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Madison Elaine
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Hello baby, I miss you so much there is not a day that goes bye that i dont think of you! I've been trying to take care of your mom because as you probably know she has cancer very bad and does'nt have very long to live but I keep telling my self that shes going to be okay! Your two sisters are both in love its crazy and your lil bro well he is wound for sound! i cant wait for god to come and get us all juct so i can see my lil lady bug again!
love always,
auntie em
Sunday, May 28, 2006 - marissaspi@yahoo.com
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Dear Lil man
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Hello Honey
We miss you so much it's been 6 years since you've left us and it's been hard at times but my beautyfull wife helps me cop with it all and we are now trying to have a brother or sister for you we will let you know when we get pregnant hugs and kisses talk to you soon
Sunday, May 28, 2006 - Daddy and Emily
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Dear Evan,
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Hi little man- just wanted to say hi and tell you that I love you and miss you. Mommy has been so busy with the wedding. It's crazy!!!! Okay just wanted to say that we love ya!!! Sending you millions of hugs and kisses to heaven.
Saturday, May 27, 2006 - Mommy and Jordan- forever and for always
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baby keyvon
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hey bud, sorry I haven't talked to you for a while I've been busy with school and everything but I'm done so I can talk to you more. I talked to daddy on the phone yesterday and they might come over this weekend and visit grandma ruth for a while. we were supposed to go to Holland today for the weekend till monday but grandma's comming up so we couldn't. my birthday is in 2 months on august 3rd I cant waite I'll be 15 and have more privilages like staying up an hour later than I have each year I get to stay up an hour longer so yeah it'll be so much fun. I'm eating lunch right now it's soup (ramon noodles) I love them. I have no f's on my report card isn't that excallent? well I'm gonna go so I can finish eating.
Saturday, May 27, 2006 - love Aunt Kayla (14)
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Jack Carl West
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I went to see your headstone yesterday. How beautiful it is. How proud of your parents I am. I have been thinking about you alot lately. I guess I always do but going to CKU and seeing your Mom with Carl just made me miss you more. How hard it is that you aren't with us. The little things we miss. I remind myself that there will be lots of time later but I wish your parents had that time now. This will be your first memorial day. Be with your parents and keep them from hurting too much.
Saturday, May 27, 2006 - Your Aunt
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My Sweet Little Holden
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Hi Holden,
You are so missed here, there isn't a moment that Mommy and Daddy and brother Bradley don't think of you. We still can't believe you are in Heaven. It has been 33 days since Mommy held you in her arms. Tomorrow you would have been 9 months old Holden! I keep thinking of that awful night when you left us, but we had a beautiful day together. Please know how much we all love you Holden and miss you. We can't wait until we can hold you again.
All our love, XOXOXOXO
Friday, May 26, 2006 - Mommy
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My Luvbug Logan Cheyanne Pagie Barnett
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Hay my sweet angl How are you today I'm doing okay i guess mommy misses you so much amd i wish everyday you were here. i think of you all the time i see babys all the time and i wonder is that you letting me see you cause the babys all have dark skin brown eyes and hair there all girls too.I love you so much my angle life is so unfair to take a baby out og a good home where threr being taking care of and leave the ones who stave and get beat. well sweetie momma loves I'll write again soo all the huges and kisses in the world just for ouxoxooxxoxoooox
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Thursday, May 25, 2006 - your sad mommy heather
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my angel abbreonna
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hay baby its mommy and daddy i just wanted to say that mommy really loves and miss you so much i can not wait in till the day we can be together again i feel like i am leting you go slowly but i am not life is just so hard on mommy right now i have got to see your brother and sister for 3 days out of 2 weeks boy do i really miss them to i promise that i will be at your grave soon it has been so long since i have been there and there is nothing there but you and i feel like i should be doing more for you still because regardless if you are here with me or not you are and will all ways be my baby abby i hope you come see mommy soon it has been almost 8 months since i seen your smiling face or even touched you i think that my main thing is why you left me so soon i still think about that so much and it really hurts my heart to know that you had to be the one to go well baby mommy loves you and i promise i will be back soon to write more
Thursday, May 25, 2006 - mommy
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dear ethan
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happy 2nd birthday ethan
Thursday, May 25, 2006 - tabitha your big sister
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Dear Hailey Bug
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I just wanted to say that Mommy,Daddy and Alex miss you so very much! I wish you could still be here with us. Laughing and running around. You are our Angel always & forever baby girl!!We started a web site for you and evryone checks it everyday to post a comment.You are so loved and missed. I hope you are looking down and seeing just how much we miss you!No day will ever be the same with out you.You were quite the character and always kept us on our toes. I love you bug Face!!
Wednesday, May 24, 2006 - Mommy ,Daddy, and Alex
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My sweet angel Payton
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Hello sweet Pete. I miss you so very much. I think of you every minute, every second of the day. I often wonder what would have been. I think of how big you would be getting, I miss your cute eyes looking at me. I miss your wonderful noises. I just miss everything.
Tuesday, May 23, 2006 - Love, Momma
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My Luvbug Logan Cheyanne Pagie Barnett
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Hay my sweet angel. How is mommy's beauitful baby doing fine i know i just miss you so much.You are 1 years old now and i wonder what you look like i know your so pretty i can picture you big brown eyes a chubby face roses red checks and brown hair put up on your head. baby i would give anything to see you one more time i need you so much .You know that song by kenny chesney woh you'd be today that is my song to you it is so true it is a really god song for people in our siuturations. life is unfair i know you love and miss your family too just like we miss and love you.Logan you still mean everything to me i still hurt just the same as the day you passed it is'nt any better.i have to look at a headstone when i want to see you that kills me. well sweetheart mommy will go now i will write again soon all the huges and kisses in the world just for you love you so much lovebug xoxoxoxooxoxoxoo
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Tuesday, May 23, 2006 - Your heartbroken Mommy Heather
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To my sweet baby Justus:
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Time has a way of flying by. There's not one day, one minute and one second that I don't think about you. How I would love to see how you look this day. You are 6 years old, and going on 7. I miss you so much. I go to visit you at the gravesite from time to time. It hurts too bad to see just a head stone, and a picture that stands out that was taken in a moment of time. I look around at the other baby graves and its so depressing. New ones are with you all the time. I hope you know that even when I don't go out to the gravesite, I still love you so much. I know your great grandpa is now with you. I know that you are happy, and oh so well loved. I know that we will one day be together and smell your sweet baby smell that you always had. I want to hear that little unique chuckle that was just so precious. I love you every second, every day and every year that passes. I hope to see you in my dreams. Don't be a stranger!
Monday, May 22, 2006 - Your mommy
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My Dearest Angel Celie' Bug,
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Oh my sweet sweet sweet baby girl!!! Your Birhtday was so hard for your Mommy I know you wanted "Your Balloon" As soon as we tied it on your flowers the day of YOUR BIRTHDAY it undid itself on blew blew blew AWAY i at first.you know your Mommywas mad but then I realized YOU WANTED IT IN HEAVEN WITH YOU!!! I tried to make your "resting-place" as beautiful as possible for you! Sweetheart I MISS AND LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL!!! Angel how is Mommy suppose to live without you.Sweeet pea I need you in my arms!!! Sweetangel Celie I WUV YOU!!! SO SO SO VERY VERY VERY MUCH!!! I LOVE YOU ANGEL!!! I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE YOU !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!I WUV YOU AND MIIS YOU MY PRECIOUS CELIE'BUG!
Monday, May 22, 2006 - Your sad grieving mommy luv u bug!
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Aidan
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Well its definetely been a long time since I wrote to you on here. But I know you're always listening when I talk to you. You are always on my mind and I carry you with me wherever I go. Thank you for looking out for mama as I have been traveling alot lately. Please help mama continue to make the right decisions in life and be strong for you. I have had a really hard time with life lately. I'm just so mad that you were taken away from me and I'm still not understanding what happened. I yearn for your touch and kisses, god I wonder what you would be like to this day. I can only imagine. I have so much to say to you and tell you but I don't know where to start. so just know that I am here and wish you were too. I love you with all of my heart and soul. I love you so much. I miss you baby boy.
