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Hi Jared
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Jared I can't stop writting or thinking about you.My friend and I made t-shirts and sweatshirt with you and a poem on. The poem says The wings of an angel keeping the love within. These wings from an angel are my gift to you, These wings from an angel will help see you through. I really really miss you. Yesterday I went to go and see Erica and her baby girl Elen. It made me sad that you can't see her she looks exactally like her mom.Speaking of mom your mom is doing a little better then what she was. She always said that you and Erica's girl would be the prince and the princess. But you might already have a little girl friend. Jared is it pretty up there? I wish that you were down here with us!! I hate seeing other babies. Did you meet some of the other people in our family? Like nanny's parents and here sister. Are you having a better time making friends then me? I know that you are wathing over all of us!! I love you!!!!!!!
Sunday, April 29, 2007 - Elina (your cousin)
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seth my angle
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hello love i hurt so much with out you & i just want you back at home with me. i just try to stay buisy and not focus on the pain but no matter how hard i try not to feel sad, i am and i do, do you know how much i love you? i just to hold you one more time, i just want to breath you in.I MISS YOU SO MUCH.
Sunday, April 29, 2007 - mommy
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ETHAN JOHN
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HELLO MY SWEET BABY BOY IT HAS BEEN AWHILE SINCE I HAVE WROTE TO YOU. I MISS YOU LIKE CRAZY AND I KNOW YOU SEE ME STILL CRYING FOR YOU. IT IS NEVER GOING TO GO AWAY NOT UNTIL I CAN HOLD YOU IN MY ARMS AGAIN IN HEAVEN. FIND OUT THE BIG QUESTION EVER. WHY??????????? I DON'T UNDERSTAND STILL. YOUR SISTER IS EXPECTING A LOT FROM YOUR LITTLE COUSIN AIDAN. SHE THINKS A LOT OF THINGS TO DO WITH HIM AND HOW HE IS GOING TO SLEEP IN HER ROOM ON HER BED. I WISH IT COULD BE I WISH I COULD GIVE HER ANOTHER BROTHER OR SISTER BUT IT IS NOT WORKING IF I KNEW WE WERE GOING TO LOSE YOU I WOULD HAVE NEVER GOT YOUR FATHER FIXED. BUT HONEY I AM JUST THAKFUL THAT I GOT TO SPEND FIVE MONTHS WITH YOU AND HAD IN OUR LIVES. IT WAS THE BEST TIME SEEING YOUR SMILES, COOS, AND TRYING TO ROLL OVER. YOU WERE THE CUTEST BABY BOY I MISS YOU SO MUCH. I THINK OF THE TIMES YOU WERE SITTING ON MY BED AND WE WOULD JUST TALK AWAY WITH YOUR SISTER AND ME. YOU WERE SO INTERESTED IN YOUR BIG SISTER YOU WOULD WATCH HER AND LOOK AROUND FOR HER. SHE DOES NOT REMEMBER BUT I DO. SON IF I COULD ONLY HAVE YOU BACK. WELL I HAVE TO GO FOR NOW I LOVE YOU SO MUCH MY SWEET ANGEL SLEEP TIGHT.
Saturday, April 28, 2007 - YOUR MOMMY, DADDY, AND AUDREY
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Cade Michael My Little Old Man
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Hey my man! It's been a really tough week for mommy. May 2nd will be the one year anniversary since you got your angel wings. I relive that day over and over again I can still see your face while I was holding you at the hospital. That is not the way I want to remember you, but, that is the image I have in my mind. I miss you so very much and somedays it is just unbearable. Grandma and Aunt Jamie will be going to visit you May 2nd. Mommy has some pretty flowers that Grandma will be bringing you too. I wish with my whole heart that I could be there. It tears me up inside that I will not be there too sit and talk to you on this day, and for that, I am sorry. I love you so very much and I miss you every minute of every day! Please know not a moment goes by that I don't have you in my heart and in my thoughts. I will talk to you soon. I love you always!
Saturday, April 28, 2007 - all my love forever! your mommy
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Grayce Marie
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Hey sweet girl! Just thought I would drop by and say hi and let you know I am thinking about you. Your birthday is coming soon! I miss you Sweet Grayce Marie! Love you bunches.
Saturday, April 28, 2007 - Melissa
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Good Afternoon Jared
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Well Jared, today I went to see my first parade with Trey & Jada and Pappy, it is the first parade since you left us, but I didn't enjoy the parade because all I kept thinking during the parade is you would be 5 moths old and sitting in your stroller right here with us with a balloon tied to your stroller and well hopefully smiling at the bands and firetrucks as they go by, but you would probably cry when the fire trucks blew their horns and I would have laughed at how cute your cry and scared face were but instead I got to miss all that and I cried thru the whole parade and could not wait for it to be over. But I knew you were there with us because I think you were mad at us for not being able to take you with us, because it was nice and sunny while we were going but as soon as we sat our chairs down the sun went in and it got chilly but as soon as the parade was over the sun came back out. I know that was you playing games with us and I loved it, that is what made me laugh after it was all over. I miss you Jared I think more then anyone could possibly ever know but I love and find so much comfort knowing I can write to you. I hope you read this each time I write. Well enough, I just wanted to tell you about the parade and how we wished you were there physically with us. I will write again soon, I will give mommy a kiss from you, mommy loves you and misses you.
Saturday, April 28, 2007 - Love you, nanny
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Sweet, Sweet TJ
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Some days are filled with happiness for us, your brother and sisters are growing so fast. Some days are long and full of questions that, after all these years, still have no answers. And some days, like today, I long for you with a pain in my heart like a fresh wound that only heals enough to let me keep on going day to day. This wound is so old, yet so fresh that the sting is always right there, under the surface. I think I can still feel you sometimes, and my arms ache for you. If heaven waits for me at the end of my journey, and if I can choose just one way to spend forever, I'll hold you in my arms and we'll rock in the blue chair and sing. Our eyes will see each other again, like the first time, and we'll sing. I hope you don't mind, that I've put down in words, how wonderful life is now that your in the world.
Saturday, April 28, 2007 - mommy
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AJ My Angel
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Hey Baby boii! Just wanted to stop by and send you lots of love through this letter! Lots and lots of love from your brother Mykah, Mommy & Daddy! We miss you son and love you so much, more and more everyday! Have an awesome weekend, play nice and always know we're thinking about you hunnie! Sending you LOTS OF LOVE! *US*
Friday, April 27, 2007 - love you, Mommie
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Sophia,
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Hi Dumpling, I see you have a new little friend in Heaven. Welcome little Trevor with big hugs. He's only a little older than your baby brother. Jamesy's gotten so big, and I tell him about you all the time. I love you darling Sophers, I love you to the moon and back!
Friday, April 27, 2007 - mama
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Hi Baby Jared
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It's me again, your nanny, I was with your mommy tonight and guess what she said, she said that she needs to get back on the right track so she may not go on the thawl crawl Saturday night, so you must be sending her some kind of message, thank you for that(she needs a kick in the butt sometimes ya know)! It has been hard for us since you been gone but the hardest for your mommy and we all deal differently. Well I want you to know that your mommy is going to be 30 on mommy's day so you need to send her a special message on that day. I see your face all the time, in my mind, and everywhere I go there are pictures, it is refreshing to see that chubby little face, I even once in awhile when I sit in my lounge rocker I hold my arms as if I were rocking you just to remember what that was like, I miss you so much Jared and I will never forget anything about you, you brought so much love in to our lives in those 2 very short months to fill a lifetime. I can't wait to be able to tell your little brother or sister about you someday they would just love you (who couldn't). I am so glad I found this site because knowing I can write to you when I feel the need sure makes me feel good. Somehow I know you see and hear these words and I know you are saying right back at ya nanny LOL. I love you Jared and my heart misses you so.
Thursday, April 26, 2007 - Love you, Nanny
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Dear Little Pito Bird,
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Hey wittle hop toady. I love you, I miss you. I want to see you in the back with your mommy while she is trying to get a tan, and you hopping in and out of your little pool, pouring water on her back. Chasing lady bug in and out of the water, she still loves the water. I want to see you out front helping your daddy work on cars and getting so dirty with grease that we have to take pictures and show them to everyone. I love you, I want to hug you. If it is possible that you do feel us, I hope you do feel all the hugs I send your way, all the kisses and all the love. I feel as if I still love you more each day, because I still do love you, I will not stop, I know that, and that's okay, I do not have to stop loving you. So I won't ever stop. I think of you every single day, lots of times each day. And if you feel my hugs you know that too. I love you my wittle wordy bird.
Thursday, April 26, 2007 - love always, abuela
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My Son AJ
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Hey sweetie! Just wanted to let you know that I am always thinking about you sweetie, especially that lovely round face of yours! Your truly are special honey, although your not here physically I know with every fiber in me that you are here with us, with your brother! He is doing pretty good, he's been sleeping with Papa and Mama! But he misses being home with me and your dad! Daddy is actually working down in Oregon today and sleeping there, so he won't be home tonight! I think about you when I'm at home all the time! Thinking where you were sleeping, sitting, bouncing, showering, where I changed you, played with you, watching Mykah, Daddy playing with you! When we tried to put you on your swing and you totally did not like it at all hahaha that was so funny when you made that mean face looking at us like for real, take me off already hahaha! I miss that! I miss you, AJ everyday, every minute of everyday and I love you son! I always try to imagine how big you would be now, probably over 20lbs hahaha because you just loved to eat all the time as much as possible hahaha! I love you son and wish everyday that I would wake up from this nightmare ya know! and just think that I was dreaming or in another world I don't know! I can't help it because sometimes I still can't believe that this is happening or that this happened that your gone ya know!? Every time I come to work I think about you, wishing I was home with you, wishing Mykah was with you, wishing Daddy could kiss you again! Wishing we could take you to Chuck E Cheese again, getting ready for your first birthday, your first tooth, steps and so much more! It hurts just writing about all these things! Thank GOD I have wonderful memories of you, it still hurts, but its also a comfort at the same time! My Dear Son, always know we are loving you all day everyday! You are our strength and we miss you terribly more than we could ever express in letters! We are always going to miss you for the rest of our lives! Pray all is good with you in Heaven, which we know it is, but know we still hurt knowing your not with us, I still feel incomplete without you! Take care my ANGEL IN HEAVEN, OUR PHATDO! We love & miss you so much hunnie! SENDING ALL OUR LOVE, HUGS AND KISSES BABY BOII
Thursday, April 26, 2007 - LOVE YOUR FAMILY
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Dear Kevin
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It seems like only yesterday that I was dreaming of that first time I would hold you in my arms and call you my little nephew. Your sweet little smile and laughter lit up my face every time I looked at them in anticipation of my trip out west to meet you for the first time. I know it has only been 5 days since you have been gone from us, but it feels like an eternity. Your dad, mom, sister, brother, grandparents, aunts, uncles, cousins and so many people miss you dearly. I pray that you stay safe up there and I look forward to meeting you up there and seeing those beautiful little blue eyes, that sweet smile and hearing that contageous laugh that will markedly be yours.
