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Dear Damion,
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Oh resting angel.I wait to the day that I get to meet you.You are the son of a special love & friend of mine .He goes by the name that you knew him by."Daddy".I pray Damion every-nite that you keep an eye on your dad. As I try to myself.know that you are deeply missed and were deeply loved .
Friday, May 25, 2007 - Marisa
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Joshua Ryan
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I am sorry I haven't written you for awhile. You are one now. Easter was really hard this year. I remember Easter 2006. I have never, and will never have a better Easter than that. That was the day GOD gave me you. I don't know if it made it harder or easier that Easter didn't fall on ur birthday this year. In a way it would have been a little easier. I hope you liked ur balloon letters we sent you. I hope it looked as beautiful from up there as it did down here. Your sisters really put thought into what they wanted to tell you and were so excited that they were able to send them to you. I can't believe its almost been a year since you have been gone. My arms ache so to hold you. Its not fair that GOD gave me something so beautiful just to take it back again. I would give my life just to be able to feel you in my arms again and give you kisses. You loved kisses so much and I am sending them to you everyday. I am doing a little better now that i have gotten rid of the meds they had me on. I am finishing my college and can't wait to make you proud of me. Hanna will be in 1st grade in august. She is getting so big. She talks about you all the time. I know you come play with her in her dreams and she really loves that. Shy doesn't say her feelings much she says she misses you and she kisses your picture every chance she gets. She had her pre school graduation and it was precious. It would have been soo much better if you would have been there. I am sure you would have had me running in circles.lol As for Ana, She loves on your pictures alot too. It makes me sad that she probably won't remember you as well since she is just now 3 but I do know she loves you and she loved you every second you were here. And daddy he talks about you to me now. It hurts him to bad to talk too much about it. He doesn't think I know it but he cries for you when he thinks I can't see him. He is doing such a good job of taking care of me and your sisters. You have the best daddy in the world, I just wish you would have gotten the chance to grow up with him. As for me, I talk about you all the time. I think about you even more. And I love you always and forever. I hate not having you with me. I go to your grave alot and just sit there. I know you aren't there but it makes me feel like I am doing something for you. Well baby I about tired and am going to go to bed. I would really love it for you to come to me in my dreams. I haven't had one dream about you since you have been gone. That makes me sad and makes me feel bad. I would love to see you and hold you in my dreams, for I know thats the only way I will be able to until JESUS brings me to you. I so look forward to that day. Its kinda funny most people look forward to living their lives to the fullest, yet sids families look forward to getting theirs over with so they can once again hold their angels. I will write to you again soon baby til then let your grandma and grandpas give you all the loves I can't, cause when I get there I am never going to let you go again. Love ya always baby. *sending all my love and kisses to ya* Goodnight My Little Angel Man
Friday, May 25, 2007 - Mommy
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BAILEY BOO
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I miss you so much and just wanted to let you know how much I am thinking about you. I know you had a big birthday party in heaven and you were looking down on everyone here. Just think already a big girl 5 years old. HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!!!!!!!!! I LOVE YOU!!!!!! Just think one day we will be able to enjoy your birthday together. Miss you
Thursday, May 24, 2007 - love you always mommy
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Hi Nathan
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It's been a while since I have sent you a letter but I know that you know I think of you constantly and miss you more than words could ever say I saw a poem and it moved me to tears as it was just what I wanted to say to you. Special Angel there is a special angel in heaven who is a part of me It's not where I wanted him but where God wanted him to be He was here for just a moment like a nighttime shooting star And although he is in heaven he isn't very far He touched the hearts of many like only angels do I would have held him that bit longer if the end I only knew So I send this special message to heaven up above please take care of my angel and give him all my love. Night Night god bless Nathan Nathan James Cooper(uk)
Thursday, May 24, 2007 - Nana
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JoshFish
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Hey sweety, I wanted to write you to let you know that your little brothers are fine so far. Dylan will be 1 year old on the 4th of June and I dont know if I am going to be able to keep sadness in because you arent here to be with him, and little Blake is going to be brought in this world on September 15,of this year. I wish you could be here to play with your brothers, Dylan has never met you and I know one day he is going to ask me why you had to go and I am not sure what I am going to say to him. I think about you everyday of my life and dont think I will ever forget that day that you left me and your daddy. Not a day goes by that daddy doesnt think about you too, he feels guilty for not picking you up that night before he went back to work. we love you so much and just know that we will always love and miss you.
Wednesday, May 23, 2007 - Mommy
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hey hunter.
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wow hunter. i miss you so much. the pain of you leaving us is unbearable. i talk to your mommy all the time. and you have a baby sister now, stella is so cute. she has your eyes. i have so many pictures of her. i actually had portraits done last week. i was going to set her picture as my background on my cell phone, but i cant seem to do it. you are my background now, and i feel like if i change it, it would be like trying to repleace you. i could never do that. believe me, i knwo how it feels, and nobody will ever replace you. its impossible. you were the best baby ive ever known. we had a butterfly at daycare last spring in your garden. we are all so sure its you flying by to say hello. i have good news- i was talking to your mommy yesterday, and when she has another baby, she wants me to be the godmother. im so excited. i really miss you though. i have a thousand of your pictures in my room. ill never take them down. just know that whatever happens- you were always loved, and always will be. you are my angel, and will always be in my heart. i cant wait to get my tatoo! i love you baby.
Tuesday, May 22, 2007 - holly.
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My Precious Lorelei
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Oh my baby girl. I long to hear your giggle, and to see your pretty face. I know you'd be a mess now for sure. Keeping mama on her toes, runnin all over the place. Your second birthday is rapidly approaching. can't believe its almost here. You've been gone a little over a year now. Can't believe it! I think about you everyday. I miss you more and more. Your puppies are driving me nuts. Me and your daddy are getting along better lately. I hope you are happy about that. I love you sooooo much Lolo. Gradma and grandpa do too. So does you daddy. Jojo talks about you everytime he comes here. He misses you alot too. I think more than people understand. I love you sooooooooooooooo
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Tuesday, May 22, 2007 - Mama
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A mi dulce angelito andrea
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hola mi bebe, no te pregunto como estas por que yo se que estas feliz al lado de Diosito, sabes mi niña te imagino corriendo por esos hermosos jardines del paraiso, detras de los animalitos de Dios,sabes mi corazon se llena de alegria de solo pensar en ti, aunque tu ya no estas aqui con nosotros, siempre tengo en mi mente cuando te hacia reir y me querias decir algo con tus balbuceos, esa mirada tan linda que me robaba el alma, aunque solo eras una bebe eras y seguiras siendo el centro de nuestras vidas, por que dejaste una huella inborrable en nuestros corazones, dale las Gracias a Diosito por habernos dado la dicha de conocerte, auque solo fue por un tiempo muy corto, fueron los momentos mas lindos de mi vida, bueno mi bebe , no me despido solo te digo hasta luego,cuida mucho a tu mamy,papy y a tus hermanitos y a todos tus primitos Y que te recuerdan con mucho amor,WE LOVE YOU MAMAS AND WE MISS YOU!!
Monday, May 21, 2007 - Tia Lucy, Tio chavo, dany, Memito y Diego
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logan ( chance) Brown
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Hello my baby boy, I know it's been a long time since memaw wrote you but you kow I talk to you and think of you all the time. Your brother just had his first birthday, he looks so much like you sometimes I still get confussed and call him by your name. Your mom shows him pictures of you all the time so that he will know you just like you know him. I guess you know pawpaw doesn't live with me any more, he never could get over losing you, things just got worse nad worse. but we are still friends and we talk to each other about you. I'm sure you know that. He loves you very much as do I. and we both miss you. I can see you now 2 years old running and playing you were such a beautiful boy. Hope you and pawpaw gene are having fun together I know you bring him much joy watch over your brother and keep him safe, I know I don't have to tell you that because your his big brother and it comes natural. Memaw has to go know but I promise I wont wait long to be back and alk to you I love you and miss you XOXOXOXOXOXOXO
Monday, May 21, 2007 - Mewmaw
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Dear Baby Mary,
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All I think about is what I could have done diferently. I know if I had been a better mother and person, you would be alive. It has been over seven years, but to me it feels like it was five minutes ago. I can't get past it. I have tried to move on but I can't. I am so angry that I can't have you back.I have tried to have a life, but I can not find meaning without you in it.If there is a heaven, and you are there watching me, you know I have not handled this well. I have tried everything to dull the pain, and yet here I sit in as much pain as ever. You also know that you had a brother who was stillborn. That was three years after I lost you. His father died while I was pregnant with him. Your father and I are no longer married but are friends. He misses and loves you so much. Your grandparents and aunts miss you too. I know I need to let you go but I need your help. I need to know that you are safe and happy and that you forgive mommy for not being able to save you. I feel so guilty. I only had you for 18 days, and as hard as I try to remember you with joy, the pain of losing you crushes me. I have to go on living for your grandparents and aunts, so I ask you to help me to let go of the pain and guilt. You will always be my heart and soul and the best part of me, the only part of me that mattered, but I cant keep living like this. It's just not fair to everyone else. So for their sake, help me say goodbye. I love and miss you so much and I am hoping that writing to you will help. Mommy loves Baby Mary.
