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Mommy's Little Angel Braxton Lee Harville
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Baby, Mommy misses you so much. I hope that you got to watch Bailey graduate from kindergarten Thursday she was so cute in her little cap and gown it took all I had to keep from crying. Baby your sister is growing up so fast and it breaks my heart to know that you are not hear to see her and be with her. She had another Horseshow tonight and she done so good. She is running with the big girls and beating the most of them. I know they hate it when we pull up because they know that she is good. I don't know how many times that I have wondered how things would be if you were still here but I do know that you would have a blast at the shows getting to yell for your big sis. I calles her sissy the other day and she told me that she wished that you was here to call her that and told me that she did not want to hear me say that again. Well maybe when my insurance card gets here I can go to the doctor and let you know if you are going to get a little brother or a little sister. Daddy wants a boy but I really don't care as long as he or she is healthy. I know that SIDS is not something that we can keep from happening one way or the other but mommy is going to do her best to take as good of care with this one as well as I did with you. The only thing that will be diffrent is that I have bought a SIDS baby monitor that I am going to use this time. I just wish that I would have known about them when I was expecting you because I would have got one then. I will do everything in my powers to keep anything from happening again. I know that it is not left up to me and I can only do so much but I am going to try my best. Please do something for Mommy, Make sure that everything goes well with your little brother or sister and watch out for Bailey and keep her safe when she is on the horses and make sure that nothing happens to any of us. I want to be with you so bad baby but I would like to have a long and happy life here on earth with bailey and this baby and then when I get old I want to come and make up for the lost time with you. I love you no matter what and I always will you will always be my Baby Boy no matter what. Give your brother a hug for me and tell him that mommy loves him to. Yall are mommy's angel babies. I Love you so much Braxton and I always will. Night Night Your My Angel Sweet Dreams. Mommy Loves You.
Sunday, June 1, 2008 - Mommy, Daddy and Bailey
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Zachariah
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Hello Buddy. Today your brother Christopher was talking to me and he told me that we were going to both go together to heaven at the same time and play with you. I had to laugh and cry both at the same time. I miss you so much and wish that you were here in my arms.
Saturday, May 31, 2008 - Love always and forever, Mommy
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Dear Eyva
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I wish i would have had more time to get to know you better. but from the little bit of time i did have i know that you are now one of gods most presious angels. you are missed everyday, i wish i would have found out about your passing sooner so i could have at least said goodbye. but you will always be in my heart and will never be forgotton.tell my mom i said hi because i prayed for her to keep you close to her heart.i love you baby eyva!!!!
Friday, May 30, 2008 - from your big cousin cassandra
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Beautiful Boy Maxwell
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Hello sweet baby boy, it is your aunt Christina. How are you doing? I hope you are being treated well and are receiving all the hugs and kisses that we are sending up to you. I love you and miss you so much and can not wait to see you again someday. I love you so much!!!
Friday, May 30, 2008 - Love, Aunt Christina XOXOXOXOXOXO
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Dear Little Pito,
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Hey there you beautiful boy! I love you and miss you so much. I haven't written in such a long while, I don't really go on line very much, but you know I think of you every single day. Not a day goes by that I don't think about how much better my day would be if you were sharing it with me. I still want to show you so many fun things. And love, I have so much love I want to share with you. I miss hugs and kisses, I miss you sneaking my glasses with one hand while hugging me with the other! I just miss everything about you. Here comes another summer, I miss having you swim in your little pool, you loved that so much. After Abuelo brought the patio furniture I would sit out there with you and you loved it. Then after when I would wrap you in a towel and we would lay on the chair and watch the sky, and the squirrels in the tree next to the house. Your chubby little finger pointing at whatever caught your attention. I love you and miss you.desperately.
Friday, May 30, 2008 - Love always and forever, Abuela
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Grammi's little Xander dude,
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I love and miss you angel. We all do. Have you been giving mommy and daddy and Dominic lots of angel kisses? I hope so. I'm sitting here thinking of you again. How I wish that I could have you here and kiss your little toes again. You have feet like your daddy and your brother has toes like your mommy and gramma. Grampa says they are like "Fred Flintstone toes", shorter and fatter. That's ok. Your toes were longer like your daddy's. But your hair alittle darker, like mommy's. In some of your pictures you look like your mommy did when she was a baby. Good thing she was a cute baby huh? :) Well.I'll write again soon. I love you now and always my little angel.
Friday, May 30, 2008 - Love always, Grammi
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Eyva Perrone (my little precious shashi)
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Hi Baby girl! I miss you so much. I know you don't want me to cry when I do, or feel so bad, but it's hard to wake up and not hear you cry for milk. It's hard to wake up, look in your crib and not see you there, looking up and smiling. I miss hugging and kissing you, and telling you stories. Making you laugh, and showing you around the house at all the things you would one day touch and get in trouble for. I miss it all. I wish you didn't have to leave us. I know your brother doesn't understand yet that you are gone, but I will never let him forget you. You may not be here with us physically, but your here in spirit. I feel it, I feel you always watching my back, like God told me to watch yours. I hung your pictures all around the house. I have a corner dedicated to you and your brother. Well baby girl it's time for me to say I miss and love you, and I will pray to you tonight and every night like I have been doing ever since you left us. You are in a better place, and I know your in better hands than mind. Holy hands, that will cradle you until we meet again. I love you Eyva, my precious Sha-Shi. SUPER x's and o's!
Friday, May 30, 2008 - Your MOMMY
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Our precious Little Emily
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Hi Sweetheart. It's Maw Maw. Wanted to let you know I love you so. Really been missing you a lot today.Just wish you were here with us. Wanted to send you some hugs and kisses XOXOXOXO. Send some back. We almost got your little garden done.It's so pretty. I sit out there at nights and talk to you. I hope you can hear me.Some of our friends have brought pretty things to put in the garden.A lot of ladybugs and angels. Because you are Nana's little ladybug and Maw Maw's little angel.Just remember you are so loved. In Heaven and here on Earth too.We love you sooo much. XOXOXO
Thursday, May 29, 2008 - Love Maw Maw and Paw Paw
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Davey Baby
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Hi my little sweetheart. It has been awhile since I've written I know. There is no excuse. I miss you so much. Seems like a lifetime since I held you in my arms and kissed your sweet little face. I know that it has been 18 years for sure. So many changes going on. I wanted to let you know that you are going to be an Uncle. Your brother Justin is going to be a daddy. They had the ultrasound done and it is a boy. They are going to name him Xander Joshua David. After his uncle Josh and his uncle David. That would be you. He is due in September. We saw the ultrasound picture and he already has the McDonald forehead, just like you did. I can't wait to hold him and smooch him. I wish you could be here to hold him too. Sometimes I miss you so much, that I cry myself to sleep. I know that it has been 18 years, but the pain and loneliness never go away. My arms still ache to hold you. I wonder sometimes what you would look like. What kind of music would you like. Would you have a girlfriend by now. What kind of person that you would be and then I stop and tell myself that you would be a wonderful person, because you are my son. I'm going to Florida in August to see your Aunt Jessica. I haven't seen your cousins since they were born and Quamayne is almost 3. Malakai is going to be 6 months old. I can't believe that they grow so fast. I miss you so much. I can't stop telling you that. I have your picture on my shelf of the day that you were born and when I just can't take life anymore, I look at your smiling face and find the strength to go on. Seems like you are my guardian angel. My little Angel baby. I have to go precious, but I will write to you later. I love you davey.
Wednesday, May 28, 2008 - Mommy
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Our precious Little Emily
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Hi Sweetheart It's Maw Maw again. Just letting you know I love you sooo much.Paw Paw and Maw Maw brought you some yard flowers up to you resting place for Memorial Day. They were pretty, but not as pretty as the ones in Heaven.It will be your lst birthday in Aug. That will be one of the hardest day of my life. Mother's Day was hard for your mommy. Daddy got mommy a gift from you. It was a gold chain with a charm that was a baby birthstone ring in your birthstone. Your birthstone is peridot same as Maw Maw's and Aunt Marlenes too.When you have brothers and sisters each one will get a birthstone ring to be placed beside of yours.Mommy and Daddy got your little footprints tatooed on their shoulders too.They love you so much too.We all have our crying spells too. Maw Maw cries for you everyday. I miss you so. Maw Maw has cried everyday since you got your angel wings.I think about you when I wake and when I go to bed crying for you. It's not as bad as it used to be. I cried for 6 months day and night all the time. Now it's mostly at nights when I start thinking about you. The hurt never goes away. I don't care how long it has been. I love you so much sweetheart. Here some kisses XOXOXOXO. Sent us all some back. ok.I will pray like I do everynight that I have a dream about you. I just wish I could open Heaven up and give you a big hug.I love you so much Maw Maw's girl. XOXOXO.