Wednesday, April 25, 2007 - With all My Love. Aunt Deborah
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Baby Jared Sigle
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I just feel a need to send you a letter in Heaven, it has been a rough day for me today it is your 5 month birthday and nanny and pappy miss you so much. We visted you today to tell you happy birthday and to let you know we miss you so. Your mommy misses you so very much and she tries to be strong around us but I know her heart aches for you each and everyday, your mommy loves you so much, you were her life and she is so proud of you and will always hold you in her heart. Mommy will never forget you not ever you will always be her number one little man (by the way she has your picture pin on her pocketbook with little man on it all the time)! Jared we know your in good hands especially since your with your great-grandparen
ts and uncle Sonny(don't you let them get you in trouble, they are good at that)! Your cousins miss you and talk about you often and your uncle Tommy well he still feels bad that he couldn't have saved you but I know that somehow you will help him find his way back from that. Baby Jared as I sit here and type this the tears are streaming down my cheeks I try really hard to show everyone just how strong I am but my heart just can't stop breaking, I just want to hold you one more time but I know I hold you in my heart and I will always cherish that. And don't worry about mommy because I know you would not want her to go on alone and that you would want her to have another child to love and we will just keep our fingers crossed for that but I can tell you there is no one that could ever take your place in our hearts, you will always be our baby Jared. We love you baby boy.
Wednesday, April 25, 2007 - Nanny & Pappy Hohman
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AJ My Love
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Hey baby boii! I miss you and I love you!! Today is only Tuesday and I'm at work of course thinking about you!! Your brother is doing fine, he's still talking about you and always missing you!! He's been crying for you out of the blue, which makes me cry too!! Daddy said that Mykah always tells you to "close your eyes" just wondering what that means!!? May be it's just something between you and your brother!!? I'm not sure, but I hope he sees you in his dreams because he sleeps so peacefully!! Anyways Daddy misses you so much hunnie and he loves you with every ounce of him!! Life is life, nothing more nothing less!! Mykah is our strength, without him and without GOD we would be defeated!! We wouldn't be living life the way we are if it wasn't for your brother and for you as well!! We know you wouldn't want us to be down, depressed and sad all the time!! But it's hard not to be sometimes ya know!? Anyways I was told that people in Heaven don't remember who we are down below because it hurts too much!! But I don't believe that for a second!! I know you know who we are and that we are your family!! But glad to know that you are in Heaven with GOD and all his angels, you included!! I pray son that we will reunite again, all of us!! DADDY, MOMMY & MEEKAH!! We will be together again as a family under GOD!! So until then son, take care my angel!! Please watch over all of us, but most especially your big brother Mykah!! He misses you everyday and thinks about you everyday, yes your 3 year old brother totally loves you son!! And you two are blessed to have each other!! Okay ANGEL BOII until next time, WE LOVE & MISS YOU OUR PHATDO, OUR GUARDIAN, OUR SON & BROTHER, GRANDSON, GREAT GRANDSON, COUSIN, NEPHEW & ANGEL!!
Tuesday, April 24, 2007 - xOxOxO oXoXoX Daddy, Mommy&Mykah
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Dear Josh,
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This year makes 8 years since you went to heaven and it still hurts as much as it did then. I try to replay my memories of you alive in my head but on your angel day, all I can see is your death and the days that have followed. I look at your older brother and think of all that he has missed with you. I look at your younger brother, who is still too young to understand that you were here and now gone. I will never understand why you had to leave even when God can explain it to me they Why is never understandable. I just know that there is a hole in my heart that can never be filled, until we are reunited. I miss you and cherish our 55 days together dearly.
Tuesday, April 24, 2007 - With All My Love, Your Mommy
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Dearest Lil Pito
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Hey my lil big boy how are you? I know your fine and happy playing with all those lil babies and sitting in Jesus lap all the time. I just miss you so much and wish all the time you were still here with your family. Things seem like they will never be the same around here. I think everyone of us lost a piece of ourselves when you left.I just want you to know how much we love you down here and miss you so much. I know you dont want us to be sad all the time and we are really trying. Its just everything around us reminds me of you. I am trying to live my life better, you taught me we should never take a day forgranted, to cherish the time we have with eachother.Im trying so hard to do that.Well lil man, Im gonna get back to work now, dont be sad when you look at all us, we are trying to move on, we just miss you alot and remember that we will always love you forever and ever.
Monday, April 23, 2007 - Love, Aunt Carolyn
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To my Mamas Andrea Licea
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Mija, tell God to read this to you. It's been almost 3 months since you left us, and I still hurt. I miss you soo much! I love you soo much! Your gravestone is getting done already. It is going to look soo pretty. I can't stand your grave looking soo empty. It is the least we can do for you now. Just wanted to let you know. I think I am about 1 1/2 months pregnant. You will always be my third baby. Please watch over us and tell God that we love him too! Thank him for us. Well Mamas, I will write to you soon again. I like this little idea these other moms came up with. I know you will get this letter. Muahhhh!!!
Monday, April 23, 2007 - Your Mami , Angelica Garcia-Licea
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Dear Little Pito Bird,
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I miss you and love you so much. I still want you here, not there. I am learning the hard lesson, you know which one because I sang it to you.You can't always get what you want!. Remember? I am sendindg you hugs and kisses, and thinking of you every moment it seems. I want to not only be able to think of you, I want to hug you and squeeze you and nibble on your fat little hands. Every day I see little children and all I can seem to do is yearn for you to be here also, so you could have fun playing with these other little ones. I love you more than I could think was possible, but it was possible, because I did love you so much. Be happy little hop toady, and understand that everybody who knew you still loves you.
Sunday, April 22, 2007 - love always and forever, abuela
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AJ my love
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Hey sweetie! How are ya!? UGH I totally MISS YOU SON! We all do, especially your big brother Mykah! He cries for you sometimes before we go to sleep, but I'm glad he still remembers you! I don't think he'll ever forget you anyways! I went to visit your grave and I was very upset that someone stole the truck I bought you! I really didn't think things would get stolen at the grave, but I should've known, since things are your Papa's grave did, so sorry hunnie! I'll get you another one! Things have been going good, we are really into building this business, especially because I got a bigger dream, I learned today the difference between motive and motivation! And it's awesome and I remember Daddy saying he wanted to do something similiar like building something for SIDS in your honor or donating money, anything or everything we could possibly do for SIDS! So thats probably our biggest dream, besides not wanting to work anymore! Especially me, I just want to stay home with Mykah everyday! So thats what I'm shooting for! Anyways Grandma, Des and Noah are doing as well as Mama, Papa and the kiddies! Everyone misses you and loves you so much! But know that WE (Dadddy.Mommy&My
kah) will always carry you in ours hearts and souls! You are my soul son, my everything OUR GUARDIAN ANGEL! And we love and miss you! I always imagine what you would look like now, how big you would big, your big smiling face and your fat thighs hahaha! I miss you son and everything we did with you! Please send my love to Papa and Unko Ao! Always know you are in our thoughts, hearts and souls and YOU LIVE THRU US! ALWAYS AND ALWAYS! Take care our angel, OUR PHATDO! Until next time, watch over us ANGEL especially your brother MYKAH! We lost and miss you HUNNIE!
