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My Darling Kaylea Rose
Not a minute goes by that I don't think of you. I still don't understand why it had to be this way, but we are all learning how to move ahead. I sure hope that you are having a great time being spoilt by Great Granma and your Great Uncles. Later on today Great Granpa Tober is gonna come be with all you guys too. He is very sick, my baby girl and life down here is too hard for him now. We are all very sad to see him go from here but I keep telling everyone that it will be ok, because Papa Tober is going to go be with Kaylea Rose. I will admit that I am a little jealous of him, because he gets to be with you each and every day now, and I still have a long long time to wait until I can see you again. Mummy and Daddy and your Aunties and Grandpa and Grandpa Ron are doing ok. We talk about you often and you are always with us wherever we go. Tell Great Granma that we love her, and ask her to help you make a welcome for Great Grandpa Tober when he gets there. Im pretty sad my baby girl, because It just seems a bit unfair that so many people I love have to go away from me so quickly. But we are tough where we come from, and I know we can get through this. I love you with all my heart.
Saturday, June 30, 2007 - Granma
Bobby
Hi buddy. Well the day has come where you have been gone longer then you were here with Daddy and I. I miss you so much and want you to know that not a minute goes by that I dont think about you. I wonder who you look like now, I am sure you are as handsome as your Daddy, but still have your Mommy's eyes and laugh. We are trying to move forward with our lives, but some days are so hard without you to help us through. Please know how loved you are and that you will always be our family's hero.
Friday, June 29, 2007 - Mommy
Dear Little Pito,
Hey, word bird. I was going through some old pictures and boy oh boy you are the spitting image of your daddy. I found pictures of one of our times in South Carolina, and your daddy was about 8 months old, and if you didn't know it was your daddy you would've thought it was you. Makes me long for those days, before we all knew how horrible it would feel to lose such a beautiful little boy who is loved so much. I am really missing you wittle hop toady. I really am. I really want to squeeze you with a strong hug. I know you would squirm to get away because you would be tired of me crowding you, but that's just the kind of abuela I am, I can't help that. And I miss that, I love you wordy, this time last year your tia Lyndsy and I took you to Busch Gardens, I was so excited that you were getting big enough to go and enjoy the things you saw, looking forward to taking you often until you turned 2, because it was FREE!!! and you can't beat that price. We went with your mommy and daddy before your daddy left for Fort Jackson and your daddy picked to sit down and eat at the very table where we ate with you, the very place we took the photo of you laughing so hard it turns out to be one of our favorite pictures of you. I am so grateful for all of the pictures, I sometimes can imagine the exact scent and softness of your hair, the way it stuck straight up after a nap. It's not quite 9 o'clock, we would still be having abuela time, your daddy would just be hopping in the shower for work. I want so much for that to be real, not mere memories. But as I have sung to my children and yes to you dancin' machine, you can't always get what you want. I only got to sing that to you one time, I thought you were just getting old enough to understand what I was singing. I miss you and love you so deeply.
Friday, June 29, 2007 - love always and forever, Abuela
Lewis and Kelvin
Hi baby boy's mummy here miss and love you so much darlings life is so hard with out you im trying so hard to get threw the hard days some days i just want to curl up in a ball and hide under my bed covers because i cant face wakeing up every morning not knowing your not here with me i know you will be always around me in spirt but baby's i wish i could hold you and tell you how much i love you and to never have to let you go . It is Zoe's 5th birthday today on Wednesday we went to pizza hut and today we will do a tea party for her hope you will be around us for Zoe's birthday wish you could be here for your sister's big day. well got to go baby's will wright again soon miss you always and forever love you all the world and back plus the moon and the stars my little angels night night xxxx
Thursday, June 28, 2007 - Your loving mummy xxxxxxxxxxx
Hi Joey,
I know it's been a little while since I wrote. Sorry, I've been a little preoccupied with my health issue. I miss you so much! Your cousin Michelle has been coming over and hanging out with Johnathan and I am so grateful he has someone to be with during the day, but it also makes me sad because I always thought it would be you and her that would hang out together since you two are closer in age. I just wanted to say I love you and miss you
Thursday, June 28, 2007 - always, Mom
Lewis and Kelvin
I love you and miss you from sister Demi xxxxxxxx
Thursday, June 28, 2007 - Sister Demi (aged 6)
Dear Evan Tyler,
Hi baby- sorry it's been so long since we've written but Mommy has been very busy chasing your brother around and trying to take it easy to keep your sister in my belly. We're almost at 32 weeks!!!!!!! Jordan's 3rd birthday party was last weekend which was a lot of fun. Aunt Brittney turned 18 and graduated from high school and Grandma bought a new house which means Shelby will have to switch schools!!! Keep a good eye on all of them for me!!!! I am getting nervous about the arrival of the baby- what in the world do you do with two? I'm sure you'll be around to help us out! Just keep your brother and sister safe for me buddy!!!! I love you and miss you a ton!!!!! We all do!!! Sending you millions of hugs and kisses to heaven.
Thursday, June 28, 2007 - Love- Forever and for always- Mom,Jordan& Baby Girl Dickinso
Hello Baby Girl
Well Brittany you are 7 today and this has not gotten any easier to write. I miss you so much. It is so hard to believe you have been with God so long. I hope you are with Grandpa today, tell him we all miss him too. With all my LOVE, HUGS & KISSES HAPPY BIRTHDAY.
Thursday, June 28, 2007 - Daddy
Dear Little Pito,
Hello, hop toady. I love you, I miss you. I am slow in getting on this computer, but I want to talk to you every day, I know you know that, but I am drawn to pop in and leave a letter to you when I can. I just want to have some more time with you, your mommy and daddy miss you so much. I know they do. Mommy often says how much you would love something she sees, and I agree with her. Your curious little self would just be so much fun. I miss that, yep your old abuela misses all the things we did and when I think of things we haven't done I miss them too. My abuela time surely would be so different now, I would be taking you out to the parks and beaches to play. To McDonald's for an icecream so you could play in the play yard there. I never had the chance to do these things but somehow I miss doing them with you. I love you my dancin' machine. I know you would be singing and dancing all over the house by now. I love you, I miss you. Feel the hugs and kisses, I am sending them several times, every single day.
Thursday, June 28, 2007 - love always and forever, Abuela
Joshie
Hey baby. Yesterday marks one year since you got your angel wings. Somedays it seems like I can still feel you in my arms and see you smiling up at me, then other times like yesterday it seems like forever since I have seen your beautiful face smiling up at me. I miss you more than anything as do your sisters and dad. I would give the rest of my life for just one more kiss and I love you. I know you are up there with Lisa and Jason and your grandma, grandpas and your uncle Josh, who you were named after. But I can't help but be selfish and want you here with me. I just wanted to tell you that mommy's loves you more than ever and I can't wait for the day I can hold you in my arms again. All my love and kisses.
Wednesday, June 27, 2007 - Mommy
Andrea the Angel
Hi mamas, it's me Dani.How are you?I am sure you are having fun.Are you happy you are having a little brother or maybe a sister? I am happy,but I know that nobody is going to replace you.Andrea,every
body will always love you until the end.I wrote a story about you because I love you a lot.And I know everybody will like it.Talk to you later.Take care and have lots of fun with the angels.xoxoxo
Wednesday, June 27, 2007 - love you,Dani
Davey Baby
Hi my sweet angel. Well another year is 1/2 gone and I'm missing you like crazy. It's hard to believe that you would be 18 in November. I look at your picture and I think where have the years gone. It seems like only yesterday to me that I held you in my arms and kissed your sweet angelic face. I often wonder what you would be like. Would you like football or baseball or hockey or even basketball. I missed seeing you grow up, fall in love. All the wonderful things a mommy needs to be part of. This birthday for you is going to be special though. I'm bringing you a very special gift. After 18 years, we are finally getting to place a marker on your resting place. It has been a long 18 years and financially difficult. But we found a place that will help us, and in September I am going to design it for you and in November we (your WHOLE family) will be there to celebrate your birthday and mark your final resting place in the world. I am going to try to find your father so that he can be there with us, but I'm not so sure that it going to be possible sweetie. Maybe you can look down and give me a hint as to where to find him. Your brothers are doing great. Josh is finally working and Justin is getting a job next week. You should see your neices and nephew. Haille is getting so big. She looks just like her daddy. Pyper and Donaven are growing fast too. They are learning new things everyday and are such happy kids. I miss you Davey. I sometimes wake up in the middle of the night because I think I can hear you crying, but then I realize that your not there. I know that grandma Marji and Grandpa Mike and Grandma Molly and Grandma Evelyn are up there watching over you and that makes me smile. I have to go sweetie, but I'll write more soon. I love you
Wednesday, June 27, 2007 - Mommy
sweet baby Kyan
Kyky, it is just grandma barb writing to tell you i miss you so. i am going to Tenn. this sat to stay with your mommy and daddy for a while. it will be really hard without you there. i used to look so forward going to play with you now i'm just very sad. Time goes so slow now. I hope you are a happy angel. Tell your greatgrandma and grandpa i love and miss them. i'm sure you are such a joy for them having you there with them. Well i have to go now. it will be awhile before i can write you again, just no i am always thinking of you and miss you so very much. have fun with the other angel babies. i will try to look after your mom and dad for a little while. i love you xoxoxo
Wednesday, June 27, 2007 - grandma,barb
Sophia
Hey there Dumpling, It's mama here. I miss you and I've been thinking about you so much, as always. James is getting big. He loves to look at your pictures and I tell him about you and how special you and he are. Hey sweetie, Noni's up there now. You need to look for him. He'll be near Nana. Give him big hugs and tell him how much we love him. Until we all join you there, I'll be longing for you!
