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Dear Kylee Marie
We ate dinner with your mommy and daddy the other night, and they are doing well. I know they miss you very much and when they spoke of you it was full of love and compassion. We only met you once and you were fast asleep in your car seat. Your daddy was so proud of you and your mommy and brother could not keep their hands off of you. You are loved so much by so many people and I know that your family misses you deeply. We pray for you and your family and we hope that the void in your mommy and daddy's heart can heal with time and your days of meeting again will lessen each day. Watch over your family as they look up to your for strength and love.
Thursday, September 20, 2007 - Thinking of you , Marie & Stephen
Stephen
Hey little man. I love you very much and miss you more than I ever thought possible. Things are so different around here without you. Lance and Payton miss you very much too. They are very proud to have you as a brother. I wish I could hold you again. I am very glad that on your last day on earth I saw you before I went to work. I can still feel your cheek on my hand as I said good morning to you and that I love you. Thank you for helping me become a better Dad for Lance, Payton and you. Mommy and I will always love and miss you, but because of Jesus sacrificing himself for us on the cross we knwo we will see you and will be with you again.
Thursday, September 20, 2007 - Daddy
Dear Mommy and Daddy's Baby Turtle. Vincent
Mommy and Daddy miss you soooooo much. We can hardly make it without you. We think about you almost every minute of everyday. Its been 4 months since you have been our litte angel and looking over on us. Living without you has been the hardedst thing Mommy and Daddy has ever had to do. You have changed all of our lives forever and you brought us such wonderful feelings. I still now feel a great warmth over my heart. Mommy is having a hard tgime learning how to live without her "liitle turtle." Please, know that we love you very much. We miss you, Vincent! Love you, with kisses and hugs.
Thursday, September 20, 2007 - Mommy and Daddy
Good Morning AJ
Hey Son, just wanted to write you to let you know how much we love and miss you! This pregnancy has been going well, but trying to figure out names is a little stressful! We're moving into Mama's house to save on some money, I don't want to in a way because this was your first home, OUR first home as a family, but its the best for NOW w/the twins, they come first and Mykah too! I'm still in shock about the twins sometimes, when I think about it I still can't believe that I'm pregnant with twins. Of course I'm still very excited and happy, and feel very lucky & blessed! Daddy and I both feel this way. Daddy misses you very much. He's been busy working and spending time with Mykah & I. As for your brother he's doing really good, he wishes he was in school already. I can't wait til he starts school. I always think about how big you would be now, and how smart & handsome you'd be and look! I miss you so much son. I keep looking at your things in the room and wishing you were here with us! We love and miss you so much son! We've come up with an idea on how to name the twins, we're using your initials for their first names so A & J and then their middles names will be after their older brother M for Mykah so it's been a little difficult trying to find names that Daddy and I can agree on. Anyways son I just want you to know how much we love and miss you. I still remember the day you were born, and when people came to see you. You were so handsome, you look like an Angel from the Heavens, and sometimes I can't believe your right back where you came from Heaven!! It breaks my heart sometimes because I can see Mykah being alone and I know if you were here, he wouldn't be such a loner. Not that it's a bad thing in a way, Mykah is very independent and very smart, but I know sometimes he wishes he had someone else to play with besides us, may be someone around his age, although you would've been a little bit younger, I know Mykah would've had a blast hanging and playing with you. He loves you so much son, and I know he misses you terribly. We all do!! I can't wait for the twins to come because I know they'll be Mykah's best friends. I'm worried a little because of the age difference and then the twins being attached to each other, I hope they'll get along great with their older brother, because they have the best older brothers EVERRRRR! Well son, I pray all is well in Heaven with you, please send our love to your brother King and of course your Papa Koke, and let them know we miss and love them too!! We love you AJ so much and miss you everyday and in everyway!! take care of yourself sweetie and please watch over the twins and your big brother!! WE LOVE AND MISS YOU AJ!!
Thursday, September 20, 2007 - love always Daddy, Mommy, Mykah & the Twins
We miss you Jaxson
Hey Jaxson we miss you. you were the BEST baby ever.WE miss you more and more as the days go by we can't believe it was you mommy and I cry almost every day because your gone .I want you to know we are all thinking about you everyday.I don't know about everybody else but I pray every night.We all are going to start going to church.I can't believe that it took you and aunt Des for us all to start going to church.I hope you are having a great time with aunt Des ,Jesus ,God ,and the rest of the family that is up there with you .I just want you to know We all miss you and LOVE you with all our heart.
Thursday, September 20, 2007 - Jacey ,Jaylyn ,Mommy,your Daddy ,Taylor,and the FAM!!!!!!!!
dear lewis
dear lewis i misss you more everyday you was the best little brother in the world i miss you so much i hope you are ok and with lewisa and nanny amy love you lots prince lewis love your big sister paula
Thursday, September 20, 2007 - paula-michelle
Dearest Little Pito,
Hello, little hop toady. I love you so very much. It is getting so very close to the day you never woke up. It's another one of those have to deal with days, as so many have been. I love you so much, I am still missing you deeply and hold so much sadness. I remember every little piece of you, and that is a wonderful thing. I think of you a year and a half, all of the things you would be doing, and all of the family that would be enjoying you doing it. I remember little hop toady, I remember. I see your face smiling out at me from my front door, from my computer, from my bathtub, I remember how complete all things felt when we were all home together, cracking up at your silly antics in the living room. Your mommy calling out, "Abuela, Abuela! Come and see what little Pito is doing!" It was so perfectly blissful, even when there were worries they did not seem so big that we couldn't get over them. Your little word bird baby enthusiasm was contagious, even your abuelo and abuela didn't feel so old as we were. I can hardly believe still that it is so true, that this is for definite real. It seems like you left yesterday, at the same time it feels as if you left so very long ago. It feels as if we have been missing you forever. The love in my heart is still so strong I am praying that you can feel the warm crowding hugs I have overflowing from me to you. I would personally deliver them if I could, I hope one day to be able to do that for you. I hope God is willing to allow me the great pleasure of that. I love you dancing machine. Dance, dance dancing machine.
Wednesday, September 19, 2007 - I love you always and forever, Abuela
Aidan (Sunshine)
Hey Boo grandpa fred again, I am sitting here at my desk at work and looking at your picture. I speak to you and remember the short time we had your sweet smile with us. I often wonder was there something we could have done or not done that would have kept you with us, but I guess it was god's decision and fate that took you away from us. I think of you every day and remember you in my prayers that your sweet soul with come back to some good people back here. I would recognize it if I saw it in another childs eye. Loving you Missing you
Wednesday, September 19, 2007 - Grandpa Fred
Our Phatdo AJ
Hey Son! We love & miss you so much of course! Your first birthday was last Friday and although it was hard, we got through it! We know you were with us and we had awesome family with us! I got there early at your grave to be there when you were born at 8:40am and wished you a happy birthday! Later we came over and hung out with you all day until it got dark and cold! It was sad for us of course, because we miss you like crazy and wish we were at Chuck E Cheese celebrating your birthday or even at home singing w/cake and ice cream for you birthday, but it was the best birthday we could make it! And your brother enjoyed himself! We are very excited about the twins, and can't come up with any names, so if you have any good ones, let us know!! Your brother is doing good, still talks to much, but getting smarter everyday! We came to visit you yesterday after his doctor appointment and hes so cute the way he throws the ball to you thinking your really going to catch it and throw it back to him haha! He misses you so much. He talks to the babies and sings to them, its so cute!! Well I just wanted to stop by and let you know how much we love and miss you!! And that we are always thinking about you son, we love you so much and of course we wish everyday that you were here with us! Everyone is doing fine and still alive, busy with their lives and their families! But all is good! Lots of people remembered your birthday so it felt good to know that people still remember you! It makes me feel good knowing that! Anyways son, I love you very much and miss you every second of every minute of every hour of every day!! ALWAYS & ALWAYS will we miss & love you our dear dear phatdo!! May you always watch over us especially your brother & da twins! We love you hunnie!!
Wednesday, September 19, 2007 - love always US your family
hey hunny bunny
hi krystin, its mommy. i miss you so much hunny bunny. it's been almost three weeks without, and it feels like only yesterday i was stealing your kisses. i miss touching your face. me and daddy are trying so hard to make it through each day without you. daddy got your picture put on his arm, it's beautiful. you are our angel. please watch over us.
Wednesday, September 19, 2007 - mommy and daddy
Dear Joey
I remember the day you were born. Your mother and father were so proud. You were a dream come true for everyone who knew your parents. Your mom is not kidding when she saids you had the blondest fullest head of hair. I must have ran 2 or 3 read lights that night, and Joey I can tell you this in amongest the pain you mom, dad, and I were laughing about the trip to the hospital. We were excited to see you. Joey there is not a day that goes by that I do not stop and think of you. I will alway miss you and will always be thnakful that I got to meet you.
Tuesday, September 18, 2007 - Donna
My Precious Angel - Kylee Marie
My precious angel - I wish so much that I could hold you in my arms again. I would love on you forever and never let you go. I miss you so much baby girl! This Saturday (9/22/07) you will be 4 months old. I lay in bed each night and wonder what you would look like and how long your hair would be by now. You had a head full and it was absolutely beautiful. Everything about you was beautiful! We are going tomorrow night to put new flowers on your marker. So far, we have only put out purple roses b/c that was our favorite color for you. It's still so hard to imagine you not being here - you were the biggest joy to me and your daddy. Daddy misses you too - more than anything! I will love you forever and you are missed more than anything.
Tuesday, September 18, 2007 - I love you so much! Mommy
To my precious son Sebastian- 7/5/05-10/21/05
*I thought of you today,but that is nothing new. I thought of you yesterday and the days before that too. I think of you in silence,and I often speak your name. I have all of our memories,and your pictures in a frame. Your memory is my keepsake, with which I'll never part. God has you up in Heaven, but I have you in my heart.* *If tears could build a stairway, and memories a lane, I'd walk right up to Heaven and bring you home again.* *Psalm 25:11, 16-18: For the honor of your name, O Lord, forgive my many, many sins… Turn to me and have mercy on me, for I am alone and in deep distress. My problems go from bad to worse. O, save me from them all! Feel my pain and see my trouble. Forgive all my sins.* *My Angel, even though 2 years have passed, not a day goes by that I don't cry for you, long for you, yearn for you. If I could just hold you, caress you, smell you, gaze into your eyes one more time My Love.*
Tuesday, September 18, 2007 - You will always be the love of my life. Eternally, Mommy
Kyan,
How I wish so much that you were still here with us. Everyday I think about what you would be doing know and all the fun we would have had this summer. Their are so many kids in our neigborhood that you should be out playing with. It takes everything I have to get through each day without you. Everynight I lay in bed and fall to sleep looking at your picture and pray for god to get me through another day without you. I am so lost I don't know what to do. I hope you are getting all the hugs and kisses I send up to you each night just like we did when you went to sleep here on earth. I pray that you are doing well in heaven and somehow understand why mommy and daddy are no longer with you. I can not wait until we are united once again. I am just going through life know counting the days until we are together again. I love you very much and will write back again soon.XOXOXOXOXOX
OXOXO
Tuesday, September 18, 2007 - Love, Daddy
MY PRECIOUS BABY GARRETT
WOW, I CANT BELIEVE THAT IT HAS BEEN A LITTLE OVER A YEAR SINCE YOUVE BEEN GONE. I DONT KNOW I HAVE HAVE MANAGED TO MAKE IT HERE WITHOUT YOU. I WENT AND GOT A TATTOO FOR YOU THE DAY BEFORE YOUR ANGEL ANNIVERSARY. DADDY IS GOING TO GET ONE IN A COUPLE OF WEEKS. IM SITTING HERE WITH GRANDMA RIGHT NOW SHE MISSES YOU AND LOVES YOU SO MUCH. WE ALL DO. YOUR BROTHER AND SISTERS ARE DOING WELL TOO. WELL BUBBA I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. COME AND VISIT ME IN MY DREAMS.
