys first christmas teddy bear. Everything came rushing back and I felt so lost and alone. I miss you so much. It doesn't seem fair that your not here. Gabe, your nephew is so adorable. He looks so much like you at that age. He is 2 1/2 months old. The same age that you were the day I lost you. He is smart and beautiful and laughs like you did. I hold him and I know that it is not you, but my heart aches for the one that I lost. For the little boy that brought so much joy to my life and for just a short time made me feel special again. IT'S NOT FAIR AND I'M SELFISH!!! I want you to be with me so bad!!!!!! I ache to hold you and to smooch your little face and just to hear you cry again. So much time has passed that sometimes I think I forgot what you look like. Then I look at the picture of you that was taken the day that you were born and I know that I will never forget that face. You're up there with my grandma's and I know that they are taking care of you and loving you and that puts my mind at peace even if only for short periods of time. I know that I will see you again someday and I hold that in my heart. I miss you so much. It has been 19 years since I was able to hold you. Please remember that mommy loves you and I will see you someday., Merry Christmas my little angel baby.
Wednesday, December 10, 2008 - Mommy
John Robert Rybolt V
On February 17,2008 i found out that i was pregnant. My fiance and i had just adopted my neice back in November 2007. So our family was growing quick and we could not have been happier. I started out throwing up constantly. morning sickness. ha! all day sickness . all night sickness! At 6 weeks i got a bad stomach virus and had to hospitalized.I went into premature labor at 23 weeks! They said that i was about to lose my baby boy. got put on steroids 3 times a day and bedrest. well . every week i seemed to be either bleeding. contracting. dilating. efacing. well on September 27,2008 i just got done cleaning the kitchen and went into the bathroom. well after peeing a stood up and whoosh. my fiance said that i was just peeing on myself. but i knew i wasn't . so off to the hospital we went. My labor was easy short. my first pregnancy and i was only in labor for 4 1/2 hours. and my angel was born! Sept. 28,2008 from the moment i heard him cry i just started crying! so happy he was finally here. . time went by he slept in our king sized bed with my fiance and myself. slept on his tummy during day and then started sleeping on tummy at night. well he stayed the first night away from me on November 27th . that next morning novemeber 28th i went to my moms to get him and he was just so happy and moving about. i held him and loved on him and so did his big sister, Kayleigh she is 7. well he started getting fussy so my mom got him and laid him down for a nap. I went to check on him about 10 minutes later and he was not breathing. i started CPR . his tongue was blocking the airway so i had to stick my finger in his mouth while i was doing it. he had blood coming out of his little nose. his hands were cold. i kept hearing noises so i thought it was him but it wasn't, it was me. well i did cpr for what seemed like forever. and the ambulance finally arrived. he was already gone but they tried for an hour. my baby boy was taken that quick. i thank god for the time i had but . us humans we are sellfish. so i want more time with him. I WANT HIM BACK!!! have you every been dreaming and knew you were dreaming? well that is how i feel and i want someone to WAKE ME UP!! please from this nightmare! its just not fair. my heart now has a chill to it. i am a mommy . i want to rock my boy to sleep . breastfeed him when he gets hungry. its just so hard! if anyone can help me then please email me . if it was not for my faith in God then i would have ended my life that day
Tuesday, December 9, 2008 - Elizabeth Mabry
Maxwell Clay Kerr
Hello Son, Mommy misses you alot. So much that i don't know how to feel anymore. I am strong for everyone but myself. I tell everyone that i am okay but im not. I miss you so much that i have a hard time getting out of bed every morning. Max almost 8 months ago i lost you. 8 months ago today we were by the fireplace watching the fire. You loved the fire place. I Miss you. I miss you so much i don't feel like i can express it enough to you. Has god gotten any of my prayers for answers about why it was you and not an old grandma or grandpa? Why didn't god take someone that was sick? Max i feel like my whole life is falling apart since you have left me. I still needed you. I wasn't done with you. You were suppose to be mine forever. My man forever. No other person was suppose to get in between us. Max I love you and can't bear the pain of you not being here. I don't know how much longer i will be able to do this for. I miss you son and i want to see you again soon. I love you buddy. hugs and kisses from mommy to you
Tuesday, December 9, 2008 - Love Mommy
To my angel Nicholas
Hey baby. I miss you so much. It has been a while since I have sat down to write. I have been busy with your little brother, Ashton. He is a handfull. I know that you are there looking out for all of us, look out for your little brother. He has been sick with two ear infections since he was born, on and off. I don't know what will happen with it, but I trust that God will help and you will watch over him. I think about you alot, even though I don't go over to your grave site alot. I feel guilty that I don't go by there. So, I want you to know that I am thinking about you and you are in my heart even if I don't go by there. I just want you to know that I haven't forgotten about you nor will I ever. You were my first son, you are my angel. Some how, I guess that I kind of just knew that you would always be my angel. But I never would have thought that you would really be an angel. I love you. I miss you so much.
Monday, December 8, 2008 - Love your Mommy
Hello Grammi's angel, our little Xander,
Happy Birthday sweetie. I know that you saw that we came out and sent you some balloons for your birthday and left you and Jayden a birthday cupcake. I wish that it hadn't been so cold so that we could have stayed alittle longer. Your brother definately was not happy that the balloon he let go of didn't come back. But I know that one day we will play again together. We miss you so much. A year ago today, I met your mommy and daddy at the hospital to welcome you into our family. I remember your mommy saying that your brother looked like your daddy and that you looked more like her. She was right. You are beautiful. And in our hearts always. So I'm sending you XXXXXXXOOOOOOOOO
, and I hope that you'll take time from the party Uncle Denny is giving you to send some back to us here. We love you so much. Happy 1st Birthday my little angel.
Sunday, December 7, 2008 - Love now and always, Grammi
Hey Xander dude!
Happy first birthday my sweetie! I hope your uncle Denny threw a nice party for you up there! ( No doubt you are being spoiled up there). Did you get the balloons we sent up to you? Your brother was not happy that once he let the balloon go it didnt come back, it was funny seeing him go "oh No!!!" So I know you at least got those two :-) Gramma and grampa Vern came out with us and so did your second cousin Michelle. They really took care ofmommy and daddy today. We just miss you so much, and wish you could have been here to celebrate here with us.Well, if there is cake in heaven, don't eat too much and hope you had a good day sweetie. Mommy misses you so much more than anyone will ever know. You take care, and if you can send special xander kisses to daddy and hammy ( and I am sure gamma wouldnt mind one if youhave any extra ). Love you dude, you are in my heart now and always. Happy birthday baby.
Sunday, December 7, 2008 - Mommy
DEAR JAYDEN
HEY PUMPKIN. I KNOW THAT YOU HAVE JUST BEEN THERE YESTERDAY. BUT I STILL COULDNT GET OVER THE FACTS THAT YOU'RE REALLY GONE. IT SEEM JUST LIKE YESTERDAY WHEN I HEARD YOU CRYING THE BACKGROUND WHILE I WAS TALKING TO YOUR MOMMY. SUCH A STRONG SOLDIER. YOU BEEN THROUGH SO MUCH FOR THE PAST 3 1/2 MONTHS THAT YOU'RE HERE. YOU HAVE MADE A BIG IMPACT ON OUR LIFE PUMPKIN. AUNTY MISSES AND LOVES YOU SO MUCH. I DON'T KNOW WHAT MOMMY AND DADDY WOULD DO WITHOUT YOU. THEY LOVES YOU AND STICK WITH YOU THROUGH ALL THE PAINS AND HARSH TIME. THEY'RE VERY HAPPY THAT YOU'RE HOME, BUT IN A BLINK OF AN EYE, YOU'RE GONE FOEVER. WE ALL KNOW THAT UNCLE TROUBLE IS THERE WITH YOU, WATCHING OVER YOU AND PLAYING WITH YOU. BE GOOD TO HIM OKAY. I LOVE YOU.