Sunday, May 20, 2007 - Mommy
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Juston Blake Littlefield
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Hey baby! I wanted to let you know that we got the money for Daddy. Thanks to Tony. He went and got a loan for him to be able to stay with us. I wish you could be here to be a part of this. I love you and hope you are having a lot of fun up there. Will be with you as soon as I can. You need to be very good boy for me. We all miss you here with us. We are going to Midland on Tuesday and would like for you to watch over us to make sure we are safe. I hope you know how much we love you. You are my angel. I believe God gave you to us to show us how short life can be. He gave it to us and take it away just like that. I know that Daddy has not writen you. I am trying to get him to open and talk about you but he still hurts and keeps it all in but he does love and miss you. I am trying to get him to this so he can write you and get out all that is deep in side. but it will take some time to get that far. So for now i will write you and let you know all that is happening. Youknow that i sleep with the teddy that nia got you. It helps me at night when i cant sleep and you are on my mind. Well i have to go for now will write later. I love you.
Saturday, May 19, 2007 - Love always mommy
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To my cousin Andrea
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Hi Andrea! I very much miss you so much. Can you please visit me in my dream to show me how it is in heaven. I know you're OK and God is taking care of you. Does it really rain candy and pokemon balls in Heaven?? Help me see God in my dreams and help me have a nice dream because I sleep in my own room now and sometimes I want to dream of you and heaven. I wish I could see you but I might see you in my dream. I miss you very, very much. Please make Adrian and Angel and Tio Alex and Tia Geli fine and please visit them in the dreams alot and watch them each day and watch everybody in this whole wide world. I know you have a good time in heaven.
Saturday, May 19, 2007 - From Johnny
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Our Mamas, Andrea
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Hi mija! I hope you were able to find my letter. I didn't write your name I just put to our Mamas.I guess your tia wasn't thinking right?! You know Noemi was looking at her baby pictures and she said there's "Undwea." She made me smile becuase she still remembers you and she thought her baby pictures were pictures of you. I guess it also made me feel good to know that you live in ALL of our hearts especially in all your little cousins. Mama's have fun in heaven and hope you know how to do back flips with your wings already. I'm glad you visited your mom in her dream. Mama's comfort your mom, dad and brothers whenever they feel sad.we all miss you so very much!!! Our own little angel.
Saturday, May 19, 2007 - Your Tia Lili, Tio Juan, Johnny and favorite cuz Noemi
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To our Sweet Angel Baby Stacey Fayelee
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Gosh little one it's been a long time since I wrote to you. That doesn't mean I have stopped thinking of you, I could never do that. You are with me everyday in my heart and in my thoughts. Your daddy has been taking good care of your resting place. The memorial box is his little tribute to you and he puts it out on every special occasion. He misses you too. Sometimes at night we share memories and tears. We talk to your brothers and sisters about you.They like visiting your gravesite and looking at all the pictures. Daddy still hasn't given in and let them watch your videos. Someday he will. I know your not alone in Heaven, there are so many little SIDS Angels called home to God, we think about you playing with all of them. We hope Grandpa Forbes is looking after you and your Aunt Bonnie and Aunt Sheila and Uncle Ron and your cousins, Jeff and Jeremy. Its hard to believe that we have lost so many people that we truly love and miss. We are sending hugs and kisses your way.we hope you catch them sweetie.
Friday, May 18, 2007 - Mommy and Daddy, Abbie, Callie, Sam, Logan and Coy
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My Baby Mary
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I dont even know how to write this. When you first left me I wrote you a few letters but it always broke my heart, if it could have broken anymore. it is been over 7 years and it feels like yesterday. My doctor says that I have never truly accepted that you are gone and aren't coming back. Maybe that's true. I want you back so badly I can't stand it. I would gladly give my life for five more minutes. I would gladly have traded my life for yours. I hope there is a heaven and that you are there with your brother Cole, Walk and Dus, Grandmother and Grandaddy Randall, and David. Mommy misses you so much that it is hard to breathe sometimes. I love you more that I can put into words. Everyone here misses you and loves you so much. Give everyone up there a big hug and kiss for me. Give Cole a hug abd kiss and tell him how much I wish I could have known him. Mommy loves baby Mary.XOXOXOXOXOX
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Friday, May 18, 2007 - I love and miss you so much, Mommy
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Aidan
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Hey boo grandpa fred again, well things are changing here hopefully for the better, change is sometimes good although some times painful. Made some decisions today quit my job got a new one thought I was too old to start again but really needed to do this, planning my move from my house into an apartment and organizing my life.dont know why but am doing it anyway. Your mom seems happy these days and thats good we dont speak much but that is because of work schedules only I know she worries alot and I guess that she always will. I am having surgery tuesday and wont mind if you visit during my down time.would love it. well boo gotta start packing up the office and get ready for the surgery and stuff so gotta go.loving you missing you xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
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Friday, May 18, 2007 - Grandpa fred
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dear jaycee marie
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hey baby girl aunt chel is so sorry i haven't written you in such a long time that doesn't mean i am not thinking about you cuz i think about you all the time seems like you stay on my mind more than anything you would be 10 months old now i am so sad that your not here with us you would be like K'lyn into everything i lokk at your pictures so much they are starting to get wore down from all the finger marks you know now that its warmer we will be spending alot more time at your yard its just so hard that you are so close to us and we can't touch you kiss you hold you please give carter and kayleigh hugs and kisses for me i so miss them as well well sweetie i have to get going for now lots of love baby girl
Friday, May 18, 2007 - aunt chel
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My little pumpkin Cameron Anthony Bice
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Cameron I miss you so much. You have taught me so much in the short life you lived and left a legacy that is hard to fill. You always brought a smile to my face and a giggle when you would do your cackle laugh. You have blessed us since your passing with your two beutiful twin brothers. I know it was your way of allowing me to give you a full blooded brother or sister. You knew I always wanted that for you so you blessed us with two this time so I didn't have to worry. I know that you are dancing with the other angels and being held by your great grandparents as well as the many other family members and friends who have gone before. You will always be in my heart. My first born son. We will always share our birthdays right. Your Re-Birthday and my birthday. I love you and miss you sooooooooo verrrrrrrrrry much my son. Please live life to the fullest like you did here for the year and 9 days on Earth and we shall reunite again. However, we are never truly parted, You are always with me and in my heart. All my love-today, tomorrow and forever.
Friday, May 18, 2007 - Mommy
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Kyan
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Hi buddy I just wanted to check in. It's been a couple days since I talked to you and as always I have been thinking about you a lot. We have had lots of visitors to your webiste. Everyone has left such nice messages and think you were adorable. They all send their love and many of them hope that you have meet their little angel in heaven and are playing together. I hope you are doing fine and have made lots of friends up there. I know great grandma and grandpa are taking care of you. I was just thinking that this was the weekend we were going to take you to your first movie. We were going to go see Shrek. I wish we were still planning on doing that this weekend. I am going to be out of town for the next week so I might not get to write you for a little while. Know that I am always thinking about you and miss you more each day.
Friday, May 18, 2007 - Love, Dad
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Baby Girl Andrea Licea
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Hi mamas! This is just a short one right now. Just wanted to say I love you alot. I miss you too! We all do. Pray for us mamas! Te amo y extraño mucho gorda! See you later.
Thursday, May 17, 2007 - Your Mama Angelica Garcia-Licea
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Cade Michael
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Hey buddy! Mommy has not written you in a while. It's kind of hard to do it somedays. Mother's Day was this past Sunday. Mommy spent it with your sister Kylie, which was really nice. I read an email today called what is normal. This email really brightened my day, as much as it can be brightened. It really hits the nail on the head and makes me feel like there are people who REALLY understand what it is like. I miss you so very much! Your dad is here in town, we have not spoken in seveal months. I am sure you know that. I wish you could be here with me I have an empty feeling in my heart everyday, it does not get better as time passes. Somedays it just aches with emptiness. I love you so very much and I miss you with all my heart and soul!
Thursday, May 17, 2007 - all my love forever! your mommy
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Hello Precious Blake,
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We are still missing you and working hard to keep your name and memory alive. Last Saturday we had fundraiser number 4 in your memory. So many people help to honor you. You will never know how much we miss and love you. We hope you are enjoying life in Heaven. We are living our lives so we can spend eternity with you. We missed out on so much with you, but we will be together again soon. I can't wait to feel your arms around my neck. I love you Blake!!
Wednesday, May 16, 2007 - Loving you always, Mommy
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Carolyn Dawn Miller
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Hi my Angel, well next week will make 32 years since you received your Angel wings, May 25th. I miss you so much and still cry for you. God please tell my Angel about me as I tell everyone about her.I miss you so much and want you to know I love you so much. Till I see you again my Angel
Wednesday, May 16, 2007 - Love Mommy
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Lauren-Raye
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Hi sweet Baby girl soon you will be 15 its so hard to imagine all the time that has gone by,sometimes it seems like yesterday and other days it seems a lifetime ago. I miss you so much and seeing all that your sister does and you never got to do,just tears me apart more. although I do not allow her to do a lot its just the small things that she does. she is very protective over me where I have been so sick as I am her. I miss you baby and please remember how much I love you and look forward to the day we are together once again.
Wednesday, May 16, 2007 - mom
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dylan harry coneby
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hi pumpkin! its mommy! thank you so much for coming to visit me in my dream the other night.its the first time since youve been gone. connor an di have been going to bring you flowers and balloons and things that remind us of you. and we miss you sooo much. connor blows you kisses and so do i when we are outside. he asks about you you know. i hope you know that we will never never not think about you. you are our little angel. and you always will be. your birthday is coming up soon. i wish you we were planning what we would do for that special day with you.but now we only plan what to do for you. i think about you all the time pumpkin everday that i breathe here on this earth. i never knew it was possible to love someone so much in such a short period of time. we feel blessed to have even gotten the chance to have you here with us. but sometimes also so cheated for all we couldve had with you . you mean so much to us and you always will. i just want you to know how much we all love you and i hope you can hear when we talk to you. and i hpe that you are safe and happy wherever it is that you may now be. i know that one day we will see you again. i just wish we couldve seen you forever. i love you my little bubbie. i miss you so much. and i thank the stars at night for ahving had the 4 months that we had with you. some people dont even get that. you were our angel here on earth and now you are our angel in heaven!! i love you!!! and please come and see me in my dreams again soon!! love and all the xoxoxoxoxo in the world!!!
