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Mommy's Angel Braxton Lee Harville
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Baby Mommy is not having a good night at all. Please be with me in my Dreams I need my little angel to help me on bad nights like this. I have been cleaning and going thru bags and other things and I run across some of the last pictures that I have of you from the Hospital baby it hurts for me to look at those pictures and wish that you were still here in my arms. At times like this I feel like going crazy and then I think about you Bailey and little Anna that I have got to keep things going for. I wish that you were here so that I could kiss you and hold one of these days I hope that we can be together again to make up on all the lost time and I can let you know how much I miss you and Love you. Baby mommy is going to have to go and try to get all this mess cleaned up. I am trying to clean but I think I have ended up with a bigger mess then what I started with. I will talk to you later. Love you Angel. Love,Mommy
Tuesday, July 22, 2008 - Mommy
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Baby Noah
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I love and miss you baby Noah!
Monday, July 21, 2008 - Aunt TT
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Kristen
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Hi I know we never met but somehow we know eachother well you know, I love your daughter very much and I know I will never try to take your place but I will love her as my own and somehow I think you know that. God bless and I know we will meet some day.
Sunday, July 20, 2008 - You know
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To Russell
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Hi baby, I feel you all the time and I know you made it because of the gifts from heaven, I do miss your face and I wish I could hug you! I know you know about the letter I wrote the other night, I am sorry I cry but I know we will be togathor again I KNOW! I Get all your messages and I know you get mine I love you son, Mama
Sunday, July 20, 2008 - Love you Forever
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dear kaelee rush grak
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because of this experance i am stronger than i ever was and i will be this was as long as i rememberyou and how much i miss you and love you without that power and strenth i would not be able to live anymore but with that power and strenth i am able to accomplsh alot more than i would have without you and that is why you mean so much to all the people that have met you and now i am able to realsize that i can help people around me thrught situations like this one i love you sssssssssssooooo ooooo much xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo xoxoxo
Saturday, July 19, 2008 - lots of love from:breanna your sister
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My little Sweetpea Jason,
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My sweet boy, today has been 8 years since God took you to heaven to become an angel. I miss you so much. There is not a day that goes by that I do not think of you and miss you. Your little brothers ask questions about you all the time. They never got to meet you but they know all about you and love you. I know that you are in heaven playing with Jesus. I love you with all my heart and soul. Someday I will get to hold you in my arms again. I love you baby.
Friday, July 18, 2008 - Mommy
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mi vida Santiago
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its me again. im your mommy here. baby i miss you so much and its very hard to go on without you. it hasnt even been a month since you left me. this pain is more than i could ever imagine. me and your daddy aren't doing too well as a couple anymore. i'm so sorry baby boy. i try to make things work between us but i guess his heart just isnt in this relationship anymore. you left us and i learned a hard and terrible lesson from that. i promise you my love i never wanted you to leave me. i would sell my soul just to have 10 more minutes with you. i would have probably died right along with you if you didnt have brothers and a sissy who need their mommy. what i would give just to hear you say mommy. i hurt so bad baby. i can never explain the pain i feel. i know that you are in heaven watching down on us and i know that you are so much happier there than you ever would have been here. and i know that the lord jesus christ is a good man and he does not make mistakes but i just cant help being so mad at him. why would he take you away from me?? i hope you know how much i truely love you and really want you here. and when me and your daddy are arguing baby please dont watch. i love your daddy but i think that losing you is the tragedy that is going to tear us apart.and it is not your fault i love you very much and i guess it was just your time to go be in heaven.its our fault because if i cant be here for myself how am i supposed to be here for him?? i dont know why you had to leave me baby boy but i just want you to know that i love a miss you very much and nothing will ever change that. xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo xoxox
Friday, July 18, 2008 - love you always mommy
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Karissa Lynn
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It's mommy. I've been missing & thinking of you so much these last few days. I have the same pain inside when the dr's told me that we'd lost you, but they tried everything they could. I love you baby girl, you were & are so special. Please watch over your sister Brianna & know how much we all love you. Words cant begin to describe my feelings. Their so much I want to say but I know you are in my heart. I wish I could feel your presence around me more. I love you!
Friday, July 18, 2008 - Mommy
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Stephen
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I love you so much. A week from today and it will be one year since you died. I miss you so much. I really want you here, but I know that can't happen. I know I will get to be with you when we are together in Heaven. Boy, that doesn't make me feel any better, but I still know it's true. Thank you for always being my son.
Thursday, July 17, 2008 - Love Always, Daddy
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Hola Mi Amor Santiago
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It has only been about four weeks since you left me and your daddy and brothers and sissy. But I feel like it has been forever. I miss you so much! I never knew pain until I lost you. But I know that you are in heaven with you great grandpa Rogelio and my grandparents Lola and John. You brothers and sissy miss you like crazy. Your daddy does too. Baby I will never forgive myself for not holding you that night. The one night that we let you sleep with out mommy and something happened to you. I guess God had a plan for you. I hope you are happy baby. I know you are, you couldnt be in a better place. If your great grandparents read this I want them to know that I love them very much and I ask them to take very good care of my little man. I love you my baby. Sending you kisses and hugs to heaven from your daddy and mommy and brothers and sissy!!!!!
Thursday, July 17, 2008 - xoxoxoxoxox.Mommy
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To Aunties Angel In Heaven
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Baby I Miss You so much and think about you 24/7, I remember Having You and Ur Big Brother Over Just A Few Days Before God Took You to Heaven to be with him. You Were Such a Good Baby i didnt wanna give you Back. I will Forever Hold Ur Smile In My Heart And Mind. Its So hard to know Your Not here With us today but you are looking down watching your mommy,brother and sister. I cant believe its been 1 year 5 months since you Were taken From us. We Miss You More and More Every Day. I Sometimes finding my self wondering who youd be today, You Are Your Mommies Baby Love. My Only Disapointment is knowing that i didnt get to spend that much time with you in ur very short life Auntie Misses Her Baby Soo much, But i know your looking down on us in ur castle in the Sky. We Miss You SO much baby. Until We Meet Again I LOVE YOU BABY GIRL
Thursday, July 17, 2008 - Auntie Tabbi
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Hello my little Xander dude,
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It's grammi again. I miss you my sweetheart. Every time I sit at the computer I think of the day that I was sitting on the floor holding you and trying to get you to drink from a bottle and your mommy was sitting at the computer next to us. She finally laughed and said give him to me mom, and she took you and you stopped fussing and just stared at your mommy and drank. It was so sweet. We miss you so much. I know that you saw us come and see the new stone with your name on it. It is so beautiful. And we will plant some flowers for you and I will bring another pinwheel because one of them broke in the storm. I hope you are happy in heaven. Tell Jayden and Ben they are loved and missed too. I will write you again soon, my angel. Until then, I love you now and always.
Thursday, July 17, 2008 - Love, Grammi
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Dear Ben
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It is now 7 years since you left me and I miss you as much now as I did when you died. I still think it is unfair and will never get over losing you although you now have a brother and a sister and they know about you and wish they had known you too. You were so precious and I didnt have enough time with you and just want you to know that I love you and always will.
Wednesday, July 16, 2008 - Love always from Mummy, xxxxxxxx
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max baby
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hey baby boy only a week and half til your first bike rally in your name. everyone is getting real excited for it, and everything is coming together so nicely now. we all think it is gonna be a big success and a big turn out of people. well baby boy just wanted to keep you informed and to say i love you. i have been thinking about you alot these days. i miss you so much. i love you baby boy.
Wednesday, July 16, 2008 - aunt kathy
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My little buddy Kyan
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Just wanted to drop you a quick note and say Hi. As always I have been thinking about you a lot. I still wish everyday I would wake up and this would all be a nightmare. In a little over a week you are going to be the big three years old. i wish we were planning a big party for you down here. I would love to see how big you are getting. Tell great grandma and grandpa hi. I know they are taking good care of you until I get there. I have to get back to work. Will write back soon.
Tuesday, July 15, 2008 - Love, Daddy
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Baby Nicholas
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Hey baby, I know that you have been watching over me. I have been so scared and worried about having your baby brother. He is now amost four months old and you should be here and be almost two. But I know that God had bigger plans for you and I will see you agian some day. I miss you so much. I can't believe how much Ashton looks like you. I miss you. I have pictures up every where. I am so glad that I took lots of pictures of you in the short amount of time that I had you. I enjoyed every minute of life now. Or at least I have tried. It is hard to come over to the grave site. I try to come. But it seems like you know that I have you in my heart and I have your pictures up. I want you to know that you will never be forgotten. I love you baby. You are mommies angel. You will always be. I have always called you that since the day that you came into my life and will continue to call you that, you are my angel. Mommy misses giving you hugs and kisses. I will make them up one day. I love you so much baby. You are so special to me. I miss you. Love you. XOXOXOXOXOXO
Tuesday, July 15, 2008 - Love your Mommy
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Our precious Little Emily
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Hi Sweetheart, It's Maw Maw again. Just want to let you know I love and miss you so much. You are 11 months old today.Next month you will be 1year old. That's going to be a hard time to get throught. Then angel day follows, God is going to have to help me get through it.It's so hard no being able to see you grow up. I see all these babies in the store and say why can't our Little Emily be here with us. But God want something beautiful in Heaven so he took you. Hope you had a good 11th month Birthday in Heaven with all your Angel buddies. Life will never be the same here on Earth anymore. You are part of your Heavenly Family, but you are part of your Earthly Family to.I cry so much for you. I pray I will come to you soon, With this hurt and broken heart I didn't think I would still be here.But I am.I hurt so bad only the other moms and Maw Maw's know the feeling. It really hurts. Never had such hurt in all my life. Come to me in a dream so I can hug, kiss and hold you. Here are some Kisses and hugs for you XOXOXOXO. Send some back ok. I love you soooo much. Just remember you are Maw Maw's girl ok. Tears are falling. I love you. Don't forget to come and see Maw Maw in her dream. Ok. XOXOXO. Love you sooooooo much.