Sunday, December 7, 2008 - LOVE FROM AUNTY
Grayce Marie
Love you baby girl.
Saturday, December 6, 2008 - mommy
Dear Gavin Mychal
Happy Birthday!!! Miss you much. Happy 7th birthday. Sending you lots of hugs and kisses and you are in my thought. XX
Saturday, December 6, 2008 - Mommy
hey katie baby
hey Katie baby have are you doing up there i miss you and love you very much and i wish that u are here right now. Aunt becky says hi she misses you and loves you very much and she wishes that you are here rigth now. Kyla misses u and she wishes that u are here right now. uncle matt and uncle tommy and uncle todd says hi and they misses and loves you very much. uncle nick and uncle freddie says hi they love you and miss you very much and they wish that you are here right now. Aunt Abby says hi I miss u and love u very much and i wish that u are here right now. Good night i love u very much love your best aunt abby xoxooxoxooxoxoox
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Friday, December 5, 2008 - your best aunt abby xoxoxoxooxoxoxooxoxooxooxx
brionna paige shelton
It is christmas time again. we are reading you poem next saturday and lighting a candle for you like we have done each year since you went to heaven. I hope I don't cry this year. I know you are fine with my mom holding you. I tell you every morning how much I miss you and my mom and my Joe. I bet he is taking real good care of you. One day I will hold you myself. kiss my mom for me and tell her I miss her and christmas has not been the same since she died. I love you my little something else.
Wednesday, December 3, 2008 - I love you, grandma Kim
Baby maddie
hey baby i miss you so much you are my angel its only been 1 month since we lost you but its seems like forever without you here baby i miss you so much you were my special little girl and i wish i could seen you grow up i would of done anything and given you anything to make you stay but you were always in a rush no matter what the day you were born you came into our lives 5 weeks early and i remember the day i first met you you were perfect in everyway and im so gratful for the extra 5 weeks we had you for and im so gratful that you were with us for 8 months and 10 days but i know you are happy were you are now baby and i know that you will be waiting for me at the gates with open arms i love you so much words cant explain and i miss you everyday and i know you love us to baby i love you forever and always xoxo
Tuesday, December 2, 2008 - Love always Aunty Shell
Dearest Gabriel Trey Rasberry
Hey Boo, I sure do miss you. Saturday was three years since youve been away . i love you gabriel momma cant wait to c you once again ill tell yore daddy to start writing you as well its just really hard on him i love you son hugs and kisses your big sister Heaven sends her love
Tuesday, December 2, 2008 - mommy
aidan (Sunshine)
Hey Boo Grandpa fred again, well it's been a trying year and Im glad it is almost over. Hospitalized seven times, nearly bankrupt. Still maintaining and stuggling on. I know you have been watching over me, and I pray for the day we will be together. Your grandma is going in for surgery soon watch over her and your mom will be leaving for Korea, also please watch over her. I cant say that it has been the easiest year this year but you know the worst one was the one you left and earned your wings. I often think of what if? we cant live our lives on what if's, but the thoughts still persist. The world had become a crazy place and maybe you were too good to be in such a place. Well boo gotta get back to work, Loving you missing you
Tuesday, December 2, 2008 - Grandpa fred x0x0x0x00x0x0x0x0x0x0x0x0x0x0x0x0x0x0x0xx0x0x0x
Dear little Rylan
Hey baby I've really been missing you. Life isn't the same without you here. I miss hearing your cooing and your hiccups more than you will ever know. My dear son I hope that you are saving a spot for me in heaven. I'm going to come join you someday but for now I know that the angels are taking good care of you. I just want you to know that I am here missing you every second.
Monday, December 1, 2008 - Love Mommy
Jensen
i miss you and love you so much! it will be very hard this Christmas, you should be here with your Mommy and Daddy and Kaylee. please come to visit us. i know we will see you again, but i wish i had one more chance to hold you. we love you way up past the moon and stars!!
Monday, December 1, 2008 - xoxo Aunt Kim, Mase & Kayden
Our Precious Emily
Hi Sweetheart. Maw Maw just wants to let you know I love and miss you terribly.It's not getting any better. I love you so. Always crying. A nice lady and her husband dedicated a song to you and Maw Maw and all the other angels with you. It was somewhere over the Rainbow. It's a beautiful song. I got on Heaven's nursery and sang it to you. It's in my thoughts now. So that will be one of my songs I will sing to you. We want to think the nice lady for thinking about all the ones that are always hurting.Here's some Kisses and hugs for you baby. XOXOXOXO. Send us some back please. If anyone wants to visit our Emily Jade she's on page l3l in Heaven's Nursery. I have sent her update to Lydia. Haven't been updated yet. But we know the nice lady is busy. She will get around to it.I also think about and pray for all the ones that have lost their little ones too soon. It's the hardest thing we will ever have to go through.I have been through some family deaths. But nothing compared to losing a baby. I know I have no more zest for life. Just one day at a time. That's all any of us can do. It hurts everyday. God Bless All of you from Emily and her MawMaw. I love you so much Emily.
Sunday, November 30, 2008 - Love Maw Maw and Paw Paw
To all of our beautiful angels and the ones who miss them.
This a beautiful song and me and my husband would like to dedicate it to all our precious little angels in heaven and to all the ones who will always miss them. p.s: Hugs and kisses to heaven for our llttle angel Dante Giovanni, Weiss. Daddy, Mommy and little sister Dayanni miss you and love you so much. We will love you forever son. Love, Daddy and Mommy. Israel Kamakawiwo Ole' - Somewhere Over The Rainbow Lyrics OK this one's for Gabby Ooooo oooooo ohoohohoo Ooooo ohooohoo oooohoo Ooooo ohoohooo oohoooo Oohooo oohoooho ooooho Ooooo oooooo oooooo Ooooo oooooo oooooo Somewhere over the rainbow Way up high And the dreams that you dreamed of Once in a lullaby ii ii iii Somewhere over the rainbow Blue birds fly And the dreams that you dreamed of Dreams really do come true ooh ooooh Someday I'll wish upon a star Wake up where the clouds are far behind me ee ee eeh Where trouble melts like lemon drops High above the chimney tops thats where you'll find me oh Somewhere over the rainbow bluebirds fly And the dream that you dare to,why, oh why can't I? i iiii Well I see trees of green and Red roses too, I'll watch them bloom for me and you And I think to myself What a wonderful world Well I see skies of blue and I see clouds of white And the brightness of day I like the dark and I think to myself What a wonderful world The colors of the rainbow so pretty in the sky Are also on the faces of people passing by I see friends shaking hands Saying, "How do you do?" They're really saying, I.I love you I hear babies cry and I watch them grow, They'll learn much more Than we'll know And I think to myself What a wonderful world (w)oohoorld Someday I'll wish upon a star, Wake up where the clouds are far behind me Where trouble melts like lemon drops High above the chimney top that's where you'll find me Oh, Somewhere over the rainbow way up high And the dream that you dare to, why, oh why can't I? I hiii ? Ooooo oooooo oooooo Ooooo oooooo oooooo Ooooo oooooo oooooo Ooooo oooooo oooooo Ooooo oooooo oooooo Ooooo oooooo oooooo
Sunday, November 30, 2008 - Jeff & Mayely ( Dante's parents)
dear baby hanns
i miss you so much. i can still remember the time when i first saw you. thank you for the 21 wonderful days with us. its been 5 years, but we still miss and love you. please pray for us always. i have been crying for over a month now, because of the situation of my stay here in america. please help me pray to papa GOD for a great miracle to happen this week. i love you very much hannsy. please always watch over us. i love you
Friday, November 28, 2008 - nanay
Dear LiLi
It is the 2nd thanks giving since you have passed away and I thought I made it through the day very well.but then I started thinking and remembering.and it all came crashing down. I miss you so much.My perfect precious little girl. There is not a day that goes by that I dont wonder what you would look like or what you you would be doing.I just wanted to say I love and miss you so much.Nothing will ever change that.
