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Hi kenneth Andrew
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Guess what your a big brother now! your baby brothers name is Charlie he looks just like you. he is also a very good baby just like you. he was born exactly two weeks before your first birthday. mommy told the doctor to do anything to make your brother come out and he did. i didnt want to be in the hospital on your first birhtday. i wish your brother didnt look so much like you its hard some times looking at him because hes not you. but i dont want him to be you because we are not trying to replace you. we love you kenny and miss you very much and hope that you will always know that. good night sweet pea.
Monday, April 10, 2006 - mommy
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Dear Hunter,
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April 10, 2006 -
Hunter Taylor Lankford
We knew that I was pregnant with you so early on, even daddy knew - I went in for a blood test; too early, results said that i was not pregnant; we knew we were. in time the tests were positive, and i was carrying a baby boy, Hunter - the pregnancy was smooth sailing, until around the 35th week or so, i began to itch - turns out to be cholestasis of pregnancy - very rare, so we induced at 38 weeks 4 days, you were healthy happy wonderful!
October 27th 2005
two dimples, gorgeous baby blue eyes,
our first child, and you are the first grandchild on both sides.
Hunter we love you.
we had a fabulous 5 months and 7 days, we have never been happier, we had more than we ever wished for, and although we miss you terribly, we am so grateful for those 5 months and 7 days.
Hunter - we love you beyond any love we have ever known
mommy & daddy
Monday, April 10, 2006 - mommy & daddy Lankford
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Dear Karyssa, Hey Sis
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Hey Babygirl!
Mommy and I LOVE you and MISS you very much. So. I just want you to know you were mine and moms pride and joy. It still seems weird that I have to sit here and write to you. I miss you being here and hearing you cry at night. I wish I could just see you and hold one more time that is all I ask. But knowing that it will never happen is killing me inside.
XOXOXOXOXOXO
I Love you and miss you dearly!!!!
Monday, April 10, 2006 - Love Mommy and Sis
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dearest gavin
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well if you remember the last time i wrote to you i was pretty happy well today is a different day i have lost the one i love so much he won't even give me a chance to make it better how can i make it right but oh well
Monday, April 10, 2006 - mommy
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Dearest Ruby'Jean
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You turned 4 months old yesterday I wish I could have heald you.But I only got too hold you In my heart as I well always do.Baby girl I miss you more everyday if that is possible.Nannie well see you soon I love you so
Monday, April 10, 2006 - Nannie
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Cadence Wayne
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Hey,Poopy Pantses! I miss you sooooo much. I think about you all the time. So does your daddy. We sit and we miss you together all the time. I just know you would've been the cutest baby round. Everybody misses you. It's almost Easter now and you would've been a little over six months old. I bet you'd be sooooooo chubby. I still remember you as being a little bitty tiny thing,though. I love you soooo much, Iand I miss you. I know I'll get to see you soon. I'll write more later. Mommy loves you very much!!!!!
Monday, April 10, 2006 - Your Mommy,CLAUDETTE JEAN
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My sweet Angel Mari
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I miss you baby girl. we love you very much.your sisters and twin brother love you very much. they send you big hugs and lots of kisses. daddy loves you too.
Monday, April 10, 2006 - Mommy,Daddy,Brianna,Clarasa,Kylee,and Jesse
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Nevaeh
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Hi sweeite! Well alot has changed since I last wrote to you. Your dad and I came to an understanding that we do love eachother and that we need to be together for our family. Thank you so much for visiting me that night, I felt so good after we had our little talk. Your dad loves you alot and really misses you. It's still hard for him to talk about you not being here.but he's learning. Baby girl just watch over mommie, daddy, you grandparents, your new brother or sister, and stinka.just watch over all of us and I know that everything will be alright.
Monday, April 10, 2006 - Mommie
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Armani
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Well Hello there Angel how are ya?
well I hope all is well in heaven , I know that you are having a blast. well mommiewanted to write to let you know that I love you very much sweetheart and I am reallygoing crazy with out you here I miss you all kinds of bunches well baby mommie is gonna close this letter for now but not for ever I love you and will be writting again real soon but till next time baby boy.
Monday, April 10, 2006 - ur sadden mommie!!!!!!!!
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colie
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hi baby i really miss you and wish i could see u for just one more time! the pain is terrible with u not here with me and the family, i hope you'r happy and i will see you soon angel sweatdreams son xx
Sunday, April 9, 2006 - mum
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Armani,
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Well good morning sunshine! well it's your mommie again, I just wanted to and say Hello and that I love you and miss you a whole bunch! I am really felling like I am going crazy with out you. the other day I was walking up the stairs and the smell that was there was your smell and I just kept sniffing and thinking of you and were just wishing that you were here even if it was just for a little while , so I could hold you and just kiss your little chubby cheeks and to look in to your big brown eyes and tell you how much I love you.
I know that I tell you all the time on the computer but it is just not the same if I was able to tell you face to face. I know that you know how much I really do love you and miss you but I would just give anything to see you 1 more time.
well I for got to tell you the GOOD news we finally got our new church building! and I must say that it is awesome the LORD has really blessed our church, not only do we have the best PASTOR and PASTOR"S WIFE in the WORLD but the people there are all real and everyone loves each other. but most of all every one love CHRIST first and for most so I just feel really lucky to have people like that in our lives. SON thank you for always watching over mommie and your sisters and daddy but most of all I know that you are praying for all of us and that is what really matters, because with out your prayers and the LORD having his hand upon our lives I really dont know how we would even get through each day , so thank you JESUS! well baby boy mommie has to close this letter for now but not forever but I love you with all my heart and more and more each day , and I send all my love to you and hope that you get all my hugs and kisses but till next time SON!!!!!!
Sunday, April 9, 2006 - with love ur sadden mommie!!!! with HOPE!
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Matthew Steven Bottoms
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Hey Matthew
As each day goes by we still miss you so much, you are not forgotten. I can remember how sweet your face looked as we sat in the kitchen only days before you went to heaven. I can only image how beautiful you are with angle wings.
We can't understand why Jesus took you, but you are so precious why would Jesus not want such a special baby in heaven. As you look down on us, you know how special you were and how blessed we feel that we had you for 7 weeks. Mommy Daddy sisters and brother Aunts Uncles cousins, MeMa and Pa will always Love you. You were such a Blessing to our lives, but we know with the Grace of God we will meet you in Heaven.
Saturday, April 8, 2006 - Love From MeMa
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Jamal Weber Weltz
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It has been a little while since I last wrote to you. I have not been able to get you off my mind lately. I imagine you know that you have another sister now. Her name is Jordan. She is such a beautiful baby. The first time I got a really good look at her my eyes instantly stung. Im not sure if it was happiness or sadness. probably a little of both. She looked exactly like you. It was kind of like looking at you all over again.
Your Mommy and Daddy are doing well. They miss you more than words can say. I know that not a day goes by that your Mom doesnt think about you. It breaks my heart to look into her eyes and know how much she misses you, and I cant do a thing to help fill that void for her. When the day comes that she finally does get to see you again, be prepared to be the most hugged and kissed boy in heaven.
I just keep seeing those beautiful big brown eyes. Sometimes I catch myself being selfish and wishing that I could play with you and make you laugh and giggle. I wish that I could hug you and kiss you. I never got to do those things enough. Than I remind myself that you are in the happiest place there is. I love you sooooooooo much Jamal.
I have to go now. Sweet dreams,and GOD bless.
Saturday, April 8, 2006 - Auntie Jamie
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My Dearest Michael
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Hello Michael,this is grandma Marsh, I just had to sit down and write you a few lines. It has been a while since I have written to you, but not a second goes by that I'm not thinking of you.I miss you sooooo much.You are in my heart always.I talk to you everyday. I won't let loose of your crocodile.I hold it close to me everynite when I go to bed.makes me feel good.I'm soooo sad.I want you here sooooo bad.It isn't getting any easier.to me it is getting harder.I don't understand. Just missing you and loving you all the time.I cuddle your picture and need to see or touch something of yours everyday.will I ever get over this?? I guess not.I am looking sooo forward to seeing you again.it can come any day for me.I just don't care what day it is.I need you.I will let you go now and watch over all of your family here.especially your mom and dad and sister.and make sure your new baby sister that will arrive in Aug. arrives healthy we couldn't bare another tragedy like this one.pray for us.we are praying for you.I will talk you later when I go to bed.I love you honey.more than you are anyone will ever know.kisses and hugs.xxxxxxxxooo
oooo Bless you sweet baby.
Sunday, April 23, 2006 - Grandma Marsh
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My sweet Jacob,
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It's soon going to be 7 years since you died. I frequently shake my head and am in awe of how so much time has passed when I don't know how I've managed to survive a single day without you.
My sweet little sunshine. you were little when you came into my life but I don't picture you as little now. I think of you as a big strapping hulk of a boy, full of life, playing and happy up in Heaven.
I hope to get to the cemetery on your angel day. Your birthday didn't go as I'd hoped it would and it was a very difficult day for me, but I know your dad hates going to the cemetery so I likely won't get to do that since I'm usually too tearful to drive anywhere myself. I guess I'll find out when the day arrives. I think of you all the time anyway, I guess it doesn't really matter so much where I do the thinking, I just like to be able to lay down in the grass where you were buried, somehow it helps me to talk to you. I can pour my heart out and cry all those built up tears. there are so many.
