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Maxwell Clay Kerr
Hey baby boy I miss you like crazy. I hope that you are up there watching over me and helping me with your sisters. I was just wondering if you could show me that you are here with me every day. I hate not being able to hold you everyday and being able to kiss you and hug you. My heart aches so bad. I miss you so much and i hate being without you. Max can you believe that you have been gone for eight weeks. I can't. Baby boy Mommy really loves you and misses you. I love you and hope you get all the kisses and hugs that i send to you. Miss you and Love you with all of my heart.
Thursday, May 8, 2008 - Love Mommy
Mommys little Angel Braxton Lee Harville
Hello, My little Angel. Mommy is so sorry that I have not wrote to you in a while but I have been having problems getting on the site. I get errors every time I go to get on. Baby, mommy is going to have a bad weekend with Mothers Day coming up. I just want to leave it as another day and go on. I hate when holidays come up and you not here with me. Baby all I ever want to do is sit and cry, I just wish that you were here for me to sit and hold and love on and then maybe everything will be okay. Bailey had another kids rodeo last weekend and she done really good. I am so proud of her and I know that you are too. She has learned how to get on her pony by herself. She is doing so good and growing up so fast. Baby mommy is going to have to go and get some things done. Mommy will talk to you soon. Love you so much Angel. Love always mommy,daddy, and Bailey.
Thursday, May 8, 2008 - Mommy, Daddy, and Bailey
Grayce Marie
Hello baby girl- can you believe you are going to be 4 in just a couple of days? I can't believe how fast time has gone by. I wish I had gotten the opportunity to watch you grow. I am sure you are so very beautiful. Mommy is going to have some family and friends at your house to send you some balloons up to heaven for you. I miss you very much with everyday. I know you have been very busy up in heaven watching over us. I think you are the reason that Grandma Carol's life was saved. She is still in ICU and we still make daily drives to go see her. This is going to be an extra hard birthday not having her here to help us celebrate you. I know she will be thinking about you and a lot of people do. I continue to miss you everyday. Remember that mommy loves you and misses you like crazy.
Thursday, May 8, 2008 - mommy
My little angel, Keaira ;
Hey baby girl. We all miss you so much. Me, Kasia, Devanaye, and Aleahya. And so many more that love you baby. Kasia looks so much like you I just wonder how identical you were. The eight months we did have, were the most precious moments. I would do it all over again my love, all the sleepless nights you and Kasia took turns smiling at mommy while we played. We had so much fun. Well my little dove, fly free and wait for me cause I will be with you again someday. Your sisters send their love too. Love you always and forever in my heart.ooxx
Friday, April 18, 2008 - Mommy
Our Angel Boii Ace Jasiah AJ
Hey son, how are you honey! We miss you so much and love you chokess! Its so nice to write you, we think about you everyday. I can't believe its going to be two years this year, its crazy. Well your big brother Mykah is doing good, still the same haha. As for the twins they're awesome, a little over 3 months now. They both remind us of you, Aliyah has your face and Jacob has your smile. They're such a blessings and are just so happy they're here with us. I think about you everytime I look at them. They are such a reminder of you. Jacob is already wearing some of your new clothes that you didn't get to wear and he looks so handsome in them. I know you would've looked great on you too. Well besides that we've just been at home, only going out for church fuctions and church. They don't have another appointment until the twins are four months. Well we just wanted to write you a letter and let you know how much WE LOVE AND MISS YOU!! TAKE CARE OUR BABY BOII!! YOU ARE FOREVER LOVED N MISSED!!
Thursday, April 17, 2008 - FOREVER OUR LOVE, YOUR FAMILY
My precious angel - Kylee Marie -
I just want you to know how much I love and miss you! You are always in my heart and thoughts.I love you so much baby girl!!
