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My precious little baby girl - Kylee Marie
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Hey baby girl! I love and miss you so much and I pray every night that God will give you a hug and a kiss for me. I would give anything if you were here for me to do it myself. Everyone knows I would love on you all the time, just like I did every day when you were here with me. I miss that so much - more than words can express! Your brother is having a hard time understanding why God can't bring you back since he took you to heaven. I've prayed for help in explaining this to him. With him only being 4, I don't expect him to understand everything. It's still hard for me and daddy to accept what happened. I tear myself apart every day trying to figure out if I did something wrong and I know there was nothing I could've done any different, but we are left here so alone and empty and we have so many unanswered questions. Why haven't I seen you in my dreams? I ask God all the time to please let me see you in my dreams and I still haven't had a dream about you. I've had several dreams that were flashbacks of when I was pregnant, but no dreams where I've seen my precious little angel. People ask me all the time how I'm doing and to be honest, I can't answer that question. I feel so numb and the hurt I feel hurts more and more each day. I promise baby girl that I will be up there to hold you as soon as God's ready for me. I know, to me, it will seem like forever but for you, it will only feel like you've been away for a second. I guess in heaven, time feels different than it does down here. I will talk to you tonight baby girl! I love and miss you so much and I always will.
Thursday, October 18, 2007 - I love you! Mommy
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dear roman
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hi my name is tami i know you dont know me but thats ok because were gonna get to know eachother now im a good friend of your mommy and daddys who love and miss you varymuch your always in there hearts and thoughts thay have told me alot about you i wish i could have met you before you had to leave well were to start i know im a nuttie friend of mommy and daddys i like to joke and laugh all the time i have a great big haert and i love kids all kinds of kids i try and help your mommy and daddy get through there sad times and just be there for them it wasnt fare that you didnt get to stay longer but god has other plans for you and you can look down on your family when ever you want i bet thats pretty cool looken down on us all the time when we dont no it hay roman would you do me a big favoer would you look for my two girlfriends terri and jeniffer tell them i love and miss them too thanks lil buddy its been rainie outside and windie to its gonna get worse if it wasnt so wet out i would love going out in the wind i love the wind it makes me feel so free and like im the only person on earth my hear gets all messed up i look like some wildthing when i finely come in everybody yells at me to come in from outsode but they got to be kidding im haven fun then i like to walk through mudpuddles to but not when i got my good shoes on im a baby about that i like to get dirty just not when i got my good stuff on haha i know your up ther loughing at me but thats all good because you are probley the same way haha your mom and dad and me all joke around all the time infact your dad is right next to me on the other computter acten like he knows what he doing between you and me he dont i just heard him say something to the computter like its it failt its the dingdong using it like your dad heehee your mom is visiting with another friend of ours her name is ronda you have met her befor you left she is a sweethaert and cares alot about your mommy and daddy too thay have alote of friends that really care
Thursday, October 18, 2007 - Auntie Tami
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Dear Roman
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Hey buddy, How are you today? It is raining here at home, really dreary. We are at Starbucks having coffee with some friends. I have been thinking about you alot lately. Your roses are about ready to plant. Please give them kisses to help them along. Please give your momma kisses and hugs to help her, she is still so sad. I hope to see you soon someday. Your momma is having rally sad dreams about you, please make them stop if you can. I have not had a dream about you yet, maybe it is for the better. I love you Roman, did you see us when we came to visit you last weekend? Me, your momma and grandpa Mike came out to see you. Next time I will bring flowers. I love you so much Roman. You are always on my mind.
Thursday, October 18, 2007 - Your poppa
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hi sweet baby girl
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mummys just writing to say hello its been a while since i last wrote to you but it doesnt mean that i have forgot about you i will always love and miss you, your little sister tegan louise was born yesterday and as you know she is playing with you in heaven now so look after her for mummy will you be a big girl for me you have someone to play with now baby girl well mummys got to go now cant think of anything else to write luv you always and forever xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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Dear Little PIto,
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I love you and miss you so much, more than I could have believed was possible. Right now should be my abuela time and I long for them. I love you and miss you so much.
Thursday, October 18, 2007 - love always and forever, your abuela
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my darling nathan james
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hi baby it's your mummy here, sorry it's been so long since I have written to you. I think of you always and i still find the odd t-shirt you never got wear even though it's been nearly 3 years it breaks my heart that i will never get to see you grow or stand on your own two feet, but in my heart yours still beats next to mine I love you sweetheart goodnight god bless xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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Wednesday, October 17, 2007 - love always your mummy xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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Dear Faith,Hi Baby
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Hi sweet heart it has been a year now and we are missing you so much sissy started school this year and bubba has started walking.In eightteen months you brought us so much hope and happyness thing is'nt right with out you here you are what compleated us we miss you so much and think about you everyday.
Wednesday, October 17, 2007 - love,andrea
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Dear Bailey
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HEY!! i haven't wrote in a while! sorry about that! um.i just read this court document about your case after the accident.and i really miss you and i wanted to write! soo tell everyone up there i said hi! momma misses you too! very very very much. even if she doesn't show it i know she cries all the time. and i do too. soo i was just checking up on you. i love you and miss you. and when i'm ready to go i'll be able to see you again! so bye LOVE YOU!!
Wednesday, October 17, 2007 - LOVE Kenzie!
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Dear Joey
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There is a new little angel in heaven. Please keep an eye on him, I know it would make his mother feel better. Miss you lots
Wednesday, October 17, 2007 - Love Lynn
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Gracie Elizabeth,
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I don't even know where to start. Your birthday is coming up and I am having such a hard time with it. I miss you so much. I can't wait to see you again. I am so sad. All I can do is cry all the time. You are going to have a little brother and I am scared to death. I cannot even be happy or excited because I am afraid of what will happen if I do. I was so happy. I want to be that way again. I want the pain to go away. I want to see your beautiful face again. I want to wake up and have this be a bad dream. Daddy misses you too. We love you so much baby girl.
Tuesday, October 16, 2007 - Mommy
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MOMMY'S ANGEL BRAXTON LEE HARVILLE
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HEY,BABY HOW ARE YOU TODAY? WE ARE ALL DOING FINE. I MISS YOU SO MUCH. I JUST WANTED TO SAY I LOVE YOU AND I ALWAYS WILL. BAILEY WAS SO HAPPY FRIDAY AT THE AWARDS BANQUET, SHE WON 3 BELT BUCKLES. SHE GOT THE ALL AROUNG RESERVE CHAMPION AND SHE GOT ONE FOR FIRST PLACE IN PONY BARRELS AND ONE FOR FIRST PLACE IN PONY POLES. I KNOW THAT YOU ARE HAPPY FOR HER. BRITTANY WON A SADDLE FOR ALL AROUND CHAMPION AND THEN SHE WON 2 BUCKLES ONE FOR FIRST IN JR.BARRELS AND THE OTHER FOR FIRST IN JR. POLES. BABY I AM SO PROUD OF YOUR SISTER AND I KNOW YOU ARE SO PROUD TO HAVE HER AS YOUR BIG SISTER. WELL I GOT TO SEE CIDNEY ON SUNDAY. SHE IS CUTE BUT I CAN STILL NOT GET UP THE NERVE TO HOLD HER. ALL I WANT TO DO IS CRY WHEN I SEE ANOTHER BABY. WELL MOMMY'S GOT TO GO SO I CAN GO GET SISSY AND AUNT BRITTANY FROM SCHOOL. WATCH OVER US AND MOMMY WILL TALK TO YOU SOON. I LOVE YOU ANGEL. LOVE ALWAYS, MOMMY
Tuesday, October 16, 2007 - MOMMY
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Mommy's precious little angel - Kylee Marie
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Hey baby girl! I love and miss you so much. It gets harder and harder every day without you here with me. I long for the day that I can hold you in my arms again. Until that day, my heart will be empty. It's still so hard to realize this really happened - I want to be able to wake up and all this be a dream. I would give anything if that were possible. You were my world and sometimes I feel like I just can't keep going. I continue to pray for the strength I need to get through each day and there are many days I feel like my prayers go unanswered. I know God is taking care of you now, but I need you here! Why did you have to go? I promise the love I have for you will never fade and I hope you know how much you meant to me. I love and miss you more than anything baby girl!
Tuesday, October 16, 2007 - I love you! Mommy
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Damon
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u passed away before i could meet u. u were 9 months and 1 day old i am your brother 1 of 2 with out u it was 2 girls against 2 boys needed the help as u can see text messageing and lack of education has not helped this letter to heaven i was born 5 years after u i luv u and look forward to being with u and the family hold the fort down and tell everyone i love them
Tuesday, October 16, 2007 - jason
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hello my angel James
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My beloved grandson I just want you to know that I am trying my best to keep your mom on the right track. We miss you so much it hurts but we know you are in a great place with god and his angels. Just wanted to let you know that that I love you dearly and wish you were with me. MUAHHHHH
Monday, October 15, 2007 - Your Grandma Wandy
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Autumn Makenzy
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I was just thinking all about you tonight, wondering what you would look like, how you would act. We are on vacation and your big sister is acting silly, and it just makes me wonder what you would be doing. I am sure your looking down from heaven just laughing at them. Love you angel girl.
Monday, October 15, 2007 - Your Mommy
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Dear Kylee Marie,
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I just wanted you to know that I am thinking of you and missing you like crazy. I am wearing the button with your picture on it and I put it right over my heart because that's where you - in my heart forever. I miss you and I love you sweet baby girl!
Monday, October 15, 2007 - Aunt Krista
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Dear Little Pito,
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Well my little word bird, I still ache to have you back, stubborn old abuela. I miss you so much. I love you so deeply that at times I still feel as if this could all be just a big horrible dream and you and your daddy would come walking out of the room first thing in the morning and ask if I was ready for my "abuela time". Boy oh boy, am I ready for that time, I miss you so much. You have been gone for more than a year now, and its not any easier. I miss you too much. It is different though, I am really trying to still be a good abuela, and do things that would please you, I think often of how you would react to something. Your mommy and I are always seeing something or watching kids do things and say out loud our Little Pito would love that. I wish you were here to do all things that remind me of you. I love you so much and miss you so deeply.
Monday, October 15, 2007 - love always and forever, Abuela
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hay up little man
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hi baby jack its been 13m sins you went thay try to tell me it gets better with each day well you no wot mate it doesnt to day and every other day sins you left is the same i still feal like my heart has been riped out it hurts so much without you.your twin gracey is fine shes so big,harrison is a proper little boy into every thing you would be just like him,ellieann is ok she still gets verry upset as does morgan,your dad is fine still doesnt say much tho and as 4 me im still hurting so very much.we come and see you all the time but you already no that.anyway i have to go grace wants her dinner i will c u really soon mate xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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Monday, October 15, 2007 - mummy,daddy,harrison ellieann morgan and your gracey
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Dear Madison,
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You left us this morning, and we do not understand why. Your mommy and daddy loved you with all of their hearts. As one of your grandmothers, I witnessed the joy you brought to our entire family. In you, we found hope and great love - little sunshine girl. Sweet baby. How I will remember your precious soul & delicate, long little fingers - I could almost hear them playing piano conciertos - fly freely above our grief. You are beautiful, and we thank you for your life and the eternal remembrance of your smiles and lovely heart.
