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lil pito
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hey baby boy! merry christmas! did you get lots of toys up there in heaven? i tried to write you earlier today but i just couldnt do it. this by far was the worst christmas. it didnt even feel like it was christmas. santa came to nick today. brought him some toys. did you watch all the kids open their gifts? we all miss you so much. i wish i could just play with you and see you one last time. spend one more day with you. we may have gotten that if we didnt have to move to georgia. hopefully mommy and daddy can come visit sometime! its lonely up here with out family. and i think it would be good for them to get away and have no worries for a little while. well angel baby im going to go to bed or at least try. i miss you so much. sometimes i stay awake at night thinking about you. you proably already know that tho! love you baby boy!
Tuesday, December 26, 2006 - love aunt amanda
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Dear Keira,
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It’s Mommy. Earlier today, Daddy and I opened your Christmas gifts from your aunts and uncles. It made us miss you even more as we know that we will never get to see you wear all these beautiful clothes and shoes. Your aunt Thao got you your first bathing suit and Easter dress. You would look so beautiful in them. Also, your uncle Vincent and Aunt Van bought you your very first pack back and Baby Einstein CD. Please know that we miss you so much and love you dearly. Please pray for Mommy, Daddy, big brother Dylan and all of our family to get through this very difficult time. Have wonderful Christmas with all the other Angels.
Tuesday, December 26, 2006 - Love, Mommy
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My Lil Pito bird!!
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Merry Christmas Baby boy!! It's mommy, I hope you had a great day!! Me and Daddy just slept most of the day away!! You were and still are in our thoughts and have been all day!! We miss you sooo very much!! We would have been so happy to wake up with you slapping us and then watching you make a mess opening all of your Christmas gifts! To watch you taste all the differant kinds of food would have been the best gift we could of had this year!! Actually now it would to just be able to hold and kiss you and see your smiling face, just for you to be here with us!! I know you are in our hearts, but it's not really the same!! Your abuela told me that Tia Pegi said that you are Tanners imaginary friend!! I wonder if he does really see you!! They say kids see ghosts or angels easier than adults!! I would be soo happy to know that you are indeed his imaginary friend!! That would be very comforting to know!! I wish I could feel you or see you for just a minute!! Could you please try to do that for me and/or daddy!! Well I'm staying with your daddy again!! I'm sure you already know that!! We're working on our relationship and it's going really good!! We're pretty happy to be together!! It's easier for us to be together or so we've found out!! In January were going to Georgia together to spend time with Uncle Jason, Aunt Amanda and your Cousin Nick!! Were really excited!! Well my Lil Man I love you and miss you sooo very much, I wish you were here with me and your daddy and your 2 families!! Daddy sends his love and says Merry Christmas, He will write you later probaly!! I love you Lil Guy and tommorrow me and daddy are going to see you!!! So until then I love you, And will write you soon!! Lots of love from down here to you up there!! Miss you
Monday, December 25, 2006 - Mommy
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Jaycee
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hey baby girl aunt chel wanted to tell you Merry Christmas honey i love you so much yesterday and today have been very hard for all of us because its christmas and your not here with us we all love and miss you so very much give carter and kayleigh kisses and tell them we love them to someday we will all be together again till them millions of hugs and kisses XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO
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Monday, December 25, 2006 - love you baby girl aunt chel
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My Sweet Angel Keira,
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It has been eight days since God has taken you home with Him and I miss you very much. My heart aches when I think about you and nothing seems to matter. Your daddy and I are trying to be strong for your big brother, Dylan, but it is very hard. I told daddy that I don’t want to put your things away. Your crib is still next to our bed. Your clothes are still in the closet. Your diapers are still in the draw where we changed you. Your formula is still on the kitchen counter. The clothes that you wore last are in your crib. I can still smell you. Everything is still the way they were except you’re not here. I love you so very much. I will write to you again tonight.
Monday, December 25, 2006 - Mommy
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Dear Evan,
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Merry Christmas baby!!! We love you, miss you, and wish you were here. Sending you millions of hugs and kisses to heaven!!!!!!!!!
Monday, December 25, 2006 - Mommy, Jordan, and new baby to come- forever and for always
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DEAR NOAH,
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HI BABY I MISS YOU SO MUCH. I LOVE YOU. IT HAS ONLY BEEN A LITTLE OVER A MONTH SO IT IS STILL VERY HARD FOR ME TO ENJOY ANY THING RIGHT NOW. BUT REMEMER I PROMISED THAT I WOULD TRY TO BE HAPPY. I WANT TO SAY MERRY CHRISTMAS ON YOUR FIRST CHRISTMAS. I HOPE THAT YOU GUYS ARE HAVING A GOOD TIME AT THE BIRTHDAY PARTY. I MISS YOU SOO SOO MUCH.I MISS YOUR SMILE,CRY,YOUR KISSES.BUT I WILL BE OKAY I PROMISE. I LOVE YOU
Monday, December 25, 2006 - MOMMY
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Abigail
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Merry christmas little angel today is a depressing day but we will make the best of it we love you little angel i miss you and daddy and every one else does to i hope that you have the best day though until next timelittle angel. We are all sending bundles of hugs and kisses your way
Monday, December 25, 2006 - Mommy
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My precious Jaycee Marie
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Kisses and Hugs sweet baby girl. Today will be very hard to enjoy. All your cousins will be opening their gifts from Grandpa and me and you really are going to be missed. Please know that we love you very much and you will be here in our hearts.Tell Carter and Kayleigh Grandma and Grandpa love them, miss them and are sending kisses and hugs to them also.Merry Christmas my precious angels.
Monday, December 25, 2006 - XOXOXOXOXO Grandma Deb
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Alexis Kennedi
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Hey baby girl it's mommy. Today is Christmas and it's so hard because you aren't here with mommy and daddy. We miss you so much and wish that we could be taking you to Mamaw and Papaw's with us. You will be 4 months old the 31st. It doesn't seem like you would be that old. I wish that I could see you grow up, but I know that God needed to watch you up there for some reason. Tell him I think he picked the most beautiful girl in the world. Well, mommy is gonna go for now, but I love you forever. Pray for mommy and daddy to be safe on Christmas. Have a good Christmas up there with all those babies. Their mommy and daddy misses them too. Pray for them too. Talk to you tomorrow baby girl. I love you more than anything in the whole entire world. Tons of Hugs and Kisses. xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Monday, December 25, 2006 - Mommy and Daddy
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Pretty Girl Anjelique
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My Sweet Pretty Girl. Today is X-mas and though I will be smiling watching your brothers opening their gifts there will be that sadness of not seeing you do the same. OH my princess I wished so badly to have a dream with you, that would have been the best present of all. How I miss your pretty little face those little legs kicking when you would get excited to see me. and that beautiful smile that would bring me tears of happiness. I think that was my gift your smile. that I will always remember it how beautiful and full of love it was. Oh Princess I miss you more then words could say.Merry X-mas my Sweet Girl. Watch over your daddy and brothers and your new sibling that is to come. I LOVE YOU PRETTY GIRL***
Monday, December 25, 2006 - Mama
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Hugs and kisses for Joey
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Hello Mommy's boootiful baby boy,Merry Christmas!I love and miss you so much but I know that you are happy and safe and that we will both be soaring in heaven together some day.I swept the snow off the flowers on your grave today and left some stuffed toys for you!The angels must be singing extra joyously today because it's Jesus's birthday today!I can only imagine how beautiful that must be.I'm blowing kisses to heaven for you and always know that I love you and that you're always in a very special place in my heart!
Monday, December 25, 2006 - Mommy
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Cadia Rose
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Hello my little rosebud! It is Christmas Eve and I am thinking about you tonight! We went to visit your new baby sister today and took her a baby's first Christmas stocking with a few little goodies. I brought you a pink rosebud and your Mommy some flowers. Your Mommy and Daddy sure have has some scares with baby Lola, but she is doing better now! We want you to be her guardian angel and make sure she stays well. Merry Christmas, angel! I love you and miss you lots!
Monday, December 25, 2006 - Grandma Sharon
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My Little Max,
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Tonight, is very hard for mommy. I had so many hopes and dreams for you. I was expecting your first Christmas to be beautiful and magical for our family. It has only been 11 days since you became our angel. I know God wanted you to spend Christmas with him and needed you for his angel. Your mission here on earth was too quick. I am not ready for you to be an angel. I ache so badly and miss you so much. I want to hold you again, kiss your chubby little cheeks, I want you to feel your fingers wrap around my thumb again, and I so desperatly want to just sit and rock. 3 1/2 months was not long enough. We all miss you. Mommy is trying to be strong for Daddy and especially for Syler. Big Brother is sad and sang happy birthday to you tonight as we lit your memory candle. He said it was your birthday into heaven. I am trying to continue to make Christmas magical for Syler. I know that is what you would want us to do. I sit awake at night and look at your pictures and remember all the time we spent cuddling and playing. I love you so much. Merry Christmas my little angel. Give hugs and kisses to all the angels. Please know that you will always be in my heart and I will always love you. Merry Christmas.
