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Hi Holden!
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Mommy misses you so much baby. Yesterday was Mommy's birthday and it was so hard not having you here with me to celebrate. Bradley started basketball again. Christmas is coming so fast and we are all having such a hard time knowing you are in Heaven. I know we should be happy for you. But we are just so sad here without you. I hope you're playing with your angel friends Parker and Nash and Cameron. I know you sweet boys are having so much fun up there! Keep sending us little dreams of you Holden. Mommy love and misses you so much.
Tuesday, December 12, 2006 - Mommy
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My Gracie Pie,
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Hi Gracie, I was at work and I could not stop thinking about how much I miss you. I just wanted to let you know I am always thinking about you and I cant wait to see you again. I also wanted to thank you for watching over your mom for us. She misses you soooo much. It has been really hard for us without you and we think about you all the time. I will write again soon. I love you!
Tuesday, December 12, 2006 - Aunt Ali
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Macho Man, Kaden
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Hello macho man, my sweet, sweet angel. Just want you to know that i'm thinking of you.that i think of you every single day and that i will never stop loving you. I even talk to you all the time. When I'm home alone, i sit in the living room couch and stare at your picture and I talk to you. I hope you can hear me. Momma put up her Christmas tree and decorated it with the ornaments your mommy gave me last year. It looks rather cute. And I have two ornaments with your name on it and one special one with your picture. I also decorated the area around your picture frame on the wall unit. I put little figurines and a Santa and Mrs. Claus. I also put a Santa and an Angel in the curio right by your ashes. Christmas won't be easy without you this year baby. This would have been your first Christmas and my first year with lots of presents for my only grandson. How I wish you were here!! Write you again soon, ok my sweet angel? I love you so much macho man.
Tuesday, December 12, 2006 - Forever loving you, Momma
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Lil Pito
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Hey baby boy, It's mommy again!!I'm just sitting here and thinking about you my lil man!! I love you and miss u soooo much!! Every day that passes by without you I lose a little more of my heart!! I hurt all the time because you are no where around and it kills me!! I hate being here without you and I feel soo lost, I just can't seem to get it together! But right now I really don't feel like getting it together, I just don't know anymore!! The day we lost you, Is the day I lost my hope, my heart, and my dreams and pretty much my mind!! I just don't know anymore!! The only thing I am certain of is that you are very missed and loved!! Daddy is trying to hang in there!! He's having really bad panic attacks and I wish I could take that away from him!! He loves you very much baby!! Well fat man mommy is going to say goodbye!! I love you always and miss you more than anyone could ever imagine!! Lots of love~ Mommy
Tuesday, December 12, 2006 - mommy
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Alexis Kennedi
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Hi angel, Papaw is just thinking about Christmas. Even though I will miss spoiling you at Christmas I know you will have the best Christmas. Because you are with my Lord and Saviour Jesus Christ. It must be so wonderful to be able to see all heaven has. I miss you but there is no worry on where you are. Just pray for papaw, mamaw ,and mommy and daddy. I am a little worried for us because there is only one way to heaven and that is through and by the blood of Jesus. Help me to make heaven my home by praying for all of us. Love you Alexis.
Monday, December 11, 2006 - Love from Papaw
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Pretty Girl
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Here I sit next to this X-mas tree and I have wrapped many a presents by now. yet it seems so empty. I look at the tree and I see tbe ornaments that your brothers picked out and I see the little princess crown that is for you.and a little vintage carriage for your little sister to be.I have to tell daddy to go see your little place and see if they indeed put what they said they were going to put for you. As the other things we placed for you were taken and Mama is scared that maybe it has happened again. I sit here and think that next month you would have turned a yr. old and think how time has both gone so fast but yet so slow. Oh Pretty Girl I look on my phone and I watch the video of you and me together and I hear you trying to talk to me. What I would do to hear you talk to me. How would you have called me. Mama like your brother Isaac or mami like brother Ram or who knows. Oh Princess these days are hard. I think of how its almost getting closer to meeting your sister and how I am so scared, I wonder so many things my princess. I miss you so much. I'm sorry I don't or more like I can't write in your jounarl anymore that's why I end up here. I feel bad because I can't even write in your sister's book.Daddy built her bassinet did you see it. I just look at it and this sadness fills me. I remember coming from the hosiptal and seeing your bassinet next to my bed. and you were so tiny my little one and soo beautiful. I was truly blessed. Today we got our family pictures back. and its so bitter sweet that I have to have a family portrait of us with only a frame of a picture of you in it. is that what all our family portraits going to look like from now on? HMMMM Everyone is in holiday mood me I'm just moving with the flow.but you know that each moment I get you are in my thoughts as you are in my heart. I LOVE YOU PRINCESS PRETTY GIRL.
Monday, December 11, 2006 - Mama
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Alexis Kennedi
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Hey baby girl mommy misses you so much. I can't explain the way that I feel. I just wish that I had you here with me to hug and kiss. I miss that so much. I also miss your beautiful grin that made that dimple. You are so adorable. I love you more than anything in the whole entire world. Tons of Hugs and Kisses. xoxoxoxoxoxo
Monday, December 11, 2006 - Mommy
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My all so Precious Lil' Ms. Baby Celie'Bug
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Oh Sweetheart I miss you with all of my heart and soul. It's coming up onChristmas and boy am I dreading that day. Last year Mommy tried to end her life. Celie Mommy misses you so much!!!!!!!!!!!!
I want you to know which you probably already know that I think of you every second odf the day You've now been gone for 1 YEAR -n- 5 MONTHS. It seems like only yesterday I was bring you home with me. Sweetheart Mommy is so so SO sorry for all the wrong Mommy did as in allowing Your Big bubby and sisters and you My Precious Doll'Baby staying in a "bad" relationship.It stole alot of My Quality time with you. IO harbor more guilt than you'll EVER EVER EVER know.I am sorry C'C. I need you back so badly. I miss you so badly I want to feel your soft Lil' head rubing againist Mommies neck Oh My Lil' Snuggle'Bug I LOVE FOREVER I CANNOT WAIT TO HOLD YOU AND LOOK INTO THOSE BIG GOOGLY BLUE EYES AGAIN I WUV YOU MORE THAN ANYONE WILL EVER KNOW! Love You My Darling Precious Angel Lil' Celie
Monday, December 11, 2006 - Your sad grieving mommy luv u bug!
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Chassidy,
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Mommy has missed you so! I can't believe you are now 6 years old! Please send your sister great big birthday wishes today! Lot's of hugs and kisses,
Monday, December 11, 2006 - Mommy
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Joshua
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Hey babydoll, I am missing you oh so much. Its hard to beleive that it has been 1 1/2 years since I last held you and kissed your sweet cheeks. I love you more than you can ever imagine and I miss you just as much. Give everyone kisses up in haven for all of us. XOXOXO
Sunday, December 10, 2006 - Mommy
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Hi kenneth Andrew
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This is mommy I am sitting here with Daddy and you little brother charlie. we just lit the candel to remember you by its part of the worldwide vigil for children who have gone to heaven to soon. we lit the candel right at 7:00 P.M. just like we were supposed to daddy counted down the seconds and mommy lit it for you and your baby brother played with your old toys. by lighting the candel it is supposed to create 24 hours of candel light arround the world so i hope you can see it from heaven and know that mommy and daddy lit one just for you, the same one we lit for you last year. christmas will be here soon i hope you like the decorations mommy and charlie put on your grave. I also hope that you like all the work mommy has been doing for you at your cemetery. Mommy has put in just about 30 hours of landscaping and painting work i hope you like all the improvements i have made. in the spring grandma is going to plant some things that produce flowers to repalce all the stuff i chopped up or cut down. mommy really enjoys volenteering to do everything at your cemetery. hopefully i will always be incharge there. the candel is burning wonderfully and the room smells like fresh lavender. it is a soy candel that burns smoke free so your brother doesnt breath any smoke. its almost time for him to go to bed. he is very big and very busy. he sleeps in your crib and rides in your car seat and stroller. he also loves the toys that mommy and daddy got for you. i still go and visit you all the time. you would be so big now and probally enjoying you little brother by now. he army crawls every where and prefers to stand up and play with toys instead of sitting or lying down. but he cant get up by himself i have to put him up. hes very happy all the time just like you were he got his first tooth the other day and wasnt even that fussy about it. your godmother alex is having a baby too. she is 3 months along and you also have two baby cousins madison and mila. well before this turns into a series i am going to say good night and we love you and not a day goes by when we dont think about you and miss you. sleep tight sweet boy. mommy and daddy love this baby.
Sunday, December 10, 2006 - Mommy and Daddy and Baby Brother Charlie
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Dear Hunter
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your birthday and angel day have passed.you've been in heaven for over 1 year now. mama misses you so much my baby boy. your 11 days on earth were the best of my life. you will never be forgotten. your big sis and your lil sis who will be born in march love you very much.we went to see your dove on the tree yesterday and i held it together.though i just wanted to break down and cry. i love and miss you so much huntie. forever in my heart.love always mama xoxoxoxo Hunter Robert Thomas Feran November 17 05 to november 28.05
Sunday, December 10, 2006 - Mama
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our lil pito
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hey baby boy! so it has been 2 months. im sorry i havnt written more. i miss you like crazy i just dont know what to say. we are trying to make it look look a little like christmas here for nick but its hard for me. doesnt seem right to celebrate christmas when you were supposed to be there. me uncle jj and nick are going to try to go home for christmas but uncle jj might have to work. i would really like to see your mommy and daddy. please keep an eye on them! well little boy i love you so much but i really dont know what to say. i love you and miss you!