Wednesday, June 27, 2007 - love, mama
Tatyana Loriann Cirksena
Hi my baby girl. I miss you. I love you so much. I wish you could come back. I can't stop thinking about you and all our memories. I had so much fun with you. I loved bringing you with me everywhere. I miss playing with you, bathing you, feeding you, sharing with you. I miss waking up to you every morning looking at me from over your crib rails smiling. I watched you grow into a beautiful toddler for 14 months. I also heald you after you passed away and tried to bring you back. I cannot wait till the day comes when I get to meet you in heaven. Tell everyone hi for me and please baby I want you to be the one I see when I take my last breath someday. I come to your grave very often and I spend so much time just remembering you. Your new brother or sister is due in January also around when you were born. Your uncle is visiting right now. Trying to get a job here so he can move here with Aunt Delyn and your new cousin Adrian. Uncle Isaac misses you so much too. Lots of hugs and kisses and please don't forget me. I have never felt pain as unbareable as this. I love you.
Tuesday, June 26, 2007 - Love always, mommy
My little buddy Kyan
It's been a week or so since I wrote you so I wanted to drop you a note. I hope you are having fun playing with all the other angel babies in heaven. I have been reading some books on NDE and I pray they are correct. If do I know you are doing well and I will see you again and this time it will be forever. I miss you more everyday and I will write again soon.
Monday, June 25, 2007 - Love, Daddy
Baby Ethan Cooper Kirkpatrick
Hi baby boy,its been a few days since I have wrote you to let you know I love you so much and miss you,my little angel boy.I talk to your mommie and we have some wonderful memories of our hours, minutes and seconds spent with you. Wanted to send my love to you forever and always.
Saturday, June 23, 2007 - LOVING YOU ALWAYS NaNa
Dear, Alexzandrea
Hello my baby girl I wanted to write you and tell you that your going to have a new brother or sister but you probably already know that I want you to do me a favor and watch out for the baby I really dont want to lose another baby I dont think I would be able to handle it. I think I would go crazy. I want to beable to care another human being other than my self well baby girl I love you and miss you
Friday, June 22, 2007 - Mommy
Dearest Anderson
Hi Baby! It has been awhile since I wrote to you last. This week has been pretty eventful. Your Great Grandma Kay is with you now. I know that you are being a good boy for her! :O) Momma also found out that this week that you are going to have a little brother or sister in February. I know that you knew that already though - you are going to be a great older brother from heaven. THis baby will know how wonderful a person you were and how much you are loved and missed. You are always going to be my first born. You have been looking out for me and Daddy - now you need to look out for your little brother or sister too! I love you baby and miss you terribly.XOXOXOX
OXOXO
Friday, June 22, 2007 - Love, Momma
Dear Little Pito,
Hi, wittle hop toady. I love you so much. I miss you so much. I still don't know how to understand things. I still don't know how to let go of the grief, I hurt so much when the weather is perfect, and you should be here, in the beautiful sunshine, chasing the dogs and the cats, in your scooby doo swim shorts. You really love the water, you were like a little fish, I would fill your little pool up to the point where you could be on your hands and knees, and you were so cute playing. I am sad now that I did not take a picture of every new thing you did and loved, I just assumed that we would have tomorrow to take the pictures that I would treasure forever. But that just isn't so, and I still am not real well at dealing with that. I don't cry as much, but I still feel like crying, I just think everybody is tired of my crying so I try extra hard not to cry now. But when I am alone, I cannot help it, I feel as hurt as I was on the day you went to sleep forever. I think of you every single day, I try to let the memories, there isn't one day of your little life that a memory isn't a great wonderful thing. But I want a future, that I cannot have, and that is so hard for me. I want abuela time, and I want it every day, I love to spend time with you, and I want to spend time with you, but I simply don't know how to accept that you are now in heaven while I want you with us, with your whole big family. You would have such a blast, with everybody getting a little older, you would be too. I can see you with the driveway chalk, blowing bubbles. All of the summer things that I was so anxious for you to have fun doing, I was so excited for you to go to the playground or the beach with me when mommy and daddy were working, I know you would have liked the beach because daddy and mommy took you there and you loved it, we have the pictures to remember it. remember it, that's all we can do is remember. And that really is not what should be happening, but I know, forgive and accept, let go of the grief, not the happy memories and I will feel better, you see your abuela knows all of the right things but it is hard to follow the rules. But I need to tell you how much I love you and miss you, I want to hug your little self and squeeze you, and touch your fly away hair so you can feel how much I love you. I hope you can, dancin' machine, I hope you can.
Friday, June 22, 2007 - love always, abuela
Juston Blake Littlefield
Hey baby how are you? we are ok. we miss you and can not wait to be with you in heaven. daddy is doing to really good but he really misses you. i dont think he will every real forgive himself. jerry is doing really good. jocelyn is so big she now tells us NO all the time. but she is getting to d alot of things she repeats everything we say. nis finally left david and is staying with us till she can get her own place. but other than that we are doing very well and just keep moving to make it through what ever gets given to us. it was very hard for a long time when you left it was hard to think and everythin but all is good for now. just please keep looking over us. i love you and need to get back to work.
Wednesday, June 20, 2007 - love always mommy
My dear Jared
How are you today little man, we all miss you still so much, but I just had to tell you that I think your mom actually may have found happiness in her life and that is thanks to you, because she came to you a month or so ago and ask you to help her find someone that would make her very happy and guess what you did it but of course I am sure you already know that. I know that you are watching over all of us and especially your mommy. Your mommy mentions you every single day, we wonder what you look like now and how big you are oh how I wish we could see and hold you. I do believ that God gave you to us for a reason and took you because your work here was completed and that you and he had a plan and for what ever reason it had to be this way but that doesn't make things any easier for us. Well just wanted to let you know I am thinking of you as always and I will wirte to you later. I love you.
Wednesday, June 20, 2007 - Love and miss you Nanny Hohman
My mamas Andrea Licea
Hello there mija. If you would of still been here with me you would of been 6 mo. going on 7 mo. It is painful to see other little baby's that were born around the same time as you and look at them chubby, cute, and almost trying to talk. Every where I go, I always think how different my life would be if you would be here with me, how you would be dressed and how happy your papi, Adrian and Angel would be to have you with them. It is cute because every time the boys (your brothers) get a toy, they put it up where I have all your pictures and your shoes and your hair. We look at that everytime we wake up and go to sleep. But, I know you know all this because you are with us all the time. That is what conforts me. Sorry it took me so long to write you a letter. I was not using the computer cause I thought I had a virus and I did not want to lose your pictures since the burner is not working. But everything is okay. Thank God it was not a virus. Mamas, I love you and miss you soo much. This fathers day was very hard for your dad. He misses you alot. We all do mamas. I got to go now cause I think I am craving some pepinos con chile y limon. By the end of this month I will find out if you are going to have a little sister or brother. It is no fair that I know you know what it is already. You are probably smiling at me right now ha. What ever it is, they will always know that you are a part of our lifes and that they do have a big sister. Watch over us mamas. I love you.
