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AJ Our Phatdo
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Hey boy, I miss you! And I love you so much! We had the TEARS REMEMBRANCE WALK this past saturday and a lot of us showed up, all in the POURING RAIN! But it was so worth it son, I'm so proud of everyone that walked, donated etc. It felt good to have that kind of support, I just felt that you were totally loved by all your aunty uncles and friends.they enjoyed it! I walked 3 miles and it was so much fun, tiring, but more fun!! I also won a necklace with your color in it and a memory box to put all your pictures in for your brother. Mykah hasn't been feeling good, but I think you've been watching him because hes got his appetite back so thats good! Daddy is at work, probably really tired after such a long weekend. Of course I'm here at work, THINKING ABOUT YOU! And always missing and loving you! I pray all is well with you baby boy and come visit me in my dreams, I want to feel your touch, skin, cheek, kiss, smile and hear your voice, cooing sounds, laugh everything! I love you phatdo all day everyday!! My love, miss and love you always!!
Monday, March 26, 2007 - loving you always Daddy, Mommy and Mykah
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Connor
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Hi pumpkin I miss you so much i sent you a balloon today I hope you liked it. It's so hard with out you here if only I could hold you one last time. I miss your laugh and your gorgeous smile.Mommy loves you forever and always my baby boy
Monday, March 26, 2007 - Mom
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Keira Bach
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Dear Keira, It’s mommy. How are you, sweetie? How is Heaven? I miss you so much. Today has been 14 weeks since you left and not one goes by that I don’t think of you. I think about you everyday, all the time. I am still so hurt and sad that you left. Please visit me in my dreams. I want to feel you, hold you, kiss you and hear your sweet voice. I am staying strong so that I could take care of Daddy and Dylan. It is so hard. I need your help. I need you to pray for me to have strength and hope and to guide me in the right path so that I may not lose sight of the beautiful things in life. Your brother, Dylan, is getting so big. He will turn 2 at the end of July. He is very playful and loves to be chased around the house. He misses you so much. Every morning and every night, he kisses your pictures. He always runs to your crib to look for you. Daddy misses you terribly. Do you hear him cry? I know that he tries to be strong and to not express his emotions, but I often hear him cry late at night. In a few weeks, we will go to Las Vegas to spend Easter with your grandparents, aunts, uncles and cousins. The last time we were in Vegas, you were baptized. You were in your beautiful white christening dress with the tiny booties that your aunt Thao had made for you. Everyone misses you, Keira. I know that you are in Heaven watching over us. I love you, sweet angel Keira.
Monday, March 26, 2007 - Love, Mommy
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Alexis Kennedi
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Hey baby girl it's mommy. I love you so much and I just wanted to let you know that. I know you already know this but I just wanted to write and tell you that me and mamaw went to your grave today and decorated it. I love it and it's very beautiful. When your sister Abigail gets here I will take her to show her. I will tell her all about you and how much we miss you. I see that papaw wrote you today too. Mommy just had to get that off my chest about your grave. Sorry it took me so long to actually get there to decorate it. I just feel better writing you letters. I know you aren't in that old grave slot. You are in heaven with Jesus waiting on us to get there. I just want to go to heaven so that I can hold you again. I miss you so much and I know you know it. But mommy is gonna go for now and I will write you again soon. Mommy and Daddy love you so much and you are always our baby girl just remember that. We love you more than anything. You and Abigail both. Tons of Hugs and Kisses. xoxoxoxo
Sunday, March 25, 2007 - Mommy and Daddy
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Joshua
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Hey babydoll, I love you os muxh and am always thinking about you. I just wanted to tell you hello. I am goning to come visit you on your 2nd birthday day. Wow, you would have been 2, I would love to see you running around making me smile every minute of everyday. XOXOXOXOX Kigs and Kisses forever.
Sunday, March 25, 2007 - Mommy
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Alexis Kennedi
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Hi, angel. Papaw sure is missing you today. I woke up looked outside and knew you asked God to brighten my day. I cried all the way to work. Please don't be sad. I just miss looking into beautiful eyes and seeing that wonderful smile you gave me as I talked to you. I just miss my wonderful grandaughter. Papaw will see you soon. You just keep taking to God to get it into my head that I have to make heaven my home, so that I can hold you any time I want
Sunday, March 25, 2007 - Love from Papaw
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Dearest Lil Pito
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Hi my lil big boy. I love and miss you so much. Ive been trying to write but they changed something on our computers at work and it wont let me. So now Im at home and Tyler and Tanner are occupying themselves. It seems like forever since I got to see your face. We all miss you very much. How did you like your party last Sunday? Everyone together, pretty neat huh? How did you like all those balloons just for you? I wonder how many you caught. We all enjoyed it even though we would of rather had you here with us to celebrate your first birthday. All your cousins were blowing bubbles to you also. It was a ok day. I know this is something we all must learn to accept in our lives, you being gone but it still is very hard. Especially the holidays. Just thinking about all the first you would have experienced and we now have to miss them all. I know you are always here with us because Tanner tells me so. I love how he still plays with you. He loves you so much.He asked me if you were at Aunt Debis(your abuela) house he wanted to go see you. I tell him your in Heaven but he doesnt understand that yet, maybee when hes older.Tomorrow we will all be together again for your cousins Jessica and Briannas birthday party. Everyone is growing up fast. I hope you are looking down here at your big old family and you can see how much love you have and always will have we all miss you so much and we will forever LOVE you.
Saturday, March 24, 2007 - Love always and forever Aunt Carolyn
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Josh
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I am so glad to have found this way to send you a letter in Heaven. I Love You and miss you teribly. I hope Granny is taking good care of you. I am glad you were there to greet Michael, and to let him know we love him and will miss him terribly also. I went through your stuff the other day, made me miss holding you. I love you.
Saturday, March 24, 2007 - Mommy
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MY DEAREST SWEET LITTLE PITO
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Hi big man, How are you doing? Is heaven being nice to you? I know it is. I'm sure that by now you know the news. Hell you know it way before we did. But anyway Daddy is going into the army. I know that you will keep him safe just like you are Uncle Jason. But the really big news is Mommy and Daddy are finally getting married. About time right? They want to get married here at Gams house. I know you will have my wind chimes going that day. Are you jumping up and down for joy like Gams is? You will be so missed on this big day. I wish you were going to be here to be in the wedding in person but I know you will your love will be here with us. Nothing bad today my big man. Watch over us all and keep us all safe. Hey how about all the balloons for you last weekend. That was way cool wasn't it? Not our ideal of how your first birthday party was suppose to be but it was a time for all of our families to get together and honor you in the only way we can right now. I think I better close before this letter ends up how I don't want it to. I love you with all my heart and soul and miss you just as badly. xoxoxoxox Forever and a day, GAMS
Saturday, March 24, 2007 - GAMS
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Dear Nathan-
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To my son- i love you and you are missed terribly by your loveing family. Even though you have been and angel for three years, its seems like forever to me. I cant wait to meet you again in heavan.
Saturday, March 24, 2007 - Love From,
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darling nathan james
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hello hunni, just thought i would write to you for no reason at all other than i was thinking about you today. i know you are safe and at peace where you are but its so hard trying not to be selfish and want you here,i worry about the day your big sister will have to learn of how her beautiful baby brother was taken from our lives before she could even understand she had a brother,it saddens me to think of how heavy that news will rst on her heart and i hope you are watching over her in all she does as she will need some reassuance that you love and miss her x x x rest peacefully darling x x x cousin melitta
Saturday, March 24, 2007 - x x x
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little man carson
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hey baby god i know it has been forever but never ever ever doubt that i don't think of you every minute of every day. mommy has missed you so much. there has been so much going on here with the wedding in may. it is so hard to believe it has been 3 months since you left us. u would be 6 months now, man i wish i could see how big you have gotten. i love you so much and miss you you will always be in mommy and daddys hearts forever. until you are in my arms again love you always mommy
Saturday, March 24, 2007 - mommy and daddy
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Dear Little Pito,
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I am sending love, love, love to you. I miss you so very much. In my heart I have you running around and chasing all of the pets that we have. Sharing the dog food with the dogs, climbing through the doggy door. Oh I miss things that never happened, but most of all I miss you, I would love to have my tears be the ones that I cried laughing when you were in your hop toady machine, or falling asleep on your daddy's lap and you were fighting it so hard we all had to laugh. Easter is coming so quickly, last year was the most wonderful. You were passed around all day, everyone could not believe how beautiful you were or how well you reacted to the folks talking to you. Smiling, that's what I think of, you were smiling at every one just soaking in all of that attention. This time around you are big enough to join in on the egg hunt, and pick a prize. Do your favorite thing, EAT! There is always lots of food, and I can just see you munching down on a little of everything. Your mommy would help you count your eggs, and she probably give you a confetti egg and help you sneak up on daddy and abuelo. I am smiling picturing your expression and belly laugh as they turn around and see that you were the culprit, and then they would laugh with you. I miss you, I love you.
Friday, March 23, 2007 - love forever, abuela
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My precious Jaycee Marie
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Hey sweetie I sure have been thinking about you alot honey. I miss you so much it's hard to put into words. Grandpa and I visit your yard everyday.It gives me some comfort to visit you.I still have a hard time being around other babies, expecially when they are about the age you would be. I do it and I love those babies very much, but it is hard.We are going to be watching your brother and sister this weekend. I am looking forward to it, haven't spent much time with them lately.Last time we watched them was the weekend you were born.