Monday, December 25, 2006 - Mommy
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MY DEAREST SWEET LITTLE PITO
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Hi there baby boy, Merry Christmas to you!!! You should be here with us but for some reason God needed you to be his angel in heaven and not ours on earth. Today will be almost one of the hardest that anyone in our two families will have to deal with. Well not the hardest but pretty close to it. We all wish you were here with us and we sure do miss you. To see that smile at all the lights and all the food. Will this ever stop hurting like it does. It feels like everyday is just not better then the last one. Yes we all have to go on with our lives because we were not choosen to be one of Gods angels yet. But anyone of us would have given up our lives if you could still be here. You have so many family members that will have a hard time today. Both your Daddy's and Mama's families have lost one of our shining stars and we all miss you more then anyone else will ever know. We love you with all our hearts and souls. Please be with each of us today and comfort us and let us feel your love with us as we all try to get through the day. But most of all watch out for Mom and Dad. They need your love so much more then we do. Have a very Merry Christmas my sweetest. Gams loves and misses you very badly. Tons of hugs and kisses from us down here to you up there. Merry Christmas Sweet baby boy. I love you and miss you more today then yesterday. Forever and a day. XOXOXOXOXO
Monday, December 25, 2006 - Gams
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Lil Pito
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Dear lil Pito ,today is Christmas eve and it's been a real hard day for me.Nothing seems right. It just doesn't feel like Christmas without you here. You will be here in all of our hearts,because we will all be thinking about you. we all miss you so very much. It doesn't get any better day by day.It just seems to become more real.And that is really hard bcuz i don't want it to be real.Since you've gone to heaven, I've realized how important it is to tell the people you love that you love them,and to cherish every second we have with our family.This year has been the hardest ever.My whole world has been turned upside down, since the day you left us.I know I will see you again in heaven,bcuz it says so in the Bible. It's still so very hard without you here.Well I'm just rambling on now,so I'm gonna go. I love you lil hop toady. Imiss you and love you.I will see you in heaven.
Sunday, December 24, 2006 - Love always and forever, Tia Pegi
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Jaycee Marie
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Hi doll, it's Daddy. I just wanted to tell you MERRY CHRISTMAS doll face and to let you know that you will be in my heart and in my mind all day tomorrow and on Christmas day. I'm sure everyone will be able to see the sadness in my eyes, even if i do smile. But I just wanted to tell you and ALL little angles Merry Christmas!!! Love you honey. XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO
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Saturday, December 23, 2006 - Daddy (Chris)
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Alexis Kennedi
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Hey baby girl mommy misses you so much. I just don't even look forward to christmas this year. I was lookin forward to it when you were born, but now you went to heaven and it just wont be the same. I love you so much and I still wander why in the world God took you. But I know he has a reason for everything I just sometimes don't understand especially when something like losing you happens. Well, mommy hopes you have the best Christmas up there I know it must be so wonderful to be with Jesus. Just pray for mommy and daddy to make it through the holidays. We miss you so much. We love you more than anything in the whole entire world. Tons of Hugs and Kisses. Come to see me in a dream. That's what I want for Christmas. Come and tell mommy that you are ok. Love ya baby girl. xoxoxoxoxo
Saturday, December 23, 2006 - Mommy and Daddy
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My precious Jaycee
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Grandma just wanted to let you know you are in my heart and thoughts as the Holidays get closer. I sure wish I could be buying you a gift and wrapping it up for under the tree. Instead we have placed small gifts for you in your yard. I hope you like them. You have to know our hearts are still broken and will always be.like your Grandpa F says" It just shouldn't be" Love you baby girl.
Saturday, December 23, 2006 - XOXOXOXOXO Grandma Deb
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Alexis Kennedi
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Hey baby girl it's mommy. I'm getting ready to go to bed. I just wanted to let you know that mommy loves you so much and I miss you lots. I know it's gonna be so sad at Christmas time. I wish I had you here. I just need to watch over us and pray for us. I love you more than anything in the whole entire world. Tons of Hugs and Kisses. xoxoxoxoxoxxo
Saturday, December 23, 2006 - mommy
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Jaycee Marie
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Hi doll. Christmas is just a few days away. The closer it gets the sader i get. I just wish it was over. It's hard enough getting through a day without you here, let alone these holidays. On Christmas day it will be 12 weeks to the day since i seen your smile. I sit and look at your pictures everyday just wishing that this was a nightmare and that i would wake up and you would be in my arms, just like any other mommy and daddy would who babies are with you. It's just not fair that we have to try to live on without are babies. Daddy heard a song the other and now i can't get it out of my head, it goes like this. Maybe in another life I could find you there Pulled away before your time I can't deal it's so unfair And it feels And it feels like Heaven's so far away And it feels Yeah it feels like The world has grown cold Now that you've gone away Leaving flowers on your grave Show that I still care But black roses and Hail Mary's Can't bring back what's taken from me I reach to the sky And call out your name And if I could trade I would And it feels And it feels like Heaven's so far away And it stings Yeah it stings now The world is so cold Now that you've gone away Gone away, gone away, yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah Oooooo, yeah oooooo, oooooo, Ohh yeah. I'll Save Your Soul Whoa. Yeaaaaaeeeaaeah. Mm. I reach to the sky And call out your name Oh please let me trade I would And it feels And it feels like Heaven's so far away And it feels Yeah it feels like The world has grown cold Now that you've gone away Gone away, gone away, yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah Oooooo, yeah oooooo, oooooo, Ohh yeah. Oooooo, yeah oooooo, oooooo, Ohh yeah. The song is by Offspring and it is called Gone Away. I heard the other day that your daddy might have to travel to another state for some training on new machines for work, which means that I will not be able to come and visit you for a week and I don’t think I can handle that, I do know one thing though I will have your pictures with me when I go. Daddy is going to go for now baby girl, I will be back to write again….Here are some XOXOXOXOXOXOXO, love you with all my heart. Love Daddy
Friday, December 22, 2006 - Daddy (Chris)
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Alexis Kennedi
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Hey baby girl it's mommy. I love you so much. Please pray for mommy cause I have been kinda sick this pregnancy. I didn't ever have any problems with you I guess you were an angel from the start. You really turned my entire life around. I love you more than anything in the world, and I never knew that I could love someone so much. But you proved me totally wrong. Mommy is gonna go to bed I wish you was with me but maybe you can come to see me in a dream. Tons of Hugs and Kisses. I'll write you tomorrow. xoxoxoxoxxo
Thursday, December 21, 2006 - Mommy
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My Dearest Sweet Lil Pito
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Hi sweetheart!! Today is my 45th birthday. I sure wish you were here to help me celebrate it. Its been a hard day because I have got to hear from everyone but you. But at the same time I did get some good news today. Someone is going to help us pay for your headstone. That is the most wonderful gift I could get today. I miss you so badly. The days do not get easier with time they just go by. One after the other. Everytime I get excited about something I am reminded that you will not be here to enjoy it with us. That is the greatest let down in the whole world. Just to be able to hold you today and to love you and see your smile that is all I want for my Birthday or Christmas. Even though I know it will not and can not happen. To feel your soft skin and to breath in your sweet smell that would be the greatest gift of all. Just one more day. If we all had one more day what would we do? Love you more, kiss you more, Hold you tighter, laugh with you alittle more. I could go on and on but I think I'm crying enough. I love you my precious sweet little man. Be with GAMS tonight and send me your love so I can feel it just one more time. I love you and I miss you so very, very, very much lil man. Tons of hugs and kisses coming your way from your old GAMS. Forever and a day. GAMS
Thursday, December 21, 2006 - Gams
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Ciara Rae
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My darling Sugie. I find myself lost. It is late in the evening and I find myself continuing to be lost. I try to stop but cannot find comfort. Please my little Saint, pray for me. Pray for mommy as she s lost. You are missed terribly. God bless you Sugie and pray for me.
Wednesday, December 20, 2006 - Love Mommy
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Alexis Kennedi
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Hey baby girl it's mommy. I love you and I miss you so much. I just can't quit thinkin about how bad I want you with me. I have the worst days at work. They don't even care that mommy is pregnant. I think they are tryin to fire me cause when I missed a lot when I lost you and now I'm pregnant again. They have no consideration. Just pray for mommy and watch over us. I don't want anything to happen to the baby. God has already taken you at only 6 weeks old. I definitely don't wanna lose another precious baby. You mean the world to me and you always will. You are mommy's baby girl. I love you more than anything in the whole entire world. I miss you more than words can say. Tons of Hugs and Kisses.
Wednesday, December 20, 2006 - Mommy
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RubyJean
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Hey baby girl im writting to let you know that aunt rachel had your cousin yesterday at 5:25 her name is elisabelle I want you to watch over her please i love you and miss you very much.