Thursday, April 17, 2008 - I love you, Mommy
My little Xander dude, my little angel,
Hello my sweetheart. I know that it has been over a week since I have written to you. Did you see that Grampa and I came to see you Sunday? I know that you were there with us. And Mommy and Daddy and Hammi were there yesterday. I heard that your brother sat on you. Sibling rivalry never ends it seems. He loves you and misses you too. Still blowing kisses at your pictures. And I know that you are watching over him. We are working on the stone that will have your picture and name on it. It is beautiful. Although it is so hard for your mommy and daddy not having you here. I hope that heaven has wonderful playgrounds for you. That you are playing with Jayden and Ben. Their mommies miss them too. Remember to give angel kisses when you can. I'll try and stop tonight after work to see you. I'm going home this weekend to see your Great Aunt Lisa and family. But hopefully I will get back early enough on Sunday to stop by. I love you and miss you so much. I made a collage of pictures of you, and it is hanging up now in the hallway. I want to make another one to put in my bedroom too. I'll have to get more pictures printed. Well sweetheart, I have to get ready for work. I love you now and always. And I'll write again soon. Be good. XXXOOO
Thursday, April 17, 2008 - Love, Grammi
*ANDREA**LICEA*
Hi mamas, how are you? I am guessing you are fine because god is taking care of you.I can imagine you so big right now.I miss you so much.I forgot to write to you, but now I remembered.Your little brother Adan looks just like you.I think you gave him you looks so our hearts won't be that broken.I wonder if you got any angle friends up there.Some day when God wants me to go,I will see you and play with.I'm glad I remembered to write to you.Well write top you later when I have time because sometimes I'm busy doing homework or practicing for band or softball.I will try hard to write to you.BYE OUR BABY ANGLE xoxoxo
Wednesday, April 16, 2008 - from cousin Danny
Baby Katie
I miss you so much. It has been over six years and my heart still aches. We found out today that we are having another little girl. People can say things they don't realize hurt. This new baby can't replace you, and she will never be ever to take away the pain we feel over our loss. I love you and miss you bunches.
Wednesday, April 16, 2008 - Mommy
Hi Baby Max
Hi sweetie, how are you doing up there? I hope good. I just wanted to let you know that I have been thinking about you everyday! On Sunday we are going to an event for a place that helps mommy's and daddy's when one of their babies goes up to heaven like you did. We are going to be racing rubber duckies in your name. I hope a lot of people come out to support this great place. I love you!!!
Wednesday, April 16, 2008 - Love Aunt Christina
hey grandma,
this is you great granddaughter sami and I just wanted to say that I miss you very,very much and I wish you were here.I hope you are having a fantastic time up there with Annie,Christina,
and Tony.I think about you often now.I have been sick lately but Im getting better. The bad thing about it isthat its the week of benchmark testing and I have missed two days of it already. The good thing about it is that if we miss any days we can go to a classroom and take the ones that we missed, so I dont have to worry much. Anyways I will write back soon!
Wednesday, April 16, 2008 - love,sami
My sweet Roman
We are coming to the last days of your precious life, when you left us a year ago. It was the early morning of April 22, 2007 at around two fifty a.m., though they pronounced you dead at three fifteen a.m. Not that I suppose it matters though, I knew you were gone when papa found you in my arms where I had been holding you until you fell back to sleep, as did I. We were so cozy, so comfy, so warm. Every second I think of you and wonder what you are doing now. I wonder if you watch me and if you know how much you were loved and are still loved by all who were blessed enough to be in your beautiful, brief, life. Do you remember our song? I sometimes wonder if I somehow knew in the ways only a mother knows that I had very little time with you. Every Sunday morning I would wake up very early crying with a feeling of impending doom, never understanding why. At least not until that horrible Sunday you went back home to Heaven. There were so many other things though, especially in hindsight. Like our song, "I don't want to miss a thing" by Aoerosmith. You know mama isn't a hard rocker, but that song is beautiful. And fit us so much. Remember: "I could stay awake just to hear you breathing, watch you smile while you are sleeping, while your far away and dreaming. I could spend my life in this sweet surrender, I could stay lost in this moment forever, every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure. I don't want to close my eyes, I don't want to fall asleep, because I'd miss you baby and I don't want to miss a thing. Cause even when I dream of you, the sweetest dream will never do, I'd still miss you baby, and I don't want to miss a thing. Lying close to you, hearing your heart beating and I'm wondering what your dreaming, wondering if it's me you're seeing. Then I kiss your eyes and thank God we're together and I just want to stay with you in this moment forever, forever and ever. I don't want to close my eyes, I don't to fall asleep cause I'd miss you baby and I don't want to miss a thing, cause even when I dream of you the sweetest dream will never do, I'd still miss you baby and I don't want to miss a thing. I don't want to miss one smile, I don't want to miss one kiss, I just want to be with you, right here with you, just like this. I just want to hold you close and feel your heart so close to mine, and just stay here in this moment for all the rest of time. I don't want to close my eyes, I don't want to fall asleep cause I'd miss you baby and I don't want to miss a thing, cause even when I dream of you, the sweetest dream will never do, I'd still miss you baby and I don't want to miss a thing.I don't want to close my eyes, I don't want to fall asleep, I don't want to miss a thing." I will always cry when I hear that song because I will remember holding you, kissing you, smiling with you, and your sweet, sweet smell. Good night my sweet prince, sleep and dream as only an angel should.