Sunday, October 14, 2007 - Love, Grandmom
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Hi Sweet Baby Gracee,
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Today is the 3rd anniversary of the day you went to heaven. Did you see us and hear us when we went to visit you? We love you and miss you so much. There isn't a day that goes by that we don't think about you. I hope you are sitting on Grandma and Grandpa's laps and having a blast in heaven. Watch over your sister and brother here on earth and send us some messages sometime. We love to get them.
Sunday, October 14, 2007 - All of my love, Mommy
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Dear Isaiah
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It's been nearly a year since you died. I know you are in Heaven, but I miss you so much. I wonder what you are doing up there and what age you are. You have many family memebers there with you. I can just see your great grandpa telling you the tall tales he use to tell me. Give him a hug from me. Have Uncle Popeye make his funny faces for you. Tell him we miss him. Did you see the balloons we released on what would have been your first birthday? Aunt Sara is teaching Isabella and Rachell all about you. Uncle Robert said if he ever has children, they will know about you too. Daddy really misses his little boy, but he just can't write to you yet. The baby who received your heart is one year old now and doing great. His parents and grandmother are so thankful. Even though we'd rather have you, we are glad your death brought life to a little one. Remember, if you don't meet me at Heaven's gates, I am going to yell at you!
Sunday, October 14, 2007 - Mommy (Daddy too)
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My sweet baby Tyler
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Hi sweetheart, Mommy misses you so much baby. You where my pride and joy and still are. Mommy has a huge picture of you hanging above the computer, you look so happy. And I know you still are. I guess I'm just greedy with you. I want you all for myself.I still don't understand it Tyler and I guess i never will. Corey and Sydney talk about you all the time. They always say"Tyler was a good boy, wasn't he Mommy?" and i said yes he was kids. You hardley ever even cried unless you where hungery. You was the best baby a Mommy could ever ask for. I just want you to know that I love you and haven't forgotten about that beauitful face. I love you sweet angel.
Saturday, October 13, 2007 - Mommy,Daddy,Corey,and Sydney
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pride of my heart, and daddies lost song
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its been to long since you went, I pray for you to still come home from the hospital, but praying is all I can do, cathrine-ann your sister has grown and is strong, Im sure your watching over her, you havnt had a letter from me and for that Im sorry xxx my faith left when you was taken from me, and without you there's no point in finding it anyway, I hoped to be climbing tree's and going fishing and camping, no one knows just how much it hurts to have lost somthing you loved but never got to hold, I tried to revive you and I concider that my last kiss, me and mummy are still good friends you are still the glue that holds our hearts together, and when I can bring myself to get near enough to where your phisycal self is again, I will come and sleep next to you again. will you have a word with the angels for ant cath she needs your loving touch
Saturday, October 13, 2007 - Pappa, daddy, or whatever you'd of liked to call me
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Grayce Marie
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Hey sweet girl just wanted to let you know I am thinking about you! May you rest in peace sweet girl know I will never forget you! The day you left us a part of me went with you just like all of those who loved you so much. I love you sweet baby girl.
Friday, October 12, 2007 - Melissa
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Dear Lil Pito
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Hey my lil big boy, it's just me missing you like crazy. Now its been a whole year and five days since you become our Angel. How time just goes by fast but yet so very, very slow. On your Angel day all your family went to your resting place. We let off bunches of baloons(hope you got them all)and your mommy and Abeula made these special ribbons with lil hop toadys and word birds that we pinned on our shirts.And Tia Peggi made these really cool angle that hooks on to our cell phones and as you heard your Abuela gave the most incrediable letter that she read out loud to everyone, it was all about you, your special day. I know you are ok but my heart will always ache for you to be here.We are all healing in our own lil ways, each one of us different but we are moving forward to live our lives for our Angel "Lil Pito" you have taught me so much and I thank you for that. I will always miss you and I will always love you. I will feel the joy of having you and the pain of losing you forever with me but Im happy I can feel all of these things to help me remember how special life should be, no matter how young or old. You made the biggest impact on my life and I love you so much.We all love you and miss you so very much. Well my lil big boy I am going to close for now and go to bed, sweet dreams my Angel, I love you always and forever and ever and ever and ever!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Friday, October 12, 2007 - Love always, Aunt Carolyn
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Dear Damien
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how i wish you were here for me and for your mommy. You are so missed. You were so loved by all. Heaven must be a wonderful place to grow up at. I love you more than you'll ever know. I have the faith that you and i and the entire family will be reunited once again. Soon in god's time we ill be together.
Friday, October 12, 2007 - Your Titi Coquie
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To My Little Angle Katurah Ja Clark
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Time has gone by so slow, yet so fast. It feel like yesterday I you were just here. Well I still trying to hang in there. It Christmas Time again. This is when it gets harder. To think a week before time to open gifts. Who would have known you would go home. I always thought that I would go before my kids. You prove me to be wrong. Just always know that you are still in my heart and always will be. I love more now than you ever know. This is not end, just a time apart. For now I LOVE YOU MY ANGLE
Friday, October 12, 2007 - Mommy
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To My Little Angle Katurah Ja Clark
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Time has gone by so slow, yet so fast. It feel like yesterday I you were just here. Well I still trying to hang in there. It Christmas Time again. This is when it gets harder. To think a week before time to open gifts. Who would have known you would go home. I always thought that I would go before my kids. You prove me to be wrong. Just always know that you are still in my heart and always will be. I love more now than you ever know. This is not end, just a tome apart. For now I LOVE YOU MY ANGLE
Friday, October 12, 2007 - Mommy
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Dear Evan,
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Hey baby- just wanted to stop in real quick to say hi, we love you, and miss you to pieces. It's starting to get cold out and snow will be here before we know it. I am so sorry we didn't visit often this year- but next year will be different- Mommy will have no more babies growing in her belly. Next summer, your sister may even be able to walk right up to you. Jordan always asks to bring you flowers- he doesn't quite understand who you are yet but he will when he's a little older. I promise that he will know everything about his big brother including how he did such a good job watching over him and his sister!!! We love you buddy and miss you!!!!! Sending you millions of hugs and kisses to heaven.
Friday, October 12, 2007 - Mommy, Jordan, & Jaiden- forever and for always
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Hi BJ
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Hey love I have not written you in a long time but I think about you everyday.I wanted to let you know that you have a baby brother name Taariq he reminded me of you so much when he was first born. When looking at the pictures you couldn't tell you all apart.He is now 6 months and is a joy to have around. There are times when I sit and think and imagine how would it be if you were with him and imagining you all playing together. That would have been really nice.I miss you so so so much there has been alot going on since you been gone. Your daddy and I got married in June and I want to thank you because I really believe that you were looking out for us. We got married in the park and it rained everywhere around us but in this park and I knew you wasnt going to let it rain on our parade.At the wedding we did a beautiful memorial for you I was sad for a while but I know that you would not want us to be sad on our day. Things have been a little ruff in our life also every since you have passed away there has been a death in the family every few months. I hope you have met your grandaddy he went to meet you in June.He never got to me you your short time here but I hope you all are up in Heaven having a good time with each other and doing all the things you all like to do.Well Im here at work and right now we are not so busy and I have a lot on my mind and I knew writing you would make me feel a lot better. Im going to go now but baby I want you to know I will always love you and forever miss you. I want you to continue looking over your family and friends and always protect your little brother. I will make sure he knows everything there is to know about you. I love you baby
Thursday, October 11, 2007 - Your mom
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My Precious Joey
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I know I should have wrote you last night as yesterday was actually your 16th birthday, but it was a very stressful emotional day for me. So, I wanted to write this morning and say Happy Birthday my beautiful sweet baby boy. I know you are reading this and acting like any other 16 year old thinking I am too old to be called that. You will always be my beautiful sweet boy no matter how much time goes by. I hope you received the balloons your Dad, brother and I sent you. Aunt Jan, mom's friend Tricia and several other of mom's friends also sent you a balloon. Please share them all with the little ones there with you in heaven. Mom has so many friends now who's little ones I hope you are taking care of. I am so glad that you helped me to meet the friends I have met in the last couple of months. I know you and their little ones got together to make sure we met. Also, thank you for parting the rain clouds and bringing out the sun for our balloon release. Again my sweet boy I just want to say Happy Birthday. I miss you so much. After 16 years the hurt is still so strong on your day! I so wish you were here and I was now going to be the nervous mom as you started to learn to drive. I hope you have a way to drive up in heaven. Please show me you are okay and doing well. Come visit me in my dreams. I also want to say that I am dreading tomorrow. It will be 16 years that you left us. 16 years and many more years too soon! I am so greatful for the 2 days I had with you but how I wish I had so much more time with you. Please be with me tomorrow and help me have a peaceful day! I know you were there with me yesterday and want you there with me tomorrow as well! I so wish I could have you here with me everyday! Remember I will love you Today, Tomorrow and Always!
Thursday, October 11, 2007 - with all my heart which you hold Mom
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taylor english hiya princcess
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well baby its hard to know what to write because all i can see is your face in my head and i dont want it to go. i miss you more than words can say its been a month since what would have been your first birthday oh god my baby you would be 1!!!! did u like the ballet shoes your aunty nik nik took to your garden i can just see you now running round in them. i just wish that i could hold u once more an smell your hair. people think i am mad because i keep your clothes laying in the house but i dont care baby i need to feel you around me! i miss you my "tae tae" you take care and be happy mummy loves you more than life an so does your big brother paul
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Dear Justin
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I find it so hard to believe that today marks the eighth anniversary of your birth into eternal life. I remember that day so vividly, like it happened only yesterday. Right now I am surrounded by friends that know about you through stories and a special scrapbook I have made. I can see in their eyes, even though they never met you, how sad they are for me. I miss you my little sunshine. I miss the memories we should have made.I miss the dreams of you that will go unfulfilled. Mostly I miss seeing how you would have been with your younger brothers and sister. So, with a heavy heart filled with memories of our 55 days together, I end this letter with hugs and kisses and tears of sadness.
