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Our Sweet Angel Keira
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Hello Baby. How are you? How is Heaven? Happy Lunar New Year, Sweetheart. We drove to Las Vegas this past weekend to visit your grandparents, uncles and aunt. It a bitter-sweet weekend as we miss you so much and reflected the last time we were all in Vegas together. Do you remember . . . it was Thanksgiving weekend and you were baptized? You were in your beautiful white christening dress. Everyone misses you so much. We talked about you all weekend. We are still in so much pain. All we want is to hold you in our arms again. Please baby, pray for our family to have hope and always keep us safe under your angel wings. We love you with every beat of our hearts and miss you endlessly.
Sunday, February 18, 2007 - Love, Mommy, Daddy & Dylan
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Jaycee Marie
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Hi, Baby Girl. Daddy just wanted to let you I've been doing alot of thinking about you. I even made a new wed page for you, it has all kinds of info about you there. I miss you so bad just wish this didn't happen to you and all the other little angles. Well daddy has to go for now, Just remember that Daddy loves you and misses you, here are some XOXOXOXOXOXO Love Daddy
Sunday, February 18, 2007 - Daddy
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Cade Michael
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Hey buddy! Have not written you since Valentine's Day.But, I always talk to you and have your picture close by me. This weekend has been really hard on me. No you and no Ayden-he is with his dad until after my surgery. I miss you terribly and it still does not seem real to me. Your heart marker will be done within the next 3 weeks. I am anxious to see it.That was a very hard thing for mommy to do.But I love you so much and you cannot begin to imagine how much I miss you everyday all day!! I went to see Uncle Jay's nephew at the hospital on Thursday, that was extremely difficult for me because you were taken out of my life in an instant. I wish I could have that day back with you! I am forever sorry that I went to work that day. I love you forever baby!
Sunday, February 18, 2007 - My love always and forever! Mommy & Ayden
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Angel Kaden,
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Hey boo boo! Sorry I didn't write to you on Valentine's Day. I was definitely thinking about you like I always am! Please forgive your auntie. Yesterday I woke up really early which is not usual for me and I got a lot done! I even figured out the tattoo I want to get in your honor. It's a precious moments little boy with a halo over his head next to a teddy bear with a halo on its head and they're bothing playing on a cloud and then I want to add your name to it. I hope it comes out exactly how I want it to. Today I played in the snow with my little cousin here in Pennsylvania. We made snow angels! Then I took a little snooze hehe.and watched a movie that was really sad. Of course, the movie reminded me of you, because the girl in the movie died. I know though that you are up there with lots of other angels and having fun, playing with other baby angels. I miss you everyday and I talk about you alot. Momma told me yesterday we might be going to atlanta for your birthday! I wish that every time I went to Atlanta I could still have the anticipation of seeing my little niece AND nephew. Instead, I just carry you in my heart. I love you baby boy! I'm missing you everyday. Until we meet again.
Saturday, February 17, 2007 - Your Auntie Jennifer
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To Our Phatdo *AJ*
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Hey baby boy, I miss you! It's friday which means the working week is finally coming to an end! YAY! But we totally miss you! Today is Daddy's birthday and Minez is this Sunday! This is the first time I won't be looking forward to my birthday! Because I wish you were here to spend it with! WE miss you so much AJ! When I'm at home I always think about the things we did with you when we were home. I wish I could turn back the hands of time to be with you again. All over again.my son I love you so much! It grows more and more everyday! And it's so hard to be happy when you're not here with us! Your brother Mykah is doing good, he's still so ulavale! LOL, Auntee Kerita and Uncle Sogi stopped by and gave you flowers for Valentine's Day. Which reminds me, say hello to Aunty Olepa okay! I know shes probably seen you already! Lucky.wish that was me! Tell your Uncle Ao that we miss him, and that we're always talking about him when I'm with Ron. Also tell Papa that we miss him too. And that we wish he was here with us, especially his grandsons Mykah & Noah. Well son, Daddy is doing good, working and looking for another job. Mamas doing good, working, busy with all the church stuff of course and her famous bingo! LOL, Grandpa and Grandma are doing good, they miss you too!! I know Mama does, we always talk about you when we're together! A lot of people miss you, I wish they would share with me how much they miss you, but it's okay. I understand that people don't know what to say or what to do. I wouldn't know either! But always know AJ that we love and miss you A LOT!! More than I could ever write in this letter!! I love you AJ, I don't know when I'll be on another computer, but when I do, I'll be sure to write you again okay!! I love you AJ and miss you too!!
Friday, February 16, 2007 - xOxOxO oXoXoX Daddy.Mommy&Mykah
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My dearest sweet lil Pito
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Hi my big man, I'm sorry it has taken me a little while to write to you but work has been very much work. I thought of you on Valentines day and how much you would have just loved all the candy. (I think of you each and everyday). I miss you so very much. I love you even so much more. Yours Gams heart is very heavy. I miss you more then I could ever tell you and Uncle Jason will be leaving for Iraq really soon. I don't know if I could handle losing him to. The pain from losing a grandson was worse then I could have ever dreamed it would be but losing my son let alone it being this soon after losing you is more then my mind and heart can deal with. We are a very strong family but faith is not one of our strong suits. Even less since you were taken from us so early in life. You just wonder ever day WHY!!!!! It is not fair that any one should ever feel this kind of lose with such a young life. I truly look up to your Mommy and Daddy for the way they have been holding up. I don't think I am that strong. I have always been told that life is not fair but this really takes the cake. No one could ever had prepared any of us for losing you. You were like a bright shing light that the light went out of way before it should have. If only we could have known we all would have done so much different. We would have loved you alot stronger and held you alot harded and closer. We would have kisses you face a million times more. We would have told you million times more how much we loved you and so on. Now I have to worry about losing your Uncle also. Please watch out for him and help keep him safe. We want him to come home to us. I wish with everything you could come home. What both of our families would do to have you home!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!! I'm going to close for now but remember we love you and miss you so much. We send millions of hugs and kisses to you daily. It would have been one year you were with us in a couple of weeks. That will be a very sad day as much as the day you were born was a wonderful day. All my love coming your way with tons of hugs and kisses. Forever and a day, GAMS
Friday, February 16, 2007 - GAMS
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Hi my baby Naima
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I cant belive your six months today, where did the time go?, I wish you were here with me I can only imagine how much bigger you've gotten in the 3 weeks you've been gone. I love and miss you more than I can express. I hope your taking good care and watching over us. I think of you all day long no matter what I'm doing your always on my mind. Your such a beautiful girl, and it kills me that I cant hug and kiss you, it's not fair. Brother had a hard day yesturday, he misses you so much and hes to small to realize you wont be comming back. Please dont ever leave our side, I love you Lolo's more than words can say and I miss you soooo much. You are my princess and noone will ever take that place. Happy 6 months baby girl we love you.
Friday, February 16, 2007 - Mommy
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Ciara Rae
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My darling Sugie. Oh, mommy had a pretty tough day today. I know you heard me crying and asking you to pray for me. That's a pretty big request but I need you to pray for mommy's heart and mind. Please give Paul a kiss and tell him that we, too, miss him terribly. Hugs and 100 kisses from your mommy. Please come and visit me in my dreams.
Thursday, February 15, 2007 - Love mommy
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!*** Nevaeh***!
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Hey baby girl!! Well your @nd bithday well be here in a few months and We just cant wait!!!! Well how are things up there fine I hope!!!! Well your sista just took some pics!!! Taveon is getting real big!!! Well Im about to go!! Love and Miss you sooooooooooooooo
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Thursday, February 15, 2007 - Auntie Kema
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Baby Cruz
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Hi angel I don't know you but I have heard so much about you. It's funny how life works, the good ones are always the first to go. Please watch over your mommy and daddy and all of your family, they miss tyou so much and need you to visit them in their dreams. Enjoy playing with all the other baby angels
Thursday, February 15, 2007 - Aunty R
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Alexis Kennedi
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Hey baby girl I just wanted to write and tell you Happy Valentines Day. Love you forever. xoxoxoxoxxoxo We miss you lots.
Wednesday, February 14, 2007 - Mommy and Daddy
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lazarus
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hey buddy. hows life with the big guy? i hope you like your new dog. shivers was very sick and now shes yours baby. see s if you ever get lonely you have my duck, my cat ,and my dog hehe. i hope shes nice to you. she was never mean to anyone. wen you were born 2 years ago she thought you were the most alwsome thing ever! she smelled you for almost a half hour:) well i hoipe your happy up there. gtg love you so much and mommy and daddy miss you 2 and so does everyone else!
Wednesday, February 14, 2007 - aunty angel xoxo
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Cade Michael
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Hey Buddy.Happy Valentine's Day! I love you so very much and I wish you were here with me! Your Uncle Jay is an Uncle again! His sister welcomed her first baby into the world in the early hours of Valentine's Day! His name is Jordan Ryan.He's a cutie.Mommy may go and meet him tomorrow.don't know how I feel about going to the hospital though.makes me nervous and sick. I miss you so much and I am very sad that you cannot be here with me and Ayden. Happy Valentine's Day my baby!
Wednesday, February 14, 2007 - My love always and forever! Mommy & Ayden
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My Valentine *Ace Jasiah*
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HaPpY VaLeNtInEs DaY My LoVe AJ! Just wanted to let you know that we know that you would've been five months today! And also wanted to wish you OUR VALENTINE.happy vday babe! You are so special son, and so missed&loved! Everyday we miss you hunnie, and we love you so much more! So hope your having a loving day up in Heaven! Let papa know that I said Happy Vday too k! We love you son Our Angel!
Wednesday, February 14, 2007 - Love Mommy.Dadd&Mykah
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My little angel Gracie,
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Hi, just wanted to tell you Happy Valentines day. I hope you are happy up in heaven. It really has been another hard day. We miss you so much. Keep sending those kisses. We love you!!!!!