Your brother and sisters have been having a tough time of it lately, I'm told it's because they were so young when you died they weren't able to really process it but now that they're older they're dealing with it now. and it's been so hard for them. Things have been tough for me too, God will see me through though, He always does, I guess I just need to keep my eyes focused on that instead of how tough it all is right now.
Such grown up things for such a little guy! Sorry sweetie, I get rambling sometimes and don't know when to stop. Please know I love you dearly and miss you SO much. I hope you'l come visit me in my dreams again soon, I would so love to see you again even if it's just for that brief moment in time in my dreams.
I'll love you forever
I'll like you for always
As long as I'm living
My baby you'll be
I love you baby.
Sunday, April 23, 2006 - mommy
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hello rhianna
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somewhere up in heaven amillion miles away there is a little angel whos one year old today.9th april. we wish you could be with us beautiful rhianna. but the angels wanted you back. have alovely birthday beautiful. share your baloons with your angel friends sweetheart. we miss u so much .
Saturday, April 8, 2006 - nanny
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My little monkey,
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well hello there sweetheart, well its mommie again I thought that I would write to let you know that I am thinking of you and missings you more than you know. well I hope all is well in heaven. well today is alexzandrea's birthday so just give her a big hug and let her know that her mommie and grandma misses her alot and that they wish she could be here for her first birthday, tell her that your mommie says happy birthday too k and give her hugs for me as well. well baby boy mommie has to close this letter for now but not forever but I love you and miss you alot but till next time SON!!!!!!
Saturday, April 8, 2006 - with love ur mommie!!!!!
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all the babys
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Hello to all the sweet little Angels
Saturday, April 8, 2006 - ur friend
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hi little man
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its mommy again i keep thinking of all the things i want to say to you and i can never remeber them all i really miss you and i would hold you if my arms would reach i was taling to hunter the other day and asked him if he remebered you all he said was brad ?brad gimme aunti he misses you too i dont know if he understands yet but one day he will daddy doesnt say much he doesnt like to see me cry he finally made it home from iraq for good and weve decided to have anouther baby i went to the dr and found out im 9 weeks along i want you to look after the new baby for us it will need you to come wisper in its ear every once in a while i also want to know that you will never be forgoten and definately never be replaced me and daddy were thinking about spreading your asked but im n ot sure im ready to let you go yet i know its almost been a year now but it seems like you were just here some days it hurts like you just left some nights i still fall asleep hopeing some one will jump out and tell me it was a joke and give you back to me i want you to know that no matter what grama says i love you verry much and no one would ever dream of hurting you im sure you know that though i miss you so much little man some times writeing to you like this hurts so much that all i want to do is cry but its been so long since ive cried for you that i dont mind some day well be together again i know and then ill hold you like i wish i could be doing now and you still hold a peice of my heart so keep it safe little man maybe when we meet again you can fill the empty spot that hurts so much i love you
Friday, April 7, 2006 - mommy
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Nevaeh
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i know i have not wrote you in a while but, ive been trying to get my life stright so i will start write you everytime i get on me and your mom are going thought a lot right now so i dont think were geting back together anytime soon so till then watch over and you baby bro or sis that will be here in 9 months love always daddy
Friday, April 7, 2006 - Daddy
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Nevaeh
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Hey stinka! It's mommie again, well I really miss you and I still think about you everyday. I still smell your sweet scent, I can still see your face when I close my eyes. Mommy and Daddy aren't together anymore because we're going through some trust issues. But we still love you and think about you everyday. Well I g2g!! I love you baby!!
Friday, April 7, 2006 - Momma
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Aidan "Sunshine"
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Hey Boo Grandpa Fred here, missing you loving you. Things just seem to be hectic these days. But I do slow down some time during the day and look at your picture on my desk and see that loving smile. It breaks my heart. It coming up on your one year mark since you earned your wings. I am glad I will be at work otherwise I might go crazy that day. I worry about your mom all the time. I am glad she is finally getting some help in dealing with your loss, I was afraid I would lose her too. I couldnt handle that. Watch over your mom I know you do. Well boo gotta go for now promise it wont be so long in between letters next time. Loving you, missing you. xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
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Friday, April 7, 2006 - Grandpa fred
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my sweetest Brittany
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Good morning baby,
I dreampt of you last night. it has been 18 years and i still cant believe your gone. I miss you more every day. I know you are in a wonderful place adn I know you must be beautiful with you glowing wings. Your sister and brother are making me nuts as usuaul. everytime i look at your sister my heart crys for you. i hear you in my sleep and i know you are here with me. I long to hold you and hear you voice. sometimes i wonder what life would of been like if you had stayed. what would you have become? I never thought a person could feel so empty. when you left , part of me went with you. I love you my beautiful angel.
Friday, April 7, 2006 - mommy
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Dearest Armani,
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Well good morning sunshine! well I thought that I would write to say hello and to tell you how much I miss you and LOVE you, bigger than the sky. well I hope that you have a good day today , and watch over mommie ,daddy and your sisters too. we love you Armani and miss you more than words can ever explain to you but mommie is gonna go for now. I send you all my love hugs,kisses to heaven and can only hope that you get them xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
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well till next time baby boy love ya!
Friday, April 7, 2006 - with love ur mommie!!!!!
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Armani
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Well Hello there my handsome boy! hope all is well in heaven. I bet you are just having a blast up there you dont have to be sick or worrie about anything because everything is perfect.
well nothing is new really down here just been taking care ofeveryone down here. you know me........ always on the go. haha well the other day I had went over to auntie kristi's house and she was so excited to show me all the stuff that she got at her baby shower for your new baby cousin and I was really happy for her but at the same time it really hurt to see all the stuff , because I miss you like crazy and just so badly wish you were here that I just get really hurt when I see baby stuff. I know that you understand where mommie is coming from. I still have all your clothes, toys, shoes, blankets,swing,carseat everything I really cant see my self ever getting rid of it. since mommie cant have anymore kids I will save it for your sister, which thats a long time, but I know that she would be the one to cherish it, verses giving it to someone who will trash it.
well auntie kristi is due in a couple of weeks I feel bad for her because she is at that stage where she just wants to have the baby already but mommie wants you to watch over your new baby cousin and let him know that you will take care of him , who knows maybe you already met him well baby boy mommie has to go I have to make dinner because daddy is gonna be home here shortly but I send all my love and hugs,kisses to you for now. I am gonna close this letter for now but not forever love,love,love but till next time SON!
Thursday, April 6, 2006 - with love ur mommie!!!!!
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Baby Keagan
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I don't how to say this but I keep short...you are going to be a big sister. I am pregnant and I am so scared. I think about you everyday and my heart is slowly mendeding. I hope all is well and you keep watching me from up above. I miss you and l will always love you. I know u would have been the best big sister in the world. xoxoxox
Thursday, April 6, 2006 - Mommy
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Baby Blane
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Hey little angel. How are you today. You know you would have been 8 months old today. I sent you a orange balloon about 8:30 tonight, I hope you got it. It had alot of kisses on it from me and Carson. Bet you are getting soooo big. And boy do we ever miss you down here. I'm sure somebody in heaven is taking real good care of you and will probably be showing you how to walk very soon. Just take it easy. I love you and miss you so much. Paw paw had surgery on his elbow today. He is doing pretty good. Your mommy took care of him today. Send him some extra love to help him feel better soon. Well gotta go its getting late. I love you and miss you lots. Sending hugs and kisses to heaven.
Wednesday, April 5, 2006 - Aunt Sherry
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King Ethan
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Little Man,
I love you more then anything in the world. I miss you so much. Words could never sum up my love for u and how much my heart breaks each morning when i wake up and relize this is not a nightmare and it really is true. You were a fighter and always will be. YOur smile lite up the room for always and forever. waking up everyday to your smile was the glory in my world. I love you
Wednesday, April 5, 2006 - Auntie
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hey little guy,
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so how are ya? well mommie and daddy and sissy's are all doing good. we are just missing you like crazy,and just so badly wishing you were here. i know that i tell you that just about every time i write you i'm sorry but that is never gonna change, even 10,20 years from now we are still gonna wish you were here with us but I know that the LORD needed you more than we did. so we just have to trust in the LORD and know that he will strenghten us and get us through this horrible time in our life.
well I just want you to know how much I love you armani I dont even have the words to explain to you but just know that is is bigger than this world and that is never gonna change. but mommie has to close this letter for now but not forever I love you and miss you bunches and will be writting again real soon but till next time SON!!!!!
Wednesday, April 5, 2006 - with love ur mommie!!!!!
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My Precious Celie'Bug
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Hello my Sweet Sweet Sweet Angel Mommy has some bad news which you I'm sure already know your Grear Pe'Pa passed away. He passed on Saturday but was found yesterday, Angel my heart is aching I already feel as if I'm dying without you my sweet angel. Celie all I can ever think about is how you'd look right now. Sweetheart I need a sign that your here that you know I love you . My sweet Angel Mama misses you so badly!!! I feel like I want to die! Celie please be with mama when I go to Pe'Pa's services. Watch over us all and not let anyone act fooloish. Celie mam sure does NEED YOU RIGHT NOW!!! I hope Pe'Pa is holding you up in heaven. I Love you My Sweet Precious Girl!