Tuesday, May 15, 2007 - mommy and daddy and connor too
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hi bailey
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hey bailey! sorry i haven't talked to you in a while. everyone down here misses you. i love you sooo much. i jus want you to know im doing fine. the dark cloud that controled my heart is disappearing and its all thanks to you. i love you sooooooo much. thankyou for watching over me.
Tuesday, May 15, 2007 - love your sis, kenz
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To mamas Andrea Licea
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I have been reading all the letters that have been sent to you .Its been very hard to except the fact that your not here. As time goes on I miss you more and more. I wish it was a bad dream and I could wake up. The little time I held you I treasure but at the same it kills me not have you. I know I can't compare with every wonderful thing in heaven but I would have done everything in my power to give you everything and to be the best Dad. I have so many dreams that I want to fulfill but I haven't yet. I thank God that you were one of the ones that got fulfilled. I could only imagine how many people in heaven your making happy with your smile. Sometimes I fill I can't go on I find it hard I guess that's when you and God show me the way. Keep doing that because I need you .I don't what else to say so for now I love you I miss you and please take care of your brothers, mom, dad the rest of the family.
Tuesday, May 15, 2007 - Papi
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Juston Blake Littlefield
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Hey baby. I hate to have to come and tell you bad news. but daddy may go to jail for 2 yrs. We really need help right now. we need to come up with $2000 before the 30th. and i dont know where to look for that money. i dont know if i can take care of things with out him here. you know we struggle as it is. i wish there was a sign to tell me what to do. if he goes i am going to have to find a way to take care of jocelyn and jerry and me by myself and i dont know if that is possible. i will have to move to an apartment and everything. we will lose everything we have worked so hard for. baby i wish you were here to comfort me and let me know that everything will be ok. i know you are watching over us right now and i hope you will be able to help us. i hope God will give something to work with on what to do. I miss you so much and ca not wait for all of us to be there with you. i need to go so i can try to work i love you very much
Tuesday, May 15, 2007 - love always mommy
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Dearest Lil Pito
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Hey my lil big boy, its just me missing you so much like always. Sunday was Mothers Day, I hope you know how much your mommy misses and loves you we all do. I cant imagine how she feels even though I feel this horrible pain that will never go away I still cant imagine. Your mommy looks really good, you would be very proud of her, she's a strong mommy. Even though I think you already know all of this I just like to tell you and hope you hear.We all miss you lil man and love you more and more everyday. I hope you feel all the millions of hugs and kisses we all send to you everyday! Im going to let you go for now my lil sweet Angel. I love you.
Tuesday, May 15, 2007 - Love Always, Aunt Carolyn
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Alex Aiden Chirinos,
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Sweetie, Mommy misses you so much. Your brother Cody still asks for you to come home. He really misses you, I caught him telling your new baby brother Mateo all about you and how you are their little angel. His heart will heal with time. Watch over your brothers. I know you must be having fun playing with your little cousin in the clouds. Cody says that you needed a little cousin to play with so that's why your auntie lost her first baby. Cow-Cow is expecting a little girl at the end of the summer. I know you would just be loving her and the tummy. Tomorrow is going to be a difficult day for mommy, please help me through the day and know that mommy will always long for one more time to cuddle you. PS. Daddy loves you so much and misses you more than words can describe. Take care of your daddy and keep his heart safe.
Tuesday, May 15, 2007 - Mommy
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My Sweet Baby Jacob
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Hello my little sweetie. I think of you so very much. You have a new little brother - Aiden Jacob - born 3-20-07. Your big brother, Dylan, loves him so. At first he called you Baby Jacob - for that is all he knows and remembers. He is only 3, you know. Your Mommy and Daddy miss you desparately still. Your Mommy talks about you to me some days and I know she thinks of you EVERYDAY. I guess the pain never goes away. You keep tugging at all of our hearts - I know you are saying I love you when I feel that tug. And we love you so very, very much. God gave us Aiden. We gave him your name as his middle name. He will feel special when he grows big and we share you with him. We are so lucky and pray everyday he will be with us for a very long time. He wears a monitor 24/7 - but we still stare at him constantly. We miss you Jake and know you must be having fun with the other babies in Heaven. See you soon my sweet Baby Jacob.
Tuesday, May 15, 2007 - Love - Nani
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My baby Andrea Licea
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I was waking up today and between waking up and opening my eyes, I saw you, it had to be you cause I knew it was you. The only difference was that you were a little bigger. You looked like if you were 5 months old. You left at 2 months. In this little vision you looked like you did when you left me but a little different. Your hair was still short, you were smiling, wearing a white dress, white pantyhose and white shoes. You were sitting up against a wall smiling at me. It was you wasn't it mamas. I know you visited me. I can't forget that image. It hurted me cause I didn't get to see you how you would of looked now at 5 months, but today I did. It makes me so happy. I guess since yesterday I wrote you the letter about how much I cried and missed you, you decided to visit me. Thank you mamas. I'll see you laters Gorda.
Monday, May 14, 2007 - Mami Angelica Garcia-Licea
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Dear Little Pito,
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I love you and miss you so much. Mother's Day was yesterday. I made your mommy a page with a beautiful letter and pictures of you, so your mommy will know how much we love her. I remember last Mother's Day, your daddy and I made a card and we put paint all over your little feet and smooshed them on the card, such a special time. All of the time we got to spend with you is special, and now only a special memory, but people keep telling me that I should be grateful to at least have had the time we did. Well I am! I love you so much, and I wouldn't change the time spent with you, I think we should have more time, lots of time, like years and years. That's all. But I really do appreciate the memories, I love you so much, and sending hugs and kisses, and more hugs and kisses. I love you.
Monday, May 14, 2007 - love forever, Abuela
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My dear sweet angel Cayden,
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Hey bubby, mommy misses you so much. I thought of you a lot yesterday as we walked through the zoo. We took you there almost two years ago. Your sister is now the same age you were when you went. We all miss you so much. I can't believe it has been a year and a half already. Mother's day was bittersweet. I am very happy and lucky for what I have, but very sad that you aren't here with us too. Our lives were so blessed when you were here and I am still blessed by your sister and brother. I know that her angel kiss is from you and Grandma. I hope she knows how much I miss her too. I know she is taking good care of you in heaven. I so wish that you were here with us. We will never forget you. You are always in our hearts and thoughts. Sending you big hugs and kisses, love you loads!
Monday, May 14, 2007 - Mommy, Daddy, Bradley and Embrey
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My little buddy, Kyan
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This Mother's Day weekend was very hard for your mother. She misses you very much. I gave her the present we got together and wrote her the words I felt from you in her card. It made her sad but I think she really loved everything. She is going to wear the locket close to her heart so she can feel your love. Daddy misses you more everyday and can not wait until we are together again. Hope you are having fun with all the other angel babies up in heaven. Take care of great grandma and grandpa and I will talk to you soon.
Monday, May 14, 2007 - Missing and loving you bunches, Daddy
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My little Girly Andrea Licea
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Hi Mija. Today is Mothers Day as you know and it was/is the most painful day that I had ever been through. We went to the cemetery and visited your little body and I felt the need to give you the flowers that were given to me. Papi bought some more and we (me and your brothers) decorated the grass. You might of noticed that it was a little hard for me to cry, I guess cause your Grandpa Odon was there. After we dropped him off I had to go again just to be alone with you. I cried soo much. I cried just like the day that you left me. I know you don't want to see me cry, but I just miss you soo much and I still have a lot of pain in me. It's been only 3 months since you left and I've not stopped thinking about you since. I cry everday and every night. When I don't its because your brothers are around and I have to be strong for them and your papi. Maybe because I am pregnant I am more emotional, but atleast I know that I am not holding anything in. I am glad you are with God and I know that you are happy and well taken care of. Thank you God. I love you mamas and really miss you alot. Good Night.
Sunday, May 13, 2007 - Your Mama, Angelica Garcia-Licea
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Juston Blake Littlefield
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Hey baby boy! Mommy really missed you today. I love and hate for mother's day to be here because I have to be with out you but then I have Jerry and Jocelyn to be with. I love you so much. It has been very hard to live with out you. I wish I could hold you again. I hope to see you in my dreams tonight. I can not wait to get heaven to be with you. I hope you are being very good for grandpa and great grandpa. They are really good men. Mommy loves them very much too. I want you to let them know that for me ok. Never stop watching us down here. We need to know you are there. I will have to go for now have work to do. I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU happy mothers day to all moms that are with you up there
Sunday, May 13, 2007 - Love always your mommy
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Joshua
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I can not believe how long it has been. What is a mothers day without wishing you were here. I have thought of Becky all day today. If in anyway you can make it easier for her . . . . I miss you more than words can say . . . I love you. Krista, Travis and Alex are sure missing out not knowing you, and the love you have brought to our lives. What can I say, I wish you were here with us. I would do my best to make things right with you. I love you. I can not say that enough.