Monday, September 17, 2007 - MOMMY
My sweet little Lennon
Its been five years since you left. I still remember the sound of your laugh, the way you smelled, and the feel of you in my arms. I miss you as much now as I did then and time does not take away my love for you honey. Mommy loves you and misses you. Thank you for being my son. I am sending extra hugs and kisses your way today. I love you, I love you, I do.
Monday, September 17, 2007 - Mommy
We Love You Jackson
Jackson I know you passed away and became our angel yesterday. But its just so hard for you not to be in the house. Tell Aunt Desiree that Taylor -N- Jacey said that we love her. And we love you too!! Jackson James everytime we think about you, you make us laugh. You were such a good baby and I just wish you were here to share the rest of your smiles with us. Jackson we miss you so much and we don't know why it had to be you that had to die, but we still keep you on our minds no matter what!! Tell Aunt Desiree and yourself that your whole family loves you!! Love, Sisi(Jacey), Cousin(Taylor)
Monday, September 17, 2007 - Sisi(Jacey) , Cousin(Taylor)
Ciara Rae
My darling little Sugie. Oh my heart just goes out to the family whose 3-year-old was ran over by a car in a parking lot. The little girl was so excited about a new toy and just ran out of their vehicle. How can something so innocent end in something so tragic. I'm asking you, my darling Sugie, to please pray for that little girl and her family. Their hearts are so broken right now and they'll never be the same. I know the pain and broken heart of losing your child, and my heart goes out to them. I love you and miss you so much that it takes everything I've got to continue marching on. Please pray for that family's strength and faith during this difficult time. Mommy sends her hugs and 100 kisses to you. Be sure to give your brother, Paul, a great big hug and kiss from me too. We do miss him terribly. I will await you in my dreams and will see you again someday soon.
Sunday, September 16, 2007 - Love mommy
Grayce Marie
Grayce Marie how I wish you were here. I think about you all the time sweet girl. Know I will never forget you sweet girl. I love you and miss you so much!
Friday, September 14, 2007 - Melissa
carrie randall
Hi sweetie. Just thought I would write and tell you how sorry I am about my last letter being so negative. I just love and miss you so much and am so angry you are not here with me. I want to hold you and I can't. Mommy loves Baby Mary.
Friday, September 14, 2007 - Mommy
Hey Baby Girl!
Kylee, I love and miss you so much! I wish I could hold you in my arms again and rock like we used to. It doesn't feel the same going to bed everynight knowing that I can't hold onto you. Everynight before I go to bed, I tell you how much I love and miss you. Can you hear me? Does God give you the hugs I've prayed for? I ask him every night to give you a hug for me. I miss holding you in my arms and I feel so empty without you here. Will I ever understand why this happened? I will always love you baby girl!
Friday, September 14, 2007 - Mommy
Hey Baby Girl!
I love and miss you so much! I wish I could hold you in my arms again and rock like we used to. It doesn't feel the same going to bed everynight knowing that I can't hold onto you. Everynight before I go to bed, I tell you how much I love and miss you. Can you hear me? Does God give you the hugs I've prayed for? I ask him every night to give you a hug for me. I miss holding you in my arms and I feel so empty without you here. Will I ever understand why this happened? I will always love you baby girl!
Friday, September 14, 2007 - Mommy
Hi Angel!
I miss you so very much! What I wouldn't give to hold you and rock you one more time. To have your fingers wrapped around mine while I feed you- to see your smile, to hear you talk. You are now and always my angel. You have been my little angel since the day you were born. Three months is just not nearly enough time with you. I keep telling myself that you are still with us, but being with us in spirit is just not enough. I know you are in a much bette place and there will come a day when daddy and I get to join you again- but until then a huge part of me is gone. I love you, Angel. Stephen, you are such a blessing and an answer to our prayers. I love you so very much.
Thursday, September 13, 2007 - Love always, mommy
Grayce Marie
Miss you so much baby girl! Derek started kindergarten last week. He is growing up so fast. I wonder what you would be like. You would have been starting pre school. My heart ache for you.
Wednesday, September 12, 2007 - mommy
BRAXTON MOMMY'S LITTLE CHUNKY MONKEY
HEY,BRAXTON HOW IS MY ANGEL DOING? I KNOW THAT YOU ARE HAPPY. I JUST WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT MOMMY LOVES YOU AND THINKS ABOUT YOU EVERY SINGLE DAY. I MISS MY BABY. I WISH THAT I HAD YOU HERE WITH ME SO THAT I COULD HOLD YOU IN MY ARMS AND GIVE YOU KISSES.IT HAS BEEN 5 MONTHS NOW AND I REALLY DO NOT KNOW HOW I HAVE MADE IT THIS LONG. I THINK I HAVE FOUND THE PICTURE THAT I AND THIS NIGHTMARE GO AWAY. BABY NO ONE KNOWS HOW HARD THIS HAS BEEN ON US. I HOPE YOU AND YOUR BROTHER ARE GETTING ALONG AND PLAYING TOGETHER. GIVE BROTHER,MAMAW,GR
ANDPAW,POP,AND TONI A KISS FOR ME AND BAILEY AND TELL THEM THAT WE MISS THEM TOO.I KNOW THAT THEY WANT ON YOUR TOMBSTONE. PAPAW IS FUSSING BECAUSE I HAVE NOT GOT IT ORDERED BUT I WANT TO MAKE SURE THAT I HAVE A PICTURE THAT YOU AND I WILL BOTH LIKE TO PUT ON IT. IT IS NOT A EASY THING TO DO AND IT IS NOT FAIR FOR ME TO BE HAVEING TO DO THIS. I HAVE HAD A HARD TIME TRYING TO DEAL WITH YOU NOT BEING HERE WITH ME AND A TOMBSTONE HAS BEEN THE LAST THING ON MY MIND. I WISH I COULD GO BACK AND CHANGE THE PAST AND THIS NEVER HAPPENED. I AM GOING TO GO FOR NOW SO THAT YOU CAN HAVE SOME FUN BEFORE BEDTIME. YOU ARE MY ANGEL UP ABOVE AND MY BRIGHTEST STAR IN THE SKY. I LOVE YOU SO SO MUCH BRAXTON. I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU NO MATTER WHAT.
Wednesday, September 12, 2007 - MOMMY AND BAILEY
SHAWN HALL~~~HEY BABY
HEY BABY IT'S BEEN JUST OVER A YEAR SINCE YOU BEEN GONE YOUR BIRTHDAY WAS THE OTHER DAY I BROUGHT YOU SOME FLOWERS I MISS YOU SO MUCH IT FEELS SO WRONG TO DATE OTHER PEOPLE IT'S STILL TO SOON I THINK I'LL ALWAYS LOVE YOU AND NEVER FORGET YOU
Wednesday, September 12, 2007 - ROBIN
Kylee Marie - Hey sweetheart!
I wrote this letter to you earlier and forgot to add your name. Hey sweetheart! It has been a little over a month since you've been gone and I never thought I could feel this empty. There's not a day that goes by that I don't think about you constantly and tell you how much I love and miss you! The feeling I had when I held you will never go away and I will always remember your beautiful smile. You are loved and missed more than anything baby girl! I will see you and hold you again soon. I know that day will never get here soon enough, but I promise I will be there to hold soon. I love you so much!
Tuesday, September 11, 2007 - Mommy
Hey sweetheart!
It has been a little over a month since you've been gone and I never thought I could feel this empty. There's not a day that goes by that I don't think about you constantly and tell you how much I love and miss you! The feeling I had when I held you will never go away and I will always remember your beautiful smile. You are loved and missed more than anything baby girl! I will see you and hold you again soon. I know that day will never get here soon enough, but I promise I will be there to hold soon. I love you so much!
Tuesday, September 11, 2007 - Mommy
Good Morning Roman
Hey baby boy. Today is 9/11/07. Please tell anyone you meet up there who passed away on 9/11/01 my prayers are with them every day. I have not had a dream about you yet. Why? Are you protecting me? Please let me have a dream about you so I know for sure you are ok. Tell Grandpa Richard and Grandma Helen I love them and think of them every day. I have dreams about them, but not you yet. I LOVE YOU ROMAN. We brought down your pictures to show to our friends. Of course, they said you are the most beautiful baby in the world. I would like to meet you in your garden tonight. I'll write you when I get back to grandmas. I love you BooBoo
Tuesday, September 11, 2007 - Your Daddy
Aidan (sunshine)
Hey boo grandpa fred again, just out of the hospital again this time almost three weeks they cant figure out what triggers these episodes I just dont want to do this again. it was the worst hospital visit I have ever had they had tubes down my throat for over a week. The military flew both you mom and uncle back in just in case I guess. Your uncle carlos all the way from Japan and your mom from florida. I sometimes doubt if I will make it to my next birthday but I keep trucking along well boo gotta go.
Monday, September 10, 2007 - Loving you missing you Grandpa Fred
My Baby Boy Roman Richard
Hey Angel, How are you? Happy seven month birthday! I wish you were physically here to enjoy it with us. Julian is thinking about getting a tattoo of you, so am I. I wish I had the picture that was on that phone that I broke. That was my favorite picture. I love you SO MUCH Roman. I am going to go on a walk today and find some blue flowers to put in your garden. You are in my mind every day, I cry because I miss you. I am going to see if grandma can bring us out to your cemetary. I am going to put some wildflower seeds on your spot. Gosh, I miss you Romey. Have you got to meet Virginia yet? Tell her your mommy and daddy love her and we are sorry we have not seen her in a long time. We are going to be with Rhonda today, she loves you too. Please be with us today. I miss our little kisses. I will write you later. I love you Roman.