Tuesday, June 19, 2007 - Loving you always, your mami Angelica Garcia-Licea
my sweet kyan
It has been a hard week. i can think of nothing but you. i miss you so much and i love you so.Mommy is here in Il. for a week while your daddy had to go on a business trip. i am meeting her for lunch tomorrow. it is going to seems so wrong not having you there. it makes me so very sad!!!! your daddy had a rough time yesterday for Fathers Day. He is hurting so bad. i lay awake nites wishing i could help him and your mom , but there is nothing i can do but hurt to because you belong to God now. i don't know why because you was so loved and wanted here with us. i hope you were looking down yesterday and could see your daddy open his gift. keep watch on all of us if you can. we are so very SAD!! i hope you are having fun with your great grandma and grandpa. i have no doubt that they are taking very good care of you. i also hope you have made a lot of angel baby friends, but with your smile and your giggle i'm sure you have. know you will always be on our minds and in are hearts forever. Sweet dreams,KYKY, grandma loves you bunches.XOXOXO
Monday, June 18, 2007 - grandma barb
Hey Jessy- my little angel baby-
Well first off i should say Happy First(1st)birthd
ay!! I hope yall are celebrating in heaven and I hope you are having a good day! How are you hunnie- i miss you very much. I think about you all the time and for a long time as you know, mommy wondered why you were takin from me and daddy, and the rest of the family, well i think now i know. I think about school this year and how this whole year has been, and I also wonder . how would it have been if I had been raising you at the same time. I would not have been able to handle it. I know God only serves us as much as he knows we can handle! He gave you to me to help me see how precious life is.and it taught me to cherish every second of every day with everyone i am around. You really helped me to grow up son, and realize LIFE. everything about life! well i hope you have a great birthday baby and i know you are watching over me and daddy. keep him safe ok Jessy. Mommy loves you and Misses you so so much!
Monday, June 18, 2007 - *Your mommy on earth. Johnamichelle
Kyan
Hi KyKy its Daddy. I just wanted to say thank you for the gift your mommy gave me on behalf of you today. She made me a 3-D box and it had pictures of you and me on each side and a drawing you had done in the past. It really means alot. I am really missing you today and it breaks my heart that we were only able to spend one birthday and one Fathers Day together. I hope you have a really good day up there in heaven. Make sure to look down on us from time to time until we are together again. Missing you more than worss can say.
Sunday, June 17, 2007 - XOXOXOXOXO, Daddy
My Presious Baby Boy Armani,
Well Hello there SON! I know that mommie has not wrote you in a really long time and I know that there is no excuse for me not writting you , but I do get so busy with your sisters and there is not a day that goes by that I dont think about you or miss you like CRAZY. well Daddy and I amd Marissa went to go see you @ your grave the other day and I know that I have not been over there in a really long time and I must say that it was really hard for me to go there because I started to think how old you would be and how big and then all the memories came back of the day that you left us to go be with the LORD and how daddy and I carried you to the grave and then we had to watch you be put in the ground. I love you Armani and mommie and daddy and your sisters miss you more than you know and we just wish that we could of had more time with you. just know that you are LOVED and MISSED very much and that you will alwayz live on in our hearts and our lives forever. well alot has been going on over here laterly daddy and I have been through the rain lately as you know there are so manythings that are hitting us at once and I know that you are looking down on us and praying for us because little by little everything is comming right back in to place. but daddy and I were so ready to just give up and throw in the towel, because we were so confused and didnt know what was gonna happen and GOD is just pulling through like he always does. it is his timing not ours but his and thats the part where you really have to have faith and know that he will come through. but I am reall proud of daddy and I because in the mist of the storm we kinda just laughed and kept our heads up and then in the end when we were gonna just give up we PRAYED and just gave everything to the LORD and now little by little everything is working its way out. but thank you baby boy for all your PRAYERS and watching over mommie and daddy. we love you and miss you and you are forever in our hearts we love you and mommie will try to write more often but just remember that there is not a day that goes by that we dont think about you or miss you. but mommie has to go for now I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU VERY MUCH BABY BOY.BESOS FROM ME TO YOU.MUAH!XOXOXOX
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OXOXOXOXOXOXO TILL WE MEET AGAIN.
Sunday, June 17, 2007 - UR MOMMIE
My precious Jaycee Marie
Hello sweet baby! I miss you so much! I wonder if Grandma is ever going to get over you and your two baby cousins getting your wings. I hear it is suposed to get easier with time, but so far it's not any easier than it was the day Carter passed, then Kayleigh and then you. I know they say GOD never gives us more than we can handle but I think he is really testing me. I'm afraid I am not passing his test. I wish you all could be here for Father's Day, you didn't know it at your young ages but you all had awesome dads! Please give Carter and Kayleigh hugs and kisses from me and here are some for you! XOXOXOXOXO
Saturday, June 16, 2007 - Love, Grandma Deb
EVAN TYLER
HEY LITTLE GUY! HOWS EVERTHING WHERE YOU ARE.JUST A LITTLE NOTE TO SAY I`M ALWAYS THINKING OF YOU. DADDYS` DOING GOOD, HE WORKS ALL THE TIME. NEVER SITS HOME. "THE BOYS" SAY HI, MISS YA. WE ALL MISS YA AND WISH YOU LOTS OF FUN. XXXOOOO FOREVER.
Saturday, June 16, 2007 - AUNT DAWN AND FAMILY
My precious Leo, my brave little lion,
Oh, my sweet baby boy! We all miss you so much! Your headstone was placed this week and it turned out just right. I know that you would love the lion on it. I feel you everytime I visit you there. The pinwheels that we placed spin so fast in the breeze. I am so sad for Daddy. This was going to be his 1st Father's Day, and now you are gone and there is nothing to celebrate. Do you watch your big sisters from heaven. They talk about you all the time. I promise you, my little peanut, we will never ever forget you.
Saturday, June 16, 2007 - So much love, Momma
Kyan
Hey little buddy. Wanted to drop you a quick note. This has been a pretty tough week and I think about you all the time. It is going to be hard this Sunday not having you around for Fathers Day. We would have had so much fun if you were still here. I am going to spend most of the day traveling for work to try and help past the time. Mommy is going to go visit your grandma's while I am traveling next week. I hope you are doing well and having fun with all the other babby's. Keep an eye on us and if you could I would love some kind of sign letting me know you are doing fine. My biggest fear is you do not know why mommy and daddy left you and you are scared. I hope that some how in heaven you understand what went on and you are OK being with the rest of your family up their until we are together again and that you can keep an eye on what is going on down here in the meantime. I will try to write to you next week while I am out of towm.
Friday, June 15, 2007 - Missing & Loving you more everyday, Daddy
Sweet Mira Lee
Hey Sunshine, Eden will be here soon, I take comfort in knowing she already had some time with you as you probably helped God place the hairs on her head. I hope she looks like you but I know she will be her own special angel,just like you. Perhaps I will steal some of your kisses off her cheeks. Love you so much. June 14, 2006
Friday, June 15, 2007 - Mommy
Little Buddy
I miss you so much words can't explain, so many tears have fallen wondering why you had to leave so soon. I know one day I will see you again but that doesn't always comfort me. I know that you have alot of family up there and they are probably passing you around, but I would rather have you in my arms to hold and kiss and hug, you will always be my hansome little buddy, mommy, daddy, Hailie, and Jaysei miss you so much. Nanna says to let you know that she would keep you again any time, and that she loves you so much too, papa actually cried on my shoulder and ask Jesus why, and with him being a preacher that is alot, he thinks that you didn't experience enogh life! I know you were sent here for a reason and you were taken from us for a reason but I won't ever know why. Daddy misses you so much, we visit your grave every sunday after church. Daddy and I got baptized two sundays ago, we long to be with you again. You were so perfect, you were going to be our little football player. Daddy says that someone touched his shoulder right before he awoke to see you were gone, he tried CPR ,it didnt help GOD had already cradled you, I always wonder if it was you that touched him. I seem to blame myself alot because I should have brought you downstairs, but the LORD knew how to take you. I pray that you did not suffer, and that you went peacefully, I hung your pictures up everywhere, and I ask Jaysei everyday who you are, she says "My baby Dalton," I ask where you are she says "In the clouds with Jesus" I know she is only 2 but YOU will never go forgotton. I love you so much and miss holding you and feeding you, all I want is to have you here with me, and kiss your little jaws again, that day I all I wanted to do was see you breath, but you didnt see the pain that I did nor did you feel it. I miss you little buddy, and I will talk to you again, every night till I take my last breath, you are my world, and if you happen to fly down this way, make the wind chimes blow to let me know it is you blowing me a kiss from heaven. You are missed and loved so much.
Thursday, June 14, 2007 - Love, Mommy, Daddy, Sissys, Papas, Nanas, Memaws,
Dear Baby Mary,
Here I sit thinking about you again. It's pretty late here, but I find this time the only time I can write to you in peace. I have been working so hard that this is the first chance I have been able to write in a while. Not that I wasnt thinking about you all the time. You know, when you left me, people would always say that God just needed another angel. Well, he's had you for seven years now, and I would like you to ask him to give you back to me. As many doctors as I have been to, and as many people I have talked to that tell me that time will heal everything. Well, it's seven years later and I want you bac`k as badly as ever. There is nothing anyone can say or do that is ever going to make that happen. So I struggle daily with the question, why is life worth living when your soul and happiness have been taken away and are never going to be given back. I know I keep asking, and maybe I do not have the right, but could you send me a little sign that you are at peace and are happy? I know it is asking a lot. If you are in Heaven, look for Mary Walker "Walk" Enochs and Dus. They were my parents parents and you were named after her. They would have so loved you, and I so loved them. If you have already met them, I am sure they have taken you to the country club and teaching you manners. I love you so much and I dream of seeing your beautiful face once again. Mommy loves Baby Mary
Wednesday, June 13, 2007 - Mommy
Dear Zander Cage,
I miss you so much.Life has been pretty tough with out you.I know you are always with me.Your brothers and sister miss you like crazy.Every night,before we go to bed we say what are favorite memory was of you.One day mommy will hold you again.I love you so much.You are my little angel.