Tuesday, May 27, 2008 - Love Maw Maw and Paw Paw
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My Precious Baby Boy Jake
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My dear little boy, I have you on my mind more so lately not sure why but I have been asking myself all those questions that I had years ago and still have no answers. Joshua now speaks of you on a regular basis saying I am a twin but my brother is in heaven and often says how much he misses you so do your brothers and sister. I love when they talk about you so often. Your my precious little boy and I cant show pictures of you growing up and I cant tell people of the achievements you would have made so having the kids know everything has made a huge difference in my life and I hope it will mean the world to them to being that we have made it so easy for them to talk about you. I miss you so much my darling. I look at your picture everyday I always have and I forever will. Please give my love to aunty sarah as I'm sure you both have become the best of friends. I love you my precious boy and will write again soon.
Tuesday, May 27, 2008 - Mummy xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox
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Our Dearest Ace Jasiah *AJ*
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We love and miss you so much son! Today is Daddy & I's 2nd wedding anniversary and thinking about the day we got married always reminds us of you, and you weren't even born yet!! The pain is still here, but not as bad I guess, in a way idk! Big brother Mykah is doing good, can't wait for him to start school. As for the twins they're a little over four months now and doing good!! Liyah looks like you especially her face :) Nothing going on just busy with your brothers and sister!! Daddy still working, he misses you so much too!! We still have our talks about you & it gets hard sometime because its been awhile and all!! Well please always know that we are thinking about you and that we love you so much babes!! Can't wait to see you again!! LOVE YOU PLENTY!! LOVE YOU CHOKESS BROTHER & SON!!
Tuesday, May 27, 2008 - UR FAMILY
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Patrick Michael
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Good morning Baby Boy, Mom is getting ready for work thinking of you, it's been all most five years now and I still think of you every day some days are still better than others. I miss you so much I still just want you home in my arms I still want to just love you and hold you so tight baby boy I love you with my whole heart baby. I've got to go for now but I'm all ways thinking of you baby.
Tuesday, May 27, 2008 - Love allways mom
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Killian
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I miss you greatly :(
Tuesday, May 27, 2008 - Mommy
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Gracie Elizabeth,
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I miss you so much! I thought the pain would get a little better by now but I my heart still hurts. I think about you everyday all day. Please protect your little brother. He looks just like you. I tell him about you all the time. I love you more than anything and I cannot wait for the day that I see you again.
Monday, May 26, 2008 - mommy, daddy and Nathan
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Hello my little Xander,
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It's me, grammi. I miss you so much sweetheart. Today is Memorial Day. So we bought some beautiful flowers to give to you from all of us. I wish we were buying you new toys to play with instead. I miss you. Days like this are so hard for all of us. We want you back. I would give my life to have you back for your mommy and daddy and big brother. But, I guess that isn't what God had planned for all of us. Grampa and I came and saw you Friday night and spent some time. I know you were with us. Make sure you keep giving your angel kisses to mommy and daddy and Hammi. They need them. It will be 4 months since you left us tomorrow. Some days it doesn't feel like that. It still feels like it was yesterday. But some days it feels like it has been longer. That scares me more. I look at your pictures everyday. I say good morning and good night to you daily. I will never forget. I love you so much. And I'll write again soon. I guess today is just alittle harder for grammi than I thought it would be. Just know that you are in my heart always. I love you now and always my angel.
Monday, May 26, 2008 - Love, Grammi
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Hey lil angel boy C J !
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Hey lil buddy,hows it going up there. Im sure you are having the time of your life up there. Me and rhayne went and visited you the other day for your birthday,hope it was a good one,which im sure it was. Hope ya liked the little speed racer car got u for your birthday. I know it was cheap,but we just wanted to show we were thinking of you on your special day. Well tell jesus me and rhayne says hi,and we love and miss you little buddy.
Monday, May 26, 2008 - Keith Buffinet,andRhayne Bryant
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Katie Elizabeth
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hey Katie how are you doing up there.I miss you love very much too and I wish that you are here right now. Mommy and daddy are going to Mexico in 5 week they were going to take you with you to Mexico. Everyone misses you and love you very much and they wish that you are here right now. Uncle Tommy and uncle Matt and uncle Todd said hey and they miss you and love you very much and they wish that you are here right now. aunt Becky said hey and she miss you and love you very much too and she wish that you are here right now. Uncle Nick and Uncle Fred said hey and they miss you and love you very much and they wish that you are here right now because they miss you and love you very much too. katie I wish that you are here right now and i miss you and love you very much. Mommy and daddy said hey and they miss you and love you very much and they wish that you are here right now and they miss you and love you very much and they wish that you are here right now. Katie do you miss us and love us too and do you wish that you are here right now.Mommy and daddy house is almost done and they made a room for you. I hope that you miss us and love us too very much and I wish that you are here right now. When I hear your name I cry I am crying right now because i miss you and love you very much too. Katie your birthday is in 5 mouths than you will be 1 year old that will be very cool. Katie do you wish that you are here right now. Katie do you miss everyone and do you love everyone too very much. Katie it was snowing outside today it was very cold and I went sliding with uncle Todd and justin is the foster child. I was cleaning my room today it was not fun clean by room. bye katie goodnight xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo xoxox love your best aunt abby
Monday, May 26, 2008 - your best aunt abbyXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOX
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Katie Elizabeth
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hey katie how are u doing up there evreyone misses u and love u very much and they wish that u are here right now and they are crying right now because they miss u and love u very much everyone said hey and they miss u and love u very much!!!!!!!!!!!!
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xoo you best aunt abby
Sunday, May 25, 2008 - your best aunt abbyXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOX
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Joshua
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Hey Babydoll, I miss you so so so much and love you even more. I want you and all your friends up there to pray for Uncle Phil. He has ALS (Lou Gerricks Disease)and It may not be long that he will be joining you and his daugther Lindsey up there. I have decided to join the Air Force soon. Maybe in 6 months. I am going to finish up college in the Air Force and become an Officer. Love you and miss you. xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
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Sunday, May 25, 2008 - Mommy
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Our precious Little Emily
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Hi sweetheart, It's Maw Maw, Just want to let you know I love you sooo much. Paw Paw and I went and done the grass on you resting place.Moved your dolls and stuff animals around a little. Maw Maw blew you some blow bubbles too.Going to bring you some pretty flowers Mon. Your Nana and Poppop are going to bring you some too. I know these flowers aren't going to be as beautiful as the ones you see everyday in Heaven. But I know you will like them.I cry everyday for you sweetheart the heartache will never go away. But God is giving me so much faith for me to realize you are in Heaven with him. I want to see you one of these days at the gate waiting for me. I can't wait to wrap my arms around you and give you a big kiss. You are Maw Maw's girl forever. We love you so much.Didn't want you to go, but God knows best. Just wonder how you would look, and to see your first smile, tooth. sitting up. walking all the first baby stuff. But we will see you one of these days.I know our Father and the angels are taking good care of you. We just wanted you here with us.I know you are so Happy in Heaven.That's all Maw Maw wants is for you to be happy. I love you sooo much. Lot of hugs and kisses for you XOXOXOXOXO. Send some back ok.Send Mommy some too. She still hurts a lot and she loves you with all her heart. It's been so hard on her.When you talk to God again tell him Maw Maw loves him and would he please send me a dream of My Emily. I just want to hold you and kiss you in my dream. I love you sweetheart. XOXOXO.