Monday, May 22, 2006 - Mama
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Aidan
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Hey Boo grandpa fred again, What can I say I am sorry for not writing you more on here, but it does hurt to see all the letters from people who are hurting so much. I feel their pain and anguish as I suffer with them. Steve had a dream about you yesterday where he was holding you and you were giggling what I would not give to see that again. Keep watching over us like you have been. Your mom is well to say the least your mom is worrying me. I am glad she is finally seeking help with her grief after all this time. There is alot of anger in her about why such a thing could happen. I dont guess we will ever find out why. Well boo I am at work and have to get at it, I will write more often. Loving you Missing you
Monday, May 22, 2006 - Grandpa Fred xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox
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Precious Ethan John
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Today you would have been 6 months old. Mommy and I put flowers on your grave yesterday. Audrey was playing at the park,that is where she thinks her baby brother is. You left us two weeks and two days ago, so hard for us to believe, you are gone from our arms, still so close in our hearts. Grandma loves you and truly misses you so very much.Hugs and kisses to my baby boy.
Saturday, May 20, 2006 - Love You, Grandma
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My all so Precious Celie
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Oh how MOMMY"S MISSING YOU!Tommorow would be your First Birthday. It just seems like yesterday that I had my C-Section and then held you in Mommy's arms .Those Big Goggly BlueBlueBlue EYES JUST GLOWED! YOU TRIES TRO HOLD THAT LITTLE HEADOF YOURS UP RIGHT AFTER YOU GOT OF NICU!!! MY PRECIOUS ANGEL HOW HOW HOW CAN YOU NOT BE HERE FOR YOUR FIRST BIRTHDAY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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!!!!!!!!!!!!Ms. Celie'Bug Mama is dying with all the pain she feels.Bug mommy NEEDS YOU NOW!!!Celie PLEASE BE WITH MOMMY TOMMOROW AS I CELEBRATE YOUR BIRTHDAY YOUR FIRST!!! I Love You C'C!!!!!!!Your Mommy is hurting so badly my WHOLE BODY ACHES FOR YOU WITH PAIN BUT THEN MY MIND FEELS NUMB!!! My Precious Celie I WUV YOU!
Friday, May 19, 2006 - Love and greiving you horribly,Mommy
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My Luvbug Logan Cheyanne Pagie Barnett
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Hey there my sweet baby girl How are you today? Fine i know i still wonder about you. mommy has wrote like two letters since the last time but the computer was been missing up and it wouldnt ecerpt my letter for some reson but anyway mommy misses you so very much my sweet baby i love you so much. I think of you every second of everyday.Things have been okay for me it has been almost a year since you went to heaven but it still feels like yesterday the pain is still so fresh the hurt the heartbreake is still there and as strong as ever but i am trying to be strong for you and your brothers so i guess i am doing fine .Logan I hope you know how much mommy loves you and wanted you and how much i still want you please know you know your room is still the same i havent moved anything every time i go in there i can smell you and it makes me feel so happy and sad at the same time. your brothers still think your coming back no matter how many times i tell them every baby jeremy see a baby girl he thinks it is you they love andmiss you so much too so does your daddy we are not together anymore as i am sure you know already but we all still love you.Logan mommy willl write again soon all the kisses in the world just for youxoxoxoxoxoxox
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Friday, May 19, 2006 - From you sad mommy Heather
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dear johnah,
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hi there my little angel.i miss you so much.by now you would be 3 years old.we all miss you.
Friday, May 19, 2006 - love, mommy
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Rubyjean
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hey there beautiful mommy seen u today
Daddy went to your grave with me we miss u your neace was born on monday please help us look over her mommy misses u and loves u kisses and huggs.
Wednesday, May 17, 2006 - love your mommy
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Dearest Madie-Moo-Moo
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Hi Madie, It's grandma. I miss you baby so muuuuch. I want you back so that I can hold you one more time and kiss you lots. I think about you you in heaven with all your friends and I know that you are ok and not alone. You will forever be in my heart. I love you. I can't wait to get to heaven and hold you and shower you with lots of hugs and kisses.
Tuesday, May 16, 2006 - Grandma
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Hi Mason
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How is my Ittle Man doing? I know ofcourse you are wonderful, you are with God in Heaven. It is still very hard for me to talk to you, but I think about you constantly and wish I could hold you just one more time. You know that Mommy and Daddy aren't together anymore and that we fight alot, but it's not your fault. Mommy and Aaron are together now and I know you see how happy he makes me and I know how much you loved your Aaron. You also know that you have a new little brother on the way and his name is going to be Aedyn Ross. I am really scared that the same thing is going to happen to him that happened to you I really hope it doesn't but if it does I know that you will take care of him until Mommy gets to Heaven. When I do get to Heaven we have so much to talk about don't we? I can't wait to see you and hold you again. You will always be Mommy's Ittle Man and I will always love you more than anything in this world. I'm going to go now but you have fun with all the other babies up there. Tell Aliaha and Zander that I said hi. I love you and miss you so much Mason Blaine!!!
Tuesday, May 16, 2006 - Love Forever, Mommy
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Nathan James Cooper
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Hello my little man I am missing you so much my heart aches today has been a bad day a lady at work asked me who the baby's picture was on my pc's desk top I told her of course you but couldnt bring myself to say that you were no longer with us I was choking as she was cooing over you I Love and miss you soo much
Tuesday, May 16, 2006 - Nana
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hey poppa
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hi baby boy mommy missies you so much. i can't wait to see you again.
Monday, May 15, 2006 - mommy
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Baby Holdyn
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We miss you and think of you daily. Watch over all the babies in the family and your Mommy & Daddy.
Monday, May 15, 2006 - Nanny
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My Luvbug Logan Cheyanne Pagie Barnett
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Hey my love bug how are you? Mommy is okay Happy Birthday my sweey angle you are 1 now I bet you are getting so big it hurts me spo much cause i'll never know My birthday was one day after yours your birthday was so hard for me and your family cause we miss you so much your aunt lisa came in and we came to the gravesite i think it is so unfair that i had to look at a stone instead of my baby on her birthday it hurts so very bad baby so much i dont know how much longer i can take it i try so hard for you and your brothers but the pain i feel everyday of my life is just terriable it is heartbreaking to wake everyday hoping it is a dream still after a year almost i still hope it's only a dream and i will wake up and you will be there but everyday i am dissapointed.Mad
e sad everyday just cause i want you here so much and because i love you miss you so very much there will never be any words to say how i feel how much i want you here and need you amd miss you . Well sweet heart mommy will go now but i will be able to write you more untill i go back home so mommy will write again tomorrow i love and miss you so very much wish you were here sending all the huges and kisses in the world just for you my luvbugxoxoxoxoxo
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Sunday, May 14, 2006 - Your heartbroken Mommy Heather
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Ethan John Bright
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Grandma's sweet baby boy. We went to Aunt Deanna's today for Mother's Day. The last time we were there for a big ocassion you were with us. That was Easter Sunday. Mommy and Daddy, your big sister Audrey, Grandma Darlene, Uncle Randy, Uncle Kevin, Nicole, Troy, Savannah and Clay. Aunt Deanna was busy with a very nice day for all of us, the one thing that made us happy and sad, you were not there for us to hug and play with, like at Easter you were so full of smiles and squeals, what a happy memory we have of you that day.You can never be gone from our hearts we all love you and miss you so much. Play with the angels our sweet precious angel boy, we know Jesus is holding you 'cuz He said" Let the little children come to me." Jesus is helping us to be brave and to be strong. We love you baby Ethan John
Sunday, May 14, 2006 - Lots of love, Grandma K.
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Ruby-Jean
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Your cousin well be here tomarrow.Her name well be Desiree Jean after you your aunt Beckie and your Nannie.She may never meet you but be for sure she well know all about you we love and miss you so very much my sleepy baby girl Ill always be holding u in my heart
Sunday, May 14, 2006 - Nannie
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Dear Keyvon (Baby Boy)
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Hey my little angel I miss you so very much! today is Mothers day and I got lots of pretty flowers from your daddy and my friends! It's my first mothers day and I wish so bad that you were hear with me. It's hard for me to enjot this day with out my beautiful baby boy to hold. Life is not fair and I don't undetstand it sometimes! I really miss you baby and I'll visit you in my prayers. Love you with all my heart
Sunday, May 14, 2006 - Love you always ~Mommy~
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hey! my little man keyvon
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grandma and grandpa scott miss you so much. we think about you every day and look forward to when we will see you again in a beautiful heaven.