Monday, September 10, 2007 - Your mommy and daddy
AJ
Hey baby boii, someone's birthday is just around the corner: YOURS! Your first birthday is this Friday and I'm very excited, but sad all at the same time! I wish you were here so we could be planning your first birthday party but its not going to happen and in a way it hurts, a lot! We miss you so much son and we love you even more! We are totally excited about the twins, I can't believe I'm having twins, and I just wish you would be here when they arrive! Your big brother is very excited and he is always talking/singing to the babies! I hope you know we love you son and miss you so much, and this Friday will be a day to celebrate your birth, because it was such a memorable event, I'll never forget giving birth to you and how beautiful you looked, and how much you cried! WE LOVE YOU SON/BROTHER! ALWAYS & FOREVER!!
Monday, September 10, 2007 - LOVE&MISS YOU ALWAYS DADDY, MOMMY, MYKAH & DA TWINS
Jaycee Marie
Hi baby doll, It's been sometime since daddy has wrote you. It's hard for me too, just because i don't write all the time don't mean i don't love or miss you because I do, like you wouldn't believe. Your angle date is coming up in about 3 weeks and the closer it gets the harder it get to deal with it. Justin and Heather are going to the same school now and are doing very good. Heather loves going to the same school with Justin now. We went through your cloths the other day it was very hard doing that, we even gave some to g-ma Deb, aunt Chel, anut missy, and g-ma Fogle. Aunt Chel and G-ma Deb each out a onesie in a picture frame to hang up. We still have about 99% of your things and plan to keep it as long as we can. Daddy and G-ma Deb have been busy getting things set up and ready for Aug. 23 of 2008 which is the day we start a S.I.D.S. walk here in Waterloo. Well doll daddy has to go for now. Just remember that Daddy loves you and misses you alot. Here are some XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO
XOXO from daddy.
Sunday, September 9, 2007 - Daddy
Ciara Rae
Oh my darling Sugie. I can't believe it has been more than one year since you left this earth. I miss you as much today as I did the day you left. No amount of time will ease the pain or allow my mind to ever be the same. I have been having such a difficult time lately. I feel like I could just jump out of my skin. Please pray for mommy, daddy, and your sisters. We sure do miss you and your brother. I love you with all my heart and await you in my dreams. Hugs and 100 kisses daily.
Sunday, September 9, 2007 - Love mommy
My precious Oliver,
Hi sweet baby!!!! I just talked to your mommy on the phone and she said you came to her in her dream last night. You are such a sweet boy, thank you for doing that. She sounded much better today. I miss you with all my heart and soul, wish I could smooch your belly right now. Grandma is still working on your garden, it's coming along beatifully. What would you like me to plant for you? No trees, auntie has way to many of those. You think about it and let me know. I love you Oliver. I'll write soon, promise. Keep your mommy strong, okay? Come visit me anytime you want, I'm always here. I miss you baby and there are no words to explain to you how much I LOVE YOU. You are my angel Oliver.
Sunday, September 9, 2007 - Love Always, Aunt Danie
hi my little star rhianna green
it nanny here i miss you so much it has been 4 months now, it have been so hard not to has you here, the day you was born i was proud of you and still are you so little like a doll, you will all be my little star, i look up at sky every nigth and there is a star and i think of you, i love and miss you and i will always love you i send you a big kiss got go now love you my little granddaughter xxxxxxxxx nanx
Sunday, September 9, 2007 - naany carolanne
makenna kay elizabeth
HEY BABY GIRL WELL TODAY IS YOUR SIXTH BIRTHDAY AND THE SIXTH ANNIVERSARY SINCE YOU WENT TO BE MY SPECIAL ANGEL. I AM SORRY IT HAS BEEN A YEAR SINCE I WROTE BUT IT GETS HARDER AND HARDER FOR ME TO WRITE. WELL IN THE PAST YEAR SO MUCH HAS CHANGED YOUR DADDY AND I GOT MARRIED ON VALENTINES DAY AND YOU BIG SISTER IS NOW IN THE SECOND GRADE. DADDY AND I MOVED BACK TO ILLINOIS FROM FLORIDA IN JULY AND WE ARE DOING OK. NANNNA AND POPPY AND AUNT NINNY AND UNCLE GEORGE ARE GONNA BE HERE NEXT WEEKEND I AM LOOKING FORWARD TO SEEING THEM I CANT WAIT. WELL I JUST WANNA TELL YOU HAPPY BIRHTDAY ANGEL AND MOMMY LOVES YOU BUNCHES AND I HOPE YOU HAVE A WONDERFUL BIRTHDAY UP IN HEAVEN I KNOW YOU WILL BE CELEBRATING IT WITH YOU GREAT GRANDMA AND GRANDPA BURNS, AND YOUR GREAT GRANDPA WEBORG I KNOW HE CAN BE A SOUR BUTT BUT HE IS REALLY AB OLD SOFTIE. SO IF YA COULD TELL ALL OF THEM I LOVE THEM AND MISS THEM BUNCHES. SO I AM GONNA GO FOR NOW AND I LOVE YOU AND HAVE A BEAUTIFUL BIRTHDAY IN HEAVEN.
Saturday, September 8, 2007 - YOUR MOMMY
Dear Cookie Boy Lazarus,
Sweet little grandson, I am so sorry that I haven't written you in so long. Your little sister is growing up really fast. She will be 1 in a month. Your "Angel Day" is in a few weeks, it will be 3 years since I held you and we laughed together.i miss that. Your mommy and daddy are doing fine. Although I haven't seen your daddy in a while. I do see him traveling around town from time to time. Did you meet your cousin David when he got there 2 weeks ago? He is a good guy that died too soon from lukemia. He was only 18. I guess you will learn to skateboard in Heaven now that he is there to show you. Pay attention, He is really good! Lazer, will you do namma a favor? I haven't gotten to see you in my dreams in a long time. Will you come see me soon? I miss you soooo much. I will give your mommy and sister a kis from you. and I promise that I won't take so long to write next time.
Saturday, September 8, 2007 - Love you Honey, Namma Jonna
My Precious Angel Alina Nevaeh
Hey baby, it hasnt been a month since you have been gone and oh how it hurts so much. I love you and miss you and there is a void inside me that I know will never be filled. A piece of mommy went with you Li-Li. Is it beautiful in heaven? It must be since you are there. I dont know why god called you home, but I wish he had taken me instead of you.I love and miss you so much and I know we will reunite one day. Dont ever forget it sweet baby.
Saturday, September 8, 2007 - Mommy
My Dearest Hailey
Mommy misses you so much I cant even begin to tell You every thing that I want to or need to You know about Your sister and how much i want her home and u also know that u were goning to be an aunt but that baby is also in heaven with u i hope that u dont blame mommy for any thing im so sorry that i couldnt save u if i could change things i would u are still my baby and always will be many hugs and kisses
Saturday, September 8, 2007 - mommy
My precious Oliver,
Hi beautiful baby!! Auntie misses you so much today. I miss you everyday and every minute but some are so much harder than others. The thunder is rumbling right now, I like to pretend it's you telling me and Grandma D hi. Grandma is not good today either. She misses you like we all do. Mommy is still trying to be strong for your new brother or sister, please keep her safe baby. I miss your wonderful laugh, songs and happy baby screams. You had the biggest little man voice in the world. It was so perfect. You were so perfect. I don't sleep very well anymore but when I do I think about you at least once a night in my dreams. I miss you Oliver, I worry about you. Grandma tells me not to because you are with so many wonderful people. I hope they are taking good care of you. I would give anything to have you in my arms for ten more minutes, I can't even imagine how mommy feels. Uncle Roger wrote a song for you, I'm trying to put lyrics to it but it's too hard right now. It's a beautiful song, you would have loved to dance to it. You be good baby and take care of mommy and grandma for me, okay? I love you with all my heart and soul and miss you more than anything in this world. Keep rumbling that thunder baby boy. I'll talk to you soon. I LOVE YOU OLIVER!
Friday, September 7, 2007 - Love Always, Auntie Danie
Dear Roman
Hey baby boy. Did you hear me talking to you last night? I still can't find your ring, will you help me out? We met a new friend today and she wants to see your pictures. I promised I would bring them down tomorrow. I can't remember if I told you or not, but your tree is planted in the backyard. It is called a Japanese snowbell tree, it is beautiful just like you are. We are going to try to come to your cemetary soon. Please let me know what you want put on your stone. I was thinking of the saying "Some people dream of angels, but we had the chance to hold one in our arms" What do you think of that? Please let me know tonight when we talk what you want me to put. I'll meet you in your garden between 1:00am and 3:00am. I love you Romey, please tell everyone up there they hold a special place in my heart. I played with Silas today, he is me and mommys friends baby (Jake and Charisa). WE LOVE YOU SO MUCH ROMAN. Please talk to us sometime. Please sleep with your momma and let her know that you are there. I love you FOREVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER.
Thursday, September 6, 2007 - Your mommy and Daddy
My Angel, Kaden
Hi boo boo! Tomorrow is the anniversary of the day you gained your precious wings. I just wanted to tell you that you are in my thoughts every day! I miss you sooooooooooooooo
ooooooo much!!!!! Sorry I haven't written to you in a while but that doesn't mean I don't stare at you everyday and talk to you at night. The whole family misses you and thinks about you. Tomorrow I will light a candle for you and I hope you see it shining bright from up in the heavens! I love you my precious angel!
Wednesday, September 5, 2007 - Your Auntie Jennifer
Dear Roman
Hey my little guy. How are things up in Heaven? I thought alot about you yesterday. I hope you are happy to be with your family. I pray to our heavenly father every day to take the best care of you. You are special. We are going to have another yard sale soon. Please visit grandma Maryalice and tell her how much we need her and how much we appreciate her. Please tell Grandma Helen how much I miss her and I think about her every single day. Roman, I love you so much. I know I could have been a better father, you and Julian deserve the best. Jules misses you so much. I cry inside every time I see a baby or a pregnant lady. Would you listen if I read you your Dr. Seuss books? Please let me know today and I will read you one for bedtime. I wish we could take baths together and have bubbles. I would put bubbles on your head and make you a mohawk. You are the most beautiful baby in the world. I will NEVER EVER forget you. Please help me find our ring, I misplaced it yesterday. I promise to wear it every day of my life as a reminder of you. I love you Roman, I promise to write to you soon. I love you.
Wednesday, September 5, 2007 - Your Daddy
AJ
Hey baby boii, we miss and love you very much! Your birthday is just around the corner & I wish you were here so we could celebrate together as a family, like its suppose to be! But thats not how its going to be so I have to deal with it! But we miss and love you and I want you to know that son okay! WE LOVE YOU WE LOVE YOU WE LOVE YOU & WE MISS YOU WE MISS YOU WE MISS YOU!! WE LOVE AND MISS YOU AJ!!
