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Victoria Grace

Hi little Darlin' I know it has been a while since I have written here. I love you and wish I could be there with you on your 1st Birthday... I wonder how long your hair is? Are your eyes still the perfect shade of blue? Do you remember me as well as I remember you? Are you and granny staying out of trouble? You better that's for sure. Remember that it won't be much longer until Mommy is knocking on Heaven's Door. I miss you and Happy Birthday Darlin'. love you always and more everyday....

Thursday, September 30, 2004 - Momma

MY DEAREST BRITTANY LYNN

I KNOW IT HAS BEEN A LONG TIME SINCE I HAVE WRITTEN TO YOU AND I AM SORRY. I MISS YOU SO MUCH. IT IS SO HARD DAY TO DAY NOT BEING ABLE TO SEE YOU. YOUR BROTHERS ASK ME ALL THE TIME TO COME AND SEE YOU. WE ALL MISS AND LOVE YOU. I KNOW YOU HAVE GRANDMA WITH YOU AND YOU ARE IN GOOD HANDS. I LOOK AT YOUR PICTURES ALL THE TIME AND REMEMBER WHAT IT WAS LIKE TO HAVE YOUR BRIGHT LITTLE SMILE AROUND THE HOUSE. I AM SO SORRY THAT WE DID NOT HAVE ANY MORE TIME WITH YOU BUT I KNOW IN MY HEART I WILL SEE YOU AGAIN SOMEDAY. YOU ARE MY LITTLE ANGEL. PLEASE KEEP AN EYE ON STEPHEN AND SHAYNE FOR ME. TELL GRANDMA WE ALL SAY HELLO AND WE MISS HER ALSO. BE GOOD MY LITTLE ANGEL I WILL TALK TO YOU LATER

Monday, September 27, 2004 - I WILL ALWAYS LOVE AND MISS YOU DADDY

Grayce Marie

My Dearest Grayce:

As I am sitting here thinking about you, I realize that I can honestly say I know what it is like to fall in love with someone at first sight. I was granted the gift of conceiving you, carrying you, and giving birth to you. I was only given a short time to get to know you. However, I have the rest of my life to love you.

You are the most amazing little girl. You are both beautiful inside and out. Your smiles, cooing, and laughter make my heart melt. Your beautiful big blue eyes, dimples, and long eyelashes light up my thoughts. There isn’t a day that goes by that I don’t cry for you, miss you, or long to hold you.

I know that you are watching over me from heaven. I know that you are giving mommy the strength to keep going when the days get tough. I know that you are protecting daddy while he is serving in Iraq. I know that you are watching your big brother Derek grow. You truly are our ANGEL!

Grayce, your brother Derek really misses you. He includes you in much of his daily activities. He knows you are watching him. When he becomes sad, tired, or gets hurt he cries for you. He wants his Grayce back. I promise I will not let him forget you.

We are thankful that we got to know you and love you even if it was for a short time than not to have known you at all. Please remember that mommy, daddy, and Derek love you and miss you!

Love,

Mommy

5-12-04 - 7-10-04

Saturday, September 25, 2004 - mommy

my precious princess

hello sweet girl. i miss you a lot. how are you i hope some one is holding you so you are not alone. mommy is ok, but you need to let her know you are still with her. soon she will have to pack up all your clothes and pick out a head stone and i think christmas might be tough for her. but dont worry i am taking care of her, she still has one of her little girls. i love you Kayden. i know you were brought to this earth to bring mommy and daddy back together and i think part of the reason you left was to make them stronger. i hope. daddy is ok he doesnt talk about you much but that is just his way. kole misses you too. i love you. be with rhonda and mommy. i will come see you when you get a head stone...i promise! i love you. some day we will all be together again, cant wait!

Friday, September 24, 2004 - big sis ky

Dear Evan Tyler,

Hi baby-yesterday was that yucky day that I can't stand to come every year. Did you like your ad in the paper from me and Jordan? I miss you tons and tons and hope that you aren't mad for me not going yesterday. I just wasn't up for it. Somedays are harder than others. I thought about you all day long as you know. Jordan was looking up talking and smiling all day long so I figure that was probably you. I will stop by today and visit and give you your kiss on your stone. I miss you and love you my angel-more than you know. Your Uncle Timmy was talking about you and he said that you and Jordan have the same eyes and nose. I am just thankful I am blessed with two beautiful babies. Thank you so much for keeping Jordan safe for me buddy!! I love you tons and tons...millions of hugs and kisses to heaven...........

Wednesday, September 22, 2004 - Mommy and Jordan-forever and for always

My love My baby sister Lisa

I have missed you for so long its been very hard to live in a world as today without a sister i have found a friend who i believe is an angel sent from you to me to help me get along and it is working her name is jenn w and shes just like a sister to me but she will never take your place I love you baby sis love your darling sister Jenna P.S. say hi to daddy and our puppy dogs misty and midnight love you little gurl love jenna bye bye

Wednesday, September 22, 2004 - Jenna L Riley

To: Casen: Daddys'Little Man

Hey son how are you? It's been two months since you'been gone. Daddy misses you very much. I think about you everyday.Well how is everything in Heaven? Are you and your brother taking care of each other?Iknow that ya'll are in good hands.Casen I'm not tring to think about the pain that is in my heart,but I'm tring to think about the lifetime of memories that you gave me. This has been the hardest two months of my life. No matter what Daddy loves just as much now as I did when you was here with me. Daddy will never forget the way you made me feel everytime I held you in my arms. Well I have to try to stay strong for Mama and Brother, but sometimes even I need to let it out. Like I tell you everytime I come to visit you we will be with one another again very soon.I just want you to remember that you will always be Daddys' Little Man. You may not be here for me to hold, but you will always be in my heart and in my mind. Well I'm gonna go take a shower and eat, but I'll be back to write you again. Daddy Loves you Son.

Tuesday, September 21, 2004 - Your Daddy

Zander

It's almost been two months that you have been gone we all still miss you but we are starting to understand it was meant to be this way and you were here for us only on a loan. Perry asks about you all the time he found a cherub in my night stand today and told me it was you. I think kids no more than us big people so I know you are an angel hope you are doing well and that you are keeping a eye on us. Talk to you later

Tuesday, September 21, 2004 - Mommy

Dearest Lennon,

Hi honey. Today is 2 years since we buried you. It's sunny like it was that day. I dont know how the sun could shine on a day like this, but it is. I love you, and miss you more than words can say. Leaving that cemetery that day was so hard. I pretended to be strong. I wanted you to think I was strong. I was surrounded by people who loved you and that made it a little easier. But it was the hardest thing I have ever done. Your funeral was full of love for you though, and I am thankful for that. I have to go, I am at work. I love you honey. I love you, I love you, I do.