Sunday, December 10, 2006 - aunt amanda
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Kaden
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Hi Angel! I'm about to get ready for work but wanted to drop by and say hello. I stared at your picture this morning. I was in terrible pain, had to call momma at 6 am.but I know you were watching down and helped the pain go away. I miss you very much! I have to go now but I'll be thinking about you! Hope you are having fun up there with the other baby angels! You're all so precious! I love you Kaden!
Sunday, December 10, 2006 - Auntie Jennifer
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AVALYNN GRACE
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HI BABY GIRL! I MISS YOU SO MUCH. A PART OF ME IS ANGRY AND SAD ABOUT FINDING OUT THE TRUTH BEHIND YOUR DEATH. THAT BACTERIA THAT TOOK YOU LIFE SHOULD HAVE NEVER CAME IN CONTACT WITH YOU. I AM SO ANGRY WITH THE HOSPITAL FOR NOT WASHING THERE HANDS BETTER. BAY GIRL IF I EVER KNEW THIS WOULD HAPPIN I WOULD NEVER HAVE TAKEN YOU TO THAT PLACE. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. IT'S BEEN 4 1/2 MONTHS SINCE YOU WENT TO BE WITH GOD AND IT STILL FEELS LIKE IT WAS YEATERDAY. I AM GOING TO SLEEP IN THE LIVINGROOM AGAIN TONIGHT TO BE CLOSE TO YOU. PLEASE COME AND SNUGGLE WITH ME.
Sunday, December 10, 2006 - MOMMY
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Ta-sheane
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Hey baby. Today was a god day for me. I finally got to speak to your dad. without me gettin off the phone mad. He is doing better, he moved from where he was recently residing. That also made it a much more comfortable situation for him. Your grandma is not mad at him anymore, because they talked out alot of thier differences. after coming to see you the day after your grandmas birthday, it made me feel alot better than I felt last week. You know Christmas is coming and i am missing you more and more by the minute. I love you now and forever and I hope to see you soon.
Sunday, December 10, 2006 - Your mommy
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Gangsta Gabe,
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Wow! Today would be you 10th birthday. I can hardly believe you would already be half grown. I wonder what life would be like if you were still here today. Today your sister's and I went to visit you. We brought you a wreath for the holidays. I said a prayer to you I hope you heard it. Grandma Bobbie also stopped out and brought you a new Tigger. Last time I was out 2 weeks ago. Your Tigger fell off. So I could hardly find my way to you. I said I'm lost looked down and I was standing right over the top off you. I can't believe how hard this day has been. I have been thinking about what you would be like, how you would act, what we would have done today. I hope you had a splendid 10th birthday. If you have heard any of my prayers to you I hope you can find a way to give me some guidance or the answers. Next week is a mine and B's 1st anni. I can't believe we have made it this long. Today is hard on him to. He can tell how bad I hurt, but fells like there is nothing he can do to make it any better. I wish I could take it a little easier than I have. Have a Happy Birthday. Enjoy your party with all your friends. Give Papa Lee my love. Give Grandpa Bauer and Burt my love too. Happy Birthday SweetHeart. Talk to you again soon. Sister's say Happy birthday And send there love.
Saturday, December 9, 2006 - Mom (E & T)
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My precious Jaycee
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I was telling you about a song I heard last time I wrote you here are the words. Life Ain't Always Beautiful Gary Allan Cyndi Goodman and Tommy Lee James Life ain't always beautiful. Sometimes it's just plain hard. Life can knock you down, It can break your heart. Life ain't always beautiful. You think you're on your way. And it's just a dead end road, At the end of the day. But the struggles make you stronger, And the changes make you wise. And happiness has it's own way, Of takin' it's sweet time. No, life ain't always beautiful. Tears will fall sometimes. Life ain't always beautiful, But it's a beautiful ride. Life ain't always beautiful. Some days, I miss your smile. I get tired of walkin' all, These lonely miles. And I wish for just one minute, I could see your pretty face. Guess I can dream, But life don't work that way. But the struggles make me stronger, And the changes make me wise. And happiness has it's own way, Of takin' it's sweet time. No, life ain't always beautiful. But I know I'll be fine. Hey, life ain't always beautiful, But it's a beautiful ride. What a beautiful ride. Sweet baby I wish you could have taken a longer ride, the one you got was way to short. It just isn't fair. Grandpa Tim and I did get lots by your yard. We will be in the next row by your feet. We visited your yard yesterday. You would have been 5 months old,so I wanted to spend some time with you.
Saturday, December 9, 2006 - Love you very much XOXOXOXO Grandma Deb
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MY DEAREST SWEET LITTLE PITO
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Hi sweetheart, Its Gams again. How are you doing. I sure do miss you so very much. Aunt Darlene and I have been busy making Christmas cookies that you would have loved. Nana and I put the lights up on the Christmas tree tonight. We've had it for a week but I have a really hard time wanting to do anything for Christmas. I know I have to for the other grandbabies but it is sooooo very hard. I wish everyday that you were still here. There has to be something we can do to stop this madness with everyone losing a baby. It does not seem right that innocent little babies like you leave this world for no reason. Oh well I'm sorry I am so bitter still but I miss you and I know hundreds of other people do to. Please look out for your Mommy and Daddy they just can't seem to get it together. I worry about them so much but there is nothing else I can do so I am asking really begging that you will step in and remind them how much they love and need each other. I love you so very much and miss you with every breath I take. Tons of hugs and Kisses coming your way. Forever and a day!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Saturday, December 9, 2006 - Gams
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Alexis Kennedi
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Hey baby girl I just wanted to drop by to say hello. I love you so much and I think about you all the time. I am gonna go to mamaw and papaw's right now. I will write you again soon. Love you more than anything in the whole entire world. Tons of Hugs and Kisses.
Saturday, December 9, 2006 - Mommy
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Ruby-Jean,Nannies sleepy Jean
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We sent you ballons.We had your birthday cake everyone was here to celeabrate your first birthday.How I wish you had been here too.We love you more each day.Cheer up sleepy Jean Nannie well sing too you again someday I Love you and miss you.Happy Birthday angel!
Saturday, December 9, 2006 - Nannie
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Jaycee
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hey there baby girl aunt chel wanted to write you and let you know how much i miss you i am sorry i don't get here everyday to write you that doesn't mean i am not thinking about you cuz i think about you all the time i love you so much baby girl i stare at your pictures and just cry it hurts us all that you are not here but you will always be in our hearts lots of love XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO
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Saturday, December 9, 2006 - aunt chel
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dear lil pito,
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hey big boy.i miss you so much i wish i couldve had more time to spend with you. i am sorry that i didnt go to say goodbye to you before you left for arizona now i wish i would have went over there. its almost christmas and it is so hard to get into the christmas mood without you here. it would have been your first christmas and you would be opening all of the gifts everyone bought for you. you would be walking everywhere and everyone you saw would have a big smile on their faces. everyone loves and misses you so much. well i am gonna go for now.i love you lil pito.
Saturday, December 9, 2006 - your cousin Tabbi
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Ruby'Jean
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Happy First Birthday Baby girl i told you i would write you antoher letter on your birthday I just know if you were here you would be so excited and walking around probably chewing on everything we are all getting together we are going to the grave site later on today im having a get together at 3:30 today to celebrate your birthday will baby girl mommy loves you more then ever i will see you soon.
Saturday, December 9, 2006 - Mommy And Daddy and Sissy
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Alexis Kennedi
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Hey baby girl it's mommy. I just wanted to let you know I miss you bunches. I finally came here to write you today. I have been reading stories on here since I got home that sound so much like mine. I have been cryin thinkin of you and how much joy you brought to my life. I know that someday I will see you again. I can't wait I'm so excited, but for now I have to stay here and take care of your brother or sister. That is until God decides that it's my time to go. Here is a poem I found for you. I love to read poems and send them to you. Your crib is empty little one, for now I know that you have gone To that great Heaven, up above, where every day I send my love. I'll never rock you in my chair, or see your face, so sweet and fair, I'll never watch you drink your milk, or stroke your hair as soft as silk. I'll never watch you play each day, or hear the sweet first word you'd say. You'll never bear your children here for me to love when old, I'll never be their grandmother, to cherish them like gold. Your crib is empty that I see, you sleep in Heaven's nursery. God came to earth and took your hand and led you to His holy land. He says one day we'll meet again in that great place above, Til then my precious Angel, I send you mommy's love. I am gonna go for now, but I will write you again soon. I love you more than anything in the whole entire world. Tons of Hugs and Kisses. xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
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Friday, December 8, 2006 - Mommy and Daddy
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Baby boy Kaden
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Hi my angel! I am so sorry I have not written to you. I won't make any excuses. I just wanted to say that I miss you so much angel! Your angel wings turned 3 months old this week and I thought about you all day. I looked outside and saw the sun shining bright and I knew that was a sign saying that God and all the other angels were taking good care of you! I'd give anything to hold you again and kiss those big cheeks! We all miss you and will always love you! I hope you're looking down on all of us because I look up at you all the time!
