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Katie Elizabeth

hey Katie i came to see you today and you came to see me i am sorry i am not going to be witting a long letter tonight because its late and i have dance in the morning but tomorrows will be i promise this time is for real i know you know but it was snowing today and thats how you came to see me well i am going to go to bed goodnight sweet dreams

Saturday, November 17, 2007 - Aunt Becky

Katie Elizabeth

Hey Katie have are you doing are you doing going up there. I love you very much I hope you love me very much.I miss you very much Katie I hope you miss me very much. Uncle Tommy and Uncle Matt and Uncle Todd said hey there miss you very much and they love you very much too. When Alysa said hey and she miss you and she love you very much. When I hear your name I cry. Everyone misses you and they love you very much. My friend Morgan she didn't get to hold you and she misses you very much and she loves yo very much. Katie in two week it is my birthday I hope you can say HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME. I am going to write you a letter very nigh. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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Friday, November 16, 2007 - your best aunt abby xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxoooooooooooooooooooooo

Hello my sweet Autumn,

Mommy wanted to let you know that I love you and miss you very much. Your 1st birthday just came around. Thats was a very hard day for daddy and me. Your angel day just past as well. I still think about you everyday. I can't wait until I can be with you again. As you already may know, your going to be a big sister in May. I know that you will watch out for your little brother or sister. But please remember, no matter what, you will always be mommy's first sweet baby girl and I will always love you with all my heart and soul.

Friday, November 16, 2007 - I love you, Mommy

Our Baby AJ

Hey Boii, just wanted to show some love to you hunnie! And let you know how much we love and miss you! Your ANGEL DAY was beautiful, our family was very supportive. The Candle Vigil was beautiful, everything was beautiful! We miss you so much son, we all do. I still can't believe how much your life has impacted so many of us, not just friends and family, but people we don't even know! Mykah misses you, he's been crying for you, telling us he misses his brother!! Daddy is doing good, still busy with work, but he misses you too. He said he came over and took a nap w/you!! As for me, I'm hanging in there w/this pregnancy, I'm a little scared of losing not one but both babies, so just help me out k son!? I pray all is blessed in Heaven and we know your just totally Happy, so send our love to Papa & the rest of the family! Take care our ANGEL BOII!! We love and miss you plenty!! XOXOXOXOXOX always hunn!! Watch over us, like you always do baby boii, forever loved!!

Friday, November 16, 2007 - Love, Ur Family

Hi Hannah,

My little baby, I cannot believe that you would be 7 years old on Wednesday. I miss you so much baby, and sit here crying. I look at your sisters every day, and wonder what you would look like and be like. Lianna was Cindrella in the school play and Sarah loves the 4th grade. Mommy and Daddy miss you so very much, baby. Please kiss my mom and dad for me, and all the rest.

Friday, November 16, 2007 - All My Love, Mommy

Nevaeh

Hey phat momma scoop. I'm just writing to tell you that I love and I miss you very much!! We're coming to see you on Saturday or Sunday. Harmane probably won't be able to visit because it's so cold here. But I love you baby girl!! Keep smiling down on us.

Friday, November 16, 2007 - Mommie

Katie Elizabeth

Hey Katie have are you doing Katie. When Alysa she see your picture she kisses than. There is a picture in mommy and daddy room on the refrigerator for you. It is so cute when Alysa kisses than. Katie I miss you and I love you very much. I hope you miss me and love me to very much. Uncle Tommy and Uncle Todd and Uncle Matt said hey and they miss and they love you very much. I hope you miss us because we miss you and we love you very much.I hope you can get this letter that I write to you. Uncle Nick said hey and he misses you and he loves you very much.I hope you miss me very much.I hope you love me very much. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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Katie Elizabeth

hey me and steph are going to go see you this weekend maybe tomorrow i will ask i know i am going to cry my eyes out you don't know how much i miss you and now that mommy and daddy are gone i can't stand it because i would look at them and they would remind me of you and now i can't even look at them i love you sooooooooo much todays letter is a short one because it's late and i have to get up early but wait till tomorrow's letter it will be really long i miss you and love you so much i wish you were here

Thursday, November 15, 2007 - aunt becky p.s i miss you so much

My Sweet Baby Tyler

I love you baby boy. I miss you so much. My heart breaks for you everyday. Aunt Morgans baby is due in a few weeks, i hope she will look like you. I just miss you baby boy. Life isn't the same without you

Thursday, November 15, 2007 - Mommy,Daddy,Corey,and Sydney

hi sweet kyan

i haven't been able to write to you for awhile cause my computer did not work. your daddy gave me a different one. mama misses you so much. i can't believe it has been almost 8 months since god took you to heaven. thanksgiving is next week but i don't want to celebrate it. i feel i have not got much to be thankful for. it has been a really bad year for all of us. i can't believe we have to have Xmas without you. i just cannot except you being gone. i have lost my faith and don't know what to do. i love you so. everytime Blaize does something i think kyan should be doing that. mama has been having some health problems. maybe i will see you soon. i pray every nite that your mom and dad will get to adopt a sister or brother for you. they are so sad. look over them if you can. let them know you are there. your daddy needs to know you are happy in heaven. have fun with the other angel babies and tell g-mama and g-papa hi for me and that i miss them also.

Thursday, November 15, 2007 - love you bunches, mama barb

hey baby boy

Mommy misses you so much. Your father stopped talkin to me and it hurts alot. I am getting over it though. It's been hard but although i know that you are with me it hurts that you are not there wright now. Have you been watching over your father like i asked you. Is your dad ok. Tell your uncle charlie and your greatgrandma i said hi and i miss them. I love you jeremiah and i always will please watch out for your brother or sister that might be there soon ok. be careful and tell god thank you for not letting you suffer anymore. Don't worry i know that you dad still loves you.

Thursday, November 15, 2007 - mommy ( davinia)

Dear Little Pito,

Hi, my beautiful little hop toady. I love you so much, I miss you so much. I want to rewind the past year and a half and spend more time with you. It's holiday season again, and again without you, wordy bird. I love you so much. It's hard to not smell you, touch you, tickle you and do "big" boy stuff with you now. I miss everything aobut you, all that you did and all of the things you would now be doing. I love you. I love you. Words cannot express, there is not a single word that explains how I feel inside, not a group of words, not words at all. I just really want somehow to know that you know how much I love you, how much so many people love you. And how much you are deeply missed. I remember your big smile, those dimples, our trip to Busch Gardens, I am so glad we captured that dimpled filled smile in a picture. It is your mommy's favorite. One of mine, too. I can't pick any one favorite because every single picture of you, even the out of focus ones are so precious to us now. We will get no more. I love you and miss you so much, Little Pito.

Thursday, November 15, 2007 - love always and forever, Abuela

Our precious Little Emily

Hi Sweetheart. Maw Maw and Paw Paw went to see you today. You know it's your 3rd month birthday.We miss you so much sweetheart. We took a little bear angel and put it beside your big angel.It was your birth stone Peridot. That's a beautiful color. Or course Maw Maw had her daily crying spell. I talked to you a long time. I pray the angels took my message to heaven for you. I know you have a beautiful angel watching over you. I know Jesus picked a special one for you. Maybe on your 4th month birthday I'm going to send you some really pretty balloons to heaven for you.I come and see you almost everyother day. You know that. I'm never ever going to forget you Sweetheart. I love you sooo much it hurts I got your picture right her beside of me and I talk to you everynight I hug and kiss your picture. Mommy said hello. She still having a hard time. But you will be getting your marker soon and we are going to get her to come and see you. She picked you something out special. Your little resting place looks so lonely, but when we get there we will be right there beside of you. I hope I will be there soon with you. I have a locket with your pictures in it. I will never take it off. I try to talk about you to people and cry then I show your picture to them. Some understand and some never experience the pain. But that's ok. I will show you off forever and ever. Maw Maw cries alot, but Paw Paw tries to be brave and cries off to himself. I know you are happy in heaven with Jesus. But we would have loved to been able to have taken care of you. We know you are in good hands. But we miss you so.They took you away for an autopsy and that hurt Maw Maw so bad.ButI know they are trying to find a cure for sids. so Maybe something from you will help save our precious babies .I pray a lot more now. I pray God will take me like he did you and I would wake up with you. That would make me so happy. I wished I could have taken your place instead of you going away. I'm going to be good and pray everynight. I want to be with you someday. I love you Sweetheart. I know I have an angel beside of me who is going to take this kiss and hug to you in heaven. Please send me one back. Ok. OX OX OX Ox Forever. I love you sooo much Sweetheart.

Wednesday, November 14, 2007 - Love Maw Maw and Paw Paw

Katie Elizabeth

Hey Katie i just wanted to know that since you have been gone i can't think straight i keep "losing thing" at least thats what everybody says everyone is being mean to me i don' t like this i wish you were here mommy and daddy are leaving they are going with grandma to her now house but i really miss you and i can't stand it here because everyone is mean to me ever since you have been gone well i got o go it's late love you

Wednesday, November 14, 2007 - aunt becky p.s i miss you so much

Stephen

Hey little man. I especially miss you tonight. Not sure why, just I love you so much and miss you. We had the marker for your grave a couple of weeks ago. Mommay did a great job of picking it out. Mommy is a choir practice right now. Lance and Payton had their baths and are asleep. Eventhough you were here for a short time you touched everybody who met you. Thanks againfor helping to be a Dad. Love you little man. Love you, good night.

