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Mommy's precious angel - Kylee Marie
I LOVE AND MISS YOU MORE THAN ANYTHING!
Tuesday, April 8, 2008 - LOVE, MOMMY
Alexzandrea my Ju Ju Bee
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY GIRL !!!!!Your THREE years old today. Doesn't seem like that long ago that I held you in my arms that you would smile and i would feel like I was on top of the world. You made me feel like nothing ever matter but you and me you were my sunshine the one that kept me going when I want to quit.I miss you so much baby girl I herd your song the other day and couldn't stop crying. God I miss you so much, Why did you have to go. Right know you would be getting ready for your party giving me hug and kiss. But your no where to be found I know you looking after me and you sister but sometimes to know that just isn't enough. I love you baby girl I wish you could be here for you birthday it would make everything worth while I love you baby girl and happy birthday!!!!
Tuesday, April 8, 2008 - Mommy
Dear Angel Shawn
Mommy misses you so much. I couldnt wait to meet you and you left to fast. Now i cant wait to see you again. Know mommy thinks of you with every breathe she takes. I cant help but wonder if i could have done something different to prevent this from happening to you. You are our greatest joy! your big sister and i miss you so much. we all do! You are so beautiful!I will see you again one day baby! i love you!
Tuesday, April 8, 2008 - Love Mommy
Dear Gracie
Grammy and Grampy and your whole family miss you so much! You are always in our thoughts. We wish we could have had even just a little more time with you! We had no way of knowing that you would be with us for such a short time and had so much hope for the future with you - we loved every minute of your time with us - until we meet again, all our love and prayers are with you!
Monday, April 7, 2008 - Grammy - Debbie Brown
Grammi's little Xander dude!
Hello, my little angel. Did you see that your Uncle Kendall was with me today when I came to see you? He didn't get out of the car, I think that he still feels bad that he didn't hold you when you were here with us. But we'll give him time to get over that. I know that you know that he loves you. And I know that you love him. You would be 4 months old today. I know that you are chubby and smiling now, like your brother was at 4 months. I wish you were here for me to see it, but I just close my eyes and I see you in my mind and heart. Remember to keep sending your angel kisses. And I'm sending my grammi kisses and hugs right back to you. I miss you. I may try and come and see you again tomorrow with grampa. I'll talk to him tonight. Always remember that I love you now and always. I'll talk to you soon!!!
Monday, April 7, 2008 - love you always and forever, Grammi
Mommy's Little Angel Braxton Lee Harville
Braxton, Good morning my Love Mommy has had a bad week with the thoughts that you have been gone for a year now. Mommy wanted to write you and tell you how good your sister done over the weekend at the barrel race. She has made me so proud of how good she is doing, she has improved so much. Saturday she done great the first run that she made in the peewee barrels she run a 18 and she use to run a 19-21 and that was good for her then we put her in the youth barrels with bigger kids and she run a 17 so after that we put her in the open barrels with the adults and older kids and she run another 17 and won 44.00. I wish that you could have been there to see her she was so happy that she done that good and we were all happy for her. Baby mommy is going to have to go and get ready and get a few things done around here and then sit and cry thinking about you and how much I miss you. Mommy is going to go crazy before things gets better. I think that everyone lied to me when they told me that things will get better but they have not got any better and I really think that things are getting worse and maybe that is how it is going to be and it will get worse before it gets better. I guess I will have to wait and see how it goes. Mommy is going to go for now I will talk to you later Angel. WE Love you so much, Mommy Daddy Bailey Nana Papaw and Aunt Brittany.
Monday, April 7, 2008 - Mommy and Bailey
Mommy's little angel - Kylee Marie
Tomorrow will be 8 months that you grew your angel wings and I wish more than anything you were here for me and daddy to hold. You mean the world to us both and I’m so thankful for the best 11 weeks of my life - I just wish I had longer. As it gets closer to you being 1, it gets harder and harder for me to deal with the pain and hurt of losing you. I lay awake every night and talk to you - I’m not sure if you can hear me but there’s not a day or night that goes by that I don’t tell you how much I love and miss you and how much I wish you were here for me to hold in my arms. I miss EVERYTHING about you. There have been so many times over the past month where I have been to see you at all hours of the night. I just miss you so much and the pain and hurt keeps getting stronger. When will you come see me in my dreams? I just want to see you! Please never forget how much I love and miss you baby girl! See you soon!
Monday, April 7, 2008 - I love you so much, Mommy
To My Dearest AJ
Hey honey it's been a long time since I wrote you! I'm sorry I haven't had a chance to come on a computer and write you, so here I am at Aunty Neta n Lili's house so I wanted to write you to let you know how much we're missing and loving you ALWAYS. So we are all doing good, Daddy works as usual and me and ur brothers and sister stay home and all that good stuff. Well I hope you know how much we love and miss you honey bunches and we are always thinking about you! Your little brother and sister are such a blessing and they so remind of us of you! Well hope you know that we miss you and no worries when we get internet I'll be writing you plenty hahaha! K son take care of yourself and say hi to Papa for us! LOVE YOU MOESTEST!
Sunday, April 6, 2008 - LOVE N MISS U PLENTY BABES
Hi Baby Max!
Hi Max, I hope that you are getting lots of hugs and kisses from everyone up there in Heaven. We all miss you very much. It has been very hard on your mommy and daddy. They came down here by Aunt Christina and Uncle Ryan to visit for a couple of days. It was really nice to have them here. I really wish you could have been here too though. Max I miss you so much already and it hasn't even been a month yet. I loved when I talked to your mommy and she would tell me about all the things you were doing, and listen to your laugh over the phone. I am so sorry that we did not come up there more and visit. It kills me that you really didn't even know who I was. I love you so much though. I loved you the first time I saw you in a picture. When I met you at Christmas time, my heart just melted. WHY DID YOU HAVE TO GO MAX???? I will come back later and write you another letter. We are all thinking about you and we will never forget you. I love you!!!
Saturday, April 5, 2008 - Aunt Christina
Birthday boy Ben
I heard Xander grandma was talking to your mommy and it's your birthday. I hope Sweetheart you had a fun birthday party. I also hope our Little Emily was there at your party too. Her first birthday will be on Aug. 14. Please come to her party in Heaven. I know you will. Please invite all of the other angel buddies there too. I love all you babies there. XOXOXOXO. Have fun at your party.
Saturday, April 5, 2008 - Emily's Maw Maw
Hello my little Xander,
I'm sorry that I haven't written in a couple of days. I know that you saw me on Wednesday and I bet you thought it as funny as I did that I almost got the car stuck in the mud! All that mud flying around. :) I miss you so much. Your mommy bought a new cabinet to put your pictures and things in. It looks so nice. I'll come and see you Monday or Tuesday on my days off. I know that you are looking over your mommy and daddy and big brother. Keep sending them those angel kisses. They miss you so much too. I'll try and bring grampa with me when I come. Have to go for now. I love you now and always.
Saturday, April 5, 2008 - love, Grammi
Happy Birthday Ben!!
I'm Xander's grandma and I have been talking with your mommy and she told me that today was your birthday. So I hope that in heaven you are having cake and balloons and I hope that Xander is there with you having fun. Happy Birthday Ben!
Saturday, April 5, 2008 - Love from Xander's grammi, Lori
To my perfect angel Roman
I am sorry I haven't written you for a few days, you are always on my mind and in my heart. Lately I have been having horrible nightmares. They are so vivid and real. I wake up sobbing or worse even still, thinking you are alive and it was all just a dream. I am having such a hard time with the whole faith aspect of it. I want to believe this happened as part of a grand picture that I just can't see the whole of yet, but son, I am losing the faith that I have always had. I am so unsure of my purpose here on earth. So unsure if anything I do helps anyone at all. The only thing I know for sure at any given time, is that I love you, Julian, and papa, and I can't wait for us to be together again. I will write you again later, I hope you have good and happy thoughts that all babys should have.
Saturday, April 5, 2008 - Love Eternally, Mama
Our precious Little Emily
Hi Sweetheart, Just Maw Maw letting you know how much she loves and misses you.I just wish you were here with us. You will be 8 months old the 14th of this month. You are getting to be a big girl now.I know your in Heaven, It just hurts your not here with us.Heres lots of XOXOXOXOXOXO for you. Send Maw Maw and Paw Paw some from Heaven. OK.I'll be up to see you tomorrow. I know your not there,but it makes us feel better coming to your resting place. I love you sooo much baby. Ask Jesus if Maw Maw can have a dream of you tonight or later if I have to wait. I love you sweetheart.