Friday, December 8, 2006 - Auntie Jennifer
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Dear Jaycee Marie
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Hi, Baby Girl. I know it has been a while since daddy has wrote you. It's hard to come here and write because all i can do is cry, because i miss you so much. So much is going on now with getting ready for Christmas but, I just wish it was over, I just don't have the heart for it and I don't know if i ever will again. We should be wrapping gifts for you insted of sobing while wrapping everyone else's. This is really starting to hit your bubba, that he can't see you anymore. I don't think he understands why he can't see you infact i know he don't because i don't understand why. No one here can understand why they can't see there babies anymore. I just hope someday the Dr.'s can find a way to stop this heart-breaking thing that takes 7-10 babies a day. I just wish you were here, you brought so much love and happiness into our lives which is now disappointment and hurt. Little girl daddy can't write anymore but i will write again soon. Here is some XOXOXOXOXOXOXO before i go, Love You Honey. Love Daddy
Friday, December 8, 2006 - Daddy (Chris)
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Dear Baby Angel,
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I think you're the best in the world. I wish that you didn't die. I love you so much.
Friday, December 8, 2006 - from your big sister Emily xxxxxxxxxx
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Hi, Angel
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I sure do miss my beautiful grandaughter. Mamaw got your pictures from Wal-Mart. I could not stand to look at a large picture of you. Bacause I am so lonely without you. Even though I have your mommy and grandma. It is like a part of me will never be alive again until I see you and hold you. I can't explain how bad I miss you but I am so lonely at times. Papaw loves his little angel. I have to stop writing I can't see the keys because I am crying and the keys are getting wet with my tears. Write to you later.
Friday, December 8, 2006 - Love from Papaw
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MY SWEET ANGEL NATHEN
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HI BABY IT'S MOMMY JUST WANT TO TELL YOU I LOVE YOU AND SEWWT DREAMS
Thursday, December 7, 2006 - MOMMY
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Alexis Kennedi
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Hey baby girl it's mommy. I miss you so much. All I thought about at work today was you, and a couple of times I had tears in my eyes. I had to stop myself from starting to cry because I had to work and didn't want anyone see me cry. I try my best to just think of the good things, but sometimes those bad thoughts come in my head of the day you went to heaven. I just get mad when I think about it cause I wander why God took you. I don't care what anyone says about questioning God I will never quit. I want an answer and I will get one someday. I'm excited about your brother or sister on the way, but I wish that you were still here too. I want you to play with them and take up for them. I know you can play with them in their dreams, but I want more. I know it's so selfish, but I just can't help it. I think it's quite simple what I wanted. I just want you to be with mommy and daddy. I don't get my wish I don't guess and that hurts me bad. It's like half of my heart is gone cause it's with you. I have never ever loved anyone in my entire life as much as I love you. They day you were born it felt so different. I thought to myself I am a mommy and I love it. Then when you went to heaven I just felt like my life just fell apart. It's never been the same. Me and daddy are more in love everyday, but we miss you lots. Now that we have you brother/sister on the way we have to start getting prepared for that, but you are always in our hearts. I know you up there watching us and laughing at us when we are funny, and tellin us not to cry when we are sad. I love your smile it's so pretty I want to see you right now with that dimple it's so adorable. You are my angel and mommy loves you more than anything in the whole entire world. Tons of hugs and kisses. Oh yeah here is a poem I found. I like it. ANGELS. There comes a time in everyone's life, when we look for something to ease our strife, some say that angels don't exist, but I, for one, find it hard to resist, that for each and everyone of us, there are angels who help us learn to trust, that courage,faith,st
rength,and love, comes in all shapes and forms,not just from above, so I send you this poem from the bottom of my heart, you've been my angel from the start. xoxoxoxoxoxoxox
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Thursday, December 7, 2006 - Mommy and Daddy
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Dear Sweet Anjelique
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Today makes 8 months that you returned to Heaven.and it is also Daddy's B-day.I miss you so much and I think I am even more tired because of this front Mama has put on today. I only shed a couple of tears and brushed them off so no one would see. Today I got called by First Candle to tell them your "dates" hmmm today of all days. and there I have to clear my throat and say 1/23- 4/7. Lord help me. and here I am with your little sibling growing in my womb already 8 1/2 months along. I am trying so hard my Princess but each time I walk or breathe thoughts of you are what I have. I look at the room now and I think how would it be if you were still here. How I wouldn't even have thought of having your sister at home how I wouldn't have done any extra classes, how there would be no need for moniters. HOW THERE WOULD BE NO NEED FOR FEAR OR THIS HEARTACHE. Oh my sweet pretty Girl. I feel like now I have to mourn you in slience. not to let anyone know that this pain is STILL THE SAME as when you left me. I have to play the I am ok game in front of your brothers and daddy and everyone else. that everytime I get something for your siblings I have to hold back the tears because I know I should be getting one more but I can't because you are not here. Don't get me wrong I am more then thankful OH I PRAISE OUR LORD for giving me even if it was only 2 1/2 months with you and now for Blessing us with Peanut and your brothers who I love with every fiber of my being. but OH Anjie my Sweet Pretty Girl. I need you too. Mama is trying so hard, I want to make you proud of me. and I wish that you know how much I love you each day and every moment that I live. 8 months today since you were last in my arms how can this be.I LOVE YOU ANJELIQUE***
Thursday, December 7, 2006 - Mama
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Austin
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Hey there buddy. How was your night? Your silly sister was sleep walking i think. She got up in the middle of the night and came into mommy and daddy's room. I am having a SLOW day today. There is nothing going on at work and i am bored out of my mind. I love you soo much! So did you take care of your Daddy for me? If not you can do it in your own time whenever you think he is ready. I still am missing you and not a second goes by where im not thinking about you. I have decided that im going to start going to church and really live my life the right way. I want to see you again and im not going to do ANYTHING to mess that up. I love you baby. Im going to get back to work now. But, just know that i LOVE you and im ALWAYS thinking of you.
Thursday, December 7, 2006 - Mommy
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My Precious Angel, Ry-De
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Here it is, December 7 once again and still my heart hurts so very much. I miss you so much it is unreal. I keep thinking about you and trying so very hard to remember the good times in the 3 short months that I had you here with me. This time of year is so hard because I don't see the good times. I only see the bad times.Today, the 14th anniversary of the day you got your wings and it feels so much like the very day you got your wings. I love you Ryan.I love you so very much. As I sit here with the tears streaming down my face I can see your face so clearly. The last smile I ever saw is so bright. Keep smiling Ryan. Mommy loves you. I have to go school Ry-de but I will be back later. I love you I love I love you.
Thursday, December 7, 2006 - I love you Forever, Mommy
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My Lil Pito Bird
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Hey baby boy it's mommy!! I haven't wrote you in a long time, but I will start!! How have you been!! I hope that you are doing ok!! Me and daddy are hanging in there and trying to be there for one another!! He is being real good to me, I am sure you know that though!! We miss you sooo much baby boy and wish that we could be with you to comfort you!! It's so hard without you here!! Daddy said he is going to write you soon, it is just really hard for him!! We will miss you soo much for your first christmas!! It is going to be relly hard without you!! Words can't even explain how much we miss you and love you!! You are our whole world!! Well baby I am going to say goodbye!! If you get the chance please send me and daddy a sign that your ok!! We love you baby sooo much and think about you all the time!! Goodnite lil man I will write again soon!! I love you!!
Wednesday, December 6, 2006 - Mommy and daddy
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Alexis Kennedi
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Hey baby girl it's mommy. Daddy is sittin right here beside me watchin me write, and you are too. I just wanted to let you know I thought about you a lot today and I love you so much and I miss you. Tons of hugs and kisses. xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
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Wednesday, December 6, 2006 - Mommy and Daddy
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Wednesday, December 6, 2006 - Momma.always thinking of you!!!
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Wednesday, December 6, 2006 - Mommy
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Happy Birthday!! I cna't help but feel confused. I just wish I could be bringing cakes to school or planning your party right not, but I can't. I miss you so much, I keep wondering if you would be like you brother or your sister. Five years, boy it doesn't seem that long, sometime it seems as if it were only yesterday that we were at the hospital, you were so perfect to me. I love and miss you little man!!
Wednesday, December 6, 2006 - Mommy
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Dear William
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To my angelface William, I miss you more than you will ever know. I think about you everyday. I am sorry that I was not there for you when you died. I just wish that I could do something to bring you back to me. I love you so much and I know that I will see you soon. I just wish that I could see you just one more time just hold you again here you say mama see that beautiful smile. I need to know that you remember me and know that I love you.
Wednesday, December 6, 2006 - Mom
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Hey Lolo, my precious baby. I have been having a rough couple of days. I miss you so much, everyone does. I am sorry it has taken me eight months to write you a letter. It's hard. I just want to hold you, kiss your little face. I would give anything to hear you say mama again, or to see your smile. I dream of you often, Peanut still sleeps in bed with me, sometimes daddy sleeps with him too. I need your help, mommy and daddy haven't been doing good lately I don't know if we can make it. We are trying so hard, we need help from our baby girl. I promise I will write to you more often! Come see me tonight in my dreams. I love you Lorelei Tatiana!
Wednesday, December 6, 2006 - Mama
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hey pretty girl. mommie & i went to daddys games last night, we knew you were there. daddy didnt do so good but at least his team won. i really miss being able to hold you an talk to you. i know you are near but i feel so alone. i hope you never felt like that. alexis know that we love you an i will make sure that no one ever forget about it. i was looking so forward to doing everything with you.i had a short six weeks but i hope that all thoughs talks we had helped you realize you were loved more than anything else. i'm sure you make a prettiest angel. watch over us baby girl. i love you aunt kasey. xoxo i better get a birthday wish in my dreams from you tonight.