Wednesday, November 14, 2007 - Love Daddy

Katie Elizabeth

Hey Katie have are you doing are you doing good and I am doing good too. I miss you Katie very much and I love you very much to. My class said hey to you. Hey Katie I am just saying have much miss you and have much I love you. Uncle Tommy and Uncle Matt and Uncle Todd said hey and they miss you were much and they love you very much. I miss you very much and I love you very much. I am going to write you a letter very night. I hope that you miss me and I hope that you love me to very much. I love you and I miss you very much.Bye KATIE love aunt Abby HAPPY THANKSGIVING KATIE XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
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Wednesday, November 14, 2007 - Best Aunt Abby

RIPnL AJ

Its been one WHOLE year w/out you son & we miss you so much. We had a very beautiful candle vigil for you and your family came out and supported it. It was nice, I haven't cried like that in awhile, at least not in public. We miss you so much son, Mykah was crying for you, telling us he misses his brother. That broke my heart. I just want you to know that we think about you everyday son. We love you so much. We wish everyday that you were here with us. I know Mykah and Daddy miss and love you too. We're all doing okay, still busy with work church and family. Mykah is so smart, he talks a lot tho but it's okay. The twins are doing fine, making me bigger by the second. Daddy is busy working and of course taking care of us. Anyways your one year was beautiful, and we had a lot family show up. It was great support, they way they decorated your grave was beautiful. The pictures, candles, flowers, clothes, everything. Daddy and I loved it. It was cold out, but everyone including you brothers and sisters stuck it out in the cold. We just want to tell you again how much we love and miss you. You'll forever be missed and remembered and of course LOVED! Take care our Guardian Angel, Our Son, Brother & Phatdo!!

Wednesday, November 14, 2007 - With all OUR LOVE -ur family

Jaden's 1st Birthday Party

Hey Baby its MaMa,yesterday you were the BIG#1,we all came to see you and sissy and I blew up balloons and eveyone wrote a special message to you on your special day,we all sent them to heaven I hope you got them all there were a lot of them.You also received many gifts from your cousins,Aunts,un
cle,NaNa, and Sissy,did grandma make you a nice cake i'm sure she did tell Grandpa I miss him a lot I know you had a nice time yesterday,but I wish I was planing your party,one day I will.LOVE you BABY,MaMa xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
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Wednesday, November 14, 2007 - MaMa

brionna paige shelton

christmas is coming and I will lite your candle like I did last year in your memory. you are still with me everyday in my heart and my mind. Your little brother is getting so big and so cute. when I look at him I see your eyes. I love you my little something else.

Wednesday, November 14, 2007 - miss you love you grandma Kim

Dear Gunner,

It's aunt Dana again. I was just sitting here alone and was really missing you. You know that not a day goes by that I don't think of you. I hate to do this, but I really need you to do something for me. I need you to try to help us get through these holidays. Mimi is really sad. So is your mommy. We all miss you so badly little man. Sometimes it's just really hard to breathe. It doesn't seem to matter how hard I try to make them feel better. Nothing works. I think it's because they see straight through me. They know that I am just as torn apart as they are. Your mommy is trying to start a new life. Watch over her ok? I am so glad that she's attempting to get on with her life. It's very hard for her. She feels guilty Gunner. Please help her find peace with all that's happened. I guess I am going to go for now. I love and miss you so terribly little man.

Wednesday, November 14, 2007 - All my love, Aunt Dana

Katie Elizabeth

hey katie how u doing up there i am sorry i didn't write to you last night because i was at dance late and i forgot i am sorry i miss you so much i love you so much i really wish you were here all my friends wanted to see you and from the pictures they think you are so adorable and i know were not supposed to question god but everyone does at one point i do believe but why did he take you there are millions of people out there that hate themselves and cant stand to be alive and you were so perfect and had everything mommy an daddy and evryone would do anything for you, you would never cry we would pick you up as soon as you would start to cry ps i miss you sooooooooooooooo
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Tuesday, November 13, 2007 - your best godmother and aunt becky

Katie Elizabeth

Hey Katie I am just sating have much I miss you. I love you Katie very much and I miss you very much. When I hear your name I cry. I hope you miss me and love me to. I hope you love me very much. When I went to school my class did a play and it had your name in it I was you because I miss you very much and love you very much. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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Tuesday, November 13, 2007 - best Aunt Abby

Katie Elizabeth

Hey Katie I miss you very much I hope you miss me to. Everyone wish that you are here right now. I love you very much I hope you love me too. I wish that you were here right now because I miss you. Katie you are going to miss my birthday because it is in 17 day. I am going to miss all the time I hope that you miss me all the time. If I hear your name I cry because I miss you and I love. In a play that I did it had your name and I was you. All the time when I go to school I cry. I have some pictures in my desk because I miss you very much. I showed my class your pictures that said you are very cute. My friend Morgan misses you very much too. I hope that you miss your mommy and daddy because they miss you very much. I wish at you were here right now because everyone love you and misses you very much. Uncle Tommy misses you very much and loves you very much. love aunt abby xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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Monday, November 12, 2007 - your best aunt abby

Jaden Abel Matos 11-13-2006-02-06-2007

Our Little Fat Man im writing you to tell you HAPPY 1ST BIRTHDAY in Heaven we all miss you so very much.I think of you all the time,I feel somewhat better that you are with grandma and grandpa but i am greedy i want you here with us we went to the toy store today and bought you a little present and some balloons for tomorrow i hope we will all be ok im worried about your dad i come see you all the time but daddy doesnt like to go but that is ok he is very depressed today and everyone always asks me how i am never daddy. he is ok dont worry i'll take care of him well baby we all LOVE and MISS you so VERY VERY much have a good nite BOOBIE we LOVE YOU xoxoxoxoxoxoxox

Monday, November 12, 2007 - LOVE YOU BABY DADDY,MAMA AND SISSY

My Angel Tyler Jesse Lush-McGraw

Well I was thinking of you today, I think of you everyday even though it has been over 14 years since I held you in my arms.Writing this is hard and my tears are already flowing but I have to do this. Tyler I want you to forgive me for not being there.I'm so sorry, You daddy and I just wanted a night out and now I regret every minute of it.I should have been there for you.I still remember how you smiled at me has I was walking out the door.If I only knew that it was the last one I would ever see I never would have left.This has put a huge weight on my heart and the guilt I feel is beyond repair.I love you so much and I hope you can forgive me for being selfish. I wanted to be with you.I couldn't live without you but I believe you saved me and blessed me with your sister Faith, She is 13 now and she has your eyes. One day I will hold you in my arms again but I will let God deceide when that time will be. Miss and Love you Always. My Sleeping Angel.

Monday, November 12, 2007 - Mommy

Our precious Little Emily

Hi Sweeheart. Maw Maw and Paw paw miss you so much. I know it's cold outside and I keep thinking my sweetheart is cold. I hate leaving you out there all by yourself. We have all bought our resting places close to you. So sooner or later one of us will be there with you.I know your mommy went through a lot that year carrying you. So young and scared. But there is nothing more precious that you could ever be to us. Your Mommy you already know that was a wonderful mom. She wanted to do everything for you. She even breastfeeded you as young as she was because she wanted the best for our Precious Emily. We did everything right so we still cant figure out why this sids stuff took you.I hate that word. I just wanted to take you to the mall and show you off and we bought this car seat and stroll combination and you didn't even get to take a ride in it. Boy does that hurt. I come see you almost everyday. I always kiss the ground or that little angel there. You will have your marker soon. It will be beautiful. We finally got it paid for.So it should be on there soon. At least it will have your name on it so everyone and see and know we have a precious little Emily. That went to soon. Oh how it hurts baby. I cry everyday still after 2 months. I would have died for you sweetheart. When My time comes. I want to meet you there at the golden gates. I'm being good I want to see you so bad and hug and kiss you. I love you so much. Still having a hard time with your mommy. She hurts too much to come and see you. Not your Maw Maw I get down on the ground with you and talk to you and then cry. We never got to see you smile or coo. We are going to miss all of that. They finally put you in the heaven's nursery. Maybe you have some more new friends in Heaven I have seen where some have gotten their angel wings after you did. It hurts so bad. Please God let us find a cure for this awful thing sids. Well it's time for me to say my prayers. I Thank Jesus everynite for taking care of you. I love you sooo much Sweetheart.I'm going to send you a big kiss. Please send me one from heaven.I love you sweetheart.

Monday, November 12, 2007 - Love Maw Maw and Paw Paw

Daddy's Angel, Kylee Marie

I know I don't write you as much as your mommy does, but I talk to you all the time. You never leave my thoughts or my heart. I wanted to tell you how much I miss you and that I love you. You will always be my perfect little girl and I wish you were right here with me. I will talk to you soon.