Friday, April 4, 2008 - Love Maw Maw and Paw Paw
Anjie
OH my sweet Pretty Girl. On Monday it will be 2 years since you returned to Heaven. How can that be? Oh my sweet little girl.I miss you soo soo much and I hope you know that I love you even more. Although in the "real world" mama smiles I still ache so much for you. As now I am blessed to see your little sister grow and all that she is able to do, I can't help to think that I should be playing dollie with her and you as we watch your 2 brothers play with daddy. Oh Princess they say there isn't anything I could have done but my love till this day I feel as if I failed you. I miss you so much. I miss your beautiful bright eyes and your beautiful smile you were starting to give me. How you would talk with me. Oh Anjie I miss your smell, your clothes don't have your scent anymore all I smell is that scent of what ever they did to your clothing in the hospital. I can only touch the little bit of curl they gave me of yours. Oh princess I miss you so much. I wish daddy would say he miss you too, I don't want to bother him with my tears and so you are the only one who knows about my tears. I called Bill already so he can make your flowers as beautiful as possible I know he will. I hope you will like them Oh my love. I'll Love you Forever, I'll Love you For Always As long as I'm Living My Baby will be. I love you my Pretty Girl
Friday, April 4, 2008 - Mama
Dear Evan,
I miss you a ton- I think of you all the time- I wish you were here!!! It's been weighing on me a lot these past couple days- more than usual. I love you little man and can't wait to see you again. I love you , I love you, I love you!!!!!! Sending you millions of kisses to heaven.
Friday, April 4, 2008 - Love- Forever and For Always~ Mommy, Jordan, & Jaiden
Daddy's Angel, Kylee Marie
If I could have anything in life it would be to have you back with mommy and I. I have a hard time understanding why I can't have our time in the afternoon waiting on mommy to get home for work. Its so hard sitting in our chair without you in my arms. I wish that we could have one more afternoon sitting there and mommy comes though that door and gives you a kiss watching you smile. I miss the way that I felt when you were here I had never been that happy. Nothing will ever be the same, I wish I could have that time back i miss it all being a daddy was the best gift that you could have ever givin me. I wish I had longer with you, I love and miss you so much!
Friday, April 4, 2008 - I love you, Daddy
Boobear Owen!
Hey bubba its mommy again! i miss you so much, i hope that you are havin a good time up there with papaw ed and aunt pearl, make sure they give you lots of kisses and are singin your favorite songs to you! I love you boobear and miss you so much everyday! u are never away from me you are always in my heart!
Thursday, April 3, 2008 - love your mommy renee
Mommy's Beautiful Baby Boy Braxton Lee Harville,
Braxton, I want you to know that mommy loves you so so so much. Yesterday was a very hard day for me. It was one year snce the last time that mommy got to see your beautiful face or hold you. I just wish that I could go back and Hold you again. I miss the days of laying in the bed with you and feeding you and listening to you coo and that pretty little smile would just melt my heart. You are the best baby that a mommy could ever ask for and I just hope that your brother or sister will be the same as you and always be happy. Baby mommy is going to have to go it is so hard to know that this is the way that I get to talk to you when I would much rather be holding you in my arms and talking to you and watching you smile the whole time. I will always love you with all of my heart. Love always, Mommy Daddy, Bailey Nana Papaw and Aunt Brittany
Thursday, April 3, 2008 - Mommy and Bailey
Baby Boo Owen Wesley-Allen
Hey boobear what have you been up to since you left me here to be with many other loved family members in heaven? ive been missing you so much, i would have never put you down had i know that would be the last time that i would ever see you breath, or blink or move, i would have held you in my arms forever if i could have, now i just have to hold onto you with my heart.i miss you more and more each day, but i know that we will see each other again one day.one thing that makes mommy happy is knowing that your lil belly doesnt hurt anymore.i miss your smile and your coos and all the little stubborn things you'd do.you are amazing just way 2 beautiful for this earth, i know you are safe and away from harm.i love you so much and cant wait until i can see you again.mommy sends her love and kisses to you boobear!
Thursday, April 3, 2008 - Love your MOMMY!
Katie Elizabeth
hey katie how are u doing up there. I miss u and love you very much and I wish that u are here right now. Katie everybody misss u and love u very much and they wish that u are here right now. Uncle tommy and uncle matt and uncle todd said hi they miss u and love you very much and they wish that u are here right now. Aunt becky miss you and love you very much and she wish that you are here right now. bye love you best aunt abby
Wednesday, April 2, 2008 - your best aunt abbyXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOX
Our precious Little Emily
Hi my little sweetheart. Just letting you know I love and miss you.Maw Maw has a little earache and little sorethroat. Something you never have to worry about. Your heavenly father takes good care of you. Hope your having a good day in Heaven.Having fun and playing with your little angel buddies.It's so sad we had to let you go.But our heavenly father knows best.You are getting the best of care. I really miss you today. Looking at your picture.It hurts so bad,but I know I have you to hold when I get there. Just watch over us sweetheart and come see me in a dream.I hope Jesus lets me come soon.But I have to wait until he calls me.We came up to see you yesterday and brought you a balloon. Me and Paw Paw will be up tomorrow too.We come up every other day to see you. That's as long as I can wait to come see you. I would stay there with you if I could.Even though I know your not there.I would lay beside your marker and just talk to you. Like I do all the time anyway.I just talk to you like you are still here.I'll talk to you then I'll talk to Jesus about you. People might think I'm crazy, but I dont care. I love you so much. Lots of hugs and kisses for you XOXOXOXO. Send me some back. You are Maw Maw's girl forever and ever.I love you sooo much baby.
Wednesday, April 2, 2008 - Love Maw Maw and Paw Paw
Baby Blane
It has been a long time I have had a bad year so far.Nana hurt her leg I hurt my back and uncle pepper went to Iraq to work he home for 14 days hope he don't go back .Just wanted to let you know IHave not forgot you love papa David
Wednesday, April 2, 2008 - papa DAVID
Aidan (Sunshine)
Hey Boo Grandpa Fred again, loving you missing you, I still do not find any real confort these days, they just flow one into the other. I am trying but it seems to get more and more difficult as time goes on. Your mom needs you to watch over her she is having both personal and health problems guide her through these difficult days. Boo i am starting to shed tears and am at work so I will log off for now. Remember grandpa loves you and is waiting for the day to hold you once again in his arms.
Tuesday, April 1, 2008 - Grandpa Fred
Kyan
I can not believe that it was a year ago today that you were called to heaven. We had such a great day up till I put you down for your nap. I can still picture you looking back at me and say nite nite as I shut the door like it was yesterday. I think about that everyday and wish I would not have put you down for a nap that day. I am so sorry and wish I could do it over again. I would have kept you up and we would have played together all day. I don't see how they say it gets easier with time. I think I miss you as much if not more today. I can not imagine feel this way for the rest of my life. I can't help but think about all the fun things we were suppose to be doing together and all the things I never got to show or experience with you. I see all these fathers with their little sons enjoying time together and my heart aches that we are not able to enjoy those same experiences. I waited so long for you and it's just not fair that we only got 20 months together. IT WAS NOT LONG ENOUGH!!!!! I hope and pray that you are doing great in heaven. I know great grandma and grandpa are providing you with all the love and care you need. I hope you and Jr. have become good play buddies in heaven. Keep an eye on your mom and continue to be her guardian angel and take care of her. I am counting the days until we are together again. I better get back to work becaue I am running out of tissues. I promise I will check back in soon.
Tuesday, April 1, 2008 - Love, Daddy
Joshua
Hey Babydoll, I love you and miss you so so so much. I think about you always and I wonder what you would have looked liked now, running around, making friends. Me and Rachel are coming up to see you on your birthday. I cant wait to show her where you are buried. She hasnt been able to go at all since it isnt very close. Uncle Gerald just passed away on Thursday and I know you have welcomed him in Heaven there with open arms. I love you little guy. xoxoxoxoxoxoxo I will always keep you in my heart, thoughts and prayers forever.
Monday, March 31, 2008 - Mommy
Our precious Little Emily
Hi Sweetheart. It's your Maw Maw again Just letting you know we love and miss you.Been up to see you a few times this week. Go up every chance I get.I ask Paw Paw can we go see Emme today and he always says yes.I just wish this sids things didn't happen to us. We missed everything your first smile, coo, giggle, step. tooth.It hurts us so bad that we had to miss out on it all.We love you so much. I still cry everyday for you sweetheart. I know I should let you go,but I just can"t get it in my heart to do that. I know your happy and with the lord. But you will be in my heart forever and ever. Your on my mind from the time I get up till the time I go to bed.I talk to you all the time and look at that beautiful picture of you and cry. Why lord. I'll be so glad when I get to hold and kiss you again. Maybe I can go like you did. Just fall to sleep and don't wake up. But Jesus still wants me here for some reason.I have asked him to take me to you, but it's just not my time yet. I know you will wait for me. So until I come to you I will just have to carry you in my heart forever. You will never ever be forgotten.I visit you a lot and plan to do it until the day I come with you.We put pretty things on your resting place.We keep it looking so pretty for you.I ask Jesus to let you look down and see how pretty your resting place is.I love you. Here Kisses and hugs. XOXoXOXOXO. Send me some back. Come visit me tonight in a dream. I need to see you and hold you.Love you so much.