Tuesday, April 4, 2006 - Love, your sad mommy
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Armani
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well hello there my love, how are ya? having a blast in heaven huh! well I am just sitting around here missing you like always. I love you so much and it seems like the more days that go by I miss you more and more.
I know that I am missing you even more now is becauseit seems like everyone around me is having babies and it just makes me think about if you were here how better life would be I really think if you were here my life probably wouldnt be so stressful. well hunny mommie has to close this letter for now but not forever I wanted to write to just let you know that I miss you like crazy and that I love you more than words can ever explaine but till next time SON !!!!!!!!
Tuesday, April 4, 2006 - with love ur mommie!!!!!
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Nevaeh
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Hi stinka! Sorry I haven't written you in a while, the website was down and I couldn't get to a computer. But I broke down today when I saw your pictures and your footprints. The whole day flashed before my eyes and it was like it never ended. Mommie misses you so much and it's still hard to accept the fact that you're not here physically. But I know that you will always be in my heart no matter what happens. Daddy is taking your death hard too, he doesn't like talking about it too much. But we'll make it through because I know that you're watching over all of us, especially your baby cousin Taveon. He smiles everytime he hears your name. Before he goes to sleep at night I'll tell him to let you know that I love you, and when he wakes up I ask him if he dreamed about you and he laughs. Well mommie has to go! I Love You Phat Momma Scoop.
Monday, April 3, 2006 - Mommie
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My sweet Angel
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Hey there my love, how are ya? well mommie hopes that all is well in heaven. we are all doin fine over here just been busy trying to get things done about getting the van fixed, but I dont know what we are gonna do yet.
well today was auntie kristi's baby shower, I didnt go though because it would have been really hard on me and plus for some strange reason today I got really sick so I guess the LORD was watching over me , and I know that it was for a reason that I was not able to go. you know it's not that I am not happy for them I really am but I am just so mad that you are gone and and that I dont get to see you grow.
but the LORD does know what he is doing and like I have always told you that I know that you were here for a purpose and a reason and you did what you had to do here on earth and it was just your time to go MIJO, but you taught your daddy and I alot you have taught us how to love each other and just what that real love is. you have showed us so much through your death and i wish it didnt have to be like that but I know that some day soonI will get to see you again.
Armani, mommie and daddy and your sisters really miss you so much we just wish that we could of had more time with you but we will cherish the moments that we did have with you and remember them for the rest of our lifes. just keep mommie in your prayers and watch over us all down here,I know that you will cause you always do.
well the news on papa is the he is gonna have to go to california to have sugrey to get that tumor removed, but I know that he is gonna be fine , because JESUS CHRIST OUR LORD is watching over him. well sweet heart mommie is gonna close this letter for now but not forever it is getting really late but I love you and send all my love to you but till next time son.........
Monday, April 3, 2006 - with love ur mommie!!!!!
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Jayce
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hey big boy! i cant believe only a few months ago you would have been 1! your mommy had your baby sister MArch 8! she weighed 8lbs and 8oz! shes gettin big!Congradulations your a big brother!!
well i just wanted to stop by n say hey i miss you bunches!! I LOVE YOU
ps. watch over your sister and your mommy shes scared i know she is even though she says she not
Sunday, April 2, 2006 - Randi
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Dearest Hailey, I miss you and love you so very much!
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I love you so much Hailey baby.....I feel like my whole life was taken away from me when you were....and I don't know how or even if I really want to move on....i'm still heartbroken that my perfect little girl was taken away from me so soon. I think about you, I want you to know that....I want you to know that for as long as i am stuck here on earth I will try and be happy for you. I feel so lonely without you....I need my baby to take care of love and now you're not here...I had so many plans for our family and you would have grown up to be a beautiful little girl....i'm sure you would've been daddy's little girl(all the girls in our family are). I would've been OK with that....I would have been proud of you for anything you did....and I am very proud of you for everything you did do even though you werent with us for very long....I can't help blame myself baby girl....I'm your mommy and I couldn't protect you...But I know you are OK now...and that you're happy up there with the beatiful angels...I just hope their taking good care of my little girl who I love and adore sooo much...I love you so much Hailey, words don't express even half of how i feel, but I think you know that. Sweet Dreams tweety bird and Rest In Peace until I get there...XOXOXOXOXOXO
Sunday, April 2, 2006 - Mommy
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Dear Gavin
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I got up this morning with a huge weight lifted off my shoulder and some what a smile on my face. I am glad i found a way to stay in contact with you,even though you are not here with me i feel like your smiling down on me as i sit here and type you this letter. Things are about to get ruff with all the things your sister has to go threw and i mam very scared for her so i hope you can bring her some kind of comfort she really is going to need it. I met a wonderful man i wish you could have met him you would of really like him. well gotta go write to you very soon.
Sunday, April 2, 2006 - your mommy who misses you so very much
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My Dearest Celie
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Oh sweetheart life has been REALLY crazy-TOUGH down here! I know you watch over "us" each and every second of the day and night. I know your probaly pretty disappointed in your Mommy!!! Mommy just CAN'T handle EVERYTHING life is thrpwing at me. Baby Girl I sobbed for forever tonight and I'm still Very upset. Mommy holds SOSOSO ANGER HATE RAGE HURT RESENTMENT in me it's SCARY!!! I hate so many peole in their stupid comments and their complete ignorance about how i am and how I feel since Ilost you!Peolpe are so uncaring, insentive, and ignorant!!!Baby I 'm so so so mad at the things I didn't get to say to you and do with you!!! WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WERE YOU STOLEN FROM ME!!!!WHYWHYWHY?
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??????????? Ineed you Yearn for you smell of you my arms ache for you my heart throbs for you .WHY WHY WHY Didn't I kiss you that HORRIBLE NIGHT YOU WERE TAKEN FROM ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!Baby it just isn't fair that your gone I LOVE YOU DEARLY YOUR MY HEART AND MY SOUL!!! ALL these stupid people keep telling me that it'll get better IT DOES NOT!!!! You just get MORE NUMB AND ANGRY AND GET MORE AND MORE AND MORE REGRETS!!!ANGEL I NEED YOU PLEASE PLEASE OH PLEASE SEND ME ASIGN LET ME KNOW YOU KNOE I LOVE YOU AND THAT YOR STILL HERE WITH ME! CELIE OH MY PRECIOUS CELIE I NEED NEED NEED YOU!!!!!!!Life just isn't working without you.I HATE HATE HATE PEOPLE TELLING ME YOU'VE GOT YOUR OTHER THREE CHILDREN LIKE I DON'T KNOW THAT I WANT YOU YOU YOU MY PRECIOUS CELIE YOU MY BABY MY BIG GOGGLY EYED BABY GIRL!!!Celie Mama's life feels more than EVEN EMPTY I JUST FEEL LIKE I'M WALKING IN A DAZE! Baby I'm sorry for all the times i sat you down or let other people hold you. I should of NEVER LET YOU GO for a second CAUSE ALL I DO NOW IS REGRET AND HATE MYSELF FOR IT Then stupid people tell me"You didn't know she was going to die" DON"T SAY DIE SAY "PASS" ALSO I STILL SHOULD OF DONE 100% at all times with you NOW YOUR GONE AND I'M HERE GUILTY MAD AND FULL OF RAGE AND HATE. Oh My Precious Angel Celie 'Bug I LOVE YOU MISS YOU AND NEED YOU! YOUR MY HEART AND I WANT YOU TO KNOW I'M SORRY FOR ANY AND ALL THE TIMES I DIDN'T HAVE YOU RIGHT BY ME AND FOR THAT KISS SATAN PREVENTED THE NIGHT BEFORE YOU PASSED HERE ARE A TONXXXXXXXXXXXXX
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by girl I kissed you every night as you lay there next to me aslklep but that one MOST IMPORTANT NIGHT MY LAST NIGHT WITH YOU SATAN CAUSED ME NOT TOO AS HE THEN FOLLOWED BY TAKING YOU FROM ME I HATE HIM!!! BUT I PRAY GOD IS HOLDING YOU AND ALLOWS MOMMY UP IN HEAVEN WITH YOU AND SPEND ETERNITY WITH YOU!!! Hope you have many angel friends My Bug!!!I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU CELIE!!!
Sunday, April 2, 2006 - Your hurting MOMMY
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Josh Fish
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Hi baby, mommy is nearing the due date to deliver your little brother, I hav to go in to see a heart specialist for him though. I am alittle scared. how is grandpa?give him a kiss for me. I miss you and wish I could be there with you but I am needed here. I love you my baby. kisses and hugs I hate that you are not here. daddy is still working all the time, I think that helps him to handle you not being here. well I love you and will write again soon.
Saturday, April 1, 2006 - Mommy
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dear gavin hi
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Well there is alot to tell you,but first thing first i miss you so much i think about you everyday and wishing you were here. Life has been lonely without you but somewhere in all the saddness your sister and i have found some happiness. Do you remember when i asked you to help me find my way well you did and i thank you so much for the piece of mind that you gave to me. You know that mommy has been mad for a very long time mad at the world and mad at myself but i am ready to stop being mad,but i am afraid that means i am gonna let you go and part of me doesn't want to ever let you go. You and your sister are the best thing in my life so how do i hold on to you without being angery? There are days when the pain feels like it's never gonna end and then there are the days when i feel the pain won't be so bad. I don't know sweetheart writting you this letter makes me feel better and also makes me feel sad. You were my football player and now i just wish you were here. Remember i carry you in my soul and my spirit. Know that there isn't a day when i don't smell your neck and fell you next to me. Mommy will always love you forever gavin....
