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Dear Adam
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Sorry I have not been there at your grave site, but I know papa has been taking great care of you and that is all that matters.. Know that I think of you every day... and I love you so much it has been six years now since you left and I miss you so so much it hurts alot.. Just know I will be there to met with you one day and that will be the day my tears will be of much happiness. I can not tell you how much I love you there is not any way to describe it. Please pray over every family that is in need and help those of the babies that is on the way to met you in HEAVEN.
Friday, July 1, 2005 - mommy
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To Kylah (a.k.a.)Tinkerbell
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You are my sunshine one of sunshines. You make me happyyyyyyy when sky are grey.you never know dear how much I lovvvvvvvv you so please,please,please come see me in my dreamssssssssss. Kylah, what I just wrote you is a song called you are my sunshine. You proboly lov it because your nick name is sunshine. Belive it or not, but your bro, Darris, taught it to me. Weird hu, but true.Somebody would have defently taught you the song when you were older, but I'm shore someone in heven will teach you the original vershion.I'ts much different.So Kylah please come see the ones you love and love you in owr dreams.T.T.F.N.
Friday, July 1, 2005 - JazzyWazzyPuddingPie
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Our baby boy, Tristan
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I love you son.
Mommy and I miss you so much.
We were very angry when you left us. We wanted to blame someone. But you had suffered so much that we were glad that you didn't have to go through that anymore. But still, we felt so helpless because I wanted to make you well.
You are with us in our hearts, and I know that we will all be together again soon.
You have 2 younger brothers. Elijah is 7 & Ian is 6.
They both want to see videos of you and they ask questions about you alot.
Even though they have never met you, they both say that they miss you very much.
The one thing that I miss about you the most is your wide grin. You always looked like you knew a secret and wouldn't share it. You also showed more adoration while looking at people than any child that I have ever seen before.
I want you to know how much you are loved.
I am so glad that you are in a place of perfect health, and there is no more sickness.
Here is a candy cane for you. Kiss, Kiss.
Friday, July 1, 2005 - Daddy
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baby lazarus
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het buddy,im having a really hard time right now! Ieally hope your doing good right now! namma jonna misses yous o much. so does mommy! and someones doing really mean stuff to her right now. we havent caught who it is yet,but i promise you i will!
but dont you worry about that! ill take care of it. so how are you doing? ok? I hope so! i have so many questions for you! like can you walk yet or talk yet? you probley can by now,and thats why im so mad at god right now because he didnt let us keep you until we got to see all the great things you can do!
but im glad grandma and grandpa have someone to take care of.
every day i think of that horrible day when the cops woke me up saying that you were gone, at first i didnt beleive them until i saw you lying there in the hospital. i want you to know that even though i didnt really get to know you all that well i love you so much! and i hope that someday i will get to see you again!
anyway i got to go. I love yous so much it hurts!
love you always!
Friday, July 1, 2005 - aunty angel
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Sophia,
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Hello, precious.
I've seen so many little baby girls today I could just scream. I just want to see you one more time. I miss you to pieces. I love you as much as ever. Have fun with all your darling baby friends, and remember me.
Friday, July 1, 2005 - Love your heartsick mama
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Aiden "My Sunshine"
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Hey Boo, its granpa fred again, saw the letter your nana wrote to you. I am really sorry that you did not get to spend alot of time with her. But I bet you had a really good time with her during that one day. Your garden is changing every day. I have decided to stick out this job for a while longer, I am leaving town for five weeks for a trial in Los Angeles next month. Please watch over your grandpa and help me do a good job for my client. I promise to be in town for your birthday and in your garden! I have a surprise for you that day. Well gotta get back to work loving you and missing you, spread your wings and continue to touch hearts everywhere.
Friday, July 1, 2005 - granpa fred
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Hi Cuddle Bug,
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It's gramma again. Tomorrow you would have been 2 months old. I have spent most of the day and night with that thought in my head. 1 month is all we had with you,"not fair", none of this is fair for anyone. I miss you so bad Karlie, I swear sometimes I don't know what to do about it. So I cleaned somemore. We had thunderstorms today so being outside was out of the question. I watched the storm, I wonder if you know how much I like them? I wonder if you would like them. Your sisters don't, Chelsea gets very scared and Alyssa doesn't seem to care about them one way or the other. Chelsea read a story to me for you today. "Are You My Mother" by P.D. Eastman. She did a very good job. Maybe I will help her to write a letter to you on here. I think you both would like that. We all send you Rainbow Hugs and Butterfly Kisses and all of our love. Goodnight my Angel
Friday, July 1, 2005 - Gramma
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Hi there lovely Harley
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It has been two months since you left this world for another. I know you are one of GOD's little angels. I pray that it is your little wisps of angel wings that wipe away my tears when I am remembering holding you in my arms, or just watching you when you slept... thinking of you always...
your cousins Gabby and Lexi said a little prayer for you the other day...God Bless You and Keep You...I chuckled because that is where you are...sending my love to the celestial realms
Thursday, June 30, 2005 - Nana
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aidan reyes
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Hi Aidan
well its nana, even though l don;t write much l hope your listening to me when l talk to you, l ask God every night to comfort you and hold you close but l can only imagine that you would be to busy to be held your probabbly off playing with all the other little boys and girls and comforting those that are scared, you were a strong and brave boy and l have no doubt that your still that way with Gods help you will be there for those that are not as strong as you.Just for one moment l wish l could touch you or smell you or see your smile, your smile l will never forgot, you have captured so many peoples hearts as l'm sure you do up in heaven.
Mommy is still looking for a place to live l know she's desperate to be around your things those are the things that seem to comfort her.
Grandpa put some new flowers in your garden and says everything is blooming he thinks maybe you have something to do with that, l don;t think he's got much of a green thumb so keep up the good work.well my sweetboy until we meet again stay strong and good, you are much loved and missed.
forever my love
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Thursday, June 30, 2005 - nana reyes
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Dear Nadale
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Hi sweetie mommy misses you so much. Well you now have a baby brother he was born 12/30/04. He was a lot bigger then you and your sister. I know that you have watched over us in the past few years. I tell your sister about you all the time. We named your brother Jadale Thomas lee W. A lot of people didn't agree with the name we chose but I love it. When I was pregnant with you we thought you were twins and the and the names we chose was Nadale and Jadale. Even though he is not your twin he is still your brother and a part of you. I still find myself hearing your voice late at night. Your daddy is still trying to deal with you passing. I tell my self you are in a better place and you left to watch over you brother and sister and us. I love you baby my sweet baby boy. You will always be my sunshine.
Thursday, June 30, 2005 - Mommy
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Aidan "Sunshine"
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Hi Boo, its granpa fred again,I am feeling your lost every day, missing you deeply. I have tried to get back to what they call a "Normal" routine, but how does one do that after all of this. But I am trying. I am worried about your mom please watch over her, she needs to find a place for herself and is having alot of problems due to the shortage of housing in florida. I know that you are watching over all of us right now and helping us through this. Please help your mom's friend Elizabeth baby boy find his way he earned his wings today. I hope you have seen the garden I built you. I miss your visits to me, please come visit me again soon. Let me know that you are okay.
