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kevin my little boy
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Baby,mommy is missing you so and I think of you all the time.I wounder how big you would be right now,what your first word would be.I miss you and love you so much,I wounder if you really know that,I want to believe you do.I still have only had that one dream of you, and I ask every night for you to please come into them.I miss you, I love you,I hope you know.
Friday, September 8, 2006 - love your mommy
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Sweet Grayce Marie
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Hey there baby girl it has been a while since I have wrote you and I just wanted to let you know I think about you often and you are always in my mind. May you rest in peace angel Grayce with all your friends up in heaven. I love you and not a day goes by when I see a baby I will always think of you and remember you. I will never forget you and always love you.
Thursday, September 7, 2006 - Melissa
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My Sweet Little Man Joshie
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Mommy misses you so much. I wonder every single day if you know how much I love you. I am dead inside without you. Your sisters are doing a little better they all love and miss you more than u know. As far as daddy goes I can't really say there cause he doesn't talk to me about it. We aren't living together and really I don't think we will be together much longer. But we both love you and miss you. I do know that. I can't wait till the day comes that I can hold you once more. Right now thats the only thing I am living for. The day you went to be with jesus you took mommy with you. I hope that you are playing happily with your aunt lisa and cousin jason. Until you went I couldn't imagine what your aunt and grandma went through losing them. Now I can't imagine ever loving life again with you gone. Well your sisters need to get to bed for school tomorrow. I will write again. I love you and miss you. Sending hugs and kisses to you and all your little playmates.
Thursday, September 7, 2006 - Mommy
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Hello Devon
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Looking to heaven and wondering if you are happy and feel loved by everyone there. You were with us for such a short time, and in fact God had other plans for you. I can say that now without crying. I feel so sad because even though I lost you I cannot take your daddy's hurt and pain away and that makes me very sad. I love you so much Devon I miss you as much and I remember the last night I watched you. You were a little restless and made a little noise that I guess would be considered unusual. I was wondering if you knew and was trying to tell us in your small way. Baby be happy and let us know you are alright. Stay loved in heaven as you are here. love, hugs, and kisses from me and all others. XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO
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Thursday, September 7, 2006 - Grandma Carla
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my little angel Jordyn
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Today was a good day for your mommy, we got her back to school. She is behind a bit but we hope she can catch up. She and all of us miss u so. mom got her car back and it smelled so much like u. your blankets and things were in there. Your mommy has a beutiful picture of u on her dash. we love u talk later.oxox
Thursday, September 7, 2006 - love grandma
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Hi baby Devon
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I am finding out you have more babies to get to know that before. Your Aunt Stacey has a baby girl 2 years old in Heaven with you, I hope you can locate her and you may already have. We miss you so much. We want you here with us so much. We hope you are happy with the other babies with you there. I love you.
Wednesday, September 6, 2006 - Grandma Carla
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Dear Kayleigh
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Kayleigh, mommy misses you so much. Not one single day goes by that you do not cross my mind. I would do anything to be able to hold you in my arms. I know that God had more important plans for you. The other day I went to your grave, I bought you a doll I put it at the cematary with you. Sometimes I dont think that I can go on, but then I think about you up in heaven smiling and being happy. I try so hard not to be sad for you. My heart has a big empty place. You are and always will be my angel. I wish that I could have you back to watch you grow. You are always in my heart. I wear the locket with your hair in it all the time. I love you always and forever Sending all my love to heaven.
Wednesday, September 6, 2006 - Love Always, mommy
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Little Sweetpea Brooklyn Augustine
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Hey my Little Sweetpea.I am sorry I haven't wrote lately.Grannie has been sick and Iam still sick.I hope you are having Fun Flying up above with a;; your Little Angel Buddies and especially with your Cousin Josh.Grannie and Pawpaw miss you both dearly.Josh just love on your little cousin that you never got to know down here on earth.But you are getting to know everyone nowBoth give your Great Grannie and Great Paw hugs and kisses.Sweetpea give your Greatgreat Grandma an kiss and hug for me.We miss ya'll so much a day don't go by that I don't think about you all.Josh you left this world 8 Months ago.And little sweetpea you left 6 months ago.Ya'll will always be special to us and we will never ever forget ya'll.LOVE YOU BOTH AND MISS YOU BUNCHES.
Wednesday, September 6, 2006 - Grannie Goodson
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My Sweet Sweet Kylee.
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hi my baby girl. today is 3 years that you have been gone. i miss you soooo very much my baby. I can't beleive that it has been that long, it still feels like it was yesterday that we woke up to your stillness. i never thought i would lose my precious baby. now its all i can think about. i worry so much about Nici and Sylvia. and now charlotte just had her baby girl, MaeLynna, she is so beautiful Kylee. Please include her in your prayers as well. i can't believe you are an aunty. she was born on the 2nd. i don't know what to do with the kids any more. they are so outta control. and i know its because they miss you so very much as well. and please don't take to heart what buba said, he didn't mean it. he is just hurting so bad and he doesn't know how to handle the pain. i love you baby girl. please pray for us and keep us close to your heart and help us in understanding why you are gone baby.
Wednesday, September 6, 2006 - love from your broken hearted mommy.
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ASIA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Hey baby girl! Its mommy. I miss ya!! how have u been? lifes a struggle but im trying. I wish you could be here with me and give me more of a reason to live. School has just started back up again, and im having a hard time getting anything done with 2 jobs. I cant believe its been more than a year already since you were here with me. I hope you are happy and having fun all the time. please have a good night and watch over mommy during these hard times. I love you baby.
Wednesday, September 6, 2006 - ur mommy
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Hey big boy it's mommy
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I miss you sooooo much your 5th birthday is coming next month, and your brothers are this month. Those are some busy little beavers they will be 4 and 3. You also have another brother now his name is Trystan Charles Artis he is so sweet he's always kissing you pictures.
Tuesday, September 5, 2006 - we love boo
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dearest Kadence, hey baby girl.
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hey pretty girl i know it has only been one days since you have let our life but i just want to let you know that me and you daddy miss you so much and wish that we have you back please dont be mad at mommy . i love you and wish you were here with me and i hope to see you again some day,, mommy misses you soooooooooo soooooooo much i love you baby please remember that mommmy and daddy love you so much and that we miss you so much ok.mommy is so sorry for what ever i ever did wrong or any thing mommy loves you a whole whole lot and so does your daddy i'll see you soon be waiting on mommy i love you and will talk to you soon.
Monday, September 4, 2006 - Mommy and Daddy
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Devon
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Happy 2 month birthday my dear. Hope you have a good time on this special day. 2 months ago your daddy ran down the hall of the hospital, grabbed me and said very loud. 'my son is here, my son is here, mom I am a daddy.' And it is true what they say, any one can be a father, but it takes someone very special to be a daddy, and that meaning is just your dad. He is so proud of you, and still is. He is beginning to dream of you and wake up and you are not there with him. It is getting harder on him now. I think it is time for a support group. He thinks he is doing good, but I know you can see him, so please take extra care and let him know you still love him. Show him in some way that you will always be with him. That he can still take you everywhere he goes and do all the things he wanted to do with you, just he will need to find another way to do them. I miss you so much, baby.I still look for your daddy coming up the hill with you in his arms and me waiting at the door to take you from him. They want so much to have another baby, but if you could please put in a good word to God to protect the next little one and let he or she to grow up. Your daddy could not take losing another one. well I have to fix dinner darling. take care and I love you and miss you so very much.XOXOXOXOXOX
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Monday, September 4, 2006 - Grandma Carla
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My Beautilful baby Jordyn
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hey beautiful. i miss you. i dont know how i have been dealing with out you for 3 months and 5 days. you are my everything. i think about you every minute of everyday. i havent been taking it well. i dealing with the pain with drinking. i hate this. i hate not having you. i hate not being able to touch you,kiss you,feed you, anything. i miss you so much. i want you back. ill wright again i promise. i love you.feb 19th-may30th
Monday, September 4, 2006 - mommy
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My Baby Girl Jordyn
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hello little won i had a wonderful dream last night there i was hugging and kissing u but than i woke up. i miss u soooo much. i'm here with your mommy she is helping me to send this to u hope you can get it. mommy is going to write next so we;ll see if it works love u lots xoxoxo
Monday, September 4, 2006 - grandma shelley
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my little angel shauna leigh
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its been nearly 10 years since you left to go to heaven, & theres still not a single day when i dont think about you. what u would look like now, things that we would do together, & it still hurts me so much & it always will untill we meet again in heaven.