Wednesday, December 20, 2006 - Mommy and Sissy
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lil pito
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hey lil man i miss u so much i wish you where still here with us bc we miss u alot love tarra
Wednesday, December 20, 2006 - tarra
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Dear Jackson
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Hello sweetie. I was sitting around just thinking about you, like I do everyday, daddy has lots of pictures up of you in our living room, me and aunt Jess also put all the bears that people sent to us up. I wanted you to know that I'm sorry, I should have woke you up and fed you, but you fell back asleep and I didn't want to bother you, I should've stayed up, but everyone said that would've just prolonged the inevitable, if not that morning then another time, but is that true I wonder. Anyways, I want you to know that I miss you so much, I really would just like to skip christmas but I don't think Ryan and Alex would like that so I try to be merry for them I do really good some days and then some days I do really bad, I just wish you were here. Aunt Jess told me papaw George made everyone cry at thanksgiving, we went to Michigan to aunt Amys. I'm sure Christmas will be the same, I got Nano A silver picture frame with your name and dates engraved on it, there is also that picture of you and her in it, so I know she'll ball, but I also know she'll love it. Anyways, Ryan is hungry so I better fix him something to eat. Merry Christmas to you and all the other little ones. I'll be talking to ya soon. We all love you snugger booger and miss you soo much.
Wednesday, December 20, 2006 - Mommy
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Dear Baby Angel,
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Just wanted to wish you a very happy Christmas with your little Angel friends. I so wish you were here with us. You would be 4 years old now and Stephen and Emily would love you to bits. They often talk about you. Take care little Angel and god bless you. I love you.
Wednesday, December 20, 2006 - with so much love from your mummy xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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Joshua
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Hey Babydoll, I miss you so much you have no idea. I cant beleive that you are in heaven when you should be in my arms. I know God needed you up in heaven, but I miss you down here. I love you so much and I know you are always watching over me. xoxoxoxo
Wednesday, December 20, 2006 - Mommy
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Gracie Elizabeth,
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Hi baby girl. It is mommy again. I miss you so much. The holidays are so hard. I want you to be here with me so much. I couldn't wait for this christmas. I couldnt wait to watch you open all your presents. You would be 13 months old already. I know you are beautiful and in a better place. But I miss you so so much. I can't wait to see you again. Daddy and I put up the tree. Daddy didnt want to but I made him. He misses you too. I wish I could touch you or kiss you. I still remember everything about you. I think about you all the time. I know you are having fun in heaven. Please take care of us down here. We all miss you so much. I hope you have a good first Christmas in heaven. I love you so much Gracie.
Tuesday, December 19, 2006 - Mommy
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Alexis Kennedi
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Hey baby girl it's mommy. I came here to write you a letter like almost everyday. I miss you so much and I'm sorry that I cry. I know you wouldn't wanna see mommy cry, but one day when I get to see you again I won't cry no more. I just wanna hold you in my arms and rock you and kiss you. I miss that so much. Mommy goes to the doctor pretty soon Jan. 3rd. I will let you know what I find out. I hope that they tell me for sure if it's twins. That would be so cool to have you here and the twins. You would still be in diapers and then would too. I would have 3 in diapers. Oh what fun that would be. You would be starting to walk by then and talking. I just miss you so much and wish that I could have you to hold. I love you more than anything in the whole entire world. Tons of Hugs and Kisses from mommy and daddy. Daddy misses you bunches too but he only write once in a while cause he don't want to be thinking about the day you died. He loves you so much and you sure was a daddy's girl. Well, mommy is gonna go for now, but I will write again soon. Love ya forever baby girl.
Tuesday, December 19, 2006 - Mommy and Daddy
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Austin
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Hey my baby boy! I am sotry i havent written you in a ling time. Mommy has been so busy with christmas. I bet it has been busy up there too huh? I miss you soo much buddy. I went and saw your resting place this weekend. Mommy has to get out there and put some pretty flowers and chrismas stuff out for you. Well, your Daddy fixed the lights but has not finished puting them up for you. He will though. I promise he will. That is our gift to you. I know how much you LOVED looking at lights. But,. we will get them all up ad running for you that way you can look at them from christmas. Well, baby i have to get back to work now. But, i love you soooooo much.
Tuesday, December 19, 2006 - Mommy
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Grayce Marie
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Hey Baby Girl I thought I would write you and wish you Merry Christmas early. I miss you so much little girl. Know in my heart I will never forget you. Each year may go by but you will always be in my mind. Merry Christmas sweet angel to you and to all the little angels who are celebrating Christmas in heaven this year. Hugs and lots of kisses I love you so much Grayce Marie!
Tuesday, December 19, 2006 - Melissa
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Dear Lil Pito
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Hey my little big boy, its Aunt Carolyn again. Just thinking about you lots. Its 5 days til Christmas now are you getting excited. I know you'll have lots of presents where you are. Still wishing we could all wake up from this nightmare and your little smiling face would be back with us forever.Tyler wants to go to your resting place to see your christmas tree. He wants to find a special ornament just for you. I haven't been there since the day you were layed to rest. I hope I can be strong for him. He misses you alot both of the boys do. So I plan on taking him sometime this week. Tanner wants to sing you christmas songs so lisen carefully, I know you will hear him.Well my little big boy I will sign off now and go back to work. We miss you lots.
Tuesday, December 19, 2006 - Love always & Forever , Aunt Carolyn
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FRANCESCA DADEENA CONTRERA
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MY BABY GIRL, TODAY IS YOUR 10MON BIRTHDAY IN HEAVEN,I JOINED THE RESCUE SQUAD AND A 10MON OLD BABY DIED THURSDAY, PLEASE WATCH OVER HIM AND PLAY NICE WITH HIM, I MISS YOU SO MUCH, I HAVE NEVER FELT SO SAD AROUND THE HOLIDAYS, I LOVE YOU, THIS IS VERY HARD TO DEAL WITH, BUT MOMMIES TRYING, I LOVE YOU SOOOOOOOOO MUCH, YOU BEAUTIFUL PRECICIOUS ANGLE BABY. I MISS YOU MY BABY BLUE EYES BABY.
Tuesday, December 19, 2006 - MOMMY
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Alexis Kennedi
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Hey baby girl it's mommy. I just wanted to write you a letter and let you know I love you so much. I miss you more than anything. Daddy won another one of his ball games tonight. I know you are such a good cheerleader. I bet you are the cutest cheerleader 2. Well, mommy is bout to go to bed, but you are always with me in my heart. I love you more than anything in the whole entire world. Tons of Hugs and Kisses. xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
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Monday, December 18, 2006 - Mommy
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Dear Jaycee Marie
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hey baby girl aunt chel here to tell you i love you honey and miss you so much i spent alot of time at your yard today just thinking about you i started to look around your yard and something was missing so i went and bought more stuff for your yard you now have 4 presents under your tree and a stocking hanging and a merry christmas plaque honey it gets harder everyday that your not here sometimes i still don't believe your gone i just want to call your dad and say ok chris the game is over where is our Jaycee i just want to hold you and kiss you so much it hurts every minute of the day is spent thinking about you i love you so much well baby girl i have to get going time to take the kids home lots of love millions of kisses xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
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Monday, December 18, 2006 - aunt chel
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My dearest sweet lil Pito
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Hi my sweetest, I'm sorry it has been a little while since I last talked to you. I've been staying off the computer at home. Nana wants me to spend more time with her. I sure do miss you. I bought personalized ornaments yesterday for the trees like I do ever year and then I bought a special one for you for your Mommy and Daddy and one for my tree. It just is not right that you are not here with us all to have Christmas with us. I can't get passed that one little thing. This will be the worse Christmas alot of us has ever had. So many people still miss you badly. Mommy and Daddy are not doing well. They miss you so much more then what anyone of us could even think of. Well sweet heart know I love you with all my heart and soul and miss you just as much. I have to get a new picture of you that was taken right before God took you from us for my office. I only have old ones. Sweet dreams my darling. I love and miss you. Tons of hugs and kisses coming to ya. Forever and a day,
Monday, December 18, 2006 - Gams
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Baby Ethan Cooper Kirkpatrick
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Hello baby boy,nana,wanted to say hi, missing you,blow me a kiss this way and I in return will be sending one your way.Loving you deeper as each day is renew with a new day, for each day is a new day for us ,to rejoice in our memories of you and your beautiful smiling face of love and the joy we healt in each others eyes.O" what a Love divine ,to hear the language of love, to know all is well with my great grand baby boy,Ethan,my love.The extension of God's Love.