Saturday, April 21, 2007 - XOXOXOXOX DAD, MOM & MYKAH
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Patrick Michael
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HEY BABY BOY How's mama's baby doing today? Good I hope I know you are. I still feel Guilty a lot of days when I'm happy I feel like I shouldn't be happy but I still have my days I wish it would have been me I ask God that question all the time why he couldn't take me instead of you you were only 5months and 28days old you still had you're whole life ahead of you, Thier's so much you will never experience now going to school, having friends taking you're first step's fighting with me about any thing and everything. getting mad at me for just maybe saying no you can't go out today or any thing I wish we could have those fights togeather. I wish I could change you're diapers again and feed you wake up in the middle of the night running into walls being so tired and going to get a bottle so I can feed you and change you and put you in bed with me. I wish I could just hold you so close with my arms wraped around you so tight. So many days I feel like I failed you as a parent because as a Parent I'm supose to love you hug you kiss you and protect you from every thing and any thing in this world and I all ways think back and try to think what could I have done different but I did everythig that I could that morning you were fine at three am Why werent you at 8 am Why what ever happend why did you leave us Patrick I love you soooo much I don't have you're twin with me either you're dad one that custody battle and this June will be two years since I've seen him why can't you're dad work with me I don't have the money for a lawyer and I don't know what to do where to turn. I was supose to go visit David while I was off work you're grandma was buying me the bus ticket but then you're dad said I couldn't stay thier I had to stay in a motel which I can't afford 40.00 dollars a night I pay him chld support my pay checks are only 100.00 dollars a week and I have other bills I have to pay. Listen to me talk you and I I guess have a different bond now because things I wouldn't say if you were here I turn and talk to you about it all now. I don't think any body could possably understand all this pain and hurt inside that just dosn't go away you know baby boy. I love you soooo much and miss you so very much I miss you're smell, I miss you're cuddles I miss you're expressions I miss you pulling my hair I miss every thing baby boy I miss dancing with you in my arms around the living room floor you loved dancing wth me and me singing to you. The only time I ever found any piece of mind at all after you were gone was holding you're twin the day you died I things you're twin didn't do but you did he started doing I felt like when you died like if you to combined as one and I heard of other women saying the same thing in greive sessions. I'm going to end tears for now and hold you tiht and close to my heart I miss you and Love you sooooo very much Baby boy.xoxoxoxoxoxo
xoxoxoxoxoxo HUGS AND KISSES
Saturday, April 21, 2007 - Love Allways Mom
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Dear Cadia Rose
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Happy 2nd Birthday Cadia You are so loved and so missed. Did you get your ballons we sent today. I still can't believe you are in heaven with Jesus. I never got a chance to watch you grow and that's difficult. but I know that you are safe. You would of had so much fun on your birthday. You are always on my mind. I love you
Friday, April 20, 2007 - Aunt Kelly
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Dear abigale
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Hey sweetie. This is your aunt jenny. I was thinking about you today. We didn't get to know each other much, but i loved you like crazy. Your whole family misses you. I hope the angels are taking care of you. Nov. 13-Dec. 23
Friday, April 20, 2007 - Love your aunt Jenny
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Cade Michael My Little Old Man
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Hey my baby.It's been a couple of weeks since I have written you a letter, mommy was at Titi Leilani's house for 2 weeks. I prayed to you on Easter Sunday and I miss you so much. Your Uncle Tom wrote you a great poem on Easter and your Aunt Jamie and Gramma also wrote you letters, I am sure you know this. As it approaches May 2nd, I get sick to my stomach, I don't want to face that day. That will be one year ago that you left me. I still do not understand why you?? And I never will. I love you so very much and I miss you terribly every second of everyday. With all my love.forever your mom
Friday, April 20, 2007 - all my love forever! your mommy
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To My Baby Boy Matthew
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Hi Love.Mommy misses you so much. Please know that I will never stop loving you. Mommy cannot fathom in her mind why you were called by a higher power but I know now it was for a reason. You know what is going on right now and I hope that you are not mad with me for needing closure of your death. I love yoo so much sunshine and I know that eventually, you will be with Mommy and Daddy again. Until then you love your Great MawMaw, Great-Grandpa and Aunt Julie. I hope that you are having fun getting to know your brothers and sisters, since Mommy never got the chance. I love you sonshine!!!
Friday, April 20, 2007 - Always and Forever, Your Mommy
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My precious Jaycee Marie
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Hey baby girl I just wanted to tell you I love you very much. I miss you and your baby cousins more than I could ever express in words. I will never understand why GOD would take all three of you from us in such a short time. Please continue to watch over your parents and siblings.
Friday, April 20, 2007 - A million Hugs and Kisses XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO, Grandma Deb
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Patrick Michael
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Hi baby boy how's my baby doing? I miss you honey. I love you so very much I wish you were still here with me and you're brothers honey. I just wanted to give you hugs and kisses. I LOVE YOU
Friday, April 20, 2007 - xoxoxoxo Love allways mom
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To my Baby Girl Andrea Licea
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Mamas, I miss you soo much! Sometimes I wonder if it bothers you that I am not sad sometimes. You leaving me does hurt me, but I am glad you are being very well taken care of by everyone up in heaven with you. I can't see you but I know you can see me. I feel you around me alot. That's what makes me happy. Your little body is not here with me, but I know your around. Your brothers Adrian and Angel miss you soo much, soo much! Your Papi hurts alot. He misses his first little girl. We all do. Guess what Mamas? I am pregnant again. I am happy, but it makes me sad. I don't want you to feel that we are replacing you. You will always be the third baby. I love and miss you mamas till next time.
Friday, April 20, 2007 - Your Mami - Angelica Garcia-Licea
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seth kyle
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hello my sweet angel i miss you & love you so much. its been 1 month 1 day since you left & sometimes i forget your gone. i ach to hold you to smell you to just take care of you. god, i love you so much, theres not one second of the day that i dont think of you ! your family needs you. please always know that we love you.
Friday, April 20, 2007 - mommy,daddy,& noah
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Avery Paige
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It's been only 8 days now that you have been gone. Mommy and I love you so much babycakes and miss you like crazy. We will always have you in our hearts and see you again. Everyone sends their love.
Friday, April 20, 2007 - Daddy
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Dear Cadia Rose
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It's Grandma Sharon, sweet rosebud. Tomorrow April 20 would be your 2nd birthday. We all miss you and think about you and how you would look and talk and play. We will send up birthday balloons up to you! Your baby sister Lola is doing wonderful and she has your same sweet smile! We are blessed you sent her for us to love. Happy Birthday, angel!
Friday, April 20, 2007 - Grandma Sharon
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My Dearest Sweet Lil Pito,
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Hi There my love. Things down here continue to be so crazy and out of sorts. Your Nana is upset with me because I'm not the same person I was when you were here. When you left us I died a little inside. The problem is I continue to die a little more each day so that I don't even know who I am any more. I try not to let anyone know and I guess that is my problem. To admit that I really am not that strong and that I need to talk is so hard. I always felt like I could handle no matter what but I'm not all that sure anymore. I feel like I keep losing myself more and more every day. I didn't know how bad it was until I got into alot of trouble at work. I'm trying to work on it. I have to go talk to a doctor that takes care of crazy people. I guess that is what I have become. At this point I only know how deeply I miss you and how very much I love you. Mommy is doing so good. That is the best thing that could have happened to this family with out you here. I guess I will close for now. Just know how deeply and how much I love and miss you along with the rest of your family. Tons of hugs and kisses from us down here to you up there. Keep a eye out for Uncle Jason PLEASE! I love and miss you. Forever and a day XOXOXOXOXO
Thursday, April 19, 2007 - Gams
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lazarus taylor my gift of glory
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hola buddy, im sorry i havent written in so long. ive been super busy. but that doesnt mean i dont think aobut you 24/7! i cry everyday and its been 3 years this summer! its so weird watching lucky grow up, i stare at her in amazment wondering why yopu didnt get to talk or walk or do the things ill get to see her do. she really is getting bigger. she looks just like her dady, except she has your eyes and you smile and namma was right you can see your spirit in her too. shes 6 months now i havent seen her in a while cuz ive been very sick. so plz ask the big man to heal e so i may go see her tonite. i would so appreciate it. thank you buddy. i want you to know i love you more than anything! and ill never ever forget about you and if this website ever gets shut down ill write you and sing to you everynight. i never really got to say goodbye and i still havent been able to in 3 years but i think im ready and i understand why your not with us still. did you know you leaveing us made so many people relize that we need to hold on to the ones we love and cherish or pretty soon thell be gone for good. well heres my song to you baby boy. i love you and miss you every second of my tireing life. A GENTAL BREEZE FROM HUSHABY MOUNTAIN SOFTLY BLOWS ON LOLLABY BAY, IT FILLS THE SOULS OF THOSE WHO ARE WAITING, WAITING TO SAIL YOUR WORRIES AWAY. ITS NOT VERY FAR TO HUSHABY MOUNTAIN AND YOUR BOAT WAITS DOWN BY THE KEY. SO CLOSE YOUR EYES ON HUSHABY MOUNTAIN. THE SOFT WINDS OF NIGHT SLEEPLEY ARE SIGNING WAITING TO SAIL YOUR WORRIES TO SEA. SO WATCH YOUR BOAT FROM HUSHABY MOUNTAIN, AND SAIL FAR AWAY FROM LOLLABY BAY. i love you baby boy and never 4 get it.
Wednesday, April 18, 2007 - aunty angel
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Patrick Michael
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I just wanted to tell you I miss you and Love you sooooo very much baby boy xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo HUGS and KISSES
Wednesday, April 18, 2007 - love allways and missing you mom
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Patrick Michael
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Hi baby boy I miss you everyday and think of you all the time it's been all most four years aug 31st will be four years since you died and I still wish it was just a very bad nightmare and I would just wake up from it all and every thing would be back to normal with you and you're twin playing he has gotton big makes me wonder what you would look like now as well I miss you very much baby boy. But one day we will reunite and I know that baby boy. XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO
XO hugs and kisses
Wednesday, April 18, 2007 - Love yo allways youre mom
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AJ My Love
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Hey Big Boy, I say big because I know this past Sunday you would've been 7 months, big boii! I totally love and miss you son, everyday! I cried myself to sleep last night thinking about you! UGH And here I am at work, not wanting to work! I pray that one day SOON I will be with you again! But we are all hanging in there until God calls us to you! Your brother is awesome and just totally ulavale as usual hahaha! But growing and healthy! I miss seeing you with him, playing with you, kissing you, telling people he's your brother, loving you everything he could with you I MISS! WE MISS YOU BOII! Daddy is doing good, working hard as usual, was a little under the weather, but doing better now! As for me, ahhh no worries! Just know that I think about you all the time and I miss and LOVE you tonz and tonz!! Been busy with building the business, trying to build as big as possible so that I can stay home! I know your watching over us and that your with ME! Your grandparents, uncles, aunties, cousins are all doing well, still alive and busy with their own thing, work, stay home, school etc. But all healthy and happy! Anyways boii praying all is awesome in heaven and wishing everyday to be with you! To hold, carry, kiss and love you! Take care my love until my next letter.I LOVE YOU
Tuesday, April 17, 2007 - xOxOxO oXoXoX Daddy.Mommy&Mykah
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Patrick Michael
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Hi honey sorry hvent wrote a little while computer keeps messing up my surgery went well this week but I new it would cause you're looking over us. I miss you very much honey I love you very much. Plese help mom I wantto see you're baby brother and you're big big brother Cody has to pass this year to come up here to mi to visit with me for the summer and you're Dad needs to take a visit here with you're little brother. I don't know about you're dad some days I don't think he understands how hard it is for me to go to mo I pay the child support and my checks are only 100.00 dollars a week. I miss you honey xoxoxoxoxo hugs and kisses
Monday, April 16, 2007 - Love allways mom
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Hey My Little Pito Bird,
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I LOVE YOU! I MISS YOU SO MUCH! I AM SENDING YOU HUGS AND KISSES! I AM STILL CRYING FOR YOU, BUT I DON'T WANT YOU TO BE SAD, IT'S JUST YOUR OLD ABUELA TRYING TO COME TO A PLACE WHERE I CAN STILL THINK OF YOU AND FEEL YOUR HUGS AND REMEMBER HOW YOU SMELLED AND HOW YOU WOULD RANDOMLY GIVE ME GREAT BIG KISSES AND HUGS. I LOVE YOU.