Saturday, April 1, 2006 - From the one who loves you the most mommy
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Sweet baby Cadence,Cadence
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Hey, Poopy Pantses! Whatcha up to? I miss you soooooooo much! I love you. Guess what! I switched out the pictures in my heart locket. It now has a picture of you and your brother in it. I look at it all the time and I show it to people all the time. Also, son, I could almost swear you were right there with me the other day. I had gone in to the kitchen to get some water and your daddy had put one of the plants from your funeral up by the sink to water it and baby it like he always does and i was thinking of you as I was doing this and I reached over the plant to turn the light on and it brushed up against my cheek and,son, I immediately smiled. I then realized that I was gettin' some of those kisses that I love sooooo much.
I'll write you a bit later. I love you so much.
Friday, March 31, 2006 - Claudette Jean Bailey
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Dear Ruby'Jean,
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Hey angel face today is a hard day sometimes i feel i'll never be happy again. But i keep on thinking I half to take care of your big sissy too. I miss you so very much i fell like im dieing everyday some days are good some are bad its always fighting wiht people or just missing you like crazy your daddy misses you soo much i can see him hurting inside just like me i try to talk about you everyday but its not the same. I hope your pappa is taking care of you babygirl mommy loves you so much and misses you to.
Friday, March 31, 2006 - Love Mommy
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Hi Nevaeh
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Hey Nevaeh this your cousin Kalia! How's heaven? good I know. We miss you down here we wish you were still here you would have been almost one. You would have been smart just like you mama. But now since you gone and I can kinda talk to you and hope your listening could you let a couple people know up there that I miss them and wish they were still here with me? Well first off Chris Walker he was like my dad and he would do anything for me I miss him so much and I didn't get to say bye to him and which I really wanted to. He used to always say,"I don't know what ya'll gone do when I die." I din't know at the time but now I do it's so hard with him not here my mama is struggling without him cause when he was here she never didn't have a place to stay he would always find her a house or something. But I just remember the good times we had when he would come and get me and my brother and take us for a ride. Your ma went with us one time it was fun we talked about everything. But I really do miss him. Tell him I love him! Well my real father I really didn't know him because he died before I really could remember him so I don't have any memories about him except the ones that other people tell me. But tell him I love him 2! Well my time in this class about to be up so I have to go for right now and I'll try and write 2mar okay! love you !
Friday, March 31, 2006 - Cousin Kalia
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dearest gagealan
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i am so very sorry its been so long since i wrote you, mommys life has been so fast .... im sure grama filled you in when she gotr there in august .. give her my love ok
as you know your baby sister will be 2 soon she has big brown eyes like you ..she loves looking at your pictures , christian two he talks alot about you , he starts 1st grade this year . mommy misses you so gage i wish i could hold you ..nights when mommys sad and lonley
but someday we will be together again, i know until then i love miss and think of you ...
Thursday, March 30, 2006 - mommy christian jason, and kaylie
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my lil bubba,
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Well Hello there my sweet little Angel! how are things in heaven? great I bet , well mommie has been thinking of you alot these past days, I think it is because everyone around me is having a baby and i just wish I had you here with me ,even though i know that you wouldnt be a baby anymore you would be a big boy but just the thought of having you here again just brings such a big warm smile to my face. but I know that if i just walk with the LORD and keep mylife on the right path i will get to see you again one day , and oh how i cant wait till that day comes. i dont want it to happen rightnow of course because i have to care for your sisters and your daddy they would be so lost with out me here, but i must say that i really look forward to seeing you again to see what you look like and how big , handsome, chunky or skinny you are just to have you and hold you in my arms again will just be a dream come true.
well papa carlos goes for his test tomorrow and i dont know when we get the results back but just keep him in your prayers ok. just ask the LORD to protect him and watch over him and to just give him GRACE in this sitution.
well my little hunny bunny mommie would love to sit here and write you forever but i have to pick up your sister from school and i have to get dinner readybut i love you and send all my love hug,and big huge kisses to heave and i hope you get each and every one of them.i will be writting you again real soon I love you Armani and i am gonna close this letter for now but not forever till next time SON........
Thursday, March 30, 2006 - with love ur mommie!!!!!
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Hi sweet Moon,
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your light has come inside of me and you are helping me a lot, protecting me and my family. You are happy in the Heaven and I am sure of this, travelling a lot, taking care of the children up there, especially the cute boy Andy. You know, I love his Mommy Bec and I miss her very much, hoping to get some news from her.
My dearest Asia, you know I am not crying anymore, your soul is always with me and when I look at the sky I send you my infinite smiles, waiting to join you one day. I have to thank you a lot for coming and going every day, visiting me, kissing me, laughing with me and helping me. I love you sooo much, dear ! Take care and give a kiss to every babies there.
Thursday, March 30, 2006 - Love forever from your Mommy
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My Dearest Jason
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Well here we are my love it has been almost one year since God called you home the days seem to get longer and longer but I am keeping busy nowa days I am back at work and Casey is doing good in school and Melanie starts in Aug, your brother is getting bigger Daddy is still working but for a different company he works alot Grandpa is doing ok how are you ? Hows heaven this time of year ? How is granny Rita ? I sure do wish I could just talk to you and hear your lil voice and feel your soft touch I often wonder what you would look like and what kind of man you would grow up to be I know you would be a good man I just wish I could have had the chance to have seen it happen but I know you are the same man in heaven as you would be here on earth I can only imagine but their is one thing I am sure of every star you would have ever reached for is now right at your finger tips I love you so much I miss you alot I think this first year to see your angel day come and go is going to be very hard for me and the family cause this is a day we wish we would never of had to see a day that marks a sudden and hurtful day in history that well be with us forever in time their is not a day that goes by that I am not thinking of you. Your sweet lil face goes through my mind at lest a million times a day I remember so much about you your face your eyes your touch and more so your soft lil hands your smile that could light the face of heaven like no other star in the night sky . I can still smell your baby lotion in the house every now and then in times when I am alone in this house I guess I am never really alone it is times like that when I feel you with me and my heart is filled with love and comfort . I wake up thinking of you every morning and I take you to bed with me every night I hold you in my dreams and I wake up missing you even more . I know it has been a while since I have wrote to you but as you can guess things here have been hectic but just a lil hectic nothing to bad oh baby what I wouldn't give to have you for just one sec a touch of your hand or just to see that wonderful smile you have well I guess I better go for now but now worries I well write again soon I promise my love. Never forget us we love you more and more with each passing day . I am sending oceans of huggles and cuddles and kiss's to heaven just for you baby I hope you get every one of them. I love you baby. Big hugs and kiss's from me to you every day that we are apart. Until the next time we talk or met I am thinking of you as always and forever in a day.
Thursday, March 30, 2006 - Your lonly mommie
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hi baby boy
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i really miss you it seems like it was only yesterday that you left but in just a few more tomorows it will be a year it seems like it has been so long since i held you in my arms i was so afraid to hold you after you died im sorry i hope you understand i wish i had picked you up just to tell you in your ear once more how much i love you i hope your safe now hunter ray misses you and thinks every baby is a brad daddy finally made it home for good and were both going home soon that means no more war and no more iraq i just wish daddy had made it home intime to see you were haveing anouther baby soon and daddy will be home this time but well always be thinking about you ive got to go now but know always that i love you and ill always love you
Wednesday, March 29, 2006 - mommy
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My sweet Angel
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Well Good morning my little Angel! well sorry that mommie hasnt written you in a couple of days by it has been nothing but chaos around here. you really need to keep mommie in your prayers!
well I told you how mommie spent a lot of money to get the van fixed and the guy says he fixed it but he didnt and took our 500.00 dollars and then daddys work van took a dump and that needs a new tranmission and thats gonna be 2000.00 thousand dollars and then papa is really sick right now , and i am just all in all fusterated because i dont have a car to get your sisters back and forth to school and i just keep asking the LORD why me and how much more can happen because i cant really deal with any more.
I really have not even dealt with your death and i am still greiving over losing you, because something that i wanted for so long i finally got it and only had it for a short 3 months but i will never forget those precious 3 months i had with you but i just cant deal with much more. you are the reason i keep going because i know that if i just keep pressing forward and looking to CHRIST that he will take care of everything. so just keep watching over mommie and # 1 pray for me.
Please Armani, tell the LORD to give papa carlos a special touch and to make sure that when he goes to the doctors tomorrow that the LORD would keep his hands over papa that everything would come back ok.... because all of us are really worried about him.also pray for grandma to have strenght to walk by papa side with all of this. k
well my little man i love you so much and miss you more than words can ever explain and how i wish you were here so badly! i am listining to your song right now and it is just bringing back so many memories. GOSH papa i wish you were here with me just to hold you and look in to your little eyes and see that perfect smile when i would look in to your eyes i knew that everything was gonna be ok. how you were just starting to laugh and know who everyone was and how you would here my voice and you would look all around the room for me and once you saw me you would start to cry just for me to pick you up and when i did you would look at me and just smile..... I miss those days so much and what i would do for just one more day like that with you again.
well Armani I know that you are in good hands now just know that there is not a day that goes by that mommie does not think about you and miss you but mommie has to go for now but not forever but i send all my hugs and kisses to you and till nex time SON !!!!!!!!! love you bunches
Wednesday, March 29, 2006 - with love ur mommie!!!!!