Wednesday, June 13, 2007 - Love From,mommy
dear lazarus
hello gorgous. how r u doing up there? im doing okay. i just really miss you. you would have turned 3 yrs old on the 4th of june and i was so upset i didnt even go to your birthday party with mommy and the rest of the family. eeryone misses you so much. none of us can wait till that day we get to meet you at the pearly gates and hold you again. and this time it wont be one last time. well get to be with you forever. finally . anyways your sister is doing ok. shes a huge 8 month old healthy baby girl. shes learning to crawl and talk now 2. she eats real food and everything. wen i see her growing up it makes me sad that i never got to see you walk or talk or eat real food yet. but ill just have to wait for my time to see your beautiful face agian. remember we always love you . and remember our song. think of me everyday, hold tight to what i say, and ill be close to you even from far away, know that where ever you are, it is never too far, and if you think of me ill be with you!
Wednesday, June 13, 2007 - love you always, aunty angel
My cute little Dante
Hi my sweet little boy! today is exactly 13 months since you left to heaven and i still don't know how i manage to keep living with out you. I miss u so much baby. I think about you everyday of my life. There's no day that i don't wish you were here with me. I miss your beautiful smile, your touch and our conversations. i miss everything about you. Baby i think you know already that you are having a new baby sister. She is going to be born this upcoming September and mom and daddy are really happy. We are going to name her Dayanni. God gave us another chance baby. Mommy wants hold you so bad baby. Could you visit me in my dreams baby? It has been a while since i held you in one of my dreams and i miss you. Okay baby i will let you go. Have a good night baby. Te amo, mua@@@
Tuesday, June 12, 2007 - Mommy
Robert 'Bobby' Horton Dunn, IV
Hi Buddy, Its been 14 weeks since you left Daddy and I. We miss you so much. We think about you all the time and have many things around the house that remind us of you. Daddy got me windchimes for Mother's Day which make me think of you looking down on us every time I hear them blow in the wind. We also have a Bobby tree in the front yard which I feel protects us. I love you my sweet son and so wish you were here with us. You would have loved the summer time.
Tuesday, June 12, 2007 - Mommy
Kyan,
Hey little buddy. Wanted to take a second to say Hi. Your mom and I have been trying to get settled into our new house but it has been hard without you. It kills me to have to walk by your room and see all your items sitting there. I keep hoping when I am working on something in the house that you will come around the corner and sit down in my lap like you use to do. I would give anything to hear you calling out for DaDa like you did when you were trying to find me in the house. I miss you meeting me at the door every night when I came home. I bet you would have really been talking by now. Well I better go. I will write again soon. I still think about you every minute each day.
Tuesday, June 12, 2007 - Love, Daddy
Mr Fat & Happy Gabriel Dane
Its been awhile since I've written. We're all moved into the new place now & your big brother James is enjoying his new room. We all miss you very much and wish that you could be at the new house too. Daddy got me a beautiful rose bush for mothers day. I dreaded that day, but it was okay as no matter what -here or in heaven- I will always be your mommy & you will always be my baby boy. I feel bad that we haven't gotten some of your pictures from the funeral out, but I have them everywhere in my office at work. People ask how old you are and I know you should be and are almost 8 months old. But you'll forever be 9 weeks old in our memories & pictures. I wonder what you would have looked like with that dark hair and chubby chin of yours. Your daddy and I made such beautiful babies. It just sucks that you're not here. I miss the way that James thought you were a monster when you grunted. And how much you used to love staring at me. We had some pretty good naps together those 9 weeks you were here. I'm sure you know by now that the house we are in was built by someone that is taking extra special care of you -GreatGrandpa Donald. Sometimes I feel like the 2 of you come to see me sometimes. I'll keep hanging in there until I see you again -which won't be for awhile-but won't we have some stories to tell. Give everyone up there big hugs & kisses from all of us down here. I love you everysecond of everyminute of everyday Squiggle McGiggle! Love you with lots of hugs & kisses
Monday, June 11, 2007 - Mommy
Nevaeh
Hey Phat momma scoop!! I can't believe your birthday is Saturday. I miss you and I love you very much. Harmane is getting so big now, she's 6 mos. old. I talk about you all the time to her. Well HAPPY BIRTHDAY, babygirl and I love you.
Monday, June 11, 2007 - Mommie
Payton
Hey babyboy I just wanted you to know that I love and miss you and I think about you everyday.I wish you were here with me right now because we aren't suposed to be moving without you.But I want you to know I love you and I miss you more then anything.I love you baby and I hope to see you soon.
Monday, June 11, 2007 - Mommy
Momma's sweet Angel Katiebaby
Hey beautiful, I have missed you so much for so long. It seems like forever since I held you in my arms. I can remember your little giggle, so soft, so sweet. I miss you so much Kaitlyn and I love you with all my heart. You will forever be in my heart. I picture what you would look like these days and how you and Haileebug would be the best of friends. She misses you so much. She knows you are her Angel watching over her. I love you sweet baby of mine. Fly with all your angel friends. HUGS and KISSES forever.
Sunday, June 10, 2007 - All my LOVE, Mommy
Nanny misses you:
Hey buddy Nanny misses you ssssssooooo much,I wish you were here. I know in some way you are. I just want you to know that you lil cousin is doing good and I know you play with him, Because he is always smiling and laughing in his sleep, Lexie misses you really bad, and so does grandma. I just wanted to tell you we love you and miss you very much! P.S. Please keep Junior safe and always be his gaurdian angel.
Sunday, June 10, 2007 - Nanny
BOGGY BOY
HEY SWEET ANGEL OF MINE, WELL YOUR COUSIN AIDAN IS HERE. HE IS A HEALTHY BABY BOY JUST LIKE YOU AND YOUR SISTER WERE. WELL YOUR SISTER WAS A HEALTHY BABY GIRL. YOUR SISTER IS HAVING BIRTHDAY NUMBER FOUR ALREADY SHE IS GETTING SO BIG. I MISS YOU SO MUCH. AUNT ROXANNE IS VERY PARANOID ABOUT AIDAN BUT AIDAN HAS A BABY ANGEL MONITOR AND HAS YOU WATCHING OVER HIM I THINK HE IS GOING TO BE JUST FINE. I WISH I WOULD OF KNOWN ABOUT THOSE MONITORS I WOULD HAVE BOUGHT ON TOO LATE NOW RIGHT. WELL DADDY AND MOMMY ARE STILL TRYING TO GIVE YOUR SISTER ANOTHER BABY SISTER OR BROTHER. MOMMIES WORK PEOPLE ARE NOW PUTTING BIDS IN FOR THE MONTH IT IS GOING TO HAPPEN I HOPE YELINA IS RIGHT IT IS GOING TO HAPPEN IN AUGUST. RIGHT NOW YOUR DADDY IS TRYING TO FIND ANOTHER JOB BUT HE HAS TIME TO GET A JOB BEFORE IT HAPPENS THAT FOR SURE WE ARE JUST GOING TO KEEP TRYING. WELL BABY BOY MOMMY HAS TO GO TO WORK NOW I LOVE YOU SO MUCH.