Friday, March 23, 2007 - XOXOXOXOXOXO Love you , Lots of hugs and kisses Grandma Deb
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My Lil Pito Baby
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Hey baby boy, it's mommy!! I'm missing u very much today, well I miss u very much every day!!! I love you sooo very much!! How are you doin up there? I'm sure your very busy, playing with Tanner and watching over this big family of yours!! How did you like allll them balloons we sent up to you for your birthday!! There were soo many, I bet you just loved that!! I miss you sooo much baby and it hurts, I hope that u are ok and daddy misses u sooo much!! He's talking about joining the army!! Please keep him safe!! Uncle Jay~Jay left for Iraq, Please watch over him and just keep him safe!! I love you my Lil~ Big Hop Toady and will right to you soon!!! I Love you and miss you sooo much!!! Lots of love to you from down here!! I love you baby boy!!
Wednesday, March 21, 2007 - Mommy
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Cade Michael
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Hey My Man! I miss you very much. I am so sad sometimes thinking about you and what you would be doing today. Mommy is going to put a solar cross where you are that way you will always have the light of God watching over you. I sometimes don't know how or what I feel about the day you left me, I get so angry sometimes and so sad other times. It still doesn't seem real to me that you are not here with me! Katie is mailing me some of the pictures she took of you and Aunt Jamie is mailing me some of your other things too. Aunt Jamie is going to get a tattoo on her arm of her girls and you and Ayden. Your face will be the one on the inside of her arm, closest to her heart. She will be going to visit you very soon. Mommy hopes and prays she will be able to go back to work within the next month.hope all heals well with my ear. I know you are watching over me every single day and I miss you so very much. There is not a minute that goes by that I don't think about you. I read the pages of the Heaven's Nursery and it breaks my heart. I feel sometimes that had I stayed home with you and Ayden that day.you would still be here with me and everything would be ok. I miss you so much and I love you with all my heart and soul!
Wednesday, March 21, 2007 - My love always and forever! Mommy & Ayden
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Dear Handsome Little Man
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Dear Alex, It has been many years since you left us and you would be almost 6 now. You and I should be coloring and reading stories together now. You would be getting on and off big yellow buses and telling me the new things that you learned each day in school with the wide-eyed innocence only a child posesses. I had thought I would be planning birthday parties for you but not now. I take your birthday off every year. I still miss you. We have not been able to have another since you. It seems that we will never be blessed again. I am growing older now and the chances are slimmer each year even though the doctors try. Life is more cruel than I had ever thought that it would be. I miss you terribly more each day as you birthday draws near. I will never forget you. You were my little sunshine. Tears and kisses.
Wednesday, March 21, 2007 - Alexs mom
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AJ Our Phatdo
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Hey Son, I loves you babes and miss you terribly! I'm always wondering what your doing? How your doing? and all that good stuff! We're doing okay, your big brother is still ulavale, but very smart, I can't wait to start teaching him how to read! But he is very healthy and miss you too! Daddy is doing good, working hard to take care of us of course! He misses you too so much and wishes you were here with us! Well we started our own company and we are officially business owners, its so weird but we're naming our company after you, hope you like! AJS LEGACY OR AJ LEGACIES INC, so we'll see! Anyways besides that just waiting for support group next month and the support group i'm in is gr8 help and I'm glad to be in there! Anyways son, WE LOVE & MISS YOU SO MUCH AJ!!
Tuesday, March 20, 2007 - with all our love xoxoxox Dad, Mom and Mykah
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AJ Our Phatdo
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Hey Son, I loves you babes and miss you terribly! I'm always wondering what your doing? How your doing? and all that good stuff! We're doing okay, your big brother is still ulavale, but very smart, I can't wait to start teaching him how to read! But he is very healthy and miss you too! Daddy is doing good, working hard to take care of us of course! He misses you too so much and wishes you were here with us! Well we started our own company and we are officially business owners, its so weird but we're naming our company after you, hope you like! AJS LEGACY OR AJ LEGACIES INC, so we'll see! Anyways besides that just waiting for support group next month and the support group i'm in is gr8 help and I'm glad to be in there! Anyways son, WE LOVE & MISS YOU SO MUCH THERE!!
Tuesday, March 20, 2007 - with all our love xoxoxox Dad, Mom and Mykah
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Precious Ethan John
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Hey baby boy. Today you would have been 16 months old. We would be on our way to Florida come this Friday. Mommy and big sister Audrey will be coming with Grandpa and Grandma. Daddy has to stay home and work. I know you will be with us to. Your little spirit will be with us forever. Our wish would only be to see your little face light up when you saw Mickey Mouse for the first time. Maybe you would have been like Audrey, she does not like dress up characters. Grandma will have to put your flowers on your resting place when I get home. Sorry I won't be at our usual meeting place on Wednesday morning. Grandma will always be thinking about you, no matter where I might be. Grandma loves you and misses you so very much, I know it is going to be hard in a few weeks, I don't want to think about that day on the 4th of May that your mommy called to tell us you were gone. I would truly wish I could erase that day, but I guess that is silly. You are with the angels just waiting for us to come to you. Grandma is waiting for that day to come.
Tuesday, March 20, 2007 - Love you precious angel, Grandma
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Alexis Kennedi
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Hey baby girl it's mommy. I miss you so much and just thought that I would drop by to let you know I think about you all the time and that we finally know what we are having.your gonna be the big sister to Abigail Nicole. The first ultrasound we went to on Monday they told us maybe a girl so we went to another ultrasound on Saturday and they told us for sure a little girl. So now you will have a little sister to watch out for. Keep an eye on here you are her guardian angel. Mommy's depending on you to help us out. I love you so much and I wish that you could be here to physically help mommy and daddy out. Then we would have 2 babies in diapers that would be wild. But just want you to know that you are always mommy and daddy's first baby girl. Now the soon to be big sister. I'm sure that you already knew way before mommy and daddy knew. But mommy is gonna go for now, but I love you forever. Tons of hugs and kisses. xoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Sunday, March 18, 2007 - Mommy, Daddy, and little Abigail
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Grayce Marie
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Hello my sweet angel. You have been on mommy's thoughts alot lately. We got hit with a bunch of snow making it difficult to walk to you house and give you a kiss. Mommy still drove up and blew you kisses though. I am so excited that the snow is finally melting and we will be able to sit and visit real soon. We came up today. Derek wanted to show you how he rides his bike without training wheels -just learned yesterday. He made a couple laps around the cemetary for you. He knows you were watching and that you were proud. Ella brought her new bike to show you too. She never got to meet you but she is very much drawn to you. She says hi baby and usually hi Grayce. She runs right up to your stone and kisses it. It is like she met you and does truely love you. Mommy and Daddy continue to miss you like crazy and love you so much everyday. We continue to struggle on how to live our lives minus one. You will forever be in our hearts. That promise still holds that one day mommy will join you, hold you, and never put you down! Love you baby.
Sunday, March 18, 2007 - Mommy
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Cadia Rose
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It has been awhile since I have written in here but I think about you all the time. You would of been close to 2 by now, that is hard to believe how time flies. I still though to this day can't believe you left us. Taylor is still sending up ballons to you ? Do you still get them ? Your sister Lola is just beautiful you would of had lots of fun with her. I bet though you already know who she is. you helped God pick her out for mommy and daddy. Anyways I was just thinking about you and there is not a minute in the day that I don't think about you. I love you always
Sunday, March 18, 2007 - aunt Kelly
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Dearest Lil Pito
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Hey my lil man I love you. Today is St Patricks Day I hope you got green on. Im just missing you like always and wanted to say hi and I love you and miss you so very much. We all do. I hope your looking down at us and seeing just how many people love and miss you. How we all ache to have you back in our lives forever. I put some of your pictures on my front door with magnets and Tanner loves to take them down and look at you he tells me " look mommy, Baby Pito, isnt he so cute, I l ove Baby Pito". I know he dosent understand what happened , none of us do. I tell him your our lil Angel in Heaven and he just smiles and tells me Im silly that you are at your house with your daddy. Oh how I wish that could be true. I seen your daddy today and as you probraly know he looks really good.He's a very strong man who loves you very much and misses you.Well my lil man Its getting late so Im going to get ready for bed. We will all be at your yard tomorrow to see you. Lots of love from all of us.
Saturday, March 17, 2007 - Love always and forever Aunt Carolyn
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Cade Michael
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Hey my man. It's been a week and a half since I have written you. Mommy had surgery to fix her ear, we are waiting for the results now. I have been having a really hard time lately thinking of you and what your last day with mommy was like. I wish I could forever change that day. I wonder how your daddy is doing.don't know why, but I do sometimes. I see all these smiling babies everywhere, and I ask why my son? Why did you have to leave me? I will never understand! Your marker was set the same day mommy had her surgery, I knew it would be. I wish I could have been there to see it. Today is St. Patrick's Day! Your second one! Aunt Jamie's birthday is coming up soon.she's gonna be 31. I miss you so very much you have no idea how hard this has been. At times I relive that day over and over and over again asking myself what I could have done differently that day. I love you so very much and miss you more than you will ever know. I wish you could be here with me.I want to see what you look like whose mannerisms you have, and what words you would be saying! I miss you my baby and I love you always!