Sunday, March 30, 2008 - Love Maw Maw and Paw Paw
My angel Roman
Today was Great Grandma Tracy's Birthday. She turned 79 and still doesn't have a wrinkle to find on her. I guess that comes from living the life of a saint and not putting harmful things in her body such as cigarettes, alchohol, drugs, etc. Good genes don't hurt either and the people in our family have always aged beautifully. I hope that applies to me also. Is mama being silly? Mostly I hope to be beautiful on the inside, although that applies to all of your Grandmas as well. As always, I find myself missing and thinking of you constantly. Your first "Angel Day" is coming up and I am dreading it. I am planning something special on that day for family and close friends but haven't decided everything yet. Maybe you could whisper sweet little ideas in my ears. Mama has to go now, I am very sleepy and it is just about your bedtime as well. Good night sweet prince. I hope we both have lovely dreams of happier times from before and also of those to come.
Saturday, March 29, 2008 - Love Eternally, Mama
Hello my little Xander dude,
It's me Grammi. I miss you angel. The last couple of days have been hard for me. It was 2 months ago yesterday you left us. And I think about you all the time. I think your mommy and daddy were having a hard day yesterday too. Give them your kisses on angels wings to make them feel better. Your mommy said that your brother was waving to something at home but she didn't know what. Was it you angel? I believe it was. Hammi loves you and misses you too. I'll come on Sunday to see you after work. Until then, I'll send my kisses and hugs to you XXXXOOOOOO. I love you now and always.
Friday, March 28, 2008 - Love, Grammi
Hey Carly Marie Golden
Just wanted to tell you Happy Birthday !!!!!!!!!!! You are 11 today.There is not a day that goes by that i dont think of you.You missed each and everyday of our lives here on earth. WE LOVE AND MISS YOU DEARLY,
Friday, March 28, 2008 - MAMA,DADDY,CASEY,CHASE, CHARLES, & GG
Zachariah
Hello Buddy. I miss you terribly and I can not believe that it has been 365 days without you today. I miss you. I was brought back to that day last year and it was hard but i got through it. Daddy had off today so we went with your brothers to the zoo. I wish you could have been there but I know that you were looking down on us and telling us to enjoy the day. I miss you and love you. Until we meet again.
Thursday, March 27, 2008 - Love always and forever, Mommy
Kaiden Nicolas Martinez
YOU WILL ALWAYS BE GRANDMAS LITTLE ANGLE I WILL LOVE AND MISS SEEING YOU LAUGH AND WATCHING YOU GROW UP TO A LOVING YOUNG MAN THAT I KNOW YOU W0ULD HAVE BEEN WE WILL MISS YOU SO VERY MUCH. LOVE YOU VERY MUCH !!!!!!
Thursday, March 27, 2008 - Grandma Tammy
My precious Jaycee Marie
Hey sweetie you sure have been on my mind alot! I miss you so much. Even if I don't write to you daily, please know that not a minute goes by that I'm not thinking about you. You have a place in my heart and always will. I don't write to you on Holidays, because I still can't tell you to have a happy day, since none of the holidays are happy since you became an angel. In fact Grandma doesn't even want to celebrate holidays anymore. It just hurts too badly to not have you here with us. Please give Carter and Kayleigh hugs and kisses from me and keep a bunch of them for yourself. Tell them I love them and also think about them alot. You cousins play nicely in Heaven, even if some adults don't know how to play nicely here on earth! Grandma F and I found the kisses from Heaven you sent, we were both excited! I have saved every kiss you have sent and some day I will donate them to a SIDS foundation in your memory.
Thursday, March 27, 2008 - XOXOXOXO Grandma Deb
My sweet baby Roman
I am so sorry I didn't write on Easter or even since. I know that you know I am having an especially hard time right now. You were so full of life last year at this time. I was so full of love, happiness, and a future that had taken a completely unexpected turn. We all miss you so much right now and I find myself often asking why? Was this really necessary? Many years ago I had accepted the probability that I would not have any more children. I thought your beautiful big brother Julian was it. He was born in 1989, and you were born in 2007. That's a huge gap yet still I was so happy. Now I am left to wonder if you were taken from me out of cruelty or love. I don't know. This I do know, I wouldn't give up one second of my time with you. Not one. I need to go but I WILL write you tomorrow. Good night Sweet Prince.
Thursday, March 27, 2008 - Love mama
Soyna, My angel
Hey sonya i just wanted to let u kno how much i mommy loves u, and i miss u so so much. But u will always be in my heart and my dreams.
Wednesday, March 26, 2008 - Mommy
HELLO CHRIS OUR SWEETHEART
chris,sweetheart it been awhile sence i wrote,but sweetheart you no that your with us every day,and always will be,we miss you and love you alot,we think of you everyday that goes by,have you meant your brother billy joe yet,if so tell him i love him very much also,and misses him alot to, tell darren your best friend we say hi and miss him to,we are all ok, only thing is we are missing you so very very much,well son i will write you again soon, give everyone hugs and kisses from us,you all are misses so very much,,,,,love you mom dad and family
Wednesday, March 26, 2008 - we love you very much chris
babii ace jasiah.
HEY BABII HOWZ THINGZ UP THERE IN PARADISE I BET ITS GOOD SINCE U HAVE A LOT OF FAMILY UP THERE WITH U!!WELL BABII WE MISS U SOO MUCH I WAS SHOCKED WEN U LEFT I COULDNT BELEVE IT CAUSE THE NITE B4 I WAS HOLDING U IN MY ARMZ N THEN IT WAS ALL OVER THE NEXT DAY I GUESS GOD NEEDED A ANOTHER ANGEL TO BE BY HIS SIDE WELL UR MOM N DAD R DOIN GOOD WITH MYKAH N THE TWINZ U KNOE THEY LOOK JUST LIKE U !!!KAY THEN BABII TELL EVERYONE WE MISS THEM SOO MUCH WE LUV U AJ U WILL ALWAYZ BE IN OUR HEARTS N I WILL C U WEN I GET THERE.BYE BABII- MUAH-
Tuesday, March 25, 2008 - LOVE FRM YOUR AUNTY LAINE
Katie Elizabeth
hey katie how are u doing up there. I miss u and love u very much and wish that u are here right now. Everyone said happy easter and they miss u and love u very much and they wish that u are here right now. HAppy EAster katie love your best aunt ABBY
Tuesday, March 25, 2008 - your best aunt abbyXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOX
Our precious Little Emily
Hi Sweetheart. It's Maw Maw. Just letting you know we love and miss you so much. I know you had a nice Easter in Heaven with our Heavenly Father. We just miss you so.We visited your resting place yesterday and today. I took you an Easter Basket and some balloons.I took your mommy shopping yesterday she misses you so much and cries for you too. Seems like all we do any more is cry baby. Tears of love for our Little Emily Jade. Maw Maw is going to send you lots of hugs and kisses XOXOXOXOXO. Send me some back ok sweetheart. Come and visit me in my dreams. I want to hug and kiss you so much. I love you Sweetheart.I wish I was there with you.
Tuesday, March 25, 2008 - Love Maw Maw and Paw Paw
Dear Alexzandrea, hi sweetie
hi sweetie this is aunty rachel i miss you so much happy late easter your birthday is coming up were going to selerbrate it again its been 2 years 3months and 7 days since you passed away but you have a baby sister now her name is annabell well sweetie aunty has to go k
Tuesday, March 25, 2008 - love from ,aunty rachel
Alyssa Rose
Happy birthday sweetie! I miss you so much. I have been thinking about you all day. I wish I could see you and give you a hug and kiss and tell you how much I love and miss you. Dre and AJ miss you too. I know you had a wonderful party in heaven, wish we could have been there. I love you.
Monday, March 24, 2008 - mommy
JAYCEE MARIE
HAPPY EASTER BABY GIRL I LOVE AND MISS YOU SO MUCH I HAVE BEEN CRYING PRETTY MUCH ALL DAY I WISH YOU WERE HERE WITH US I KNOW YOU ARE WATCHING OVER US TRISTAN IS VERY UPSET RIGHT NOW TODAY WE HAD HIS BIRTHDAY PARTY AND A EASTER DINNER HE LOVES YOU BABY GIRL WE ALL DO WE WENT A DECORATED YOUR YARD WITH A BUNCH OF EASTER STUFF I TOOK YOU OUT AN EASTER EGG YOUR MOM AND DAD MADE YOU A EASTER BASKET FILLED WITH GOODIES ITS SO HARD TO NOT HAVE YOU HERE I DON'T FEEL LIKE CELEBRATING ANY HOLIDAYS ANYMORE IF IT WEREN'T FOR THE KIDS I WOULDN'T ITS HARD TO BE HAPPY WHEN I'M SO SAD ALL THE TIME IT BOTHERS ME MORE THAT NOONE WRITES YOU LETTERS HERE ANYMORE I WILL ALWAYS BE HERE FOR YOU BABY GIRL YOU KNOW I AM ALWAYS THINKING ABOUT YOU HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU WELL BABY I HAVE TO GET SOME SLEEP MILLIONS AND MILLIONS OF HUGS AND KISSES
Sunday, March 23, 2008 - AUNT CHEL
Grayce Marie
Happy Easter Baby Girl!