Friday, November 28, 2008 - Your Mommy and Daddy
Our Precious Emily
Hi Sweetheart. Happy Thanksgiving Day. We give God thanks that we had you for a short time. We thank him everyday for you. We just miss you so much. Maw Maw has been crying already this morning. We are going to visit you in a little while. I love you so much. You will be on my mind all day. XOXOXOXO. I love you soooo much.
Thursday, November 27, 2008 - Love Maw Maw and Paw Paw
Victoria
We give thanks for the 1 month that we held and cherished you - our beautiful, precious Victoria.
Thursday, November 27, 2008 - your heartbroken family
Our Precious Emily
Hi Sweetheart, Maw Maw just want to let you know she loves and misses you. Tomorrow is Thanksgiving. I will be up tomorrow and bring you a balloon. We don't need Thanksgiving to give thanks we give thanks everyday. It's so cold out baby. I think about you at your resting place that you are cold. But I know you are in a wonderful warm place. I just wish you were here with us. Our family will never be completed without you Sweetheart. Maw Maw hurts everyday. Just watch over us baby and one of these days Maw Maw will be with you.You have a little Bubby now. When he gets older we will tell him about you. He will never ever take your place. But your aunt Marlene said Look Maw Maw God took Emee, but he gave us Bubby. I had to cry. I would do anything for you to be with us now. It still hurts really bad. Maw Maw has aged a lot since you left us. Please forgive me for crying but I can't. I love you so much. Here some Hugs and kisses. XOXOXOXO Send us some back. Ok. Please come visit me in a dream. I would feel better. I love you. XOXO
Wednesday, November 26, 2008 - Love Maw Maw and Paw Paw
my son Jake
hey mate its been a while im sitting here reading your mums letters to you and crying . i miss you son more now than on the day that you left us i know that you are ok and that you are being well looked after by your aunty sarah and your great grand parents that are there with you well mat ive got to go just wanted to say that i love you and that i miss you no matter how far the distance between us you are always in my heart and my thoughts good night jake till we speak again I LOVE YOU
Tuesday, November 25, 2008 - Daddy
Our cherished Tori
Twinkle twinkle little star,how I wonder what you are! Up above the world so high, YOU ARE a diamond in my sky! Sweet Tori brown eyes, I love you so very very much. Please come visit me in my dreams.
Monday, November 24, 2008 - Grandma
hey peanut
Hey Mackenzie its been along time since i sent you a letter. so im going to now wow i cant belive it you would be in first grade you would be so cute. i miss you alot and i wish you were here because i really want you here.im already 15 i just started high school.its really hard.but mackenzie i love you and i miss you. 3
Monday, November 24, 2008 - marina tarango ily
Our Precious Emily
Hi Sweetheart. Maw Maw just wants to let you know how much I love you. I love you sooo much. I miss you so much too. Maw Maw thinks about you everyday. A big hole in my heart just won't go away. I'll have it there until the day I die. I just want to hold you and kiss you. Maw Maw lives one day at a time. I wish you were here with us. Holidays will never be the same without you. Paw Paw and I visit you almost every other day. I kiss your picture all the time. Nothing has hurt me anymore in my whole life than losing you baby. All I have to do is think about you the tears come. This hurt of losing you will never go away. When a little baby smiles at me. My heart just melts. I know all the babies in this world are showing me a part of you that we didn't get to experience with you. Even little girls that are your age right now come up to me and hold my hand and start talking to me. Like it's a part of you. I don't even know these little girl. But it makes me happy because I know a part of them is showing me what you would be like. I love you sooo much sweetheart. I know I will see you again when my time comes. First thing I want to see is you. Love you so much. Here's some kisses and hugs for you XOXOXOXO. Send me and Paw Paw some back. ok. Come visit me in a dream ok. I love you XOXOXO.
Monday, November 24, 2008 - Love Maw Maw and Paw Paw
My Precious Nikoli James
Hello my beautiful boy i hope you know i love you and miss you so much. I wish I could hold you just one more time kiss those precious cheeks just one last time. I want to wake up every morning seeing your gorgeous smile and baby blue eyes I miss you son so very much and i wish I was with you every day. without you me and daddy's life is dark and grey i love and miss you so much Nikoli Mommy wants you back so bad I only wish I would have known so I could have saved you and so i could have you in my arms still i want you back so bad please forgive me my son im so sorry i love you never forget that please
Monday, November 24, 2008 - your mommy danika
Dear Madison,
We all miss you so much. It's been a year since you have been gone and there is not a day that goes by that we don't think about you. We love you so much.
Sunday, November 23, 2008 - Love, Mommy, Jarrod and your family
Dear Amber S.,
My story is quite ironic: I have never met you but if this does get to you i would like to tell you somethings about me. My name is Amber too, my mom asked your mom, my aunt, if she could name me after you. You died from SIDS only a little bit before i was born. But i also died and survived from SIDS and i am here now. i wish i knew more of how i could possibly have survived. But i do not know the after affects of this disease that i have miraculously lived through. and i feel healthy but i can't be completely sure, so just in case, will you please wait for me up there. i am scared to death that there is something wrong with me, although i don't think there is, and i would never scare my family into thinking that there ever was. I believe that you could have already moved on and could possibly not get this, so i am sorry i waited so long to write it. I am still only in my Teens so maybe you haven't moved on just yet. i am very sorry that you died. And even though i never could have met you, i do love you. And i do believe with all my heart that we will meet one day.
Sunday, November 23, 2008 - Your cousin, Amber S.
Hello my little Xander,
It's me Grammi. I know it's been awhile since I have written you a letter. And my last couple of visits have been short, because of the cold weather. I'll come by again on Monday. Your mommy came over to my job tonight. We tried to tell whether you are having a new baby brother or sister, but we couldn't tell yet. This new baby makes me happy for your mommy and daddy and big brother, but it makes me sad too. I still miss you so much. I know that you are with us everyday in our hearts but some days that doesn't seem enough. Your first birthday is coming up quickly and I'm afraid of how we will all feel. I'm afraid of the sadness. Too much of it this year. One day at a time. I love you my angel. Now and always. And I'll come and visit with you on Monday. And I'll write again soon.
Saturday, November 22, 2008 - Love, Grammi
Dear Tyson,
Hey Sweetheart! Mommy made a beautiful memorial website for you. Hope you like it. It's on a website called memory-of dot com. It helps me cope somewhat, a place to keep my mind busy, and it's about you. Hope you're treated like a prince in Heaven! Love you Always!!
