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NATHEN GUZMAN(MOMMYS ANGEL)
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HI BABY IT"S ME MOMMY I JUST WANTED TO LET YOU KNOW THAT I'AM THINKING ABOUT YOU AND I WANT TO TELL YOU GOOD NIGHT YOUR BROTHER LENIN SAID HI AND HE LOVES YOU ALWAYS I LOVE YOU BUDDY GOOD NIGHT AND REST PEACEFULY I WILL TALK TO YOU TOMARROW SWEET DREAMS MY ANGEL YOUR BROTHER LENIN SAID YOU ARE HIS LITTLE ANGEL BROTHER WE ALL LOVE YOU AND SWEET DREAMS MY ANGEL.
Friday, October 27, 2006 - MOMMY
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Macho Man, Kaden
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Hello my Angel. Just wanted you to know that I joined a support group today. There I can talk to other grandparents who like me, have a little angel in heaven. As sad as it is, there are so many little angels up there. I don't understand why these things happen and even tho the support group is suppose to help, right now, it's making me sad. Well, at least now I can talk to other grandparents. They know the pain of losing a grandchild and the pain of seeing their own children suffer such loss. I hope that thru the group, we can all help each other heal. Write you again soon my lovely one.
Friday, October 27, 2006 - Thinking of you and loving you, Momma
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My angel Gracie,
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Gracie I miss you!!!! I love you so very much.
Friday, October 27, 2006 - Hugs and Kisses, Nana
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Alison Elizabeth Strusz
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My dearest Alison,
The anniversary date of 11/3/86 is next week and i can not get you off my mind.you have been visiting me in my dreams,i know this.i feel the message you are sending me is that i keep trying to protect you but i am only your mom and my love will always be with you and i .me holding your love forever in my heart ,my dreams,my dealing with the reality every day that you physically aren't here.i hold you in my heart my Alison.i always have and always will.i miss you.i always will.i thank God for you being in MY life.
love,
your mom
Friday, October 27, 2006 - your mom
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NATHEN GUZMAN(MOMMY'S ANGEL)
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GOODMORNING BABY IT'S MOMMY I'AM WRITING YOU BACK TO LET YOU THAT ME,DADDYandYOUR BROTHERS AND SISTER ARE THINKING ABOUT YOU. NATHEN MOMMY PRAYED TO YOU LAST NIGHT AND I ASKED YOU TO GIVE ME A SIGN THAT YOU ARE O.K. AND THAT YOU ARE NOW AT PEACE BECAUSE IT HAS ONLY BEEN 3 WEEKS TODAY SINCE YOUR SERVICES AND MOMMY SLEPT ALL NIGHT AND THIS IS THE FIRST TIME I'VE BEEN ABLE TO SLEEP THROUGH THE NIGHT SINCE YOU WENT TO HEAVEN SO I'AM TAKING THAT AS A MY SIGN THAT YOU ARE O.K.WELL I NEED TO GET YOUR BROTHER DRESSED FOR SCHOOL NOW MOMMY WILL TALK TO YOU LETER.I LOVE YOU MY ANGEL
Friday, October 27, 2006 - MOMMY
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MY PRECIOUS LIL TONY
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hey there little guy, i sure am sorry it's been so long since i wrote you. i have been at aunt tammy's and not been on the internet. but i thought of you every day, and miss you so much. i'm sorry i don't get to write as often as i'd like to. i miss you more every day. and i hope you are enjoying being in heaven. and i hope it's as beautiful as they say, and i'm so glad you can sit on Jesus lap and be held in his arms. it's hard for us still down here and missing you. i hope you look in on us all the time and know we miss you so much. well, my precious, i haven't heard from daddy for awhile, and i miss him too, tho he is still with us, he has been busy and hasn't had time to get in touch, but he will. i know he misses you more than words can say. we love you sugar bear, and always will.
Friday, October 27, 2006 - Love you lots, Granny
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Macho Man, Kaden
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Hello baby.tried not to think about you so much. I get so distracted and can't concentrate especially at work. So i was looking at pictures of Kaelyn. Your mom sent me more pictures today; she looks so big and so cute. Then I wondered what you would look like at 3 months.of course you would be the cutest baby boy ever. I don't know what i'm gonna do.it seems the harder i try, the more my heart aches. But I keep hoping and praying that tomorrow will be a better day. So, hopefully when I write you tomorrow I will be a bit more cheerful.I promise to keep on trying ok? Sending hugs and kisses your way my angel. Can you send some my way too?
Thursday, October 26, 2006 - With all my love, Momma
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nathen guzman
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hi baby its mommy i wanted to let you know i'am thinking about and to let you know that we love you and your brothers and sister was talking abot you today well buddy mommy needs to put Erika down for a nap and your big brother wore his t-shirt with your picture on it to school today I LOVE YOU and i will talk to you later.
Thursday, October 26, 2006 - mommy
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Dear Cooper
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My Boy, how I miss you. How I wish I could cuddle you and play with you. You were such a bright light in my life and I absolutely adore you. I wish I could come to Heaven to be with you but I need to look after your sister Olivia and your Daddy. Hopefully I can come sooner rather than later. I love you for eternity.
Thursday, October 26, 2006 - Mummy
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nathen guzman(mommy's angel)
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HI BABY IT'S MOMMY I JUST WANTED TO TELL YOU HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU AND TO TELL YOU GOODNIGHT AND REST PEACEFUL MOMMY LOVES YOU AND I WILL BE THINKING ABUOT YOU SWEETDREAMS NATHEN ALEXANDER I LOVE YOU.
Thursday, October 26, 2006 - MOMMY
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Dear Ta-sheane
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Dear Ta-sheane:
Hey Poppy, this is my letter to you. I feel very wierd sending it when I know it's not really you responding back.
I just want you to know that I miss you so much, I just need to hold you again and tell you how much I love you.
I know that you do not see me cry often, and I want you to know that's not because I don't miss and love you anymore, it's simply because I always like to try and think happy thouhts. Your brother
Deon and sister Ari, misses you deeply. I know you always hear them asking for you and it makes me angry to have to tell them that you are not coming back. Poppy I am trying so much to be at peace with this situation, but I can not. I need to know and have the full understanding of why God would not allow me to have you. Why didn't I deserve you in my life? What could I have possibly done so wrong to not be able to keep you as a part of my life. Keeping you close to my heart with memories can never be the same as having you near and keeping you warm. I love you dearly and I always will. You will never be forgotten for as long as I live. If you can just send me a sign that everything is going to be alright, then that will make me alright. I love you always, and forever my sweetness. You have the biggest part of my heart. Please make me whole again, my baby. Please heal my heart.
Wednesday, October 25, 2006 - Mommy
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kelvin jr.{coota]
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what up baby i'm written you because i was showing someone your stuff today and it bring back some old anyway i love you and i miss you love always
Wednesday, October 25, 2006 - mommy
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My Coota , Kelvin Staggers Jr.
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Dear Kelvin Staggers Jr.(Coota)
Hi coota I know I have not wrote to you in a long time.I think that is because when I look at kelvon your little brother I see you.I love you dearly and your little brother.Mommy was going to move away and take him to and it was really hurting me to think I would loose him to but not the way you left us.Thank you for not letting mommy go away.I think you and God saw what was coming and helped change it.Me and PopPop are at aunt sissy's house now we will be moveing out soon and please let every thing go threw all right tell God I beg him to watch over us and make sure all is well with us. Coota I know your always there with me and there is no one that could love you any more then me.Your brother Tubby asks and talks about you to.He wants to see you and visit your grave.Barbie is doing good she is in high school now and your cousin Rahim is getting ready to have his first baby .I pray you and God watch over the baby and make sure he is fine.No one can ever take your place in my heart I will always love all my grandchildren but your stuck there also and always will be.Now I'm going to be a great grand ma and aunt sissy is going to be a grandma for the first time.Help her to be happy she has been sick to and needs some prayers to help her make it back to health fine and back to work. I just pray that God know how much we need him in our lives and how much I depend on you being there with me. I will stop talking now and dry my face and pray to you and God.I will not take so long to write you any more. Love you always
Wednesday, October 25, 2006 - Love, grandma barbara
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Baby Kaden!
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Boo Boo, today you're a 3 month old angel! Wish I could see you but someday we'll meet again. I had a test this morning and I did great. I know that you were with me during that, I was nervous at first but your presence must have put me at ease. I hope you can follow me all the time when I'm a nurse. That would make my days so much better when I'm dealing with sick patients. Other than that, I'm working on my research paper for class. I hope you're having fun up there playing with the other babies. Auntie misses you and loves you very much!
Until we meet again.