Sunday, May 14, 2006 - love grandpa and grandma scott
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Cadence, Hey sweet baby!
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Hey, "Poopy Pantses!" Today is Mothers Day, and I'm missing you terribly. I don't know how to tell you this, but I'm sure you already know that your daddy and I have separtated. I love him, but we could not go on the way we were. I have certain priorities, and I suppose they differ from his. We are two completely different individuals. I guess we just didn't belong together. I hope that you still love me,sweetie. I visited you at the cemetary the other day,and I left a little car there for you that your brother gave me, but he would want you to have it. He misses you, too. I'll write you some more later. I love you,son. Tell the Lord that I love him and I'm keeping my faith, and ask him to give you a squeeze and a kiss for me.
Sunday, May 14, 2006 - Your Mommy, CLAUDETTE JEAN
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baby keyvon
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hey bud,
I hope you got my letter yesterday and had God read it to you with love i hope your making lots of knew friends up there I have been making knew friends down here I wounder if you've met your uncle my brother he died when he was first born in september today is mothers day and mommy, and daddy are comming over today for dinner you were supposed to be here with them at one o-clock but that isn;t gonna happen we all miss you a lot have you been listening to gods word and reading the bible with him everyday i hope ypur eating well I sure am. well I have to clean the house before they get here so Aunt kayla will talk to you later.
Sunday, May 14, 2006 - love always Aunt Kayla
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To my dearest son Gabriel
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It's mother's day tomorrow, my first mothers day that I have a child, but I really feel like I don't because you're in heaven. I guess last mothers day I had one too but I didn't know you because you were inside me and very tiny. I miss you so much, it's hard to keep living. I can't wait for the day I'll see you again. I have another tiny baby inside now, and in Dec hopefully you'll have a new baby brother or sister. I wish that I had you though, I want you more than any other baby in the world. You are my oldest son forever and I think of you every minute of every day. You'd be 6 months old yesterday, that was a hard day for me, I kept imagining you being 6 months and I don't get to see you. I love you my son forever,
Saturday, May 13, 2006 - Love your mommy
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hey jeremiah
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hi baby i miss you . we all love you and can't wait to see you again. please go and comfort all those whon love you.
Saturday, May 13, 2006 - mommy, daddy ,auntie asia
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hey Keyvon,
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hey buddy, i miss you lots, i wish you were still here but sometimes your wishes dont come true right? I hope you're having a blast up their with the lord Jesus Christ but I wish you were down here with mommy, daddy, me,and everyone else that loves you having fun with us but you cant be and I understand that. I cant waite till I'm able to see yah in Heaven someday that will be the most happiest moment of my life, besides going there. you were the cutest thing I had ever saw. Mommy, and daddy are goonna have another baby in December so you'll have a little brother or sister.We'll have another baby on earth to love and hold just like we did you, but I want you to know that nobody will ever take your spot NOBODY! All we have left of you is the love you put in our hearts and the memories you left behind for us to share. well I miss yah. All I can say is your in a better place up their than down here and God will watch over you and protect you. no matter what.
Saturday, May 13, 2006 - love your Aunt Kayla (14)
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MADDIE
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HEY MOMMA, WE MISS YOU SO MUCH! MOMMY IS SOO LOST WITH OUT YOU. I TRY AND TELL MYSELF THAT I JUST NEED TO GET THROUGH THE SHORT TIME I HAVE HERE ON EARTH AND THEN I'LL BE WITH YOU SOO. HONESTLY PRINCESS IT DOSEN'T HELP AT ALL. MOTHERS DAY IS IN 1 DAY AND I DON'T EVEN WANT TO CELEBRATE IT BUT, I STILL HAVE YOUR BIG BROTHER AUSTIN I HAVE TO TAKE CARE OF.YOUR ALWAYS IN MY HEART AND I KNOW YOU HEAR ME TALK TO YOU EVERY DAY. REMEMBER MOMMY WILL NEVER FORGET YOU. I LOVE YOU ANGEL
Saturday, May 13, 2006 - LOVE ALWAYS,MOMMY
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Mama Pretty Girl
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Oh my Beautiful Princess how I've missed you so, so, so, so much my beautiful little girl. I think so much about you. I am trying the best I can without you my love. I can't even believe that you have been an angel already for a 1 month and a week. How I remember seeing you for the first time and being so amazed and saying OH MY GOODNESS ANJELIQUE YOU ARE PREFECT.maybe you were and that is why you had to go back. I look at your pictures my princess and I see that beautiful smile that would just bring the happiest tears to my eyes because I thought I am complete I have my boys, your daddy and you my love. How many things I wanted to teach you, to tell you now. It has to be by Mama writing to you. and going into my memory box and smelling your clothes and closing my eyes and imaging you in my arms again my love. I ask the Lord to help me because it hurts to even breathe without you and each time I go somewhere in the house and I see a picture of you I can't help but ask why my love why? I am thankful for the 2 months and 2 weeks you gave us. It was the best ever. I would do it over & over and over again my love.
Each day,each mintue, each second my love for you will grow my princess.
I hope you have the best cloud to lay your little head on. and I hope they are playing your mobile that you loved so much and that someone is taking care of your Bella Doll until you are able to hold it.
OH Anjie. My Pretty Pretty Girl. I MISS YOU MORE THEN I CAN SAY OR EXPLAIN. Please keep an eye out for you brothers and your daddy who misses you so much. Angel I don't know if you could but if you could just visit him in his dream really quickly I know that would be the world to him. Thank you for all the signs you and the Lord have sent to me to let me know you are ok.BABY I BELIEVE.THANK YOU PRINCESS.AND I SHALL NEVER SAY GOODBYE BUT SEE YOU LATER MY LOVE.
I love you ANJELIQUE CAMILLE AUGUSTIN.AKA MAMA PRETTY GIRL
Friday, May 12, 2006 - Mama
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Celie'Bug
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Almost Happy First Birthday Beautiful! Celie May 20th- July 6th 2005.I miss you so much! I always wondered why you had to leave, mommy and I so soonBut I know your with God now. I'm so sorry it took me so long to write but Baby girl you are ALWAYS with me in my mind body and soul. You will ALWAYS be FOREVER LOVED!!! You are so precious to me. I love you little Celie with your beautiful "blue eyes" I still see your "loving smile" you gave to me the night at the bowling alley. Baby Girl I wish you were here with us but baby girl keep sending your loving signs down to us. I'm ALWAYS with you!
Friday, May 12, 2006 - Love, your 2nd daddy Kenny Wayne
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Joshua
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Hey Babydoll,
I was just thinking about you alot and I thought I would come and write you a little letter. Mothers Day is this Sunday and boy is it gonna be hard with out you hear with me. But I know your always looking over me and guiding me. I was thinking about participating in the SIDS walk this Sunday and do the 5K walk/Run. Oh honey I wish you were here with me right now. You would be a little older than 1 year old. I always imagine what you would be doing at this age, but I see you in my dreams and you are beautiful. I love you so so so much. xoxoxoxoxo Love you forever and ever.
Friday, May 12, 2006 - Mommy
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Dear Hunter
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May 11, 2006
Hunter Taylor Lankford
You are an angel.
We are blessed to have held you in our arms,
We are blessed to have shared you with our family & friends,
And every moment of every day you live on.