hope your grandad keith is taken good care of you & your 2nd auntys janet & pat. hope your all having fun, & i no your always going to be here with me. love & miss you so much baby girl
Sunday, September 3, 2006 - mammy & paul xxxx
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Hello Eric
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I never got to meet you, but does not mean I love you any less. You are in my heart and soul. I would like to have gotten to know you and hold you, but it was not meant to be. So I will wait and see you later in heaven. I am working every hard to make sure I am there with you and Devon. Please watch over mommy and daddy they both love you very much
Sunday, September 3, 2006 - Grandma Carla
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Hi Devon
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Grandma again. Just wanted to find out if you have located Dakota. He is there with you, only he is about 10 days younger than you. We said good-bye to him yesterday. I made the ribbons that were made for you just to say we are thinking about you. I left one on your picture, just to say hi. We still have not found your star yet, but have not located the exact area we will have to do more searching on the web. I am doing better. I have things I can share with Debbie, you remember her when we went to have lunch, now that we have yet another connection. Still miss you like crazy. With work it keeps me busy in the day, but the nights are long and lonely without you there. I miss watching you sleep, feeding you, and changing your diapers, which I would take again in a heart beat. It helps me to write to you that way I know I am doing something good and letting you know how much I love you and want a difference you made to all our lives. Please continue to be our gardian angel as you are. Look down on us and remember how much we really love you still. You will be in our hearts forever.
Sunday, September 3, 2006 - Grandma Carla
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My Sweet Angel Cole.
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Hello sweety its mom again, i just want u to know how much we love and miss you with all of our hearts.
Mommies arms ache to hold u, feed u, bath u, and see that wonderful smile.God i wish i know why this had to happen to such a sweet and innocent baby. Mommy doesnt know even were to start to move on.I am so affraid if i have one ounce of normalsy back in my life then people might think i have forgotten about u, but we know that will never, never happen.
I miss u so much, i can eat or sleep, all i do is think about you everyday of every minute, and the time we had together.I just want to hold you and rock you and tell u that i love you.Mommy hurts so much right now, because this shouldnt be happening at all, babies arent suppose to go to heaven before there parents, thats not the way it is suppose to be.
I have to cry myself to sleep most nights, casue i cant see you or hear you, but something i think i can feel you with us.I just wish we could see you again, and look at your beautiful face.you are forever in our hearts and minds.we love you Cole Ray Hazel, now and forever.
Sunday, September 3, 2006 - Mommy
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Dear Hailey Morgan,
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Hi baby girl. I've been thinking about you a lot lately and wanted to write you tonight. I met a woman who goes to school with me who lost her son the same way i lost you and his name is Luke. We shared memories of our special babies in heaven and cried happy and sad tears.I love telling people about you still and i'll never stop talking about you. You were and still are a huge part of my life and who i am as a person and as a mommy.I wish so badly that i could kiss you and give you a big hug right now and never let you go again. Sometimes it's so hard for me to move forward each day.and then i think about what life would be like if you were still here with me and what my little girl and I would be doing, and thinking of you keeps me going.you and your daddy. I love you so much baby girl and i miss you so very much! Sometimes i can still close my eyes and feel you in my arms.even though it's not all of you i know a part of you is still with me and always will be and i am so very thankful for that. Say hi to your great grandpa Jerry for me and of course Weston, i'm sure he won't ever leave your side.Your mommy and daddy still miss you every day we wake up on Earth and you don't.
We will never forget you and one day i'll be with you once again. Until then, I will continue to talk to you and celebrate your life down here.I blow you a million hugs and kisses from me to you Tweety Bird!! I love you I love you I love you I love you more than the world itself. **Hugs and Kisses!!**
Saturday, September 2, 2006 - your mommy who loves you so very much!! xoxoxoxoxo
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AVALYNN GRACE
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HELLO BABY GIRL. BEEN THINKING ABOUT YOU A LOT TODAY. TOMORROW WILL BE 6 WEEKS SINCE YOU WENT TO HEAVEN. WE MISS YOU SO MUCH. I LOVE YOU! XOXOXO
Friday, September 1, 2006 - MOMMY & DADDY
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My angel Gracie Elizabeth,
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Hi my love, how are you? In 2 days you will be 10 months old. I know you are trying to walk around in heaven I just wish it was down here with us. I MISS you so much. I just wanted to tell you I love you and miss you. I'll write soon.
Friday, September 1, 2006 - Love you, Nana
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Hi My Sweet Devon
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I hope you have met your new friend. His name is Dakota and he lived in Altus. Debbie, my friend, it is her grandson. He is 32 days old. Please show him around, and do not let him get lost. Share your lovely cloud with him until he can have his own. I miss you my darling. I know life goes on, but it is so hard and so so lonely. I miss your beautiful face, and smile. Your hand holding mine, and the way your eyes lit up with I held you, when you would not go to sleep after I got to hold you. Your mommy and daddy are doing better. They are waiting to do something nice for Debbie and her family, since they know what they are going through. Debbie and I will probally go to grandparents grieving classes together, since we share so much more in common with you Devon and her Dakota. Hope you are having a good time with Great Grandma and Great Grandpa in heaven. I know they are happy so have you there, I just wish we still had you here with us. You brought such joy into our lives for the very short time you were here. Mommy and Daddy want to have another baby, but they are a little afraid.afraid of losing another one, and there is not enough classes and support to handle that. I think they will, but you will need to watch over the next one, to help he or she to get through this. Be safe little one. I love you so much.
Thursday, August 31, 2006 - Grandma Carla
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Dear Baby Angel,
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You are the best Angel. You were the best girl. You are my little baby sister. You're special.
Thursday, August 31, 2006 - Love from your nice big sister (aged 6) xxxxxxxxxx
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Aidan
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Hey Boo grandpa fred again, loving you missing you. You have been in my dreams alot lately are you trying to tell me something? I dont mind. Your mom told me you visited her the other day and she got to hold you in her arms again, she woke up with a smile and a tear. That was a good day for your mom. Please visit me show me the path. I am so ready. Life has been hectic and tough lately but I keep up the fight. I miss your smile and your giggle. I still wonder why why why? I guess that will be one of life's questions that will never be answered. Well Boo gotta get to work now. Loving you missing you.
Thursday, August 31, 2006 - Grandpa Fred
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Baby Joel
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Hi baby cousin
I never got to meet you. If you were still here with us i would of meet you. Your somewhere special now. I never got to tell you this but, "I love you so much." When i saw your picture in the Obituary, you looked so sweet and innocent. I don't know why you were taken but, there had to be a reason. I just wish you were here so i can hold you close to my heart. I will never forget you. Love you always little baby angel.