Sunday, March 23, 2008 - Melissa
Dear Evan,
Happy Easter baby!! We love and miss you like crazy!!! Sending you millions of kisses to heaven.
Sunday, March 23, 2008 - Love- Forever and for Always- Mommy, Jordan, &Jaiden
Zachariah
Happy Easter Buddy. I miss you so much and wish that you could be here with us. I went to church last night for Easter Vigil and the church was decorated with all the Easter lillies that people bought for there loved ones who have passed away. Don't worry Mommy got you one because there is not a day that goes by that I don't think of you. We had a good day, the family was here for dinner and all the kids played outside. It was Henry's 1st Easter and Grandma seen him for the first time. All in all it was a good day but I missed you so much.
Sunday, March 23, 2008 - Love always and forever, Mommy
Hello and Happy Easter my little Xander,
It was hard to be happy today without you here to have your first Easter with us. But I know that you were watching over all of us. I know that you were there with grampa and I when we came to see you yesterday. Grampa liked the decorations that I put out there for you. I bought candy this year, but I just couldn't get the baskets made. I want you to know that I remember that not only was today Easter Sunday, but it has also been 8 weeks now since you left us, and I miss you. We went to your great grama's house and had dinner. Your mommy and daddy and Hammi were there too. It was also your great aunt Lisa's birthday, so we had birthday cake for her there. It was nice. But I know that you know, we wish you could have been there with us too. So, Happy Easter my little love. XXXXOOOOOO from me. And I'll see you sometime tomorrow. I'll come and visit you. Until then, I'll love you now and always.
Sunday, March 23, 2008 - Love, Grammi
Happy Easter Stephen,
Hey little man! Today would have been your first Easter. You were born two days after Easter last year. Mommy and I went out to visit you this afternoon. Your Uncle Peter took Lance and Payton to the park. He brought his two big dogs with him. Everybody had a lot of fun. You have been physically gone from us nine months tomorrow. You WILL ALWAYS be with us in our hearts and minds. Mommy and I went to see about having another baby and decided that we will go ahead. After you were born Mommy had an operation to stop her from having babies. We think you would like a little brother or sister and the docters showed us how we can have another child. So that is why we are going to do it. Our love for you will never get less. We can't wait to see you in heaven. Thank you for being our son. Love you good-nite.
Sunday, March 23, 2008 - Love Always, Daddy
Alexzandrea my Ju Ju Bee
HAPPY EASTER baby girl. I really wish you could be here to look for the easter eggs and get your easter basket everything. God I miss you baby girl.I wish you were here to see you smile and to hear you laugh just to be in your present. You are my first born and no one will ever take your place. I know that one day I will be able to see you again and finally my life will be complete. You and your sister are truly my everything I love you baby girl and HAPPY EASTER!!!!!!
Sunday, March 23, 2008 - Your mommy Trisha
My Little Angel Aiden
It's been awhile since I wrote you a letter but not a day goes by that you are not on my mind. I really wish you could be here with your brothers playing and running around. Your little brother Mateo is doing really great now, a lot has changed since he had his really rough start. Aiden, I really miss you with all my heart. Cody is always telling Mateo about you and how much we love you as our angel. Happy Easter Little Man. Momma and Daddy love you so very much.
Sunday, March 23, 2008 - Momma, Daddy, Big Brother Cody, Little Brother Mateo
Happy Easter Braxton Lee Harville
Baby mommy misses you so much today and I hope that you have a Happy Easter and please watch over all of us. Mommy and Bailey fixed you a Easter Egg with your name on it just as I did last year. We did not get done with them till late tonight and I am getting ready for bed. I do want to share another thing with you, Mommy is going to have you a little brother or sister and Bailey is so happy she told me that she was as happy as a clown when I told her. I want you to do something for Mommy and watch over this baby so that he or she will be healthy and Mommy want have to worry about loosing this one like I did you. Braxton no matter how many babies I have you will always be soooo special to me and I will always love you no matter what. Baby you have a very specail place in my heart that will always be filled with wonderful memories of you. Tell your brother and cousin Toni and Mamaw and Pop Gist and Grandpaw Clemmons that we miss them as well and Happy Easter for me. I know that they will hide eggs for you and brother to find Toni always loved Easter and hidding eggs from the kids. Baby Mommy loves you and always will. good night my love mommy will talk to you later. Love always, Mommy,Daddy,Bail
ey,Papaw,Nana and Brittany
Sunday, March 23, 2008 - Mommy, Daddy, Bailey
Grayce Marie
Hey baby girl- I just want to wish you a Happy Easter. I am hoping that Grandpa Stanoch is helping you dye eggs this year. Miss you so much baby girl. There is not a day that goes by that I don't think about you, miss you, and love you like crazy. Remember mommy loves you.today, tomorrow, and forever!
Saturday, March 22, 2008 - Mommy
My Dearest Gunner,
Hello my little angel. Sometimes I feel so foolish getting on here and writing because you didn't know how to read. But I know that your Uncle Rick and Uncle Mike and Grandma Virginia and Aaron are up there helping you. The doctors told us the other day your Pa Paw Bill is going to be coming to see you soon. Boy your getting a wonderful person to hang out with. Gunner, we all miss you so much! Tomorrow's Easter and I wish you were here for hiding Easter eggs. But I know it's gonna be beautiful where you're at. Mommy is so sad today, I can't help it, the holidays just make it so terrible on the family. Sometimes I can't believe it's already been a year, cause it feels like just yesterday I was holding you. I miss the way you smile, and the way you laid your head on me when I was holding you and we would go dancing through the house. Your Pa Paw was singing a song the other day and it kind of just came from nowhere. He was singing "Are you lonesome tonight" and I thought oh Gunner used to love Elvis. I think he was thinking of you and he just didn't know. I sure do wish that we could be together tomorrow. Even if only in my dreams, we could have our Easter together. Angel, I want you to know that I will never forget you and you are always in my heart! No matter where I go or who I'm with you are always number 1 in my eyes and my heart. I love you Bud.
Saturday, March 22, 2008 - Mommy
Zachariah
Hello Buddy. How are you? I have been thinking of you so much lately,everyone has. Tomorrow, Daddy is taking Christopher to the Easter Egg Hunt and I will be staying home with Henry. We are having Easter dinner at our house this year and a lot of people are coming. It just won't be the same without you. I am dreading this week coming up because on Thursday it will be a year since you passed away. I can't believe that it will be 365 days without you. Buddy, you are in my thoughts and prayers everyday. I just hope you know that. I love you so much. Christopher has been playing outside because it has been pretty nice out, and he always wants me to take his picture. When I look at him playing I get sad because he needs his brother outside with him, so he could show you the ropes. We all miss you so much. Have a Happy Easter. I will talk to you soon.
Saturday, March 22, 2008 - Love, Mommy
Grammi's sweet little Xander dude,
I love you. And I miss you so much. Not a day goes by that I don't think of you at least a million times. Your mommy had a tough night last night, so do grammi a favor and go and give her a kiss tonight on angel's wings. She loves you so much. Did you like the easter decorations that I brought for you? I would have left candy, but you wouldn't be old enough to eat any of it. But I left the colorful eggs, like the ones your brother likes at grammi's house. It was so nice out and I was glad that I could stay alittle longer this time. Grampa is working in the evenings now. But I'll bring him to see you on Saturday I think. Your mommy and daddy came to see the decorations I brought for you. I know that you already know that, but it's hard for them without you here. I think they liked the decorations too. I promise that I'll come and decorate every holiday as if you are here with us. Because I love you and miss you my little angel boy. Always know that. So, I'll come and see you with grampa on Saturday. Until then, I love you so much now and always.
Thursday, March 20, 2008 - love, Grammi
My sweet baby Roman
Mama and papa have missed writing you so much. We finally got a new modem for the computer so I had to visit you and write to you asap. I didn't get to write to you on my birthday Sunday but Grandpa took mama, papa, and Julian to put flowers on yours, uncle Stephens, and Great Grandma Smallwood's resting places. It is so beautiful there and I am so happy you are not alone there. Someday mama, papa, and big bro Julian and his future wife and children will all be there with you too. In body, that is. Our spirits will all reunite in Heaven for all time and eternity. I was so sad on my birthday because all I could think of was last year when you were here with us. You were close to six weeks old and when Grandpa took us shopping so I could pick out my first non pregnancy clothes and shoes, you were not happy with us. That was the first time you were really mad. You were not having it so we went home earlier than planned. I didn't care though. You were my first baby in 18 years and just like your big brother, there would never be an end to what I would do for you. I was to be the only family member to have a birthday while you were here with us. You were my present. My second baby boy, just what I always wanted but never thought I would. I miss you so much. Everyone misses you so much. I have to go now but I want you to have sweet angel dreams. Good night sweet prince.