Monday, April 16, 2007 - I LOVE YOU, LOVE FOREVER, ABUELA
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Ciara Rae
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My darling little Sugie. Today your big sister makes her First Holy Communion. I'm so pround and know that you'll be there too. I miss you terribly as we come up to your first birthday. I'm saddened that I don't get to spoil you with lots of everything, especially kisses. Please, please will you and your brother come and visit me in my dreams. I'll await you patiently. Hugs and 100 kisses daily.
Saturday, April 14, 2007 - Love mommy
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Alexis Kennedi
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Hey baby girl it's mommy, just wanted to stop by to write you a letter. I love you and miss you so much. We went to the dr on Monday and they said everything is good and they want us to go get help because of where we lost you to sids and your baby sis is on the way. They are so silly, I just talk to you and daddy and that makes me feel better. Just pray for mommy and daddy that we will be strong and have good luck this time. I wish you were here with us, but I know we can't have everything that we wish for. Today on our way to work the song that me and you were dancing to the night before you went to heaven came on. That song reminds me of you so much. Everytime I hear that song I can pick me dancing with you that night. We almost have sissy's room done. I think you would like it. I'm sure you do like it but you just can't be here to tell me about it. We are ready for her to get here, but I just pray that everything goes ok this time just like I wish for the last time with you. I guess you were just too beautiful and God had to have you up there with him. You sure are the most beautiful angel I know that for a fact. Mommy is going to go for now, but I love you forever and you are in my heart forever. Tons of hugs and kisses. xoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Saturday, April 14, 2007 - mommy
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Grayce Marie
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Love you and miss you bunches baby girl!
Friday, April 13, 2007 - Mommy, Daddy, Derek, and Ella
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Kelvin and Lewis
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Hi baby boy's. Mummy loves and misses you so much sorry i have not wrote for awhile i have been having a hard time and i hope you understand baby's Lewis it will be 2 years since i said goodbye to you my baby i miss you so much just like i miss Kelvin. Mammy is wrighting a book for you im wrighting poems and i hope you like it it really helps to write to you and if im feeling low i can let it all out in my book. Evie had a gate birthday party cant belive she is now 1 year old im shure you were there on her big day xx we all miss you and love you so much sorry i dont go down to your grave alot mummy finds it really hard to and having 4 other children can sometimes be hard to get the time xx well baby's i miss you and love you always love you all the world and back plus the moon and the stars night night angels xxx
Friday, April 13, 2007 - mammy xxxx
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to Ta-sheane
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HEY POPPY I MISS U LIKE CRAZY.AS MUCH AS I TRY TO BRUSH THINGS OUT OF MY HEAD THEY KEEP COMING BACK TO ME. AS YOU CAN SEE I AM DOING OK FOR RIGHT NOW, NOT TO MANY COMPLAINTS. YOU KNOW ARI- AND DEON MISSES YOU, I KNOW YOU HERE THEM SPEAK OF YOU ON A DAILY BASES. I HAVEN'T SPOKEN TO YOUR GRANDMA OR DAD IN A WHILE BUT I GUESS THEY ARE OK, IF SOMETHING WAS WRONG I'D KNOW. I GUESS I AM ALLOWING MY DAYS TO GO PAST SUPER FAST WITH NO COMPLAINTS. BECAUSE I KNOW THE QUICKER THEY GO BY THE QUICKER I SEE MY BABY AGAIN. I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART BABY PLEASE KNOW. TILL THE NEXT TIME WE SPEAK.U KNOW MOMMY LOVES YOU NOW AND FOREVER.
Thursday, April 12, 2007 - MOMMY
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Aidan
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Hey my love! I know its been a while and we all keep mentioning that, guess we all get caught up in the daily hustle of life. No excuses though. I still think about you constantly and wish you were here. As promised we re-did your pond.it came out beautiful! Wish you could have been here with us, but I know you were in spirit. I'm hoping to go visit your grampa sometime this summer, missing him alot. Your nana was sick yesterday, but she is feeling alot better today. Well baby boy, come visit me soon. Miss you and love you bunches! X0X0X0
Thursday, April 12, 2007 - Mama
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AJ My Love
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Hey Sweetie, I love you hunny! I miss you so much! Well I'm at work thinking about you as always and wondering how your doing and what your doing and who your with, but probably with Grandpa Afi and brother King! Which I'm totally grateful for, but I wish it was me sometimes! I miss you so much hunnie, my phatdo! It's been hard lately and this weekend is going to be hard, for you would've been 7 months old, probably eating more than 8 ozs and just growing and getting smarter! I miss your crying, smiling, fat face. I miss nursing you, watching you eat, sleep, changing your diaper your clothes. I miss doing your laundry, dressing you for anything but especially for church. I miss staying up late with you because you got your time all mixed up lol. I miss your SMELL A LOT!! I miss holding you, kissing you, hugging, squeeing you I miss EVERYTHING. I miss picking out cute outfits for you to wear, I miss bragging about you to family and friends. I miss seeing you in the morning.I think about you every moment of everyday. I miss & love you every moment of everyday! Lately your brother has been crying for you, saying he wants to go to you, which scares me because I don't want to lose him either. He's really big now and getting smarter by the hour, you'd be proud of your big brother. Finally taught him his prayer before he goes to sleep and he always mentions you of course and blows kisses to you before we go to bed, actually we all blow kisses to you before we go to sleep. I hope you liked the truck we got you for Easter, I want to put more toys there, but I'm afriad they might get stolen because your so close to the road. But oh well, I just enjoy decorating it for you. It's hard sometimes but I manage because my love for you is so strong and I just know your watching down on us. I think Grandma told me that she heard that when people go to Heaven they don't remember anything or anyone below. I told her I didn't believe that, that you know who we are. You aunty Vasa gave birth today, a little too early, but praying that your baby cousin will pull through. Tell King we love him too! Anyways babe I gotta get back to work, but please know that I love you hunny everyday for the rest of my life and then some!! Daddy is always sending his love. He's been really busy with work and all, but he's working hard as usual to support this family. Your just like your dad I hope you know that but you look like ME lol, take care my love and always know I love and miss you with all my heart and soul and with every inch of me son!! I am you.I live for you! WE LIVE FOR YOU [DADDY.MOMMY&MYK
AH] Okay our beautiful Guardian Angel, Our beloved SON & BROTHER.take care and we loves you always.
Thursday, April 12, 2007 - xOxOxO oXoXoX Daddy.Mommy&Mykah
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Dear lil Pito,
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hello ,sorry I haven't written to you in a while.I haven't been going on the computer.Things have been kind of crazy around here as usual.You remember.Tanner still misses you,he plays with baby mikayla just like he used to play with you. You made him love babies. You were just so loveable.Myndi and tabbi miss you also.When we sent balloons for your birthday some got stuck in the trees,but I know you saw them.we all love and miss you soooo much.Everyday something reminds me of you.Always something good.well i'm gonna go.Ilove you and miss you. Iwill see you in heaven.
Thursday, April 12, 2007 - Love always and forever,Tia Pegi
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My little angel Shawn
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I was just writing to say.I love you so much and my heart still aches like it was just yesterday.I miss you so much. Sometimes, I dont understand I how I still go on. But, I think God only gives you what you can handle. I never would think I could handle losing you but God gave me the strength and I'm still going on day by day. But not a day goes by and I dont miss you. I miss you and love you more as the days go by. I know your in good hands up there, so I just wanted to let you know how i missed you so.I love you always and forever
Thursday, April 12, 2007 - Mommy
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Dear Megan Honey,
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Hi Honey.it's been a while since I've wrote, it's been difficult, very difficult. Right about this same time 2 years ago your Mommy and I just got done bringing you into this world and you came out screaming with a serious attitude :) Almost immediately after that when the nurse laid you down and I came over to you, you calmed right down when I put my hand on your forehead and kissed your chubby little cheeks. The nurse cleaned you up and wrapped you in a blanket, and then I picked you up and put you on my right shoulder, which is where you found comfort for the next 2 and 1/2 months. During your delivery, Mommy and I slow-danced through her labor, which didn't last very long thank God :) Your Mommy was so incredibly brave during this, she didn't scream, didn't complain, she was strong, very strong, she just wanted you out and breathing, which you did and definitely let the whole room know and then some :) I was so proud, your Mom was so proud, and everyone thought you were so beautiful, and you were Honey, like a glowing Angel. You took my heart when you were born, made the whole world feel brand-new again. That same heart broke in a million pieces that day you left us, and I still can't find all of 'em, I know you took them with you. But that's okay, because I know when me, your Mommy who I love, your three brothers, and the rest of our family gets to Heaven that I'll get the rest of the pieces of my heart back. By the way, just last week, one week before your Birthday, I finally completed the music CD that I've been working on for the last year and a half in your dedication Honey, every song on the entire disc in your memory Sweetie, and it's beautiful stuff :) Until then, I Love You, Mommy Loves You, Caleb, Matt, and Tim Love You, and so does the rest of the family. Jesus and His Angels will take good care of you until we get there :) Hugs and ever so Sweet Kisses Babe:).I Love You Honey :)
Thursday, April 12, 2007 - Daddy :)
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my sweet Jordan
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mommy misses you so much tonight. I look at your picture and it feels like its been a lifetime ago that I held you in my arms. I wish the hurt would go away but sometimes it hurts too bad to even visit you. Your mommy loves you so much. I cant wait for the day that I will hold you in my arms again and kiss your sweet little cheeks. With love and sweet memories I leave you tonight buddy.