Sunday, November 11, 2007 - I love you, Daddy

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Sunday, November 11, 2007 - I love you, Daddy

Katie Elizabeth

hey baby how you doing up there is it fun is everyone nice i am sleeping over my friends but i still have your stuff animal i miss you and i wish you were here and so does everyone in the whole entire world we love you and i just wanted to say goodnight and like i said i am keeping my promise witting you a letter every night wish you were here

Sunday, November 11, 2007 - aunt becky

Katie Elizabeth

Hey Katie am just said that have much I miss you very much. I love you very much do you love me very much.I wish you were here for my birthday. I am going to be 10 in November 30, 2007. I wish that you would be here with us. Everyone miss you very much even Uncle Tommy miss you very much he wish that you were here. I miss you very much. My friend Morgan misses you very much. I love you very, very,very much. I am going to write you a letter every day. You are my best niece that I had in my life. I miss you very much I hope that you miss me to. good night Katie.xxxxxxxxxx
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Hey precious baby Caits

Our sweet baby, you battled hard, you fought to live. Now you may sleep in eternal peace. We miss you more than words can say. We only had you a year and it just wasn't enough. But you can play in heaven and watch over Mummy Daddy and Ria. We adore you and are so proud of you. You picture is the most comforting thing. To see your little face feels like you are still here. God bless you Caitlin, sweet dreams. Wait for us, Love you forever KIsses and Cuddles

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Baby Grayce Marie

Hello beautiful girl it has been a little while since I have wrote you so I thought I would send you this letter and send you a hug and thoughts of you. Know I think about you all the time sweet girl. You would not be a baby anymore more if you were here on earth with us. So hard to believe how time has gone. Know you are in my thoughts and heart each day. I love you sweet girl and know I will never forget you, sending lots of hugs to the clouds for you beautiful girl.

Saturday, November 10, 2007 - Melissa

Beautiful Julia

3 years today the nightmere that I am haunted with daily began. I miss and love you so much. Still very confused and angry. I try to take all that energy and think of all my love for you. Your baby brother is sleeping through the night now. It is so hard, every night I fear for his life. I send all my love your way precious baby girl! Your mama loves you, xoxo

Saturday, November 10, 2007 - Mama

katie Elizabeth

Hey Katie i miss you very much i hope you miss me too. I love you very much i hope you love me too.I wish you were here. Because everyone miss you very much. I love you very much. You are going to miss my birthday i am going to be 10. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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katie elizabeth

hey baby how are you doing up there i miss you and like i said i would write you every night and i keep my promises and i love you but aunt Abby wants to write you so i love you and miss you

Saturday, November 10, 2007 - aunt becky

TO MOMMY'S ANGEL BRAXTON LEE HARVILLE

HEY, ANGEL I HOPE YOU ARE DOING WELL. WE ARE ALL OK. I KNOW IT HAS BEEN A FEW WEEKS SINCE I WROTE YOU BUT IT IS HARD TO SEND YOU LETTERS WHEN I WOULD RATHER BE TALKING TO YOU WHILE YOU ARE IN MY ARMS. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND WE ALL MISS YOU AND WISH THAT YOU WAS HERE WITH US. SISSY GOT ANOTHER BELT BUCKLE LAST FRIDAY NIGHT FOR THE AWARDS AT THE HORSESHOW. I KNOW THAT YOU ARE SO PROUD OF HER. DADDY GOT A NEW POSITION AT WORK SO MAYBE HE WILL GET A GOOD RAISE SOON. WE ARE STILL WANTING ANOTHER BABY AND I HOPE THAT WE WILL GET THAT WISH. I DO NOT WANT A BABY TO TAKE YOUR PLACE BECAUSE NO MATTER WHAT THAT WOULD NEVER HAPPEN. YOU WILL ALWAYS BE MOMMY'S BABY. AND YOU WILL ALWAYS HAVE THAT SPECIAL PLACE IN MY HEART. BRAXTON SISSY WANTS ME TO TELL YOU THAT SHE LOVES YOU AND ALWAYS WILL AND SHE MISSES YOU. SHE TALKS ABOUT YOU ALL THE TIME. BABY WHAT ARE WE GOING TO DO FOR CHRISTMAS WITHOUT YOU HERE WITH US. THIS WOULD BE YOUR FIRST CHRISTMAS AND I HAD SO MUCH PLANNED FOR YOUR FIRST CHRISTMAS AND BIRTHDAY. MOMMY IS GOING TO GO CRAZY AND I HOPE THAT YOU WILL WATCH OVER US ON THESE DAYS THAT ARE GOING TO BE SO HARD ON US WITH YOU NOT HERE WITH US. BABY MOMMY IS GOING TO GO FOR NOW WE HAVE A LOT OF THINGS TO DO TODAY AND WE HAVE ALREADY LOST THE BIGGEST PART OF THE DAY DOING AROUND IN THE HOUSE. MOMMY WILL WRITE TO YOU AGAIN SOON. MOMMY LOVES YOU BABY AND I ALWAYS WILL.

Saturday, November 10, 2007 - MOMMY AND BAILEY

My sweet angel Cayden James

I was remembering you. I always do. Two years have almost passed, and I still wish I could hold you tight. Thank you for looking out for Em. You are a wonderful big brother! Bradley misses you. We all do. I remember when you said "mama" for the first time. I love you very much. Miss you tons. Sending you loads of kisses and hugs!

Saturday, November 10, 2007 - Mommy

Jaycee Marie

Hi baby girl, it been a while since daddy has wrote you. Things are pretty tough right now the holidays are coming up and that makes me sad just know you will not be here again. Your sister talks about you alot even at school, she really misses you alot, she has a paper at school to draw you pictures on when she gets to feel sad. Then your brother even though he don't say to much anymore misses you to. He gave you his little pumpkin, i hope you liked it. Then of course you know that you mommy and daddy misses you too and that we love you alot. Daddy will try to write again real soon, but until then here are some hugs and kisses. XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO
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Saturday, November 10, 2007 - Daddy

DEAR ELIZABETH

I SEE YOUR PICTURE WHEN YOUR MOM PULLS THEM OUT FOR EVERY ONE TO SEE. I TELL HER WHAT A BEAUTIFUL LIL GIRL YOU ARE. I REFER TO YOU AS IF YOUR WERE STILL ALIVE. I SEE HER HEART BREAK INTO MANY PIECES AS SHE IS STILL THERE HOLDING YOU. I NEVER GOT THE CHANCE TO KNOW YOU, BUT I WOULD STILL LOVE YOU JUST THE SAME. REMEMBER WHEN YOU ARE LOOKING DOWN WATCHING OVER HER, REMEMBER HER HEART IS ALWAYS YOURS.

Friday, November 9, 2007 - LOVE FROM COUSIN LUPIT

Katie Elizabeth

hey Katie i just wanted to let you know how much i missed you and cant stand it here without you. i miss you so much i even wrote my story on you and i did a poem about you and i know you are watching over me and that you know that just about every night i have been crying myself to sleep because i cant stop thinking about how much i miss you. i love you so so so so so much and i don't understand why he had to take you because you had everything and there are people out there that don't even want kids and he still gives them their lives and kids who get beat everyday of their life and want to die and again they take you everyone misses you and can't stand to be here without you. i miss you and love you so much i bet you don't even know. even though mom said she thinks you knew you were going to die i still don't think it was right all those nights i was up with you wile mommy pumped because dad had to be to work the morning. that just shows how much i cared for you and that one day where uncle Todd came up here crying KATIE is DEAD that seemed like it was just a joke but i knew that no body would joke about something like that but i have to go i will write to you every night saying how much i miss you and love you love aunt Becky

Friday, November 9, 2007 - your best godmother and aunt becky

Nathan James Cooper

Hello my precious little boy I love and miss you so much my little man I wish with all my heart that you were here with us.

Friday, November 9, 2007 - love you Baby Nana

Hello my angel Gabriel Dane,

I haven't written for awhile. Not because I don't think of you everyday, but its hard to write to someone that won't answer back. You should have been 1 years old on the 16th of October. Grandma & aunt Mel took me out for the day. I really just wanted to lay in bed all day until it passed. I thought about when we went to the hospital to have you delivered. How you were orange like a pumpkin. Your daddy was so proud to have a healthy beautiful baby boy again. I miss you terribly. The 20th of December is creeping up. I can't believe its been a year. I would give anything to hold you again and kiss your chubby little face -but then i know i'd want to do it again and again and again. Never forget that I love you with all my heart and soul. Every second of every minute of every day. Many hugs and kisses to keep you warm.

Thursday, November 8, 2007 - Love mommy.