Monday, July 14, 2008 - Love Maw Maw and Paw Paw
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Baby Cole,
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Hi, baby boy We miss you so much, I just can't believe your gone I see your twin brother Clayton and I know theres support to be another one running around I think about you everyday, sometimes I drive myself crazy and I know I have to stay strong for your brothers and sister, and I hope you do understand why I did decide to have another one I know nothing can replace you ever, but I felt your brother Clayton needed a brother cause he lost you he's brother. That's why I needed to have another son, And I have one your brother Quinton. I wonder how things would be if you were here, I wish you were here so bad God, I don't understand, I wish there was a sign. I wish it was a bad nightmare and I woke up.I really hope your well, And poppop is with you and everyone we lost and love very much are all together and happy. We miss you always and can you try to come to me,us in our dreams I just want to hear from you I need that so bad, If any of that is true can you please make me remember my dreams. I love you always and forever.
Monday, July 14, 2008 - mommy
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Joshua
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Hey Babydoll, I love you so so so much. Its hard to beleive that in 2 weeks it will have been 3 years since you left this world to go to heaven. Time seems to keep on going by and seems like I cant stop time to make it stay when it was with you. I went and visited your grave yesterday and It was amazing as always. I wish you werent so far away, but even if you were buried half way actoss the wotld I would still come see you. When I leave for the militsry Its gonna be even harder to come visit, depending on where I am stationed. I love you sweetie!!! xoxoxox
Sunday, July 13, 2008 - Mommy
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hey katie Elizabeth baby
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hey Katie i just wanted to let you know how much i missed you and cant stand it here without you. i miss you so much i even wrote my story on you and i did a poem about you and i know you are watching over me and that you know that just about every night i have been crying myself to sleep because i cant stop thinking about how much i miss you. i love you so so so so so much and i don't understand why he had to take you because you had everything and there are people out there that don't even want kids and he still gives them their lives and kids who get beat everyday of their life and want to die and again they take you everyone misses you and can't stand to be here without you. i miss you and love you so much i bet you don't even know. even though mom said she thinks you knew you were going to die i still don't think it was right all those nights i was up with you wile mommy pumped because dad had to be to work the morning. that just shows how much i cared for you and that one day where uncle Todd came up here crying KATIE is DEAD that seemed like it was just a joke but i knew that no body would joke about something like that but i have to go i will write to you every night saying how much i miss you and love you love aunt abby. Katie your b-d is 7 day happy birthday.
Friday, July 11, 2008 - your best aunt abbyXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOX
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My dearest lachlan
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Oh boy its been a year since I was last in here. Well it is now 2 days until your birthday anniversary which well and truly sucks. As you are not here with us to celebrate you being a big boy of 9. I hope you got the messages to you in heaven on the balloons last september as they flew that way. Auntie kris says hello up to you as well. Coby misses you dearly and wishes you were still here as we all do your new brother and sister will also grow up knowing about their angel lachlan but i swear kingston is you all over but the only way ill know that he isnt you is when i get up there and see if you are there or not lol which as i said in my last letter will be what seems like an eternity away but when that happens it will be a bittersweet day . well my darling angel i miss you as does daddy still dont know why it had to be you but theres not much i can do just hold you in my heart my thoughts and prayers i guess. Until that one day some day and my next letter love you heaps keep that cheeky grin
Thursday, July 10, 2008 - mummy
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BABY ETHAN COOPER KIRKPATRICK
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My little angel baby I miss you so,wish I could hole you in my arms and rock you tonight.I hope you have meet your Uncle Don, he went to heaven to be with God.I told him to say hi to you for me and tell you I love you so much.Your great great grandmother is there also,plus your great great granddad.You have a whole family with you.Well baby boy I will close sending all my love.
Wednesday, July 9, 2008 - Love NaNa
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Hello my little Xander,
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It's me again. I came to say hello again today. I wanted to see if your stone had been brought out yet. But it hasn't. I am praying that it will be put in yet this week. Your mommy really wants it there for you. How are you doing in heaven my sweetheart. We miss you so much. Your brother is learning to talk really well now. He looks at your pictures and says "Baby". It sounds so sweet. And he says, "Love you, and Bye Bye and thank you" Watch over your mommy and daddy and big brother and send us all some angel kisses. I am sending a kiss your way right now. One for your cheek and one for each little foot. I love you and I'll write again soon. I love you now and always.
Tuesday, July 8, 2008 - Love, Grammi
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Dear Little Pito,
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Hello hop toady. I love you and miss you so much. I miss you still every single day. I love you. I am still confused about why you are not here with everyone who loves you and misses you so much. I just want to give you hugs and kisses and kisses and hugs. I miss you so much.
Tuesday, July 8, 2008 - Love always and forever, Abuela
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logan barentt
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hi this is your monny renesse i love and miss you a lot i no that you mom love you and your dad dont let than got to you -- you are ok you i no that you can look down here and see what your mom and dad is doing and i no that you will be there for tham i no when you are here for me i no ---geve your mom and dad some time and than will be back than love you and dont no what to do life is so bad for tham but thamcan do this and thaM WILL NOT NOW BUT THAN WILL WILL I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU LOVE YOUR MONWM RENESSE
Tuesday, July 8, 2008 - LOVE YOU
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Precious Baby Jaycee Marie
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HAPPY 2ND BIRTHDAY!!! Hi baby girl! Hope you are celebrating your birthday with all your angel friends. We are having cake and ice cream at your yard today!!! Lots and Lots of balloons will be coming your way so be ready to get them baby girl cuz they are all filled with hugs and kisses and lots and lots of love just for you!!! Miss you precious baby girl!! Happy Birthday Jaycee Marie Schilling
Tuesday, July 8, 2008 - Love Aunt Missy and Dana and Papa
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JAYCEE MARIE SCHILLING
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HAPPY 2ND BIRTHDAY BABY GIRL I HOPE YOU ARE HAVING LOTS OF FUN IN HEAVEN I WISH SO MUCH EVERYDAY THAT YOU WERE HERE WITH US YOUR MOMMY AND DADDY ARE MISSING YOU MORE THAN WORDS CAN SAY ALONG WITH EVERYONE ELSE WE STILL DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY GOD TOOK YOU FROM US WE WILL NEVER HAVE THE ANSWERS BUT STILL NOT A DAY GOES BY THAT YOUR NOT IN OUR HEARTS THATS ONE THING HE CAN NEVER TAKE FROM US ONE DAY WE WILL ALL BE TOGETHER AS THE FAMILY WE ARE YOU KNOW WE ARE HAVING A PARTY AT YOUR YARD TODAY CAKE AND ICE CREAM BALLOONS EVERYTHING AN ANGEL SHOULD HAVE. I MISS YOU VERY MUCH BABY GIRL AUNT CHEL LOVES YOU I WILL WRITE AGAIN SOON *H*A*P*P*Y *2*N*D* *B*I*R*T*H*D*A*Y * *A*N*G*E*L* *B*A*B*Y*
Tuesday, July 8, 2008 - AUNT CHEL
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Mommy's Little Angel Braxton Lee Harville
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Hey baby its Mommy again. I am having a hard time and I thought I would write you a letter but it is still hard to write to you and say all the things that I want to say because I know that I would much rather have you here in my arms talking to you instead of typing everything I want to say. It is so hard on my while your Daddy is at work becuase I have no one to talk to and I try not to sit and talk to Bailey about how much I miss you if I can keep from it. The other night she was looking at the stars when Jennifer and Rhonda was here and she told them that you were the brightest star in the sky. I have not thought much about Sky but I do hope that you are taking good care of him and I forgot to tell you that Nana had run over him 2 weeks ago Friday. I know that he will make you a good dog and love you and follow you around. It hurts so bad to know that you and him are both gone. I love him and miss him a lot just not as much as I love you and miss you. He was always right there by me everywhere I went in the house and if I went to Nana's he was with me and sit under my chair or in the floor by my feet. When we brought you home from the hospital he would lay right beside you on the bed or where evr we had you and lick your hands and feet. When it was time to go to bed at night he would lay at the end of our bed and look over in your crib and watch you sleep and when you had to leave us I could tell that it hurt him as well cause he would find something of yours and bring it to lay down with. I always wondered where your socks would come from when you left and now I guess I know that he was the one always getting them and leaving them laying around. I have not had any come up since he lleft us to come be with you. Baby It hurts me to sit here and have no one to talk to every time I get on the phone with someone and start talking about you they always rush to get off the phone with me I guess no one wants to listen to me cry. Baby I miss you so much. I love you more than words could ever say. I am going to go now and get ready for bed Daddy just text and said that he was on his way home and it is getting late. Bailey is staying at Nana's tonight and she wants you to know that she misses you and Loves you so so so much. Night Night Baby You are My Angel Sweet Dreams. Love you and Miss you so much Angel. Love always, Mommy, Daddy, Bailey, Nana ,Papaw, and Brittany.
Tuesday, July 8, 2008 - Mommy and Bailey
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Grayce Marie
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Hey Baby Girl, It is close to your angel day so I thought I would write. 4 years later and it still hurts so much. How it kills me to still hold babies but I am trying to. I miss you so much Grayce and I think about you a lot. You just take care baby girl ok? I know you are in heaven with all the other little babies. Take care sweet girl and know I love you and miss you so much.