Thursday, March 20, 2008 - I love you eternally, mama
Sweet Kyan
Hey little buddy it's Daddy. It been a while since I wrote you but know I have been thinking about you everyday. it's just been so hard to talk about you lately. I can not beleive its been almost a year since you passed away. It's seems just like yesterday. I still think about that day all the time. All the fun we had that morning as a family before you went down for your nap. It's still hard for me to believe you are gone and never coming back to your mom and I. I can not wait to get to heaven and be with you. As the time has past I have started to worry that I am going to start forgetting all the little things that you did that made you so adorable. Your laugh, your woddle of a walk when we would go for walks in the cul-di-sac, the screamming of DaDa around the house waiting for me to say KyKy so you could track me down and be with me. How you would coming running to the door when I came home from work each day so we could play together. The days we spent at the park and zoo together. I cherish those memories and want to be able to hold onto them for because the memories are all I have now. Everytime I see your cousins and Conner playing it kills me that you are not down their playing with them like it was suppose to be. It's not far!!! I pray that you are doing great in heaven. I am sure great grandma and grandpa are loving all over you until mommy and I are there to be with you. I would love it if you would drop in on my dreams and let me know you are doing fine. I promise I will not take as long to write this time. Just know you are always in my memories and I think about you ALL the time. XOXOXOXOXOXO
Thursday, March 20, 2008 - Love, Daddy
baby lois
hello angel just wanted to let you know how much you meant to your daddy. he loved you so so much and always will. people will look after you up there. they will love you but not as much as your dad but one day he will be able too give you all that love but till then he will love you in his heart. sweet dreams baby girl
Wednesday, March 19, 2008 - tamara
Dearest Kaia,
It has been well over a month since I held you in my arms. I miss you so so much, everybody does. Big sister asks about you everyday, she even draws you pretty pictures. I miss your smell, your smile, your soft skin, your warmth. I loved you from the day you were born and enjoyed our time together. You were so happy, smiling from the very first day you were born to the very last. I kissed you that morning and told you bye. Just know that we all love you so very much Kaia, and that you will always be a part of this family in everything we do. I know you are happy in Heaven. I asked God to keep you close to him when you were in the hospital, and I often dream of what its like for you up there. I feel you near me sometimes. Please stay close to me baby, I will never let you go. You are so beautiful.
Tuesday, March 18, 2008 - Love you forever, Mommy
Our precious Little Emily
Hi Sweetheart, It's Maw Maw again.I miss you and love you so much. You are 7 months old now. I cried all that day and still am. You got your angel wings 6 months ago and I'm still crying everyday for you.I know you were too beautiful for this old world. But it just hurts so bad. I need to dream about you.The tears just flow. You are Maw Maw's girl forever. I'm sending you some hugs and kisses XOXOXOXO. Send me some back.I'll be glad when I get to come and be with you.I'm surprised I'm not already there from a broken heart.Paw Paw and I come and see you often at your little resting place. They put your marker up the other day and it's so beautiful. I cried.I love you so much baby.I know I should rejoice because you are in Heaven with our Heavenly Father.That's what the pastor told us.But it's still hard not having you her with us.Just remember Maw Maw loves you forever and ever.Paw Paw and I are making you a little garden it will be beautiful just for you.We have a lot of angels in it and we will put flowers in it. I will talk there with you everynight and read to you. I love you Sweetheart.
Tuesday, March 18, 2008 - Love Maw Maw and Paw Paw
Abigail
Hey sweetie.mommy's really missing you today. I don't know what it is about Easter that makes me want you here so badly. Mommy, daddy, big and lil brother are doing okay. When Alex sees your picture he smiles so big, maybe because you two look so much a like he thinks he's looking in a mirror. I don't know, but it fills my heart with overwhelming joy. I love you whooda, and I'll see you soon.until then, watch over us
Tuesday, March 18, 2008 - I love you so much, mommy
Hello grammi's little Xander dude,
I'm going to come by and see you sometime yet today. I'm feeling so sad these last few days. I can't seem to stop crying. I wish it could be differant. That we could wake up and find that all of this is just a nightmare. That it didn't really happen. Your mom is right. Time for everyone else seems to just march right on, but it is going so slowly for us. People have to go on with their lives, but sometimes it is so hard to go on with mine. I want to go back and change things. Your grammi is just an over worryer. I worried so much about how things would be for your mommy and daddy with two little ones so close in age, and how they would handle it, that I let that be what your mommy saw most. But, I wish now that I could take back that time and let her know how much I love you. That you were just as important to me. I look at your pictures all the time. I miss you. I love you know and always. I'll talk to you soon. Watch over your mommy and daddy and Hammi for me.
Tuesday, March 18, 2008 - Love you now and always, Grammi
Hi Jacob,
Hey Peanut. It's your Dad. I know it has been a while sense I wrote. It's not that I don't think about you. As you know, Dad has been locked up in prison. I know you looked in on me from time to time because you were in my dreams more than once. You probibly also know that your mom and I aren't getting along so good these days. Everything changed when I went away. She done things I just can't get over and forgive her for. It dosen't mean that I don't love her because I do. If I didn't, it wouldn't hurt as bad as it dose. Please look after her now that I'm not there to do it. She's getting involved with things and people she shouldn't and I'm afraid for her. Any ways son, I miss you as much as ever, and still think about you all the time.
Monday, March 17, 2008 - I love you, your Dad
Katie Elizabeth
hey katie how are you doing up there. I miss you and love you very much and I wish that you are here right now. Katie mommy and daddy are going to Mexico tommorow. They miss you and love you very much and they wish that you are here right now because they miss you and love you very much. Everyone misses you and they love you very much and they wish that you are here right now because they miss you and love you very much and they wish that you are here right now. Katie your birthday is in 4 mouths its that cool because you will be 1 year old in 4 mouths. Katie when I hear your name I cry. Katie HAPPY ST. PATRICK DAY KATIE. I cant wait till easter because it is in 6s day it will be cool then we can find eggs. HAPPY EASTER KATIE XOXOXOXOXOOXOXOX
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XOXOOXO LOVE YOUR BEST AUNT ABBY
Monday, March 17, 2008 - your best aunt abbyXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOX
Patrick Michael
Hey Baby Boy How are you doing? mama's doing ok. We all love you very much missing you and loveing you verry much
Monday, March 17, 2008 - Love you all ways Mom
My preciouse grandbaby Melanie
Melanie it is almost going to be 4 month since i held you. It is especially hard these days for me, I am missing you very much. I want you to know that I love you very much and think about you every day. I still don't understand why you are not here with us but i know that i will get to hold you again some day. Love and miss you very much!
Sunday, March 16, 2008 - Your grandma Isabel
Katie Elizabeth
hey katie how are u doing up there. I miss u and love u very much and I wish that u are here right now.
Saturday, March 15, 2008 - your best aunt abbyXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOX
Dear Little Pito,
Hello hop toady. I love you so much. You know your cousin Dustin is getting married today. I wish you were here for yet another family gathering that we will all be there for. I miss you so much. I know that you already know that, I know you are getting all of the hugs and kisses that I send to you every single day. I miss you, I miss you. Monday is ST.Patty's day, I know it's just a small holiday but it is still a time when I want you to be here with all of us. And you would have to help your mommy remember to put green on you or all of your cousins would and probably some of your aunts would just have to pinch you! I miss you word bird. I love you so much.
Saturday, March 15, 2008 - love always and forever, Abuela
Hello Grammi's little Xander,
It's me again, missing you. I went to see you the other day. I know that you saw the little bunny in the egg that I hung up on the shepards hook. I want to find something else to bring you, but I want to find something special. Just for my special angel. Our little dude. I'll bring Grampa with me on Monday or Tuesday to see you. He misses you alot too. Sometimes I get so sad because I think of what a big boy you would have been already. I know that you are getting bigger in heaven. And I bet that your hair is still alittle darker than your brother's. Hammi was at my house last weekend. And he kept pointing at your picture and blowing you kisses. Did you feel them and catch them? I bet you did. Watch over your mommy and daddy and your big brother for me. I worry so much about them. They just miss you so much. Be good my angel. And tell Jayden hello. Tell him he is missed too. I'll see you on Monday or Tuesday with Grampa. I love you now and always.
Friday, March 14, 2008 - Love, Grammi
TO MY LITTLE SISTER
IT WAS SO LONG AGO THAT WE LOST YOU BUT I THINK ABOUT YOU EVERY DAY AND WONDER WHAT YOU WOULD BE LIKE TODAY.I KNOW THAT YOU ARE IN HEAVEN WITH YOUR JESUS AND SOMEDAY WE SHALL MEET AGAIN.WE ALL LOVE AND MISS YOU SO MUCH.
