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Dear Lil Pito
Happy Birthday to you, Happy birthday to you, happy birthday Lil Pito, Happy birthday to you!Hey my big 2 year old! I wanted to wish you happy birthday from all of us and tell you we all still love and miss you the same as the very first day you became our Lil Angel. I cant believe its your second birthday already!How big you must be! Your cousin Dustin and his girlfriend Megan came over last night and they told me they put a lil fishing pole on your resting place. How you must love that. I know if you were here they would be taking you fishing all the time with them. Dustin loves to go fishing! Well my lil man Have a Happy Happy Birthday and remember we all love and miss you more than we can ever tell you.Happy birthday again!
Sunday, March 2, 2008 - Love always and forever Aunt Carolyn
Grayce Marie
Hey Sweet Girl. I saw in the paper that your Grandpa Cloudie passed away. I am so sorry baby girl. I know you will be watching over your family. Lots of hugs and kisses to you Grayce Marie!
Sunday, March 2, 2008 - Melissa
Dear Sweet Roman
Good Morning Sunshine! Every time I'm on the computor doing mindless things to pass away my time without you, I feel guilty and have to view or write to you. Big brother Julian is hardly ever home and is so busy with work, college, and his new girlfriend. She is so adorable and I know she would have loved you bunches, just like everyone else. I know you would have loved her too. Just like your big bro and papa, you had a way with the ladies. You would smile and show off your dimples and your big blue eyes. Sometimes mama lays in bed with Jules and I remember when he was a baby like you. As proud of him as I am because of the man he has grown to be(all 6foot5inches), he will never be my baby again. Don't get me wrong, he will always be my baby to me, but to the world, he is and from now on, a man. That makes me both so incredibly proud and sad. You however, will always be my baby. I love both my sons more than any word could ever express. I want you to have a wonderful day and tell Grandpa Tracy, Grandpa Ricard, Grandma Smallwood, and Grandma Flood, hugs and kisses for all of us not yet lucky enough to be with you. Also please do the same for all the many others we've loved and lost for that short while until we all meet again.
Sunday, March 2, 2008 - Love mama, Julian, and daddy
Abigail
HI mommies lil angel faced baby i miss you so much and lately i have thought alot about you and been sad i dunno i guess that some things just happen for the best something good is bound to come out sooner or later i guess i am sorry that i have not written to you for a lil while i am gonna change that though i wish that you could be here with me and beable to see n play with katelynn she has gotten so big and she is cute as could be and i am sure if daddy was here he would want me to tell you that he loves you bunches to i miss him too well lil angel mommy is gonna go for now but not forever so untill next time i am sending bundles of hugs and kiss just for you i love you lil princess goodnight
Sunday, March 2, 2008 - Mommy
Dear Little Pito,
Hello! My little hop toady! I love you so very much. In a few hours it will be your birthday. A 2 year old big boy. I miss you so much. I can only picture in my heart what things would be like with you. I'm sure they would be so much fun, you would be so goofy I would laugh so hard I would cry. And that would make you act even more goofy. Because you really enjoyed making every one laugh, once you got that reaction you did what ever you could to keep us laughing. We would have a big birthday party for you, probably at the park or at Aunt Becky's because Uncle Victors house is like a big playground and all the kids would have a blast. You would have so many presents, because you have so many people that love you. You would be running around with Tanner the manner, and Nick and Alexus and Kaylyn and Hayley bug. Even little Mikayla would be all excited to join in the fun. Your mommy and daddy would be so proud because you would be such a good boy, of course, sharing all of your stuff. You won't even freak out when 40 people sing Happy Birthday to you! You would just be loving it. You abuelo and I are going to visit your mommy and daddy tomorrow, on your birthday, so we can visit and celebrate the day you were born and the time we had with you. We are gonna meet at the zoo, which I know you would have loved. I am gonna look at a tiger and think of you since tigers were your favorite stuffed toy. We will be sending you kisses all day, and with the birthday wishes also wishes that you were here. I know you can't be, but I can still wish. I made your mommy and daddy some new things for your birthday. I hope they like them. I wish you were our little 2 year old word bird, instead of an angel. And like your Aunt Carolyn says, I know that is the selfish part of me, because you have the best kind of existence now. The perfect place to be hanging out, no worries just peace. I still wish you were still here at least several times a day, can't help myself. I miss you desperately, I want to make you cupcakes for your birthday and watch you eat them, would you lick all the icing off first? Would you poke your finger all the way into the icing making a hole in the top? Or would you just grab the whole thing and forget to take the paper off? Your first bite being cake, icing, and paper? I would give anything to have to here eating your cupcake any which way, anything. I know, I know.not gonna happen. So I will just keep you growing up in my heart and let the wishes play in my dreams at night. I miss you so much. Feel my hugs coming wordy, I am gonna be sending extras tomorrow for your birthday. Along with tons of kisses. I love you more every day, as you grown in my dreams.
Saturday, March 1, 2008 - Love always and forever, Abuela
Zachariah,
As this month approaches I am really having a hard time because as the days go by, it will be a year that you were taken from us. I miss you so much baby. I am sorry for some of the things that I have done. You have a new baby brother, Henry who was born on February 13, 2008. And your big brother Christopher asks about you every day. We all miss you so very much.
Saturday, March 1, 2008 - Love, Mommy
Hi Baby
My sweet sweet Angel Matthew. Mommy just had a dream about you and came to the computer to look for a network like this. Unknowingly, because I forgot, I had already put your story on here. You are 6 now.it has been entirely too long since I have really talked to you and I am sorry for that!! I miss you everyday, with every breath that I have. I love you my sonshine and I know that you will be waiting on me when the good Lord decides it is my time to be reunited with you. I am doing all the things I can to make you proud. I love you my Angel. Until we meet again.Fly High and Play Hard my Love!!! I love you!!
Saturday, March 1, 2008 - Mommy
Dear Sweet Roman
Mama is so tired tonight, I can barely keep my eyes open. Daddy is already asleep dreaming of you, I'm sure and Big bro Julian is at a Blazers basketball game at the Rosegarden. I'm most definately sure he would be trying to persuade me to let you go already even though you just turned 1 on February 7. Julian will be 19 on May 6. So many years between my beautiful babies, yet the huge amount of love between you was undeniable and brought tears to my eyes to be able to bear witness to it. Sweet dreams my little Prince.
Friday, February 29, 2008 - Love mama, Julian, and daddy
RYAN A. MATOS JR
HI, BOO BOO ITS MOMMI I MISS YOU SO VERY MUCH, I WONDER IF YOUR HAPPPY IN HEAVEN?YOUR 1ST BIRTHDAY WAS IN HEAVEN FEB.15TH GOD IF I CAN ONLY HOLD YOU ONE LAST TIME, I MISS YOUR SMILE,YOUR GIGGLE,YOUR BEAUTIFUL EYES,HOW IT SEEMED THAT YOU TOOK EVERYTHING IN WITH YOUR EYES TO SHARE WITH YOUR LITTLE FRIENDS IN HEAVEN, I LOVE YOU SOO VERY MUCH MY LOVE. AND YOU CAN VISITED MOMMI WHEN EVER YOU WANT CAUSE I KNOW WHEN YOUR HERE.XOXOXOXOXO
Friday, February 29, 2008 - MOMMI
Our precious Little Emily
Hi Sweetheart It's your Maw Maw just letting you know I miss and love you so much.We been to your little resting place this week. I'll be there this weekend. I tell Jesus everynight to tell you how much we love you and that we send all our love to you. Wish I could come to you.But have to wait till Jesus says so.Maybe soon. Heres some hugs and kisses XOXOXOXO. Send me some back. I love you sweetheart. It hurts really bad. See you soon.
Friday, February 29, 2008 - Love Maw Maw and Paw Paw
Alexzandrea
Hello my baby girl I miss you so much I wish You were here. There so many things that we haven't gotten to do.it's been almost three years since you were born and almost two and a half since you left. lately your all I can seem to think about. It's hard to think about you to be able to want to give you kisses and hugs and you not here not to be able to see you smile and hear you like kills me slowly inside you are truly my little angel baby and I miss you so much perdy gurl. Your third birthday is coming up and I dont know what Im going to do. My 19 birthday is come up too and its hard not to celebrate it with you. you little sister is two months old now and I dread the nights that she sleeps just to know what can happen since it happen to you. Please keep you sister safe.You also have another sister her name is Zoey daddy had another little girl to she almost five months old. Watch over her to I dont want your daddy to go through it again either.Well Alexzandrea I love you and will write you again soon
Friday, February 29, 2008 - Your mommy
Baby Nicholas
Nicholas, I'm sure that you know that you are going to have a baby brother. Please watch over him and your Mommy and Daddy and your big brother. We all miss you very much.