Wednesday, April 11, 2007 - your mommy
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Dear Little Pito,
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I love you, hop toady. I haven't been here to write you lately, but I have been writing to you in the journal my friend gave me. She gave me 2 journals for my birthday in June, so I could write in one especially for you, when you grew up I would give it to you, so you would know how much I loved you every day. All the crazy things we would do, how beautiful you were when you were born, and how you just got more beautiful every day. So I thought I will keep writing in my journal, all the things I would have written to you, but now things will be different. All I will have to write about now are dreams of how things could've been or would've been. But you know your abuela is a writing nut, so I spend a lot of time just writing quietly. I love you so much. I am still awfully sad that we don't have you here, I know you are safe and have no sadness or pain. I know where you are, but you are not with your mommy and daddy, near all of us. And that still makes me so hurt. I think you would've been so excited when your daddy and mommy got married. I KNOW you would've been a dancin' machine, smiling and dashing around. I was so happy for your daddy and mommy, I know they both wanted to be together in marriage, for a while. I think after you were born they just wanted to waited until you could wear a little tuxedo wait up there with your daddy while your mommy walked down the aisle, looking so beautiful. Of course, you would've thought that your abuela was a little crazy, I always cry at weddings. And I think I would have cried a little more because I love your daddy and mommy so much, I want them to be happy. Your silly old abuela, cries when she's happy, cries when she's sad, cries when she's mad. I cried when your daddy and mommy got married because I was so happy inside for them, and I was so sad because you were not there in your little tux. I miss you desperately, I love you deeply. I don't have not one single day that I don't think of you and miss you. It seems you are in my thoughts as much as you ever were. So many things have me thinking of you. We have wild flowers growing in the front yard, some folks would call them weeds, but they are beautiful flowering weeds, the small white ones with yellow in the middle. When I came home from the family Easter,I was crossing the yard with all of the flowers, and I thought how cute you would have been, bending down to pick some flowers to take inside for your mommy for Easter. Your pudgy little hands would probably pick some all the way out of the ground and the roots and some dirt would get your little Easter suit smudged up. Then you would come bounding up onto the front door, barely giving me enough time to get the door open for you, and as soon as the door is open enough you squeeze in and run over and give the flowers to your mommy, trying to tell her, "I love you". I miss seeing you do these things, so much. I remember you every single day. I love you every single moment, I miss you as hard as I ever have, I am sending you hugs right now. I can still feel your little hugs when I get quiet and still. I love you.
Wednesday, April 11, 2007 - I love you always. Love, Abuela
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to Baily Derek Rushfeldt
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hello Baily how are you doing i thought that i would write and tell you who i am and i am your long distant cousin and hopoe to see you in heaven someday and hope things are going good up there i am working at hy Vee and i also work at tenco work shop and i like to work and make money and i am goign to have eye surgery monday may 7th 2007 and hope i can see better, I hope i can learn to drive a car and get out on my won baily and i wish you were here so i can meet you so tal to you later sometime i am going to church tonight this is wednesday april 11th 2007 at 5:29pm
Wednesday, April 11, 2007 - Jason Wade Lloyd Walters Rushfeldt Adams
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Dearest Lil Pito
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Hey my little big boy I wanted to tell you Happy Late Easter! Sorry I didnt tell you on Easter but we went camping that weekend and I wasnt around any computers. Hope you got to color lots of eggs for the bunny and found lots of candy in your basket. As I said we went camping, me , uncle Tom, Tyler and Tanner. It was pretty fun, away from work and our normal lives, just having fun with each other.The boys went fishing and rode their four wheelers, we played some baseball. My mom and granny and sister and nephew who is your age all came down to spend the day with us. You never met them but they know all about you. Sometimes I dont think when Im around babies your age and I say lil Pito was doing that already or lil Pito was just so smart and then I realize that all babies are not as smart as you and I might heart the mommies feeling sometimes, oh but I cant help it. I miss you so very much and love you so much. I want to see your lil face again. Well lil man gots to get back to work. Lots and lots of love from all of us.
Wednesday, April 11, 2007 - Love Always and forever, Aunt Carolyn
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Ciara Rae
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My darling little Sugie. We did it. Daddy and I had our marriaged blessed in the church and are able to receive communion. I promised you that mommy would do it and that I'll be with you. I have also become a Eucharistic Minister so my hopes are that will keep me on the correct path. I vow to live my life to the best of my ability and I will be with you again. I promise and you should know that mommy doesn't promise unless she can keep that promise. I love you so much and can't believe that your 11 months old now. Wow! Momma's big girl. I would do anything to be able to kiss your sweet lips and bite you chubby legs. Please come and visit me in my dreams and bring your brother, Paul, with you. Hugs and 100 kisses daily to you my little baby.
Monday, April 9, 2007 - Love mommy
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My Dearest sweet Lil Pito,
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Hi you beautiful handsome baby, I know it is kind of late but here's hoping you had a wonderful Easter and found lots of eggs. I know it may not feel like it and that some days you feel like we all forgot about you but we haven't. We all love and miss you so very much. Sometimes life gets so hecket that we just can't find a few minutes to put it down in words but you know we all think about you every day and Love you miss you and your beautiful smile. Mommy and Daddy finally did it!!! They got married a week ago and your mommy was the most beautiful I have ever seen her. You should be real proud of Mommy she is doing super. Your Daddy has been a blessing. I know he will take really good care of Mommy. He loves her so much. We have all been so blessed and at the same time cursed. You were there at the wedding. I could see you all around us. And my wind chimes are ringing all the time so I know you are there. We really miss you down here but it is a comfort to know that you are safe and happy and sound. Daddy should be leaving for the army soon and your Mommy will need you just as much as always. Well sweetheart I'm at work so I better close. Once again I hape you had a wonderful easter and I LOVE and MISS YOU sooooooooooo much. Tons of hugs and kisses from all of us down here to you up there. XOXOXOXOXOXOXO Forever and a day,
Monday, April 9, 2007 - Gams
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Little Cheyanne - Angel Wings
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I came to you on February 9th Such a beautiful baby Daddy so proud and pleased Mommy happy Sister tickled pink in her “sister shirt” Daddy was crying, mommy was cryin and sister was kissin me I know I was loved by you all You held me so, cradled me in your arms I felt your love every day, Every Day Every hour of my life You didn't let me down I know I ate a lot I made you laugh I made you cry and I ate a lot. I was Daddy's girl Mommy's baby and Sister's Sister I am with Jesus be assured because I have Angel Wings Grandma Pam April 2, 2007
Monday, April 9, 2007 - Grandma Pam
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AJ
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HAPPY EASTER HUNNIE! Well it's not really Easter, but just wanted to say that! We spent sometime at your grave this Sunday, like we always do and your brothers were trying to play with your toy truck we bought you for Easter. They really are smart though because they didn't take it knowing it was yours. They MISS YOU! Just like the rest of us! Your brother cried for you two nights ago while eating his cereal, it was weird, but REAL! It kinda scared me, I didn't even tell Daddy yet. Anyways Easter was good, remembering the true meaning. But wishing you were here with us, which we do EVERYDAY! But pray your Easter was awesome send our love to Papa Afi and Brother King! WE LOVE & MISS YOU SON! OUR PHATDO, our Guardian Angel! PLENTY OF *HUGS&KISSES* FROM *US*
Monday, April 9, 2007 - always loving you -MOMMY
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Dear, precious little Stuart David - my beautiful grandson
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As I sit here and try to write words for the interment of your ashes, tears just stream down my face. At your cremation I 'held it all together' because I had to take part in the service, but my friend's taking the service on Thursday. Your precious mummy knew it would be just too much for me to do it again. Beautiful, beautiful little boy - I just want to tell you how much I love you, and how much I miss you. I wish with all my heart I could have held you before you took your last breath, but thank God that I could christen you before you were taken off life support. What an honour it was to perform that precious act, but what an awful thing to have to you. You should have been christened in a church, all dressed up in your beautiful clothes, surrounded by your family and friends - not in the loneliness of a special care baby unit, with just mummy, daddy and nana. Sweetheard, I know we'll meet again when I get to heaven - but until that day, I know that the Lord Jesus has you safe in His arms. Night night and God bless little one I love you so very very much all my love
Monday, April 9, 2007 - Nana
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Alexzandrea
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Hello baby girl Today i your birthday and it's also Easter.I wanted to Tell you happy birthday and that I love you. I you ould be having so much fun right now you would of gotten to find easter eggs and got to eat as much candy as you wanted to. Today is sort of hard of done a good job of not cring until now since its so hard to right you when you should be here I miss you my angel and I know that one day I will see you again. I know that I should be greedy and that everything happens for a reason I just dont understand why this had to happen to you why couldn't of be me but then I guess you would of had a mommy to look after and take care of you. You know that your my world and that know one can take your place. You'll always be next to my heart no matter what day it is. Were soon going to sing you Happy Birthday and then send your balloons to you. God I wish you were here so I could see you smile. So you could blow out your Birthday candles, and so I could tell you I Love You and to here you say it back. My heart breaks evrytime I think of what you would be like and how much you would of grown. Its been almost two years since you've been gone and THeres not one day thats gone by that I haven't thought about you I miss you my ANGEL and I can't wait to see you again soon HAPPY BRITHDAY and EASTER my little girl
Sunday, April 8, 2007 - Mommy
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happy easter dumplin' Conner!