Monday, April 14, 2008 - With eternal love, mama
Hey Momma's Mini Man Maxwell Clay
I just wanted to say hi to you. I hope you were with mommy today when i was doing all that cleaning.I love you lil guy. Mommy wishes that she could hold you everyday. I love you so much and i really want you to know that i think about you every minute of every day. Maxwell Clay Kerr i really hope that Grandpa Clay and Grandpa Jerome are teaching you all the little boy things that you need to learn. If its anything about cars or bikes i would really make sure you are watching over daddy's sholder. He knows what he's doing. Love you lil guy.
Monday, April 14, 2008 - Love You Baby Boy, Love Mommy
Our precious Little Emily
Hi Sweetheart. Happy 8 months Birthday.We miss you so much. I just want to cry all the time. We went to your little resting place this morning. I brought you some balloons and I blew some blow bubbles for you. How I wish things were different.Maw Maw loves you so much.You weren't here long enough to get to know Your Maw Maw,but I'm sure you will know me when I get there with you.Maybe when my time comes you can come and get me and show me the way. I can't hardly wait.I know you were so innocent when you left us. You went right to Heaven. Paw Paw & I are saved and pray everynight. We are doing our best to get there with you. We know you are in good hands and with the lord.But that doesn't make us not want you here with us.We know you are safe and sound. But it hurts,I hope we don't sound selfish because I know you love it there. So you will have to wait until we come. Here hugs and kisses XOXOXOXO. Send some back. You are Maw Maw'girl forever. Come visit me in a dream sweetheart. I love you soooo much.
Monday, April 14, 2008 - Love Maw Maw and Paw Paw
logan my lovebug
hey mommy's love bug it's been awhile since mommy has wrote you because i have'nt had a computer but that don't mean that I DONT THINK OF YOU ALWAYS MOMMY LOVES AND MISSES YOU SO MUCH SO DO YOUR BROTHER AND OTHER FAMILY I still wonder all the time what you would be like and look like the pain never goes away I just have to find ways to occupie my mind and stay strong for the boys I know you watch over me and them all the time I can still feel you all around your little brother jeremy packs you blanket that your godmother sewed for you around all day we all love and miss you mommy still goes to you clothes just to smell you i know it's sound crazy but it help I have come to the point were I have gave some of you stuff but let go of alot of it not cause i am teying to let go of you just because some people nededed it and i let them jhave it not not nothing you used just extra stuff mommy cant seem top let go it's been almost three years since you past it feel like yesterday you'll be three years old on the 9th of may i bet your so beauitful I'd give anything just to hold you oner more time just to abl eto smell you see you take care of ou like a mother is suppost to I'll never get that chance . mommy is going to come and see you at the grave site soon I hope we have a good car now. well; mommy and the biys are doung fine we love and miss you so much mommy will writw again soon love so with allk my heart mommy still need you and wants you mommy has to go for now but i will write again soon love you so much my lovebug mommy will see you in heaven when it;s my time and i will hold you again one day love so much babygirl.
Monday, April 14, 2008 - love from your mommy Heather
Dear My Baby Jaxson
Hey bub, this is cousin Taylor talkin to you and soon enough your birthdays coming up on the 27th of this month and your going to be a grown up little handsome young man i would never be able to see you grow up. I would love to see you again and everything but i dont ever think that your up there and its like your here all the time. But i believe like your always walking in mine and sissy's footsteps! And of course my baby brother Ashton is like your twin but with out the same mom so its like your here!! LOVE YA!! P.S. We are going to church and me and your sissy got saved now when we die we will be able to be on our way to come and see you again and finally be happy! I MISS YOU! :(
Sunday, April 13, 2008 - Taylor, and Sissy
Grayce Marie
Hey baby girl it is mommy. I went to up to your house this afternoon. We just got a bunch of snow so it is pretty covered as of today. They say it is suppose to warm up and melt quickly. I am looking forward to that. I can't wait to put your vase back up and put some flowers out. Grandma Carol said she is going to get some tulips for you since those are daddy's favorites. I can't believe it has almost been 4 years now. Sometimes it just doesn't seem real. I miss you like crazy everyday. I know you are watching over me. Mommy's big race is coming up in just a few days. I know you will be watching over me. I wish you were here with me at the start and finish line. I know that you will be watching from up above. Know that I will be thinking of you all 13.1 miles baby girl. Miss you more and more everyday.