Sunday, May 13, 2007 - I love you always and forever
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Hi Baby Jared
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Jared it is just nanny again,how are you baby boy? Took your mmomy to the beach this weekend since it is her first mothers day with out having you here and also May 13th is your mommy's 30th birthday she had fun but you could tell she was really say deep inside. Your mommy hides things well but you have to remember I am her moomy so I know when she hurts. Any how we got back to see the make-a -wish convou and your piture was on a truck and we set 24 ballons off to you in Heaven whe you came by , did you get them?? Well Jared I have to go to bed now, I love you and miss your so.
Sunday, May 13, 2007 - Love you, nanny
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Grayce Marie
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Hey baby girl. Well, we made it through your third Birthday. This one seemed a little harder than the other two. I hope you got all the balloons we sent you on Wednesday. Did you see all the friends and family at your house. Did you hear all of us singing Happy Birthday to you? You received a lot of nice presents. Kathy and Mark decorated your tree with roses and a bow. Auntie Joan got you a frog piggy bank so we can save money for a Grayce bench. Charity and Shawn found a frog melt warmer. Derek and Ella got you an angel and Derek has been hard at work all week getting your garden ready. There are so many people here on heaven that love you and miss you like crazy. There were so many others helping us celebrate your Birthday here on earth while you celebrated in heaven. Remember sweet girl that mommy loves you with all of my heart!
Saturday, May 12, 2007 - Mommy
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little man
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hey my son sorry i havent wrote in awhile life is crazy. i think of you all the time i got tears in my eyes now because mimi was talking about you today and how aunt jenny had you laughing the night you left us. sister misses you alot we watched a video of you and sister and she kept saying my bubba mommy is getting married july 27th and john wishes he could of met you everyone here misses you so much and loves you lots the little saying aunt jenny always said to make you laugh the oh oh yeah she wont even say it anymore because ur not here to laugh at her. grandma artie isnt doing good. shes back in the hospital ur her guarian angel now ok i love you so much and miss you lots
Saturday, May 12, 2007 - mommy
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Grayce Marie
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Happy Birthday Sweet Girl. Every year that goes by is just as hard as the first with you not here. You are so missed and loved baby girl. I hope you got your birthday balloon up in the clouds. Sending lots of birthday hugs to you and all the little angels who now are with you in heaven. Keep watching over us sweet baby. I love you Miss Grayce Marie!
Saturday, May 12, 2007 - Melissa
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Josh Fish
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Hey baby,I was thinking about you today and I had to write. Watching your brother grow up and pass you hurts me greatly, you are probably watching us down here, but nest month is your brother Dylan's first birthday and I am not sure I will be able to keep it togather, you arent with us and he will never get the chance to play with you,That really hurts, and we think you are going to have another little brother, we arent sure its a boy but we think so, for now we call him Blake until we find out for sure if its a little sister her name will be Hailey,I want you here so badly, and tomorrow I will have to get up and know that one of my children will not be there to wake me up for mother's day, I carry your picture in the locket along with your brother's picture. I miss you so much and I just dont know what to do sometimes, I feel like a had to abandon you and you hate me for it. I know it isnt true but sometimes I just feel badly for leaving you at the cemetary. I am so sad because I dont have you and everyone else in our family have theirs and we are the part of the family missing one of ours, and some let us know we are missing you. Jayden said his first word the other day, he pointed to your picture on the wall and said Josh, Aunt Angi told him not to say his cousin's name, because she thought it might hurt me, it didnt, I just wish you had the chance to grow up with cousin Jayden, he had his 2nd Birthday last month and I felt horrible, all I could think about was you, Blake will be here sometime between September and October, how I wish you were here, Daddy misses you too, he cant bare to go out to the cemetary, he doesnt want anyone to see but he cries, when noone's watching and he cant leave for work without kissing and hugging (your brother)Dylan. I cant go a day without saying your name and I will be sad tomorrow missing you as always, just remember that I will always Love and think of you for the rest of my life and not a day goes by I dont wish I could have taken your place, you didnt deserve to leave your family so young. I LOVE YOU.
Saturday, May 12, 2007 - Mommy,
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Avery Paige
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Hey baby Mommy graduated today from college, we wish you were there to see her, you would be so proud of her. It's been hard to try and go on without you being here, but we are doing well. We just want you to be here with us all the time. Tomarrow is mommy's day and it will be very hard on mommy not having her little girl to hold on to. Bye-Bye for now. We love and miss you very much.
Saturday, May 12, 2007 - With LOVE DADDY
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To our Mamas
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Hi Mamas!! I still get sad to know that you are not here with us but I find comfort in knowing that you are up in Heaven wearing the most prettiest pink little dress, adorned with the most beautiful white bows. I know that your wearing your hair in ponytails (just like your mom would've done) and your hail is made out of the most precious flowers found in heaven. And I know that your angel wings are pink too but they change to white, depending on your outfit. Ay mama's our hearts have been broken but we must learn to live with this and celebrate all the precious, pure and most tender love that you gave to your mommy, daddy, Adrian and Angel and especially to all of us. You were going to be and will always be Noemi's little best cousin 'cause you two will always be "The Big Girls."
Saturday, May 12, 2007 - Always in our hearts, Lili, Juan, especially Johnny & Noemi
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Dear Anderson,
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Hi sweetpea, its's momma. Imiss you so much buddy! I think that there are days that it is not so bad, and then something hits me and the pain is so intense! There is not a day that goes by that I don't think about you and long to hold my big boy. I know that you are with me and daddy and watching over us because I can feel your presence - something that only a mommy can feel. I miss you so very much little man and I am so honored and proud to be the mommy of such a wonderful babt boy that has touched so many peoples lives, not just your mommy and daddy's. 5/12/07
Saturday, May 12, 2007 - I love you baby, Mommy
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TO LIL BABY * ANDREA LICEA*
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WHEN I FIRST SAW YOU, YOU WERE GIVING ME A SMILE THAT I WILL NEVER FORGET! YOUR MAMMA WAS HOLDING U. THE 1ST THING I NOTICE WERE YOUR BIG LITTLE FEET (AS BIG AS MY PALM). I WILL NEVER FORGET YOU. ALWAYS THINKING OF WHO YOU WOULD LOOK MORE LIKE YOUR MOM OR YOUR DAD BUT I THINK YOU LOOK JUST LIKE YOUR OLDER BROTHER ADRIAN. NOW THAT YOUR WITH GOD I HOPE YOU CAN FEEL ALL THE LOVE THAT WE HAVE FOR YOU!! YOU WILL ALWAYS BE MISSIED!!!! P.S. PLEASE SAY HI MY TO MY LOVE ONES WHO ARE UP THERE WITH YOU. QUE DIOSITO TE BENDIJA
Saturday, May 12, 2007 - LOVE ALWAYS, DULCE
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Baby Andrea Licea
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Hi mamas, we miss you so much !!We hope you are fine and waching over your mom, dad,brothers,and the rest of our family.We think you know that there is going to be a new baby coming soon ,so that means that you are going to be a older sister just like me.We really wish she will be as cute as you and act like you too.We love you so much and wish you were here with us and can live life with us but it is safer in heaven than here but God and you are here to protect the our family . xoxo(love you)
Saturday, May 12, 2007 - your cosin Celeste&Celine
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ANDREA LICEA
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HI ANDREA,HOW ARE YOU?I AM FINE. I REALLY MISS YOU.I KNOW WE CAN'T SEE YOU, BUT YOU ARE RIGHT HERE WITH US.I LOVE YOU A LOT. YOUR MOM IS A GREAT MOTHER,THAT IS MY OPINION.I'LL SEE YOU LATER WHEN GOD WANTS TO.HAVE FUN OUR BABY ANGEL.
Friday, May 11, 2007 - YOUR COUSIN DANIELA GARCIA
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my angel abbreonna
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hey baby girl i know its been a long time i feel like i am giving up on u but i am not i miss u so much i am going crazy with out u i see so many other babbies n i sit n think bout what u would look like today what would ur voice would sound like god help me i love u abbreonna n mommy will never for get bout u n i am so sorry that i have not been to see u i just want u home so bad nothing is right with out u i love u butter ball
Friday, May 11, 2007 - mommy
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AJ My Phatdo
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Hey boii, I miss you hunnie and loves you so much! I am totally NOT looking forward to Mother's Day, I wish I could just sleep through it, but I can't so its okay! I'm thankful though to be a Mother, especially lucky to have two BOIIS you and your brother!! I feel very blessed to your mommy and proud as well. I miss you son more and more everyday. Somedays feels like things can get better and other days its just feels like the pain gets worse. But I pray and talk to you which always makes me feel better. Your brother misses you, crying for you ALL the time! I know you visit him a lot while he's sleeping and it makes me happy knowing you two still see each other because I know Mykah misses having you around!! Daddy and I are doing good, busy with work church and family, but always thinking and talking about you son! Missing you together makes me cry because the pain hurts more when I tell your dad, but it also helps the healing, but okay son I wanted to write you a letter to let you know how things are going! Take care baby boii always know your my angel boii hunnie! take care baby boii and always know your our Angel Boii & Our Phatdo!!