Friday, November 21, 2008 - Mommy! xoxoxo
Dear Maybelle Anne
Hi Maybelle in few hours from now will be your 1st year death anniversary.I am trying not be emotional and so by doing this will help me ease the pain. I am writing you today to let you know how much I missed you. I honestly don't know how I made it this far. It's been really though my sweet little one. There are times I cannot stop thingking about you and your sister. Sometimes I kept wondering how it is like having you around. Whenever I see kids your age I always think of you. I cannot wait to see you someday and while we are apart I ask that you guide me in whatever I do. I really do missed you Maybelle. Till here for now and we love you so much.
Friday, November 21, 2008 - Mommy (Mary Agnes)
Thank you for lunch, Baby
I was really missing you today. With the sun shining and everyone making plans for the holidays really made me ache to share it all with you. So I brought up your picture and had lunch with you today. In my mind I could see you smiling up at me and your big blue eyes sparkling with each giggle you made. Your brothers are just growing and doing really well in school. I love you, Angel. And I know in my heart that you are up there in heaven watching over us. I can't wait til I'm with you again. Hugs and kisses, my sweet baby! xoxo
Thursday, November 20, 2008 - Love Always, Mom
Zachariah
Happy 2nd Birthday buddy. I wish that you were here with us so that I could give you a big hug and kiss. I was remembering you today, the look that you gave me the day you were born. How you looked up into my eyes. I will remember that forever. Know that you are loved today and always. I want you to know that I did have a hard day because it seems like people forgot today.I didn't though. Why is it like that? I love you buddy. Happy Birthaday again buddy. We are having a party for you this weekend. Hope you get the ballons we will be sending to you. Watch over us and have a good night. Sweet dreams always.
Tuesday, November 18, 2008 - Love you forever and always, Mommy
Our Precious Emily
Hi Sweetheart, It's Maw Maw I just want to let you know how much I miss and love you. Everyday seems to get worse without you. Don't know what is wrong with me anymore. I guess because of the weather and the Holidays coming again. It's so hard without you on Holidays. It really hurts bad. I can just imagine you running around with your dolly. It hurts because I will never see you do that. I think about you all the time and what you would be like. I still cry all the time too. Time is just not taking the hurt away. Just know that you are loved forever. That you will always be Maw Maw's girl. I love you sooo much Sweetheart. Come and visit me in a dream. I just want to hold you and give you a big hug. Here are some Hugs and kisses for you XOXOXO. Send some back ok. I love you soooooo much.
Tuesday, November 18, 2008 - Love Maw Maw and Paw Paw
My baby Ethan Cruz
Hi baby. It's mommy here I love you and miss you so much The days seem to be getting harder You mean the world to me I know time passes and you remain my baby I can't help but wonder what you would be doing now if you were here with me Would you be sitting up What clothes would you be wearing I love you Ethan and I will never let you go baby boy
Tuesday, November 18, 2008 - Love your momma Jackie
Josh Babess
Remember Me ? I'ts been a while now, i think about you all the time IMISSYOU! you was my world but something happened and we had to brake apart you know i love you and i know you still think about me i would do anything for you, when i looked in your eyes i always got that feeling that you loved me and you was always here for me. It's nearly christmas babess what am i going to do i always spend that time with you :( and now your gone Your my BESTFRIEND ALWAYS AND FOREVER you need to know that you can never be replaced ill never let you go ! i came to your gave a little while ago juss to talk i dropped some things by if you didnt no juss a lil note saying how much i missed you and i need you back in my life, i also dropped off that ring you gave to me for my birthday im sorry i had to give it bacc i cudnt deal with it. its hard for me to tell you that i love you wen im standing over your grave it really is my world is nothing without you I NEED YOU BABYY i hope you have a good birthday Gawjuss :)i really dont know what to say babess tell you one thing tho. i look up at you everyday and night wishing you was back here with me i listen to sad slow songs and think of you . i went to our fav. place yesturday that filed with the tree house and tha lil river i cryed wen i got there juss thinking tht i was standing there without you hurt me I'll write to you soon gawjuss ILOVEYOUUUSOOO MUCHH ITS TO HARD TO PUT IT IN WORDSSS IM ALWAYS HERE FOR YOUU YOUR MY BABY BOY 'xoxo R.I.P
Sunday, November 16, 2008 - Aimeee babesss x
Jayla Ranee
Hello Jayla. This is grandma. I miss you and love you very much. It has been 13 weeks now since you left me and your mommy. I hope you and Jonathon are playing nicely. No fighting over bottles. I think about you every day and wonder why God took you from us at such an early age. You never got to say mommy. The holidays are coming up and they are going to be hard for us because you never got to celebrate your first Christmas. I was looking forward to spoiling you with many toys. Love always and forever in my heart.
Saturday, November 15, 2008 - Grandma Janis
Our beautiful Victoria
Like a beautiful little butterfly, you fluttered into our little world bringing us so much joy and complete happiness.then you fluttered away. My darling beautiful baby, we love you more the words could say. I am so proud to call you my granddaughter. You will be ours forever and ever. A billion kisses and a billion hugs to you.
Saturday, November 15, 2008 - Grandma
Micheal my baby
it has only been two weeks and i miss you so much. I wish i could have done more. I wish i could be with you right now. your twin brother misses you and so do your sisters. Daddy misses you and so do i. Mommy loves you and cant stop thinking about you. I loved you before i even met you.
Saturday, November 15, 2008 - Mommy
hey baby katie
hey Katie how are you doing up there i miss you an love you very much and i wish that you are here right now. Aunt Becky misses you and loves u very much and i wish that you are here right now. Uncle tommy and uncle matt and uncle todd they love you and they miss you and they wish that u are here right now. mommy and daddy says hi they miss you and love you very much and they wish that you are here right now. Katie my birthday is coming up. I am going to be 11 years old. Katie how are you doing. I miss you and love you very much and i wish that you are here right now. uncle nick and uncle Freddie they miss you and love and they wish that u are here right now. good night Katie i love you xoxooxoxxoxooxox
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Friday, November 7, 2008 - your best aunt abbyXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOX
Aidan (Sunshine)
hey boo grandpa fred again, have not written in a while sorry but you know I think of you every day. Im just starting to feel like a regular productive person again since going back to work. It feels good although once in a while I feel like calling in sick I dont.the holidays are coming up again and the emptiness remains.still no decorations at my house since you earned your wings.I dont think I will every put them up again. I just light a candle for you and pray for the day we will meet again. I miss you boo I dont think anyone here understands my pain.well boo gotta go back to work loving you missing you xx0x0x0x0x0x0x0x
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Thursday, November 6, 2008 - grandpa fred
Sweet baby Tori
Hello my darling little princess. I just don't know how I can get through this nightmare of losing you. They say time heals.it hasn't for me. My emotions are still so raw. I love you so much and I would give anything to hold you again. Now all we have are the beautiful memories of you. Like the most beautiful butterfly, you fluttered into our lives for a short time, then you flew away. Always know that you were such a cherished and beautiful blessing to us.