Monday, December 18, 2006 - LOVING YOU ALWAYS NaNa
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Dear Lil Pito
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It's Tia Pegi, just missing you lots.I wrote a little poem yesterday, when I was thinking about you(I think about you all the time).It's been really hard without you here.Here is the poem I wrote(note I am not a poet, so If it sounds silly thats why) We didn't want you to go away,We really wanted you to stay,God had other plans for you,And now we don't know what to do,We know you are in good hands,But we want to hold you in "our" hands,We never have to let you go, You live in our hearts forever so,The days keep going by and by,We can't help it ,but we cry,Time will not heal all pains,Sometimes it pours when it rains,We know that God has his own plans,And somethings are out of our hands,We need to trust God,but we don't know how, Maybe sometime later,but not right now. Well that was my poem kinda silly huh? Tanner misses you very much. On friday Tanner carried you around the house,he told Jessica to hold you, so that he could drive,he then took you for a ride, then he told you whoah, hold on baby Pito we are going really fast, so Jessica held on tight to you.He really loves you.I know you probably already know that.By now you would have been walking. It's so hard not having you here.i miss you and love you soooooo much.I will see you in heaven.
Monday, December 18, 2006 - Love always and forever,Tia Pegi
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my angel baby nathen
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hey baby it's mommy i know it has been a while since i have wrote you a letter to heaven cause i have been on your web-page every day writing to you,god nathen i miss you so much,and i love you with every ounce of breath i have in my body,i think about you all day every day,wishing how i want to have you in my arms,but mommy and daddy knows that you are in wonderful hands,i love you and sweet dreams
Monday, December 18, 2006 - mommy and daddy
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Cadia Rose
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Its daddy again. Your sister is doing great right now. We were at the hospital all day. Mommy got to breast feed her twice. Mommy was very excited to get to do that. Lola is so pretty with so much hair. Tomorrow is the big day. I dont know what time yet. I am really scared. I am really vervous. I know that if all goes well she will be home with us in no time. I just want all to go well. I hope you put in a good word for you sister up there. I don't know how much your mommy and I can go through. I love you tons. I will let you know how it goes sweetie. Love Daddy
Monday, December 18, 2006 - Daddy
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Alexis Kennedi
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Hey baby girl it's mommy. I am getting ready to go to bed. I just wanted to write you before I went to sleep. I miss you bunches baby and you know that. I wish I could be takin you to bed with me. I love you more than anything in the whole entire world. I can't wait to see you again one day and catch up on everything. I love you forever. Tons of Hugs and Kisses. xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
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Sunday, December 17, 2006 - Mommy
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Sweet Pretty Girl
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Oh my Sweet Anjie as the days come closer to these holidays it is harder to keep my emotions in. Having to go to the bathroom or where no one will see me is so hard. and the only one who sees me cry is you in Heaven and the one who feels it is your little sibling that grows in mama's womb right now. My girls. OH this hurts so much my sweet girl. I don't wish to make you sad or worry about me but I have to let it out some how because Mama feels so alone in this pain of missing you. Grandma went to your "resting place" and told me that the X-mas pillow we ordered for you is very pretty. Oh my little one when I took your brothers to see Santa I couldn't help but think of the pretty outfit you would have been wearing to see Santa. (SMILE) I hope you are happy up there and that Aunt Rosa and your great-grandfathe
r are spoiling you for me. Because my love you know I would have. Each night before I go to bed I look at our picture together and wish soo much to go back in time just for a second to be able to hold you like that again to have your sweet cheek against mine.OHH sweet Girl How I miss you soo soo much right now. I am trying my love I am soo much praying for strength. I went and got some masses in your name I wanted to get one on your B-day next month but they were already taken and as well on the day that you went back to Heaven but there is no mass on that day as it will be Holy Saturday.hmmm I will see if I go to the chapel at your "resting place" and see if something could be done. OH MY LOVE how could this be my reality but all I wish is for you to happy and safe. I know so silly of me but its just Mama loves you soo much. Let me go now my love as your brothers are hungry and I have to fix some lunch for them. I LOVE YOU MY SWEET PRETTY ANJELIQUE***
Sunday, December 17, 2006 - Mama
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Sophia
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Hello Precious, I've been wanting to write to you and talk to you for a while. I have so much to tell you. You have a baby brother named James Isaac. He's a good boy. He's 4 weeks old tomorrow and he's really been a sweetie. Having him in my arms has helped me in so many ways, yet it also reminds me constantly of having you in my arms. I miss you Sophie. I really, really miss you. James looks like you and everytime I see him sleep, I think of you and the last time I saw you sleep. I beg him not to leave me too. I'm really glad he's here, but I wish you could be here too, celebrating Christmas together. That's how it SHOULD be. I imagine what Christmas be like in heaven. I suppose to be in the constant presence of Jesus is like Christmas everyday. So many babies up there to play with. Do you play with Kassidy? Baby Gwen? Ronin? What about Gideon? Did you welcome him? Well, my love, I better get to bed, I love you, I will always love you. I miss you to the moon and back. Good night, Darling, love mama
Sunday, December 17, 2006 - Mama XOXOXOXOX
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Alexis Kennedi
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Hey baby girl it's mommy. I miss you so much. Sorry that I didn't write you yesterday. I went to spend the night with Amanda cause she got married today. Morgan is gettin so big she is almost 6 months old, and you are almost 4 months old. I wonder how big you would be by now. Gosh I miss you and someday's I just don't even wanna be here. I just wish I could be with you. Daddy says don't be selfish cause God is takin care of you for us. Mommy is gonna take good care of bubby and sissy for you. At least that is what we are thinkin it's gonna be is twins one boy and one girl. You probably already know the answer you lil stinker. But I will let you know when I find out. Today when Amanda was walkin up the isle with her daddy and she had Morgan in her arms, all I could think about was how much I wish you could be in my arms when Papaw walks me up the isle. I know you will be helpin mommy walk up that isle cause you are in my heart. Mommy just rambles on and on about the same stuff about everyday, but I just can't help it. I know you love to read mommies letters. I know you don't like to see me cry, but my heart is so hurt. Then again my hurt is gettin better cause you helped mommy and daddy get pregnant again. You have the connection I know you do. You and God are so close. I bet you are just havin a ball up there. I can see you now up there play with all those babies about your age. Gosh there are so many babies up there. So I know you have plenty of buddies. Mommy can't wait to see you again. I will just hold you in my arms forever and ever. Well baby mommy is gonna go for now, but I will write tomorrow. I love you more than anything in the whole wide world. Tons of Hugs and Kisses. xoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Saturday, December 16, 2006 - Mommy
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Hi Lexi
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Hey there big girl. I seen that mommy figured out how to write to you. Bet your glad that she has a computer now and she can keep in touch with you. You know Lexi, your mommy sure misses you. So do I. It's been almost 10 years since we have seen your beautiful little face and I don't think there has been a day that has went by that I have'nt thought about you. Especially at this time of the year. I know how excited you would be about Christmas. I wonder all the time about what kinds of things you would like,and what you would look like. Well Lex, Mamaw needs to go for now, but I promise I will write again soon. I love and miss you soooooo much. Kisses and Hugs to you baby girl!!!
Saturday, December 16, 2006 - Lots of Love, Mamaw
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Cadia Rose
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Hey sweet baby of mine. Miss you tons everyday. You mom and I are doing well. Thank you for your sister. She was born yesterday at 10:00PM. She has a heart problem and it needs to be fixed. Pull some strings up there so she can get better. Mommy and I are very excited to get to enjoy our life with your new sister. Can't wait to tell her all about you when she gets older. Love you so much boogers.
Saturday, December 16, 2006 - Daddy
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Celie Ameria West
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Hey Celie!! I just got off of work and thought I would drop you a line. You are on my mind as always! You see, I finally got me a computer that works so hopefully we can keep in touch with eachother a lot more. Christmas is fast approaching and your mom is really feeling the pain of you not being here. I wish I could take her hurt away but I know that is impossible. I wish you would send her a message to let her know you are still around her. She loves you so much and I know you want her to be happy and remember you with a smile. Right now I guess is just not her time. You have only been gone a little over a year, but yet it only seems like yesterday you and I were on our way to Taco Bell!!! My how much you growled in the car when you smelled the food!!!! I still smile at that one!!! Well, sweety, I just wanted to let you know you are on my mind and I love you very much!!! Merry Christmas!! I know you are with God and all of your loved ones. How wonderful it must be where you are!!! You take care and I'll see you in my dreams!!!