Tuesday, September 4, 2007 - xoxoxoxox Daddy, Mommy, Meekah & Baby
Dearest Lil Pito
Hey my lil fat man, I love and miss you so much. I cant beleive that in one month it has been a whole year since you went to sleep and never woke up.Sometimes it still feels like yesterday and some days it feels like forever since I got to see your sweet face, hear your big boy laugh.I know by now you and Tanner would be the best of buddies, you know were running low on lil boys in the family. When your mommy had you I was so excited, finally another boy!You grew so fast.At only 7 mnths you were as big as Tanner at two, I cant even imagine how big you are now! Sometimes I try but I still see my lil man as the way you left.Its still hard some days. Still not having an answer only SIDS.I hope you are having so much fun in heaven with all your new friends and I hope you remember how much we love and miss you here. You will be in my heart forever and ever. I love you Lil Pito, I love you so so much!
Tuesday, September 4, 2007 - Love Always, Aunt Carolyn
MOMMY'S ANGEL BRAXTON
SISSY WANTED YOU TO KNOW THAT SHE HAD A GREAT BIRTHDAY PARTY AND SHE LOVES THE GIFT YOU GOT HER.(ANGEL WING STONE AND PRAYER BOOK). IT TOOK ALL I HAD TO KEEP FROM CRYING WHEN SHE OPENED IT. YOU WILL HAVE A BIRTHDAY IN A LITTLE MORE THAN 5 MONTHS. BABY WHATS MOMMY GOING TO DO WITHOUT YOU HERE FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY? I MISS YOU SO MUCH. I WOULD GIVE ANYTHING TO BE HOLDING YOU IN MY ARMS RIGHT NOW. I DONT THINK I REALLY EVER LET YOU LAY DOWN WHILE YOU WERE HERE WITH ME. MOMMY'S CAN DO LOTS OF THINGS WHILE HOLDING THIER BABIES. I GOT TO LEARN HOW TO MAKE IT ALL WORK AGAIN THERE IS A LITTLE MORE THAN 5 YEARS BETWEEN YOU AND BAILEY AND I STILL REMEMBERED HOW TO HOLD YOU AND WASH DISHES AND FIX BOTTLES. NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE IF YOU TRY. THE CROSS ON YOUR AND YOUR BROTHERS GRAVES ARE VERY PRETTY AT NIGHT WHEN THEY ARE ALL LIT UP. THE BRIGHTEST STAR IN THE SKY IS YOU SHINNING DOWN ON US EVERY NIGHT WHEN ITS TIME FOR BED. BABY WE KNOW THAT YOU ARE WATCHING OUT FOR US EACH AND EVERY DAY. I WISH THAT I COULD GO BACK IN TIME AND HAVE YOU HERE WITH ME AGAIN AND FOR THIS TO HAVE NEVER HAPPENED. THIS IS JUST A VERY BAD NIGHTMARE AND ONE DAY MAYBE I CAN WAKE UP AND SEE THAT. I DO NOT SEE THIS EVER GETTING EASY TO DEAL WITH FOR ME. IT SEEMS LIKE THERE IS A VERY BIG PART OF ME GONE. YOUR COUSIN CIDNEY IS ALMOST 3 MO. OLD NOW AND I STILL CAN NOT MAKE MYSELF GO AND SEE HER. I AM AFRAID AND I DO NOT WANT TO MAKE THINGS WORSE ON MYSELF. EVERYONE IS MAD AT ME AND DADDY BECAUSE WE WANT SEE HER BUT MAYBE ONE DAY THEY WILL UNDERSTAND. I WANT YOU AND ONLY YOU. BAILEY TALKS ABOUT YOU ALL THE TIME I WISH I COULD HELP HER UNDERSTAND. SHE IS DOING SO GOOD IN SCHOOL AND LEARNING SO MUCH. SHE HAS LEARNED A MONTHS OF THE YEAR SONG AND SHE CAN COUNT TO 20 AND A WHOLE LOT OF OTHER THINGS. SHE CAN COLOR SO GOOD, SHE HAS COLORED YOU A LOT OF PICTURES AND PUT THEM IN ENVELOPES TO SEND THEM TO YOU AND I TRY TO TELL HER THAT WE CAN'T PUT THEM IN THE MAIL. I WISH HEAVEN HAD A PHONE NUMBER SO WE COULD TALK TO YOU EVERY DAY AND HERE YOUR VOICE. I WOULD LOVE TO HEAR YOU CRY IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT WHEN YOU WAKE UP FOR A BOTTLE AGAIN. AND I WOULD LOVE TO GET UP AND SIT WITH YOU UNTIL YOU ARE READY TO GO BACK TO SLEEP. BABY I JUST WISH I COULD HAVE YOU HERE IN MY ARMS FOREVER. BABY MOMMY'S GOT TO GO AND GET A FEW THINGS DONE. I WILL WRITE TO YOU AGAIN VERY SOON. MAYBE BAILEY CAN SEND YOU A LETTER ON HER ON SOON I AM SURE SHE HAS A LOT TO TELL YOU. NIGHT NIGHT BABY I LOVE YOU YOU'R MY ANGEL SWEET DREAMS. I LOVE YOU BRAXTON
Tuesday, September 4, 2007 - MOMMY
Sweet Baby Tyler
Mommy has been thinking about you all day I went to your grave 3 times Saturday and once today. I bought some things trying to make it look as nice as it possibly can. And it does look good. I hope you would be proud. I thought i was doing better Tyler but here it is at 1am and i can't sleep. I just want to hear you cry for a bottle one more time, and feed you, then lay in the bed with you and talk and goo till we fall back asleep. Tyler I miss you so much.I sit everyday and try to figure out why God has taken you from us. We loved you so much. But i can't think of anything or any reason. He must really know what he is doing to cause everyone so much pain. Mommy knows your being taken good care of but thats my job. I love you sweet angel.
Tuesday, September 4, 2007 - Love Always Mommy
My precious Baby Mary
Hi Sweet girl, I know I have not written much lately. I think it is so hard for me that I try and block it out. As you know, I have my issues with the whole Heaven and God thing. I hope there is a Heaven and I hope you are there and that when I die, i will go straight to Heaven and be with you and your brother, Cole. I wish I could be a big believer in God, but I can't believe there is a God that would allow so much pain. I dont care if he needed another angel, I need you. It has been over seven years and the pain, it seems, only sharpens. I can not even put into words how much I miss you and how I would give my life for 5 more minutes with you. I am so angry and confused. I guess I will never be able to comprehend this loss. I dont mean to sound so negative today, but I had a scare earlier and it brought back painful memories. Nancer bought Mommy a puppy, Coco. Well today Mommy was working on the porch and Coco was inside in the living room. I walked in and she had a packet of Moth away in her mouth that she had gotten out of a sweater box on the floor. Dont ask me how. Mommy saw her and ran her to the emergency vet clinic. I was shaking so hard that they had to take her out of my hands. The moth away ended up being non-toxic and she is fine. I was able to bring her home. That was not, obviously, the case with you and it brought those memories up. If there was anything I could have done, including giving my life for yours, I would have. Please know that and that I love you so much and miss you more than anyone could possibly know. I love you Baby Mary.
Monday, September 3, 2007 - Mommy loves Baby Mary
Hi my sweet angel
So much has happened since you've been gone, I don't really know where to start. I miss you baby and constantly wonder about what might have been, if you had stayed with us. I'm sure Uncle Michael is taking good care of you, please give him a big hug and kiss from me and tell him I love him. Your baby brother Theo is now 24 weeks old and your big brother Ewan is so proud of him, just as proud as he would have been of you! Ewan often thinks of you and just recently, when we went on holiday, he thought we might see you in heaven, as the plane flew through the clouds. He also pointed out the biggest and brightest star in the night sky and said it was you shining down on us and watching over us. I know it was! I hope you like the presents that we've left you. We'll visit again soon and I'll try not to cry. I love and miss you very much, I can cradle Ewan & Theo in my arms but I cradle you in my heart always. Goodnight, god bless and sweet dreams over the rainbow xxxx
Monday, September 3, 2007 - Mummy
To our sweet baby Joshua
You are our own sweet angel now, Joshua Matthew is your name, we're left not knowing why you've gone and no one is to blame. Your innocent heart and soul that is pure, has risen to god up above, we planted our kisses on your tiny face and sent you away with our love. We never got to hear your voice, or watch you as you grew, but you're always here within our hearts, our love for you strong and true. One day we'll be together again, that time will eventually come, everyday that passes from now until then, we'll be thinking of our beautiful son.
Monday, September 3, 2007 - love you always & forever Mummy & Daddy,
Dear Bailey Boo
I was just sitting here thinking about you today,it will soon be 5 years since you left us to be in heaven, I miss you as much today as I did the day you left us, I know Pap is there with you now and I know you and him are having happy times together. I miss you both very much and love you.
Monday, September 3, 2007 - Love Nana
Baby Tyler Morgan
Oh mommys sweet sweet angel. I miss you so much baby boy. Mommy thinks of you every minute of the day. I miss getting up to make your bottles at night, I miss hearing you say "I goo", I miss rubbing your soft face and your beautiful hair. Everytime i close my eyes i seen you and your happy. Mommy can't wait to see you again. I love you sweet angel.
Sunday, September 2, 2007 - Love Mommy
Joshua
Hey Babydoll. Thinking about you so always and missing you so so much! I just stopped in to say I love you sweetie and I know you are watching over me always. LOVE YOU!! XOXOXOXO
Saturday, September 1, 2007 - Mommy
BRAXTON
TODAY IS BAILEY'S BIRTHDAY AND NOW SHE IS 6 YEARS OLD. IT DOES NOT SEEM POSSIBLE. WE ALL MISS YOU AND LOVE YOU SO MUCH. WE TOOK YOURS AND BROTHERS CROSSES TO THE GRAVE YARD AND THEY LOOK SO PRETTY AT NIGHT. THEY ARE REALLY BRIGHT SO THAT EVERYONE WILL KNOW THAT MY ANGELS ARE THERE. BAILEY WNATS ME TO TELL YOU THAT SHE LOVES YOU AND ALWAYS WILL SHE WISHES THAT YOU WERE HERE SO THAT SHE COULD TAKE CARE OF YOU. WELL THURSDAY YOU HAD BEEN GONE FOR 5 MONTHS AND THAT DOES NOT SEEM POSSIBLE AT ALL. YOU WERE 6 MONTHS OLD ON THE 22nd OF AUGUST AND IT SEEMS LIKE YESTERDAY THAT YOU WERE BORN. BABY MOMMY HAS GOT TO GO AND GET THINGS READY FOR SISSY'S BIRTHDAY PARTY LET HER KNOW THAT YOU ARE HERE WITH HER. I GOT A GIFT FOR YOU TO GIVE HER. WE LOVE YOU SO MUCH BRAXTON AND ALWAYS WILL.