Monday, July 7, 2008 - Melissa
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Our precious Little Emily
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Hi Sweetheart. It's your Maw Maw. Just wanted to let you know(I tell you everyday) that I love and miss you so much. It was American's Birthday Friday. We didn't go see any fireworks. They mean nothing to us now. But Saturday Paw Paw and Maw Maw went and sit by your resting place till dark. Your little solar lights are so pretty there. We just go and sit and talk to you and think too.Hope you are being a good girl for our Heavenly Father. I know you are. I know you are growing up to be a beautiful little girl. It's almost your lst Birthday and Maw Maw is trying to figure out how we are going to get through it. Then a few weeks later will be your angel day. It's going to be hard. Maw Maw still hurts so bad for you. I cry for you everyday.I know I shouldn't because your with our Father in Heaven. But I just can't seem to let go. I just wish you were here with us. I guess I'm selfish because you are in a better place.It's terrible to be in this old world.Things are really bad down here.But we are stuck here until our Father calls us home too. Maw Maw has bags under her eyes from all the crying.But that's ok. I don't care about that anymore. When you hurt you cry and that's what I do. But it's because I love you so much. I know God is taking really good care of you. And that you snuggle with the angels when you get tired from playing.Want to send you some hugs and kisses XOXOXOXO.Send us some back ok. We love you soooo much.I'll write to you later sweetheart. But you know I talk to you everyday.Hope you don't get tired of Maw Maw telling you how much she loves and misses you everyday. I just wish you could talk back to me. Come and visit me in a dream. I love you sweetheart. XOXOXOXO.
Sunday, July 6, 2008 - Love Maw Maw and Paw Paw
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Maxwell Clay Kerr
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Hey lil man how is heaven. Is it warm all the time or can it be cold too? I miss you. We only have 3 weeks until your bike rally. Did you hear that there are more and more studies done on all the little angels? I want you to know that mommy and daddy are doing everything that we can do. I hope that you can see that from heaven. Are you really with us all the time? I love you so much and i know that i was the best mommy that i could be to you. I love you and miss you so much. Desiree and Jayelynn talk about you all the time. We went to watch the fireworks last night and Jayelynn said that she seen you. She says that a lot. Maxwell Clay mommy and daddy could really use your help with all the tension that has occured since you decided to be with our heavenly father. Baby boy i can't stand this pain anymore. I really hope that they can find a cause for this and mommy can rid the quilt soon. Mommy really could use some help with a lot of things. I bet that you are getting really big. I hope that Great-Grandpa Clay is teaching you how to ride a bike and all of the fun stuff that daddy wanted to teach you. Well buddy you have three really big days coming up in July. You have had your angel wings for almost 4 months, your 1st birthday is coming up and your own bike rally. Well buddy i have to go see daddy and uncle jeffery. I love you and miss you so much. Hope you are getting all of my kisses and hugs i send to you every day. xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo xoxoxo
Saturday, July 5, 2008 - Love you buddy, love mommy
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Mommy's little Angel Braxton Lee Harville
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Hey, Baby mommy wants you to know that I love you so much and I thought about you all day today while we were sitting at the river wishing that you was there to play with Bailey and watch the fireworks with us. Anna did not like that at all so i can just imagine how she will be when she is born with loud noises. Baby I hope you got to see the fireworks and I hope that you had a Happy 4th of July. Well today marks my 20th week into this pregnancy so I am half the way there and I cant wait. I know that you will be happy to see your little sister when she gets here just as I am. Baby I just wish that you were still here with me so that I could hold you and Love you. We could have had so much fun today if you was here and Bailey would have had a great time playing with you as well. Her and Daddy played and had a blast and I had to take pictures of her doing cartwheels. The fireworks were great we sat on a blanket on the bank by the water and watched them and all I cold think about was you. I know that you cant wait to get to be a big brother and Anna and Bailey are Blessed to have a brother as great as you are. As your Mommy I will say that I am blessed to have a son like you and you will always be on my mind and in my heart no matter what. A mothers LOVE is neverending. You all will be my babies no matter what and no matter how Old yall are I promise that for sure. The time we had together was short I know and I wish that we could have had a life time together but it did not happen that way all I will ask of you as your Mommy is to watch over us and make sure that things are good for us so that we can be with you again one day. When that day comes for me to see you again I will have so much to make up for with you and I want to hold you and kiss you and never let you go. Keep a close watch over Bailey and Anna so that they can both enjoy their lives and be with you later on. We all hold you in a very special place in our Hearts. I will make sure that Anna knows that you are her Brother and that she gets to see all the pictures of you when she is old enough to understand. When she is born and comes home from the hospital good Lord willing it will not be real cold I will take her to your gravesite so that she can see your beautiful tombstone that Mommy is so so proud of. Baby I Love you so much and I always will. Mommy is going to go to bed I will write to you again. Night Night you are My Angel I Love You Sweet Dreams. Love Always,Mommy,Dad dy,Bailey and Anna
Saturday, July 5, 2008 - Mommy
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baby jay
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hey sweetie i was just thinking of you for some reason im having a hard time this morning i woke up and it all hit me real hard that your gone its been too long and it will be a while. i miss you and love you so much.
Friday, July 4, 2008 - kortney
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my luv bug Logan Cheyannne Pagie Barnett
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hey my baby gril mommy was writting to tell u i love and miss u so much it is the 4th of july tomorrow is the 5th that's the last day i ever lyed eyes on u and you were in a casket mommy is so sad it's been 3 years since you went to heaven and i wish everyday you did'nt hafe to go i know u would have been happy here there was a girl yeaterday with a new born baby that had black hair and it was so full and brown eyes just like y i held it for a minute then started to cry you never leave my mind or my heart I love and miss you so much i will came and see you tomorrow at the grave site wish so much i could see you in person but i know that's never going to happen mommy loves and misses you so much love you my luv bug love you momma
Friday, July 4, 2008 - you heart broken mother Heather
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Hello my little Xander,
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It's just me again. I love you and I miss you. I was out to see you the other day. I had hoped the marker would be there, but it will be there by next week. Your mommy picked such a beautiful picture of you to put on it. And we will plant alot of flowers too. And I'll bring a few cars for you like Jayden has next to him. You would have been almost 7 months old now. I remember your mommy had already started crawling by that age. The years have gone so quickly. Well, I have to go to work. But I will try and stop tonight or tomorrow night to say hello again. Until then, I love you now and always my angel.
Thursday, July 3, 2008 - Love, Grammi
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Katie Elizabeth
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hey Katie how are you doing up there.I miss you love very much too and I wish that you are here right now. Mommy and daddy are going to Mexico in 5 week they were going to take you with you to Mexico. Everyone misses you and love you very much and they wish that you are here right now. Uncle Tommy and uncle Matt and uncle Todd said hey and they miss you and love you very much and they wish that you are here right now. aunt Becky said hey and she miss you and love you very much too and she wish that you are here right now. Uncle Nick and Uncle Fred said hey and they miss you and love you very much and they wish that you are here right now because they miss you and love you very much too. katie I wish that you are here right now and i miss you and love you very much. Mommy and daddy said hey and they miss you and love you very much and they wish that you are here right now and they miss you and love you very much and they wish that you are here right now. Katie do you miss us and love us too and do you wish that you are here right now.Mommy and daddy house is almost done and they made a room for you. I hope that you miss us and love us too very much and I wish that you are here right now. When I hear your name I cry I am crying right now because i miss you and love you very much too. Katie your birthday is in 5 mouths than you will be 1 year old that will be very cool. Katie do you wish that you are here right now. Katie do you miss everyone and do you love everyone too very much. Katie it was snowing outside today it was very cold and I went sliding with uncle Todd and justin is the foster child. I was cleaning my room today it was not fun clean by room. bye katie goodnight xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo xoxox love your best aunt abby Monday, May 26, 2008 - your best aunt abbyXOXOXOXOXOXO XOXOXOXOXOXOXOX O oxoxoxo love your best aunt abby
Wednesday, July 2, 2008 - your best aunt abbyXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOX
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My luvbug Logan Cheyanne Pagie Barnett
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het baby it's been almost three years since you passed it's so hard living without you mommy thinks of you all the time wishing you were today three years ago was the last day i seen you alive mommt just misses you more than words can say i would guive anything jus to see you one more time your brothers are doing great ther getting so big they speck of you often july the 5th is the last day i ever lyed eyes on u you were in a casket how missed up is life people say it's get better when I've been waiting three years and ut feels the same to me I love you so much Im really depressed right now instead of going and buting stuff for you b-day like yopur brothers i have to come to the cematry to se u mommy loves you very much sorrt it's been awhile since i wrote i have'nt had a computer but just cause i don't write dose'nt mean i dont think of u alway i love and much you so much ny luvbug
Wednesday, July 2, 2008 - love your broken hearted mommy Heather
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hey katie baby
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hey how are you doing i haven't wrote to you in so long i miss you sooooooooooo much you don't know mommy and daddy got a puppy your little sister soon its going to be your birthday!!!!i still don't understand why he took you, you had everything!! your going to have a baby cousin uncle nick and his girlfriend are having a baby it is just going to remind me how beautiful you were and i am sure still are and i am almost positive they are not going to let me in the room like your mommy did i don't think she likes me as much as mommy and daddy do i would like to be there for his/her birth but i don't think thats going to happen. mommy's and daddy's house is almost done Katie Elizabeth you were the best thing that happened to me but now look at me my life stinks i hope they will find a cure to SIDS because i don't think that anybody should have to deal with what we went through
Tuesday, July 1, 2008 - aunt becky xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
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My Dearest Jake
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Hello my sweet boy. Today I was cleaning my bedroom and the bag that I keep all the special things that I have saved from you fell off the top of the wardrobe and all the sympathy cards and ultra sound photos and pictures came sprawling out all over the floor I sat there for a long time reading all the cards and staring at the photos I have and the tears rolled from my eyes. I just wanted to write again to tell you I miss you like crazy. I went on your brothers excursion yesterday and I am sure you watched us from above and asked god to keep the rain clouds away for us. Did you see the dolphins jump and play like we did? One of the teachers asked me if Joshua and Johnathon were twins. It gets so hards sometimes because everybody thinks the same and everytime someone asks me that I always tell them Joshua is a twin and his brother shines brightly with the stars above. They always give me their sympathys but if truth be known I love the fact I can bring you into the conversation because you are always part of the family to me and I love to talk about you to those who listen and even though you left us at a very early age I always want everyone to know that you were here. The baby photos I looked at today were of you and Joshua in the hospital and I had to smile because you both looked absolutly so gorgeous you were both the talk of the maternity ward. I will promise you that I will make a trip to the cemetary someday soon to clean everything up. Your body is there but you spirit will always remain with me. I love you my darling. Sleep peacefully rocked in the arms of angels.