Saturday, December 16, 2006 - Aunt Penny
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dear Lexie,
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Hi there my precious angel.i can't begin to tell you how much i love and miss you.there is not a day that goes by that i don't think about you and want ever so badly to hold your soft sweet chubby lil body in my arms so tight.christmas is here again and the pain and hurt is so heavy on my heart!i have tried so hard to be strong and keep my head up but sometimes it just gets so hard.i know that this is the first time i have tried this and i feel like i should have done it long ago cause i'm getting it out.i feel so close to you right now i just wish i could reach out and at least kiss your lil fat cheeks.gosh i miss you baby!i keep you with me always and i will keep you with me forever.you have gave me strength so many times when i felt the world was comeing down on me and you kept my head up.thank you but i am the one that was supposed to be takeing care of you.god has you now and you couldnt be in a better place than that!one day my lil lexie pooh mommy will see you again and will never have to say goodbye again i promise!there is so much i want to say to you just cant find the words.i am so emotional right now.help me watch over your lil sisters please they need you too.even though they have never met you they feel as if they have known you their entire lives and they even miss you a great deal.im not likeing the christmas thing comeing up i always think of you and wish so bad that you were there with us cause that is how it was meant to be was you in my arms too laughing with the rest of us.i guess now i would probably be looking up to you.you would be ten years old now.my goodness you would be so beautiful too.it's so late and i hate to go cause mommy could sit here and write to you forever but i must get some sleep and pray that you come to me in my dreams tonight.i love and miss you with all my heart and soul and with everything in me i long for the day to see your face and hold you in my arms again.
Saturday, December 16, 2006 - LOVE FOREVER , MOMMY
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Ciara Rae
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Good evening my little Sugie. Oh my darling I miss you terribly. I have been doing much better. I can actually talk about you and look at your pictures and visit the cemetary without losing my mind. I will never miss you any less than the day you left this earth, but I find that I have to go on for your sisters. They miss you too. Daddy, grandma, and Nono all miss you so much. My darling little Sugie please come and visit me and dad in our dreams. Give your Grandpa Ramon and brother Paul a kiss and hug from us.
Saturday, December 16, 2006 - Love mommy
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Dear Lil Pito
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Hey my little big boy. I was looking around in this site and found a song and I thought of you and how everyone feels. Im not sure who wrote it but a sids mom played it in memory of her angel baby. Well here its goes: In my dreams you are alive and well, Precious child, precious child In my mind I see you clear as a bell, Precious child , precious child In my soul there is a hole that can never be filled, in my heart there is hope cause you are with me still In my heart,you live on, always there,never gone,precious child, you left to soon. And tho' it may be true that we're apart you will live forever.in my heart. In my plans I was the first to leave, Precious child , precious child. But in this world I was left to grieve My precious child, precious child In my soul there is a hole that can never be filled In my heart there is hope and you are with me still.In my heart, you live on, always there, never gone , precious child,you left to soon and tho' it may be true that we're apart you will live forever. in my heart.God knows I want to hold you, see you, touch you and maybe theres a heaven and someday I will again. Please know you're not forgotten until then. In my heart you live on, always there, never gone Precious child you left to soon and tho' it may be true that we're apart you will live forever. in my heart. Well lil man hope this shows you how I really feel I wish the tears could stop and you would be back where you belong. I love and miss you sooo much.
Friday, December 15, 2006 - Love always and forever Aunt Carolyn
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xXxXx emmie-lee xXxXx
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had to type that last letter fast baba your daddy came in and you know how he doesnt like to be reminded about what happend to you.but i wanted to say i love you and miss you so so so so much even after 6yrs your death is still so fresh in my mind. anyways your getting another brother, 3 brothers you will have and your wee sister shes just so like you. i know you protected her from her illness she had and thank you i dont know wat i wudda done if she had gone too, i want you to spend xmas with us baba. to know you are around us would be so comforting to us all. love you loads and loads princess keep watching over us all we love you so much xxxxxxx
Friday, December 15, 2006 - mummy
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xXxXx emmie-lee xXxXx
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just want to wish my baba girl a happy christmas in heaven, come see us on christmas day xx
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Ariauna Markee Jones
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My beautiful Auna Duck, it's that time of year again all the joys of Christmas ended for me on Christmas Eve. 2002, the day you became an angel. Not a day goes by that I don't think of you and your mommy and wonder what you would be like today, would you sit on santa's lap, what would you want for Christmas, would you try to stay awake all night Christmas Eve. waiting for Santa like your mommy and Aunt Jami did every year. I take comfort in knowing that you and your mommmy are together now, I wish you both could have stayed here with us for awhile longer. grandma loves you Auna Duck. take good care of your mommy for me.
Friday, December 15, 2006 - Forever my love Grandma Judy
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My precious Jaycee Marie
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Grandma just wanted to tell you I love you and still miss you so much! I have seen the headstone your parents put in your yard, baby girl it is so beautiful, but not nearly as beautiful as you!!!! Everyone is getting ready for Christmas and your yard is getting lots of gifts from us all.
Thursday, December 14, 2006 - Love and tons of XOXOXOXOXOXOXO Grandma Deb
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Alexis Kennedi
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Hey baby girl it's mommy. I love you more than anything and I miss you so much. I just wanna hold you in my arms and kiss you. You are and always will be mommy's baby girl. Maybe one day I will see you in one of my dreams. I can't wait. I want you to come and talk to me. Well, mommy is gonna go for now, but I love you forever. Tons of Hugs and Kisses.xoxoxoxox
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Thursday, December 14, 2006 - Mommy
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My lil boy
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Whats up my man i know i havent wrote u yet but i guess i wasnt ready i miss u so much i think ive lost my mind i didnt know how much i loved u till u left now its almost christmas i was so happy i wanted to see u opening presents and starting life long memories and i dont understand why your life was cut so short i miss u so much and so does your mamma we'll never be the same i know it but i think with your help we'll make it but its so hard with out you your big smile the 3:00am play time the morning wake up slap the look when i walked in the door home from work i promiss i wont do anything crazy but it will be hard i was building our family a life and that was stolen from us but we'll be together 1 day i love u miss u but i have to go
Thursday, December 14, 2006 - miss u love u always da da
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Alexis Kennedi
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Hey baby girl it's mommy. Just wanted to stop by and tell you I love you so much. We went to Daddy's game tonight, and he won again. Aren't you just up there cheerin him on. I know that's why he is winning cause you are his cheerleader. Well, mommy and daddy loves you more than anything in the whole entire world and we can't wait to see you again. We are gonna go for now but we will talk to you soon. Tons of Hugs and Kisses. xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
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Wednesday, December 13, 2006 - Mommy and Daddy
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Dear Jaycee Marie
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hey baby girl aunt chel here again sorry i can't get here everyday to write you letters i try i love you baby girl i have gone to your yard the past 2 days yesterday i saw your headstone honey it is so beautiful only beacuse it is your pretty face smiling i took cousin lori and chloe out to see your yard they hung ornaments on your grave blanket and lori gave you a reindeer you have so much stuff there it looks like a wonderland just for you today lori went out with lisa and emma lisa gave you a doll and julian left you his truck everyone is thinking about you and missing you so much we all love you i made a doll house for K'Lyn out of boxes and decorated one of the rooms with your picture so when K'lyn crawls thru all she sees is your pretty face well honey aunt chel has to go i love you very very very much XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO
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Wednesday, December 13, 2006 - aunt chel
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Dear Lil Pito
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How's my lil big boy doing today? I know your doing fine I wish we could all be ok. It's now eleven days til Christmas and as we count down the days seem to get harder and harder.I know you would of loved your first Christmas. You would be dressed in your new outfit your abuela would have bought specially for you and she would wake you up in the morning being too excited to let you sleep because of all the presents she ran all over town tring to find only the best for you and them you would be whisked away to all your families house only to find more and more gifts and hugs and kisses.We just miss you sooo much.I dont understand why you had to leave us so soon. I guess I never will. Nothing is the same and I dont think it ever will be.But I know you will have all the presents that you want and can see all the bright lights and decorations from where you are but I just want you to be here with all of us. You have such a big family who loves and misses you so much.I look at your pictures and see your handsome face with those big dimples and wonder how can someone so precious be ripped out of our lives in an instant.Well we have to accept what has happened but its hard to be strong and happy.Well my big lil man Im going to get back to work, I just need to talk to you.We all love and miss you sooo much.