Tuesday, September 21, 2004 - Mommy

Dear Evan Tyler

Hi Baby Evan... Its that day again... The day that we lost you !!! It was so hard to sleep last night, all I kept thinking about was you! I couldnt keep the tears from coming. Will they ever stop? Why did it have to be you!! Its` been four years now and it doesnt get any easier.. I hope Carrie helps DADDY through this difficult day. She is such a great person for him. Im sure she will. I dont know where Daddy would be if it wasn`t for her.. I will be stoping down soon to visit you, just as soon as Tyler wakes up. We love and miss you very much little guy.. HUGS AND KISSES TILL WE MEET AGAIN..

Tuesday, September 21, 2004 - AUNT DAWN~~~ KISSES AND HUGS~~~

Dekoda Allen Lee Stevens

Hi little man! I am so sorry it has been a while sence I have been here But as you know I have been rather sick. But you have in my heart so very much. Mommy & Daddy & your brothers miss you so much. Pap-paw & I miss you so very much. I just wanted to let you know we all love you & miss you so very much. I am waiting for the day I can be with you again.

Sunday, September 19, 2004 - Mam-maw Ruth

Dear Evan Tyler

HI HONEY JUST WANT TO SAY I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU VERY MUCH!!!!

Saturday, September 18, 2004 - AUNT DAWN

Dear Lennon,

My sweet papausie. I love you honey. I love you, I love you, I do. I will leave your letter at the cemetery. You are my shining star and my little beatle forever. I love you.

Friday, September 17, 2004 - Mommy

Dear Mom,

Today is the anniversary of your death. 12 years without you. I still miss you so much. There are so many things that I would love to share with you. I hope you see how your granddaughters are growing, and thank you so much for taking care of Hannah for me. I love you.

Friday, September 17, 2004 - Mary Ann

Dearest Lennon,

Hi baby boy. Today is the two year anniversary of your passing...I can't believe it's been that long. Grammie pictures you standing in front of her, a happy smiling, laughing little boy with blond hair and blue eyes. What would you be like if you were still here with us? Grammie wonders all the time what you are doing in heaven....can't wait to see you and hug you again one day Lennon. We love and remember you today and everyday of our lives. You're our little Beatle forever!!

Friday, September 17, 2004 - Grammie

Hey Lois

I wanted to write to tell you how much I miss you. Its been about 22 days since you left us. Len thinks about you all the time and misses you alot. I never really got to say good-bye. I'm sorry for that. I wish I could hug "ol Stone Cold" again. Your Birthday is coming up pretty soon. Sept. 20, I am going to let some balloons go. I hope you get them in heaven. I know u are an angel up there because you were down here. I miss you and think about you all the time. There are some days I want to just call you to see how you are doing. I know I cant though. Well, I have to go now. I will keep and eye on Len for you. I love you very much, and will never forget you. Oh, could you please tell Grandaddy that I said Hey and I love him. Thank you, again.

Thursday, September 16, 2004 - Your cousin, Sarah (15)

god

i dont get it i just dont understand. how can you rob my heart like this. it doesnt make any sense. you have to explain to me. kayden was my every thing. and you just took her with out letting me say good bye. some day we will meet face to face and you will have some serious explaining to do. hold my baby give her a kiss and a hug for me.

Thursday, September 16, 2004 - a broken hearted big sister,kylee

my sweet angel girl, Kayden

hello sweet princess. i miss you a lot. i hope you are happy up in heaven, remember to save a place for me because i am going to come see you, remember? i promise we will all be together again some day. mommy is having a hard time. she will have to pick out a head stone soon and pack all your clothes because we are moving. please be with mommy baby kay, she misses you. let her know you are still with her even when we move, she said she would miss finding your little socks and things. watch over rhonda as well. kole misses you, his birhtday wish was for you to come home but i told him you could not do that. so he wished that you were happy. oh i would give anything to hold for just one minute. i love you my precious baby girl. i hope you found rori-ann and kaylen so you will have friends. i love you. we will all be together again, i promise.

Thursday, September 16, 2004 - love, your big sister, kylee

Dear Cody Dawson Pollock

Hey my "Handsome Butterball" I miss you so much. It will be 3 months tommorrow that you left me and it hasn't gotten any easier.I want to see your smile and hear you new laugh. I want to take you for your walks and give you your baths that you love so much.I hope you like the new butterfly that I put on your grave.It is big and colorful just like you.Everytime I see a Angel or a butterfly I think of you. You still take up all of my thinking and will for the rest of my life. I can not wait to see you again and tickle you.

Wednesday, September 15, 2004 - Mommy

Baby Michael Russel Ray Fuhrmann

Hello baby boy Mommy MISS YOU very very much and so does your older sister. You have a new brother and sister but you more than likly know that. You sissy tell me all the time that she see you all the time. she knows you are you are there. I wish I could see you hear you or feel you. You are on my mind all the time. And i bet your on your Daddys mind all the time too. And let him know that your there for him and watch over him. and we all love you very much.

Tuesday, September 14, 2004 - Mommy and Rena (sis)

Dear baby Hannah,

i love you. i miss you. i wished you would stay here. i wish i could hug you. i want to play with you. i could help draw pictures and play with dolls.

Monday, September 13, 2004 - love your big sister, dezi

My sweet baby Hannah,

Hi baby. I miss you so much and even though it has been three years since you grew your wings not a moment goes by that I don't think of you. Some days are better than others but I still have those days where I just can't stop crying. I miss you so much. Jais and Dezi still talk about you all the time. They were so young when you were born, but they still seem to remember everything. They love you and miss you so much. We wish that you were still here with us. You will always be in our hearts. I love you and miss you more than you'll ever know.

Monday, September 13, 2004 - Love, mommy

dear baby hannah,

u ur a gud baby. i luv u. i miss u. i wish u were still here.

Monday, September 13, 2004 - luv your big brother, jais (age 6

Dear Tavian, hi my baby angel.

I miss you so much. It's been two years since you left us to be with our Lord. You now have a baby brother, Tylan, who looks just like you and Tianna. We think of you all the time and we wish we had more time with you in this lifetime. Even though its been two years it's still hard to realize that you're not coming back. I will always love you and I will never forget you. I LOVE YOU TAE TAE!

Sunday, September 12, 2004 - Mama

Dearest Mum and Dad

I miss you so much, and I think you knew I would. I just want you to know that I love you and think of you every day. I'm sure you know that I have bought a little house with the money you gave me right near to John, and now I've got a little job in the store with Sarah. My kids are going through troubles, but since you died mum, you have a new great grandson, and a great granddaughter on the way, so I will have four grandchildren.