Friday, February 29, 2008 - Great Grandma
jaylynn
hey sweetie im just sitting here at school in the computer lab thinking of you so i thought i would write you, you came to mind im writting my intro letter for school about you and im here working on it right now so i thought i would say i love u and miss you dearly i love you baby girl. =]] big cousin kort.
Friday, February 29, 2008 - cousin kort
Hey baby girl.
Stacey, Just wanted to let you know that we still shed tears for you from time to time. I finally had a chance to do some cleaning and I found my favorite picture of you and daddy. I took it to the store and had it blown up to a 5x7 and framed it for your daddy, I knew he would cry. But he loved it. I captioned it, "Daddy and Baby Stacey Fayelee, A Special Memory." He put it on the table right by his easy chair. You are still a big part of our lives. Your brothers and sisters like visiting your grave with us. They always have all kinds of questions and love leaving you things. We miss you and we love you.Kisses to you sweetie.
Friday, February 29, 2008 - Daddy, Mommy, Abbie, Callie, Sam, Logan and Coy
Mommy's Xander dude
Hey my lil dude, it's momma! I miss you so much, I hope you are doing well in Heaven. Did God get you to take the nook I sent with you?( grammi was wrong, te soothie didn't do much for ya either) Looking back on it, I don't think you really needed it. You were so good for us down here, and I should have just let you cry in my arms if that's all you needed. It was a month yesterday since you left us, it feels like yesterday that you were laying with me eating and putting me to sleep. I would give anything to hold you again. I went to see you at the cemetary yesterday, I brought you a cute stuffed elephant. His name was P'nut, like you and Hammy. I hope you like him. I am sorry that I haven't written to you yet, it's hard for us down here. Daddy isn't doing too good, mommy an tell. And Hammy sends his "kisses" every chance he gets. You should be here with him, Xander. You should be growing and smiling at your silly big brother. That's how it was supposed to be, my boys. I miss you so much. I miss you I miss you. I love you I love you. I love you soooooo much!It's hard for mommy to not cry at work, there are a lot of little babies like you to remind me that we don't have you with us anymore, and it's so hard. it's so hard. Mommy can only be so strong for people, but I don't know if I can do it much longer. I know you probably would want us to be happy, for Hammy, but I don't know what to do.My heart hurts, Xander. I needed you here! But I know God loves you so much, and he needed your cute face to make Heaven prettier! Mommy will make sure to write soon! Next week daddy and I might go to a group to talk with other people who have had their little babies go up to heaven. Hope you are doing well, tell God that you have a strict 10 o'clock bedtime! And remember: " I'll love you forever, I'll like you for always. As long as I'm living, my baby you'll be." P.S. Tell grammi that mommy decided not to get the motorcycle. I didn't need it anyway :)
Friday, February 29, 2008 - Mommy
Aubrey
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! You are one today! I miss you so much! I wish that I could see you eating your cake and opening your presents today! Your sisters brought you some flowers, balloons, and two babydolls today! They don't understand why you are not with us for your birthday. I don't know either -- that is what makes this so hard! I know that you are having a great first birthday in Heaven!!! I love you so much and think about you all of the time. I thought that it wasn't supposed to hurt so bad, but time does not make it easier!!!
Thursday, February 28, 2008 - Mommy, Jocelyn, and Cheyenne
Andrea Licea - Mamas
Hello Gorda. Miss you soo much. As you know your baby brother Adan was born Dec. 08, 07. Just about missed your birthday. He is such a cute little one. Reminds me of when I had you. He also eases the pain. I love you and miss you.
Thursday, February 28, 2008 - Your mama - Geli
Sweet Baby Eric
Hi Pumpkin: It's grandma again just wanted to let u know that i am thinking about u and miss u a whole lot. Mommy got one of the blanket that aunt Pam made out of your precious clothes.It is beautiful. I remember u wearing some of them. I have been thinking alot about u. Well i better go as it's late, but just remember i love u a whole bunch. Hugs and kiss.
Thursday, February 28, 2008 - Grandma B
Grammi's little Xander dude,
Hello again my little angel. I'm sitting here thinking of you again. Looking at your pictures and wondering what you would be learning new by now. I remember how you were trying to drink a bottle in my lap, and how you were getting fussy. So I handed you to your mommy and when she said your name, how you looked right at her and settled down to drink. Your mommy and your uncles used to do that for me when they heard my voice. I wish you hadn't left us. I miss you so much. Your mommy said to me the other day that I wasn't very happy that she had gotten pregnant with you. But I just want you to know that you were a blessing and I love you as much as your brother. Maybe I felt that having another baby to soon would be very hard for your mommy and daddy, but that didn't mean that I didn't love you because of it. I regret that I worked so much and didn't spend more time with you. I wish I could take back time and change that. I just wanted you to know that. I love you. Grampa and I went to see you the other night, but it was very cold. I promise to come again soon and stay alittle longer to talk. Always know you are with me always in my heart. I love you my little angel. I'll send another letter soon.
Thursday, February 28, 2008 - I love you now and always, Grammi
Dear Jack
It would be your 6th birthday today and how I wish you were still here to celebrate with us. I miss you every day and will always have you in my heart.
Thursday, February 28, 2008 - Mamgu
Grayce Marie
Hey baby girl- Just writing to see if you are snuggling in Grandpa's arms. He left us yesterday and we asked him to find you and give you hugs and kisses. I miss you terribly and love you with all of my heart.
Wednesday, February 27, 2008 - mommy
Dear Roman,
How has my sweet little Prince been doing? I always think of you and I know you are thinking of me too. This whole year has been hard but right now has been espescially hard being that you were alive at this time last year. You were born on February 7 2007 and left us on April 22 2007 sleeping peacefully in my arms. Each of these days you were alive, I try to remember what we were doing at that time on that day. Sometimes I can't but others I can. For 18 years before we had you it was always Papa, Mama, and your biggest fan and brother Julian. Imagine how happy you made each of our lives. Maybe complete is a more appropriate word. You gave us all another more beautiful reason to live. Yesterday, I thought of the two holidays we shared with you. Valentines and Easter. Arguably two of the most beautiful holidays there are. One representing love and the other the resurection of our savior Jesus Christ. How lucky we were to have had you for the 74 days that we did. You taught us so much about life, quality of life, and especially love. After having only Julian for so long, I wasn't sure I could love another as much as I loved him. That turned out to be totally untrue. From the second you were born, I loved you in the way most all mothers love their children. It was if I had always loved and known you. I felt as if you had only been away for a short time and you had only come home. I also believe all of us who loved you will unite again someday but this time, for eternity. That is all for now, my sweet angel in Heaven. I always say I have an angel on earth and one in Heaven. I am one of , if not the luckiest mom I know. Sweet dreams my beautiful Prince.
Wednesday, February 27, 2008 - Love you forever and always, mama
Dear Evan,
Hi baby- just writing to let you know how much I love you and miss you!!!! Sending you millions of hugs and kisses to heaven.
Wednesday, February 27, 2008 - Love Forever and For Always- Mommy, Jordan, & Jaiden
Hello again my little Xander Dude,
Grampa and I are going to come and see you today. We miss you so much. Your brother spent the night last night. He blows kisses at the computer even here at grammi's house. It's hard to believe that it has already been 4 weeks since you left us. It seems like yesterday. Sometimes I feel like my heart will burst from the hurt of losing you. And it is so hard for grammi to see your mommy and daddy hurting too. But I will someday be able to kiss your little toes again. I have faith that God is taking wonderful care of you and that we will be together again one day. I'll talk to you again soon.
Tuesday, February 26, 2008 - I love you now and always, Grammi
Katie Elizabeth
Hey Katie how are you doing up there. I miss you and love you very much and I wish that you are here right now.Everyone misses you and love you very much and they wish that you are here right now. Katie do you miss us and love us too very much and do you wish that you are here right no. Katie your birthday is in 5 mouths that is very cool is't cool. love yoour best aunt abby
Monday, February 25, 2008 - your best aunt abbyXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOX
nevaeh
hey baby! I miss you alot. I just came to say hello and to tell you that i love you alot!! We miss you phat momma scoop and we wish you were here with us!!