Wednesday, February 14, 2007 - With all my love, Nana
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Jaycee Marie
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hey baby girl HAPPY VALENTINES DAY we love and miss you so much honey it still don't seem real that your not here with us tristan is having a real hard time he really misses you as do the rest of us well honey aunt chel has to go for now love you millions of hugs and kisses
Wednesday, February 14, 2007 - aunt chel
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emmie-lee burns
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hey hey happy valentines day princess,hope your having a lovely day in heaven. me and daddy had a fall out so i guess you know i never got a card this year hehe but i still got you in my heart and thats enough for me. waw i cant belive its been nearly 6years and your getting a new baby brother in march gonna call him kai. your sister is getting so big now i know she looks just like you. anyway i love you so much STILL and always will, take care little one & look out for us all xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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Wednesday, February 14, 2007 - lots of love from mummy, daddy & your brothers and sister. x
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Dearest Savannah Rose
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It has been 2 1/2months since that terrible day when you left your family you are missed everyday. I only meet you once when you 5 months old and thought I would have many more meetings, your cousins would have loved playing with you this summer. You were a vision of beauty inside and out. You managed to bring two families back together and to this day they remain that way in honour of you. Your Mom is so strong, I am so pround of your Oma and your Grandmother they are so strong and they have been there for your Mom and Dad. We are awaiting the delivery of your newest cousins this August but with you as her or his little angel I feel that things will be okay again. You will never be forgotten but always missed. Erin and Matt if you see this I am in complete awe of the both of you. To have gone through so much at such a young age and to keep going day after day. I believe God will bless you with such greatness again one day!
Wednesday, February 14, 2007 - Love Great Aunt Cindy xoxoxox
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Dearest Lil Pito
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Happy Valentines Day lil man. I miss you so much! I send all my love to you everyday. I hope you feel all my hugs to you. I just got back to work. Tyler and Myndi was doing a play this morning with all the 3rd grade classes about the animals in the jungle. I hope you were watching up there just a clapping your lil chubby hands. They were so cute up there danceing.They were dressed up like an ostrich. Tanner seemed to enjoy it, although he thought the music was a lil loud. Well lil man I need to get back to work my phone keeps ringing I guess I need to answer it. Remember we all love and miss you so so much it hurts. You are our special lil angel we will always hold you close to our hearts.
Wednesday, February 14, 2007 - Love Always, Aunt Carolyn
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Hi my beautiful baby Lolo's
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Happy V Day baby girl I miss you oh so much. I'm sitting here with my eyes full of tears wishing i had you here with me. It's almost been 1 month now when you received your wings and everyday I cry for you. I miss you. I know today is going to be hard i keep remembering the day you left me and I cant get the image out of my mind. I hope your having a great holiday and that your receiving a lot of cards. mommy loves and misses you soooo much please never leave my side i love you
Wednesday, February 14, 2007 - Love always and forever Mommy
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Sweet Abby
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Hello my sweetie. Happy Valentines to you.my heart. So much has been happening here & I wish you were here to see the changes. Your cousin is about to have a baby girl and she is going to name her after you, so we'll have another Abby. I wish we had you, the original !! !! I think of you all the time and talk of you occasionally. It is still soooo hard to even mention your name out loud with out breaking down. I know you are in heaven with Jesus & will never have to suffer here on earth and that gives me some peace. I know its selfish of me to want you here and I know you are in a wonderful place. One day we will be together again and I look forward to that time. For now, I hope I can live a life you would be proud of. Just know I love you with all my heart !! !! Pray for us all. Big hugs & kisses
Wednesday, February 14, 2007 - Love, Mommy XOXOXO
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Grayce Marie
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Happy Valentine's Day baby girl. I hope you are receiving Valentines like crazy. I wanted to let you know that I have been thinking about you like crazy. So much would be happening this year with you. You would just now be joining dance class. I would have signed you up for preschool last week. It is so hard to believe. Derek asked me if there were other mommy's up in heaven with you that are making sure you get signed up for preschool. He is such a sweetheart and still talks about you often. Can you believe we signed him up for Kindergarten? Time really is flying -almost too fast. Thank you for watching over us. Daddy loves his new job. Ella is finally stable health wise. She only has to see her specialist once a year now. It has been awhile since her last hopsitalization and I know that is because you are shining down on us. Mommy continues the trip to the cities for support. There are always new mommy and daddys' at the SIDS meetings. My heart hurts for them. I finally got your plaque all written up and sent in. I am just waiting to hear back from the SIDS center on when we are going to hang it up. It has taken mommy a VERY long time to find the perfect words for my perfect little baby girl. I love you and miss you very much princess.
Tuesday, February 13, 2007 - Mommy
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Nicholas,
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I planned on calling you Nicky, but only got to hold you one time and kiss you beautiful face. I look at your pictures and wish I could watch you as you grow. I know you are in a better place, and will never endure the sorrows of the world. You will always be in my Heart.
Tuesday, February 13, 2007 - Great Grandma
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Mammy's angels Kelvin and Lewis
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Hi baby boy's mammy here i miss you so much darling's mummy has been feeling really low the last few days it will be your birthday tomorrow Lewis you will be 2 years old i so wish i could see you darlings i would love to see how much you have grown to see them big smile's i will never forget to hold you's so close and never let you's go darlings i hope you have a nice party tomorrow and mammy, daddy and all your family wish you a happy birthday Lewis and send lots of love to heaven nigth night angels xxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Tuesday, February 13, 2007 - with lots of love from Mammy and family xxx
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Shari Lewis
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Dear Shari Lewis Angel, I will always remember your sweet smile and personality for the whole wide world. You always made me smile. I hope you are resting at peace now. You always worked really hard for your career and accomplishments and achievements you had to give the world! I really miss you and love you! I love you more then any one else loves you! I think you are the greatest entertainer and Friend! You will definately be missed by me! I think you are a great singer, dancer, and excellent person. Please watch over me and make sure my life for me is treated well and send me down all your love. Thanks!
Tuesday, February 13, 2007 - Lot's of Love,Hugs, and Kisses,Sarah xoxo
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My angel, Joie Marie
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Hi baby. It has been a long time since I have written you a letter. You are always on my mind, but today, I sware I can feel you with me. I miss you so much. My life is not complete without you here. You would have been 2 on November 22nd. Christmas was hard this year. I spent the holiday with you Aunt Christina and Aunt Donna and Uncle Dallas. It was nice to be with them. They kept my spirits up. Plus they were all there for me when you died 2 years ago on christmas day. It is also raining and cold today which is another reason I am extra emotional. It was cold and rainy the day you went to heaven. I know that you are with God. It must be so beautiful where you are. I am counting the days untill I see you again. I will hold you in my arms and never let you go. Your Daddy misses you too. He doesn't talk about you much because it hurts him. You Gammy and Pop miss you madly. They have pictures of you everywhere. Well Joie Marie, I just wanted to tell you how much I love you and how much I miss you. I know you are watching over me and blowing little angel kisses to me.I can't wait to hold you again. I ove you baby bird, more than anything.
Tuesday, February 13, 2007 - You mommy
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My dearest Nephew
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Hey baby boy!! I dont want to say how are you because thats not the right thing to say, i miss you so much more than words can describe and i love you with all my heart i never thought i would be writing a letter to my nephew who i loved so dearly. I never really showed you i work all the time but did enjoy the time i got with you,I love and miss you so much Lil Pito i hope you like my new tattoo i got just for you.
Tuesday, February 13, 2007 - Aunt Tammy
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Cade Michael
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Hi my man! I hope you can watch over me and Ayden. We both miss you very much. Ayden is going to go visit his daddy Thursday for a few weeks. Mommy is having surgery to hopefully fix her ear. Tomorrow is Valentine's Day and I miss you so very much. I know I keep saying that but I can't help it. I read a story from a mommy yesterday who just lost her baby a few short weeks ago, and it just breaks my heart. Your Uncle Jay is on his way to the hospital to visit his sister, she is in labor with baby Jordan.Say a prayer for them both. I wish your father would have been more involved with you, and for that I am and will be forever sorry. I love you and miss you very much!XOXOXOXOXO I love you forever blue eyes!!
Tuesday, February 13, 2007 - Mommy and Ayden
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little man carson
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hi my baby boy. mommy had missed you sorry it has been a little while since i wrote. the man from childrens came and brought us your footprints the other day, i cried, of course. it don't take much to make me cry anymore. please watch over your daddy, he broke down the other day, he misses you so much. and say hi to kaylee up there i am sure you play with her and austin your big brother. tell kaylee that her mommy and daddy miss her so much and make sure to tell austin i have never forgotten about him. i look at both of your pictures every day. i just don't understand. well we are supposed to get a big snow storm tonight and tomorrow, we are ready. sometimes i sit and wonder what if, and what you would look like now, and what we would be doing if you were still here with me. but i need to stop all that it definetaley don't help the healing. well baby boys and kaylee i better get back to reality though i wish i didn't have to wish i could hold you and talk to you every minute of everyday, love you always, until you are in my arms again
Monday, February 12, 2007 - mommy and daddy
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My precious Jaycee Marie
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Hi baby doll, Grandma needs to ask you a big favor,your cousin Tristan is really having a rough time with you being in Heaven.He cries alot.He talks about wanting to come and see you. Precious baby could you watch over him for Grandma? Keep him safe? It would really mean alot to me. I don't think I can handle another grandbaby going to Heaven, three in 2 years should be enough for a long time! I want to thank you for the visit in my dreams. I woke up and remembered holding you and kissing your sweet face. For a moment it made me forget that will never happen between us until we meet in Heaven. Grandpa and I went to see your parents new house Friday night. Your brother and sister are excited about their new rooms. It is going to really hard on your mommy and daddy to leave the old house, that's where their memories of you are.Baby girl please tell Carter and Kayleigh Grandma loves them and misses them. XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO
Sunday, February 11, 2007 - Love you forever, Grandma Deb
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Cade Michael My Little Old Man
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Hey Buddy! Mommy misses you lots!! We went over to your Uncle Jay's mom's house today. His sister Amy is expecting her first baby, they are going to induce her on Tuesday. Please watch over baby Jordan as he enters our world. It is very emotional for me to see all of the baby things that I have for you.I still have all of your clothes and bibs.even your washcloths. Your carseat is in my closet. Ayden likes your blanket, he uses it to sleep with sometimes.he knows it's yours. He can say your name now while he kisses your picture.he's getting good at giving kisses! I know he misses you too alot.he loves you! I wish you could be here with me everyday.someday
s I get so tired trying to figure out that day. I miss you with all of my heart and soul. I had a dream last night that I was holding two babies.didn't know who they belonged to though. I miss you my baby.I wish I could hold you and rock you and let you sleep on my chest.I love you always!