I cannot forgive myself for not being with you both as you took your final journeys, especially you mum, because if I had known - as you knew, that you would not recover, that early morning we left you in the hospital, I would never have gone home, but sat with you and held your hand until the end. And you dad, where was I when you died - asleep in bed, and I didn't even want to see you when you had gone. I hope you understand, and I think we both know that deep down, underneath the way we sparked each other off, and I annoyed you so much, and I was scared of letting you down all my life, we loved each other. You never knew the trouble I was in when you died, but you know now. But I spent your money wisely, and I know you will be glad I have a house of my own now, so that your money can be passed on to future generations when the time comes.

Please forgive me for everything I have done to upset you in my life, now I can't see you every day I realise how much I depended on you, and that you are the most important people in my life.

I love you with all my heart, and hope you are happy now you are together again, and with all your friends and relatives.

There is such a hole in my life now you are gone - but you knew what it was like to lose your parents, and then mum, you knew what it was like to lose your life partner after 55 years together. How do you learn to live with this kind of loss? If you can show me somehow, please try.

I just wanted you to know that I love you and miss you, and I am so lonely without you. Thank you from the bottom of my heart for all the wonderful things you did for me in my life, especially for my kitten dad, and getting me out of violin lessons, buying me those shoes when you couldn't afford them, and for all the help in giving me a home, and bringing up my children so that I could go to work again, after my divorce. I know now that that time was worse for you than it was for me, and I was so ungrateful at the time. Now I know what you went through and it is true- what goes round comes round. I am so sorry for all the trouble I have caused, and hope you can forgive me.

I love you so much, please wait for me so that we can be together again one day.

Saturday, September 11, 2004 - Vivien

My Dearest Baby Girl RORI-ANNE

Hello my precious Angel.
It has been especially difficult this past couple of weeks. I miss you so much and I would give anything to hold you one last time.
I think you visited my dreams last night, I have this feeling that you were here with me, but I cannot remember seeing you.
I love you so so much, and I am so grateful to you for everything you have given me and are still giving me. Although life is hard without you, you are still the reason I go on some days.
I love you baby girl.
Christmas is creeping up on me, and I do not know how I am going to get through it. It was one of my favorite times of year. But now.....not so much.
I miss you "my wittle pudge pudge".

Thursday, September 9, 2004 - All mommy's Love.

Sweet Baby Eric

Hi Pumpkin
Just a short note to let you know that we are thinking about you. I know its been awhile since i wrote we have been camping at great grandpa and grandma. Today your big brother started school. It was really hard on mom and dad. He was a little scared but he did ok. I love you and really miss you each day. Just remember we love you and will be with you some day.

Wednesday, September 8, 2004 - Love Grandma B

Dear Evan Tyler,

Hi baby- just wanted to pop in and say hi and we love you. Jordan is talking away right now- he looks up alot and talks and smiles and I can only think that it must be you he sees and he's sending his love to you. I miss you little man more than words can express... We love you to pieces... millions of hugs and kisses to you in heaven..........

Wednesday, September 8, 2004 - Mommy and Jordan-forever and for always

To My Angel Shawn Jr.

Wow. It's so hard to believe you've been gone for six years now. I still dream about you nearly every night. Your birthday was hard this year, like every year, and with your angel day approaching so quickly it's hard to keep going. Mommy finally got back to school and I'm doing pretty well. My first Psychology paper is all about you and how much I miss you. No baby brothers or sisters yet, but I'm thinking as soon as i graduate it's time to start trying. I miss you so much baby. This big hole in me is almost unbearable! Mommy loves you and always will. Gotta go to class now. I LOVE YOU!!!!!

Wednesday, September 8, 2004 - Mommy

Dear Grayce Marie,

I just wanted you to know that your mom was one of my best frieds throughout our college days. Please watch over her, your daddy and adorable brother. You were so blessed to have them as your mom and dad and brother. My heart is very heavy for your mom so please watch out for her. She misses you so much. Thank you so much for the time that they had with you and keep shining! You will be forever remembered.

Tuesday, September 7, 2004 - Jodee, Roseau

Our little baby boy Casen Ellis Morgan

I just wanted to write you a line are two to let you know were all thinking about youand miss you dearly.In just 4 days you will be 4months old on sept.11th wow youre growing up fast youve been gone home 6wks and 6days today and it seems like yesterday .I know youre taken care of there but i just wish you were here with all of us again we all sure had lots of fun with you.well mama needs to go for now but ill write you again soon .we all love u very much and miss u bunches too take care our little man

Tuesday, September 7, 2004 - mama , daddy , brothers,and family

Hey Kylee

Hey my sweet little baby sister? How are you doing? I am doing okay. I have just started school. It's really hard. I miss you lots. I was writing an essay about you. I think about you all the time. I still haven't finished that essay. I cry so much when I try to read it. I still don't think your gone. It's almost been a year. Everyone keeps telling me that you're gone and I don't want it to be true. I want you here like you were. I remember Buddy coming up and licking you and you trying to crawl. You are so smart for a baby. I wish you could just have the life that everyone else does have and can enjoy. I stop and think about how you wouldn't have been able to live to the fullest so I try to. Naomi got a kitten. His name is Midnight. It's the nicest kitten I have ever met. I haven't been able to see Mommy and Daddy in a while. I really love going over there. I absolutely loved going there when you were there. It's still fun. I get to see how the baby is coming along. I feel so sorry for Mommy. She is getting really big and misses you lots. The memorial for you in the front of the house is just so pretty and peaceful. Well I just wanted to say hi and tell you some new things going on. I love you my precious little sister.

Tuesday, August 31, 2004 - Julie

Hey Mychal Man

I miss you so much!! Well I know it has been over two years since you left me but it seem as if it is just getting harder I dont sleep well anymore. I finally tried to hold another baby and I cant do it. I felt so bad I ran out of the house, at least Tami was with me to explain to her why. I thought it was suppose to get easier as time went by. I was doing so well until recently. I Love you so much. Some time I see kids your age now and think of all things you would be getting into. Mommy loves you with all my heart. Hugs & Kisses Bunches little man

Sunday, August 29, 2004 - Mommy

Dear Baby Daniel

hi,this is your mommy,this is the first time I am writting you since you past away 2 months ago.I miss you so mutch,I do not know what to do without you.I miss holding you and kissing you.
Christopher is asking about you sometimes but he does not really understand yet.Daddy miss you very mutch even if he can't talk about it.
I will always love you,you always going to be in my heart.Sweet dreams little angel,mommy little man.