Thursday, June 30, 2005 - grandpa fred
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Dear Justin my beautiful baby boy
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I want you to no that your mom misses you very much there isnt a day that gose by that your not thought of god took you so fast i didnt even get to kiss your sweet face good bye i feel like i failed as a mom i tryed to bring you back to life i was to late my life will never be complet again like it was the day you arrived you brought so much happiness to my world you were only 1 month and 26 days i dont understand i never will how god took you away from me and wants me to go on with out you its so hard now that your gone but i do see you in the stars and i have to belive that ok and looking down on me and knowing how much you are misses your in my thoughts and prays I LOVE YOU JUSTIN DANIEL DENIGER FOREVER xxxooo
Thursday, June 30, 2005 - I LOVE YOU LOVE mommy xxx ooo
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My little "piggy" Kylah
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Hi sweetie,
I wanted this to be the first thing sent from my home computer. I just now finished the grueling process of installing everything!!! I've already scanned and printed some beautiful pictures of you and Mia to see them gets my day started just right. I love to think of you on your play day in heaven, like your mom wrote about and to think of what it must be like up there for babies. I have to say, and though it may be selfish but it's days like today that make me wish I had a wonderful distraction like you or your sister. A reminder, I guess, of what is really important and meaningful in life. I know I asked you to watch over poppa while in surgery and he seems to be recovering well so now I ask you to do the same for nana she has to have a biopsy done on Friday (I hate that word) and I'm scared. Hope, faith, prayers, positive thinking, and help from loved ones above is what she and the rest of the family need. Well honey it's late and I'm physically and emotionally spent so fare thee well my bright star until tomorrow. I love and miss you!
Thursday, June 30, 2005 - Momma Agex
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Baby T-rony
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Hey there, it is Aunt Nanny again. I seem to be having a really hard day today. I just wanted to let you know how much I miss you and how much I love you. I hope you are doing well in heaven. Baby doll, I wish I could see you again and hug you and play with you. I long to hear your squeaky little cry again and touch you soft skin. I so miss being able to kiss you on the cheeks and hold those big hands of yours. Please watch over Memaw, we just got some bad news about her and we need you to take care of her. We can not handle losing someone else. Shine your bright light down on her. I guess I better go now, I am at work and I don't want everyone to see me cry.
Wednesday, June 29, 2005 - Aunt Nanny
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Dear Jamal Weber Weltz
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Hi baby it's me mommy. I have missed you so much It has almost been a year since the day I woke up and found you and each and everyday and night I think about you and what I could have done to prevent it I go over it and feel I let you down and think about how scared you most have been and wonder if you were crying for me or your dad and we didn't hear it. I wish I would never have put you to bed that night and wish I would have huged and kissed you and told you over and over how much I love you and what having you in my life ment to me and your dad. I had you little sister and know you were there helping her through everything being born at 29 weeks was dangerous and I know she had an angel watching her and helping her fight. Your sister and brother Jacob and Jazmine talk about you all the time and miss you very much I wish you were her for Jessica she would have loved you I wish I had even just one more day with you I wish I could hold you again and smell you and see you smile. The way you use to smile at people and make everyone so happy you were such a smart happy little man and I will never understand why I was given such a beautiful gift and then have it taken from me My life ended the day you left And I wish I could find some way to make myself understand so I can maybe be happy even for a day Please know me and Daddy miss you more then you could ever know and we just want to be with you again I love you .
Wednesday, June 29, 2005 - LOVE MOMMY AND DADDY
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Sweet Karlie,
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Hello precious, how are you this evening? I miss you so much. I wish that I could hold you in my arms and we could rock forever. Your sweet little smile gets me through the days and nights since you have been gone. Your mommy and daddy and sisters are doing better but they all miss you terribly. Yesterday I pulled weeds out of your flowers with a bit of help from chelsea and Alyssa played in the dirt. I have to take double they joy in whatever they do, knowing that I won't ever get that joy with you. I hope someone is rocking you in heaven. You loved it so much. They should put tiny kisses on yur cheeks because that would always make you smile. HUgs and Kisses little one. I can't wait for the time when I get to see you again.
Tuesday, June 28, 2005 - Gramma
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To my love , Kylah
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Hey girl,
today is a good day and I thank you for it because when you smile you bring out the sun so me and the girls can go swiming.And when you cry you make it rain for the plants, so they can grow.Basically Kylah,what I'm trying to say is that when ever your happy or sad your always doing the world good. That's why your unique and we love you soooooooo much. Kylahif you wern't born I would not have been able to love you like I do. Kylah I miss you so much that when I think about you I just feel like there's a piece of my hart and nothing can replace it. Kylah I love you, I miss you.Oh Liana said she loves you.
Tuesday, June 28, 2005 - `Jasmine
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Lil' T-Rony
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Hey there lil' buddy. So how are things in heaven? We all think about you everyday. We wonder what you are doing and if your little wings are strong enough, yet. We all wish you were still here with us so we can take care of you. I hope we are not being to selfish to think that way. We are creeping up on one month since you have become an angel and it still seems, at times, as though we are all having the same nightmare. I know it will get easier with time, but right now we are all in so much pain. Mommy & Daddy are doing well. Mommy just called me and said she is starting a new job tommorrow and Daddy was finally able to go back to work today. We are all trying to get back to the way things are, but we all know it will never be the same. I miss you so much lil' T-rony and wish so much that I could hold you again and tell you how much I love you and kiss those fat little cheeks. I guess I will just have to wait until I join you as an angel. I love you baby doll.
Tuesday, June 28, 2005 - Aunt Nanny
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Dearest Kylah,
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Hello sweetheart,
I'm able to write to you again I was getting worried. I read Jazzy's letter to you it was very sweet and sad. You should know how very much you are loved and people certainly do driving into the cemetary I could see yours from a mile away! By the way that was Taylor I brought with me yesterday she loves babies and your sister just adores her. I won't be able to get out there very often but I will make it on the 8th and 12th of each month. I'm keeping that promise I made to you awhile back and though I did'nt start on it right away....I will have a month on July 8th and I can't think of a better day of the month for that to happen. I miss you and Mia terribly I have to say that every day at some time my heart feels heavy and I start to cry like now!!! But I'm forced to move on and though somedays I feel like I am empty inside and there is such a tremendous void I thank the good lord for my experiences and the gift of love and knowing (although it hurts now) what it is like to love someone with everything you have unconditionally. Sure I didn't always do it right and there is much I regret exspecially with you but I am grateful to have had what I did for the time that I had it!! I believe what was said at church a couple of weekends ago we (I) have a job to do and with my experiences and you and him watching over me I'm sure I will find just the right one. I love you and I need you now more than ever!!!
Tuesday, June 28, 2005 - Momma Agex
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Kylah my joy
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Hi baby girl. Yesterday was a realy hard day I was folding laundry and I came across your Onesie,and this wasnt the first time this happed but this one was still dirty with formula on the collar when I smelled it I lost all my senses I burst into tears,I hate to break down in frunt of all your sisters and your brother but I cant always be strong.Baby I miss you so much!!!!!!so many good things are happening for your siblings and I but I just wish I could share this with you to.Some times I get angery,not with God,But at SIDS!to have 5 healthy childern and this happen I dont understand,I just want you back I know thats not posible,but some days I dont want to take another step without you.Yet I am so greatfull of the time I got to spend with you,your beutiful smile,and your pretty gray eyes.I have said to you before the thing I miss the most is you sleeping on my chest and the softness of your little breath on my cheek,that was my favorite!!!!!sweetie I have to go now,but I want you to know with every new sunrise you are the first thing on my mind,and every sunset you are the one I think of and long for before I sleep,Mommy will be with you soon.o ya I wanted to say I know your realy buisy up there being an angel,but please spred your wing over all the childern of this world so there is no harm to them,I know thats a big request but your EXTRA special I know you can do it.I love you sunshine!!!!Kylah Renea Aleece Hart 12/08/04 2/12/05.
Tuesday, June 28, 2005 - Mommy,your best friend
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Dear Killian
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Well baby today you would be five months old and I miss you more everyday.Daddy got a new job and he is not happy there.Please look over daddy to help him get a better job doing what he likes and where he is his happy.I hope you are having fun with your Grandpa and Grandma up there ,Im sure they dont want to put you down.Oh baby if you were only here now.And still today I cry wishing you were in my arms.Killian you have to help mommy out and go whisper in daddys ear and let him know that its time to give you a baby sister.Mommy tries but he is not to hapy about it so I need a lttle help from our angel.I love you and miss you so much.