Saturday, September 1, 2007 - LOVE YOU ALWAYS, MOMMY
Alexis Kennedi
Hey baby girl it's mommy I just wanted to write you a little letter. I hope you had the best birthday party ever. I know it had to be awesome I wish I could be there with you baby. I love you so much and miss you more than I can explain. Me, Daddy, and sissy went to your grave today and put 2 balloons that said Happy Birthday Princess I thought they were so pretty, and we sent you a pink happy birthday balloon to you in heaven. I can't believe you would have been 1 year old today. Time flies by and it seems so unreal. Well it's just been like a night mare I wish I could just wake up from since the day you left us to go to heaven. I know you are in a great place but you were so healthy and beautiful and I just don't understand why God needed you so soon. Maybe he will choose me soon so I can come to see you and be like it use to be. For now I have to stay here and take care of sissy and Daddy. I have to be a mommy here 2. You and your sissy look a lot a like you are both so beautiful and God just blessed me with 2 wonderful little girls. I just wish that he could have left you here with us longer. Just watch over all of us and also Daddy, Mamaw, and Papaw wanted me to tell you they love you and to wish you happy birthday from them too. They miss you as much as we do. They are spoilin sissy until they get to see you again and then they will love on you too. Your sissy is already 7.5 weeks old and weighs 11.2lbs. She is growin up so fast too. Mommy is going to go for now I have to get in the bed. Maybe you will come and visit mommy in a dream for your birthday. I'll be waiting to see you. I love you so very much and can't wait to see my little angel again one day.xoxoxoxoxoxo
xoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Friday, August 31, 2007 - Love Always, Mommy, Daddy, Abigail(sissy)
My little buddy Kyan
Just wanted to drop you a quick note and let me know I am thinking about you. I think about you all the time everyday. I miss you so much I can not stand it. We should be having so much fun together. I think about you know being the big two years old and how much you would be talking and playing with your doggies. We would be having so much fun together. I talked to your grandma Barb and she said she you visited her the other night. You were walking down a path with your great grandpa and grandma. You were holding grandpa's hand with one hand and holding one of the ballons I sent you for your birthday in the other. I remember the walks we took around the cul-de-sac doing the exact same thing. I know you are having a good time with great grandpa in heaven. He always loved kids and I had so a good time with him here on earth. If you could find a way I would love for you to visit me in my dreams and let how you are doing. I miss you greatly and can not wait until we are together again. I count the days until we are together again forever this time. Think of you always.XOXOXOXOX
OXOXOXOXO
Friday, August 31, 2007 - Daddy
Brionna Paige Shelton
Brionna, You came into our lives for a short time and then back to God. Who i guess needed you very much. I will always love you and miss you very much. You were a perfect little baby. One day I will see you again and hold you and kiss your little cheeks like I did when I held you for those 7 weeks of joy. remember me I will always remember you. I love you little one your grandma Kim
Friday, August 31, 2007 - kimmyshelton@comcast.net
My Baby Boii AJ
Good Morning my love, just got into work and wanted to stop by and let you know that I'm thinking about you all the time! I miss you son, I can't believe its going to be September soon, which means ur birthday is right around the corner. I'm excited but only because its a celebration, we should be planning a birthday party and not doing something in remembrance of you! I love you son and I miss you very much. All the okay here with us. Daddy is still busy working, your brother is still ulavale and I'm still pregnant and busy with life. I enjoy my life and I am happy, but not complete, not with out you son! I hope you know how much we love and miss you son! Take care of yourself and send our love to all the family up there, especially your brother and Papa Afi! We loves you baby boii and miss you always!
Thursday, August 30, 2007 - xoxoxoxox Daddy, Mommy, Meekah & Baby
rhianna green hi baby girl
mommy daddy courtney-dee paige, curtis nanny and all your family miss u so much, we cannot describe how much it hurts that you are not with us anymore, we are all still heartbroken and none of us will ever forget you. Every day that passes gets harder knowing that you will never be back and we will never see that beautiful little face of yours again, even though your not with us today you will always live on in our hearts, well got to go now cant think what else to write except we love you and miss you and we always will until next time sleep tight darling.
Thursday, August 30, 2007 - mommy, daddy and everyone who loves you
Make it stop/Jaydyn Michael Mayer
There has to be a way to make this stop. I'm not trying to be selfish. But I want my son back. I know that everything happens for a reason. But why this should be a part of life is beyond me. Jaydyn I know you are being looked after. I know you are okay. I know that your sister and I will be fine. But life will never be the same without you. Your in Heaven now looking down on us. Although we wish you were here with us so we could be looking after you. I promise you I will never quit looking for an answer to this horrible tragedy. You deserve that. We love you!
Wednesday, August 29, 2007 - Mommy and Mikaila
My little Seth(Setharoonie)
It has been a little over 3 weeks since I last saw your beautiful face. I never dreamed that it would be the last time. I miss you so much that it is hard to breath. I pray that you are flying with the little cherubs and enjoying the life after death. I am not sure how to survive without your perfect smile, but I guess all I can do is take it breath by breath. I only hope that you knew how much we all love you. I hope that we will be together again one day. You were the greatest thing that ever happened to your Dad, sisters, brother, and me. You will forever be in our hearts.
Tuesday, August 28, 2007 - mom
My AJ
Goodmorning My Love! Just wanted to stop by and say good morning to you and let you know that I'm already thinking about you and I just got to work! So how are things in Heaven!? I bet they're just beautiful! Please send my love to the family thats up there, Papa, Unko Ao, Unko Salamo, Grandma Taulago, and Grandpa Keila and of course your brother King! We miss you hunnie! And I just wanted to let you know that! Take care sweetie and I'll write you again soon! I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU SOOOOO MUCH! WE ALL DO BABY BOII!!
Tuesday, August 28, 2007 - xoxoxoxox Daddy, Mommy, Meekah & Baby
my little man jack
hay up mate i didnt no about this site till the other day.well mate it will soon b a year sins you had to go(5th sept 06)y we dont no.we miss u so verry much gracey your twin sister is so big now but she noes you are not ther even tho she is onley 18m its realy werd cos she talks to you wen we come see u and waves wen we leave but u no that any way its not the same with out you.Harrison keeps askin if we will ever bring you bk from the hospital its so hard to tell him hes onley 4 he does not no ellieann is ok she missers you like mad and as 4 morgan it hurts her so much she hardley talks bless her.your dad is fine he copes in his own way.and as 4 me i have to get on with stuf even tho all i realy want to do is hold you in my arms again i miss you like mad we all do.any way we have to go mate i will see you realy soon be a good boy my little man xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
xxx
Tuesday, August 28, 2007 - mamam,daddy,harrison,ellieann,morgan and grace xxxxxxxxxxx
MY LITTLE CHUNKY MONKEY BRAXTON
BABY, I MISS YOU SO MUCH. I WENT TO THE GRAVEYARD LAST NIGHT AND ALL I COULD DO WAS CRY. I KNOW YOU WERE THERE WITH ME BECAUSE I COULD FEEL YOU WATCHING ME. I KNOW THAT YOU WERE SAYING MOMMY PLEASE DON'T CRY BUT I CAN'T HELP IT. I THINK ABOUT MY ANGEL BABY EVERY SECOND OF THE DAY. I JUST WISH THAT YOU WOULD HAVE HAD MORE TIME HERE WITH ME. I GOT YOU A CROSS FOR THE GRAVE AND I AM GOING TO PUT IT ON THERE TOMARROW. JUST TAKE MY HAND AND WALK WITH ME DOWN THIS LONG ROAD UNTIL WE ARE TOGETHER AGAIN. BAILEY'S BIRTHDAY IS SATURDAY AND WE WOULD REALLY LIKE FOR YOU TO BE HERE WITH US SO THAT YOU CAN WATCH HER OPEN HER GIFTS. BABY I GOT YOU SOMETHING TO GIVE HER AND I WILL WRAP IT AND TELL HER THAT IT IS FROM YOU. I NEED YOU HERE WITH ME SO THAT I DO NOT HAVE TO CRY ANYMORE AND I CAN GET SOME SLEEP AT NIGHT. YOU ARE A WONDERFUL BABY AND I AM PROUD TO SAY THAT YOU ARE MY SON. I TELL EVERYONE ABOUT YOU AND I ALWAYS WILL. I KNOW THAT YOU ARE HAPPY BUT YOUR LEAVEING HAS LEFT ME A VOID THAT NO ONE CAN FILL. BAILEY SAID TO TELL YOU THAT SHE LOVES YOU AND MISSES YOU. SHE DID NOT GET TO GO TO SCHOOL TODAY BECAUSE SHE WAS RUNNING A FEVER. SHE SAID THAT SHE WANTED TO SPEND TIME WITH ME.MAYBE SHE WILL BE BETTER SO SHE CAN GO TO SCHOOL IN THE MORNING. BABY I MISS YOU AND WANT YOU IN MY ARMS. I AM GOING TO LET YOU GO TO SLEEP NOW. NIGHT NIGHT, I LOVE YOU, YOU ARE MY ANGEL, SWEET DREAMS. LOVE ALWAYS AND FOREVER, MOMMY
Tuesday, August 28, 2007 - MOMMY
My Dearest Phatdo AJ
Hey Boii, Mommy misses you so! How are you doing today!? As for me, I'm doing fine, still pregnant and wishing I would pop any time soon, but guess not lol! I ain't due for another 5 months. All things are good here, I guess. Daddy is still working hard, and busy w/the business. Mykah is doing fine, finally in underware and still misses you! He stills yells HI AJ when were passing the cemetary, he knows exactly when we're passing it too! And everytime we go there, he asks to stay w/you! He misses you so much! Just like the rest of us! Your birthday is drawing near and I think about it everyday, people been asking what I have planned and I keep saying I'm not sure yet! I wanna do something alone, but theres family that want to participate in celebrating your birthday! Which makes me feel good because I lets me know that they remember you & your birthday! Being pregnant around this time is weird though, I remember getting ready to be off from work for awhile because I knew your due date was soon, and I was excited to get off from work and just be with you and Mykah. And I miss being w/the two of you at home! Theres been a lot going on with everything, Mama still wants us to move in, and your Aunty Des told me she wants us to move in too. Which made me feel wanted you know! I mean I do wanna move in because I know how much we'll save and things like, and we'll be w/family, but I enjoy being on our own and doing our own thing and just being alone. Its nice to be alone in your own home. I know the move in would be temporary, but I'm just not sure yet! Anyways I still take things one day a time and I still talk to you and still cry for you! I was looking at your book at the grave and it really brought tears to my eyes on how much I miss you, then thinking about your birthday I just started sobbing uncontrollablly for you! I wish I could hold you again, kiss you, change your clothes, your diaper, feed you, hug you, hold you, look at you, play with you, talk to you face to face, just be with you again! I miss that feeling of holding you in my arms, grabbing you when you started crying. I miss making your bottles, doing your laundry, feeding you while watching tv. I miss staying up with you because you went to sleep so late. I miss Mykah being around you, wanting to play with you, wanting to kiss you, I miss those things. I miss when Daddy comes home and the first thing he does is come and takes you, from me and just start kissing you and talking to you, playing with you and your brother, I miss everything we've done with you. I miss getting you ready for church, changing your clothes because you spit up, I miss it all son! But most of all I miss YOU! I want you to know how much we think about you EVERYDAY, we love you son so much it does it hurt sometimes. But we know that you are in good hands and we trust in GOD in all his plans for you and for us! We're very happy with this pregnancy and glad to have another baby in our lives, I know that this is a blessing from not only GOD but from you as well son and I thank you for giving me another chance to have another baby, and hopefully another baby boy! So take care my love and always know we are thinking about you and missing you and always, always loving you baby boii! We always write our letters with lots of love, so take care baby boii and I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you! May I see you in my dreams tonight honey! I love you! We love you, we miss you, we love you tonz tonz and chokess more!