Saturday, March 17, 2007 - My love always and forever! Mommy & Ayden
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lazarus kaed taylor
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hey buddy, how u been? i saw u last niught in my dreams again but i cant remeber wat u told me to tell grandma. anyways thank you baby i need to see you so much! i miss you so bad baby boy! ive been crying all day. soon you will be 3 years old and it just really bothers me that i never got to see you tlak or walk or eat your first grandma meal. haha. lucidity is doing great. shes getting so big! shes 5 months now and shes such a good kid. i just really wish i could hear you cry again, or even scream in the middle of the night, and i cant wait until i get to see you again! wen i do will you be waiting for me at the gates? ill give you a big hug and thank god to have you back again. tomarrow we have your sister all day cuz mommys gotta go to butte to see some friends. so we have her all day! yey. anywhos i better go now. love you always baby boy!
Friday, March 16, 2007 - aunty angel xoxoxoxo
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Angel Boy AJ
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Hey Phatdo, I miss you hunnie! The suns out and I can just feel you shining down on US! We loves you boy! Its been hard this week with work and all, I've been thinking about you everyday, of course! Nothing much going on, but with the sun comes sadness, because I think about the things we would've been doing in the sun. Taking you on walks on the park, putting on shorts, playing outside, everything we should be doing with you! Instead we wish we could do these things and we miss you everyday son, everyday babe! And I love you so much! I gotta get back to work, but I miss and love you very much angel of mine! Watch over us, especially your brother k!? WE ALL LOVE N MISS YOU PHATDO!!
Friday, March 16, 2007 - with all our love xoxoxox Dad, Mom and Mykah
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My dear Little Pito
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I am missing my abuela time again today. It is so hard to be without you after having you, I love you. I am feeling a little more sad lately for some reason, I guess the reality is setting in deep now, you will not be here in your hop toady machine, and you will not be here spash, spash, spashing in your little blue pool this summer. I can only imagine how much you would've grown by now, how you would be munching down on everything with lots more teeth, going on. It's hard. But I love you so much, I just wish I could hug you and kiss you, so my actions could speak to you. I am sending you hugs and kisses.
Friday, March 16, 2007 - love forever, abuela
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Dear Sweet Hailey
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Hi beautiful baby girl! I just wanted to stop by and tell you how much I love you and how much I miss you. I know it's been over 2 years since you went to heaven but I still cry for you often and my arms ache without you. I try and imagine you as a 2 year old walking and talking and getting into trouble. I still see you as my little tweety bird that was just starting to smile!! And it was such a beautiful smile baby girl.I love you so very much tweety bird and I ALWAYS will!!millions of hugs and kisses from me to you! Muah! Watch out for your little brother or sister for me and tell Weston and Grandpa I said hi and they better take care of you! I miss you, I love you sweetie pie. x0x0x0x0x0x0
Thursday, March 15, 2007 - your mommy
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JoshFish
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Happy birthday sweety, I wish you could be here so I could give you the kind of birthday you deserve.I went out to see you today with daddy and we brought you some flowers, your brother says hi and tell your grandpa to take care of you. you are also going to have another brother or sister in september, hopefully a sister, I love you
Thursday, March 15, 2007 - Love always, mommy,daddy,Dylan and baby falling
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My Sunshine Girl
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Autumn Renee, Hey my beautiful baby girl. Happy Birthday, your a year old today. I just can't believe it, this time last year I had you. I remember it like it was yesterday. You were so beautiful, I wish I could see how beautiful you would be now. I know though that the world was not ready for your beauty yet though. It was going to be too much for the world to handle. In a way it would have been too much for your father and I to handle as well, because by the time you would have been old enough to date, we would have been locking you in your room, trying to keep all them boys away from you. I love you so much, and I know your around, but I still wish you were here. I had so many dreams and wants for you. Any ways, I hope you like your flowers, Winnie the Pooh ballon and the stained glass, that I hung at your place of rest. I also hope you the your cake that your daddy and I choose for you. I love you baby girl, happy first birthday. I will love and miss you always. Your my heart, don't ever forget that. Happy Birthday!!! Love you, my sunshine girl your momma
Tuesday, March 13, 2007 - love, your mom
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My Sunshine Girl
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Autumn Renee, Happy birthday baby, your daddy wishes he could just hold you again and forever. Now I just hold you in my heart until the day Im reborn. I remember the day you were born like it was yesterday, and i'll never be that happy again. But never forget I love you with all thats in me. Love forever and eternity, your father, Earnest
Tuesday, March 13, 2007 - Daddy
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Angel Boy AJ
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Hey Baby boy, it's been FOUR months since you've left us! And I miss you everyday, we all do! DADDY, MYKAH & MEE! And tomorrow you will be 6 months! I can only imagine how big you will be, knowing how much you enjoy eating! Your probably 20lbs or more!! I love you son more and more everyday, and I think about when I will reunite with you, to hold you in my arms and just never let goooooo!! I feel like that with Mykah too, I just wanna hold on to him and never let him go either! WE MISS YOU BOO, wishing you were here with us everyday!! Always know you are always in our thoughts & prayers! Send our love to all the family up there and all the new friends you've made, because just like MOMMY, your definitely a PEOPLE PERSON, a total SOCIAL BUGG! So have fun son and always know we are always LOVING YOU, with every breath that we take!! WE LOVE & MISS YOU AJ
Tuesday, March 13, 2007 - UR FAMILY DAD,MOM & MYKAH xoxoxo
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Hi my baby girl Lolo's
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Hi mamas I miss you so much my eyes, heart, mind and soul are empty without you. I find it hard to breath at times when I begin to think of you, I miss you soooooo much each day I think of you and I wonder what your doing. I can't stop. I hate the world I hate god I pretty much hate everyone for not having you by my side, your mommys princess we were supposed to do mother daughter days. Why are you not here with us??? Was it something we did, I'm talking silly, you know how much we love you and miss you. I just cant stand the fact that i wont ever see your first steps, or hear your first word. You are my world Naima and without you near I feel as if I'm falling apart. Please help me stay standing, I love you my sweetheart always and forever please dont ever forget that. you are my sunshine and my angel, please come visit me in my dreams i would give anything to hold you in my arms once again, i love you baby girl
Tuesday, March 13, 2007 - love always and 4ever Mommy
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My Precious Dante, Giovanni
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" I'll love you forever,I'll like you for always,As long as i'm living my baby you'll be"
Tuesday, March 13, 2007 - mommy
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Dear Little Pito,
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I still love you more every day. I miss you more every day. I want you close more every day. I love you, stinker baby.
Monday, March 12, 2007 - love forever, Abuela
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My Little Pito,
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I love you. I miss you. I saw your visabuela today. She misses you so much, she saw your birthday picture and wanted it to be real. She still can't believe how much you looked like your daddy. Thankyou so much for being such a good boy, and bringing such joy to all of us. My Pito Wito Bird, I miss you, I hate this computer thing, but I don't really know what else to do sometimes, I mean I suppose I could write in your journal, the one that my friend gave me, so I could write down something every day as you grew up and then give it to you when you got older, you could read it and see how much you are loved, how sometimes the day was so silly for absolutely no reason, and some days were just meant for chillin'. No matter how I try to make myself understand that this is permanent I just seem to find myself fighting with the thought. Well, I will have to just keep you so close in my heart, that can never go away. It would just be better if I could have you in my heart and in my arms. I would be introducing you to the potty chair, you could wear your tighty whitey's, all day, not just for swimming in your little pool. You wouldn't be able to store your left over sticky froot loops on your belly anymore, because tighty whitey's are snug at the top, they don't come open like the top of your diaper. I remember how you would skoot about in your walker, and I would put your cereal on the tray, and you would get them stuck all over your arms, belly and cheeks. Then when I would lay you down to change your diaper, low and behold you would have a whole stash of rainbow colored cereal stuck all around your belly button. The dogs were always trailing along behind you, you were forever dropping "treats" for them. Sometimes I thought you did that on purpose, so you could watch them. Such a smart little baby. Every moment you hung with me was one of the best moments of the day, heck of my life, I love you so much, Word Bird. I miss you harder every day, it seems maybe it is not getting any easier. I am working on it though, I saw a man on tv yesterday, he was talking about missing his daughter, and he said it took him a long time to give himself the permission to let go of the grief, and hold on the memories. I am trying, this is a life lesson that is hard to get to the solution, because I guess that means letting go, and to let go would mean to let go of you, which I am not willing to do. So I have to learn how to keep all of you and your memories, and just let go of the grief part. That's a hard lesson, I am probably gonna fail that lesson, several times over, because I still want you here. I miss you, I love you, love you, love you.
Monday, March 12, 2007 - Love, your abuela
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My Sunshine Girl
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Autumn Renee, Sorry its been a while since I wrote you, but mommy does not have a computer yet at her new place. But you know I talk to you daily so either way I make sure I talk to you. Oh my gosh Autumn, tomorrow is your very first birthday and I just don't know how to handle it. Just remembering back to exactly a year a go today, I was in labor with is just so hard to deal with. I want you to be here, with your father and I, so I can watch you eat your first birthday cake and see you open your birthday presents. I just don't know how other people do it. I am still having a small party for you tomorrow. I know you will be around, it just really sucks that I won't be able to see you in person. Any ways, I love you sweetheart, but I am being rushed off the computer. I will write you again tomorrow. I hope you like the presents that I got you, that you will see tomorrow. Take care baby girl, and help keep your father and I strong tomorrow, because its still going to be hard. I love you so very much, your my heart baby girl. Talk to you tomorrow, I know your excited too, your going to be one. Love you Sunshine girl Your mommy
Monday, March 12, 2007 - Love, your mommy
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Joshua
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Hey Babydoll, I love you so much and I miss you so so much more. I cant believe that you will be turning 2 yrs old next month. Do they throw you birthday parties in heaven or do you just stay a sweet 3month old little baby I knew forever. I cant describe how much I miss you and how much I wish I could have you here with me. It seems like the longer it goes, the harder it is. I keep on thinking about everything I have to miss out on and how I wish you could be here now with me and your family. I keep you in my heart always and in my prayers and dreams forever. I love you so much baydoll.