Thursday, November 6, 2008 - your brokenhearted randma
hey katie baby
hey Katie how are you doing up there i miss you an love you very much and i wish that you are here right now. Aunt Becky misses you and loves u very much and i wish that you are here right now. Uncle tommy and uncle matt and uncle todd they love you and they miss you and they wish that u are here right now. mommy and daddy says hi they miss you and love you very much and they wish that you are here right now. Katie my birthday is coming up. I am going to be 11 years old. Good nigh Katie i love you xoxoxoxoxoxoxox
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Wednesday, November 5, 2008 - your best aunt abbyxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox
Hello Madison,
Just writing to let you know how much we miss you. Its so hard still till this day knowing you are gone, especially with the holidays coming up. I know we should not question why things happen and that we believe everything happens for a reason but its still hard to accept that this has happened to us. I wish you could have stayed with us longer but i know you are in good hands with grandma and i believe we will see each other when its our time. The boys miss you alot and Brandon still wears your bracelet everyday that your mom gave him. Well i guess i will talk to you another day give grandpa and grandma and my mom a big hug and kiss from us and tell them we love them. Goodnight Angel.
Wednesday, November 5, 2008 - Love always, your Godmother
Grandmas Sweet baby Cylas,
I never thought I could love someone as much as I love my own children.but you and your big brother Kayden melted my heart the days you were born. I never imagined ever losing either of you, but God must have needed another sweet innocent Angel. My heart is so broken, my heart bleeds for your Mommy,Daddy and your big brother. I miss you desperately. Sleep tight my sweet Prince. God Bless Your Little Soul.
Wednesday, November 5, 2008 - Grandma Michelle
hey baby katie
hey what up what are u doing up there. I miss u and love u very much and i wish that u are here right now. Katie mommy and daddy says hi they miss u and love you very much and they wish that u are here right now. Aunt Becky says hi too she misses u and love you very much and she wishing that u are here right now. Uncle tommy and uncle Matt and uncle Todd says hi they miss u and love u very much and they wish that u are here right now. uncle nick and uncle Freddie says hi they miss u and love u very much and they wish that u are here right now. Everybody says hi they all miss u and love u very much and they wish that u are here right now. Katie i am crying right now because i miss u and love u very much. K Katie how are u doing. Katie if u ask i am doing very good. I hope u miss me and love me very and i hope that u wish that u are here right now because we do. Katie for Halloween i am going to be a hip hop kid. good night katie i love you and miss u. Good Night XOXOXOXXOXXOOXXO XOXOXOXOXOOXOXO
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Hi Little Guy!!!!!!
Skyler Noah Pickett, It's ironic, I find myself here again just 2 years from my last letter to you. You know that I talk to you and visit your resting place frequently. I still feel guilty, like it was my fault for your angel day in May 2002. I promise that I did all that I could do. I wish I could quit beating myself up and foregive myself, but I can't. Please foregive me. I still find myself coming here to see you, and going by your resting place even though it causes so much pain. I remember that day like yesterday. I have talked to your Grandpa, Mom, and Dad. They tell me that it's ok, and there is nothing to be foregiven for. They say that they know I did all that could be done to bring you back, but I can't let go. Why does it hurt so bad even after 6 years? I am overcome by grief and sorrow. One thing that does bring comfort is knowing that you are in a better and peaceful world. Laughing and playing with all of your new friends, I know I will see you someday. I will continue to come see you and will definately be there at X-mas. Once again please foregive me.
Monday, November 3, 2008 - MP Officer Jackson
To my angel Xander,
Hi sweetheart. It's me Grammi again. I took away the flower plants and put a pretty fall wreath with you on the shepards hook. I like to have flowers there with you. I hate that the winter cold is coming so soon. Your 1st birthday is coming soon too. I wish that we could celebrate it with you here. I would have taken alot of pictures of you eating your first cake, just like I did with your big brother. I know that without you here it will be a hard day when it comes. I miss you every day. There isn't a day that goes by that I don't think of you a million times. I know that it is double that amount for your mommy and daddy. Your brother is feeling alot better now. I think mommy will bring him by to see me today. I'm going to come and see you today or tomorrow. So until then, here is some kisses and hugs from me. XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO
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Monday, November 3, 2008 - Love, Grammi
Alison Elizabeth Strusz
To our dearest Alison, Today marks 22yrs. since you passed.we hold you in our hearts and souls forever.your smile and innocence is truly missed yet not forgotten.our lives were forever changed .our love for you will never change ,it just grows.and you will forever be our little Alison !!!!!
Monday, November 3, 2008 - much love,daddy,mama,Shannon and Will
my darling nathan
its nearly christmas wee man and as you know mummy isn't too well at the minute. your big sis is growing so big each day,she misses you though so much,she talks to you and i know she feels your presence around her,so thankyou for staying close. we will light our candles for you christmas day and i will be down to put some singaphore orchards on your eternal sleep place x x x
Sunday, November 2, 2008 - cousin meeta
Hi Madison,
Just wanted to let you know that I miss you so much and I still can't believe you are gone. I think about you all the time and always wonder what things would be like if you were still here. I love you so much and I know Jarrod misses you alot. We know you are watching over us and we can't wait to see you again.
Sunday, November 2, 2008 - Love, Mommy and Jarrod
my baby Jensen
Today is your first halloween and it is proving unbearable for me. I dont know if I can manage life on earth without you here. I miss you more than words can express and everyday gets harder and harder. Your big sister is going to be a monkey for halloween. Daddy is going to hand out candy and mommy is going to take Kaylee around the block. Jensen my heart hurts so much right now I cant take it. Maybe one day I will come to peace with God taking you away from me. I will forever love you bubba!!!! Dont ever forget that.
Friday, October 31, 2008 - Mommy
My Sweet Baby Autumn Rachelle
Happy Halloween baby girl! This was your first and only holiday you ever got to experiance.Mommy misses you so much. It will be 2 years November 11th that you went to heaven. IT still isn't getting any eaiser. Your new baby sister just turned 6 months last wednesday. She is off her apnia monitor now yay!!! I tell her about you all the time. She even comes to visit you on Sundays with us. She is trying to type with mommy right now. She is so silly!! Well baby girl, mommy loves you and misses you very much. I can't wait to see you!!
Friday, October 31, 2008 - Love Mommy and Madelyn
Dear Evan,
Happy Halloween buddy!! We love you and miss you!! WIsh you were here!!
Friday, October 31, 2008 - Forever and For Always~ Mommy, Jordan, and Jaiden
Jayla Ranee Sny
Hey Jayla. Today is Halloween, which would have been your first one. II was so looking forward to dressing you up in your first costume. Now I can't since God took you from me and your mommy. I hope you and Jonathan are behaving up there. Grandma misses you soooooo much. I will always love you and never forget you. Not a day goes by that I don't think about you or shed tears.
Friday, October 31, 2008 - Grandma Janis
Our Precious Emily
Hi Sweetheart Just Maw Maw wanting to let you know how much I miss and love you.Just wish you were here with us. It's hard not having you here to see you grow. Nothing will ever be the same without you. I miss you so much. There isn't a day that goes by that I don't cry for you.I know you are in Paradise with God. But its so hard not being able to have a dream about you. I pray everynight for a dream, but nothing happens. I just need to have you come to me in a dream so I can hold and kiss you. I will never be happy until I'm with you again. Paw Paw and I come and visit your resting place all the time. We brought you somemore flowers today.It hurts leaving you there.I know you have a lot of angel friends in Heaven with you. A lot of little angels get their wings everyday. It hurts me when I read about another baby getting their angel wings. You are such a beautiful baby and you are a good baby too. I remember when you got the hicups you never fussed. I remember when your mommy had the hicups she would fuss,but you never did. I told your mommy Emmee is such a good baby. That's what we call you now Emmee.That's your nickname.Your mommy sometimes just calls you Em. Mommy needs to come and see you. I know she feels bad and just can't get herself to come. But she will soon. She loves you very much. I'm praying God will help us find a cure for Sids. So we won't lose anymore of our precious ones to this terrible thing. I just wished it didn't happen to you. It hurts so bad. Here some hugs and kisses for you sweetheart. XOXOXOXO.Send us some back ok. I love you soooooo much.