Monday, February 25, 2008 - mommie
dear leon
dear leon it,s been 21 years this year when the angels came to take you home, you was my only child god didnt bless me with any more but iam so glad he blessed me with you son, there is not a day when i dont think about you, no one could no how i miss you son i miss you more than i can say and more than any one could no, i love you leon and always will i bless the day when god calls me home and we will be together again but until then kisses to the sky so blue catch them leon thay are all for you love mummy xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
xxx
Monday, February 25, 2008 - mummy
Dear Gunner
It's been a while since I've gotten on here to write to you. Sometimes it's hard to choke anything out. God Gunner, I miss you so bad! I don't understand what the purpose was for you to go and be an angel, but I sure hope that you're enjoying it. I know that you have the most beautiful set of wings up there. You've made me so proud, even with us only having those 3 short months together, you made me so proud to be a mommy and a person. I know that I had created the best person this world would ever see. Papa is really having a hard time here lately Gun maybe you can try and comfort him. He loves it when you come to him in his dreams. Daddy still won't speak to me but you know that he misses you very much. We all do Bud, you have fun up there playing with Daisey, she always did adore you. Mommy's moving back from Arkansas so I'll get to go out to Salem and visit you more. I'm excited. I love you Bud & I miss you everyday. I'll see you on the other side.
Monday, February 25, 2008 - Mommy
dear ethan,
hi! i miss u a lot. it's abby, ur big sister. when u died that day it was really sad. i wish we could have atleast had a warning so we could have spent your last day with you having all kinds of fun. oh yea, im sorry that I yelled at you the night you died. The next day, when I found out that you were gone i cried a lot because the last thing i said to you was "shut up! I hate you!" i cry about that a lot. the whole family was at your funeral. not one single person did't cry, even grandpa bill and i have never seen him cry in my life. we moved away from our old house. we visit your grave evry chance we get. granpa bill and grandma paulette visit it twice a month. i left a bear in your basket and we put in your favorite stuffed animal in your casket, remember, the little pig? well, i miss you a lot and i love you. and just to let you know,darren, mom, and your other two older sisters samey and brittny miss you too. and on your birthday, on september 8 we think about you alot. and also on your angel day on january 8 we do too. well, bye (ps.i sleep with your baby blanket every night when i pray for you.)
Sunday, February 24, 2008 - love, you 12 year old sister who loves you too much, abby
Little Emily Atwood
Hey sweetie! It's so hard to believe that God needed you as His perfect angel 18 months ago :-(. It's been a long 18 months for mommy, daddy, nana, poppy, Kelly, Stephanie and Gracie. We had your mommy's baby shower today for your baby brother Casey. Mommy got some really nice things, help him get ready to come down to us. I know that PawPaw Boyd has you in his arms right now giving you all kinds of hugs and kisses, or possibly on a creek bank fishing with your uncle Andy :-). We all miss and love you very much.
Saturday, February 23, 2008 - hugs and kisses from Nana Angie
Keira Bach
It has been 14 months since you left us to Heaven. Not one day goes by that I don’t think of you. I miss you so much. It hurts still. There are days that I feel so sad and depressed and it scares me. I want to be strong but it’s so hard. I just miss you so much. I love you, Angel.
Saturday, February 23, 2008 - Love, Mommy
Katie Elizabeth
hey Katie how are you doing up there.I miss you love very much too and I wish that you are here right now. Mommy and daddy are going to Mexico in 5 week they were going to take you with you to Mexico. Everyone misses you and love you very much and they wish that you are here right now. Uncle Tommy and uncle Matt and uncle Todd said hey and they miss you and love you very much and they wish that you are here right now. aunt Becky said hey and she miss you and love you very much too and she wish that you are here right now. Uncle Nick and Uncle Fred said hey and they miss you and love you very much and they wish that you are here right now because they miss you and love you very much too. katie I wish that you are here right now and i miss you and love you very much. Mommy and daddy said hey and they miss you and love you very much and they wish that you are here right now and they miss you and love you very much and they wish that you are here right now. Katie do you miss us and love us too and do you wish that you are here right now.Mommy and daddy house is almost done and they made a room for you. I hope that you miss us and love us too very much and I wish that you are here right now. When I hear your name I cry I am crying right now because i miss you and love you very much too. Katie your birthday is in 5 mouths than you will be 1 year old that will be very cool. Katie do you wish that you are here right now. Katie do you miss everyone and do you love everyone too very much. Katie it was snowing outside today it was very cold and I went sliding with uncle Todd and justin is the foster child. I was cleaning my room today it was not fun clean by room. bye katie goodnight xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
xoxox love your best aunt abby
Friday, February 22, 2008 - your best aunt abbyXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOX
Dear Lil Pito
Hey my lil man. Its been awhile since I last wrote to you. But as you know I think of you always. Its getting close to your big 2 year old Birthday. The saddness seems to come worse on these days. I miss you and love you so much more everyday that passes. I was so happy when you were born, not only the perfect baby but finally a lil boy to play and grow with my Tanner. By now you would of been big enough (if not bigger) and I can see you guys being the best of buddies. Getting into everything together and learning so much from each other. Next weekend I get to go to my nephews birthday party. He's turning 2 just like you! He was born just one day before you. Sometimes its hard seeing him because I see all the things you should be doing and its just not fair! I know your in a happy place with no worries but Im still selfish and want you here with your family!Tyler and Tanner are doing good, fight all the time with eachother but thats what brothers do.Lil Darren who you didnt get to meet is doing good, he will be 1 in June, he's so cute! I look at your pictures often and cherish each one. Im so glad your Abuela was a picture taker, snapping pictures of everything you did, even when you were sleeping!But its sad to see the pictures stop, knowing we can only have our own pictures in our head of how you look now. Well lil man, I send all my love, hugs and kisses to you everyday and pray you feel everyone of them. I will talk to you soon
Friday, February 22, 2008 - Love always and forever Aunt Carolyn
Hello my little Xander dude.
I stopped at your grave to say hello to you yesterday. I know that you were with me. I wanted to be sure the the cross and windchime that grampa and I left were still standing. I hope you like them. I miss you. Your mom and dad are so sad without you. And Dominic keeps blowing kisses to your picture on the computer. I don't know why you had to leave, but I have to believe that God had his reasons. I have to have faith that I will be able to kiss your little toes again one day. I love you so much. Please forgive me for not making more time for you while you were here with us. And watch over your mommy and daddy and your big brother "Hammi". I'll talk to you again soon.I miss you.
Friday, February 22, 2008 - I love you now and always.Grami
Happy Birthday!!! Braxton Lee Harville
Happy birthday beautiful baby boy.! We love you so much. I wish that you were here to spend your 1st Birthday with us. We took you some gifts to your resting place and we hope that you like them. We realeased you some balloons and left you some that says Happy Birthday. I am so sorry that your tombstone was not in today for them to bring you but it will be there sometime next weak hopefully. Baby you do not know how hard it is to spend your Birthday with you not hear with us. Baby mommy loves you so much and I always will. You will always be Mommy's Little Chunky Monkey. Baby mommy is going to go and I promise I will write to you again very soon. I hope that you have had a good birthday. Love always, Mommy Daddy Bailey Papaw Nana Brittany Granny Gist Granny Ruby. Granny Ruby said to tell you Hi. I miss you Baby.
Friday, February 22, 2008 - Mommy Daddy Bailey
CHRIS HELLO SWEETHEART
ITS BEEN ALMOST THREE YEARS SENCE YOU BEEN MISSING,AND TOMORROW IS YOUR BIRTHDAY,FEB22, WANT YOU TO NO WE MISS YOU VERY MUCH AND THAT SWEET SMILE,AND THOSE BEAUTIFUL GRAY EYES,WE MISS THE WONDERFUL TIMES WE ALL SPEND TOGETHER,WE LOVE YOU FOREVER AND EVER,WITH LOT OF XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO
XOX
Thursday, February 21, 2008 - MOM DAD AND FAMILY
Andreas
Hi my sweet angel. i miss you so much. You have blessed us with a new angel. Athena Belle is gorgeous, she is a month old. Andreas she was born a year two days after you left us. I try amd make myself believe, you had to leave us so you can watch us from above. Mommy seems to be strong but i know deeo down inside she is aching. You are loved by me so much i wish you were here so i could prove it to you. You my cousin are my angel. Say hello to Papou I love you so much my love!
Thursday, February 21, 2008 - Love your cousin Pamela
Joie Marie Scarsella
I don't even know where to begin. In the 3rd anniverasry of your passing, I find myself questioning why this happened more and more. I won't let myself be like that though. The thought that I wil one day be one with your spirit keeps me going. I miss you so much baby. You were my world and you still are. You always will be no ,matter what happens. You are my angel and my guide and everything I do is for you. I see your face in my thoughts and in my dreams every second of every day. I know that having you is the reason I was put on this earth and even though you are not here, I will cherish evey moment I was able to hold you in my arms. You would look up at me with such amazement and such wonder and i think to myself, will I ever know another love like the love I knew with you. I know you are floating around causing trouble being a cute, pudgy little baby bird. I love you soooooooo much and I will always carry you with me where eber I go. You would be so proud Joie Marie. I have 2 kids in my life who I love soooo much. They are not my own but they love me and Itake such good care of them. Maybe one day you can call them your brothers and sister. Raven would have adored you. I love you angel baby.