Wednesday, December 13, 2006 - Love you forever, Aunt Carolyn
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Macho Man, Kaden
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Good Morning sunshine. Thinking of you -- yes, sweetheart, again.still.alwa
ys. Momma decorated one of the end tables in the living room especially for you. I hope you like it. Marcia and I are going to get some snow to put around it cuz what i bought didn't look so great. But at least now I feel like you're enjoying your first Christmas. Doesn't bring a whole lot of comfort but it does make me smile. I can't believe that I'm having Christmas without you. It's so gosh darn hard to do this.but i have 3 other grandkids and I know i need to make it special for them too because I love them so much. Hey, your mommy told me that Kaelyn is already on baby food. Isn't that great? She's liking the squash and the peas. Your mommy hated those when she was little. She preferred the sweets. Ok sunshine.i'll write you again later. I needed an outlet this morning otherwise i'd fall apart. As you likely can see, some days are good.some days are horrible!! Thank you for listening. My friend gave me a beautiful keychain that says "There's an Angel watching over me".I hope you are because if you are, you'll know how much love I have for you. Til later,
Wednesday, December 13, 2006 - Momma
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Mommies Three Little Angels
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My darling babies, I hope you both are in Heaven playing with all the other angels. Mommy loves you so much. I am so sorry, I never thought I would lose any of you but I did. God knows why, but I sure wish that I could understand. I love you all very very much. Are you happy? Do you forgive me? i pray that I will be forgiven. I miss you angels, I wish I could hold you in my arms just once. mommy will write soon again ok, sorry I haven't been writing in a while, things are so hectic but do know that you are always in my thoughts. I love you.xxxxxxxxxxxx
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Wednesday, December 13, 2006 - Mommy
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Alexis Kennedi
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Hey baby girl it's mommy. I just wanted to come and say hi to you. I miss you more than words can say. I know that you know I miss you. I know that you know mommy loves you with all her heart. I just don't want you to think that I will ever forget about you even when your little brother or sister comes. I'm always gonna have you and you are their big sister. I will definitely let them know all about you. How much you brighten my life up and how much of an angel you are. I know they will love to sit and listen to mommy talk about their big sister. I love you so much and I'm so glad that God gave me an angel. I never knew that I would have an angel. I know we all have angels with us but I acutally gave birth to one. That is so awesome. God must love me so much to bless me with you. I know it hurts so bad when I think about you not being with me, but then I just think about how blessed I am to have you in my life. You will always be in my heart, and at least I did get to spend 6 short weeks with you. Some mommies don't even get to see their baby. God let me have you as my own for as long as he did. He knew that I needed you to change my life around. He loves me and I love you and you love me. I just was so excited to be a mommy and actually one day I would have a little girl followin me around saying "mommy" I just couldn't wait, but now it won't get to hear those words from you mouth. That is the part that makes me so sad to think I will never get to see my little girl grow up to be an adult. Again one day I will get to see you and hug you and kiss you. I just can't wait. But for now mommy is goin to go. Pray for mommy and daddy to be strong for the holiday's and also when your brother or sister gets here. I know it will be hard cause we don't want to lose another baby. You were our world and now somehow we are moving forward. I don't really know how, but with God's help he is letting us know he is takin good care of you until we get there, and he is giving us another baby to tell your story to. I love you more than anything in the whole entire world. Tons of Hugs and Kisses. xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
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Tuesday, December 12, 2006 - Mommy
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MY DEAREST SWEET LITTLE PITO
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Hi baby boy, Me again. Everytime I have walked into the computer room tonight it has been your picture. Are you trying to talk to me? I sure wish I could hear you. I miss you so very very much but you already know that. I am really worried about your Mommy and Daddy. They do good for one day and then go back a hundred steps. Please, please, PLEASE let them know you are happy and okay. With the holidays and then your birthday being so close I'm really afraid for them both. I feel like I'm losing them as well as I have already lost you. That is not something I would be able to get over. Don't get me wrong lossing you was the worst pain I have ever known but LOSSING one of them would do me in. I need you to let them know you are okay and that you are watching over them and that even though they feel all alone you are still with them not matter what and you always will be. For that matter let us all know that!!! The holidays are really bad for everyone of us who love you. I love and miss you more then words could ever begin to say. Watch over us all and protect us even from ourselves. Sweet Dreams my Angel. Tons of love, hugs and kisses comimg your way. Forever and always. XOXOXOXOXO
Tuesday, December 12, 2006 - Gams
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Dear Cadia Rose
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It's your aunt Kelly. I have been thinking about you lately. You would of been about 19 months and so much fun walking around exploring your world. We miss you so much. Your mommy and daddy are going to have a new baby sister any day now. So watch over her from Heaven and tell God to keep her safe. we have been sending you ballons. Have you gotten them all ? We know you like them so much because we always see the wind moving after we send them. I love you so much Taylor misses and loves you too
Tuesday, December 12, 2006 - Love aunt Kelly
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Tuesday, December 12, 2006 - LOVE ALWAYS AND FOREVER ,TIA PEGI
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2 my Baby boii trenton
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Hey bubba.i really miss you and have been thinking about you alot . I still hear you at night and feel your there too. i miss u and love u like crazy you really dont know . i would do anything in the world for you to have a second chance. i love you buba. and ur that one boii that i will never in my life forget. well i love u ALOT. miss u . hope to see u soon! i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you! forever n for always.
Tuesday, December 12, 2006 - Love always n forever Ur antie Carissa
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Hi Holden!
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Mommy misses you so much baby. Yesterday was Mommy's birthday and it was so hard not having you here with me to celebrate. Bradley started basketball again. Christmas is coming so fast and we are all having such a hard time knowing you are in Heaven. I know we should be happy for you. But we are just so sad here without you. I hope you're playing with your angel friends Parker and Nash and Cameron. I know you sweet boys are having so much fun up there! Keep sending us little dreams of you Holden. Mommy love and misses you so much.
Tuesday, December 12, 2006 - Mommy
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My Gracie Pie,
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Hi Gracie, I was at work and I could not stop thinking about how much I miss you. I just wanted to let you know I am always thinking about you and I cant wait to see you again. I also wanted to thank you for watching over your mom for us. She misses you soooo much. It has been really hard for us without you and we think about you all the time. I will write again soon. I love you!
Tuesday, December 12, 2006 - Aunt Ali
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Macho Man, Kaden
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Hello macho man, my sweet, sweet angel. Just want you to know that i'm thinking of you.that i think of you every single day and that i will never stop loving you. I even talk to you all the time. When I'm home alone, i sit in the living room couch and stare at your picture and I talk to you. I hope you can hear me. Momma put up her Christmas tree and decorated it with the ornaments your mommy gave me last year. It looks rather cute. And I have two ornaments with your name on it and one special one with your picture. I also decorated the area around your picture frame on the wall unit. I put little figurines and a Santa and Mrs. Claus. I also put a Santa and an Angel in the curio right by your ashes. Christmas won't be easy without you this year baby. This would have been your first Christmas and my first year with lots of presents for my only grandson. How I wish you were here!! Write you again soon, ok my sweet angel? I love you so much macho man.
Tuesday, December 12, 2006 - Forever loving you, Momma
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Lil Pito
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Hey baby boy, It's mommy again!!I'm just sitting here and thinking about you my lil man!! I love you and miss u soooo much!! Every day that passes by without you I lose a little more of my heart!! I hurt all the time because you are no where around and it kills me!! I hate being here without you and I feel soo lost, I just can't seem to get it together! But right now I really don't feel like getting it together, I just don't know anymore!! The day we lost you, Is the day I lost my hope, my heart, and my dreams and pretty much my mind!! I just don't know anymore!! The only thing I am certain of is that you are very missed and loved!! Daddy is trying to hang in there!! He's having really bad panic attacks and I wish I could take that away from him!! He loves you very much baby!! Well fat man mommy is going to say goodbye!! I love you always and miss you more than anyone could ever imagine!! Lots of love~ Mommy
Tuesday, December 12, 2006 - mommy
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Alexis Kennedi
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Hi angel, Papaw is just thinking about Christmas. Even though I will miss spoiling you at Christmas I know you will have the best Christmas. Because you are with my Lord and Saviour Jesus Christ. It must be so wonderful to be able to see all heaven has. I miss you but there is no worry on where you are. Just pray for papaw, mamaw ,and mommy and daddy. I am a little worried for us because there is only one way to heaven and that is through and by the blood of Jesus. Help me to make heaven my home by praying for all of us. Love you Alexis.
Monday, December 11, 2006 - Love from Papaw
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Here I sit next to this X-mas tree and I have wrapped many a presents by now. yet it seems so empty. I look at the tree and I see tbe ornaments that your brothers picked out and I see the little princess crown that is for you.and a little vintage carriage for your little sister to be.I have to tell daddy to go see your little place and see if they indeed put what they said they were going to put for you. As the other things we placed for you were taken and Mama is scared that maybe it has happened again. I sit here and think that next month you would have turned a yr. old and think how time has both gone so fast but yet so slow. Oh Pretty Girl I look on my phone and I watch the video of you and me together and I hear you trying to talk to me. What I would do to hear you talk to me. How would you have called me. Mama like your brother Isaac or mami like brother Ram or who knows. Oh Princess these days are hard. I think of how its almost getting closer to meeting your sister and how I am so scared, I wonder so many things my princess. I miss you so much. I'm sorry I don't or more like I can't write in your jounarl anymore that's why I end up here. I feel bad because I can't even write in your sister's book.Daddy built her bassinet did you see it. I just look at it and this sadness fills me. I remember coming from the hosiptal and seeing your bassinet next to my bed. and you were so tiny my little one and soo beautiful. I was truly blessed. Today we got our family pictures back. and its so bitter sweet that I have to have a family portrait of us with only a frame of a picture of you in it. is that what all our family portraits going to look like from now on? HMMMM Everyone is in holiday mood me I'm just moving with the flow.but you know that each moment I get you are in my thoughts as you are in my heart. I LOVE YOU PRINCESS PRETTY GIRL.
