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Dear Sierra,
Hi Angel Girl, I am writing today to let you know I have been thinking bout you a lot. I am doing something I have always wanted to do in your Memory. I have started a book and trying to get other mothers add their stories. I started it a while back but I didnt think I was ready then. Daddy is working on a bookcover. I am going to tell the world bout My Angel in Heaven. God I miss you to much. I really wish you were here with us right now. Its so hard to believe ur 5 in Heaven.
please watch over us.

I LOVE YOU SIERRA.
Wednesday, July 12, 2006 - Love Mommy (Linda)
My cute little boy ( Dante Giovanni, Weiss)
hi my precious little boy! today is exactly 2 months since you went to heaven. this morning when i woke up was like a nightmare. i woke up exactly at the same time i did 2 months ago. baby boy even though people keep telling me not to blame myself sometimes i still do it. is hard not to think that if I had woken up earlier I could had done something for you or at least be there for you, holding you for the last minutes of your life, feeling my touch and knowing that mommy was there for you. i even tried to be with you at the hospital, but not they didn't let mommy hold you until it was too late and they only let me hold you for only a few mins. i wanted to hold you forever. i never wanted to let u go. i'm missing you much right now my baby boy. it's been only two months but to me it feels like years. i'm so home sick. the only good thing about days passing by is that with everyday that goes by is one day closer to be with you. i'm going to start your scrap book soon. it's going to be the cutest scrap book ever. i can't believe i have to move on with you by my side, is so hard. i want to cry today all the day long but i can't. i'm still at work and i don't want to make anybody sad. i love you my pretty baby. i know u are happy in heaven playing with all the angels. mommy misses you and loves you with all her heart. please sweet baby boy let me hold you in my dreams. xoxoxo
Wednesday, July 12, 2006 - mommy
Hi Lauren-Raye
my sweet precious baby girl,
I miss you and love you so much.
Somtimes I just wonder why god took you and not me------------
Ugh life sometimes is just awful.
I love you and miss you.
good night my sweet baby girl.
Tuesday, July 11, 2006 - mommy
Nevaeh
Hey! I'm just writting to tell you I love you and that today you have been gone for one whole year. I miss you alot and continue to talk to me in my dreams, keep smiling down on us, and watch over your baby brother or sister that will be here in 5 more months. Oh Auntie kema said Hi and she loves you, and Taveon sends his smiles and kisses!! Oh and Daddy, Grandma (phat ma), papa, and everyone else misses and loves you alot!!
Tuesday, July 11, 2006 - Mommie
BOOGY BOY
Hello to my sweet baby boy. I know I wrote you on Sunday but mommy is not having a very good day today. The routine that I worked today was what I was supposed to do when I found you the morning of May 4th. It is a little hard today. I have been thinking of you a lot Ethan. I think about you when Audrey is swimming and that you are suppose to be here swimming with her. We have a park in our backyard now so your sister calls it. I know you are playing with her we just can not see you playing. We love you more than ever I just can not understand why I can not have you on Earth with me. I miss you my sweet baby boogy boy.
Tuesday, July 11, 2006 - Love Mommy
My Sweet Little Dante Giovanni
Hi sweet little Dante! I miss you so much. I’m at work right now and i can't do anything all i can do is think about you and how much i misssss you. i don't want you to see me this sad baby and i had been trying almost everything to try to get myself up, but is getting harder every day. i feel so lonely without you baby. tomorrow is going to be two months since you left for heaven. everyone seems to move on, except me. i miss you my baby boy. you turned 6 months on July 8th. "happy 6-months" you must be beautiful like always. my sweet boy. i think you are crawling already or even trying to stand up. i wish i could be in heaven with you teaching you all these, but i know you are happy and in better hands. I’m sure God is holding you right now and teaching you how to walk. Daddy left baby? i still don't understand why. he gave me one reason but his actions are telling me something different. i might be wrong baby, is just really hard to understand why daddy left. you know Daddy's heart. You know he loves you the same or even more. i think daddy is in pain baby. please let him know that you are always there with him. help him out baby boy. i still love your daddy and i'm sure you love him too and always will because he is a great Dad. i missssss you tonsss. i keep waking up every day without you by my side. i don't understand why? but i know there must be a reason. i ask God every day and night to give me the strength that i need. I love you My cute little boy. mommy will get better, i promise. xoxoxoxoxo
Tuesday, July 11, 2006 - mommy
Nevaeh
Hey baby girl! It's mommie, sorry I haven't written in a while, I don't really have access to a computer. I miss you so much, and tomorrow it will be 1 year that you've been gone. I can't handle this by myself but I am. Your dad doesn't want to help with anything so we're through. I'm trying my best to make it on my own but it's hard. When it gets like this I just cry and think about you. I know if you were here everything would be alright. I love you sweetie. Take care and keep smiling down on mommie
Monday, July 10, 2006 - Mommie
lazarus
hey baby its me.
im so sorry i havent whriten in a while ive been so busy.\
but im still always thinking of you.
mommys haveing a baby girl now her name is lucidity crystal blair.
shes gonna be great but never will she take the place of you!
anyways i got to go home now.
grandma loves you too.
Monday, July 10, 2006 - aunty angel xoxoxoxoxo
ABIGAIL
Hi angel eyes its mommy i miss you so very much i wish that you could be here with all of us but i no that you are in a very safe and beautiful place and one day we will be together again in the same beautiful place i just wish i could come out to your resting place a little more that we get to daddy loves and misses you to you have been away from us almost a year and it only seems like yesterday you were laughing and playing with me n daddy but one day it will be the the same again well angel mommy is going to go for now but not forever untill next time baby girl sending lots of love and kisses
Sunday, July 9, 2006 - always mommy
TO MY PRECIOUS ANGEL
HI, ETHAN JOHN MOMMY MISSES YOU SO MUCH I THINK OF YOU AND KISS YOUR PICTURE EVERYDAY. I MISS YOUR LAUGH, SMILSES, COOS, AND YOUR STORIES YOU TOLD ME.IT HAS BEEN TWO MONTHS AND FIVE DAYS SINCE YOU HAVE LEFT MOM, DAD AND YOUR BIG SISTER AUDREY. AUDREY MISSES YOU SO MUCH SHE WISHES YOU WERE HERE TO HOLD AND FEED AND PLAY WITH. MOMMY WANTS TO HOLD YOU SO TIGHT AND GIVE YOU HUGS AND KISSES. I LOVE YOU ETHAN MY LITTLE BOOGY BOY.
Sunday, July 9, 2006 - LOVE YOU LOTS MOMMY
Dear Natalya Ann,
hey princess, mommie and daddy and austin love and miss u so much.i wish u didnt have to leave us so soon.i know your in a better place and i wish i was there with you. i know you have tons of family up there in heaven and i want u to give them all big hugs and kisses for me and daddy. well love ya talk to u soon
Sunday, July 9, 2006 - Mommie Daddie and big brother Austin
Happy 2nd Birthday Ashton
well peanut, happy birthday, Mommy can't sleep today actually, its your 2nd birthday, We are having a cook out, I hope freinds and family will come will us and let go all the problems out there, we really miss you dearly. I wish i could see you smile and laugh. Im sleeping with your wonderful blanket I made for yoU. We even got a puppy, shes a pain, but we knew you would love her, she full of it. We our planning for your brother or sister or both, we hope sometime soon, I want to be a mommy, I miss being a mommy, I miss you dearly sweetie, I hope when the time comes in the feature, I can wait to hold you soon, We love you

xoxo grandma tina, and Aunt brit and uncle matt, and mommy, daddy, lynne and joe, and Melissa and Others too, love ya
Sunday, July 9, 2006 - Mommy and Daddy
Sonya Danielle Musser.
Sonya this is mommy and daddy. We know that your in a better place. I bet you have so much fun. You can play with the angel's, and play in the clouds. I just wanted to say that I love you and until we see eachother again I want you to be a good girl. Love you with my heart, soul, and body.
Saturday, July 8, 2006 - Mommy and Daddy
Hello Lil Man Tyson
Hope all is well in heaven . Just stoped by to say hi! Sorry I didn't write sooner but as you know I was away for work WOW it feels good to be home again . Our house is almost ready to move in .can't wait. I was talking to gramma about her sickness she said the doctor told her not to worry it is not cancer after all ! Thank you for looking out for her. Grampa called today and was saying he went to your resting place this morning to bring you some flowers and stuff .wow 6 years already . we miss and love you honey .