Wednesday, February 20, 2008 - Your Mama always and forever
Katie Elizabeth
hey Katie how are you doing up there. i miss you and love you very much and i wish that you are here right now because i miss you and love you very much. everyone miss you and loves you very much and they wish that you are here right now because everyone miss you and loves you very much. Katie do you wish that you are here right now and do you miss us and love us too very much because we do and we wish that you are here right now because we miss you and love you very much. Uncle Tommy and Uncle Matt and Uncle Todd said hey and they said that they miss you and love you very much and they wish that you are here right now. Uncle Nick and Uncle Fred wishes that you are here right now and they said hi and they miss you and love you very much and they wish that you are here right now. Aunt Becky miss you and loves you very much and she said hey and she wishes that you are here right now. Aylsa miss you and loves you very much and she wishes that you are here right now. Katie your birthday is in 5 mouths. mommy and daddy miss you and loves you and they said hi and they wish that you are here right now because they miss you and loves you very much. katie do you miss us and love us very much and do you wish that you are here right now because we miss you and love you very much and we wish that you are here right now.katie i cry when i hear your name and am cry right now. i wish that you are here right now. mommy and daddy house is almost done. mommy and daddy are going to mexico in 40 days.good night katiexoxoxoxoxox
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Tuesday, February 19, 2008 - your best aunt abbyXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOX
Joshua
Hey Babydoll. Missing you so so much and wish I could hold you in my arms. Its hard to think that in 2 months you would have been 3 years old. My gosh you would have been handsome and irresistable. Love you so much and you are always in my heart, my thoughts and my dreams. Love you baby!!! xoxoxoxoxox
Tuesday, February 19, 2008 - Mommy
My lil Baby Julien
I feel you every day the wind the sun the snow that melts on my nose and the rain that soaks my clothes im missing your chubby nos to give my X-KAMO kisses to! my warm bundle of baby to sleep with i breath for you every day wake up for you every day and pray that i may see you again someday i am going to have another baby someday dont think mommys replacing you baby i am simply giving you a brother or sister that someday we all might play sweet dreams lil guy mommy will once again someday sing you lullibies xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
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Tuesday, February 19, 2008 - Love always mommie
Our precious Little Emily
Hi Sweetheart. It's Maw Maw. I love you so.We visited your resting place today.It was snowing some and I ask Jesus to let you see the snow. It was so pretty.I ask Jesus everyday to tell you that we love you so and that we send you all our love. It's hard without you. Just not being here to watch you grow. I cry so much. Wondering why this had to happen to us. It really still hurts after 5 months.I look at your beautiful little face and break down knowing that Jesus is taking good care of you. I just want to see you and hold you again. If you can come to me in a dream.I pray that Jesus will let me dream about you everynite, but I haven't dreamt of you yet. I know the time will come. You will be Maw Maw's girl forever. Here's some kisses and hugs for Maw Maw and Paw Paw XOXOXOXO. Send me some back. Ok. I love you so much Sweetheart.
Tuesday, February 19, 2008 - Love Maw Maw and Paw Paw
Davey Baby,
Wow. Where has the time gone. I miss you so much that it hurts. I can't believe that it has been 18 years since I held you and kissed your sweet little face. It seems like just yesterday. We went on your birthday and gave you your birthday present. It's a beautiful marker. It has your name on it and now everyone knows who it is that is there. Not just a peice of paper. Everyone was there. The whole family. They all wanted to be there to say happy birthday and see your new name plate. It is beautiful. Then we went out to lunch and celebrated your life. We all miss you so much. Guess what? Your going to be an Uncle again. Your brother Justin is going to be a father. Jackie found out last week and called me at work. They are excited. Things are looking up baby doll. Dad and I move next weekend to our very own apartment. We have always had someone live with us and this time it will be just us. We almost have the house packed and ready to move. It is going to be a big change, but we're ready for it. I miss you so much. I sometimes wonder what you would be like now. Would you have a girlfriend? Would you be athletic, would you be smart. I know that you would be all of the above and so handsome and charming. When I lost you, I felt that the world was over for me. I lost my child. But I found a reason to go on, and I know that you are up there keeping watch over me and your brothers. I feel that every day of my life. I love you my little angel. I'll write more soon.
Tuesday, February 19, 2008 - Mommy
brionna paige shelton
good morning my little something else. you had your 3rd birthday on sunday. how I miss you. I wonder what you would have looked like at 3? I will have a good idea when little jenna turns 3. she is so perfect and looks like you. I miss you brionna. kiss my mom and tell her I miss her too. I will write again soon.
Tuesday, February 19, 2008 - love your grandma kim
Jaycee Marie
hi baby girl aunt chel misses you so much not a minute goes by where i am not thinking about you i so wonder how you would be today what you would be doing i already know how you would look you look so much like heather you know heather has to have surgery next month i know you will be there looking after her you mommy and daddy and brother and sister miss you so much honey it hurts our hearts that your not here please look after g'ma fogle she is having some problems right now everything is going to be alright it just takes time K'lyn had her 2nd birthday she is getting big she like to tell everyone "you shut your mouth naughty" its actually very funny then when the boys fight she pulls their hair and says you stop it i know you and her would be very best of friends i have my own computer now so i will be here alot more writing to you well honey i need to go for now i love you and miss you very very very much
Tuesday, February 19, 2008 - aunt chel
Katie Elizabeth
hey katie how are you doing up there. i miss you and love you very much and i wish that you are here right. XOXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
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Monday, February 18, 2008 - your best aunt abbyXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOX
To our Alison Elizabeth Strusz,
Our dearest Alison, As your 23rd birthday approaches on the 21st of Feb.your face is still so strong in my memory and your spirit is alive in our hearts.you are and always will be our Ali.when i see your bro and sis,Will and Shannon smile,i see you smile. bless you,baby and know we love you.
Monday, February 18, 2008 - Love From dad,mom,Will and Shannon
My baby boy Braxton Lee Harville
hey baby I hope that you had a great Valentines Day and I hope that you like the bears and other things that we took to your grave for you. Bailey had to get her baby brother a angel and I let her so she took it for everyone to see. Mommy put a hanger on there for windchimes so that when we are there we can hear the chimes. I am looking for a horse park bench to have at your grave to sit on. it does get a little cold sitting on the ground but you know that i will do that for you as i have several times. granny took you something up there i have not seen it yet. i think i may just go and spend a little time with you in a little bit if i do not get too busy. tomarrow i get to go see what your tombstone will look like with the picture on it and then they are going to get the rest of it done so that you can have it by your birthday. baby i know that it is going to b so pretty. i am sorry that i did not write to you on Valentines Day but mommy had several things to do and then i went to bed and then friday we were getting things ready to go to brittanys rodeo and things went good all weekend besides the few things that went wrong with the motor home on the way. I wish that you would have been there to see Bailey ride twister everyone was amazed that she was riding a big horse the way she did at her age. She had a blast this weekend and i know that she would have had more fun if you would have been there with her so that she could have rode you around on the horse with her. baby mommy is going to go and get somethings done so that maybe i can have some time to go visit your resting place and see the things that the other people left for you. love always mommy daddy and bailey
Monday, February 18, 2008 - mommy
Sweet KyLeigh-bug.
Mommy misses you so much baby girl. I sit at night and cry while everyone else sleeps. It's not fair! I want you back. You've almost been gone 5 months and it's killing me to wake up each day knowing you aren't going to be next to me. My heart hurts KyLeigh. I don't understand.it's just not fair. I am so angry inside! I am not even the same person anymore. I feel almost heartless.like you took my entire heart the day that you were taken from me! Your brother is the only thing keeping me here.and half the time I think he would be better off without me, because I'm not the same fun Mommy anymore. A smile hardly ever comes my way, and I don't laugh anymore.and when I look at brother.I see all the milestones you should be hitting. He misses you too. He still holds your picture and kisses it and says "shishy, Ky-ee" We want you back. You would almost be 9 months old.You've been gone longer than I held you in my arms. I want you back KyLeigh! I can't understand why you were taken from me!!! I just want to hold you again. I would trade my life for one more moment with you. Just to see you one more time with your eyes open, and your beautiful smile and cute little giggle and even your powerful loud cry. I miss it all.