Sunday, February 11, 2007 - Mommy and Ayden
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Dear Little Mattie,We Love You Baby
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I miss you so very much my little Angel.I watch your Mom as she goes threw your things she want get rid of any of them,she still has the full bag of diapers she bought the night before you left us,I hope you are enjoying having papa Cordell with you now he came to you only 28 days after you left.We Love and miss you both very much. Love Always!!!!!
Sunday, February 11, 2007 - Your Nana Robinson
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Dear Little Pito Bird,
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Hello my hop toady. I love you, I miss you so much, in a few weeks your first birthday will be coming. I long to have you here with us for that. I really want to see you have all the fun I know you would have. With your good little self just laughing and enjoying all the spoiling that would be happening. It is so early in the morning right and I woke up and can't go back to sleep, I just want you to know how much I miss you and make sure you receive all the lovin' and huggin' I am sending you, every single day, more than once, more than twice, more than I can count every day. I still have a bit of a hard time doing anything after work, I am still drawn to come home where you used to be for me everyday to take my turn, get my abuela time. I miss that so much, I miss you so much. Well, I will go now my little Pito Bird, in my heart I feel your hugs, and I remember when you learned to blow, I want to feel your little puffs of breath on my cheeks again, but I do remember them. I loved that, it made me laugh to see you concentrating so hard to copy the wind from your little playpen fan. By now I would take you outside and we would blow bubbles on the back porch and ladybug would go crazy catching them and popping them, and you my little man would be doing your deep laugh, I know it. I still think, how can it be? You cannot really be out of arms, but then I know you really are out of our arms. And I have to keep letting you go, I am still stuck trying to accept you are really gone, but I still love so deeply, my love for you is still so alive. I miss you. I love you.
Sunday, February 11, 2007 - love always and forever, Abuela
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Our Sweet Angel Keira
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Hello Sweet Angel Keira. How are you, baby? Today is 8 weeks since your passing and we miss you more and more. It is still so unreal that you are gone. It is still so difficult for mommy and daddy. It hurts so much and the pain is always there. We just want to have you back in our arms. We miss hearing your sweet voice, your loud burp and your cry. Your brother, Dylan, is getting so big. He is such an entertainer. He knows how to make us laugh and keeps us on our toes. He loves to play tea party and his favorite book is “this little piggy.” He misses you too. He knows that you are his sister but he doesn’t understand what happen. Whenever he sees your pictures, he kisses them. We miss and love you so much. We look forward to the day that we hold you again. Enjoy the Heavens and pray for our family . . . keep us safe under your angel wings.
Sunday, February 11, 2007 - Love, Mommy, Daddy & Dylan
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Hayden Bear,
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Hey little man! I am missing you sooo much bubba. I have been thinking alot about you and I come to visit you every chance that I get. I'm going to bring you a Valentines gift this week.i wish that you were still here. I still cant understand why this has happened to us but maybe I'm not supposed to. I want to hold you so much and kiss your sweet little cheeks. Hailee and Hannah and all of us talk about you everyday and even though you were only here for 6 weeks and 2 days there is alot to talk about. I wish that i could see you one more time to let you know how much I love you and miss you but someday i can be with you for always. Well I just wanted to let you know that I am thinking about you like always and i miss you more than anything in this world baby.
Saturday, February 10, 2007 - mommy
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Alexis Kennedi
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Hey baby girl it's mommy. I just wanted to let you know I am thinking about you like always. I miss you so much and I wish that you were here with me every single day, but I know everyone doesn't get what they wish for. At times I feel like I never get what I wish for and that is you. Cause I always catch myself wishing for something to do with you. It wont be true until we meet again in heaven one day. I can't wait until that day I get to see your pretty face again. You are so pretty and I sure don't know where you got those looks from. Mommy feels like she is ugly, daddy tells me how pretty I am and I have low self esteem so I just let it go in one ear and out the other. But I miss you so much and can't wait to hold you again and catch up on everything. Mommy and daddy go for another ultrasound March 12th. Hopefully we will find out what it is. I just want to love this baby as much as I love you and I don't see how that's possible cause that's a lot of love. But God will make sure that I can do that I'm sure. I just think that the day your brother/sister is born it will be very sad day because it will remind me of you and make me sad cause you aren't here for me to hold. I just want to spoil you both bunches. I will get to spoil you more one day. You were already spoiled in just 6 short weeks. Well, mommy is gonna go for now, but I love you forever and ever. Tons of Hugs and Kisses. xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
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Saturday, February 10, 2007 - Mommy
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My angel Gracie,
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Today is 1 year that you got your angel wings, it has been really hard. Every one calls to see how we are, well what can I say. We are going on, we hurt, cry, miss you so much but we have to go on. Your mom is just so numb today. She cried most of the day and your dad doesn't say much. Did you see your balloons and roses? Papa, Hunter and I went by to see you as did every one else who loves you. We also went to a Mardi Gras parade for Hunter and he can't wait to bring you some beads tommorow. Well keep dancing on the clouds and sending your angel kisses, they mean so much. We love and miss you. I'll write back soon.
Friday, February 9, 2007 - Hugs and Kisses, Nana
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Cade Michael
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Hey Buddy! I want to say I love you and I miss you very much!! Mommy is pretty sad today and I miss you terribly. Ayden will be going to visit his daddy next week for a few weeks because mommy is having surgery. I wish you could be here with mommy everyday. Your Aunt Jamie sent me the video of you that I sent her when you were about 3 months old. Grandma picked up your Valentine's Day gift that mommy bought for you today.I WISH I COULD GIVE IT TO YOU!! Cade I love you so very much and I am still very angry about that day.I would change it if I could I would have never left you that day, and for that I will forever be so sorry. I love you and miss you!
Friday, February 9, 2007 - Mommy and Ayden
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To My Little Angel, Jordan Ezra Taffe
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Mommy misses you today, just as I have everyday since you got your angel wings. Kaya, Jahvon, Zion & Daddy miss you too. Daddy is having a hard time accepting that you are not here with us, he doesn't say it but I can feel it. I wrote you another poem two days ago. I want to leave it here with you. An Angel came to me one day She touched my heart in such a special way That Angel, she spoke to me with her eyes And used an earthly voice that came as soft cries I thought that she would stay with me But I didn’t know what I couldn’t see This Angel she had a different plan She’d soon spread her wings and leave this land If only she would have stayed a while longer There are so many things that we would’ve done The time we did share is my most precious treasure Blessed by her presence, it was more than my pleasure Maybe someday she’ll stop by again And fill this void that’s left within If she doesn’t I’ll understand… She’s waiting for Mommy in the Promised Land Written By: Ariana Adam Jordan’s Mommy ~In Loving Memory~ Jordan Ezra Taffe Dec. 4, 2006 – Jan. 2, 2007 I miss you, Jordan, more than you'll ever know. I wish we could've shared the years together. I want to thank you for sharing the time that we did. I love my Angel & always will, more and more everyday through the years
Friday, February 9, 2007 - Ariana Adam
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Cade Michael My Little Old Man
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Hi my little old man!! We finally figured out what is wrong with mommy's ear! Mommy will be having surgery March 7th at 7:30 a.m. Mommy misses you so much I love you very much and I will write you more in the morning!
Thursday, February 8, 2007 - Mommy and Ayden
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Joshua
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Hey babydoll, I love you ohh so so much! I went and visited you at the garden this weekend and it is always so peaceful there. I miss you so much and I wish I could kiss your sweet cheeks. I think about you always and you are always in my heart,prayers, dreams and thoughts forever. I love you so much hunny bunch. Tell everyone up there hello and give them hugs and kisses for me. Aunt Angela just left here last month to be with you and everyone else in heaven. I love you so much and I miss you even more. xoxoxoxoxo
Thursday, February 8, 2007 - Mommy
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Sweet Angel Jessy Tolentino,
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This is youre Tia Andie! Regrettably I was not able to come see you while you were here on the earth. You were here such a short period of time. But you are still my nephew and we love you! No one more than you're mother! Because she is such a great 'little sister' to me and been there for me so many times and I could not be this one I want to write you a letter as a gift to her. I know from talking to her and you're oomah and all the wonderful things they've written about you and the beautiful pictures she loves you very much! You were special to her and that makes you special to all of us! You were truly an angel and no one has to have met you to know that! You are one of gods chosen! One of his strongest little soldiers and he needed you! I hope one day to see you upstairs when my own time comes! To see you guys reunited again! There can be no greater thing in the world! Keep an eye on youre mommy for me for when I cannot! She can use all the loves in the world! Especially from an angel! Keep leaving little 'angel kisses' aka freckles haha for her! Keep youre star shining bright to help guide her! We love you dearly!!!
Thursday, February 8, 2007 - Tia Andie
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Cade Michael My Little Old Man
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Hi my man! I miss you lots and lots! Mommy got you a Valentine's Day present! Grandma will be bringing it out to you soon and Aunt Jamie will be going to see you soon too. Grandma and your cousins will be participating in a walk for the March of Dimes in your honor. Grandma is having shirts made saying "Walking for Cade". Mommy will be bringing in your pictures to show my grief counselor who you are and how beautiful you are! Aunt Jamie is going to be doing a mural of your two cousins and you and Ayden on her arm! I am so excited to see it when it is finished. She will be using a close up picture of you and Ayden. Mommy will be going to the doctor tomorrow for another test on her ear. Hope we can figure this problem out. I miss you lots my little old man! and I love you with all my heart and soul! XOXOXOXOXOXOXOX
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Wednesday, February 7, 2007 - Mommy and Ayden
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Ta-sheane
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Hey baby. I know you miss reading mommmies famous letters to you. But you know everything going on so you know all of my reasons I haven't wrote to you sooner. I speak of you so highly everyday so you already know what it is. Me and your grandma came to see you on your birthday as you know and we miss you more and more everyday. Your auntie Stacy is having a baby boy now so you know he is about to give all the drama you were supposed to give right? You know he is about to drive your dad and your grandma wild right? Dont worry baby boy because he already know his job. I know you were up there bugging when Deon wanted to bake you a cake for your birthday. You know it's all love baby boy. Mommy will talk to you soon. love you so much baby boy.