My sweet angel - Kylee Marie

Hey baby girl! Today is three months since you've been gone and I've been having a really hard time. I miss you more and more each day that you're not here with me. Each day gets harder and harder for me. Your brother (he misses you too baby girl) and I went to see you the other night and it was so cold out there. I wanted to lay a blanket down so you could be warm. Hopefully God is keeping you warm up there. I know he is taking good care of you but it's just not fair that you were taken away. I know you were his before he gave you to me and I thank him every day for choosing me to be your mother for the most wonderful 11 weeks of my life. I just wish I had a lifetime with you. I would give anything to have you back in my arms. I look at your pictures every day, day and night, and you are never out of my heart and mind. I miss you more than words can say and I pray that you will keep me strong until the day I can see you again. Just know that the place you hold in my heart will always be there - - that place may be empty, but you will never leave my heart. You will always be with me! I love and miss you so much baby girl!

Thursday, November 8, 2007 - I love you! Mommy

Baby AJ

Hey Boii its getting closer to your ANGEL DAY, and we miss you so much! We love you hunnie, I've been thinking about you a lot more. It's going to be hard, I'm kinda worried about your Angel Day, meaning how I'm going to feel and things like that. I know the day will just replay itself in my head over and over. I still think about that day & everyday, not the whole day but little pieces of the day, if I think about the whole day I just end up crying. I miss you so much, and I still live w/guilt about what happened to you! I find myself still blaming myself for what has happened to you, and I know in some way it is my fault. I pray you forgive me, if in reality it really is my fault! I love you son, more than words can ever express! We miss and love you boy until my next letter, take care of yourself & watch over your brother & the twins!

Thursday, November 8, 2007 - xoxoxo your family

my lazarus baby

hey there pumpkin! hows life going up there ? not too bad down here but your sister scared the crap out of me yesterday! mommy and daddy were at a friends house and some girl was susposed to watch her and she swallowed a nickle and choked. shes ok thank god and you but it scared me so bad i almost cryed all night. it hurt me so bad to think of looseing aniother lil you! ya maybe shes not you but she is part of the family now and its a scary thought that she would leave too!!!! well anyways im gonna try and catch a biter to eat before class so i love you and ill talk to you later my lovely!

Thursday, November 8, 2007 - your nanni/aunty angel ! xoxoxox

Nevaeh

Wow! It's been so long since I've wrote you, your baby sister is keeping mommy busy. I miss you so much. We bought Harmane to see you a while back, and we took pictures of her touching your grave. Your sister is so cute, she;s walking now and she can talk a little. Her birthday is next month, December 5th. I'm going to have a birthday party for her on December 8th. We always look at your pictures together and talk about you. I miss you so much and I wish that you were still here. I don't think people understand what I'm going through. It's hard sometimes seeing harmane and knowing that you aren't here to play with her or talk to her. I love you phat momma scoop.

Wednesday, November 7, 2007 - Mommie

Dear Gunner,

When your mommy told me she was having a baby, there aren't any words to express how i felt. At that time I was wanting a baby so badly. But having a baby for me is not so easy. So I decided the minute I saw your first ultrasound that you weren't just your mommy and mimi's, you were mine too. Getting you here was a chore little man!! I don't know who was more stubborn, you or your mommy. But once you finally did get to come home with us, you were such a blessing. Your little smile would light the room. You definately knew how to control us!!! All you had you had to do was whimper and we would melt. We took such good care of you, which is why I still cannot believe you are gone. God knew that you were exactly what I needed when I needed you. So why did you have to go? I guess it's not for me to question, but it still hurts so very bad. We have all tried to be strong for eachother, but we all still fall apart so easily at the mere mention of your name. Your first birthday it made me so angry to be at that graveside. I should have been buying you toys and watching you make a mess of your cake. Watching your eyes light up at all the pretty ribbons and packages. Hearing you laugh and watch you play with your fire trucks papa bought you. I wish Christmas would just go away. Everyone is starting to put up their lights and trees. I remember you would just stare at the lights. You loved them so much. I'm so sorry that we'll never hear your little feet running down the hall to wake us up Christmas morning. We'll never see you peek in your presents. We'll never see you tear into your presents. Papa will never get to watch the Grinch or Wizard of Oz with you. This is killing me. I can't see to type any more so I promise I will write you again very soon liitle man. I miss you so much.

Tuesday, November 6, 2007 - Aunt Dana

Hey Roman

Hi my little angel. I just took something up to the attic and saw your car. It almost made me cry but I know thaat would make you sad. I am going to take your swing out of the cold attic and back into your messy room (thanks to mom) I miss you so much Romey, your sweet little precious dimples. Please help my heart from hurting. I miss you so much. I applied for a job today, wish me luck. I can't wait until I can hold you again. I miss you so much. I will write you soon, probably tomorrow. Hugs and kisses. your daddy

Tuesday, November 6, 2007 - your papa

My Precious Sweet Boy Joey

Hi Sweetheart! I know I only wrote the other day, but God I am missing you tonight. I have been watching your video a lot lately. I even was able to get 4 pictures off of it so now I don't have just the one taken the day your were born. I gave the pictures to your Dad for his birthday yesterday. Not sure if he liked them. He didn't say anything either way. I think I surprised him and it took him off guard. God you were such a beautiful handsome boy! My sweet boy, I miss all that blonde hair of yours and your squeaky little cry. You were such a quiet baby unlike your little brother who was and is still so loud. When he wants something we know it and yet you were so quiet. I just want you back so badly even if you would be a big teenager at 16. I would love to have you driving me nuts to borrow the car and having all the girls calling. I just miss not having any of that. I love you more than I could ever say! My heart aches for you always! I would love for you to give me a sign you are happy and know that I love you and am so sorry I let anything happen to you. I know that in my heart there are things that make me feel that this was all my fault. Please forgive me my sweet boy! I want you to remember that I will love you today tomorrow and always!

Tuesday, November 6, 2007 - Love, with all my heart which you hold, Mom

Dear Jacob,

I've been missing you an awful lot lately. I don't know what's brought on the increased sadness and missing you. but it's there. As Daddy and I traveled to Ottawa on the weekend I was teary-eyed thinking of you, something Daddy said just triggered thoughts of you and I found myself crying. Strangely, even though I haven't cried for you out of the blue in a a very long time, Daddy seemed to know what was wrong and he gave me a few minutes to be alone with my thoughts. I was reading my last letter to you, it's hard to believe it's already been a month since Dave died, but it has. The kids have gone candy collecting for Halloween again, they even went to a little party at the church down the street. They sure enjoyed that, and Danielle won a little trophy for Mummy Wrapping, Alyssa tells me that Danielle stood as still as a rock while they wrapped her up in toilet paper. I've been hearing some sad things about my nephews, and it hits even closer to my heart because they are about your age, one is only about 4 months younger than you are. Daddy's a shadow of his former self and quite proud of himself as I'm sure you can see. He misses you too, and he really wants another little boy, maybe you could pick out a perfect little boy for our family, I'm sure you helped to send Lily, Danielle and Clara to us, they're all so perfectly suited to our family. God of course is the true giver, but I like to think maybe He let you pick them out too :) Just a silly thought maybe, but it gives me a bit of comfort. I love you sweetie! Sending BIG hugs from earth!

Monday, November 5, 2007 - love mommy xoxo

My Dearest Gunner

I dreamt about you last night. You were walking through our living room and trying to get my attention. I could hear you, "mommy" "mommy", I think you wanted your bottle. I woke up this morning and cried, my heart broke in two just like the day you left. Because I never got to see you walk and never had the chance to hear your voice. So I wonder was it you? Are you coming to me? I miss you so much everyday, sometimes it's hard for mommy to even wanna get out of bed. Mi-Mi and Pa-Pa miss you dearly also. We all try to be strong for each other, you just meant so much to all of us that it's hard to deal with you not being here. You're always in our hearts and I can't wait for the day that we see each other again.

Monday, November 5, 2007 - Mommy

Our Precious Little Emily

Hi Sweetheart Maw Maw And Paw Paw miss you. I went to see you last night. It was dark but I had to see you and tell you I love and miss you so much. The little butterfly we put there was changing colors and I know you would have like that. It was beautiful just like my Little Emily is.It's been two months now since you went away but Maw Maw still cries for you everyday. I know Jesus is getting ready to tuck you in now. So sleep peacefully tonight sweetheart. There are so many other precious babies with you. So I know you have plenty of friends. We are going to visit you tomorrow. Maw Maw and Paw Paw just want to be with you. We will see you tomorrow. Maw Maw is having her daily crying spell, but I know you are happy in heaven. We love you Sooo much sweetheart and as long as Maw Maw is here you will never ever be forgotten. I kiss your picture everynight and tell you how much I love you. Have fun with all your new friends in heaven. Tell them that your Maw Maw thinks about them too. Goodnite Sweetheart. I love you and miss you so much. XO XO XO

Sunday, November 4, 2007 - Love Maw Maw and Paw Paw

My angel Gracie Elizabeth,

Hi there baby girl. Happy Birthday!!!! You are 2 years old today and I know you are having a wonderful day in heaven. We are missing you so much here. It is hard to imagine it has been so long that I saw your sweet smile and beautiful blue eyes. Your mom is doing fair. It is really a tough time for her and your dad now. We all miss you so very much Gracie. I will send you some balloons today and always know how much we miss and love you baby girl! Have a really wonderful birthday we will continue to think of you always.