Saturday, May 24, 2008 - Love Maw Maw and Paw Paw
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to my darling elisha
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its been a while since i wrote to you, theres not a day goes by that i dont think of you. i miss you more every day and now you have a baby brother called lewis hes nearly six months now and is a right little character, your big brother jordan never changes and as for your big sisiter sinead she still talks about you alot, i know that one day we will be together again,
Saturday, May 24, 2008 - love you my precious little angel. mamy xxxxxxxxxxxx
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Katie Elizabeth
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hey katie how are u doing up there i miss u and i wish that u are here right now. Everyone misses u and lopve u very much and they wish that u are herer right now. i am crying right now because i miss u and love u very much. Aunt becky and uncle fred and uncle nicka and uncle tommy and uncle todd and uncle matt said hey they miss u and love u very much and they wish that u are here right now everyone is crying right now because they miss u and they love u very much and they wish that u are here right now. xoxooxoxooxxooxo
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oxoxoxo love your best aunt abby
Saturday, May 24, 2008 - your best aunt abbyXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOX
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Mommy's Angel Boy Braxton Lee Harville
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Braxton, Mommy wants you to know that I love you so much and I always will. We put some pretty flowers on your and your brothers graves for decoration day. Me, Daddy and Nana worked real hard to get everything cleaned up and looking good for everyone to see. Granny did not get to go Sunday so I met her up there on Monday and when we got there Memaw,Courtney and Cidney was there and they had took a little somethinng for the both of you and put it on the graves as well. I am sure your Papaw came to visit you on Sunday but he did not tell us and I know if he did he just sat there and cried. Baby this has been so hard for all of us and I do not see it getting any better. You will have a baby brother or sister in November and all I ask of you is to watch out for the baby during the next 6 months and make sure everything goes well with this pregnancy and we have a happy healthy baby just as you were. I am so proud of your sister and aside sitting and crying wishing that you were here I set and cry wondering how she has grown up so fast. She will be graduating Kindergarten next Thursday and I wish you were here to see her. She brought her little cap and gown home yesterday and it broke my heart just to think that in a few well it will seem like few more years she will really be graduating school I know that I still have 12 more years to go but they will go by so fast. It seems like yesterday you were born and it is the same way for her. There is only 5 years between the two of you and it dont feel that way. Bailey is doing so good at the Kids Rodeos and I really hope that she gets to win a saddle this year that would make her so happy. In 4 more months she will be 7 years old. Braxton My life has changed so much since the day that I lost you and I wish that I could go back to the day you were born and start all over and none of this would have ever happend. I never really thought that SIDS was something that happend around here it was not something that we heard about all the time and most people may have not let it be known like we did. I have looked at a lot of things about SIDS and still can not figure it out to save my life of why things like that happen to happy healthy babies like you. I know that I am not suppose to ask why but that is something that goes thru my head all the time WHY my little angel. I am going to do my very best to make sure that we are together again when it is my time to leave this world and I hope that you will be waiting for me so that we can make up for the time we have missed out on together. Keep Grandpaw, Toni, and Mamaw and Pop straight and dont let them spoil you to much that is mommys job and I want to be the one to do that as if I didnt while you were here with me. Baby we miss you and love you so much and always will no matter what. Love you lots,Mommy
Friday, May 23, 2008 - Mommy,Daddy,Bailey,Papaw,Nana,Brittany
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Darling Trinity,
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It seems like forever since I last held you and kissed you sweet chubby cheeks but it has only been 7 months. I miss you so much that it twists my stomach in knots and my eyes have yet to dry. My sweet precious little girl, you took my soul with you and I am so lost without you. I just pray that you know how much I loved you when you were here and my love for you only continues to grow. I miss you my love! Until the day I get to see you again, with ALL my love, Mommy
Friday, May 23, 2008 - Mommy
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Kylee Marie
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Hey baby girl! Today is your 1st birthday and we are so sad that you aren't here on earth to spend it with us. Send hugs and kisses to your mommy - she really misses you. We want you to know that we will NEVER forget you. In the 11 short weeks you were here, you touched our lives more than you will ever know! We love you and hope you have the best birthday ever in heaven!
Thursday, May 22, 2008 - Aunt Krista, Uncle Bobby, Blake, Christian & Colby
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Nevaeh
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Hey baby girl.this your auntie Kema.I just thought I'll write you and let you know that Im missing you like crazy babygirl. I know you are in a better place but life down here without you is so hard.I know you dont want us to cry but I cant help myself I miss you sooo much. Taveon is getting so big and your sister is growing up. Well Im at school and the bell is about to ring so I'll talk to you later I LOVE YOU MUAH.Always thinking about you.
Thursday, May 22, 2008 - Auntie Kema
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dearest baby aubrey belle,
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aubrey, mommy's here! and i miss you so much. i've never felt so alone, not a single minute goes by that i dont think about you. You are so beautiful, so precious, and so loving. you have the biggest blue eyes i have ever seen, and the prettiest auburn hair in the world. It's only been 27 days since you've left to a better place but it seems like 27 years. i dont yet know how im going to live life without you, but all i know is that im going to live life for you. i adore you so much. you are my whole world, and you always will be. i dont know how long you will be waiting for me up there, but i hope it's not long. i know that in heaven, you will never have to go through all of the unpleasant things in the world. i will always know that you are going to be safe, happy, and very well loved. and that is all any parent really wants. Bella misses you so much all she does is wait by your crib and your bassinet. my room feels so empty wihtout you, yet i always feel your relieving presence. there hasn't been a night gone by that i dont cry for you. You were everything to me and your daddy. Your were everything that was good in us. I knew that very first time i laid my eyes on you that you were special, too beautiful for this world. and now i know you really were, thats is why God decided he couldn't wait to have you back and sent for you early. You were here for a reason Aubrey, and now i know what that is. I visit you as much as i can and i always make sure you have beautiful flowers. Daddy goes all the time, and misses you more than you will ever know. I cant wait until i can hold you in my arms again, or hear you sigh after you wake, or even to hear you cry. The things that i couldnt wait for you stop doing, like crying or screaming, are the things that i long for. i will always love you aubrey, and i know your waiting for me and daddy, so we'll try to be there as soon as possible. Wait patiently baby aubrey, mommy and daddy are coming.
Thursday, May 22, 2008 - love mommy
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Madison Elaine
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I miss you so much sweetie! There is not a day that goes by that I don't think about how much I miss you. Or how I used to sing to you and you would smile and giggle. I remember every day how much Mommy was upset to lose her baby girl. I guess she isn't upset about losing you anymore, but upset about losine Ian,Moe and I. Tell her not to worry and that we will be okay. Tell her how much I miss her and that I love her oh so much. Tell her that because of the Cancer she didn't get to live her life to the fullest that I will for her. Are you guys proud of the poems I wrote for you? They got second place in the speech tournament. They should've gotten first. Tell Mommy that I have been doing good in softball and keeping my grades up. Middle school can be a challenge sometimes but I will make it through. I just remember your beautiful toothless baby smile and everything Mom used to say. Man this is the longest thing I ever typed but thats okay! Tell Mommy not to feel bad when her three babies cry. We'll be okay, its not her fault. Just let her know that we arn't mad at her for going to Heaven it was something she had to do. Besides I'd rather never ever see my Mom in that kind of pain ever ever again. Madison I love you SO much! Your always in my thought. Love your big sis Kristen
Wednesday, May 21, 2008 - Kristen
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My little Xander dude,
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Hello my little angel. It's grammi again. Just thinking about you. I think about you so much. I know that you saw grampa and I come and visit you on Sunday. Soon, the headstone will be put in. I know that it will mean alot to have that done for you for your mommy and daddy. Your brother is slowly learning to talk. Although it seems that he has said grampa first. That's ok. I'm sorry I haven't written you in the last week or so. And I have to make this a short letter right now, but I will write you again tonight when I get back from work. I miss you so much. I love you now and always.
Wednesday, May 21, 2008 - love, Grammi
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Katie Elizabeth
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hey katie how are u doing up there i miss u and i wish that u are here right now. Everyone misses u and lopve u very much and they wish that u are herer right now. i am crying right now because i miss u and love u very much. Aunt becky and uncle fred and uncle nicka and uncle tommy and uncle todd and uncle matt said hey they miss u and love u very much and they wish that u are here right now everyone is crying right now because they miss u and they love u very much and they wish that u are here right now. xoxooxoxooxxooxo
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oxoxoxo love your best aunt abby
Tuesday, May 20, 2008 - your best aunt abbyXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOX
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dear tyler
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hi its your aunt angie i miss you so much there isnt a day goes by i dont think about you and miss you your little brother danny is getting so big he stays with me on the weekends your mom and dad miss you bunches i have snowmen all over my house to remind me of you i love you my little okkman i will write soon
Tuesday, May 20, 2008 - angie
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Dearest Roman,
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How I have missed you lately. On your very first "Angel Day", for some reason the SIDS site would not let us in. Not from home, not from other computers, even other friends and family members from all over the country were denied access to visit you on this site. It kept saying FORBIDDEN, ACCESS DENIED! This broke mamas heart all over again. (Not that it's been repaired, just sloppily stiched together. You know me, I am no domestic Goddess.)Did you see the beautiful blue cake with your name and Cherubs, beautiful, baby angels just like you ,flying together on it that Grandma got for you? That was on April 22,2008. Then , only 2 short weeks later, it was your big brothers birthday. Julian turned 19 and it was so bittersweet. He is such a beautiful and responsible young man, just as you would have been. Last year, after you went to Heaven, exactly 2 weeks to the day, our only other child turned into what the world considers a man. Like you though Roman, he will always be my baby. He has almost completed his first year of college and is still working as well. He goes out with his friends whenever possible but always makes sure I know where he is. As you also know, he has great friends. Remember his friend Jaret? His 25 year old sister finally gave in to the cancer that tortured her beautiful spirit and body her whole life. Please welcome her and show her around. Her name is Audra. How sweet! I am so sorry for her mommy and daddy and brother. I try to talk to them and get updates as much as possible. Today in the obituaries,(why does papa always read them?)a young mans picture and story were in there. He was only 3 years older than Julian. It was so sad but there was a loving little saying in there that read,"We will cry because we miss him, but we will laugh because we knew him."This so much made papa and I think of you. Even though you were only two and a half months old, you made us laugh and smile a million times a day. I wish that for you, Julian, and papa,I could do more of both right now. Last year, I thought that after one year had passed, I would be doing better. I so wish that were true. Maybe in one more year.? Sleep the sleep of angels tonight my sweet Prince. And maybe could you give papa a happy dream with you in it? He wants one so bad.