Friday, August 27, 2004 - your mommy

Dear "My Preetie" Cyril

Today is your birthday, you would be 5 yrs old. Walking, talking, and keeping me busy. I miss you so much..I'm sorry you are not here with me. Even after 5 yrs it is extremely hard for me to find a reason to continue. Your brother and sister miss you as well. My daily prayer is to jion you!

Friday, August 27, 2004 - Mommie

Lauren-Raye

A sweet baby,
Hi from your little sister.
I wish I had known you,but yet I do in my heart.

Thursday, August 26, 2004 - Melodylee

Lauren-Raye

hi baby girl,
your sister is starting second grade next week,she is growing up way to fast on me.we talk about you so often and wonder all the time.he says mommy i want my sister to play with but i remind her she only knows you in her heart and that your her big sister.
I love you baby girl and miss you so much.I had a rough week last week with the sids foundation,so its been stressful,but hanging in there.
i have another long day at work tomorrow baby girl so i am off to bed.sweet dreams baby girl.

Thursday, August 26, 2004 - mom

Dear Evan Tyler,

Hi baby- just wanted to say that I love you and miss you like crazy!!!!!! I love you my little man..... sending you millions of hugs and kisses to heaven!!!!!!!!!

Wednesday, August 25, 2004 - Mommy and Jordan-forever and for always

My Sweet Ryan Dean

Today is your 12th birthday and like your first birthday I miss you so very much. Happy Birthday my sweet little boy. I cant help but miss you and be a little sad on this day. I could not hug you this morning to say "Happy Birthday" I cant watch your face when we sing "Happy Birthday to you", I cant share in your joy with your birthday presents but I do have my memories of you in my heart and know that you are happy and ok. I miss you and always will. I woke up this morning with you on my mind as I do every day but on your birthday I cry for joy and pain. The joy in giving birth to you and loving you for your short little life with me. The cute little smiles you gave to me and your big brother Scottie. Scottie still misses you so much as well. He is a big help to Mommy now at 13, almost 14 yrs old.

We love you Ryan Dean miss you more than anything.

Tuesday, August 24, 2004 - Mommy, Scottie and your baby brother Darian.

Dear Austin

I'm not sure where to begin. I'm so glad Grandma Vogt found me this website. It feels good to know that there are other people out there who know how I feel. I miss you so much baby boy. It's been three years since you went to visit God. I know you watch down on us all the time. Your little brother is now two years old. He's a handful, but you gotta love him (laughs). I talk to him alot about you, just so he knows who his big brother is. Daddy and I are doing good. Your Dad is in Alabama for now, he's over there training for the Army but after a month of being gone, he comes home Friday! But he told me some bad news today which you already know but he's getting activated at the end of September. What am I goin to do without him? I'll survive, but I hate it that he'll be gone for over a year and not see your brother grow up more. You would be three years old now, gosh I bet you've grown alot. I miss you baby boy. I'm going to go lay down, I've got to work tomorrow. So I'll come and write to you again because if I don't stop, I'll be here forever. I'll come and visit you in the Angel Room soon, I promise. I love you and miss you. Keep an eye on your little brother, talk to him when you can. WE LOVE AND MISS YOU!!!

Tuesday, August 24, 2004 - Mommy, Daddy and Lil Ronny

Grayce Marie

Hey baby girl! Today is mommy's birthday. I wish you could have been here with me. It didn't seem right without you. I know that you were watching over me today. Aunty Melissa made me a cake and had some people over for cake and ice cream. If it was up to me I would have done nothing. Nothing seems worth celebrating without you. Daddy sent me a really cute gift from the Army. Of course he sent me my favorite pepsi and a caramello. Your brother Derek misses you. He still asks about you constantly. He wants me to bring you back to "our house". He found you in the sky lastnight. He said their is Grayce star. I miss you so much baby girl. I hope you are doing well. Say hi to great grandmas and great grandpas. I love you!!! I continue to think about you all the time. God bless my angel. Love mommy

Monday, August 23, 2004 - Mommy

RORI-ANNE; Mommy's "Little Pudge Pudge"

My sweet sweet Angel, Mommy cries for you every night. My arms ache for you so badly. Never in all my life have I felt so empty. I love you so much and I miss you more then any words could describe. I pray that you are safe and happy and that God is holding you in his arms.
We talk about you all the time. I tell people about you and show them your picture whenever I get the chance. I want the whole world to know that there was an Angel among us.
I beleive that you are here with me sometimes, I can feel you, and those are the moments when I don't ache quite as much.
Mommy loves you baby girl, and I will write again soon.
I love you and miss you so much sweetness.

Monday, August 23, 2004 - All mommy's love

Victoria Grace

Hi Momma's Little Darlin' How are you? I miss you so much. Kaitlynn and Angel started school Thursday and they have a great time. Momma stays home with Mikayla and we have tea parties and picnics at the park...Oh how I wish you could be here to go with us. I miss you so much.. I still don't know why God needed you but I know Grandma needs you but it still hurts that I can't hold you. I am your momma, are you gonna remember that? Are you gonna remember me when I get to Heaven? Will someone else have already claimed you as theirs? I want to smell your skin...kiss your lips...feel your hair...memorize your heart beat... I know you will never be hurt up there but i promise I would've never let you get hurt down here...some days I want another baby hoping that you will come back but I know it can't happen and that hurts. I see Alyssa and see how big you would be now. You are 2 days older than her.. She is trying to walk and saying Momma already... What I would do to have you here and learn all these little things too...I miss you baby girl... I hope to see you soon... Love you more every minute... Mommy

Sunday, August 22, 2004 - Mommy

Hi my angel baby,

It has been so long since I have written to you. Keeping up with your baby sister has not been easy. Now not only your big brother talks about you but your baby sister talks about you too. Its like she knows you. She calls you her Brandon. You know what I think??? I think you sent her to us. I think she was your gift to us. I thank you, and God, for her every day. She has been a Godsend. Its keept me busy and I haven't had to dwell on you being gone, not that I don't think about you everyday, because I do. We all miss you so much. We wish you could be here with us. I just wanted to let you know that Amanda talks about you now too. That I know she was a gift from you. I know she knew you first. Before she knew your Dad and Me and Big Brother James.

Saturday, August 21, 2004 - With Love Always, Mommy (Sarah)

Hello Brady!

Hi hunnie! It's been a while since I have written. You have been an angel for 3 months now.Actually it will be 3 months tomorrow.We sure miss you down here. Your sister has been having a real hard time lately. She really misses being your big sis. She has started going to a group to talk about you and her feelings. She also starts school on Monday. She is super excited. Brock misses you too.We are moving him back into his room Sunday.We all miss you very much. I think about you everday. LOTS of hugs & kisses!!