Monday, August 27, 2007 - xoxoxoxox Daddy, Mommy, Meekah & Baby
Cade Michael
Hey there! It has been quite a while since I have written you. I have had a really hard time lately. I have been dreaming about you quite a bit! I miss you so much and I love you always! Aunt Jamie's tattoo of you is on the website of the guy who did it! It looks awesome.you are close to her heart! Mommy is going to get you an arrangement for your resting place.it's been a while since I have done that. Grandma Pat went out to see you a couple of weeks ago. Mommy had to call the manager of the cemetary and tell him to make sure he checks on you and keeps your marker clean like Grandma Pat does. He is a very nice man. Kylie asks about you too, she wants to know how old you would be now! She is a good big sister. Her and Ayden both have birthdays coming up soon! October and November.they are always hard without you here. I miss you soooo very much and I love you with all my heart!
Monday, August 27, 2007 - Mommy
Joshua
Hey Babydoll, I love you and miss you so so much. I still find it hard to beleive that its been over 2 years that you left to go to heaven. I hope all my kisses get to you up there and I just want you to know how much I love you and I that I think about you all the time. Mommy started school this Fall, Texas State University. Only 2 more years left and finally(After going to school for 7 years off and on) I will have my degree. hopefully. Best wishes and tons of love, hugs and kisses for you and all your friends up there. XOXOXOXO Love you Forever Honey!!
Sunday, August 26, 2007 - Mommy
My precious Jaycee Marie
Hey baby girl, Grandma just wanted to let you know,your family did the SIDS walk yesterday. 13 of us walked, Daddy, Mommy, Justin, Heather,Grandma, Aunt Missy, Aunt Chele, Aunt Diane, Dana, Brice, Brayden, Tristan and K'Lyn you were on our minds and in our hearts each step of the way. Each of us cried as they read your name and we released the balloons with your name on them. I hope you got them all. Every day is a struggle for Grandma to get through,I miss my three grandbabies so much! I would give everything I have to have you, Carter and Kayleigh back with us, to hold, hug and kiss, it just doesn't seem fair that one family should have to give up three precious babies in 16 months. Please tell Carter and Kayleigh I love them and miss them so very much. I am sending lots of hugs and kisses to all three of you.
Sunday, August 26, 2007 - XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO Grandma Deb
Dear Anderson
Hi baby! I know that it has been a long time since Mommy has written. I am sorry - I started school the other day. I had a hard time on Wednesday because I should have been picking you up from the sitter and enjoying the rest of the day with you. Another first.I think about you thousands of times during the day and wonder what you would be doing. Auntie Mirielle is going to have a baby- she finds out how many on Tuesday. Thank you for helping her out - I know that you had something to do with it working this time! Keep looking out for me, daddy and the baby. Bye bye baby - momma love you! XOXOXOXOXOXO
Sunday, August 26, 2007 - Love Forever, Mommy
Grayce Marie
Hey Sweet Girl! Just wanted to let you know I was thinking about you. I will never forget you sweet girl. I just wanted to say hi and let you know I love you. I will always remember holding you that last time. I love you Grayce.
Saturday, August 25, 2007 - Melissa
My precious Oliver,
One month ago today you said goodbye to us. Not a single day has been easy but I just try to concentrate on all the smiling you did. You loved to smile. I hope you are in Heaven dancing, you loved to dance. We miss you so much baby, wish I was holding you in my arms right now. Mommy is trying to stay strong for the new baby so you keep her safe for us, okay? With all my heart I love and miss you Oliver. Please don't ever think we will forget you, we will remember you everyday for the rest of our lives. Promise. Goodnight sweet baby. Talk to you soon. I miss you.
Saturday, August 25, 2007 - Love you SO SO much, Aunt Danie
MY ANGEL BABY BRAXTON
BABY MOMMY MISSES YOU AND I WANT TO HOLD YOU IN MY ARMS AND KISS YOU ALL OVER. I AM SENDING YOU THIS LETTER TO LET YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU. MOMMY THINKS ABOUT YOU EVERY DAY AND I MISS YOU MORE AND MORE EVERY DAY. BABY IT IS SO HARD NOT HAVEING YOU HERE IN MY LIFE BUT I WILL ALWAYS HAVE YOU HERE IN MY HEART AND YOU WILL BE EVERYWHERE I GO. THERE ARE SOMETHINGS THAT I MAY NEVER UNDERSTAND AND A WHOLE LOT OF QUESTIONS THAT WILL NEVER BE ANSWERED THAT I WANT TO KNOW. THE MOST IMPORTANT THING IS THAT YOU KNOW THAT I LOVE YOU WITH ALL OF MY HEART AND SOUL. I JUST WISH THAT I COULD HAVE YOU HERE WITH ME SO THAT I COULD SEE YOUR SMILEING FACE AND HOLD YOU IN MY ARMS FOREVER. IF I COULD HOLD YOU AGAIN I PROMISE I WILL NEVER LET YOU GO. IT SEEMS LIKE YOU HAVE BEEN GONE FOREVER ON SOME DAYS AND THEN IT SEEMS LIKE YESTERDAY ON OTHER DAYS. MAKE SURE YOU GIVE MAMAW A KISS FOR ME AND TELL TONI AND GRANDPAW THAT I MISS. ONE DAY WE WILL BE TOGETHER AGAIN AND WHEN WE ARE I NEVER WANT TO LET YOU GO. BABY I KNOW THAT MAMAW AND GRANDPAW ARE WATCHING YOU AND I KNOW THAT THEY ARE HOLDING EVERY SECOND THAT THEY CAN. I JUST WISH THAT YOU WERE HERE WITH ME SO THAT I COULD BE THE ONE THAT IS HOLDING YOU NOW AND I COULD GIVE YOU ALL OF MY LOVE. BAILEY TALKS ABOUT YOU ALL THE TIME AND SHE MISSES YOU AND IT HURTS ME TO SEE HER CRY. SHE HAS STARTED SCHOOL NOW AND IS DOING GOOD SHE LIKES HER TEACHER AND HAS MADE SOME NEW FRIENDS AND SHE HAS TO TELL EVERYONE ABOUT HER BROTHER. SHE TOLD HER TEACHER THAT SHE GOT TO CHANGE YOUR DIAPERS AND GIVE YOU YOUR BOTTLES AND DO EVERYTHING FOR YOU. BABY MOMMY HAS GOT TO GO FOR NOW BUT I WILL BE SENDING YOU LOTS MORE LETTERS TO HEAVEN. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. WE LOVE YOU, MOMMY,DADDY,BAI
LEY,PAPAW,NANA,B
RITTANY, GRANDMAW RHONDA,GRANNY,PA
PAW,AUNT JENNIFER PAPAW SAID TO TELL YOU THAT HE MISSES HIS BABY BOY AND THAT ONE DAY HE WILL BE WITH YOU AGAIN. YOU ARE MOMMY'S LITTLE CHUNKY MONKEY I LOVE YOU BABY AND ALWAYS WILL.
Saturday, August 25, 2007 - MOMMY
My Sweet Joey,
I am missing you and hoping that you are enjoying all of your friends in Heaven. How I wish you were still here with me, but I know you are there taking care of all the littlest angels. I just want you to know how much I appreciate the 2 days you were with me. They were 2 of the most precious days of my life! You taught me so much in those 2 short days and I will be forever greatful fot that. There is so much I wish I would have been able to do with you, but I know someday when we meet again we will be able to do all of them! You helped me to become and are such a part of who I am today. I hope that you will keep an eye of all of Mom's new friends little ones. I know you know who they are all. Keep an eye on all the little ones, but a special one on all the ones that are the most special to me. I would greatly appreciate it and I know their Mommies will too.