Thursday, August 31, 2006 - Love your cousin
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AVALYNN GRACE
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HI BABY GIRL, WE MISS YOU. I WAS UNPACKING ALLDAY AND ADDING THINGS TO YOUR CABNET. YOU ARE SO SPECIAL, AND I MISS YOU LIKE CRAZY. LAST NIGHT ON THE AIRPLANE THERE WAS THIS TINY BABY AND IT MADE ME CRY JUST LOOKING AT HIM. I LOVE HONEY
Thursday, August 31, 2006 - MOMMY
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DEAR AVALYNN GRACE
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HELLO SWEETHEART, WE JUST GOT HOME TONIGHT. I WAS SO HAPPY TO SEE YOUR BEAUTIFUL URN. I MISS YOU SO MUCH. UNCLE STEVE HAS A FUN WEDDING. I WISH YOU COULD HAVE CAME AND MET YOUR WHOLE FAMILY. I LOVE YOU BABY GIRL, LETS TALK REAL SOON
Wednesday, August 30, 2006 - YOUR MOMMY
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MY DEAR LITTLE DANTE
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IT'S HAS BEEN A LONG TIME SINCE THE LAST TIME I WROTE YOU. I PROMISE BABY THAT IS NOT BECAUSE I THINK OF YOU ANY LESS IS DUE TO OTHER REASONS THAT I THINK YOU KNOW OF. IT'S HAS BEEN 3 MONTHS ALMOST 4 SINCE YOU LEFT TO HEAVEN, BUT FOR MOMMY IT FEELS LIKE AN ETERNITY. YOU ARE ALL I THINK ABOUT DAY AND NIGHT. MY ARMS ACHE SO MUCHHH WANTING TO HOLD YOU. I WOULD GIVE ANYTHING IF I COULD HAVE YOU ONE MORE MINUTE WITH ME. I'M SO SORRY BABY IF MOMMY WASN'T THERE TO HELP YOU OUT WHEN YOU NEEDED ME. EVEN THOUGH PEOPLE TELL ME NOT TO BLAME MYSELF IS JUST SO HARD NOT TO THINK THAT I COULD HAVE DONE SOMETHING FOR YOU MY LITTLE ANGEL. I DON'T SEEM TO FORGIVE MYSELF. I DON'T THINK I EVER WILL AND THAT'S WHY I'M ALWAYS ASKING YOU MY PRECIOUS SWEET LITTLE BOY TO FORGIVE ME TOO. ABOUT 2 WEEKS AGO I GOT YOUR DEATH CERTICATE AND IT WAS JUST SO HARD. I COULDN'T BELIEVE THAT I WAS THERE PICKING UP YOUR DEATH CERTIFICATE. I WAS SUPPOSED TO BE THERE PICKING UP YOUR BIRTH CERTICATE NOT YOUR DEATH CERTIFICATE. "DEATH" WHAT AN AWFUL WORD. WHAT'S WRONG WITH LIFE? HOW CAN THIS HAPPEN TO ME AND ALL THESE OTHER WONDERFUL MOTHERS? WHY? I'M SORRY BABY IF SOMETIMES I GET SO UPSET, BUT THE PAIN OF NOT HAVING YOU WITH ME IS SO STRONG THAT EVERY NOW AND THEN I GET REALLY MAD. I MISS YOU! LIFE SEEMS SO WORTHLESS WITHOUT YOU. YOU WERE MY EVERYTHING. YOU WERE MY LIFE. MY SWEET LITTLE DANTE MOMMY MISSES YOU SO MUCH. PLEASE BABY DON'T GET SAD IF YOU SEE MOMMY CRY, BUT SOMETIMES IT GETS OUT MY HANDS. TE AMO!!! TODAY AND ALWAYS. GOOD NIGHT MY BEAUTIFUL DANTE. MOMMY LOVES YOU. SWEET DREAMS MY SWEET LITTLE DANTE.
Wednesday, August 30, 2006 - MOMMY
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Dear Baby Angel
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You are the best Angel ever. I love you. I wish you were alive, we were friends together all this long and I will never forget you. You're the best!
Tuesday, August 29, 2006 - Love from your biggest, best Sister xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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It has been a long time since you left and went to become a little angel. I think of you often. Are you in heaven playing with your cousins Betty & Melissa.
Monday, August 28, 2006 - Aunt Mattie
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Dear Betty Elaine and Melissa
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It has been a long time since you went to be with Jesus. I still think of the two of you a lot. you are two little angels in heaven. your mother is with you now, I know the three of you are having a good time together.
Monday, August 28, 2006 - Aunt Mattie
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Dearest kalesta,
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Not a day goes by that i dont think of you, Wish you could be here with us. A big girl now ready to start school soon. I picture in my head wht you would look like and how you would act. I imagine you would be very smart as you where when you little. Strong holding your head up at only 2 weeks. I still here you cry at night , even though it has been so so long. Too long without my precious angel. My forever baby. I love you and just wanted you to know you will always be missed. Your younger brother asks about his sissy even though you two never meet we tell him about his "little" sissy and even though he is still to small to understand he will grow up and know you as well as i did. I miss you my baby bird. Hugs and kisses.
Monday, August 28, 2006 - momma
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My sweet Devon
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I have been thinking of you again, and I say that because not a days goes by that I don't. Things are about the same. It rained and I thought of you in heaven crying for happiness because of the family you have there to take care of you. I miss you so very much. It has been 15 days since you left and it seems like 15 seconds. The hurt and pain are so very real. Hope you have found your friends and are playing on the clouds. I would still like to find out why you had to leave us. I know it was peaceful, but with all the notifications that are made for sids you would think someone would know why and what. I hope they find out and are able to cure it soon. I cannot think of others losing a baby the way we lost you and so young. only 42 days old. But those were the most beautiful 42 days of my life. You brought such love, and peace into my life. For the short time you touched so many. Riley says hi also. When I cry he comes to me and lays his head on my leg, like he knows what is wrong and is trying to comfort me. Peace be to you and watch over us and be our gardian angel as you are already. Love to you my baby. I miss you so very much.
Sunday, August 27, 2006 - Grandma Carla
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Dear Tyrone
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How's my baby boy today? Well it's Sunday and I hope you were at church with me this morning cause they had the whole church singing for you. I miss you so much I wish I could just hold and kiss you and take you for a walk it's been really nice lately the sun is shinning. I know you are in good hands God is making sure you are well but I still can't accept or believe that you are gone it's so sad not having you around. Hugs and kisses to heaven Love XOXO.
Sunday, August 27, 2006 - Mommy
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Dear Tyrone
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Hello little one, how are you today? I miss you so much I wish I could hold you again my arms are so empty without you. I feel so alone without you. I cleaned your room today but didn't get rid of anything just put most of it in boxes. Your daddy has the same attitude he had before kind of wanting me to forget about you I think it has a lot to do with your Grams telling him I am making myself sick. We will be fine nothing for you to worry about. I hope you made friends in heaven and I hope you are looking down on us and you feel the love we have for you and know that it is hard for us to keep going but we do it for you. Goodnight little on I love you and I miss you sending hugs and kisses to heaven XXOO.
Sunday, August 27, 2006 - mommy
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My Precious Oh so Sweet Celie
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Celie, Oh how Your Mama misses you! I know I haven't been writing like I had been but boy has things been so very "tough" I NEED you back in My arms SO SO SO VERY much. I miss you each and EVERY single second of the day. My Sweet Sweet Sweet Angel Celie how is Mommy suppose to go on withouy you here.Mommy just can't!!!! I need you HERE!! Oh My Angel I Love You and Miss You SO SO SO SO VERY DEARLY MY Sweet Celie.
Sunday, August 27, 2006 - Love you with all my heart and soul forever and always Your
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Hi Sweet Devon
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we brought flowers to you today. It was getting cloudy, and looked like rain, so the flowers are fresh and in something that should last a day or two. Hope you like them. They are delicate carnations, light green, I could not find blue. We miss you so much and it has been one week since we said good-bye. It is not really good-bye just take care and we will see you again. How are you doing, baby? I know Great Grandma is happy to have you with her, now she has you and Eric to look after, just give her lots of love and hugs, something I wish I could have, but I know it will be later. Your mommy and daddy seen to be better. They are getting back to their 'old' selves, at least in retrospect. Please baby, take care, send your love to us all. Give us a sign you are with us still. Hugs and kisses from all.
Saturday, August 26, 2006 - Grandma Carla
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Hi Devon
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I forgot Devon you would be 7 weeks old today, sorry I forgot your birthday. I know you have only been with God for 2 weeks today, but it seems like only yesterday when I held you, rocked you and watched you sleep. Love again darling. I miss you so much
Saturday, August 26, 2006 - Grandma Carla
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Hi Devon
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Grandma again. Today is getting better and it is day by day. This does not mean we miss you any less, it only means I think we are getting better. Your room is still the same, we have not taken anything down yet, just can't seem to do it. Your daddy sits in your room in the rocking chair and says he can hear you cry. He is really having a hard time. Your mommy is mad at the medics that came because they tapped me on the back during CPR and said I can stop now, and they did nothing. We know now why. You had the signs of sids and we did not know it. We got your star today. It is really beautiful. We are going to try and find it and then maybe you can wink at us every night. We got it in the Cancer constilation because of your birthday, July 4. We only had you for 42 days, but they were the best days of my life, and now I am facing the hardest I have ever faced. I have lost another grandchild, eric, I am sure you know him by now, but it is not the same. I did not get to hold Eric or bond with him. It does not make the pain or hurt any less just different. Well I need to go. Love and kisses from everyone here, my baby. XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO
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Saturday, August 26, 2006 - Grandma Carla
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my lil guy Armani,
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well hello there my lil hunny bunny! how are ya? well mommie has had a really hard day as you know, I just had a really lond day with the kids and then we ran out of gas in the car and daddy got mad at me like I did it on purpose, what ever though he has been in a really bad mood lately and I know it is because he misses you and plus he has been working alot of hours. but still no excuse huh!
well other than that , thats all that really happened today but I have been on the go since 5 am this morning and I am really ready for bed. but just wanted to write to tell you that I love you and miss you bunches and I thought about you alot today well sweetie I sen d all my love , hugs and kisses from me to you and I will be writting you again real soon I love you Armani but till we meet again.