Wednesday, February 7, 2007 - mommy
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Dearest Little Pito
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Well my lil big boy today is Feb. 07, 2007. This is the number day that you recieved your wings. This day marks 4 months since the day you had to leave. It seems like forever since we got to see you and we still miss you just the same. My heart still breaks when I think of that day we recieved the call. I remember it was a Saturday morning we all, Aunt Becky, Uncle Victor, Chris, Tarra, Aunt Dee , Uncle Tom, Me , Tyler and Tanner were at Lakewood Ranch for one of Tylers football game all having a great start of the day, Tylers team was not winning but we were enjoying watching him play. I think your Abuela called Aunt Dee and gave her the horrible news and I felt like the whole world just came to a end. I will never forget that day.You are so special to me and everyone who knows you. I still pray to God to please help our family understand why you had to leave I know we can never have you back in the flesh but I just want that answer. I know I shouldnt question him but I think we all need to know that one question to help us move forward. SIDS, that just isnt a good enough reason for me to accept right now. Well lil man I need to get back to work. I will write you soon. Please know how much love you have here for you. Can you feel the million of hugs and kisses we all send you everyday. Lots of love forever.
Wednesday, February 7, 2007 - Love always and forever, Aunt Carolyn
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Cade Michael My Little Old Man
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Hi my son! Today is beautiful out! I wish you were here with Ayden and myself so we could walk and stare at the blue blue sky above. Ayden is playing as I am writing this letter to you. I miss you so much more than I can understand somedays! I hope you know how very much I love you, we love you! Your Uncle Tom has a picture of you at home he looks at you everyday. Mommy is thinking about going out west to see your Aunt Jamie and the rest of our family for a while. It's hard to be home everyday and think of that day, May 2nd, 2006. I love you always and I will talk to you soon! I love you I love you and I miss you dearly!
Tuesday, February 6, 2007 - Mommy and Ayden
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My angel Gracie,
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Hi my love, how are you? Well today we had almost a full day of sunshine today so I finely feel a little better. It is so hard to believe it will be a year on February 9th that you were given your wings. Time doesn't seem to make it much better anyway. I know you are probably dancing on the clouds in heaven right now. I wish I could hold you one more time. Aunt Ashley said to tell you Hi and she loves you so much. We all miss you Gracie words don't even touch our pain. Well I have to go I'll write later.
Monday, February 5, 2007 - Hugs and Kisses, Nana
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Our Baby boy AJ
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Hey hunnie, I miss you so much! We just had Mykah's birthday this past saturday and I wished you were here with us, not only for the party but just here with us! We miss you so much. Not a day goes by where I dont miss you son. I love you so much son. We've been thinking about having another baby, but we're still not sure. Mentally I don't know if I'm ready to have another baby. I don't know if I want another baby, or I want another baby because I want you, I don't know it's kind of confusing I guess. I rather have you though, right now! Anyways son, just wanted to know that we will always love and miss you hunnie! Love you lots! Be good and until my next letter.
Monday, February 5, 2007 - Luv u always.Mom
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Our Sweet Angel Keira
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Hello Keira. How are you, baby? Today is seven weeks since you left to Heaven and yes, we are still in disbelief that you are gone. We are still very sad and devastated that you were taken from us. Sometimes we talk as if you are still here. We miss holding you in our arms; we miss your smiles, your chubby cheeks and everything of you. Your brother Dylan is getting so big. He talks non-stop. We know that he misses you too. Everyday he kisses your pictures. Your Aunt Thao, Uncle Cuong and cousins came to visit over the weekend. We talked about you and showed them the two videos that we recorded just nine days before your passing. They really enjoyed watching the videos and it made them miss you even more. Please pray to give us strength, comfort and hope as we miss you so much and the pain is so unbearable. We love you with all our hearts. Sweet dreams and enjoy the beautiful Heaven. Our faith is strong and we know that one day we will hold you in our arms again.
Sunday, February 4, 2007 - Love, Mommy and Daddy
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Paul Anthony
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Today dad and I are watching the superbowl, and I made some of your favorites. I miss you and your sister, Sugie, but I am certain that you know this because I visit you two daily. I cannot believe that your sister is now 9 months old and that you are 21 years old. My how time flies. Thank you for bringing Sugie to visit me in my dreams. I needed that. I will continue to wait for you two to visit me. I expect to see you two together. I hope you are having good talks with your grandpa. He missed you too. May God bless you all in heaven. Wait patiently for me as I too will be there one day.
Sunday, February 4, 2007 - Love your mom (aunt Moon)
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Ciara Rae
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Oh my darling Sugie, I miss you so terribly. I have found that I now know that you hear me when I pray or when I talk to you. Paul bringing you to me and other things that have happened make me believe. Thank you two for continuing to believe in mommy. Your uncle Danny called today and he appears sober. I have prayed for him since the day you died. He was in a bad way when I saw him. He didn't believe and was living such a horrific lifestyle. I will continue to pray as I know this is the only thing that gives me comfort. Hugs and 100 kisses from mommy. Please come and see me in my dreams and bring Paul with you. I'll be waiting for you two. I love you and may god bless.
Sunday, February 4, 2007 - Love mommy
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Cade Michael My Little Old Man
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Hey buddy! It's been a dreary 4 days here in what is suppose to be sunny Florida. It has rained for 3 days and been overcast for 4 days. Cold too! Mommy is starting her grief counseling tomorrow, not sure what to expect from it. This will be the first time I talk to someone about the day my life was forever ripped apart. Please watch over me as I do this. Ayden was a good boy today, he is getting so big and talking so much. He looked at pictures of you today and was saying "baby Cade". He was smiling and laughing. I think he remembers how he use to squeeze you tight to give you hugs and kisses and how he would clentch his fists when he saw you, he was so excited. Mommy misses you so much and I love you with all my heart and soul! Some days I don't know how I am going to make it through. I miss you so very much and I wish I could take back that day all the time. I would have never left you if I knew that would be the last time i saw you smile at me and eat your cute little hands. I love you always Cade.
Sunday, February 4, 2007 - Mommy and Ayden
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MY Precious Ethan John
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Today marks the 9th month since you left us. I have pictured you in so many ways, you would be 14 months old. How precious is that. Walking and talking, playing with your big sister Audrey. God has taken me into a new place. I have learned to just trust in the Lord. I know by all that He has told us, we will meet again. The pain is still human, it does not go away. We will be meeting your cousin in May, I know you will be there with us on the day we meet him, and for all I am worth I will try to be strong and not go back to the day I first saw your precious face. The day I walked with your mommy and held her hand and was the one who cut your cord to begin your very short little life. Grandma loves you Ethan and I can't help but miss you. I know we all are trying to move on, it is sometimes just to hard. We remember how we loved you, that love will carry us through until we hold you in our arms and know that God kept His promise.
Sunday, February 4, 2007 - Grandma loves you my Precious Ethan John
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ETHAN
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HELLO MY SWEET BABY BOY. WELL YOU ARE GOING TO BE HAVING A BOY COUSIN AIDEN. YOU HAVE AN ANGEL FRIEND NAMED AIDAN I SEEN HIS NAME IN THE LETTERS TO HEAVEN. BUT OUR LITTLE AIDEN IS GOING TO HAVE A COUSIN AS AN ANGEL. I KNOW YOU ARE GOING TO BE WITH HIM. YOU ARE GOING TO BE HIS GAURDIAN ANGEL JUST LIKE YOU ARE EVERYBODY ELSES. YOU DO HAVE A BIG JOB FOR A ONE YEAR OLD. WELL MOMMY MISSES YOU LIKE CRAZY. IT DOES NOT LOOK LIKE MOMMY AND DADDY ARE GOING TO BE ABLE TO GIVE YOUR BIG SISTER ANOTHER BROTHER OR SISTER IT MIGHT HAPPEN WHEN I AM THIRTY BUT I DON;T WANT TO START ALL OVER AGAIN YOUR SISTER WILL BE 7YRS OLD. I AM GIVING UNCLE RANDY AND AUNT ROXANNE ALL THE BABY STUFF. MAYBE IT IS MEANT TO BE YOU AND THE GOOD LORD I DON'T HAVE THE PTS FOR ANOTHER MAYBE THAT IS WHY YOU HAD TO GO. I DON'T HAVE THE ANSWERS BUT I AM BLESSED WITH AUDREY AND I AM LUCKY I HAVE HER. I LOVE YOU ETHAN AND KEEP WATCHING OVER US. WE ALL LOVE YOU.
Sunday, February 4, 2007 - YOUR MOMMY
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Alexis Kennedi
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Hi angel, Papaw sure is missing his little girl today. Todat is my birthday and all I could think about was you. I blew out my candels and made a wish. I wished I could hold you one more time. I guess I will have to wait until I get to heavan. So you better be flying into my arms the second I reach heaven. Then I can hold and look at you for eternity. Your mommy sure does miss you alot. I think we both feel somewhat the same way about our angel. When I held you for the first time I could see myself holding your mom. I was just as proud as could be to be your papaw. Pray for me to be able to love your brother in the same way I love you.
Sunday, February 4, 2007 - Papaw.
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Jaycee Marie
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Hi, Doll Face. It's been awhile sence daddy has wrote you. Alot has been going on but you already know that. As you know we are getting ready to move a few places down. I have mixed feelings about that. I'm happy because bubby and sissy will have their own rooms now, but i'm sad because our memories of you are here. It's going to be tough, but it's something we have to do. Mommy starts her new job monday, i think she is happy about it or she seem happy. Daddy is doing real good in bowling this year ( and I know it because of you ) i went from a 175 avg last year to a 205 avg this year. I also got my first 700 series and i was 4 pins shy of getting my first 300 game. I take a picture of you when we go bowling so i can see you. Well little girl it is getting late and daddy needs to try to get some sleep, so i am going to go for now, here are some XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO
XOXO before i go. Love and Miss you Sweet Baby Girl. Love Daddy
Saturday, February 3, 2007 - Daddy
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Cade Michael
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Hey my man! Wanted to let you know that we are thinking about you and we miss you terribly!! I did not want the day to end without writing you a letter and letting you know you are in my thoughts and in my heart everyday! I love you with all my heart and soul!! I will write you Sunday morning. I love you my man!