Sunday, February 17, 2008 - Mommy
Katie Elizabeth
hey katie how are you doing up there. I miss you and love you very much and i wish that you are here right now. everyone wishes that you are here right now and everyone misses you and loves you very much. uncle tommy and uncle matt and uncle todd said hey and they miss you and love you very much and they wish that you are here right now. uncle nick and uncle fred said hey and they wish that you are here right now and they miss you and love you very much. Xoxoxooxooxoxoxo
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Saturday, February 16, 2008 - aunt abbyxoxoxooooooooooxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Dear Roman
I wanted to tell you about my favorite Birthday card that was sent to you on February, what would have been your 1st Birthday. It was from the staff at O.H.S.U. where you helped with the orometer feeding study. Several people signed the card but my favorite was from Scott Buckley. Hee wrote, "With deep gratitude and thanks to Roman, who began life helping the cause of scientific progress." How thoughtful it was of their staff to have remembered you among all the children who participated. They along wth so many others felt an incredible loss when you went back home to our Heavenly Father. Lately I have been feeling so guilty that daddy and I were too selfish to allow you to be used as a donor. If we had, in a sense it would have been like a part of you would have continued living and other parents may have not had to go through what we did. I also know you would have wanted us to. One more thing I wanted to write to you regarding the card from the staff at O.H.S.U. was what the card itself said. It took a few quotes from a book called "The Little Prince". I read this book in the 8th grade and as a result of the card I am going to read iy again. It read " In one of the stars I shall be living, In one of them I shall be laughing, And so it will be as if all the stars were laughing when you look at the sky at night. .and there is sweetness in the laughter of all the stars.and in the memories of those you love. Julian, daddy, and me,momma, miss you and think of you every hour. every minute, every second. Have a good day, my sweet prince.
Saturday, February 16, 2008 - Love momma
Hey Baby Chub-Chub
Hey there little miss. Mommy misses you so much! It has been almost a year since you have been gone and i can't believe it! You have a baby brother named Philip. He was born 29 days after your 1st birthday. He reminds me so much of you, he's just not as chubby. I hope you are enjoying being with your great grandpas and great grandma. Grandma Jean says the reason you left us is because Grandpa Ivan wanted his other "Jean" to be with him. I love you so much and miss you like crazy! Your big brother and big sister always talk about you. They miss you a lot too along with your Daddy, he won't tell me that he does but i know that he does a lot too. Well little one your baby brother is getting fussy just wanted to tell you about him and tell you i love you and miss you and wish you were here to see Philip. I love you Chub-Chub.
Saturday, February 16, 2008 - Mommy
Katie Elizabeth
hey katie how are you doing up there. i miss you and love you very much and i wish that you are here right now because i miss you and i love you very much. xoxoxoooxooooooo
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Friday, February 15, 2008 - your best aunt abbyXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOX
Grayce Marie
Happy Valentines Day sweet girl! I am sorry I am a day late I was just busy with work and didnt get a chance to write you. I wanted to let you know I didnt forget about you! Sending you lots of hugs and kisses!
Friday, February 15, 2008 - Melissa
Dear Roman
I am so sorry for not writing you on Christmas or on February 7, the day you would have been one year old. I apologise with all my heart. Rest assured though you have never left my mind. Not for one day, hour, minute, or second. My thoughts and time are constantly with you. So much of my spirit,my life,my soul, left when you did. I don't know what to do. Everyone says we should be over you by now and moving on with our lives. How can they possibly understand if this has never happened to them. The cruelty of their words hurts right to the very center of my being.Last year at this time you were one week old and daddy got a card for you, Julin,and me(Momma}. He also got you your first giraffe. I sleep with it every night with another of your giraffes and I wrap them the way I wrapped you and gently rock them, closing my eyes. For a few minutes,I pretend I am once again holding your sweet smelling chubby little body. By the way, Happy Valentines my sweet prince. I love you so much as does daddy and big brother Julian.Sleep well my sweet Prince.
Thursday, February 14, 2008 - Love momma
Katie Elizabeth
hey katie how are you doing up there. i miss you and love you very much and i wish that you are here right now. everyone wishes that you are here right now because everybody misses you and loves you very much too and they wish that you are having a good valentine day and we wish that you wish that you are here right now because everyone miss you and love you very much too. katie do you wish that you are here right now because everyone miss you and loves you. happy valentine katie good night
Thursday, February 14, 2008 - your best aunt abbyXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOX
Grayce Marie
Hey baby girl- Just wanted to wish you a Happy Valentine's Day. Wish you were here. Miss you like crazy. Love you,
Thursday, February 14, 2008 - mommy
Dear Little Pito,
Hello my little hop toady. I love you so much. It's valentines day, I miss you deeply. We never got a valentines day with you, not one. I know it would've been great fun, you and I would've snuck during our abuela time and made cards with your finger prints on them for mommy and daddy, probably for your gams and nana too. While we're at it we would make some for tia ynchee and abuelo also. I miss you so much. Nothing is truly happy anymore without you. I am learning to feel better when I remember all of the beautiful things you did and the memories I have. For the short time you were here you gave me so much, that is why I miss you so dearly. I smile each time I think of you being a little hop toady in your bouncy machine or being a hop toady on my lap. I miss everything about you. I love you, it seems I can't say that enough, my love for you still grows as you would have grown if you were still here. I miss you and love so very much.
Thursday, February 14, 2008 - love always and forever, abuela
Dear Evan,
Happy Valentine's Day buddy!!!! I miss you more than you could ever know and just wish you were with us. I love you little man!!!!! Sending you millions of hugs and kisses to heaven.
Thursday, February 14, 2008 - Forever and for Always- Mommy, Jordan, Jaiden
My precious little angel - Kylee Marie,
HAPPY VALENTINES DAY! I love and miss you more than anything sweetheart. I long for the day I can hold you in my arms again baby girl. I LOVE YOU!
Thursday, February 14, 2008 - Mommy
Our precious Little Emily
Hi Sweetheart. Maw Maw loves you and misses you so much. Tomorrow you will be 6 months old. I bet you would be grinning and cooing. I bet you are playing patty cakes too. It hurts so much not to see you do these for us.'But do them for Jesus. It's so hard baby. Maw Maw is still missing you so and boo hooing.I know you are having fun.But you got an early flight and we just got left behind. Maybe my time will come soon. It's Valentines Day tomorrow too. I'll try to get you a balloon. If not tomorrow. I'll get it to you by the weekend. I love you sooo much.You are Maw Maw's girl forever and the heartache will never stop until I'm with you again. Here's some kisses and hugs. XOXoXOXOXO. Send some back. I love you so much.
Wednesday, February 13, 2008 - Love Maw Maw and Paw Paw
Katie Elizabeth
hey katie how are you doing up there. i miss you and love you very much and i wish that you are here right now because i miss you and love you very much. everyone wishes that you are here right now because everyone misses you and love very much. Katie do you miss us and love us too very much and do you wish that you are here right now because everyone miss you and love you very much. katie your birthday is in 5 mouths is't that cool because your birthday is in 5 mouth. Happy valentine day katie love your best aunt abby xoxoxoxxoxoxoxox
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Wednesday, February 13, 2008 - your best aunt abbyXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOX
nevaeh
hey baby! sorry we couldnt see you the other day, the weather has been crazy lately. But we do plan to come see you soon. But harmane is getting do big, she looks just like mommy. Taveon is so handsome, they love to kiss your picture. I just wish you were here to share all of these moments with us. I love you.