Saturday, July 8, 2006 - Daddy
Hey big sis
Not a day goes by that we don't think of you. Mommy brothers and daddy really honestly do miss you. Oh gosh it's so hard to know, that it's like you sacrificed yourself to let mommy find me. And for that I thank you oh to much. We all miss you dearly. like since you left we all miss you oh to much. I pray to you, even though i know it's been a while. And I'm sorry. We all cry for you everyday. And it just pains me to no out of the carlessness of someone else, you have been sacrificed. I really honestly can't wait to see you again. I just miss you soo much! How's heaven? Have you grown your wings yet. I bet you have. Oh my lord you must be beautiful, but watch out for those boys, sis. Man just to think you would have beeen turning 12 september elevnth. When I see pictures of you it makes me cry, when nana talks of you it makes me cry. Nana isn't in good conditions right now. So I bet you will get to meet her soon! I wonder what you would have been like. I guess one day I will finally get to meet you and grandpa and everyone! Well I can't wait to see you baby. Can you believe I'm 11 already! Time sure has been flying, steevn gradutated this yr, and joey well he's still in college. Everyone missses and loves you and can hardly wait to see you!
xoxo
Love and kiss
_3x
Friday, July 7, 2006 - Kaylee
Dear Zachary,
You wont remember me but I knew you. Maybe only for a short time but it was precious time.I have been friends with your mommy and daddy for a long time now. As a matter of fact your dad and I are together as a family now. I just wanted you to know that your brothers and sisters think of you every day and talk of you all the time. And from what I have seen here, you have a very wonderful auntie in Ohio that loves you so much. And know that your dad loves you so much and he is very happy knowing that you are in a place where you are taken care of. We all love you!!!
Friday, July 7, 2006 - Tiffanie
Gordo
My dear gordo , today its been 3 months and 12 days since you are gone, I miss you so much its so hard to continue without you, but i promisse i will make my best to keep on going. You know papi misses you a lot and your sister Amanda asks about you all the time. I love you please don't ever stop waching us from up there some times i feel you are next to me but you are not so then i cry. I love you very much
Friday, July 7, 2006 - Mami
Karry
baby! its been a 3 months today wow! tomorrow is your birthday and you will be 6 months! i miss you so much! not a days by that i dont think of you! your dad and i miss you alot! when you were frist born i held you in my arms like i would never let you go. but the found something wrong with you! i couldn't beilve it! i said no! you cant take my baby! but i thought they could make you all better! so i gave you to them! baby i miss you so much! your my only baby! every day not only once in a while! every day i think so you! in my dreams i see you me and daddy playing at the park! i havnt gone to work sence you left earth! daddy hhad to work every day just to pay the bills! i know there is a god! baby! i love yoU! i cant wait to see you baby! it was just your time to go! i miss you so much! i was onoly 16 when i had you baby! and now im 17! i went back to school! stopped doing pot and stopped smoking baby! just for you! baby i love you! baby i miss you!
Friday, July 7, 2006 - MOMMY! GENA
Dear Josh
heyy hunny! mommy misses you! alot! every day i think about you! no matter what, we will never forget about you! i hope you watching down on me and dad! and you older sister abby!
Friday, July 7, 2006 - your mommy, sara
Hi My Little Dante
Hi my Precious boy, My Gorgeous little boy. How's everything up there in heaven? i hope good. baby boy i misssss u so much. in 1 more day you are going to be 6 months. my sweet baby boy. it has been 56 days since you left for heaven. why baby? why did you have to go? i miss you. mommy doesn't see life without you. yesterday someone told me that i'm supposed to have a long life and instead of making me happy it made really sad. i hope they are wrong. i don't want to have a long life. i'm home sick. i want to be with you in heaven and just the thought that i will have to wait a long time to see you, doesn't make me happy. before when you were here on Earth with me i wanted to be immortal. i wanted to live like 150 yrs because i wanted to always be with you, but now is the other way. every night i go to bed i asked Jesus to please take me with him so i could be with you, so i can hold you, kiss you and rock you every day for eternity. it seems like is not happening because i keep waking up everyday. is it because i don't deserve to be with you yet? maybe not? God is the only that knows. i hope i don't get to stay here for that long. i'm sorry baby if mommy is feeling so down. i don't want you to get you sad. i promise i had been trying to cheer up a little bit, is just so hard. Daddy left mommy last Monday. he left for good. i think you already know baby boy and i think you even know the real reason why daddy left mommy alone. mommy is so sad about this one too. it hurts so much to see how daddy left mommy alone when she needed him the most. mommy wanted to someday have another little angle to fill mommy's empty arms, he or she was never ever going to replace you or anything like that because you are My Great little Dante one of a kind and mommy will alwaysssss love you the same and even more with every day for the rest of her life. mommy just needed meaning for her life. now having another little angel is a difficult and almost an impossible task for mommy because daddy is the one she loves and her love and trust left with daddy too. daddy loves you baby boy. it doesn't matter what goes on with mom and dad, he loves you and always will. he is the best father you could ever have and i know you will always be with him and take care of him just like you do with me. you are the smartest little boy i had ever met in my whole life and i know you know mommy's and daddy's heart and mind inside out and know that they will always love you no matter what. mommy is already starting to work on your website with someone that wants to help as much as possible. this person is an angel you sent to help out mommy with this important project that she wants to accomplish for you and brings some happiness into her life. thanks God, thanks baby boy. thanks for all the friends and angels that had been supporting me in any way through out this difficult journey. i love youuuuuuu my Dante Giovanni with all my heart. please visit me in my dreams. i misss you soooooo muchhhhhhhhhh. xoxoxoxoxo mu@@@@@@@@
Friday, July 7, 2006 - mommy
Hey Baby boy,
Precious Ethan John
This was suppose to be the summer we would have our precios baby boy at the fireworks store. Mommy, Daddy and Audrey came to help us work the fireworks store and we would have taken your picture at the cash register taking in the money. Your picture would be added to your sister and cousins who have been there every year since they were born. We miss you so very much precious baby boy. The fourth of July marked two months without you, it is not a happy time to remember that you are not with us. Counting the days that you are not with us is a real heartache. Your big sister Audrey turned 3 years old on the 24th of June, she had a very nice b-day party, but we sure would have had a happier time with you too.Grandma is going to Mass every morning so I can be that much closer to you there with Jesus. You will always be in my heart sweet boy, and your picture is on the wall. Never to be forgotten. Grandma loves you.
Thursday, July 6, 2006 - Love you Ethan, Grandma
To Steven Daniel Revels my precious angel.
Steven I miss you so much, you was everything I ever wanted and ever needed. My days are cold and my nights are even colder, the thought of waking up every morning without you terrifies me. Daddy and I wait to hear you cry in the middle of the night then reality sinks in and we realize your not there. It has only been five months since you left and mommy still dont know if she can continue to go on without you. Daddy is so strong, but I know he is feeling your lost to mommy just cant seem to be that strong. I think your big brother is what keeps me going but since you been gone its hard to do for him when I can't do for you. He always tells me that God will let you come home he is just to young to understand. I'm so weak without you, I cant stop my tears. I love you and I wish you could just come to me and let me kiss you one more time,I would give my life anyday for one more touch. You are so beautiful and I know Jesus is taking very good care of you. Steven talk to Jesus and ask him to hold his hands on us so we can live right and see you again someday. When I began to cry so hard I can't stop I pray that God would give me the strength to get through one more day and be strong for your daddy and your brother and then my tears stop and I like to think that its you and God answering my prayer. Mommy is so sorry I could not haved saved you but I could never make you as happy as you are now, or give you what you have now on earth, only God can give you a gift like that. You was a angel on earth and you are truly a angel in the Lords kingdom. He knew what he was doing when he took you home. I love you more than I could ever say and more than I ever could show. Tell our love ones we love them and the most glorious day ever will be the day me you daddy and big brother kevin can stand in a circle and hold Jesus hand that will be the day i'll never hurt again.
Wednesday, July 5, 2006 - love,mommy
Hunter Taylor Lankford
Dear Hunter,
July 5, 2006
Hunter Taylor Lankford

Sweetheart, we love you so much,
watching fireworks last night,
couldn't help but wonder how you would have liked them,
Your smile is etched on our hearts
Your dimples are stars in the sky
We love you and miss you and love you more
Hunter, you have given us the best five months and seven days we have ever known
We love you angel,
mommy & daddy Lankford
Wednesday, July 5, 2006 - mommy & daddy Lankford
My Dearest, Jonathan Michael
Hey son! It's been a couple days since I have written you a letter or left you a comment on your page. I miss you so much and wish you were here for me to hold. I really need you right now. Things are getting rough and I am feeling really down. But the thought of you lifts me up. You would be 15 months old on the 28th. Mommy is really sorry she never got to meet you, hold you, kiss you, or tell you how much I truly love you. But son, you have a better life now. Better than what I could have given you. You know you have a lil step sister huh? Yea your daddy done went out and done it again. This time it was with mommy's best friend. But that's okay. Brett loves you like you were his own son. I know you and him talk often. The letter you wrote him was beautiful baby. Well sweetheart, I love you and miss you and write to you again real soon. Take care of your lil sister up there and give her my love. Tell Mamaw Alice I love and miss her. Take care son. I love you with all my heart.