Saturday, February 3, 2007 - Mommy and Ayden
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Aidan
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Hey my love! I know its been a while, but not as long as last time since I wrote you. I miss you every second of the day and think about you all the time. Things have been crazy as usual.with school and work and all the other drama going on in life. Seems like I just try to keep myself occupied so I don't have to think about everything all the time. Things at work have been getting worse trying to deal with my supervisor, he just doesn't get it. Had another panic attack the other night, and ended up in the ER, but I know you were watching over me. Nana is on her way down here right now. We all still talk about you all the time. I don't think I have it in me to have another child. Even with the health problems I have right now, if the doctors could come up with some kind of solution I don't think I'm mentally and emotionally repaired or ready to go through it all again. I will always be your mother no matter what. Grampa has been sick, please watch over him, even though he says he's tired we arent ready to let him go. Carlos is going to Japan for 9 months, please watch over him. Caleb is doing well.even with the autism he seems to be growing up fast. Other than that.nothing really going on. I think about you constantly and miss you all the time. I love you baby! Come visit me soon!
Saturday, February 3, 2007 - Mama
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Alexis Kennedi
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Hey baby girl it's mommy I just wanted to stop by and tell you I love you so much. I miss you so much 2. I think about you 24/7. You are my life and always will be. Today is papaw's birthday he is 45 years old. He misses you lots he talks about you all the time. Me and daddy went to the dr. yesterday and heard the babies heartbeat again. She said it was 157 so it may be a boy. Then you will have you and little brother. You can help mommy watch over him. Well, I'm gonna go for now, but I love you forever. Tons of Hugs and Kisses. xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
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Saturday, February 3, 2007 - Mommy and Daddy
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little man carson
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well it is finally sunny here. gives me some hope. it is still freezing outside though. but the sun reminds me of how happy we were once. i was talkin to your daddy the other night and we are both so sad, and we miss you so much. i asked him if we would ever be normal again and he said it is going to take a long time. anyways some days are better than others, just try to keep busy. the big day is coming up real soon. we have so much to do but it is getting there. you were going to be there with us as we joined together as one happy family. dressed in a tiny tux. but now we just have to remember you on one of the happiest days of our lives. but you know if i had known that this would happen to you i would not have traded the wonderful 10 weeks we had together for anything in the whole world. i would do it all over again just to have you here in my arms. well it is getting kinda long i actually made it through a letter without balling my eyes out, but there is a lump in my throat. until you are in my arms again.
Saturday, February 3, 2007 - mommy and daddy
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Cade Michael My Little Old Man
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Good morning my man! Today has been 9 months since you left me. It has been a miserable existence without you here. I have been corresponsding with other mommies who have experience the same thing as us. It breaks my heart and soul to know there are so many. If I could change that day in a second I would. If I only stayed home that day I could have watched you like a hawk to make sure you were ok. I am so sorry you were left alone for so many hours.I feel like you were only important to me and not to that babysitter. It breaks me to think of what happened that day.I will never know and I will never understand WHY!! I will never get to see you walk or talk or even your first taste of "big people food". I talk to you everyday and I miss you more than you will ever imagine. Your Aunt Jamie keeps your picture in her sight daily!! She misses you terribly as well. Your Uncle Tom is getting married in June. Your cousin Bailey will be coming to visit soon. She tattoed your footprint on her leg.Your Aunt Jamie and I have your footprint on our arms with your name and birthdate there as well. I was looking at the hospital band Wednesday night.how tiny your little legs are!! Just like your daddy. I miss you my little old man!! I love you with all my heart and soul and I will see you again so I can lay you on my chest so that you may rest well with mommy.
Friday, February 2, 2007 - Mommy and Ayden
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Rose June Black
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Hi, I am sorry that it took auntie this long to write a letter to you. It has been extremly difficult since your passing. I am sorry that it did not work out between your uncle and I . However that is not why I am writing this to you. I am sorry that I could not have gotten to know you better before your passing. I hope that some day I will better understand the ugly illness that took your precious life and that one day you and your mommy can one day be apart pf each other. I know that she misses you terribly. Yes auntie has moved away but know this that there isn't a day that your not in my constant thoughts.
Friday, February 2, 2007 - Love You Always Your Auntie Rita
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Baby Kaden,
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Hi boo boo! Sorry I haven't written.I needed this website but momma sent it to me today!! I told her you must have been having fun in the heavens because it was so sunny out today. I miss you very much baby boy and I think bout you every day. I have a picture in my room of you in a frame that reads "Little Prince".and that is what you are in my heart. I hope you are having fun with all the angels! Valentine's Day is coming soon and momma and I are going to put a little package together for your sisters. I hope they get it in time for Valentine's Day. Auntie Amanda and I put new decorations out for you near you picture in momma's house. Next holiday we'll decorate your table with Easter things.cute bunny and egg decorations! hehe. Well angel, your auntie is tired after long drive today. I'll be writing to you soon! I love you Kaden. I miss you soooooo much. Until we meet again.
Friday, February 2, 2007 - Auntie Jennifer
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My dear Little Pito Bird,
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This is a follow up to the letter I just sent to you wittle hop toady, I apologize for the length of the letter. I know your daddy hated to read or write much of anything when he was little. I just wish you were still here so I wouldn't do things like write you letters longer than short stories. All I am really trying to say is I love you and miss you more than all of these words can ever get out to you. I love you, Pito Bird
Thursday, February 1, 2007 - love your, Abuela
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My Sweetest Little Pito,
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It still is so painful to think of you, our little muntee is gone. I definitely am still having some pretty bad days, and then some days are okay, but I never feel any day is right. I just want to dance with you and change your diaper, or your swimming trunks,it was warm enough to still get in your little pool, until 2 days ago. I love you!!!!!!!!!! I miss you!!!!!! I am working 3 days a week but every day that I do work I get so awfully sad on the drive home because that's the time when I used to rush home to get to my little Pito, and that is so hard. Well I don't mean to make you sad, so I am not going to keep on about that because I can also remember how wonderful it was to have you, even though the memories seem to be double edged, I have so many good stuff to think about in only the short time you were here, but in trying to remember them it brings me pain that they are not like the memories I have of your daddy and your tia lyndsy, memories of babies with futures, it's memories that are only that, memories. I don't know how to talk to people I meet when they ask me if I am a grandma yet, because I feel so much like a grandma that it hurts,it hurts because I want to take you around and show your perfect little self off, I want to scream out loud yes, I am a grandmom, and show the pictures I have of you, my Pito, you are 6 months old in the pictures, when they ask how old you are I don't really know what say, I mean you are soon to be 1, my pictures only go up to 6 months and they will never be updated. That reality is always so hard. Everyone warned us that all of the firsts would be very difficult, and I agree, the first Thanksgiving, the first Christmas, even something as silly as the New Year, because we always got together with all of your little cousins,and let them all go out at the stroke of the midnite with noise makers, anything they can find, we use pots and pans with the spatulas, old cans, we've done it since your Abuela was a little girl, and Abuela took your daddy and Tia Lyndsy when they were little to your great grandmom's neighborhood so they did it too, and all I could think of was how all the older kids would be fussing over you, to roll you down the street in the wagon showing you how to beat on the pans. And you, showing off by pushing the hands away and doing it all by yourself. I may still cry, but I can't help it, I mean, I am sad, when you're sad, you cry. I liked it better when I was crying in the hospital the first time I saw you little one, out of pure happiness,I never knew I could be so joyful, but remember when Abuela used to whisper you little secrets,tickle your little ears, sspspspsppspsp, and I would tell you how I never thought I could love someone as much as I did the minute I saw your daddy and your tia Lyndsy, but you had me feeling that love again. So I am struggling every day to accept, I will never know why, and nothing will make sense, that's just the way it is. I love you wittle dancin' machine, I just really miss you, and you are just a baby, barely one year old, I guess reality is you don't understand any of this, you are just so little, maybe when you hear the words I write it gets translated into words you understand, as if I am still holding you in the rocking chair, singing songs you don't really understand the words of, but you understood by my wanting to sing them to you, how much I love you. You hugged back, and kisses, how I miss your kisses. Your paranoid old Abuela, not ever wanting backwash in her soda, drool in my mouth, hop toady, what I wouldn't give to contend with that now! I would willingly take a slobber kiss, I promise I would not wipe your face and slow down your kissing moves. Abuela does not want to make you sad, I will be strong for your daddy and your mommy and your Abuelo and your tia lyndsy and your gams, its how I am, it's what I do. And you just be the carefree little baby, that you can be, and feel my hugs and my kisses, because I feel like you pat my heart with hugs and kisses when the sadness begins to get strong, and it's been a little bit strong lately, so I just want you to know I love you, baby I feel your love, and I am every minute sending you love, if I could send physical hugs I send them, deliver them in person, so I hope you know do not be sad because your abuela gets sad, I love you, wordy bird, I do.
Thursday, February 1, 2007 - love, Abuela
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Pretty Girl Anjelique
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My sweet Love. I was working on your sister's scrapbook and as well as Angel Kennedi's and all of a sudden I had to stop because as always you are on my mind. My love Valentine's is coming up and I am taking your sis and brother's to take pictures on Saturday, God willing and I keep thinking how I never even had taken you to take pictures even though I had so many that I had taken at home of you. but my love I keep thinking how already I've done more with your sister then I did with you and she is about to turn a month. and I don't want to you to think that I didn't want to do that with you. I guess I am doing so much because of all these fears my love. with you I thought I had all the time in the world and that I would have so much time to see you take pictures and smile for them but how wrong I was and you were to return to Heaven at just 2 1/2 months. and now I guess with your sister I feel I must do all this and more because we are not keepers of time. OH my love. I MISS YOU SOOOOO MUCH. I wish I could see what you would have looked like now. 1 years old. Daddy didn't write to you. I don't know why or maybe I do have an idea because maybe it hurts him too much. and I guess he talks to you on his own instead of going to your site and writing to you. Just keep an eye on him and send him angel kisses if you can. OH my love. each day that passes I keep thinking now what were you doing. right now you were just almost 2 weeks old. Next week on the 7th it will be another month that you are not in my arms. (10 months) You know I hold your sister and I don't want to let go. I look at your brothers and all I want is to see them grow. Oh my Anjelique I love you so much. Please no matter what Mama is doing here PLEASE know that I love you more then words could ever say. and if I seem to smile and laugh a little because of your new sister. I hope you understand and I think that you asked God to send her to me so I could do so because you know this pain I have for you would be too much for me to bear and she is her to give me a bit of strength and hope again. So my love for that I thank you and Praise our Lord for blessing me with another beautiful little girl. Oh my Sweet Pretty Girl. I hope I can make you proud my love and that I am worthy when it is my turn to return to our Lord that I will be able to be greeted by you. I dream of that my love. and I promise that moment I will hold on to you until the end of time. I LOVE YOU PRETTY GIRL.