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hi my sweet boy! i miss you so much , this would have been your first easter here with grandma. i can picture you playin with the eggs,today you also would have been 4 months old . i imagine how you would look and all the new things youd been doing . i would have had you in the cutest easter outfit. ill bet theres some celebration going on in heaven today that would make our traditions look boring . i hope your having a wonderful time with Jesus. its your first easter and you get to celebrate it with Jesus , tell him to kiss you for me n know i love you n the selfish side of me wishes you were here with me my precious baby. i love you dumplin .kisses from grandma!
Sunday, April 8, 2007 - love grandma
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Jenna Rose Mozingo
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Hey angel, it's mommy and your brother.We just wanted to toss a easter wish up to you in heaven. Please give poppy a big hug and kiss from us. Great gran is having a tough day today and i imagine poppy is too being away from her. Jenna its been 8 long years since we held you or smelled you or made you smile and Jenna it just isnt getting any easier. I cannot wait to get up there with you. I honestly believe that is when the pain will stop. Everyone got the bad deal in this situation. We love you and please keep your twin brother under your watchful eye because as he gets older i see he is gonna need u up there on his side.
Sunday, April 8, 2007 - Mommy and Jacob
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Cade
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Hi little man!! It's aunt Jamie. Today is Easter and it was the last holiday we got to spend with you. I'm very sad about that.I'm not looking forward to next month. It will be a year since you left us. I think about you everyday and still can't believe you are gone. I look at pictures of you and remember how soft your cheeks were, and how i used to love the smell of you. I really miss you and it hurts every day. I got a tattoo of your face on my left arm, right on the inside so you can be close to my heart. I talk to mommy on the phone all the time, and Ayden too. He's getting to be a big boy, but you already know that. I hope you are having a good Easter in Heaven! I miss you so very much lil man!!! Love you tons.
Sunday, April 8, 2007 - Aunt Jamie
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Jaycee Marie
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Hi. Baby girl daddy wants to tell you Happy Easter. I hope the easter bunny brought you some thing up in heaven. I want to tell you thank you for looking after mommy, bubba, and sissy for daddy while i was in NC. Your mom fixed up your yard, it looks really pretty. You know you are really missed by all of us. Daddy is going to go for now, here are some XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO I LOVE YOU & I MISS YOU baby girl.
Sunday, April 8, 2007 - Daddy
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Jaycee Marie
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Hi Sweetie! Just wanted to say Happy Easter! I had a hard time last night. I was up until 3 crying. Daddy was up with me, too. When I went to get Easter things for Bubba and Sissy I saw things I wanted to get you. I wish you were here. Thanks for watching out for Daddy when he was gone last week. I love and miss you. Mommy is going for now, working on Breakfast for the kids. xoxo
Sunday, April 8, 2007 - Love Mommy
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Alexis Kennedi
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Hey baby girl how are you doin up there in heaven? I bet you are having so much fun, if only mommy and daddy could have you here that would be my wish. I love you so much and there's not a day that goes by that I don't miss you. Your flowers are getting so pretty. I hope you like them. I wish there did have to be flowers there I wish you were still here. But Jesus needed you with him I suppose. They say there is a reason for everything, but sometimes I wonder if there really is. I have your baby book done finally. I look at it all the time just reading what I wrote. I'll have to show abby when she gets here. We are starting her one right now. I know that if you were here then you two would be the best of friends/sisters. But you can still come to visit her in a dream. Then that way she will get to see you besides just the pictures that we have of you. Well, mommy is going to go I go to the doctor monday and I will write you on monday when I get home from work to let you know what happened even though you will already know I just like to write you letters to tell you about it. Mommy love you, Abby, and daddy more than anything in the world. Tons of hugs and kisses to my baby girl. xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Saturday, April 7, 2007 - Mommy, Daddy, and Abigail
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Anjie
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Oh my love her is Mama and its 1:37 am but I can't sleep maybe its the disbelief that you've really been gone today a year. I CAN NOT BELIEVE THAT TODAY A YEAR AGO YOU returned to Heaven. Oh my Love. I hope you liked your flowers I took you. You know Daddy wouldn't have been able to take me today and I don't think I would have been able to do it today so that is why I am glad I went yesterday. I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU SOO MUCH ANJIE. OHH Mama is so tired my Love this pain I am ready for it to be gone but I know that it will not happen until I have the honor of entering our Lord's Kingdom. I am trying my best to do right by him. Ask him to help me little mama please. You know what. right now I feel that feeling that I had when I got your picture you know my sign. that feeling of overwhelming love and just wanting to praise. I feel so blessed in being your mama. I am so blessed my little one. I have you and your sibling and your daddy. and sweetie I am so happy that your daddy is dreaming of you though he doesn't remember its ok because I saw him he smiled so big for you in his sleep it was so beautiful and I know that was our Lord that let me see it because I've been wondering if he missed you like I did. and so he does my little one. Well Mama I have to go cause I hear your sister making nosies on the monitor and its almost time for her to eat. I LOVE YOU MY PRETTY GIRL OH MY LOVE. 1 YEAR WITH YOUR WINGS.SO UNREAL.
Saturday, April 7, 2007 - MAMA
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AJ My Angel
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Hey hunnie! We miss you, I miss you! I love you so much babe, I'm always wishing you were here with us, with Mykah. We had support group last night and we had another couple there who just lost their son. It hurts to see new people in our group. But it was good, its always good for me anyways to be around people that understand what I'm going through. Daddy got off late and then went into work early this morning because his job was down in Oregon. Mykah is doing good, talks about you a lot. Telling us he misses you and always blowing kisses. It's going to be five months this month since you've been gone and you should also be seven months! We miss you AJ and we love you so much. Not a day or even a moment goes by where I'm not thinking about you! Daddy, Mykah and I are doing well, I guess. Busy with work, church and of course our family, especially taking care of your brother! Well I pray your doing fine up in Heaven and I can't wait to be with you again. To hold, love and kiss YOU! Take care my love and watch over us please, especially your brother! PLENTY OF *HUGS&KISSES* from *US*
Friday, April 6, 2007 - loving you always -Mommy
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Dear Cade (Bert)
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Hello my nephew, ive been thinking about you a lot lately. I was thinking about our road trip, your mom and I had with you, and how I was nervous to be in control of transporting a little baby boy across the country. It had been some time since I had a little guy with me in the car! We made it though. And everyone got to meet you and it was awesome. I wish it could have been a longer period of time. I wrote you a poem, i hope you enjoy it. Bert. I miss your soft and fuzzy hair, Where did you go? I think I know where. Your up in Heaven with God on your side. Singing, dancing, laughing, with world open wide. Passes the night, passes the day. Remember I love you in every single way. Happy Easter Nephew, I love you
Friday, April 6, 2007 - Love your Uncle Tom
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To my angel Antigone Blaze
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Your 9 years old as of April 5th and i can just picture how big you have gotten i hope you liked your birthday persants i got you i didnt have much money so i got you what i could. I miss you so much and mommy will never stop serching for the truth. I be with you again someday but untill then we will always have or memories that can never be replaced
Friday, April 6, 2007 - Love you always Mommy
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Hi Cade
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Dear Cade, Grammy wanted to tell you how much she misses you and wishes you were here this Easter, like last year. Your mom gave me one of the little blue ducks that i gave you - so I keep it it my room and think of you every day. I hope you are happy and dancing around having a good time. I miss you lots and so do your cousins.
Friday, April 6, 2007 - Love, Grammy
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Hi Precious Jaycee
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Just wanted to let you know I think about you everyday and miss you honey.Its not right that your not here with us.I`m still very bitter about that.I hope your at peace and having fun with the other little angels.Love you sweet doll. (XXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
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Friday, April 6, 2007 - Grandma Fogle
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Cade Michael My Little Old Man
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Hey my little ol' man! Your Aunt Maryann and Amber came by yesterday, they were looking at your pictures. They live in Georgia now, well, you know that. They miss you terribly too. I wish they still lived here, that would be really nice. Ayden will be coming home soon! I am so excited I cannot wait! Easter is this Sunday, it is the last holiday that we spent together.It's going to be a very hard day without you being here. Last year we put the rabbit ears on you and took funny pictures. It is not going to be the same. I miss you so very much! May 2nd will be one year since you left me and there is not a minute that goes by that you are not in my thoughts. Some days it is just unbearable. Grandma Pat's birthday is coming up April 16th, she will be 60. She will be coming to see you this Sunday. Mommy will be going to spend the week with Titi Leilani and her kids. Mommy will talk to you soon I love you and miss you so very much!! I love you I love you I love you !!!!!!
Thursday, April 5, 2007 - all my love forever! your mommy
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Patrick Michael
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Hi honey how's mamas baby boy? I miss you sooo much and love you sooo much Thiers not a day that dosn't go by that I don't tnink about you. I love you honey. xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
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Thursday, April 5, 2007 - Love always mom
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Jake
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HAPPY 6 TH BIRTHDAY MY SWEETHEART. I MISS YOU TERRIBLY. I CANT BELIEVE YOU WOULD BE 6 YEARS OLD TODAY. JOSHUA HAS GROWN SO MUCH SO TO LOOK AT HIM AND SEE YOU I JUST CANT BELIEVE MY EYES. TODAY I SIT HERE AND WONDER WHO YOU WOULD HAVE BEEN? JOSHUA IS SUCH AN ENERGETIC BOY I WISH I COULD HAVE SEEN YOU BOTH GROW UP TOGETHER. I GIVE YOU ALL MY LOVE MY SWEET ANGEL BOY ON THIS BEAUTIFUL SPECIAL DAY ,6 YEARS AGO I HELD YOU IN MY ARMS AND I REMEMBER THE BIRTH OF YOU BOTH AND ALL I CAN DO IS SMILE ON SUCH A HAPPY OCCASION, YOU WERE BOTH THE TALK OF THE MATERNITY WARD!!!! I SEND ALL MY LOVE TO HEAVEN,ON THE BREEZE MY SWEET KISSES TO YOU MY DARLING JAKE.