Wednesday, October 25, 2006 - Auntie Jennifer
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DEAR, ANGEL BABY(NATHEN GUZMAN)
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HI BABY IT'S ME MOMMY I JUST WANTED TO LET YOU KNOW THAT I'AM THINKING ABOUT YOU AND TO LET YOU KNOW HOW I LOVE YOU AND I ALSO WANT TO LET YOU KNOW YESTERDAY WAS YOUR 6WEEKS BIRTHDAY WELL BABY I NEED TO GO AND CHECK ON YOU BROTHERS and SISTER WE ALL LOVE YOU AND I WILL WRITE YOU LATER BABY AND REMEMBER MOMMYandDADDY LOVES YOU BUDDY.
Wednesday, October 25, 2006 - MOMMY
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My angel twin Kaden
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Hey honey! Today marks yours & Kaelyn's 3 month birthday. The day I gave birth to you was the most exciting day. I couldn't wait to meet the both of you. You looked so big compared to Kaelyn. I remember thinking that you looked just like Mackenzie when she was born. Daddy was right there with me holding my hand. You were kicking so hard you almost even slipped out of Dr. Price's hand.lol. Momma was there too. We all cried with tears of joy when you both arrived. Kaelyn is getting so big. She coo's a whole lot & is even starting to drool. I know when she's cooing it's because you're there playing with her. I make sure to tell her about you every single day! Kaden, I miss you so much. There's not a minute that passes that you are not on my mind. I hope your having a good time with all the other angel babies up there. Tell Great Grandma Clara, Grandma Janice & everyone else up there I said hello. Mommy loves you always!
Wednesday, October 25, 2006 - Mommy
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Macho Man, Kaden
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Happy 3 month birthday in heaven my sweet angel.
I remember the day you and Kaelyn were born to be such a wonderful day. I thought I wouldn't make it to Atlanta in time, but you and Kaelyn hung in there until I arrived. I wasn't allowed in the delivery room because the doctor thought there might be a need for a c-section but when she realized that wouldn't happen, she let me come in.just in time to see you arrive. 6 weeks later, you're taken away from us.it still hurts very deeply. But today, as you celebrate 3 months i want to celebrate with you and Kaelyn.and smile, for at least I got to spend some time with you, hugging and loving you. Thank you for the beautiful memories.
Wednesday, October 25, 2006 - Thinking of you always, Momma
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My little Christine,
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I still don't know what to do without you. You have been gone a month now and I still feel as if it were yesterday that I saw you last. Your funeral wasn't long ago. Tomorrow I'm going to go back out to your grave and give you more flowers - as if all the ones you have on there aren't enough! Last night I woke up and felt a hand brush my cheek; I thought maybe it was your Daddy, but he was snoring and very much asleep! I looked around and I could have sworn I saw a very small person walk out the door - you couldn't walk when you died - but is it possible it was you? I told Daddy about it and he said that it was possible. I miss you so much that it isn't even funny. Our lives are so empty without you here. Your daddy wants to open the door to your room again but I can't bear to have it happen. He said it was too cold in there, and when I asked him why it mattered, he told me that he didn't want you to get too chilly . It nearly broke my heart. Daddy misses you as much as I do, and so does Aunt Paula and all your cousins. I know God had a reason for all of this but it's one of those things that I'll probably never fully understand. I'm too young to say I'll see you soon, but I guess in your time, eighty years could be just tomorrow, couldn't it? So maybe, then, I'll see you soon, my darling angel.
Tuesday, October 24, 2006 - Momma
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Dear Joshua:
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We miss you, little guy.
Tuesday, October 24, 2006 - Grandma Pat
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Madison Elaine
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Maddie
I miss you so much and can't wait to see you again in heaven.Moms sick right now but she can pull through.I love you.
Your big sis
Kristen
Tuesday, October 24, 2006 - Kristen
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Dear Princess Pretty Girl
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Oh my Sweet Pretty Girl. Here I am again writing to you here. I can't seem to get your book out of the dresser to write to you as it hurts soo much to read the pages that I first wrote to you when I had you in my womb and then after you got here and then shortly after when you returned to Heaven. Oh my Princess it will be almost 7 months that you returned to Heaven. And yet here I sit crying these tears that burn my check because they hurt soo much to have to cry for you. Yesterday you would have turned 9 months my little girl. 9 months OH Anjelique mama's heart is breaking. though I am so thankful for your brothers and daddy and your little sis that is to be here in a couple of months I still feel so incomplete. I feel like I have to fake around everyone that I am getting better. I don't know how much my heart can take. I look at your picture mami and I see that smile I miss so much I go to your site and see you and wish so much that for a second I could just hold you and kiss you one more time. OH Princess Pretty Girl who am I to question our Lord but I miss you soo much and I feel so alone in this pain OH MY LITTLE GIRL. why did you have to leave me??? I LOVE YOU SO MUCH Mami. was I so bad in this life, I wanted you more then anything was it that? Did I love you too much? I don't want to seem ungreatful for everything I have but my Love I am missing you. Next week the boys are going to be dressed up and I'm going to take them to get their pictures taken. You were suppose to be in those pictures but your not. Soon it will be Thanksgiving and you were to be in your high chair in a pretty dress enjoying all the food and love and all the family to see how much you've grown. BUT THAT WILL NOT BE THE CASE. then X-mas. you were suppose to opening your gifts and getting new dollies but your not. AND ALL THIS PAIN I HOLD IT IN. Because I am suppose to be getting better because I am being blessed with another little girl. Though I love my Peanut and without her I don't think I would have been able to be where I am. My Arms ache for you my Anjelique. Is it bad of me?? OH Princess I don't want you to see me like this but I can't anymore. I need you. I wish I could see you once more or just know that you are ok my little one. I know its so silly so they say you are in the safest of places I can't help it my love I am your mama.OH PRINCESS PLEASE know that I love you and with each heart beat my loves grows more for you.
Anjelique I love you my Pretty Girl. I send you a million kisses so at least one will reach you in Heaven
Tuesday, October 24, 2006 - Mama
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Macho Man, Kaden
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Hi baby. How are you today? I just got back from lunch with Marcia. We had BLTs and now i'm stuffing myself with M&Ms. Your momma loves chocolate you know.
You would have been 3 months old tomorrow. I know it's gonna be a bit tough for your mommy so please look after her.and your daddy too. Maybe you can send them an Angel's kiss; one that they can feel and will give them some comfort. I know you are keeping your arms wrapped around Kaelyn too. Give her a special hug tomorrow too. And don't forget Nadia and Mackenzie, ok? They all love you and miss you so. Well, it looks like i might not be able to go to Atlanta for Thanksgiving, but I'm hoping to make a special trip for Nadia's birthday, if only for the weekend. I think they miss me. I wish your mom hadn't moved so far. It gets a bit lonely without my girls. Auntie Jennifer away at school and your mommy in Atlanta. It's just Auntie Amanda and me in NJ. Maybe one day i'll just get bold enough and pack my bags to go live with your mommy. I know she needs me. Anyway sweetie.i better get back to work. Will write you again tomorrow. Te quiero mucho, mucho.
Tuesday, October 24, 2006 - Con todo mi corazon, Momma
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Nevaeh
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Hey baby girl!!! How are things going up there fine I hope. Well life down here is okay it could be better but Im not complaining. We just had your little sister's baby shower and I know you were there. I miss you soooooooooo much. Your cousin Taveon now weights 21 lbs and 12 oc he was much bigger than you when you was born. Well Im going to go. I love you and miss you soooooooooooooo much. Stay Sweet!!
Tuesday, October 24, 2006 - Auntie Kema
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DEAR NATEHEN ALEZANDER GUZMAN(MOMMYandDADDYS ANGEL)
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HI BABY IT'S ME MOMMY I JUST WANTED TO LET YOU KNOW THAT I'AM THINKING ABOUT YOU AND LET YOU KNOW HOW BAD I MISS YOU AND HOW MUCH I MISS NURSING YOU AND I REMEMBER THE FEEL OF YOUR SKIN NEXT TO MINE I LOVE YOU LITTLE MAN AND DADDY,JR,MARIO,X
AVIERandERIKA LOVE AND MISS YOU TO.
Tuesday, October 24, 2006 - LOVE MOMMY
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Macho Man, Kaden
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Hello again my sweet Angel. I'm about to go home for the day but wanted to say hello first. For the first time, today I don't feel so sad and so angry about losing you. Perhaps it's the poem that Marcia sent you, or perhaps it's you helping me from up above. Now when I look at your pictures I don't feel so sad, altho today again I cried. Thank you for coming to visit me. I wait anxiously for the next time. And if by chance you see my mom, can you tell her I love her and think of her always? Your mom told me today that you are the first of her children who gets to meet her.and she's so right. I hope you love her as much as I do cuz she was a beautiful, wonderful mom. Take care of each other up there, ok? I love you sweetie.you are my Angel.