Thursday, February 1, 2007 - Mama
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little man carson
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today is mommies birthday and i don't feel like going on without you. we got your cause of death and i can't help but to think that if i would have stayed up that morning with you instead of going back to sleep you would still be here with us getting bigger and bigger. i miss you sooo much. some days are ok and some are miserable and almost impossible to get through. mommy is so sorry. i love you so much and so does daddy you are in our thoughts and in our hearts every day. i just wanted to let you know i was thinking of you on what is supposed to be a happy day. we love and miss you so much. until you are in my arms again
Thursday, February 1, 2007 - mommy and dadd
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Hello Macho Man Kaden,
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My sweet angel - never for a moment think that momma forgot about you. Well, it's not that i'm extremely busy at work or even at home but when i come on this page, i read as many letters from all the families who have lost a lovely, innocent child and it makes me sad. Then by the time I'm done, well then i'm well behind in my work. But I still think of you every single day. I talk to you too - do you hear me? I even hold your picture and blow kisses at you. And I pray that if i close my eyes, when i open them that you will be in my arms.and I won't have to stare at your picture. I love you baby boy. And I miss you so. It's been very cold lately. Those nice January days are long gone. It might be snowing today too. Altho auntie Jennifer just told me that it's sunny cuz you're having fun in the heavens. She just called as i was writing to you. Your mommy and I talk almost every day. She has changed so much.all for the better. You would be so proud to have her for your mommy. Even tho she is still a tough cookie she shows more emotions and more feelings now. I love her so much but you know that, right? I bet you probably wonder why i spoil all my girls so much right? Well, growing up for me wasn't so easy and my family couldn't afford us the things that as kids we would want. So i told myself that when i have kids I would work hard to give them what the need and even some of what they just plain want. And I think my mission is accomplished. Auntie Amanda just turned 18 and i have no more little kids in the house. Now it's my turn to spoil the other girls.the grand daughters. Nadia just made honor roll so I sent her a card with some money in it. At 9 years old she feels kind of grown up and wants to pay for some of her own stuff. Mackenzie's birthday is coming up in March and I already started getting things together to send her a package. Kaelyn has a ways to go for her first birthday but I'm sure I will spoil her just as well. You are and will always be our missing link. But never for a day will I go without a thought of you. As you are still my precious baby boy, my love, my macho man!! Will write you again soon my love.
Thursday, February 1, 2007 - Hugs and Kisses, Momma
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Cade Michael
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Good morning man! Your brother just left to go spend a couple of days with his daddy. He was real excited to see his dad. He will be back on Saturday. Tomorrow will be 9 months ago that you left me.I miss you so much.I miss you laying on me sleeping, the way your little hairs stick up in the back, your Uncle Tom calls you Bert because of that! We all miss you so very much. Your Uncle Jay and I are going to put your plaque on the stone in front of your tree this weekend. It turned out really nice.I'm sure you see it. Grandma is going to take your shepherds hook to Erin at the florist so that we can have some red baby bud roses put on it for Valentine's Day. I hope you are looking over from Heaven and smiling at me. I miss your smile so very much and I love you very much with my heart and soul! I love you baby!
Thursday, February 1, 2007 - Mommy and Ayden
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My precious Jaycee Marie
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I woke up this morning and there was sun shine in the room. My first thought was how can the sun shine when nothing will ever be right in my world again? I'm starting to think I might need to see someone to help me deal with the pain of losing you and your cousins in such a short time. I don't sleep much, have trouble falling asleep and wake up after just a short time if I do fall asleep. I miss you, Carter and Kayleigh very much. I feel cheated that I can't have you three in my life everyday. I love you all very much and miss you all more than I can ever put into words.
Wednesday, January 31, 2007 - Lots of Hugs and Kisses to my angels XOXOXOXO Grandma Deb
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Cade Michael My Little Old Man
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Good Morning My Man! Your brother was up bright and early before the sun rose today! He is ready for the day to begin! It has been nearly 9 months ago since you left me here.You passed on your Aunt Maryann's birthday. Mommy has some tough days and some ok days, thanks to Ayden keeping me busy. I will begin my grief counseling next week. I have not been able to speak to anyone about losing you until now. This website has been wonderful and an outlet for me to telll you how I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU ALWAYS!!!! Your Uncle Jay and I planted a lime tree in your honor January 4th; your first birthday. I wonder what you and Ayden would be like together.you would be walking now and he would be loving it! His buddy catching up to him. I know you are looking out for both of us in Heaven.I miss you so much and I love you with all my heart and soul. Grandma and your cousins are walking for the March of Dimes April 14th, in your honor. We all miss you and love you so very much it hurts!
Wednesday, January 31, 2007 - Mommy and Ayden
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hi ellie
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it will soon be your first birthday, and i miss you more than words can say. For your birthday i have bought you a little shining star, just like you were. Till we meet again, lots of hugs and kisses mummy and daddy.
Wednesday, January 31, 2007 - mummy and daddy
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little man
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hey my love!!! we miss you so much its been 2 months yesterday and today you are 6 months old im sitting here woundering if you would be crawling pulling up and everything else. its been 2 months but seems 4-ever little man i dont see why these people who dont care about there kids they get to keep them and people who are crazy about there kids lose them.well baby boy we love you so much.sister sends her love to ill write you again soon
Wednesday, January 31, 2007 - mommy daddy and sister
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Hi Hannah, Mom and Dad,
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I just wanted to tell you guys how very much I miss you.Daddy, HAPPY BIRTHDAY! I hope your first birthday in heaven was wonderful - you certainly deserve it and I am sure mom threw you an amazing party! Hannah, kiss your mom-mom and pop-pop for me, and know how very much I love you all.
Tuesday, January 30, 2007 - Love Always, Mommy
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MY DEAREST SWEET LITTLE PITO
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Hi Big boy, It's me Gams. How is life up there in the big blue yonder? Down here it is just goes on and on. Today has been a very bad day. Everything is just wrong. Your not here. Uncle Jason is going to Iraq. I can't get a hold of your Aunt Tammy and I really, really, really just miss you. I wish I could just hold you again. Smell you and kiss you all over. Why did you have to leave us? So many people love you and miss you and cry for you all the time. We wanted you. There are so many Mommy's and Daddy's and Grand parents that never have time for there babies but still have them here. They would give anything not to be tied down to a little one and there are so many of us who wish we could be tied down to you. This pain is the worst theing in the world. It just consumes me to no end. My heart is in little peices and I don't know how to make it whole again. It has been almost 4 months but it feels like yesterday so much. I can laugh when I think about your laugh and I can smile when I think about your smile but at times I get so mad that it just makes it so that the anger just over takes me. I feel like at times I lose all grip on the real world. I can't wait for the day that I'm not mad when I write to you because I want to just be able to talk to you but when I sit sown to write it just happens. Well sweet little angel of mine. Let me go so I can try to settle down some. I promise my next letter will be a good one. I do miss you so very much and I love you more then words can ever say. All my love forever and a day. xoxoxoxoxo GAMS
Tuesday, January 30, 2007 - GAMS
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Hi, Talyn
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hi my boy. how are you? i miss you so much. we are doing good. you little brother/ or sister will be here anyday. i can only imagine how big you must be. WOW. a whole year old, i cant belive that. i will talk to you again soon. i love you so so soooo much. XOXOXOXOXO
Tuesday, January 30, 2007 - Mommy & Daddy
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Hi Son
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Wanted to write you to see how things are. We miss you son and love you so much. We're getting ready for Mykah and Noah's 3rd bday party this weekend. I wish you could be here to be with your brother Mykah. He cries for you sometimes. Daddy says when Mykah is sleeping he's playing with you in his dreams, especially when your laughing in your sleep. Which you do seem to do a lot. I'm glad you visit your brother in his dreams. It was hard last night trying to sleep, I couldn't stop thinking about the morning I found you all blue Nov 13, 2006, I remember taking you to church the day before. I also remember bugging daddy to go pick you up from Grandma's house because I missed you so much!! Now We miss you more than ever. We're doing okay daddy and I. Of course it always helps talking about you and I love talking about you to daddy, it makes me feel a lot better! To remember all our cherished memories of you is a great feeling. Well son, I will probably write you later okay, WE LOVE YOU SON AND MISS YOU SO MUCH!! AJ WE LOVE & MISS YOU BABY BOII!!
Tuesday, January 30, 2007 - LOVE ALWAYS, DAD, MOM & BIG BROTHER MYKAH
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Dearest Little Pito
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Hey my little big boy how is everything going in heaven? Perfect right? IM sitting at work thinking of my lil man like always. Wondering what you would be like now if you were still here with us. I know it hasnt been that long since you left that October 7 2006 morning but the way you were growing and learning I know you would have changed completely. I try to imagine how you would be now. And your still perfect just like the day you were born. Everything about you is still completely perfect. I see you in Tanner sometimes. I dont know if its the faces he makes or that one lil dimple I see when he smiles. He just a smaller version even though he is older than you. You were such a big boy and very smart. You amazed everyone who knew you and you will always amaze us. Things are getting easier I guess a little. We all have our moments but I try to remember that you are in a safe place where you will never feel pain or sorrow. But I also know if you were still here we would always protect you. Your family so big and loving not perfect but we always have the best intentions.We try to help one another through all this pain and saddness but this is one pain that we will live with for the rest of our lives. Always we will remember you and love you. We hold you close to our hearts. I hope you can feel our love and hugs and kisses we all send to you everyday. Well my lil man Iwill write you soon. Lots of love from all of us down here upthere to you.