And we love you beyond what we can comprehend,
We will always treasure the memories,
We will share you all of the days of our lives,
We smile when we think of you,
although there are times we cry with sadness and our arms ache to hold you,
we know that you are near,
and that our bond is eternal and
crosses the line of "death" as we know it on earth,
Hunter, angel dear,
we love you,
mommy & daddy lankford
Thursday, May 11, 2006 - mommy & daddy lankford
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Branden
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Hi baby this your mommy.I wanted to start off by saying I love you so much and me and your dad really miss you. We think about you everyday.Every night when I pray I ask God to take good care of you and to tell you hi.Baby I want to thank you so much for doing all that you did while you were here with us.You made 10 days of my life the best ones ever.I mean you brought me and the whole family so many smiles and laughs.You even laughed out loud the day before you passed and let me tell you it was the best sound I have ever heard in my life and believe me when I tell you this I will never forget it.You know BJ it is so much going on in our life right now I mean boy are we busy.Me and your daddy is going back to work and trying to get the money together so we can start saving up for our wedding and other future plans.Well your aunty is about to have her baby in a few months and she is so scared so I need you to do me a favor and watch over her and send her a message that everything is going to be ok and you are going to make sure of that. Hopefully one day you have you a brother or sister but your daddy really wants to have another little boy so we will see how that work out.Yeah your daddy told me he came to the cemetary to visit and sat down and talked to you for a while.I'm really glad he did that because I believe it made him feel a whole lot better.O baby i cant stop telling you how much I love you and miss you and one day hope to see you again.We made you a beautiful garden in celebration on easter and Mothers Day is coming up soon and I hope we do something real nice and pretty again because your garden has flowers, butterflies, and a easter bunny in it, is so beautiful.March 16 2006 was the best day in my life when you entered the world and let me tell you March 26 2006 was the worst day in my life.But you know we gone be alright what happened aint alright but we gone be alright.Baby I love you and will continue to write you all the time I mean all the time.I'm about to go now and will talk to you later.
Love You So Much
Thursday, May 11, 2006 - your mommy
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My Precious Celie'Bug
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Boy has Mommy been missing you! I'ts almost your first Birthday! I'm REALLY hurting for you my precious angel. Mommy will be going to your resting place and celebrate your 1st Birthday. Angel mommy hurts so so so bad I feel like just giving up. Life is throwing Mommy punch after punch.Ms. Celie please help Mommy with "our" situation with your big bubby Elijah and your two big sisters Corinne and Aaliyah.I need your guarrdianship over Mommy and your sisters and your Big brother. Oh my sweet sweet sweet angel my heart aches for you each and every day My arms yearn for you! I know On May 20th God and all your angel friends will celebrate your birthday! Celie I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU WITTH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL!!!
Wednesday, May 10, 2006 - Your sad grieving mommy luv u bug!
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Grayce Marie
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Hey my beautiful baby, it is mommy. I am writing to wish you a happy birthday. I can't believe that you are going to be 2 already this Friday. Is so hard to believe that time flies by. Mommy and daddy have planned a little birthday party down here on earth to honor you. I know that you will be celebrating with many family and friends up there in heaven. I wish that you were here with us. There is NOT a day that goes by that I do not think about you. We all wonder what you would look like and what you would act like. Would you been fun loving like your brother or stubborn and have a temper like your sister? Would you look like daddy like the other two or would mommy luck out and have a baby that looks like here. It does not matter for we love you for you. The only thing that brings comfort to mommy is knowing that one day I will be able to hold you again. Until that day I want you to know that mommy and daddy love you with all of our hearts and miss you very much everyday. Please continue to watch over us. Can you give Ella a little extra attention? She has really been through alot and I know because she has a big sister like you she will be ok. I love Miss Grayce. Happy Birthday baby girl!
ps if you hear from auntie Melissa can you let her know that mommy wishes her the best and thinks of her often.
Tuesday, May 9, 2006 - Mommy and Daddy
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Dear Evan Tyler,
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Hey buddy- just wanted to say that I love you and I miss you and wish you were here. Mommy will bring you flowers soon. I love you. Sending you millions of hugs and kisses in heaven.
Monday, May 8, 2006 - Mommy and Jordan- forever and for always
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lazarus taylor/ our angel
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hey im just writeing becuz i havnt in a while and i miss u so!
momys doing good shes still fat and pregnant!
shes doing great!
she misses u so much!
shes still dateing that guy justin
i dont really like him!
i dont think you would either!
ya know baby i love ya do much! everyone misses you alot!
where gonna have a baby shower soon
its gonna be so fun!
the one we had with you was so kool!
anyways if this dosnt reach you ill see you soon!!!
Monday, May 8, 2006 - aunty angelxoxoxoxoxo!
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Abigail
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Hi angel its mommy I miss you so much sweetie I wish that you could be here with me although you are in a very safe place and i no that you are taken care of day in and day out so there is not any where elce in this world that i would want you to be that isnt with me well abby it is almost your birthday sometimes i wonder about you and I think about you walking and getting into things and saying little words i wish i could have watched you grow up baby girl but jesus had better plans for you in heaven daddy loves and misses you to well baby girl i am going to go for now but not forever and i am sending bundles of hugs and kisses you way I LOVE YOU!!!!
Monday, May 8, 2006 - Mommy
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Armani my little Angel
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Well Hello there my little guy, how are things in heaven? well I bet everything is all well . well I bet you are getting so big and mommie just wishes that you could be here so I could see how big and handsome you have become as a little man. well I am really sorry that I have not written you in a while but mommie has been so busy and really tired and I have not really been feeling that good these days. well papa carlos went to california to have surgrey to have that mass removed so do mommie a favor and watch over papa and just pray and ask the LORD to watch over him and the doctors well they are in surgrey k
well other than that we are alll doing fine over here everything is good and every one is doing okay well I want you to know that we love you and miss you alot and just know that you are always in our hearts and our dreams and there is not a day that goes by that we dont think about you or miss you more that words can ever explain. just know that we are always talking about you and missing you well mommie has to go but I love you and send all my love and hugs and kisses to you and hope you get them,well till next time son.
Monday, May 8, 2006 - with love ur mommie!!!!!
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For our little angel, Kevin Henry Ortiz
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Baby, mommy and daddy love you, and think of you every moment of the day. I look forward to holding you again, calling you my little poopie head and seeing you laugh. Tell grandpa to hold you tight for mommy and daddy. keep that wounderful smile on your face, we love you.
Sunday, May 7, 2006 - Daddy, and Mommy
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My sweet angle, Payton
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Hey Pete. Me and bubba are going to see papa tomorrow, I am taking you with me in my heart and in my mind. I love you sweet angel. We all miss you so very much. I see your smile every minute.
Sunday, May 7, 2006 - Mommy
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my angel abbreonna
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its been a real long time since i have wrote to you i really am so sorry that i have not wrote to you mommy really missies you so much i have been dealing with your death so much better than what i thought baby girl i got all your stuff out like mommy wanted this move has been so stress full on mommy i would give any thing to have you back it really hurting me when i went to your grave and you had nothing that mommy left you
man this hurts me so much i have some new stuff for you but it has been so hard on me to get to you what really hurts the most is that mommy can not pay for your headstone man i woulg give any thing for you to have a head stone well baby mommy is going to go for now loving you all ways
Thursday, May 4, 2006 - your mommy for life
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to my darling baby kieren il love you for ever
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Kieren
A special smile, A special face,
A special someone we cant replace,
Mummy and Daddy love you Kieren,
And always will,
You've filled a place in our hearts
No one could ever fill.