Friday, May 11, 2007 - with all our love Daddy, Mommy and Mykah
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OUR BABY ANGEL ANDREA LICEA
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HI MAMMAS! AS YOU CAN SEE YOUR GONNA BE A BIG SISTER. HOW EXCITING BECAUSE YOU HAVE ALREADY MET THIS SPECIAL BLESSING THAT GOD HAS SENT TO YOUR MOMMY, DADDY, AND BIG BROTHERS, ANGEL AND ADRAIN. ALTHOUGH OUR HEARTS ARE TORN APART BECAUSE WE DON'T PHYSICALLY HAVE YOU WITH US, WE KNOW YOU ARE WATCHING OVER OUR FAMILIES AND PRAYING FOR US. WE MISS YOU SO MUCH AND VERY MUCH WOULD LOVE TO SEE YOU AND HOLD YOU AGAIN. WE HAVE YOU IN OUR HEARTS FOREVER BECAUSE YOU'LL ALWAYS BE MAMA CARMEN'S AND PAPA MEMO'S 13TH GRANDBABY. THE VERY SPECIAL ONE.
Friday, May 11, 2007 - LOVE YOU!!!! YOUR TIA JENNIFER, TIO ROGER, YOUR COUSINS, CEL
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Andrea Licea
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We know it must terrible to be without her--the pain will dull over time, but never go completely away. You will never forget her and the love and memories that you created will live on forever. You'll see her again in heaven. Sleep, little child, sleep. Your soul is home deep in the heart of God. Weep not, gentle mother, weep not. For your angel can be found within the song of every bird, the bloom of every flower, the glow of every sunrise. In the sweet, rhythmic breath of every newborn baby, witness the spirit of your lost child who has once again become a part of the unconquerable, immortal Spirit of us all.
Thursday, May 10, 2007 - Paz-Rojo Family
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My Beautiful Little Man Richard
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I miss you so much but I'm sure you know that. A big piece of me died with you. Your sissy talks about you all the time and it breaks my heart to know that we all have to go on without you. You would be 9 months old now and it hurts. We took Makayla to the zoo and all me and your daddy could talk about is how much you would have enjoyed all the animals too. It makes me sick to my stomach thinking about that morning i found you knowing that i can't get you back til I'm up there with you. And it's bad to say it but i cant wait. I've got to be here for your sister now but if it wasnt for her I probably could not have went on without you. I miss you my angel and i think about you every day and i hurt bad everyday. I still havent quite figured out why He would take you from me so soon or any of these precious baies from their mothers but i guess i have to try to understand. But I miss you and i would give anything to see your beautiful face again. I love you more than words can explain. See you soon.
Thursday, May 10, 2007 - Erica(Richards Mommy)
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My little buddy, Kyan
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It's been a couple days since I check in so I wanted to take a moment to let you know how much I miss you. Your mother and I created a website so we can share ourlove for you with everyone. I still can not believe we had to create this website because you are no longer with us. I miss you so much it breaks my heart every time I think about all the fun things we will never get to do together. I got something really nice for mom from you for this Mothers Day. I will give her a big hug and kiss on your behalf. Take care of your self and know that Daddy is ALWAYS thinking about you and misses you terribly. I will talk to you soon.
Thursday, May 10, 2007 - With much love, Dad
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My precious Jaycee Marie
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Hi sweetie It's been awhile since Grandma wrote and I'm so sorry. It hurts so bad that your not here. Your parents, siblings,aunts, uncles and cousins were here Sunday. The babies(K'Lyn, Kaydence and Malaki) are such a joy, but it breaks my heart that you,Carter and Kayleigh not here with them. It should be so wonderful with all six of your toddling, crawling and doing all the things that little ones under two years old do. Instead I find my self sitting and crying.I am very greatful for what all I have, but I know I should have more. Please tell Carter and Kayleigh I love them and miss them as much as I love and miss you.
Thursday, May 10, 2007 - Hugs and Kisses XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO Grandma Deb
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My little soldior, Billy,
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Hello angel, i miss you so so much, it will be your 1st birthday in two weeks, we are having a big party for you here, i hope you will be having a party there in heaven too. I love you more than words can say little man, and you are in my thoughts and dreams every single day, I wish so much that you could come back here to me, All my love, always and forever xxxx
Thursday, May 10, 2007 - Your heartbroken mummy xxxxxxx
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my precious grandbaby, Kyan
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kyky, it is just grandma barb checking in on you. grandma is really hurting today. i am so sad. i miss you so much. please be a butterfly and watch over your mommy and daddy. this weekend is going to be so hard on your mommy. ours hearts are so broken without you. you were our sunshine and made us so happy with your wonderful smile. your daddy created a web site for you in your memory. it is wonderful but its makes grandma cry alot. i will be talking to you again soon. i love you my darling little grandbaby xoxoxo
Wednesday, May 9, 2007 - grandma, barb
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Avery Paige
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Hey babycakes, we all love you and miss you every day. Mommy and Daddy still cry alot because your not here with us. Big brother asks alot of questions so we talk to you and god at night, he misses you like crazy. I hope you know how much you are missed around the entire family. bye-bye for now WE LOVE YOU always
Tuesday, May 8, 2007 - Daddy
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Dear Little Pito,
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Hi, my wittle hop toady. I am missing you awfully, and I want to hug you and kiss you so much. One of your cousins is going to have a baby, a boy. I hope she can appreciate how lucky she is to have her baby. I love you dearly. It's much harder than I thought, the missing you stuff. I think of you almost every single moment. I went to the water the other day and all I could think of was how much I would've loved running around with you, with your Tia Ynchee going behind with her camera. I love you so much, feel my hugs and kisses little man, I will never stop sending them.
Tuesday, May 8, 2007 - Love forever, your Abuela
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Ruby'Jean
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Hey there baby Girl How are you Me im doing okay i guess me your daddy and sissy went to your grave the other day and your sissy was so mad because they arent doing a very good job keeping it clean so i promised her we would come back with some wash cloths and stuff and clean it off very good mommy got to see an ultrasound of your brother or sister he or she is so little right know im only almost three months mommy misses you baby girl more and more every day. How are you and little richard getting along hopefully really good take good care of him up there mommy knows you are i love you baby girl.
Tuesday, May 8, 2007 - Love Mommy
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Our Phatdo Ace Jasiah
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Hey Baby boii mah AJ, We MISS & LOVE you so much hunniedumpling! I miss your round face and that big smile of yours! I miss kissing you and loving you all day long! Just wanted to write you a letter of LOVE of course to let you know that we love you all day everyday Angel boii! Nothing much on our end, same stuff as usual, but we're always thinking about you ALL THE TIME!! Especially Daddy and your brother, they miss you tremendously! Okay ANGEL BOII always know we are missing you like CRAZEE! Take care PHATDO BOII!! I LOVE YOU SON!
Tuesday, May 8, 2007 - with all our love xoxoxox Dad, Mom and Mykah
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Dearest Lil Pito
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Hey my lil big boy, its me just wanted to tell you I love and miss you sooooo much. We all do. Sorry I havebt wrote to you in awhile but remember that doesnt mean I dont think about you everyday. You are my lil fat man and will always be! Keep watching over this crazy family we need all the help we can get, ha, ha. Feel all my hugs and kisses to you everyday, I miss you lil man and love you so much. I 'll talk to you later.
Tuesday, May 8, 2007 - Love Always, Aunt Carolyn
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my little man kyle
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not a day gose by we dont miss and love you and want you with us see you in heaven little man all our love and kisses allways xxxxx
Tuesday, May 8, 2007 - mummy.daddy,brother cameron
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Patrick Michael
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Hi baby Boy, How's mama's baby doing? Mommy misses you very much and loves you so very much. Thier's not a day that dosnn't go by that I don't think of you baby boy. I LOVE YOU XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO
XOX Lots of HUGS and KISSES for mamas baby boy
Tuesday, May 8, 2007 - Love allways mom
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Grayce Marie
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Hey Baby Girl Happy Birthday early to you. Know I will come see you and visit your house. How I miss your sweet smile and dimples. 3 years already and where have the years gone. 3 years of missing you and wondering what life would have been like if you were not taken away on that dark day. Happy Birthday Princess to you up in the clouds. Know not one day goes by that I dont think of you and wish things were so different then they are now. I love you sweet girl always know that. Lots of hugs and birthday kisses to you sweet Grayce Marie. You will never be forgotten.
Monday, May 7, 2007 - Melissa
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my precious grandbaby, Kyan
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KyKy, I just wanted you to know that grandma misses you more than words can say. no one knows why God took you to live with him. I just know i love you so much. Grandma was coming to spend Easter with you and have all kinds of fun together. You are God,s angel now, before you was ours.We waited for you for so long and kept you only a short time. I think of you everyday and will see you again.
Monday, May 7, 2007 - grandma, barb
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Grandma's Precious Ethan John
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May 4, has come and gone. Just like it was any day, but not to us. It marks the day that took you away to the angels.Mommy and I are probably the ones who take this letter writing and memory stuff to the farthest limit. Everyone thinks of you in their own way, but I think Mommy has some really bad days and you are going to have to stay the little angel on her shoulder to keep her going through those really hard days. Cousin Aidan is coming in about 3 weeks, he can never ever take your place, he is going to be another blessing from God to Uncle Randy and Aunt Roxanne, but there will only be one Ethan John and a baby to us for all eternity. We know what our job is to get to see you again, you have been blessed to be chosen as one of God's angels, now the work is left for us to come and see you in Heaven. You are saving us a warm place next to you and I know Grandma is trying very hard to make sure that happens. Grandma loves and misses you so very much and I need you on my shoulder to help me through the day to. You have a job to do my little angel, hop from Mommies shoulder to Grandma's shoulder, I think we might wear you out. You will always be our little angel boy. Grandma loves you Ethan John.