Thursday, October 11, 2007 - Your Mommy
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Dear Roman
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Hey baby! I have been thinking alot about you today. Your mommy has been having alot of bad dreams about you. Can you make these dreams stop? They make her cry every day. Happy * month birthday! Your roses that I planted are doing very well, I'm sure you're giving them little angel kisses from heaven. Please say hello and hug everyone up there, especially my friend Jimmy who passed away recently. Tell Grandma Helend and Grandpa Richard I love them and think of them often. When we move, we are going to have pitures of you all through the house. Could you help me and mommy and Jules find the pictures that we lost. I want to get them all together so we can look at you all the time. I love you Romeo, I am giving you a big hug and kiss right now.
Wednesday, October 10, 2007 - Your Papa
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My angel Gracie,
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Hi, how are you? I know it has been a while since I wrote to you but please don't think you aren't on my mind all day. I miss you so much and as your 2nd birthday nears it still seems like a really bad dream. That morning lives in my head over and over again. Your mom and dad are doing well although your mom still doesn't sleep at night. She just can't close her eyes because she still sees you. She is trying to go on it is so tough. We miss you so much. I know you are dancing around heaven with all the other angels. I will write soon. Please send me an angel kiss.
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My precious angel - Kylee Marie
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Good morning baby girl! Today is daddy's birthday - will you send him a hug from heaven? The past few days have been really hard for me and I miss you more and more each day. I still keep thinking that one day I will wake up and all this will just be a dream - it still doesn't feel real. I miss everything about you baby girl. I love and miss you more than anything!
Wednesday, October 10, 2007 - I love you so much! Mommy
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baby Patrick
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Hey honey how's mamas baby boy with you're big blue eyes. I miss you baby august was four years it was really hard for me but I got threw it but here comes christmas and I wonder what you would be doing now probley being very cocky just the way you were born had to have every thing now couldn't ever wait for any thing when you wanted it you wanted it now not later that was for sure. I miss you soooooo much wish you wer here some days it feels like I just lost you yesterday and like I just died all over again loosing you was the worse pain I have ever felt in my life you're brothers feel the same and you're grandma and nana we all miss you very much we love you so much every time it rains it makes me sad and I think of you the morning you died it started pouring when the dr pernounced you dead and I hit my knees started crying and screaming no not my baby any thing but my baby I was so mad at god for taking you instead of me and I still feel that way some days why couldn't I go instead of you honey you and you're brothers are my world and I know I needed to stay around for you're brother's but I needed you here to you had you're whole life ahead of you I lived mine. I miss you sooo much
Tuesday, October 9, 2007 - Love allways Mommy Cody David and Jimmy
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Joshua
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Hey baby doll, I love you so much and I miss you even more. It seems like the more years go by, the more I miss you, if that is even possible. The day you went to heaven was the worst day of my life and sometimes it feels like that all over again. Not to have you and wishing I could hold you in my arms. They say time heals all wounds, that may be true, but in more than 2 years my heart still hurts and there isnt a thing I can do about it. I miss you so much honey and I know you are always watching over me and taking care of me. It is so hard to have been pregnant, give birth and spend thoese few presious months with you, not knowing they would be your last. I want to tell everyone about you and how you were the best and most AMAZING little guy in the world. I cant tell you enough how my heart aches for you and my eyes water for you daily. Take care of yourself and everyone else up there. Love, hugs and Kisses. XOXOXOXO
Tuesday, October 9, 2007 - Mommy
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Tomorrow is going to be a tough day. You should have had your 6 month birthday. Keep a close eye on Mommy she, as well as me, miss you so much. Your brothers Lance and Payton ask about you a lot. They don't understand why you are not with us in the house, but then again neither do I. I went out deer hunting this past weekend. Saw four does but didn't have a shot. In couple of years I'll start teaching Lance about the woods. I Could feel you out there with me and I thank you for that. Payton, Lance and I have to leave for Cubbies and Sparks now. Just know we will always love you. Thanks for being my little man.
Tuesday, October 9, 2007 - Love Daddy
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Hi mamas, you'll never be forgotten and always in our memories. I'm so proud of your mom becuase she went back to school and is trying something new to better her education. Mamas you've always been a blessing and even though your parents are finding it hard financially, their faith and spirituality seems to be solid. I know your proud of you mami and papi. I have a favor to ask, can you watch over your cousins and the new ones that are comming? I know you're playing with your little unborn brother up there and your other little unborn cousin. Ask papa Dios to take care of us and give us peace in our hearts. I love you forever and ever!!
Tuesday, October 9, 2007 - Your Tia Lili
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MOMMY'S LITTLE ANGEL BRAXTON
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HEY, BABY HOW HAVE YO BEEN. WELL WE ARE ALL DOING GOOD I GUESS. WE WOULD BE A WHOLE LOT BETTER I YOU WERE HERE WITH US. BAILEY DONE GREAT AT THE KIDS RODEO SATURDAY I HOPE YOU WERE WATCHING HER. THIS FRIDAY IS THE AWARDS BANQUET AND I HOPE THEY WILL BE HAPPY WITH WHAT THEY HAVE WON. BRITTANY IS GOING TO GET A SADDLE AND BAILEY WILL GET BUCKLES. SHE IS UPSET BECAUSE SHE IS NOT GOING TO GET A SADDLE BUT I TOLD HER THAT SHE CAN TRY AGAIN NEXT YEAR. WELL IT HAS BEEN OVER A MONTH SINCE WE SAW SHARON. SHE HAS NOT CALLED TO CHECK ON BAILEY SINCE HER BIRTHDAY. BABY WILL YOU PLEASE COME AND VISIT MOMMY IN HER DREAMS AND LET ME KNOW THAT YOU ARE OKAY. I REALLY MISS YOU A WHOLE LOT AND I WISH THAT YOU WERE HER. BAILEY WAS OUT OF SCHOOL ON MONDAY AND I THINK THAT SHE REALLY ENJOYED HER DAY SHE GOT TO RIDE HER BIKE THE BIGGEST PART OF THE DAY AND PLAY IN THE MUD. JUST AS SOON AS WE GET SOME THINGS PAID OFF I PROMISE THAT I AM GOING TO GO GET YOUR TOMBSTONE. EVERYONE HAS BEEN TRYING TO TALK ME INTO GETTING ONE THAT IS CHEAPER AND I AM NOT GOING TO DO THAT. I WANT YOU TO HAVE ONE WITH HORSES ON IT AND THAT IS WHAT I AM GOING TO GET YOU. I KNOW THAT IT IS GOING TO COST A LOT BUT I AM GOING TO GET IT ANYWAY. I WILL NEVER BE ABLE TO GIVE YOU ANYTHING ELSE AND THIS IS THE LEAST THAT I CAN DO FOR YOU. I CAN NOT WAIT TO GET IT ORDERED AND GET TO SEE IT. I KNOW THAT YOU WILL LIKE IT. BABY IT IS SO HARD TO MAKE IT EVERY DAY WITHOUT YOU HERE. I AM JUST WAITING FOR THE DAY THAT WE GET TO BE TOGETHER AGAIN. I AM GOING TO HAVE TO MAKE UP FOR A LOT OF LOST TIME AND THAT WILL BE ALL WE HAVE IS TIME. I WISH I COULD SEE HOW YOU LOOK NOW. I KNOW THAT YOU ARE STILL AS CUTE AS A BUTTON. IT IS SO HARD TO HAVE TO SIT AND THINK ABOUT HOW BIG YOU WOULD BE AND HOW MUCH YOU HAVE CHANGED. I HATE LOOKING AT THE PICTURES OF YOU FROM THE HOSPITAL AND I KNOW YOU DO NOT LOOK LIKE THAT ANYMORE BUT IT STILL HURTS ME WHEN I LOOK AT THOSE PICTURES AND HAVE TO THINK ABOUT THAT AGAIN. I WANT YOU TO WATCH OVER ALL OF US ANDBE BAILEYS GUARDIAN ANGEL THAT KEEPS HER FREE FROM HARM AND MAKE SURE THAT EVERY TIME SHE GOES THRU THE GATE TO MAKE THAT NEXT RUN AROUND THOSE BARRELS THAT SHE COMES OUT WITH A GOOD TIME AND HAPPY. SHE HAS TO DO HER BEST TO STAY ON TOP OF THINGS AND PUSH FOR HER DREAMS. IT HURTS TO HERE YOUR SISTER AT 6 YEARS OLD TEL ME THAT SHE WANTS A BARREL RACEING SCHOLARSHIP. I WANT HER TO ENJOY HER LIFE WHILE SHE IS YOUNG AND SHE IS ALL ABOUT PUSHING FOR HER DREAMS. I AM SO PROUD OF YOU AND HER BOTH. I HAVE GOT THE BEST KIDS I THE WHOLE WORLD. YOU TWO HAVE TAUGHT ME SO MUCH IN LIFE AND I HOPE THAT BOTH OF YOU CONTINUE TO DO THAT. BRAXTON PLEASE PRAY FOR MOMMY AND DADDY TO BE ABLE TO HAVE ANOTHER BABY. I DO NOT WANT THE BABY TO TAKE YOUR PLACE BECAUSE NO BABY OR PERSON COULD EVER TAKE YOUR PLACE IN MOMMY'S HEART I SWEAR. I JUST WANT ANOTHER BABY THAT I CAN HAVE HERE FOREVER SINCE YOU ARE GONE. I KNOW THAT YOU DONE YOUR JOB HERE JUST LIKE GOD SENT YOU TO DO AND NOW THAT YOU ARE GONE THAT HAS LEFT ME WITH A VOID. IT WILL STILL HURT JUST THE SAME IF THERE IS ANOTHER BABY AND RIGHT NOW I AM WONDERING HOW IN THTE WORLD I AM GOING TO MAKE IT THRU CHRISTMAS WITHOUT YOU HERE WITH ME. I WANTED SO BAD FOR YOU TO BE ABLE TO SIT DOWN WITH US TO OPEN YOUR GIFTS ON YOUR FIRST CHRISTMAS AND BIRTHDAY.BABY IT IS LATE AND MOMMY HAS TO GET UP EARLY IN THE MORNING TO TAKE SISSY TO SCHOOL SO I NEED TO GO AND GET A FEW THINGS DONE AND GET IN THE BED. MOMMY WILL WRITE TO YOU AGAIN SOON. ON SUNDAY WE ARE GOING TO GO RELEASE YOU SOME BALLOONS. MOMMY LOVES YOU BABY. NIGHT NIGHT SWEET DREAMS I LOVE YOU ANGEL. LOVE YOU ALWAYS,MOMMY DADDY AND BAILEY.