Wednesday, December 6, 2006 - love auntie kasey
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Hey baby girl it's mommy. We went to the doctor today, and I am pregnant. They don't know quite for sure how far along I am. Dr. Eastham guessed 5 weeks. I go back every monday until my next appointment for a blood test to make sure my hCG levels stay up. Just pray for mommy and be there with me all the time I know you will. I will need you help with this baby. It's gonna be a lot more stressful, cause I will be afraid of losing another one. I don't think I can handle losing another one. It was hard losing you. I still haven't got over it. I love you so much and I know you are gonna be a big helper. I wish I could just hold you in my arms forever and kiss you all over. I miss you so much. Well, mommy is gonna go for now. I love you more than anything in the whole world. Tons of hugs and kisses. xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
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Tuesday, December 5, 2006 - Mommy and Daddy
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Austin my little Angel, Mommy just told me about this site so I am going to try and write to you. I think of you everyday, first thing in the morning and last thing at night. I miss you so much, I keep waiting for Daddy to drop you off but, I know thats not going to happen. Papa & Uncle Travis miss you so much too. We so miss your little face, the way you cryed when you were hungy and wanted to be fed right then, the way you didn't like getting dipered, and the way you loved getting in the tub and going outside and sitting in that old creeking swing, the way you would say "Oh" and smile that beautiful smile. I can still feel you sometimes. You sister misses you too. She stayed over the other day and we talked about you some, I know that you are in the very best of hands and are so happy. As much as we all love you Jesus loves you more, thats so hard to beleive even tough I know its true. One day I will be with you again and what a great day that will be but for now I hold you so closely in my heart. I am so blessed to be your Mimi if only for a short time. I know they are getting ready for a big celebration up ther e because it is going to be Jesus's birthday so have fun. I will cherrish you for a life time. I love you, Always Mimi P.S. Mommy, Daddy and Hannah are all doing well but,they miss you very much, keep an eye on them ok.
Tuesday, December 5, 2006 - Mimi
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Hey boo grandpa fred again, sorry its been so long since my last letter but things have been rather hectic lately, I went to NY to see my family visited my parents at the cemetery, asked them to watch over you for me until I get there. Life seems to be taking a turn for me since like rough times ahead I hate to end the year like this, but I know that you will be watching over me during all of this. Keep an eye on your mom she is also going through some issues. I miss your smile and your giggle every day. I still have your voice recorded on my answering maching and every once in a while when no one is there I listen to it. It hurts but it helps as well. Well boo at work right now gotta go, Loving you missing you
Tuesday, December 5, 2006 - Grandpa Fred
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Hey big boy I was just sitting at work and thinkng about you alot lately. I think with the Holidays surrounding all of us everything is just going to get harder. I so wish you could be here and celebrate your very first Christmas, with the tree and all the bright lights and opening all those presents everyone would get you.But I guess you have the best view of all. This is just so hard you never expect this to happen to your family.Ever since you became our little Angel I've been enjoying every minute I have with Tyler and Tanner. You helped me see that in a blink of an eye anything could happen. Speaking of Tanner, he misses you so much. We look at your pictures alot and he gets sooo happy and wants me to take him to see you. I tell him your an Angel now in Heaven and one day we will get to see you again. But he dosent understand he wants me to take him to Heaven to get you.I'm happy he talks about you alot you made an lasting inpression on him on all of us that we could never forget your sweet little face. Well I better get back and work. We all miss you and love you very much. Lots of hugs and kisses from all of us.
Tuesday, December 5, 2006 - Love, Aunt Carolyn
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Hey buddy! How was your day? I miss you. Helena and Anthony made you some raindeer cards. They want me to tie them to a ballon and send them up to you. I will do that this weekend. I will ask your big sister Hannah to make you something to send up too. So, when are you going to come and visit me in my dreams? I cant wait for that night. Well, baby mommy has to go now. I love you and will write you soon. I LOVE YOU!!!! XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO
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Tuesday, December 5, 2006 - Mommy
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i know you must be looking down in astonishment at everything going on down here at the moment and i just wanted you to know that its ok,mummy will be just fine hunni,we will look after her as best as we can and pops and nana are doing everything in their power to keep her safe.she is in safe hands sweetheart so you just rest ok til next time hunni
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I miss you. Today was your abuelo and abuela's 29th wedding anniversary. We went out for steak dinner. Your daddy and mommy were there and your tia Lyndsy with one of her friends. The last time I was there you were still in your mommy's belly. The doctor had scheduled your delivery for the following day and I knew they wouldn't give your mommy any food once we got to the hospital, so we took her out for one last big dinner. Your Aunt Tammy was over visiting so she and Alexus went with us also. You are strong in my thoughts, every single moment, little man. You would've loved the part where the servers all came out with a giant dessert singing some silly happy anniversary song, a big ole ice cream with whipped cream and chocolate syrup thing, with 6 long handled spoons. I can see you just getting excited over all of the commotion. I wish we needed 7 spoons and you were here to share with us. I love you. I wrote your Uncle Donny today, I don't think he knows that you are not physically here with us anymore. It was hard to write it down, somehow makes it feel more permanent even though I know in my brain, it is. My heart still wants all of these past few months to have not been real. I know my Pito Bird, I know, I am being stubborn about accepting, but I am working on it. I have so much love for you I just want to be able to give it to you, in person. I can't, and that's hard, because it's one of those times when a person does not have a choice. I will love you forever just in a different way. Different because I cannot hug you to show my love, I cannot change you or feed you or watch you grow, but I can remember every little piece of you and love you, that I can and will do. I think you may already know that. You are so loved little man, 9 months old you would be by now. Walking for sure, you were in such a hurry to get that part down. Giving your old abuela a run for her money. Usually by now I have brought out the old LP record albums, with all of my favorite Christmas songs, I drive your daddy and Tia Lyndsy crazy with the old fashioned music, I am a geek, I love Christmas music. But I am not in the mood, not this year. I want so badly to dance with you to my chipmunk Christmas album. All the beautiful decorations I was gonna drag out of the attic, just for you my tweety. Dancing and decorating, how fun. I don't think I will do it, not this time, maybe next time. It just seems like a lot of work without your cute little self around to enjoy it, which I know you would. I miss you.I love you.siento sus abrazos, te quiero mi Pito.
Tuesday, December 5, 2006 - With my heart, Abuela
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Hi Devon and Eric
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Well I thought it was time I included both of you since it was almost the same reason you left. The only real change is Eric we know now what the Dr's missed and did not mention and realizing the hurt in your mommy's face, it was something the Dr's could and should have noticed and taken account, but choose not to. Devon you would still be here with us, if they had recognized the sleep apnea you had and since they have changed their ways in the nursery, now.of checking babies that are not just sleeping, but waking them up making them cry and test them for the responders that may not be formed to their full potential. But you are both in very good hands with all your loved ones there taking care of you. There will be a time when we are all together once again, and we will be taking care of each other. Then you can show me around and the things you have learned. Devon you are 5 months old today, and loved as much now as then and always. I look at the pictures of you and realize the love in your eyes, and the lovely peaceful expression on your face. Eric I never got to see you, but someday I will. I never got to hold you, but someday I will. I never got to kiss you, but someday I will. I did get to love you and someday I will be able to tell you how much I love you when you were stillborn andhow much I love you now. Your parents are planning another baby, but your daddy is very worried and says does not want to be paranoid, but that is going to happen anyway. He is so afraid of losing another one, and that he would not be able to stand or accept. I wish you could go to him and let him know it is ok to be protective and a little scared, but not to let it keep him from the happiness he so wants. Your room is still the same as when you left him. It is been 31/2 months and the door is still closed and everything the same, right down to the soiled blankey you left on the changing table, earlier that night. He so blames himself, if only he had waken you up sooner, or if he would have woke up earlier, he could have done something, but it was God's will. You have your own Christmas ornament on both trees. Your mommy and daddy's and mine. I found a little fawn sleeping in the grass, quite serene really. I found a lot that were the baby's first christmas, but it did not seem right. I miss you so much. I would love to have you here to help bake cookies for christmas. I would love to see your eyes when they looked on the lighted tree. The Dr's and workers said to bye a little gift for you and put it under the tree, but I think it should go in the tree, but I think it would make it harder, that you will not see it, or open it. I only have memories of you Devon for only a short time, but that time was and is so precious. Tell your Great-Grandma and Grandpa to look after you, and remember you are so loved. Until nex time my dears. Remember
Monday, December 4, 2006 - Grandma Loves you so much
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Hi sweetest, It's Gams trying for the 3rd time in as many days to write to you. Not sure but I keep putting in something they will not let on. I sure do miss you and love you with all my heart and soul. We all miss you down here on earth. Wishing more then anything that you were here to celebrate this coming Holiday Christmas with us. Nana made me set up the Christmas Village yesterday. It looks real nice but I'm having a hard time getting into Christmas. Mom and Dad are doing okay. We know how bad they miss you because you can see it in there eyes.I Think if you look hard enough you can see the hurt and pain in alot of our eyes. Time sure is not making this any easier to handle. I miss that beautiful smile and that laugh of yours. Never will I ever hear such a wonderful sound again. Will I should get back to work. Just wanted to tell you I miss and love you bunches. Tons of hugs and kisses to ya. FOREVER AND A DAY XOXOXOXOXOXOXO
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Hey baby girl it's mommy. We go to the doctor tomorrow. We will let you know what they tell mommy ok. I wish you were here on earth to go with me. I know the receptionist(Rit
a) loves you so much. I remember the day I went for my 6 week check up and you were there with me and daddy. She told me to bring you back in march to see how big you were getting, and then you went to heaven that night. I just can't make that seem real. It's just like a dream that never ever ends. I wish that I could just wake up. I love you so much baby girl. Mommy always wanted a lil girl to dress up and fix her hair, and then when I went for the ultrasound you were a girl. I was so happy. I'm so glad that I got to spend that short 6 weeks with you some mommies don't even get to see their babies. Hopefully mommies pregnancy this time will be as easy as it was with you. You truly are an angel I never had any problems the whole pregnancy. You are such a blessing in my life. I thank God that he blessed me with you everyday. I just wish that he would have left you here with me instead of going up to heaven so quick. How are you doin up there? I know that you are so spoiled and when I get there I can't wait to spoil you some more. Then I can play with your hair and dress you up. Mommy can't wait until I get there. I love you more than anything in the whole world. Tons of hugs and kisses. xoxoxoxooxoxoxox
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Monday, December 4, 2006 - Mommy and Daddy
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Hey baby how have you been? I am still missing you! Today is my first day back to work since God took you up to be a little angel. I cant seem to get the hang of things again. I am soo scared that something might happen while im at work. Make sure you watch over your big sister! We all miss you and cant wait to meet up with you again one day. Daddy got up on the roof yesterday and hung lighs up for you. Sorry they arnt turned on yet. You know your daddy Mr. Fix it all. Well, he cut a wire in the basement and now the outside plugs dont work. But, we will get the lights up and running soon! Make sure you look for the lights. I know how much you LOVED looking at lights. Well, baby Mommy has to try to get some kind of work done. I love you and will rite you again very soon!