Saturday, June 9, 2007 - YOUR MOMMY
Angel Baby Kyan
HI kyan, its just mama barb sitting here thinking of you. its been 2 long months since god called you home. i think of you all the time. i see a movie of Thomas the Train is coming out and i thought gosh Kyky would love to see that. you like him so. Kyan please watch over your daddy. he has taken your passing so hard. he loved you more than anything. grandma is worried about him so shine an extra light on him and come to him in his dreams to let him know you are ok and enjoying the other angel babies. i know your great grandpa and grandma are taking very good care of you. grandpa was always so proud of your daddy when he was little. my heart aches for you. when i am keeping your cousins and they do something funny i always think to myself that kyan should be doing that to. Sweet Kyan know mama loves with every breathe i take. i cry for you each night when i am alone. i know your mommy and daddy do to. well i have kept you long enough. sweet dreams KYKY . i love you !!!! oxoxoxox
Friday, June 8, 2007 - grandma barb
My Beloved E-Man
I am sorry it has been such a long time. I think about you and pray for you each and everyday. I know you already know but you have a beautiful baby sister,Arianna Anne. She is 10 months old. We all miss you, Nanny and Grandpa Tom went to your resting place on April 20. I am telling you because I know your not there.That your up in Glorius Heaven.watching over all of us. Mommy felt bad because she could not find the strength to go on that day.(She may have but I am not aware of it).Papa had a real heard time.I know yo u are up in Heaven with The Lord and with Great Nana and Great great grandpa. Just wanted to let you know I was thinking of you and missing you very very much. I love you my lil-E-Man Nana Ryan
Friday, June 8, 2007 - Nana Ryan
Aidan
Hey Boo Grandpa Fred again, well its my last day at my old job and looking forward to a new start, please watch over me and keep those who would harm ne away. My surgery went well am healing really well no more headaches and thats great turns out the tumor was alot larger than they originally thought but it was harmless no cancer thank god. Once again coming up to your birthday and once again the pain starts growing in my heart I try but cannot move forward from your lost. I guess I never will. Anyway boo gotta go loving you missing you sending a thousand kisses and hugs to you every day
Friday, June 8, 2007 - Grandpa Fred
My Sunshine Girl
Autumn Renee, I can't believe tomorrow makes a year since you have been an angel. It's too hard to even think about, but any way, guess what, you have a new nephew. He was born on May 30th. Stephanie says that theres no need to write and tell you because she believe you were playing with him and telling him whats what, while he was in her belly. I hope thats true. I really would hope that you helped protect him while he was in her belly. That way, he had an oppurtunity to meet his older, wiser cousin. Any ways my heart, your aunt needs the computer. I love you so much, and miss you every day. Love you my heart!!!!!
Thursday, June 7, 2007 - Crystal
Dearest Jacob,
I miss you so. I think of you every second of everyday. Words cannot express how much I love you and want to see your sweet little face again. I find myself looking for you in other children. I wonder what you would look like today. My heart aches to hold you once more. The only thing that gets me thru is knowing that I will see you again someday. Hugs & Kisses
Thursday, June 7, 2007 - Mommy & Daddy
Dearest Anderson
Hi baby, it's momma. I just wanted you to know that I am thinking alot about you today. I love you sweet pea and miss you terrribly. XOXOXOX
Thursday, June 7, 2007 - Love, Mommy
Hailey Mariah
Hey Hailey, Your aunt misses you today, like all days, mainly because it's quickly approaching, your two year mark of leaving us. I'm glad to say that your mother had your brother on May 25. Aidan Patrick.happy and healthy. I could feel you with us the moment he was born and always, Hailey. No one can ever take your place in my heart. I love you, always have, always will. Keep shining on us. 3.16-6.16.05
Thursday, June 7, 2007 - Auntie Samantha
Payton
Hey baby I just wanted to let you know that I miss you so much.Your brother even misses you.Well Honey I really did just want you to know that.Love you
Thursday, June 7, 2007 - Mommy
Patrick Michael
Hey Baby boy mom just wanted to say I love you and miss you very much and it's getting easier but it's comeing upthat time of the year aug 31st will be four years and I allways think of you wher ever i go what ever it is that I do. I miss you soooo much
Wednesday, June 6, 2007 - Love allways mom
Hi Joey,
Your Dad and I celebrated our 20th wedding anniversary today. We went out to dinner while your brother was at youth group. We received our t-shirts today so you got to celebrate with us. It was bittersweet. We miss you so much! We all love you!
Wednesday, June 6, 2007 - always, Mom
Juston Blake Littlefield
Hey baby. Today is your daddy's birthday. He turned 25 years old. It was not much of a birthday for him. We all had to work and I did not get to see him all day. That makes me sad. It makes him sad to go through a day like this with out you. He loved you so much and misses you even more. I know he does not come and talk to you but he still hurts really bad and does not know how to deal with it. He is not a very talktive person. He will not talk to me about things that hurt him. I know it makes you sad because it makes me sad but we are getting very busy at work so I have to go for now will talk to you later. My angel
Wednesday, June 6, 2007 - Love always your mommy
Cadia
It's your aunt Kelly Just was sitting here thinking about you and realizing you are now almost 2 and half.It's been almost 2 years since I last saw your smiling face. I miss you a ton. you and Conner would of had a great time together and you would of been a wonderful big sister to your baby sister Lola. I love you so much. Everytime we see the wind blow, we know it's you and it's been blowing a lot lately.
Wednesday, June 6, 2007 - Aunt Kelly
joshua
Hey babydoll. I love you and miss you so so much!! Me and Raymond went an a big roadtrip and I know you were watching over us the whole time making sure we were safe. I hope everything is going good up there in heaven and tell everyone how much I love them and miss them. I will be coming to see you and bring you pretty flowers on your Angel Day July 25th. It seems so surreal that is will be two years since your precious soul left to go to heaven. I love you and dream of you everynight. Love You forever! xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Tuesday, June 5, 2007 - Mommy
Kalesta Angel
I love you baby. I hope your not disappointed in me. I tried baby i promise i did. I miss you so much still. I often wonder if this ever goes away. My little stink butt i still cant believe your not here. I love you play nice with the other babies. 5 yrs old your getting so big. I love you
Tuesday, June 5, 2007 - Forever Yours, momma
Hi Joey,
It has been a tough couple of days. Dad, Johnathan, and I went to Dad's family reunion yesterday. It rained so Miriam brought all of her scrap books that she has been keeping for years. Some were really old and then some were more recent. It was funny to see your cousins all little again. There were pictures of your Dad and I when we were still dating. The pictures that got me though were the ones she had of my baby shower for you. I didn't think anybody had any pictures of me carrying you. It was great and sad at the same time. Johnathan got a little upset because he wanted to know all about his shower which I never had. Everyone was so afraid to acknowledge his pregnancy until they knew he would be okay. It took a while to get him to understand and not feel slighted. I think the pictures touched Dad as much as me. Then work was just a little rough today. I think it was because I was just worried about your brother. He went to the shore in Delaware with the school and after all the storms we had I was concerned with the rip tide and he is such a daredevil. I was very glad to see him when I picked him up. I know you watch over him, but I still worry and sometimes I think I am too over protective. I miss you and love you more than words can ever say!
Monday, June 4, 2007 - Mom
My little buddy Kyan
Just wanted to drop you a quick note. Been thinking about you all weekend as we moved into our house. This is the house you were suppose to grow up in and share all kinds of love and fun with Mom and I. It's really hard to walk by the bedroom that was all your things. Its the first time I have see most of them since you went to heaven. Every item brings back precious memories of you. I miss you so much I can not stand it. I can not wait to see you again in heaven. Until then I will take care of mom and you have fun with all the other angel babies. Know I think of you all day everyday and I love you very much. I will right again soon.
Monday, June 4, 2007 - Love, Dada
My dear cousin Jared Ryan
Hi Bubba, its just some of your cousins,we just wanted to tell u that we love u so so so so much and we write storyies about u some times but that dos'nt help much.I just graduated from 5th grade,I wish u were there.Your making alot of weird things happen buddy!We miss holding u and wathing u make funny faces when u sleep!!Your moma has a new boyfriend,he dose not live very far.Can u pleas help them stay togehter?I hope u liked the make a wish convoy.AuntNerai
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Monday, June 4, 2007 - Elina,Trey,Jada and Toria
My Sweet Angel Jason Charles Ethan Marshall
My sweet babe it has been two long year's today that you have been gone. I find it hard to believe that it has been two year's since I have held you or kissed you or saw that smilein face. Today I was at your resting place and it just hurt's so bad to know that you are there and not here with me where I feel like you should be. I miss you my love, my angel babe I have to say alot has happened in my life since you went to heaven I feel so lost Jason I need some help I need a loving hand to gide me and a warm heart to offer understanding in this hard time. I have to say I still don't get it I guess I will never understand why it is that you are in heven and not here with me. I miss you and love you so much babe god I would give anything just for a moment to hold you in my arms I would give my very life for one smile or one kiss on your babe hands. I feel like I can't do it any more Jason I hate living with out you I always feel so lost and alone no matter if I am in a house full of ppl. I always feel like something in my life is missing and it's you babe, it's you. Please I would give anything for some one to just wake me up and tell me it's all been a bad dream and everything is as it should be. But even tho I know I want that more than anything I know it's not going to happen. Just know that your mommy loves you more than you will ever know babe and I am here wishing I could be there with you every single day of my life. But until I can come to heaven and be with you just know every single day I am sending ocean's of huggle's cuddle's and kisses just to heaven just for you babe boy. I love you Jason and I ment what I said you are still my son no matter where you are. Wait for me babe mommy well be there soon. I love you forever and always.