Sunday, November 4, 2007 - Love you, Nana

My Dear Sweet Joey

Hi Sweetie. I just am sitting here missing you so badly tonight. I watched the video we have of you. I thank your father all the time for thinking about pulling the camera out the day we brought you home. We only have about 3 minutes of video but I will cherish it forever! I took a couple of pictures with my camera and they came out pretty good. I now have more than just the picture of you that was taken the day you were born. I want to thank you again for two of the most wonderful days of my life. You have taught me so much over the years. Thank you my dear sweet boy! After 16 years you still are teaching me so much. One of the biggest things you taught me was that I could be a Mom. Another is how deeply I could love and miss someone. I am so grateful that you taught me all of that. I would trade all that I learned to have you back with me, but I know you are in a better place and are so much better off than you would be here. This world is a crazy place and I know you are in such a peaceful beautiful place. I just keep going waiting for the day we will be reunited again! God, how I miss you. I just want you to know that. I will miss you until we meet again! Please remember that I love you Today, Tomorrow and Always!

Saturday, November 3, 2007 - With all of my heart which you hold, Mom

ETHAN

MOMMY HAS NOT WROTE TO YOU IN A WHILE I AM MISSING YOU LIKE CRAZY. I KNOW THAT YOU ARE SEEING ME STILL MISS AND CRY FOR YOU EVERY ONCE IN A WHILE IT HAS GOTTEN A LITTLE BETTER BUT I STILL THINK OF YOU EVERY DAY I LOOK AT YOU EVERYDAY AND YOU ARE WITH ME IN MY HEART. I KNOW MOMMY HAS BEEN DRINKING A LOT BUT YOU KNOW IT HELPS MOMMIES PAIN FOR YOU THEY SAY NOT TO DRINK YOUR PAIN AWAY BUT IT SEEMS TO BE HELPING ME. I KNOW I ONLY GO TO CHURCH NOW ONCE IN A WHILE BUT THAT IS WHERE I FEEL CLOSEST TO YOU AND IS ALL I WANT TO DO IS CRY I FEEL DUMB GOING TO CHURCH BALLING MY EYES OUT I AM TRYING TO NOT DO IT AND I HAVE A HUGE LUMP IN MY THROAT IT STARTS COMING DOWN. I FOUND OUT YESTERDAY THAT MOMMIES FRIEND FROM SCHOOL WAS PREGNANT FOR AN ETHAN AT THE SAME TIME I WAS PREGNANT FOR YOU. HOW IRONIC IS THAT AND HOW COME SHE GOT TO KEEP HER ETHAN? I KNOW BECAUSE I WAS NOT HOME I SHOULD OF BEEN HOME TAKING CARE OF YOU I MISS YOU AND LOVE YOU SO MUCH MY PRECIOUS BABY BOY. I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO ANYMORE SO I AM JUST LIVING MY LIFE UNTIL IT ENDS. HOPEFULLY IT WILL COME TO AN END SOON SO I CAN SEE YOU AGAIN.

Saturday, November 3, 2007 - LOVE YOUR MOMMY

Gracie Elizabeth,

Happy early birthday baby girl. I can't believe tomorrow you are going to be 2 years old already. It seems like yesterday you were born. I hope you are having a great day in heaven and know that I miss you so much and I love you more than anything.

Saturday, November 3, 2007 - mommy and daddy

To my baby niece Kira Marie James,

Hey baby girl,I miss you so much.Mommy & Daddy & Zoie & Raina miss you too! Everyone you know down here wishes you were still here.I bet Heaven is nice isn't it sweetie? I bet Grandma Collins is taking care of your right now. It's been about 3 months since you've been gone.I wish I could be there with you.I would do absolutely anything to see your smiling face again Kira.Your big sissy Raina has been asking about you. I don't think she understands this but all I know is that now your'e in the arms of Jesus.I bet your'e really happy too.Do you ever wonder where Mommy & Daddy went? Well they're here with us & I promise you that you'll see us all again someday.I love you so much baby girl.I feel like I didn't get to spend alot of time with you though.Everyone wishes that you'd be here to celebrate Christmas & New Year's & stuff with us.I miss you so much Kira! But I know that your'e safe in Jesus's care & that I'll see you again someday. I love you baby girl! xoxo

Saturday, November 3, 2007 - Aunt Chelsea

Baby Dominik

Hey, buddy. You havnt even been gone a week. I miss you so much, I always will. God brought you into my life and me into yours for a short time. But in that month I watched you, I fell in love with you. I will miss your smile, and your little coos. I will miss seeing the kids try to feed you. I know you are in a better place. Make sure you keep a close eye on your mommy and daddy, and your big brother. And remember me from time to time also. xoxoxo

Friday, November 2, 2007 - KC

Tasheane

Hey Poppy Just wanted to tell you that I love you so much, and that I miss you more and more everyday. I know that I haven't been to see you lately. But you know it's a little hard without my car. I'm trying to give myself one more month before I'm up and rolling. when that happens you're not going to be able to keep me away. I liove you so much.NOW AND FOREVER

Friday, November 2, 2007 - Mommy

jack

just to say we miss you more and more each day mate we love u so very very much xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
xxxxxxxxxxxx

Friday, November 2, 2007 - mummy,daddy,harrison ellieann morgan and your gracey

Dear Cadia

I am thinking about you tonight and missing you so much, you have been on my mind alot lately. I wish you could be with us, but you are always in my heart. your sister Lola is doing great, she is at the crawling stage and getting into everything. I am sure she is keeping your mommy and daddy very busy. I know that you are in the hands of God and I can't wait one day to see you again and give you big hugs and kisses. I love you forever

Friday, November 2, 2007 - Aunt Kelly

Our Angel Boii AJ

Hey Baby Boii, just wanted to wish you a happy November, it's the first & your Angel Day is approaching fast, I can't believe it'll be ONE YEAR since you've left us, it's still so hard!! We miss you so much hunnie!! And with Thanksgiving too, I'll probably feel the same way I did last year, but we're trying. We love and miss you very much. We took Mykah trick or treating yesterday and he totally enjoyed himself. It was nice seeing him happy. It reminded me of what we did last year, when we all went & you were in your little police officer outfit, you were freaking adorable!! I miss that. I remember driving around, Daddy running out w/Mykah, while I sat in the back with you to feed you because you were hungry. Aww the memories, my love, I feel like that's all we have!! Anyways we're all doing fine and dandy, living life as best as possible! Can't complain, GOD is good and has been blessing our family tremendously, we are finally out of the apartment and now living w/Mama a little weird to adjust too, but we'll manage. Besides that, we're just trying to get things rolling with the twins, meaning picking names, getting things we need & so on and so forth! 17 more days until I'll be done with work & then I'll be @ home w/Mykah so I'm very excited about that, I would wait until I pop, but I'm unsure when that'll be, and I don't wanna give last minute notice to my work. Anyways Angel boii pray your doing well in Heaven & send our love to Papa & the family!! We will always love & miss you son!! Until our next letter.

Thursday, November 1, 2007 - LOVE YOUR FAMILY

My sweet baby girl - Kylee Marie

Hey baby girl! I just want to tell you that I love and miss you more than anything. You are in my heart forever! I love you so much!

Thursday, November 1, 2007 - Love, Mommy

Dear Little Pito,

Hi my little hop toady. I love you so much. I really missed you today, seeing all of the kids for Halloween. It was hard for me at work today, all the babies so cute in there costumes, all I had on my mind was how much I miss having you around for the fun times. It's hard to enjoy them because I miss you so much. But try I must and try I do, it's the accomplishing that is so darn difficult. I love you with just as much strength if not more than the day you were born. Every day my heart is full of you, I tell everyone about you still, when I hear of other new babies or youngsters, I can't help myself but tell the adults about you and how you behaved, and always made me smile. I love you and miss you so much.

Wednesday, October 31, 2007 - love always and forever, your Abuela

Our Angel Boii [[Phatdo]] AJ

Hey bebe boii, just wanted to say HAPPY HALLOWEEN, so what did you dress up as, a power ranger, ninja turtle like your brother lol! Well we miss you dearly & love you chokess son!! Your always in our thoughts & prayers!! We hold you in our hearts son, and you'll always be a part of US & OUR FAMILY!! We love you bebe boii, our phatdo, our angel, our SOUL!! Take care hunnie!! We love & miss youplenty!!

Wednesday, October 31, 2007 - Love always [[DADDY, MOMMY, MYKAH & THE TWINS]]

My sweet baby girl - Kylee Marie

HAPPY HALLOWEEN! This would have been your first Halloween and I wish so bad you were here for us to dress you in the cute little ladybug costume we had picked out for you. You would have been precious! I love and miss you more than anything and I promise I will be there to hold you again soon. I LOVE YOU BABY GIRL!