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Baby Chasey
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Hey my love its mommy. I miss you so much. Lately your big sister has been feeling very sad she cries for you every day she tells me she misses Chasey. I wish you were still here I cant believe its been almost 6 months since you past. Your cousin Charlie is already turning 1 year old in 2 weeks. In 2 weeks you would have been 8 months old I miss you always my sweet baby. I hope you are taking care of aunt Nancy she probobly just adores you. Well I have to go get your sister from school now. I Love You!
Wednesday, March 29, 2006 - Your Mommy
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celie bug
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Hey baby girl what is going on up there? I hope everything is going good. Sorry it has been awhile sencens I wrote you last. I hope god is taking really good care of you like i did. i still rememmber the 4th of July. It is still fresh in my head. I will never forget you. I would have always been there for you. You would have been uncls little girl. I hope you have that giaraffe I won for you at Deny's. You are the best thing that has ever happend to me. You were always smiling at me every time we were together. There was not a day that went by that I did not have you in my arms. I loved you like you were my own baby girl. And you know that you are gome i would still do anything you ask me to. Well this is it for this letter. Ilove you baby girl.
Wednesday, March 29, 2006 - uncle gregg riley
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MY SWEET DAUGHTER ABBREONNA
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i just wanted to say that mommy loves and misses you so much only a few more days in till the move i will be so happy that i can put your stuff back out i know that it going to hurt mommy so bad but i really do not care because i am one of them mommys that puts all your stuff in a box and leave it alone i want to play with it and touch it as much as i can i think what hurts me the most is me not being able to go to your grave like i want it puts so much peace in my heart to know that you are a angel now and that you have to feel no more pain or have to worry about any thing and i know that in my heart that you are with mommy in your own little way and that know matter what you will all ways be with mommy in till i can hold you again i know that when it comes mommys time that you will be the one to come and get mommy and take me with you abbreonna i just wish that you will give one little thing to let me know that you are really here with me but know matter what i still feel you in my heart well baby mommy is going for now i promise you that i will write you some more soon i love you so much abbreonna nicole beth hunley
Tuesday, March 28, 2006 - mommy
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Aidan "Sunshine"
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Hey Boo Grandpa freda again, sorry its been so long, but Grandpa's new job is stressing me out to no end! not that you are ever far from my mind. I am wondering if I made the right choice please watch over me and guide me. I see your face every day and miss your giggle I hope to work on your garden this weekend now that things seem to be slowing down a bit, I want it blooming soon. anyway boo just getting ready to go back into the jungle I will write again soon.
Tuesday, March 28, 2006 - Loving you missing you Grandpa fred
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Hey Mychal Man
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Four years tomarrow, and yet tonight seems impossible to deal with. Sometime I wish I could just forget how things ended up being. I am so so sorry that I wasn't home the evening before you died maybe if I would have stayed home I would have noticed you weren't feeling good, I just am sorry that you aren't here. It hurts so bad. I don't want to let go. It is not fair that you were taken I wish I could have traded places. I wish I could know that you are ok. I know you were weak but why?? What did I do? What could I have done?I still question myself. Was it my fault? I love you so much, I need you here with me. I wish I could just hold you. I am sorry that I let you down as your mom. I miss you and love you. Take Care my Sweet little man!! Mommy will see you again!
Tuesday, March 28, 2006 - Mommy
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Baby Gerald Banta Jr.,
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Hello sweet angel little boy! I hope your doing okay. I hope your keeping My little Celie'Bug company. I NEVER got to really know you little man. But I heard lots about you! You are a cutie! I know your Daddy and Mommy miss you lots! Daddy REally thinks alot about you little precious'manI Love You and Pray you and my angel Celie are happy up there together Please know that I Love You and make sure you tell My LITTLE MS. CELIE mommy loves her toooooo!!! Little'man Ilove you alot! Talk to you again soon!
Monday, March 27, 2006 - Angel Celie's Mommy xoxoxo
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Ms.Celie Mama,
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Hello My sweet precious angel! Mommy has had a bad day today. I had to take Elijah,Aaliyah, and Corinne to a specialist today, It was a worthless trip all I did was think about you! Questions are ALWAYS asked about medical histiry and then the steak gets to go through my heart cause I have to answer Any Sudden Deaths? UGH!!! Angel mommy I know it probably makes you sad by me
always being sad but Mommy is hurting SOSOSO BADLY FOR YOU BABY GIRL!!! Sweetpea mommy wants to know your okay ...Can you PLEASE send mama asign. I need to know you love me I feel sososososo much guilt and pain. I LOVE YOU MY SWEET PRECIOUS ANGEL CELIE'BUG! Mommy misses and loves you than ANYONE could EVER IMAGINE INEED YOU HERE IN MY ARMS MY ANGEL .I LOVE YOU NOW AND FOREVER AND PRAY I GET TO SEE YOU!!! WUV YOU C'C!!!
Monday, March 27, 2006 - Your mommy that luvs and misses you so
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MAMASHITA:
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I MISS YOU SO MUCH, today is a bad day, I really hope to hug you, but it is imposible, you are gone, please forgive but I cannot let you go, it hurts so bad, I just to do not have time for anything when I had you, but know since I am not working, I feel I am getting crazy, I need you, your beautiful smile, mama, your emell, you and only you is all I need to be happy again. I want to yell, and say to everybody that no I am not fine, nobody talks about you anymore, I miss you, I do not if they think I forgot you, but not not, I WILL NEVER, I know you are fine, you cannot be in a better place, but you left mommy, please take me, I need to be with you.
Monday, March 27, 2006 - YOUR MOMMY
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Armani,
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Hey little guy,its mommie I am just sitting here thinking about you and missing you the same way I do every day. it just seems like each day it get harder and harder to deal with your death. but I know that CHRIST will get me through it. well I bet that you are having so much fun up there with all your little friends that you have, you are becoming such a big boy... well love mommie has to go now but i just wanted to write a couple of lines to let you know that i was thinking of you and missing you bunches Well I love you son but I am gonna close this letter but till next time......I send all my LOVE and KISSES to you!!!
Monday, March 27, 2006 - with love ur mommie!!!!!
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My Sweet baby boy Armani
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Well Hello again my little Angel! it's mommie I have been thinking about you alot these last couple days.kristina came over and brought your cousin Gabby and to just see how chubby she is it just reminds me of you. Daddy and i were talking about if you were still here with us how big you would be, and also how spoiled you would be. when we see babys still it tears us apart so deep down in side that we dont ever let anyone know but it hurts more than you know. we miss you so much that I just wish that I would just wake up 1 morning and you would be here with us again. even thought it has been 2 long years it seems like you just left us yesterday well at least the pain still feels the same if not worse. Armani , pray for mommie because I am going through so much right now and i am felling so many different things that i am really confused. I just need the LORD to show me how to deal with all that I am dealing with you know as well. but just keep me in your prayers. OH amd Armani please pray for papa carlos because he is really sick right now and I need the LORD to give him a special touch.so keep him in your prayers as well PLEASE!!!! because you know as well as I know that i can not deal with any more deaths in my path right now! well baby boy mommies has to go for now but I love you and I send all my love to you and kisses from me to you GOODNIGHT ARMANI!!!till next timeSON!!!!!!!!
Monday, March 27, 2006 - with love ur mommie!!!!!
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Dearest Gabrial,
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We had you for such a short time but we loved you...
Looking at you when you were so peaceful I knew you were safe, but God needed you for something.
Mo Stoir, you are safe now, do not be afraid my child...
I love you with all my heart baby, I love you with all my heart....
Monday, March 27, 2006 - Your Dad
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My sweet sweet Angel Celie'Bug'
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Hello My Sweet Precious Celie'Bug. Oh My sweet sweet sweet baby girl Oh how I need you here in my arms Oh how I miss those big goggly BLUE eyes. Angel mommy misses you so much I'm out here just NUMB SCARED ANGRT FEELING this unhuman PAIN MYU HEART HURTS EVERY SINGLE SECOND OF THE DAY AND NIGHT!!! Everything is a baby everyone is having ababy Everyone has a baby...........N
ot me I have one but I CAN"T HOLD HER FEED HER BATHE HER CUDDLE WITH HER SEE HER SMILE HEAR HER CRY HEAR HER GIGGLE SEE HER FIRT BIRTHDAY AND ENJOY IT WITH YOU WATCH YOU GROW I ALWAYS YEARN FOR YOU MY SWEET PRECIOUS BABY CELIE!!!!!!!!!!!
!Celie I know you watch over Mama and your big bubba Elijah and two big sissy's Corinne and LI'LI. But MY SWEET ANGEL I WANT YOU BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!
!SWEET SWEET SWEET CELIE I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU MT SWEET PRECIOUS ANGEL BUG!!! I LOVE YOU BABY CELIE! OH HOW I LOVE AND MISS YOU! I hate closing my letters to you just know that my missing and loving you not EVER EVER EVER closes or ends!!!!! WUV YOU BABY GIRL!!!