Monday, October 23, 2006 - Love you forever, Momma
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Ruby'Jean
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Hey baby girl mommy just found out on saturday that your going to have a little brother or sister of course u already know but just thought i would tell u anyways i gave aunt beckie and dessy ur shirt that nannie bought u when you were born mommy misses you very much i can r emember what you smelled like again one of your outfits smelled just like you still!!! will baby Ilove you
Monday, October 23, 2006 - MOMMY
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BOOGY BOY
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HEY SWEET BABY BOY. MOMMY HAS BEEN BUSY I AM DOING WORK FOR GRANDPA AND WORKING AT THE HOSPITAL AND TRYING TO BE WITH YOUR BIG SISTER. YOU ARE 11 MONTHS OLD NOW I CAN NOT BELIEVE THAT NEXT MONTH YOU ARE GOING TO BE ONE. IT IS NOT FAIR I DID NOT GET TO SEE YOU GROW. HALLOWEEN IS COMING MOM AND DAD SAID IT WOULD BE SO CUTE IF YOU WERE GOLIATH AND YOUR BIG SISTER WAS JOJO THAT WOULD HAVE BEEN SO CUTE. WELL MOMMY HAS TO GO BACK TO WORK NOW. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND I KNOW YOU KNOW THAT BECAUSE YOU WATCH ME EVERY DAY MISSING YOU AND CRYING FOR YOU.
Monday, October 23, 2006 - LOVE YOUR MOMMY
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Macho Man, Kaden
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Hello my Angel.is it possible that the night i saw the curtain moving that maybe it was a sign that you were close by? I didn't really give it much thought then, except that I got a bit scared, but when I mentioned it to Marcia, she told me that maybe that was my Angel who had come for a visit. I won't be scared anymore.and I will await for the next time you want to let me know that I am surrounded by your love. Come and visit my anytime. I can't wait to see you!!! Love you always my sweet macho man.
Sunday, October 22, 2006 - Waiting for you, Momma
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My angel Gracie Elizabeth,
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Hey my love how are you? It is getting so close to your birthday next month 11/4 and the more it goes the harder it is. Your aunt Alexie is really having a hard time now, she has been crying alot as your birthday approaches. Papa and I visited you and prayed for you. Please help your mom, she is not doing good right now. She still can't sleep at night. She stays up all night doing scrapbooks for you. We love and miss you so much. Please send me a kiss!
Sunday, October 22, 2006 - Hugs and kisses XXXXOOOOO, Nana
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Devin Gene
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It will be four years tomorrow 10/23 that you left us and went to be an angel in heaven. The ache in our hearts is as painful today as it was then. Your brother Neal is in 3rd grade and Andrew is in Kindergarten. You are always in our thoughts every day,and I know you are having a wonderful time in heaven with God and we will see you again someday.
Sunday, October 22, 2006 - Grandma & Grandpa
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Hey My lil man
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Hey baby boy it's mommy and I am missing you so much! Its Been 15 days and I feel soo lost without You!! I wish that I could be the one taking care of you but I know u are in much better hands!! My heart is hurting all the time and I feel like I can't do this without you, But I know I gotta be strong for your daddy because he misses you just as much as I do!! Here is something that I wrote for you my baby!!
My dear lil Pito baby,
I love you to death ,
You are my world
and I am sooo sorry that I was not holding you in my arms when god decided to take you to heaven
You were such a good little boy
I couldn't have asked for anything better, You are so beatiful and I just want you to know that I am thankful for
you making me the person I have become today! I still can't believe That I only got to spend 7 months and 5 days with you, I know they say its better to have loved than to have lost and never got to love, But I just want my smiling lil man back!! When you first came into this world I thought that they must have gotten you switched with another baby, Because u did not look anything like me, You were all your daddy and you made me soo proud and happy the first time you looked at me!! You were so happy my lil angel, My heart hurts all the time, I can't stand you not being here for me to hold!! I miss you sooo very much and mommy wishes she could hold you and comfort you and tell you all the things I never got to say!! I just hope you know how much mommy and daddy love you and there is not a moment that goes by that your not on our mind!! We love you lil man and I hope your up there watching over us and shining down on us!!
I love you Lil Pito
Sunday, October 22, 2006 - Mommy
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Dear Kaden,
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An Angel's Kiss
We go through life so often,
not stopping to enjoy the day.
And we take each one for granted,
As we travel on our way.
For in your Pain and Sorrow,
An Angel's Kiss will help you through,
This Kiss is very private,
For it is meant only for you.
We never stop to measure,
Anything we just might miss.
But if the wind should blow by softly,
You'll feel and Angel's Kiss.
A kiss that is sent from Heaven,
A Kiss from up Above.
A Kiss that is very Special,
From Someone that you Love.
So When your hearts are Heavy,
And filled with tears and Pain,
And no one can console you,
Remember once again.
About the ones you grieve for,
Because you sadly miss.
And the Gentle Breeze you took for Granted,
Was just an Angel's Kiss.
Kaden, I found this poem and I thought of your Momma. I know she hurts something awful for you. But she recently told me about the curtain in her home. I hope in time, she will welcome you in. just accept that it will be signs. And I am sure you know
that this poem is very significant to her.
You are so loved and missed. I am sorry that I did not get to meet you.but your Momma keeps me very well in 'the know'. You have a beautiful family and I am sure you have a lot of ground to cover.so do your thing son. May God take good care of you.
Sunday, October 22, 2006 - Marcia. 10/22/2006
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My angel, Kaden!
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Hi baby! Well I just was looking at my friends page.her father died. There's a song playing on her paged that touched my heart and when I get into these moments I like to write. So baby boy of course you come to mind first! Sorry I didn't write to you yesterday.I'm home alone and I was scared to leave my room.sounds silly I know but your auntie is a scaredy cat hehe. Today at work, my managers stationed me in Baby. I kinda don't like working in Baby dept.I see all these baby clothes I wish I could have seen you in. Now your outfit consists of angel wings.so I guess that's even more beautiful than any outfit I could have bought you. I stared at your pictures today and I had to cry. You were so precious baby and I wish I could see you now. For now, I'll look up into the sky and smile like I always do.knowing that somewhere up there you're watching me too!
Loving you always.
Saturday, October 21, 2006 - Auntie Jennifer
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Macho Man, Kaden
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Hello sweetie.well, it's Saturday and would you believe I actually got to use the PC. Auntie Amanda and I are watching this corny movie but she likes it., so I took a break to write you. Just want you to know that not a day goes by that I don't think of you. Melissa had her baby yesterday. She had a girl who she named Alana. And today titi Mari and I went to see her. She is so beautiful. But no one is more beautiful to me than you are. I thought about you alot and while I was holding her I was wishing you could be here. I miss you so much sweetie. They say that time heals all wounds.but I know this wound in my heart will never heal until I see you again. Love you a whole bunch sweetie.
Saturday, October 21, 2006 - Sending you hugs and kisses, Momma
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Ciara Rae
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My darling Sugie. As always, I miss you terribly. I wait you in my dreams each evening but somehow you never physically appear. In my dreams your spirit is present, but I wish you would give mommy a big smile. That is how I remember you is kicking your little feet and attempting to eat your fist. I wake up disappointed every morning because I know that you physically will not be present. I know spiritually you will always be with me.
Hugs and 100 kisses. Tomorrow we will be getting the statue that Uncle Jerry painted for you - Our Lady of Guadalupe.
Saturday, October 21, 2006 - Love your mommy
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Dear my beautiful baby girl, Lucy,
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Its been five years years without you my sweetheart. I think about you every day, and my sadness for your lose is still as great. I love you soo much and I can't explain how much I miss you. I just want my baby girl back. I need my baby girl. I was looking at your things yesterday and found a lock of your hair. That made you feel so much closer to me when I held it. I wish I could see you. Come to me sweet girl whenever you need me. I will always be here for you. I will NEVER forget you. Your my precious girl, my only girl. Mummy loves you soo much, never doubt that. I just wish I could hold you. Mummy is here ok, come to me if you need me. I love you always forever you'll be thought off. Big hugs and kisses. xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
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Poem for Nicholas
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This poem was written by a friend for his son,Derek,
who is also an Angel in Heaven.
Out in a lonely cemetary
where breezes gently blow,
there lies a dear and precious child
we love and treasured so.
Precious is the one that's gone
a voice we loved to hear.
A place is vacant in our hearts
that can never be filled.
We think of him in silence,
we often say his name
but all we have is a picture
in frame.
Dear God, please take this message
to our little one up above,
tell him that we miss him
and give him all our love.
It broke our hearts to lose him,
but he did not go alone,
for part of us went with him
the day God called him home.
This was written for Derek, but when I read it, my thoughts were of you.