Monday, March 12, 2007 - Mommy
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HI, My Little Dante!
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HI, SWEET LITTLE BOY! HOW'S MY LITTLE MAN DOING? I'M SORRY I HAVEN'T WRITE TO YOU IN A WHILE, BUT YOU KNOW BABY THAT YOU ARE ALWAYS IN MY MIND. MY CUTE LITTLE DANTE I MISS YOU SO MUCH. TODAY IS 10 MONTHS SINCE YOU LEFT TO HEAVEN, BUT IT STILL HURTS THE SAME. I THINK I'M STARTING TO REALIZE THAT TIME DOESN'T HEAL EVERYTHING. TIME ISN'T WORKING FOR ME BECAUSE MY HEART STILL HURTS THE SAME. BABY I HAD BEEN GOING TO A SUPPORT GROUP WHERE I MET SOME PARENTS THAT HAVE LOST THEIR BABIES TOO. WE ALL GET TOGETHER AND TALKED ABOUT ALL OF YOU. THEY TELL ME ABOUT THEIR BABIES AND I TELL THEM ABOUT YOU. I SHOWED THEM SOME OF YOUR PICTURES AND THEY ALL THINK THAT YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL. WE THINK THAT ALL OF YOU ARE FRIENDS IN HEAVEN AND PLAY TOGETHER. I WANT YOU TO BE HERE WITH ME SO BAD, BUT AT THE SAME TIME I KNOW THAT YOU ARE IN A BEAUTIFUL PLACE AND THAT YOU ARE REALLY HAPPY. SOMETIMES I FEEL KIND OF SELFISH FOR WANTING YOU HERE, BUT I KNOW THAT YOU UNDERSTAND MOMMY. OK SWEET LITTLE BABY MOMMY HAS TO GO. I PROMISE I WILL WRITE AND TELL YOU LOTS OF NEW STUFF. BYE-BYE MY SWEET LITTLE BOY. TE AMO! XOXOXO
Monday, March 12, 2007 - MOMMY
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Dearest Lil Pito
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Hey my lil big boy. I miss you so very much and love you so much. Its only been 5 months since you left us but it seems like forever to me not being able to see your precious lil face. I miss you even more as the time goes by. I still wish this was some nightmare that I would wake up from and you would be here. But I know that cannot happen. I think about you alot. I try to picture how you would look now and all I can see is how you left us. I wonder if you grow up in heaven or do you remain the same as you left? I guess I will have to wait and see huh? I know you are looking down on us and we all are trying to live our lives the way that we should so when its our time we can be with you in Heaven. But sometimes its hard to have faith and believe when something like this happens to a family, but Im really trying. Well lil man Im going to get back to work still got a hour to go. I love you and miss you hope you get all my love up there.
Monday, March 12, 2007 - Love Always and forever, Aunt Carolyn
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Dear Jennabug,
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I know your watching over us and i know you probably arent to happy about what happened to mommy. She thinks about you everyday and we all know your watching over her. We all want her to get better so Jennabuggy please try to help her. Also i know you probably a little disapointed in me, i promise i wont cut myself anymore. I just need someone here to help me, but i know im letting you down everytime i hurt myself. I'll try not to but things are hard right now. Just remember we all love you soo very much.
Sunday, March 11, 2007 - Love Your Big Sissy, Brooke
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Hi Sweetheart,
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You know it's coming around to that time again when you suddenly left us:( I stuggle each and every day knowing that I will never be able to hold you in my arms again. God do I ever miss that! Your brother keeps looking up about the mantle at your picture and keeps asking who the little baby is. I am dreading telling him for I kow he wouldn't understand, good grief I STILL don't understand and it's been 6 yrs. Yes honey 6 yrs now.People say that time heals all, yeah right I find that hard to believe. Look baby I can't type and cry at the same time here, You keep watching over us and guiding us in the right direction. Without a doubt, we will see you soon.
Saturday, March 10, 2007 - Mommy and Dante
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Dear Little Pito,
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I love you and miss you so much.
Friday, March 9, 2007 - Love Forever your Abuela
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oh my precious dumplin conner
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oh baby todays a hard day for me , i dreamed of you last night and you were fine and bigger and i was just holding you like i always did .i woke up and youve been on my mind all day,its not getting any easier , the boys miss you,they talk about you everyday.icant stand you being gone its the worst feeling in the world. i love you you so much my sweet boy.your so perfect,i hope you know that and always know i love you and adore you now n always ! come back n see grandma again tonight,i love you so much dumplin!
Friday, March 9, 2007 - grandma
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Nevaeh
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Wow.I know its been awhile since I last wrote you and I'm sorry! Well as you know your baby sister is finally here. She was born on December 5th, 2006 at 10:45 p.m.She weighed 7lbs 6 oz and she was 19 1/2 inches long. I'm so blessed to have her in my life. The two of you look so much alike. I miss you so much, everytime I look at her I think of you and how it would be if the both of you were here together! Everyone is doing fine, taveon is so big.he turned 1 on January 25th. He's bad too,lol! Mommie and Daddy are doing fine.we still have our disareements, but we are making our lil' family work. I'm going to visit your grave again real soon. I know that you're watching over us and that you're smiling down baby girl. So continue to smile on us all and send more and more blessings.WE LOVE YOU NEVAEH!!!
Friday, March 9, 2007 - Mommie
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Hi Little Doll Jaycee
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Just wanted you to know we still think about you everyday.We miss you more then words can say.I dreamt about you last night but it was all your precious face.Smiling!!!W
e olove you and think of you all the time . You are still a huge part of the family and always will be honey.We send our hugs and kisses to you beautiful little baby!
Friday, March 9, 2007 - Love from Grandma F.
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Te quiero mi pequeno sapo del salto,
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Your old abuela is up and getting ready for work, yep, getting ready for work instead of having our abuela time. I miss that so much, I still cannot fully accept that this is a permanent deal. I guess I better get to work on the accepting thing again, I was getting there, then your beautiful self had a birthday, and then I wanted you back so bad that I am now not wanting to believe all of this is never going to get easier. Not the missing you part, not the loving you part, not the wanting to put you in the baby sling so I can hold you close when I am walking around the store. However I am thinking that you would be wanting to get down and go around, and everyone would want to know how old you are, and fuss over your dimples and thick dark hair. I miss you, my little Pito. I am looking to find a quiet spot where I can go to collect my thoughts, and feel your hugs and kisses. One of the most special things I remember is when I was done changing your diaper, and we had our dance, when I was carrying you out of my bedroom as we entered the living room, I looked at you and you looked right into my eyes, and then you offered up a kiss, I hugged you close and you gave me my kiss. That was the very first time you just leaned over and gave me a kiss. I miss you sweety, I want some way to accept this, but I am afraid of forgetting some small thing about you that I never want to forget. Somehow trying to hang on to the beautiful memories, which I am grateful to have, still hurt. But I will not forget a single thing, you know your abuela, always writing, so that is what I am doing, writing all of my thoughts and memories down. Of course remembering hugs is not how I want to hug you but it's what we all get right now. You see? Your abuela can and does, write.write.writ
e.write.write. The clock has gone on to 9a.m. so I must finish getting ready for work, have to be there by 10a.m. I love you con todo mi corazon, my Little Pito.
Friday, March 9, 2007 - te amo, Abuela
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My Sweet Little Pito,
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I haven't written you in such a long time, but as you know I speak to you and send love and blow kisses every single day. Your birthday has come and gone. You are 1, wow, how time goes by so quickly. I want to give you hugs and kisses, and take pictures of you opening up all the presents, and you with all the family taking turns holding you. It was so very windy, on your day, so we had a little celebration of the time we did have you here to hug and spoil, in a good way. I was working on doing some things that all of your cousins could work on to send you happy birthday messages. It was nice for me and your Tia Lyndsy to spend time with so many people who love you and miss you also. It touched me to have everyone want to write or draw something for you. We are going to have another another celebration for you when your mommy and daddy feel more able ready to handle it. After we did our thing, I told your mommy that it helped me very much, and it did. It didn't help me wanting to have you here, with us, with this huge family that loves you so much. Your cousins just want to play with you, your aunts and uncles just want to spoil you. Your abuela and abuelo just want to hold you, and kiss you and squeeze you. Teach you soccer, and how to read Word Bird books. Most of all your daddy and mommy, want to hug you, and love you and kiss you, and lay next to you. And believe it or not, they would give anything to change your diaper, give you a bath (even it meant bending over with a sore back). I just can not understand why you are not here for us to do all of these things for you and with you. You wittle dancin' machine, every single day I want to dance with you, I miss that so much. I feel like nothing has been quite right since you've not been here. Not your fault muntee boy, I don't want you to stressing the adults down here, just know that no matter what we love you, so much. I was thinking how wonderful it would be if you could come strutting on over to me, and I could pick you up with all of my strength, because your old abuela is not a very strong lady. But I would have the strength, I would make sure of that. I even think that even though you kind of have outgrown your "hop toady" machine, you would still be asking to get in, so you could go crazy with the hop toady-ing! I miss you so much, the pain is physical. My intelligent brain tells me, deal with it, your little Pito is gone, but my emotional heart, tells me, he can't be gone, it cannot be true. He'll be back, it's all been a bad mistake, but then no matter how many times I wake up, the nightmare is never ending. I have got to stop talking for now, I am in college with Tia Lyndsy and she is finished so we are going home now.