Tuesday, January 30, 2007 - Love always and forever, Aunt Carolyn
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Cade Michael My Little Old Man
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Good morning buddy! It's cold outside today; again! Ayden and I played at the park yesterday for a bit.let him run and run! Mommy misses you alot! I remember when you would wake up in the morning and blink your eyes and they would be a little red, then, you would focus on my face and smile big! Ayden would run over and hug you and pat you on your head.I miss the way you would laugh out of your throat real deep and smile sooo big! I miss holding you and rocking you during our quiet time, more than you will ever know! Valentine's Day is coming up and I will give you my heart.I miss you and love you very very much.Mommy
Tuesday, January 30, 2007 - Mommy and Ayden
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Our Sweet Angel Keira
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Hello Keira. How is Heaven? Sundays are always so much more difficult for us as it was the day that you left to Heaven. Last night Daddy was up late. He sat in the dark and cried as he talked to you. Did you hear him? He misses you so much . . . we all do. People say that it will get easier each day. So far, we don’t feel that way. We miss you more and more. Our hearts are still broken and we have so much pain and anger. The only thing that keeps us going is our faith and we believe that one day, we will hold you in our arms again. We love you, Sweetie.
Monday, January 29, 2007 - Love, Mommy
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Ace Jasiah Mafa Filimaua *OUR AJ*
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Hi Son, How are you? I miss you so much babe. I totally wish you were here with us. It feels like yesterday I found out I was pregnant and couldn't believe it. I was so excited. I remember going into the hospital to get enduced. And was looking forward to holding you in my arms. And I just wish that I could hold you again, kiss you again. We miss you so much. Of course we came to visit your grave on Sunday and your brother was crying to come out the car to see you. We've been missing you so much love. It still hurts so much AJ that your not here with us. Not a day goes by where I don't think that I should be with you at home, not here at work. And I miss spending my days and nights with you. I miss spending every moment with you, bathing, feeding, and changing you just TOTALLY LOVING YOU!! I mean I love you so much AJ that sometimes it does hurt! My heart hurts babe because your not here. We want you with us so much hunnie! I know that you with God, and Papa but I wish more for you to be here with us, with ME!! Well I better get going I miss you son, more and more with every passing day!! I will always love you son more than anyone could ever know! WE LOVE YOU AJ WITH EVERY BREATH THAT WE TAKE.
Monday, January 29, 2007 - LUV U ALWAYS.DAD, MOM & MYKAH
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Cade Michael My Little Old Man
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Good Morning Baby! Today is January 29th, 2007. Monday. It's cold outside today! I did not sleep too well last night. Yesterday I wrote my first letter to you, so did Aunt Jamie. We all miss you and love you so much. Ayden misses you alot too! Mommy is going to have a bear made out of one of your outfits, but, I am not sure which one. I will write you and let you know which outfit I choose. Grandpa is having a star named after you in the Capricorn constellation! I cannot wait for that to be done! I am going to talk to Grandma and ask her to write you a letter too. She misses you alot! I wish I could change that day, May 2nd, 2006. I miss you more than you will ever know and I think of you everyday, every minute! I love you my little old man!
Monday, January 29, 2007 - Mommy and Ayden
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OUR BABY
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HI BABY HOW ARE YOU DOING MOMMY AND DADDY REALLY MISS YOU AND WE THINK OF YOU ALL THE TIME. I WENT TO SEE YOU NIGHT BEFORE LAST PAPA HAS DONE A GOOD JOB ON YOUR STONE WITH THE SOLOR LIGHTS IT LOOKS REALLY PRETTY HAVE YOU SEEN THE BEARS YET THEY ARE SO CUTE ME AND SISTER SPENT THE DAY WITH GRANDMA PANSY AND GREAT GRANDMA SUE AND AUNT LOU.WE TALKED ABOUT YOU AND HOW GREAT YOU WERE DADDY WANTS YOU TO KNOW HE IS REALLY SORRY HE WASNT AROUND WHEN U WAS BORN AND FOR THE 3 MONTHS YOU WERE HERE BUT HE LOVES YOU SO MUCH. I REALLY MISS YOU I WISH I COULD HOLD YOU AND SEE THAT PRETTY SMILE HEAR THE CUTE LAUGH AND SEE THEM BIG BROWN EYES WELL LITTLE MAN MOMMYS GOING TO GO OK BUT I LOVE YOU SO MUCH HUGS AND KISSES FROM ALL OF US AND SISTER SAYS HELLO AND SHE LOVES YOU
Sunday, January 28, 2007 - MOMMY DADDY AND SISTER
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Dear Cade,
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Hi buddy,,,it's aunt Jamie.Mommy told me about this website and I thought I would write you a letter. I remember the first time I met you in Florida. I was so excited to see you and mommy. I was even more excited when you moved to Arizona. Me and Katie and Maddie miss you so much. We think about you all the time. I have your picture on my wall in my bedroom, and on my phone, and in my car. I love you very very much and miss you more than you will know. We love you, and we will see you again one day.
Sunday, January 28, 2007 - Love, aunt Jamie, Katie and Maddie
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Cade Michael My Little Old Man
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Cade Today is January 28, 2007. This will be my very first letter to you! I miss you more and more each day! Ayden kissed your picture this morning that I keep on my bed,I sleep with it every night. Grandma went to see you today and brought you out some Valentine's Day presents. Mommy will be having some presents brought out to you soon for your second Valentine's Day! We celebrated your first birthday January 4th same as grandpa's. We all miss you and love you very much! Not a moment passes that you are not in our thoughts and in our hearts! I love you!
Sunday, January 28, 2007 - Mommy and Ayden
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Dear Bailey
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i'm so sorry i haven't wrote you in awhile. i've been really confused lately. i lov and miss you so much. sorry i didn't write more.XOXO =^o^=
Sunday, January 28, 2007 - love your sis, kenz
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Dear Jaycee Marie
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hey baby girl i am so sorry i haven't been here to write you i think about you all the time how i miss you so very much i want so much to hold you and kiss you and watch those beautiful blue eyes shine time here seems so long without you i made a memory stone for you it sits on my end table along with your picture and candle i find myself staring at it all the time then i realize tears are flowing i miss you so much baby girl sometimes i still don't believe your gone your cousin K'lyn will be a year old in a week she says your name all the time we have named all her dolls Jaycee now whenever she sees a baby she says CEEEEE we know she is saying Jaycee its so not fair you are suppose to be here growing up with her crawling and walking hand in hand with K'lyn but honey you live on within all of us tristan cries every night for you he misses you dearly we all do i got your memorial tattoo done on my back its beautiful but not as beautiful as you are well baby girl aunt chel has to go for now i will try to write you more often remember baby girl i am always thinking about you love you always millions and millions of hugs and kissesXOXOXOXOXO
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Sunday, January 28, 2007 - AUNT CHEL
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Alexis Kennedi
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Hey baby girl it's mommy. I just wanted to stop by to let you know I'm thinking about you everyday and I miss you bunches. Mommy is about 14 weeks pregnant now and it's different this time. I don't know why, but I just don't seem so excited. I'm afraid that something will happen again. I'm so scared, but maybe you can help mommy out this time. I wish you were here with me and daddy. We miss you more than anything. I can't help but to cry when I think about you. It makes me just want you here so bad. I miss that night before you went to heaven. I was playing music and we were dancing and I was singing to you. You seem so different that night I remember you slept a lot like you was trying to tell us that you were gonna leave to go to heaven. I don't know, but it was weird. You kinda seperated yourself that day. That was the day I went to the dr. and she told me to take birth control cause she said it would be crazy to have two in diapers. But I didn't start taking it. Then you went to heaven early the next morning. Daddy woke me up and you hadn't woke me up all night long cause God had taken you to heaven. That was the day my life changed forever. I just can't believe it happened. You were one of the best things that ever came into my life besides daddy. He has helped me a lot. He is excited about the new baby, but he misses you lots just like mommy does. I will always love you forever and you are always gonna be mommy's baby girl. I might now write you everyday, but the days when I feel lonely and cry a lot I write you so that I will feel better. Well, mommy is gonna go for now, but I will write you again soon. I love you more than anything in the world. Tons of Hugs and Kisses. xoxoxoxoxo
Sunday, January 28, 2007 - mommy and daddy
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Keira Bach
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Today is 6 weeks since your passing. We talk about you every day. At times, we laugh and at times, we cry. We are still in disbelief that you are gone. We were holding you, kissing you and creating so many beautiful memories and in a blink of an eye, everything has changed. We often replayed the events that happen that morning. Perhaps, things could have been prevented. We don’t know . . . all we know is that we feel guilty every day and that it hurts so much. We just want you back in our arms. Your big brother, Dylan misses you too. He kisses your pictures every day . . . we all do. We see how lonely he has been since you left and it breaks our hearts. Please pray for Mommy, Daddy and big brother, Dylan to find comfort and peace. We love you always.
Sunday, January 28, 2007 - Love, Mommy and Daddy
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Joshua
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Hey babydoll, I miss you so much and I love you so much more. I cant wait until I can see your sweet face again and I cant beleive you will almost be 2 years old. Wow time seems to stand still, yet move so fast when you are not here. I love you so much and you are alawys in my heart, prayers and dreams. I love you forever. XOXOXOXO
Saturday, January 27, 2007 - Mommy
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Grayce Marie
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Hey baby girl just wanted to let you know I am thinking about you and miss you so much. Lots of love to you baby girl. Hugs and kisses to you in the clouds.
Saturday, January 27, 2007 - Melissa
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RubyJean
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Hey Baby the day ive dreaded is coming up i miss you more and more every day ive cryed a hole bunch the past few days im trying to stay strong its just a little hard i know are probably happy with your papa and granny but i still miss you the other night i was getting out of the shower and i was thinking about going throw your cherry chest but i was getting ready for bed and i didnt want any bad dreams so i didnt even though i really wanted to because everything still smells like you. will baby girl just wanted to tell you i miss you and love you more then ever!!!