Tuesday, June 28, 2005 - Mommy
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Dear Baby Boy
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I am really missing you more and more each day Jon. I know you are happy and in the loving care of our Lord, but I still miss you. We all miss your smile and your beautiful, sweet eyes...so bright. I miss seeing your Mommy get your "carrots"! We will all be reunited again one day, but for now, I will continue to miss you and love you each day. I Love You Biggun.
Tuesday, June 28, 2005 - Grandma
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Dekoda Allen Lee Stevens
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Hi little Darlin I have been having a hard time getting back to me after this last surgery but I know you know how hard it has been on me this time & I know you know just how much I miss you. I love you & I thnk of you every day of my life. I wish could hold you again. I can't get over these wonderful people I have met in these groups I have joined but you know just how wonderful they are you have sent them to me. I love little Darlin & I miss you so much. God Bless you for what you have done for your family. I want to thank you & God for keeping us safe & out of harms way.
Tuesday, June 28, 2005 - Mam-maw Ruth
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Sophia,
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Oh, Sweetums, I've missed writing you! Not half as much as I miss seeing you , smelling you, holding you, hearing you... You are my sweet darling girl and I miss you more than ever. Give love and hello to Mica and Emily, two new angel babies. And of course, love and kisses to Patrick, Kassidy and Jian. I bet Nana's happy to be surrounded by all you precious babies. But I wish you were HERE with ME!!!!! Good night, my Love,
Tuesday, June 28, 2005 - Butterfly kisses, Mommy
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Hello My Sweet Karlie Ann
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I had a dream about you last night. We were rocking and you were smiling up at me. You are so beautiful and so tiny. Me and mommy and your sisters worked in your flower garden today. Chelsea talks about you to me all of the time. Alyssa is to little to really talk but she likes to pull weeds. She really like being in your flowers it makes her laugh the whole time we are working. She still looks for you around the house calling for her bebe. Angels puppies are getting big. I took one and her name is Olivia, I call her livie for short. I'm saying thanks for the rain because your flowers really needed it. I love you sweet baby, I'll be seeing you in my dreams.
Monday, June 27, 2005 - Gramma
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JAYCE CASTILLO
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HI HANDSOME BOY.I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU.AUNT GAYLE SAID SHE HAD A DREAM OF A BABY WHO WAS GETTING WINGS AND LEARNING TO FLY! KEEP LETTING ME KNOW YOUR WITH US! YOUR SISTER WANTS TO TELL YOU SOMETHING.... TAILAR LOVE YOU VERY MUCH YOU ARE THE BEST. BUBBY KEEP SHINING ON US.WE LOVE YOU , GOD BLESS YOU AND US,LOTS OF LOVE,LAUGHSAND HUGS!!
Monday, June 27, 2005 - MOMMY AND SISSY
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Aidan "Sunshine"
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Hey Boo, Missing you lots, Steve and I finished building your garden, I am really pleased with it and so is everyone else. Sent Pictures to your mom and Nana. Think about you all the time 24/7, I am worried about your mom please watch over her, she is still looking for a place to live. Love you always.
Monday, June 27, 2005 - Grandpa Fred
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my babygirl kaylee-sage
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mommy still misses u, it has been 1 year & 2 months since u have been gone. love ya alots babygirl
Monday, June 20, 2005 - mom laura
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Dear Kaylee
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Hi baby girl, It makes me sad to know that such a beautiful baby was taken but I know u are watching over your mommy and every1 else who cared about u sweety. I wish I could of seen u more then what I did.U will always be in my heart cause u were a part of my friend your mommy.Don't worry sweety Im always gonna be a good friend to your mommy.Lov ya xoxoxoxo
Monday, June 20, 2005 - Debra xoxoxoxoxo
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Hi Kevin
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I have been thinking about you lots this weekend. It has been 4.5 years since you have recieved your wings and sweetie I miss you so much. I'm sending you big hugs and kisses your way. I have registered your twin brother for school and I keep thinking that I'm forgetting to do something. Well I guess that something is that you are suppose to be here going to school with Logan. Sweetheart this is so unfair. Somedays I wish that I was with you and not here in this cruel and lonely world. But I know your siblings need me. But sweetie I just wanted to say HI and that I love and miss you so much.
Monday, June 20, 2005 - Mommy
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Hi Precious
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Hi Parker, I wish you could really hear me right now. I love and miss you so very much. I think about you all the time and wonder what you would be doing now if you were still here with us. I still can't beleive you are gone, it's like a nightmare. Your mom and dad are having a real hard time without you. Maybe some day they will have a little brother or sister for you. Grandma loves you very much. Hugs & kisses!
Monday, June 20, 2005 - Grandma
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Kylah renee aleece
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Good morning sunshine.Today is a little diferent than most I can breath a little better today. I miss you dearly,but it doesnt feel so heavy today.Mabey its a play day for you today,hopefully you get to dance on the clouds today insted of doing angel stuff like helping the people in iraq and taking care of other people.Yesterday was the last day in the house you passed away in it was bitter sweet.I dont want to be there because I lost you there,but at the same time all my memories of you are there,so I walked in your room for the last time right before I left and I am still not sure of what emotion I was feeling I guess a little sence of letting go.like I said BITTER SWEET.I love you kylah Renea Aleece more than the hole wide stars as your sisters would say!!!!!a million kisses to my angel.
Monday, June 20, 2005 - your mommy,your best friend
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Hi Aidan
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well my sweetie just nana thinking of you as l'm always doing,wish l could for a moment see what your doing, l have no doubt that its something wounderful you were ahead of your time,so mommy is doing ok, she;s anxious to get her own place l think she miss;s having all your things around her it seems to bring comfort knowing your little things are there with her.Grandpa was up early this morning working on your garden l know he will make it lovely.So my sweetie l see your face everyday and always with a smile so many photos of your everywhere but sometimes not enough.
Aidan its still hard each and everyday as l watch your mommy have to deal with being around her friends with there babys l know her heart aches for you and her arms reach out for you but God willing we will all meet again one day.
so my little angel spread your wings far and touch everyone with your smile as you did on this earth, remember your thought of each and every day.
Always in my heart and prayers.
All my love
Your Nana
Saturday, June 18, 2005 - Nana Reyes
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Hi Jayce
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Hows Heaven? I miss you dearly. I cant believe its been 2 months since you have been gone. I still remember all those days I saw you and how happy you were even if you were crying. I wish you were here with us making us laugh again but, I know you are in a better place. Please send me a sign so i know that you are near. Keep watching over everyone and send a sign to your daddy on fathers day, I know he will be glad to know you are near. I love you bunches and cant wait to see you!!! God Bless hugs and kisses and let the angels wake us with the morning light.
Saturday, June 18, 2005 - Randi
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Dear Kennabug
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Hi sweet baby it has almost been 2 months without, that more than I had with you. I miss you so much baby girl. I keep going for you and daddy. He misses you so much to. We couldnt wait for you to be here with us, we never thought we would be without. McKenna I still have dreams for you in heaven and great-great grandma is going to be with you soon. She so badly wanted to hold you when you were here and told me she will hold you soon. My daughter it is so hard to find gifts for fathers day from you but I know you have already given your gift. I miss you my sweet angel. Everyday with out you is a day closer to seeing you. Ilove you McKenna Margaret with every tear for you.
Mckenna Margaret Hoyt
3/25/05-4/24/05
Saturday, June 18, 2005 - Love Your Mommy
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To my sweet,sweet Kylah Hart
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I miss you so much. Antie Brandy is just devistated about your death and Jordan was too.The girls and I think abot you every day.I'm crying right now because I miss you so much.I now god took you for a reason but , I wish that he could have let you stay until you at least had kids and you were a grandma.I had big plans to do whith you and Mia when you guys were older , but I guess they wernt ment to happen.I just realy wish you were here whith your family,me espesilly.Klyah Ilove you soooooooo much you just don't know it, but now you do.And I will never forget the day you came home I just wouldn't stop calling Antie Brandy and asking about you, and the day you died i just could not belive it I almoust could not go on with my birthday party I was so hurt.But anyway I just wanted to let you know that we all miss you and love you. bye
Saturday, June 18, 2005 - Your cousin Jasmine
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aidan
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hey baby boy its auntie lindsay agian i talked to your mommy yesterday i was so happy to here with her new job she will come to vegas 8 time a year i miss her with all my heart she was the best friend i have ever had she still is i cryed when she left i just wanted to hug her when she left i couldent because i diddent want to say goodbye i would of fell apart imiss you too more then anything chloe still asks about you all the time you are on my mind all day every day i can not belive you are gone it breakes my heart for you and mommy but you are in good hands ilove and miss you.