Tuesday, October 9, 2007 - LOVE YOU BABY, MOMMY
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Daddy's little angle, Kylee Marie
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Your Grandfather told me before you were born that there is a feeling when a baby is born that a father gets that words can not describe and one of the first things I said to him after you got here is I knew excitedly what he meant. The love that I have for you started the night we found out Mommy was pregnant and will never stop growing in my heart. I remember when I saw you for the first time and you looked like a little peanut and from that you became the most beautiful baby girl I have ever seen. I can't believe its been two months, I went out to your marker tonight and put you a little light out there I hope you like it. You always liked that light over the kitchen sink when I would walk around with you trying to get you asleep, you would stare and it and if I walked away from it you start moving around trying to find it. So I would be sure to stay around the one area to make sure you could see it and I could see you. I could have looked at you forever. I was so happy to be a daddy and I miss it more then I could ever put into words. It was the biggest honor to be your daddy and I don't understand why your not still here with me. I am so happy that when I had to work nights that you mommy recorded you talking and would text it to me. I have a hard time listening to it because it sounds like you here and I want you to be so bad. Daddy has hard time writing but you know he doesn't have a hard time talking. I will talk to you soon like I do every night, I just wish you were here to talk back. I miss everything about you and just wanted you know that I think about you all the time. I Love You
Monday, October 8, 2007 - Daddy
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Victoria Grace
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Hello Momma's Little Angel! I Love You! Happy Birthday to you ! Happy Birthday to you! Happy Birthday dear Victoria, Happy Birthday to you! I can't believe you are 4 yrs old ! I remember when you were 4 minutes old! I have been pretty distant lately and I am sorry, I will try to get better! Ms. Holli has helped me So much and she doesn't even know it! Well Adam Daddy should be home soon, I don't want him to see me crying! I love you ! Come see me Soon!
Monday, October 8, 2007 - Momma
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Our Baby Boii AJ
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-Sings- "You are my sunshine, my only sunshine, you make me happy when skies are grey, you know never dear, how much we love you, please don't take our sunshine away!" -Smiles- Just wanted to sing that to you really kwik to let you know how much we love and miss you our dear sweet child!! We loves you so much son! How are things in Heaven!? I bet your having the time of your life! Well we totally miss you down here, its been hard, white sunday is coming up soon, and we won't even be here for it, which is a good in a way because this is when you got baptized last year and now your not here, so I don't know it feels okay in a way. We'll be in AK for the funeral, we leave tomorrow night, but yeah anyways we totally love and miss you! We are still in the process of moving out, everytime I go outside on our little deck, I think about you this weather makes me miss you so much because its exactly how it was when you were here w/US!! Anyways son, just want you to know that we've been thinking about you a lot and totally love and miss you hunnie!! Take care sweetie and I'll write you again soon!! WE LOVE & MISS YOU ALWAYS OUR BEAUTIFUL SON, BROTHER, NEPHEW, COUSIN, GRANDSON & GREAT GRANDSON!! TAKE CARE OUR ANGEL BOII, YOU ARE TOTALLY LOVED & MISSED FOREVER & EVER AMEN!! WE LOVE YOU SON & BROTHER!!
Monday, October 8, 2007 - WITH ALL OUR LOVE -YOUR FAMILY-
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hi baby rhianna green
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hi my little star it nanny here just to say i miss you and wish you could be back with us all, mommy send her love and your daddy and courtney and paige and curtis. i hope grandad malcolm is looking after you. just to say that i love and miss you more and more every day i look at you picture all the time and still cry i wish i could turn back time and so i can hold in my arms again and kiss you and never let you go. have go now my little star. i will love you and miss you all the time. love nanny carolanne xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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Monday, October 8, 2007 - nanny carolanne
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hi baily rushfeldt
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hello baily derek rushfeldt i have not written you for a long time hope you are doing good and well i will write more often okay so anyway take care
Sunday, October 7, 2007 - Jason Wade Lloyd Walters Rushfeldt Adams
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My Dearest Sweet Lil Pito,
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Hi baby boy, Its me your Gams. I know it has been a long time but Gams had to heal a littlebit. I lost myself so bad that it even scared me. So sorry but I know you hear me every day anyway. Well today is the worse day of our lives only 1 year later. It is hard to believe that you have been gone for a year and yet at times it feels like it has been forever since We all got to hold you and kiss you. Alot has happened in that year some good some bad but nothing as bad as that day. I remember it like it was happening now. I got the first call 1 hour from now. God how my heart died with you. Over the next 7 months I started to die a little more every day inside. It got really bad for me. I just didn't care anymore. I still had Kailyn, Nick, Alexus and Trey as well as Nana and my kids but I could stop myself from dying inside. Thank God that I believe I would never see you again if I did something stupid though. It is still hard every day and your family misses you just as bad. Our love for you goes on and on and always will. You should be very proud of your Daddy. He is doing so good in the Army. He looks so handsome in his uniform. He got to come home for today to be with your Mommy and family for today. That is a real blessing. I am still very worried about Mommy. She just does not seem to be coming along but she is okay. I miss you with all my heart and soul. You are with me every day. Uncle Jaja was just home from Iraq. It sucks that he had to go back but I know that you will watch over him along with his best friend Amber. The memories of you are so alive and I have learned to live with them and to treasure each and everyone I have. You are never far from my thoughts. I love you and miss you more then I ever thought I could feel for anyone. Hopefully Mommy and Daddy will be blessed with a brother or sister soon. I think that will help them a little. We all know a new baby will never replace you but hopefully it will help them heal. Please watch over your family today and give us all the comfort of knowing you are okay and with us. Never forget we all love and miss you so very much. Tons of hugs and kisses coming your way today! Know that you are always in my thoughts and that I miss you so very much. I love you my sweet baby boy and I do miss you. OXOXOXOXOXOXOXOX
OXOXOXOXOX, FOREVER AND A DAY,
Sunday, October 7, 2007 - GAMS
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My dear Roman
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Hey little man. I am sorry it has been so long soince I have written you a letter but I think about you every minnute of every day. Me and your mommy are looking at places to move into so we can move out of grandmas. There will be so much of your stuff there, I wish you were there too. I wish that I could have a dream about you, me, your mommy, your big bro' Julian and all the people in our lives, living and those that have passed on. Please ask God to help me to be a better person. I make a lot of wrong decisions and I would like this to sttop. I love you little Roman Richie, you will ALWAYS be my angel,I will NEVER, EVER, EVER FORGET YOU. You are the sunshine in my life. I Wuv You.
Saturday, October 6, 2007 - Your Papa
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To my big boy Anderson,
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Hi baby! I am sorry that I have not written to you in awhile, but please know that I think of you a million times a day. Momma has been trying to sell some ornaments for SIDS of Illinois and raise awareness for this awful thing called SIDS. My hope is that one day it won't happen to babies anymore and parents won't have to live without thier little ones. I miss you so much, the pain almost seems as intense as it was on the day that we lost you. It isn't fair because you should be able to be here on the day that your little brother arrives! Remember that mommy and daddy love you and miss you tons. You are so special to us!!! Keep looking out for momma, daddy and baby Evan. Momma love you buddy!!!!XOXOXOX
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Saturday, October 6, 2007 - Love, Mommy
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kaylee-sage
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babygirl . it has been 4 years since u passed away.babygirl if there was a bridge that when to heaven i would cross over that bridge just to see u. i love u so much babygirl.
Thursday, October 4, 2007 - mom
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Cadence Wayne, Hi, Baby.
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I know it's been a long time since I have written a letter. I'm sorry. Don't you even think for one moment that I've forgotten you. You cross my mind many times each day. I miss you, and it hurts. I'm sure you know that I've still got the same job. It's mostly what keeps my mind from wandering. It keeps me busy, and that's good. Son, you would be 2 whole years old tomorrow! I can just imagine the new things you would be doing, and being honery and getting into everything! I would have liked to see you grow into the handsome young man I know you would be. We have your brother back now and, son, he sure misses you. Guess What! You have a new brother on the way! He is going to be a big boy, I think. His name will be Silas. It means In Gods Protection. I like that. Daddy misses you, too, son. Sometimes he cannot bare to look at your photos or to talk about you, but I make him anyway. I think it is good for him. He just loved you so much. Everyone did. We all love and miss you, son. Happy Birthday, big boy. Remember that you'll always be my poopie panses manses!
Thursday, October 4, 2007 - Your Mommy, Claudette Jean
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Victor Xavier Lopez
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Victor, I love you very much. My heart aches and my mind jumps from thought to thought, some good and some bad. Please know that bad thoughts are not about you. Victor, you are awesome. Mom misses you very much; she is so strong, I am trying to be strong too. There are times that I feel like I am losing my faith, but I know that I am not. God loves us all and He does not hate. God promoted you to an angel in his Kingdom. One day I pray that I can be worthy like you. God will bless us with another child, hopefully two. I really want you to be a big brother. I want to tell your sister or brother, or both, about you; I want to tell the whole world about you. I thank God the He sent you to us. I thank Jesus for you. I think I am getting the flu because I woke up sick and sweaty. Mom made me home made chicken noodle soup and she said it was “divine”, me and grandma agreed. Grandma stopped by to check on us. She and Abu are well. Victor, you have brought this neighborhood closer than ever before, thank you my son.
Thursday, October 4, 2007 - Dad
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TO MOMMY'S ANGEL BABY BRAXTON
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HEY, BABY HOW ARE YOU DOING TODAY? WELL I HAVE HAD A LITTLE BETTER DAY TODAY THAN YESTERDAY. IT IS SO HARD GOING DAY TO DAY WITHOUT YOU. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND I MISS YOU MORE THAN ANYTHING. MOMMY WANTED TO SAY HEY BEFORE I HAVE TO GO TO BED TO GET SISSY UP FOR SCHOOL IN THE MORNING. THIS MORNING SHE GOT UP AND GOT READY SO THAT SHE COULD GO OUT AND RIDE HER BIKE BEFORE SHE HAD TO LEAVE. I WISH YOU WERE HERE TO WATCH HER SHE IS DOING A GOOD JOB. WHEN WE WERE ON OUR WAY HOME FROM NANA'S SHE WANTED TO RIDE HER BIKE AND SHE LOOKED AT ME AND SAID "MOMMY DO YOU THINK THAT BABY BROTHER AND BRAXTON CAN SEE ME, AND DO YOU THINK THEY WOULD BE PROUD OF ME DOING THIS ALL ON MY OWN." BABY IT HURTS ME EVERYTIME SHE ASKS ME THINGS LIKE THAT AND ALL I CAN TELL HER IS THAT YOU AND BABY BROTHER WATCH HER DO EVERYTHING THAT SHE DOES. AND I KNOW THAT YOU BOTH WILL BE WATCHING HER WHEN SHE GOES TO THE FINALS AND THEN WHEN SHE GOES TO GET HER REWARDS. SHE IS SO HAPPY THAT SHE IS GOING TO GET 2 NEW BELT BUCKLES. I KNOW THAT YOU BOTH ARE HAPPY FOR HER ALSO. BABY SISSY IS GETTING SO BIG, I LOOK AT THE THINGS THAT SHE BRINGS HOME FROM SCHOOL AND HAVE TO SET AND WONDER HOW SHE IS SO SMART. SHE IS DOING BETTER IN SCHOOL THAN I THOUGHT SHE WOULD DO. WE ARE ALL SO PROUD OF HER AND I KNOW THAT YOU ARE TOO. BABY MOMMY IS GOING TO HAVE TO GO IT IS GETTING LATE AND I HAVE TO GET UP EARLY IN THE MORNING. WATCH OVER US TONIGHT AS I KNOW YOU DO EVERY NIGHT. WHO KNOWS WHAT TIME YOUR DADDY WILL BE HOME FROM WORK. NIGHT NIGHT BABY I LOVE YOU. YOU ARE MY ANGEL SWEET DREAMS. I LOVE YOU SO SO SO SO SO MUCH.