Thursday, October 30, 2008 - Love Maw Maw and Paw Paw
Hi Allybug
Hows my little lovebug today ? I have been thinking about you all day today, things are tough around here in more ways than one and I can see your daddy is so worried, he keeps singing the song that he says reminds hims of you and it makes me smile to hear him sing it. Dillie and Dallie are doing good, tommorow night we go trick or treating, I wish you were here to go with us, you were so cute in your little bug costume. I bet this year you would want to be a princess or maybe a fairy. I guess you dont realize that your the princess every - day ! I miss you and love you
Wednesday, October 29, 2008 - momma
Shaylene Brannan Auntie Angel
Happy Birthday Sweetheart. It's so had to believe your 11. We miss you so much and wish we could share this special day with you. I bet your still celebrating in heaven and looking down on all of us. It hurts not having you here but we will meet again one day. When we do, we have alot of catching up to do.xoxoxoxoxoxox
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ANDREA LICEA
Hi mamas,How are you?I really still miss you. I bet you have made many many great little angel friends. That is good if you have friends. Here, well, I am having fun but still I feel like there is someone special missing.And that special someone is you. Right now you would be saying mama,papa, and other words.You would be 2 years already.You would also probably be walking,and maybe even running. I would love to see you learn so many things. At least we were able to see you for 2 months. But still so long without seeing you it still hurts.Sorry I havent wrote in a long time and I do regret it,but it is good that I remembered today because I really miss writing to you.I don't remember because I have homework and other busy things I need to do.Hopefully I will remember to write to you once in a while.Bye Andrea.MISS YOU,LOVE YOU,AND TAKE CARE! BYE XOXOXOXOXOX
Wednesday, October 29, 2008 - Daniela(Danny)your cousin that loves you
Hey Max
We are getting somewhere on why you may have passed. It will bring some closer to all of this mess. I miss you so much and i am sick of not crying,I'm the only one that doesnt cry. I don't know what to do anymore, I think I need to get away for a while.Can you give me guidence? I love you Max c u soon
Wednesday, October 29, 2008 - Daddy
Dearest Gabriel Trey Rasberry,
Hey little man, How's mommas boy? I'm just thinkink about you, and your Paw paw Trey I bet you two are having the time of yalls life arent you? I sure do miss the two of you soooo very much. Its only been 3 months since my daddy (your paw paw) has left this earth to be with you in heaven. I cant stand It somtimes.I dont know what to do without you two in my life. Somtimes I feel like im going crazy. I just have to put my faith in god himself, and trust this painfull decision that he made for me, and my life . Its just so hard somtimes.I look at your pix all the time.I even put one in the dash of my car. Babby you are with me constantly!!Im giving you a big hug and kiss ,can you feel me? I still sing the same somg that I use to be able to sing to you."You are my sunshine".Its weird how the last verse of your song is "please dont take my sunshine away" I love you Gabriel do me a favor, and tell Paw paw to come visit me some time, or atleast send me some kind of sign. Im ready now, and give him three kinds of kisses: the first one a smaker on the forhead, the second an escamoe kiss, and last but least butterfly kisses. He'll know what your doing. I love you boo, xoxoxoxoxo
Wednesday, October 29, 2008 - Your Mommy
Jayla Ranee
Hello Jayla. This is grandma. Just thinking about how I miss those big beautiful brown eyes. Friday is Halloween. Wondering what you would have looked like in your first costume. Miss you and love you sooooo much.
Wednesday, October 29, 2008 - Grandma Janis
~harmonie-lea saphire~
My darling Harmonie, How are you way up there in heaven bubba? I hope your uncle Jack and nanny and poppy are looking after you well for mum. I thought i would write you this letter although i know you are never able to read this but it kind of helps mum process things a little bit better thats all darl. There is not a day that goes by when i dont think about you harmonie. You are still mummies number one i promise. It's funny, you know some times i still swear that you rae till here. I can still hear your little laughter sometimes and your happy little squeal, its almost like its real and sometimes i still see you chuncky little face but on other babies. It hurts sometimes to look at soem babies that are your age when you passed away but then other days all i want is to see babies your age because it brings a smile to my face. You know you would be fully walking now and talking non stop, driving mummy crazy, but right now the silence is driving me insane, its to quiet, some days i just beg to hear you!! I miss every single voice you make more then words can ever explain, the thing i miss most about you is those big bright blue eyes. Everynight that passes i look at the beautiful starts way up above in that big sky and i wonder, I wonder why you left me, but most of all i wonder why out of every person out there, why was i blessed with you babe? But now that you are not here is so sunny as you are mummies shining light it the day and big bright moon in the night. well i shall write to you agian tomorrow night! love you princess. sleep tight!
Wednesday, October 29, 2008 - lots of love mummy!
Happy Birthday!
Hi Shaylene, just wanting to wish you a very happy birthday. I bet the angels have a big party planned for you!! It's hard to believe you turn 11 on the 29th. Just wanting to tell you that I never stop thinking of you and loving you!!
Tuesday, October 28, 2008 - Aunty Ang
Dearest Paulie
I have thought of you so much in the last two weeks. I am having a hard time with you going to play in Heaven. Paulie I just wanted to take a few moments to tell you how much you meant to me while you were here on this earthly plane. I cant stop thinking what it was like to wait so patiently with your cousin James at the hospital for your birth. We couldn't wait to hold you and take your picture. I am forever greatful that I was allowed that litle slice of Heaven on earth before you were taken. I remember your smell, your touch. James picked out that yellow elephant rattle. I know you didn't like it but to James it's always gonna be Paulie's elephant. I won't ever forget the sad call I recieved from Nana that day. I ran to your Mom and told her the news. I called Uncle Corry and Aunty Heidi and told them how sorry I was that SIDS happened and I meant it. I helped with the funeral arrangements and I wrote your obituary. I wrote a eulogy for you but i was so distraught I couldn't read it. I will bring it to your grave someday. You were more than a nephew to me you were also my Godson. In a way I feel like you were my own child. We bonded during your time in the hospital. I won't ever forget you. I will wait however impatiently as I might to see you again. I love you Paulie. I always will.
Tuesday, October 28, 2008 - Aunty Crystal
to my blessed angel Harmonie-lea Saphire
hello my darling girl, were does mummy start, i have so much to tell you. i think of you every single day, you are the first thing on my mind when i wake and you are the last thing on mind when i rest my head to sleep at night, i am sleeping alot more now darling girl. I'm living with you aunty lissa and your uncle ricky now honey, you know were we spent your very first christmas, you, daddy uncle and aunty and mummy. Its hard living here with out you being here with me but i manage as every one else that misses our darling girl does! Nama thinks of you all the time harmonie, and so does your auntie's and most of all i think of you too. Mummy is happy here without you but it would be a whole lot better if you were here to enjoy these beautiful days, but if you were here with me in would not be as bright and beautiful as you are mummy's sunshine. I dont know what else to say, i have so much to tell you but it wold take me forever, and i dont think everyone wants to read it all. i will tell you tonight when i am looking at the stars. good night my darling. love you one and only mummy
Tuesday, October 28, 2008 - mummy
Hello my angel Xander,
It's me grammi. I love you and miss you so much. I met another grammi yesterday who's granddaughter became an angel a few days ago. I think her name is Zaya. So if you meet her, tell her how much she is loved. Nothing I could say could make that grammi feel better. Not any better than I felt losing you. Your brother has to have surgery day after tomorrow. Make sure you are with him. I know that your mommy and daddy are afraid. But I know that you and Uncle Denny are watching over him. But send some angel kisses to all of them anyway. And I would love some too. I'm sending you some now. XXXXOOOOOO. I'll talk to you again soon. I love you now and always my angel.