Saturday, June 18, 2005 - love always and forever auntie lindsay
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Sophia,
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Good night, sweetums! I missed you today at Fairy Tale Town. All colors, and kids and fun things to see. You would have liked it, I'm sure. You'd be 5 months old tomorrow. Oh, how I miss you. I love you forever and always!
Saturday, June 18, 2005 - Hugs and Kisses, Mommy
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Aidan "Sunshine"
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Hey Boo, granpa again, saw you again last night thanks for the visit. Steve and I and laying the foundation for your garden this weekend I plan on having lots of bright flowers and plants, I even got a bench so that I can sit and think and maybe even talk to you there It will be our special place. I am still missing you terribly. Your Mom went back to work today please watch over her as I know it will be difficult for her to adjust to a new place and a new job, she is still looking for an apartment but in the meantime she is staying at your Nana's. Well sweetie I will write again soon. Loving you, Missing You.
Friday, June 17, 2005 - Granpa Fred
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To my sweet little Aiden,
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This past month without you has been tough. Not a minute goes by without your daddy and me thinking about you. We are hurting really bad right now. Tiny Feet, despite the training I have had, I had to fight for you. I am so sorry that there was nothing me or Mike could do to bring you back to us. I know that you had something to do with him being on duty that morning, you chose the best medic you could. And that brought mommy and daddy comfort. Tonight has been really rough. Daddy and me did a lot of crying and talking. Our hearts are broken but we know that you would want us to carry on and take care of your big brother. Aiden we gave him his own book filled with photos of you and him. He sleeps with that book and the Pooh Bear that he gave you. He still asks for you. He's too little to understand what has bappened to you. He loves you so much. Please Aiden, watch over Cody and help his little sad heart to heal. You are very much loved and missed. We were very lucky to have had the chance to meet a perfect little angel and to hold you in our arms for 4 1/2 weeks. We will always cherish our time with you.
Sweet dreams little Aiden.
Friday, June 17, 2005 - Mommy
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Sophia,
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Hey Darlin',
Guess what?!?! Your article is going to be on the front page of the Bee on Father's Day. Is this your way to give Daddy a special present? Thanks, baby girl. What does all this mean anyway? Well, many thousands of people will get to read about your short life and your loving family and how we miss you ever second of ever single day! Maybe I can meet other mommies and daddies of your little darlin' friends in Heaven. Maybe somebody will read about you and desire to find out more about SIDS. Oh, Pumpkin, you mean the absolute world to us, and now we get to share you with the world. I love you, I love you, I love you to pieces.
Friday, June 17, 2005 - Love mama
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Angel girl Malea
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Malea,
Mommy just wanted to write you and let you know how much all of us miss you. It has been 2 years today since you left us and joined our Lord. We all miss you terribly. You are thought of every day. You will always and forever be in our hearts and souls. WE LOVE YOU!!!! AND MISS YOU!!!! Someday we will see you again and that will be a joyous day.
Thursday, June 16, 2005 - mommy,daddy,Peyton and Brydan
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Jamal Weber Weltz
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Hello sweet boy,
It has been 11 months since you have gone to live with God. We all miss you so much. I have never seen sorrow like your Mothers. I was wondering if you could do me a favour, and ask God if he could please help your Mommy to learn how to live and love again. I know she thinks about you all the time, as do I. I wish that I had spent more time with you while you were with us. Please know that you are very loved and missed. Please ask God to give Mommy a dream or something so she knows that you are happy. I love you Jamal and I wish that you wre still with us. I know that you are. I just wish that we could feel you and touch you and hold you. I know we will someday. In the meantime be a good boy for God as Im sure you are. I love you soooooooooo much.
Thursday, June 16, 2005 - Love always and forever , Aunt Jamie
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Baby T-Rony
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Hey little buddy, How's heaven. I hope you are having lots of fun. I have a favor to ask of you. Please shine down on Memaw. She is having a real tough time and I worry about her. She misses you so much. Her, Daddy, Mommy and Aunt Kay went to your grave site today and fixed it up real pretty. Yours will be the prettiest one out there. Are you still keeping Grandma busy. I bet she never has a dull moment. It seems like the world has turned upside down without you, lil buddy. The days run together and sometimes I am not sure which day is which. I miss you so much and I would give anything to be able to spend more time with you. Well, lil buddy, I am at work so I guess I better go. I will write again real soon. Take care of everyone. I love you, so much.
Thursday, June 16, 2005 - Aunt Nanny
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Dearest Buggles ("Snowy")
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Hi Buggles!
How are you? I’m doing great, thanks to you! I got the job at Laura Secord! Can you believe it?!?! I bet you can because you helped me get it. Thank you so much! I’m in shock! And I also just finished my drama exam…it’s early because my teacher is going to Nebraska for “Lend Me a Tenor”. It’s exciting! And Jill is leaving for over a month! She’s going to perform “Tenor” for a week and then she’s leaving to go to England for the summer! She’s going to go to school there for a bit. Please watch over her and keep her safe! She’s been going through a really rough time lately at home and with her parents…She’s always been such a good friend to your Mummy! She was there for me when you went to be with the angels and she was with me when Daddy got really sick…and she was always the shoulder I cried on whenever I missed you and every other time after that. So anyways, I realize that I haven’t written you in such a long time, but it’s been absolute chaos here! I’ve been doing C.A.’s and I.S.U.’s and getting ready for exams that are coming up next week! Craziness!! Ha ha ha! But on a more serious note, I wanted to let you know that just because I haven’t written in a while definitely doesn’t mean I’ve forgotten you!! I think about everyday and I miss you so much! I just wish that I could see you and hold you just one more time! My arms ache every time I think about you…and I cry silent tears every time I realize that you aren’t here anymore! I love you, I love you, I love you! Thanks for watching over Daddy when he was really sick! He’s out of the hospital now and I’m hoping that they can finally get his med right soon so that he can go back to who he used to be! And the sad thing is that I don’t even remember who he used to be. He’s been sick for so long that I don’t remember! That scares me. But I know and am thankful that you are doing everything that you can do! I don’t think that I would still be breathing without the help that you have sent me! I just miss you so much that sometimes I don’t know…I just don’t know! I should get going, Baby. You take care of yourself and enjoy your new life. I’ll be thinking of you always. Until next time, my Love!
Thursday, June 16, 2005 - Your Mummy
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Aiden
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Dear Aiden,
i love you and i miss you a lot. this is your cousin named Lauren. i was surised to hear you die of 6th months. anywayi love you and wish you were hear to enjoy all the fun here. i love you and never will stop.
Thursday, June 16, 2005 - Lauren and the family
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Lil' Tony "Tater"
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This Is Kendra! I want you to know that I will miss my playmate and growing up with you. Mommy will never let me forget about you. She tells me of you everyday. She tells me that we were going to grow up together like our moms did, and be best of friends. I just wanted to let you know that we all miss you so. And love you so very much. I will be thinking about you. And i know that you will be there for me if anyone picks on me at school. I love you always
Wednesday, June 15, 2005 - Kendra Massey
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Dear AngeloTre'von Lee Morton,
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This a letter from your mommy. I know that you are not here with me and your father and brother and sister we miss you so much. I miss the way you use to cry early in the morning when you wanted something to eat, or the way you cry, try to move around on the floor. I just wish that i could hold you in my arms one more time but I can't. The you left this earth my soul just die when you died. Just know that even thought you are not here with I still think of you every single day that gose on with you here in my arms.