Rest in peace my little xxxxxx
Thursday, May 4, 2006 - lots of love hugs a kisses from mummy and daddy
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DEAR BJ
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I DONT KNOW WHERE TO START, LET ME SAY I LOVE YOU AND I WILL NEVER FORGET YOU MY PERFECT LITTLE POO-POO. I WANT TO THANK YOU FOR COMING INTO OUR LIVES AND TEACHING US ALL ABOUT LOVE,TRUE LOVE, , LOVE FOR YOU AND LOVE FOR EACH OTHER I KNOW YOU CAN SEE A DIFFERENCE IN ALL OF US. SOMETIMES I LOOK AT YOUR MOM AND DAD AND I THINK WOW LOOK WHAT MY BABY DID I DONT THINK THEY HAVE BEEN CLOSER TO EACH OTHER THEN THEY ARE RIGHT NOW. I WONT LIE I DONT FULLY UNDERSTAND SIDS AND WHY GOD CALLED YOU HOME .I DO THANK HIM FOR EVEN THE VERY THOUGHT OF YOU JUST LIKE YOUR DAD I KNEW YOU WERE SPECIAL FROM DAY ONE, I COULD SEE IT. I KNOW MY SON WILL BE A BETTER MAN BECAUSE YOU LIVED,DONT WORRY ABOUT YOUR PARENT'S THEY ARE WITH ME AND I AM TRYING TO TAKE GOOD CARE OF THEM FOR YOU WITH GODS HELP. THEY MISS YOU ALOT BUT THEY KNOW YOU HAD A JOB TO DO. BECAUSE YOU CAME TO SAVE US ALL, I FEEL WE ALL WILL SEE YOU AGAIN. TELL GOD HE PLAYED US BUT IT'S ALL GOOD!(SMILE) I LOVE YOU BABY WE ALL LOVE YOU PLEASE CONTIUE TO WATCH OVER US YOU KNOW WE NEED IT! P.S I KNOW YOUR PROUD OF YOUR MOM AND DAD THERE GETTING MARRIED MAY26 2007I KNOW YOU WILL BE THERE WITH US, SEE WHAT YOU DID, YOU GO BOY! . I HAVE TO GO NOW I'M AT WORK I WILL WRITE YOU AGIN THIS FEELS SO GOOD.
Thursday, May 4, 2006 - LOVE NE-NE
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My Sweet Hailey,
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Hi baby girl.I've been thinking about you constantly and wanted to write to you and tell you some more how much I love you! Mommy has been really busy with school and just started a new job.it's all so hard with you gone, you were my beuatiful inspiration.Dadd
y inspires me to keep going.but you were my everything. I miss you so much Hailers that my heart aches.my arms feel heavy without you. It's almost Mother's day.another one without my tweety bird to spend it with. I want you to know that i am trying my best to "move on" but that is soooooo hard.it seems that everyone else has sort of accepted this and want me to move on without you.It's just so hard baby because i want YOU more than anything in this world and it is so hard to let go of what i want and know i need the most.I bring pretty pink flowers to where you were laid to rest and they just a token of how much i still love you and how much we miss you every second of every day. Daddy still cries too.we both miss our Hailey so much and will never understand why you were taken from us. You were the best baby and daughter that a mommy could have ever asked for and I love you more than ANYTHING!! I hope you are at peace and that you are safe and sound in heaven.until one day i will join you and spend eternity with you. Millions of kisses and hugs from me to you tweety bird!! I Love You!
Thursday, May 4, 2006 - Mommy XOXO
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My sweet angel, Payton
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Hello mommys sweet angel. I miss you so much, I am having a pretty rough time right now, I just miss you every second of the day. We are taking bubba to DIsney world next week, I wish you could be here with us to go, I planned a trip including you so long ago, never did I think this would happen. Travis asked about you the other day. He misses you too. I love you sweet Pete.
Wednesday, May 3, 2006 - Love Mommy -
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Dear Kayla,
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We miss you every moment of every day.
I pray that you are happy and waiting for us to see you again someday.
You'll be in our hearts always.
Tuesday, May 2, 2006 - Love, Mommy, Daddy and Emma
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Cadence Wayne Bailey, Hi sweetheart!
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It's been so long since I've written it seems. I tried once last week,sweetie, but I think perhaps the website was down or something. I miss you so very much. Daddy does too. We talk about you all the time. How we miss you and love you, son! You know that today is six months since we buried you. It nearly makes me sick to have to say that. I know it seems selfish,but I want you here with me!!!! I don't ever want to question God, however I find myself doing that very thing all the time. I hope he doesn't get upset with me for it. I keep my faith, and always will. Knowing that I'll see you again one day is something tht helps me to keep it. On the 5th of this month you would have been 7 months old,son. I see babies all the time that are about your age, and I think about you. How it would have been and how cute you'd be and what a Daddy's boy you'd be, but you knew that already, didn't you? You'd be Mommy's boy too,though. And you'll always be mommies "poopy pantses manses." I'm sure you knew that too. Well, I love you and I miss you very much. I'll write again soon. And I know this is letters to our babies,but I don't know where the comment section is, but I just wanted to say praise god for this website. It brings so much hope and healing.Thank You!!!!!!
Tuesday, May 2, 2006 - Your Mommy, Claudette Jean Bailey
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abigail
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hi baby girl its mommy writing to you i havent for a little while i have been thinking about you a lot lately daddy has to it is almost your birthday and it is really hard right now i miss you so very much and i cant wait to see you again abigail please help all of us to do the right thing and be good so that we will all be able to see you again someday baby girl it is so hard without you here with us but i no that you are being taken care of with the best right now and forever well baby girl i have to go and take your daddy some lunch and i will talk to you later this evening sending bundles of love to heaven
Tuesday, May 2, 2006 - mommy
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Armani,
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Well hello there my sweet little angel! mommie is so sorry that I have not written you in a while but I have been so busy and plus I have been feeling really sick theser last couple of days and I know that is no excuse not to write my Angel , my baby boy , the love of my life. well anyways I hope all is well in heaven, I hope that you are praying for mommie because I really need all the prayer that I can getright now. well baby boy mommie misses you like crazy and I so badly wish I could hold you in my arms again but I know that wont happen any time soon but I guess all I can do is wish and plus hold the memories that I have hold them close to my heart.
well Armani , you really need to pray for your daddy and I dont know what his problem is or why he has so much anger and hatered towards me , I never did anything to him but I know that he is holding somethingso close to his heart that he doesnt want to tell me , and plus he just doesnt know how to be a husband to mommie, like I am feeling really sick right now and he just blows me off and says what ever, go to the doctors and he is just all in all never there for me and I hate that. I hate to tell you all this but I have no one else to talk to and I know that by me telling you all this that you could pray for mommie and daddy and ask the LORD to give us that special touch in our marriage because he knows out of all people how bad we need him in the middle of our realationship, so please pray for us and just keep looking over your sisters and daddy and I , I know that all of us will be fine but it is just a matter of working through it.
I just badly wish you were here because it seems like the day you left us is when all the problems started your dad and I just had this instant anger towards each other and when you were here it was like we had our first little guy in the house it wasnt always the girls and daddy he had his little buddy around and when you left every thing else left too the love in our home for each other we dont respect eachother and we always say mean things to each other that we dont mean and I know thats why our marriage is so messed up but just pray for us okay.
so besides all of my drama whats going on with you? I can not believe that in 6 months you are gonna be 3 yrs old time has went by so fast I just wish I could have had more time with you to enjoy that time of you growing, but I know that I will see you again in heaven but love just know that mommie loves you very much and I go crazy with out you here but know that you will live on in my heart and my mind forever.well I gotta go to bed its getting late but I love you and I send all my love you to hopefully you will get it all my hugs and kisses but till next time I love you bunches.
Tuesday, May 2, 2006 - with love ur mommie!!!!!
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Aidan
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Hey Boo Grandpa fred here, well today marks the first year that you earned your wings, the day our world changed forever. Things have been very difficult since you left us to serve our lord. I dont think we will ever look at things the same way we did before. There is anger and pain in all our hearts as well as emptiness. We remember the sweetness of your smile and your beautiful giggle. The brightest that I saw in your mom, that I not since since you left us, will she ever be the same again? Probably not. We still ask that burning question WHY? but we keep on with our daily routines in the hopes that the pain can be numbed somehow. There is not a day I do not think of you and remember. I worked on your garden, and the bulbs are starting to come up, its therapy for me. Last night I woke up screaming. was that you? I dont know. Please keep watching over your mom I am worried about her. Help her find some kind of peace and bring back that sweetness I saw in her when she played with you and held you in her arms. Today she is planting a tree for you with your nana, I planted one yesterday and put a fountain in your garden. Going to keep busy today so that I can not break down. Will my world ever be the same I think not!
Monday, May 1, 2006 - Loving your missing your grandpa fred xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
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my sleepy Jean
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Your aunt and I went down too see u today.Its so hard when its raining I wanta wrap u in blankets so you dont get cold.I miss you so much.Your Mommy missies you,we miss you.Your cousin well be here soon she is careing your name (Jean).How I wish you were still her to be with us.I love you my baby girl and alway well have you in my heart.