Monday, October 27, 2008 - Love, Grammi
hey katie baby
hey what up what are u doing up there. I miss u and love u very much and i wish that u are here right now. Katie Halloween is in 4 day. mommy and daddy says hi they miss u and love you very much and they wish that u are here right now. Aunt Becky says hi too she misses u and love you very much and she wishing that u are here right now. Uncle tommy and uncle Matt and uncle Todd says hi they miss u and love u very much and they wish that u are here right now. uncle nick and uncle Freddie says hi they miss u and love u very much and they wish that u are here right now. Everybody says hi they all miss u and love u very much and they wish that u are here right now. Katie i am crying right now because i miss u and love u very much. Katie this is your 2nd Halloween. Katie how are u doing. Katie if u ask i am doing very good. I hope u miss me and love me very and i hope that u wish that u are here right now because we do. Katie for Halloween i am going to be a hip hop kid. good night katie i love you and miss u. Good Night XOXOXOXXOXXOOXXO
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Jensen
Hey baby boy. Yesterday was your 2 month angel day. I miss you more and more each day. I am sure that the holidays are going to be very hard for us knowing that you wont be here with us for your first halloween (you were going to be batman.) Daddy said so! And for your first christmas. I would have spoiled you so much. Kaylee talked to you the other night. I am sure you heard her. We went to Aunt Lissa's house for Zaydens first birthday party. It was really hard being there knowing that I would never get to celebrate your special day with you. I am doing a little bit better not crying as much. But I am putting alot of prayer into it to help heal my broken heart. I you so much little boy you have no idea. I just wish you were here so I could show you. I will forever love you!
Monday, October 27, 2008 - Mommy
Shaylene Brannan
Hi Sweetheart, I know you birthday is close so I thought I would write you a letter and let you how much I miss you. It seems so long from year to year and lonely knowing we are unable to celebrate your birthday. However we know you are in a better place but, we miss you so much. Happy 11th Birthday Sweetheart. Love Auntie Patty, Uncle Kevin, Shania & Nick xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
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Sunday, October 26, 2008 - Your Family
Dear Lil' Joey
It is hard to beleive that almost 6 months have gone by without you. Mommy misses you so very much. I know that you are in a better place and I will see you again one day but it is still so hard to go on through the days without you. Your daddy and older brother miss you too. Not a day goes by that I don't think of you and wonder what you would look like and it hurts. I love you Tubby!!!
Sunday, October 26, 2008 - Hugz and Kisses Mommy
Dearest Alison.
It is unreal that you passed on nov.3,1986 at 22+ months and now it is 2008.you have always been so close to me as i hold your memory in my heart.i still ache for you and i always will.time helps one adjust but the pain is always present deep within.i was blessed with you,Ali, being in my life !!!!!
Sunday, October 26, 2008 - love,mom
robert bruce payton
dear my little angel how i miss u and wish that i could hold u once again ur mom is doing ok she missis u very much just like i do when times are hard i i look up and i talk 2 u and things seem 2 go a little better i look at ur cousin josh and wish u was still hear u guys r 4 days apart how i hate when christmas comes and ur b-day i still dont understand why god took my little boy that i miss and love so dearly i guess i will never understand i will never forget the day my little boy was born that was a speaical day ur big smile the way u smelt just like a baby that u r ur cousin brittney looks 4 the brights star that star is u did u get ur wings yet i know u did cuz ur my guridan angle let me end this by sayin u will be never forgotton and i love u ur always in my heart
Friday, October 24, 2008 - ur aunt beronica
Our Victoria
Baby girl - I am sending you a basket full of kisses, and a basket full of hugs. I love you so very deeply.
Thursday, October 23, 2008 - Grandma
Hello Jayla Ranee Sny
This is grandma. I miss you so much. My heart aches to hold you in my arms one more time. Not a day goes by that I don't cry or think about you. I can't believe that the holidays are coming up and I won't be able to spoil you with your 1st Christmas. I hope you are looking down on me, your mommy, and grandpa Tommy.
Thursday, October 23, 2008 - Grandma Janis
Hello my little Xander,
It's me grammi. I love you and miss you so much. I have to run to work now, but I just wanted you to know that I am thinking of you always. I'll write another letter tonight. Until then, I love you now and always.
Thursday, October 23, 2008 - Love, Grammi
Happy Birthday Jayden,
It's been awhile and I feel bad that I can't go to lunch and come and see you today on what would have been your 10th birthday with us. But I know that you will have a party in heaven. Take care of my little Xander. I bet he likes the icing on the cake. I know that his brother does! We miss you and love you. So Happy Birthday from all of us.
Thursday, October 23, 2008 - Love your great aunt Lori
Dear Evan,
Hi baby- just wanted to say a quick hi and I love you!! Miss you too pieces baby. Your brother and sister are getting so big so fast- just wish you were here with us!!! I love you and miss you more than you could ever know. Sending you millions of hugs and kisses to heaven.
Wednesday, October 22, 2008 - Forever and For Always~ Mommy, Jordan, and Jaiden
GABRIEL TREY RASBERRY
HELLO BABY BOY, I HAVE SEEN SO MANY PICTURES OF YOU AND HEARD SO MUCH ABOUT YOU. I WISH I COULD HAVE HELD YOU IN MY ARMS AND PLAYED WITH YOU.ME AND YOUR MOMMY MET IN MARCH OF 06 AND WERE MARRIED A FEW MONTHS LATER.WE TALK ABOUT YOU ALL THE TIME AND ONE DAY I WILL BE ABLE TO SEE YOUR SMILE AND IM SURE IT IS AS BEAUTIFUL AS YOUR MTHER HAS DESCRIBED IT TO ME.WE WILL CONTINUE TO WRITE TO YOU,WE ALL LOVE AND MISS YOU BABY, BUT ITS JUST A MATTER OF TIME UNTIL WE ARE ALL TOGETHER. LOVE ALWAYS YOUR STEP-FATHER BRIAN
Wednesday, October 22, 2008 - BRIAN MOORE
To Mommy' Dearest Gabriel Trey Rasberry
Hello my boo, It's been a while since I have wrote to you, I am sorry there's just been alot going on lately. Paw-Paw Trey,mommas daddy, the man you were named after has redently passed away his birthday was sunday so if you will would you please give him a hug for me.I bet the two of you are having so much fun together.You're big sister misses you so much she & i both think about you so much.Her bithday was the 17 of september Daddy's was the day after pretty cool hu? I miss you boo, I can't wait to get to heaven & see you but right now mommy's got to stay here to take care of you're sister. well, there is someone who want's to say a little somthing to you. this is mommas husband he is a great man you would of loved him,he loves you. we talk about you all the time. I sure wish you could of met him.You would of loved him. well, Gabriel mommy will write you again soon. Remember baby you are my sunshine.