Wednesday, June 15, 2005 - LOVE YOU SO MUCH MY SON THIS FROM YOUR MOMMY
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Baby T-Rony
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Well it is another day and things don't seem to be a whole lot easier. I think about you and cry for you everyday. We all miss you so much that it is sometimes hard to face the world each morning. Your mommy and daddy stayed at my house last night. They sure miss you a lot. You were their whole world and now that you are gone I fear that they will never recover. Please Lil' Tony, watch over them and let them know that you are okay and that you will see them soon.
Continue to keep Grandma Clata busy and I will write again real soon. I love you baby T-Rony. Keep smiling down on us.
Wednesday, June 15, 2005 - Aunt Nanny
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Kylah,My love
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Wow I coulnt wait to get here this morning so I could write to you.Auntie Kim passed away yesterday,she is the one who helped me deliver your sister Breanna.I am realy sad she was only 42 years old.The realy good thing is she loved the lord so I know she is with you,I hope she gave you a kiss for me. Alex told me she has dreams of you where she is holding you.Will you please come visit me tonight.I would love to hold you even if only in my dreams.I have a picture of you on my dash bord in the car and when I got in this morning it was gone one of your sisters probibly moved it,so I didnt see your beutiful face this morning but I am thinking of you. I love you,I love you,I love you.See you tonight!
Wednesday, June 15, 2005 - mommy,your bet friend
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Peanutbutter cup - ashton
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I ve been missing you tons hunny, Your gonna be a year old next month, its amazing its been 5 months without you junny, I miss you dearly, I dont think ic ould ever forget about you. I miss you dearly, Sometimes i ask god why so early, maybe theres reasons, i hope good ones, but I do love you hunny hunny im just crying right love you baby
Tuesday, June 14, 2005 - mommy
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Hi Danial
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Hey dano, Today is your 4th birthday. I hope you are having the best party up in heaven. We miss you alot down here. We love you lots.
Tuesday, June 14, 2005 - Mindy,Dwayne,Ryan and Emily
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Jayce Ernesto Castillo,
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Hello my handsome little angel!!! Jayce I love you son! I can't wait to be with you again. I smelled your formula today just to smell it and i use to hate it when you were here.I need you to thank God for me cause he seems to give me away, away to feel peace and comfort. The church is awesome I know you hear us way up there. I try to stay involved as much as i can. The devil tries to creep but with prayer and praise he gets his but kicked. Bubby all i can do is think about what you look like now what milestones you have acomplished. I bet the food in heaven is sweet as honey! I try to fill my day with laughter you know daddy he is always so silly! Hey make sure to tell God our father to be with Daddy on fathers Day he is going to battle! Sissy talks about you,your song , and your teddy bear she has to sleep with it. Bub just show me a sign that you hear my prayers so i can keep praying sometimes i just feel so far away! Punk wunky I love you to the moon and trough all creation and back a zillion times. Goodnight, God bless you and may the angels hold you tight and wake us with the morning light!Hugs,kisses,laughs,a
nd lots of love!!!!!!
Tuesday, June 14, 2005 - Mommy I love you my son
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Jayce
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Hello Jayce, so how's Heaven? I never got the chance to meet you, but I hear from Randi and the rest of your family that you were the cutest! You are really loved and missed down here. If you could, please send your mommy, daddy, and sissy some good dreams and memories about all the wonderful times they got to spend with you. I know losing you is very hard for them. Tailor is so great! I'm sure she was an awesome big sis! Have fun talking to Jesus and playing on the clouds!
Tuesday, June 14, 2005 - Jessi
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Baby T-Rony
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It has been two weeks now and my heart still aches incredible. It is still so hard to believe that you are gone. Mommy and Daddy have moved out of their house and they are staying with Memaw and Pappy, again. There is not a day that goes by in which I don't think about you. I keep remembering that Monday before you left, when you were sitting on my porch and how happy you were to be outside. I keep asking myself why I did not spend more time with you. We are all back in church again. We have promised ourselves that we will do what ever it takes to be with you and see your beautiful face again, someday. Everyone here is so sad and we miss you so much. I hope that you are having fun and keeping Grandma Clata busy. Well, Baby T-Rony, I have to go now, but I will write again real soon.
Tuesday, June 14, 2005 - Aunt Nanny
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Chance
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Hey baby, Memaw was just thinking of you as always, we miss you very much, pawpaw is still haveing a hard time without you here, he just can't seem to believe that your not here and that there is not a reason why you had to go.
we all try to go on but we miss you so much. Keep an eye on your pawpaw and you mom, she's not doing real well either, you were her pride and joy. You were the only think she thought she had ever done right ( but that's not exactly true - to me just about everything she does is right ) but now she figures she messed that up to or God would have let you stay with us, I keep trying to explain that God just needed you there to help keep his garden pretty. Well, I need to go now,I love you very much, you will always be in my mind and heart
Tuesday, June 14, 2005 - Memaw
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aidan
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hey baby boy we terribly miss you even know we have not knowen you verry long i feal like i have been around for ever i miss seeing your bright smile and sunshing face .i know you are in good hands but everyone misses you and will always be here for your mommy.we love you.meet you in heaven baby boy
Tuesday, June 14, 2005 - love lindsay ,chad ,chloe,myles,marilyn leach
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Sophia,
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Hi Dumplin',
I'm missing you so much tonight. I'm off to bed, and of course you'll be the last thought before I doze off, and the first when I wake in the morning. You are too perfect to have experienced this world and I look forward to being with you eternally! Love to Kassidy.
Tuesday, June 14, 2005 - Love Mama
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Hi Aidan
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Dear Aidan
Hi Sweetheart,
sorry its taken me a little while to write to you,l sometimes think that by talking to you everyday that your still here with us, but l know your watching over us, Aidan l want to thank you for that one night l got to feed you& bathe you kiss you and cuddle you l kissed you and l can still smell you, l will never forget those precious moments we had together, you will forever be in my heart and in my thoughts.
Mommy is doing good, she knows that one day she will see you again, and thankyou for looking over her, she is a very special lady, but l'm sure you already know that.
Sweetheart l want to tell you a million things but l don;t know where to start
l look forward to kissing and hugging you again and wish that l had more time with you, your one very special boy and will forever be my sunshine.
Grandpa is making a garden in your name hope you go visit him sometimes,Mommy will make you proud she will do something great one day just you watch and see, but just remember Aidan you will always be her first and only love
my heart goes out to her as l see the pain that she goes through, but she talks of you everyday and tells me all the funny storys, do you know that she used to eat your vanilla and banana pudding (ha ha ) that used to be her favourtite food too.
well my sweetheart l hope you have lots of new friends and your getting bigger and stronger each day.
always and forever all my love
your NANA Reyes
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Monday, June 13, 2005 - Nana Reyes
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Hello Baby Andrew
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I just wanted to let you know that we all miss you very much. It doesn't seem like you've been in Heaven as long as you have. I still remember how your cute little face would smile at anyone who held you. Even though I never held you, I remember how you gave me the cutest grin across the table at grandma's house. Your little brother is so cute I know you're proud of him. Say hi to Grandpa for me. We love you and miss you bunches.
Monday, June 13, 2005 - Jessi
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Dear Mommies Angel
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Hi baby boy! How are you doing? Mommy is trying to be strong, but it is really hard to because I miss you so much. I wish you were hear with me and your Daddy now, but you can't be and Mommy kind of understands that. I know that one day I will be with you and that is what keeps Mommy going. You are so missed by everyone. I often times wonder if I could have done something to help you, but deep inside Mommy knows that nothing could have been done. SIDS is just a way for God to take his little angels home to be with him. I am so glad that you are watching over us and keeping us on the right path. There is alot of anger built up inside because because not only and I sad that you are gone but I am also mad. No, I am not mad at you or God. I really have no one to be mad at. I just want you to know that Mommy and Daddy love you very much and we WILL be with you when it is our time to come home. God put his finger down and you grabbed ahold real tight and wouldn't let go. I love you baby boy and Mommy will talk to you later.