Monday, May 19, 2008 - Love Eternally, Mama
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Hello to all the little ones,
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Hope little cuties are happy where you are! Everyone misses you all, even people who don't know you, like me. I never had a sibling but that doesn't mean I can't care about you all, I'm sure you were all so cute! Lately I've been kinda sad, but I'll be OK soon. =] Miss you all so much and thinking of you!!!!
Monday, May 19, 2008 - Cassie
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Jocelyn Denice Iverson-Small
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Hi Jocelyn. I miss you soooo much!! The day I first met you was amazing. No words can describe it. The day I heard you were in heaven and the day of your funeral was terrible. No words can describe it. I love you very much. No words can describe it.
Monday, May 19, 2008 - Kathryn
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Our precious Little Emily
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Hi Sweetheart. It's Maw Maw. Just to let you know we love and miss you so much. Paw Paw and I came and visited you today.It was raining so we didn't get to stay very long.But you know we will be back.We usually visit you 3 times a week.I can't stay away any longer. We almost got your flower garden done. You have so many pretty flowers and things in it.Your Nana and PopPop bought some flowers down to put in it. Then they gave me one of your special Daisies. The one your mommy picked out for your special flower before you were born.It's in your flower garden too.It's a special place where I go out and sit at nights and sing to you. Your Nana and PopPop have a garden for you too.It was suppose to be your special place to play in when you got older.But God had other plans for you. Baby you are so loved down her. We talk about you and cry all the same time.You will never ever be forgotten. You will always be Maw Maw's girl. I'm going to send you lots of hugs and kisses XOXOXOXOXO. Send me some back. ok. Ask God if you can visit me in a dream.We love you so much.
Sunday, May 18, 2008 - Love Maw Maw and Paw Paw
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Katie Elizabeth
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hey katie how are u doing up there. i miss u and love u very much and i wish that u are here right now. everyone misses u and love u very much and they wish that u are here right now. i am crying right now. katie i hope that u miss me and love u very much. xoxoxoxo xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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Sunday, May 18, 2008 - your best aunt abbyXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOX
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Dear Chelsea Rose
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Hi baby. Mommy has been thinking about you a lot lately. On Friday it will be nine years and I miss you. I usually remember all the good things but right now I miss you too much. I keep remembering your beautiful smile. And then I remember I never got to see your first tooth. There are so many things I wanted for you. I love and miss you terribly.
Sunday, May 18, 2008 - Mommy
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Nevaeh
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hey phat mommy. I miss you so much, Sorry we couldnt come to see you today, it's been raining like crazy. We miss you so much and wish everyday that you were still here. I know that if you were here our lilttle family would be complete. harmane is growing each day she is so smart. I tell daddy all the time that I think that you would'va been the calm child and harmane is the wild one. But hopefully we'll be able to see you tomorrow. I love you baby girl and you are truly missed.
Sunday, May 18, 2008 - Mommie
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To Maxwell's Mom
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I'm so sorry you lost your baby. We lost our grandaughter in Sept.It's hard.God does take other babies too. Some babies are just too good for this old cruel world. We should never question God for taking our babies. I know what you mean why my baby. I know it's hard to understand,but God has a purpose for what he does. God loves all the babies and us too. We will see our babies one of these days. Our little Emily was only 3 weeks and 5 days when she got her angel wings.I know it hurts so bad. I cry everynight.So I know what the mothers go through.Some things we will never understand while here on earth.But we will be with our babies one of these days.Your son and my granddaughter are safely in the arms of Jesus. God bless you Sweetie.
Saturday, May 17, 2008 - Emily's Maw Maw
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Maxwell Clay Kerr
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Hey buddy I am doing what I promised to you. I opened an Organization in you name yesterday. Its called Maxwells Makerr. I had to put your full name in it. Hey buddy mommy really misses you and wishes that she could have spent more time with you. Sorry that I had to work and not be able to spend the time with you that I wanted to. Your sisters really miss you and so does daddy. I think that I miss you most. Its hard for me to believe that you are really gone. Did you ask god yet why he took you and not some other baby? Hey buddy I love you with all my heart and can't wait to see you again some day. I wish you were in my arms now just loving me like you always did. Max I REALLY MISS YOU. I LOVE YOU BUDDY.
Saturday, May 17, 2008 - MOMMY
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Dear Katie
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Hi Baby!It's been awhile since I have written.Your anniversary is coming up on the 27th.It has been seven years already.I miss you still so much everyday.I will always talk about you to your baby sisters so they never forget you.I know that you would have made a wonderful big sister to them as I know that you look down on them and look after them.Well,I gotta go.I love you always
Saturday, May 17, 2008 - Mommy
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Bailey Boo
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HAPPY 6TH BIRTHDAY !!!!! LOVE AND MISS YOU EVERYDAY
Thursday, May 15, 2008 - MOMMY
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Patrick Michael
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Hey Baby Boy how are you doing? mom has a new boyfriend. I miss you baby boy it's been all most five years now and it still verry much hurts baby boy. I love you very much.
Thursday, May 15, 2008 - Love allways mom
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Joshua
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Hey Babydoll, I miss you so so so much. It's hard to think that is was almost 3 years ago that you went away. Last weekend me and Raymond particapted in Jons 6th Annual Walk/Stoll for the memory of infant loss. It was so amazing and I loved it. Your spirit as well as all the other precious little ones who left this world too soon were there. You would have been so pround of me, I got on the Deans List this semster at Texas State University for making 3.50 GPA. I am trying real hard to try to do something good with my life and make you proud. I am even thinking about joining the Air Force Detachment program at School, so when I graduate I can go in as an Officer in the Air Force. After you left, I didnt know how or what I was going to do. I get strenght everyday from you and the memories we have shared in the short 3 months that you were alive. I think of you all thr time and miss you just the same. I know you will always be looking out for me for ever and ever, until the end of the world. xoxoxoxoxoxoxox
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Thursday, May 15, 2008 - Mommy
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To My Sweet Chris
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You'd be starting kindy this fall. I can only imagine how big you would be, what you would look like, how you would act, what you would know. Not a day goes by that I don't think of you and miss you. Your little brother PJ has grown so much, he's 3 now. I show him your picture, he doesn't seem to understand that the baby in the pictures is his brother, but he knows your name. I miss you terribly, but I'm doing okay, I'm going to school. I miss you and I love you.
Tuesday, May 13, 2008 - Mumma(April)
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Aidan (Sunshine)
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Hey Boo Grandpa fred again, sorry it's late but the website was down. Its been three years since that horrible day when you left our world so empty. I wait for the day to hold you in my arms again and see your smile.what a wonderful smile it would melt my heart and send all my worries and fears away in a second.I still see it in my dreams. I have replanted your garden and the hummingbirds and butterfly's love it the fountains are running and its a wonderful place to go and think and remember. Well boo keep watching over us remember your mom needs special time with you. Loving you missing you
Tuesday, May 13, 2008 - Grandpa Fred
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Xander dude
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Hey momma's little dude, it's mommy! I am so glad I can write you a letter again! I miss you more and more each day. You should be five months now, but the strange thing is I can't picture you older than the day you left us :( And that scares me, because I am afraid that as time goes on, mommy will start forgetting all those amaing little qualities you had ( like mommy's dark hair; or the way you wouldn't take ANY type of nuk and how you would shake your head as if to say no when we tried giving it to you :) ) You were here such a short time, but you mean so much to our family. Mommy keeps thinking back to the days when you were born, and it was just us at the hospital, a time I feel that was just ours, no worries. I wish I could go back to that time so badly. So badly, somtimes it hurts. But a big reason I am sending this letter is to ask for your help. I need you to be with daddy right now. He is having such a hard time, and mommy can see it. Just be by him so he knows it's ok to move forward with you still in his heart. I know he feels sad that he didn't hold you as much, or spend as much time with you like mommy did. If you could somehow let him know that it's ok, mommy would love that. Well, have to go, your brother is trying to dance on the coffee table. You know your brother! We miss you dude, can't wait to see you again. Love you forever.