Wednesday, July 5, 2006 - Love you one and only mother, Tiffany
Heya Michael
Heya Michael, how are you doing in heaven with the angels? I'm writing this comment to just let you know how much everyone is missing you! Rowdell Drive has not been the same since the day you sadly passed away but they all know you are still there watching over every single one of them even though they dont hear you reving up your motorbike. Someyimes i get so upset just knowing that i wont ever see you again. Remembering all the fun the Rowdell Gang used to have i loved it soo much and am sure u did too! Whenever i want to remember you i just sit and listen to Heaven by DJ Sammy which i know you loved very much. My sister Michaela misses you awfully as you alaways used to borrow each others games and we finally gave you your allen keys back. You meant the world to most people and had a heart of gold. You Will Never Be Forgotten Michael Ryan! Rest In Peace Thinkin Of You Every Day XxxxxxxX
Wednesday, July 5, 2006 - Francesca (Frank) XxxxxxxxxxxxxxxX
Pito (Gilbert)
Grandma loves you angel. I miss you so much and so does grandpa, your mom and dad and your sisters and aunties. I wish so much that you were here with us but Jesus needed you there. Every day I think about you and remember your gorgeous blue eyes and smile. One day grandma will hold you and your cousin Rodjrick in her arms again and that will be the happiest day of her life. Until then papi take care of each other, grandma will see you soon.
Love you so much.
Tuesday, July 4, 2006 - Grandma Rosa
my dearest Storm Robert
Hey there cowboy. I'm not really sure how to word this or where to start. Sat. >the 24th< was your b-day. You are 3 years old now. I tell ya time sure flies. I feel like it was yesterday I was holding you sitting here at the computer taking your last pictures. I can still see that smile and glowing eyes of yours. I bet you can still light up a room.
I miss you so much. There is not 1 second that goes by I don't think about you and look at all your pictures still up in the living room. I put a bunch of pictures of you & your sister JesseeSue up on myspace today. Gotta show my lil cowboy off right >smile<.
I also put your story up on the website here. God this is so hard I miss you so much can't hear certain songs to this day because they are your song. There are days that go by I wonder what am I gonna do with myself then I gotta snap outta the funk I get in because I have to tend to your sister.
I just miss you so much. You were taken from me way too soon. It was not supposed to be this way. You were supposed to live a LONG full exciting wonderufl life not leave at 9 weeks old. I wish everyday it was me gone not you. I love you so much.
Friday, June 30, 2006 - mommy
Hey Little Man,
It's been so long since I last visited this website. This is still the one place I can come to and know I'm not alone in this.
A lot of people need prayers right now, brother. Ashton passed away last week so unexpectedly. Since then, the weather has been extraordinary - it's been sunny with blue skies and white fluffy clouds but raining at the same time. I feel that both of you are smiling down on all of us and crying at the same time. It's a remarkable experience and has helped me to be somewhat at peace.
Continue to shine your light on us, and continue to help me be alright and walk peacefully on my journey. I love you brother, and I wish you Godspeed and sweet dreams.

"Those we held in our arms for a little while we hold in our hearts forever."
Friday, June 30, 2006 - Love, sissy
hi baby boy
its mommy again i was thinking today about every thing about loseing you and haveing twins i was so scared about it i felt like icouldnt protect you andit was like how can i protect them but then i started to think about it and every thing happens for a reason i dont know why you left but i think you knew you had to go and you giving me that first kiss the night you died was like you telling me you loved me like it was your last chance like you knew you had to go and now i know that if if was my fault that you left why would i have been given anouther baby or two for that matter so now iknow its not my fault and i know your kiss was to tell me good bye i will never forget you and i will always love you thank you little man for helping me to be ok
Thursday, June 29, 2006 - mommy
Brandon Lee and brandi Lea
Wow its been 3 yrs since i wrote But i know one thing Ive never forgotten the feelings i felt when they told me i was having twins,Me and you daddy and big Brotjer Joshua think about you all the time (Mommy was 15 weeks pregant with you Both!I knew i felt you moving and i seen you in a pic (But for some rehen dr Took the tape of your songrham It messed up that day!I knew That you were Not going to come in this world the right way(I will assure you that mommy and your daddy and Big bro will see you In Heaven someday(daddy and mommy is getting tattoes of raggedy ann and andy in rembrance of you!Mommy will be back soon to write to you and when i do ill make sure i give you a how are you!Tell Jesus we love Him And Sing Itsy bitsy SPIDER TO YOU(mOMMY LAYED IN TUB ALWAYS AND SUNG THAT TO YOU BOTH)bUT ILL SEE YOU SOON MOMMY ,DADDY,BROTHER Joshua
Tuesday, June 27, 2006 - Mommy,daddy,Joshua
Hi Holden
Hi sweet baby boy! Mommy just wanted to write to you and tell you how much I miss you. Today you would have been 10 months old! It's been 65 days since Mommy held you in her arms. I think about you every second of every day little guy. We will never forget what you meant to our family. We ordered your marker and hope to have it in before your birthday! Sleep tight my precious little angel.I love you with all my heart Holden!
Tuesday, June 27, 2006 - Love, Mommy
Dear Hunter
Hey buddy, I just wanted to write and say how much I missed you. I see your sister growing everyday and I cant help but wonder what you would be doing and how you two would interact with eachother. I want you to know that I love you so much and I want to ask you to come and be with us when me and uncle skylar get sealed in the temple this summer. please let us know your there and help this get easier its been two years since i held you in my arms and i can still feel your soft cheek on my lips i miss you buddy!
Tuesday, June 27, 2006 - love always and forever your aunt elsha
Dearest Ruby-Jean
Thay finely put down your marker its almost as pretty as you.I still cant beleave ill never hold you.How i miss your sweet smile . Ill see you soon
Tuesday, June 27, 2006 - nanny
Brandon Joseph Ritter
i miss you soo soo much my baby boy brandon, it will be a year in a month mommys never go to forget you ,you are my angel ,I love you so much brandon i wish you were here so i could hold you in my arms and never let you go.we all miss you and love you dearley xoxoxox
love always your mom lana
Tuesday, June 27, 2006 - alanaright@hotmail.com
Nevaeh
Hey boo boo how are you doing i`am relly sorry i have not talk to you in a whlie i miss you a lot i wish you were still here so i can take good care of you i`am going to take care of your mom and your little brother
Monday, June 26, 2006 - Dad
Logan Cheyanne Pagie Barnett
Hay my sweet angle, How are you today Mommy is sorry I cant write for long today but mommy will write you again tonight when I can stay longer I just wanted and needed to tell you that i love you so much and have been thinking of you allday I am NOT looking forward to the day when you had to go it is killing me slowly.Well my sweet angle mommy is crying now just because I love you so much Mommy dont want you to worry about me I will be fine and oh yeah my luvbug I can still feel you that is what keeps me going I know you are helping me be strong cuz there is no other way I can handle it Yes the lord makes me stong but you letting me know you are still here is what makes me want to stay I and come see you again! well baby girl mommy will go for now I will write again later sending all the huges and kisses in the world xoxooooooooooooo
ooooxxxxxxxxxxxx
xxxxxxxxxxxxx.!!
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Sunday, June 25, 2006 - Your sad mommy who always thinks of you
Hi Little Miss
Hi baby girl! I miss you so much! I'm doing pretty good now and your big sister Bryanna is doing good too! I love you so much! I can't believe that youve been here and gone in less then 2 years. I can't believe how much it still hurts that you aren't here. I didn't think I was strong enough to survive this kimd of pain. but knowing that you are with me all the time helps some. I hope you know how much you are loved and missed down here. well I love you Alexys and wanted and needed to say so.
Sunday, June 25, 2006 - you are always on my mind and in my heart ,Mommy
HI Niece
We never got to name you, I never got to meet you either. Your mum and dad miss you. You'll have a brother in September.only about three months. Your mummy and daddy have moved to a flat now. The cat has had three beautiful black striped kittens. You would of loved them. I hope to meet you one day when I join you.