Monday, May 7, 2007 - Love you, love you, love you Grandma
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Kyan
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Hi Buddy. Well today marks 5 weeks since you went to heaven on that Sunday afternoon. I miss you more and more each day. The weekends are very difficult because we spent so much fun time together. I use to look so forward to weekends but now they can not get over soon enough. We went to Chris's last night and Conner was their. It hurts to see him because it reminds me of what you would being doing if you were still here. Conner and you would have been good buddies as you grew older together. I went with your mom to get some scrap book items yesterday so she can continue to scrap book your pictures. I think we found some really neat things. Well I better go. I will be thinking about you all day everyday and I will check back in soon.
Sunday, May 6, 2007 - Dad,
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Hi Baby Jared
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How are you today my little man? Nanny just wanted to drop you a note to say I miss you and love you. Saw your mommy today she stopped by before going to visit you at your grave, she called me and said that when she was sitting there at your grave talking to you she heard a knock from from the little childs grave next to your little girlfriend Kaitlyns grave, she said it kinda freaked her out but she said that was okay because she was there with her little man. She also said that the pinwheels weren't spinning and when she said hi woobie you made them spin for her (thank you for that,this way she knows you are listening)! One more week until you get to ride on a truck in the make-a-wish convoy we will all be there to see and honor you, try and catch the balloons that we will send to Heaven for you when the truck goes by because we are going to set then free to come to you to play with, hope you like them. Okay I will stop for today, oh Elina just yelled hi to you. Again I love you and miss you so very much. Love you baby boy,
Saturday, May 5, 2007 - Love, Nanny
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Dearest Francesca
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Hello Sweet Angel Baby, It's Aunt Steph & Hope ~ We miss you and love you so very much, Baby. You are in our thoughts and our hearts every single day. We bet that you're walking with your chubby little thighs and have silly little piggies in your hair. Oh my goodness, Francesca ~ our hearts cry out to you, but we smile because you gave us such joy. We send you little Butterfly Kisses xoxo and Lots of Heavenly Hugs. We love you. Continue on your Journey, and we'll look for you in our days. I know that you present yourself differently all the time, but it's always a sense of pure love and joy. Go especially to your Mommy and Daddy because I know that they need you the most. We love you Francesca. Love Always & Forever, Aunt Stephanie & Hope.& Spanky, too.
Saturday, May 5, 2007 - Aunt Stephanie & Hope
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kaylea
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it's been just over a month since i lost my 10 month old daughter kaylea, which i'm only 17 myself. i feel so empty, lost and confused all the time because my whole life from the day she was born evolved around her. i have alot of support from my family and my partners family. I LOVE AND MISS YOU SO MUCH EVERY SINGLE MINUTE OF THE DAY!!! love always mummy and daddy
Sunday, November 19, 2006 - Allisha Derrick
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my precious angel
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As you know five years and I am still struggling with your loss. Not understanding why, wishing I would have been there to save you, Wanting your brother and sister to know you. I know none of this will ever come to terms with my mind. As I set back and think of the day you were taken from me. I can't help but wonder if your dad had some part in it. I just want you to know that if I could do it over I would not have went to work that day. I would have stayed home with you, then maybe just maybe you would still be here with me. I am so sorry I let you down my precous angel. Know you well always be in my heart and I am going to try to make it right for you Love your, mom
Saturday, May 5, 2007 - mom
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Hello my two loves I hope you two are having a great time,you just got a new vistor are you enjoying your Grandfather.I know he was ready to see you two.When I close my eyes I see you three walking on the clouds holding hands and laughing,up there paw-paw has his legs so now he can run an jump with you someday I'll see my beautiful son that left at the age of two months,then my beautiful little grandaughter she was 3 months both Passed away of SIDS.Then my wonderful Daddy he is having fun with everyones little one's because Dad loves kids.I never thought SIDS would hit a family more than onced but in my case my son an Grandaughter both died of SIDS.
Thursday, January 18, 2007 - Nancy Robinson
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Cameron Davy
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Our Little Angel How do we say goodbye to such a pure soul? You made such an impact on all our lives even though we didnt have you for very long! You couldn't walk, crawl or talk but somehow everytime we saw you, you'd always find a way to put a smile on our face. How will we be able to live life to the fullest now without you here?. Just by simply remembering all the good times we had with you before we lost you! You will always be deeply missed, our little angel and always loved! Tears will be shed and many people will be greiving but deep down we know you are smiling down on us from heaven above, keeping a very close watch on us. Oh our little angel how much we miss you and wihs you could be here with us today but we know you are in a better place now with our Lord who loves you very much! Always know that we love you with all our hearts and we always will now and forever. You will always be now and forever OUR LITTLE ANGEL!!!! James Cameron Davy Feb. 7th, 2004 - May 30th, 2004
Tuesday, January 16, 2007 - Alison Cwiek James Cameron Davy's Aunt
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Killian
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Well, it's been two years now since Killian left this Earth for Heaven. I have never stopped thinking about him and Leslie. It's just that I'm scared to try to get in contact with her because of my brother getting upset. I have sat down many times to write you a letter, Leslie, but what do I say? I wish you knew that I thought of you and my little nephew, Killian all the time. I saw that you are having twins soon. I had a dream awhile back that you were pregnant and then I found out you were. I'm so happy for you. You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers everyday. Although I only met you once and it was under such tragic circumstances I felt a connection to you and your family. I hope that ya'll are doing well. God bless you and yours.
Friday, March 9, 2007 - Kristine Hunt
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Chloe
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My Chloe Its been too long since I've seen your beautiful face, At times It's too hard for me to think that your gone, Iam a body with no soul Im often called a murderer by your dad, he is just sad and blames me for your death, Mommy crys alot but, Its never your fault I sometimes fell when you are watching me from heaven, That Iam hurt because of you, my baby love thats never going to be true. I live for you and if I could I would have died before God had the chance to take you back, I wish I would have never fell asleep, because I would have never let you sleep. I cant change the past, your my Angel my daughter the love inside me your the only reason Iam alive today. I just want you Chloe I miss you, I need to kiss you I LOVE You babygirl. Iam ashamed to wake up and force a fake smile, I just want to melt in tears, I feel I am to blame your Daddy's says the same,even though no ones to blame. God knows I will never be the same, untill I am with you in heaven, I cant die to my hands for that is sin, God saved you from the pain that you would have endured, because Ron "Daddy" had no love inside for me, baby he loves you thats true in the end you would live our mistakes and God knows my fate. Chloe I LOVE YOU and you love me. my empty heart is 4ever full being your mom has made me whloe. Please help me find a way to escape from him or he will put my life to an end, by hurting me or making me Sin. That is the reason I cry I am so scared that im not stong enough to take this pain, I will cry a river to heal and find a way to you, my word Chloe I will never let him hurt mommy your always with me I feel your love and I feel your touch, your work will never be taken from me, you saved my life now forever your the reason Im Valerie, Chloe's momma I can never let Fate take away our bond dad will live on without, hurtin me anymore GOD thak you for saving Chloe's mommy and, Keeping her pure. I love you Chloe my baby I am free you will see a real smile when we meet in flesh I will be free of sin and Dad, never had the chance to sin 4 I left so he could love and hold you too. WE will always Love you mom&dad. MY LIFE NY HEART MY SUNSHINE MY SMILE IS ALL BECAUSE I HAVE YOUR LOVE CHLOE.