Tuesday, May 13, 2008 - Mommy
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Zachariah
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Hello Buddy, How are you? I miss you so much. Yesterday was Mother's Day and I had a very sad day without you here. I was with your big brother Christopher and your little brother Henry, Daddy and Uncle Jesse. We went to a baseball game. Tomorrow Henry turns 3 months and that is even hard for mommy, please help us and watch over us. I wish you could be here with us. I love you baby.
Tuesday, May 13, 2008 - Love always and forever, Mommy
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Grayce Marie
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Hello baby girl- Happy Birthday sweetie.
Monday, May 12, 2008 - mommy
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Matthew Jordan Harrison
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Dear Matthew, There is not a day gone by that I dont think of you, you are missed so much and I wonder every day what you would look like now and what you would be into you would of been 10 on the 16th March 2008 and I cried so much people think I should get on with my life and be over you but they dont understand as they have either no children or children of their own which I am happy for them but for me I have nothing apart from my pictures and memorys of them few days that I had with you I just wish I could hold you 1 more time tell you how much you meant to me and I love you so much please be safe where you are and come and see me sometime Grandma loves you very much and so does Uncle Mark you will have Great Grandad and Great Grandma and Great Aunty lily with you now and I miss them also so much but it gives me a little bit of comfort to know that they will be looking after you and keeping you safe Love You Always Mummy xxx
Monday, May 12, 2008 - Love Louise Ann Shaw
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Grayce Marie
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Happy Birthday Baby Girl! How I miss you so much!
Monday, May 12, 2008 - Melissa
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My little angel Xander,
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It's me grammi.I have so missed sending you letters. I miss you. Today was alittle harder for your mommy because it was mother's day. I know that it was. I could tell. Send your mommy and daddy and Dominic some angel kisses. It will help, I know. Grampa and I were there with you today. It won't be long now till we have your marker there with your picture. I hope that it will help make your mommy feel alittle, even if it is just alittle bit better. We miss you so much. You would have been 5 months with us on the 7th. We didn't forget. We could never forget. Well.grammi will write again very soon. Until then, remember I love you now and always.
Sunday, May 11, 2008 - Love, Grammi
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Our precious Little Emily
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It's Maw Maw. I have missed writing to you the site has been down.But I talk to you all the time so you know we love and miss you so much. Today is Mommy Day. Your mommy misses you. She hurts so much.I'm going to update your nursery page in a few months. Let everyone know we miss you still after a whole year. It still hurts losing you. You will be 9 months old on May l4th.They l4th of each month is hard. Paw Paw and I come to visit you a lot. You know that. I blow you blow bubbles when I come to visit you. A couple little girls that I met at the resting places left a few stuff animals for you. They came to visit their mommy who got her angel wings in June. Their Maw Maw are taking care of them for their mommy.Their mommy might be up there with you too. They said they would visit you everytime they came to visit their mommy. I do the same for their mommy too. I know they came to see you today. I hope you could look down from Heaven and see them. Their Maw Maw said they were going to bring you a new dolly. I have cried everyday since you got your angel wings and I am still crying. I love you so much sweetheart.Paw Paw and I will be up to see you this week. Paw Paw keeps your resting place clean and cuts the grass. You have so much pretty things thing. So we try to keep it clean so when they mow grass they won't mess up your pretty things. You are Maw Maw's girl forever. I look at your picture and still can't believe your not with us. It hurts so bad.I know God is taking good care of you, but I'm selfish because we wanted to see you grow and smile,giggle, talk and walk. We just wanted you here with us.I think about you all the time. When I see a little baby I just want to hold it tight.Pretending its you, but I know better.I know your in Heaven with our Father.I'm trying to be good, so when I leave I'm come right to Heaven and hold you tight. Here some kisses and hugs for you sweetheart. XOXOXOXOXO.Send some back ok. Maw Maw sings to you every night and kisses your picture good night.I love you so much baby. I tell everybody about you and show them your pictures.I tell them that's Maw Maw's girl forever. We love you so much sweetheart.
Sunday, May 11, 2008 - Love Maw Maw and Paw Paw
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Dear Evan,
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I visited you today- I will get you some fresh pretty flowers this week- sorry I've been slacking- I am just awfully busy. Today is mothers day and it's such a bittersweet day. I have 3 babies that I am so thankful for but I am so selfish because I want them ALL here!! I just want to say that I love you and miss you more than ever!! Sending you millions of hugs and kisses to heaven.
Sunday, May 11, 2008 - Love Forver and For Always- Mommy
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Maxwell Clay Kerr
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Hey sweet boy, today is mother's day and I know it will be especially hard on mommy, so if you could please watch over her today that would be wonderful. She is having a hard time yet with you being gone. She loves you so very much as do all of us. I love you baby boy!
Sunday, May 11, 2008 - Love Aunt Christina
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JAYCEE MARIE
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HEY THERE BABY GIRL I AM SORRY I HAVEN'T BEEN HERE IN AWHILE I KEPT TRYING TO GET HERE TO WRITE YOU BUT THE WEBPAGE WAS DOWN FOR AWHILE YOU KNOW I ALWAYS THINK ABOUT YOU I WOULD NEVER FORGER TO WRITE YOU BABY GIRL AUNT CHEL MISSES YOU LIKE CRAZY I HAVE SOME WHAT GOOD DAYS THEN THERE ARE THOSE DAYS WHERE ALL I DO IS CRY. YOU KNOW YOUR MOMMY AND DADDY ARE GETTING REMARRIED MOMMY WANTS TO HAVE A BIG WEDDING THIS TIME SO SISSY AND JUSTIN ARE GOING TO BE IN THE WEDDING ME AND AUNT MISSY ARE GOING TO BE BRIDEMAIDS ITS GOING TO BE A NICE WEDDING JAYCEE CAN YOU PLEASE DO SOMETHING FOR AUNT CHEL THIS IS VERY IMPORTANT YOUR COUSIN CODY IS LEAVING FOR THE MILITARY CAN YOU PLEASE BABY GIRL LOOK AFTER HIM NO MATTER WHERE HES GOES AND MAKE SURE HES SAFE. HES ONLY 18 I COULDN'T IMAGINE IF SOMETHING HAPPENED TO HIM I KNOW YOU WILL BE WATCHING OVER HIM TO KEEP HIM SAFE. YOUR OUR ANGEL. WELL HONEY I HAVE TO GO GET READY TO LOOK FOR DRESSES WITH YOUR MOMMY I WILL BE BACK SOON I LOVE YOU BABY GIRL ALWAYS AND FOREVER. MILLION AND MILLIONS OF HUGS AND KISSES
Saturday, May 10, 2008 - AUNT CHEL
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to kristia
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Hi little one it has been many years that you have been gone but it still fels like yesterday. We love you very much and we will see you again someday.
Friday, May 9, 2008 - Love From your Aunt Sunny
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Maxwell Clay Kerr
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Hey baby boy I miss you like crazy. I hope that you are up there watching over me and helping me with your sisters. I was just wondering if you could show me that you are here with me every day. I hate not being able to hold you everyday and being able to kiss you and hug you. My heart aches so bad. I miss you so much and i hate being without you. Max can you believe that you have been gone for eight weeks. I can't. Baby boy Mommy really loves you and misses you. I love you and hope you get all the kisses and hugs that i send to you. Miss you and Love you with all of my heart.
Thursday, May 8, 2008 - Love Mommy
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Mommys little Angel Braxton Lee Harville
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Hello, My little Angel. Mommy is so sorry that I have not wrote to you in a while but I have been having problems getting on the site. I get errors every time I go to get on. Baby, mommy is going to have a bad weekend with Mothers Day coming up. I just want to leave it as another day and go on. I hate when holidays come up and you not here with me. Baby all I ever want to do is sit and cry, I just wish that you were here for me to sit and hold and love on and then maybe everything will be okay. Bailey had another kids rodeo last weekend and she done really good. I am so proud of her and I know that you are too. She has learned how to get on her pony by herself. She is doing so good and growing up so fast. Baby mommy is going to have to go and get some things done. Mommy will talk to you soon. Love you so much Angel. Love always mommy,daddy, and Bailey.