Thursday, March 8, 2007 - I love you, deeper than the deepest ocean. Abuela
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My little JuJu Bee
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Hello My beautiful baby girl Im sorry I havent written you in awhile, Sometimes It hard to come on here and write just to relive everything that has happend and it hurts im tring to be strong and to do my best for you your second birthday is next month and it falls on easter I know if you were here I know you would have so much fun. Hunting for easter eggs and eating your brithday cake and opening all of your present. I know that you would be so big and you would have the biggest smile in the world. Thats what I miss the most your smile and your silly laugh. Sometimes I hate to think that my whole life my pride and joy is gone the thing that I wanted so badly the only thing that made me feel like I had done something right for the first time in my life. Sometimes I wonder where it leaves me now I no longer have looking forward to seeing you smile or your laugh when I got home from school. Im in my junoir year now and I still wish your where here to give me something to look forward to something that gave me insperation to do the things I know are right. It's hard to keep from cring right now tears seem just to want to fall with no hesitation in mind I miss you Alexzandrea. You are my world and my pride and joy and even though god felt like he had to take my precious child from me I still respect him for giving me the little time I had with you. You were perfect and if I could give anything just to have you back forever I would just so I could hold you in my arms and never let you go I miss you baby girl and I know that I will see your beautiful smiling face again one day
Wednesday, March 7, 2007 - Your Mommy Trisha
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my Sweet, Josh Fish
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Mommy lost the internet for a while but I have it back now, I love you so much I think about you allthe time everyday, your little brother is doing good, he had some trouble the first five months he was here, he wanted to go meet you in heaven but I wouldnt let him. I missyou so much and I always will. I love you JoshFish
Wednesday, March 7, 2007 - Lots of love, mommy, daddy, dylan and little baby Falling
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Dear Lil Pito,
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Hey, it's your Tia Pegi,Sorry I have'nt written to you lately it's just been real hard this past few months.I think about you every day.I love you so much and it is so hard,it still doesn't seem like you are really gone to heaven.I know it should have sunk in by now but it hasn't. I know by now you would be able to say Tia pegi or at least come close to it.I'll never forget how you used to ask for your agua when I would feed you.I miss you soo much.We made a big card for you for your birthday,all of your cousins (Big and small)and all of your aunts and uncles helped.And tanner wanted to know when you were gonna get here for your birthday.He doesn't quite understand (I don't either).We will when we get to heaven.Well I am gonna go for now.I love you and miss you every day.I will see you in heaven lil man.
Wednesday, March 7, 2007 - Love always and forever,Tia Pegi
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To my Beautiful Angel Arabelle
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Hi Sweat butterfly, I hope grandma is taking great care of you. I miss you so much, and so does your Daddy, and brother and sister. If only you were here. I always wonder what you would be like now. how you would look. and sometimes it seems so un true. I hear people tell me it gets easier with time but I really wonder if that is really true. Your brother and sister yell to you and want us to honk everytime we pass the cemetary. well got to go. Lots of love and Kisses and always remember you are out beautiful butterfly. Mommy and Daddy love you.
Wednesday, March 7, 2007 - Mommy,Daddy,Jevan,Mikaela,and Ryan
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Our Phatdo AJ
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Hey son, I miss you babe and loves you so much it does hurt! Its so miserable being at work, I really do dislike it!! I just wish I was at home with you and your brother, everyday I wish that! Knowing it's not going to come true! We had a little scared that I might be pregnant, but I'm not and I don't know if I'm relieved or disappointed. But I do know is that we wish you were here with us. Your brother is doing really well, very healthy and just a handful as usual! Almost done potty training him so yay to that! Daddy is doing well too, working hard of course, and trying to find either another job or a second job! As for me, well I'm holding up the best possible way I can. It's hard EVERYDAY IT'S HARD! But we figure you wouldn't want our lives miserable right!? So I live for you, at least I try! Always know son that we miss and love you so much, more than I could put in this letter! We pray your having lots of fun in Heaven with all your family and new friends! Take care baby boy, our phatdo!! WE LOVES & MISS YOU!!
Tuesday, March 6, 2007 - LOVE ALWAYS.xoxoxoxo YOUR FAMILY!
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Our Sweet Angel Keira
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Hi Keira, it’s been 11 weeks since you left us to Heaven and it is still so painful for us. We are still in disbelief that you are not in our arms. Our hearts are shattered and we don’t think that they will ever mend. To this very moment, we still ask why . . . why you? Why us? We miss you so much. It just hurts all the time. Everywhere we go, everything we do, we feel sad and angry. We just want you back. Last weekend, we took Dylan to Mammoth Mountains to play in the snow. We kept wishing that you were here to play with Dylan. Dylan misses you so much. Not one day goes by where he doesn’t kiss your picture. He loves you . . . we all do. Please pray for our family. Guide us with your beautiful angel wings so that one day we will be together again. We think of you always and love you endlessly.
Tuesday, March 6, 2007 - Love, Mommy, Daddy & Dylan
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Cade Michael My Little Old Man
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Hey Buddy! Mommy just wanted to say hi and that she loves and misses you alot! Mommy will be having surgery tomorrow morning and I hope and pray that this will fix her! I am going to call Simes today to see if your marker has been set yet. I hope it has been. I slept with your blanket and your picture last night and I will be taking it with me when I go to titi's house. I miss you soooo much! I pray that you are ok. Mommy won't be able to write to you for a few days so please know how much I love you and miss you! with all my heart and soul!
Tuesday, March 6, 2007 - My love always and forever! Mommy & Ayden
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Alexis Kennedi
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Hey baby girl it's mommy again. I know you have heard this a billion times, but I just feel that I just need to keep telling you that I miss you so much. I can't wait for the day that I will get to hold you again, and I wonder if you will be grown up or still 6 weeks old. I just can't wait til I can finally hold you in my arms once again, and dance like I use to dance with you to the music. You would just smile at me and you seemed like you knew just what I was thinking. I love you so much and I always wanted a little girl so that I could dress her up and fix her hair. Then I got you and only got to keep you for 6 short weeks. But then again I don't want to rush to heaven too fast because your bubby is going to need me here to be with him. So until then I will be here and you can come to see me anytime you want to. I love you very much and miss you bunches. Tons of Hugs and Kisses. xoxoxoxoxo
Tuesday, March 6, 2007 - Mommy and Daddy
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Matthew
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Hi angel, It's mommy. I miss you. It has been almost 2.5 years. I think about you every day. Kody brought home a poetry book today and he dedicated it to you. He said he dedicated it to you because he wonders what you are doing in heaven. He misses your smile, he misses being with you. I will never understand why God called you home so soon. My heart aches for you, and to this very day, every time I hear a baby cry I think of you. It is still hard to remember the happy times. I wonder what you would look like. I wonder what your voice would sound like. I still keep your blanket and your bib in my nightstand and sometimes I smell them and I remember so clearly what you felt like. I miss you. I would give anything to hold you one more time. I told Grandma that I felt like you were with Cory and Sean when the Tornado hit the school. I know you were there with them. I know you keep Jesus close to us. I truly believe that. I wish I could dream about you. I tried for so long to dream about you, so it would feel real. Your mommy loves you so much. I always will. Your brothers love you so much too. We blow kisses to you every time we drive by the cemetery, but I know you know that. We will always be together in my heart. I just miss you.
Tuesday, March 6, 2007 - Mommy
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Kaden
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Hi Boo Boo! I haven't written to you lately. Today, I went through pictures of you and your sisters. They're so precious! I miss you so much and every time I see a picture of you I try to imagine what you would look like now. I know you'd be so cute! My tattoo is pretty much healed and I LOVE being able to show it to people and say that it is in memory of YOU! It reminds me every day that I have a little angel in heaven watching down on me! I miss you so much angel and I can't wait until the day where I can hold you again! I love you Kaden Harris!
Monday, March 5, 2007 - Auntie Jennifer
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this letter is to my son aiden, to my bug bug
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you filled me with something ill never be able to describe a love so deep and never ending holds no language for goodbye its here, in my memories of you that i have to stop and sigh though i know that still you're here i want to gaze into your eyes whisper hush my aidy baby, momma loves you when you begin to cry hold onto you instead of holding on to why? i'll try son, to go up as i go on and hold nothing but my love for you inside for all too long
Monday, March 5, 2007 - love from your momma amanda
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Cade Michael My Little Old Man
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Hey Buddy I wanted to write you and let you know I have been thinking alot about you today. Kylie and I have been looking at your pictures and she was fascinated by how small the hospital band was(the one for your ankle). Grandma Pat and Bailey went out to the cemetary Saturday, your marker is there and should be placed this week. It is beautiful! I hate that it is for you though.It is exactly the way I designed it for you.everyone put in their ideas though. I miss you so much! and I miss those quiet times you and I shared when you would smile at me and lay on my chest.it's seems like it was yesterday and I cannot stand it most days. I love you with my whole heart and soul. I would give anything to hold you and feed you and I wonder what you would be doing now and who you would favor more.me or your daddy. I love you my man and I miss you more than ever.you would be 14 months old today.All my kisses and hugs for you my angel.