Thursday, October 4, 2007 - LOVE ALWAYS AND FOREVER MOMMY AND BAILEY
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Dear Austin Amato-Carpenter
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Hi Love, i miss you so much. I wanted to say Happy Birthday and to tell you things are all good here. School for me has been very busy to the point of almost exhaustion. kaplan and the family are all well. "WoW" I can't believe that your 8 yrs old now. time fly's by so fast it seems these days or Im just getting older "lol'. I love you Bello and I miss you so much."cry" I find that some days are better than other's but it always remains the same "pain". no worries for me because I know you'r doing well and I love that you make your presence known. Ti'Amo Bello xoxoxoxox Love you buckets.
Thursday, October 4, 2007 - Mommy
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My Sweetest Jaden,
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My Sweet, sweet baby boy!! Mommy misses you so very much and I love you more than anyone in this world could ever fathom! How I wish God would grant me just one second to see you, hold you, feel you close to me. To see for myself that you are safe! Sept 10th you would have been 10 years old! Double digits! The pain is so unbearable, knowing I will never get to see you blow out candles on any birthday cake, knowing that my beautiful boy is ten years old and I have never got to have a second to share with you. I think of you everyday! I imagine what you look like, I bet you look like your daddy! I imagine you are so smart and charming and incrediblly handsome! My darling, angel! I love, love, love, love, love you!! There are no words that are perfect enough to stress to you how much I love you and miss you! I wish I could go back to Jan 31 1997. I wish you were still with mommy! I wish you could see your little sister Holdyn Gabrielle. She is 7 and so beautiful! I know she would have been so proud to have you as her big brother! She will have you, we both will one day. Until the day God grants me peace, the day that I hold you , my sweet baby, in my arms, I will long for and miss you with everything in my soul. I hope you are watching over us, I hope sometimes you are sitting next to me. I watch for you everywhere. Until, we meet again. when we will never be parted, I will wait for you and continue to miss and love you forever. I love you Jaden M'Kennah!!!! Knowing I am your mother, blesses me every second of every day! Mommy loves Jaden!!!! :)
Wednesday, October 3, 2007 - Love for eternity
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Grayce Marie,
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I was thinking about you and how much you are missed by all your friends and family. Please continue to watch over everyone and keep everyone safe, happy and healthy.
Wednesday, October 3, 2007 - Amy
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Hi Jacob!!
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You must surely have been hugged by Dave by now, he came to join you Sunday morning. We laid him to rest yesterday beside his wife, underneath the chestnut tree in that beautiful cemetery. I wanted to come visit you yesterday too, but we didn't get to. I know Daddy doesn't like to, but I really wanted to stop by and leave you a flower at least. It's hard being so far away from your grave sometimes, I can't just hop in the car and go visit you. I cringe when people talk about how some babies graves show the babies are forgotten because there's no stone or now flowers, etc. You don't have a stone yet, and being so far away we hardly ever get to visit, but you will never be forgotten. You're 8 now, I look at your cousin Micheal and often think of you, you'd be the same age, and the same size I think. You were a solid boy, like Micheal is, like your big brother Jesse is. Losing Dave was really hard, but like I told Daddy, it's made a little easier to bear when death comes after a good long life, than when death strikes at the beginning of a life, like with you. Dave had a good life, the last several years were marked with sadness in missing his wife and his daughter, but I have to take comfort that they're all together again at last. I loved him dearly, he was a good friend to me and I already miss him and he's only been gone for 3 days. I learned a lot in losing you Jacob, and I have to go through the grieving process all over again, but I've learned to treasure the memories, to hold on to them and let them bring me peace. Such heavy stuff for an 8-year-old, you just give Dave a big hug and kiss for me and tell him I love him lots. I love you too kiddo, I like to imagine you're the hugging kind of kid, Jesse stopped letting me hug him a long time ago, but I love hugs! Clara's really good at giving hugs though, I bet you got to meet her before she came here, you probably helped pick out the perfect little girl for us, just like with Lilianna and Danielle. Each of you is so perfectly suited to our family, I couldn't have asked God for better. I love you sweetheart, and I miss you. Sending hugs and kisses to Heaven!
Wednesday, October 3, 2007 - mommy
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Damien Jay Torres
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I miss you so much.I know that you are in a better place but I need to see you on my mothers bed when I get home.I called you mi gordo because you were so chunky I saw you in so many different suits that the one I remember the most was the one that I called the freddie cuger alfite.LOL I have that alfite.I want to frame it but I cant because I cant accept the fact that you are gone.I know that what I see or hear things being thrown in my room its you.I love you and when ever you want to come and visit me I will always await you with open arms. I miss my baby =(
Sunday September 9, 2007 - Arlene MArtinez
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Lil Pito,
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I miss you.
Wednesday, October 3, 2007 - I love you always, Aunt Tiffers
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Jaren
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Hi little man! Today would have been your first birthday. Last year @ this very time we were getting ready for you to be born, it was such an exciting day!! Our first boy in the family! I can honestly say it was the worst day of my life when your mommy called to tell me you were "gone". Sophie and Meggie ask for you all the time, and Meggie keeps saying, "it isn't fair you had to go be w/ Jesus". No it isn't fair, but for some reason it was meant to be. We will be celebrating your birthday later today @ your grave site, which is not exactly what we had planned. We love you baby boy, and we miss you every second.
Wednesday, October 3, 2007 - Aunt Crystal
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MOMMY'S LITTLE ANGEL BRAXTON
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BABY, MOMMY LOVES YOU SO MUCH. TODAY HAS BEEN A BAD DAY. 6 MONTHS AGO TODAY WAS THE LAST TIME I GOT TO SEE YOU AND THAT DAY REPLAYS IN MY MIND EVERYDAY. I JUST HOPE THAT ONE DAY I WILL BE ABLE TO HOLD YOU IN MY ARMS AGAIN. IT IS SO HARD TO MAKE IT WITHOUT YOU. BRITTANY SENT YOU A LETTER TELLING YOU THAT BAILEY HAS LEARNED HOW TO RIDE HER BIKE WITHOUT TRAINING WHEELS AND SHE IS DOING SO GOOD. I WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT WE ALL THINK ABOUT YOU EACH AND EVERY DAY.I CAN NOT SPEAK FOR YOUR MEMAW AND THAT SIDE OF THE FAMILY BUT I CAN SPEAK FOR YOUR NANA AND PAPAW AND ME BAILEY AND DADDY. WE ALL MISS YOU AND WISH THAT YOU WERE HERE WITH US. IT HAS BEEN A LONG 6 MONTHS BUT THERE ARE TIMES THAT IT SEEMS LIKE IT WAS YESTERDAY. I JUST HAVE TO SIT AND LOOK AT YOUR PICTURES AND WISH THAT I COULD BE LOOKING AT YOU. WE HAVE BEEN GOING THRU SO MUCH HERE LATELY AND IT IS SO HARD TO LOOK AT A BABY AND SEE EVERYONE HAPPY. I WANT TO HAVE ANOTHER BABY BUT NOT TO TAKE YOUR PLACE. NO ONE WILL EVER TAKE YOUR PLACE IN MY HEART. YOU HAVE YOUR SPECIAL PLACE THAT NO ONE CAN TOUCH IT IS FOR YOU AND YOU ONLY. I GO BACK TO THE DAY THAT I HAD TO LEAVE YOU. I THOUGHT THAT I WAS GOING TO GET TO SEE YOU AGAIN BEFORE YOU WERE PUT TO REST BUT I NEVER GOT THAT CHANCE. BABY MOMMY IS SO SORRY I HAD A FEW MORE THINGS THAT I WANTED TO TELL YOU BUT I DID NOT GET TO. PLEASE SO NOT EVER FORGET THAT YOUR MOMMY LOVES YOU SO MUCH AND I ALWAYS WILL. I WILL ALWAYS MISS YOU AND I WILL ALWAYS HAVE A EMPTY PLACE IN MY HEART WITH YOU NOT HERE. IT IS YOURS AND YOU DO NOT EVER HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT ANYONE TAKEING YOUR PLACE. I SENT YOUR SECURITY BLANKET WITH YOU AND YOUR STUFFED ANIMALS AND MOMMY KEPT YOUR HORSE SECURITY BLANKET TO HAVE SOMETHING OF YOURS HERE WITH ME. THE NICE NURSE AT THE HOSPITAL GAVE ME A HANDMADE BLANKET THAT I HAVE HERE ON THE BACK OF THE COUCH THAT IS YOURS. THERE ARE DAYS THAT I JUST SIT HERE AND HOLD THE KITTENS AND WISH THAT THEY WERE YOU. WE HAVE 3 CUTE LITTLE KITTENS AND ONE OF THEM HAS TOOK UP WITH ME AND WANTS ME TO HOLD IT ALL THE TIME. I TOLD SISSY THAT GOD SENT ME THAT KITTEN TO HAVE HERE FOR YOU.I HOLD HIM LIKE A BABY AND TALK TO HIM AS IF I WAS TALKING TO YOU. HE WILL BE SPOILED JUST LIKE YOU ARE. I REMEMBER THE NIGHTS THAT I WAS TRYING TO FIX BOTTLES AND I WOULD LAY YOU IN YOUR BOUNCER AND GET STARTED FIXING THEM AND YOU WOULD START CRYING AND I WOULD HAVE TO HOLD YOU. I LOVED EVERY MINUTE OF IT. WHEN WE WOULD GO OUT TO EAT I WOULD HOLD YOU WHILE I ATE MY FOOD. THATS ALL I WANTED TO DO IS HOLD YOU AND NEVER PUT YOU DOWN. I WANT THOSE DAYS BACK,I WANT YOU BACK IN MY ARMS. I WANT TO SEE YOUR BEAUTIFUL EYES LOOKING AT ME AND SMILEING WHEN I TALK TO YOU.BABY I MISS YOU SO MUCH. PLEASE VISIT ME TONIGHT IN MY SLEEP AND LET ME KNOW THAT YOU ARE THERE WATCHING OVER BAILEY AND I EVERY DAY AND NIGHT. I JUST WISH THAT I COULD KISS YOU AND HOLD YOU IN MY ARMS. BABY MOMMY IS GOING TO GO AND GET BAILEY IN THE BED FOR SCHOOL IN THE MORNING SHE HAS FELL ASLEEP IN THE FLOOR. WE LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU BABY. NIGHT NIGHT I LOVE YOU YOU ARE MY ANGEL SWEET DREAMS. I LOVE YOU BABY. WE LOVE YOU BAILEY AND MOMMY
Wednesday, October 3, 2007 - MOMMY AND BAILEY
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HEY BABY, I HAVE MISSED YOU SOOOO MUCH . IT IS A HARD LIFE WITHOUT YOU AND I WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT I LOVE YOU SOOO MUCH.BAILEY HAS JUST LEARNED W TO RIDE HER BIKE. I WISH YOU WERE HERE TO SEE . I JUST STARTED JR. RODEOS.I WON ROOKIE COWGIRL LAST WEEKEND.WELL I HAVE GOT TO GO BUT I WILL TALK TO YOU LATER.XOXOXOXOXO
XOXOXO.I LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND I ALWAYS WILL.