Saturday, August 21, 2004 - Mommy

mommies sweet Ky~Ky

Hi my baby girl. Its been awhile since i have wrote. its not that i don't want to, it just seems to be getting harder. mommy is so tired any more, and your first angel day is coming up, i can't believe its almost a year since you left me here broken hearted, and so alone. mommy has gotten used to the knot in her throat but not the pain, never the pain. i love you soo much, and i miss you terribly. everyones worried that im not doing so good. i don't want to tell em their right. i dont' know how i am gonna get through having another baby, not when all i want is YOU!! its all so fresh, and mommy has been having bad dreams about losing cheyanne, i hven't told anyone that. everyone would just say not to worry, she's 6 yo and so healthy, but so were you, so healthy at 3 and a half months. but fact remains i had those dreams about you too, and your gone... baby girl, mommy couldn't go on if she lost another one of her babies. i don't know what to do. i can't seem to tell anyone how i truly feel inside, daddy don't want to talk about it, granny goose and papa are barely starting to deal with their own pain.. aunty missa don't want to hear it and neither does uncle tom. please help mommy. i need you so much, i need you here with me! i still don't know why you left me. am i so bad that God didn't feel i deserved such a perfect angel?
i love you baby girl. forever and always.

Friday, August 20, 2004 - mommy

HEY

MY sweet little one,how much I miss you.I know you hear my cries at night,I hope you do not miss me as much as I miss you,I could not live thinking your in that much pain.Im sure your not,you know Gods plan.I wish I did,I wish I knew why you had to leave so soon.Tell God he has a alot of explaing to do,when I do join you..Just kidding,I dont doubt God,but it doesnt ease the pain.Please know how much Brookie misses you..she cries for you if you could send peace into her heart every once in awhile.Madison misses you to but shes only 3 she taks about seeing you,I hope she does..mommy and daddy miss you soooo much.I will never forget you.You are my daughter whether 28 days or 28 years,you have touched my life with beauty.You are 4 months today,MOMMYS PROUD OF ALL THE NEW THINGS YOUR DOING.I love you so much.please ask God if you could visit in my dreams.I need that to survive.Please thank him for the strength he has givin mommy and daddy..and thank the angel that is reading you this,maybe its your uncle ralphie that also went to heaven to soon..Ill be writing soon...mommy loves you and thinks of tou every moment...love mommy

Friday, August 20, 2004 - mommy

Kelvin Staggers Jr. (coota)

Hi sweety it is grandma again.I was thinking about you and just wanted to say hello.I know you are fine because you are there with our heavenly father.I'm doing pretty good.I'm suppose to have surgery on my neck soon.Please ask God if this is the right thing to let them do.If not please stop it and make it better.I'm going away this weeekend to north carolina you come on and take the ride with us your mother will be there and your sibblings.Please ask God to look over us and let us make it there and back safely.I love you so much i think this is the first time i have wrote you that i did not start crying.Your mom is waiting to move into her new house by Aunt Sissy. Your Auntie has ran into so many problems with her new house but she is making it threw.Thanks to God and your self looking over her as i asked you to.Now if the people up staers in her new house would hurry and move your mom could get in there and be happy.I think this is really going to be a relef for her and help out with you brothers and sister.they still miss you also.Barbie is really trying to stay close to the new baby he just turned 9 months old and he really looks alot like you.and acts like you also.I think God took you to fix what ever problem he thought you had and sent you back as Kelvons.smile handsom man.but no one can take your place with us.Well sweety i will go now keep me in you site and tell God in Juses naame i pray for him to over see us and lead us the right way.Please help coota and make sure these other people get out and it passes inspectio so your mom gets to move into her new house and be happy and safe there. Watch over your moms apartment while we are gone as people keep breaking in and really getting your fiamly up set at the things they are taking from you brothers.Try to send your father in the right direction and get his self help so he can be the person i know he can be if he would only get it together.I will talk to you again later.Thank you and God for answers to the prayers I have sent up by you and the heavens above.take care little man i love you .

Wednesday, August 18, 2004 - grandma Barbara

DEAR EVAN TYLER

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, HAPPY BIRTHDAY, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU... I LOVE YOU !!! DID YOU GET YOUR BALLOONS MEMA, AJ, JACOB, AND TYLER SENT UP TO YOU TODAY..I THOUGHT IT WAS FUNNY THAT TYLER DIDNT WANT TO LET HIS GO. HE DIDNT KNOW WHAT WAS GOING ON, HE WAS ALWAYS TAUGHT NOT TO LET GO OF THE BALLOONS OUTSIDE, SO WHEN IT CAME TIME TO SEND YOURS UP HE DIDNT WANT TO. HOPE YOU HAD A WONDERFUL BIRTHDAY. I SEND ALL MY LOVE AND KISSES TO YOU. HAPPY BIRTHDAY LITTLE GUY. KISSES AND HUGS FOREVER ........

Wednesday, August 18, 2004 - AUNT DAWN

Sweet Baby Eric

Hi Pumpkin:
grandma and grandpa just came back from visiting you, and checking out your's and grandma stone that was placed on Mommy's birthday. It is beautiful.We love you and miss you all the time. Grandma will write later. Hugs and kiss from all of us down here. xoxo

Wednesday, August 18, 2004 - Grandma B

Dear Evan Tyler,

Hi baby- Happy Birthday!!!!! I can't believe you would be four years old today. I love and miss you so much and there isn't one day that goes by and I don't think of you. I wish you were here and we were cutting your birthday cake. I wonder what you would look like and what toys you would be playing with and wishing for for your birthday. I wish your presents weren't flowers for your grave and an in loving memory add in the paper. I hope you are having fun in heaven with all the angels and just remember that I love you and miss you and as always we send you millions of hugs and kisses to heaven.............

Wednesday, August 18, 2004 - Mommy and Jordan-forever and for always

Dear Saegan

Hi, This is your Aunt Shanna. I never got to meet you, but I know just how wonderful you are because your mommy told me. I have pictues of you and can see just how wonderful you are. You brought so much joy to your mommy and daddy's life. I know that you are watching over them a and your Little brother. Just know that I love you very much even though I never met you.

I LOVE YOU! I LOVE YOU! I LOVE YOU!