Sunday, March 4, 2007 - My love always and forever! Mommy & Ayden
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Sweet Grayce Marie
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Hey Sweet Girl! Just thought I would write you and say hi. Its been a while since I sent you a letter. Just wanted to let you know im thinking about you, miss and love you lots. I wonder each day what you would have looked like. Beautiful inside and out I am sure. I love you baby girl you will always be a beautiful angel. Hugs and kisses to you in the clouds .
Saturday, March 3, 2007 - Melissa
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my dumplin conner
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hi my sweet dumplin ,hows my precious grandson? i miss you so so soooo much angel boy . today i have thought of you over and over,we had lukes birthday party,hes 7,and all i could think about is my conner! i would have givin you a peice of cake ,mostly the icing,and just let you get your hands in it and taste the icing and take lots of pictures of you.i can picture you smakin your lil lips and looking at me like im the greatest toy you have, i love you so much ,i was reading another letter another mommie wrote and she was telling her son how she doesnt look at babies in the same way,i totally understood what she was saying. i have seen a couple of babies , boys at that , and it rips my heart out.theres questions ill never have the answers to until i go to heaven someday and hold you in my arms again . i havent had you visit me in my dreams yet but im looking foward to it,i want to tell you so many things , that i love you , i miss you and im so sorry i wasnt there.this wound will never heel.i will never be truly happy because ill never have you here with me again .you are my dumplin and my heart is empty without you.i kiss your pisture of you puckering your lips and i hope my kisses make it to heaven,i know Jesus is taking great care of you and he can love you enough for all of us,just always know my love for you is forever angel,kisses from grandma my perfect boy,i love you conner!
Saturday, March 3, 2007 - your grandma
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ETHAN
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HELLO BABY BOY I AM MISSING YOU LIKE CRAZY STILL TOMORROW MARKS TEN MONTHS THAT YOU HAD TO GO BACK TO THE GOOD LORD. I AM NOT LOOKING FORWARD TO THIS NEXT COUPLE OF WEEKS I AM WORKING NON STOP. BUT THEN AUDREY AND MOMMY ARE GOING TO FLORIDA FOR A WEEK. THIS TRIP IS GOING TO BE HARD BECAUSE LAST YEAR WE WERE UNABLE TO GO. I HAD DELIVERED YOU SO WE STAYED HOME WITH OUR SWEET BABY BOY. NOW THIS YEAR YOU WOULD HAVE BEEN ONE YEARS OLD AND RUNNING AROUND WITH YOUR SISTER IN FLORIDA. I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY YOU ARE NOT HERE BUT WE ARE ALL DRAINED OUT OF WONDERING WHY. OR ATLEAST I AM. I HAVE A TOTALLY DIFFERENT LOOK AND FEELINGS WHEN I SEE BABIES AND THEY ARE NOT GOOD FEELINGS. I HOPE I AM GOING TO BE ABLE TO MOVE ON AND GET OVER THIS IN TWO MONTHS BECAUSE AIDEN IS GOING TO NEED ME. I HOPE HE IS GOING TO WANT ME AND BE WITH ME AS MUCH AS YOUR BIG SISTER WANTS YOUR UNCLE RANDY. I TOLD AUDREY TO TELL ME WHAT UNCLE RANDY DID TO MAKE HIM HER FAVORITE BUT SHE DID'N. I WANTED TO KNOW THE SECRET FOR AIDEN. WELL I LOVE YOU ETHAN JOHN. I SURE DO WISH I COULD HOLD YOU IN MY ARMS.
Saturday, March 3, 2007 - LOVE YOUR MOMMY
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Nathan James Cooper
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Hello There my Angel it has been 2 longs years since you went to play in heaven My darling little grandson I love you so much. I wrote a little Poem to commemorate your day. 2 years ago you went away up to Gods Garden with the angels to play So look around your garden lord you are sure to find Nathan there, plant a kiss upon his cheek, tell that we love and miss him and wish that he was here.
Saturday, March 3, 2007 - Nana xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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Dearest Lil Pito
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Happy Birthday lil man, today you are the BIG 1 years old. I bet you are a very big boy now. We all miss you so much. Me aunt Dee, Tyler and Tanner went to your yard today. It was the first time Ive been there since the day you were laid to rest. It was a very hard day. The boys brought you ballons today but one flew away. Did you catch it. After that we went to Aunt Peggi to remember you not that we will ever forget but just a lil gathering. I just miss you so much and I love you forever. Well lil man Happy Birthday and we love you forever.
Friday, March 2, 2007 - Love always and forever Aunt Carolyn
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Ciara Rae
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Oh my darling Sugie. I can't believe it has been 6-1/2 months since you left this earth. You'll be happy to know that mommy has been going to RCIA and our marriage will be blessed in the church. I am doing everything possible to be with you again. Fr. Tim, Sister Conception, Sister Ana, and Sister Josephine are the most wonderful people. They have provide the best support and guidance for us. We can only find comfort in their presence. Hugs and 100 kisses from mommy. Please give Paul a hug and kiss. I will await you and your brother in my dreams. Please don't make mommy wait too long.
Friday, March 2, 2007 - Love mommy
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My precious Jaycee Marie
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Hey doll face it's Grandma just wanted to say sorry I haven't written you for a while. It has been kind of CRAZY here lately. Last Saturday the electricity went out and stayed out for 5 days. It came back on and then we got a big snow storm with lots of wind. So I have been kind of busy dealing with survival for Grandpa and me, keeping the house warm and trying to keep food in the house that isn't spoiled. Through all of that I still though about you,Carter and Kayleigh every day. I think our three angels helped us get through this. So thank you and hugs, kisses and all the love to all three of you. I miss you all more than I can ever put into words.
Friday, March 2, 2007 - Love and XOXOXOXO Grandma Deb
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MY DEAREST SWEET LITTLE PITO
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Happy Birthday sweetheart. I sure wish you were here right now. Mommy's not doing good at all. I know you know that but I really need you to talk to her and let her know you are happy and okay. We almost lost your mommy on Wednesday. We all keep telling her that she will never see you again if she does this again but her heart is so broken I'm not sure she can hear us. If you will just come to her and let her know you are okay and that you want her to get better that may be the only thing that helps her. I can't lose her too. If only you were still here. It is so hard to keep faith when so many bad things are happening to our family. Please help us with Mommy. I love you baby boy. One year old today. How big you must be!!!!!!!!!! I miss you and I love you so very much Pito! Life is so hard on us all without you here. I just can't understand what good it did to take you from us. I feel like it has just made everything so much worse for Mommy. Oh well baby boy. For now I will close. I have to go visit you before I go visit Mommy at the hospital. Tons of love and hugs and kisses coming your way sweet baby boy. XOXOXOXOXOXO forever and a day. GAMS
Friday, March 2, 2007 - GAMS
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Alexis Kennedi
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Hey baby girl I miss you bunches and I just can't put in words how much. But I just wanted to drop by and let you know I'm always thinking about you and I love you forever. I always wonder what you would look like now. Tomorrow is when you would be 6 months old. I bet you would be a chubby lil girl by now. But mommy is going to go cause I'm crying and I know you don't want to see me cry. I love you more than anything in the world. Daddy misses you lots too. He loves you just as much as I do. We give you tons of hugs and kisses. You are always in our hearts forever and our baby girl.
Friday, March 2, 2007 - Mommy and Daddy
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Anjelique
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Hey mama,.I was here a few days ago writing to but wasn't able to finish writing to you. Mama's heart is aching for you and as the days are getting closer to the date you went back to Heaven. mama is trying. did you see your little sister get baptised. OH my little princess I miss you so much. I look at your little sister and tell her about you, even though I know she knows you already.I know you guys crossed paths as she was coming to my womb and you were returning to our Lord.Mama I'm going to do the Station of the Cross with Grandma again but I have to be strong because it will be the day before you make a year of being in Heaven.I want to get you another beautiful bunch of flowers for you to bring over to your site as we walk through the cemetry. Oh my love what am I gonna do. I am trying to be strong and I think I am doing better at hiding this ache and missing for you but as the days are getting closer. I can't know if I can be strong. I wanted to have a mass for you but since your day falls on Holy Saturday we can't but I will go to mass that night and when I light my candle I will light it for you my little one. Hmm Wednesday will make 11 months since the last time I saw my Pretty Girl. I love you pretty Girl. So much. let me go cause your little sister is waking up. Sending you a million kisses to Heaven so at least one will reach you.
Friday, March 2, 2007 - Mama
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My Dearest Lil Pito
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Hey Lil Man todays your first birthday, i didnt want to get out of bed. Its hard on us, i cant imagine what mommy and daddy are going thru. Please watch over your mommy and daddy and help them thru his hard time. Your not surpose to be gone your surpose to be here with us. I could just see how big you would have gotten. I miss you so much and it hurts more and more. Ok i love you Lil man with all my heart. Happy first birthday
Friday, March 2, 2007 - Aunt Tammy, Uncle Richard, Alexus and Trey
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Cade Michael
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Hi baby.today is 10 months since you have been gone and it still kills me everyday I think of you not being here! I received your new death certificate with your dad's name on it.at least we have that. I miss you so very much. Your marker came in yesterday so your final resting place will show who you are and that you are MY son. Aunt Jamie and Grandma are both going to go and watch them place it. I wish with all my heart that I could be there to see. I love you so much and I miss you more than you will ever know. I talk to you everyday and it breaks my heart when I think of what you would be like today, walking, eating "big people" food, your smiling face, and playing with Ayden. I hope you know I want only the best for you and your brothers and sister. I am sorry for leaving that morning to go to work.I cannot say I am sorry enough. If I could change that day I would. I would give anything to feed you and hold you again. I miss you so much and I love you my man!