Sunday, April 13, 2008 - mommy
Our precious Little Emily
Hi Maw Maw's baby girl. Just letting you know I love you so much. Paw Paw and Maw Maw and your uncle T.J. went to see you today. I had bought you some blow bubbles and left them with you. I got uncle T.J to blow some for you. I leave the blow bubbles there so when someone visits you they can blow some for you.We miss you so much. Tomorrow you will be 8 months old. We missed it all your lst smiles, coos,giggles. sitting up,patty cakings. Oh it hurts.I bet by now you have some teethies too.I just wish we could turn the time back and had you still here with us. I hope you hear me talk to you everyday. I do. I sing to you everynight.Then I'll rock your picture back and forth singing rock a bye baby. Then I give you a big hug.Then I'll lay you down and ask the angels in Heaven to tuck you in. You got your angels wings 7 months ago. It still hurts the same if not more. You are Maw Maw's girl forever and I love you so much. I'm sending you lots of hugs and kisses to Heaven XOXOXOXO. Send me some back ok.Paw Paw And I are still working on your little garden. We have a lot of pretty light up stuff.Angels too. Now we need to get some flowers in when it warms up.I will go in your special garden at nights and read to you. I know you will be looking down and listening from Heaven. Your Aunt Marlene is only ten,but she is going to read to you too. We all love you baby.I'll brings you some balloons up tomorrow for your 8 month birthday. I love you sweetheart.
Sunday, April 13, 2008 - Love Maw Maw and Paw Paw
My Angel Gunner
The sky has been so cloudy all day today. I kept wishing that the sun would come out then maybe I wouldn't be so sad, unfortunately that didn't happen! I have pictures of you all over the house and I look at them and remember how tiny you were and how wonderful you smelt and how great it felt to hold you in my arms. I can't hardly bring myself to the reality that you're not here anymore and you aren't going to be ever again! When you were born and I got to see you the first thought in my head was "Oh my goodness this little boy is so gorgeous." Me and the man I loved more than anything in this world had created this beautiful little angel, and you looked just like your daddy. You had the most beautiful blue eyes and my little turn up nose and long fingers and toes just like your daddy. I wish we would have had more time with you. I had so much I wanted to show you! Listen Bud mommy's gotta go now, I can't hardly see the keyboard. I love you and have sweet dreams. Hope I get to see you when I go to bed.
Sunday, April 13, 2008 - Mommy
Abigail
hi lil angel face baby i miss you so very much i just wish that you could be here with us now but i no that i cant change that now but i also no that you are well takin care up there with jesus and all of the other angels in heaven now you are gonna have a lil brother or sister i cant wait till he or she is born and gets big enough to tell all about you and how beautiful that you are i am scared though i can imagine how much i am going to worry but i no that you and jesus and all the other angels will look out for us and the baby Katelynn is getting so big she is beautiful it think that you two would have made good friends well little angel i love you and so doesent daddy and everyone elce so till next time we are all sending bundles of hugs and kisses straight up to you till next time sweetie
Sunday, April 13, 2008 - mommy
Mommy's Mini Man Max
Hey Max thank you for watching over me and your sister last night. You had to have been with us when those deer ran in front of us. Thank you for guarding us. We love you baby boy. We miss you every day. Wow i bet you would be crawling by now. Love you baby boy.
Sunday, April 13, 2008 - Love You Baby Boy, Love Mommy
Jackie
I love you so much and miss you every day. Its almost been a year now. I cant stand life sometimes, but we have your sister to help us make it through the bad days. I miss you so much my little peanut. Watch over us, we need you still.
Sunday, April 13, 2008 - Love your mommy
Joshua
Hey Babydoll, I love you and miss you so so so much!!! I cant believe that this Friday the 18th you would have been 3 years old. I wonder what you would have looked like, acted liked and what it would sounded like when you said "Mommy. I love you.". I hear thoese words now only in my heart, my prayers and my dreams. I miss you more than anyone knows. I kiss your pictures and sleep with the teddy bear that was made from your baby blanket. It seems as years go by I miss you more and more. Its hard to believe that in a couple of years you would have been in kindergarden, then in middle school, then in highschool and off to college, and now none of that will happen. It is so sad that all these dreams I had planned for you before you were even born, none of them will come true. I wont get to see your first step, hear your first word, taste your first cake you accidently burnt, and I will never be able to touch your soft hair,skin and face again. There is so much I was planned for us, so much for us to do. I cant wait till I see you again. I love you SO SO much!!! xoxoxo
Saturday, April 12, 2008 - Mommy
Journie Mechille Balk
Baby girl, I miss you more than anything in this world and i think of you everyday. You changed my life for the better. I was going down the wrong road when my eyes were opened. Now i'm living a clean and straight life. I know with out a shadow of a doubt that you are my guardian angel. I will see you again one day and will spend eternity together. You are missed by everyone. I can remember the whole 3 months and 22 days we had together. I love you so so so much.