Wednesday, February 13, 2008 - mommie
Braxton Lee Harville
Hey baby, Mommy wanted to let you know that I did not get to go to yur resting place today and put your valentines there because of the rain. I do not want your things to get messed up so I am going to wait and se how the weather is going to be in the morning. I know that I told you last night that I would take it up there today but I know that you will understand why I did not take it I was just going to make sure that I let you know. I hate to tell you something and then not do it. Mommy will get it up there as soon as I can. Baby I miss you so much and would give anything to have you back in my arms. Your birthday is getting closer day by day and it is getting harder for me day by day. I do not know how I am going to be able to function next friday with you not here with me. I am trying to find someone that I can talk to that is dealing with the some thing that I am dealing with right now and I know that you are here for me and you will watch over me on your birthday but it is still going to be hard for me. It makes me feel a little better knowing that they are going to bring your tombstone out that day so that I do not have to feel like I could not get you anything. Baby mommy is going to have to go so I can get in the bed to get ready for another day. I will talk to you again soon. Love Always, Mommy Daddy and Bailey
Tuesday, February 12, 2008 - Mommy and Bailey
Katie Elizabeth
Hey katie how are you doing up there. I miss you and love you very much and i wish that you are here right now. everyone misses you and love you very much and they wish that you are here right now. katie your brithday is in 5 mouths. katie do you miss me and love me and wish that you are here right now because i miss you and love very much and i wish that you are here right now. xoxoxoxoxoxoxoo
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Tuesday, February 12, 2008 - your best aunt abbyXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOX
Mommy's Little Angel Braxton Lee Harville
Braxton, I want you to know that I Love you so much. Mommy called about your tombstone today and they said that they would have it ready to bring to you on your birthday. All Mommy can do is cry just thinking that you will be one year old next friday and you will not be here for me to have you a birthday party. I am so happy that they will be able to bring it out for us on that day. I have waited for this day for a while now and I have prayed that they would get it ready in time. I get to go next tuesday and see what your picture looks like on it. I just wish that you could be here instead of getting a tombstone we could be going out for your birthday but instead I will spend most of the day at your grave. I really hope that you will like your stone it is going to be very pretty. I miss you more and more everyday and I thought that evryone was telling me the truth when they said that the pain would go away but it is all a lie. Tell your brother that I love him too. I miss the both of you more than you will ever know. Baby I am so sorry that I have not been to your resting place like I need to but it is so hard to go there and not be able to see your beautiful face and smile looking at me. When you were born later that night your granny was holding you and when I started talking you was turning your head looking for me and now that I go back and really let that sink in that means the most to me. Every time you heard my voice you was looking for your mommy and I was alwasy right there for you exept for that one morning that for the life of us we could not figure out what we done wrong. We were in shock that something like that would ever happen to us. Everyone Loves you so much and always wanted to hold you. In the 5 weeks that you were here you touched so many hearts and you will aways be remembered by lots of people. When the doctors told us that the reason was SIDS we really could not belive it we really thought that there was no such thing I guess we never really paid that close attention to the babies that had passed and got their wings that it could happen to us. I wish that things would have been diffrent and you was still here with us. You will always be mommy's baby boy no matter what and there will always be a special place in my heart for you. Bailey misses you too baby. She talks about you all the time. I went in a store today and this lady had a little boy that is 8 months old and I wanted to cry and yes mommy told her about you because I want everyone to know about my baby boy that is so special everyone that I meet and get to talk to I tell them about you and if they are not busy I make sure I show them your pictures so that they can see how cute you are. I will never understand why you had to leave us on such short notice and why you could only stay for such a short time. I want you to know that if it was left up to all of us you would be right here with us spoiled rotten as you was not spoiled at all while you were here with us. you knew all you had to do was whine and mommy was right there holding you in my arms. I loved every second of it even when i was trying to fix your bottles and trying to eat a meal if you wanted to be held you were in my arms the whole time. Baby mommy will talk to you later. I am going to go to your resting place and put your valentine on there for you somtime in the morning after I take brittany to school Bailey want get to go in the morning bcause of allergic reaction I am going to have to get her a doctors app. Mommy will write to you very soon baby. Lov always, Mommy,Daddy,Bail
ey,Papaw,Nana, and Brittany.
Tuesday, February 12, 2008 - Mommy and Bailey
Dearest Anderson,
Hi baby! It's mommy! I am so sorry that it has been such a long time since the last time I wrote to you. Your brother is scheduled to come on Valentine's Day if he doesn't come on his own. I have been thinking alot about you and how things would be if you were still here with Mommy and Daddy. I can't believe it will be a year since you have been gone - it is not fair! You should be here to see your brother come into this world. But I know you will be with him as well as a part of him. I just know it!!!! That little lip, the pushed in chin and the spock ears! :O)I love you little man and miss you more than ANYTHING in the world. Bye bye buddy.momma love you! XOXOXOXXOXOX
Monday, February 11, 2008 - Love, Mommy
Our precious Little Emily
Hi Sweetheart. It's Maw Maw. I love you so. I miss you. We were up to see you today and we come a lot of days. I just want to be with you all the time. I love you more than words can say.You are Maw Maw's girl forever. I still haven't had a dream about you yet. I need to know that you are ok. I know you are.The lord Jesus will take care of you. I would just like to see you. Kiss you and hug you forever. Maw Maw hopes to get there soon. I just want to be laid beside of you. I love you so much Sweetheart. If Jesus lets you come and get me. I'm so sad here.I pray at nights that I will go with you, but then morning comes and I'm still here. I'll just have to live one day at a time until I'm with you. Here's some Hugs and kisses XOXOXOXO. Send me some back. I love you soooo much.
Monday, February 11, 2008 - Love Maw Maw and Paw Paw
Juston Blake
Hey baby boy. mommy misses you so much. I love you with all of my heart. I know that daddy and i have you very sad right now but we just can not be together anymore. He says he does not love me and i dont want to be there it he does not. I love your daddy and always will. i know you understand why i am doing this. we are almost divorced and there is a guy who has been very sweet and wants to take mommy out. He has been around since i was pregnant with your brother jerry. You and your brother and sister are the light of my life. I just want to make everyone happy but do what is best for me to keep going on and take care of your brother and sister. we will be with you some day.
Monday, February 11, 2008 - Love always mommy
brionna paige shelton
I think your little sister is going home today. she is doing great. I got to hold her last night and she looks so much like you. That makes me so happy I wanted a little girl to look like you so I could see you in her eyes. your mom is doing great she is ready to go home from the hospital and get back to normal. I miss you little one I love you so much.
Monday, February 11, 2008 - love grandma kim
Hi,Katie,
Hey,baby!It has been about a week since I wrote to you last.It is pretty much the same old,same old here.I miss you everyday.Your sisters are getting so big.Especially Savanna.I have finally gotten to the point where I don't worry about her as much as I used to.Though I will admit it is hard to breathe sometimes.I suppose being a mommy is like that.We bring these beautiful little people into the world,and then when some thing happens to one of them,it tears you apart.You were my first.I waited my whole life to have you.It is scary enough to be a parent,never mind after facing tradegy like that.After I lost you,I swore to myself that I would never have another child.The thought of it literally paralyzed me.But,then I would lie awake half the night with my arms and my heart aching for you.All I wanted was to have something to love.You hear all these young girls saying that they want a baby because they want someone to love them .That is not what being a mom is all about.Being a mom is about putting all the best parts of yourself into another person and creating a legacy.Something that is here well after you are gone.That is when I made the decision to have another child.Which,as you know,I miscarried.But,t
hen God gave me your sisters,and I swear to God that they are a miracle.They are my reason for getting out of bed in the morning.But you are the reason I am who I am.You made me the mother that I am today.I am forever grateful to you for that.I love you always baby Katie xoxo
Monday, February 11, 2008 - Mommy
Katie Elizabeth
hey Katie how are you doing up there. I miss you and love you and i wish that you are here right now because I miss you and love you very very much. Everyone misses you and loves you very much and they wish that you are here right now. When i hear your name I cry a lot. mommy an daddy house is almost done. Everybody said hey and they miss you and love you very very much. Katie do you miss us and love us very much and do you wish that you are here right now because we miss you an love you very much. xoxoxoxxooxoxoxx
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Sunday, February 10, 2008 - your best aunt abbyXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOX
mommy's angel Braxton Lee Harville
Hey, baby boy. How are you doing? I am sure that you are doing great. Mommy just wants to let you know that I Love You and I always will. I wish that you were here with us with valentines day and your 1st Birthday coming up. Baby it is going to be so hard for me to make it on your birthday with you not here with me. before you were even born I had your 1 st birthday party planned out for you and now you are not with me for us to celebrate it together and blow out your candle. It is so hard to see other people with their babies and me not have you here to hold. Baby mommy is going to have to go before the battery runs down but mommy will write to you again real soon mommy promises. Love you always, Mommy and Bailey
Sunday, February 10, 2008 - mommy, bailey,daddy,nana,papaw,brittany
Katie Elizabeth
hey katie how are you doing up there. I miss you and love you very much and i wish that you are here right now.everybody wishes that you are here right now katie we hope that you miss us and loves us very much because you miss you and love you very much. Katie your birthday is in 5 mouths. XOXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
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Saturday, February 9, 2008 - your best aunt abbyXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOX
Leighton Campbell
Dear special nephew Leighton I am writing this letter to let you know that I have been completely devastated since you fell asleep. I know your mummy, daddy, Leon, Lauren, nin and gangan are missing you more than you will ever know. You will always be my special angel, the brightest star in the sky. Love you for eternity
Friday, February 8, 2008 - Anny Em xxxxxxxxxx
Our precious Little Emily
Hi Sweetheart. Its Maw Maw. Just to let you know I love you so much.We brought you some balloons and valentines present the other day. I'm coming to see you tomorrow. I wish I could just stay there with you. I would crawl right up beside of you. Even though I know your with the lord Jesus.Just the though of being there would make me happy. This has been a Boo Hoo Day for me. I just cry about everything. I know you are getting new arrivals everyday. A little baby got her angel wings. a few days ago. She will be in close to your resting place there somewhere. I cried for her. She's just a baby too. It hurts. You are maw maw;s girl forever and ever. Here some kisses and hugs XOXOXOXO. Send me some back. I love you so much sweetheart and wish I was there to hold you forever.