Saturday, August 26, 2006 - ur sadden mommie!!
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ETHAN JOHN
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HI BABY BOY IT IS MOMMY AGAIN.I HOPE YOU ARE HAVING FUN WITH ALL YOUR ANGEL FRIENDS. YOU ARE NINE MONTHS OLD NOW. YOUR BIRTHDAY IS THREE MONTHS AWAY I WANT YOU TO HELP MOMMY GET THRU THAT DAY I AM GOING TO HAVE A HARD TIME WITH THIS ONE. WE ARE GOING TO HAVE A SPECIAL MASS JUST FOR YOU AND WE ARE GOING TO SEND BALLOONS YOUR WAY. I MISS YOUR SWEET FACE AND YOUR SMILES BABY BOY. I LOVED TO SAY HI ETHAN AND YOU WOULD GET ALL EXCITED AND KICK YOUR FEET FOR MOMMY. I MISS THOSE THINGS. I REMEMBER YOU WOULD WAKE UP AND MOMMY WOULD SAY, "ARE YOU AWAKE NOW AND YOU WOULD PICK YOUR HEAD UP AND SMILE AND KICK YOUR FEET ALL EXCITED. YOU DID SO MUCH ALREADY BEFORE YOU LEFT US I AM SURE YOU ARE JUST DOING IT ALL UP THERE. YOUR GREAT GRANDMA IS LOVING EVERY MINUTE OF IT. AUDREY IS MISSING YOU TO SWEET BABY BOY AND DADDY. WE LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND WHAT BREAKS MY HEART IS THAT I CAN NOT SHARE MY LOVE HOLDING AND KISSING YOU LIKE I WANT TO. I WILL WRITE YOU LATER LOVE YOU SWEET DREAMS TILL NEXT TIME.
Friday, August 25, 2006 - LOVE YOUR MOMMY
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Ry-De
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We love you and miss you. Happy Birthday.
Friday, August 25, 2006 - Aunt Suzy, Uncle Steve, Sharon, Tim & Nick
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DeAntoine Mauldin
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hey my sweey grandson u will be a month old tom i can not believe its been that long already.i miss u soooo much its hard even 2 do the normal things in live.we took ur mom and dad on a trip 2 try and get there mind off of things they seemed 2 hav had a good time but when the night came i new different.i wished i could hav stayed home and been with u hearin u cry and gettin bigger.just seein every 1 else its seems like u never existed but u will always be here with me cause u took my heart when u left its goin 2 be a year on sept 26.06 4 your greatgrandma i now she is happy that u r there with her i miss her very much 2 tell her i love her and 2 take care care of the both of u.i no u hear me talkin about u all the time i am so proud that u r my grandson i will be glad when i am able 2 see u again.loove u always and bev.
Friday, August 25, 2006 - tammy mauldin and family
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Armani,
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hey son it's mommie , just writting to say Hello, and I miss you and love u bunches. so how are things in heaven? well all of us are all well over here.I have just been busy taking care of all the kids , waiting for school to start, so I can kinda have a break.
arianna and marissa dont bother me cause they are both good and have always been , yes of course they have their moments like every kid does but it's the other kids that I cant wait to get a little break from.
well honey mommie has to go now I have to get busy doing my normal daily things cleaning , taking care of kids but I will right you later I love you and send all my love , hugs, and kisses to you but till we meet again.
Friday, August 25, 2006 - ur mommie
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AVALYNN GRACE
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HELLO BABY GIRL, IT'S MOMMY AGAIN. WERE IN CALIFORNIA VISITING FAMILY. WE MISS YOU. GRANDMA SAY'S THAT SHE IS ENJOYING SPENDING TIME WITH YOU WHILE WERE AWAY. I NOW SHE CRIES A LOT, BUT HONEY SHE MISS YOU SO MUCH TOO. I'M GLAD THAT GRANDMA IS HANGING OUT WITH YOU WHILE WERE AWAY. MOMMY DOESN'T WANT YOU TO GET LONEY OR THINK WE FORGOT ABOUT YOU. YOUR DADDY WAS CRYING FOR YOU LAST NIGHT. DID YOU HEAR HIM? BABY I LOVE YOU AND WILL TALK TO YOU SOON
Friday, August 25, 2006 - MOMMY
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My angel Gracie Elizabeth,
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Hi my love, I sure do miss you! Today is Thursday and you know how hard Thursdays are. I really had a bad morning just thinking of you and reliving that horrible Thursday morning. How I dream of things being different. Papa misses you too, he just doesn't say it as much as I do. Last night your mom cooked for us at her new house, she did a great job. Still she is not the same, so much is missing from her life, please send her a sign so she will know you are ok. Well my love I have to go, I'll write soon.
Thursday, August 24, 2006 - Love you always, Nana
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Dear Landon
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I feel so silly doing this, I mean, I know you will never really read it, but there are times that get just too overwhelming for me. The worst part of that is that I am only your aunt/cousin. I know your mommy and daddy miss you so much, and love you even more than me. I know Jesus is with you loving you even more than all of us, but I wish I could be loving you too. Hugging you, kissing your chubby cheeks. I miss you so much, way more than words.This has been a really long four weeks since you left us.know that I am thinking of you all the time, and love you so much!
Thursday, August 24, 2006 - Aunt-Cousin Heather
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Hi Devon
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Hi baby, I miss you. Had a long talk with your daddy. He is hurting very much, if possible can you contact him somehow and let him know you are OK and happy. He remembers the night almost 2 weeks ago, and talks about it. We are going to get him into counseling very soon. I told him he could write to you and put down what he wanted to say to you he might yet. He blew up last night, and I think he felt a little better, I know it eased some. I know he is mad at the world and you for leaving him alone. I told him he can take you everywhere in his heart, but he wants the physical touch, and that he cannot have. I wish I could take away the hurt and pain, but he remembers your last night and how he held you wanting you so much to wake up and wanted someone to wake him up so he could say it was all a terrible nightmare. He remembers holding you in his arms and how he was left alone in the bedroom with you in him arms, and your eyes closed and not responding. We understand now that it begins and ends the say way, very quickly and silently. We named a star after you, and am waiting for the day I can present it to him, so he can look up in the sky and talk to you. He hates God right now, for taking you, but we are telling him God does not take children, the world we live in does, and the anger he feels is somthing that will pass with time. Please pray for him, Devon. Come to him in his dreams and touch him and his heart. He so needs something we cannot give him and that is you precious. We all love and miss you
Thursday, August 24, 2006 - Grandma Carla
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Dear Tyrone
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Hello my sweet precious angel, how are you today? mommy isn't doing to good I still can't believe and accept that you are gone. I just started reading that book SIDS survival and I'm not sure what to think it kind of helps but then brings me right back to the night I lost you. I still remember the whole thing when I close my eyes that is all I see. I made a few new mommy friends and i hope you are playing with there angel boys they are all older then you so I pray that they take care of you. Tyrone mommy Love's you and misses you so much, I will write to you again soon have a good day we all miss you very much XOXOXO
Thursday, August 24, 2006 - mommy
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My Sweet baby boy Armani,
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Well Good Morning my lil monkey! so how has your morning been so far? well mommie's morning has been kinda stress ful because the lil kids that I watch fight from the time they get here to the time they go home. your sisters get stressed out too , because they fight but nothing like these kids do. but I guess thats kids. well other than that is is going good , but you need to pray for your sister because she woke up this morning and she had a runny nose and a little cough so she had a cold , and doesnt feel to good. so if you can just keep her in your prayers! well bubba mommies loves you and misses you a whole lot ,I just wanted to let you know that I was thinking about you but I have to go but I will be writting you again later. send all my love hugs and kisses to heaven xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
xoxoxox but till we meet again son!!