Tuesday, October 2, 2007 - AUNT BRITTANY
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Jaycee
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hey baby girl today is your angel day what a sad day for your family it is so hard to believe that it has been 1 year since you became our angel you are so deeply missed and loved by everyone we are having a candle light vigil out at your yard your family will be there we are sending you lots of pink balloons and millions of hugs and kisses i love yu so much baby girl
Tuesday, October 2, 2007 - aunt chel
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My precious Jaycee Marie
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I wish I could tell you Happy 1st Angel Day , but I'm still being selfish. I don't understand why you had to become an angel. This past year has been very hard for all of those that love you. Thankfully we have each other for support. We will be holding a candle light vigil at your yard tonight. Look for all the candles and balloons. Love and miss you forever. Please tell Carter and Kayleigh I love them and miss them very much.
Tuesday, October 2, 2007 - XOXOXOXOXO Grandma Deb
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My precious baby
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It feels a lot of things have happened since I last held you, Josh has got so big and wants to be a doctor and I am so proud of him.I have been thinking about you a lot today and I hope you can see us from heaven cause I am very pround of you too. I didnt get much of a chance to be your mammy but every time I think of you I hope you know how much I love you and miss the times we could have had. I just wanted to hold you today and tell you how beautiful you are. Somethings are not ment to be. I will love you forever and I am sorry it has taken me 14 years to write this but I just didnt know what to say apart from sorry I wasnt there when you needed me. I love you so much
Tuesday, October 2, 2007 - Mammy
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How is dad's little buddy? I still think about you everyday and can not believe it has been 6 months since you went to heaven. It seems like yesterday. I still find myself thinking of everything that happen that day and how I wish I could have done something else that would have kept this from happening. It's been a really long summer without you. We would have had so much fun this summer playing outside together. I went to the hockey game with Riley last weekend and he took Conner with him and I could not help but think it was suppose to be the four of us going to the hockey games this winter and having so much fun together. I still don't understand why this had to happen to you. You were already such a sweet angel here on earth I don't understand why God had to have you in heaven to be his angel. I know I am being selfish but after everything you mother and I had to go though to finally get our sweet angel though adoption I don't understand why you had to be taken away from us after only 20 months. We were suppose to be able to share a lifetime of memories together. I am greatful for the 20 months I got with you and would not change anything but I still wish for more time together. Looking back I am greatful that if God had to take you that you did not have to suffer before hand. I would not have been able to handle seeing my little buddy suffer through some kind of illness. Just always know you provided me the best 20 months of my life and I can not wait until we are together again in heaven. I need to get to work so I will right back again soon but know I am ALWAYS thinking about you and all the funny things my little buddy did while we were together.
Tuesday, October 2, 2007 - Love, Daddy
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Our Son AJ
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hey boyy!! totally miss & love you chokess! i'm gettin' huge hunnie, I can't believe we're having twins, you would've been such a cool big brother! Mykah is looking forward to having them, he talks to them all the time!! He misses you too, every time we go to the grave he gets all excited so I'm happy! We're getting ready to move back into Mama's house, excited about that, but more about the twins! Your angel day is coming up in the next month or so and I'm not looking forward to that, worried I'll be thinking about that day all day!! Anyways son we just want you to know how much we miss and love you so much!! Daddy sends his loves as always hes been busy working and he misses you all the time, he talks about you too!! We all miss and love you son!! And we're always thinking about you hunnie! Take care baby boy and always know WE LOVE AND MISS YOU CHOKESSSSSS! TAKE CARE OUR ANGEL IN HEAVEN, YOUR ALWAYS ON OUR MINDS, HEARTS & SOULS!! WE LOVES YOU BOIIIIIIII!
Monday, October 1, 2007 - LOVE YOU ALWAYS, Your Family
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Hey Mattie!
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Hey baby, I wish you were still here. it has been almost 11 months since you left me, but it hasn't gotten any easier. It's almost gotten harder. There isn't a day that goes by that I don't think of you. I thank God that you are with Him and he is taking care of you, as well as Pam, Ernie, and the rest of our loving family. I am sitting here right now, looking at your pictures that we took 2 days before you became an angel. You were so cute! I love the broncos outfit you are wearing. I have a collage of you at my desk here at work. I look at you every day, several times. Your sister misses you too, she asks about you often. I know you are looking down on us and telling us not to be sad. I just wish you were here. You'd be walking and talking by now, and you and your sister would be raising he**. Well, I better get back to work, I just wanted you to know that we all miss you and love you and we'll see you someday. Keep watch over me and your sister!
Monday, October 1, 2007 - Mommy and Melissa
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Dear Kylee Marie,
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Hey sweet baby. I was just thinking about you and wanted you to know how much I miss you. It’s hard to believe that you have been gone almost two months. It still hurts so much that you are not here with us. I was so lucky to have had the chance to spend so much time with you over the 11 weeks that you were here with us. Your mommy and daddy both miss you so much and I pray every day that God will give them the strength to make it through one more day without you. I know that the only thing that keeps them going is knowing that they will get to hold you again one day. You will always be in my heart and will never be forgotten. I miss you and love you bunches!
Monday, October 1, 2007 - Aunt Krista
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My Baby Girl, Arianna Olivia Olson,
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Arianna Olivia Olson 8-17-07 to 8-22-07 As I lay here with your blanket spread across my chest It was the way you loved to be held the very best I write this to you to tell you some things You are my daughter, my world, you are my everything There are things I didnt get to say to you enough during your short life And the pain in my heart I feel right now keeps burning like a knife I love you sweetie, I always will I know you're right here with mommy You're my guardian angel now I believe someday, we'll be together again, somehow Your gorgeous eyes looked just like your dad Especially when you made those little faces, as if you were mad Thank you, Arianna, for those nine months you were in my life, inside of me Thank you for those five days we shared together, those were the happiest days of my life Unfortunately, you never got the time to meet your daddy He loves you though, and he'll say goodbye sadly I know in my heart, you'll always be right by his side as well There are so many people who love you, baby girl, that you didn't get the time to meet But also, there were so many amazing people around you during your life You met both of your grandmothers, who loved you so very much You met your auntie Katie, who held you for hours one night, so mommy could sleep And you met your grampy, who thought you were so beautiful and so sweet Arianna Olivia Olson, I love you so much You'll be in my heart and my soul for the rest of my life And mommy will always be with you baby, until we meet again someday And we'll have all the time in the world When we meet up again, I promise Even though the time we spent together here, quickly flew It was the best time of my life I love you, Arianna, my baby girl There are no words that express how much you mean to me And as I'm saying goodbye It will be so hard not to break down and cry I love you my baby, and all mommy wants to do is just beable to kiss and hug you!
Monday, October 1, 2007 - Mommy, I Love You More Than Life Itself
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MOMMYS LITTLE ANGEL BRAXTON
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HEY, BABY HOW ARE YOU DOING? WELL WE ARE ALL DOING GOOD. WE MISS YOU. I WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT I MISS YOU AND LOVE YOU SO MUCH. I WISH THAT YOU WERE HERE WITH US NOW. WE TOOK BAILEY TO THE FAIR TODAY AND I WISH THAT YOU COULD HAVE BEEN HERE TO SEE HER ON SOME OF THE RIDES. SHE IS GETTING SO BIG. I WOULD HAVE LOVED TO TAKE YOU TO YOUR FIRST FAIR. I AM MISSING OUT ON SO MUCH NOW THAT YOU ARE GONE YOU ARE 7 MONTHS OLD AND I AM SURE THAT YOU WOULD BE DOING A LOT OF THINGS TO MAKE MOMMY SO PROUD OF YOU. I MISS YOUR BEAUTIFUL SMILE AND ALL OF THE THINGS THAT I GOT TO DO WITH YOU WHEN YOU WERE HERE. I AM NOT A MORNING PERSON BUT I MISS GETTING UP EARLY WITH YOU AND GIVEING YOU YOUR BOTTLE AND HOLDING YOU AND WATCHING YOU LAY IN MY ARMS AND SLEEP. I JUST WISH THAT WE COULD WAKE UP FROM THIS NIGHTMARE AND GO BACK TO THE DAY YOU WERE BORN AND HAVE THE MONTH WITH YOU AND THIS NEVER WOULD HAVE HAPPEND. I STILL HAVE NOT BEEN ABLE TO GO SEE CIDNEY AND SHARON HAS ONLY SAW BAILEY 3 TIMES SINCE SHE WAS BORN. SHE CAME TO BAILEYS PARTY FOR A FEW MIN. AND WE HAVE NOT SEEN HER ANYMORE. SHE HAS NOT CALLED TO CHECK ON BAILEY. PLEASE PRAY FOR THEM WITH BAILEY AND I SO THAT MAYBE SHE CAN BE A BETTER GRANDPARENT TO BAILEY LATER ON. BABY I WANT YOU HERE WITH ME. MOMMY IS GOING TO HAVE TO GO SO THAT I CAN GET A SHOWER AND GET IN THE BED SISSY HAS SCHOOL IN THE MORNING AND I HAVE GOT TO GET HER UP AND GET HER READY. TELL BROTHER THAT I MISS HIM AND LOVE HIM ALSO. TELL MAMAW,POP,GRANDP
AW,AND TONI THAT I LOVE THEM AND MISS THEM AND ONE DAY WE ALL WILL BE TOGETHER AGAIN ONE DAY. NIGHT NIGHT BABY I LOVE YOU ARE MY ANGEL SWEET DREAMS. I LOVE YOU BRAXTON. LOVE ALWAYS,MOMMY,DAD
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Sunday, September 30, 2007 - I LOVE YOU WITH ALL OF MY HEART,LOVE MOMMY AND BAILEY
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Dear Lil Pito
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Hey my lil big boy, its me just thinking about you lots. Tomorrow is October 1rst, soon it will be the 7th, this is the day that you recieved your Angel wings. Its going to be a hard day for everyone. The memory of the day we all got that horifing telephone call that you were gone. I can't beleive that it has been a whole year since you left! I still miss you the same as I did one whole year ago and Love you even more!Tanner wants to say hi, so here he is:nnnnttmnbcxsa mmb ddddddvmhhbbvvvv
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Sunday, September 30, 2007 - Love Always,Aunt Carolyn and Tanner
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Grayce Marie
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Hey baby girl it's mommy! Love you and miss you bunches!