Sunday, June 3, 2007 - Your broken hearted mommy
Dear Anderson
Hi baby, it's mommy! I miss you sweet pea - soooo much!!! I feel like it is getting harder to get through the days. I am sad all the time. Daddy and I actually went out to dinner last night and had a good time. We laughed together for the first time in a while. I just read Tammy's journal ( Natalee's mommy) and she wrote about the talk her and I had about the stupid people at mommy's work. Other people just don't get how hard it is to get through the day and how mad Mommy gets when people tell me how strong I am or how well I am handling things. It gets momma sooo mad. People don't know what my head and heart feel like since you have been gone. They don't know how much I miss you and the thousands of times a day I think of you. I hope that you are happy.and playing with the other angel babies that Mommy knows - Lexie, Jason, Natalee, Payton. Momma misses you and loves you (Stinkybutt). I love you baby. XOXOXO
Sunday, June 3, 2007 - Love you, Mommy
Hi Joey,
Well, I hope you liked the flowers Dad got for you. He takes such good care of you. I try to see you more but it is so hard. Everytime I come to see you I just cry. I will be working Saturdays at the branch near you temparily starting in 2 weeks, so I will try to stop soon. We had a very busy day today. Dad took Johnathan to his cross country meet while I worked. He placed 1st in his age group and 3rd overall out of all the age groups for his time. He even got a medal. Then Dad dropped him off so he could help with the car wash for the Octorara football team. He's going to play for them in the fall as well as the SCCAAMFL again. I picked him up on my way home from work. I hope you are as proud of your little brother as we are. We would have loved to see you both play on the sports teams together. Dad said when you were born that he thought you would be our musician, though. You had long fingers and he thought you would play guitar like he does. He would have loved it if that would have happened and you could have played with him in the praise band at church. Johnathan likes reading the letters I write to you. He made me laugh when I first told him about the letters to heaven. He asked if God calls you into his office whenever a letter is written and tells you, you have mail like the aol guy does. He said he could picture it and as he was telling me I could picture it too. He was talking to one of his teachers during study hall about the site I found and she asked him to show it to her. He did and also showed her the first letter I wrote you. He said it made her smile and she laughed at the comment about the bluff. She never realized he had a brother, but was very glad he shared it with her. I just love the fact that he has such feelings for you. Someday I will show Dad the letters. So far he hasn't seemed to be too interested in the web site other than the t-shirts. He so dislikes the computer that it is so hard to get him to sit down and look at anything. I am going to close for now. I've gone on long enough. I just want you to know how much we miss you!
Saturday, June 2, 2007 - Mom
Juston Blake Littlefield
Hey baby! I really miss you. Daddy is doing a lot better aobut very thing. Nia moved in with us until she can get the money to be by herself. We are try really hard to make it work. We got a new fish tank. And we found stuff that needed. I am going to come out and see when as soon as i can. I know that daddy and nia and aunt summer put things out on your grave i hope you really like that. It has been a long time sceince aunt summer came to see you. you know that she lives in kanas. she was so happy to see you and so was great grandma. i really love you. i hope you are doing good up there with everyone else we love. you better be a very good boy and mommy can not wait to be there with you. but right now i have to talke care of jerry and jocelyn. they really miss you too. jerry talks about you all the time. he really loves you and misses you. we all do. your sister is running everywhere and getting into everything. That is someting i will never get to see you do. I love you very much and hate when i have to go but i need to go back to work.
Saturday, June 2, 2007 - Love always your mommy
Dear My Sweet Baby Liam,
I miss you so much. Words can't even begin to describe the ache in my heart. I just wish you were here with Jayden and I. I always knew there was something very special about you, you have touched so many hearts in your short 5 1/2 weeks here with us. I am so thankful for my time with you. You are on my mind and in my heart every minute of every day. I love you, Lambchop, always and forever.
Saturday, June 2, 2007 - Love, Mommy
My sweet lil angel
Hi my angel. I love and miss you more and more each day. It is almost your first birthday. I am kinda scared about how my day will go. It is so hard to describe the feelings that I have. One thing is for sure I love you so very much. Please watch over your family as your birthday comes closer. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH.
Saturday, June 2, 2007 - MOMMY
Hi Jared
Little man, nanny just wanted to drop you a note to tell you I still think of you often. I miss you so much, you would be going on 7 months old now boy I am sure you would really be a big boy by now. We are all going to the Fireman's Parade today and I know you would have loved it. Guess what, mommy has a boyfriend isn't that great, someone to make her smile again I just hope he doesn't break her heart. You need to watch over your mommy and help her stay happy, she has been so sad since your passing, it is nice to see her smile. Mommy misses you alot we talk about you all the time. She is working alot of hours since your not here to take up her time and I guess that is good it keeps her mind busy. Well little man I have to go for now but nanny will write aging soon, oh pappy and I go to see you every Thursday and I know you are aware we are there cause you make your pinwheels spin everytime we talk to you. Love you Jared
Saturday, June 2, 2007 - Nanny
Dearest Maria
It has been almost 10 years since we last saw you, touched you and held you. But to this day your always remembered in your house!!!! You're little sisters love you and ask about you all the time. You have an amazingly special place in my heart. Not a day goes by when I don't wonder what you would be like. You are 11 and you would be in middle school, but you will be, forever, my baby. I love you. “What we have once enjoyed we can never lose. All that we love deeply becomes a part of us.” Helen Keller
Saturday, June 2, 2007 - Your Mother
My precious Jaycee Marie
Hi sweet baby girl! I am watching your brother and sister today and it just doesn't seem right that your not here with us. I look at your sister and know you would be just as beautiful as she is. It makes me so sad.I wonder if I will ever get over this heartbreak. As hard as I try, you, Carter and Kayleigh are always on my mind.I love you all and miss you more than words can ever express. Thank you for visiting me in my dreams,your daddy says he hasn't seen you in his dreams. I know it would be painful for him, but I think he really needs to see you in his dreams, so I will ask you to visit him and give him an angel kiss.
Saturday, June 2, 2007 - Hugs and Kisses XOXOXOXO Grandma Deb
Our Baby Andrea
Hi Mija. Today Johnny and I were remembering you becuase we heard a song that reminded us of you."Somewhere Over the Rainbow." I felt very sad and my heart was hurting because we miss you so much. I will and cannot forget you mamas, it is hard but I can't let that sadness get a hold of me. I pray for your mommy, daddy and brothers everytime I remember you. Its hard but we must go on. I guess someday over the rainbow, we will meet again. Our little angel princess.in my heart for always!!
Saturday, June 2, 2007 - Your Tia Lili
My baby sister Andrea Licea.
I love Andrea because she is my beautiful little sister and all of our family loves Andrea. I love her because I give her toys and I like everybody that is in my family. My baby sister is a great girl. She likes to play with me and I like to carry her and I like to play with her. She loves me because I played with her a lot of times. I love you because you are my little sister. I miss you alot and love you. Thank you for playing with me alot. (Mija, this is what your brother was telling me to type.) =)
Friday, June 1, 2007 - Your brother Angel Licea - 5 yrs old.
Dear Liam
I never got to meet you and hold you like many people did. I did get to see your beautiful pictures and recieve lots of stories of your amazing birth and life! You meant alot to me, your face was and is the face of an angel if I ever saw an angel before! Im so happy that your mother was able to have you for as long as she did I just wish that it were longer! I pray for you and talk to you often! I love you little man!
Friday, June 1, 2007 - Florrie & Kendall
Sweet Grayce Marie
Hey sweet girl I just wanted to let you know that I was thinking about you! I love you sweet girl. I know your angel day is next month. How I will never forget that horrible day. I will never forget you or all of the memories you left with us those short months you were with us. Rest in peace baby girl and know I will never forget you or your sweet dimple smile. I love you Grayce Marie.
Friday, June 1, 2007 - Melissa
Hi Joey,
It was great to see you in the angel room the other day. I didn't realize how much I really missed you until I visisted you. I wish you were still with us but God needed you in heaven more. Dad bought some beautiful flowere baskets for the cemetary. Hope you like them he will probably bring them tomorrow after Johnathan's cross country race while I am at work. I just ordered some t-shirts for your Dad, Johnathan and myself. Dad and Johnathan aren't sure they like the personalized slogan I picked so they want to look at the site themselves and choose possibly. It's hard for all of us agree on the same thing, since we all have such different feelings and emotions when it comes to you. We all miss you very much and I will write soon. It's time for Mom to go to bed so I can get up for work in the morning.
Friday, June 1, 2007 - Mom
AJ MY ANGEL BOII
Hey Phatdo!! I totally miss you SON!! Today is Friday and it's just beautiful outside, wish you were here so I could take you to the park and stroll you around. Dress you up in some cute shorts and a beater, that would've been so cute on you!! You probably would've been about 30 pounds already!! LOL We miss you son, Daddy, Meekah and I so much!! Your brother cries for you all the time wishing you were here with him. He always says he wants to go to you, which scares me, but I know that he just misses you so much. Well with this pregnancy I haven't been really feeling well. I feel like I want to throw up everything, and I mean everything, I havent yet, thank goodness. I just stuff down crackers so that'll help. Nothing much going on this weekend, I'm probably going to come over and visit you this wkend, I hope it's nice so I can just bring a chair and just relax and talk, read and sing to you. Although you know my singing isn't that great, I know you'll enjoy it LOL!! Anyways son, pray all is well w/you in Heaven, send our love to all the family you have up there and hope your making lots of friends up there!! Take care my love!! Always know WE LOVE & MISS YOU FOREVER & EVER!!