Tuesday, August 17, 2004 - Your Aunt Shanna

Sweet Baby girl of mine,

I miss you so much and some days its hard to believe that you're gone and that one day my heart may not feel as broken as it is at this moment. Your brother misses you very much. I know that he doesn't really understand because he's so small, but he looks at your picture and says, "Carly pretty mama". He asks for you here and there. The other day he even woke up crying your name looking for you. You were the little girl I'd always dreamed I'd have and it was perfect... a boy and a girl. Your brother looking like Daddy and you like me. Who would have ever known that it would only last 27 short days??? I am so thankful of those 27 short days that I gt to be the lucky one to love you and care for you. I wish you could have stayed longer, but in the short time you were here you did so much. You have left your little footprints on so many people's hearts. Send your Daddy angel kisses... he needs lots of them. I know you're watching over us Care Bear. You are always in my heart.

Carly Rae 6-1-04 to 6-28-04

Monday, August 16, 2004 - Mommy

Angel Autumn Makenzy,

For some reason today, it's been hard. I don't know why. It's been a long time since I had a day like this. I am sitting here at work and I can't work. I have tears in my eyes. I miss you so much. It's amazing to think that you are almost 4 years old. I picture you with long dark hair, and dark eyes. You are so pretty. Mommy is so proud of you. I love you so much baby girl. Don't even forget me.

Monday, August 16, 2004 - Your Mommy

Dear Evan Tyler,

Hi baby-just wanted to say that I love you and miss you so much and think of you all the time. I love you more than words could ever express!!!!!! I love you my little man...... Millions of hugs and kisses to heaven.........

Monday, August 16, 2004 - Mommy and Jordan-forever and for always

To baby Casen Ellis Morgan

Hi our big boy angel just wanted to tell you we enjoyed very much the 71 days we all got to spend with you before you were called home . Im just really lost for words at the moment because you were taken so sudden from us but i can say that you were and still are our little turtle doodle as grandma morgan called you.You have been gone home 22 days now and it seems like yesterday.you sure are missed very much but i can say that you are still with us and will always be with us but we all will be so glad to be reunited back with you in heaven.I want you to know i really enjoyed getting you up at 2:00 that morning to feed and change your diaper cause you were so full of smiles i mean smiles i have never seen before .after your feeding and all i layed you in the bed with me and daddy and you were still smiling and baby talking to me before you went back off to sleep at 3:15 and i would have never ever dreamed that you would have been called home so soon but we all know that god doesnt make know mistakes and that he has a reason for everything.well mama needs to go for now but ill write you again later we all love you more than words can ever say and miss you very much

Sunday, August 15, 2004 - love mom , dad, Caleb , Matt, Mason,nanny ,papa grandma buba

hi baby grayce

grandpa and i miss our little angel so much.you were the cutest,sweetest darling.please look over your mommy,daddy and brother and keep us all safe.we love you baby angel.

Saturday, August 14, 2004 - love from grandma joelle

Hey Baby Haylee...

I know it's been a long time since i wrote to you - i'm sorry... mommy's been struggling hard these last couple months, and just trying to keep my mind off of things. not that i'm trying to forget you, boo - never! i'm thinking one day soon i'll get a bunch of balloons, and write special messages on them for you, and then let them go... also, maybe next year a memorial garden in the back yard for you. i'm getting lots of ideas that can memorialize you without focusing on just your death. i guess thats part of the grieving process too, though - understanding how to live with it all, rather than let it bubble under the surface.

you would be sixteen and a half months old now, baby girl... you'd be so big, walking and running, babbling away... i can see your face in every baby i see... hear your coos in their voices, and catch glimpses of you as people walk by with their baby carriages. it still makes me want to break down and cry... Haylee, i miss you so much.

Friday, August 13, 2004 - Mommy xoxoxoxo

to my angel nicole lynn,

Hi sweetheart. Mommy and daddy love and miss you. You were the best baby in the world. Even though you were only a week old you gave us such joy. I now know the unconditional love you shared. You are always on our minds and think of you consistely. We love you and are looking up to you in Heaven. Say hi to everybody. Just know mommy and daddy miss you and cry just because we miss you. YOur strength keeps us going. Mommy and daddy love you. YOu would be two months and 15 days. I think of all the things we did with you and it makes us smile. well that is all for now. Just know mommy and daddy love you so much and you gave us so much joy.

Friday, August 13, 2004 - mommy

Dear Evan Tyler

Hi buddy- it's been awhile since I have written. My computer is still not right. I am at Grandma Kim's again. I stopped by to visit you yesterday. I love you and miss you so much. It is hard to believe that you will be four years old soon. I am gonna do your page in the paper but I didn't get in in time for there to be a picture so I will do that for you angel day this year. I love you so much and think of you often. I was looking through your pictures and you and Jordan look more alike than I thought. Thank you so much for watching over him and caring for him so far. We send you millions of hugs and kisses to heaven my little man.

Friday, August 13, 2004 - Mommy and Jordan-forever and for always

Happy Birthday Sofia!

Hi baby girl Happy B-Day. You are two. I miss you so much. We are having cake and balloons at your grave today. I miss you and love you.

Friday, August 13, 2004 - Mommy

My Sweet Baby Eric

Grandma is sitting here at 12:34 pm thinking about you, so I decided to write and tell you I miss you. I went up to see if your's and grandma stone was placed yet as the base has been but it wasn't in yet. It should be done in the next couple of days. Grandma and Grandpa really miss you and no matter who or what comes in our lifes you will always be miss and love by us. No one could ever take you place. We love you. Hugs and Kisses to you.

Friday, August 13, 2004 - Grandma B

Dear Grayce Marie

Hello baby girl it's mommy! I wanted to let you know that I miss you terribly. There is not an hour of the day that goes by that I don't think about you. I would do anything to hold you once more. I hope you truely know that mommy, daddy, and brother Derek love you. We miss you! You will forever be in our hearts and daily thoughts. Take care baby girl!

Thursday, August 12, 2004 - mommy

My Dear Layla Belle....

Hi my angel. I miss you terribly. I think about you all the time. My world is not the same without you - and I am not the same without you. All of our family feels so lost without you. You will be a big sister very soon. I can't wait to meet your brother and kiss him and hold him and tell him all about you...how beautiful you are and what a miracle your life has been. I promise to love him and give him everything I can to make his life healthy and happy. I wish I could do the same for you sweet girl - and I promise to take you with me forever.

Wednesday, August 11, 2004 - Aunt Jill

Dear Vanessa

I have never written a letter to heaven and it's a great idea. I miss you so much and I can't wait to hold you again. You are a big sister now and your little sister Cassidy is so cute. She is 14 months old now and doesn't really look like you, but you are both cute in your own ways.
I hope that you found your daddy in heaven and that he is taking good care of you for me. Tell him that I miss him tons too and that no family could even replace you guys. Tell him that he needs to teach you to play hockey like he did because your gramma thinks that you would be a goalie just like your dad :) She says you would be a thick girl and I think so too, you are strong. You would be 5 1/2 years old now so you better start hockey soon!
We just ordered a headstone for you and it's beautiful, a nice red colour.
I love you lots and so does Cassidy.