Thursday, August 24, 2006 - with all the love in the world ur mommie
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My Precious Angel, Ry-De
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Happy Birthday Ry-De! I know they will be having a great birthday celebration for you today. We are going to have a little one here for you today after I get home from work. Look for the balloons we are sending up to you. I can't believe it is your 14th birthday already. Seems like yesterday I gave birth to you. I Love you so very much!!!!
Thursday, August 24, 2006 - Mommy, Scott and Darian
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My love Armani
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Well Hello there angel! how are ya? well mommie thought that I would write you to say Hi , because I couldnt sleep. I went to sleep earlier but I woke up feeling really sick and I dont like when I feel like that because every time I get sick it is like my nerves telling me something is not right and something bad is gonna happen. thats how I was when you went to be with the LORD. so just keep mommie in your prayers and just look out for me k.
well it has almost been a month that your great papa has went home to be with the LORD I hope that you are showing him the way around HEAVEN I know that as much as papa loves his gold that you and him are having a blast.I told papa before he left that when he gets to HEAVEN that for him to take care of you and to kiss you for me. I just wish that I could have you here so I could give you a kiss my self.
Armani, mommie misses you so much that sometimes I get so fed up with live it self because I dont have you here , but then I have to stop and think that I still have your sisters here to live for and I love them as well so thats why I have to try to stay strong for them and go on. it is really hard too!
I dont know what it is but there is something special about mommies having their little boy the love that a mommie and their son share is awesome , the same as a girl with their daddy! you know before I had you I was so depressed all the time and when I finally had my little boy I was so happy that I was finally gonna have a mommies boy around and the short 3 months that I had with you I enjoyed soooooooooo much that I would do anything for them back again.but I know that everything happens for a reason and I have to just have to stay strong and keep my FAITH ! and know that I will see you again soon.
oh yah! do me a favor son, can you pray and ask JESUS if he could keep his hand over my case that I have and that his will would be done in it. Thank You well hunny mommie has to go I am gonna try to get some sleep because I have all 5 of the kids I watch comming over at 6am in the morning, but I love you and send all my hugs and kisses to heaven for you and I will write you again soon ,xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxxoxoxoxoxo but till we meet again.
Thursday, August 24, 2006 - with love ur sadden mommie
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My Baby Girl Asia
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Hey baby girl!!How are you doing? Wow, I just talked to your daddy and he has made me sooo happy. Ha said that he ahs gotten a tattoo of you as an angel with your name on it. I didn't really think he cared until now. It has made me soooooo happy just knowing that he cares about you baby girl!!! We both love you sooo much. I hope that his mother is taking good care of you!!! I love you girlie!!!!
Wednesday, August 23, 2006 - Ur Mommy
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Hi Devon
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Grandma again. Things are getting better. I miss you as much as ever. You daddy is OK but I still worry about him. I keep myself busy during the day and have trouble sleeping because I still do not sleep. Hope you are having fun in Deaven and you are getting round OK. I love you very much, baby and miss you a lot.
Wednesday, August 23, 2006 - Grandma Carla
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My Sweet, Precious Ryan Dean,
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My Sweet, Precious Ryan Dean,
Here is it the day before what should be your 14th birthday and I cannot get my mind off you. I miss you so much. The pain of losing you today seems so similar to the pain I felt the day you went to Heaven. I am trying my best to stay positive and think of tomorrow as one of the most precious days of my life…it is, after all, the day I first saw your beautiful face. The day I held that sweet, kicking bundle of joy that I carried for all those months. I remember your Nanny saying you were beautiful beyond words. Your Papa was so happy. You would lay in your Papa’s arms and immediately go to sleep. The many times that you and Papa would nap together are something I treasure. Your Nanny gave you your first bath and brought you to me, smiling saying how silky soft and curly your hair was after it was washed. It really was. Guess you got that curl from your mother. Your big brother, Scott would get upset whenever you would fuss, which was not often until you got sick with that horrible cold you had. He would get to you very quickly, rub your head and say 'awwww Ry-de!' Immediately you would quiet back down. You smiled your first time at your Big Brother. It was just so cute because Scott got so excited, screaming 'Mommy look! 'mile!' He truly loves you and still misses you. He doesn’t talk much about you but I know it still breaks his heart you are not around. At 2 yrs old when you were born, he doesn’t remember a lot. But he does remember the tragedy of our loss of you. I, often, sit and remember the last smile you gave me. You were sleeping on my chest, the night before you left us forever. You lifted that beautiful head of yours and smiled so sweetly and lay your head back down and back to sleep you went. I look back and it was like you were telling me good-bye then. Scott is now almost 16 yrs old and still worries about me on your birthday. He knows one minute, I could be happy and the next I will be crying. He is a brat too but he is our brat.
Your little brother, Darian loves to hear stories of you and I try to let him know the best I can how special you really are. I know you were given to me for such a short time and that you were entrusted into my care until it was time for you to leave us and go to the Summerlands. That alone makes me feel good to know I was special enough to have been your mother. We love and miss you so much, Ry-De.
Wednesday, August 23, 2006 - Mommy, Scott and Darian (who wishes he knew you)
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My Sweet baby boy Armani
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WELL GOOOD MORNING SON! WELL I WANTED TO WRITE TO TELL YOU I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU ALOT. I KNOW THAT I TELL YOU THAT ALOT BUT I JUST WANNA MAKE SURE THAT YOU KNOW THAT AND THERE IS NOT A DAY THAT GOES BY THAT I DONT THINK ABOUT YOU AND MISS YOU LIKE CRAZY.WELL YOUR SISTER IS STARTING THE 2ND GRADE NEXT WEEK SO DO ME A FAVOR AND KEEP YOUR EYES OUT ON HER AND PRAY FOR HER AND MAKE SURE THAT THE LORD KEEPS HER SAFE WELL SHE IS AT SCHOOL. -K- AND MARISSA SHE DOESNT START SCHOOL TILL NEXT YEAR BUT SHE IS GETTING TO BE SUCH A BIG GIRL, SHE TALKS ABOUT YOU ALOT AND I KNOW THAT HER AND ARIANNA MISS YOU ALOT THERE IS NOT A DAY THAT GOES BY THAT THEY DONT TALKABOUT YOU EITHER. WELL HUNNY MOMMIE HAS TO GO BECAUSE AS YOU KNOW THAT I AM WATCHING KIDS NOW AND I HAVE TO TAKE CARE OF THEM BUT WE ALL SEND ALL OUR LOVE AND HUGS AND KISSES TO HEAVEN AND CAN ONLY HOPE YOU GET EACH AND EVERY ONE OF THEM WELL TILL WE MEET AGAIN.MAUH BESITO'S POR MI NINO!!!! BYE BABY
Wednesday, August 23, 2006 - with love ur sadden mommie!!
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Hello Blake!
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It's your mommy. It's been 4 1/2 years since I held you, rocked you & sang to you. I miss you so much. I want you to know that we are doing so much good in your precious name & memory. We are having our 3rd SIDS fundraiser next month in your honor. We have raised $25,000 to help other babies. You also have a little sister, Bailey and a little brother, Chase. They both love you and are helping with the fundraiser. I have so many questions; are you walking on the streets of gold? Are you talking nonstop like your sister & brother? Is your hair blonde? Did your beautiful eyes stay blue? Do you think of us often? Your daddy & I love you and think of you each & every day. We miss you trememdously.
Tuesday, August 22, 2006 - Mommy
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Hi Devon
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It is Grandma again. Went to work today and it was harder than I thought it would be. I thought of you, and your daddy, and I remembered the day you left us. I am trying to be strong for everyone, but it is difficult. Hope Heaven is a happy place for you and your family there. I saw no clouds today other than the ones that bring rain. I like to think of the song that raindrops are tears from Heaven. But I do not want you to cry. I know the days will get better, but right now they are very hard. Your mommy could not go to work today, she cried and went to her first counseling session after losing you. It has been about 10 days since you went to God. It is so hard without you to hold and love. Watch over us all and help us be strong. Mom please watch over my baby grandson, he is only 1 month old. My arms feel so empty and the hold in my heart and soul are not closing as I hoped they would. I love you so much. I kissed your cheek when you went home Friday night, I hope you remember the kiss I gave you.