Thursday, April 5, 2007 - MUMMY xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
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My Sweet Savannah Rose
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Hi my little darling. I miss you so much. I still can't believe you've left us. Every day I wake up and remember you are an angel with God in heaven. I think of you every single day (I talk to your pictures too). Mommy helped me to fill all of my frames with pictures of you, and I still have to get more. I'm so glad we have so many shots of you. Mommy misses you so much, she loves it when you visit her in her dreams. I miss your sweet smile. I miss having you here all to myself. I miss making your supper and watching you eat. Every time I see cauliflower I think of you and how much you loved eating it. I miss your chubby knees and hands. I miss just watching you play with your toys. I miss the nape of your neck and the kisses I would place there. I miss your laugh. I just miss you. You are love, and you are loved.
Wednesday, April 4, 2007 - xoxoxoxoxo Love Oma xoxoxoxoxo
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Patrick Michael
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Hi honey it's mom writeing to say how much I love you but I tell you that everyday I talk to you all the time it's moms birthday it's windy and snow flurries out today but it's ok cause it rained some as well today and I know it's you playing with you're buckets and hoses and telling me happy birthday mom I miss you and love you honey. xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
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Wednesday, April 4, 2007 - Love allways and allways thinking of you mom
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little man carson
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hey baby i know it has been alittle while again but don't let that fool you cause i think about you and talk to you everyday. i miss you so much. it has been so nice outside and all i can think about is man i wish carson was here so i can take him outside to sit in the sun and play and take him for walks. it breaks my heart but you know how much i love you. and miss you
Tuesday, April 3, 2007 - until you are in my arms again mommy and daddy
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Patrick Michael
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Hi honey I know I just wrote I don't know why but I can't stop thinking of you and dreaming of you maybe it's Easter coming up and tinking about how you would be four and thinking of allthe things you would be doing now chasing after you all over I just want to Reach out and hug and kiss you so much I would give any thing to have you back. I love you and miss you honey. XOXOXOXOXOXOXOX
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Tuesday, April 3, 2007 - Love allways mom XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO hugs and kiss
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Patrick Michael
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Hey Baby Boy I just got home from work and tomarrow is my birthday I wish you were here to share it with me you would be four. I have a lot of days that I start thinking just maybe thier was some thing I could have done I think maybe if I wouldn't of ever went to bed that night or just if I would have gotton up just few more mins early the hardest part is nobody real knows what causes sids nobody knows why babies die from sids so nobody understands why our babies die from it but I try to remember I did everything I could that morning from calling 911 doing CPR to opening that door to us going to the hospital I remember like if it was just yesterday that the dr walked into the room you're brother and I were in along with BJ and all he got out was i'm sorry and all I could do was Scream to the top of my lungs and hit my knees no not my baby no. and I then was walked into the room where you were just holding you and wishing and praying that you would just start breathing again and Drs and support people and cops giving me numbers and talking to me about planning a funeral that was the last thing I wanted to think about but I remember the funeral a lot of people were thier but I don't remember whoo all wasthier that part is a blare to me and so much more I never new I could ever hurt like that I never new some one can have so much hate love anger upset mad and just feel so empty thiers nothing that could ever hurt more than loosing you're baby, you're child that bond between a mother and thier baby stats from day one you're conceived you I miss so much and I think of all the things you'll never get to do go to school meet friends fight with you're brothers go to college and much much more The first year was really bad and as the years go by the pain eases but I'll all ways love you I remember I was scared that I would for get what you looked like would for get so much but I learned that will never happend ever I love you so much you are my baby boy and I will allways remember you as a very happy healthy baby boy. I miss you and love you sweat Dreams and God Bless you my angel and allways look over you're brothers Cody Jimmy and David because as they grow and go down what ever path they may they will need guidence and what I may not be able to see you can kick them in thier but if they ever start going down a path they shouldn't. I love you very much. and miss you sooooo much
Tuesday, April 3, 2007 - Mom
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Jaycee Marie
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Hey sweetie you sure have been on my mind today. Maybe because it's been six months since you left all of us that loved you to become an angel. My heart is still broken and I know every family member feels the same way. It just shouldn't be. You should be here with us.Grandpa and I promised your Daddy we would visit your yard every day while he is on his trip and we have kept that promise.Your Mommy decorated your yard and it looks real nice. An Easter egg tree, bunnies,a flowered fence. Aunt Missy bought a cross and Grandpa and I put pink flowers in the vase. Great-grandma's guardian angel is still on there looking over you. I love you and miss you so much honey and it just isn't getting any easier for me. Hugs and Kisses to you, Carter and Kayleigh.
Monday, April 2, 2007 - XOXOXOXOXO Grandma Deb
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Dearest Lil Pito
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Hey my lil big boy Im at home now , got everyone settled down and thinking about you like always. I dont know but these past few days Ive been thinking about you non stop. I guess because of your mommy and daddy getting married and easter coming up.I know you would of enjoyed them but. Taking all the attention away from mom and dad on their big day just because you can. You always had a way with everyone, we were all drawn to you. I guess from the beginning we all knew you were special. We just didnt know how special. I wish I would of got to see you more than I did but know I will always remember the times I did see you. I hold them near forever.Were going camping this year for easter, it'll be the first year since the boys were born we didnt spend it with the whole family so we'll see how it goes. I just wish you were here with us. We all miss you so much and love you so much I feel that this pain will never go away. I would of ever of thought this could happen to us.I know your in heaven with all the other lil angel babies making lots of friends cause who can not love you. Thats how I picture you now. Up there with lots of babies to play with, dancing and singing and looking down on this mean old world and of course on all of us.Making sure we do all the right things in life so one day we can be with you. I still see you as you left, not sure if you grow up there or not. But I will always see you as the same. I dont think I can ever get your perfect face out of my head.Its going on six months since you got your angel wings now. And we all still miss you the same.Well my lil man Im going to get off of here. Tyler and Tanner are being brothers and fighting again. Wish you were here to straighten them out. Lots of Love from all of us
Monday, April 2, 2007 - Love you Always, Aunt Carolyn
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Cade Michael My Little Old Man
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Hey my man! Today has been 11 months since you left me. As it approaches 1 year it still hurts just as much, even more as I sit here and think of all of the things you would be doing. I miss you more than you can ever imagine!! I don't know what to do somedays as I sit and look at your pictures. If I could change that day and bring you home with me God knows I would. I love you with my whole heart and soul and I miss you terribly! All my love forever my angel
Monday, April 2, 2007 - all my love forever! your mommy
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Phatdo AJ
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Hey Boy, I miss you so much hunnie and LOVE you EVEN MORE!! I wish EVERYDAY to HOLD, KISS OR EVEN TOUCH you just one more time! UGH Sometimes LIFE really does SUCKS! But I just use it to live life as happy as possible!! WE LOVES YOU SON & MISS YOU SO MUCH!!
Monday, April 2, 2007 - with all our LOVE, DADDY, MOMMY AND BROTHER
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Sweet Grayce Marie
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Hey Baby Girl ! Happy Easter early to you! Just know I am thinking about you and love you bunches. I miss you and think of your sweet smiles and dimples. Sending you lots of love and hugs to the clouds! I love you sweet baby girl !
Monday, April 2, 2007 - Melissa
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Cookie Boy Lazarus
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I know you have been watching over us, so I know that you forgive namma not writing for so long. I went to your grave recently, I miss you so much. Your little sister Lucidity "lucky" has helped your mom in so many ways, thank you for helping to pick out a new little darling for us.But it also makes your mommy sad to see her grow up without you. Lucky will be 6 months old soon. She is such a joy for us.We can see a lot of you in her. She is not you, but she does look a little like you.She has the same eyes as you. You can see your spirit in her. So, you would have been 3 this summer.It seems like just yesterday you and I were taking naps on the couch here at the shop together, well you slept on my chest and I laid there gazing at you, amazed at your beauty. I hope that you are truly enjoying life there in heaven. Give Jesus and Great gramma Judi a kiss for me. Please know that not a day goes by that I don't think of you.or look at your picture on my desk.
Monday, April 2, 2007 - Forever Your Namma Jonna
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Aidan
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Hey boo grandpa fred again, loving you missing you. Its been a awhile since I have written I know but life seems to be stressful and busy these days. My health has not been the best as I am sure you know, last night was terrible. I just wanted to end the pain of it all, but here I am another day back at the desk. Lots of meds and little sleep. I am getting ready to move I have been going through the things left at my home that belonged to you, I found your portable bathtub in the garage it still had your washcloth in it from the last time I gave you a bath. and after all this time it still smelled like you I nearly lost it, I packed it in a zip lock and put it away. It is to go with me when it is my time. Your mom seems somewhat happier these day with her new man Tommy he seems like a nice guy and maybe would have made a good dad to you. I am just glad your mom now has someone to talk to and a should to lean on when she needs it. Well boo I have to get back to work. You are never far from my thoughts.Loving You Missing You xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
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Monday, April 2, 2007 - Grandpa Fred
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Dearest Little Pito
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Hi my lil big boy. I love and miss you so much. I t was a very big weekend as you know. your mommy and daddy got married Saturday. Wasnt mommy just beutiful? I know you were there watching over the whole thing and smiling. I try to think of the best and remember that we are ok to feel happy and excited when good things happens but sometimes I feel guilty because you are not here to get happy and excited with us. Anyways the wedding was great. Easter will be here soon. Hope you will find lots and lots of eggs and get lots of candy in your basket.Well lil man Im going to close for now. Remember we all love and miss you down here so so much.