Sunday, March 26, 2006 - Your sad grieving mommy luv u bug!
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Joshua
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Hey Babydoll,
I am so sorry I havent written in a little while. I have been so busy going to full time classes, full time work and trying to have a full time personal life.
I cant beleive that it will be your 1st birthday on April 18th. I just never thought that a year ago I would be here at this site writing you. Today has been exactly 8 months since I held you last, kissed you last and saw you smile last. I miss you so much honey and I wish sooooo much that I could be holding you right now and making you laugh. I miss and love you more than anyone knows.
Take care of yourself and all the friends you have made up their in heaven. XOXOXOXOXO Love, hugs and kisses forever.
Saturday, March 25, 2006 - Mommy
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Taylor
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hey punkin'! wow, it's really been five years, hasn't it? it dosn't seem like it's been that long! i still havent figured out how to deal with this yet...i don't know if i ever will...it just dosn't seem fair at all that you had to go...you should still be here. Blayne's walking...and Kendall's talking...and Nathan...well he's just Nate-nate...but you, you're gone, and i just don't understand it. i want to so bad, but i can't it just dosnt make sense. i miss you and i love you. i always will!
Saturday, March 25, 2006 - Aunt Krystle
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My sweet little angel Cayden James
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Hey bubby! I miss you so much! It has almost been four months since I held my sweet baby in my arms! I want you back so bad. I don't know what to do. You were my life, I need you so much. You brother is the only thing keeping me going right now. I love him so much too! I feel so empty without you. I feel like I lost myself too. I dont know who I am or what I want. I know I want you back. My sweet little boy. What did we do to deserve losing you? We love you so much and you were such a happy boy. You were walking talking and loving the world. You loved to be outside, playing with your brother, and just being with family. I just don't get it! I would give just about anything to have you here with me right now. Your brother misses you so much. He always talks about you. And now that I'm pregnant, he thinks that you will be back again. He really wants you here...we all do! Well, I should go. I love you sweet angel! I will never forget you! None of us will.
Saturday, March 25, 2006 - Mommy-millions of squeezes and kisses
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hi mamashita
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itīs mommy again, I miss you so much, you know I am trying to get pregnant, I hope it will work, I put some beautifull flower in your gravesite, Edwin is fine, but he misses you too much, I talked to his principal yesterday and She say he always say he misses his little sister, he is hoping for twins, a boy and a girl so you can be two boys and two girls, IMISS YOU AMASHITA, please come to me in dreams-
Friday, March 24, 2006 - your MOMMY
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Tyler Matthew Egans
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Hi there, Sweetie! I miss you always and think of you all the time, I have some great news for you- you have another little brother. His name is Taydan Marcus Egans, he was born Jan 25, 2006. He looks alot like you. I have your pictures around the house and TJ asks questions about you, you are 6 yrs old now, I can only imagine you'd be as active as TJ is right now. We love you always and you are in my heart forever. I miss you everyday. Be sweet, angel and look out for your little brothers. Love always and forever.
Friday, March 24, 2006 - Mom, Dad, TJ, and Taydan
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My little hunny bunny,
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Well Good morning sunshine! mommie thought that I would write you and just let you know that I am thinking of you and missing so much right now. well I hope all is well with you and mommie wants you to know how much I love you! well baby boy mommie has to go I have alot to do today. send lots of hugs and kisses from me to you but till next time.....
Friday, March 24, 2006 - with love yr mommie!!!!!
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Baby Tiny Feet,
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Aiden, I have not had the courage until today to write to you in such a long time. I did not know what to say or how to say it. You are going to be a big brother in a couple of months. Daddy and me wish that you were here. Your big brother Cody misses you so much. I find him staring at your pictures while he eats lunch sometimes. He can say your name now and it sounds so cute coming from him. Last night he talked about how he used to hold you and feed you a bottle and how he used to try to comfort you after a bath. His little heart is broken but is mending with time. He is scared that this baby will also be an angel. Aiden, please watch over Cody and the new baby and help Cody through this very difficult time. He needs an angel right now. We miss you so much and not a single day goes by without us thinking of you. I almost forgot to tell you that you have a new baby girl cousin. Auntie Rosa had her baby girl last week. I love you so very much. You will always live on in the hearts of your family. I am finally ready to start helping other families that are going through the same thing. I am starting to find inner peace in something that broke my heart into many pieces. Aiden you will also be my baby boy and I will always kiss those precious Tiny Feet in my dreams. Love you with more than all my heart and soul. We will be together again one day and I will never let you go so be prepared for a very long hug in the future from your mommy. I love you always. Angel kisses....
Friday, March 24, 2006 - Mommy
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Dear kelsey
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my best friend i dont now wat to rite but im gonna sing you a song when you get this message
Friday, March 24, 2006 - Paige Hale (mommy)
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My Sweet baby boy my Angel Armani,
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Well Hello there my love of my life it is ur Mommie!!!! Iknow you are probably in total shock that you are hearing from me agian.I am so sorry sweet heart that I have not wrote you in a long time but we have not had a computer so now that we have one I will be sure to write you every day.
well any ways how are things in heaven? great I know, I bet my wittle papa is getting to be such a big boy and so handsome I think about you so much each and every day I dont think there is a minute in my life that doesnt go by that I dont think about. your 2 yr annv. was on Feb. 27th and I must say that was a really hard day for me I was feeling really down and depressed but I just had to think about all the special times that I had spent with you and that put a big smile on my face.I just miss you more than words can ever explain and I wish you were here with me but I know that everything happensfor a reasonand all I could do is pray that the LORD would keep on giving me the strenght to go on each day
well your sisters are getting so big and they talk about you alot and they always say how much they miss you and love you every time we go to the store they say mommie could we get this toy for brother cause he would really like it, and marissa says we could send it to him but she doesnt realize that we cant do that. but it's so cute cause her heart is in the right place. Arianna misses you so much she always talks about you to her friends and people at church, it makes me feel so good to know that it has been 2 yrs and they have not forgot about you and they keep everything about you alive that make me really happy because I was so scared that because they were so little that they would forget and PRAISE GOD they didnt.
well Daddy miss you like crazy and he also talk about you alot well all miss you and love you so much Armani , mommie does not even have words that can explain how we feel about you and I want you to know that we love you more than the day you left us.....
Oh! I almost for got to tell you we got a forienexchange student from korea and she is the sweetiest girl I have ever met you would really like her she is here for 1 yr.
well papa just keep mommie in your prayers because I need strenght to go on I have been going through so much just put it this way everythinghas been going wrong for me and now we dont have a car cause the van broke and it is gonna cost alot of money to fix it that we dont have. so please pray that the LORD would have his hand over all these situtions.
well Baby boy mommie has to go now I love you and miss you a whole bunches and send my love and kisses from me to you but till next time.....
Friday, March 24, 2006 - Love ur mommie Yvette
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mommies cadence
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Hey,sunshine boy! Whatcha' up too? Just playin' with all the other little angel babies, huh? I sure do miss you,son. Daddy misses you too. We think about you and talk about you all the time,but I'm sure you knew that already.I sure do want some of those kisses I love so much. Pretty soon I'm gonna have to get out there to the site and put you an Easter bunny and maybe some pretty new Easter lillies or something out there,huh? I miss you so much,son,and I love you so much.All of the family misses you,sweet baby.Oh,yeah...H
ave you been tryin' to talk to your NANA lately.She sure thinks that you might be,son. That sure is sweet of you,son.She misses you alot too,baby. Everybody does. Especially your daddy and I. Your brother,gage says hello and he loves you too. He's gotten so big. On the fifth you would be six months old.I sure wish I had you here with me again,but I know that I cannot be selfish. The good lord needed you or he would not have taken you,son.Your gotti and grandad miss you very much too. And your aunts and uncles miss you son. Pretty soon we may have your picture on this site so that everyone will be able to see just how sweet a baby I'm writing all the time. Well,son,I guess I'll go for now, but you know I'll be writing you soon. I love and miss you very much,POOPY PANTSES MANSES!!!!!!!!
Thursday, March 23, 2006 - your mommy,Claudette Jean Bailey
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Hey Little Man
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I wanted to let you know that I am missing you very much. I love you baby boy. I have alot of anger, but it isn't at you. You were everything that I ever wanted or could have asked for. I still think of you like that and I think I always will. Go play in the beautiful meadows of heaven baby, and mommy will be there one day to play with you and hold you. You are very much missed by everyone. I love you and will write soon.
Wednesday, March 22, 2006 - Mommy (Michelle Dykes)
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My precious angel Serenity
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i amm having such a hard say today mom wants so bad to hold you I miss Aaron wanted me to tell you that he miss his precious litlle sister he too sometimes cries for you we all miss you
Wednesday, March 22, 2006 - Mommy and big brother
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Isaiah Jahmal Quarles
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I am missing you terribly. I cant believe that you would be 8 yrs old already. It seems that life moves on around me sometimes and I feel that its not really my life because a piece of me is forever gone. Sydney cried last week saying that she wishes she had gotten a chance to meet her "big" brother. I wish that too, more than anything. Savannah's birthday is on Sunday, and I always have a hard time with first birthdays. I longed for you to have a birthday party. You missed so many things that I wanted to do with you. I wish you were here, I wish I could turn back time and hold you a little more, be more patient when you were colicky, I should have kissed you more, sang to you more, anything. I hope you know how much I love you. I would give my own life for you to have just one more day. I am sorry I couldnt help you breath again. I tried so hard, but it didnt work. I will always wonder if I could have done more. I love you--my only son--and I miss you more than words can describe. I cant wait until the day I can see you again. Until then, please keep your sisters safe, and remember that you are loved and missed everyday.