Friday, March 2, 2007 - My love always and forever! Mommy & Ayden
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Jaycee Marie
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Hi honey, Daddy just want to tell you thank you for coming and visit me in my dreams lastnight. Even though it was sad to have the dream end it was good seeing you again. In my dreams you were about 8 months old which is how old you would be now, and you were crawling all over the place. But i just wanted tell you thanks and come and visit me again. Love you Little Girl.XOXOXOXOXOX
OXOXOXOXOXO love Daddy
Thursday, March 1, 2007 - Daddy
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To Our ANGEL AJ
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We Love You Baby AJ, this you know To see you smile, just made us glow As parents we never dream of this To lose you our Angel to something like SIDS We cherish the memories in our hearts & souls The day you were born and when we got to bring you home We watched as Mykah played with you We look at him now and he misses you too You ate all the time and as much as you could Changing your clothes because sometimes you couldn’t hold down your food Washing you up and giving you baths Watching you squirming around always made me laugh You were a comedian in your own way We laughed so hard when you peed on Dad, remember that day? You always put a smile on our faces Getting you dressed so that we could take you places Taking you on your first trip to Chuck E Cheese Was a blast although all you did was sleep Getting you ready in your all white suit The day you got baptized you looked so cute Your handsome face was chunky and round Our dreams for you we’re all shut down The day you left you took part of us too All we think about are all the things we did with you We love you son with all are heart Always know we’ll never be apart For we carry you AJ in our minds, heart and soul Until our very last breath when we are old But it hurts to know that your not here with us We have faith in God and in Him we trust Always know AJ that you are always loved Here on earth and in the Heavens Above
Thursday, March 1, 2007 - With all Our LOVE
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to grandmas dumplin.my conner
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hi my precious angel. this is the first letter im writing to you.i didnt want my baby not to get any mail. its been 1 week and 2 days and i miss you every minute of everyday . you are the most beautiful baby i have ever seen and i know in heaven your even more beautiful.my heart aches to hold you just once more.i think to myself if only i was there this wouldnt of happened and i feel so guilty. today i went past your bouncer n the music turned on all by itself but i know it was you telling me your here with grandma n papa. i talk to your pictures and not a day goes by we dont talk about you and watch your videos. your my perfect angel. you are my best friend and i love you n miss you so much , we all do. come to grandma in my dreams and just so you know papa's last words to me tonight were "im going to bed to dream of conner" you touched so many hearts in your short lil life angel . i miss your feet , im so glad i took a picture of your lil tooties,i miss kissing them . tell nana in heaven to take care of you for me and when i get there your kisses are all mine. your my perfect dumplin! dont ever forget that . we love you sweet boy , now , forever and always my conner karate'.
Wednesday, February 28, 2007 - grandma
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My dearest sweet baby Nicholas,
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Mommy misses you so much now I think more than ever. I have tried to do things as I know that you would have wanted me to. I got a great job working in the doctors office. I like it. But it is so hard watching all these mothers come in with there little angels. Me not having you with me something grabs ahold of my heart and stabs it. It hurts so bad. I have tried to just deal with things but I catch myself thinking about you. And how much I want you here. I know that maybe selfish but I want you. I know that you can't be here and it hurts. I know that I have to be strong and deal with this. I know that you and God will both help me to deal with things. I just have to ask. I need help to deal with all of this. I know that I will see you again some day. I will be able to hold you in my arms. We will meet there at the gates of heaven. I love you so much my child. And I really just need to get things off my chest. I needed to talk to you. I love you so much. I will write you again soon.
Wednesday, February 28, 2007 - Love your Mommy
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Cade Michael My Little Old Man
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Hey Buddy! I just want to say hello and that I love you very much and I miss you! Friday will be 10 months since you left me. I miss you everyday and I talk about you everyday. I showed my grief counselor your pictures yesterday, she was in awe of your constant smiles and how much bigger Ayden is than you! I showed her the band from the hospital too. The one they put around your ankle. She could not believe how tiny it is. Another day gone by that I think of you and sleep with your blanket. Grandpa has pictures on his camera of you, he asked me if I wanted them today, and I just cannot bring myself to look at those particular photos. I want to remember your smiles and the way you would blink your eyes when you woke up. The way you let Ayden kiss you and pat your head! He loves you soo much! I miss you my man! I always will. I love you soo much! ALL MY LOVE!!
Wednesday, February 28, 2007 - My love always and forever! Mommy & Ayden
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Dear Hannah,
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How is it possible that tomorrow you will be gone from my life for 6 years. The pain around this day is so awful.my heart aches in my chest for you my darling baby. You are always with us.and this year, your pop pop and mom mom will hold you for me. I love you so very much, Angel Baby and miss you all the time. See you tomorrow, at the cemetary.
Wednesday, February 28, 2007 - All My Love, Mommy
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My Baby Jake
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Hello my sweet angel, I was sitting here today and I just wanted to tell you how much I love and miss you. Joshua is slowly begining to understand that he is a twin and his precious brother died and went to heaven. We will all be together again one day my angel. Im sure you are happy playing up in heavens gardens with your aunty sarah. Please give her all my love. Your precious memory lives stronger everyday in my heart my baby boy. I LOVE YOU XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO
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Tuesday, February 27, 2007 - Mummy
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Our Love -Ace Filimaua Jr
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Hi Son, it's me DADDY. Where do I start huh? Well the weeks gone by fast I look at it like another day gone by is another day I'm closer to being with you again. I will be SON I promised you that I'll always be there for you and that promise I will keep until I never have to say it again. I miss you soooo much son, never will I be able to express how much I love and miss you now matter how I try, just know that I do. Everyday I long to be with you, to hold you, to kiss you, just to come home from work to see you sleeping or eating like you always did. I want you to know that you have taught me so much about love, life and faith and so many other things. And I just want you to know that I thank you for that son. You came into this world with a mission, a mission from GOD and I believe that was to bring your mom and I together, to start our family, and we did. You taught us about love when we had you, and GOD knew you had completed your mission. So he called you home. But it wasn't until after that you taught us about FAITH, not only teaching us about it but because of you our faith in GOD is much stronger. So thank you son for everything that you have done for me. How could I ever repay you. All I have to give is my love, and my promise to you son that one day, one day GOD will call me, and when he does with him at the gates of Heaven will you be waiting for me. Then and there will I carry you in my arms and tell you once again.I LOVE YOU SON.AND I ALWAYS WILL!
Tuesday, February 27, 2007 - xOxO Daddy, Mommy and Mykah
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Dearest Lil Pito
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Hey my little fat man just wanted to tell you that I miss you sooo much. I wish I had got to spend more time with you when you were here. But the time I got to see you will always be with me and I know deep in my heart that you could feel all my love for you.You could feel everyones love and still we send it to you every day. There is so many people down here that miss you and cry for you. You have a very big family, a very loving family.We will never forget you and my boys will always know that their lil cousin is a very special angel. I told Tyler that he could write to you anytime he wants and he told me it will make him sad. I wanted to cry. He'd seemed to be so brave through this horrible thing that I overlooked how you going to heaven affected him. So we talked about you and he told me the things that he remembers about you. I told him its ok to be sad, we all are. and its ok to talk about you even though we get sad. He cant believe that you will be one this Friday. I dont think none of us can. This is not how we pictured your first birthday.Well my lil man I love you and miss you very much hope your recieving all our love forever.
Tuesday, February 27, 2007 - Love Always and forever, Aunt Carolyn
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Cade Michael
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Hey Buddy! I just wanted to say hi and I miss you lots! I went over and saw Uncle Jay's nephew yesterday. He is getting so big and I held him. I just remember when you were that small. He grinned a little bit in his sleep too. He is a precious one! I miss you so very much and I love you with all my heart. Mommy will be having surgery next Wednesday, please watch over me. Aunt Jamie will be mailing me your handprints and your footprints this week. I cannot wait to get them! I have the band from the hospital that was around your ankle the day you were born. You were born at 7:14 pm. You weighed 7 lbs. 7 oz and were 21 inches long! I would give anything to hold you in my arms forever and I cannot understand why you are not here with me. I remember that day everyday and I wish I could change it. I miss you so much and I love you forever Cade!
Monday, February 26, 2007 - Mommy and Ayden
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Ace Jasiah Filimaua
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We love and miss you AJ! Daddy, Mommy and your brother Mykah! Everyday we think about you and wonder how big you were going to be and how smart! We love you so much.watch over all of us, especially your big brother k!? Love you hunnie
Monday, February 26, 2007 - xOxO OxOx Dad, Mom & Mykah
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Grayce Marie
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Love you baby girl!