Friday, June 1, 2007 - love you always my phatdo, MOMMIE
Kyan,
Hey little buddy. Todays marks two months since you were called to heaven that Sunday afternoon. I still find it hard to believe that you are no longer here with us. It still make me cry everytime I think about you. I had so many more things I wanted to do and share with you. I think I miss you more each day. I am nit sure how you learn to live with this pain and empty whole in my heart but I am doing the best I can. It helps knowing you are in heaven and I will see you again some day. We are moving into our knew house today that was to be our home for you to grow up in. It will fill kindoff empty not having you running around in it playing. Well I have to go. Hope you are having fun with all the other angel babies. I could really use a sign that you are up their looking down on your mom and I just to give me peice of mind that you are up their and everything is going OK. I will talk to you again soon
Friday, June 1, 2007 - Whit all my heart, Daddy
Hello My Angel Boy
Dear Kenny, I know I haven't written you a letter in a while. I used to write you all the time, but I've been a little busy trying to get my life straightened out and keep my promise to you. I think about you all the time and not a day goes by that I don't miss you. Daddy misses you too and loves you. Things have been so difficult for me since you left. Aunt Gwen and Uncle Roger got married. They have a little boy named Hunter. I'm sure you would have liked him. You would be starting school soon. I often wonder what you would look like today and how you would be. Mother's day was hard because I miss you so much and wish that I could have hugged you. Aunt Rachel got married too and has two kids, Danyell and Connor. You would have liked playing with them too. Aunt Naomi is still busy with work so I don't see her much. I moved to Spartanburg and I live with Uncle Ardell. Aunt Heather is getting married Saturday but I can't go cause she's in Utah. I write Daddy all the time. He's doing good. I am so glad that God gave you to me because I truly know what unconditional love is. I'm starting nursing school soon and I really am glad because that means I'll have kept my promise to you. I quit doing all those drugs and I feel so much better. I was trying for so long to block out the pain but I realize that being numb only prolongs the healing process. I can't begin to heal if I'm always numb. Anyways is great grandma and grandma keeping you busy? Give them all hugs and kisses for mommy. I bet you're having a lot of fun playing huh? Well I guess you are probably going to sleep,so sleep well. I love you my little sweet-pea.
Friday, June 1, 2007 - Mommy
Josh Fish
I just wanted to say I love you and we are doing fine so far, with the exception that you arent here. your brother's 1st birthday is coming up on monday and I feel so sad that you wont be here to enjoy it with him,I love you and I miss you and hope that one day I will see you again. P.S. little Blake is still kicking up a storm.
Thursday, May 31, 2007 - Mommy
Dear Roman
Your family thinks of you often. We love you more than I can say. Julian graduates from High School tomorrow, I know that you will be there with us as you are with us now. Please help your mom, she is crying every day, please send her a sign that you are happy and are waiting for her. Please give our love to all our loved ones that are with you.
Thursday, May 31, 2007 - Your Daddy
My baby girl Andrea Licea
Hi Mija! I won't ask you how you are because I know you are doing great. As for us, I know you know we are going through tough financial problems and papi is getting stressed. I know I should work, but I don't want to have baby sitting problems again. Please ask God to help you lead the way so that we do the right thing. I love you so much and miss you alot. The pain is easing off a bit, but it will never die. I don't want it to. Your brothers miss you alot and talk constantly about you. It makes me happy. Bye Mamas
Thursday, May 31, 2007 - Mami Angelica Garcia-Licea
Dear little Pito,
Hi wittle hop toady. i love you so much. i still have a hard time missing my abuela time in the morning. of course by now abuela time would be a little different. I would want to take you out to play on the play ground, or go walking the bridge. you would be so much bigger now. tia ynsdy and I went to busch gardens today and we went to the same place to eat where we all went, to get some more of that great chocolate cake. one of our most favorite pictures is where you are smiling so big with food in your little,chubby cheek. it made me miss you so much more. the same table over by the door in the corner was still there. i just wanted to go back in time and sit there once again with you. you were so good, you just watched all that was happening, smiled at everybody, and not a hint of fussiness. Then came those big old thunder clouds with lightening crashing, so we rushed out to the car, earlier than we would have. And what did you do? little monkee boy? You slept in the stroller covered with a towel, all the way to the car, there was not a dry bone left to the 3 of us, but cry you did not. You are the most precious hop toady we had in our lives, we all miss you so much, and your abuela is such a sissy about it, i try you know i love you and miss you. i'm working on my attitude you know. i love that you were here to give such joy when you could. I love you for that. And i miss you for that too! I will never stop. your mommy and daddy are doing well, they miss you so much, they love you so much. i do to, i miss my abuela time.
Thursday, May 31, 2007 - love you forever, abuela
little man
HEY BABY!!!!!!!!!!! I MISS YOU SO MUCH AND I LOVE YOU LOTS WE ARE MOVEING AGAIN BUBBA WE ALL MISS YOU LOTS AND WISH U DIDNT HAVE TO GO SO SOON PEOPLE SAY IT GETS EASIER AS TIME PASSES I DONT THINK SO ALL OF YOUR CLOTHES ARE IN A STORGE BOX AND IT STAYS IN MY ROOM EVERY NOW AND THEN ILL GO THREW IT AND I ALWAYS CRY IVE WAITED SO LONG FOR YOU THEN I LOSE YOU ITS NOT FAIR WELL BABY BOY I G2G BUT ILL TALK TO YOU LATER LOVE YOU ALWAYZ
Thursday, May 31, 2007 - MOMMY
Dear Jacob,
Hi baby! Things are humming along pretty well here. Your brother and sisters are all growing up so fast! I wrote something in the Angel Room recently, I showed it to daddy and he said it made him cry. aww. he said it made him happy to read it but sad at the same time. We all miss you so much, but we all know you're safe in Heaven with God, and for that we are thankful. The Bible says in all things give thanks, not for all things. but IN all things. so while I'm not thankful you're gone from our lives, I am eternally thankful that you're in a safe place now where nothing will ever hurt you. I am thankful for the wonderful time I had with you. I am thankful that you loved me like you did, that was so special Jacob, you were certainly a momma's boy. I love you to the moon and back ~blowing kisses to heaven~
Wednesday, May 30, 2007 - mommy
Hi Joey,
I found this site that I can write a letter to you. I have always thought about it and have never done so. I want you to know that not a day goes by that I don't think about you. I have been thinking a lot lately about the fact that you would be turning 16 soon and we would have to start dealing with the driving lessons. Your little brother, Johnathan, never met you and misses you. He always tells everyone about his brother. I figured at 13 he would not feel so easy about talking about you, but he still does. He loved being able to use I'm and only child as his bluff, when they did the get to know you part of his class this year. Everyone just assumed he was an only because they never saw any siblings with him. Whenever I go to one of his races for track or games in soccer and football I always wonder if you would be out there too. I look at him and wonder if you would be as outgoing as he is or if you would be my quiet shy one. Your Dad is so proud that you are going to be on this years t-shirt. We always said that if your leaving us could help someone else be aware of sids we would be grateful for that opportunity. It's been 15 years but we finally found a way to help others and make people aware. He looked at both designs until he found you. Your Aunt Jan wants a shirt too when they are ready. When her son Franklin left us to be with you with all the problems he had after birth she kept saying at least he has his big cousin Joey to look after him. I hope you are keeping a good eye on him. I will write often now that I have the opportunity. I love you and miss you very much!
Tuesday, May 29, 2007 - Mom
Emma Joy Handschuh
Dear Sweet Princess, Emma Today is your 2nd Birthday and your brothers and Grandpa and I celebrated your birthday with a little cake. We gave you a balloon and a purple stuffed elephant. We love you very much and wish you could celebrate with us, but we know that you are having a wonderful time with Jesus.
Tuesday, May 29, 2007 - Grandpa and Grandma Handschuh
Juston blake Littlefield
Hey baby! As you saw things did not go well over the weekend. Nia is staying with us now and she is trying to get her own place but for now she needs to stay to be able to get the money to do that. Things have been very bad. Everyone was mad at everyone and we all did not get along like we should but we did have fun when we could. I just wanted to write and let you know that I miss you and everyone went to see you new headstone. You got a lot of flowers this weekend. will I have to go to work now but I will write back to you soon.