Thursday, May 8, 2008 - Mommy, Daddy, and Bailey
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Grayce Marie
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Hello baby girl- can you believe you are going to be 4 in just a couple of days? I can't believe how fast time has gone by. I wish I had gotten the opportunity to watch you grow. I am sure you are so very beautiful. Mommy is going to have some family and friends at your house to send you some balloons up to heaven for you. I miss you very much with everyday. I know you have been very busy up in heaven watching over us. I think you are the reason that Grandma Carol's life was saved. She is still in ICU and we still make daily drives to go see her. This is going to be an extra hard birthday not having her here to help us celebrate you. I know she will be thinking about you and a lot of people do. I continue to miss you everyday. Remember that mommy loves you and misses you like crazy.
Thursday, May 8, 2008 - mommy
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My little angel, Keaira ;
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Hey baby girl. We all miss you so much. Me, Kasia, Devanaye, and Aleahya. And so many more that love you baby. Kasia looks so much like you I just wonder how identical you were. The eight months we did have, were the most precious moments. I would do it all over again my love, all the sleepless nights you and Kasia took turns smiling at mommy while we played. We had so much fun. Well my little dove, fly free and wait for me cause I will be with you again someday. Your sisters send their love too. Love you always and forever in my heart.ooxx
Friday, April 18, 2008 - Mommy
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Our Angel Boii Ace Jasiah AJ
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Hey son, how are you honey! We miss you so much and love you chokess! Its so nice to write you, we think about you everyday. I can't believe its going to be two years this year, its crazy. Well your big brother Mykah is doing good, still the same haha. As for the twins they're awesome, a little over 3 months now. They both remind us of you, Aliyah has your face and Jacob has your smile. They're such a blessings and are just so happy they're here with us. I think about you everytime I look at them. They are such a reminder of you. Jacob is already wearing some of your new clothes that you didn't get to wear and he looks so handsome in them. I know you would've looked great on you too. Well besides that we've just been at home, only going out for church fuctions and church. They don't have another appointment until the twins are four months. Well we just wanted to write you a letter and let you know how much WE LOVE AND MISS YOU!! TAKE CARE OUR BABY BOII!! YOU ARE FOREVER LOVED N MISSED!!
Thursday, April 17, 2008 - FOREVER OUR LOVE, YOUR FAMILY
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My precious angel - Kylee Marie -
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I just want you to know how much I love and miss you! You are always in my heart and thoughts.I love you so much baby girl!!
Thursday, April 17, 2008 - I love you, Mommy
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My little Xander dude, my little angel,
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Hello my sweetheart. I know that it has been over a week since I have written to you. Did you see that Grampa and I came to see you Sunday? I know that you were there with us. And Mommy and Daddy and Hammi were there yesterday. I heard that your brother sat on you. Sibling rivalry never ends it seems. He loves you and misses you too. Still blowing kisses at your pictures. And I know that you are watching over him. We are working on the stone that will have your picture and name on it. It is beautiful. Although it is so hard for your mommy and daddy not having you here. I hope that heaven has wonderful playgrounds for you. That you are playing with Jayden and Ben. Their mommies miss them too. Remember to give angel kisses when you can. I'll try and stop tonight after work to see you. I'm going home this weekend to see your Great Aunt Lisa and family. But hopefully I will get back early enough on Sunday to stop by. I love you and miss you so much. I made a collage of pictures of you, and it is hanging up now in the hallway. I want to make another one to put in my bedroom too. I'll have to get more pictures printed. Well sweetheart, I have to get ready for work. I love you now and always. And I'll write again soon. Be good. XXXOOO
Thursday, April 17, 2008 - Love, Grammi
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*ANDREA**LICEA*
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Hi mamas, how are you? I am guessing you are fine because god is taking care of you.I can imagine you so big right now.I miss you so much.I forgot to write to you, but now I remembered.Your little brother Adan looks just like you.I think you gave him you looks so our hearts won't be that broken.I wonder if you got any angle friends up there.Some day when God wants me to go,I will see you and play with.I'm glad I remembered to write to you.Well write top you later when I have time because sometimes I'm busy doing homework or practicing for band or softball.I will try hard to write to you.BYE OUR BABY ANGLE xoxoxo
Wednesday, April 16, 2008 - from cousin Danny
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Baby Katie
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I miss you so much. It has been over six years and my heart still aches. We found out today that we are having another little girl. People can say things they don't realize hurt. This new baby can't replace you, and she will never be ever to take away the pain we feel over our loss. I love you and miss you bunches.
Wednesday, April 16, 2008 - Mommy
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Hi Baby Max
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Hi sweetie, how are you doing up there? I hope good. I just wanted to let you know that I have been thinking about you everyday! On Sunday we are going to an event for a place that helps mommy's and daddy's when one of their babies goes up to heaven like you did. We are going to be racing rubber duckies in your name. I hope a lot of people come out to support this great place. I love you!!!
Wednesday, April 16, 2008 - Love Aunt Christina
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My sweet Roman
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We are coming to the last days of your precious life, when you left us a year ago. It was the early morning of April 22, 2007 at around two fifty a.m., though they pronounced you dead at three fifteen a.m. Not that I suppose it matters though, I knew you were gone when papa found you in my arms where I had been holding you until you fell back to sleep, as did I. We were so cozy, so comfy, so warm. Every second I think of you and wonder what you are doing now. I wonder if you watch me and if you know how much you were loved and are still loved by all who were blessed enough to be in your beautiful, brief, life. Do you remember our song? I sometimes wonder if I somehow knew in the ways only a mother knows that I had very little time with you. Every Sunday morning I would wake up very early crying with a feeling of impending doom, never understanding why. At least not until that horrible Sunday you went back home to Heaven. There were so many other things though, especially in hindsight. Like our song, "I don't want to miss a thing" by Aoerosmith. You know mama isn't a hard rocker, but that song is beautiful. And fit us so much. Remember: "I could stay awake just to hear you breathing, watch you smile while you are sleeping, while your far away and dreaming. I could spend my life in this sweet surrender, I could stay lost in this moment forever, every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure. I don't want to close my eyes, I don't want to fall asleep, because I'd miss you baby and I don't want to miss a thing. Cause even when I dream of you, the sweetest dream will never do, I'd still miss you baby, and I don't want to miss a thing. Lying close to you, hearing your heart beating and I'm wondering what your dreaming, wondering if it's me you're seeing. Then I kiss your eyes and thank God we're together and I just want to stay with you in this moment forever, forever and ever. I don't want to close my eyes, I don't to fall asleep cause I'd miss you baby and I don't want to miss a thing, cause even when I dream of you the sweetest dream will never do, I'd still miss you baby and I don't want to miss a thing. I don't want to miss one smile, I don't want to miss one kiss, I just want to be with you, right here with you, just like this. I just want to hold you close and feel your heart so close to mine, and just stay here in this moment for all the rest of time. I don't want to close my eyes, I don't want to fall asleep cause I'd miss you baby and I don't want to miss a thing, cause even when I dream of you, the sweetest dream will never do, I'd still miss you baby and I don't want to miss a thing.I don't want to close my eyes, I don't want to fall asleep, I don't want to miss a thing." I will always cry when I hear that song because I will remember holding you, kissing you, smiling with you, and your sweet, sweet smell. Good night my sweet prince, sleep and dream as only an angel should.
Monday, April 14, 2008 - With eternal love, mama
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Hey Momma's Mini Man Maxwell Clay
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I just wanted to say hi to you. I hope you were with mommy today when i was doing all that cleaning.I love you lil guy. Mommy wishes that she could hold you everyday. I love you so much and i really want you to know that i think about you every minute of every day. Maxwell Clay Kerr i really hope that Grandpa Clay and Grandpa Jerome are teaching you all the little boy things that you need to learn. If its anything about cars or bikes i would really make sure you are watching over daddy's sholder. He knows what he's doing. Love you lil guy.
Monday, April 14, 2008 - Love You Baby Boy, Love Mommy
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Our precious Little Emily
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Hi Sweetheart. Happy 8 months Birthday.We miss you so much. I just want to cry all the time. We went to your little resting place this morning. I brought you some balloons and I blew some blow bubbles for you. How I wish things were different.Maw Maw loves you so much.You weren't here long enough to get to know Your Maw Maw,but I'm sure you will know me when I get there with you.Maybe when my time comes you can come and get me and show me the way. I can't hardly wait.I know you were so innocent when you left us. You went right to Heaven. Paw Paw & I are saved and pray everynight. We are doing our best to get there with you. We know you are in good hands and with the lord.But that doesn't make us not want you here with us.We know you are safe and sound. But it hurts,I hope we don't sound selfish because I know you love it there. So you will have to wait until we come. Here hugs and kisses XOXOXOXO. Send some back. You are Maw Maw'girl forever. Come visit me in a dream sweetheart. I love you soooo much.