Wednesday, October 31, 2007 - Mommy

dear Roman

I love you so much

Wednesday, October 31, 2007 - your daddy

Dear Kylee Marie,

Happy Halloween. I miss you and love you bunches!

Wednesday, October 31, 2007 - Aunt Krista

My little buddy Kyan

Well its Halloween today and its just another reminder that your not here to enjoy it together. It's so unfair that you will not be able to enjoy the Halloween like so many other children will be doing tonight. Halloween and Christmas were the two holidays I looked forward to the most with you because they are so fun to experience through the eyes of a child. I guess that's why I am having such a hard time today. This would have been the first Halloween that you would have truely gotten into. I hope you get to go trick-or-treatin
g up in Heaven today with your Great Grandpa & Grandma and have a wonderful time. I hope you enjoy our little talks we have when I am walking your doggies Sam and Jasmine. They miss you to even though Sam would never admit it. Just know I still think about you all the time and my heart still aches for you. I will write back soon.XOXOXOXOXOX
OXOXOXOXOXOXO

Wednesday, October 31, 2007 - Love, Daddy

Dear Evan,

Happy Halloween!!!! Hopefully we will get up there to give you your pumpkin but if not I know you see it anyways. Jordan did a good job coloring on it!!! Just wanted to say that we love you and miss you to pieces!!! Sending you millions of hugs and kisses to heaven.

Wednesday, October 31, 2007 - Forever and For Always- Mommy, Jordan, & Jaiden

my sweetpee jack

we just thought we would send you a letter just to let you no how much we all miss you its been 60 week and 1 day sins you left and it still hurts as much now as it did then wer all ok would be better if you was hear tho xx wer trying to get on with things but its just not happning i was sorting thro some of your twins graceys things the other day and i came across some of your things i couldnt getb out of bed 4 3 days its funny cos all over the house ther is your stuf as tho you are still hear i can cope with that thats may of copeing but to find things wen i dont no ther ther thats the hard part ive dun it lots of times now any way i have to go see you soon mate

Wednesday, October 31, 2007 - mummy,daddy,harrison ellieann morgan and your gracey

MOMMY'S ANGEL BRAXTON LEE,

HEY ANGEL, HOW ARE YOU? I LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND I MISS YOU.SISSY SAID FOR ME TO TELL YOU THAT SHE LOVES YOU AND MISSES YOU. BABY MOMMY IS GOING TO GO CRAZY IT HAS BEEN 7 MONTHS SINCE YOU LEFT US AND IT DOES NOT SEEM LIKE IT HAS BEEN THAT LONG. BABY WHAT IS MOMMY GOING TO DO WITHOUT YOU HERE FOR YOUR FIRST CHRISTMAS. I WANTED YOU TO BE ABLE TO SEE OUR CHRISTMAS TREE WHICH WILL BE DEDICATED TO YOU THIS YEAR AND I HOPE THAT YOU WILL LOOK DOWN FROM HEAVEN AND SEE IT. TODAY IS HALLOWEEN AND I WOULD LOVE TO BE ABLE TO DRESS YOU UP AND TAKE YOU TRICK OR TREATING FOR EVERYONE TO GET TO SEE YOU. BABY MOMMY IS MISSING OUT ON SO MUCH WITH YOU. I HAVE YOU WITH ME EACH AND EVERY DAY IN MY HEART AND I WILL ALWAYS HAVE YOU WITH ME AND NEVER LET YOU GO. YOU WILL ALWAYS BE MOMMY'S LITTLE CHUNKY MONKEY. NO ONE KNOWS HOW BAD IT HURTS ME TO ONLY GET TO SEE YOU IN PICTURES AND I WONDER EVERY DAY HOW BIG YOU WOULD BE AND WHO YOU WOULD LOOK LIKE NOW. YOU LOOKED JUST LIKE YOUR SISTER WHEN YOU WERE BORN AND STILL DID THE DAY THAT YOU LEFT US. YOU ARE SO BEAUTIFUL AND YOU WILL ALWAYS BE. BABY MOMMY HAS HAD A BAD DAY AND I AM GOING TO HAVE TO GET IN THE BED I HVAE HAD A BAD HEADACHE ALL DAY. I DO NOT MEAN TO BE SHORT WITH YOU BUT I STILL HAVE A FEW THINGS TO DO. PLEASE COME AND VISIT MOMMY IN HER DREAMS I WOULD LOVE TO SEE YOU. NIGHT NIGHT ANGEL I LOVE YOU SWEET DREAMS. TELL BROTHER THAT I LOVE HIM TO PLEASE. I WILL TALK TO YOU LATER BABY.

Wednesday, October 31, 2007 - LOVE ALWAYS, MOMMY AND BAILEY

Ethan Daniel McDermott

Hi sweet cheeks, Mommy and Daddy are always thinking of you. We miss you very much. Not a day goes by that we don't think of you. It's been a year now without you. Mommy and Daddy got married on September 8, 2007. I know you were there with us on that special day. You are always in our hearts. I'm sure you are having a good time with your great grandpa soppe who passed away in september. He always loved to play with children and see them smile. I'm sure he's taking care of you for me. Daddy and I are now trying to have another baby. So you'll be a big brother hopefully soon. You are such a beautiful baby, I miss your smile, cry and singing to you. I know daddy does too. Watch over daddy and me because I know you are our little angel so special to us. We love you and miss you, sweet kisses always-

Monday, October 29, 2007 - Mommy & Daddy (Sara,Danny)

Sweet Baby Eric

Hi Pumkin Grandma is really sorry i haven't wrote in a very long time. I want to wish you a happy birthday for Wednesday Oct 31, you will be 4 years old. Your baby sister just turned 2 on the 27 and your big brother just turned 8 on the 11th. Grandma and Grandpa love you and really miss you a bunch. You are always on our mines, grandpa has a bear in his truck and every time he get in it to go to work he says good morning to you but you know that. Well i better close and get some sleep as your sister is coming early tommorrow. Just remember I love you pumkin.

Sunday, October 28, 2007 - Grandma B

Bobby

Happy 1st Birthday, Son. You would have turned 1 on October 25, 2007. Mommy and Daddy took a trip to Aspen, Colorado this week to celebrate the short time we had you and to help ourselves heal during this difficult time. We took a pair of your infant mittens and buried them on Ute Mountain in memory of you. You would have loved the mountains just like your Daddy. When we returned from our trip, you gave Mommy and Daddy the best gift we could have asked for next to having you in our lives. You gave us the opportunity to give you a brother or sister. Thank you, Bobby, for allowing us to be parents again. It was truly the most important role Mommy and Daddy ever played and we cant wait to share all the joys we had with you with your sibling. I feel so blessed that they will have their own special Bobby Angel looking out for them always.

Sunday, October 28, 2007 - All my love and gratitude, Mommy

Dear Donavon,

Hey Pumpkin, It's been a long time since I have wrote you. I still think about you everyday. I wish you was still here. But I know I will get to hold you again one day. I remeber watching you and you just laughed and smiled. Everytime I would touch your chin. You got a big grin on your face. God I wish you was here. You would be walking and getting into everything. Your sisters and brothers are doing good. Still rotten as ever. I know if you was here you and I would be watching the Buckeyes,Indians
, and the Browns. I would get one of you kids to watch sports with your aunt. Well honey I have to go. And if I forget to write you here in a couple of weeks. I want you to have a HAPPY BIRTHDAY. And eat lot of cake and ice cream. Aunt Amy misses you buddy. O one more thing please say a pray for Aunt Amy. You know the troubles I'm having.

Sunday, October 28, 2007 - Love Always Aunt Amy

Baby *Andrea Licea*(mamas)

Hi andrea, I am sorry I haven't wrote to you in a long time.I am always going to love and care about you because you are my baby angel causin.Write to you later.I might go to the cementary on Nov.1 to see brieng you flowers.well, write to you later.Bye xoxo xoxo

Friday, October 26, 2007 - Your causin Danny Garcia

Dear Kristian

Hi sweetheart. Mommy misses you so much. I wish you were still her with us. Daddy and I think about you all the time. I hope you know how much we love and miss you. Hugs n kisses sweet heart. We will see you when our time is up on Earth.

Friday, October 26, 2007 - Amber

My precious little angel - Kylee Marie

Hey baby girl! I love and miss you more than anything. All I do every day is think of you and how much my heart aches without you here. Will I ever understand why this happened? I am so lost and empty without you. I long for the day to be with you again. I love and miss you so much!

Friday, October 26, 2007 - Love, Mommy

My dearest Baby Nathan

I miss you so so much. I can't wait for the day that I can hold you again. I have some things here to tend to first. In heaven it will seem like a blink of an eye till I am there. Down here it seems an eternity. God has some special plans for me. Like raising your baby sisters. I know your proud of them. They are so proud of you. One of them wrote a story at school and had to describe a person she would like to meet. it was about you. They show everyone your picture on the wall. Always remember that Mommy and Daddy love you. My precious baby boy. I love you.