Friday, October 20, 2006 - Great Grandma & Grandpa
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Macho Man, Kaden
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Hello sunshine! How are you? So, yes, the Mets lost. But they did try. Hopefully next year, the Yankees will make it. I guess now it's just football for me since I won't be watching the world series.well, maybe I will.who knows. It's friday finally. I can't wait to go home already and it's still early. Of course it doesn't help that i sit in so much traffic everyday; that makes me so cranky. And today the weather is not cooperating so I just might leave early.
I came across a poem this morning that I've probably seen a million times, but it wasn't until today that it really touched my heart. I'm sending you just a few lines.so that you know how momma feels. So, here goes:
It broke my heart to lose you,
But you did not go alone.
Part of me went with you,
The day God took you home.
I will see you again some day.but until then my macho man, I will be thinking of you and missing you.
Friday, October 20, 2006 - Love you forever, Momma
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Precious Ethan John
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Today Grandma's little angel boy would have been 11 months old. I have you forever with me, my heart holds you close. Last weekend Audrey had a very good time in New York City. Mommie, Grandpa and I went there for somewhat of a business trip. It was a beautiful weekend. I kept thinking of you, how wonderful it would have been, your grandma could have had you while everybody else did their thing. Daddy stayed home to take his test, but we did have fun. I still miss you very much, I love you with all my heart. I will be by to see you on Wednesday, that is our meeting day. I will have to bring you something for Holloween, it is just around the corner. I love you my precious.
Friday, October 20, 2006 - Love you soooooo much, Grandma
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FRANCESCA DADEENA CONTRERA
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MY DEAREST FRANCESCA,
EVERY MONTH THAT GOES BY WHEN YOUR NOT PHYSICALLY HERE WITH ME, I CELEBRATE EACH MONTH OF YOUR BIRTHDAY. TODAY OCTOBER 19, 2006 YOU WOULD HAVE BEEN 8MONTHS OLD. I LOVE YOU AND WANTED TO LET YOU KNOW IM THINKING OF YOU. LOVE YOUR MOMMY.
Friday, October 20, 2006 - MOMMY
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Nevaeh
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Hey boobie!! I love you so much and I miss you alot! Well, I only have 1 month left and your little sister will be here! I'm excited and at the same time nervous, because you aren't here. But you are still in everyone's thoughts and mind, and we will never forget you baby! I love you!
Friday, October 20, 2006 - Mommie
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Precious Kaden
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Hi angel!
Just to let you know, the Mets lost today. Momma isn't up on her baseball.haha. Today was a horrible day. I'm so frustrated with school. I can't wait until this is all over. The obstacles just never end. But anyway, I hope you're having a good day in heaven. Must be nice to be at peace. Send some peace down this way.the world needs it! I miss you boo boo! Talk to you tomorrow. SOrry for my complaining.momma can tell you it's in my nature to do so haha. I love you baby!
Friday, October 20, 2006 - Auntie Jennifer
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Ciara Rae
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My darling Sugie. I had such a terrible day today. I miss you so much and it is hard to keep going without you. I promise you I will continue to take good care of your sisters, Portia and Azia. They miss you too. Daddy's heart is broken without you. I try to find comfort in knowing that one day we will all be together again; however, it feels like an eternity before we will see each other again.
Hugs and 100 kisses to my darling Sugie. Please come and visit mommy and daddy in our dreams. Give your big brother a kiss for us and tell grandpa Ramon I love him and not to spoil you too much.
Thursday, October 19, 2006 - Love your mommy.
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hello precious
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it's granny again. i just thought i would let you know that we miss you so much. and love you with all our hearts. i have your picture along with papaw dave and great granny on my desktop. and every day i gaze at your faces and miss you more and more. they say that time eases the pain, but i don't know why they say that. it's been 15 months and 19 days since you went to be with Jesus, and i still miss you like it was yesterday. so my little precious, time hasn't eased the pain for me. i wish i could hold you in my arms again, and be with you. i just really miss you and my heart is sore with it. you have a special place in my heart, and no one will ever replace that spot, as it belongs to only you. give Jesus a big hug for me and tell everyone hello, and i hope you know that many family and friends miss you so much. later baby boy.
Thursday, October 19, 2006 - love from your granny
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Macho Man, Kaden
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Hello baby, it's momma again. You must feel so special. You get letters every day now. I guess it's ok for me to spoil you everyday with my letters, right? I'm sure gonna try. It's hard to do if from home cause auntie Amanda is always on the computer. That's why I write you from work. I think of you all the way to work in the mornings and can't wait to get in to tell you about it. I'll check back with you later today. Hope you have a nice day. Hey, the Mets won last night. Maybe you can gather all the angels tonight and cheer them on so they can win again. Love you sweetheart. Will be back later. Gotta get some work done.
Thursday, October 19, 2006 - My heart belongs to you, Momma
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Hi boo boo! Kaden-
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Hello Precious. What a long day its been! CLinicals today were so long. I saw the baby "dummies" I'll be practicing to be a nurse on today. I can't wait to be done with college and go out into the real world and be a great pediatric nurse. Hopefully I'll get some scholarship money to go back to school and get my master's degree.then I can go into SIDS research! My stepmom told me about a book today she read. She said that sometimes God creates babies to send down to us to change someone's life. I think that you coming and going so soon left a mark on the family that has changed us all for the better. I see a huge difference in your Auntie Amanda and even in your mommy. We all miss you very much but knowing you're in heaven watching down on all of us brings a special brightness to all of our lives. So Kaden, feel special and proud! I know I'm proud everyday that I have a wonderful nephew guiding me through life. I love you baby!
Wednesday, October 18, 2006 - Auntie Jennifer
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Dear Max,
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It would be your third bithday in two weeks. I feel like that terrible day 1/22/04 was yesterday. Here it is almost three years later and I still miss you so much it hurts my heart. I know you are in a better place and that your are happy, but I miss you and wish I could have shared your life with you. I hope you realize that I have never stopped thinking about you and that I will alway love you.
Wednesday, October 18, 2006 - Love you, Mommy
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Macho Man, Kaden
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Hello my macho man. I bet you were thinking I wasn't going to write today. I had a busy morning at work and then I went out for lunch. But here I am needing to feel close to you again. Did you see the candle I lit for you yesterday? Oh Kaden, my sweet Angel.I wish you were here. I know that you are in a very special place.i just wish you hadn't gone so soon. I read the letters your mommy and auntie Jen wrote to you.it breaks my heart to know that they're hurting. I guess I better get back to work.look for my next letter very soon, ok? Love you, love you, love you!!!
Wednesday, October 18, 2006 - Momma
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To Lil' Man, Kaden
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Good Morning, baby. I didn't come to work yesterday. I wasn't having a good day. I couldn't stop thinking about you. I miss you so much. Unfortunately, I'm back at work today but I'm a little better. I hope they're taking good care of you up there & that you're playing with all the other little babies. Kaelyn has been sleeping so well lately. I know it's because you have been visiting her in her dreams. I put a picture of you in the van this morning. That way, I can see your precious face everytime I get into the car. Oh, I almost forgot, I created a website just for you---so everyone can remember you. I have soooo many pictures of you & your sister.I want to make sure everyone sees them. Baby boy, I can't wait to meet you in heaven. So I can hold you in my arms & give you LOTS & LOTS of good kisses--just like I did the night before you became an angel. Remember? You, me, & Kaelyn had such a wonderful last night together. It was just us three.I held you & told you I loved you over & over. I have to get back to work now but I'll write you again tomorrow. I love you, baby. BIG HUGS & KISSES!!!!!!
Wednesday, October 18, 2006 - Mommy
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Precious Kaden!
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Hi boo boo! I just got back from New Jersey! I finally got to see how Momma put together all your things. It looks so pretty. I miss you very much! There isn't a day that goes by when I don't think about you. I can't wait to be with you in heaven and hear you call me "auntie". That will be the greatest day ever! Please continue to guide the whole family through every day. I'll talk to you tomorrow.Auntie has to get some sleep.
I love you!
Tuesday, October 17, 2006 - Auntie Jennifer
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PRECIOUS LIL TONY,
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HI AGAIN, GRANNY MISSES YOU SO MUCH, I WANT TO TRY TO WRITE YOU A LETTER EVERY DAY TO LET YOU KNOW. YOU COUSIN LEA IS VISITING ME THIS WEEK, AND SHE WANTS TO LET YOU KNOW THAT SHE LOVES YOU MUCH AND MISSES YOU TOO. AND SO DOES HER MOMMY, AUNT ESTHER. WE ALL DO. PRECIOUS BABY, YOU ARE LOVED AND MISSED SO MUCH. I KNOW THAT YOU ARE WITH JESUS AND MUST BE SO MUCH HAPPIER, BUT I GUESS WE ARE SELFISH CAUSE WE WISH YOU WERE STILL HERE WITH US. WE WILL NEVER FORGET YOU, YOU ARE ETCHED IN OUR HEARTS FOREVER. TELL ALL OF OUR LOVED ONES THAT ARE WITH YOU THAT WE LOVE AND MISS THEM TOO. AND PLEASE ASK JESUS TO WATCH OVER ALL OF US, AND ALSO THE PARENTS OF ALL THESE PRECIOUS BABIES ALSO. WE LOVE YOU.