Monday, April 14, 2008 - Love Maw Maw and Paw Paw
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logan my lovebug
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hey mommy's love bug it's been awhile since mommy has wrote you because i have'nt had a computer but that don't mean that I DONT THINK OF YOU ALWAYS MOMMY LOVES AND MISSES YOU SO MUCH SO DO YOUR BROTHER AND OTHER FAMILY I still wonder all the time what you would be like and look like the pain never goes away I just have to find ways to occupie my mind and stay strong for the boys I know you watch over me and them all the time I can still feel you all around your little brother jeremy packs you blanket that your godmother sewed for you around all day we all love and miss you mommy still goes to you clothes just to smell you i know it's sound crazy but it help I have come to the point were I have gave some of you stuff but let go of alot of it not cause i am teying to let go of you just because some people nededed it and i let them jhave it not not nothing you used just extra stuff mommy cant seem top let go it's been almost three years since you past it feel like yesterday you'll be three years old on the 9th of may i bet your so beauitful I'd give anything just to hold you oner more time just to abl eto smell you see you take care of ou like a mother is suppost to I'll never get that chance . mommy is going to come and see you at the grave site soon I hope we have a good car now. well; mommy and the biys are doung fine we love and miss you so much mommy will writw again soon love so with allk my heart mommy still need you and wants you mommy has to go for now but i will write again soon love you so much my lovebug mommy will see you in heaven when it;s my time and i will hold you again one day love so much babygirl.
Monday, April 14, 2008 - love from your mommy Heather
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Dear My Baby Jaxson
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Hey bub, this is cousin Taylor talkin to you and soon enough your birthdays coming up on the 27th of this month and your going to be a grown up little handsome young man i would never be able to see you grow up. I would love to see you again and everything but i dont ever think that your up there and its like your here all the time. But i believe like your always walking in mine and sissy's footsteps! And of course my baby brother Ashton is like your twin but with out the same mom so its like your here!! LOVE YA!! P.S. We are going to church and me and your sissy got saved now when we die we will be able to be on our way to come and see you again and finally be happy! I MISS YOU! :(
Sunday, April 13, 2008 - Taylor, and Sissy
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Grayce Marie
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Hey baby girl it is mommy. I went to up to your house this afternoon. We just got a bunch of snow so it is pretty covered as of today. They say it is suppose to warm up and melt quickly. I am looking forward to that. I can't wait to put your vase back up and put some flowers out. Grandma Carol said she is going to get some tulips for you since those are daddy's favorites. I can't believe it has almost been 4 years now. Sometimes it just doesn't seem real. I miss you like crazy everyday. I know you are watching over me. Mommy's big race is coming up in just a few days. I know you will be watching over me. I wish you were here with me at the start and finish line. I know that you will be watching from up above. Know that I will be thinking of you all 13.1 miles baby girl. Miss you more and more everyday.
Sunday, April 13, 2008 - mommy
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Our precious Little Emily
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Hi Maw Maw's baby girl. Just letting you know I love you so much. Paw Paw and Maw Maw and your uncle T.J. went to see you today. I had bought you some blow bubbles and left them with you. I got uncle T.J to blow some for you. I leave the blow bubbles there so when someone visits you they can blow some for you.We miss you so much. Tomorrow you will be 8 months old. We missed it all your lst smiles, coos,giggles. sitting up,patty cakings. Oh it hurts.I bet by now you have some teethies too.I just wish we could turn the time back and had you still here with us. I hope you hear me talk to you everyday. I do. I sing to you everynight.Then I'll rock your picture back and forth singing rock a bye baby. Then I give you a big hug.Then I'll lay you down and ask the angels in Heaven to tuck you in. You got your angels wings 7 months ago. It still hurts the same if not more. You are Maw Maw's girl forever and I love you so much. I'm sending you lots of hugs and kisses to Heaven XOXOXOXO. Send me some back ok.Paw Paw And I are still working on your little garden. We have a lot of pretty light up stuff.Angels too. Now we need to get some flowers in when it warms up.I will go in your special garden at nights and read to you. I know you will be looking down and listening from Heaven. Your Aunt Marlene is only ten,but she is going to read to you too. We all love you baby.I'll brings you some balloons up tomorrow for your 8 month birthday. I love you sweetheart.
Sunday, April 13, 2008 - Love Maw Maw and Paw Paw
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My Angel Gunner
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The sky has been so cloudy all day today. I kept wishing that the sun would come out then maybe I wouldn't be so sad, unfortunately that didn't happen! I have pictures of you all over the house and I look at them and remember how tiny you were and how wonderful you smelt and how great it felt to hold you in my arms. I can't hardly bring myself to the reality that you're not here anymore and you aren't going to be ever again! When you were born and I got to see you the first thought in my head was "Oh my goodness this little boy is so gorgeous." Me and the man I loved more than anything in this world had created this beautiful little angel, and you looked just like your daddy. You had the most beautiful blue eyes and my little turn up nose and long fingers and toes just like your daddy. I wish we would have had more time with you. I had so much I wanted to show you! Listen Bud mommy's gotta go now, I can't hardly see the keyboard. I love you and have sweet dreams. Hope I get to see you when I go to bed.
Sunday, April 13, 2008 - Mommy
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Abigail
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hi lil angel face baby i miss you so very much i just wish that you could be here with us now but i no that i cant change that now but i also no that you are well takin care up there with jesus and all of the other angels in heaven now you are gonna have a lil brother or sister i cant wait till he or she is born and gets big enough to tell all about you and how beautiful that you are i am scared though i can imagine how much i am going to worry but i no that you and jesus and all the other angels will look out for us and the baby Katelynn is getting so big she is beautiful it think that you two would have made good friends well little angel i love you and so doesent daddy and everyone elce so till next time we are all sending bundles of hugs and kisses straight up to you till next time sweetie
Sunday, April 13, 2008 - mommy
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Mommy's Mini Man Max
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Hey Max thank you for watching over me and your sister last night. You had to have been with us when those deer ran in front of us. Thank you for guarding us. We love you baby boy. We miss you every day. Wow i bet you would be crawling by now. Love you baby boy.
Sunday, April 13, 2008 - Love You Baby Boy, Love Mommy
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Jackie
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I love you so much and miss you every day. Its almost been a year now. I cant stand life sometimes, but we have your sister to help us make it through the bad days. I miss you so much my little peanut. Watch over us, we need you still.
Sunday, April 13, 2008 - Love your mommy
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Joshua
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Hey Babydoll, I love you and miss you so so so much!!! I cant believe that this Friday the 18th you would have been 3 years old. I wonder what you would have looked like, acted liked and what it would sounded like when you said "Mommy. I love you.". I hear thoese words now only in my heart, my prayers and my dreams. I miss you more than anyone knows. I kiss your pictures and sleep with the teddy bear that was made from your baby blanket. It seems as years go by I miss you more and more. Its hard to believe that in a couple of years you would have been in kindergarden, then in middle school, then in highschool and off to college, and now none of that will happen. It is so sad that all these dreams I had planned for you before you were even born, none of them will come true. I wont get to see your first step, hear your first word, taste your first cake you accidently burnt, and I will never be able to touch your soft hair,skin and face again. There is so much I was planned for us, so much for us to do. I cant wait till I see you again. I love you SO SO much!!! xoxoxo
Saturday, April 12, 2008 - Mommy
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Journie Mechille Balk
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Baby girl, I miss you more than anything in this world and i think of you everyday. You changed my life for the better. I was going down the wrong road when my eyes were opened. Now i'm living a clean and straight life. I know with out a shadow of a doubt that you are my guardian angel. I will see you again one day and will spend eternity together. You are missed by everyone. I can remember the whole 3 months and 22 days we had together. I love you so so so much.
Saturday, April 12, 2008 - love your Mommy Tasha Anne Embry
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Jocelyn Denise Iverson-Small
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Hi my precious little angel!! Today is the one year anniversary on the day you received your angel wings. I miss you so much!! We all do. We hope you got the balloons we sent you today as kisses from us. We can't wait to see you in heaven someday!!
Saturday, April 12, 2008 - Love, Mom, Dad, Nathan, Brandon, and Alyssa
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My beautiful nephew Max
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Hi baby, so today is the one month anniversary for you getting your wings. I miss you so much and so does everyone else down here. I hope that you are being treated well in heaven. I can't wait until the day that I get to meet you there! If I go before your mommy does, I promise that I will not let you go until she gets there. I love you buddy, and think about you all the time. I talk to you almost everyday, do you hear me? I send lots of kisses and hugs to you too. I hope that you get them. I love you sweetie!