Tuesday, July 1, 2008 - Mummy xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox
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Aleena
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Hey baby girl its been a rough year for me and the family since you left us. I do not think there is a day that goes by I don't think of you. I wanted to tell you that you are going to be a big sister. That your older brother and sister send their love as well as me.
Tuesday, July 1, 2008 - mommy
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Dear Evan,
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Just thinking about you like always buddy!! We are all missing you like crazy!!Just wanted to say hi and tell you how much I love you- I know you know that but I just wanted to tell you anyways- keep a good eye on your brother and sisters- You've done such a good job so far. Sending you millions of hugs and kisses to heaven.I love you buddy!!
Monday, June 30, 2008 - Forever and For Always~Mommy, Jordan, and Jaiden
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My little JV
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Hi my little monk-monk. we all miss you so much, even though you are always in our hearts and everywhere we go. Your big brother, justin is growing up so good. He still misses you. Stay with us little butterfly. I love you.
Monday, June 30, 2008 - GiGi
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baby maxwell kerr
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hey baby boy well more good news for you. great grandma has your story on another radio station. the one that auntie cassie and i sent to are finally announcing your bike rally on the air so everyone can hear it. we are getting really excited about it. we all miss you so much. some days more than others but it still hurts all the same. we send kisses and hugs to you everyday. hope you are getting them. love you so much baby boy.
Monday, June 30, 2008 - xoxoxoxoxoxo aunt kathy
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My precious Whooda,
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Hey baby! Mommy and daddy sent you some balloons yesterday.did you get them? We just wanted to send you something.I can't believe it's been more than 2 years since you went Home. Mommy can remember all of it like it was yesterday,a nd it feels lilke it only happened yesterday. We miss you so much, and no one could ever take your place, I promise. I was upset at the Dr the other day b/c he told me to "think about the ones I still have".Baby brother didn't replace you.no one could! EVER! Anyway, just having a bit of a hard time right ow.watch over us. Keep flying, we all know exactly where you are.we miss and love you, and we'll be there as soon as we can.
Monday, June 30, 2008 - I love you SOOOOOOOO much, Mommy
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Nevaeh
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Hey baby! I miss you like crazy. I just wish that you were here to share all the good times we're having & to see how much your sister and cousin are growing. Sorry we didnt come by to see you today, it was raining so I'll try to stop by tomorrow. But I love you and keep smiling down on us.
Sunday, June 29, 2008 - Mommie
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My little Xander dude,
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Hello my angel. It's me again. It was 5 months ago yesterday that you left us. I haven't talked to your mommy yet. I know that everytime the 27th and the 7th of each month come, that they are difficult for her. I wish there was a way to make it better for her. We miss you so much. I'm going to stop by today after work. I wanted to stop by last evening, but the rain. Just always know how much you are loved my angel. I love you now and always.
Saturday, June 28, 2008 - Love, Grammi
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Daniel ryan marshal
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Hi baby, grandma missis you so much. I still have you tiger that you loved so much. I know god has made you a angel. You will be getting a new sister in august . I will try not to cry so much - but I sure miss you very much. God must have loved you very much to take you so soon
Saturday, June 28, 2008 - Grandma
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Hey Baby,
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Hi Bailey, It's Kenziee,, i haven'twrote in a.reallylong time. but i.i'm sorry about that. and i was gonna write the 25th.but i couldn't bring myself to it. it was just so hard. i finally trying to accept that i may never see you again.and it's really hard.and i wasn't prepared this year.i wasn't prepared for the shock.when it was the 25th, the blow hit me harder than ever, and i couldn't contain myself.and just lost. but yeah,,, i'm really sorry. andd i know, i've changed since forever ago.and i'm sorry for the weird things that you've probably seen me do.but yeahh, i'll see you ago soon. i love you
Friday, June 27, 2008 - love,your sis, kenziee
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Granny's Biscuit
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My little Asia, I miss you so much. Your Mommy and Daddy is hurting so much. Please let them know that you are a little angel in heaven now. You will always be in our hearts. I dont know why God took you from us, but I know he loves you too. Maybe heaven just needed another little angel.I love you Asia
Friday, June 27, 2008 - Granny
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Dearest Jake
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Hello my gorgeous boy. I miss you so much as I tell you always and today is no exeption. Yesterday was red nose day and you were on my mind all day. I try not to think about the day you were taken from us or the weeks ahead but I like to think of all the memories I have of you and Joshua together in the pram the cots on bouncers and in the trolley at the shop and it brings such joy for me to remember those times. Joshua speaks of you all the time and I cant know for sure but I think he is starting to feel the loss of the connection you both share, one day he will grow to understand it. I love you my baby boy and my arms ache to hold you. I only have one wish in my life that I could hold you once again. My last cuddle memory with you plays over in my mind a lot and If I close my eyes hard enough It was almost like you were just here in my arms again. Sleep tight my angel boy and I know you are watching from the stars above sending us love down from heaven. Please give my love to your Auntie Sarah and a big kiss and cuddle for you both. I will write again soon my love.
Friday, June 27, 2008 - Mummy
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Zachariah
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Hello sweet baby. I am thinking of you today and wondering what your up too. I hope I can see you soon in my dreams. Today, your brother Henry rolled over for the first time. I was happy. He looks like you, you know. He passed the 4 month mark but mommy still doesn't sleep well at night. I want you back so bad. I am still wondering what I did to make this happen. Why you, why anyone. I love you baby.
Thursday, June 26, 2008 - Love, Mommy
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Maxwell Kerr
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Hello,Max, thought i would stop in to say i miss you.you are in my thoughts all the time.wish we knew why God took you at a young age 71/2 months old.but he must have had other plans for youwe will never understand why.hope you met your greatgrand fathers clay and jerome they will keep you safe until we see you again.your mom and dad &sisters miss you so much like everyone who knew you your grandparents aunts ,uncles ,cousins.well its been 3 months now and the hurt is still with us.you little angel max,we had a bake sale for you went very well.just keep watch on mom and dad they miss you so much.well little max i will see you one day again miss you xoxoxoxox greatgrandmom terpstra
Thursday, June 26, 2008 - greatgrandmom terpstra
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My Sweet Karlie Marie,
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There's not a day that goes by that I don't think about how it would be if you were here with us. In a house full of boys, mommy gets a little lonely and wishes she had her little girl here to keep her company :) Your little brother has even outgrown me and move on to video games and wrestling matches with the big boys. That's ok though it's nice to see them happy and healthy. Your Aunt Kari came by yesterday. She just found out that she is going to have a baby and is very excited. I am happy for her but she told me that she wants to name her baby Karlie if it is a girl.that's if I don't mind, of course. Your name is beautiful. Everytime I see another Karlie I think of you, expecially if she has dark hair and dark green eyes. How am I supposed to watch another little girl grow up in our family with your name? How do I watch her do all the things that you should've done without being sad. I am already so sad. I can not say anything. I don't feel like I have the right to tell her no. Anyways, I really want to tell you that I love you and I miss you so much. Please come back and visit me in my dreams soon. I haven't seen you in such a long time. I bet you are getting to be such a big girl. Watch over us and keep us strong, baby. Alligator Food (I love you)
Thursday, June 26, 2008 - -mommy
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max baby
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hey baby boy i am so excited we got your bike run posted on a website for everyone to read, they will also be announcing it on the radio. i am so excited. i miss you so much, i miss you more and more each and everyday. i hope you are having fun up in heaven with all the other little angels. please give mommy and daddy extra kisses they both miss so much!!! well my little angel i just needed to let you know the good news. i love you lots baby boy. xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo xoxoxoxoxo
Thursday, June 26, 2008 - aunt kathy
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My little angel Xander,
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Hi sweetheart. It's me , Grammi again. I wanted to come and spend alittle time with you yesterday, but Grammi wasn't feeling well. Alittle bit better today, so I'm going to stop by today. We all miss you so much. I know how much your mommy and daddy are hurting. How they are struggling to work their way through the grief they feel. I wish that I could do something to make it better. But without you, sometimes I feel like it will never be better. I know that in time, at least that's what people say. But there isn't a day that goes by that I don't think of you a million times. God knows, I would give just about anything to have you back with us. But I have to have faith that God is taking good care of you until I can hold you again. I'll be by today. Just keep sending angel kisses to us. We need them. And remember that I love you now and always.