Wednesday, August 11, 2004 - your mom Andrea and sister Cassidy

Toria Grace It's Me again

Hi there darlin'. I miss you so much. I know you got a special addition to your family up in Heaven today. Grandma finally came home huh. She suffered way to long. I have never been happier to say that she will be there for your Birthdays, Christmas's, and all the days until Momma comes home when My work on Earth is done. I Love You. Know this everyday. Grandma is there, love her too. She makes the best brownies with icicng too see if you can get her to nake them for you. Have fun in the Gardens with her. It is your turn I have had mine already. She is a wonderful Person and you are so lucky to have her holding you. I miss you everyday more and more. I love you Baby Girl. Angel and Kaitlynn start school next Thursday. They are excited. Mikayla will stay home with Mommy. She is excited too. I love and miss you Darlin'. You too stay out of trouble and I will see you in my dreams until I too can come home and join the fun. Guess what else. Grandma died on 08-10-04 and your birthday is 10-08-03.The moth and days are switched. Did you do that on purpose? I love you now and forever.You will never be forgotten. I promise.

Tuesday, August 10, 2004 - Momma

DEAR :KELVIN{COOTA}

HI BABY BOY IT MOMMY I KNOW YOU KNEW THAT .BABY IM JUST THINKING ABOUT YOU AND WISHING YOU WHERE HERE WITH ME BECAUSE I CAUSE JUST SEE YOU PLAYING AND GETTING IN STUFF THAT I DONT WANT YOU IN COOTA YOUR LITTLE BROTHER IS GETTING TEETH NOW AND HE CRY A LOT COOTA HELP HIM GET THUR THIS TEETHING THING BABY YOUR MISS A LOT BY ME .PLEASE JUST ASK GOD TO HELP ME GET MOVE TO AUNT SISSY HOUSE ON THE 2ND FLOOR AND FOR TAHIM TO GET IT TOGETHER FOR HIM SELF

Tuesday, August 10, 2004 - MOMMY

dear carrie-ann

hi we miss u down here and ur missed by others and let grampy know we miss him also and same with uncle wayne. it`s almost been ten years since u left us and we go to see u often and say hi and love you very much!!

Tuesday, August 10, 2004 - ur mother and brothers

DEAR EVAN TYLER

HI BABY EVAN, WOW THEY REALLY CHANGED THIS SITE AROUND FOR ALL OF YOU SWEET LITTLE ANGELS... JUST STOPPED IN TO SAY HI, AND THAT I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH !!! KEEP YOUR EYES ON DADDY FOR ME, HES` QUITE SILLY SOMETIMES.. LOVE YOU LITTLE GUY.. KISSES AND HUGS

Tuesday, August 10, 2004 - AUNT DAWN

Sweet Baby Eric

Hi Pumpkin:
Grandma just wanted to let you know that she is thinking about you. I really miss not holding you and seeing your smile. I know that today is your great grandmother birthday so make sure you tell her we said happy birthday. Grandma loves you.

Monday, August 9, 2004 - grandma B

Savannah Baby

Today is your angel day baby. I hope you see the balloons we are sending up for you! We all miss you so much and love you even more!

Monday, August 9, 2004 - Aunt Jenny, Uncle JB, Abby & Jennah

To my little goosie, I miss you so

Hello Ivee, mommy misses you so much. I hope you know how much you are loved and missed. You are always on mommies mind. You're birthdays coming up, Sept 27th. You're walking now I imagine. Oh goosie I wish I could have you back, but I know in my heart that you will be waiting for me at the gate when it's my call. You're brother and sister miss you terribly, and of course daddy. I wish I could smell your hair, I miss that. Do you like all the pictures I have all over the living room of you? Seeing you all over makes me smile. I'll never understand why god takes babies from there mommies, but I hope it will be explained to me by the man himself one day. Remember mommy loves you and misses you so much.

Monday, August 9, 2004 - love, mommy

Dear Damian

Hey beautiful baby boy. Mommy and your brothers miss you so much. You are in our hearts and on our minds everyday. It has been almost 8 moths since you have been gone. It doesn't seem right. I took Gregory, Justin and Cameron to the fair today. Everytime I seen a baby of course I thought about my little angel. We miss you so much. Well I'm gonna go for now. We Love You So Much Baby Boy.

Monday, August 9, 2004 - Mommy, and brothers

My "Handsome Butterball" Cody

Hi honey I hope you are having fun in heaven.I am having a realy hard time down here without you. I miss you so much and picture your face in everything that I do.I just went and had more pictures of you made yesterday.I am going to start a scrapp book of when you were here with me.It is Sunday and that was always our day together so it makes it harder to wake up and know that you are not here with me. I just wanted to let you know I love you and miss you so much

Sunday, August 8, 2004 - mommy

Dear Collin Joseph

I know you are up in heaven with Jesus. Great Grandma Rea misses you so much, I will always love you. I miss your friendly face and beautiful smile. You tried to talk to me all the time and I miss that also. Jesus please Collin a kiss for me.

Sunday, August 8, 2004 - Great Grandma Rea

My Dear Sweet Lana Elise,

My baby girl. I know you had it rough fighting for your life and mommy always found out what was wrong before the doctors did. Lana I know I may never know why you passed on, but I do want you to know that we all love you very much and our love for you just keeps getting stronger every second that goes by. I know I have your 20 month old brother to take care of, but mommy will never stop trying to find out what happened to you. I will do my best to inform mothers of SIDS. We love you my little baby angel, my princess, Nana's little Turtle. At least we all know that your are beening taking care of. What I wouldn't do just to hold you close and brush your hair again. Lana I love you more than I could ever tell you. You have changed my life forever. You will always be a part of this family no matter what.

Sunday, August 8, 2004 - Mommy, Daddy and Brother

Dear Collin Joseph,

I think you probably know how much I miss you and God does too.I miss talking to you on the phone when you stayed at Great Grandma Rec's house.I loved the way you would coo in my ear.I am so thankful for the 4 days I had with you before God took you away. Those days were heaven on earth for me.Please God give my sweet Granson a big kiss and hug for me.

Friday, August 6, 2004 - Grandma Gotlen "Brenda"

little Miss London Faith

summer is here and you'd be learning to swim with mommy and daddy in the pool. and kissing your baby sisters. but you're in Heaven with Jesus watching over you're family and holding the Lord's hand. I wish with all my heart you could be here with us physically, talking with that cute raspy voice of yours. and smiling with those kissable lips of yours and pondering the world with those ever so serious beautiful eyes of yours.. Your memories are not all we have, your love surrounds your mommy and daddy and baby sisters and we remember every bit of you.. it's just that grammy so wishes you were here. I love you so much little sweetness. Kisses on moonbeams and snuggles all the way to heaven.. sweet baby..