Monday, June 13, 2005 - Mommy Katie
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Hey Baby
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Aidan,
well, its been about a month and a half since you went to heaven and i miss you more and more everyday. Sometimes I just pretend like you're visiting Grampa and that you'll be back soon, and when i finally realize your not coming home it hurts me so much. I just want to hold you and hear your laugh, i would give anything to see that again. I hurt for you so deeply inside, but I know that you are constantly looking over me and watching my every step I take in life. I promise to make you proud Aidan, and I won't let you down, if you see mommy getting out of hand send me a sign and let me know. I love you baby, and I will always love you no matter what, I can't wait to see you again.
Monday, June 13, 2005 - Mama
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To my beutiful Kylah
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Hi sweetheart,yesterday was the 12th of June the anaversery of your death,I had gone to church when I walked in I didnt notice right away, but there was a little baby right in frunt of me,He was about 3 months old,and it hit me like a building falling on my chest,Ialmost had to leave church,I couldnt stop the tears. Yesterday was exacly 4 months since I lost you.That morning is something I will never forget,To hold your cold,lifeless body I tryed c.p.r and so did alex but you were already gone.I feel like this will never get any easer.I wrote this toyou in a letter before,but I need to say it again.I dont know why I cant have you here with me and Im confused and hurt,But God knows and I trust him. Today is just one of those days I would give my last breath to hold you close to me one more time!!!!I love you Kylah,you are my heart,my angel,my love.
Monday, June 13, 2005 - love your mommy,your best friend
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Aidan "Sunshine"
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Thank you for you visit to me yesterday, It made my heart sing for you. Although it was short it meant the world to me to know you are watching over me. Grandpa is trying his best to get through one day at a time and seeing you taking a nap next to me will help me through please visit me again, I am missing you terribly.
Sunday, June 12, 2005 - Grandpa fred
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My Baby Girl, Alison
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Alison,
I miss you so much it has been 3 months and 13 days since you left and I can't believe I was able to find a way to survive without you. The thing that keeps me going is that one day God will call me home to be with you again. You are my Angel in Heaven as you were my Angel on Earth. You were gone to soon, and I never got one last chance to tell you I love You more than life itself, and I regret not kissing you good bye that day. I apologize to you now for that. I would give anything to have you here with us now. I love you baby, hug and kisses.
Sunday, June 12, 2005 - Mommy
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Jayce my little cousin
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Hey,
I only got to spend 2 months and 27 days with you. It was a very short time but they were very special to me. I never thought in a million years that i would lose someone close to me so sudden. I remember that friday before you passed away you were over at my house and my mom was watching you. I came home and you were crying so my mom started to fix you a bottle. I picked you up and you stopped crying. When your bottle was ready I feed you all you did was laugh and koo. When ever you ate you always stared at the person who was feeding you. I always wondered why you did that but i guess you just wanted to remember every person who held you. I justed wanted to write you and say I love you and I'm goin to church now and I got baptized June 5. So I'm tryin extra hard to get to HEAVEN. I love you. XOXOXO
Sunday, June 12, 2005 - Randi your favorite big cousin
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Dear Mason
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Hi Slick! Its been 3 years since you left us but to me it feels like yesterday. I miss you so much and still don't understand why you had to go. Your mommy is so sad without you here. your little brother Skyler is a blessing and I love him dearly. And your mommy smiles again now when I see her with Skyler. But you should be here with us, it just isn't fair... I love you Mason!! Hugs & kisses in Heaven
Sunday, June 12, 2005 - Gramma Renee
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Sophia,
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I miss you to pieces, darling girl. You are always on my mind and will forever be close to my heart. Oh, Sweet girl, I love you with all of my heart!
Saturday, June 11, 2005 - Your weepy, early morning, mama
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Dear JV,
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Hi JV, TeeTee misses you so very much. I think about you everyday. The other day I saw a little picture album that your Mommy made for you. I saw pictures of you that I had never seen before since your little life was so short. For the first time I saw a picture of you in your casket and so many memories came flooding back. I can't believe its been two months and I try to imagine you at 10 months, but I still see you as you were before you left. GiGi fixed up your grave so pretty. There are red and yellow tulips covering your whole plot, plus your little bank and your picture in a frame (its more personal than a headstone, but we'll get you one soon) Your Big Brother, Justin, misses you, we all do. I'll write again soon,
Friday, June 10, 2005 - I love you, your TeeTee, Candi
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Dear Mackenzie
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Hi, baby. It's mommy. I can't believe that it's been a whole year since you've been gone. My heart still aches for you. I love you baby girl. Grandma and grandpa, daddy and Eric love you and miss you too.
Friday, June 10, 2005 - Mommy
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my sweet ry
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mommy misses you so very very much. i hope you found your great grandpa's there and that grandpa coad and great grandma young found you. i talk to you all the time and i hope your watching over mommy and the baby i am carrying. you will never be replaced you are always loved. twinkle, twinkle!!
Friday, June 10, 2005 - mama
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baby lazarus
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Hey buddy how are you? I hope your haveing fun up there. You birthday wasnt too long ago so happy birthday!
You should have seen your grave it was beautiful! we put silly string all over each other and i put some on your tree.Then i put all your candles on a bench grandma shelly bought you and lit them. Them everyone blew bubbles on your grave. It was fun.I hope you heard mine and grandmas luliby to you.remember the one that we used to sing to you the one that was like this:
I know,i know,you belong to somebody new but tonight you belong to me.just a little old me. Ya that one.well anyways dont tell anyone else but im really sad right now because ernie,tina and josh moved all the way to whtoming and i really miss josh. he was the same age as you. He almost died a while ago too.
but god let us keep him thank god.
well anyways i have to go. i love you so much!!!
Thursday, June 9, 2005 - Aunty Angel
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My Sweet and Precious Bella-Girl,
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Today is one year since you floated upwards to meet the Heavenly Father, and not one day goes by that I do not think of you. Today is so hard for Mommy, so very hard. I see your big brother, Coby, playing outside and how I wish I would be seeing you playing right along with him. He is drawing a picture for you today, and I hope you look down from the clouds and see it. I want you to know that you are in my heart, forever and always, and I wish I could have known what was going to happen and held you a little tighter that morning, kissed you a little longer. I pray that you know how very much I love you and how much you are missed. When my time comes, I know we will be together again. I love you more than you could ever know.
Thursday, June 9, 2005 - Love and Kisses, Mommy.
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My little guardian angel,
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Hello my love,
I haven't written in a long time however I think now is the best time to! I can't believe I missed your 6 mo. birthday yesterday.... Happy Birthday baby girl!!! I miss you and I wonder what kind of personality you would have right now at 6 mo's. Your sister Mia cracks me up with her's she is fiesty! Yesterday was such a huge turning point for me and I am so glad it happened on your birthday. This year has been truly a trying time for me exspecially for the fact of losing you but I enjoy our talks, & believe not only in you but in him that I am finally starting to see that light at the end of tunnel. I can almost breathe again. I love you so very much and I am always thinking of you. One of the best things I read yesterday was this, simply put, Gone from my arms, Forever in my heart!!! I Love You!
Thursday, June 9, 2005 - Momma Agex
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Hi Tinkerbell June 8,2005
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Its mommy,Im at scool right now,today
is your birthday you would be 6 months
oooo how my heart eches for you,I'm
going to your grave to see you today,
I wish it wasnt that way,I wish I would
have woke up to you this morning!!!!
I thought of you the otherday Breanna,
Alissa,Jordan,and darrius were swimming
Mia diddnt want to. But I thought how
cute you would be in your little smimsuit,and I could put your little toes in the water.Darrius Asked me the other day "mommy when is Mia going to stop breathing" it broke my heart well its time for me to leave school Happy birthday my love my heart!!!!!!!