Tuesday, May 29, 2007 - Love always mommy
lazarus kaed taylor
hey buddy. wats going on up there? not much here. i got a job interveiw today and so does marcus and mary. its not the best place in the world to work but until i go to gollege in august its money lol. you would be so proud of me. im finally getting my life straight. and i cant wait until i get to go to college and have my own dorm room. its gonna be so great and fun. anyways i better go and get ready . love you always and forever.
Tuesday, May 29, 2007 - aunty angel xoxo
My Son AJ
Hey sweetie, its been a long time since I've wrote you. I'm sorry! Lots been happening, I went into the hospital and the doc said that I'm pregnant again, I'm scared, but then I'm not, its weird I guess, I don't know how to explain it. I'm trying to be happy, but I'm still hurting for you and I still MISS you so much. Your big brother Mykah is doing well. He is still ulavale, but he still MISSES you too, often he cries for you. He says things like he wants to go with you and he wants to be with you. We visit the grave all the time and he loves seeing you, even driving by he waves and says he loves and miss you. WE ALL DO, WE ALL LOVE & MISS YOU SON. Daddy is doing fine, working hard as usual and he misses you too. We still talk about you, how big you would be now and how smart you'd be. We talk about how much we still miss you and how much we love you. We've talked about the new baby and how happy we are, but how scared at the same time. Not everyone at work knows I'm pregnant, only a few people know. Theres another lady prego here but this is her first child. I'm healthy and I'm pretty sure the new baby is too. I have yet to see a doc, but I will. I've been thinking about going to a different doctor just because I guess, I really have no real answer to why I want to change my doctor, but I just do I guess. We'll see how things play out. I feel like I'm having another boy, but then I have my moments where I think it's a girl, but I feel different w/this one, but I'm not sure if it's the pregnancy or if its just that I lost you and now that I'm pregnant and I'm scared and worried. I don't know. I hope your doing well in HEAVEN probably having a blast everyday with all your loved ones, probably made plenty friends. I know your Mr Popular lol we love you boii and miss you so much our phatdo! Well you take care and always know that we are always thinking about you!! And that we LOVE & MISS you so much PHATDO, OUR GUARDIAN ANGEL, OUR BROTHER & SON!!
Tuesday, May 29, 2007 - LOVE ALWAYS, DAD, MOM & BIG BROTHER MYKAH
Kyan,
Hey little buddy how are you doing. I have been traveling alot and have not had a chance to write you in a week or so. I have be thinking about you every day and I think I miss you more and more as the days go by. I keep think about all the fun we had together and the things I never got to do with you. Your mom and I went on our first vacation without you this past weekend to try and get away for a little bit. It was nice but it was a reminder that this was not the type of vacation we really wanted to be taking without you. We are moving into our house this week. You would have loved it. Lots of room for kids to run around and play in. It breaks my heart that you will not be there to do that. Hope you are having fun with the other angel babies that were taken to soon. I am sure you are getting lots of love from great grandma and grandpa. Be good and I will write to you again very soon. I love you very much.
Tuesday, May 29, 2007 - Daddy
Lil Pito
Hey baby boy, I just wanted to write you a quick letter before I go with your daddy to work out!! As you probaly already know all he has to do is make a contract then he is in the army!! That's really good!! I miss you sooo very much!! Mothers day was sooo very hard without you!! I thought about you sooo much, all day!! It would have been the best mothers day with you back in my arms!! But I guess I can't always get what I want, because I didn't have you!! Was that you watching over your cousin Sydney today when she had a seizure and stopped breathing!! I really do think that it was, thank you for helping her, I know this family can't take another death in this family!! Yours was way to hard and we all miss you like crazy!! Well baby boy Mommy has to go!! I love you sooo very much and I am missing you like crazy!! Every minute of everyday I am wishing you were here to make me laugh!! Do you feel all the hugs and kisses I throw your way!! I hope soo! I love you my beatiful Lil Hop Toady!! I will try to write soon!! Always know your in my thought all day long and in my heart forever!! I love you baby boy!! Daddy sends you his love and he misses you!! he's doing ok!! You would be very proud of him!! Miss you lil man!!
Monday, May 28, 2007 - Mommy
patrick Michael
Hi honey how's mamas baby boy doing? Mama Just wants to say I LOVE YOU and Miss yo very much honey
Monday, May 28, 2007 - Love all ways mom
hailey rayne burrow
hi our angel baby . we went camping last night and it was hard not having the whole family there i will always miss u in my arms smiling at everyone . i tied a ping ribbon on the tent and it made us all feel better. we love and miss u every day .love always your loving family .
Monday, May 28, 2007 - daddy , mommy , jaidyn, and zoiee.
My precious Baby Mary,
Hi sweetie. Mommy is just finishing up the day and as always I have thought of you constantly. Sweetie, it has been over seven years since you have been gone, and mommy has not handled it well at all. You see when you left, the world stopped. I never got past that moment emotionally. I tried lots of things to dull the ache inside, but they didn't work. The problem was that I could not allow myself to admit that you were gone and I blamed myself for it. I still do. Well, in October something pretty upsetting happened and I have been very sick. I would be fine one minute, and then completely depressed and unable to function for weeks at a time. The doctors have tried everything out there and nothing was really working. So, about two weeks ago, I came to this website and finally got up the nerve to ask for your forgiveness. I also asked you to maybe send me a little sign. Well my angel, I dont know if this is your doing or not, but Mommy is feeling better. I dont know how long it will last, but I am really trying to make sure that it does. I owe that to your grandparents and aunts, but especially to you. I want to honor your memory. I want to remember you without the pain. I want to remember that monkey face, how good you smelled, and all of the joy you brought to us. So maybe your little sign to me is allowing me to start thinking clearly enough to remember how incredibly wonderful you were. Words can not express how much I love you and how much mommy misses Baby Mary. If there is a heaven, and I hope their is, I will find you as soon as I get there and I will never let you go.
Sunday, May 27, 2007 - Mommy
Dear Little Pito,
Hi, hop toady! I love you so much. I miss you so much. That's what I need to say to you, I am sending you a thousand hugs and kisses every single day. I love you.
Sunday, May 27, 2007 - Love forever, Abuela
Alexis Kennedi
Hey baby girl it's mommy. I just wanted to let you know that I have been thinking about you each and everyday. It gets me the most on our way home from work. It's almost time for your baby sister Abigail. She is due July 28th, one month and 3 days before your first birthday. Me and daddy are going to take her to the grave yard with us on your birthday and we are going to send you some balloons. I want to get you some pretty solar lights too for your birthday and put them on your grave. Me and daddy went to the grave yard today for memorial day. It was hard today, I hope you liked your plaque that we got you. It says exactly what I think. We got Abigail a t-shirt that says I'm the little sister. We are going to tell her all about you and how you changed our lives completely. We wish that we could see you again. I miss holding you and loving on you everyday. It's been almost 8 months since you left us and went to heaven. I sure wish that I could just hold you again, but then I want to hold you again and again. If only that wish could come true. It seems like the closer I get to the due date the more depressed I get because I just want you back. I know Abigail isn't going to be anything like you. You are so special. You are my little angel and you will always be my baby girl. But daddy picks on me all the time and says that you were daddy's little girl. Which I know you were. You always were smiling for him to take your picture. We look at them all the time and just think about how pretty you are. I could only imagine now how pretty you are and how big you have grown up. Mommy misses you so much and so does daddy. We send you tons of hugs and kisses. We love you more than anything in the world. Talk to you soon baby.
Sunday, May 27, 2007 - Love Always Mommy and Daddy
Dear AJ
Hi Baby, it's momma. It has been awhile since I have written. I have been missing you something awful lately. I seem to cry more than I did when you first left me and daddy. I have been trying to figure out what I can do to help raise money for SIDS research and I have a few ideas, but I need your help. Momma wants to do something so that no other mommy and daddy have to go through what me and daddy have gone through since you left. I miss you terribly baby. There isn't a minute that goes by that I don't think of you and dream of holding you in my arms again and seeing that big ol' head of yours and the tiger giggle. I love you sweet pea!
Sunday, May 27, 2007 - Love, Mommy
hailey rayne burrow
hailey we all miss u so much . mommy missed u on my birthday and mothers day we would have had 3 holidays with you , but instead god brought us a special gift for christmas this year we didnt have much but we all had each other.I would have givin up my birthday and mothers day just to see u smile one more day hailey I miss u love always , mommy.
Saturday, May 26, 2007 - all of us
my precious grandbaby, Kyan
Kyky, grandma just wanted you to know that i am still thinking about you all the time. i miss you so. my heart feels like it is broken in a million pieces. it hurts so bad. i love you so. your mommy and daddy are missing you so much. this is going to be a very sad weekend. know i will always love and miss you. you are forever in my heart. xoxoxo
Friday, May 25, 2007 - grandma barb

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