Tuesday, August 22, 2006 - Grandma Carla
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Diana and Donna
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hi, to my girls well when you left things were so bad i was so unhappy and your brothers did not know why.
years have passed i have never forgot my girls,and wonder what you look like,are you happy not seeing your brothers? but i do hope you have your nana and papa to look after you .
love you always Mum xx
Tuesday, August 22, 2006 - mum
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AVALYNN GRACE
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HI, BABY GIRL. IT HAS BEEN ONE LONG MONTH SINCE YOU WENT TO HEAVEN. I MISS YOU SO MUCH SWEETY. WERE LEAVING TODAY FOR CALIFORNIA FOR ONE WEEK. IT'S UNCLE STEVES WEDDING. I SO WISH YOU WERE HERE SO YOU CAN COME TO. I KNOW YOU'LL BE WITH ME IN MY HEART. GRANDMA IS GOING TO COME BY THE HOUSE EVERYDAY TO TALK TO YOU. I DON'T WANT YOU GETTING LONEY BABY. WE WILL BE HOME SOON AND I LOVE SO MUCH.
Tuesday, August 22, 2006 - MOMMY
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Little Baby Robert
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Your little sister always asks for you and always asks if you have flown away to Heaven. She asks us for helium balloons to send up her love to you. She once prized them but now all she wants is to let them fly up so you can enjoy them. She and big brother William miss you. Poor Williams never got to see you but you are still remembered and loved by him as He always tells Grandma that he loves his little brother Robert. You will continue to be special. Love lives on in our hearts.
Tuesday, August 22, 2006 - Your Dad who loves and misses you
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my love Armani
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well hello there my lil luv bug! well I was just missing you and I thought that I would drop a couple of lines to tell you I love you and miss you alot , well mommies is gonna go to bed good night! sweet dreams angel and I will be writting again soon but till we meet again.MUAH BESITO'S from mommie to you baby boy
Tuesday, August 22, 2006 - ur sadden mommie!!!!!!!!
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Hi Holden
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It's Mommy again, just thinking about you and missing you so much today. Sunday will be your first birthday little guy! We'll be sending you balloons. Big ones, so make sure you catch them! You can share them with your new angel friends ok. Brother Bradley will be starting school in two weeks. Seems like yesterday when we brought you home and he started the 4th grade. Can't believe it's been a year already. I bet you're running and jumping from cloud to cloud. What a sight that would be! Mommy misses you so much, baby boy. We all do. Please keep sending us little whispers of love to let us know you are ok. Big hugs and kisses. Sleep tight little one, sleep tight!
Monday, August 21, 2006 - Love, Mommy
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Hi Devon
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It is grandma again. I saw your mommy and daddy today, and since we heard from the Medical Examiner after all the reports we found out it was definately sids. He gave us an approx time, and said you were a very healthy baby, which we already knew. He did say he could see we tried to help you, but knowing now the extent of this issue we now know there was not anything we could do, but love you and that we did. We are getting a little better day by day. We miss you and that will never go away. In time the pain will lessen, but you will always be in our hearts. We will definately throw you a big birthday party on July 4. We will want you to join us and somehow let us know you are there. I got your feather on Saturday. Aunt shellie brought it to me. You know my fasination with feathers and their meaning to me, and for her to find a white fluffy one on your site and it was not there one minute and there the next, I know it was your way of saying good-bye. Because if anyone knows the meaning of the feathers it is you and the wisdom you have. We are still looking for your messages in the clouds. Mommy goes back to work on Tuesday, Daddy went back to work today, and your brother went to his first day of school. Just wanted you to know we love you and miss you greatly. Please be safe, and let your great grandmother help you if you need it.
Monday, August 21, 2006 - Grandma Carla
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WELL HELLO THERE SON! SO HOW ARE THINGS IN HEAVEN? WELL I KNOW THAT ALL IS WELL, I WANTED TO WRITE BECAUSE I WAS FEELING DOWN AND MISSING YOU A WHOLE LOT! I HAVE JUST BEEN THINKING ALOT ABOUT YOU THESE DAYS AND EVEY ONE TELLS ME THAT IT IS GONNA GET EASIER , BUT TO TELL YOU THE TRUTH IT HAS BEEN ALMOST 3 YEARS SINCE YOU WENT HOME TO BE WITH THE LORD AND IT SEEMS LIKE IT IS GETTING HARDER.I JUST SIT HERE AND THINK HOW BIG AND HANDSOME YOU WOULD BE AND IF YOU WOULD BE A MOMMIES BOY OR A DADDYS BOY. I JUST WISH THAT I COULD HOLD YOU 1 MORE TIME AND LOOK IN TO YOUR BIG BROWN EYES AND SQUEEZE YOU LIL CHUBBY CHEEKS AND TELL YOU HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU EVEN THOUGH THERE IS NO WORDS THAT CAN EVER EXPLAIN HOW I FEEL ABOUT YOU BUT JUST TO HAVE ANOTHER DAY WITH YOU I WOULD GIVE YOU KISSES ALL OVER YOUR FACE!!! BUT I KNOW THAT I HAVE TO JUST WAIT TILL THE LORD COMES BACK AND I WILL BE ABLE TO SEE YOU AGAIN. BUT IT IS SO HARD TO NOT HAVE YOU HERE. DADDY AND I AND YOUR SISTERS MISS YOU DEARLY AND WE TALK ABOUT YOU ALL THE TIME.JUST KNOW THAT YOU WILL ALWAYS LIVE ON IN OUR HEARTS AND OUR LIFES. YOUR MEMORIES WILL LIVE ON FOREVER.
YOU KNOW WHATS REALLY CRAZY, IS THAT AT NIGHT IF I CAN NOT GO TO SLEEP , DADDY HAS A PICTURE OF YOU ON HIS PHONE WHERE I WAS TELLING YOU I LOVE YOU AND YOU JUST SMILED REALLY BIG AT ME , WELL WHEN I CANT SLEEP I WILL STARE AT THAT PICTURE FOR HOURS AND THEN I WILL FALL ASLEEP , I KINDA FEEL LIKE YOU ARE SLEEPING WITH MAMA!!! WELL BABY BOY MOMMIE HAS TO GO BUT DADDY AND YOUR SISTERS AND I ALL SEND ALL OUR HUGS AND KISSES TO HEAVEN AND HOPE THAT YOU GET EACH AND EVERY ONE OF THEM WE LOVEYOU SO MUCH AND I WILL BE WRITTING AGAIN SOON BUT TILL WE MEET AGAIN.XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO
Monday, August 21, 2006 - with love ur sadden mommie!!
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AVALYNN GRACE
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GOOD MORNING BABY GIRL. TODAY YOU WOULD BE TWO MONTHS OLD. AND TOMARROW WILL BE ONE MONTH FROM WHEN YOU TAKEN FROM US. HONEY WE MISS YOU SO MUCH, AND LOVE LIKE CRAZY. WERE LEAVING TO GO TO UNCLE STEVE'S WEDDING IN CALIFORNIA TOMARROW. IT'S GOING TO BE HARD FOR MOMMY TO LEAVE YOU FOR A WEEK, BUT GRANDMA JANIE SAID THAT SEE WILL COME BY EVERYDAY AND SAY HELLO. WE DON'T WANT YOU TO TO THINK WE FORGOT ABOUT YOU, BECAUSE WE DIDN'T. I LOVE BABY AND I'LL WRITE LATER
Monday, August 21, 2006 - MOMMY
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Precious Ethan John
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The date was November 20, 2005, nine months ago you came to us. The most beautiful gift we could have received. I was with mommy, daddy, Audry and Grandma Bright yesterday, all I could think about was nine months ago on this very day you were born, I kept looking at the clock and thinking about what was going on at that time.The day was also a Sunday. Little did we know that nine months later we would be writing letters to heaven, keeping you with us even if you are with Jesus, we know you are watching over us and keeping us in your heavenly home with you. Someday Grandma will be with you again, no clocks to watch, no need to think about how beautiful you were, we will just have togetherness again. Grandma loves and misses you so very much, my precious little Ethan John.
Monday, August 21, 2006 - Love you, Grandma
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Hi Zoey
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Mommy's missing you really bad. It's only been a little over a week since God took you home and I'm not doing all that good. I wanted to be stronger, but I can't be. Everything just seems so unreal, how can you be gone. I pray your having a lot of fun with Jesus, I know He's taking really good care of you. Daddy misses you too Zoey. We're trying to make it day by day, but it's hard. You gave us so much joy and love while you were here, always remember that ok baby? I love you with all of my heart and soul. I know we will be together again some day.