Thursday, June 9, 2005 - mommy
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Aidan "Sunshine"
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Hi Boo, Just sitting here thinking about you, Granpa is thinking of making a fresh start at a new place of work. Missing you terribly. You mom seems to be okay in Florida trying to get settled and looking for a apartment, things are changing fast since you left us. But I always take a minute at the end of my day and say a prayer for you that someday soon we will be together. Love ya, Missing ya
Thursday, June 9, 2005 - Grandpa fred
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Kassidy
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Hi baby doll! I'm sorry I haven't written to you lately. It doesn't mean that I don't think about you constantly though. It's funny how you aren't even here, and I keep making more nicknames for you. I swore I would never call you Kassie, but many times, I do. I even called you Kassafrass the other day and never did before. I hope you liked the flowers we brought you and I hope you were happy to see Daddy, Jaycie, and Chance come to visit you too. We all miss you so much. Mommy is graduating this weekend. We are leaving to go on vacation on Monday. I can't believe you won't be there. When we made the plans to go, we planned on you being there with us, playing in the sand and taking you in the ocean. I will think of you often while I am there. I look at your pictures constantly and talk to you often. There have been more babies from here joining you in heaven. Have you met them? I hope you and Sophie are having fun. I love you so much and miss your perfect little body laying against me. I miss everything about you, your cry, your smile, your cute little sneezes, and the feel of your soft baby skin. Say hi to Nan and Sophia. Big kisses and hugs to you my little sweet pea. I love you more every day!
Wednesday, June 8, 2005 - Mommy
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Dear Mason
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Hey Mason! how r you doing? i bet it's great in heaven, huh? i never got to meet you, but I heard all about you. Everyone misses you. Why did God have to choose you right now? I guess because God has many reasons for everything. Maybe he needed some help up there in heaven. Well Aunt mimi and grandmaw Denzel came to Mississippi and I fell in love with them. I love them so much. They are coming back this weekend. Aunt mimi is going up to illinois and my mom Holli, my sister Jessica, and me are all going to Illinios and staying the night in a hotel.... Wish you could be here. I pray for your family everyday and i pray for you everyday... You were soo precious. God had a reason to take you and it was a good one. No one knows what that reason was but like i said it was a good one. ok well I have to go because my words are running short. I love you sooo much. you will hear from me soon bye until nect time. Love you Baby blue!
Wednesday, June 8, 2005 - Macy
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Sierra Nicole
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Dear Baby Girl, I wanted to let you your in my thoughts everyday. Oh how i miss you so much. I'm thankful I have you watching us. I go outside everyday and look up at the sky and smile. I know one day I will get to see you again.
Baby Jason looks just like you. He even acts like you. Thank you for sending him to me and Thank you for sending ShyAnne too
Monday, June 6, 2005 - Mommy and ShyAnne and Baby Jason
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Dear Dustin
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In a couple of days you would be having your 22nd birthday and I am still finding it hard after all this time to go on without you. You were such a delight and I will never be the same and know that you are safely in the arms of God...but there is still a hole in my heart for you. I love you!!!
Monday, June 6, 2005 - Mom
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to my miracle
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Cameron I hear your name and look for you it is still hard and now I see kids who turn 2 years old and my arms are empty. I miss you so much your smell your smile . Just to hold you one more time I would give anything. But I know you are in heaven and watching over us. It just does not make it any easier. My question is still Why??? And nobody has the answer. We do miss you and think about you every day. We stand in front of your picture and try to see how you would look now. You would be walking talking and playing with your brothers. Life is just not fair. And for the rest of my life I will remember you so I see you again one day. I love you and miss you. Your Birthday is coming up and this year we will celebrate it cause I want you to see we do not forget you ever. So if you up there looking down on the 5 August we will celebrate you.
Monday, June 6, 2005 - MOM
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Hey My Baby Boy Aidan
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well baby, its been a rough ride in my life since you been gone, and i can't help but want my old life back when you were in it. I miss you so much. I'm back in Florida with Grandma, the military stationed me close by. I miss your Grampa and your Uncle Carlos, but I know that they will be strong for you and for me. I can't wait to see your loving face and hear you laugh once again, although I can always hear you in the back of my head, I want to be able to hold you again in my arms forever. alright baby boy,i will try to write you again really soon. I love you and I miss you.....forever and always.
Monday, June 6, 2005 - Mama
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Aidan "Sunshine"
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"Boobear" your mommy made it safely to florida I know you were watching over her during her trip. I am missing you both and somehow if possible the emptiness seems even deeper, but I keep on trying to keep busy. I think of you every second of every day. I will write again soon.
Monday, June 6, 2005 - Granpa
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Sophia,
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Hi Sweetie,
hard day today. I miss you more than ever. Dr Adams came over today and we talked about how wonderful you were and how everybody loves you so much! I love you, I love you, I love you!
Monday, June 6, 2005 - Love, your weepy mama
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Sophia
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Well, another Saturday, another week without you. These Saturday's are so difficult. I miss you more than words can say. I would give everything I own. Give up my life, my heart, my home, just to have you back again. This is a song by Bread. I used to cry when I heard it because we played it all the time when Nana and Grandpa divorced so many years ago. Now it's on the radio all the time and of course I think of you, my darling. I love you to the moon and back. Kisses.
Saturday, June 4, 2005 - Love, your heart-broken mama
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MY SWEET MARI JAYNE
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MOMMY AND DADDY MISS YOU VERY MUCH.YOUR SISTERSAND TWIN BROTHER LOVE AND MISS YOU TOO. I KNOW THAT YOU CAN FEEL OUR LOVE FOR YOU.
Friday, June 3, 2005 - LOVE ALWAYS MOMMY
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Nathan James Cooper
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I only held you in my arms for a few short minutes when your mummy brought you to visit, a special hug that brought you into my heart forever. We all thought we would have so much longer to get to know you and although we had to say goodbye to you so soon we all feel blessed to have known you, you brought light and beauty to everyone who knew you. Sleep well sweet one xxx
Friday, June 3, 2005 - Vikki, Alec, Frankie and Dee
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Dear Aidan "Sunshine"
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May 27, 2005
Aidan Michael-Louis Reyes
Dear Aidan:
I write this letter to you today after several weeks of my heart breaking. I have finally reached some form of composure to try and put down on paper the feelings that I have been experiencing during these days.
I have lost a part of me that I will never recover from; I have wept many tears for you in private I constantly see your face and that wonderful smile of yours, I see you in my dreams and my daily thoughts and my heartaches for you. It aches almost to the point that I do not want to be here anymore, but then I consider the others you have left behind and what that would do to them, I consider your mother who through all of this is still going on. I cannot imagine the pain she must be feeling, if I am experiencing such hurt what must she be going through. I know her arms ache to hold you again and to hear you giggle that sweet giggle of yours that would melt the hardest of hearts into a joyful smile. To see that sweet spirit that emanated from your smile.
So I sit here and suffer in silence the way a man is supposed to react to these things, the way I was brought up to be strong for others and lead the way, but Aidan I can honestly say this is the toughest thing I have ever had to experience losing you and having to see my daughter suffer your loss.
Aidan it seems you were too special for this world, and I somehow knew it the first time I saw you looking up at me that you had incredibly special spirit within you, I knew that god sent us an angel to touch our souls in a way no one else would ever do it. Then I wonder how a god could be so giving in sending us such a sweet spirit, then so cruel to take it away from us so soon. I can only think that he has some sort of special plan for you. Maybe he wanted you to watch over your mother and us and help us in the coming years to cope with what is ahead of us I don’t really know. I only know that your leaving us has caused such a hole in our hearts that it will never be filled. I will continue to struggle with the question of Why? Probably for the rest of my life, but I do thank god for the honor of knowing and loving you and I will never forget you. Sunshine I will sign off for now but I will write again soon.