Friday, October 26, 2007 - Mommy and Daddy

Kayleigh

Hiya we miss u so mch alots happened which i want to tell you about which i can't tell you so much to tell that i cnt cn't say to you so much to ask which i can't ask you really missing you and wel'll see each other one day look after your mum and grandad and say hi 2 nan grandad and gran. Love you loads baby girl missn you more each day x x x x x x x x

Friday, October 26, 2007 - Haz x x x

My Sweet Son Oliver

Today was the third month anniversary of your dying. Mom and Dad miss you so much and we wish everyday that you could be here with us. Our hearts ache to hold you and kiss you. Please know that mom and dad will always hold you dear in our hearts and souls. We miss you so much scooter. I will see you again one day and kiss that precious face of yours like I always used to. I hope that you are okay and that your great-grandma is taking care of you. Whenever mom is having a bad day I talk to you and I hope that you can hear me. I love you my precious son and I will forever miss you. Please know that we will be there to meet with you again one day.

Friday, October 26, 2007 - Mom and Dad

Our Precious Little Emily

Hi Sweetheart Maw Maw and Paw Paw miss you sooo much.We can barely make it through the day without crying. We wish you were still here with us. But God had better plans for you. We visit you almost everyday. The pain is so unbearable without you. I know you have made many friends in heaven. And you and your new friends are playing. I just wish we could have kept you longer.When I look at your picture I cry. I know your mommy misses you too. She will visit you when she is able too. It's too hard on her right now. But she loves you too just give her a little more time. Nana and Papa will come see you soon too. We love you so much sweetheart. When Jesus tucks you in tonight sent us some angel kisses.I hope you caught all of ours we send you everyday. I love you sweetheart. XO XO XO

Thursday, October 25, 2007 - Love Maw Maw and Paw Paw

DEAR: GaBRIEL

Hi there baby how is everything up there in heaven. i can only imagine how beautiful it is. i just wanted to let you know that i love you honey and that daddy and hector miss you alot. we wish you were here to tell you how much we love you, but you are in a much better place than us. know that we love you and will see you one day. te amo nene hoy y por siempre

Wednesday, October 24, 2007 - love mommy

Dear Steven, Hey big bro.

Hey. How you holdin up. its funny how i found this site. i was just looking for something on a school project and this came up. I never got to meet you, never got to see your smile, never knew anything about you accept you were mii big bro. I wonder what you look like and how you would act. anything like me or what. well i will keep in thouch.

Wednesday, October 24, 2007 - Love, your lil sis. Destiny

dear roman

hi lil buddy hows everything up there in heaven?tell all my peps i said hi and i love and miss them all vary much to ok thanxs rommie. anyway im gonna start writing a book and im gonna make you the star in the ledding main man what do ya think about that stuff? i asked your daddy to help me with it your mommy too i think it will be great its gonna be about alettle boy on in rome and we go on a juorney to find this little man named roman to help us with this juorney he takes us to some beatiful places we will never for get of course we the groune ups get us in all kinds of mischiuff that you have to get us out of and you get mad at us for being so dumb to get ourselfs into trouble at all the wroung times of course but it will trun out all good in the end your mommy and daddy are doing thire best to day they dont feel vary good and other things too im sure you know? anyway im there for them know matter what you have some really great parents who care alot about others and most of all love and miss ya too but their hanggen in there and getting though each and everyday they have their good days and thier badones too but its gonna get easyer as the months go on and they have good friends around with posiative attuids around them at all times not some fake mofo ya know what im sayen lil dude? well my new little friend im gonna go for now but not long i promise you that ok anyway i love you and cant wait to writeback to you soon so luv ya and write to ya later byby lil dude take for now oh onemore thing could you through alittle angeldust down on ua alote on your mommy an daddy ok by

Wednesday, October 24, 2007 - auntie tami

My precious little angel - Kylee Marie

Hey baby girl! I just wanted to tell you that I love you so much and miss you more than anything. You were my world baby girl and now that you're not here, everything has turned upside down. I just want you to know that you will never be forgotten and I will send you a hug and kiss everyday. I know God is taking good care of you but if I could only see you in my dreams, I would know for sure that everything's okay. Please keep watching over me sweetheart and I promise I will be there to hold you again soon. I love you so much!

Wednesday, October 24, 2007 - I miss you baby girl! Mommy

My buddy Kyan

Hi little buddy its Daddy. Its been a week or so since I wrote so I wanted to send you a letter. I travel for work all last week so I did not get a chance to write. I have been thinking about you everyday and miss you so much. It still seems like it was yesterday that you left us. Mom has been busy scapbooking all your Christmas pictures. She has done a great job but it breaks my heart to look at them becasue I know we will never be able to add anymore pictures to the album in the coming years. We received the oil painting that we had done of you today and it is amazing. It captures your smile and fun personality perfectly. It will be proudly displayed in our living room for many year to come. Just another way to show you that you will never be forgotten. I have to get back to work but I will write back soon. Just know I still think about you everyday and miss you more than words can say.

Tuesday, October 23, 2007 - Love Daddy

TO MOMMY'S LITTLE ANGEL BRAXTON LEE

HEY BABY MOMMY HAS BEEN BUSY THE PAST FEW DAYS AND I KNOW THAT I SHOULD NOT PUT THING BEFORE SENDING YOU LETTERS BUT SOMETIMES I DO AND I AM SORRY. BABY MOMMY LOVES YOU SO MUCH AND I MISS YOU. AS THE DAYS GO BY I GET TO WONDERING HOW I AM GOING TO MAKE IT THRU CHRISTMAS WITHOUT YOU HERE WITH US. REALLY I HAVE BEEN TRYING TO NOT EVEN THINK ABOUT THAT BUT WHEN I AM HERE AND BAILEY IS IN THE BED AND DADDY IS AT WORK A LOT OF THINGS GO THRU MY MIND. I KNOW THAT YOU WILL BE HERE WITH US IN OUR HEARTS AND WE ENJOY KNOWING THAT YOU ARE WATCHING OVER US BUT WE WOULD RATHER THAT YOU BE HERE IN OUR ARM. BABY I JUST WISH THAT THINGS WERE NOT THIS WAY MOMMY NEEDS YOU HERE WITH ME. I WOULD LOVE TO HERE YOU CRY WHEN YOU WANT A BOTTLE OR NEED YOUR DIAPER CHANGED AND I KNOW THAT I NEVER GAVE YOU THE CHANCE TO CRY ALL YOU HAD TO DO WAS GET FUSSY AND I DONE WHAT YOU WANTED ME TO DO. I MADE SURE THAT MY BABY HAD HIS BOTTLE AND DIAPER CHANGED AND I DONE THE BEST I COULD TO MAKE YOU HAPPY JUST LIKE I DID FOR BAILEY. I LOVE BABIES AND REALLY LOVE HAPPY BABIES AND YOU ARE ALWAYS HAPPY. BABY I THINK ABOUT YOU AND TALK ABOUT YOU EVERY DAY. I HAVE TO TELL EVERYONE THAT NEVER GOT THE CHANCE TO SEE YOU HOW GOOD OF A BABY YOU ARE AND HOW SPOILED YOU ARE. I SHOW YOUR PICTURES ALL THE TIME AND I WILL CONTINE DOING THAT. WELL BAILEY IS GETTING A LITTLE BETTER AT HELPING ME OUT IN THE MORNINGS AND NOT FUSSING SO MUCH ABOUT NOT WANTING TO GO TO SCHOOL MAYBE SHE LIKES IT A LITTLE MORE THAN AT FIRST. DO YOU REALL THINK THAT IS TRUE. SHE TELLS ME THE SMAE THING OVER AND OVER. MOMMY I DO NOT WANT TO GO TO SCHOOL BECAUSE THEY KEEP ME AWAY FROM YOU TOO LONG. OR MOMMY I DO NOT WANT TO GO TO LUNCH BECAUSE IT IS TOO COLD. I THAVE TO TELL HER EVERY TIME THAT SHE HAS TO GO. I KNOW THAT YOU ARE KEEPING YOUR BROTHER, MAMAW, POP, GRANDPAW,AND TONI VERY BUSSY SO TELL THEM I SAID THAT I LOVE THEM AND MISS THEM. I HOPE THAT YOU AND YOUR BROTHER ARE GETTING ALONG AND PLAYING TOGETHER. WELL WE STILL HAVE THE THREE KITTENS AND THEY ARE STAYING I GUESS. THE KITTEN I HAVE PICKED OUT REMINDS ME OF HOW YOU ARE SWEET,CAREING AND LOVEING. HE THINKS THAT HE HAS TO BE RIGHT THERE WITH ME MOST OF THE TIME AND SOMETIMES I HOLD HIM AND CRY AND TELL HIM HOW MUCH THAT I MISS YOU AND HOW MUCH THAT I LOVE YOU. HE IS SITTING HERE WITH ME NOW. SOMETIMES I THINK THAT HE HAS TOOK AFTER YOU HE ALWAYS LAYS IN MY ARMS AND SLEEPS. BAILEY MISSES YOU SO MUCH BABY SHE HAS A STAR IN THE SKY THAT SHE SAYS IS YOU AND SHE TELLS EVERYONE THAT STAR IS HER BABY BROTHER. YOU JUST DO NOT KNOW HOW MUCH OU ARE MISSED HERE. PAPAW,NANA AND BRITTANY ALL MISS YOU TOO. BABY MOMMY IS GOING TO HAVE TO GO FOR NOW SO THAT I CAN GET IN THE BED TO GET BAILEY UP IN THE MORNING. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH.