Friday, August 24, 2007 - I will love you today, tomorrow and Always, Mom
I will hold you in heaven Mafe
I will hold you heaven my beautiful angel, I miss you so much but I know my Lord is taking care of you my baby, you are 5 years old now, you should be beautiful. I miss you Mafe, I miss you so much. I had many plans for you, I had many dreams but my hope is that I will see you in heaven my beautiful angel. Your mom born again when you died, I received Jesus Christ as my savior and he restored my life, my heart and I know he will give me the opportunity to see you face to face, I don’t know when my beautiful angel, I don’t know when, but I know I will see you in heaven. Te amo hija Your mom
Friday, August 24, 2007 - Claudia
Dear Braxton our sweet little Angel
Braxton, we want you to know that we love you and miss you. Mommy wishes that she could hold you in her arms and kiss you all over. Baby it is so hard to go on with my life with you not here in my arms. I know that you are here with me each and every day in my heart and you are the hand on my shoulder that helps me make it on the rough days. I hope you know how much we love you and that one day we will be together again. We all miss you and love you with all our hearts. Mommy,Daddy,Bai
ley,Papaw,Nana,B
rittany,Granny,P
apaw,Rhonda(gran
dmaw) and Great-Aunt Jennifer
Friday, August 24, 2007 - Mommy,Daddy,Bailey,Papaw,Nana,Brittany,Granny,Papaw
My Dearest Jessie
I had a dream last night I was holding you in my arms I blinked and then you were gone I woke up and realized it wasn’t a dream You were really gone in a blink I see your room and see you there Where you belong in your crib that you loved so much I hope I dream tonight If only to hold you for that one second in my arms I hope I dream tonight To see your beautiful blue eyes and gorgeous smile When I wake up You’ll be gone but my dream will keep me close When I wake up All my hurt will turn into love for those precious moments I only wish I could wake up from this dream It feels like a nightmare I only wish that I would see your big blue eyes smiling at me It would make my life beautiful again I only wish that …. Those wishes would come through I wrote that poem for you baby, I miss you so much it breaks my heart into a million pieces everytime I think of you. I love you so much
Wednesday, August 22, 2007 - Hugs and Kisses forever LOVE Mommy
AJ OUR PHATDO
How are you baby boy!? We miss you chokess u have no idea! Daddy has been really missing you lately! I hope you know how much we love and miss you son! things are still not the same, I still think about how things WOULD BE if you were here w/us! We miss you much son! Your brother is doing fine, hes still ulavale and don't listen but hes fine! He saying that this baby i'm pregnant with is a boy, and boy do I hope so! Your aunty Judy & aunty Pora are having girls, so I hoping I'm the one w/the boy, oh and your aunty Kerita is pregnant too. When we think about all the kids we have in the family now, you were the last boy we've had. So I'm hoping I'll continue the tradition and keep it boys in OUR OWN LIDDO FAMILY! Everyone is doing great, Noah is still big and ulavale, and talking a lot more now. Mama & Aunty Des are doing good as well. They both are busy w/work, mama still goes to bingo & Des is still in school. As for your grandparents they're doing fine as well. Grandma finally made it back from Alaska w/the other kids and I know Mykah is happy to have them back. You have another sister name Renella, Marlene & Manaia, they all are very beautiful! I know you would've loved them. Aunty Neta says she talks to Marlene about you and Unko Salamo. And your other sisters, Sitofa & Kamilah kiss your pin all the time and know your name, it brings tears to my eyes, but so much joy in my soul when I see & hear that, they know you at such a young age! We have such a great family son, and they love and miss you too! Aunty Siva & Aunty Sau turned & are turning 21, so it should be exciting, they'll be celebrating Aunty Sau's birthday in Vegas, which will be very memorable! We still havent decided what we're going to do for your birthday, theres been some suggestions, but still not sure yet! We're still busy w/our business and still making it work and grow, for our freedom to be full time parents for our kiddies! Oh how I wish you were here son! All your uncles are doing fine, the ones that work w/Daddy are still there, and doing good! Daniel, Shanaya should be starting school soon and hopefully soon Shayla will be up, even if it is just to visit. Your Unko Koke, Unko Salanoa & Unko Rob are in Iraq so please watch over them & Vaiula whos still there! Church is going well, the kids are busy w/performances & softball. Also getting back in the mode of school & fall sports! Your other grandparents are good too, they've joined the business and are very excited. Even the church has joined as well, and pray this all works well so we can help the church. Um, we haven't been going to support group, busy w/other things, but I'll probably be going in September, since your birthday is coming up, I'm looking forward to it, but then I'm dreading it at the same time, I don't know why but I am. I finally got to see a doctor, actually it was just a nurse, took some blood and some other stuff, but I will be staying there. Its a women's clinic right across the street from St Joes, where I gave birth to you, so I'll be giving birth there again. I'm actually going to have a midwife this time so I'm looking forward to it especially because shes female, her names Amanda. We still havent figured out any names yet, but we don't know what we're having either at least not until Sept. 6. So hopefully they'll tell us we're having another boy! *hopefully* but if not and I am having a girl then I would be happy as well! And I would still make her wear all your clothes hahaha! Anyways son, some days are good and some days are not so good! But GOD is good and has been by our side supporting like the LOVING father he is! Aunty Lili keeps me busy w/work and the business and I'm just really lucky to have her in my life. All in all I think the family is doing very well, all your brothers and sisters are doing great! Your Auntys & Uncles are all fine, busy w/work church & family! And all your grandparents are doing good too busy w/everything that life hands them! So baby boy, with this letter full of love know that w/our busy lives, I still think about you every minute of everyday and for the rest of my life! I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U! I MISS U I MISS U I MISS U I MISS U I MISS U I MISS U! MORE than I can ever type in a letter! You are always in my heart & soul, all of ours, especially US, daddy, mommy & meekah! WE LOVE YOU BABY BOII, OUR SON & BROTHER! WE LOVE U & WE MISS U CHOKESS AJ!!
Wednesday, August 22, 2007 - With all our LOVE xoxoxox Daddy, Mommy, Meekah & Baby!
My precious Oliver,
Hi sweet baby boy, Aunt Danie writing to you. It's been a couple weeks since you went to heaven and I just want you to know that with all my heart and soul I LOVE YOU. Your laugh forever plays in my mind and those eyes will forever melt my heart. I love you so much Oliver. Please keep everyone who loved you safe, especially mommy. You are going to be a big brother soon so we have to keep her strong. Grandma D sends her love too. I miss you baby, can't wait to get that dance you owe me. I'll write soon, promise. Goodnight Oliver.
Monday, August 20, 2007 - With ALL my love, Aunt Danie
Dear Evan,
Hi baby- happy belated birthday!!!! Did you like your flowers from us? Grandma put them on for me. I wish I could have been there- I will go see you as soon as I feel a little better. SO your sister is doing great- she is so cute. I can't thank you enough for taking such good care of her. I was so scared she was gonna come on your birthday but apparently she wanted her own so she came the day before. I can't believe you would be seven. Well I love you and I miss you like crazy- keep a good eye on everyone for me- Sending you millions of hugs and kisses to heaven.
Monday, August 20, 2007 - Forever and for always- Mommy, Jordan, and Jaiden
Hi there my Sweet Little Angle Ashlee
Hey there sweetheart! How is Aunt Angie's girl? I bet you are having so much fun up there with your mommy and Bobby and the rest of our family that is up there. We are all doing good here on earth missing you and your mommy every day. But it helps to know that you and her are up there watching over us. Your brother and sister are getting so big. So are your cousins. But you already knew that. Uncle Russell and I are doing GREAT. Your Mamma and Pappa and Uncle Bubba are doing good also. Mamma misses your mommy so much. I wish that I could take away some of her pain. I know that in time the pain well stop. I know that we will never forget you or your mommy. Well sweetie I just wanted you to know that I was thinking about you today like I do most day. I love you my sweet little Angle Ashlee
Monday, August 20, 2007 - Love always and forever Aunt Angie
Hi baby boy,
Roman, Its raining here on us. I hope you are happy and giving lots of hugs and kisses to our families and friends up there. We are going to plant your tree pretty soon, its beautiful just as you are. We are going to come visit the cemetary soon and get your stone done. Please tell grandma Helen I love her and grandpa Richard. Me and your momma are going to try to have another baby but remember you are always in my heart. I love you Roman. I will write you tomorrow. I love you, hugs and kisses.
Monday, August 20, 2007 - Your daddy
Dear Little Pito,
I love you! I love you so, so much. I think of you often, several times a day, every day. Every thing here has something at every turn that reminds me of you. I am getting used to being able to try and appreciate that I am getting beautiful thoughts because of YOU! My mostest beautiful little hop toady! Yep, I still cry, but I can feel grateful that I have such beautiful thoughts simply because of you. Imagine that! I told you your old abuela was working on herself! All by myself too! I have been stubbornly telling myself that I can do this, I know I can, I can get to a spot where my little hop toady can be proud of his abuela! Some how when I am in the right frame of mind you still bring me such joy, all I have to do is think of the silly things, the smile, the deep laugh. Trying to sneak my glasses away from me. I wish you were here in person still doing these crazy, fun, loud and cute things instead of me just remembering them. But since the only thing I can do IS just remember, then that is what I will do. And do it forever I will, I promise. I couldn't forget your beautiful little big boy self if someone tried to make me. Impossible! I will remember you and Love you forever! In 2 days we are leaving to get up to see your dada, yep he is graduating from basic training. And with your dada being gone for 3 months it makes it harder for the rest of us, because now we have 2 people we love to miss. If you do read or hear things we folks down here send up to you just know, everyone misses you, and loves you deeply. 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Monday, August 20, 2007 - Love always and forever, Abuela
Cadia Rose
August 19, 2007. You have been gone from us for two years now and it seems like yesterday. I love you and miss you so much. Today Grandma Sharon turned the big 6-0! I will always remember your angel day 8-17 is right before my birthday! We will never forget your smile and the joy you brought us. Your baby sister has the same beautiful smile and she is a very happy baby just like you. I am so proud of your Mommy and Daddy, too. They are doing ok, but miss you terribly as we all do. Keep smiling down on us all, sweetie!
Monday, August 20, 2007 - Grandma Sharon
My sweet Baby Boy TJ
It's been almost 2 months now that you have been gone. Not one day goes by that I don't think about you. Everyday I think of what I would do to get you back. Mommy loves you soooo much. Just a few days before you left, we sat there together speaking to one another. I would talk to you and wait for you to respond with your sweet cooing sounds. And then you would look up at me with those big blue eyes and just giggle. I miss that. I don't think that we finished our conversation and one day mommy will be right by your side again so we can finish our talk. I miss you so much. My heart aches for you. You brought so much joy to your daddy and I, and also your sister and brother. You are so special to us and I want you to know how you changed our lives forever. We are so proud of you so spread those angel wings high and just know that we will be with you soon. I love you my precious baby boy.
Sunday, August 19, 2007 - Mommy
Dear Adia
I miss you so much.When i herd that you where gone i went in to my room and i would not come out finely my best friend Sydney Carroll came in and helped me.I miss you,I miss you,miss you,I miss you.I love you
Sunday, August 19, 2007 - Sister,Corrina
Hello Sweet Lambchop,
I'm missing you so much. Friday marked the 3 month mark of your angelversary.My numbness is wearing off and it's hitting me so hard. How can I go on without you? How can Jayden go on without his baby brother that he loves and misses so much? We miss you, Liam.Not a moment goes by where you aren't on my mind. I think about you and what we'd do if you were here, and all of the love you would feel. I hope you can feel it in Heaven. I hope you can hear me talking to you, and I hope you can hear Jayden talk about you. We carry your pictures everywhere we go. We are so proud that you are ours. I'm at this point where I'm back to thinking "what if's" and I'm trying not to. Through all of the hurt, and all of the heartbreak, I keep reminding myself that I truly am lucky, you are my son. Nobody elses. I am so lucky to have had our time together, Lambchop. I was told that someday, years will have passed since your passing, but no amount of time will ever add up to our 5 1/2 weeks together, and that's so true. Time slips away, but those moments and those memories never will. I love you more and more everyday, and I always will. Sending kisses and hugs up to you, sweetheart. I love you!
Sunday, August 19, 2007 - Mommy <3
reagan
I don't know where to begin.I never thought i could miss someone so much.I remember how long it took your mommy to talk me into going into the delivery room with her and i am so happy that I did.You were so beautiful. As soon as i saw you I started thinking about all the fun things I was going to do with you and teach you about.I'm mad at the world for taking you away from us so soon. I'm mad at myself for moving away from you and missing the last three weeks of your life.I know everybody says this but I wish I would have held you a little longer and kissed you more the last time I saw you.I took it for granted that I would see you at Christmas time for your first Christmas. I will never forget when I got that awful phone call here it is almost 9 months later and I still can not believe that you are really gone. Everybody loves you and we all miss you so much.Keep watching over your mommy and daddy for me,I know you are, and I hope you know how much they both love you and miss you.I hold onto the fact that there just has to be a heaven and I know you up there happy as can be walking around and talking. I wish I could have heard you say your first word and watched you take your first step.I think about you all the time and wonder what you would be getting into now.I think about you every day.It's so hard to end this letter to you because I don't want to say good bye to you again.So instead I'm going to say I love you and I pray that I will see you again,and I will talk to you soon.