Wednesday, June 25, 2008 - Love and kisses on your angel toes.Grammi
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Our precious Little Emily
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Hi Sweetheart, It's Maw Maw again. Just want to let you know I love you soo much.Know you are being a good girl for our Heavenly Father.Give Father a hug for me and tell him I love him.In a couple months you will be a year old. It hurts not being able to see you grow and doing all the baby stuff. I will see you one of these days when my time is over down here on earth. I want to give you a big hug and kiss and hold you in my arms. A friend of Maw Maw's went to visit you the other day. I want everyone to come visit our baby girl. We are so proud to have had you for a short time before you went home to Heaven. If anyone would like to visit our Emily Jade she in the Heaven Nursery on page 131. Tell her that her Maw Maw sent you. Thanks so much.It hurts so bad not being able to see you grow,but you will be in Maw Maw's heart forever sweetie. Here are some kisses and hugs XOXOXOXO. Send some back ok.I'm going to update your site after your angel day. It's going to be hard to get through your Birthday and Angel Day.I know God will help me do it. The update will be about the same. I cry for you everyday and night. My eyesight has really gotten bad. I hurt just as bad today as I did when God took you to Heaven. It's so hard to live everyday when you still hurt so bad.I always think about you. When I see a baby about your age in the store. I think maybe Emily would have looked like that.Then it will grin a big smile at me. That really hurts. Maybe I'll visit you tomorrow at your spot. Maybe God will let the Angels bring you down for a visit. I blow you blow bubbles and think you might be there chasing them. I love you baby.XOXOXO
Tuesday, June 24, 2008 - Love Maw Maw and Paw Paw
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Katie Elizabeth
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hey Katie how are you doing up there.I miss you love very much too and I wish that you are here right now. Mommy and daddy are going to Mexico in 5 week they were going to take you with you to Mexico. Everyone misses you and love you very much and they wish that you are here right now. Uncle Tommy and uncle Matt and uncle Todd said hey and they miss you and love you very much and they wish that you are here right now. aunt Becky said hey and she miss you and love you very much too and she wish that you are here right now. Uncle Nick and Uncle Fred said hey and they miss you and love you very much and they wish that you are here right now because they miss you and love you very much too. katie I wish that you are here right now and i miss you and love you very much. Mommy and daddy said hey and they miss you and love you very much and they wish that you are here right now and they miss you and love you very much and they wish that you are here right now. Katie do you miss us and love us too and do you wish that you are here right now.Mommy and daddy house is almost done and they made a room for you. I hope that you miss us and love us too very much and I wish that you are here right now. When I hear your name I cry I am crying right now because i miss you and love you very much too. Katie your birthday is in 1 mouths than you will be 1 year old that will be very cool. Katie do you wish that you are here right now. Katie do you miss everyone and do you love everyone too very much. Katie it was snowing outside today it was very cold and I went sliding with uncle Todd and justin is the foster child. I was cleaning my room today it was not fun clean by room. bye katie goodnight xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo xoxox love your best aunt abby Monday, May 26, 2008 - your best aunt abbyXOXOXOXOXOXO XOXOXOXOXOXOXOX O XOXOXOXOXOX Katie Elizabeth hey katie how are u doing up there evreyone misses u and love u very much and they wish that u are here right now and they are crying right now because they miss u and love u very much everyone said hey and they miss u and love u very much!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ! !!!! xoxoxoxooxoxoox oxoxoxxooxoxoox o xoo you best aunt abby Sunday, May 25, 2008 - your best aunt abbyXOXOXOXOXOXO XOXOXOXOXOXOXOX O XOXOXOXOXOX Katie Elizabeth hey katie how are u doing up there i miss u and i wish that u are here right now. Everyone misses u and lopve u very much and they wish that u are herer right now. i am crying right now because i miss u and love u very much. Aunt becky and uncle fred and uncle nicka and uncle tommy and uncle todd and uncle matt said hey they miss u and love u very much and they wish that u are here right now everyone is crying right now because they miss u and they love u very much and they wish that u are here right now. xoxooxoxooxxooxo xoxooxoxoxooxox o oxoxoxo love your best aunt abby
Monday, June 23, 2008 - your best aunt abbyXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOX
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my baby natasha
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hey natasha we all miss you today israel tied a note to a ballon and sent it to you thats how much he misses you hes speaking alot more and angels getting better at dealing with your loss of life i hope your watching over us and helping angel, cynthia, rojelio, israel, me, and your daddy remember we love you natasha we think about you every minute dont forget that weve all been sad for quite a while help us get better sweety love you
Sunday, June 22, 2008 - love from mommy and daddy
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DESIREA DAWN
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MY PRECIOUS BABY, I MISS YOU SO VERY MUCH, AND I LOVE YOU EVEN MORE, IT'S HARD TO BELIEVE THAT IT'S BEEN ALMOST 13 YEARS SINCE YOU WERE CALLED HOME. I THINK ABOUT YOU DAILY, AND YOUR MEMORIES HELP ME COPE WITH A LOT OF THE THINGS I HAVE TO DEAL WITH, LIKE YOUR SIBLINGS. YOU KNOW HOW JESSIE IS AND YOU SEE THE STRUGGLE I HAVE WITH HIM, AND WHEN I GET UPSET WITH HIM I ALWAYS THINK ABOUT HOW QUICKLY YOU WERE TAKEN FROM ME AND IT REMINDS ME THAT LIFE IS TO PRECIOUS TO STAY UPSET, BUT HE IS A HANDFUL. BEING HE'S 11 NOW HE THINKS HE'S GROWN, BUT HE OFTEN TALKS ABOUT YOU, HIS "BIG SISTER", WONDERS WHAT YOU WOULD HAVE BEEN LIKE AND THINGS LIKE THAT. INSIDE IT BREAKS MY HEART WHEN HE DOES THAT CAUSE I THINK BACK TO THAT DAY AND I REMEMBER THE DOCTORS SAYING "WERE LOSSING THEM" AND I REMEMBER FUSSIN, CUSSIN, SCREAMIN, AT EVERYBODY TO SAVE YOU AND LET ME GO, I DIDN'T WANT TO BE HERE WITHOUT YOU, I STILL STRUGGLE WITH THAT DAILY, BUT IN MY HEART I KNOW THAT I CAN NOT CHANGE THE MASTER PLAN. WHEN SKY AND JADE GET OLDER, THEY'LL KNOW ABOUT YOU TOO. I KEEP YOUR MEMORY ALIVE AS MUCH AS I CAN. SO HOW ARE YOU LIKENG YOUR GREAT-GRANDMOTHE R, SHE'S COOL AIN'T SHE. SHE WAS MY ROCK WHEN I LOST YOU, AND WHEN I LOST HER, YOU WERE MY ROCK. IT'S FUNNY TO ME THAT YOU CAN HAVE A PERSON FOR 3 MONTHS OR 28 YEARS AND WHEN YOU LOSE THEM IT'S THE SAME AMOUNT OF PAIN, THE SAME HEART-ACHE. I ACCEPTED HER DEATH BETTER THAN YOURS, I DIDN'T WANT HER TO GO BUT AT THE SAME TIME, I KNEW YOU HAD BEEN UP THERE FOR ALL THESE YEARS WITH NO CLOSE FAMILY WITH YOU, AND WITH HER PASSING, SHE COULD BE WITH YOU AND NEITHER OF YOU WOULD BE THERE ALONE. AND I KNEW GRANDMA WOULD LOVE AND CARE FOR YOU JUST AS SHE DID ME, AND NOW I HAVE TWO ANGELS WATCHING OVER ME, JESS, SKY, AND CJ, AND YOU KNOW WE NEED IT WITH ALL WERE GOING THROUGH DOWN HERE. I HAVE TO GO NOW, JUST ALWAYS REMEMBER THAT I LOVE YOU WITH EVERY BEAT OF MY HEART, TODAY, TOMORROW, FOREVER. AND I WILL SEE YOU AGAIN ONE DAY, UNTIL THEN KEEP GIVEN GRANDMA ALL THE HUGS AND KISSES I CAN'T GIVE HER ANYMORE, AND TELL HER I LOVE HER TOO. AND SHE KNOWS TO GIVE YOU ALL THE HUGS AND KISSES I CAN'T GIVE YOU. I LOVE YOU MY BEAUTIFUL ANGEL.
Saturday, June 21, 2008 - MAMA
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Sweet Baby Alexa -
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Hi Cute Stuff! Mama misses you so very, very much - most days I try to make you proud and stay stong.but most days, that is extremely difficult. I often wonder what you would look like now, what your little personality would be, if you'd be climbing up on furniture getting close to walking. Hopefully heaven is as beautiful as I envision it and you are enjoying your stay. Mama loves you baby girl!