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Monday, December 4, 2006 - Auntie Kema
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Grandma Deb wanted to let you know I am missing you so much! Yesterday Grandpa Tim and I made a evergreen blanket and put it on your yard. It has a white Teddy Bear, snowman ribbon and red and white Christmas flowers. I hope you like it sweetie. Grandpa Tim made some stakes to secure it to the ground. I woke up this morning with tears in my eyes, I was crying in my sleep again. That seems to be happening alot. I know I was dreaming about you, I remember thinking how beautiful you are, when I saw your face in my dream. Grandma has to go sweetie can't type with tears flowing.
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Monday, December 4, 2006 - from your mommy with all the love in the world
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Hey baby girl it's mommy. I miss you so much. I was sick yesterday sorry that I didn't write to you. Mommy is feeling better now. I bet you were up there telling God to make me better. I'm really not even looking forward to Christmas this year. God took you away and it's just not the same. I know mommy has you a brother or sister on the way, but it's just not the same. I wish that you could be here to watch them grow. I know you will be up there watching over him/her. I'm excited yet a little hurt cause God took you away. I love to look at your pictures everyday. You are so beautiful I just don't understand. Here is a poem I found. It kinda explains the way I feel. My Special Angel She's always watching over me, I feel her presence near, She's always here to listen, And guide me through my fears. She's a very special angel, One God choose just for me, She was once my Daughter here on earth, But that wasn't long to be. God called her home one night, My fear and rage did see the, If He were a loving God, Why take my Daughter from me. But in time I saw the plan, He unveiled for me to see, He had taken my Daughter away, But He gave her back to me. There was only one thing different, About this wondrous thing, She just traded her faded house-dress, For a halo and snow white wings. I thought that was a pretty poem. Well, mommy is gonna go for now. I hope to see you soon. Hopefully you can come to visit me in a dream. I love you more than anything in the world. Tons of hugs and kisses. xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
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Sunday, December 3, 2006 - Mommy
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Hi baby! I miss you so much! Your a big brother now, your baby brother was born in September, but you probably know that! It is so hard, I feel as if I betrayed you by bringing another member into this family that doesnt know you! Sissy and Robert talk about you all the time! They were playing outside today and sent a balloon up to Heaven for you, I hope you got it! It's coming up on your birthday, you would be three! I can't help but to wonder what you would look like or how you would be! I struggle every day with missing you, you are still in my heart and on my mind every day! I love you so much pumpkin! Mommy's going to go now, I'll send another letter soon baby! I love you and miss you so much!
Sunday, December 3, 2006 - Love, Mommy
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Hi sweetheart. I'm really not sure what I can put down in this letter to you. I love you and miss you so much. It's hard to believe you would be 7 years old already. Your little brother Riley talks of you often. He misses you and he knows you miss him too. You are in our hearts and thoughts every minute of every day. There isn't one second that goes by that I don't question why God had to take you. But I can also answer my own question. Why wouldn't God want such a precious angel? I'm sorry I wasn't there Alexis. Mommy wishes so much she was there. And I still can't believe I didn't kiss you goodbye that morning. I'll live with that regret forever. But just know that I will be with you again one day. And I will snuggle with you and kiss you a million times. You did more in 3 1/2 months here than many in a lifetime. You are my inspiration. And I thank God every day for giving me you, even for the short time we had together. I love you Little Beaner.
Sunday, December 3, 2006 - Mommy and Little Brother Riley
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HELLO HANDSOME, MOMMY IS MISSING YOU MORE AND MORE WHEN CHRISTMAS GETS CLOSER AND CLOSER. WE WENT TO AUNT DEANNAS CHURCH AT CHRISTMAS LAST YEAR AND I REMEMBER GRANDMA WANTED TO HOLD YOU FOR THE WHOLE MASS BECAUSE SHE HAD LEFT TO GO SOMEWHERE AND DID NOT SEE YOU FOR DAYS AND SHE SAID I HAVE TO MAKE UP TIME. I AM GLAD GRANDMA HELD YOU THROUGH THE MASS BECAUSE THIS CHRISTMAS WE HAVE TO HOLD IN OUR HEARTS. I MISS YOU LIKE CRAZY. I AM DECORATING YOUR CHRISTMAS TREE EVERYDAY I PUT AN ORNAMENT ON YOUR TREE YOU ARE PROBABLY HELPING MOMMY AREN'T YOU. AUDREY AND MOMMY ARE GOING TO BUILD YOU A SNOWMAN ON TUESDAY COME PLAY IN THE SNOW WITH US BABY BOY. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. TOMORROW 12-4-06 MARKS 8 MONTHS YOU HAD TO GO BACK HOME WITH JESUS. THIS CHRISTMAS IS GOING TO BE THE HARDEST BABY BOY.
Sunday, December 3, 2006 - LOVE YOUR MOMMY
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HELLO HANDSOME, MOMMY IS MISSING YOU MORE AND MORE WHEN CHRISTMAS GETS CLOSER AND CLOSER. WE WENT TO AUNT DEANNAS CHURCH AT CHRISTMAS LAST YEAR AND I REMEMBER GRANDMA WANTED TO HOLD YOU FOR THE WHOLE MASS BECAUSE SHE HAD LEFT TO GO SOMEWHERE AND DID NOT SEE YOU FOR DAYS AND SHE SAID I HAVE TO MAKE UP TIME. I AM GLAD GRANDMA HELD YOU THROUGH THE MASS BECAUSE THIS CHRISTMAS WE HAVE TO HOLD IN OUR HEARTS. I MISS YOU LIKE CRAZY. I AM DECORATING YOUR CHRISTMAS TREE EVERYDAY I PUT AN ORNAMENT ON YOUR TREE YOU ARE PROBABLY HELPING MOMMY AREN'T YOU. AUDREY AND MOMMY ARE GOING TO BUILD YOU A SNOWMAN ON TUESDAY COME PLAY IN THE SNOW WITH US BABY BOY. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH.
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I love you. It is Sunday, and I am just sitting here thinking of how you would fill my Sunday's up with so much pleasure. I am wondering if you still love froot loops! If you would still be running around in your walker with the tray full of froot loops, with lady bug and penny and moya following you around trying to get your sticky cereal that falls through. Or would you, by now have figured out that you would have a blast just giving them some, while laughing out loud because their warm wet dog germy tounge would tickle your hand! I think you would already be feeding those beggin' dogs! That's what I think. And you know your daddy would come out and yell at the dogs, for beggin'. Then he would pick you up and the top part of your diaper, just under your belly button would be loaded with as many as 20 or so froot loops, brushing them out the dogs would come along and take care of that too. I just picture it all, as it was, and wonder how it would be different by now. I love you little man. My heart cries, well I guess I mean, I cry and my heart stays broken. This is something I will never get over, it's a wound to my heart, and I have to just learn to deal with it. And I will your Abuela is trying very hard, because I know you wouldn't want the people you love and the people who love you to feel so badly. It's just hard little man, we all struggle along in our own way. I love you so deeply. I want to grab you and snuggle and kiss you, see you play with your tiger and your new stacking toy, you know the one with all the pretty lights that you got just before you went on vacation? I thought it could be the coolest toy when you got back, well it is a cool toy, but you didn't come back. And I miss you, I really don't know of a spoken word that can even touch the depth of the feelings that I have, no word strong enough, or emotional enough. Feel my hugs, word bird, I send them to you every day, several times a day. I can feel your hugs, I take care of them deep in my heart so they will last me a long time, until I can get more real ones from you. I love you, I know you are happy because there is no sadness in the place you live now, I still want you with us, I don't think I will ever stop wanting that. I miss you, I love you.