Sunday, August 19, 2007 - aunt jenny
My Dearest Joey,
I am just missing you tonight and wanted to let you know how much I still and always will love you. You will always be my little boy even though in just over 2 months you will be 16. I am trying to plan something very special for you birthday, just not sure how to talk to your Dad about it. I have a favor to ask. I found this web site through a really special lady who lost her little one the same way we lost you. Would you please keep an eye on him. Also, lately as I am sure you already know, I have met some really great Moms who have lost little ones in so many different ways. Will you please keep an eye on all of their little ones also. I know you are up in the angel room taking care of so many already but I really would appreciate it if you would just keep a special eye on them all. I know you already know every one of them. I have come to a new appreciation of dragonflies and butterflies lately and Friday was so wonderful with the 12 dragonflies and 5 butterflies playing after the storm we had. I do hope you sent them and were letting me know that you are okay and enjoying all of your friends. I am hoping that you were trying to tell me you already met so many of Mom's new friends little ones and that was your way of showing me you are already keeping a special watch on them. Well, I guess it is time for me to go to bed. I just want you to know as always, I love you Today, Tomorrow and Always.
Saturday, August 18, 2007 - All my love, Mom
Hi Joey my baby,
I'm really missing you right now, so I'm going to go over and visit your grave ok. I have some things that I brought back from Newfoundland to put on there. I love you and miss you so much and I wish i could cuddle you in my arms, that would be a huge compfort to me right now. I will hold you again someday my boootiful baby boy, all in God's time.Mommy will try to be strong.
Saturday, August 18, 2007 - Jessie Callahan
Dear Roman
Hey Romey, Today is the first day me and your mommy and our friend Amie are going to go to Saturday Market. Remember all the good times there? I miss you so much, sometimes it is unbearable. Your mommy and I cry every day. I hope that you are having fun with your family in heaven. Make sure to give my grandma a kiss and a hug and my dad (your grandpa) too. Be sure to stay little, I can't wait to raise you, I am so jealous of all the babies I see everyday. The night you turned in to an angel was the saddest night I have ever had in my life. I love you Romey, please send a sign that you are with me and your mommy today, it would make us feel so good. I love you more than you can imagine.
Saturday, August 18, 2007 - Your Daddy and Mommy
Jordan
Today is your birthday. You would have been 2. I brought you some flowers and a little truck. I sure do wish you were here though so I could have spent way too much money and bought you way too much stuff and hugged you and kissed you. Instead of sitting at your grave and missing you. I love you soooo much and your sisters are definitly missing out on having a wonderful little brother. we love you J.J.
Friday, August 17, 2007 - your mommy, Jeannie
Evan Michael Terry
Oh Evan, Every year that goes by I miss you more and more. I wonder what your voice would sound like. Or would you look like Daddy or Mommy (or even Grammy). I hope you are happy in Heaven. On your fourth birthday we will let baloons go into the sky so grab onto one. I LOVE YOU
Friday, August 17, 2007 - All my love Grammy (Denise)
Kyan,
How are things going little buddy? It's been a week or so since I wrote so I wanted to drop you a quick note. I have been thinking about you a lot and how you would have enjoyed our new neighborhood. I have seen lots of kids around your age that you could have gotten to know. It make me sad each time I see one out in the yard playing with there Dad. Some of my best memories are of you and I outside playing in the yard or going for a walk around the cul-de-sac. I would give anything to be able to do that again with you. I hope you and great grandpa are able to go for walks up in heaven together since you enjoyed that so much here on earth. I need to get back to work so I am going to go. I will write back soon. I miss you so much it hurts. With all the love in my heart. XOXOXOXOXOXO
Friday, August 17, 2007 - Daddy
Cadia
Hey sweet little girl of mine. Your mother and I miss you soo much. We talk about you all the time to your little sister. We watched the DVD of your pics the other day and Lola was laughing when she saw you. I was crying but it made me smile to know that you were lighting up her life as you did for me and you mom. We are spending the day together today to remember you. You would have been almost 2 years and 4 months old running around helping out with your sister. Thank you for all the lesson of life you taught me. I love you.
Friday, August 17, 2007 - Daddy
Dear Cadia
It has been two years, since you have left us. I can't believe it. I remember that day so clear in my head. I couldnt believe the words I was hearing, that you were gone. I am sorry that I could not be there to celebrate your life. I was in the hospital at the time. I think about you everyday and know that you are watching over your little sister and mom and dad you will have a place in my heart forever
Friday, August 17, 2007 - Aunt Kelly
Little Baby Aubrey,
I am writing to tell you how much I miss you. I know that you would be six months old this month. I am not seeing any of your firsts!!! I am not there to watch you, cheer you on or protect you. I am sorry babydoll. I miss you and I would do anything in the world to bring you back to be with me. I would go anywhere and do anything. Your sisters ask about you all the time and wonder what it is like in Heaven with Pappy. MeMe said that she knows Pappy is taking care of you and not laying you down for a minute. I know Pappy and that is the truth you will never lay in a bed and take your nap, you will lay in his arms and take it!! I want you to know that just because I don't write you everyday doesn't mean that I don't think about you. I think about you every second!! You have changed my life forever!!!! I miss you like crazy!!
Thursday, August 16, 2007 - Love you with everything, Mommy
Ciara Rae
My darling little Sugie, Oh how I miss you terribly. I am so sad as it has been one year since you went to heaven. It feels like just yesterday we had to deal with your loss. Then in other ways I feel it's been longer. I struggle daily with the thought that I can't smell your sweet breath, your feet, and the smell of you when you hadn't bathed yet. You had the best smell in the world. You were like my little candy. I would give anything to be able to kiss your soft lips and smell your sweet breath. I will wait patiently to be with you. Father Tim will be dedicating tomorrow's mass to you. He remembers baptizing you and knows what a hard time we have all had with your loss. Oh I would do anything in the world to have you back. I will continue to pray for you and your brother, Paul. I know that you two are in heaven and praying for us but want to ask that you two continue to pray for us. Pray that we are worthy to be with you two again in God's kingdom. Oh my darling Sugie, I send my 100 hugs and kisses daily. I still wait for you to visit me in my dreams. I still sing "Can't touch this" every time at the cemetary. Sometimes I sing it at work and they know that I'm thinking of you. They know that I'll be headed to the cememtary right after work when I sing that song. May God Bless you and know that I will always love you as much as the day I knew I was pregnant with you. You were the best baby any mother could ask for but that I was blessed with. Although you left us after 3-1/2 short months, I will always feel blessed for having you in my life. I love you my baby daughter and so does daddy.
Wednesday, August 15, 2007 - Love mommy
Dear Lil Pito
Hey my lil man , just wanted to tell you I miss you so so much and Love you so much! I see now I keep following your Abuela in writing you letters.She gave me some clothes for Tanner yesterday and he just loved them! Before I went to pick them up we were teasing if you were still here they would fit you and Tanner would be taking your hand downs.Such a big boy you are.We all really miss you so much Lil Pito. Everyday something reminds me of you. I wish we could still be holding you in our arms even though by now you would be wiggling away wanting to run and play and get into everything.Alrig
ht lil man Im going to go for now got to finish work, love and miss you forever and ever
Wednesday, August 15, 2007 - Love Always, Aunt Carolyn
Dear Little Pito,
I miss you so much,little hop toady. I do. I thought I would go out to the beach myself the other evening since I used to enjoy it so much. But it wasn’t a good thing, it just caused me to act like a big sissy. Being out in the quiet all by myself was just too much. I was watching the waves and walking along and picking up an occasional sea shell. I noticed a family on the other side of the breaker wall, they had several kids, one that made me think of you and that was all she wrote. All I could think of was how you loved it when your daddy and mommy took you to the beach, and how I could be or should be digging in the sand and checking out the sea critters with my little grandson. Without some one else there to redirect my thoughts I couldn’t turn the sadness off. So I kept telling myself, let it pass, it’s okay to cry, you’re supposed to cry when you’re sad, just don’t get crazy about it. So I was crying but doing okay, but feeling bad enough that I am not going to go off to a quiet place on my very own again any time soon. I used to love escaping to the parks and the beach, I will again. I’m working on it. I think the trick may be to take a book, I used to take books to read when I went places alone, maybe that’s the trick. I wish I could figure out the tricks, my word bird. It's just still so hard to grasp. But I am always working on it, I wanted to be the best Abuela for you so I am still working on that. I wanted to be able to go to your school on special days and you would be proud to say this is my Abuela! I now guess I just have to try to make you make proud by not being such a boob about things. I just miss you so much. I saw you in my dream and I could touch you and smell you and squeeze you and I thought, OH.JOY! Thank God, it really was just a bad dream, and it seemed so long.then I woke up or I went back to sleep.to the terrible nightmare of our little Pito being gone. I love you so much. I do hope you feel all of the loving and hugging I send you every single day, several times a day. I love you big boy. I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you.I love you. I miss you.I miss you.I miss you.I miss you.I miss you.I miss you.I miss you.I miss you.I miss you.I miss you.I miss you.I miss you.I miss you.I miss you.I miss you.I miss you.I miss you.I miss you.I miss you.I miss you.I miss you.I miss you.I miss you.I miss you.I miss you.I miss you.I miss you.I miss you.I miss you.I miss you.I miss you.I miss you.I miss you.I miss you.I miss you.I miss you.I miss you.I miss you.I miss you.I miss you.I miss you.I miss you.I miss you.I miss you.I miss you.I miss you.I miss you.I miss you.I miss you.I miss you.I miss you.I miss you.I miss you.I miss you.I miss you.I miss you.I miss you.I miss you.I miss you.I miss you.I miss you.I miss you.I miss you.I miss you.I miss you.I miss you.I miss you.I miss you.I miss you.I miss you.I miss you.I miss you.I miss you.I miss you.I miss you.I miss you.I miss you.I miss you.I miss you.I miss you.I miss you.I miss you.I miss you.I miss you.I miss you.I miss you.I miss you.I miss you.I miss you.I miss you.I miss you.I miss you.I miss you.I miss you.I miss you.I miss you.I miss you.I miss you.I miss you.I miss you.I miss you.I miss you.I miss you.I miss you.I miss you.I miss you.I miss you.I miss you.I miss you.I miss you.I miss you.I miss you.I miss you.I miss you.I miss you.I miss you.I miss you.I miss you.I miss you.I miss you.I miss you.I miss you.I miss you.I miss you.I miss you.I miss you.I miss you.I miss you. I need to hug you, I miss you and love you little man. I am sending lots of hugs and kisses to you everyday.
Wednesday, August 15, 2007 - Love always and forever, Abuela

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