Sunday, June 25, 2006 - Love your Aunty Hannah xx
jamalweberweltz
your family misses you more than life it self .i hope your happy and you watch out for mommy and daddy and your big brother and your sisters nanny and papa talk about you all the time we miss you so very much.!!!!!!!!!we will be together again may god help me honey your second anaversary is near and i will visit you on this terrible unhappy day it was my birthday but now that day is saddness to me without you but i no god has you because you have always been an angel i love you honey and im going to say good night and may we meet in our dreams i love you honey and so does papa you are our gaurdian angel from up above .god had better things in mind for you and thats how i get through the day without you love you lots xoxoxolove your family everwhere also. and you are always thought of loved .ilove you lots love you nanny and papa june 25 2006

















again having a hard time saying goodbye so i will say solong till we meet again
Sunday, June 25, 2006 - nanny
My Luvbug Logan Cheyanne Pagir Barnett
Hsy my sweet angle How are you ? Fine mommy knows but I just wanted to ask !Mommy is doing okay I just miss you like crazy it is about 8 days from now that you will gone for a year the pain still feels like yesterday they said it would get better but it does'nt I miss you more and more as the days go by wonder how we could have been you know mommy and daddy tryed so long for a girl five years and two boys later here you come in amnd out of my life just as fast as you come in it but i love the memoreies and would'nt trade them for anything except one more day with you.Logan mommy fies is so messed up now I try to make it better but I just don't know how since you had to go I am a very diffeant person now. Me and your dad are no longer together But mommy is happy and we both still love and miss you so very much .Steven is the guy mommy is seeing sometimes I think you sent him to me to help me with your passing cuz he understands so much and he always tryed to make me smile I know that is what you want to see is mommy smiling then crying all the time . Well my sweet angle Mommy has to fo now I will write again tomorrow it is getting late and aI have to get up at 5:00 to take steven to work I love and miss you sooooooo soooooo very much more than words can every say sending all the huges and kisses in the world just for you .xoxoxoxoxoxoxox
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Saturday, June 24, 2006 - Your sad Mommy Heather
Dear baby abigail
Dear baby Abigail,
hey precious I miss you so so much it's been along time since I hvae seen you I want to see you again I miss seing your sweet face you were a good thing that happened to all of us I just wish you could be down here with us right now your mommmy and daddy misses you alot did you like your birthday presents we got you ?
I want to be up there with you so much I really wish I could see you again I don't even know what to do anymore I cry so much over you I just wish God wouldn't have took you when he did but he has his reasons for everything he does I guess we will find out one day or we might not Abigail keep us all safe and just remember I love you very very much and I will see you again one day! You be good up there ok baby! I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH!
Saturday, June 24, 2006 - love your aunt felisha
Abigail
Dear my BEUTIFUL neice Abigail Dawn.Abby it's been 1 yr and 24 days since you left us all.I really miss you,you were the first person in my faimly that died what can i say i am only 12 yrs old but only 11 yrs old when you went to be an angel.Abby sometimes I cry at night cuz ur not here sometimes I think everything would be a lot better if you were here.Well Abigail I am gonna go for now cuz I think someone is here,and if someone found out that I knew about this website they'd be all dont go back on there cuz it's for adults.I LOVE YOU!!!!!
Saturday, June 24, 2006 - Love always and forever,aunt Ashley
precious makenna
hey baby i know i pronised i would write yesterday but i was not able to use the computer.but i just wanna say i love and miss you bunches talk to you again soon.
Friday, June 23, 2006 - your mommy
dear callum
hi son i am so sorry that you are probably watching me crying while i write this,but i just really need you to know that even though i am having a little brother or sister for you i will never stop loving you for a second.you will always be my beautiful little boy and i will always think of you and the new baby will know as soon as they are able to understand that they have a big brother in heaven.I love you son always have and always will x
Friday, June 23, 2006 - mummy
Sweet Princess Anjelique
Oh my sweet little girl. How I think about u so much everyday. Today you would have turned 5 months. and I bet you would have had at least one tooth.because before you even passed you had one that was trying to come out 2 1/2 months.
I think of you very time I look at your pictures in the house, when I see the T.V. ads for Good Start. when I go to your room. and your closet. All those little tiny little dresses and outfits. How I wish I would have been able to put them on you. I think of how your beautiful curls would have grown more and I probably would have been able to make to little hair styles for you. I know I'm not suppose to think what if's because they only end up hurting me more. but what can I do you were my Baby girl. I can't do that with your brothers. I love them dearly but with you I finally was gonna be able to share all the girly things and be able to do soooo many things. go to the toy store and not just get trucks and cars. but little pretend baby food for the dolls I would get you. and My little Pony like I had when I was young. OH Princess and who am I to take to Ballet now. you were gonna wear your TuTu for Mama and dance.
Oh my Little Girl Mama Misses you so much. everyone just moves on. but me I must be the greatest actor because I can't move on. I can't understand how you were just sleeping one mintue and then the next I go to get you and you went to our Lord.
I know its silly but I mean was it I was paying to much attention to you and not your brothers, Was I so selfish that I wanted you to myself. that I enjoyed it when I knew no one could calm you but me. I LOVE YOU BABY GIRl.and I love your brothers. and your daddy. and now. here I am daydreaming of what could have been because My sweet Girl that is all I have. Well time to go and make Lunch for your brothers. I LOVE AND MISS YOU MY SWEET GIRL.
I send you a million kisses so at least one will reach you in Heaven.
Friday, June 23, 2006 - Mama
WHAT UP NEPHEW
HEY SWEETIE JUST WRITING TO SAY HI I MISS U SO MUCH HOW ARE U UP THERE I KNOW YOUR DOING ALOT BETTER THAN SOME DOWN HERE WE ALL MISS U SO VERY MUCH I NEED U TO DO ME A FAVOR AND WATCH OVER YOUR MOMMY AND DADDY I KNOW YOUR WITH THEM EVERYDAY JUST KEEP THEM AS HAPPY AS POSSIBLE WELL ITS LATE AND I JUST WANTED TO SAY HELLO SO TALK TO U LATER K. LOTS OF HUGS AND KISSES
Thursday, June 22, 2006 - YOUR FAVORITE AUNTIE!
Dear Holden
Hi Sweet baby boy! I just wanted to tell you how very much I miss you. I'm sure you're having so much fun playing with your other angel friends. Please send Mommy some more of your angel clouds and tight hugs ok? I'm sure you've been walking, and running all over the place, and jumping from cloud to cloud! I miss you my baby bug. I miss your big blue eyes and your sweet sweet smile. Brother Bradley finished the 4th grade and will be going into the 5th this fall. I know he wishes his baby brother would be there to wave goodbye to him. Take care my sweet baby boy. Lots of hugs and kisses!!!
Thursday, June 22, 2006 - All My Love, Mommy
Hi my precious and beautiful Dante.
Hi My precious baby boy? how's everything up there in heaven? i hope good. i know you are happy playing with all of your angel friends and by now i think jesus must teaching you how to walk. it has been 1 month and 10 days since you left and i missssss you so much more than ever. every day gets harder instead of easier, i don't know why? i wish i could hold you right now my sweetttt baby boy. i feel so lonely without you by my side. i know your spirit stills with me, that never leaves. you are always in my heart and thoughts, is just that most of the time i miss your smile, your smell your touch. i'm so sorry my baby boy if you see me sad and crying. i try not to because i want to be strong for you, but sometimes i can't help it. it destroys me to know that is going to be a long time until i get to hold you again. the only good thing about waking up every day is to know that i'm one day closer to you. mommy wants to have another angel to fill her empty arms. don't worry baby? it will never, everrr take your place. you are my baby and you will always be. i will like you forever, i will love you forever. forever my baby, my baby you'll be. your daddy doesn't agree with me. he doesn't want to have more babies and this is hurting mommy. daddy is scare and i understand. mommy and daddy are finding out that there's lot of differences between each other. things that they didn't see before and they are trying to work it out. mommy loves your daddy and daddy loves mommy too, is just getting rough. don't be sad my sweet baby boy. mom and daddy are trying very hard to stay together, but if for some reason it doesn't work. i want you to know that we will always be your parents that we will still love the same and even more. okay mommy will try to cheer up for you, so you can be happy too. i loveeee you my dante giovanni. with all my heart. please visit me in my dreams. i would be extremely happy to hold you and kiss you again. te amo. xoxoxoxoxo
Thursday, June 22, 2006 - mommy
mommy's angel makenna kay
HEY BABY GIRL SORRY IT'S BEEN SO LONG SINCE I WROTE YOU LAST BUT I HAVE BEEN WITHOUT AND A COMPUTER AND SOMETIMES IT'S EASIER ON THE HEART STRINGS NOT TO.I AM ALSO SORRY I HAVE NOT BEEN ABLE TO COME TO THE CEMETARY TO SEE YOU IN A WHILE BUT I HAVE NOT HAD A WAY.I WILL COME THERE SOON I PROMISE. ENOUGH ABOUT ME HOW ARE YOU DOING I AM SURE YOUR ARE GREAT UP THERE PLAYING WITH THE OTHER LITTLE ANGELS AND GRANDMA AND GRANDPA BURNS AND IF YOU GET A CHANCE COULD YOU TELL THEM I LOVE THEM AND MISS THEM VERY MUCH.