Sunday, December 3, 2006 - I love you so much, Abuela
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Hey my beautiful baby girl, its mommy, how are things in heaven? Everything is ok here I guess, it is getting to be the end of semester and theres a lot of work to be done. I have also stopped working at the bar becuase it was taking up too much time from school. Me and your daddy are also getting along a lot better now, we are thinking of giving you a brother or a sister again, would you like that? I hope your thanksgiving was great, I got to drive home to see Pastor Smith and her daughter, it was wonderful. well it is getting late and you gotta got to bed too, I hope this letter brings a smile to your face precious, mommy is always thinking of you even with my hectic life going on. You are never forgotten, good night pretty princess, I love you forever!!
Sunday, December 3, 2006 - mommy
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Alexis Kennedi
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Hi angel,it is almost Christmas time and Papaw sure does miss his little angel alot.It seems that my mind has been wondering at work. I can only think of how much I miss you and how angry I am because you were taken from me. I must realize that God is in control and some day when I get to heaven God can help me to understand. I was showing your picture to a person at work today and as I looked at it I had to look twice because I thought you moved in it. Wishful thinking I guess. Well angel I will write you later.
Sunday, December 3, 2006 - Love Papaw.
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Alexis Kennedy
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Hi angel,it is almost Christmas time and Papaw sure does miss his little angel alot.It seems that my mind has been wondering at work. I can only think of how much I miss you and how angry I am because you were taken from me. I must realize that God is in control and some day when I get to heaven God can help me to understand. I was showing your picture to a person at work today and as I looked at it I had to look twice because I thought you moved in it. Wishful thinking I guess. Well angel I will write you later.
Sunday, December 3, 2006 - Love Papaw.
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Mama Pretty Girl
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Last night I left this page up to see if Daddy would maybe write to you.but I guess he's not ready or just can't. in 5 days it will be 8 months since you went back to Heaven. these last couple of days have been really hard for Mama, I can't seem to keep these tears from falling. hmm even your big brother Ram had a bad day in school. do me a favor pretty girl if you can visit him in his dreams and tell him your ok. Oh my Little one its so hard. I've changed the room around now for your new little sister that is to come next month. I can't even believe it. last year this time I was waiting on you to arrive in Jan. I miss you more then words could say and Mama is trying to be strong but its so hard. I put the little princess crown for you on the tree. do you like it. We are going to go during the week to check that they put up your decorations at your garden.I think how you would be here trying to pull down the tree and staring at the pretty lights and probably would have given Santa one of your looks when we would have gone to take the pictures. Oh My Beautiful Pretty Girl. I love you soo much and miss you even more. I send you a million kisses so at least one will reach you in Heaven. I Love you Forever I'll Like you For Always As Long as I'm Living My Baby you'll Be. I Love you Anjelique****
Saturday, December 2, 2006 - Mama
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Alexis Kennedi
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Hi angel, I sure do miss you today. I was just thinking about your dimples and I just was filled with all the love in the world for you. I sure do wish I could hold you in my arms. I will some day. Until I get to heaven pray for me. I will see you soon. I realize the time that we are apart is just killing me, but I try to remember that when it is my time to go, then that will have been a short time because I have eternity to spend watching you grow. Until that day my tears will flow as a summer stream after a warm rain.
Friday, December 1, 2006 - Love From ; Papaw
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Grayce Marie
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Mommy loves you and misses you! I can't believe the holidays are upon us already. I was looking aroud today and thought that I should be buying 2 pretty Christmas dresses not just one. Derek will be starting kindergarten this next school year. With registration coming up shortly I can't help but think that you would be starting pre school already. I wonder what life would be like if I had all 3 of my babies to hold in my arms. You will forever be missed. Know that some day mommy will come up to heaven and hold you and never put you down. Please know that we love you and miss you like crazy. Please know that there is not a day that goes by that we don't think about you, miss you, and love you. Sweet dreams baby girl.
Friday, December 1, 2006 - Mommy
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Alexis Kennedi
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Hey baby girl it's mommy. I just wanted to tell you hello and I love you so much. I miss you bunches and wish you were here. I know I just say the same stuff everyday, but it just helps me to write to you and tell you how I feel. I love you more than anything in the whole world. I will talk to you again soon. Tons of hugs and kisses. xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
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Friday, December 1, 2006 - Mommy
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Austin Gregory
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Hey baby it's mommy! How are you? Mommy, Daddy and your sister Hannah miss you sooooo MUCH! I cant wait to see you again. Have you seen Lucus yet? He was Daddy's best friend and he is up tere somewhere too. Make sure you find him and i promise you he will take good care of you. He can teach you about deer and fishing. You will have a blast with him. We put up our Christmas tree for you and Daddy is going to decorate the whole outside of the house with lights for you to look at. I told Daddy that he even has to get up on the tippy top of the roof and put lights up there for you to see. Mimi and Papa are going to try to put lights up for you to see too. Keep a eye open for the lights.Ok Buddy. I miss you and will write you again soon. I promise. I love you!
Friday, December 1, 2006 - Mommy
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To my precious Autumn
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Hey baby girl, I am sure you already know this but mommy and daddy miss you so much. We put up the christmas tree the other day. We put your baby's first christmas ornament on the tree. Christmas is going to be a really rough day for mommy and daddy. We wish you could have spent your first christmas with us. Your sissy Savannah misses you so much. Mommy has a locket with your pictures around my neck and your sissy looks at them everyday. I think about you everyday, all day! I can't wait to see you again that beautiful smile. Mommy has to get back to work. I love you and Daddy and Vannah love you too. I love you, Mommy Autumn this is you aunt Laura. I just wanted to write you a little something letting you know how much i loved you and that you were so special to me. Im so heart broken now that your gone, i can still remember holding you and smelling your sweet baby smell. Im missing you more and more everyday but i know your in heaven and you are watching over me! You are the most precious angel i've ever seen. i love you and miss you with all my heart!!! Love Always, Aunt Laura
Friday, December 1, 2006 - Love you,
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alexis kennedi
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hey baby girl. its aunt kasey again. you know the greatest aunt ever. :) i love you alexis! i miss you alot. when daddy an mommie come to visit sometimes i catch myself asking where you are.but i know you are right by my side watching over us doesnt take the pain away from missing you. you were/are so pretty. its just not the same without you anymore. but i hear the news that we might be having a brother or sister. you just make sure u teach them all the good spoiled stuff i taught you. :) well baby girl i guess i better get to bed. meet me in my dreams ive got lots to say but for now ill leave it at i love you. nite
Thursday, November 30, 2006 - love auntie kasey.
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Dear Jaycee Marie
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Hi, baby girl. Just wanted to let you know that daddy and mommy put up your Christmas tree and placed it in your yard, I hope you like it. Christmas is just around the corner, and daddy just don't have the heart for it. To me it will be just another day of heartache and I just don't feel up to having it, I just don't feel like doing much of anything lately. I sit and look at your pictures and just think about what you would be doing if you were still here. But I just wanted to tell you about the Christmas Tree, and that daddy loves and misses you alot. Here are some XOXOXOXOXOXOXO before I go. Love Ya.Daddy
Thursday, November 30, 2006 - Daddy (Chris)
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PRECIOUS LIL TONY;
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hey baby boy, i still miss you so much. i was looking at some letters and i see your mommy wrote you, that is good. i know life goes on, but it is so hard without you. you were our ray of sunshine, and it just doesn't seem right for you not to be here with us. so many things messed up after you left us, but i hope everyone can go on and make their life better. even tho we grieve so for you. you will always be missed, and always be in all of our hearts, so watch over us all baby boy, and rembember to ask Jesus to watch over us that are still here waiting to be with you some day. i love you, my precious
Thursday, November 30, 2006 - love you always, granny
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hey lil pito
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Hey big boy, it's me Tia Pegi again. It's the last day in Nov. it's nice aand warm outside. Tanner is taking a nap right now. He keeps wanting you to come over. He loves you sooo much. I told him you went to heaven. we sure do miss you with your dimples.I can imagine you are showing them off in heaven. You were always smiling down here and showing off those dimples.Just like Myndi with her dimples.I really miss singing to you,I bet if I sang to you, you would hear me. Your abuela told me you liked kookaburrah,so I started singing that to you and I knew she was right.I know you are doing fine in heaven, but is still very hard without you here. Christmas is coming soon and I haven't even put up my tree. I'm trying to get motivaated, I'm just having a hard time.I think about you all the time.well I'm gonna go little man.I love you and miss you lots.xoxoxo See you in heaven. If tears could build a stairway, and memories a lane,I'd walk right up to heaven and bring you back again.