Friday, March 14, 2008 - LOVE FROM YOUR FAMILY
My darling Bradley
You have been on my mind so much lately. As we get closer to your 1st angel day I realise that we are not right, that life doesnt get better and that even though the pain eases slightly it will never go away. I think of you every day. I dream of you. I fantasise what life would be like if you were here. All I ask is that you are happy in heaven. That you are surronded by everyone up there and that they love and look out for you. Know that we miss you like you would never know and please baby please keep sending mummy rainbows. They make me cry but they are tears of happiness to know you are ok.
Friday, March 14, 2008 - Mummy
Hey little Xander dude
Hey my lil guy, it's mommy. i know grammi has been sendingn you lots of letters to keep yuo busy up there in heaven. I am sorry that I don't write as much as I should. It's just so hard for mommy and daddy to not have you here with us. You would be three months now, and smiling I'm sure. I can only imagine "tummy time" with you,and snuggle close with you like always because you are such a mommy's boy! I miss you. I want you to know that there is not a day that has gone by since you were concieved that I haven't thought of you. You were suc a fun baby when you were in my tummy, and a great little guy here on Earth. Daddy played the song "Hurt" today when he was holding Hammy, it made mommy cry a little. It makes me think of the last time we got to lay next to you when you were here with us. But I want you to know that I love you very much. I don't know exactly the right way to express it though. I wa unable to concentrate in school, so I dropped down to one class ( I am not sure if they will let mommy come back next semester because I did, but they should understand I was busy sending my angel to heaven). We went to the group for some of the mommy's and daddy's you might be up there playing with. It was nice to be around people who miss their little ones like we miss you. Grammy came to show she loved you and your daddy and I. I will make it out to see you tomorrow, I promise. it's just so hard, please forgive me if I am not handling this right, or if you think I don't care/ I can't sleep without your blankie, and when I have it, I sleep just like you did when you were here. You're amazing, dude and we miss you! Keep an eye out for daddy and Hammy when I'm not with them, you know they're trouble! Love you Alexannder, lots and lots, always and always, and forever and ever!
Wednesday, March 12, 2008 - Your Mommy
For my Neice Cassandra Jade
I am sorry that it has taken me this long to write this letter to you. I found this website a long time ago and I am finally writng to you. I wanted to tell you that we all miss you so much! I am sorry that you had to go so soon. I will never understand why god does the things he does. I always think maybe there was something worse that was going to happen to you and this was a better way for you to go. You looked so peaceful. A beautiful little angel. Everyday I wake up and I wish it was all a dream. I love your mommy and daddy and big brother so much! They are dealing with this as best as they can but it is very hard foe them. I wish there was something I could do to help but I know there is not. We found out some time ago that you died drom Kidney Failure and not SIDS. We don't know why this happened. All of your family misses you so much! You are truely missed! Please watch over your mommy and daddy.they need your help. I know you are out there somewhere taking care of all of us. I can't wait to see you again. To see your beautiful smile. Love you and miss you always!
Wednesday, March 12, 2008 - Aunt Bub
Our precious Little Emily
Hi Sweetheart It's Maw Maw. I love you so much and really miss you terribly.I wish you were here with us. I know you are smiling pretty in Heaven and probably have some teeties too. Oh what heartache we have to go throught down here. I wish I was with you baby. Here some kisses XOXOXOXOXO hope you got all of them. Please send me some back. You are Maw Maw's girl forever. I love you sooo much. Why did this have to happen. We wanted to see you grow up.But Jesus had other plans for you.Like some pastors say you were too good for this old earth so God and the angels took you home. But it still hurts. I love you so. You will be 7 months old on the 14th. I'm going to bring you a balloon for your birthday.I love you sweetheart.
Wednesday, March 12, 2008 - Love Maw Maw and Paw Paw
DEAR JAYCEE MARIE
HELLO BABY GIRL AUNT CHEL WANTS YOU TO KNOW I AM SORRY I MADE A PROMISE TO WRITE YOU EVERYDAY THIS IS A HARD TIME FOR ME WITH ST.PADDY'S DAY COMING I AM WORKING ALOT OF HOURS BUT AS SOON AS THIS WEEKEND IS OVER I WILL BE HERE ALOT MORE I WENT AND BOUGHT SOME EASTER STUFF TO PUT IN YOUR YRAD I HAVE TO WAIT A FEW MORE DAYS FOR SOME OF THE SNOW TO MELT I KEEP TRYING TO GET YOUR HEADSTONE CLEANED OFF SO I CAN SEE YOUR BEAUTIFUL FACE BUT THERE IS SO MUCH ICE ITS HARD I DON'T WANT TO RUIN YOUR HEADSTONE SO ALL I CAN DO IS WAIT I MISS YOU SO MUCH HONEY YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW MY HEART HURTS SO MUCH SOMETIMES I WAKE UP IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT THINKING IT WAS ALL A BAD DREAM THEN I REALIZE NO ITS TRUE YOUR AN ANGEL MY HEART STARTS BEATING REALLY FAST AND THE TEARS COME A ROLLING I DON'T EVEN TRY TO STOP THEM ANYMORE CUZ I CAN'T MY HEART WILL NEVER BE HAPPY AGAIN WITH OUT YOUR SWEETIE YOUR SISTER HEATHER IS HAVING HER SURGERY SOON PLEASE LOOK AFTER HER GIVE HER ALL YOUR LOVE SO SHE GETS THROUGH IT TELL JUSTIN IN HIS DREAMS THAT HE NEEDS TO START BEING A BIG BOY AND NOT GETTING INTO DADDY'S STUFF SO HE DOESN'T GET IN TROUBLE TRISTAN HAS BEEN CRYING ALOT BABY CUZ HE TOO MISSES YOU I KEEP TELLING HIM YOUR HAPPY I JUST HOPE THAT IS TRUE THAT YOU REALLY ARE HAPPY I KNOW THE OTHER ANGEL BABIES ARE KEEPING YOU BUSY GIVE THEM ALL MY LOVE ITS NOT FAIR WE HAVE TO WRITE TO YOU LIKE THIS WE SHOULD ALL HAVE OUR BABIES WATCH YOU GROW HONEY AUNT CHEL HAS TO GO I CAN;T SEE THE COMPUTER THROUGH THE TEARS I LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND MISS YOU MORE MILLIONS AND MILLIONS OF HUGS AND KISSES
Wednesday, March 12, 2008 - AUNT CHEL
Dear Little Pito,
Hello little hop toady! I love you, litte dancin' machine. I miss you. It's a cold spring this year, you would've loved this. Remember the year you were born? A very mild winter/spring and you loved the cold, spent practically the whole time in nothing but your diaper, even your bare feet, scooting along the floor. I miss you so much. Everyday I think about you, I think how can I make sure I will never forget your beautiful little face, and the way you grabbed your froot loops from the top of your swing tray. Your shelf on top of your diaper full of cereal when I took you out. All of the things you used to do. I never want to forget a moment, I know I won't forget how you felt when I would touch your face and quietly sing to you. I will not forget when you would whisper back secrets into my ears tickling them with your moving lips and soft breath. How many times you just had to reach for my glasses, even getting creative with your plans. Offering up hugs while reaching for my glasses on the corner as I am getting big hugs from you. You were a stinker about my glasses, it never ever irritated me. It was something cute of yours that I knew you would soon outgrow, so I would just put them aside and try to distract you with something else. I miss you. Deeply, deeply miss you. I love you so much wordy. Please let me keep all of things you did fresh in my head, those memories are the best things. I will never ever forget your face, your softness, your chubbiness how much love you gave, but I want to remember every moment of stuff too. All of it.the squid move in the walker. How joyful your hop toady machine made you, your exhuberance had me in tears laughing so hard. I love you, I love you, I love you. I still want you here. I miss you, I miss you, I miss you.
Monday, March 10, 2008 - Love always and forever, Abuela
Mommy's Little Angel Braxton Lee Harville
Baby I am so sorry that I have not sent you a letter since your birthday I do not know what has come over me in the past few months. They brought out your tombstone on wed. of last week and Baby it is so pretty. I am so very proud of it and that is something that I will have for the rest of my life to go look at and talk to you. Mommy and Daddy put a park bench at the foot of your and your brothers graves so that we could sit and visit with both of you without having to sit on the ground. Baby Granny Ruby is going to have surgery march 28 and I hope that you will be there for her so that she doesnt have to worry. She is so stressed out about it and I have tried to talk to her but that doesnt help. Next Sunday is Eeaster and I hope that it will be a little better than last Easter for me. A week after Easter will be a year since you left us according to the Doctors. I am still going with April the 2nd being a year. Mommy knows when you left us and that will always be a special date for me. I wish that I was not going thru this right now and I wish that I would have ever had to deal with this kind of pain. I am doing my best to be strong for Bailey. She is getting so big and she is learning how to read books on her own now. She is doing real good. I am so proud of her and I know that you are too. I have some things to take to your resting place for Easter and I hope to get to do that in the next few days. Baby I love you so much and Bailey misses you and Loves you. I hope that you got to see the tombstone if not go and take a look it is so beautiful and I am so proud of it. They done a great job with your pictures that are on it and all of the poems. I know that I am not the only Mother that is dealing with the lose of a child but there is times that I feel like no one knows my pain and I am the only one in this world that is having to go thru life without my baby. I make it day by day and it is so hard to look at the day without you in my arms. I miss your smiling face every morning and I miss holding and kissing you. That will always be missed in my life time. Braxton Mommy loves you so much and I always will no matter what. Love Always, Mommy
Monday, March 10, 2008 - Mommy
Grammi's little Xander,
I just want to tell you hello and that you are again on my mind and always in my heart. I stopped yesterday for just a quick minute.I miss you. I will stay longer next time. I untangled the wind chime again. It wasn't very windy so I didn't get to hear it chime while I was there. Uncle Kendall was with me, but he stayed in the car. I think he still feels bad that he didn't hold you while you were still here with us. I told him that you loved him anyway.and I know that he loves you. I hope heaven is as beautiful as I imagine. Be good my little angel. Tell Jayden hello and that he is missed also. I love you now and always and I'll see you on Wednesday.