Love,
momma
Wednesday, March 22, 2006 - Ashley Quarles (your mommy)
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My Dear Damien,
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How have you been? Soon you would have been 5 months old. I want to visit you soon.I want to hold you again. I miss you so much. It is so hard to look at your picture. It gives me comfort in a way. I know that you were here and that is what makes it hurt even more. The reason i cry so hard it that you had to leave, i wount ever get to know you, i didnt have enough time with you, and that you will never get to expierence the thing i have. I wonder why his had to happen to you. Why not me? I already had 15 years of life. Take me instead of you. Its not fair. I want you here. It felt right when you were here. We all felt complete and happy. You were the new addition to our family. We all wanted to get to know you. I pray for you everyday. I lve you and I will see you again, till then, I love you!XOXOXO!
Wednesday, March 22, 2006 - Love, Your Aunt Katylin
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Ruby'Jean my sleepy jean
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how is it possible that i miss u more every day.I know u are in the best hands ever BUt i want u in mine Ill be there to hold u Ill hold ur big sister and cusins and futer brothers and sister and always hold u in my heart
Wednesday, March 22, 2006 - nannie
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Hi Mamashita
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Iīve thinking about your so much, you know how things are, dad and I do not understand each other anymore, probably we will separate, Itīs sad but since I lost you nothing seems to make me happy, I am angry most of the time, I feel a hole in my heart, sorry mama, but I miss you so MUCH, every day is worst and worst, I am trying to be a least a normal person but I doīnt think I will ever make it, Edwin is doing really bad at school, I think he misses you too, You know what makes me really mad, it seems like nobody cries or remembers you anymore, nobody talks to me about you, not even dady, somethimes Edwin, but only him or me remember you, that sad.
I will never forget that sweety pie, that came to my life and made it really happy, please help me to do not feel that lonely.
I REALLY MISS YOU MAMASHITA.
Wednesday, March 22, 2006 - MOMMY
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Nevaeh
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Hi sweetie! It's mommie writting to tell you how much I miss you. It seems like yesterday when I was holding you and telling you how much I love you. And it's so hard to think about you being in hevaen. Daddy says he misses you and loves you alot, as well does everyone else. I can't believe that you're actually gone, every time we visit your grave site it sets in that you aren't here anymore. But I know now that you're in a better place and that you're watching over mommie, daddy, Taveon, grandma, and us all. We love you "phat mamma scoop." Keep smiling down on us baby!!
Wednesday, March 22, 2006 - Mommie
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Rebecca
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Hye baby sister it is such a shame that you went so soon and even though you were so young and so was i, it has made a huge impact on my life and i will never forget you. I hope u have grown up as a beutiful girl and dont wory cause you have alot of family up their that i hope have helped you, i wish u were still here i need a sister i am surrounded by boys, hehehaha well love you always mwa xoxo
Wednesday, March 22, 2006 - Your big sister Amanda
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Dear Jacob,
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Hi little man. How is everything going for you up there? I'm sure everything is just great where you are. I'm glad your happy. How is grandpa and you getting along? I bet you guys are best buddys by now. He's a great grandpa. He sure was a great dad, I know that.
I miss you so much Peanut. It still hurts real bad sometimes, but I just think about how happy you must be up there and it kind of helps me not feel so bad. I just wish you were here with us. You never had a chance to live here as a little boy, as my son, and that makes daddy real sad. Your bother never really got the chance to know you, even though he talks about you alot. I guess we'll all get our chance to be with you in the end. I look forward to that so much. Until then I still got a job to do down here raising your brother and sisters. We all miss you alot.
Well I better go now. I'll talk to you again soon. I love you Jacob.
Tuesday, March 21, 2006 - Love Your Daddy
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mommys angel abbreonna
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its mommy birthday all how do i wish you was here it would make mommys birthday one good day but your not but all i can do is keep your memory with in my heart and know that you are with mommy in your own little way abbreonna you your sister and brother has been the best thing that could ever happin to me you are my angel you give mommy the reason to go on in life i just wish i had more time with you to let you know how much mommy really loves you i know that you had it real rough the 8 months you where here but i tryed so hard to give you eevery ting that you needed but mommy will be abel to do so much for you now we got our own house and now i can put all your stuff back out so i can think of your little pritty face and think about how you use and still look down on mommy and smile well i love you my angel and i will write you some more soon
Tuesday, March 21, 2006 - love all ways mommy
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Dear Cadia Rose
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It's hard to believe you are still gone. God didnt give you to us for very long but I miss your sweet smile. The little time that I did get to spend with you it was such a joy to be your aunt. I know you are in heaven with God now and you are safe in his arms, even though I miss you and think about you everyday. Taylor sends you ballons all the time, I hope you enjoy them. you will always be a angel in my eyes and I am so blessed to have known you. Someday I will see you again.
Tuesday, March 21, 2006 - Aunt Kelly
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my precious angel CHASE...
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UR MOMMY'S ONLY LIL BABY BOY...HOW STRANGE THAT STILL SEEMS TO CALL U THAT...BUT- U ARE MY BABY BOY..I MISS YOU EVRY MINUTE OF EVERY DAY..DAYS ARE MORE BEARABLE THAN I EVER THOUGHT THEY COULD BE..BUT AS THEY SAY, LIFE STANDS STILL FOR NOONE..U , MY PRECIOUS, WOULD BE 16 YRS OLD THIS YEAR...DONT THINK FOR AN INSTANT I HAVENT THOUGHT IT WOULD BE THE YEAR I WOULD BE FREETING OF U GETTING A CAR..TO RIDE OFF IN ...I CAN STILL FEEL THE STRESS THAT WOULD CAUSE AT THE THOT OF THAT..:) MOMMY LOVES U PRECIOUS LIL BOY...ALL OF UR BIG SISTERS DO TOO...YOU HAVE A LITTLE NIECE..HER NAME IS BROOKLYN AND I SUFFERED EVERY SINGLE DAY FOR A YEAR AFRAID..THE THE SO FAR- INCURABLE MYSTERY DEATH THAT TOOK U WAY ..WOULD TAKE HER TOO...I WOULD WAKE AT NITE AND HAVE TO CHECK HER..UNTIL WE FINALLY PUT HER ONA MONITOR..THAT NEARLY DROVE ME INSANE..SO, BABY BOY.U SEE-NOT ONLY ARE U LOVED AS MUCH AS EVER..U ARE THOT OF IN MORE WAYS THAN ONE ..EVEN THOUGH THEY GO UNSPOKEN -ALOUD-UR STILL WITH ME..EVRY BREATH I TAKE..I LOVE U ALWAYS...LOVE MOMMY....
Monday, March 20, 2006
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Dear Damien,
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I love you so much!I miss you and want to hold you every second of the long day. I want to hold you and want to kiss your head. Look into your eyes and tell you that I love you. Everyone misses you and loves you. Everyone thinks about you. You are really my little angel. A little angel sent down to me to show me to value the thing I have because they could be taken away so sudden; like you were taken from us. I feel your loss everyday of my life. I love you and wish you could be here and i will see you soon; but not soon enough. i love you more than anything. XOXOXOXOXOXOXO!I
LOVE YOU DAMIEN!
Monday, March 20, 2006 - Aunt Katylin XOXO
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Dear Damien,
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I miss you so much, There is not a day that goes by and I dont think of you! I love you more than anything! I wish I could hold you again and kiss your head! Tell you that I love and hold you again. I know that will never happen and i make all this even worse. I dont know what to say to my sister. I can only hold her and tell I love her. This has been so hard on your gamily. We all miss you and love you. I think about you everyday and pray that you are in heaven and that you are with God. I will see you again soon, but it will seem like forever till I get there. I love you Damien, with all my heart!
Monday, March 20, 2006 - Aunt Katylin
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Hello Cadia Rose,
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Cadia, you are missed so much! A year ago today, we had a baby shower for your arrival! You were so blessed to have such a large family that loved you before we even knew you. I look at your pictures every day. I will always love my little "rosebud" and will never forget the joy you brought to us and your sweet smile and laughing blue eyes!
Monday, March 20, 2006 - Gramdma Sharon
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Dear Belinda Leigh
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You where my big sister that i never meet. you were born and died before i was born. i never got to talk to you or grow up with a sister. even know i never meet you i can feel you inside of me. i talk to u when im sad, but you never answer. i love you and when we meet you can look after me like the you were meant to do. we will meet ne day. i love you an im waiting till the day we meet. i would ratter u be here now to help me thro life but your not here in person but i can feel you helping me. i love you with all my heart
Sunday, March 19, 2006 - Your little brother Sam
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Hey Little Man
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I miss you more today then the day you were taken from me. I want you to know that you are loved very much. I still think about how I would watch you while you slept, and think to myself how beautiful you were. I would give anything to hold you. To look into your blue eyes. I feel I let you down. I was suppose to protect you and keep you safe. I know that it isn't my fault. Sids is something that no one can prevent, but I keep thinking I let you down.I promise to keep you near my heart at all times. Tell Pawpaw we love and miss him.