Thursday, November 30, 2006 - Love always and forever,Tia Pegi
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hi pumpkin-my little dylan
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its not been long since youve been gone. not even 3wks has passed since we last saw you.since i last got to hold you in my arms. i think about you all the time, and i know daddy and connor do too. i still cant believe that youre gone. i miss you more than anyone could ever know. all i want is to see your big smiling face lookin up at me.to hold you against me. to have your hand brushing my chest as you look at me with those beautiful eyes and those long lashes-all the while enjoying a feast. and for a moment the smile -the one of pure content-and then back to your favorite thing. i love you so much pumpkin and i dont know how we are ever going to be without you here with us. i thought you and connor would be best buds. i know he misses you.yesterday he was yelling to the sky--DYLAN!! well my little boy good night for now.give gram a kiss for me- i know shes keeping you nice and safe until i can see you. i love you more than the world bub. xoxoxoxoxoxoxox forever
Thursday, November 30, 2006 - love mommy
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GOODMORNING Ethan Cooper Kirkpatrick
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HI BABY BOY, PAPAJOHN AND I GOT OUT AND PUT LIGHTS ON THE HOUSE TO SHINE AS A MORNING STAR FOR YOU THIS CHRISTMAS. THE BELLS ARE RINGING AND THE LIGHT ARE SHINING JUST YOU ARE A TWINKING.TELL ALL HELLO AND LWE LOVE THEM VERY MUCH
Thursday, November 30, 2006 - LOVING YOU ALWAYS
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My sweet Ashlee
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Hey little girl! Well I guess you are not so little anymore, but you will always be Aunt Angie's little girl. I miss you and your mommy so bad. There is not a day that goes bye that I dont think of you guys. And now Christmas is comming up soon and it is all just starting to get to me again. Well I just wanted to write you a little note and tell you that I miss you so very much. Kiss your mommy for me and tell her to kiss you from me. Love hugs and kisses. Love ya always and forever
Thursday, November 30, 2006 - Love always Aunt Angie
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Alexis Kennedi
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Hey baby girl it's mommy and daddy. We are getting ready to go to bed, and just wanted to write you a letter first. We miss you so much and think about you every single day. We are getting excited about your brother or sister, but you will have to make sure you watch over them and keep them safe. I love you so much and I wish that you were still here with us. I cried today cause I miss you so much. When I think about you it makes me sad cause I try to think of the good times but then I think about how bad I want you here on earth. Just keep an eye out for mommy, daddy, little brother or sister, and everyone in our family. I know you are one of the greatest guardian angels in heaven. Well, we love you more than anything in the whole wide world, goodnight Alexis. Tons of hugs and kisses. xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
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Wednesday, November 29, 2006 - Mommy and Daddy
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My Dear Sweet Dakota Vickers
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Mama misses you so much. I miss your sweet coos, your smell, but above all your big blue almond shaped eyes. Somedays are almost unbearable. Im so angry that you had to go. I would give anything to see you again! Whenever your twin brother Kass smiles, I can see you in him. He is such a blessing. I know that he misses you to baby bear. Mama is still numb from your loss. People always say that Im doing so well, considering.They have no idea. No idea how mama feels on the inside. On the inside Im so broken up. How will I ever be the same without my Kota bear. I love you so much sweet angel. I know that you are in the arms of our heavenly father. Please watch out for your twin brother Kass. I couldnt bare to lose both of you. I know that I will see you again sweet baby. I think of you every moment of everday. I will count the second until we are reunited again. Your forever in my heart sweet bear. Love always and forever.
Wednesday, November 29, 2006 - Mommy
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Ruby'Jean
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Hello Baby Your 1st Birthday is right around the corner Two weeks away daddy told me to tell you he loves you bunches we are going to celebrate your b-day we are going to let all the babys p;ay together and we are going to go see you and sing happy b-day will not see you but God baby girl this is to hard i wish you were here so i could say happy b-day to you and kiss you and hugg you mommy needs you this is crazy Will Baby mommy loves you with all of her heart and i will be writing you again on your b-day MOMMY LOVES YOU!!! P.S. Sissy said to me this morning that she has your pants and she wanted to give them to you she said she loves you and missis you but you know that.
Wednesday, November 29, 2006 - Mommy And Daddy
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My Dear Little E (Ethan Kirkpatrick)
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It has been a week since Thanksgiving, and I don't know how well I did. I didn't cry, scream or yell. I didn't really say anything to or about you. I was trying to keep a calm attitude for your brother and sister. Now I find myself rearranging the livingroom to set up for christmas and I could careless if we did or not. I put together a christmas wreath and we all took it to you. Next to you is a new little boy. Help him find his way around. This little boy is special. I know you all are, but Ethan he wasn't loved very well here on Earth and being loved will be different for him.I love you and miss you horribly. I will find a way to be brave and get christmas put together for Ireland and Nicholas and you can wisper good dreams to all of us down here
Wednesday, November 29, 2006 - Your Mommy
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Ethan Cooper Kirkpatrick
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Hello angel baby, Love and Kisses flying your way,talked to mommy last night,we were ables to talk of our love and the treasures that were left behind for us to enjoy while you were here and of your being here with us, and the mercy and grace God shed upon us.you are such a blessing and I am so thankfull for the opportunity to have been touch and blessed with your present.Thank You Ethan .Nana loving you and praying for us all,that we will take this oppourtinty to grow from all the circustance of life that we are challanged with .Loving You Eternaly Nana
Wednesday, November 29, 2006 - Always Love Nana
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Macho Man, Kaden
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Hello sweet Angel. Wow - it has been a long time since I wrote to you but there hasn't been a day that I don't think of you. It's so hard to put up a front all the time and pretend that all is well. I miss you so much and I still get very angry at life for having taken you from us. This would have been your first Christmas with us, and now I have to just settle for putting an ornament on the christmas tree with your name on it. It's just not fair. I will never understand why this had to happen. Yeah, today is one of those angry days for me. Sorry sweetheart. Everyone says you're in a better place - well, i hate to differ. You belong here with your mommy and daddy and your sisters and Ammar.and of course with me and all your aunties and uncles. Thanksgiving Day was bad enough. Auntie Jennifer said a prayer before dinner and all I could think was how am I suppose to be thankful when my precious angel, my grandson is not here. Christmas is right around the corner and as much as I'm gonna be a good grandma to the girls and spoil them as usual, it will be so sad not to be able to do the same for you. I would have asked Santa to bring you so many things -- and I bet he would have gotten everything I asked for.you do believe in Santa, right? lol Your mommy, daddy and sisters are coming to NJ the day after Christmas - so we'll have a late Christmas here. They wanted to spend their first Christmas in Atlanta altho I wish they wouldn't have. Waking up on Christmas morning will never have the same meaning again. But I will certainly do my best. Tomorrow I am going to a funeral. Another baby who's life is cut short for some damn reason.oh oh.i'm angry again. I know it will be hard for me to be there but your mommy asked me to offer some words of comfort.geez, I hope I can do that. Oh, i almost forgot to tell you that I went to Atlanta last weekend and surprised your mommy at work. Ha, she thinks she's the only one who can surprise.she's done it to me two times but I got her good this time. We had a nice time together. We even got to go out for drinks. Nadia and Mackenzie were happy to see me too. And I spent alot of time holding your twin; Kaelyn.she has gotten so big. And you should see her big smile.but you probably do. It was a short visit but it was so nice. Nadia wants me to go back for her birthday but I don't think I'll be able to. Maybe I'll just have cake for her when she gets here. She is such a good girl. I'm so proud of her. Well my love, I'll write you again soon. Please take care of yourself. You're 4 months old now. You must have gotten so big. I wonder what you look like. Miss you so much baby. Know that you will forever be in my heart.
Tuesday, November 28, 2006 - My heart belongs to you. Love, Momma
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Dear Sweet Jason,
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It will have been eight long years tonight since I had to say goodbye. Not a day goes by that I don't think of you and miss you. I so wonder what you would be like. Would you love baseball as much as your dad and brother? Would you be as sweet and calm as you were or would you be constantly on the go? I think you would be a lot like your big brother. He would love being with you.I am sure you would love him and your sisters. Cassie would probably drive you crazy like she does all of us, but I think you would love her. I wonder if I saw you would I know you. Would you know me? That is something I struggle with. I want to think that we would instantly know each other but sometimes I wonder. I love you my sweet angel and always will. I am sending you lots of hugs and kisses.
Tuesday, November 28, 2006 - Till we meet again,
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Alexis Kennedi
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Hi angel,I was just thinking of you today. I think of you alot. As I think of you and all the wonderful things you did your short time on earth with us. I am so happy and excited and then I come back to reality and I am so sad that you are not here. I get away at work sometimes and have a good cry. I always get somewhere so that no one can see me. I do so miss my little angel. Pray for Papaw to do everything that God requires for me to make Heaven my home. So that I can see my angel again.
Tuesday, November 28, 2006 - Love, Papaw
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Alexis Kennedi
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I forgot to tell you something in the letter I just wrote to you. I was watching the news tonight. They was talking about a woman who kills her baby in a microwave. I just wander why in the world that God took you. When you were with your mommy and daddy that loves you so much and would never ever think about hurting you. Instead he should take babies like that instead of them having to die like they do. I just don't understand. No matter how much I try to let it make since it doesn't. Well, maybe I will find those answers when I get there. I love you baby girl more than anything in the world. Tons of hugs and kisses. xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
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Tuesday, November 28, 2006 - Mommy
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Alexis Kennedi
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Hey baby girl it's mommy. I miss you so much. Some people at work hadn't seen you before and they have been wanting me to bring pictures. Today I finally took pictures. Everyone was saying just how pretty you are and what a cute grin you had. I told them yeah she was truly my little angel. I miss her so much. They are excited that me and daddy are having you a brother or sister. I am too, but it scares me to death. I'm still in shock from losing you, and I just don't want to lose two babies. It hurts bad enough to lose one that is more precious than anything. I know you brightened up my day so much. I miss you baby and I wish that I could have you back. I will have you back one day. I don't know how long it will be though, but I'm excited about seeing you again one day. I love you more than anything in the whole world.