Monday, March 10, 2008 - love, Grammi
My Precious Sweet Joey
Hey sweetie! God, I didn't realize how long it has been since I sat down and really wrote you a letter. Lighting a candle on your site everynight I guess I just wasn't thinking. The last month has been hard as you know I am having some complications from my recent surgery. Thank you sweet boy for being there with me. I felt you with me the entire time. Thank you also for bringing Marie into my life. You and Zachary I know got us together. I am so blessed to have her in my life so thank you both. I so miss you sweet boy. I didn't realize just how much until Marie was here and we talked about that terrible day. I was so surprised that 16 years later it was all still fresh as if it had happened yesterday. The tears came just as fast as well. It was something that I needed to do though and am so glad that Marie and I were able to share. Please know I will always love you. Have fun playing with all of your angel friends.
Sunday, March 9, 2008 - Love with all my heart which you hold Mom
Katie Elizabeth
hey katie how are you doing up there i miss you and love you very much. HAPPY MARCH katie how are you doing up there. I miss you and love you very much.
Saturday, March 8, 2008 - your best aunt abbyXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOX
jamie william johnson
hi jamie my loveing son i love you so much it as been 22years when you left me you was only six months an four days you was to young well i must go my heart is brakeing a big kiss for you in heaven love you lots mommy xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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Saturday, March 8, 2008 - mommy
Joshua
Hey babydoll, Loving you and missing you so much. I still cant believe that next month will be your third birthday. It seems like yesterday when you were taken away to heaven on the late July evening. I think about what you would be like. Talking and running around the house. I cant wait till I can see you someday in heaven. Lve you so so so much. xoxoxoxo
Saturday, March 8, 2008 - Mommy
Joshua Blake
I don't know why, but tonight I miss you so much, people always have told me it gets easier.it doesn't!!!!Your birthday just passed,it does not seem like you been gone 12 years. I still see you as that little 3 month old!!!! I don't still understand why God took you.you were so speical, my only little boy and I long for you!!!!
Saturday, March 8, 2008 - love your mom Bellanie
Grammi's little dude,
I just wanted you to know that I know that today you would have been with us for 3 months. Your mommy called me to remind me, but I didn't need that reminder. Do me a favor, my sweet boy. Send alittle love to your mommy and daddy on angels wings. I think they could use it. They miss you terribly. We all do. Happy 3 months little dude. I love you now and always.
Friday, March 7, 2008 - love, Grammi
Sweet Roman
Mamas had a hard day. Sometimes I feel so weak even though everyone insists I am strong. All I know is I love you, big brother Julian, and dad. Sweet dreams my darling. I miss you.
Friday, March 7, 2008 - Love forever and always Mama, Papa, and Julian
Cadia Rose
Just thinking about you today, You would of been close to 3 years old. I still think that you being here and leaving us was just a dream. I am so sad that I didnt get a chance to really know you and love on you. born and 4 months later you were gone. I hope that you are having a fun time in heaven and have gotten all the ballons we sent you. You are forever in my heart and one day I will see you
Friday, March 7, 2008 - Aunt Kelly
Dear Little Pito,
Here it is another day 7 of another month. Such a sad day for all of us. You have been an angel now for 17 months. I miss you as much I did the very first day you went to heaven, I still long for my abuela time. I love you so much I cannot imagine a time when I didn't love you, I feel as if I loved you before you were born. You were here such a short time but I couldn't imagine a day without you. I don't have to imagine, that's our reality, I miss you deeply and love you more each day. I know you feel my hugs and kisses that I never forget to send every single day. Your mommy is visiting her family and I know she is telling them about you. We hung out on your birthday, I know you know. I also know you know that we had a wonderful day, because your birthday was the greatest day we could've ever had. So we choose to celebrate that day, that day is the day we got you, even if you left too soon. We are very grateful for the time we had, would not trade you for anything in the whole wide world. Even if we could only have your special little self for the time we had you. We went to the zoo, which was a small hokey kind of zoo, but you know what we had a blast anyway, because we were hanging with each other and enjoying your day, a day that will always be special from now on. Your mommy and daddy told us what they are going to name your little sister when she gets to come here and spend her life with us. They are still trying to figure out the full name of a little brother in case that's what you get. When the time is right I know your mommy and daddy will be the greatest mommy and daddy for your younger sibling, they will love them the same as they loved you, with all of their might. All of us will. I will tell them and show them all about you. I promise that, because it's not fair that you are not here to protect them and guide them like a big brother does. Your daddy was the best big brother, I know you would be also. There is a hop toady on your spot that is so darn cute, I know it makes you giggle, it makes think of you so it makes me giggle. I imagine you now, a little 2 year old, trying to always be the big boy in the crowd. You were doing that at 7 months, I know you would be doing it at 2 years. I love you and miss you so awfully much. I remember you.
Friday, March 7, 2008 - Love always and forever, Abuela
Abigail
Hi my lil angel face baby girl i am not gonna ask you how you are cus i no that you are perfectly fine since you are up in heaven with jesus and all the other beautiful angels mommies day has been awful but when i think of you it makes me smile so i guess that is a good thing well lil angel i just thought that i would write you a letter to tell you that i love you so very much and miss you too so baby girl till next time i am sending bundles of hugs and kisses your way ok love ya
Friday, March 7, 2008 - Mommy
Hello Grammi's little Xander dude,
It's just me again, missing you. I know that you were with me when I went to see you on Tuesday. I was glad to see that your daddy had been there to see you too. I made sure that the nook that he left wouldn't fall off by tieing the blue ribbon around it. Your mommy loved baby blue for you. I went to a support group and joined your mommy and daddy there last night. It had alot of other parents there who now have little angels too. And it's so hard to see how much everyone is hurting. I was the only grammi there. I just wanted your mommy and daddy to know that they aren't alone and that I will never forget you. Never. But maybe it would be better if I didn't go again. I think that it was more for just mommy and daddy's. I'll have to find a support group for grammi's who have little angels that they miss. It hurts so much that you aren't here. I don't know how to help your mommy and daddy, so maybe you can help me to help them somehow. We'll have to talk about it when I come and see you this weekend. I love you. I've been trying to find alittle something festive for easter to bring for you. You'll have to wait and see what it is till I get there this weekend. Until then.I love you now and always.
Thursday, March 6, 2008 - love, Grammi
brionna paige shelton
good morning baby girl. your little brother turns 1 tomorrow. It does not seem like it has been a year since he was born. he is so perfect. we are having a party for him on sunday. I know you will be there in our hearts. I just wanted to tell you how much I miss you and love you. kiss my joe for me and my mom.
Thursday, March 6, 2008 - love you grandma kim
Our precious Little Emily
Hi Sweetheart. It's your Maw Maw just wanting to let you know how much I love you and miss you.Your marker came in today. Your Nana and pop pop went up to check it out. They said it was so beautiful and perfect. They wanted to make sure it was perfect for our precious little angel. They will put it down in a few days. Maw Maw hasn't seen it yet, because your mommy, nana,and pop pop had it specially made for you. I just wish you were with us instead of getting a marker. It hurts really bad. I know God has a reason for everything.I just wish you were still here with us.I love you so much sweetheart. I just want to see and hold you so bad. A lot of hugs and kisses for you XOXOXOXOXO. Send me some back. Come visit me in a dream.I love you so much.