Sunday, March 19, 2006 - Mommy
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Gabriel
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godnight son mommy loves you im over at aunt mandys ill be hear for a while if you want to send mommy another sign welp goodnightlot of love xoxoxo
Sunday, March 19, 2006 - Gabriels mommy
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Dear Tyson
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Goodnight Baby Boy !! xxoo
Saturday, March 18, 2006 - Daddy
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My precious baby girl Celie
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Hello sweet pea! Mommy sure has been a mess latley mama has so so so very much anger due to losing you! Your big brother Elijah got to get out of the hospital on Friday. He cried the whole way home for you sweet angel! I just feel "EMPTY!!!" without you here with me it's such horrible empty feeling .Baby I started on your website today.Getting all my favorite poems and things about you my precious beautiful baby girl! I love and miss you more than ANYONE WILL EVER EVER EVER KNOW!!! I love you C'C!
Saturday, March 18, 2006 - Love your mommy xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox
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BABY MICHAEL
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hey baby boy i know its been a while since i have talked to u but i am trying to fix that i keep trying to tell my self ur not here anymore but its like the more i tell myself that the harder it is to beleve it i look at ur sister who is now 6 and i wounder what it would be like to see u and her playin together she talks about u to me all the time she tells me u lay with her at nite until she falles asleep. she misses u i think she has takin it better then all of us but i am guessing that its cuz she still feels u here i have tryed to deal with all of this but all i seem to do is hide all my feelins and take care of everyone eles and i am not sure if i can anylonger i will try my hardest and never for get i love u so so very much i wish i could see hear and feel u now.
Saturday, March 18, 2006 - mommy
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my dearest nephew micheal
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hey lil man its your aunt sherry, i found this website and thought of you. i didnt have but few precious m oments with you. i was pregnant with your cousin when you past away. i cant help but look at him and remember you. i cried so hard the day you left. your mommy and your daddy were so hurt. ill never understand why god gicves us these precious lil angels and takes them away. is it some kind of sick joke for some sin weve commited. or were these angels truely not ready for this earth. i know one thing its not for us to know or question. your mommy and daDDY MISS YOU TERIBLY BABY BOY. you sister too. ill never forget the time we shared what little that we had. youll always be in my heart baby boy. watch over your mommy and your daddy too. they need a kiss and hug every once in a while. watch out over your cousins i never got to hold them god brought them home too soon. let them know i love them and baby boy i love you too.
Saturday, March 18, 2006 - aunt sherry
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Hi Isaiah,
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I never thought that I would be writting a letter like this. But the day has come, Isaiah, I miss you. The whole family misses you. Family get togethers just aren't the same. Elijah and Taylor talk about you all the time. As you probably know, Elijah is now the only boy everywhere we go and he misses you very much. Well, I'm gonna go for now but I will talk to you again. I love you and miss you.
Saturday, March 18, 2006 - Aunt Michelle
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My lovebug Logan Cheyanne Pagie Barnett
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Hay my sweet angel How are you doing?. Mommy is doing okay I guess i still miss you so very bad i cry everyday the pain is still fresh like you just left but july will make a year that you have been gone but the pain will never leave .As you kno9w mommy finally went and got some help to deal with this horriable thing that has shattered my life and everyone in the family .Logan i love and miss you so very much. you would be 10 months old I wonder everyday what you would be doing now how you would look and act and all that stuff. As you know too me and your dad are not together any more things just arent working between us and all we do is fight so i decided to just separtrate for now untill we both get help dealing with the loss of our baby .Anyway Logan please ask god to watch over us and keep us safe and help me though this very,very,very hard time i am having. Logan your room is stilll the same i cant take anything aout of there yet i am not ready i feel that if i take out your things i'll have nothing left of you cause i acan go in your room and it still smells like you .Please ask god to carry me give me the steaght i need to live life without you cause i still dont know how my whole day is just all about you like you are still here which i wish so babdly that you were just to hold you one more time to feel you next to me is all i want i just want you back.well sweetheart mommy has to go for now but i will write soon i love and miss you so,so,so,so,so,s
o, sooooooo,very much love you with all my heart xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
xoxall the huges and kiesses in the world just for you my lovebug
Saturday, March 18, 2006 - your still very sad and broken hearted mommy heather
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JoshFish
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Hey sweety, how does it feel to be a year old now? It was very hard on mommy and daddy, We just wish you could have been here. we fixed your grave like I said we would, it looks like a little aqairium. It is so beautiful. It is the least you deserve. I miss you so much baby. Your little brother still isnt here yet but I know you will look out for him. tell your grandpa we all love and miss him too and not to spoil you too much before we all get a chance. I love you my Joshfish I only wish it could have been different.
Saturday, March 18, 2006 - mommy
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hey baby
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its daddy again just wanted to say hi beautifull i miss you i talked to your mommy again today she is still mad at me but i know she really loves us and misses you so much i love you and miss you more than youll ever know love ya
Friday, March 17, 2006 - your daddy
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My Little Lacey Love (LACEY ANN BRANDON)
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Do remember when you entered my world? Do you remember, my sweet little girl?
Less than six months I had you, it went by so fast. Now without you, eleven years in the past. I DO remember every day. What could of been and what should of been and what is. I told God to take care of you for me. I let him know that you are forever, my baby.
Remember I didn't forget. I'm still not over you yet. I want to tell you about your older sisters one turning sixteen and one caught drinking. I want to talk about the clothes you think are cool or all about the boys at your school. I want you to pick on your little brother and complain about chores. I want to hold you one more time. Cause I don't think I got enough that last time. I love you Lacey.
December 1,1994
May 25,1995
Friday, March 17, 2006 - mom&dad&kids (VERONICA SLAYTON)
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Dear Kaylee,
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It's gonna be 2 years on April 16th that you've been gone. It still brings tears to my eyes to this day. Not a day goes by where I don't think of you or miss. I miss you so much. You touched all of our lives and when you left here it broke all of our hearts. We all know that you're up there in heaven and at peace. But it's so hard to go on day in and day out not being able to see you, to hold you, to give you sweet kisses, and tell you how much we love you. I never actually had the chance to say those 3 words to you. I mean who would of thought that our time with you was gonna run out after only 4 and a 1/2 months. You had so much to live for. You had so many things to learn and so many things to experience. It wasn't suppose to be this way. Your mom misses you so much. My heart aches everytime I talk to her cause there's nothing I can do to ease her pain of missing you. And did you know you're a big sister now? Your brother looks so much like you. Kaylee you were suppose to live. If I could trade places with you I would do it in a heartbeat. Just so I can give back to people what they're missing.... and that's you. But also so you could have the chance to live.... live your life to the fullest.... all the way up to the late years of life. And then everyone can be happy again, everyone can smile and mean it, and everything would be ok. Oh sweet Kaylee- Sage.... why'd you have to go?
I never had the chance to say this before.... But I love you Sweetie!!
I miss you lots Cheeky!!
* R.I.P * Kaylee - Sage
2003/11/26 - 2004/04/16
Friday, March 17, 2006 - Your Godmother Katrina xoxox
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My sweet neice Donna Williamson
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Donna my sweet little angel neice ,i love you so very much and think of you always .You now have a little sister to add to your family.Oh how i wish you was here with us all your brothers miss you so very much,your sister becca the most she wishes you could be with her so that she could play with you ,brush your pretty hair,love you,kiss you .It seems like yesterday you was born,even tho i know it wasent,your daddy misses you sooooooo much.The most amazing thing has happened in his life donna!He has found such true happieness with our lord and savior!!!!!!!!Th
ats right sweety he is walking tall with GOD! Well baby girl aunt lisa loves you so very much and wish you was here to hold and love,grandma sharon sends her love and kisses as well.When you talk with GOD tonight ask him that he might send down some comfort to us all here as we all are having a rough time down here,untill next time we talk my precious angel hold in your heart my love and all of our kisses love and hugs to you baby girl .
Friday, March 17, 2006 - Love and kisses and hugs from your aunt lisa and family
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my angel abbreonna
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its been 5 months and 5 days since i lost you life has been so crazy since i lost you i am trying the best i can to coupe with life but nothing seemes to help me no matter what i do i think of you and see your face in so many babbies i think that it is just me missing you so much this has been the longest 5 months of my life i still wish that you was home even knowing that you are in a better place abbreonna i will nvere for get the love i had and still have for you i just feel so bad because i can not come to your grave like i want but i will be abel to come to you real soon i am moving out of momals and back in to our own home so i can start puting your stuff back out i know that stuff is all i have left of you but i want to show it off to the world that i have a angel daughter in heaven i never leave you out for nothing daddy is hurting so bad in side i just wish that he would talk to mommy about it so i know how he really feels about your death i just wish that he was home to be there for me and you when all this went on but i know soon i know babby i hope you visit mommy soon i would really love to see you even thoe i can not hold you just one small visit so i can tell you that i love you and miss you so much
Friday, March 17, 2006 - your mommy
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