Sunday, February 25, 2007 - Mommy
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beautiful angel in disguise (nathan james cooper)
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hiya hunni,cousin melitta here i have to say sweetie,im not one for crying much,as you know i never cried at your funeral even though that was undoubtedly the hardest thing i have ever done in my life. however today being the two year anniversary of your eternal rest day im more than making up for it,i turn to sleep but that image of your big beautiful eyes huants my thoughts,the last time i held you and i was granted the blessing of seeing your entrancing eyes first. not a day goes by i dont think what a big boy you would be now,playing along with your big sister catherine ann and i think to myself,i can only hope god has a heaven send like you in store for me. rest peacefully darling x x x
Sunday, February 25, 2007 - your loving cousin melitta x x x
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Our Sweet Angel Keira
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Hi Keira. Today is cold and windy. On days like this, we miss you so much more. We wished we could hold you and kiss you. It has been 10 weeks since you left to Heaven and we are still hurting so much. We saw your friend, Ryan, yesterday, and we became upset as it made us miss you even more. You and Ryan are the same age. Ryan now sucks his thumb and can also hold his bottle. You would probably do the same and more. As for your brother, Dylan, he is so playful and is learning to say a lot of things. He loves to sing ABCs and entertain us. Please watch over Dylan and keep him safe. He misses you too and kisses your pictures everyday. Please pray for Mommy and Daddy. We don’t know if we can ever heal from your passing. Give us strength and hope. We love you forever.
Sunday, February 25, 2007 - Love, Mommy and Daddy
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Hi Trevor,
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Well it's almost been 2 years since you have left this world and I still miss you like it was yesterday as you know mommy and daddy are having a really tough time right now and i wish you were here to cheer us up but I know your in heaven with Grandpa please come visit me in my dreams I would love to see you please ask God if he can make this bad thing that we are going through go away.I love you soooo much and I will make sure your new little sister knows all about you. I cant wait to see you again. Until that day know that your Mommy, Daddy, Jessyca & Hailey Loves you. I MISS YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!
Friday, February 23, 2007 - Your Mommy Jamie
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Dearest Lil Pito
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Hi my lil fat man just wanted to write and tell you that I love you and miss you sooo much!How are you doing up there in Heaven. Are you having lots of fun playing with all the babies up there? I so wish you could be here playing with all our babies. Tanners not feeling very good this week. I think I gave him my cold.You know that snotty nose and you just dont feel very good so he gets really grouchy. You dont have to ever have a cold in Heaven.So do you got all your lil teeth and walking all over the place? Your 1st birthday is coming very soon. Your Abuella, mommy and daddy want to do something special to remember your big day. I know its very hard for them but I thinks its a wonderful thing to do. Even though we remember you everyday but its you big 1. How I wish you could be here. We would love just watching you scarf down your own personal cake after you blow out your candle as we sing happy birthday to you.Then you would wrip all your presents open and we would be there all laughing and smiling wishing the day would never end. We probraly would still be fighting who gets to hold you.And by now you would just want to be running around playing with all your lil cousins.Tanner would be all your face loving all over you as we all would be. Well lil man Im going to get back to work now. I finally have a computer at home so I'll be checking up on you all the time.Remember we all love and miss you sooo much and we hold you forever in our hearts.
Friday, February 23, 2007 - Love always, Aunt Carolyn
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Hi my beautiful Lolo's
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Today is your one month wing anniversary. I hope your doing good. I miss you more than ever just a few minutes ago this very day last month i was kissing you goodbye as I went to work, and then I received the phone call. Why did you leave myside. I need you with me. I love you so much. I wake up every morning hoping your in your room, but I wake up to an empty room and empty arms. I love you soooo much, you are my angel and I love and miss you. I wish you were with mommy so I can take care of you. I hope that your being well taken care of, thats all I can hope for. I hope to be with you one day soon, until that day comes be good, listen, dont fight, and know that mommy loves you with all my heart. Please dont ever leave my side. I love you baby girl and I miss u. I think of you everyday
Friday, February 23, 2007 - UR Mommy who misses u Luv u baby girl
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Alexis Kennedi
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Hey baby girl it's mommy. I just wanted to let you know I've been thinking about you like I do all the time. But I just feel that I need to write you today. It's been a while since I wrote. The last time was Valentine's Day. Just to let you know mommy isn't ever gonna forget about you. You are always my baby girl. I wish I could have you here with me just like all the other moms do. But I guess it's just not meant for everyones wishes to come true. I just had this thought that kept goin through my head.well, if I didn't let her sleep on her belly then maybe she would still be here with me, but everyone tells me it's nothing I did. They told me that I couldn't have done anything to prevent it I just guess I feel different. I feel like if I would have known more about it then I could have you here. But I really didn't know much about it until it happened to you. I love you more than anything. I just feel like it's my fault I didn't know about SIDS. Just pray for mommy cause some days are really hard. Especially when I think it's all my fault. Today mamaw started babysitting a baby and I held him. He is only 2 months old and she said he weighs 8 lbs. Gosh it's so hard to remember that you were smaller than him. It's just not the same holding someone elses baby. But you bubby/sissy will be here soon. We are all getting excited and I know you are too, but I bet you will still help mommy and daddy out. You just come and visit them in their dreams since you can't be here with them. If I had one wish that's what it would be.to have you here with me. I don't care what the other with would be I would choose that wish over anything. I miss you so much, and so does daddy. But mommy is gonna go for now I have to get up early in the morning for work. But I'm always here for you to come and visit. I dream of you a lot more now that I did when you first went to heaven. I think at first I was tryin to hard to dream about you, now you just come whenever you want. Come visit mommy some more. I love for you to visit me in my dreams if that's the closest I can get that's what I will take. That is until I get to be with you in heaven again one day. I can't wait until that day. I wish I knew how soon my time was then I would getta look forward to see you my baby girl again. I love you more than anything. Tons of Hugs and Kisses. xoxoxoxoxo
Thursday, February 22, 2007 - mommy and daddy
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Cade Michael My Little Old Man
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Hey Buddy! I just want to say hello and that I love you dearly! Mommy is preparing for her surgery. I am extremely nervous. I miss you so much and I have had a really hard time this week without you here and Ayden at his dad's house. Today is your brother Brandon's 8th birthday! He and Kylie ask alot of questions about you. I try to answer them to the best of my ability. I miss you my man! It still does not seem real to me that you are not here with me. I dream about what you would look like and what you would be doing right now. Ayden kisses your picture all the time. I know he misses you! I miss you and I love you and I will talk to you soon! All my love and kisses!
Thursday, February 22, 2007 - Mommy and Ayden
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My precious Jaycee Marie
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Hi baby doll. Grandma just wants to tell you I love you and miss you so very much!I wish I could hold you and kiss that beautiful face. Please tell Carter and Kayleigh that I love them and miss them very much also.I am sending lots of hugs and kisses to all three of my precious angels. XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO
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Thursday, February 22, 2007 - Love you all, Grandma Deb
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Angel In Heaven *OUR PHATDO* --AJ--
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Hi Angel, we miss and love you so much AJ. I'm always wondering what your doing, or who your with, or if you miss us as much as we miss you!! Oh how I wish everyday that you are here with us! Mykah is doing good, your brother I know he misses you. Out of the blue he would come up and tell me or daddy that he misses you! When he says his prayers he always mentions your name too. I miss seeing him with you. The week is going by and just wish it was the weekend already, not really into working. Because I always think that I'm not suppose to be here I'm suppose to be at home with you and Mykah. But just wanted to stop by and let you know that Mykah, Daddy & I MISS & LOVE YOU SO MUCH!! xOxO OxOx
Wednesday, February 21, 2007 - xOxO OxOx --Daddy, Mommy & Mykah
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Dearest Alison Elizabeth.
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Happy 22nd Birthday Ali.you are always in our hearts and in our thoughts.and will be forever.we love you so much and you will always be our little Ali.
Wednesday, February 21, 2007 - Love,hugs,and kisses, your mama and dad
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Joshua
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Hey babydoll, I love you so much and I am missing you so much more. I love you so much and I cant believe that you will be turning 2 this april. I wish so much I could see your sweet face and hug you until the end of time. I love you always and kisses forever. xoxoxoxo
Wednesday, February 21, 2007 - Mommy
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Aidan
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Hey Boo Grandpa fred here again, its been awhile since my last letter, lots has happened the biggest being my stay in the hospital it was rough on me and alot of things went through my mind as they worked on me and afterwards. What can I say I dont think I have the fight in me any more. I just want to be with you and my parents this world sometimes is just too much to take, but we struggle on. Please watch over your mom and uncle as this war frightens me more every day I hope they never have to see the desserts of Irag again, your uncle is in Japan right now I am excited for him but scared to have him so far from home. Well boo have to go now remember loving you missing you. xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
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Tuesday, February 20, 2007 - Grandpa Fred
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Ruby-Jean,
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TOday is one year.How can I still remember every word of that phone call telling me you were gone.I miss you like it was just yesterday that I held you.I can still feel you and smell you.Baby girl I Love you so much.Stay warm up there Nannie well see you when she gets there.
Tuesday, February 20, 2007 - Nannie
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Ta-sheane
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Hey baby boy. Now mommy is officially back. You know we moved again because I was not at my most comfortable stages. Even though I kiss your picture and tell you I love you everyday, it's not the same as expressing my thoughts to you through writing. I miss you so much and everyday I want you back more and more. I am going through it but like I promised to you I will manage to keep a smile on my face. I will manage to try and remain happy even if I am really sad. I have to do it for your brother and sister anyway right?? I have to stay strong. Poppy I love you with all my heart and soul, with everything I have inside me.I pray everyday that you know this.
Monday, February 19, 2007 - Mommy
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My Dearest Sweet Pito,
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Hi my sweet love. Just real fast to tell you I love you so very much and I miss you just as much. Will the tears ever stop??????? I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU MY SWEETEST.XOXOXOX
OXOXOXOXOXO FOREVER AND A DAY, GAMS
Monday, February 19, 2007 - GAMS
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