Monday, December 11, 2006 - Mama
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Alexis Kennedi
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Hey baby girl mommy misses you so much. I can't explain the way that I feel. I just wish that I had you here with me to hug and kiss. I miss that so much. I also miss your beautiful grin that made that dimple. You are so adorable. I love you more than anything in the whole entire world. Tons of Hugs and Kisses. xoxoxoxoxoxo
Monday, December 11, 2006 - Mommy
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My all so Precious Lil' Ms. Baby Celie'Bug
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Oh Sweetheart I miss you with all of my heart and soul. It's coming up onChristmas and boy am I dreading that day. Last year Mommy tried to end her life. Celie Mommy misses you so much!!!!!!!!!!!!
I want you to know which you probably already know that I think of you every second odf the day You've now been gone for 1 YEAR -n- 5 MONTHS. It seems like only yesterday I was bring you home with me. Sweetheart Mommy is so so SO sorry for all the wrong Mommy did as in allowing Your Big bubby and sisters and you My Precious Doll'Baby staying in a "bad" relationship.It stole alot of My Quality time with you. IO harbor more guilt than you'll EVER EVER EVER know.I am sorry C'C. I need you back so badly. I miss you so badly I want to feel your soft Lil' head rubing againist Mommies neck Oh My Lil' Snuggle'Bug I LOVE FOREVER I CANNOT WAIT TO HOLD YOU AND LOOK INTO THOSE BIG GOOGLY BLUE EYES AGAIN I WUV YOU MORE THAN ANYONE WILL EVER KNOW! Love You My Darling Precious Angel Lil' Celie
Monday, December 11, 2006 - Your sad grieving mommy luv u bug!
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Chassidy,
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Mommy has missed you so! I can't believe you are now 6 years old! Please send your sister great big birthday wishes today! Lot's of hugs and kisses,
Monday, December 11, 2006 - Mommy
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Joshua
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Hey babydoll, I am missing you oh so much. Its hard to beleive that it has been 1 1/2 years since I last held you and kissed your sweet cheeks. I love you more than you can ever imagine and I miss you just as much. Give everyone kisses up in haven for all of us. XOXOXO
Sunday, December 10, 2006 - Mommy
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Hi kenneth Andrew
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This is mommy I am sitting here with Daddy and you little brother charlie. we just lit the candel to remember you by its part of the worldwide vigil for children who have gone to heaven to soon. we lit the candel right at 7:00 P.M. just like we were supposed to daddy counted down the seconds and mommy lit it for you and your baby brother played with your old toys. by lighting the candel it is supposed to create 24 hours of candel light arround the world so i hope you can see it from heaven and know that mommy and daddy lit one just for you, the same one we lit for you last year. christmas will be here soon i hope you like the decorations mommy and charlie put on your grave. I also hope that you like all the work mommy has been doing for you at your cemetery. Mommy has put in just about 30 hours of landscaping and painting work i hope you like all the improvements i have made. in the spring grandma is going to plant some things that produce flowers to repalce all the stuff i chopped up or cut down. mommy really enjoys volenteering to do everything at your cemetery. hopefully i will always be incharge there. the candel is burning wonderfully and the room smells like fresh lavender. it is a soy candel that burns smoke free so your brother doesnt breath any smoke. its almost time for him to go to bed. he is very big and very busy. he sleeps in your crib and rides in your car seat and stroller. he also loves the toys that mommy and daddy got for you. i still go and visit you all the time. you would be so big now and probally enjoying you little brother by now. he army crawls every where and prefers to stand up and play with toys instead of sitting or lying down. but he cant get up by himself i have to put him up. hes very happy all the time just like you were he got his first tooth the other day and wasnt even that fussy about it. your godmother alex is having a baby too. she is 3 months along and you also have two baby cousins madison and mila. well before this turns into a series i am going to say good night and we love you and not a day goes by when we dont think about you and miss you. sleep tight sweet boy. mommy and daddy love this baby.
Sunday, December 10, 2006 - Mommy and Daddy and Baby Brother Charlie
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Dear Hunter
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your birthday and angel day have passed.you've been in heaven for over 1 year now. mama misses you so much my baby boy. your 11 days on earth were the best of my life. you will never be forgotten. your big sis and your lil sis who will be born in march love you very much.we went to see your dove on the tree yesterday and i held it together.though i just wanted to break down and cry. i love and miss you so much huntie. forever in my heart.love always mama xoxoxoxo Hunter Robert Thomas Feran November 17 05 to november 28.05
Sunday, December 10, 2006 - Mama
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our lil pito
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hey baby boy! so it has been 2 months. im sorry i havnt written more. i miss you like crazy i just dont know what to say. we are trying to make it look look a little like christmas here for nick but its hard for me. doesnt seem right to celebrate christmas when you were supposed to be there. me uncle jj and nick are going to try to go home for christmas but uncle jj might have to work. i would really like to see your mommy and daddy. please keep an eye on them! well little boy i love you so much but i really dont know what to say. i love you and miss you!
Sunday, December 10, 2006 - aunt amanda
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Kaden
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Hi Angel! I'm about to get ready for work but wanted to drop by and say hello. I stared at your picture this morning. I was in terrible pain, had to call momma at 6 am.but I know you were watching down and helped the pain go away. I miss you very much! I have to go now but I'll be thinking about you! Hope you are having fun up there with the other baby angels! You're all so precious! I love you Kaden!
Sunday, December 10, 2006 - Auntie Jennifer
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AVALYNN GRACE
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HI BABY GIRL! I MISS YOU SO MUCH. A PART OF ME IS ANGRY AND SAD ABOUT FINDING OUT THE TRUTH BEHIND YOUR DEATH. THAT BACTERIA THAT TOOK YOU LIFE SHOULD HAVE NEVER CAME IN CONTACT WITH YOU. I AM SO ANGRY WITH THE HOSPITAL FOR NOT WASHING THERE HANDS BETTER. BAY GIRL IF I EVER KNEW THIS WOULD HAPPIN I WOULD NEVER HAVE TAKEN YOU TO THAT PLACE. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. IT'S BEEN 4 1/2 MONTHS SINCE YOU WENT TO BE WITH GOD AND IT STILL FEELS LIKE IT WAS YEATERDAY. I AM GOING TO SLEEP IN THE LIVINGROOM AGAIN TONIGHT TO BE CLOSE TO YOU. PLEASE COME AND SNUGGLE WITH ME.
Sunday, December 10, 2006 - MOMMY
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Ta-sheane
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Hey baby. Today was a god day for me. I finally got to speak to your dad. without me gettin off the phone mad. He is doing better, he moved from where he was recently residing. That also made it a much more comfortable situation for him. Your grandma is not mad at him anymore, because they talked out alot of thier differences. after coming to see you the day after your grandmas birthday, it made me feel alot better than I felt last week. You know Christmas is coming and i am missing you more and more by the minute. I love you now and forever and I hope to see you soon.
Sunday, December 10, 2006 - Your mommy
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Gangsta Gabe,
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Wow! Today would be you 10th birthday. I can hardly believe you would already be half grown. I wonder what life would be like if you were still here today. Today your sister's and I went to visit you. We brought you a wreath for the holidays. I said a prayer to you I hope you heard it. Grandma Bobbie also stopped out and brought you a new Tigger. Last time I was out 2 weeks ago. Your Tigger fell off. So I could hardly find my way to you. I said I'm lost looked down and I was standing right over the top off you. I can't believe how hard this day has been. I have been thinking about what you would be like, how you would act, what we would have done today. I hope you had a splendid 10th birthday. If you have heard any of my prayers to you I hope you can find a way to give me some guidance or the answers. Next week is a mine and B's 1st anni. I can't believe we have made it this long. Today is hard on him to. He can tell how bad I hurt, but fells like there is nothing he can do to make it any better. I wish I could take it a little easier than I have. Have a Happy Birthday. Enjoy your party with all your friends. Give Papa Lee my love. Give Grandpa Bauer and Burt my love too. Happy Birthday SweetHeart. Talk to you again soon. Sister's say Happy birthday And send there love.
Saturday, December 9, 2006 - Mom (E & T)
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My precious Jaycee
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I was telling you about a song I heard last time I wrote you here are the words. Life Ain't Always Beautiful Gary Allan Cyndi Goodman and Tommy Lee James Life ain't always beautiful. Sometimes it's just plain hard. Life can knock you down, It can break your heart. Life ain't always beautiful. You think you're on your way. And it's just a dead end road, At the end of the day. But the struggles make you stronger, And the changes make you wise. And happiness has it's own way, Of takin' it's sweet time. No, life ain't always beautiful. Tears will fall sometimes. Life ain't always beautiful, But it's a beautiful ride. Life ain't always beautiful. Some days, I miss your smile. I get tired of walkin' all, These lonely miles. And I wish for just one minute, I could see your pretty face. Guess I can dream, But life don't work that way. But the struggles make me stronger, And the changes make me wise. And happiness has it's own way, Of takin' it's sweet time. No, life ain't always beautiful. But I know I'll be fine. Hey, life ain't always beautiful, But it's a beautiful ride. What a beautiful ride. Sweet baby I wish you could have taken a longer ride, the one you got was way to short. It just isn't fair. Grandpa Tim and I did get lots by your yard. We will be in the next row by your feet. We visited your yard yesterday. You would have been 5 months old,so I wanted to spend some time with you.