Sunday, April 30, 2006 - Love Nannie
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To my dearest Celie'Bug
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Celie my dearest angel please watch over all Elijah, Corinne, Aaliyah. and Mommy right now we need you and God watching over us MORE than EVER! Celie mommy feels so SO so lost and alone. Ineed your soft little body next to mama's. Celie I MISS YOU MORE THSN ANYONE WILL EVER KNOW!!! Baby girl Mommy yearns for you so very MUCH. I LOVE YOU MY PRECIOUS ANGEL OH HOW I YEARN FOR YOU!!! My arms ache my heart aches and hurts for you!
Sunday, April 30, 2006 - Love and greiving you horribly,Mommy
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Joshua
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Hey Babydoll,
Sorry I couldnt write you on your 1st birthday, the SIDS letters to heaven was down. I went up and visited your new permenant resting place. We moved you from that cemetary to your fathers parents land. It is so beautiful you are going to enjoy it so much there.
Honey, I cant beleive you would have been 1 year old on 4 - 18 -2006. Times so to just go by so fast. I hope your having fun up in heaven. xoxoxoxox
Sunday, April 30, 2006 - Mommy
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Hi Baby Jake
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Daddy and I miss you so much. Max misses his little french fry and asks for you often. I think of you constantly and wish you were here so I could hug you and kiss your sweet face. I hope you're having fun with Grandpa. Just flash him your beautiful smile and he'll give you whatever you want.
I hope you are still laughing. I can hear you laughing with your brother. Daddy misses you, sweet baby boy. We'll be with you again someday and I am going to give you the biggest hug and kiss ever. I love you Baby Jake!!!
Sunday, April 30, 2006 - Mommy, Daddy & Max
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To my dearest precious Celie
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Celie I know you watch down on Mama and your big brother and 2 big sisters.Angel we need you as "our" Guardian Angel more now than EVER before! The System has used YOU my dearest sweetest angel to seperate "our" family I already lost you my sweet baby girl. Your big bubby is talking so so so VERY much about you. That the "stupid" school thinks I'm feeding his head to talk to you. So you know your "protective"Momm
y I blew my stack and the school called DCFS and they took your sisters and big brother from Mommy. I've hired a lawyer sweetie and he says it's a "BS" case Mama I miss you so so so very much. Your Big bubby and two sisters are in alot of pain thy are with your Aunt Stacey.I know I know I know!!! My Dearest Celie please let GOD know how very much we need him right now. Celie I miss you so so so very much my heart is BREAKING!!!!!Oh Ms. Celie'Bug what has happened??? My life has gotten 100% downhill since the HORRIBLE HORRIBLE HORRIBLE early morning you left your Mommy. I LOVE YOU C'C!!!!!!!!! Watch over us Miss you so much my arms and heart ACHES!!!
Friday, April 28, 2006 - Your sad grieving mommy luv u bug!
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Armani,
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Well Hello there lil guy! it's mommie again I am so sorry that I havent written you in a couple of days but I have been so busy that when it's time for bedI go straight to bed. well I hope all is well in heaven, I know that you are getting so big, I just so badly wish I could see you again. I miss you like crazy and I love you so much I just wish that I could look in to your little brown eyes and tell you how much I miss you and love you then I would know that you really know.
well auntie is gonna go to the hospital at 8am and she is gonna have her baby , so you are gonna be a BIG new cousin in a couple of hours, pray for auntie kristi and uncle moses that every thing goes well and just watch over them SON ! I know you will. well my little angel I love you and send all my love to you I hope you get all my hugs and kisses and I will be writting again soon but till next time.
Thursday, April 27, 2006 - with love ur mommie!!!!!
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My sweet angel, Payton
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Pete I miss you so much, I think of you every single second of the day. You are my angel baby, and will always be, I miss your little cries, I miss spending every minute with you. You are forever with me. We love you -
Tuesday, April 25, 2006 - Daddy, mommy, Travis
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hi rhianna my sweet angel
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its nanny again,just need to talk to you again .imiss u so much my darling everyone says it gets easier. but it doesnt. after all you went through at the start of your life and survived you should still be with us.mummy grandad and i are going to see your surgeon sonn so he can explain, how do you expain the unexplainable nanny starting to write a book about your little life because it was an incredible story you packed so much into your 6 months everyone that new you say they were touched by an angel that is certainly true over150 people cme to say goodbye to you my angel all my love and kisses sweet angel .
Tuesday, April 25, 2006 - from nanny. xxxxxxx
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My Angel Katherine Blade
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I am just thinking of you and how you changed my life.I am just so sorry that you did not get to see your baby brother Joseph Dylan he looks so much like you and just as smart.I know you was there with me and Nana when your brother took his first cry.I know you being well taking care of my your loving family and friends.I love you and can wait till Jesus says I can see you again and get to hold in my arms.
Tuesday, April 25, 2006 - Mommy and Daddy
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Kassidy
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Hi baby,
I know it's been a long time since I've written, but you are still in my thoughts every moment of every day. I can't believe it's been more than a year since you were taken from us. We all miss you so much. I feel like my life revolves around remembering you. I will always love you more than words can say, my precious pretty girl! Love you bunches! Hugs and Kisses!
Monday, April 24, 2006 - Mommy
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Sweet baby boy Armani,
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WELL HELLO THERE MY LITTLE ANGEL, WELL MOMMIE WANTED TO WRITE AGAIN TO LET YOU KNOW THAT I AM THINKING OF YOU EACH AND EVERY DAY THAT GOES BY I DONT THINK THERE IS A MINUTE OR DAY THAT GOES BY THAT YOU ARE NOT ON MY MIND.I LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND MISS YOU LIKE CRAZY I JUST WISH THAT YOU WERE HERE WITH US 1 MORE TIME WHAT I WOULD DO JUST TO HOLD YOU IN MY ARMS AND LOOK IN TO YOUR PRETTY BROWN EYES AND TO SMELL YOUR SMELL AGAIN. SO MANY PEOPLE TAKE FOR GRANTED THAT THEY HAVE THEIR KIDS ANDS MISS TREAT THEM AND IF THEY ONLY KNEW WHAT I HAD TO GO THROUGH ANDSO MANY OTHER PARENTS OUT THERE THEY WOULD NOT DO THE THINGS THEY DO. LIKE AUNTIE KRISTI AND I WENT OUT THE OTHER NIGHT AND PEOPLE JUST LEAVE THERE KIDS IN THE CAR AND DONT EVEN CARE. IT CRAZY!!!!!
WELL AUNTIE KRISTI IS DUE ANY DAY NOW AND YOUR GONNA HAVE A NEW BABY COUSIN I JUST WISH YOU WERE HERE TO MEET HIM SO YOU COULD TAKE CARE OF HIM AND PLAY WITH HIM BUT I KNOW THAT YOU HAD TO LEAVE US FOR A REASON AND I KNOW THAT YOU ARE IN A BETTER PLACE. BUT.THAT STILL DOESNT STOP MOMMIE FROM WISHING YOU WERE HERE WITH US.
WELL YOUR SISTER ARIANNA IS GONNA BE 7 IN A COUPLE OF WEEKS I CAN NOT BELIEVE HOW BIG SHE IS GETTING BUT JUST KEEP LOOKING DOWN ON HER AND WATCH OVER HER WHILE SHE IS AT SCHOOL OKAY , AND MARISSA WELL YOU KNOW SHE MARISSA HER BRATTIE LITTLE SELF BUT I WOULD NOT GIVE HER UP FOR THE WORLD. WELL SON MOMMIE HAS TO GO I HAVE TO GET DINNER READY BECAUSE DADDY IS GONNA BE HOME FROM WORK SOON BUT REMEMBER THAT DADDY AND I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU MORE THAN WORDS COULD EVER EXPLAIN AND YOU ARE FOREVER IN OUR HEARTS I WILL BE WRITTING AGAIN REAL SOON BUT TILL NEXT TIME SON.