Friday, August 6, 2004 - GrammyT

Dear Johnny

Hi honey, it is almost your third bday. Mommy and Daddy miss you very much. We have been talking about you alot. I know you are here with us. We love you so much. Please watch over us and know we love you and miss you tremendously!

Friday, August 6, 2004 - Love mommy

Hi John Dylan

I am so sorry that I was not there when you died. I am also so sorry that mommy thought that she needed to get away from you for a little while.

I do not know why you were taken away from me, maybe it was to teach me a lesson to be happy with what I have and not search for the pot of gold or something. I just know that I get a pain in my heart whenever I think of your special little smie and how I miss that smile.

I will love you and miss you forever until the day that I will see you again. I hope that you are with your Grandmother, she loved children so much I am sure that if you are together she is taking good care of you, probably better than I did on earth.

I love you my little man and I miss you so much.

Thursday, August 5, 2004 - your mommy

Dear Nikolus, my little pip squeek

HI my little pip squeek. You are so lucky to be held and cuddled by Jesus and hear the angels sing. You weren't here long enough for me to tell you the story of why you are so special to me so I will do it now and hope Jesus tells you as you sleep in his arms. I remember when your sister was born. It was chaos but a fantasic miracle. Every one in the family from both sides were there. I only saw her face come into this world and then the crowd moved in and I ended up shoved to the back of the room. I felt so pushed away. But I was so lucky because Mommy let me take care of her so much when she was new. So we became really bonded. Then Rober came along, your brother, and I was more involved and saw him come into the world. But Mommy kept him to herself when he came home so I didn't get to bond as much with him but was overjoyed to be a part of seeing another miracle. When you came along, Mommy and Daddy wanted to be alone and very close to you without an audience. So I stayed and took care of your sister and brother. The day you came home was wonderful. You were so perfect and beautiful. The biggest miracle was that there was something special about you from the start. Everyone including Grandpa wanted to hold you and gaze into your eyes. You looked deep into each one of our eyes as if to look inside and say, "I love you so much and give you a little piece of the pure love heaven has." Again God granted me a huge blessing. Mommy and Daddy went to work and I got to take care of you in the first days of your short life. I loved holding you and talking to you as much as I could.The whole time you would stare deep into my eyes and in the last couple of weeks give me an absolutely radiant smile with a small coo. I never stared so much at a baby as I did you. I memorized your little face which is fading now. Which breaks my heart. I studied every inch of your little body when I changed your clothes. I remember the most how your big toes were funny looking because of your ingrown toenails. I was so amazed at how advanced you were for your age. Now I know it is because God let us borrow you to give us a hint at heaven so we would want it bad enough. I miss you so much Niko. Some day I will rest and the tears will end. Till then tell Jesus thank you for sending you to the world.

Thursday, August 5, 2004 - Grandma Manning

Dear Nikolus,

Hi baby, it's mommy. I miss you so much. I hope you have read the letter I left you in your casket. Thankyou for looking over mommy, when I had that horrible car accident. By all means, it should have killed me. My life and heart are so empty now, I keep asking and waiting for an answer, and no one answers. "Why you, why now, our life was getting so perfect?" You were the finally peice to our puzzle, you completed our family. I need your stregnth, it is getting harder and harder to continue thi journey. I want to quit. I love you so much, punkin. Sissy is still having a lot of trouble dealing with your death. Daddy won't talk about it. I need your help more than ever. And could you ask God to answer my questions, Please. I love you.
You are with me everyday,

Thursday, August 5, 2004 - Mommy

Dear Willow,

Hi baby. We were up to see you a couple of weeks ago with your cousins Nick and Tyler. Nick says that he misses you very much. Your Grandpa and I miss you very much. I see that you have not settled down yet. I guess that you are waiting on your daddy to get on with his life and find somebody and have another baby. I guess that you will settle then. I know how much you loved your daddy. I hope that you like the fairy windchimes and the fairy holding the flowers. I like the saying that your mom put with you. "If tears could bulid a lane and memories a highway, I would walk right up to Heaven and bring you back home again." I can tell you that she would not be taking that walk alone. We miss you each and every day sweet girl.

Wednesday, August 4, 2004 - Grandma

Dear Rose June

I'll never know what it's like for your mother and what would've been, but I can tell you one thing I hope that someday she will always remeber the good times.

Wednesday, August 4, 2004 - Aunt Rita

Dear Little Emily Rose,

Hi Sweet Baby! Well mommy and daddy and grandpa and I celebrated your first birthday on Saturday. We put lots of first birthday stuff on your grave and we sent all those balloons your way! I miss you baby girl, so very much. You are always in my thoughts and in my heart. Grandpa and I love you so very much and we are so sad that we did not get to spend more time with you before you had to go but we WILL see you again someday. In the meantime little one, you hang out with your great grandpa's until the rest of us join you. You are grandma's Punkin and I am sending you bunches and bunches of smoochies!!

Wednesday, August 4, 2004 - Grandma

Sweet Baby Eric

I just want you to know that we all miss you and wonder what you would look like and how big you would be now. I know that your great grandmother is watching over you.We love you with all our heart. Well we will write later.

Wednesday, August 4, 2004 - Grandpa and grandma B

Dear Jacob,

I wonder how big you'd be now. I think you'd be a hulk! Lilianna is almost 4 now.. and she's such a big solid girl.. Danielle's 10 months old already. Your big brother Jesse is a full fledged teenager now, Alyssa and Katie are growing up so fast too. It's so odd how time stands still with you but it seems to just zoom by when it comes to the other kids. It seems just yesterday I was dreaming about the day when I'd have children, and now I'm a mom of 7!!

I really hope that what Dave said to me that time in Port Hope is true - that you don't miss me because for you, with heaven being timeless, you'll have barely blinked your eyes and I'll be there to join you. I miss you so much.. I really wanted to go visit you the other day when we were in Toronto but daddy didn't really want to.. he doesn't like being there because it makes him so sad.. he just wants to take you out of there. Mommy met another SIDS mom in Toronto though and she offered to go to the cemetery with me sometime.. nobody's ever offered to do that for me before.

I hope to go visit you again soon though, I blow kisses to you lots when we drive past the road the cemetery's on.. I hope you caught them all!

I love you baby.. more and more..
xoxo

Wednesday, August 4, 2004 - mommy

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