Saturday, September 29, 2007 - mommy
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Dear Adorable Angel Conner ,
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Are you ready for karate? You are so cool, you can do anything you want .Hannah Montana is your best friend after me , Luke. On Sunday we are going to write a letter and put them in balloons and send them up to heaven at the cemetary. I cant wait . I feel alot bad , i cant wait to see you in heaven . When i grow up im going to be a plumber and call my shop Lukey Dukeys Plumbing . i will miss you and you may be so happy because hannahs mom is up there with you and she can tell you everything about her , this is from luke , remember me , i love you , goodbye sweet angel !
Thursday, September 27, 2007 - your 7 yeat old brother Luke
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My darling Lucas
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Hi sweetie. I've missed you so. I wish you were here today. Your brothers miss you, too. Zachary looks in the mirror and thinks he sees you.but it's only him. I hold onto the dream I had of you where I got to hold you for hours. I'm so sorry you can't be here with me. I miss you so much.
Thursday, September 27, 2007 - Mom
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Dear Cody,
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Hey my little man. Today makes 9 years that you have been gone. I miss you so much. Today your daddy and I went to the cemetery, it was amazing that we seen 9 deer while we were there, exactly your age. You have another little sister. I know you can see her, she is so beautiful. Haleigh named her Taylor Rayne. Haleigh is growing up so fast. She is 7 now,you would be such pals. She sleeps with your Blue Bear everynight. She loves Blue Bear and takes such good care of him. She wishes you were here too bubby,we all do. I just wanted to tell you I love you and I miss you.My little angel that flew, I love and miss you!!!
Thursday, September 27, 2007 - Love Always, Mommy
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Stephen
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Well my little man, it has been two months form today that we buried your body. I know that wasn't you that we buried because I KNOW the real you is smiling and waving your arms in heaven. Not a hour goes by that I don't think about you and miss you. Thank you for being our son. Love you good-nite.
Thursday, September 27, 2007 - Love, Daddy
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Dear Abigail,
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Hi Abigail, I really really miss you. I hope you are doing good. You got a new baby cousin. Her name is Katelynn. She looks and stares at your picture everyday. She knows who you are. We tell her about you all the time and she always smiles. I think you are her guardian angel. I know you are with us all the time protecting us. She smiles when she is sleeping. I love you alot. Everyone thinks about you all the time. I wish you were still here with us but I know you are in a better place and I also know that I will be able to see you again someday. I love you a whole lot. Just remember you are in my thoughts and prayers everyday. I am going to let you go to sleep and have a good night. I love you a whole lot.
Thursday, September 27, 2007 - Your Aunt Felisha
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Dear Abigail,
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Hi Abigail, I really really miss you. I hope you are doing good. You got a new baby cousin. Her name is Katelynn. She looks and stares at your picture everyday. She knows who you are. We tell her about you all the time and she always smiles. I think you are her guardian angel. I know you are with us all the time protecting us. She smiles when she is sleeping. I love you alot. Everyone thinks about you all the time. I wish you were still here with us but I know you are in a better place and I also know that I will be able to see you again someday. I love you a whole lot. Just remember you are in my thoughts and prayers everyday. I hope you have a good night baby girl. I love you!
Thursday, September 27, 2007 - Your Aunt Felisha
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jaycee marie
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hey baby girl i am so sorry i haven't been here writing you as much as i want to its hard when i don't have a computer i am using papa merle's its getting closer to your angel day and its getting harder and harder i have a bunch of your pictures hanging on my wall or shall i say your wall then i have one of your onesis in a picture frame right in the middle i wish i had you here instead i also have one of your outfits that i like to smell from time to time it still smells just like you well im sure daddy has told you we are going to do a S.I.D.S walk in waterloo next year we are going to have alot of big sponsors to help in research to stop the babies from going to heaven to early we know it won't bring you back honey although i wish it would you are the one who will always be in our hearts the kids are getting big whenever we visit your yard K'lyn yells love you cee love you as soon as we pull in the boys are doing very good in school now i always wonder what you would be doing how big would you be now well baby girl i have to go i love you always and forever
Wednesday, September 26, 2007 - aunt chel
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Happy Birthday My Little E-Man
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Today you would be 2 years old.It seems almost impossible that you have been gone for that long.Your little sister Arianna celebrated her 1rst Birthday last month and has now started to walk a bit. I miss you so very much my lil guy. I go to the cemetary a lot. Your Uncle Connor has gone with me (He brought you a matchbox car to play with). I know you are in the Loving hands Of Our Loving God. That is the only thing that brings me Solace. I miss you so much. Papa Ryan just had your name Tatoo'd on his neck. He misses you too. We love you and think of you everyday.I, await the day when we will be reunited in Heaven and I can Hug and kiss you. Until then I will keep you close in my heart and think of you everyday . Know that we love you. I love you Forever ,
Wednesday, September 26, 2007 - Nana Ryan
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Our Little Spartan---Victor Xavier Lopez
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My lovely Son, we love you with all of our heart. We now understand that God loaned You to us (three months and three weeks). We miss you very much. You came into our lives in May, then promoted to the rank of Angel in September. Your smile, giggles, cries and laughter were amazing. Mom and I could not wait to get home from work everyday to talk to You, play with You, hold You and love You. You are more than a Son, You are my stress reliever; holding You washed all of the day’s negativity away. I loved changing your diapers and getting You ready for the sitter every morning. Praying with You was and is a pleasure. I hope that Your orientation is going well in Heaven and that all of the other Angels, like the ones on this site, are telling you the secrets of life. I know you are in Perfect hands because He is perfect and knows what He is doing. Keep watching after us and all the children in this world. Our special bond is everlasting. Thank you for being our Son. God, thank You for letting us take care of one of Your Angels.
Wednesday, September 26, 2007 - Love from, Carlos and Diana Lopez
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My Little buddy Kyan
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Well its been another week and some how I made it through without you. I can't beleive next week you will have been gone for six months. It still feels and hurts like it was yesterday. I heard your voice today on the answer machine at home and it just broke my heart. It made me think about all the talking you would have been doing know and how much fun we would be having. Next week hockey seasons starts and I keep thinking about how we were suppose to be going to the games together and sharing all those fun moments. It almost make me not what to go without. That was something we were suppose to do together. I guess that just another hurdle I have to get over. I had an oil painting of you done for mom as an aniversary gift. It is going to go in our living room and will be another way for us to keep your memory alive. We should be turing in our adoption papers in a week or so and then the wait will begin to find you a brother or sister. Just know that no one will even replace you. You will always be my little buddy KyKy and not one can take that away from us. I can not wait to see you again in heaven. I have to get back to work so I will write back again soon.
Wednesday, September 26, 2007 - Love Daddy
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my bubby lazarus
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well hey there bubby! hows your party in the sky comeing along? its been 3 years since your angel days now. i cant beleive its been so long since youve been gone. i keep looking at your picture and thinking of wat you would look like now. im sure youw ould be a big boy,,, yopu always were. i think its was becuase of the steroids they gave you wen you were in mommy. i walways said you were gonna be a foot ball playa. you had the shoulders for it. Anywhos, your sister is so big now!!! she walked to me for the first time the other day.it made me feel so important and loved.I really wish i would have gotten to do the same with you . but you made me feel the same way she does evey time i hold her. and late at night when all the world is sleepin i still stay up and hold your bear and your picture. i often wonder wat it would be like if you were still here. wat you would look like. wat your firs word would be.and who your first crush was. cause you were a lovely little boy so i know even at a young age girls would be falling all over you. namma jonna misses you alot too. she still crys about once a week. but then again so do i. everytime i hold your sister i feel like something is missing. even though she is adorable and i love her so dang much i still wish you were here to teach her wat she needs to know. theres so much for her to learn and im afraid none of us can teach her enough. but im sure well do fine. but anywhos i better go baby boy, ive gotta go check my emails. but i love you and remember. youll always belong to me!!!!!
Wednesday, September 26, 2007 - your aunty angelxoxoxo
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My precious angel - Kylee Marie
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Hey baby girl! I went to the cemetary to see you last night and all I could do was sit there and cry as I stared at your marker. I sat beside you and told you how much I love and miss you. Could you see or hear me? My life is so empty without you here and I wish so bad that I could hold you. You have been gone now for a little over a month and it still feels like yesterday that I held you in my arms and rocked you to sleep. I never want to lose the feeling of how it felt with you in my arms. You were so precious in every way and looked just like your daddy. You were absolutely beautiful. To me, you are God's prettiest angel. I was reading some of the other letters and there was one that really stood out and touched me. It was from a dad and he was saying that every night he lays down with his babies picture and wonders how he will make it through another day without his baby. Kylee, I know exactly how he feels. I don't know how I'm getting through this. I cry all the time because I miss you so much and I pray every day that God will continue to give me the strength I need to make it through each day until I'm able to see you again. Daddy misses you too baby girl! I love and miss you more than anything.
Wednesday, September 26, 2007 - Mommy
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HEY LITTLE MAN
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HEY MY BEAUTIFUL SON I MISS YOU SO MUCH MOMMY IS 6 WKS PREGNANT AND I KNOW YOU WILL WATCH OVER THE NEW BABY CADEN I MISS YOU SO MUCH ITS HARD TO BELIEVE YOU HAVE BEEN GONE FOR 10 MONTHS NOW PEOPLE SAY EACH DAY WILL GET EASIER BUT TO ME ITS NOT I STILL CRY ALL THE TIME LIKE RIGHT NOW IM CRYING. UR DAD IS BACK IN TOWN AND AS YOU KNOW HE IS BEING LIKE HE ALWAYS HAS BEEN BUT ITS ALL OK I GOT YOU IN MY HEART AND GOT SISTER AND JOHN AND THE NEW BABY WELL BABY BOY I G2G BUT I LOVE YOU SO MUCH
Wednesday, September 26, 2007 - MOMMY
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My precious Oliver,
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Hello sweet baby!!! Good news, mommy is Finally moving back home to be with us!!! I'm so happy she is. She will need us to help her get through the rest of her pregnancy and to help with your new baby brother or sister. Mommy keeps saying it's a sister and I think she is right. You would have been the BEST big brother in the world, just like Uncle Jake. I still think about you evey minute of the day and I miss you with with all my heart. Having mommy come back home is really going to help me and grandma cope a little better. We talk about you all the time and I wore your bracelet to the birthday party so you could be there. I cried when it was time to sing, I wish it was your first cake. When will you come visit me? I would love to see you, even if it's only in my dreams. You are my angel Oliver, I hope you know that. Get some sleep baby boy, I will write soon. I Love You so so much. Please help mommy get here safely. Goodnight my precious Oliver.