Friday, June 3, 2005 - Grandpa
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my little angel sister Maria
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to my little sister in heaven, i hope you are doing ok. i miss you so much and i think about you all day long. i know that i now have a angel in heaven. i hope that you and your brother Marcus is playing together in heaven, we here on earth miss you both a lot and we hope that you are doing fine. i'm sending millions of kisses and hugs to you in heaven.
Friday, June 3, 2005 - love from you big sister.
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my baby Hunter- Lee
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It has been 7 long months with out you. I miss you more thatn anything in the world. You were loved by everyone and missed most of all by me.I love you and miss you tons.
Thursday, June 2, 2005 - Love Your Mommy Amber
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Dear Marybeth
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Wow, its been 31 years since you left here. I have carried you with me since I was 9 years old. I dont know why you came here & left as soon as you did, but I do know that an impression was left on my heart & I will NEVER forget you. Mom has never been the same since this had happened.Pray for her, she needs it.You were the 1st in my life to leave.. Since youve been gone my Grandma, Grandfather, Your Grandparents & recently My Dad in January have gone to Heaven & I always wonder if you were there to greet them with all the others who had passed before them that they all so greatly missed.. Please help my Dad adjust & let him know that he is sooooooooooooooooooooooooo
ooooooooooooooooooooo very loved & missed. He never thought that he deserved my love... Well girlie, I think of you & always wonder if youde look like me.. dark hair/eyes. You know your Full sister is a red head with blue eyes..... You 2 look nothing alike. I wonder what kind of person youde be,, Although I know you would be beautiful & kind. Anyway, I need to end this. I love you
Thursday, June 2, 2005 - Your big Sis, Kim
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Jayce,
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Hello Handsome heavenly angel! I am missing you as always everyday. We have a puppy Daddy picked the name J-lowe you know him and those J's! Sissy starts summer break soon. Jayce you know I love you so much and days are so unpredictable. When I looked into my future I saw growing old with my children I never thought I would lay to rest any of them. I'm scared for the future and hurt from the past. I am thankful for God in all of this he always shows me the light! Jayce just stay around us I don't know if you have rules in heaven but let us feel your presence your always there in our hearts but just something so I know there is hope!! I'm sorry every time I write I'm a mess with time i'll have happier words don't get me wrong cause I am happy, Happy for the time i did have with you, happy for all that God has given me but a hurting heart I can't hide!! Hope summer is sweet I can only imagine how beuatiful heaven is enjoy bubby save us a spot right next to you! I know your going to give Jesus some good laughs! Bubby I'll talk to you later keep us near! God bless you,hugs,kisses love and lots of laughs !!!
Thursday, June 2, 2005 - Mommy I love you always
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hey baby boy Juston
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I thought you would like to know Daddy found a job. He is a dishwaher. We miss you very much. I know you are playing with your baby brother or sister right now. i want you to have as much fun as you can and let the baby know how much we will love them and for you know we will always love you juat as much as we love the kids we get to keep here with us i wish it was you i could keep too but god wanted you for him and he tought you needed to be there with him insead of with us but that is ok you have you granpa kennedy and great grandpa mcminn you let our whole family know that we love and mis them you be a good boy and keep us with you always never forget us and we will never forget you love you with all of my heart
Thursday, June 2, 2005 - always and forever Mommy
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Sophia
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I know these letter may never be read by anyone other than the editor, but I need to write to you, Sophers. I know you know how loved you were, and the special place you had in our family, in all of our lives. Sweet girl, WHY did you leave me that night? Why didn't you just let me know you were struggling? Why?Why?Why? I can barely stand another day without you in my arms. It's late know and I can't sleep, I've been waiting all day for the kids to go to sleep so I can cry, and now I can't stop. You brought such a new joy and a new hope to my life. Everything is hard now. EVERYTHING!!! I know I'm not the only person in the world hurting, but I'm your only mommy missing you! Only the way your mommy can. Oh Precious, how am I supposed to live without you? How am I supposed to live through this sadness? I need you.
Thursday, June 2, 2005 - Love Mama
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Dear Aidan,
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hey baby, i miss you so much you have no clue, i feel so lost and confused without you by my side everyday. I know that we will be together again someday, but until then i just have to keep believing that you are okay and with GOD. Nana and Grampa miss you alot, we talk about you all the time. I know that you are always watching over me, i can see you everywhere I go. I love you so much, and i miss you to the end of the world. You are and will continue to be my love, my life, my soul, and everything within me. I love you baby, see you soon.
Wednesday, June 1, 2005 - Love, Mama
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Dear Aidan "Sunshine"
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Well today makes one month since you left us. I lit a candle for you last night and prayed I could see you again soon. I miss you terribly. Your mom is on her way back to florida to be with your grandma she needs her support right now although I miss not having her close by I think it is a good idea. I am trying to work to keep my mind busy, but it seems useless as I cant concentrate but I will keep trying. I will write again soon. Love ya and missing you.
Wednesday, June 1, 2005 - Granpa Fred
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Dear Lethe and her mother Lisa,
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How long it's been since I wrote you. Oh I miss you, But these days I have learned to miss you less. Time has given me a new life and loves.
Your sisters Celine and Kay have arrived here on earth and the have fill my heart with love and happiness! I still miss you and your mother, But now with fond memories and most of all, LOVE!! Thank you Lethe dear, and thank you Lisa from bring her into this world!
Wednesday, June 1, 2005 - Love Daddy and Terry
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Brady
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It has been two months today that you received your angel wings. Mommy misses you so much, as well as daddy, Stevie, Bryce, and big sissy, Kenzie. You are forever in our hearts and forever we will love you! Forever you will be my precious angel and forever you will be my handsome boy!
Wednesday, June 1, 2005 - Mommy
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Hello, sweet AshLynn,
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I cannot explain the way my heart misses you. If I could see you and hold you one last time, maybe I could be alright. Your mommy and daddy miss you too, baby. More than they can handle sometimes. I just wanted to tell you good-bye and that I love you. We will see you again one of these days. I will never forget you AshLynn...
Tuesday, May 31, 2005 - Love Aunt Cori
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Dear Aidan
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Aidan Michael-Louis Reyes
Dear Aidan:
I write this letter to you today after several weeks of my heart breaking. I have finally reached some form of composure to try and put down on paper the feelings that I have been experiencing during these days.
I have lost a part of me that I will never recover from; I have wept many tears for you in private I constantly see your face and that wonderful smile of yours, I see you in my dreams and my daily thoughts and my heartaches for you. It aches almost to the point that I do not want to be here anymore, but then I consider the others you have left behind and what that would do to them, I consider your mother who through all of this is still going on. I cannot imagine the pain she must be feeling, if I am experiencing such hurt what must she be going through. I know her arms ache to hold you again and to hear you giggle that sweet giggle of yours that would melt the hardest of hearts into a joyful smile. To see that sweet spirit that emanated from your smile.
So I sit here and suffer in silence the way a man is supposed to react to these things, the way I was brought up to be strong for others and lead the way, but Aidan I can honestly say this is the toughest thing I have ever had to experience losing you and having to see my daughter suffer your loss.
Aidan it seems you were too special for this world, and I somehow knew it the first time I saw you looking up at me that you had incredibly special spirit within you, I knew that god sent us an angel to touch our souls in a way no one else would ever do it. Then I wonder how a god could be so giving in sending us such a sweet spirit, then so cruel to take it away from us so soon. I can only think that he has some sort of special plan for you. Maybe he wanted you to watch over your mother and us and help us in the coming years to cope with what is ahead of us I don’t really know. I only know that your leaving us has caused such a hole in our hearts that it will never be filled. I will continue to struggle with the question of Why? Probably for the rest of my life, but I do thank god for the honor of knowing and loving you and I will never forget you. Sunshine I will sign off for now but I will write again soon.
Tuesday, May 31, 2005 - Granpa Fred
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