Monday, April 24, 2006 - with love ur mommie!!!!!
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Dear Tyson
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Hello lil man ! Happy Easter! Hope you enjoyed the balloon we sent you ~ We had a nice Easter,Married life is treating us kindly ~!~ Everyone is doing good here.We were doing some spring cleaning and i was looking into our memory box and that one newborn pj. ah memories. We Miss And Love You very much !
Monday, April 24, 2006
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jamie-lea hodgson
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sorry not wrote for a bit bit my heads all over the darkness as come back again iam finding it so hard miss you so much my little girl just want to be with you been to your grave put dafs on it for easter and a bunnie sweetheart i love you so much just want to be with you iam trying to be strong for the others its just lifes a mess love you will write soon god bless baby miss you
Monday, April 24, 2006 - mummy*******
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Dearest Armani,
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Well Hello there my sweet little Angel, well mommie is so sorry that I have not written you in a while but mommies has just been hurting alot deep down inside I miss you so much that I cant even think straight. I get so stressed out all the time because it seems like every one around me is having babys and seeing that mommie cant have any more it just hurts. not that another baby can ever take your place because you are my little papa and always will be my first baby boy, I love you Armani and mommies doesnt even have the words to even explain how much I love you and miss you dearly you are my one only baby boy. well mommie has to go I love you and I will be writting again soon but till next time I love you and send all my love from me to you.
Monday, April 24, 2006 - love ur mommie!!
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hi little man
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wow its been year since you left us and i still hurt like it was yesterday i miss you so much every one does i remeber when i went home for christmas to be with papa him and i sat for a long time talking and it was the first time i saw him cry we all miss you so much hunter bug still remebers you i didnt tknow if he would remeber since hes so young but i asked him do your remeber brad and he said brad aunty where brad it gets a little easyer every day but some days it just feels like my heart has been torn open again some times when were in the store ill see other people with babies and ill just watch them and wish itcould be me and you shopping like that i get so mad some times because ofthe thingspeople do like letting their babies cry because they dont want to deal with it if only they knew how much it hurt when you went away maybe they wouldnt do the things they do its so hard to think of you and know i cant hold you i really do miss you more thna ill ever be able to say i still have your ashes im not sure i can spread them yet i think i wouold miss you too much knowing your not right there when everi want to see that you were really real i know you were real but some times this all feels like a dream like none of this ever happened but i know its not true because i know you were real and i wouldnt trade haveing you for any thing in the world i loved every minute we had together i remeber when you learned how to give kisses the night you died i can still see your little arms and legs waveing you were so proud of your self and so was i i got so excited and couldnt wait to show every one but i didnt get a chance to thank you for that ill never forget that you showed me that you loved me as much as i do love you i remeber when you were born i saw them hold you up and all i could say was my baby i was so over welmed with love my heart could have exploded every thing i went through all the pain and being sick and every thing was so worth it to just see you little red face they really made you mad all that sqeeseing to come out and then it was so cold i dont blame you for screming the way you did then from that day one when you wanted to see what was going on you would open one eye to see if you should wake up for what ever was going on you were so paitent you would cry long enough to let me know it was time to feed you or change you or put your diaper back on cause it was cold then you would wait for me to be ready i learned to much from you and i laughed so hard at the little things you would do you were so adorable on easter when i put you in the basket for pictures and as amazeing as it sounds i never knew papa would take over like he did evry night that was grampa time and dont you dare interupt all those old western movies he really enjoyed the time you two shared i remeber wakeing up in the night to put my finger under your nose to make sure you were still here i remeber kissing you when you were alright i remeber how good we were together i could get you dressed in no time and we would be ready for a day out any time we covered alot of ground and did so much togethere i remebr takeing you to choir so you could hear the music you didnt get much music on car rides i always turned the back speakers off so i could hear you if you even hicuped well little man ive got to go i love you
Frday, April 21, 2006 - mommy
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Dear Amber,
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I never new you, but I really wish I could've. I know you would have been the best big sister ever. I really hope you are having fun with mommy up there. I miss you guys! I wish I could see you and never let you go again.
Frday, April 21, 2006 - Love , Brittany
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Dear Cadia Rose.
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Our sweet little "Rosebud",
You are in my thoughts tonight, on this the eve of your 1st birthday -April 20, 2006. You were only with us just short of being 4 months old, when God called you back home with Him. We will send up some balloons to you tomorrow at the park! This was your cousin Taylor's idea. She is 6 now. I love you now and always! I miss you and look at your picture every day! You Mmommy and Daddy are having a hard time without you but, you are in the loving arms of Jesus - what better place it there to be?
Thursday, April 20, 2006 - Love, Gramdma Sharon
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My Precious angel Serenity
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Hello my sunshine I just wanted to write to you to tell you that I love you and this weekend is your 1 year to date that you have become one of god's angels I miss you greatly as so does your brother and father do too dad and i are no longer together and it is for the best with all the hurt and pain I feel for longing to hold and touch I have to say that the blessing I have been given because of you are just that I want to hold you once more I know i cant change things but I would almost give anything for just one more day i love you baby girl
Thursday, April 20, 2006 - mommy
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Dear Cadia Rose
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Well Here it is your 1st Birthday!! Hard to believe you would of been one.
We love you and miss you everyday and we know you are safe in the arms of Jesus. We will be sending you up some ballons on your birthday so be watching out for them. We love you and miss you so much. One day we will see you again. Your mommy and daddy are having a rough time with you being gone, so when you get a chance let them know that you are still there right beside them. God bless you my precious angel
Wednesday, April 19, 2006 - Aunt Kelly
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Cody Matthew
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Hi Baby Boy,
Mommy and Daddy wanted to just write a letter to say hello and that We love you and miss you more and more everyday. You turn 1 last month and it was so hard to get through last month. Bet you had a wonder birthday though. I wish I could of seen you and watch you eat birthday cake. I hope you saw the balloons that we sent you. Your sister's were so happy to send you balloons and always want to go to Cody's Place.We love you so much
Mommy and Daddy will write to you soon
Tuesday, April 18, 2006 - Mommy ,Daddy,Savannah ,and Kaitlyn
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Dear Cody,
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Grandma thinks about you everyday and wonders what you are doing there in Heaven. Sometimes, I think how much you would like this or that.like when Savannah, your older sister talks about yellow duckies being her favorite animal, I think, I bet Cody would like yellow duckies, too. I know that you would be running here on earth at this age so I can only imagine how wonderful you are doing there by Jesus.
Daddy and Mommie put flowers and an Easter balloon at your place, it is so cute almost as cute as your lst birthday balloons! It was so neat to see those balloons soar toward Heaven, I really believe that you saw them, did you clap with a big smile on your face? I miss you so much little guy, it is hard but I know that you are in a wonderful place.
PapPap and I love you so much.
Hugs and kisses! xoxoxox
Tuesday, April 18, 2006 - PapPap and Grandma Linda
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Dear Gavin
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Hi baby how are you? Me not so good remember how i was telling you that i had peace of mind well it left me. You gotta help work threw all of this. I don't know if i am comming or going i and feel like i about to loose my mind
please your stength is what keeps me going i love and miss you
Monday, April 17, 2006 - mommy
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Nevaeh
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Hey sweetie! It's mommie writting to let you know how much I love you and I miss you. Daddy says keep smiling down on us. We really miss you alot, Taveon is getting so big and he smiles everytime I say your name. Well mommie and daddy are having another baby! I'm excited but at the same time sad, because you aren't here to see your baby brother or sister. But I know that you'll be watching down on him or her. I'm praying for another girl, but if I have a boy I'll still be blessed. I love you so much and dream about you every night. Well stinka mommie has to go, but remember we love you and we miss you!!
Monday, April 17, 2006 - Mommie
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dear rhianna
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hi my darling angel,i was going to write to you on your birthdy last week the 9th but i was too upset.all the family came for tea and jack wanted to no why you werent here. we all love and miss you so much my darling . you had lots of presents and cards on your garden. i hope you managed to catch all your balloons and share them with your angel friends.we all love and miss you so much my angel. mummy has been a bit sad lately but we will all look after her for you she has had a lovely tattoo on her shoulder with your name on. i cant get over losing you i loved you so much rhianna.and always will. im sure i keep seeing you on my camera phone but nobody else seems to see you perhaps it is just my imagination.i love and miss you more and more each day darling. the house is not the same with you not here.