Saturday, April 12, 2008 - Love Aunt Christina
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Jenna Mae
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Hey Jenna! I hope your having a good time in Heaven! I miss you, and I know everyone else in the family does too!
Saturday, April 12, 2008 - From your big cuz
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Jenna Mae
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Hey Jenna! I miss you a lot! I really didn't get to know you very well but You were my baby cousin. I miss you and I know every one in the family does too! Love you!
Saturday, April 12, 2008 - Grom your cuz
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baby maxwell kerr
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hey max buddy it is so hard to believe you have been gone a month now. i miss watching you scoot on the floor and get into everything. you were the sunshine to everyones day. please watch over mommy and daddy today they you need your kisses sent from heaven to keep them strong. desi and jayelynn miss you lots too. jayelynn has been asking about you today. they both love and miss you. i think about each and everyday. and before i go to bed i send kisses up to you. give hugs to great grandpa houtman for me. love you buddy
Saturday, April 12, 2008 - love aunt kathy forever
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Mommy's Mini Man Max
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Hey buddy, I miss you. Does it feel like you have been in heaven for a month. I can't even think of what to say to you besides that I Love You and Miss You so much. I may not pray every day in a prayer form but know that mommy does talk to you everyday. I love it that mommy and daddy decided to bring you home so you can watch your sisters get into everything still. Max mommy loves you so very much. So much that words can't explain. When you are done flirting with all the Girl Angels could you find time to ask God why this happened to you. Is there something that mommy or daddy could have changed? Well just know that mommy and daddy would have never let you get hurt. Well buddy I love you and can't wait to see you again so i can rock you and give you bunches of kisses. Love you buddy. I send hugs and kisses up to heaven everyday from mommy daddy desi and jayelynn. We all love you and miss you very much.
Saturday, April 12, 2008 - Love You Baby Boy, Love Mommy
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My dear Grandson Maxwell Clay,
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Hey Max, Just a note to say I miss you, and I love you. Ive been trying so hard to help mommy, and sometimes Im so lost. Please if your not to busy with all the other little angels send a hug & kiss down for her. Jayelynn says she sees you in heaven, and likes to wave to you. Your sister Desiree really misses you. We all do. Ask God why he needed you so soon, we didnt have enough time with you, I didnt even get to know you. Hugs and Kisses are sent up to you from me and I hope that I will be able to get one from you soon. Love you very much will be dreaming about you again. I love watching the video Aunt Christina made, its just beautiful,I know you watch it with me from heaven.
Friday, April 11, 2008 - I love you very very much and miss you Grandma Kelly
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Grayce Marie
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Hey baby girl. I was just thinking of you and I know it has been a while since I have wrote you so I thought I would send you a little note. I love you sweet girl. Sending lots of hugs and kisses to you!
Friday, April 11, 2008 - Melissa
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hay Jaan,
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jaan.feel so blessed to say that u r mine forever.Baby i love u sooo much n i'm missing u more then even words can ever discribe.sumtime
s its so hrad even to belive that u are millions n millions of miles away from me but all i can say is that u are always treasured in my heart love u always
Friday, April 11, 2008 - honey
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Katie Elizabeth
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hey katie how are u doing up there. I miss u and love u very much and wish that u are here right now. everyone misses u and love u very much. bye
Thursday, April 10, 2008 - your best aunt abbyXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOX
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Boobear
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hey lil man i cant believe that its been a month aready since you were taken from my arms. i miss you so much there is not a day that goes by that i dont think about that day wishin more and more every day that i would have had some kind of sign of what was to come, i would have never put you down and left you out of sight.mommy is really sorry.if there could have been anything that i could have done you know that i would have, i love you so much and miss you more everyday
Thursday, April 10, 2008 - love your always, mommy
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Hey Stephen!
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Today is your very first birthday. My angel is growing! How much I miss you! What I wouldn't give to just hold you once more time. Though honesty one more time just would never be enough. We all went out to visit you today. Even though it was raining and windy we just couldn't stay away. Daddy I brought you some flowers and a stone that said if love could save you you would live a lifetime. Lance and Payton each brought you windmills so you could watch the pretty colors spin around in the wind. Aunt Kerstin and Uncle Pete brought you a balloon and some roses. Such pretty roses they are for my angel! We made you a birthday cake with chocolate frosting. Payton picked it out for you. Both your brothers helped blow out the candle and we sang happy birthday to you. Could you hear us all the way in heaven? I could feel you were with us even if it's not the way we would like you to be. I miss you so very much, My Angel. Happy birthday- you will never be far away.
Thursday, April 10, 2008 - Love Always and forever, Mommy
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Olivia Aikey
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Dear Olivia, It just seems like yesterday we were watching you and holding you. I just want to wish you a Happy Birthday! :]
Thursday, April 10, 2008 - Love, Whitney
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Dear justice
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hey baby mommy misses you so much i love u with allmy heart and soul and im so sorry i let u go u are a big part of me the better part of me and ur missing and now i dont know what to do with my life or what to do at all i love u so much lil man from the bottem of my heart
Thursday, April 10, 2008 - love from ,mommy
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Our precious Little Emily
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Hi Sweetheart. It's Maw Maw. I love you and miss you so much. We came to see you the other day and we brought a balloon for you. I still haven't dreamt about you yet. Please come and visit me.It doesn't get anybetter I miss you more and more each day.Wish you were here with us and didn't have to go away.Even though I know you are in the most precious place there is.I'm just so selfish and want you here. To see you smile, giggle, coos, walk and just to see you grow. But I know I will have to wait until I get up there with you. Here some kisses and hugs for you XOXOXOXOXO.Send me some back.I just wish thinks were different.I love you sweetheart. You are maw maw's girl forever.I talk and sing to you everynight. I hope you can hear me.Times passes by, but my heart aches for you.Even more than the day you got your angel wings. I love you sweetheart. Come and see me in my dreams.
Wednesday, April 9, 2008 - Love Maw Maw and Paw Paw
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Hey Momma's Mini Man, Mr.Max
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Hey baby I miss you. I see you every night in my dreams. I love you so much. I bet you would be crawling by now. You sure is heck were trying hard 4 weeks ago. Max How is it in heaven? Is it nicer than earth? Mommy can't wait to see you again. I miss you so much I love you. Mommy looks at your pictures everday. I can still smell you in your clothes and blankets. Mommy sleeps with your favorite blanky every night. Max were you in pain? The doctors tell me that you passed peacefully. Baby is that why you wanted to sleep with mommy on that tuesday night? Did you know that you were going to leave mommy and daddy on earth? Max if you have the chance to can you kiss your sisters and let them know that you are here with us. Maxwell I see you every time that i close my eyes. I blink a lot more now a days. I hope Grandpa Clay is showing you the ropes of the heavenly life. Max Thank you for the best laughs, best smiles, best baby award is to you. Thank you for being the biggest mama's boy that God could have created. Max I love you and miss your hugs, kisses, everything about you i miss. MAXWELL CLAY KERR MOMMY LOVES YOU WITH ALL HER HEART. X0X0X0X0X0X0X0X0
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Wednesday, April 9, 2008 - Love You Baby Boy, Love Mommy
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BABY SHAWN STEWART
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AUNT BRI AND UNCLE LESLIE AND BOTH YOUR COUSINS MISS YOU DEARLY! I CAN'T WAIT TILL WE SEE YOU AGAIN! YOU ARE ONE OF THE MOST BEAUTIFUL BABIES EVER! YOU WILL NEVER KNOW HOW MUCH WE LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU! UNTIL WE SEE YOU AGAIN I LOVE YOU! PLEASE WATCH OVER YOUR MOMMY, DADDY AND BIG SISTER! THEY LOVE YOU VERY MUCH!
Wednesday, April 9, 2008 - YOUR AUNTIE BRI-BRI
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Beautiful Boy Max
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Hi Buddy. So today is four weeks since you left this world to go be with the lord. It is not any easier today than it was four weeks ago. We all miss you more now than before. It is still hard to believe that you are gone. Your mommy is having a hard day today so if you could, please send down some angel kisses to her. Grandpa is going to go to your house tonight and spend a little time with mommy to try to help her out. Well, I should probably get back to work now. I love you now and forever.
Wednesday, April 9, 2008 - Love Aunt Christina
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hey baby girl alexzandrea
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hey sweetie happy birthday your 3 years old your lil sister annabell says happy b day too if she could talk well were gonna eat cake and every thing we wish you were here so you can blow out your candles and open presents were even gonna send you balloons up theres so you can play with them but i just miss you so much baby girl mommy misses you alot and grandma you just need to keep her safe but we all miss and love you alot so ill send you up a peice of cake too while i send your balloons
Tuesday, April 8, 2008 - love your aunty rachel
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