I WENT TO SEE NANNA AND POPPY DOWN IN FLORIDA AND I GOT TO TAKE YOUR SISTER HER DADDY LET HER GO.YIPPIE.ANYHOW IT WAS A GOOD VISIT AND I SEEN AUNT NINNY AND UNCLE GEORGE WE WENT TO CHURCH AS WELL.I HOPE TO GO AGAIN BEFORE THE SUMMER IS OVER.
NANNA AND I HAVE BEEN TALKING AND WE ARE HOPING TO BE ABLE TO GET YOUR HEADSTONE SOON WE KNOW IT'S LONG OVER DUE FOR IT BUT I HAVE NOT FOUND THE ONE I WANT YET EITHER SO HOPEFULLY BY THE END OF THE YEAR YOU WILL HAVE ONE.I CAN'T BELEIVE IT'S BEEN ALMOST 5 YEARS SINCE YOU LEFT US.AND EVERY PASSING DAY I MISS YOU MORE AND MORE AND SO DOES YOUR BIG SISTER BAILEY SHE HAS THIS GREAT IDEA NOW THAT IF WE FLY ANYWHERE IN A PLANE THAT SHE WILL GET TO SEE YOU CUZ WE WILL BE IN THE CLOUDS I THINK IT'S CUTE AND DONT KNOW HOW TO TELL HER IT DON'T WORK THAT WAY.BUT I NEED TO GO FOR NOW AND DO SOME STUFF BUT I PROMISE I WILL WRITE TOMMOROW SOMETIME.I LOVE AND MISS YA BUNCHES
Tuesday, June 20, 2006 - MOMMY
My Little Sweetpea Brooklyn
My Little Sweetpea Grannie misses you so much. Iknow you are well taken care of and having an blast in Heavens Gate.It is just hard right now.Since you have just left us 31/2 months ago.I can still see you tring to take that 1st step when you was with grandma.Grandma has taken it hard also.She would always put you to sleep when you stayed with us.We all MISS YOU
Monday, June 19, 2006 - LOVE Grannie ,Pawpaw and Grandma
Joshua
Hey babydoll,
I cant beleive it will be almost 1 year since you left us next month. It seems like just yesterday I was holing your body next to mine, playing with your toes,hands and nose. I cant explain the changes in my life since your departure. I wish for anything that you coould be here with me, but i know your watching over me every day. I love you with all my heart.
Monday, June 19, 2006 - Mommy
My Darling Baby
It's mommy again, I'm so glad I found this site to write to you. My baby mommy loves you so much, For everything that I've done wrong and for all the right things that i didn't do, I am so sorry. Please forgive me? It hurts so much but I know you are happy, I pray you are happy, God's lullubye is sweeter then mommy's, it should soothe you. Daddy misses you and you boeta misses you. we all love you so much. please shine your light on your brother, guide him my love. wednesday is the anniversary of your last day with me, i know it's gonna be difficult. 6 months past by so quickly. i love you angel, i love you so much. i wish things could have been different, i wish i could hold you in my arms and kiss your soft skin. i love you angel. i love you very much.
Monday, June 19, 2006 - Your mommy
Hi My darling Baby
It's almost 6 months since you left us. I thought the pain would get better but it doesn't stop. i miss you so much, i love you baby. i wish things were different but i know everything happens for a reason. I pray that you are happy. mommy loves you always always baby.
Monday, June 19, 2006 - your mommy
hi baby boy
its mommy again i miss you soo much grampa misses you too we were talking about spreading your ashes the otherday but im not sure im ready yet i still need you here grampa said if i needed to see if i was ready he would take care of them for me for a while but i just dont know im going crazy thinking about you and the twins im so scared ill lose them just like i lost you i would compleatly lose my mind if i lost them too loseing you was terrible i couldnt feel any thing for weeks some times i still cant feel any thing its been so long i shouldnt still feel like this some mornings i wake up wishing this was all a dream and youll be there but you never are please watch over the new babies for me theyll need you just as much as i do this is so scary fopr me nothing is the same as it was with you im already as big as i was when i had you with them and ive still got 4 more months any ways i love you and i miss you so much i wish i could hold and kiss you again and ill never forget the kiss you gave me before you left me
Monday, June 19, 2006 - mommy
William Christopher
hey little bro!
we're leaving tomorrow. i'm so excited! so is sky, i really hope you're there for his birthday. we all miss you so much. mike and i talked about you last night. he really wishes he could have met you! i wish he could have too. he would have loved you! hey i heard something on the radio.God only crys for the living because the living are so far from home.don't you like it because it's so true! well i have to go.it's father's day and dad's coming to get skylar and i to go to church and then we're going to go visit pap pap. so i'll talk to you soon! i love you! XoXoXoXoXoXoXoXoXoXoXoXoXoXoXoXoXoXoXoXoXoXoXoXoXoXoXo
Sunday, June 18, 2006 - your big sis, ash
hi baby boy
guess what mommy got an ultra sound the otherday and found out were haveing twins a boy and a girl im excited but im scared i want you to watch over them for me and i want you to know that even ten babies couldnt take your place i still miss you more than ever i gotta go little man
Saturday, June 17, 2006 - mommy
Abigail
Hi baby girl HAPPY BIRTHDAY baby i just only wish that you could be here right now but you are in a good place i hope that you like what me n daddy got for you i miss you so very much but you allready new that well me and daddy are gettin ready to come out and see you now but i will write you again soon i love you and daddy does to.
Saturday, June 17, 2006 - mommy and daddy
Aidan
Hey my love! Well, these days have been almost unbearable.life just isn't the same without you around. I talk about you constantly. Thank you for your prescence the other night on the way home from work. I could feel you wrapped around me, and it was incredible. Just that made me know that everything is going to be okay. I think about you all the time, and sometimes I just want to cry and I won't. I need to be strong for you. I'm trying so hard to live my life the best way possible, but seems like every barrier possible has been thrown my way. I miss you so much! I love you! Come visit me again soon.
Friday, June 16, 2006 - Mama
Alexa
They say when we go to heaven we will know everything, I hope that's true since you couldn't read when you left us. There are a lot of things you will miss not being here, not growing up the little sister of Austin and Jacob, not getting spoiled by your Grandma and not following your Mommy everywhere she goes! You know, she was planning on quitting work because she wanted to be with your brothers and you more. Your death made a huge impact on alot of people but most especially your Mommy and Daddy. They really pulled together and found comfort in each other after your death. You helped us all put things in perspective in those sad days.
Alexa, because you're with Jesus now I know you're wonderful and better off than us less fortunate here on earth but I sure wish I could hold you again. When I got the call that you had dies I went numb and stayed that way for days. I know I didn't do all of the things I could have done to help your family, but, like many, I felt to empty and devastated inside. I love you and I'll never forget holding you one day when your Mommy was trying to get a little work done. God Bless You, Penny
Friday, June 16, 2006 - Penny Murrell
Rubyjean
hey there angel mommy was just thinking of you today alot of stuff has gone on the past few months i miss u your stone is going to be put down on monday its pink ithought you would like it I love YOU AND MISS U!
lOVE MOMMY

Friday, June 16, 2006 - MOMMY
Nevaeh
Happy Birthday Sweetie!! I can't believe that you're 1 years old today. I miss you so much and it's hard to accept the fact that you aren't here to celebrate it with us. We're about to go put some balloons on your grave. All day I've been holding back my tears of sadness because everyone says that I should be happy because you're smiling down on me. But I want you to see your smile, I want you to be here.to blow out your candles, to open presents, and most of all for me to hug and kiss and tell you how much I love you. I love you and I miss you alot!! I hope that you're smiling and you know that I love you and miss you very much. So keep mommie and your baby brother or sister in mind, and continue to watch over us and keep smiling down baby girl!!!