Monday, August 21, 2006 - Mommy
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AVALYNN GRACE
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GOODNIGT HONEY I'M GETING READY TO DO TO SLEEP, & I LOVE YOU & MISS YOU LIKE CRAZY. WERE LEAVING IN 2 DAYS FOR CALI. I SO WITH YOU COULD BE WITH US, I KNOW YOU WILL BE WITH IN SOLE. WE LOVE YOU GOODNIGHT.
Sunday, August 20, 2006 - MOMMY,DADDY, JOSH&GAVIN
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AVALYNN GRACE
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GOOD MORNING HONEY. DID YOU HAVE A FUN TIME IN HEAVEN LAST NIGHT? I MISS YOU BABY. YOUR BROTHER'S AND DADDY SEND THERE LOVE BABY GIRL. WE WILL TALK SOON
Sunday, August 20, 2006 - YOUR MOMMY
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AVALYNN GRACE
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HELLO BABY IT'S LATE AND MOMMY CAN'T SLEEP AGAIN. JUST THINKING ABOUT YOU, AND HOW BEAUTIFUL YOU ARE. BABY, I KNOW I TELL YOU ALL THE TIME BUT, I MISS YOU, & I CAN'T WAIT TILL ME MEET AGAIN IN HEAVEN. AVALYNN YOU ARE SO SPECIAL TO ME, AND I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. SWEET DREAMS PRICESS. XOXOXO
Sunday, August 20, 2006 - YOUR MOMMY
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To my beautiful baby girl Asia
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Hey my pretty baby!!! I did not forget about you. Yesterday was your birthday and you are the big one years old now. I hope you had a great time with all the babies and our lord and savior Jesus Christ. I hope he did something special for you that mommy couldnt have done. I lit a few candles around the house and just prayed that you are very happy in heaven all the time. I had just moved into a new apartment a few weeks ago. Me and Jessica are rommates again and everything is working out great. This place is sooo beautiful and big!! I also finally got a job after 2 yrs!! There is sooo much going on with me right now and I'm so glad you don't have to experience any of this. I have a big exam on monday that could determine my future, and on tuesday mommys got a doctors appointment. Please watch over mommy and pray that mommy gets a good doctors report. Well mommys got a lot to do in very little time, I will write you soon, you know I know you more than anything my one and only baby girl! Muah!
Saturday, August 19, 2006 - Your mommy
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Blessed Devon Matthew
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I am writing to you to let you know I love you so much. I still do not understand why you left us, but I am sure it will be realized as time passes. Your mommy, daddy and I were looking at the clouds last night, and we saw a ducky, dinosaur, and a outline of you in the sky. We knew you were communicating with us to let us know you are OK and you are happy with God. Great-Grandma and Great Grandpa are there with you and I am sure you have found them. And I know Eric is showing you around. We tried to keep you here, but it was not meant to be. The hurt of you leaving will be with us forever, but it will lessen as times goes by. I know we will see you again. I hope you heard what your daddy said today as everyone gathered to say good-bye. You looked so beautiful as you always did. Your lovie is with you and your favorite blankie to keep you warm. Please watch over us and keep us together. Your mommy still believes you were sent to bring all the families together and when your job was done you left. This may be true, but the pictures of you is all we have to remember, with the love you brought to us all. Keep safe, protect and watch over all of us. Be the beautiful gardian angel to us all.
Saturday, August 19, 2006 - Grandma Carla
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ETHAN JOHN
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HI SWEET BABY BOY MOMMY IS BACK AGAIN TOMORROW YOU WILL BE 9 MONTHS OLD. DADDY HAD SURGERY YESTERDAY EVERYTHING WENT GREAT THANK YOU FOR WATCHING OVER YOUR DADDY. WE ARE ABLE TO HAVE ANOTHER PRECIOUS BABY LIKE YOU AND YOUR SISTER. MOMMY IS MISSING YOU LIKE CRAZY. I CAN HEAR YOUR LAUGH ON DADDYS PHONE AND I THINK WHAT WOULD IT SOUND LIKE NOW THAT YOU ARE NOW GOING TO BE NINE MONTHS OLD. CRAWLING AND GETTING INTO STUFF. YOU WOULD OF HEARD NO, NO DON'T TOUCH THAT, AND ETHAN NO NO. I LOVE YOU BABY BOY I WILL TALK TO YOU LATER.
Saturday, August 19, 2006 - LOVE MOMMY
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Hi Boo grandpa fred again, HAPPY BIRTHDAY today would have been your second birthday.it breaks my heart that I am not able to surround you with presents and hugs today.the emptiness feels so real especially today.my heartaches for you and your mom today as for everyday.but today it feels extra painful if that is possible I know she is feeling it as well as for everyone else who knew and loved you. The anger has decreased somewhat but the pain is still as strong as the day you earned your wings. Grandpa has had some health problems but it does not bother me as I do not fear death for I know that someday we will be together you me my mom, dad and Ivan all the people I have lost in the last few years I know that you are all waiting for me. I sensed this the other day when the past somehow came to me in my dreams. It was somewhat disturbing but peaceful at the same time. Boo I am going to church today to light a candle for you and watch for the ballons I am sending to you from your garden today. Keep watching over your mom.and us all. LOVING YOU MISSING YOU . Granpa Fred
Saturday, August 19, 2006 - Xxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxxoxoxoxoxox
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EVAN TYLER
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU ,,, WE ALL LOVE AND MISS YOU VERY MUCH WISH YOU WERE HERE TO CELEBRATE !!! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH !! HAPPY 6TH BIRTHDAY LITTLE GUY !!
Friday, August 18, 2006 - AUNT DAWN AND THE WHOLE FAMILY
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Dear Gracie Elizabeth,
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Hi my little angel, How are you? I miss you so much. How I wish things were differant. Please remember how much we love and miss you. This has been a really rough week. You are always in our thoughts and prayers. I wish you were still here with us. Well I have to go, I'll write soon.
Friday, August 18, 2006 - Love ya, Nana
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My Darling Baby
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My angel Shazz, mommy misses you so very much. I had a dream about you the other night and I could stop crying. Just thinking about you makes me feel all sad. I miss you, i love you. I wish things could be different, I wish we could have you with us. You would have been four months old. I look at your niece and I think of what you would have been like. I wonder how you would've looked like now, what your personality type is. I wish I could turn the clock back, I wish I could hold you in my arms and not let you go. I wish I could tell you how much I love you and need you in my life. I know you are in heaven, in a better place, I know you happy where you are. Mommy loves you angel.
Friday, August 18, 2006 - Your Mommy
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AVALYNN GRACE
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HELLO HONEY, IT'S MOMMY. I MISS YOU SO MUCH, & LOVE YOU LIKE CRAZY. ARE YOU HAVING A FUN TIME IN HEAVEN? I HOPE SO BABY DOLL. I'M GOING TO BED SOON & HOPE THAT YOU COME & GIVE ME A SWEET KISS GOOD NIGHT. I LOVE YOU, & MISS LOTS
Thursday, August 17, 2006 - YOUE MOMMY
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Dear Cadia
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It's been a year since you left us. I remember the day you went to be with Jesus. I cried and cried and didnt know what to say or do for your mommy or daddy. I know they miss you so much and are having a hard time with you being gone. Let them know you are thinking of them day to day, They really need that. I am so sorry you had to go be with Jesus so early but then again you got out of this crazy world. I love you and think about you all the time
Taylor misses you
Thursday, August 17, 2006 - Aunt Kelly and Taylor
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Dear Holden
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Hi my sweet baby boy, how are you? Mommy just wanted to tell you how much she misses you and wishes you were here. But I know you must be having so much fun in Heaven with all your new angel friends. Thanks for spinning your spinner when daddy goes to see you at the cemetery. It really makes him feel better. Only 10 more days until your first birthday. I never imagined I'd be writing this letter instead of planning your 1st birthday bash. Look for our balloons, ok. Mommy loves you so much sweet baby, keep sending me angel clouds, ok. I saw the heart one you sent yesterday. I love you!
Thursday, August 17, 2006 - Love Mommy
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Dear Baby Angel,
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Mummy hopes that you like the rose that we planted for you. As we moved house it needs to be repotted. We will do that soon. I think of you every day and I love you very much.