Tuesday, October 17, 2006 - GRANNY
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Macho Man, Kaden
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Good Morning sunshine. Just wanted to start my day by telling you that I'm thinking of you. Your mommy sent me another picture of Kaelyn.she's so precious with that beautiful smile. I can only hope that you're looking down on us with the same smile. I love you and miss you macho man!!!
Tuesday, October 17, 2006 - Momma
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Ciara Rae
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My little Sugie. It has been 2 months since you left me. I try to keep my head up and continue to take the classes at the church. It is still so hard. Somehow I know that I will never truly heal from this pain. I love you my darling and miss you terribly.
Hugs and 100 kisses. By the way, daddy bought a big blue hippo like the one we keep at the cemetary for you. He sleeps with it every night and somehow brings comfort to him. Your sisters miss you terribly.
I love you my darling Sugie.
Monday, October 16, 2006 - Love mommy
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LIL TONY, MY PRECIOUS
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AND THIS POEM WAS WRITTEN FOR YOU BY YOUR COUSIN MARIA WHO ALSO MISSES YOU BUNCHES,
ANGEL HANDS
WIND AGAINST MY CHEEK
GOOSEBUMPS ALONG MY ARMS
FEELS LIKE TINY WHISPERS
ALONG MY SKIN.
I CLOSE MY EYES AND MISS YOU,
AS A TEAR ROLLS DOWN MY CHEEK
BUT I LAUGH WHEN I REMEMBER
YOUR LITTLE SMILE.
I IMAGINE THE GOLDEN STREETS
EACH STONE IMPRINTED
WITH TINY ANGEL HANDS
AND I KNOW AMONG
THE ANGEL'S IS A
BOY WITH EYES OF BLUE.
AND I HOLD IT IN MY HEART
AND I HOLD IT IN MY MIND
THAT ON THOSE GOLDEN STONES
IS MY BABY'S TINY ANGEL HANDS!
Monday, October 16, 2006 - LOVE YOU LOTS, GRANNY, FOR MARIA
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MY PRECIOUS LIL TONY
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I WANT TO WRITE THIS POEM THAT AUNT TAMMY WROTE YOU WHEN YOU FIRST WENT TO HEAVEN;
FOR THOSE WHO'S SOUL'S ARE WEARY
AND WHOSE FEET HAVE COME TO REST
HERE'S OUR LITTLE ANGEL TO GUIDE YOU
THROUGHT THE NEXT PHASE OF YOUR QUEST.
BE YE EXHAUSTED AND TIRED
YOUR LABORS BEMOANED
BE NOT IN SORROW MIND
FOR OUR ANGEL WE HAVE YE LOANED.
HIS SWEET SMILE WILL BRIGHTEN
THE PATH YE NOW MUST WALK
HIS SPARKLING EYES WILL LIGHTEN
THE LOAD AT WHICH YOU BALK.
BE NOT DISTRESSED IN GLOOM
HE IS YOUR GUIDING LIGHT
TO THE MANSION WITH YOUR ROOM
GIVEN BY GOD'S RIGHT.
SO PLEASE DO NOT SORROW
OR WONDER AT YOUR FATES
OUR ANGEL WE LET YOU BORROW
TO SHOW YOU THE GATES.
WE THANK THE LORD
FOR THE TIME HE SPENT WITH US
OUR ANGEL WHOM WE ADORED.
Monday, October 16, 2006 - GRANNY, FOR AUNT TAMMY
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anthony troy stephens II,dear lil tony;
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hello my precioous baby;
i miss you so much. i love you with all my heart, and even tho mommy is being mean and taking all of daddy's family off here, it doesn't mean a thing, you are still ours too, and we all still love you with all our hearts and soul. and you will always be daddy's sugar bear, he misses you so so much, and thinks of you all the time. and even tho he and mommy aren't together anymore and he lives far away, i still talk to him, and he always mentions how much he loves you. I hope you ask Jesus to forgive your mommy for being so mean and vindictive. It isn't up to us to judge, and even tho she tries to hurt us, we know that Jesus is the only one who can judge her for it. and no matter what she does, we all still love and miss you so very much. take care, and have fun with all these other angels here, and up there. give hugs to all our passed love ones and let them know we miss them too.
Monday, October 16, 2006 - your only granny
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Hi Macho Man, Kaden
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Little did I know that when i asked your mom to name you Angel, that you would become one and so soon. She obviously didn't give you that name, but i use to call you my Angel, my macho man. I'm so glad your mom found this site.now i have a little outlet. It's hard to really share all my thoughts because everyone is still hurting. I went to Melissa's baby shower on Saturday and there were so many little kids there.and deep down I was thinking how unfair it was that you couldn't be there.altho, you likely wouldn't have since you were all the way in Atlanta. You probably know this already, but I was in a car accident recently.I thought you were coming to get me, but as it turns out, I was ok. I am trying very, very hard to accept that you're not here. I hope you don't get too mad at me but I am no where near acceptance. There was so much I wanted to share with you. I use to tell your mom that I was gonna spoil you rotten and now I'm upset cause I will never get that chance. Thankfully, your mommy calls me everyday--well, almost everyday, and sometimes she puts your twin on the phone so I can hear her cooing. She sounds so cute.and she's gotten so big already. I am going to try to spend Thanksgiving with your mommy, daddy and sisters but I'm not sure if I can go just yet.or maybe they can take the drive to NJ since they like those long rides. Sweetheart, I Love you so much. I think the day you were born, was probably the happiest day of my life. Finally, a macho man was born into the family. So i hope you forgive me when i get angry.it's not at you that I'm angry at. I will forever hold a special place in my heart for you.always my macho man. I'll write you again soon, ok? I love you!!!!!!!!!
Monday, October 16, 2006 - Momma, Aida
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My Dear Layla Belle.
Hi my angel. I miss you terribly. I think about you all the time. My world is not the same without you - and I am not the same without you. All of our family feels so lost without you. You will be a big sister very soon. I can't wait to meet your brother and kiss him and hold him and tell him all about you.how beautiful you are and what a miracle your life has been. I promise to love him and give him everything I can to make his life healthy and happy. I wish I could do the same for you sweet girl - and I promise to take you with me forever.
Wednesday, August 1
Monday, October 16, 2006 - chaitu
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My Dear angel twin, Kaden Harris Campbell
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We have all been missing you sooooo much! Mackenzie asks for you every single day--she keeps hoping that one day you'll visit her from heaven. Kaelyn has been sleeping much better now. Thank you for comforting her at night. She sleeps with your picture hanging in her room. Daddy misses you too! He talks about his Big Papi everyday & all the funny faces you used to make. Nadia is doing so good in school--she has all A's! She draws pictures of you everyday & writes you letters too!
Baby boy, I think about you every minute of everyday. I miss you, angel! I love you!
Monday, October 16, 2006 - Mommy
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Dear Warren, hi little baby boy
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Hi baby boy miss you lots and lots just want yuo here to hold you again. Its that Auntie Pat is going to look after you up there and hope you are resting lots and having a good time miss you loads and loads xxxxxxxx
Monday, October 16, 2006 - Lots of Love from Uncle George
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anthony troy stephens II
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hello my precious,
i'm sorry i don't often get here to write you a letter, but you are in my heart and always will be, and NO ONE can take you from there. i love you so much, and i miss you so much. i wish you were still with us, but i am glad you are with Jesus and I know you are happy there. always remember that we love you so much. missing you every day, tell great granny esther and papaw dave that we miss them too, and I am glad you have each other now. though we miss you so much here on earth. my heart will always ache for missing you my darling precious.
Sunday, October 15, 2006 - love from your granny
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My baby Asia!!
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Hey my lovely, how are you? Im am so sick of my job, I cant wait to quit!! Im sure something else will fall through. So have you met any new babies lately? I sure hope so, I dont want u to be lonely. I wish you can write me back so bad, I wanna know how my lil girl is doing.Anyways, hopefully Ill be able to give u a lil brother or sister soon, as soon as I get married of course. Well honey, I need to get back to studying now, will wirte u later, I love you my everything!!!
Sunday, October 15, 2006 - Mommy misses ya!!