Saturday, June 21, 2008 - Mama Sara
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Grayce Marie
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Hey baby girl- grandma is finally home. The family really could use you watching over us. I know the next fews weeks are going to be trying. However, you have given mom the strength to do so many things I didn't think was possible. I love you so very much and miss you just the same. Lots of love
Thursday, June 19, 2008 - mommy
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To My Lovey Eyva
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hey hunny bunny! I can't sleep and you can imagine why. But I don't wanna be sad for you baby girl! I wanna be happy for you! How's everything up there? I bet the family is enjoying you. You were always a delight to be around when you were here with me. How's Uncle Yayo doing? I hope he and PaPa are taking good care of you for me! I miss you my darling! Hey awesome news Mamita!. your brother's father finally came back into his life. He finally is trying to be a daddy like your daddy was to you. I am so happy for him. I BET it was you who put in a good word with the BIG GUY and pulled that one. You were always such a little precious thing! I love you girlie. I will try and get some sleep for you, but if not I might just write you another letter. I can't get enough of writing in my journal about you. I will always have something to say about you or too you. You know you were a big impact on my life. WE ALL miss you dearly, and you will never be forgotten, NO UH. NOT IF I HAVE ANYTHING TO DO WITH IT! I will remind everyone about day in and day out! They don't mind, because you were and will always be that special to each and everyone of us. ON BEHALF OF THE FAMILY, AND MYSELF OF COURSE WE LOVE YOU!
Thursday, June 19, 2008 - Your mommy!
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Nevaeh
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Happy Birhday Vaeh. Sorry I couldn't write you on your birthday, I didn't have a computer to get on. I can't believe you're 3 years old. We went to your grave site on your birthday and put balloons, flowers, and a card. i would've stayed longer but it was thundering and raining. But me and harmane will be there on Sunday. Your Auntie Kema & Taveon are probably going to come too. I jut wish you were still here, if you were I know you would've a a birthday party out of this world. I just wish you were still here, I wish I could've shared all of the moments I share with your sister. Her and Taveon are so grown. Just keep watching over them baby girl. We Love You!!!
Wednesday, June 18, 2008 - Mommie
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HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY BABY GIRL.I know im a little late and im sorry.but i just came by to wish you a happy birthday and to tell you that Im missing you SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOO much Neveah.I know that you dont like to see me cry but i cant help it.Its just that life down here without you is so hard. I still cant believe to this day that you are really gone I just want to think you are asleep.but dont worry baby you'll get to see me again one day. Tell EVERYONE I said Hi and I LOVE THEM. Its like you are the only person I can talk to when Im down. Everyone down here is doing good.Tavey and Harmane is getting big.keep watching over them everyday and night.Well babygirl Im about to go talk to you agian soon.I LOVE YOU NEVAEH TOMAYA CARTER.XOXOXOXOX OXO
Wednesday, June 18, 2008 - Love Your Auntie Kema
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Dear Sweet Roman,
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Lately I have had such a hard time writing you letters. My sadness and pain are so deep and unending. Papa, Julian, and you, my sweet angel, are all I think about. Daddy pretended to be strong on Father's Day. He is strong, you know that, but he didn't cry in front of me. Grandpa came over and mama, papa, and Julian, had brunch and watched movies. You were on everyone's minds. We missed you so much but I know you were there. I have to go now but know that you are always in my mind and heart. You are a physical part of me that is gone and I pray to someday be able to accept that.
Tuesday, June 17, 2008 - Love Eternally, Mama
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Mommy's Little Angel Braxton Lee Harville
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Hey, Baby How are you doing? Well Mommy is doing okay. I have some good news you are going to get a baby sister she should be here by the end of November they are saying November 22nd. Baby please watch over her and make sure that everything goes okay. Your daddy wanted a little boy. Bailey got the sister that she has always said she wanted. When we found out that you was going to be a boy she was so happy and she said that she has her little brother so now she wants a sister. They said that everything looked good and her heart rate was 153 and she had her feet crossed in the ultrasound and her hand by her head. She is very active just like you were and hates it when I take a bath. I hope that you can watch over when mommy goes to have her so that you can see her. I really hope that she looks somewhat like you and is as good as you are. I never had the first problem with you crying alot or not sleeping at night. Baby mommy misses you so much and I really wish that you were here for me to hold and love. When they told me that we were having a girl I started crying and all I could think about was how much I wish that you could have been there to see the pictures that they took. Oh yeah Cidney had her first Birthday Saturday and she was so happy when he was opening her gifts. I just wish that you would have been here for your first birthday so that I could have seen you open your presents. Baby mommy loves you so much and I always will. I have got to go take a bath and get in the bed it is getting kinda late. Night Night You are My Angel Sweet Dreams Baby. Love You so Much Mommy.
Tuesday, June 17, 2008 - Mommy,Daddy,Bailey and Little Sister
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Hello my little Xander,
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It's me grammi. Grampa and I came to see you yesterday. I love the tree that stands next to you and to Jayden. I hope that if/when they take it down, they meant it when they said they would plant another in its place. I miss you. Your brother spent the night at grammi's with grampa and I. He is such a silly boy. Keep a close eye on your big brother and send angel kisses to your mommy and daddy. I know they try to put on a brave face for everyone, but I know they hurt everyday for you. I know because I do too. Maybe you could send me alittle angel kiss too. I have to work early in the morning tomorrow, but it is suppost to be another beautiful day. So I'll try and stop after work and say hello. Until then, I love you now and always my sweetheart.
Monday, June 16, 2008 - Love, Grammi
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Katie Elizabeth
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hey Katie how are you doing up there.I miss you love very much too and I wish that you are here right now. Mommy and daddy are going to Mexico in 5 week they were going to take you with you to Mexico. Everyone misses you and love you very much and they wish that you are here right now. Uncle Tommy and uncle Matt and uncle Todd said hey and they miss you and love you very much and they wish that you are here right now. aunt Becky said hey and she miss you and love you very much too and she wish that you are here right now. Uncle Nick and Uncle Fred said hey and they miss you and love you very much and they wish that you are here right now because they miss you and love you very much too. katie I wish that you are here right now and i miss you and love you very much. Mommy and daddy said hey and they miss you and love you very much and they wish that you are here right now and they miss you and love you very much and they wish that you are here right now. Katie do you miss us and love us too and do you wish that you are here right now.Mommy and daddy house is almost done and they made a room for you. I hope that you miss us and love us too very much and I wish that you are here right now. When I hear your name I cry I am crying right now because i miss you and love you very much too. Katie your birthday is in 5 mouths than you will be 1 year old that will be very cool. Katie do you wish that you are here right now. Katie do you miss everyone and do you love everyone too very much. good night
Monday, June 16, 2008 - your best aunt abbyXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOX
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Patrick Michael
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Hi Baby Boy how's mama's baby doing? I just wanted to say I love you and miss you very much baby boy.
Sunday, June 15, 2008 - love allways mom
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Dear Evan,
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Thinking about you today peanut!! I love you and miss you tons!! You will always be Mommy's little man!! Sending you millions of hugs and kisses to heaven.
Sunday, June 15, 2008 - Forever and For Always~ Mommy
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Hi Drake
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Hello my big boy i miss you alot and i am sending big hugs and alot of kisses your way, so try to catch them. I love you and cant wait to see you again one day. Your sister and brother love you big big. Till the next time I LOVE YOU!
Saturday, June 14, 2008 - Love Mommy
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max
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hey lil guy, i love you. so i came by to let you know that we had your bake sale today and it went wonderful. we rasied over 160 dollars for you today. i am so excited i cant stop telling people. i love you and miss you so much but days like today make me feel better. well i just wanted to tell you the good news. but i love you lil guy. xoxoxoxoxoxo
Saturday, June 14, 2008 - auntie cassie
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My precious Jaycee
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Sweetheart how I miss you! I would like to ask you for a huge favor. Your Mommy and Daddy are really having a hard time honey. They lost their home to the floods this week here in Iowa. The water was within 1 foot of going over the roof. Jaycee,they saved all the items they have to remember you by. They will be staying here with Grandpa Tim and I until they can get a different place to live. Would you look over them and give them the strenght to move forward? They have looked into some state and federal aid programs, but it doesn't look like they are going to get any help from anyone except the family. Sending a zillion hugs and kisses to Heaven for you, Carter and Kayleigh.
Friday, June 13, 2008 - Love Grandma Deb
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Jocelyn
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Hey baby girl. I miss you sooooooo much!!! Not a day goes by that I don't think of you! Your mommy seems like she is doing pretty good. Today I went over and played with your big sister. Shes getting so big now!! I can't believe she's already five!! Your mommy is making a site for you. She is soooo strong! I want to go back and visit you really soon! I love you soooo much!!!!
Friday, June 13, 2008 - Kathryn
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Joshua
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Hey babydoll, I miss you so so so much and I always think about you. You would have been 3 years old, well over 3 years old. I cant beleive time has gone by as it has. Love you honey and I will come visit you soon. Xoxoxoxoxo
Thursday, June 12, 2008 - Mommy
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My little Xander dude,
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Hello my angel, it's me grammi. I came to see you for a few minutes today.I know that you know that. I couldn't get you off my mind on my way home from work today. I kept thinking back to those last few days at the hospital. and I just needed to go and be with you for a few minutes. I love you and miss you so much. It hurts me knowing how much your mommy and daddy are hurting. Keep an eye on your big brother. He is starting to say more words now. He keeps us busy. Grampa and I will come see you on Saturday or Sunday. Tell Jayden and Ben that we miss them. I love you now and always my angel. I would give just about anything to kiss your cheeks and toes again. Someday.
Thursday, June 12, 2008 - All my love and hugs and kisses, Grammi
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maxwell kerr
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hi lil guy, how are things up there? things here were a lil sad today, its been three months since god decided he needed you to be one of his heavenly angels, i cant believe its been 3 months already, i can remember holding you and giving you kissy faces like it was yesterday, everyone down here misses you alot, we miss you more and more everyday, even though the days are getting better the pain of losing you doesnt go away. max i want you to know that i love you with all of my heart and that will never change you will always hold a special place in my heart. be with mommy all the time, she misses you more than anyone can imagine. and it hurts me to see her in so much pain. i know your with her whenever you can be. were working really hard on your bike run and it will turn out to be a great thing that we do every year. well i better get going. love you lil man.xoxoxoxoxoxo
Thursday, June 12, 2008 - auntie cassie
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Dear Evan,
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Hi baby- just stopping in to say hi and say that we all love and miss you like crazy!! Sending you millions of kisses to heaven.