Saturday, December 9, 2006 - Love you very much XOXOXOXO Grandma Deb
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MY DEAREST SWEET LITTLE PITO
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Hi sweetheart, Its Gams again. How are you doing. I sure do miss you so very much. Aunt Darlene and I have been busy making Christmas cookies that you would have loved. Nana and I put the lights up on the Christmas tree tonight. We've had it for a week but I have a really hard time wanting to do anything for Christmas. I know I have to for the other grandbabies but it is sooooo very hard. I wish everyday that you were still here. There has to be something we can do to stop this madness with everyone losing a baby. It does not seem right that innocent little babies like you leave this world for no reason. Oh well I'm sorry I am so bitter still but I miss you and I know hundreds of other people do to. Please look out for your Mommy and Daddy they just can't seem to get it together. I worry about them so much but there is nothing else I can do so I am asking really begging that you will step in and remind them how much they love and need each other. I love you so very much and miss you with every breath I take. Tons of hugs and Kisses coming your way. Forever and a day!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Saturday, December 9, 2006 - Gams
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Alexis Kennedi
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Hey baby girl I just wanted to drop by to say hello. I love you so much and I think about you all the time. I am gonna go to mamaw and papaw's right now. I will write you again soon. Love you more than anything in the whole entire world. Tons of Hugs and Kisses.
Saturday, December 9, 2006 - Mommy
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Ruby-Jean,Nannies sleepy Jean
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We sent you ballons.We had your birthday cake everyone was here to celeabrate your first birthday.How I wish you had been here too.We love you more each day.Cheer up sleepy Jean Nannie well sing too you again someday I Love you and miss you.Happy Birthday angel!
Saturday, December 9, 2006 - Nannie
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Jaycee
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hey there baby girl aunt chel wanted to write you and let you know how much i miss you i am sorry i don't get here everyday to write you that doesn't mean i am not thinking about you cuz i think about you all the time i love you so much baby girl i stare at your pictures and just cry it hurts us all that you are not here but you will always be in our hearts lots of love XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO
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Saturday, December 9, 2006 - aunt chel
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dear lil pito,
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hey big boy.i miss you so much i wish i couldve had more time to spend with you. i am sorry that i didnt go to say goodbye to you before you left for arizona now i wish i would have went over there. its almost christmas and it is so hard to get into the christmas mood without you here. it would have been your first christmas and you would be opening all of the gifts everyone bought for you. you would be walking everywhere and everyone you saw would have a big smile on their faces. everyone loves and misses you so much. well i am gonna go for now.i love you lil pito.
Saturday, December 9, 2006 - your cousin Tabbi
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Ruby'Jean
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Happy First Birthday Baby girl i told you i would write you antoher letter on your birthday I just know if you were here you would be so excited and walking around probably chewing on everything we are all getting together we are going to the grave site later on today im having a get together at 3:30 today to celebrate your birthday will baby girl mommy loves you more then ever i will see you soon.
Saturday, December 9, 2006 - Mommy And Daddy and Sissy
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Alexis Kennedi
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Hey baby girl it's mommy. I just wanted to let you know I miss you bunches. I finally came here to write you today. I have been reading stories on here since I got home that sound so much like mine. I have been cryin thinkin of you and how much joy you brought to my life. I know that someday I will see you again. I can't wait I'm so excited, but for now I have to stay here and take care of your brother or sister. That is until God decides that it's my time to go. Here is a poem I found for you. I love to read poems and send them to you. Your crib is empty little one, for now I know that you have gone To that great Heaven, up above, where every day I send my love. I'll never rock you in my chair, or see your face, so sweet and fair, I'll never watch you drink your milk, or stroke your hair as soft as silk. I'll never watch you play each day, or hear the sweet first word you'd say. You'll never bear your children here for me to love when old, I'll never be their grandmother, to cherish them like gold. Your crib is empty that I see, you sleep in Heaven's nursery. God came to earth and took your hand and led you to His holy land. He says one day we'll meet again in that great place above, Til then my precious Angel, I send you mommy's love. I am gonna go for now, but I will write you again soon. I love you more than anything in the whole entire world. Tons of Hugs and Kisses. xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
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Friday, December 8, 2006 - Mommy and Daddy
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Baby boy Kaden
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Hi my angel! I am so sorry I have not written to you. I won't make any excuses. I just wanted to say that I miss you so much angel! Your angel wings turned 3 months old this week and I thought about you all day. I looked outside and saw the sun shining bright and I knew that was a sign saying that God and all the other angels were taking good care of you! I'd give anything to hold you again and kiss those big cheeks! We all miss you and will always love you! I hope you're looking down on all of us because I look up at you all the time!
Friday, December 8, 2006 - Auntie Jennifer
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Dear Jaycee Marie
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Hi, Baby Girl. I know it has been a while since daddy has wrote you. It's hard to come here and write because all i can do is cry, because i miss you so much. So much is going on now with getting ready for Christmas but, I just wish it was over, I just don't have the heart for it and I don't know if i ever will again. We should be wrapping gifts for you insted of sobing while wrapping everyone else's. This is really starting to hit your bubba, that he can't see you anymore. I don't think he understands why he can't see you infact i know he don't because i don't understand why. No one here can understand why they can't see there babies anymore. I just hope someday the Dr.'s can find a way to stop this heart-breaking thing that takes 7-10 babies a day. I just wish you were here, you brought so much love and happiness into our lives which is now disappointment and hurt. Little girl daddy can't write anymore but i will write again soon. Here is some XOXOXOXOXOXOXO before i go, Love You Honey. Love Daddy
Friday, December 8, 2006 - Daddy (Chris)
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Dear Baby Angel,
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I think you're the best in the world. I wish that you didn't die. I love you so much.
Friday, December 8, 2006 - from your big sister Emily xxxxxxxxxx
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Hi, Angel
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I sure do miss my beautiful grandaughter. Mamaw got your pictures from Wal-Mart. I could not stand to look at a large picture of you. Bacause I am so lonely without you. Even though I have your mommy and grandma. It is like a part of me will never be alive again until I see you and hold you. I can't explain how bad I miss you but I am so lonely at times. Papaw loves his little angel. I have to stop writing I can't see the keys because I am crying and the keys are getting wet with my tears. Write to you later.
Friday, December 8, 2006 - Love from Papaw
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MY SWEET ANGEL NATHEN
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HI BABY IT'S MOMMY JUST WANT TO TELL YOU I LOVE YOU AND SEWWT DREAMS
Thursday, December 7, 2006 - MOMMY
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Alexis Kennedi
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Hey baby girl it's mommy. I miss you so much. All I thought about at work today was you, and a couple of times I had tears in my eyes. I had to stop myself from starting to cry because I had to work and didn't want anyone see me cry. I try my best to just think of the good things, but sometimes those bad thoughts come in my head of the day you went to heaven. I just get mad when I think about it cause I wander why God took you. I don't care what anyone says about questioning God I will never quit. I want an answer and I will get one someday. I'm excited about your brother or sister on the way, but I wish that you were still here too. I want you to play with them and take up for them. I know you can play with them in their dreams, but I want more. I know it's so selfish, but I just can't help it. I think it's quite simple what I wanted. I just want you to be with mommy and daddy. I don't get my wish I don't guess and that hurts me bad. It's like half of my heart is gone cause it's with you. I have never ever loved anyone in my entire life as much as I love you. They day you were born it felt so different. I thought to myself I am a mommy and I love it. Then when you went to heaven I just felt like my life just fell apart. It's never been the same. Me and daddy are more in love everyday, but we miss you lots. Now that we have you brother/sister on the way we have to start getting prepared for that, but you are always in our hearts. I know you up there watching us and laughing at us when we are funny, and tellin us not to cry when we are sad. I love your smile it's so pretty I want to see you right now with that dimple it's so adorable. You are my angel and mommy loves you more than anything in the whole entire world. Tons of hugs and kisses. Oh yeah here is a poem I found. I like it. ANGELS. There comes a time in everyone's life, when we look for something to ease our strife, some say that angels don't exist, but I, for one, find it hard to resist, that for each and everyone of us, there are angels who help us learn to trust, that courage,faith,st
rength,and love, comes in all shapes and forms,not just from above, so I send you this poem from the bottom of my heart, you've been my angel from the start. xoxoxoxoxoxoxox
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Thursday, December 7, 2006 - Mommy and Daddy
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