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Dear MikMike,
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Today was a little rough for me I think it's because tomorrow you will have been gone for a year. You are still very close in my heart and I think of you often. So do your brothers. They really miss you. One day when I was visiting at your home. Your mom came down the stairs I could have sworn I saw you just over her left shoulder watching over her. I had a good cry today cause I really mourn over who you could have been. You would have been 15 months old tomorrow. I have imagined how you would look and how you would interact with your big brothers. How your mom would smile at your every move. How proud your dad would glance your way too. I am sending you some very special kisses and hope that you visit me soon in my dreams. I love you much,
your grandmother
Saturday, October 14, 2006 - GG
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My sweet angel Nicholas
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Hey baby. I have missed you so much!! I have been looking at your pictures today that I have on my computer and they make me miss you so much more. Not only the pictures on my computer but also the ones I have on my phone too. You are my angel. I have always told you that since the day that you where born. It seems like it was just yesterday that you were here and then you were gone just like that. I have tryed to be strong because I know that is what you would want me to do. I know that you have helped me because I feel that you have. Maybe I am just crazy but I feel like you are around watching over me and helping me. I love you so much my angel. I hope that you are up there being spoiled rotten by all of my family that is with you. Cause that is the way I would have done. Your dad and I went to see your grandfather (which you know what he is going through right now) but on the way home we got you flowers 6 baby blue roses and 6 white roses. I also bought you a blue bear that says baby boy. It is yours and it will always be sitting on my dresser. I love you.
Saturday, October 14, 2006 - Love your Mommy
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Ciara Rae
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Good morning my little Sugie. I miss you so much it makes my heart ache. We received the final death note and the ER bills, which made me have to re-live the entire nightmare again. I am trying so hard to be strong but somedays it seems impossible. I know that your just little but you are a Contreras, and I have to ask you to pray for me. Pray that I continue to live and be there for your sisters. I pray for you and your brother everyday. It's your brother's birthday tomorrow. Be sure you remember to tell him happy birthday. He will be 20 years old. We are sad that he is not here to celebrate his birthday with us, but we will continue tradition and have his birthday dinner at Grandma's. We all miss you two terribly.
My little Sugie, please try to come and visit me in my dreams. Try to visit daddy too. I send hugs and 100 kisses. I so long to kiss your soft lips because it just isn't the same kissing a picture of you. Please, please my darling remember how much I love and miss you. Know that it takes all the strength in the world to go on without you.
I love you and miss you!
Saturday, October 14, 2006 - Love your mommy
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lazarus keaed taylor
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hey babby srry cant talk long but i was hopeing to be the first to tell you about your baby sister. she was born on monday the eight and shes 5 pounds 4 ounces and 19 inches. so ya shes tiny but anyways i gtg. love you always
Saturday, October 14, 2006 - aunty angel xoxoxoxoxo
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Asia
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Hey my baby girl! How have u been? I hope you have been behaving, life is stressful as usuall, I am trying my best to manage my life the best I can. Theres just so much going on. I just had a midterm last night, I dunno how i did on that, hopefully not too bad. I still need to keep my grades up to hold my seat in nursing school. I really hope everything falls through. I am planning on quiting my job in december, maybe even sooner. I hope you are proud of me, I am really trying to do my best here without you, it is not easy. Because of you, I am thinking about specializing in pediatric or neonatology. I am not sure yet. When I finally get to be with you in heaven, I wanna be able to tell you all these stories of things Ive done here, and I dont want you to be ashamed of me. I am still human and I make mistakes too, please dont be mad at mommy, Im definitely no where near perfect. I always wonder how big you are now, have you learned how to sit up by yourself yet? can you walk yet? can you talk yet? I hope the angels are taking great care of you. I love you always and forever baby girl, and here's lots of hugs and kisses from me. XOXO
Friday, October 13, 2006 - your one and only mommy
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Hi Devon
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Hi baby. Today it 2 months since you left us to be in heaven as a guardian angel to your family. I took a big step I gave some of tyour thing to a friend that is having a baby boy. the things you were never able to wear. The t-shirts and little gowns. blue of course. I cried when I gave them and watch has she took them away and it seemed like a part of you was going with her. I know that is foolish, you were not able to wear them. But it was like you knew because I think you knocked a picture off the wall. Maybe just becaue I want you here with me again. We will be together again someday. then I can hold you forever, and never have to let you go. I can take you away from your Grand grandmother. kinda funny huh!!. Take care my dear. I wish the anniversary of today could be for a better reason then returning you to God.
Thursday, October 12, 2006 - I love you so much Grandma Carla
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My angel Gracie Elizabeth,
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Hi my love, how are you? Today is Thursday and you no how I hate Thursdays. I love you so much. Your birthday is next month, we should be planning your 1st birthday party. I really don't know what to do. Sending balloons whatever wont bring you back. I just want to hold you again, give you a bath and kiss your sweet chubby cheeks. This seems so unfair. You should be with us. We need to find an answer for SIDS and soon. I love and miss you with my heart everyday.
Thursday, October 12, 2006 - Love and Kisses, Nana XXXOOO
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Aidan
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Hey Boo grandpa fred again, Loving you missing you. things are pretty much the same just going day to day. Went to the Walk to remember did you get my balloon. Sorry Mama could not be there physically but she was there emotionally I know. Steve drew a chalk drawing on the sidewalk of your name it was really nice, but I gues you knew that. I wonder if the emptiness will ever go away I think not. Having your picture done on canvas, already have one but had some problems with it and they are re doing it, Mama is traveling to New Mexico tomorrow and grandma Susan is leaving for Scotland on vacation please watch over them, your uncle carlos got back to seattle from florida, seems somewhat dissapointed in what happened there but maybe it is for the better he is leaving for cambodia soon watch over him as well. I am leaving for new york for the holidays to be with my family would have been nice to take you with me, but I carry you wherever I go. Well grandpa got a promotion yesterday and now I have tons of work to do today so have to get back to it. Loving you, Missing you
Thursday, October 12, 2006 - Grandpa Fred
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AUTUMN BAILEY HUBER
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YOU WERE JUST AS BEAUTIFUL AS YOUR NAME. YOU WERE CONCIEVED IN LOVE AND DIED BEING LOVED IT TOOK ME SO LONG TO GET YOU AND I GOT YOU FOR SUCH A SHORT TIME ME AND YOUR DADDY AND BIG BROTHER WANT TO HOLD YOU AGAIN. OH, HOW I LOVED HOLDING YOU AND I KNOW YOU LOVED IT TOO. I CAN'T PUT INTO WORDS HOW MUCH I MISS YOU I WANT YOU TO COME BACK TO ME. AND I KNOW YOU WILL EATHER TO CARRY ME HOME OR AS MY NEXT LITTLE GIRL. TELL MAMAW I LOVE HER TOO AND SHE BETTER BE FEEDING YOU SOME OF HER FAMOUS CREAM CORN. IT WAS MOMMIES FAVORIT AND SHE BETTER HAVE SOME READY WHEN I GET THERE. I KNOW I WILL SEE YOU AGAIN BUT THE THING THAT SCARES ME IS HOW LONG WILL IT TAKE? I LOVE YOU SO MUCH I JUST HOPE AND PRAY THAT YOU KNOW THAT! AND WHATEVER HAPPENED TO YOU I HOPE YOU DIDENT SUFFER AND WENT QUITLY IN YOUR SLEEP AND DIDENT KNOW A THING. I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Thursday, October 12, 2006 - YOUR MOMMIE AND DADDY AND BIG BROTHER BRAD
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My Sweet Cookie Boy Lazarus
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Hello baby boy.I am writing this letter to thank you for sending us the sweetest little girl in heaven,your mommy had an easy time delivering her on monday.SHe is named LuCidity but we are calling her "Lucky".When I saw her being born and held her for the first time my arms ached to hold you again,but it wasnt too bad.I know that she will never even come close to replacing you in my heart but she is so healing for us all.
I know that part of your spirit is in her.I can see you in her eyes.that is when she has them open which isn't for long.:)
she is so tiny, not at all like you.you were an armful.she is dainty and little, only 5 lbs.
I know that God won't take her back like he did you.But I still wonder why he took you back.
Did you see her taking her first bath at home yesterday? She didn't even cry, actually she fell asleep while she was in the water.But when they took her out, then she was mad!
So cookie boy- THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR HER! We will love her like we loved you and I will try to not worry anymore.She will be twice as loved bwecause I will shower her with all of my grandma love.I love you honey.
Thursday, October 12, 2006 - NammaJonna
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angel abbreonna (abby)
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A LITTLE ANGEL
AS A ANGEL SLEEPS A FAMILY MORNES
AS A ANGEL REST A FAMILY CRYS BUT
WHRER THAY REST AND SLEEP MAKES
THE FAMILY HAPPY,SMILE AND FEEL SO
SWEET WHERE THE ANGEL SINGS HER
AMAZING GRACE WE LISTEN WHERE THAY
LOOK DOWN WE LOOK UP AND WITH ALL
OF THIS WE KNOW SHE IS OK SO WE CAN
REST,SLEEP AND SING OUR AMAZING
GRACE
Thursday, October 12, 2006 - YOUR AUNT TOSHA
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tony
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i no we have never met but still i lv u so your family miss u as u was taken away i wish i coukld speek to u but heaven is just to far your family light a candle on importent days hopeing to se a smile of your lovely face i send lots of lv to u say i to molly and all my pets but last of all your family say they love u as u r in there harts.