Friday, February 8, 2008 - Love Maw Maw and Paw Paw
Katie Elizabeth
hey katie how are you doing up there. i miss you and love you very much and i wish that you are here right now. everybody wishes that you are here right now and they love you and miss you very much. xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
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CADE DWAYNE
HEY MOMMY'S ANGEL. I MISS YOU SO MUCH. IT HAS BEEN FIVE AND A HALF YEARS SINCE YOU LEFT US TO BE WITH JESUS. I KNOW YOU ARE HAPPY AND IN A MUCH BETTER PLACE NOW. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH MY ANGEL. I THINK ABOUT YOU ALL THE TIME. AND AS YOU KNOW YOUR BIG BROTHER TALKS TO YOU AND PLAYS WITH YOU ALL THE TIME. WATCH OVER YOUR BROTHER AND SISTER AND KEEP THEM SAFE. WE ALL LOVE AND MISS YOU SO MUCH BABY. I KNOW I DON'T GET OUT TO THE CEMETARY AS MUCH AS I SHOULD BUT I GO WHEN I CAN. YOU ARE ALWAYS IN MY HEART AND ON MY MIND SWEET ANGEL. I LOVE YOU CADEY POO.
Friday, February 8, 2008 - YOUR MOMMY
Dearest Little Emily Rose,
Hello my darling baby girl. It's hard to believe you would be almost 5 years old now. Time passes by so quickly. What do you think about that beautiful baby brother of yours? He is really something. Little Sam has really helped us to begin healing. Please look after him and keep him safe my beautiful Emily. I know you would do that if you were here with us. He's all boy and I know you would love him so much. Your mom and dad are doing ok. They have their ups and downs but they are still hanging in there. Uncle Devon is doing better than he has in a very long time and Grandpa and I are doing ok too.we just all miss you SO much. I think about you every day of my life my precious girl. You will forever be in my heart and I love you with all that I am. Keep watch over this family precious one. We love and miss you so much. All my Love,
Friday, February 8, 2008 - Grandma
Hello my JuJu Bee
Hello sweet heart GOD I miss you so much this year you'll be three years old i cant believe its been that long 2005 seems only a short time ago that i held you in my arms you have a new sister now here name is Annabell she looks just like you. I stress my self out thinking if God will take her too. I know i have to think positive but its hard when you already know what its like to just spend all of your time waiting for that three month mark to pass so that maybe after that you can get a descent hour of sleep I mis you my perdy gurl and one day I will see you agian
Thursday, February 7, 2008 - Your mommy
Katie Elizabeth
Hey katie how are you doing up there. I miss you and love you very much and I wish that you are here right now. We had a lot of rain and mommy and daddy are going to Mexico and you were going to go with then. Your birthday is coming up in 5 mouths and than you will be 1 years old. Mommy and daddy house is almost done. love you best aunt abby xoxoxoxoxoxoxoox
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Thursday, February 7, 2008 - your best aunt abbyXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOX
Hello Precious Jaylynn
Hello Precious Jaylynn, I just wanted to tell you that I miss you very much and can't wait to see you again. I think about you everyday. My heart still aches to see you and hold you and I will never understand why you had to leave us after only 3 months and 4 days. Only God can answer that question, but I still ask it everyday. I look at your pictures everyday and send you hugs and kisses. Your mommie and daddy are lost without you. Your nana and pawpaw miss you too. You touched us all with your beautiful face. You just couldn't wait to get here and now your gone. I know you have the prettiest angel wing in Heaven. I LOVE YOU JAYLYNN and I MISS YOU. It's not fair that you died too young. I will never forget you and it will never be ok that you died. I will miss you forever but I know I will see you again someday. Hugs & Kisses sweet angel. Aunt Nae loves you very much!
Thursday, February 7, 2008 - I LOVE YOU, Aunt Renee (Nae)
brionna paige shelton
your new little sister arrived Feb 5th at about 11 PM. she is a perfect little baby. just like you are. She is in the ICU of the hospital her lungs are filled with fluid. We are praying for her can you hear the prayers? Little james is walking everywhere he goes. He is so cute. I miss you little one. I have not been able to hold little jenna yet hopefully today. I miss you my little something else wish you were here to play with little james and jenna. I will always love you.
Thursday, February 7, 2008 - love grandma kim
Hi my baby Johnathan
Hi papy i miss u so much,I cant ever stop thinking of u.Im sorry if u have 2 see ur moomy sad all the time but ur everything to me and i love u so much.At night i cant sleep cause all i think is u, i wish i could see the cute smile of urs again and here them sweet baby noises u use to make when i wold play with u, i wish i could hold u in my arms and hug u and kiss u. Im sorry for crying while type this letter to u but i just cant believe ur gone.Today is been 2 month since u left, and on the 11th u would be 4 months.I love u baby boy and ur papi saids he loves u too i we miss u so much every day that passes by.
Thursday, February 7, 2008 - Ur mami Madeline and Papi Joel
Katie Elizabeth
Hey Katie how are you doing up there . I miss you and love you very much. I wish that you are here right now because I miss you and love you very much. Uncle Tommy and uncle Matt and uncle Todd said hi and they miss you and love you very much and they wish that you are here right now because they miss you and love very much. Uncle Freddie and uncle Nick said hi and they miss you and they love you very much and they wish that you are here right now. Aunt Becky misses you and love you very and she wishes that you are here right now. Mommy and daddy misses you and love you very much and they wishes that you are here right now. Everybody wishes that you are here right now Katie and they miss you and they love you very much. You hope that you miss us and love us very much too and we hope that you wish that you are here right now. Do you miss me and love me very much too. Katie your birthday is coming up in 5 mouths you going to be 1 year old. katie you are a angle. xoxoxoxoxoxoxox
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Wednesday, February 6, 2008 - your best aunt abbyXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOX
my little sweet baby jay
hey sweetie. i miss you so much and love u so much i want to hold u so badly and i know i cant i cry everynight going to be on the weekends knowing that this could have been a weekend you could be sleeping with me and me getting up to feed u at 3 in the morning i went to your gravesite about a week ago i thought i could handle it and i thought i would be okay but i was wrong i miss u so much i read the letter your mommie has put out there attached to your flowers and i cried i would like it VERY MUCH if u could be in my dreams at the least for 1 night more if possiable i cant wait to come to heaven and see u again and take care of u i miss u so much jaylynn why did this have to happend why did my life have to ruin at only 14 why did u have to go as a 3mth old why is this so horriable i have this thing on my raido and it has all the christmas clothes and shoes i bought u for christmas i have pics and the special bear ur mommie gave to me at ur funeral and the pink rose that came off of your little bed you were burried in all of that sitting on top of my radio so i can kiss ur pics and hold that bear while i think of you jaylynn i want you back whwy cant u magicly appear in my arms someday i wish you could and i know mommie wants that more than anything i wish i could see u thats my dream right now baby. you were the sweetest baby ever i looked foward to the weekends we would have u i liked going to places and telling ppl you were mine and caryying you evey where and then suddenly you were gone i dont understand its stupid and none of this should have happend im going to someday go to your house and go in your room and see all of your stuff and talk to you with your mommie someday i will just probley not soon i dont have the nerve yet i cant stand not having you around when u should its unbelieveable that all i have gone though in the past 2mths that you were going to be the one to top all of this horriable stuff off its so stupid and sweetie i love u so much and i WILL see u soon. ily sweet baby. love,big cousion kort.
Wednesday, February 6, 2008 - big cousin kortney
My Precious Oliver,
Hey baby boy. I just was thinking about you and wanted you to know how much I love you!! Sister is here and doing so good. (you already know that though.) I miss you with all my heart, still think about those gorgeous eyes and that unforgettable smile. I'll keep in touch Oliver, I promise. I love you with all of my heart and soul. Keep us safe baby.