Monday, April 2, 2007 - Love Always and Forever, Aunt Carolyn
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Patrick Michael
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I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU SOOOOOOOOOO Much I still cry and I still have my good days and bad days some days I'll just be going along doing my thing then break down and cry and think only if you didn't die and still think to my self why you're piture stays by my bed i give you a kiss every night I go to bedand every morning I wake up. When I lost you baby boy I lost every thing even my mind but I'm back up on my feet doing good even when I have my bad days and sit down and just cryed but now that i'm here in michigan and you're thier in texas some days i feel very guilty because I swore I would never leave texas because that's where you are but I remind myself it dosn't matter where i'm at because you are here with me every wheres I go but when I made that move all most two years ago I think it was on my way of getting my life back togeather and dealing with you're death even know I didn't want to I just wanted to wake up from this horror Dream and I just want my baby boy back I love you and miss you very much honey I love you i'll talk to you later honey
Monday, April 2, 2007 - mom
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Patrick Michael
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Hi Baby boy I'm having an ok week I go for Surgery again for the third time next week I'm not worried because I know you're looking over me and holding me tight some days when it should be the other way around. you made it rain yesterday playing with you're buckets of water. I miss you honey and Love you very much. I'm trying to learn on how to help other mommys and daddys can you please point me in the right direction honey thank you baby boy. it's my birthday in two days I wish you were here but you are in my heart.
Monday, April 2, 2007 - mom
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My Beautiful Baby Donald
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My son. My beautiful baby boy. I am struggling to be happy. Life without you is hard. I try to keep a smile for others but mommy is hurting. I think of you everyday. I think what would you look like or how big you would be. Donald I LOVE YOU. I would anything to hold you in my arms, hear you cry or just to change your diaper. What I wouldn't give to just see you. I haven't understood why God took to you heaven with him. I don't understand and I hope one day it will be shown to mommmy, daddy, and mommom and pop pop. I had enough courage the other day to put your shadow box together. I didn't cry that long. I can't believe its been four months. I feel cheated everyday. You were our first born son to whom we only had for nine days. Everyone says that we will be blessed. We just want our son Donald. I went by your grave today. No one understands the pain angst. I love you. I love you. I love you. Someday we will meet again either in my dreams or when the Lord brings me home. You were my instanteous love. It was automatic love. It still is automatic love. I will love again someday. Everything I do from here on out is for you. Donald, I would like you to look over dad and I when we go about our day. Touch us now and then. We need you minute, hour, and day of the week. You are our baby. You will always be our baby. We love you.
Monday, April 2, 2007 - Mommy Stacey & Daddy Donald
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Cade Michael
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Hey Baby! I miss you so very much! I got pictures of your gravemarker on Friday. It turned out beautifully. Tomorrow will be 11 months since you left me, and I cry everyday when I look at your pictures, or think about that day. Aunt Jamie got your face tattooed on her arm so you will always be close to her heart. She misses you too very much. She went by our old apartment yesterday, she can see it from where she lives now. I miss you more than I can ever put into words. I love you very much, you are always in my heart. I wish I could hold you and feed you and watch you play with Ayden like the happy baby you are! This is just a tough day for mommy I miss you and love you with all my heart and soul!
Sunday, April 1, 2007 - all my love forever! your mommy
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Jaycee Marie
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Hey, baby girl. I haven't written you for awhile and just wanted to say I love you and miss you alot. I got your Easter stuff up and the start of spring and summer stuff. I will be adding more when Easter is over. Well, Daddy took off to N Carolina and I wanted ask you if you would watch over him and keep him save for me and the kids. Justin and Heather really miss you and wish you were still here. Everyone wishes you were still here. The closer it gets to your 1st B-Day the harder it is getting for me. I cry everyday sometimes it seems it last all day. Well, I'm going to go for now. Love you!!!!
Sunday, April 1, 2007 - Love Mommy
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Patrick
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Saturday, March 31, 2007 - mommy
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Patrick Michael
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Hi honey it's been all most four years now the pain has eased some but thier isn't a day that dosn't go by that I don't think of you you just had a birthday I wonder if you were still here what you would be doing right now what you would look like Happy Birthday it's been awhile since I've wrote I'm sorry I talk to you all the time I know you can hear me honey I miss you very much honey. we all do you're daddy grandma great grandma you're brothers. I love you and miss you honey you will allways be my baby boy and I will allways remember you're smile
Saturday, March 31, 2007 - mommy
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Gabriel Dane
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The is the first time I've written you but I know that you know I've been thinking alot about you lately. You know we're moving soon. Daddy can't wait as he still sees that horrible night in his head everytime he walks in the house. I wish we didn't have to go as you and I spent 9 beautiful weeks there. 8 of which were spent just you and I on the couch sleeping and talking to each other. I miss you terribly. Its been 3 months today since your funeral. I still can't believe all the people that went. So many people love you. I wish you were here. You should be 6 months old next month. It makes me mad that you were never given a chance to grow up the way your brother is. He misses you too, but has stopped asking where you are now. I think he understands why he can't see you anymore, but I never will. Well I better get back to work. We have a busy weekend getting ready to move. Never forget that I love you every second of every minute of every day my Mr Fat & Happy! Millions of hugs & kisses.
Friday, March 30, 2007 - Mommy
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Johnny
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Johnny, I miss you so much. I am 14 a year old girl stranded in this life that I wonder If I even belong in. I miss you everyday and I always think about you. I always think about what it would be like to walk you to school and cook you dinner at night. I miss you with all of my heart and so does mom and dad.and espically Ej (brother) he misses you daily and dreams about you nightly. I miss you and I love you. I haven't been the same since you died.
Friday, March 30, 2007 - Your Big Sister Simone
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LITTLE MAN
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HEY MY SON SORRY I HAVENT WROTE YOU IN AWHILE. I MISS YOU SO MUCH IT WILL BE 4 MONTHS THAT WE LOST U TOMORROW ITS SEEMS LIKE YESTERDAY THOUGH. I MISS YOU SO MUCH LAST NIGHT WAS A BAD NIGHT I WAS LOOKING AT PICTURES OF YOU AND FIXING UR BABY BOOK AND IT HURT REALLY BAD ALL I COULD DO WAS CRY CADEN SISTER WANTS TO WRITE YOU TO OK HI BUBBA I REALLY MISS U I LOVE U ,SHE DIDNT SAY MUCH I THOUGHT IT WOULD GET EASIER BUT IT DOESNT AT ALL WELL MY SON I GOT TO GO 4 NOW BUT I LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND I THINK OF YOU EVERYDAY
Thursday, March 29, 2007 - MOMMY AND SISTER
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Angel Boy *AJ*
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Hey Phatdo, I miss and love you so much! Everyday and all day we are totally missing you!! We're all doing okay, your brother was sick earlier this week, but seems to be doing a lot better now!! Daddy is still busy at work and trying to build this business of ours! Especially in your honor and for your brother's future! I'm at work right now, missing you of course! Just wanted to let you know how much we La la la la la la LLOOVVEE you boy!! And we miss you and we think about you ALLLLLLL DAY EVERRRRRYYYYY DAY! Don't forget that okay son! Take care of yourself son and we PROMISE we will be together again!
Thursday, March 29, 2007 - With all our LALALALALA LLOOVVEE -MOMMY
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Angel Ethan Daniel
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I think of you all the time, not a day goes by that I am not missing you and wanting you back in my arms. Mommy and Daddy love you so much. I have some good news to tell you, daddy proposed to mommy at christmas time and we will be married on september 8 2007. We are excited. It keeps my mind busy planning things. I just know you will be there with us on that special day. You are always in our hearts. It been five months since you've left to go back to angels arms but it seems like only yesturday we were having fun during bath time or singing you to sleep. I love you my sweet beautiful child. I think that the most beautiful thing in a person's life is what you love. We love you and will always love you for eternity. I know you are very much loved and thought of often. Keep smiling sweet cheeks! hugs and kisses!
Thursday, March 29, 2007 - Mommy~~~Sara & Daddy~~~~Danny
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Jaycee Marie
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Hi doll face, just wanted to write to you and tell you that I love you and miss you very much. XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO
XOXOXOXO Love Daddy
Tuesday, March 27, 2007 - Daddy
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Sweet Anjelique
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Oh My Pretty Girl. this is getting harder maybe cause Mama is trying to hard to be strong. I feel I have been blessed & if I cry I am being selfish and wrong. I feel so happy to have your little sister but I need you too my love this pain seems the same since you left me almost a year ago on April 7th. Oh my Love I am dreading that day to come because Mama is feeling so weak. How am I suppose to to go over to you on that day and just lay flowers for you. How? Anjie Mama misses you and I'm so sorry my love I wish you were in my arms why weren't they enough my love. I NEED YOU MY PRETTY GIRL. I would give anything to see you one more time just to know your ok. my Love. I know a million times I've heard your in a better place. but was my arms and my love not enough. and yes I know our Lord does everything for a reason and I am not to question him but you were my little girl. and yes I have your sister who has helped with this pain through this year. and probably if she weren't here I don't know what I would do. but I feel so cheated anyway. I don't want to sound selfish my love but I NEED YOU. what Am I SUPPOSE TO DO? Your daddy doesn't even mention you unless I do. Your brother Isaac keeps recalling that horrible night and your other brother Ramzees is sad as well and I am suppose to be strong? I'm trying my love but I don't know if I can be. I'll love you Forever I'll Like you For Always As long I'm Living My Baby You'll Be
Monday, March 26, 2007 - Mama
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