Friday, June 16, 2006 - Mommie
Aidan
Hey Boo grandpa fred here again, loving you missing you. It has been awhile since I last wrote, but you are never far from my thoughts. Things as you probably know are going okay. But I worry about your mom all the time, she seems fine but I know that is not the case. At least she is now seeking some professional help and that pleases me. Your garden is in full bloom lots of hummingbirds and butterlies I have to pick up the new statue I ordered for it soon. Your tree is growing like I had hoped. I tend to it everyday after work it is my way of spending some time with you. Work has been hectic I just finshed another trial and the jury gave us a defense verdict. I wish I could share my happiness with you. Well I am at work now and have to get back. Remember to keep watching over us and I will see you soon.
Wednesday, June 14, 2006 - Love you grandpa fred xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxx
My sweet angel, Payton
Hey sweet boy. Gosh I miss you. what I would not give to see, touch, smell you - just anything. Just one minute. I can not wait until I get to see you agian. Please help me, please be with me. Please visit me, anything. I need you. I miss you so terribly bad. everyone says it gets better with time, but to be honest IT DOES NOT. I love you so much, I feel so lost. so empty, so uncomplete. I dont understand why you had to go so soon. It is suppose to be me b/f you. WHY?
Wednesday, June 14, 2006 - Love momma
Lil' Abby
Happy Birthday Baby !! Today you are one year old and I wish we could have the great big party that you should have. I love and miss you so much and can't wait till the day we can all be together again. I know you are having a great time in heaven with Uncle David and Great Grandma Rose and everyone else that's gone on before. Your family here misses you so much. Today is Aunt Lee Ann's birthday too. She sends you hugs and kisses today.
I love you Abby !! God Bless and Happy Birthday !!
Tuesday, June 13, 2006 - Mommy
My Luvbug Logan Cheyanne pagie Barnett
Hay there my sweet angle how are you today?. Mommy is okay so are your brothers they said to tell you they love and miss you very much so dose mommy and daddy and al;l the family mommy wants you here so bad next month will make one uear since you had to go mommy wises so bad that you were here eith me just to hold and kiss you and see your beauitful smile and face I miss just holding you loving you bathing you you know you had to have a bath in the mornings and in the night before you went to sleep I loved geting you out sand watching your lips shake were youy were cold then drying you off so fast and putting loton onyou to make your skin soft and smelling good then dressing you in the most beauitful outfit then taking you out and letting everyone say how cute you were and how happy you seemed to be I just miss having you here I still wwant you here I still wake up hoping it was a dream but every morning when I open my eyes and your not there i know that it is true you really are gone yhsay breaks my heart it hurts so so so s os very much i wonder who and what you would look like me or daddy and how you would act would you be miss independent or would you want mommy to do everything would you be mommy's girl or daddy's would you love your bottle so much it would be hard to break you or wouild you just give it up I wonder how you would be and how are life's was suppost to be with you in it. Me and daddy are no longer together for a bunch of reason's and i know you know that we both still love ytou and your brothers we just don't love each other anymore . Well my angel just wanted tolet you know that i am always thinking of you and missing you every second of every day and to tell you i love you so very much mommy will write again soo my luvbug sending all the huges and kisses in the world to heaven just for you xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
xoxoxoxoxoxoxox
Monday, June 12, 2006 - Your sad and confused Mopmmy Heather
My Sweet JJ
Dear JJ,
It has been so long. I have missed you for almost 16years. I still feel so blessed for having the time we had. As you know I am ok. Still wish you were here everyday. But I know that you have a lot of love and support up there. I would like you and Grammie to do me a huge favor you be there to love and protect anyone that is alone there. I know that if your love could help me through the darkesttime in my life it will also definately help the babies who need it most. I would also like to thank you for giving me the best son I could ever ask for. From you I have gotten strength and courage. So until we are together again love to you and everyone there. I wish I could be there but it is not yet my time. I love you.
Monday, June 12, 2006 - Love Mommy
Nevaeh
Hey "phat momma scoop"! I've been upset lately because I know that your birthday is right around the corner. I still can't believe that you will be one years old. I get mad at the fact that you aren't here to celebrate your birthday, but I know that you are smiling down and watching over us all. We all miss you and love you alot.
Monday, June 12, 2006 - Mommie
Dear Holden
Hi baby, Mommy just wanted to write to you and tell you how much we all miss you. Tomorrow it will be 49 days since we had you here and held you in our arms. I can still see you smiling and just being sweet little you. We all love and miss you more than you will ever know. We can't wait until we can hold you again.
Saturday, June 10, 2006 - Love Mommy
Dear branden
Hey baby i wanted to stop and tell you how much i love and misses you. I'm for ever thinking about and the 10 days we spent together well really nine months and 10 days including when we were together when you were in my stomach. I miss you so much baby I see your auntie has written you a letter it is so sweet. And yes I was mad at your auntie when I found out she was having a little boy i was mad but i wouldnt want no body to cut my blessing short and I dont want to do it for any one else. I'm going to love your cousin so so so much like he was mine. One day baby I hope to have you a little brother or sister and tell them all about you and how you made me and your daddy so happy and because of you we are still together to make them. I finally returned back to work a couple of weeks ago and it felt really good to be back everyone was excited to see me and was asking about your daddy and how he was doing. I have showed everyone your pictures and everyone said you were beautiful some people couldn't even tell if you were a girl or boy with all that beautiful hair you have.Well I'm at work now so I have to go but I will be sure to write you and think about you and I want to continue to look over your family and freinds cause we all love you.

My Precious Son
Saturday, June 10, 2006 - Your mommy
BJ
Hey stinker. This is your aunt Shay. I miss u so much. There is not a day that goes by that I dont think about you or look at your pictures. At least I can look at them and smile now. Well I found out that Im having a boy. I was hoping for a girl so that it wouldnt be so hard for your mommy and daddy to be around but I think they will be okay. I thought that your mommy was mad at me but I dont think so anymore. Even though your not here anymore physically I know your here in spirit and thats how we can all keep goin. But we will be okay as long as you keep watching over us and we feel u here. You are still and always will be nainies baby and I love u and miss u so much. I will talk to later stinky.
Friday, June 9, 2006 - YOUR FAVORITE AUNTIE!
Hello Hayden,
I really am not sure where to start. It's been a little over a month since you left us. I miss your face, smile, breath and little hands more and more each day. I never thought I could love another human so much and so deeply. You are my star that shows me there is light till another day. I love you Little monkey boy. Everyone misses you!!! Be good for Grandma up there!
Friday, June 9, 2006 - Love always and FOREVER, Mommy
My Luvbug Logan Cheyanne Pagie Barnett
Hay sweetheart How are you today? Mommy is okay but i miss you so much i was crying to sarah all morning on the phone cause I miss you so much and love you so much Mommy has good days and then I have bad days and I am trying to make them better but i need you here witgh me i still have all the question of why you had to go and i guess i'll never know untill i get to heaven tell anut carrie and manma vina and your cousin william mommy said hi, and i miss tem too but I miss you so much i need you . well my angel mommy wioll go for now i will write again tomorrow I love you so much my luvbug sending all the kisses in the world just for you xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
xoxoxoxoxoxo
Thursday, June 8, 2006 - Your sad and unhappy mommy heather
My little angel Kevin Henry
Baby it has been just 45 days from the last time I feed you and and made you smile at me. I miss you so much I think I can't make it in this world without you.I know you want me to keep going for your brothers and sister, but we are not a family like we were when you were here. I love you! Why can I not hold you? Why can't I see you grow? I miss you and I'll send you another letter soon.
Thursday, June 8, 2006 - Love your mommy,who can't wait to hold you!
DEAR: JOSHUA JAMAL STANLEY
HEY BABAY THIS IS YOUR GURL STARR AND I JUSTWANT YOU TO KNOW THAT I LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND JUST WANT TO LET YOU KNOW THAT I LOVE YOU AND I MISS YOU
Thursday, June 8, 2006 - STARR D JACKSON
Dearest Jake,
My little angel boy I miss you so much. Tomorrow Joshua starts school and I can see you looking over him and guiding him. I wish I could see you next to him walking with him playing with him and your brothers and sister. That empty place in my heart wishes you were here to re fill it again. I cant help but wonder what you would look like now and how you would have grown into my little man starting school. I love you my Jake and would give anything to kiss your face and tell in person 1 more time.
I will write again soon my darling.