Wednesday, March 5, 2008 - Love Maw Maw and Paw Paw
Abigail
Hi lil angel! I miss you so very much. I just wish that you could be here with me right now but i no that you are being taken care of and that you are in a beautiful place lil angel i am sure that daddy would want me to tell you that he loves you too i just dont no what to do with myself anymore i do not have daddy and i do not have you i just feel so lonely today is his birthday.and he dont have anyone to be with a special person any way well baby mommy is gonna go to bed soon i just wanted to tell you that i love you and miss you so untill next time i am sending hugs and kisses straight up to you goodnight lil angel
Wednesday, March 5, 2008 - Mommy
JAYCEE MARIE
HEY BABY GIRL AUNT CHEL IS KEEPING HER PROMISE TO WRITER YOU EVERYDAY AUNT MISSY SAID SHE CAME IN A WROTE YOU A LETTER LAST NIGHT I MISS YOU SO MUCH BABY GIRL I STILL CRY ALL THE TIME I WISH SO MUCH YOU WERE HERE WITH US I KNOW I AM BEING SELFISH I DON'T CARE I WANT YOU HERE TRISTAN IS HAVING A HARD TIME TODAY HE MISSES YOU WE ALL DO BABY GIRL ITS NOT FAIR THAT WE HAD TO GIVE YOU UP YOUR SO LOVED AND MISSED I WANT SO MUCH TO HOLD YOU AND KISS YOU BUT I CAN'T ALL I CAN DO IS CRY AND I DO ALOT OF THAT WELL BABY GIRL THE TEARS A FLOWING SO BAD I CAN'T SEE THE COMPUTER SO I WILL GO 4 NOW I'LL BE BACK TOMMOROW LOVE YOU LOTS XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO
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XOXOXOXOX MILLIONS AND MILLIONS OF HUGS AND KISSES
Tuesday, March 4, 2008 - AUNT CHEL
Patrick Michael
Hi Baby Boy mommys just stoping by to say I love you and miss you very much and HAPPY BIRTHDAY Baby boy
Tuesday, March 4, 2008 - Love allways mom
Grammi's little Xander dude,
Hello my little angel. It's just me again. You have been on my mind again today about a million times. Probably about a half a million less than your mommy and daddy though. It's been 5 weeks since you became an angel. But it seems more like 5 minutes some days. I know that I have said it before, but I'm going to say it again. I didn't have enough time with you. And I will regret that for the rest of my life. I love you so much. And I miss you. Your big brother is keeping all of us busy. He is so silly. He loves to dance for us. And he is blowing kisses to me now too. Just like he blows to you. And he is starting to sing back to me when I sing to him. I'm glad that before you left us that mommy and I were able to sing the song "Small one" to you like I did for your brother when he was very small. And I believe that God has a place for all of us, but I just wish he would have let you stay with us longer. I would have given anything for you to stay.I would have gone in your place if he would have let me. It hurts so much to see your mommy so sad. Please help me to help her through this. To let her know that you are happy and safe in God's arms. Grampa and I came to see you yesterday. I know that you were with us. And Aunt Kim was there too, to see Jayden. I'm glad that you have your cousin there with you in heaven. We are going to come and see you again tomorrow. So until then, be good. And remember that Grammi loves you now and always.
Monday, March 3, 2008 - love you now and always.Grammi
Jaycee Marie Schilling
Hi baby girl! Just wanted to tell you that we love you so much! Thinking about you EVERYDAY! Imagining your long beautiful hair, little teethers coming in, big gorgeous eyes, squeaky little voice! Wanting to have you come spend the night with Dana,sissy,and myself!! Thinking about the things (cute and naughty) that you'd be doing!! Honey you are missed deeply each and everyday!! We LOVE you precious!XOXOXOX
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Monday, March 3, 2008 - Aunt Missy
Dearest Roman
Hello Roman, It is hard to believe that you were with us a year ago. I thought you would be with us forever. It makes me feel good that you were too perfect to stay here, life on earth is really hard and unfair at times and you did not deserve that. We think of you everyday and usually shed a few tears. Now that you are with Heavenly Father that makes me feel better. Please help your mom get over your death. She is the sweetest, smartest person I know. Yes, your death was a TRAGEDY no doubt about that. But, your mommy needs to get on with her life. That does not mean that she needs to forget abot you, NEVER WILL THAT HAPPEN. I will never ever forget about you and your cute little face. You looked like a doll. I cannot believe how many people have visited your site, its unbelievable but so are you. I was soooooo happy when I found out that you were on your way when we were in Baltimore. You made me the happiest I have ever been in my life, next to knowing that your momma had a son when we got together, I could not ask for anything better. I love Julian so much. He is such a good kid. He loves you and misses you too. On your Angel Day we are planning on letting a bunch of balloons go and maybe some white doves. I cleaned your garden the other day and I can guarantee you that it will be beautiful come summer. I know that you are with us everyday. Please comfort your mommy and give her kisses and assure her that we all will be re-united soon. I love you Roman, tell all of our relatives we love them too and tell Heavenly Father thanks for taking care of you. I love you.
Monday, March 3, 2008 - Your Poppa
Patrick Michael
Baby boy Mom just wanted to say I miss you and love you very much. I'm all ways thinking of you and talking to you. I'm trying not to break down and cry I have so much on my mind and I'm all ways thinking of my baby boy honey. I love you very much
Monday, March 3, 2008 - Love allways mom
Patrick Michael
Hey Baby boy it's mom I think of you all the time tomarrow you would have been 5 you're twin David is doing very well and dreams about you all the time and thinks of you same with every one in the family and you're older brothers Cody and Jimmy. I miss you so much and wish you were here mom has lot's on her mind with bills and every thing and stressing out so much and keep thinking of you as well wishing you were still here I need to sit down and cry and I keep holding them back I love you so much baby boy. I still want you to come home to me it's been all most 5 years since you past away and I still feel lot's of pain on you're birthday and you're angel day and holidays I try to be strong cause I know I am but I have days I don't know how to be strong any more baby boy you are my world honey.
Monday, March 3, 2008 - Love and miss you so much Love mom
JAYCEE MARIE,
HEY THERE BABY GIRL I JUST WANTED TO TELL YOU HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU I WENT TO YOUR YARD YESTERDAY AND STARTED TO WET THE WATER AND ICE AWAY FROM YOUR HEADSTONE SO I COULD SEE YOUR BEAUTIFUL SMILING FACE THE ICE IS STILL TOO THINK SO I WILL GO WORK ON IT AGAIN IN A COUPLE DAYS I HOPE YOU ARE HAVING ALOT OF FUN WITH THE OTHER ANGEL'S IT WOULD MAKE IT SO MUCH EASIER FOR ME TO ACCEPT THAT YOUR NOT HERE WITH US IF I ONLY KNEW YOU WERE HAPPY IT PROBABLY WOULDN'T HURT AS MUCH ALTHOUGH I WOULD RATHER HAVE YOU HERE IN OUR ARMS KISSING AND HUGGING US I LOOK AT YOUR PICTURES ALMOST ALL DAY LONG I HAVE THEM HANGING ON MY WALL ACTUALLY YOUR WALL ITS THE WALL OF JAYCEE NOONE ELSE CAN HAVE A PICTURE THERE THEY HAVE THE OTHER WALL I WONDER SO MUCH HOW YOU WOULD BE WHAT YOU HAVE ACCOMPLISHED I KNOW YOU WOULD BE WALKING BUT HOW WOULD YOUR VOCABULARY BE YOU KNOW ALL THE FUN STUFF KIDS DO YOUR COUSIN K'LYN IS SO FUNNY AT TIMES SHE JUST CRACKS ME UP WELL BABY GIRL I HAVE TO GO FOR NOW I PROMISE YOU I WILL BE HERE EVERYDAY TALKING TO YOU I LOVE YOU BABY GIRL ALWAYS AND FOREVER
Monday, March 3, 2008 - AUNT CHEL
My dearest sweet Lil Pito
Hi my beautiful big boy, Happy Birthday to you, Happy Birthday to you, Happy Birthday my precious angel, Happy Birthday to you. Wow it is hard to believe that today is your 2 yr birthday. I bet you are a really big boy by now and just talking away. We miss you so very dearly. On days like today it is so hard not to be selfish and want you here so we can all sing to you and love you and kiss you and hug you and laugh with you and just enjoy every thing about you. Your family all miss you so much and we all wish more then anything else that you were here with us in body. We all know that you are with us in spirit but that's sometimes not enough on any normal day let alone the day that is to celebrate just you being here in our lives and the blessing that you have been to all of us. Our hearts still cry every day that you are not here but we all are now able to look back and be blessed and smile at the memories that we did get in the short time you were given to us. i was blessed with 4 beautiful children and 5 of the most amazing grandchildren to ever be given to anyone. You are always in my heart and soul and will always be my baby boy. Gams misses you more then I could ever put into to words as does your whole entire big family. You live in all of our hearts and will never be gone from there. Even all the other grandchildren know who you are and we will never let them forget you. Watch over Mommy and Daddy today as they think of you and let them remember all the good times with you. Also while you are so busy keeping all of your family counting the blessings we were given for being allowed to have you in our lives please continue to watch over Uncle Jaja in Iraq. I know we all put alot on your shoulder but with your angel wings we all know that you can handle so much more then what we can. Keep us all safe and strong today as we count all of our blessing for God giving the short time we had with you. I am thankful that I had the 7 short months with you in my life then none at all. I love and miss you more then word can say. XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO
XXOXO FOREVER AND A DAY
Sunday, March 2, 2008 - GAMS

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