Tuesday, November 28, 2006 - Mommy and Daddy
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My Dearest Sweet lil Peto,
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Hi my sweetness, It's your old Gams again. I sure do miss you so very much. Writing to you helps in some ways. But my heart is still so sad and feels like it is in a million pieces. They say time heals all wounds but this is one that time can not touch. You are such a BIG part of so many peoples lives. We will never be able to get over the lose of you, yes we will go on but NEVER get over losing you. I tried to go into the angels room but I think it is still to soon. It's to sad. I smile when I think of you and I cry when I think of you. I have a million in one emotions that I don't know which way is up some days. Well it is time to go for now but as always I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU WITH EVERY THING I HAVE AND AM!!!!!!!!!! Hugs and Kisses forever. Forever and a day. GAMS
Tuesday, November 28, 2006 - Gams
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LIL PITO
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HEY BIG BOY, IT'S ME TIA PEGI.I HAVE ALOT TO SAY TO YOU & I DON'T KNOW WHERE TO START. I'LL START BY SAYING I'M SORRY FOR NOT GOING TO SAY GOODBYE TO YOU BEFORE YOU WENT TO ARIZONA.MYNDI WAS VERY UPSET WITH ME BECAUSE OF IT.SHE WANTED TO GO OVER AT 10:00PM,& I TOLD HER IT WAS TOO LATE. I KNEW YOU WOULD ALREADY BE ASLEEP. YOU HAD TO LEAVE AT 3:00AM,SO WE DIDN'T GET TO SAY BYE BEFORE YOU LEFT IN THE MORNING. I TOLD MYNDI YOU WOULD ONLY BE GONE FOR 10 DAYS, SHE SAID THAT WAS A LONG TIME. I TOLD HER THAT IT WOULD GO BY FAST. WE COUNTED THE DAYS TILL YOU WERE COMING HOME.I WAS WAITING FOR THAT PHONE CALL FROM YOUR DADDY SAYING, "CAN YOU WATCH MY BOY TODAY?" OF COURSE I ALWAYS SAID YES. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH . I AM SOOO GLAD I HAD THE PRIVELEGE TO SPEND THAT TIME WITH YOU. YOU ARE A BLESSING TO EVERYONE WHO EVER MET YOU. I ENJOYED TAKING YOU TO THE PARK. I KNOW YOU LOVED IT,(EVEN IF I DID LET YOU EAT SAND).I MISS YOU SO MUCH. TANNER AND HALEY MISS YOU ALSO. THEY WANT TO PLAY WITH YOU. THEY KEEP ASKING WHEN YOU ARE COMING.WELL I'M GONNA GO FOR NOW. I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU MORE THAN EVER. I WILL SEE YOU IN HEAVEN.
Tuesday, November 28, 2006 - LOVE ALWAYS AND FOREVER,TIA PEGI
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My baby boy Kaden (Big Papi)
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Hey baby! I'm sorry I haven't written you in awhile but you know that I'm always thinking about you. This past Thursday was Thanksgiving.we thought about you alot. Daddy was so happy because I made my 1st Thanksgiving dinner. It was SOOOOO good! Kaelyn slept most of the day-I'm sure she was playing with you in her dreams. I finally put that collage Auntie Jenn made for you up in your bedroom. I love it there! I also put a picture of you on the hallway. You're face is everywhere we go. I just found out about another baby that made it to heaven. He was only a few hours old. Make sure you take good care of him & show him the ropes. We miss you so much. A trillion hugs & kisses, Big Papi.
Tuesday, November 28, 2006 - Love you always, Mommy
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Ethan Cooper Kirkpatrick
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Goodmorning baby boy, its a beautiful day.So thankful to be able to send all my love and kisses your way,catch them before they fly away,there they are all around you encircling you and wraping their arms around you ,holding you tight oh what a delight.Such joy to see your smiling face and hear your laughter as you catch a kiss and place it on your lips.It makes you want to giggle and do a wiggle. ALWAYS LOVING YOU
Tuesday, November 28, 2006 - GREAT GRANDMOTHER NANA
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Hello Angel Face It's Aunt Missy. I look at your pictures each and every day and still do not understand why God wanted things this way! He must have good reasons, got big plans for you I tell you though baby, it still don't seem true. Grandma Deb made some ornaments for me that symbolize Kayleigh, Carter, and, you. I hung them on my tree and that made it complete! I just want to tell you angel face that from your perfect precious round face to your lil button nose, your isty bitsy fingers down to your piggy wiggy toes I miss you Jaycee and Love you so much!!! XOXOXOXOXOXOXOX
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Tuesday, November 28, 2006 - Aunt Missy
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Hey baby girl it's mommy. I was just wanting to write and tell you I love you so much just like everyday. Daddy is sitting here watching wrestlin you know our schedule. We miss you lots and lots. We go to the doctor Dec. 5th just to make for sure that mommy is pregnant. I'm pretty sure that I am cause we took 3 test that were positive. We are excited, but scared too. We don't want it to happen again. It hurts so bad cause it happen to you. We want you back more than anything in the world, but God had to have you more I guess. Hard to believe, but he knows what the plans are. Watch over everyone for us ok baby. We love you more than anything in the whole world. We will write again soon. Tons of hugs and kisses. xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
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Monday, November 27, 2006 - Mommy and Daddy
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My beautiful Asia
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Hey my precious baby girl! How have u been? Im sorry its been a while since I have wrote you. I know you are happy, and peaceful in Heaven. I miss you dearly, and it almost made me cry when Ashley said that she saw an image of you in her mind. I wish I could see you too. She said you had black curls, how beautiful. Things here are okay I guess, it gets lonely sometimes. School will be over in 2 weeks and I cant wait!! I hope you had a great thanksgiving in Heaven I will write u later, Good night love :)
Monday, November 27, 2006 - Mommy
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Gracie, my love.
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Just wanted to tell you I love you and miss you each day that passes. They say it gets easier. I can't see how. I think of you every minute of the day. I wish I could hold you or kiss you. I would do anything to have you back again. Daddy misses you too. We talk about you all the time. I miss you so much. I know I will see you again but it isnt soon enough. Please watch over daddy and I. I love you Gracie more than anything.
Monday, November 27, 2006 - Mommy
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Alexis Kennedi
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Hi grandaughter, today I thought of the few times I got to see your beautiful smile. I imagined you flying around God's throne, by the Crystal River. And I could almost see you flying through all the wonderful flowers. I know you are better off now. But I sure do miss my little angel.I see you everytime I look at your mommy. She is so precious to me, I love her very much. I will be glad when my journey on earth is over so that I can watch you having fun in Heaven. I will try and write you again tomorrow. Love you grandaughter.
Monday, November 27, 2006 - Love From ; Papaw
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ETHAN
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HELLO BABY BOY, WELL YOUR FAMILY MADE IT THRU THANKSGIVING AND I THOUGHT ABOUT YOU ALOT. WE CAME AND SAW YOU AFTER DINNER. YOUR SISTER PLAYED WITH THE KIDS AROUND THE PRAYING HANDS. I JUST THOUGHT ABOUT HOW LAST YEAR WE WERE HOPING YOU WOULD COME OUT BEFORE THANKSGIVING AND YOU DID. YOU WERE HOME WITH US FOR THANKSGIVING AND ONE YEAR LATER I DID NOT HAVE YOU. YOU WERE WITH ME BUT I DID NOT GET TO FEED YOU AND KISS YOU AND HUG YOU. I LOVE YOU BABY BOY SO MUCH. WELL I HAVE TO GO BACK TO WORK NOW I LOVE YOU.
Monday, November 27, 2006 - LOVE YOUR MOMMY
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Dear Lil' Tony
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Hey baby boy! Momma sure is missing you today.So many things have happened since you left us. It's like our family is just falling apart with out you here with us. Mommy moved in with Aunt Felicia and Uncle Josh in Virginia. I am excited because I am getting ready to go back to school. I think that will help me alot. It doesn't seem like it has been almost 2 years since you left us. I just don't understand why and I never will, but it is a question I ask everyday and night. I just hope you are watching over momma because Lord knows I need it. I love you baby boy and you'll always be momma's number one little man.
Monday, November 27, 2006 - Love From, Mommy
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Dearest Cooper
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Hi honey, Just wanted to let you know that your kindy planted a beautiful tree in your memory. We went down last Monday to your kindy and planted a Magnlia Little Gem and it is just divine. They also have put up a photo board of you outside your room (the Tadpoles room). Livvy is missing you lots and I know you talk to her all the time. She tells me that you speak to her through her heart. It's just beautiful. Daddy is very sad, he is drowning himself into his work. I think it's really hard for him to deal with. You were his little mate and he had so many hopes and dreams for you. He still hasn't been for a surf, he finds it very hard as I know he couldn't wait for you to grow up so you could surf with him. Me, I just miss your beautiful smile and your beautiful cuddles and kisses. I miss you like nothing else and I'm not sure how life is supposed to go on but unfortunately it is. I love you Cooper. I love you I love you I love you forever and ever.
Monday, November 27, 2006 - Your Mummy xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
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