Thursday, October 12, 2006 - natasha
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dear ellie
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i really miss you heaps and every day gets harder. I hope you are happy and that you have made some new friends. I miss you heaps and heaps. Love and big hugs and kisses mummy xxx
Thursday, October 12, 2006 - mummy xx
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Dear Emma Susan
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I've been thinking about you alot today and thought I'd write. You've been gone almost 5 years and I sometimes still have days where I cry and just miss you so much. Your brother Samuel says all of the time that he wants you to use your angel wings to fly home so he can see you. I love you forever and ever baby girl.
Wednesday, October 11, 2006 - Mommy
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Hello my Baby Schae
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Hello my boy,
It has been another year that we have been apart. I just watched the video of you and your brother. Life seemed so perfect back then. I really miss you and I wish I could have you in my arms and kiss your chubby cheeks. Someday. I just want you to know that you are not forgotten and your momma loves you so much. I love you my sweet baby and you will alwys be with me.
Wednesday, October 11, 2006 - your momma
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To Daddys Girl
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To Sara
We all still love you to peices. I miss you so so much. Ma and your Mummy pray to you every night. We know that you are looking down to us from Heaven asa Darling Little Angel. Everyone in the family came to pay their respects to you. I was crying my eyes out. You were taken from us to soon darling. We love you.
Wednesday, October 11, 2006 - Love from Mummy and Daddy
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Ciara Rae
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My darling Sugie. Your marker came in on Saturday and placed today. I miss you terribly and had a very rough night. I did receive good news today at work and felt that you somehow had a part in my happiness. I hope you like the decorations we have placed for you for the fall season.
I send hugs and 100 kisses for my Sugie and will await you in my dreams. Good night my darling Sugie-Pop.
Tuesday, October 10, 2006 - Love your mommy
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my sweet Ashlee
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Hey there my little angle!! How is Aunt Angie's little girl? I hope well but why wouldnt you be. You are up there with your Mommy and Bobby. Your brother and sister are getting so big. Your sister is acting more and more like your mommy every day. But that is a good thing.
Tell your mommy and Bobby that we miss them and you so very very much. It is just so different not having you guys here. Things have changed so much.
Well sweetie I just wanted to say hi and that I love you so very much. Send my love to everyone in heaven with you.
Monday, October 9, 2006 - Aunt Angie
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DEAR SUGARBEAR
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HAY BABY BOY DADDY JUST WANTED YOU TO KNOW. I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH YOU KNOW THAT I WILL NEVER FORGET YOU.IT`S BEEN A YEAR 4IN AHALF MOUNTH`S AND IT STILL IS LIKE IT WAS YESTERDAY.I`LL FIEND MYSELF SITTING AROUND THINKING ABOUT YOU & THINKING ABOUT HOW MUCH I MISS MY SUGARBEAR.IT`S BEEN SO HARD TO DEAL WITH YOU BEING GONE. BABYBOY DADDY MISSES YOU SO MUCH I STILL DONT KNOW HOW TO HANDEL YOU BEING GONE.I WOULD LOVE TO SEE YOU`R FACE AGAIN FEEL YOU`R TOUCH.SON I MISS YOU SO MUCH I FEEL LIKE I AM DIEING ON THE INSIDE. YOU MEAN THE WORLD TO ME & IT`S SO HARD TO GO ON.HALF THE TIME I DONT KNOW IF I`M COMEING OR GOING.IT`S SO HARD TO BELIVE YOU ARE GONE I STILL WAKE UP AT NIGHT LOOKING FOR MY SUGARBEAR.BUT YOU`R NOT THERE.I FEEL LIKE I LIVE THIS DAY AFTER DAY.SON DADDY MISSES YOU SO MUCH.SUGARBEAR WHY DID YOU LEAVE DADDY? I LOVE YOU SO MUCH.DADDY WOULD HAVE TOOK YOU`R PLACE IN A MIN.SO YOU COULD HAVE JUST LIVED YOU`R LIFE.BABYBOY I JUST DON`T UNDER STAND WHY MY SUGARBEAR IS GONE I LOVE YOU MORE THEN LIFE IT`S SELF. I LOVE YOU BABYBOY. YOU`R DADDY ANTHONY TROY STEPHENS
Monday, October 9, 2006 - DADDY
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My SunShine
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Autumn Renee,
Hey baby, I miss you so, so much. Life just doesn't feel right any more now that your gone. It's like, I don't even know what my purpose is any more. You made me a mom and now that your not here, I feel so out of place. In the three short months that I had you, I learned what being a mom was and its so hard now that I don't have you to hold. It's just not fair. Why did god have to take you, didn't he realize how bad I needed you. How in one day he gave me my whole life, and shortly after you were takin away and my life is just a dream now. A horrible, terrible dream. I keep hoping that one day I will wake up to find you in your crib. I know I will see you again eventually, I just wish that that day was today. I hope you know Autumn, that I love with all my heart, I always will. Please keep an eye on your father for me, hes not doing to well either right now, but he wont talk to me about it. Any ways, I love you so much my sunshine girl.
I love you baby girl.
Your my heart
Monday, October 9, 2006 - Your Mommy
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Sweet Grayce Marie
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Hey there baby girl its melissa. Just thought I would write you and let you know im thinking about you. Not a day goes by I dont. You have forever changed my life in so many ways as I know you changed so many peoples lives the day you left. You really made me realize just how special life really is. Sometimes it takes a really hard situation like the loss of you to make a person realize that every day and moment is special. You taught me so much baby girl. Even in the short amount of time that you were here. Know I always think of you and u will forever be in my heart. I know you were not mine but the time I had with you was so special. Rest in peace angel. Hugs and kisses to you and all the little babies in heaven with you. Maybe someday I will understand why you were taken just like so many of the babies here. I guess we can just have comfort in knowing that in time we will see you again. Love you Miss Grayce Marie .
Sunday, October 8, 2006 - Melissa
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Asia darling
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Hey baby girl!!Guess what?!?! Mommy has good news. Mommy has just found out 2 days ago that I got into Nursing school!! I am so relieved and soo happy!! I finally feel like I am one step closer to fulfilling my dream. And I give full credit to God in making this happen, I would not have gone this far without him. He is truly amazing!!! So how has your week been? Meeting any new babies up there? I have been so busy. I still have a paper to write and midterms to study for. But not too busy to take time out and talk to my beautiful princess :)Happy sunday princess!! I wish I could be going to church in the morning but I have to work. This job is kind of stressing me out. I thinking Im gonna have to quit my job in december because of Nursing school. I wanna get my priorities straight ya know? Well good night my love, i have to get some rest so I can wake up early for work, I love you my sweet sweet girl, Im giving lots and lots of kisses all over you, and I will be pretending to hold you in my arms while I sleep tonight, Please watch over me through the hard times. Once again I LOVE U!!Sleep tight baby.
Sunday, October 8, 2006 - your mommie
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My little angel Gracie Elizabeth,
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Hi my love how are you? I miss you so much. It just doesn't get any easier. We all try to go on but life isn't the same without you. Your mom is having a really bad day today I don't know how to help her or what to say. We talk about you and how beautiful you are, amd that you are happy in heaven but we aren't we miss you so much. You are always on our minds, hugs and kisses
Saturday, October 7, 2006 - Love you always, Nana
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Dear Sweet Nicholas,
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Even though I have been far away, I haven't stopped thinking of you. I know that you know that, because you sent a butterfly to come and stay in my hotel room with me while I have been away. It was gone today so you know I am to go back home. Thank you for sending him to me. I miss you so terribly bad.
Please keep watching over your mommy. This has been so hard for her and your daddy.
We all love you! Lots of kisses to you!
Saturday, October 7, 2006 - Love your Grandma
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Dear Blane,
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hey balne this is Destinee have not got to wright to you in a while.well im in the 7th grade now and Dalton is in the 2nd grade.it has been a year since you spread your winds and flew to heaven but it seems like forever.well your greatgrandmaw Doris died thursday and im sure she is up there holding you and giving you kisses from all of us.and guess what i got braces thursday too they hurt so bad but it will stop hurting soon! Braxton and Blake are getting so big and they miss you so much just like everyone else does well got to go but everyone says hey and they love you and miss you! also tell greatgrandmaw that i love her and everyone misses her and rhonda too.love you soo0o0o0o0o0o0 much talk to you later
Saturday, October 7, 2006 - *LOVE DESTINEE*
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Ciara Rae
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Good morning my darling Sugie. Now that I'm back to work life has become hectic again. I do ensure that I have time to stop by and visit with you each day. Yesterday it was raining so hard and of course I didn't have an umbrella or coat; therefore, I used your big sister's jacket. I'm certain I looked funny wearing an extremely small bright pink jacket. I hope you it made you giggle.