Thursday, August 17, 2006 - with lots of love from mummy xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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Avalynn Grace
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Hello sweet angel avalynn. I wanted to stop by and tell you that i'm thinking about you and your family. You all weigh heavily on my mind. Please give your mama a sign that your there with her. She really needs you. Have fun w/ all the babies.
Thursday, August 17, 2006 - Carrie (rmbp) friend
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Dear Baby Angel,
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Mummy loves you.
Thursday, August 17, 2006 - with lots of love from mummy xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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AVALYNN GRACE
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GOOD MORNING BABY GIRL. I HOPE YOU HAD A WONDERFUL NIGHT IN HEAVEN PLAYING ON THE CLOUDS. I WAS DREAMING OF YOU LAST NIGHT. THE WERE HAPPY FLYING AROUND HEAVEN. YOU MADE MOMMY ALL WARM INSIDE. YOU LOOKED SO BEAUTIFUL. TALK TO YOU SOON HONEY. I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU BABY GIRL.
Thursday, August 17, 2006 - MOMMY
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My Baby Boy Cole.
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Its mommy again, tonight I am having a real hard time. It is so unfair that you were taken from me and daddy, I just wish I could have saved and gosh i tried so hard to, but u were so pieceful, and I knew you were with the angels but didnt want to except it, which I cant except it now. You were only with us for a short time, and I really want to know why. My eyes flood tears everyday for you, cause i just cant understand why this had to happen, I guess mommy blames her self for not being able to help you. We brought into this world to love and cherish you, and protect you, and I couldnt even protect you and I am so sorry, and I hope one day you can forgive me, but I tried and tried to get you to come back to mommy, but the angels took you instead, but i know that you are safe and loved, I just miss you so much my big guy, you didnt deserve any of this.I love your so much and miss you like crazy, but keep on eye on your brothers and sisters, and give me the strength in my heart to understand what has happened.
Thursday, August 17, 2006 - We love and miss you, Mommy and Daddy, and brothers and sis
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Dear Cadia Rose
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Rosebud, Oh sweet little flower of mine,
You came here to live on earth for such a brief time.
You showed me the true meaning of love,
God sent you to us from above.
But, God said I need her here,
So you went with Him and I shed many tears.
You will always remain in my heart,
When I see you again, we will never more depart!
Cadia Rose
April 20, 2005-August 17, 2005
Thursday, August 17, 2006 - With love always, Grandma Sharon
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My angel Gracie,
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Hi my love, I am having a really hard day today. I miss you so much. Your mom and dad just bought a new house. How they wanted you to be there. It just doesn't get easier. I jst want you to know how much I miss you and I can't wait to hold you in my arms again Alexie is really having a hard time now. She misses you. Well I'll write again soon. Keep sending your angel kisses
Wednesday, August 16, 2006 - Love, Nana
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Avalynn Grace
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Hey little girl I know your a beautiful angel and I know how much fun your having playing with all those others baby's. Please keep you eye out for my little angela she would make a great friend. You keep watching over your mommy and daddy and tell god to give them strength to move on. But never forget you.
Wednesday, August 16, 2006 - Christy Justice (kksmama05)
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AVALYNN GRACE
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IT'S MOMMY AGAIN, AND I'M THINKING ABOUT LIKE ALWAYS. I GET SO MAD AT MYSELF FOR NOT KNOWING THAT YOU WERE IN TROUBLE. I WISH I COULD HAVE SOMEHOW SAVED YOU. I WISH EVERYDAY I COULD GO BACK IN TIME AND SOMEHOW FIX THIS NIGHTMARE. BABY GIRL I LOVE YOU, AND MISS YOU SO MUCH. GOOD NIGHT SWEETHEART. I'LL TALK TO YOU TOMARROW. XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO
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Wednesday, August 16, 2006 - MOMMY
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Hello Avalynn Grace
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I just wanted you to know that even though I never met you, you are and will be in my heart.You were a beautiful baby girl and now you are a beautiful angel.
I'm sure you are watching over you mommy and giving her all strength she needs to find peace in her life again.
May God Bless you lil darling
Wednesday, August 16, 2006 - julie (jujube1960 rmbp)
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AVALYNN GRACE
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HELLO BEAUTIFUL ANGEL. ME AND AVA JUST WANTED TO SAY HELLO. YOUR MOMMY MISSES YOU SO MUCH. SHE BROUGHT YOU HOME WITH HER SO YOUR ALWAYS RIGHT BY HER SIDE BUT IM SURE YOU NO THAT. LET MOMMY NO YOUR OK AND YOULL ALWAYS BE WITH HER AND SHE WILL BE ABLE TO HOLD YOU AGAIN WHEN HER DAY COMES. WIPE HER TEARS AWAY AND GIVE HER A KISS. SHE WOULD LOVE THAT. YOU ARE SUCH A BEAUTIFUL LITTLE GIRL AND NOW YOU ARE SUCH A BEAUTIFUL ANGEL. I BET YOU IT IS SO BEAUTIFUL IN HEAVEN. GOD BLESS YOU SWEETHEART. WE ALL MISS YOU TALK TO YOU SOON.
Wednesday, August 16, 2006 - LOVE ALWAYS TALIA AND AVA
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AVALYNN GRACE
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Hello sweet angel. We all miss you so much. I bet Heaven is beautiful. I just saw the page on here of you. Your mommy has done so many things for you. It makes me so sad that you had to go. I wish that you and all the babies up there could go back to your mommies and families. I can't imagine the pain mommies feel when their little ones have to go. Your mommy has you at home with her and it is so beautiful. Look after your family and soon we will all get to hold you. Take care baby girl. We love you and miss you so much! XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO
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Wednesday, August 16, 2006 - LOVE, JOSIE
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AVALYNN GRACE
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GOOD MORNING HONEY. I HOPE YOU HAD A WONDERFUL TIME IN HEAVEN LAST NIGHT. I MISSED YOU LIKE ALWAYS. I SLEEPT WITH YOUR PINK BLANKET AGAIN. I WISH YOU WOULD COME AND SUGGLE UP WITH ME. I LOVE YOU BABY AND I MISS YOU LOTS, TALK TO YOU SOON HONEY
Wednesday, August 16, 2006 - MOMMY
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AVALYNN GRACE
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Your mommy told us moms at RMBP that we could write you. You are so beautiful! I looked at all your pics and I love them all! Your mommy misses you so much, she tells us so. I'm sure you're looking down on them. Sweet dreams in heaven baby girl!
Wednesday, August 16, 2006 - tammy
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AVALYNN GRACE
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IT'S MOMMY, AND SHE'S MISSING YOU. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND I CAN'T STOP CRYING FOR YOU. CAN YOU HEAR ME? PLEASE LET ME KNOW. I DON'T KNOW IF I CAN LIVE ANY LONGER WITHOUT YOU. I WANT YOU BACK IN MY ARMS SO BAD. I FEEL EMPTY WITHOUT YOU. PLEASE TELL GOD TO HEAL MOMMY'S HEART, BECAUSE IT IS HURTING SO BAD WITHOUT YOU. I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU. PLEASE SLEEPTIGHT IN HEAVEN BABY GIRL.
Wednesday, August 16, 2006 - YOUR MOMMY
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Abigail
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Hi angel eyes i miss you i hope that you like you flower that i brought to you today i thought that you would though well baby girl i miss you and love you daddy does to till next time were sending bundles of hugs and kisses straight to heaven just for you
Tuesday, August 15, 2006 - Mommy
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Austin Amato-Carpenter 1999-2000
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Hi my love, It's been 6yrs all ready and you have grown into such a beautiful boy.I am so proud of you and thank you for watching over your little brother Kaplan.I miss you so much that it hurts,but I know in my heart that you are ok and that your doing well in your special place. God had a plan for you and took so that it could be full filled.You are mommy's little special angel from above and you where sent to me as woderful gift from god. you brought me and other's such happiness.You'r memory will always live on and will never be forgotten.Thank you for being born and I appreciate you'r being.T'amo Bello mommy loves you and will be together again one day.xoxoxo
Tuesday, August 15, 2006 - Lynn Carla Carpenter
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Dear Tyrone
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Hello little one, how are you tonight? I wanted to Thank You for what you did last night, I have a total different view on life and I know you are safe in heaven and I know that you are looking down on me so I half to live for you and you will live trough me! Tyrone, mommy misses you very much but I understand, and I love you. Goodnight, and have fun with your angel friends.
Tuesday, August 15, 2006 - Mommy
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