Monday, April 30, 2007 - Valerie Nessler
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you are going to be 1 year old but i can only dream about how big you are. i hope you have a great birthday in heaven. we love you so much. love, mommy & daddy XOXOXOXO
Tuesday, February 13, 2007 - Melyssa Loiseau
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Jacob
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Hi sweetheart!! Oh what a beautiful smile you have! The dream God gave me recently of you was so special. Grampa said it means I'm getting closer to you. I've been learning a lot lately from my Bible and from other ministries that teach about God. I am determined to get to Heaven when it's my time to go, and I want the rest of my family there too!! The dream gave me so much comfort. I got to hold you again, it was like visiting with you and I am so blessed to have such sweet dreams of you. I got to see you smile, a big beautiful smile! Your smile is like Clara's - it was so special to see!! I treasure the memory of it. The one picture that was taken in my dream, I can see it in my mind's eye, you were looking at me with such love, and I was looking at you, utterly in bliss, both of us so happy, it was the most beautiful picture I had ever seen, even if it was in a dream and not something tangible I can touch. Your brother and sisters are still finding their way through the aftermath of your death. We have just passed the 8 year mark since you went to Heaven. It seems so impossible that so much time has passed, and yet it amazingly has. The kids have all grown so much, I can't get over the size of Jesse . he looks like a man now. Poor boy has had to be a man for so many years, many years before he should have had to feel such huge responsibilities
. He cried last week for you. I told him the story of how I got him to finally cry with me, for you, how I got to get him to go up and see you at the funeral. the day a little boy had to say goodbye to his baby brother. a baby brother who would have grown to be his best friend. It's so terrible on this side of things Jacob, to have to say goodbye to those we love. Uncle Gaspar died recently, and so did Uncle Doug. and even though they lived a long life, it's still hard to say goodbye. when someone as young as you dies. it just doesn't make sense. that's simply not what God designed and of course we feel robbed, and rightly so. I am very grateful that God welcomed you into Heaven after your physical death, but I wish so much you were still here with us. I've read the little story about how we on this side are waving goodbye to a ship, as the ship disappears on the horizon, it's coming into view for those on the other side, those who are rejoicing and awaiting its arrival. I understand it's wonderful from the other side. but on this side of things it just hurts. Lately things have been a bit crazier here than usual. Daddy's been busy following God's direction into ministry. I know he'll do very well at it once he finally let's go and let's God. As for me, God's had me very busy too, such cool projects though, ones that lift my spirits and put the Word of God into the hands of others who hunger for it and desire to learn. It's a blessing to be used by God in such a special way. Clara is growing up big and strong. She reminded me so very much of you in the beginning, it's no wonder she had your smile in the dream, or you had hers. She is like you too. doesn't like to share mommy. and wants to be with mommy all the time, although she does tolerate being with others if absolutely necessary. She's 9 months old now, such a beautiful and smart girl. She sings Danielle's "Ladeedadeedah" Frog song, not the whole thing, just the "Ladeedah" part, it's so adorable! She's a head banger too, and has recently discovered shaking her head no. Today when Jesse said he MEANT to go to school, she smirked and shook her head NO. It was really funny. Alyssa is struggling to find a spot in her heart to tuck you into I think. Poor girl hurts so much. She was just a little girl when you died, and I think she has blamed herself for so long, no matter what anybody tells her. she touched your belly button that night, and you died in the night, and that one so-called "friend" of hers one time told her that she saw you and you said it was all Alyssa's fault you died. such hogwash. but to Alyssa. it just confirmed something she'd felt all along. something totally and completely wrong. but I know how the mind messes with us to come up with some reason to feel guilty. to find some reason for you to be gone when you shouldn't be. I guess this is Alyssa's. I gave her a journal with your picture on it, I think maybe she needs more than that though. She hurts so deeply. it's hard to see because I know how much it hurts, and I had others to help me through where I think she feels alone in it. Danielle still likes to play with the stuffed animals I've collected for you over the years, I'm sure you won't mind though. I picture you as a very happy, sweet boy who wouldn't mind sharing his toys. I look at Micheal and I think you'd have been like him. all boy but a sweetheart. I don't think you'd be a picky eater like Micheal though. It's felt good to have projects lately. they've been focused on life and have helped me tremendously. I was elated to see Betty's email earlier, doing that book was a huge project but it was a labour of love and I'm so glad she liked it. I'm still waiting on the other picture books I ordered, I really need to find a cheaper way to have those made, they're kind of popular and I'd like to be able to give those out with the devotional. The devotional with Jesse's picture from Italy turned out so nicely! or maybe it was from Greece, I'm not sure which he told me now, but it turned out very nicely. Daddy wants to keep that book, poor Daddy, I make him books then end up giving them away to someone else who needs it more!! I need to get working on the little cards, and also the family reunion too and get that planned out. You and Grama and the others who've left us can have a reunion up there when we have ours here! Somehow I think reunions there are a much bigger party than here! It's after midnight now, and I'm sleepy. Clara is, as usual, here in my arms, but she's fallen asleep so I think I best get her off to bed, and me too soon. I love you so much baby, I'm excited to see you again. I'm glad God gave me another dream of you, each one of them are so precious to me! You blessed my life each day you were here with me on earth and I continue to be blessed because of you. I love you and miss you. Sending lots of kisses to Heaven
Saturday, May 5, 2007 - Love forever, mommy
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Adam David Huth Jr.
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Hello baby boy I know it has been awhile since I have wrote to you and I am sorry for that. Well baby boy I just wanted to tell you that I LOVE AND MISS YOU SO MUCH.It has now been 6 since GOD took you to be with him.I still think of you every day.Well your Uncle Ron is now in Heaven with you,and I know that he will be taking good care of you for me, until it is my time to be with you again. Well my PRECIOUS BABY BOY I WILL BE WITH YOU WHEN GOD SAYS IT'S MY TIME SO UNTIL THEN JUST REMEMBER THAT MOMMY LOVES YOU VERY MUCH ASND YOU WILL NEVER BE FORGOTTEN.XOXOXO
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Friday, May 4, 2007 - LOVE, MOMMY
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Hey Baby Alex!
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Hey nephew! how are you doing up there in heaven? i hope your doing good, and i hope you were able to meet up with your cousin georige. hes a funny guy and your daddy and him were just best friends growing up. your little sister ashlee misses you alot and so does your mommy. i hope your watching down on them right now, and protecting them as they drive over here to florida. they need to get back on there feet so they are going to be living with us for a few months. we miss you so much and we love you. it hasnt been one month, but its almost at that mark. i love you so much. ill write you tomorrow!
Friday, May 4, 2007 - auntie katie
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Kyan
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How are you doing this morning little buddy? I hope you are doing well. I was thinking last night that you must be scared because you do not know anyone up there. I am hoping that when you enter heaven you know in some way who your family is and you feel safe with them. I would hate for you to be scared. Grandma & Grandpa are very loving and caring and will take good care of you until mom and I get up there to be with you. Each day that goes by I know brings me another day closer to being with you again. Most days I wish this was going to be sooner that latter but I know I have things down hear that I must do before that happens. I also realize even though it might me many years before I see you again it will be short compared to the eternity we will have when we are together again. I hope when I due see you again it will be just like it was yesterday and we will pickup where we left off that afternoon before your nap that took you away from us. Better get started at work this morning. Have a good day and I will talk to you soon.
Friday, May 4, 2007 - Dad
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Sorry about the cutting. I'm here just to remind you, that I loved you so much and still do. Hope that you watch me from up there, To see how I'm living and missing you a lot.=[ nunie help me hold on :[ And I promise that I will be strong even when everything just goes WRONG cause I still believe that you watching over me :[ XOXOXOXOXOXOXOX
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Friday, May 4, 2007 - Tinitunieie
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Hey Little Man,
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You know I realized that if you were here right now I probably wouldn't be coming to you for advice and prayers! I mean it's been 15 years since you traveled up to Heaven, and I'm thinking you would be a very annoying 15 year old little brother. I can still remember the day you left us, and though I was only seven, it is a memory I won't ever be able to shake. You are still the one person I can talk to when everything seems to get dark in this world. I need your prayers and for you to watch over me right now, little man. Help me make the right decisions and have the open mind I so desperately need. I can feel you with me every day as I continue through my journey in life. I love you so much brother. I know you're up there looking down at all of us with a smile as we look up at you. Be beside me in all of my endeavors and be that light in my life I need. As always, Godspeed and sweet dreams. "Those we held in our arms for a little while we hold in our hearts forever."
Thursday, May 3, 2007 - Always, sissy
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My Little Buddy
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I was taken a break at work today and was thinking about you. Hope you are having a wonderful day up in Heaven with Grandma and Grandpa and my old dog Kadie. Grandpa is a lot of fun and loves little boys so I know the two of you have probably hit it off. I have really missed you the last couple days. We got a new house. You would have had a great time growing up in it. I was thinking about all the things I need to do when we moved in and realized I will not have my little buddy to help me with them. I know you will be their in spirit but it won't be the same. Your mom and I are going to make you a nice flower garden in the back yard to show our continued love for you. I think you will like it when we get it done. It will grow here on earth in your place as a reminder to us. I better get back to work so you take care and I will check back in soon.
Thursday, May 3, 2007 - Dad
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Dearest Lachlan
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Hello little sweetheart i find its time to write to you once more as not a day goes by when i dont think of you or wish you were with us still but i now know your in a better place i just wanted you to know i still love and miss you heaps as does everyone else ok my lil angel until we meet again one sunny day i love you and ill miss you forever
Thursday, May 3, 2007 - mummy
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Ciara Rae
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Happy Birthday to you. Happy birthday to you. Happy birthday dear Sugie. Happy birthday to you. I wanted to be the first to wish you a happy 1st birthday. It is hard to believe. I know that your birthday isn't until midnight, but I just couldn't wait any longer. My big girl. I need to be with you and am trying to march on. Please pray for your brother, Paul, and pray for him to be with you in heaven with Jesus. Pray for mommy's heart and mind as I truly need the blessings. Hugs and 100 kisses daily from mommy. I will await you in my dreams and hope to see you soon. God bless you baby girl.
Wednesday, May 2, 2007 - Love Mommy
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My dearist Kyan
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How is daddy's little buddy doing. I can not believe it has already been a month since you left us and went to heaven. Mom and I continue to think about you everyday and try to focus on all the good times you provided us in your 20 months here on earth. I just wanted you to know if we would have known the out come we would have still adopted you and loved you as our own. I miss you more everyday and can not wait to see you again in heaven where we will be together forever. Mothers Day is coming up and I think it is going to be real tough for your mother. I will try and comfort her the best I can. Just wanted you to know I am still thinking about you and will never forget you. I will continue to write to you so you know I have not forgetten about you.
Wednesday, May 2, 2007 - Dad
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Hi big man
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I say hi big man because you are supposed to be a year old.you are supposed to be here with us. Today is not supposed to be this sad. I am sitting her in the house looking at the clock and wondering, how could she have let you sleep that long without checking on you.how could she not take the time to check on my little man. We miss you so much all the time. I think about you every day all the time. Sometimes I sit and watch the video your mommy sent to me of you laying on the ground "talking" to her. Sometimes its to hard to watch because I miss you so much. I know I don't go see you as often as I should, but it's to hard to go and sit there and look at the grave marker. I want to be able to hold you and talk to you and take you to the park while mommy works, and that's what I think about when I'm there.it makes me very sad. I miss you so much, I miss your mommy and Ayden too. It's been a year since I have seen them. Wish they were closer. I love you little man, we all do. And I know in my heart that I will see you again, and I know you don't want us to be sad today. Just know that youre in my heart every minute of everyday. Love you!!! Love you too Kelly and Ayden.