Wednesday, February 6, 2008 - Love Always, Auntie Danie
Jaylynn Elaine Zaring
hey baby i miss you so much me daddy miss you more then anything in the world and i just wish you were here with me it will be 2 months on Feb 16th that you have been gone and never a day goes by that i dont think about all the times i held you in my arms and kissed your little lips gave you baths and layed you to sleep in my arms you are the world to me and i go in your room almost everyday and i talk to you i know that you hear me and me and daddy take you a book out to the cemetery all the time and read to you because i know you are listining im so lost without you i go on with life but in my heart life will never be ok im so broken and there are days mommie has hard time getting up people told me it would get easier but it only gets harder everyday im at tears right now and im at work and i just want to run and find you and take this pain away but i know i cant and i miss you and i just want you back me and your daddy think about you everyday i sleep with you blankets and pillows and so does daddy and just know babygirl me and daddy miss you everyday that goes by!
Wednesday, February 6, 2008 - You mommie!
Dear Little Pito,
Hello, hop toady. I am missing you. I put out all of your valentines. I want to have you at the dining table scribbling with your own chubby little fingers on the back of some cards to give away to everyone when we go visiting around on valentines day. That is not going to happen so I went to your 'yard' and gave you your own valentines so your place can look like the house would look if you were here in it. I love you and miss you so awfully much. Your Abuelo's birthday is coming up, he will probably go the state fair, that is what he has done for the last 28 years. Boy would it be so joyous if we could go and take you with us, you did go one time, in your mama's belly. We couldn't ride any rides that year, because we didn't want to turn you upside down! I have loved you since before you were born and I love you beyond the day you had to leave. I still am loving you deeply, more with each day. I can't help my heart. It's as if I can still feel you tugging at my heart, and I do love you, I will never stop missing you and loving you. We would now have been able to put you on some of the rides for your 2 year old size. Maybe you would be like your daddy and love to ride, or maybe you would be like your tia ynchee and you would stand up and try to watch how the machine works while you are on it. You know your tia ynchee got kicked off a kiddie ride doing that! Or maybe you would be like your mommy and need to ride with a buddy, one of your cousins so you could hold to each other if you got scared. I am sure Nick or Tanner would love to go with you. Of course your old Abuela would plead with your tia ynchee to bring her good camera so we could have some beautiful pictures of you having a blast. I just know how wonderful the whole day would be. Your abuelo would be the happiest 51 year old you ever did see. His heart would burst with pride over you, even if you were a little spoiled and cried a little. That is what you are supposed to do, get excited and act like a kid, I would give anything to have these times with you little word bird. To put things in a spot that doesn't hurt so much as the being without you around does. I miss you, if you do have a way to hear my heart and by some silly miracle you can actually know what I write here, I hope heaven really is a pain free place and that you don't feel any guilt or pain because we miss you so deeply or love you so much. I do not mean for that to be the case, I want you most importantly to be in a perfect place, with no worries,I know that this earth is temporary, we will all see you again. Time is just slow when I think of how long it's already been, I mean it seems like yesterday you left us, but it seems like a forever without you. Yep, your old Abuela is still working on it. But I have to be able to say, to tell you how much I love you and miss you. I know I send you hugs and kisses several times a day. I also know you get them. I love you and miss you so much. Are you still a dancing machine? I have tried to sing for other kids and I just can't not yet, I want to because you know how much fun I had singing to you, when you started to recognize songs I was so excited! Made me want to sing to you even more, don't know if it made you want to hear me more.well, it's what I do, sing to the babies. I am working on doing it again. I love them all so much, I just wish I could show it. I will.I promise, because of you, I know if you understood you would feel bad if your little loving self made a person not enjoy anything. So because I am Little Pito's Abuela I am still trying, for you. So you are still helping me, even if it's simply because I want to be strong for your memory. I know your big old belly laugh was meant to be remembered joyously and that is what I know. It's just hard, because I love you and miss you so much. Another ridiculously long letter for a going on 2 year old little boy. I love you and miss you so much.more than yesterday.
Tuesday, February 5, 2008 - love always and forever, Abuela
Grayce Marie
Hey there sweet girl I just wanted to let you know that I am thinking about you. The years may just seem to go by, you will always be on my mind. I love you baby girl always know that.
Monday, February 4, 2008 - Melissa
Aidan (Sunshine)
Hey Boo Grandpa Fred again Loving you missing you, sorry it has been so long that I have written, but not a day goes by that I do not think of my best friend. Lots happening these days in and out of hospital still trying to work and live at the same time, but getting tired of the whole thing, sometimes I just want to let go, but I still keep trucking because I want to be with the angels and you when it does happen. Well boo I am at work and have to keep this short, but remember that grandpa is still holding a special place in his heart for you. love ya
Monday, February 4, 2008 - Grandpa Fred
Adam David Huth Jr.
Hello my preciouser baby boy. Well your 7th birthday recently pasted and that was a very hard day for me. I miss you so much and I think of you always.Your sisters are doing well and they miss you too. I know that God is taking care of you, but I still don't understand why your preciouse life had to end so early,I guess god had other plans for you. I know I will see you again one day, but until that day comes I just want you to know that I LOVE YOU VERY VERY MUCH. YOU WILL NEVER BE FORGOTTEN.
Monday, February 4, 2008 - Love Always, MOMMY
Dear Tyson,
Happy 8th Birthday in Heaven! I love you and miss you so very much. Wish you were here. I will be thinking of you every minute *as usual* :) Everyone misses you around here. Can't believe it's been 8 years already. There's nothing I can say that I haven't already said to you. Just know you're always in my thoughts and in my heart. Muah!! xoxo
Monday, February 4, 2008 - Mommy!
Chelsea Rose
Happy Birthday! You are nine today. I hope you like the balloons we sent you. Your little sister and brother wish you were here. They never got to meet you. I miss you so much. Today was a hard day. Grandma couldn't come with us and it's the first time your Daddy wasn't there. He has his own life now but I am sure you were in his thoughts today. I wish I could hold you.Love you baby girl.
Sunday, February 3, 2008 - Mommy
Katie Elizabeth
Hey Katie how are you doing up there. I miss you very much and I love you very much. Everybody misses you and loves you very much and they wish that you are here right now. Everybody said hi and they love you very much and they miss you very much. Katie do miss us and love us very much too. Katie mommy and daddy miss you and love you very much. Aylsa misses you and loves you very much. When I hear your name I cry and the first time that I wrote you a letter I was crying a lot because I miss and I love you very much. I hope that you miss all of us and love all of us to because you miss you and love you very much. What are you doing today. I am crying right now. love you best aunt abby xxoxxooxxooxxoox
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Sunday, February 3, 2008 - your best aunt abbyXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOX
Hi Katie
Happy Birthday!You would have been seven years old today!I brought your sisters to the cemetary today.It was very hard for me.I left you a little angel.I just wanted to let you know that just because it has been a long time since you left me,it does not mean that I dont miss you.It was just as hard for me today,than it was when you just passed.I keep telling myself that it is so unfair because I should have three little girls right now.I also keep wondering what you would have been like at seven.I imagine that you would have been beautiful.I miss you,Katie.My heart breaks for you everyday.I love you baby.
Sunday, February 3, 2008 - Mommy
Katie Elizabeth
HEY KATIE HOW ARE YOU DOING UP THERE. I MISS YOU AND LOVE YOU VERY MUCH. I WISH THAT YOU ARE HERE . XOXOXOXOXOXOXO LOVE YOU BEST AUNT ABBY
Saturday, February 2, 2008 - your best aunt abbyXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOX
Dear Little Pito,
Hello my sweety. I miss you so very much. I have been trying to access this site for awhile, your abuela and computers still don't mix well. I miss you so awfully much and really want to touch you and play with you. You are almost 2 now and I cannot believe that you have been physically gone for so long, even though it seems like much longer. My love for you still grows and grows. If there is a way for you to know that I am sure you do. I miss you and love so much, daily I am struggling with not being able to hug you and tell you just how very much you mean to me, all of us. Time passes not so easily,without you. I love you more than words could possibly express.
Saturday, February 2, 2008 - love always and forevever, your Abuela
Hey Braxton Lee.
hey baby how are you doing today, i miss you so much and wish you were here to see us.Happy Valentines day!I hope you have made lots and lots of friends and i hope you get bunches of valentines I LOVE YOU
Saturday, February 2, 2008 - love Aunt Brittany
Ta-sheane
Hey Poppy Happy birthday. I'm still working on my car so that I can come see you. My computer is really messed up so I am going to make this extra short this time. I just want you to know that I love you and miss you. Hpefully I can send you this brief message before my pc shuts off on me. HUGS AND KISSES. TALK TO YOU SOON
Friday, February 1, 2008 - MOMMY

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