Friday, January 26, 2007 - Mommy
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My Baby Boy Armani,
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WELL HELLO THERE LIL GUY! I AM SOOOOO SORRY THAT MOMMIE HAS NOT WROTE YOU IN A VERY LONG TIME, BUT YOU SEE HOW MY LIFE HAS BEEN SO CRAZY LATELY. WELL AS YOU KNOW THAT WE HAD OUR EXCHANGE STUDENT FOR 1 WHOLE YEAR AND IT WAS SUCH A BLESSING TO HAVE HER HERE, SHE HAS TAUGHT ME ALOT, BUT THEN WHEN SHE WENT HOME AND I FELT THE PAIN OF LOSING SOMEONE THAT I LOVE VERY MUCH MADE ME REALLY START THINKING ABOUT YOUR DEATH AGAIN AND IT BROUGHT BACK ALOT OF THE PAIN THAT I HAVE PUSHED AWAY FOR SO LONG. I LOVE YOU ARMANI AND THERE IS NOT A DAY THAT GOES BY THAT I DONT THINK ABOUT YOU WHEN YOU WERE HERE IN MY ARMS, AND MISS YOU MORE THAN WORDS CAN EVER EXPLAIN. I JUST WISH THAT THERE WAS SOMETHING THAT I COULD DO TO HAVE YOU BACK IN MY LIFE.BUT I KNOW THAT YOU ARE GONE TO BE WITH THE LORD FOR A GOOD REASON , WHICH I HAVE NO IDEA WHY BUT I ASK MY SELF THAT QUESTION EVERYDAY BUT STILL HAVE NOT GOT A ANSWER. BUT I LOVE YOU AND YOU WILL ALWAYS LIVE ON IN MY LIFE AND MY HEART AND YOUR SISTERS, DADDY AND I WILL NEVER FORGET ABOUT YOU OR ALL THE JOY THAT YOU BROUGHT TO OUR LIFES. WELL IT IS REALLY CRAZY BERCAUSE EXCATLY 1 MONTH AND 1 DAY YOU HAVE BEEN GONE FOR 3 LONG YEARS ALREADY , I JUST CANT EVEN BELIEVE HOW THE TIME HAS WENT BY SO FAST AND I KNOW THAT YOU HAVE BECOME SUCH A BIG BOY AND HOW I JUST WISH THAT I WOULD HAVE BEEN ABLE TO SEE YOU GROW IN TO THE BIG HANDSOME BOY THAT I KOW THAT YOU ARE. BUT I KNOW THAT THEY IS GONNA BE A DAY THAT MOMMIE AND YOU ARE GONNA BE ABLE TO SEE EACH OTHER AGAIN, WELL BABY BOY MOMMIE WANTED TO STOP BY AND LET YOU KNOW THAT I LOVE YOU VERRRRRY MUCH AND I MISS YOU LIKE CRAZY AND I AM SORRY FOR NOT WRITTING EVERYDAY , BUT YOU KNOW HOW THINKS GET A LITTLE CRAZY , BUT I HAVE TO RUN FOR NOW BUT I WILL BE WRITTING AGAIN REAL SOON, I LOVE YOU AND SEND ALL MY HUGS AND KISSES FROM ME TO YOU AND HOPE THAT YOU GET EACH AND EVERY ONE OF THEM.BYE FOR NOW BUT NOT FOREVER.TILL NEXT TIME BABY BOY.BESOS XOXOXOXOXOXOXOX
Friday, January 26, 2007 - UR SADDEN MOMMIE!
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My baby's Kelvin & Lewis Morgan
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Hello my baby boys's mummy here sat playing ours songs and im thinking of you like i do everyday Kelvin today it is 7 years since you grew your tiny wings and flew to the sky 7 years ago i had to say goodbye and it is the saddest word i have ever had to say i wish there were no goodbyes i wish god never tuck you from me i cared for you so well my baby's wraped you in my arms of love caried you in my womb gave birth to the most beautifull baby's then so quickly i was holding you in my arms and saying the words goodbye i had to say that word i had to cry but why did i have to lose you? why did the lord want to take you when i loved and cared for you so well i never once hurt you but god made me say "goodbye and it broke my heart " angels mammy loves you so much and miss you more then words can say there is no love like a mothers and my love still goes to my baby's everyday i always think of my baby's never a day goes by that your not close to my heart i cry often that you know but mummy is sorry for the tears it just hurts so much not to have you hear with me i hope you do understand you are to me the gratest love of all and i will always love you and cry tears of love but dont be sad of my tears there mammy's way of dealing with my pain and mammys tears of love so baby's you see tears mean alot of things tears flow from my eyes but also from my heart because baby's i had to say goodbye but remember goodbye is only for a short while one day angels mammy will be walking the golden stairs and my arms will be open wide i will hold you ever so close and never let you go heaven is a place i dream of but i know i have to be here for your sister and brother and daddy two but i dream of you in my dreams and i know your happy has heaven has no tears and heaven is full of love angels sing ever so softly sweet lulabyes of love and i know your happy playing in gods nursery filled with love and all the things a child could want and one day you will have your mummy and daddy there two and no longer will you see mummy and daddy cry has having you back again will mend our broken hearts i love you always so dont you fear sleep tight my little angels love you all the world and back plus the moon and the stars xxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Thursday, January 25, 2007 - Mammy xxxxxxxxxxx
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Macho Man, Kaden
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Today you would be 6 months old.well, I guess you still are, right? Except that you're not here for us to enjoy this special day. I hope you're enjoying this day with your angel friends. I miss you so much -- I don't think I will ever get over losing you macho man. Happy 6 months in heaven, my angel. Love you always!!
Thursday, January 25, 2007 - Hugs & Kisses from Momma
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My precious little Pito
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Well my little hop toady, I am really tired today. Didn't do much, just me. But I did want to stop by and tell you just plain and simple, I MISS YOU!!!!!!! I LOVE YOU!!!!!!! I MISS YOU!!!!!!! I LOVE YOU!!!!!!! I really want you back in my arms, back in your stroller, so you can go to the flea market with your Abuelo. And to work with Tia Lyndsy, you would have a great time. And me? HUH? Well I of course would have to take you everywhere I co. Maybe you would have gotten to big for the snuggly thing we used when we'd go shopping. I loved that because of the closeness it gave us. I had already made the plans to begin taking you to the green bridge, and you in your stroller and me, walking and pushing you. We could look out over the water, and maybe we would see some cool dolphins. I want to do that with you every day. It just would be so great if you were around, boy we would be cruisin' in your wagon with a small tape player, just jammin' to the wee sing tapes. your favorite song would come up and you would do that cute little smile, stand still for a second then start dancing. I never got the chance to tell you what a kukaburra is. But you sure did like the song with him in it. oh, honey i have to go. I am falling asleep. your Tia lyndsy just came home and woke me. Wow. Sorry. i believe I felt your hugs today. I love you. I have faith that you are perfectly safe,i hope you are enjoying you life situation now. If you are then i will be able to move on a little more. Day by Day. Don't worry, little man, us folks on this here earth are what we are. And we can handle stuff, it may take us a while but we do it. Our family, you know them. all those folks that loved you dearly, we all are looking out for each other. So we are coping. I don't think "normal" is a thing we even need to worry about. If something works to help all of us through this then we'll stick with that. so long as it means we can remember you as the best baby, smiley baby, all of the things that made you ,well you. I love you so much. I love you more each day. I hope you enjoy your little visits with Tanner. The kids are so beautiful. I know you my wittle man, you would love to play, and seeing your cousins play with you would make you happy and smiling. I try every single day to smile, I know that is what you would want us all to do. and i do, there are times when I think of something and it makes me giggle, but i still cry, not much, so I am trying, I try so hard for you, because I feel as if you wouldn't want to have everybody crying. So I am doing my best. ANY WAY I love you and miss you as deep as the pacific ocean. i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you
Thursday, January 25, 2007 - always and forever, love your Abuela
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Keira Bach
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Hello Keira. It’s Mommy. I miss you, Sweetie. I look at your pictures often and think about all the beautiful memories that we shared. You brought so much love and joy into our family. Things will never be normal again, will it? Do you remember the night before you left to Heaven . . . you were staring at me as if you were trying to tell me something? What was it that you were trying to tell me? Please come visit me in my dreams and let me know. Enjoy your adventures in Heaven with all the other Angels. I love you.
Thursday, January 25, 2007 - Love, Mommy
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Alexis Kennedi
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Hey baby girl it's mommy. We went for the ultrasound today and we seen the baby. They can't tell what it is this early. But it was moving around a lot like you did when you were in mommy's belly. I miss you so much and wish you were here. Pray for the baby to be healthy. I love you so much and can't wait to see you again one day. Tons of Hugs and Kisses. xoxoxoxoxoxo
Wednesday, January 24, 2007 - Mommy and Daddy
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Ciara Rae
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Oh my darling Sugie. Thank you and Paul for visiting me in my dreams last night. You two looked so good. Paul was his tall handsome self and handed you to me. I thanked Paul and said I have been waiting for you two to come to me and tell me that you're both okay. You were in your little red Star Spangled Baby outfit. That was the last outfit you wore before you became a Saint. I hope I didn't hurt you and Paul with all the hugs and kisses. When I woke up this morning I was almost in a good mood. Things will never be the same without you two, and I'll never get over it (as some people say.) I will just have to learn to live with it. Learn to live in a world that you and Paul do not physically exist. Hugs and 100 kisses every day for my little Sugie. Please come and visit me in my dreams from time-to-time. Give Paul kisses for me okay and please continue to pray for mommy's heart and mind. I love you Sugie and Pupp.
Wednesday, January 24, 2007 - Love your mommy
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My precious Jaycee Marie
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It's been over three months since you got your angel wings and I still can't believe your not here. It seems like the worst nightmare I have ever had and I keep thinking I will wake up and it will be over. I'm still confused as to why you were taken from us. I hear the medical and religious reasons but my mind doesn't want to or can not process those thoughts. I miss you when I see your brother and sister, I miss you when I see your cousins, I miss you when I see a baby. I miss you every single minute of every day. I wonder if you would be crawling now. Would you be walking around furniture?Would you be saying your first word? My heart is broken and I know there isn't enough time ever to heal it.
Wednesday, January 24, 2007 - XOXOXOXOXOXOXO Grandma Deb
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