Wednesday, May 2, 2007 - Aunt Jamie
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Cade Michael My Little Old Man
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Cade Today marks one year ago today that you received your angel wings. I wish I could change that day and have you home with me. I am just so heartbroken, and I don't even think your daddy realizes what day it is. I am sorry for that. I miss you like crazy and I just don't know what to do or say or think. Everyone misses you they talk about you they pray for you, they love you. I love you so very much and I miss you with all my heart and soul. Titi Leilani says we need to celebrate your life not mourn your death. She says you were alive since day one when I carried you in my belly for nine months. I never thought of it that way. So, I had you for 13 months. 4 of those months you brought joy and happiness to not only my life but those around you. Uncle Sam always says you and Ayden are my soldiers.Ayden being the general, of course. I truly believe that. Today is also Aunt Maryann's 38th birthday. We talk about you all the time. She misses you. Grandma Pat and Aunt Jamie are going to be coming to visit you today and it breaks my heart that I cannot be there for you, but please know how very much I miss you and I love you. Not a day passes that you are not in my heart, my thoughts, and my prayers. The day I buried you I placed my mother and child heart necklace in your hand, the way you always would grab onto it whenever I held you. So, you have my heart in your hand, and you always will. My biggest fear as a kid myself was and is death. I never thought in a million years I would have to say goodbye to one of my children! Never in a million years. I now live with this nightmare everyday. There is not a day that I do not think about it. I know in my heart that you know how much you are loved and missed and that one day we will be together.you can flash that awesome smile of yours when you see me coming. I miss you my baby and I love you forever and ever with all my heart and soul.Your Mommy
Wednesday, May 2, 2007 - all my love forever! your mommy
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Jaycee Marie
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Hi, doll face, sorry that daddy has not written you in awhile. I have a lot to think about right now and if you were still here it would be an easy decision on what to do. See when daddy was in NC they offered me a job making twice the pay as I am now. There are a few things keeping me from taking the job: 1) daddy doesn’t want to leave your brother, sister, and mommy behind for 3 months while I go through the training. Even if they could go with I would still be leaving someone behind and that would be you and I don’t want to do that either. 2) Is all the traveling I would have to do. I would have to fly out every Monday morning and would be home only on the weekends. That’s not much of a family life. 3) Is with all the traveling and being gone all the time I’m afraid the mommy and daddy would stop loving each other And I don’t want that. The few things that are good about the job: 1) Twice the pay. 2) Better insurance and 3) Better retirement but after you left to become an angel daddy realizes that money is not everything. So yes daddy has had a lot to think about, I want to better the family, but then I would also be losing a family life. Now if you were here I would just pack up the family and we all would move there. I just wish I knew what to do. What does mommy think? She has mixed feelings about it too. Even during all of this daddy stills thinks about you all the time, you would be almost 10 months old and getting into everything, but you still would be a daddy’s girl and you will always will be daddy’s baby angel. Daddy has to go for now, just remember that I do and always will love and miss you…. Love you Daddy
Tuesday, May 1, 2007 - Daddy
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Aidan
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Hey Boo Grandpa fred again, well two years have gone by and the pain is still so strong I miss you every day and pray for the day that we will be together again. Grandpa is sitting at his desk again crying like a baby oh well! let them talk huh! well boo time just seems to pass nothing has been the same since you left our lives, but we struggle on one day at a time. No one ever told me that life was fair but no one ever told me I would expierience this kind of pain either. If I had only known! Your mom is doing well I am very proud of her and I think she has someone in her life now that she can depend on once I am gone, at least I hope that is the case. Keep watching and remember to save a place for me. Loving you missing xoxoxoxoxxoxoxox
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Tuesday, May 1, 2007 - Grandpa fred
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Dayla Rhayne Rittle, my baby angel
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Today should be a day of celebration, but I can't help but to feel sad. Happy birthday Dinky, I miss you so much. To imagine you would be 5 today.What would you look like? What would we be doing on this special day? I can only dream of your laughter and suprise of spoiling you with gifts. Would you be into Barbies or would you prefer playing soccer? I will never know. It breaks my heart. I am trying to tell myself that today is a day of joy, the day I first held you, looked in amazment at your tiny fingers and toes. I feel in love with you the moment i looked into your beautiful eyes. I want you to know that I regret not spending every second with you. Going back to work and getting out of the house to get a break.I'm sorry . I wish I had known I would never have more time with you I would have spent it more wisely. I am gracious of the time we had, I miss you so much. You would be going to kindergarden this year. Your baby teeth would be starting to fall out.I would be laughing at your smile looking like a jack o lantern.Then of course there are the holidays, vacations, skinned knees, your first crush, Dayla I miss you.I never felt so empty inside. I am going to take flowers and balloons today to the cemetary.It is just not fair, I love you and I will never understand why you had to leave . Happy birthday Dinky.You'll forever be in my heart.xxxxxxoooo
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Tuesday, May 1, 2007 - Love mommy
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Aidan Michael Louis Reyes
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Hey sweet Boy Well as l sit here remembering what happened 2 years ago on this day l felt that my heart has been torn apart,but my sweet Aidan l think of the precious time that l got to spend with you l can still smell your breath and feel your skin of silk and see the twinkle in your eyes l will one day see them again, Aidan when your mommy talks of you which is often you bring smiles and heartaches all in one she can remember such details of your beautiful face how your smile was and what made you laugh l was looking in your photo album and can't believe how handsome you are l think you definetly take after our side of the family. Well sweet boy we will be in church today in your memory always know that your thought of everyday and missed so much by all especially your Mommy l don;t know that her heart will ever heal but God Willing one day we will all be together again look over her and send kiss's often know that she sends them to you, Grandpa is still so lost but like all of us pray that one day we will meet again. Oh thank you for helping me grow my flowers l know that you have seen the beautiful pond that was made in your memory who would have thought l could grow a flower must have been touched by an Angel (Our Aidan) Aidan know that your thought off from far away and that my family and friends will never forget you. lots of Love Nana Reyes
Tuesday, May 1, 2007 - Nana Reyes
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AJ
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I LOVE YOU SON SO MUCH! AND MISS YOU W/EVERY FIBER IN ME! ILU ILU ILU ILU ILU ILU ILU ILU ILU ILU ILU ILU! FOREVER AND EVER I WILL LOVE YOU ALWAYS AND ALWAYS AND FOREVER AND EVER!
Monday, April 30, 2007 - <3 Mommy
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Dear Aidan
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Time has passed since you left us to join God in Heaven on your Angel Day. Time has passed- but the impact you made in all whose lives live you touched has not nor will it. I talk with your Mommy and your Grandma and they so hurt for you still. I know your Grandpa does too. I can only imagine you scampering around in Heaven's playground infecting all around you with your giggle and big eyes full of wonder.so much love.I know that there are times when you make your presence known to your Mommy and Grandma- they tell me of "feeling" you there with them. You would be so proud of your Mommy, she is so strong and beautiful and not a day goes by that her Angel Boy is not in her thoughts. I know you have seen the water garden built for you. Every piece of dirt and rock moved and placed was done so for you by your Mommy with love. Your Grandma has come to realize she has a greenthumb and flowers are blooming and bursting with color all over the place around it. I think that you placed your hand on her hand as she planted.so much love in a soul and heart can't be contained can it. That is what you Angels do right- look over and protect those you love and who love you- right? Oh- Aidan- I am rambling on aren't I Angel Boy? Though our meeting was brief- you have touched my life too. I wish I could scoop you up and squeze you so so tight and let you know how precious you are. I know that you will be extra watchful over your Mom, Grandma and Grandpa these next few days as they yearn and grieve for you. You are missed each and every day but these days are extra tough. I believe that God is caring for you and I really do believe you are running through Heaven with all of the other little Angels but you are still missed here.
Monday, April 30, 2007 - Renay
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Dear Henry,
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We miss you so much, your sweet little smiles and that cute little giggle that showed the world just how happy you were. I remember the day you were born and how happy your mom and dad were. You brought such joy to their lives and to all your aunts and uncles' as well. You will always have a special place in my heart,a place just for my memories of you, my little precious grandson.
Monday, April 30, 2007 - Grandma Teresa
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My Arabelle
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Hi sweet angel. mommy misses you so much and so does your daddy its been 7 months but it seems like yesterday there is still a lot of pain and tears but we will know you are in a good place with lots of people spoiling you. Just wish it could be me. Mothers day is coming and its very hard to know I only have 3 I can hold now, please let me know you are around and with me on that day. Love ya lots Mommy XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO
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Sunday, April 29, 2007 - Love from mommy
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Dear luvbug
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Hey, sweet heart how are you doing? Great I know. Mommy's doing fine. I miss and love you very much. Your brothers miss you too. Your big Brother Carman started Baseball,and won his frist game. Mommy missies you, and thinks of you every day. Sorry it;s been so long since I've wrote. I have been around a computer. Mommy put grass seed on your grave. Hoply it will grow by summer. I wonder what you look like and act like now. Mommy has to go now I'll write soon. I love and miss you. I'll come see you soon. here a poem that i wish could happen: if tears could built a stairway and memoryies a lane, i would walk right up to heaven and bring you home again. LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU MORE THAN AND THING IN THE WORLD!!!! LOVE YOUR MOMMY XOXOXOXOXO
Sunday, April 29, 2007 - YOUR MOMMY
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Dear Logan
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I've never got to hold you due thing out of my control.I got to hear you. It was so joyus to me. You'll always be in my heart. Untill someday I'll get to hold you in my arms. I love you! You are missed and loved by all.
Sunday, April 29, 2007 - Your aunt Tara Jervis
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