Well I have made it through two full weeks back at work and things appear to be going well. There have been a few docs who weren't aware of the situation and asked how you were. Hopefully by now they all know.
Azia has been running a temperature of 103, but Daddy was able to bring it down to normal range. We got her into the doc's yesterday but maybe you and Paul and keep an eye on her. Portia is doing well but becomes increasingly anxious when one of us become ill. She is afraid that we are going to leave her. I know that with loosing your brother in this past December and then loosing you in August causes all of us anxiety. I will keep my head up and try to get everyone through these tough times. I have to work on helping your dad because he has been so busy taking care of us all that I don't think he has had time to grieve.
Sugie, I miss you so much that I feel like I can't breathe. I will be by to see you and your brother today. I await you in my dreams and send hugs and 100 kisses.
Saturday, October 7, 2006 - Love mommy
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Hey my little man, Jensen.
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I have been thinking of you alot today, and its gotten harder than some other days. I miss you more than anyone could ever imagine, and I love you with all my heart. Its been 6 1/2 months since you went home to Heaven, it seems as if it has been years and at times it seems like it never happened.it was just so sudden, Mommy is sorry that I didn't get to hug you and tell you good-bye before God took you home. If only mommy would have known, but I want you to know Jens that I love you sooooooooo much and I wish that I could hold you close, kiss your sweet little face and see your precious smile. I hope your doing fine, and I'm sure that you are. Your baby brother, Malachi, will be here on the 30th of this month.I wish more than anything that he would have had the chance to know his amazing big brother. Mommy will make sure he knows just how wonderful you are and were. I plan on making him a shirt with your picture on it, and also one for Lyssa too.she talks about you every once in awhile, she has a pretty good memory of things only being 2 years old. She loves you, and you know that.watch over all of us, and remember always that mommy is thinking of you, I love you more than all the love in the world, and I can't wait for the day that I get to see you again! Have fun baby boy, and smile for mommy.XOXOXOXO times those by a gazillion and I hope you get all of them, I love you sweet baby Jensen. I love you!!!
Friday, October 6, 2006 - Love you with all my heart.Mommy
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Hi Devon
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Hope you are having fun running and jumping from cloud to cloud. Playing chase with all your angel friends. Daddy has made the decision to take down your room. It is hard to imagine it has been a little over 3 months ago since you were born, and almost 3 months ago you left us. At night I still hear you cry, and remember how you sounded and the smell of you. I can go into your room and I know you are there, because the smell you have becomes evident. I still remember the way you looked that early morning, I somehow cannot forget the scene I witnessed. The emptiness I felt and am still feeling. I take flowers to you on the weekends. Your headstone is coming soon. It was picked out by your mommy and daddy. I can't wait until you see it, it is so beautiful just as you are.People at work still come up and hug me and cry a little. They remember you and some although they never got to meet you, remember me and your folks and cry with us. We are working together to help each other. Well I have better go and get ready for camping. I miss you and love you so much. Loves and hugs and kisses daily.
Friday, October 6, 2006 - Grandma Carla
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Sweet Anjelique***
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Princess I am writing to you today cause I know I will not be able to do it tomorrow as my heart wil be too much in pain and I will have to try to hold everything in.as tomorrow it will be 6 months without you my little one.
My heart aches and here I sit crying for you feeling so alone though I have Peanut and your brothers. You are missing my sweet little one.
I want to try to move about but I stop each day and all that comes to mind is your smile that I miss more then I could ever express.
I miss you my love. I LOVE YOU EVEN MORE.
Sendind you a million kisses so at least one will reach you in Heaven****
Friday, October 6, 2006 - Mama
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Hi my angel katie
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how are you i know your safe as you send me comfort and angel kisses all the time, but mommys having another hard day today i saw a little girl who looked about your age and i just cried i miss you so much katie and I cant wait till the day that we can just give each other millions of hugs and kisses I love you katie
Friday, October 6, 2006 - mommy ( Ashley)
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My sweet angel Nicholas
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Hey baby. Mommy misses you so much. I have been being strong and going on with life because I know that is what you would want me to do. It hasn't been all that easy though. On the 3 of October was the hardest day. It made me so sad to know that you had left me a month ago that day. I know that you are up there in God's arms and you are always going to be watching over your family. We all love you so much. Daddy and I are going to get you some new flowers today and bring them over. Mommy thinks about you daily and I know that you know I loved you so much and didn't want you to go. But I also know that God has other plans and the two of you will help me be strong. I love you.
Friday, October 6, 2006 - Love your Mommy
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To my little angel-- jolie
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I miss you more each day baby and you gave me the best 5days of my life, mummy and daddy were so proud of you you were a little fighter, rest my little angel. thinking of you always it hurts so much . jolie i love you xxxxx
Thursday, October 5, 2006 - mummy
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Hey Britt whats hoppin
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hey i miss you so much every one does tiffany has always loved you alot i do to but any way i remember when we would play with tucker then we would play with sophie geuss what i never thought that this would come but i turn 14 next week but i hope your wachting
Thursday, October 5, 2006 - Love from your cousin,Shelby
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Dear Cadence, Hi poopy pantses!!!
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Im finally writing again. The last time I got on this site, it didn't save my letter, but it seems to be working now. I miss you so much. Your daddy and I both do. Today you would have been 1 year old! That's exciting. Your daddy and I will be out to visit you tonight and we have the prettiest flowers to put out. I think you would really like them. I keep trying to imagine what you might look like at 1 year, but I know that's foolish because you will always stay 28 days old. I seem to like that even better anyways because that is exactly how I remember you. I sure miss those kisses. I can't wait to see you again, son. I have good news for your birthday! You are going to have a new brother or sister to look over. He/she will never replace you, though. I'm sure you know that. We love you very much, son. Happy Birthday, Cadence Wayne.
Thursday, October 5, 2006 - Your Mommy and Daddy
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Francesca Dadeena Contrera
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My baby girl, and only child,
Your father and I miss you very much, we see you in our lives everyday, wether it be an animal walking by or just the wind blowing, or the leaves falling, and just a butterfly flying by us. We think of your beautiful presence. You were such a beautiful soul to everyone, you touched every single persons hearts. I'm sure you are watching over everone who loved you. Please don't ever forget your parents love you.
Thursday, October 5, 2006 - Mommy and Daddy
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Sweet Baby Trenton
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You just had your first birthday on Aug 28, and now we are coming up on the anniversary of your passing. It's been very hard for everyone, especially your daddy and mommy. Just know little man that you we're loved more than anyone thought possible. Your ray of sunshine still shines through although it dimmed when you left us. Grandma T loves you and misses you very much. I am so grateful you and I we're together just hours before you left this earth. Those beautiful blue eyes that had so much knowledge in them are seen by me everyday. Love you little man.
Wednesday, October 4, 2006 - Grandma Tina
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BOOGY BOY
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WELL YOUR UNCLE RANDY AND AUNT ROXANNE ARE EXPECTING A PRECIOUS GIFT JUST AS I WAS BLESSED WITH TWO SPECIAL GIFTS. THE MOST PRECIOUS BABIES IN THE WORLD. I KNOW YOU WILL BE LOOKING AFTER YOUR NEW COUSIN. YOUR BIG SISTER SEEMS A LITTLE EXCITED BUT WHEN I SAY UNCLE RANDY IS GOING TO HAVE A BABY SHE STARTS TO TALK OR DO SOMETHING ELSE. IT WILL TAKE TIME AND WHEN SHE SEES YOUR NEW COUSIN IT WILL PRBABLY BE TIME. LAST SUNDAY WAS A VERY INTERESTING DAY. I HAD FUN HAVING A DAY ABOUT YOU. WELL MOMMY HAS TO GO TO WORK NOW. I LOVE YOU SOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH. KEEP WATCHING OVER US MY SWEET BABY BOY.
Wednesday, October 4, 2006 - LOVE MOMMY
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Dear trent
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Hey baby boy. i miss you and love you alot.
i cant believe next month will be a year since youve left us.
But really. like i have said a million times. to me it doesnt even feel like ur gone. ur still here i just cant ever find you. i hear your cry sometimes at night before i fall asleep. well baby boy.
i miss you and love you more than anything.
and you know i would do anything to bring you back . mommy and daddy miss you alot too. we've all kinda gone crazy.
well.
WE ALL LOVE YOU TRENTON.
I LOVE YOU.
Rest In Peace baby boy.
Wednesday, October 4, 2006 - Love always. auntie rissa
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