Tuesday, October 23, 2007 - MOMMY AND BAILEY

Our Angel AJ

Hey Baby boii, its been awhile since I've last wrote you! How are you doing son!? We miss you so much!! We're all doing okay, I'm counting down the days until I do not have to work anymore, I'm totally excited!! I can't wait for the twins, but it also makes me think about you more, and makes me miss you more too!! Daddy has been home lately w/Mykah which is good, bekuz they've been spending a lot of time together!! We've been busy lately, but nothing too bad. I've been tired a lot lately and its hard to get up in the morning, I feel like dragging myself to work everyday, its hard!! Everyone is doing fine, still alive and well!! We miss you son so much, I know your brother does, hes always talking about you, he always says your name in his prayers before we go to sleep, he misses you babe!! I know he feels alone sometimes when we're at home, thats why I'm excited about the twins, bekuz I know it'll keep him busy. Well we'll be moving out by the end of the week & by the end of the month we'll be living w/Mama, scary but it'll be okay, gotta do whats best for the new babies. I hope ur watching down on us, especially your big brother Mykah, and now your little brother and sister lol!! We miss & love you AJ so much, and we wish we could be together, all of us, as a family!! But until next time, take care of urself and know that we are always thinking about you!! We are always MISSING & LOVING YOU SON/BROTHER!! WE LOVE YOU SO MUCH HUNNIE!!

Monday, October 22, 2007 - With all our LOVE xoxoxox Daddy, Mommy, Meekah & Baby!

My little Roman

Good morning my little angel. I had a bad day yesterday and today is the 22nd of the month, always a bad day since you left us. I sincerely cannot wait until I am up there with you. I miss you more than words can say. I kiss your little face every day. Sooner or later we will have your name on the ground where you are. I feel horrible that it has taken so long. Thank you for ending your mommas bad dreams, that means a whole lot to me. I don't feel right today, I have a cold and I miss you so much. I always wonder what you are doing. Are you playing with your new friends? Are you cuddling with grandma or grandpa? Are you playing hide-n-seek with my friends who have passed? I never want you to be sad. Just remember that Me, your momma and Julian will be up there with you before you know it. I cry every day because I miss you. I take very good care of your giraffes and your blankies. They are the only things left that your little fingers touched and the blankies are the last things that kept your little body warm. Everything I do out in the yard I dedicate to you, knowing that it will grow faster and more beautiful than the things around it. Please be with me and your momma and Julian when we are sad, give us little angel kisses. Remember our little talks every night. I LOVE you Roman. Please be with us today. Tell Grandma Helen I love her and give her kisses and a big bear hug. Same for Grandpa Richard and Grandpa Tracy.

Monday, October 22, 2007 - Your ever loving daddy.

Mommy's precious baby girl - Kylee Marie

Hey baby girl! Happy 5 month birthday! I wish you were here so I could see what you would look like by now. You were perfect in every way and I don't know why you had to go. I'm having such a hard time with you not being here and I miss you more than anything. Daddy and I are going to come visit you tonight and bring you something special. You will always be in my heart and without you here, my heart will never be whole again. You were everything to me and I can't wait until the day I can see you and hold you in my arms again. I love and miss you so much baby girl!

Monday, October 22, 2007 - I love you! Mommy

Seth James McMahan

I miss you so much baby boy, you wer taken way to soon. I am tring to be strong for your brother and sister. But I miss you so much, we will be together again. but until now be our angel. I love you and miss you so much

Monday, October 22, 2007 - mommy

Our Precious Little Emily

Hi Sweetheart. We miss you so much. We love you so much. We only got to be with you for three and a half weeks. Not near enough of time. We know you are in God's arms now and he will take care of you. Even though we wanted you here in our arms. We hurt so much really bad and we cry a lot too. You were out precious little angel and you were Nana's little ladybug. I don't know how we are going to make it without you. This awful thing called sids took you away. When you receive this letter in Heaven. Throw us all a kiss. We love you baby. I'll be glad when I get there so I can be with you. Sleep tight in Gods arms tonight. We love you forever and ever. OX OX

Sunday, October 21, 2007 - Maw Maw and Paw Paw

Dear Little Pito,

Sweet little baby boy, I still cannot understand the reasons why you are not with us running around in your daddy's shop, playing with all the tools, getting all greasy. I think you could be a little welder man for halloween, we would make you and play helmet and get daddy to burn you some holes in a white tee shirt, some little blue work pants, dirty tennies and there you go, trick or treating, your daddy and you could match, he could be holding your hand and we would all laugh at the 2 of you bopping along down the street getting candy. Your mommy would be dragging the camera, your daddy would be saying enough of the camera! But she would take tons of pictures anyway. It would be way too funny, with everyone just cracking up. Then afterward your dad would probably take all of the reeses cups and let you have whatever else you had, and you would share with your mommy and everybody, I think. I don't know, maybe you would have special candies by now and want to keep some of them just for you. And that would be great, means you were growing up, yeah.growing up.how I wish you were here and growing up. I love you so much my heart hurts, still. I think maybe I am learning how to live with a broken heart, this is something that never heals completely, the scarring is always there, but with time scars turn into reminders, it's there forever and it reminds you of the things that made that mark for you. This broken heart, this scar allows me to remember, I can accept that my heart nor my person will ever be the same again. But I do have the most glorious memories of you, you are in this heart of mine, and anything that you are a part of can not be all bad, I think you are there closing the scar, a little at a time, making life not as hard as it could be if I didn't have the wonderful memories of you to go on, then when my heart is completely whole again I will be in heaven with you, seeing you again and hugging you. I know that will be a while from now, but I do look forward to seeing you again. I love you little hop toady, I would say more than you could ever know, but I think from where you are you pretty much know everything. I love you deeply with all of my heart.

Sunday, October 21, 2007 - love always and forever, Abuela

brionna Paige Shelton

I woke up this morning with you on my mind. missing you very much. you are always in my heart. you are my perfect little granddaughter and I will always love you.

Sunday, October 21, 2007 - grandma

my little angels in heven

we never got to hold you we will never no why mummy and daddy love you both we will see you agan some day xoxo

Friday, October 19, 2007 - mummy and daddy

My baby girl Andrea Licea

Hello mija! How are you doing? I miss you soo much. I am sorry I haven't wrote you a letter in soo long. I started school and I had to do some upgrades to my computer and I lost lots of things but was able to burn your pictures in a CD. I had this web page under my favorites but since the upgrade lost everything. But your tia Lucy reminded me about it a few days ago. You know I think of you always and miss you so. I dram you today and I was so happy to hold you tight in my arms. You were wearing everything pink and were smiling at me all the time. I was happy to hold you. In those dreams its as you left me but someone brings you to me, I could never see the face, but they give you to me and I squeeze you just to feel you in my arms again and it seems so real. I wake up soo happy because I know that God has lend you to me for that while and that you are okay and smiling at me all the time, it lets me know that you are proud of me and you love me. Your papi is the one that wants you to visit him in his dream. Maybe one day you will ask God to let you visit him. It will make him so happy. Your baby brother is coming soon. 1 mo 1/2 more. I'm glad I will have him but worry that I will miss you more. Please help me through it. Your my motivation in everything I do, my school and any dream/goal I want to reach will be reached because I know you are guiding me through it. I have to go for now and will write to you more often. Love you and Miss you alot.

Friday, October 19, 2007 - Your mami Angelica Garcia-Licea

Dominic

Hi baby boy. I miss you so. much. It certainly doesnt get any easier. Please always know how much I love you. Come and see me in my dreams soon I need to feel your touch. God, if you are reading this too - take good care of him. I love you both. Dominic I will never forget you. It still hurts so. much baby. My arms ache for you. My heart is definitely still shattered. Even though your father and I separated a few years ago, always know that he loves you immensely and watch over him. He could use an angel on his side. I love you. Ohana.

Friday, October 19, 2007 - Mommy

To my butterfly girl Jaci,

Hi my princess! How r u? We miss you sooo very much. I hope you r having a wonderful time with Grampa Wayne! I bet he's spoiling you rotten. I'm sure you already know but you have a baby cousin named Kaci~Rae. She reminds me sooo much of you. I know its kinda silly but I honestly believe that u sent her to us! It's so hard to believe that you're almost 6 years old now! I don't think or miss of you any less now than when you first left. Actually I think its more. Your sisters and brother miss you too. Especially Shayleigh. She talks about you all the time. She says you come visit her and you 2 go on trips and play all the time. Well sweetheart I need to go for now. I will write again soon. I love and miss you bunches!!!

Thursday, October 18, 2007 - All my love, Mommy

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