Sunday, April 16, 2006 - your broken hearted nanny. xxxxxxx
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Celie Baby,
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Honey todat is another "tough" day it's EASTER!!! Not too special to your Mommy without you here Elijah ,Corinne,And Aaliyah are the only reason I'm doing absoultly ANYthing. Angel Celie'Bug hope your okay I miss and YEARN for you EACH AND EVERY DAY! Happy First Easter in Heaven! I LOVE YOU AND CAN'T WAIT TO HOLD YOU!!!
Sunday, April 16, 2006 - Love mommy xoxoxoxoxoxoxo
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Yacky Zacky
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Hi there little man, you have been gone from us 5 years ago yesterday. Unbelievable how fast time flies. I miss you tons.You are forever in Auntie's heart.
Sunday, April 16, 2006 - Auntie Joan
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gabriel rasberry
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Hello my sweet baby boy. Momma sure does love and miss you. Iknow that you are looking down at all of us tryiny to figure out what is going on.To be honest i couldnt explain it to you but momma whants you to know that i will always be your momma and daddy will always be your daddy and we will always love you more than words can explain oh gabriel momma can hardly wait to see you again it will be awsome tell jesus to give you a big ol hug and kiss for me good night my little man
Friday, April 14, 2006 - your momma
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Hello my sweetsweetsweet Celie
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Celie Mommy missing you like crazy right now what am I saying I ALWAYS miss YOU like CRAZY!!! Celie it was pretty out side today but all I could and can do is think about you . I layed out on a blanket and looked in sky just praying, hoping, wishing to see you my darling precious sweet angel!!!Celie mommy YEARNS for you so so so HORRIBLY!!! Angel mama I love you and can't wait to see you in heaven great Pe'Pa and Me'Ma HOLDING YOU TIGHT FOR Me until i can GET THERE TO TAKE YOU IN MY ARMS AND never ever let you go! love and miss you mommy"bug!
Friday, April 14, 2006 - Love your all too sad MOMMY LUV UBABY!
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hi pooter
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Hi sweet baby I wanted to tell you happy first birthday in heaven. I want you to know that I'm taking care of your mommy the best I can, as I always have. And I want you to know that Shelby is helping her too. we all love you and miss you very much.
Thursday, April 13, 2006 - Aunt Lauren
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Dear Jordan
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I miss you so much tonight. Its Easter time and I have missed every holiday with you. I ache for you so much right now. I just want you to know I love you so much and I miss you.
Thursday, April 13, 2006 - your Mommy
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Dear Cadia
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I have been thinking about you alot lately and thinking about how big you are probably by now, you would be learning to walk and saying your first words and eating cherrios, you are constantly missed and loved. there is not a day that goes by that I don't think about you and wish that you were still here with it. It still is not fair that you had to leave at such a young age. someday we will see you again
we love you
Thursday, April 13, 2006 - Love, aunt kelly and cousin Taylor
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Dear baby ronald
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Hi little man it is time for the easter bunny to come and bring you a easter basket. We all wish you were here for us to see you with your basket but Im sure you will see your basket from hi in the sky I am fixing to have you another brother or sister Im sure you knew that before i even knew that.
Thursday, April 13, 2006 - love Mommy
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hey little guy,
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Well Hello there my little Angel! sorry mommie has not written you in a couple of days but I have been so busy, daddy and I went and got our selfs a new car so now we can get around I am so excited. well I wanted to let you know that I am thinking about you and there is not a day that goes by that your not on my mind. I love you so much and miss you like crazy that sometimes I feel like I am really going crazy.
Well as you know that we heard the good news and that is that papa carlos doesnot have cancer PRAISE GOD I am so thankful for that , I was PRAISING the LORD because mommie is not even faithful and the LORD still shows mommie how much he loves me. Armani and I know as well that you are praying for all of us and watching over all of us. we all miss you and love you just remember that k and I know that I tell you that alot but I just dont want you to ever think that we dont care or dont love you because you will always live on in our hearts and our minds forever! well baby mommie has to go for now but not forever but Ilove you and send all my hugs and kisses to heaven so be watching for them. but till next time.
Thursday, April 13, 2006 - with love ur sadden mommie!!!! with HOPE!
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Hello Mikmike,
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I've benn thinking of you alot lately. The weather reminds me of the time of your passing. The boys miss you dearly. Kalim wants to give you a baby brother so you won't be the baby anymore. To me your always my baby. I know you are with us. I can feel it, hopefully I will see you in my dreams. We love you dearly and wish you were here, but the lord had other plans and you are where you need to be. One day we will reunite until then I'll await your kiss when the wind blows.
Wednesday, April 12, 2006 - Love Mommy
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My Beloved Celie,
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Hello Sweet'ems I know Your GreatPe'Pa joined you up there last week.Oh my Celie'Bug Mama has been holding EVERYTHING in ans I'm starting to crack!Baby Why did you have to leave me? I'll NEVER understand WHY!!!I'm sitting here with tears flowing down my face and my heart won't STOP aching my arms feel the yearninbg to hold you. Life just isn't right,All the EVIL in this world and the "good" ALWAYS finish last! The "good" ALWAYS get taken from earth first! IT'S JUST NOT FAIR!!!I MISS Granpa alot.But baby girl he did live a long life I just hope you were with him when he passed and took care of him and didn't let him suffer!!!I'm so so so afraid you and Grandpa suffered and I can't stand it.
Hope Great Me'Ma is taking care of you both Let her know I love and miss her too!!! Oh my sweetsweetsweet Celie I Love You So very much. Please let me know that you love me and you didn't suffer any! Celie WHY can't I see you EVER again It's so Unfair. You'd almost be one in a month in a half. WHYWHYWHYWHYWHY can't I hold you see you raise you????????Oh My Sweet Celie'Bug what am I EVER going to do wiyhout you.Oh how I'd LOVE to see those BIG GOGGLY BLUE EYES of yours again!!! Your daddy got married last week not sure why,cause I know it's not like your daddy.I'm worried about him.Watch over him Celie Baby.Daddy Kenny Wayne Please be with him to keep his promises to do right this time with Mommy and your 2 sisters and bubby! Celie sometimes it just doesn't feel like it's worth living it's all so much pain meaness and such work to live in this evil world. Ms. Celie Mama wants tou to know I'm sorry for not being able to save youPLEASE forve me?!!!!!!!Baby Celie my Precious one I LOVE YOU AND ALWAYS HAVE!!!LOVE YOU BUG!
Tuesday, April 11, 2006 - Love your all too sad MOMMY LUV UBABY!
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Dear Jewel Marie
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I love you and miss you so much. Your first birthday is coming up this month and I wish you were here. But you are in a better play and I wanted to wish you a happy birthday. I didn't get to know you like I wanted to because I had to go away to boatcamp but I wish I could hold you one more time we all miss you so much.
Tuesday, April 11, 2006 - AUNT TRICIA
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logan
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logan this is your monaw renesse i love you and miss you and love you logan your mom cant not get on here but i can will i love you and miss you logan i will get my some day ok will love you
Tuesday, April 11, 2006 - i love you and miss you
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Baby Tiny Feet,
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Hi baby Aiden, Today is your first birthday. I wish that you were here still. I miss you so very much. You are always in my thoughts. Very many birthday kisses from Mommy, Daddy, and Cody.
Tuesday, April 11, 2006 - Mommy, Daddy, and Cody
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Nevaeh
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Hey Aunties swettie how are things going doing up there? Down here fine. We miss you so much life with out you is so hard to deal with. Ever since you left life is not the same. Well I'll see you soon one day Love you
Tuesday, April 11, 2006 - Auntie Kema
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Baby Thomas
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Morning my little man, I hope that you are doing ok with Jesus
You are going to be a Uncle again,
Love you to the moon and back again
Tuesday, April 11, 2006 - Mummy , Daddy and all your Sisters
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