Wednesday, October 22, 2008 - You're mommy,
Happy Birthday Bryson
Happy Birthday sweet boy! I miss you so much and think of you every day. Please keep close to your mommy today, she is having a hard time. I wish I could have held you just once before you had to leave this earth, but I know I will always hold you in my heart.
Wednesday, October 22, 2008 - Aunt Jill
Grayce Marie
Hi Sweet Girl! Just wanted to say hi. It has been a while since I have wrote. Take care baby girl.
Tuesday, October 21, 2008 - Melissa
MY SWEET AVA JEAN,
OH SWEET GIRL I DON'T KNOW WHERE TO START. I HOPE YOU KNOW HOW VERY MUCH I LOVE YOU! YOU MENT THE WORLD TO ME! I WAKE UP AND REACH FOR YOU!! YOUR BROTHER AUGUSTUS MISSES YOU TOO AND ASKS FOR YOU OFTEN! DADDY MISSES YOU TOO! I WISH I HADEN'T GONE TO WORK THE NIGHT BEFORE YOU DIED. I WISH I COULD HAVE HELD YOU ALL NIGHT! BUT I KNOW YOU ARE BEING WELL TAKEN CARE OF UP THERE! YOU HAVE A LOT OF LOVED ONES THERE TO KEEP YOU COMPANY! DO YOU HEAR ME WHEN I TALK TO YOU? I HOPE SO! I HOPE YOU KNOW THAT I WILL NEVER FORGET YOU AND THAT I THINK OF YOU EVERYDAY!!! PLEASE HELP ME BE STRONG! I LOVE YOU SWEET BABY!!
Monday, October 20, 2008 - MOMMY
Kairi, Tiny Girl!
Hi Tiny Girl. Grandma has been thinking about you so much lately. The Holidays are upon us and I'm wishing it was January. I wish I could hug you and give you kisses. I miss you terribly. Please continue to hold your momma up when she struggles. I know it's been hard on her the last year and four months. She misses you too but I'm sure you know that. Tell God Hi and remember save a space for me.
Saturday, October 18, 2008 - Grandma Terri
Beautiful Tori
Dear, dear Tori, it has been 3 weeks since you passed. There are many times where the pain of losing you is unbearable. I miss you every minute of every hour.My heart aches. I love you so very, very much and I know that one day we will all be together again. You are and will always be my beautiful Tori Brown Eyes. Sleep in peace most precious baby girl.
Saturday, October 18, 2008 - Your loving grandmother
Sweet Baby Alexa -
Happy Belated Birthday Cute Stuff!! Thanks for all your help getting us through the day. It seems like just yesterday that you were born, but it feels like forever since I've held you. Hopefully you had a great party with all your lil' angel friends. Mama loves you sweet baby girl!
Thursday, October 16, 2008 - Mama Sara
Sweet Baby Eric
Hi Pumpkin: I know it's been a long time since i wrote but not a day goes by without grandma thinking about you. Your baby sister will be turning three on the 27th and then your birthday is on Halloween. You would have been 5 going to school. Aunt Sabrina is going to have another baby in April. We will be sending balloon up to you on your birthday and grandma's going to get some more bears to put on your the side of your stone. Remember even thou grandma doesn't write everyday i still love you and think about u all the time.
Thursday, October 16, 2008 - Love Grandma B
Ariauna (Auna Duck)
Hi my sweet Auna Duck, your grandma loves you so much, I know you and your momma are having a wonderful time in heaven I miss you both more than anything. you are about to have your 6th birthday, these past 6 years have been so hard. Grandma will be sending you some balloons next week hope you catch them all.
Thursday, October 16, 2008 - Grandma Judy
Dear Kylie,
It has been five months since you left us so suddenly and i miss you more every day! You were my "pretty girl" and what i wouldn't give to just hold you one more time and tell you how much i love you but i know you are watching over us all. Daddy and your big brothers miss you alot and there isn't a day that goes by that we don't think of you and wonder what you'd be doing if only you were here with us! We have started to put your things away and it is so hard for me because i want so bad to keep every little thing that reminds me of you close, you are and will always be my greatest gift from God! I love you my angel!
Wednesday, October 15, 2008 - Mommy
Hello my little Xander dude, grammi's angel,
I miss you so much. Tonight is a remembrance night for all babies lost to SIDS and infant loss. We light a candle to remember you. I lit a candle for you and for Jayden and your Uncle Denny and for Ben and an extra for any baby that doesn't get a candle lit. I hate the weather changing so soon. It will be winter before you know it. And your birthday is coming so soon. It will be a bittersweet day for us. And so hard for all of us to bear without you. So when that day comes be sure and send alot of angel kisses our way. Tell Uncle Denny he is very missed and loved too. I know that he is there with you. Maybe in heaven he won't have to change your diaper. He wasn't great at that with your big brother. Your big brother can say Gramma so well now. And alot of other words too. He points at your picture and says "baby". Send him a kiss and hug. I'll come and see you in a couple of days. I love you now and always my angel.
Wednesday, October 15, 2008 - Love, Grammi
baby Ace Jasiah *AJ*
OMG its been so long since I wrote you a letter son, I miss you so much, WE ALL DO!! I can't believe it's almost been two years since we've been apart && son WE THINK about YOU EVERYDAY!! You are always on my mind, our minds!! Your Big brother Mykah is doing great, he's missing you too, all the time!! As for the twins, they're doing awesome too, 9 months old, they certainly are OUR HEALING BABIES; they don't replace you, but help us REMEMBER YOU and how much we LOVE && MISS YOU!! WE PRAY ALL IS WELL WITH YOU IN HEAVEN && KNOW THAT YOU ARE FOREVER LOVED&&MISSED!! TAKE CARE MY SWEET ANGEL BOY, WE LOVE YOU FOREVERRRRR!!
Wednesday, October 15, 2008 - With ALL OUR LOVE, DAD&&MOM
hey katie baby
hey Katie i do you know you can see us and you're looking down on us and watching over us.hey Katie i just wanted to let you know how much i missed you and cant stand it here without you. i miss you so much i even wrote my story on you and i did a poem about you and i know you are watching over me and that you know that just about every night i have been crying myself to sleep because i cant stop thinking about how much i miss you. i love you so so so so so much and i don't understand why he had to take you because you had everything and there are people out there that don't even want kids and he still gives them their lives and kids who get beat everyday of their life and want to die and again they take you everyone misses you and can't stand to be here without you. i miss you and love you so much i bet you don't even know. even though mom said she thinks you knew you were going to die i still don't think it was right all those nights i was up with you wile mommy pumped because dad had to be to work the morning. that just shows how much i cared for you and that one day i have to go i will write to you every night saying how much i miss you and love you love aunt abby. Katie Halloween is coming . Good nigh Katie i love u
Tuesday, October 14, 2008 - your best aunt abbyxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox
Dearest Jake,
Hello my beautiful boy. I just wanted to send you all my love today and to let you know that I am thinking of you sweetheart.
Tuesday, October 14, 2008 - Mummy
Zachariah
Buddy I miss you so much lately, it seems more so than ever before. We are in NJ visiting Mommom and Poppop and Aunt Denise. Do you remember when you were here? It was fun and it hurts so much that you are not here with us now. Well, baby I love you so much. In 4 days you will be 23 months old. I bet your so big. I miss you baby.Always.
Tuesday, October 14, 2008 - Love, Mommy

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