Wednesday, September 26, 2007 - Love, Aunt Danie
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dear prcious sebastian
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DEAR SEBASTIAN I MISS YOU SO MUCH YOU ARE THE BEST BROTHER IN THE WORLD I WISH I WAS WITH YOU RIGHT NOW. i HOPE YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU WITH ALL OF MY HEART I DON'T KNOW THAT YOU HAVE A SISTER NAMED PALOMA i STILL CAN'T BELIEVE THAT IT HAS BEEN 2 YEARS SINCE i HAVE SEEN YOUR BEAUTIFUL FACE MOMMY AND i MISS YOU SO MUCH YOU ARE THE BEST BROTHER IN THE WORLD i GOT TO GO YOUR SISTER IS GETTING LONLY BUT I MISS YOU BUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU
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Tuesday, September 25, 2007 - love from claudia
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Dominic
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Hello Dominic, I was just thinking about you. Next week you would have been five years old. I imagine your birthday party. I try to guess what you would look like, and if i would have put you on your first school bus ride 3 weeks ago. I miss you so much. My heart still aches as it did the day you left. I remember all of the things I hoped you would become. I love you and will miss you forever. see you when I get upstairs.
Tuesday, September 25, 2007 - Love mommy
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Joshua
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Hey Babydoll, I am missing you so so much. I cant believe it has been over 2 years since Jesus took you away on that July evening. I miss you so much and think about you all the time,. I know you are always watching over me and making sure everyone is safe. Kisses forever my little babydoll. XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO
Monday, September 24, 2007 - Mommy
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My Sweet Angel - Kylee Marie
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Hey baby girl! This weekend was really hard for me b/c you were 4 months old on Saturday. I wish you were here - we would have so much fun trying different baby foods. You would probably be sitting up now and making those cute little sounds. I wish I could hear you! I miss you more than anything and I still feel so empty without you here - 11 weeks was no where near enough time with you. Sometimes I feel like I'm going crazy - you must be watching over me b/c somehow I make it through each day. There's not a moment that you aren't in my thoughts - you are all I think about each and every day. I love and miss you more than anything. I hope you're getting the hugs and kisses I send each day. I will see you again soon baby girl! I love you!
Monday, September 24, 2007 - Mommy
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Happy Birthday my sweet little Ashlee
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Hey sweetie how is Aunt Angie little girl? I guess that I should not call you little cause you are 11 years old today. But you will always be my little girl. I just wanted to stop in and let you know that I was thinking about you today and wanted to WISH you a HAPPY BIRTHDAY. i bet you and your mommy and Bobby had fun today. Well i better get off here and but your little cousin to bed. I love and miss you lots Ashlee Michele
Sunday, September 23, 2007 - Love always and forever Aunt Angie
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Dearest Joey,
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Words do not seem adequte to express how I am feeling tonight. First it is so hard to believe in just over 2 weeks it will be 16 years since you became my little boy and then a few days later my little angel. I so wish you were here with us to celebrate the big 16, but we will have to do it with you in heaven. Keep a watch out because we are going to send you some balloons to mark the day. I can't say celebrate, because how can we celebrate when the birthday boy is not here to celebrate with us? When you get them please share them with all of your friends. I want to thank you. When God asked you who you wanted to be your Mommy you picked me. I am so grateful for that and am grateful for you. You showed me I could be a good Mommy. I miss you so much and I am so glad that there was a Joseph Alfred to love and know. You brought so much joy and happiness to your Dad and I in the short time we got to have you. God loaned you to us for just a short while but I am grateful for those few short days. I want to be greedy and have you back but I know I can't but am grateful for the opportunity to have you at all. I want you to remember also that I will love you today, tomorrow and always!
Sunday, September 23, 2007 - much love, Mom
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TO MOMMY'S LITTLE ANGEL BRAXTON
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BRAXTON, MOMMY MISSES YOU SO MUCH. I AM SORRY I HAVE NOT WROTE TO YOU IN A LITTLE WHILE BUT I WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT I MISS YOU AND THINK ABOUT YOU EVERYDAY. IT IS SO HARD TO HAVE TO WRITE YOU LETTERS INSTEAD OF TELL YOU WHAT I WANT YOU TO KNOW. JUST KNOW THAT NO MATTER WHAT I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU WITH ALL OF MY HEART. MOMMY IS HAVING A HARD TIME RIGHT NOW WITH SOME THINGS THAT ARE GOING ON SO IF I DO NOT GET TO WRITE TO YOU FOR A FEW DAYS I WILL JUST AS SOON AS I GET TIME. I JUST WISH YOU WERE HERE SO THAT I COULD HOLD YOU IN MY ARMS AND TELL YOU HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU AND NEVER LET YOU GO. THERE ARE TIMES THAT I FEEL LIKE I AM GOING TO GO CRAZY. I THINK ABOUT THAT MORNING AND ALL OF THE THTINGS GOES WONDERING IN MY MIND OF WHY THIS HAD TO HAPPEN TO US. YOU ARE A VERY HAPPY BABY AND SO HEALTHY. I JUST CANT FIGURE IT OUT. WELL I WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT BAILEY HAS BEEN SICK FOR A WEEK NOW AND DID NOT GET TO GO TO SCHOOL. BUT AS FAR AS HER BARREL RACEING SHE HAS DONE GREAT. SHE HAS WON FIRST PLACE IN THE BARRELS AND POLES AT THE KIDS RODEOS AND WILL WIN A BUCKLE FOR THAT. AND FOR THE HORSE SHOWS SHE HAS WON FIRST PLACE IN THE ARENA RACE. ONE THING THAT SHE CAN REMEMBER FOR THE REST OF HER LIFE IS THAT HER FIRST BELT BUCKLE SHE EVER WON YOU WERE THERE TO SEE HER GET IT AND WE ARE THANKFUL THAT YOU WERE THERE. BABY NO ONE KNOWS HOW MUCH WE MISS YOU AND HOW HAPPY WE ARE TO HAVE YOU AS OUR BABY. WE ALL LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND ALWAYS WILL. TELL EVERYONE MOMMY SAID HI.MOMMY IS GOING TO HAVE TO GO SO I CAN GET READY AND GO TO TOWN. ALWAYS REMEMBER THAT I LOVE YOU WITH ALL OF MY HEART. LOVE ALWAYS MOMMY AND BAILEY
Sunday, September 23, 2007 - MOMMY AND BAILEY
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Dearest Anderson,
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Hi Baby, it's momma. I have not written to you in a while because Momma has been going through alot. I think about you and miss you about 9000 times a day though. Mommy fell the other day so Grandma took me to the hospital to make sure the baby was okay and we found out that you are going to have a little brother! It makes me happy to have another boy! Daddy wants to use your name as this baby's middle name so I thin your brothers name will be Evan Anderson. That's if Daddy doesn't change his mind AGAIN! :O) YOu know how Daddy can be! Keep getting to know your little brother little man. I love you and miss you tons.XOXOXOXOXXO
Sunday, September 23, 2007 - Love, Mommy
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My little angel Cameron
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I miss you so much. There have been so many times that I feel like I let you down by not going out to the cemetary on a consistent basis. It's not that I don't want to Cameron. It's just so hard with your two little brothers. Please know that you are always with me. You have never left my heart and never will. When Alan performed his song "Daddy Smile" I thought about how proud your daddy was and how much you made him smile. I wish I could hold you again, give you a hug, and a kiss. My arms feel so bare sometime. There will always be a void no matter if I'm holding your brothers in my arm or your soon to be cousin there will always be a void that can never be filled. I love you my little angel. Never in a million years when I used to read the book "The Littlest Angel" that my grandfather gave me know that you would truly end up being mine. I love you baby and miss you so much. You can never be replaced and will never be forgotten. I will never let that happen. My promise to you. Hugs and Kisses.
Saturday, September 22, 2007 - Mommy :)
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Dear Evan,
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It has been seven years today since we had to say goodbye to you. We think about you everyday and wish we could see your cute little face. We miss you and we Love You everyday!!! Wish you were here with us!!!
Friday, September 21, 2007 - Love Grandma Kim
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Baby Girl Aubrey,
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You know that it has been a little while since Mommy has wrote you, but I still go by where you are buried every single day. I love you so much. You are so missed and loved so much. I just wish that you were here with me and your sisters and Daddy and MeMe. You know, my arms hurt because I want to hold you so bad. You would have been 7 months old one week from today and it seems like 500 years or something. The pain is so fresh that it feels like yesterday. I don't know. I love you so much sweetheart and promise that you are never out of my heart or my thoughts.
Friday, September 21, 2007 - Love you FOREVER, Mommy
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Big Papi, Kaden
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Hi honey! It's been awhile since I've written you here but it doesn't mean that I don't think about you all the time. My birthday was yesterday and I so wish you were here. The girls made me cards with pictures on them. It was so nice! Momma sent me flowers and Auntie Jenn sent me some chocolate covered strawberries. I felt so special! Daddy & I are going to see a play tomorrow. It's been quite some time since we've been out alone together. It'll be so much fun! There's so much going on but everytime I look at your picture, it gives me a sense of peace. I know you are watching over all of us. This month has been very hard for me because a year ago this month is when you got your angel wings. There will never be a moment I do not miss you. You are ALWAYS in my heart. I love you my dear boy, Kaden. A million hugs and kisses to heaven for you, baby boy!
Friday, September 21, 2007 - Mom
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Dear Evan,
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Well- seven years ago today was the worst day of my life. I still can't believe it's been so long. I miss you a ton and wish you were here to enjoy your brother and sister-thank you for keeping them so safe. Jaiden is a constant reminder of you seeing she was born a day before your birthday. We will go see you in a few hours to bring you flowers and a balloon. We love you buddy and wish you were here. Sending you millions of hugs and kisses to heaven.
Friday, September 21, 2007 - always and forever- Mommy, Jordan, & Jaiden
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