Thursday, June 12, 2008 - Forever and For Always- Mommy, Jordan, and Jaiden
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brionna paige shelton
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hello little one, we had Brionna's ride last saturday and it was a good day. we raised $2374.00 for SIDS Resource. It does make us feel better since we lost you to SIDS. we feel like maybe we can help families that is going thru what we went thru. your little brother and sister are the cutest little babies. grandpa and me were talking how you would be walking around with little james and kissing little jenna. we miss you little one and will always love you.
Wednesday, June 11, 2008 - grandma Kim
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Holdyn Gene
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Hi, baby. I know its been forever since I've been on here. Havent forgot about you, just been busy, I heard you got a new friend to play with up there, Deegan. Be sure to be nice to him and show him around. His grandma and I are friends. I love you and miss you everyday. Mommy and daddy are trying to have another baby.she's hoping for a girl.for our sake I hope she gets that. I miss you and love you.take care of Deegan and watch over him.and watch over his family.
Tuesday, June 10, 2008 - Aunt BaBa
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Grammi's little Xander dude,
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Hello my angel. I didn't make it over to see you today, but I'll be there tomorrow, I promise. I miss you. Saturday was so hard. You would have been 6 months old. Grampa and I came to see you. I know you saw us. Then we went to see mommy at work. She was having a tough time at work, I could tell. She had to be around a family that had a baby about the age you were when you left us. And when it started crying, I cried alittle too. So did mommy. I hope that you are playing with Jayden and Ben and all the other kids in heaven. I know that you are safe there, but it doesn't stop me missing you. Someday we'll be together again. My faith makes me believe that. Makes me believe that you will be waiting for me. Then grammi can kiss your toes again. I have to go, but we'll talk tomorrow. Remember I love you now and always, my little angel dude.
Monday, June 9, 2008 - Love, Grammi
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to maxwell
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hey lil guy.how are you doing up there? everyone down here misses and loves you very very much. we all talk about you all the time wondering how much youve grown. i bet your crawling huh, climbing on things to help you walk, if only we could see you. well were making alot of progress on your bike run and were all super excited about it, its going to be wonderful. were having a bake sale this weekend for you to, i hope alot of people come out and donate money to lil guy. well i will come back and talk to you later. hugs and kisses
Monday, June 9, 2008 - love
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Katie Elizabeth
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hey Katie how are you doing up there.I miss you love very much too and I wish that you are here right now. Mommy and daddy are going to Mexico in 5 week they were going to take you with you to Mexico. Everyone misses you and love you very much and they wish that you are here right now. Uncle Tommy and uncle Matt and uncle Todd said hey and they miss you and love you very much and they wish that you are here right now. aunt Becky said hey and she miss you and love you very much too and she wish that you are here right now. Uncle Nick and Uncle Fred said hey and they miss you and love you very much and they wish that you are here right now because they miss you and love you very much too. katie I wish that you are here right now and i miss you and love you very much. Mommy and daddy said hey and they miss you and love you very much and they wish that you are here right now and they miss you and love you very much and they wish that you are here right now. Katie do you miss us and love us too and do you wish that you are here right now.Mommy and daddy house is almost done and they made a room for you. I hope that you miss us and love us too very much and I wish that you are here right now. When I hear your name I cry I am crying right now because i miss you and love you very much too. Katie your birthday is in 5 mouths than you will be 1 year old that will be very cool. Katie do you wish that you are here right now. Katie do you miss everyone and do you love everyone too very much. Katie it was snowing outside today it was very cold and I went sliding with uncle Todd and justin is the foster child. I was cleaning my room today it was not fun clean by room. bye katie goodnight xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo xoxox love your best aunt abby Monday, May 26, 2008 - your best aunt abbyXOXOXOXOXOXO XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO XOXOXOXOXOX Katie Elizabeth hey katie how are u doing up there evreyone misses u and love u very much and they wish that u are here right now and they are crying right now because they miss u and love u very much everyone said hey and they miss u and love u very much!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ! !!!! xoxoxoxooxoxoox oxoxoxxooxoxoox o xoo you best aunt abby Sunday, May 25, 2008 - your best aunt abbyXOXOXOXOXOXO XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO XOXOXOXOXOX Katie Elizabeth hey katie how are u doing up there i miss u and i wish that u are here right now. Everyone misses u and lopve u very much and they wish that u are herer right now. i am crying right now because i miss u and love u very much. Aunt becky and uncle fred and uncle nicka and uncle tommy and uncle todd and uncle matt said hey they miss u and love u very much and they wish that u are here right now everyone is crying right now because they miss u and they love u very much and they wish that u are here right now. xoxooxoxooxxooxo xoxooxoxoxooxox o oxoxoxo love your best aunt abby
Monday, June 9, 2008 - your best aunt abbyXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOX
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My Sweet Cookie Boy,Lazarus;
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So you would have been 4 last week! I sure do miss you baby boy. Your sister is getting so big.she talks and sings and looks at your pic and calls you brother!She helps me to remember that life is indifferent to any love or caring for others simply because they can be gone in a second forever. LuCidity got her first shot the other day, I know that your mom waited as long as possible to get them because they caused your death. But now she is in a situation where she has to immunize so that she can get daycare for your sister.I still don't like it. But I am sure that God won't do that to her again. Your auntie Angel wants to go so I am going to cut this short.I wish that you would come to me in my dreams again. I haven't seen you but in photo's and am wanting to see you soooo bad. I just wish that I could hold you like the day you died just for 10 minutes.I LOVE YOU Lazarus. We all miss you.
Monday, June 9, 2008 - Namma Jonna
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MY ANGEL EVAN (OUR LITTLE MONKEY)
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ITS BEEN 1 MONTH SINCE YOU HAVE ARRIVED TO HEAVEN NOW MY BABY BOY I LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND VISIT YOUR SITE WITH DADDY AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE MOMMY DADDY AND YOUR BIG BROTHER CANAAN ARENT TAKING THIS VERY WELL WE MISS YOU SO MUCH I HAVE NO IDEA WHY GOD TOOK YOU AT ONLY 3 WEEKS BUT IM SURE HE HAS HIS REASON'S IN MY HEART I KNOW HE NEEDED A STRONG ANGEL AND HE KNEW YOU WERE THE BABY BOY THAT WOULD HELP HIM CAUSE WE ALL KNOW HOW STRONG YOU ARE. MOMMY NEEDS YOU MY BABY ANGEL DADDY TOO I KNOW YOUR LOOKING DOWN ON US AND SMILING CAUSE YOU KNOW HOW MUCH WE LOVE YOU. YOUR SO PRECIOUS AND BEAUTIFUL MY HEART IS WITH YOU EVERY SECOND OF EVERYDAY YOU WILL NEVER BE FORGOTTEN YOUR MY HEART AND SOUL ALONG WITH YOUR BRO CACA. I MISS MY LITTLE MONKEY THATS THEY ONLY THING KEEPING US GOING IS THE MEMORIES WE DID GET THE CHANCE TO MAKE. YOUR EYES STARING INTO OURS WITH SO MUCH LOVE AND THAT HAIR MY MONKEY BLACK ON YOUR HEAD FULL HEAD EVEN ON YOUR BACK MY CUTIE PIE. IVE MET WITH ANOTHER MOMMY THAT HAS LOST HER BABY TO SIDS TO AND HES RIGHT NEXT TO YOU SO WE ARE GOING TO COME VISIT OUR BOYS TOGETHER SOON SO WHEN IM THERE YOU AND YOUR BUDDY UP THERE IN HEAVEN PLEASE COME SIT WITH US AND HOLD OUR HANDS BABY BOY ILL WRITE YOU AGAIN SOON BUT UNTIL THEN I WILL BE TALKING TO YOU EVERY MINUTE OF EVERYDAY. I KNOW YOUR DOING BIG THINGS UP THERE AND IM SO PROUD OF YOU. KISSES AND HUGZ FROM US ALL SWEETDREAMS MY BABY ANGEL (OUR MONKEY)
Monday, June 9, 2008 - MAMA
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Our precious Little Emily
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Hi Sweetheart, It's Maw Maw letting you know I love and miss you so much. Paw Paw and Maw Maw were up to your resting place yesterday. We cut the grass.It's looks so pretty there with all your stuff.We almost have your flower garden done.It's so pretty with all the angels and ladybugs and flowers in bloom. You even have Maw Maw's favorite a frog and it's all lit up at nights with solar lights. It's so pretty. Nothing like what's in Heaven.But it will be our special place. It helps us get through the days and nights without you. I talk to you like if you were here. I hope you can hear some of it. Tell God we love him for us. Just like we tell you we love you all the time.God knows we love him we tell him we do everyday.We only had you for a short time,but you changed our lives for the best. We have more love and faith in the family now and we all want to get to Heaven to be a complete family again. I want to hug and kiss you soon as we get there at the gates. Hugs and Kisses on the way XOXOXOXO.Send us some back.We love you baby. You are Maw Maw's girl forever. XOXOXOXO
Sunday, June 8, 2008 - Love Maw Maw and Paw Paw
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Noah Harry Hoeppner
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Hey Buba, I just wanted to say I love you and we all miss you. But I only wish I could see you at times.I know you can`t read because your only three so if God is reading this to you right now tell him I love him too.You`ll always be in my heart Buba.Luv Ya. Your big sister, Hannah
Sunday, June 8, 2008 - Hannah Michael Hoeppner
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My little Xander,
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It's me again. I just wanted to say that you would have been 6 months today. I want you to know that I haven't forgotten and never will. I'm going to try and stop tonight after work if it isn't raining. I'm afraid to call your mommy. I know that today will be hard to deal with, without you here. It just isn't fair. But I love you. Now and always. I'll talk to you alittle later my angel.