Thursday, June 8, 2006 - Mummy
my little bro, William Christopher Bachman
Hey! i miss you so much! oh wow! it's been 13 years now. such a long time. we all miss you so much! mom, dad, even your little brother William Skylar talks about you, it's really sweet. he's turning 11 in a week or so. he's really excited.maybe you could just give him a little sign to show him that your there. i know that'd mean the world to him! it really would.
little bro, William Christopher you were only 3 months and 15 days old when you left us. did you know that you died exactly one week before Mother's day, and exactly one week before dad's birthday. I know how hard it was for mommy and dad and I thank you for helping them as much as you could. I know that your watching over us now, I just don't see why you had to go. I miss you so much.I remember the day you were buried.it was rainy and there were tons of people, mom told me there were over 200 people that showed up to say good bye to you. Your casket was baby blue, and you were wearing the outfit you wore when you got christened in, your cute little hat, and grandpa layed down his rosary on your little tummy. I remember I was wearing that black dress with polk-a-dots and flowers that grandma made me.oh how I hated that thing! We buried you right next to a great big pine tree, right by the water. We come up all the time to say hello and to decorate your tree for holidays of course. oh how much I miss you. But I'm reminded all the time of how much you are still a part of my life. Like the other night when mike and I were fighting and he told me goodbye, I cried to you.and I felt like I needed to call him back, so I did. And I come to find out that he tried to hurt himself and something was stopping it from going into his skin. I just know that was you and thank you so much.
well i wrote something trying to help people understand what SIDS really is.and this is how i ended it, i hope you like it.
Well I hope that has helped a least one person understand just a little more about what is going on when the doctor come into that small, stuffy, tense waiting room.telling you that your little baby brother didn't make it through. the doctor tells your family and you that he was gone before they even got there, there was nothing they could do.i'm sorry the doctor will say, turn, and leave you there in that small, stuffy, tense, waiting room with a broken heart, and a broken family. it's not your fault. you couldn't have done a thing. things happen for a reason, you may not understand them now or ever, but they do happen for a reason. and "he" wouldn't give you anything that you couldn't handle. i know why "he" took my brother that day, Christopher was ment to soar with the angles and watch over me, his new little brother, mommy, daddy, grandmas, grandpas, aunts, and uncles. William had a pair of wings waiting for him! And I have my own little gardian angel always there for me whenever I need him

MONTHS:
January.month of freshly fallen snow the day of your birth how was I to know how quickly until you go.
February.month of gifts of love you, the most precious gift from up above.
March.month of the Leprechauns each one of your smiles bright as the stars and as fresh as dew on the dawn.
April.month of the rain showers your personality was budding as lovely as a flower.
May.month of my broken heart i knew you'd be chosen from the start.
Three months, fifteen days of pure joy, my one and only precious boy. Now i watch the months come and go one, by one waiting patiently to be reunited forever with my darling son. love mom.

THE GIFT:
if i could have a lifetime wish, a dream that would come true, i'd pray to our heavenly father with all my heart for yesterday and you. a thousand words can't bring you back. i know becuase i've tried. neither will a million tears. i know because i've cried.You left behind my broken heart and happy memories too, but i never wanted memories i only wanted you. People say this hurt i feel won't last but i think i'll miss you just as much 'till all my tears have passed.
Christopher, i love you with all my heart! XoXoXoXoXoXoXoXoX love your big sis, ash.
Thursday, June 8, 2006 - your big sissy, ashley marie
Hello My Princess
Oh my sweet pretty Girl. How much I wish I could say. especially today being you have been in heaven for 2 months today. I feel as this is all a dream. I can still see your little face and that big bright smile that would light up my day. Hmm I miss kissing you and having your brothers come and want to kiss you up too. This week has really been hard for Mama and especailly today.I hope you like the little bear. I miss you so much my litte one. but I know you are looking down at us and don't want us to be sad. My love I am trying so hard its just I have to get my heart and mind to work together. Oh my sweet Love I send you a million kisses so at least one will reach you in heaven. I LOVE YOU MY PRETTY GIRL. MY BEAUITFUL ANJELIQUE.xoxoxo
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Wednesday, June 7, 2006 - Your Mama Who Misses You SOOO Much
Dearest Lennon
Hi honey,

Happy almost 4th birthday!!! We love and miss you always. Stay happy and safe in heaven sweetie. I can't believe 4 years have passed since you were born. We wonder what you would be like if you were still with us today.I'll bet laughing and smiling all the time. Grammie is at work, so have to go, but I'm thinking about you a lot. LOve you always.
Wednesday, June 7, 2006 - Love and kisses, Grammie
Baby Thomas
Miss you loads my first born son

Love you to the moon and back again
Wednesday, June 7, 2006 - Mummy , Daddy and all your Sisters
Sophia,
Hi Dumpling,
Oh, how I miss you!!! I see your beautiful face throughout the house and feel the empty space in my heart, where you only are in spirit and memory. Not a moment goes by, even still, that I don't think of you. You are my baby doll, and always will be. What I would give to touch you once again, just once. Would you consider visiting me in my dreams? Big hugs to all your new little baby friends, and kisses to Jian. He's been in Heaven for 15 years now! My goodness, tell him we love him.
Love YOU to the moon and back a gazillion times. Kisses and hugs!
Wednesday, June 7, 2006 - Love, Mama
dear holden
Me mommy & daddy miss you alot.Its not the same without you.We wish you were back.My life is sucking with you not here.Mommy had a hard mothers daywithout you there.You were the best little bo a big could ever ask for in the universe.Im sorry I could not put luvy in with you. I bet you when i go to heaven you'll be watching Oobi with the angels. Well I got to run. love you XOXO!
Wednesday, June 7, 2006 - Love your Big Bo
My sweet angel, Payton
Hello sweet boy. Just thinking about you as always, and I wanted to say hi. I did not see any of your signs today, were you there? Oh well you are always in my heart. I miss you sweet thing. PaPa spoke of you yesterday. It actually felt good to hear about you from him, he has not said anything since you had to go back home. We all miss you baby. I love you
Tuesday, June 6, 2006 - Momma
My Big Brother Jesse James Stevens
Hey Jesse! I know I never got to meet you and I think in a lot of ways that may have made the situation harder. Mom still does think about you I know it's been a long time and she doesn't have your photos out but it's hard for her. We would have been so close less then a year apart we could have done so much together.
I know you watched out for me and were there to make sure I didn't die the way you did and mom is so happy for that reason she was afraid that she was going to lose me too. It's kinda bittersweet to know she found out she was pregnant with me the day of your funeral. I'm hopeing to make a trip out to your grave sometime withen the next year or so. I've never been I know I wish I could but it's such a long trip.
I have a photo of you up it sits in my living room next to your nephew's picture. I named him after you he was born only a few days apart from you and was the same weight and height I know you were there when he was born and I know you helped the dr remove the umbilical cord from around his neck. Thank you big brother. You guys look so much alike
You have a nephew in Cali now too his name is Christopher he is so smart. Mike is so proud of him and Mike remembers you and your never far from any of our thoughts.
I found your death certificate a few months ago it really hurt mama to see it again but she does love you and she will see you again someday. I know you are up there with Amy and gramps and grandma and I'm sure they just love seeing you.
I can't believe you would be 21 I'm sure you would have made mama proud and by now would have started a beautiful family of your own. I wish I could have just met you so I would have truly known what an amazing big brother I would have had.
Mama loves my little boy and says that he reminds her of you. I think your going to be an uncle again because me and my husband are hopeing we are pregnant so please watch out for our baby. I still check on my little boy all the time to make sure he is okay. Well I will write more often I love you big brother and know I'll see you in heaven
Tuesday, June 6, 2006 - your baby sister Amanda
Alexzandrea my ANGEL BABY ,
Hello my sweet baby girl I haven't Written to you in a long time i've been going through alot of things that I haven't had time to stop by and write you. I didn't even get to write you for your 1st Brithday. Did you get the balloons we sent to you? I hope so. Oh God It been only six months since you past and it still only feels like yeaterday. I wish you were here. I wish that you could of been here with me on my 17th birthday, It would of made it alot better, but i know some how you saw the whole thing. I got your name tattoo on my back with a big Rose under neith it. It big. It sybolizes the impact you had and have on my life I stopped doing all the bad things I used to do, and i did it just for you. I'm finnishing high school like I told you I would. I'm tring my best to get along with everyone and noth to feel so down but it's kinda hard when you dont have the one person who made you smile everyday. The person who made you relize that the world doesn't just revolve around you, and to not take things for granted be cause in a blink of an eye or a goods night rest everything could be gone. It still scares me sometimes to sleep with the lights off when all I do is have nightmares of when I found you not there but there. Or to have nightmares of see in you lay there in your pretty pink dress sleeping peacefully in your casket. I miss you so much my BEAUTIFUL baby. Tell you grandpa I said hi. Oh and baby girl thank you for helping me and daddy to have a better relationship. Well i'll write you back as soon as I can okay. Me and Daddy love and Miss You!!!