Saturday, June 7, 2008 - Love, Grammi
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Baby Albert
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You died two days ago. I wasn't holding you in my arms. I am so sorry. I miss you and all the things about you. Please forgive me for letting you go. I will take care of your sisters.I have to put away your clothes and fold up your crib.However, I want you to know that I am never going to put away the love I feel for you. That is planted in my heart.
Thursday, June 5, 2008 - Love from Grandma
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hey baby girl
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i miss u baby i love u so much u know that,i always think about you at work. i only wish to be back with you,you where the best thing that has happened to me in a while and i cant wait to see you again. everytime i think of you i drift away and get lost in the wonderful memories we made togetheir as a family.
Thursday, June 5, 2008 - baby daddy loves u
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aubrey belle,
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hi babycakes, mommy misses you so much, its unimaginable. i cant stop thinking of you, every minute of every day. i miss the way you used to cry, and i miss the sound you made as you sighed when you slept. Daddy really misses you, and is having a difficult time accepting that your waiting for us in heaven, rather than down here with us. In time he will come to realize that you and all of the other babies in heaven were much too special and much too beautiful for this world. God chose you to be with him. and now you are and now you can be a beautiful little gaurdian angel to all the beautiful little babies. i had such a hard time today just accepting that your in heaven now, and i cant wait to see you. i cant wait to hold you in my arms, to comfort you as you cry, and to smile with you when your happy. i love you so much aubrey belle, just know that now and forever. i'll see you soon sweetheart. x0x0,
Thursday, June 5, 2008 - mommy priscilla
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Corban
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Hello up there baby boy!! =) Just wanted to tell you how much we all miss you! Mommy is still trying to find answers down here and also trying to figure out how to help other mommys down here too. We all miss and love you so very much!! We are going to come and see you on Sunday! I hope you liked the flowers and the fun pinwheel we left for you! =) Your brothers miss you so very much and talk about you too. You are forever in our hearts, never forgotten. I can't wait to see you again in Heaven. I hope your having fun up there playing with the angels =) I am sure they are taking wonderful care of you alone with Jesus. We love you so very much Corban!! LOTS of kisses and hugs to you!!! Hope to see you in my dreams!
Thursday, June 5, 2008 - Love mommy
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Hello my little Xander,
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It's me grammi again. Just wanted to write to you before I go to bed. I came to see you today. I was afraid with all the hail that fell that things may have gotten blown around, but everything was fine. Your flowers still are holding out. Not much longer before your picture will be put out there with you on the headstone. I miss you. I watched your big brother tonight so mommy and daddy could go to the meeting with other mommy's and daddy's who have angels too. Your brother is so funny. And getting bigger everyday. I think he is almost saying Gramma now. I miss you. You would be 6 months old on the 7th of this month. I look at pictures of your brother and imagine your smile at 6 months. I think you would look like your mommy when she was that age. This is hard. I'll write again soon my angel. Just know that you are always with me in my heart. I love you now and always.
Wednesday, June 4, 2008 - Love, Grammi
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My little buddy Kyan
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I have been thinking about you a lot this past couple weeks. Actually I think about you a lot every single day. It still seems like it was yesterday that you went to heaven. They say it gets better with time but I don't beleive it because it still hurts so bad. Most day I still can't beleive you are not here. I keep hoping I will come home from work one day and you will come running to the door like you use to. We had so little time and I did not get to show you or teach you all the things I wanted to share with you. As I am sure you know we went on vacation last week with friends. As I played with Jackson I kept thinking you should be here playing with us also. I kept wondering how big you would be, how much you would be talking, if you would know be a picky eater like Jackson. Your mom and I continue to wait for the call that we have been selected for another adoption. We are so ready to make you a big brother. Had lots of nibbles from friends and family but nothing has come of it. Any help you could provide in picking out your brother or sister would be great. Just remember we are not replacing you but we love being parents to you so much that we can not see ourselves not being parents again down here on earth. Just know you will always be daddys first and only little buddy and I can not wait until we are together again in heaven. I better get back to work. I would still love for you to drop in on me one night in my sleep and let me know you are doing OK up there in heaven with great grandpa and grnadma. I promise I will not take so long to write to you the next time.
Wednesday, June 4, 2008 - Love, Daddy
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Maxwell Clay Kerr
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Hey buddy i know that i haven't written you in a while and i am sorry. your big sister desi was up getting sick last night. Jayelynn and Desi have been asking me a lot of questions about you. I hope that i am giving them the right answers. I miss you so much and can't wait to see you again. Baby boy you are my pride and joy and always will be. I hope that you are with daddy as much as you are with me. He really misses you and doesn't know how to talk to anyone about it. Max i miss you so much. There are days where i can feel you in my arms and there are days where i feel totally empty inside. I feel like you have been gone forever and hate that feeling. Why did god take you from us? Has he answered that yet? Was there something that the doctors missed or was it really from sids. I really need answers. I hope that we gave you the best seven months that anyone could have given you. Maxwell I miss you and love you so much. Hugs and kisses from Mommy and Daddy.
Tuesday, June 3, 2008 - Love you Max, Mommy
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Dear Eyva Wayva
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Hi baby cakes. On a day like this I bet it's really nice where you are. Me I just can't seem to enjoy days like this. I want too, don't get me wrong, but I would much rather, sit on the porch with you and your brother to watch the cars go by. I love you so much, and miss you more than anyone could imagine. Last night was a tough one for me mamita. I was sleeping and woke up crying because I wanted to know if you had a diaper on and under shirt, when we layed your body to rest. It was bugging me, and I didn't know how to handle your death at the time, and still don't so I didn't dress you myself. Well baby girl I want to call the funeral home and ask and I don't want to worry about it like I was. It's standard for them to do so, I think. Well baby girl. I just want you to know I love and care for you so much. I miss you baby cakes
Tuesday, June 3, 2008 - Mommy
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anthony troy stephens II
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Babyboy i miss you so very much it's been three years today . it feels like yesterday still. people tell me it will get better as time goes on ! well i'm here to tell you it ant no better yet my heart still hearts so bad . i miss my babby boy so much i think of you every day i wonder how big you would be now , what you would be saying , what you would be eating and the sound of you'r laugh . sugarbear you was and always will be daddy's heart . you know granny misses you to i'm worried to death about her she is not doing so well right now . i dont know what i'll do when i loose her to ask god if he will look out for her babyboy . i love you & miss you so much i still have a hard time beliving you'r gone . i had so little time with you i wanted to show & teach you so much . i know you have a better teacher now then i could ever be . sugarbear i'm going to go four now but not four ever i love & miss you son . Daddy
Sunday, June 1, 2008 - daddy
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Dear Sugarbear
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Babyboy i miss you so very much it's been three years today . it feels like yesterday still. people tell me it will get better as time goes on ! well i'm here to tell you it ant no better yet my heart still hearts so bad . i miss my babby boy so much i think of you every day i wonder how big you would be now , what you would be saying , what you would be eating and the sound of you'r laugh . sugarbear you was and always will be daddy's heart . you know granny misses you to i'm worried to death about her she is not doing so well right now . i dont know what i'll do when i loose her to ask god if he will look out for her babyboy . i love you & miss you so much i still have a hard time beliving you'r gone . i had so little time with you i wanted to show & teach you so much . i know you have a better teacher now then i could ever be . sugarbear i'm going to go four now but not four ever i love & miss you son . Daddy
Sunday, June 1, 2008 - love you sugarbear love always Daddy
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Patrick Michael
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Hi Baby boy, I just wanted to say how much I love you and miss you so much baby. Some days it feels like it was just yesterday still even know it's been all most five years. I love you so much. Mom has a boyfriend that makes her happy now he's very nice and sweat and takes care of me well he's perfect baby I know you to would have liked each other. I'm going to go for now ok I love you very much and miss you very
Sunday, June 1, 2008 - Love allways mom
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Our precious Little Emily
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Hi Sweetheart. Maw Maw just wants to let you know I love you and misses you so much. We visit your resting place today and moved the droopy flowers. We are going to bring you somemore tomorrow.I get people who come to visit their love ones to come and visit you too.I know you are in Heaven with Our Father and that your resting place is only a memorial. But it makes me feel better when you have a lot of visitors.I hate for you to be there by yourself.I know your little spirit is in Heaven, but just the though of your little body there. If anyone wants to visit our Little Emily Jade she is on Page l3l in the Heaven's Nursery. I'm going to update her site after her lst birthday and Angel Date. I know these will be hard days to go through. Sweetheart Maw Maw loves you so much.I'm crying just thinking about those 2 days that are getting closer.The 15th of each month is hard on us too. The l5th of this month you would be 10 months old. I know we have missed a lot, but one of these days we will all be together again. It still hurts like the day you left us. Heres some Big kisses and hugs XOXOXO. Send some back. ok. You are Maw Maw's girl forever. I love you so much. XOXOXO
Sunday, June 1, 2008 - Love Maw Maw and Paw Paw
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