Tuesday, June 6, 2006 - Your Mommy Trisha
Abigail
hi baby angel i miss you bunches it is hard to belive that you went to live with jesus almost a year ago i think about you all the time i miss you alot i hope that you liked your flowers n angel we brung you today your grandma got them for you. I wish you could be here now with us but i no that you are in a MUCH MUCH BETTER place and you have the best of the best to take care of you all the time daddy loves n misses you too well baby girl i am going to go for now i love you
Sunday, June 4, 2006 - mommy
My sweet angel, Payton
Hey baby boy. I miss you so much. It is not getting any better. I just want to hold you and feel your soft skin. I dont understand why you had to go so soon, I did not have enough time with you. I often think of how big you would be, how you would look. I blve to myself that I see you though. That I even sometomes smell you, and I like to think it is you coming to see me. I love you sweet Pete.
Saturday, June 3, 2006 - Momma
My Sweet Hailey
Hi sweetie pie.I hope you are doing well and are so very happy in heavon playing with all the angels. I just wanted to let you know i have been thinking about you often and praying for you. I still often cry for you and get upset that i can no longer kiss you and hug you and hold you close to me.I miss you sooooo much baby girl and most of the time i just don't know what to do with myself.it's all i can do to keep from going crazy missing you so very much. I want you to know that me and daddy are OK and we will always love you and remember you and think about you all of the time. Me and grandma completed most of your garden a couple days ago, and it is beautiful, just like you!! You can come visit any time you want.grandma would love it! she misses you so much Hailey baby and so does grandpa and Aunty Ali misses you so so so much too! Aunt Ali and i talk about you all of the time, you were and still are a very important part of her life and you have made a huge impact on her, she will always love you and remember you. I just wanted you to know how very much I love you and miss you and will carry your memory with me forever and ever until one day i can be with you.I Love You tweety bird and i miss your smiles, i see them all the time in my heart!! As i will always, I love you more than anything my little princess!
Saturday, June 3, 2006 - your mommy xoxoxoxoxo
Dearest Vincent
know what, i really miss you so much. until now everytime i remember you, i cant still control my self, i still cry. maybe because i dont even seen you alive. i dont even met you.but i love you so much. please take good care and always guide our mom and dad and our 3 brothers. tell jesus, that please give me the chance to fulfill our parents dreams. i love you. i miss your little fingers. your little feet, they were too cold, when i had hold them. i know mommy really miss you too. we love you little brother. time will come, we will meet.but not so soon. many years from now. so just keep an eye with us. ok.vincent.
Friday, June 2, 2006 - manang(older sister)
Joshua
Hey Babydoll,
I am missing you so much! I got a new job last week, since I am going to college to become a teacher, I thought I would work at a day care while I am still in school. It is fun and very exhausting. Today I was in the 1 year old room. I was happy and sad, becasue thats how old you would have been right now if you didnt go up to heaven. I keep on thinking what you would look like, sound like, smell like.
It hurts so bad sometimes that no one knows how deep the pain is. Sometimes I find myself crying or on the verge of tears for no reason at all. I guess everyone eventually has to cry, becasue I dont know that many people who can hold it all in. which is a bad thing to do.
Watch over me and all your family here on earth, and in heaven too. I will be sending you butterfly kisses and hugs your way. I love you so much sunshine. xoxoxoxoxoxo
Friday, June 2, 2006 - Mommy
Ello My Beautiful Baby Brother, Freddie
Well, Its been two months since me and dad fell out and i miss you so much. everytime i saw you.you brightened up my day with you little laugh. hopefully see you soon your forever in my heart love you lots & lots xoxoxoxoxox
Thursday, June 1, 2006 - Kara, Ur sister who loves you very much
Hi Elias my little baby boy,
Well I have never written you a letter on here so this will be my first. I actually just came about this web-site the other day because mommy is doing a speech in class on SIDS and I needed some research for it. After reading all these stories of parents who have lost their babies it makes me think back to 9 years ago when Mommy lost you. It still seems like yesterday it some ways. I have not ever forgotten and I never will. Mommy misses you so much and you already know that I think about you at least once a day.I know you have met your sister I just brought her to your grave the other day to meet you. Well I know you know that Ariana went to stay at your grammas house for 3 nights and it has me sick to my stomache. I know that gramma will protect her with her life but it still makes my heart hurt inside and also feel a little guilty too. But also the reason she is watching her is because Grampa and Aunt Holly and Unlce Ryan, and Aunt Katie and I are all attending the 3rd aunnual SIDS auction to help raise money for SIDS. So being away from her is letting us all pay tribute to you still after all these years. Grampa is the annoucer silly grampa huh? Anyway please look out for your sister this weekend and don't let her die, and please help mommy get through this weekend too and stop thinking that your sister is going to die too. I love you my little frog face boy and I know that one day I will see you again.
Thursday, June 1, 2006 - Love from your mommy Lindsey
Baby Thomas
Miss ya loads son

Love to the moon and back again
Thursday, June 1, 2006 - Mummy
My dearest Elijah Walker
Hello sweet pea, grammie sure does miss you. Tomorrow is your angel day. cant believe it has already been a year since you went to heaven. Your mommy is married now and is expecting your baby sister anyday now. She has named her Jalieh, after you. Its your name mixed up. You watch over us all please, grammie misses you
Wednesday, May 31, 2006 - Love forever, grammie
My Luvbug Logan Cheyanne Pagie Barnett
Hay my luvbug mommy is setting here crying he eyes out thinking of you I have ben all day then I get back on here and see the letter writen to kristen and it makes me so angry that someone could say that how can it not been killing them and they even wrote mom at the end how sad I am dieing here cause you were do wanted and loved and you still had to leave .Logan mommy would'nt change anythng even all the pain I;m so glad I got to love you so much and just kiss and love you and be your mom.Mommy just wanted you to know that I love you and miss you so much my angel I wish you were here every second of everyday.Mommyne
eds to go now all the huges and kisses in the world just for you my sweet babyxoxoxoxoxoxo
xo.
Wednesday, May 31, 2006 - Your heartbroken Mommy Heather
My Luvbug Logan Cheyanne Pagie Barnett
Hay my luvbug How are you today? Mommy is okay today. well mommy finally has some good news i got my drivers lisnens that means I can finally come and see you more and get mommy's life together.I miss you so much everyday logan I just don't understand why us I just want you back it's been almost a year people say it gets better to deal with the pain but if that is so then why dose it still feel like yesterday.I know you don't have the answers i jst want you to know how much i love and miss you and how hard it is to go on without you.Hopefully mommy can get her life together but i just don't understand how i am suppost to do that when part of it is missing.Well my angel mommy has to go for now i want you to know that i love and miss you so very much and i think of you all day long everyday. All the huges in kisses in the world for you my luvbug.xoxoxoxox
oxoxo mommy will write again soo love you
Wednesday, May 31, 2006 - Your heartbroken Mommy Heather
My Luvbug Logan Cheyanne Pagie Barnett
Hay my sweet angel How are you on this pretty day ?Well mommy is okay I miss you so much through and today is memorial day and i am in ohio and i didnt get to came and see you today and that broke my heart like it isnt torn out anyway but it was funnt cause they was a baby that was at the house that i was at and her and you were the same age as when you passed away and the outfit she had on you had one too i felt it was your way of letting mommy know your here the baby loved me she let me hold her all the time and when someone els held her she cryed that was wonderful. I miss and love you so much and and the boys and the rest of the family I jusy wonder who you would be today how you would look and act .Well my sweet angle mommy has to get your brothers in bed but i will write again soo all the huges and kisses in the world just for you tell your baby friends mommy says hi love you xoxoxoxoxoxoxox
Monday, May 29, 2006 - your sad mommy heather
Dear Tyson
Hello Lil Man
I just wanted to say hi and tell you that I love and miss you so very much. I really wish I could read all the other letters I've written to you so I know what I have already told you. I probably told you that I wasn't talking to your gramma anymore but since the wedding we are talking and she is sick she's got breast cancer please watch over her for us.
I don't know if I told you that we are building a brand new home. We can't wait to move in. We are hoping to add to our little family soon. Please watch over all of us I will write back to you soon.
Monday, May 29, 2006 - Daddy
Madison Elaine
hi sisi i miss you i love you i hope that your having fun in heaven and i bet you will see mom soon she is very sick well marissa and i love you!
lve Kristin and Marisa and Emely
Sunday, May 28, 2006 - sister
kyla
hey baby i cant believe you have been gon this long! i love you much so does daddy i will talk to you later k mom
Sunday, May 28, 2006 - mom
tyler
Dear tyler i miss you soo much daddy is cazy and hits me hard well i love you mommy
Sunday, May 28, 2006 - mom

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