Saturday, April 12, 2008 - love your Mommy Tasha Anne Embry
Jocelyn Denise Iverson-Small
Hi my precious little angel!! Today is the one year anniversary on the day you received your angel wings. I miss you so much!! We all do. We hope you got the balloons we sent you today as kisses from us. We can't wait to see you in heaven someday!!
Saturday, April 12, 2008 - Love, Mom, Dad, Nathan, Brandon, and Alyssa
My beautiful nephew Max
Hi baby, so today is the one month anniversary for you getting your wings. I miss you so much and so does everyone else down here. I hope that you are being treated well in heaven. I can't wait until the day that I get to meet you there! If I go before your mommy does, I promise that I will not let you go until she gets there. I love you buddy, and think about you all the time. I talk to you almost everyday, do you hear me? I send lots of kisses and hugs to you too. I hope that you get them. I love you sweetie!
Saturday, April 12, 2008 - Love Aunt Christina
Jenna Mae
Hey Jenna! I hope your having a good time in Heaven! I miss you, and I know everyone else in the family does too!
Saturday, April 12, 2008 - From your big cuz
Jenna Mae
Hey Jenna! I miss you a lot! I really didn't get to know you very well but You were my baby cousin. I miss you and I know every one in the family does too! Love you!
Saturday, April 12, 2008 - Grom your cuz
baby maxwell kerr
hey max buddy it is so hard to believe you have been gone a month now. i miss watching you scoot on the floor and get into everything. you were the sunshine to everyones day. please watch over mommy and daddy today they you need your kisses sent from heaven to keep them strong. desi and jayelynn miss you lots too. jayelynn has been asking about you today. they both love and miss you. i think about each and everyday. and before i go to bed i send kisses up to you. give hugs to great grandpa houtman for me. love you buddy
Saturday, April 12, 2008 - love aunt kathy forever
Mommy's Mini Man Max
Hey buddy, I miss you. Does it feel like you have been in heaven for a month. I can't even think of what to say to you besides that I Love You and Miss You so much. I may not pray every day in a prayer form but know that mommy does talk to you everyday. I love it that mommy and daddy decided to bring you home so you can watch your sisters get into everything still. Max mommy loves you so very much. So much that words can't explain. When you are done flirting with all the Girl Angels could you find time to ask God why this happened to you. Is there something that mommy or daddy could have changed? Well just know that mommy and daddy would have never let you get hurt. Well buddy I love you and can't wait to see you again so i can rock you and give you bunches of kisses. Love you buddy. I send hugs and kisses up to heaven everyday from mommy daddy desi and jayelynn. We all love you and miss you very much.
Saturday, April 12, 2008 - Love You Baby Boy, Love Mommy
My dear Grandson Maxwell Clay,
Hey Max, Just a note to say I miss you, and I love you. Ive been trying so hard to help mommy, and sometimes Im so lost. Please if your not to busy with all the other little angels send a hug & kiss down for her. Jayelynn says she sees you in heaven, and likes to wave to you. Your sister Desiree really misses you. We all do. Ask God why he needed you so soon, we didnt have enough time with you, I didnt even get to know you. Hugs and Kisses are sent up to you from me and I hope that I will be able to get one from you soon. Love you very much will be dreaming about you again. I love watching the video Aunt Christina made, its just beautiful,I know you watch it with me from heaven.
Friday, April 11, 2008 - I love you very very much and miss you Grandma Kelly
Grayce Marie
Hey baby girl. I was just thinking of you and I know it has been a while since I have wrote you so I thought I would send you a little note. I love you sweet girl. Sending lots of hugs and kisses to you!
Friday, April 11, 2008 - Melissa
hay Jaan,
jaan.feel so blessed to say that u r mine forever.Baby i love u sooo much n i'm missing u more then even words can ever discribe.sumtime
s its so hrad even to belive that u are millions n millions of miles away from me but all i can say is that u are always treasured in my heart love u always
Friday, April 11, 2008 - honey
Katie Elizabeth
hey katie how are u doing up there. I miss u and love u very much and wish that u are here right now. everyone misses u and love u very much. bye
Thursday, April 10, 2008 - your best aunt abbyXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOX
Boobear
hey lil man i cant believe that its been a month aready since you were taken from my arms. i miss you so much there is not a day that goes by that i dont think about that day wishin more and more every day that i would have had some kind of sign of what was to come, i would have never put you down and left you out of sight.mommy is really sorry.if there could have been anything that i could have done you know that i would have, i love you so much and miss you more everyday
Thursday, April 10, 2008 - love your always, mommy
Hey Stephen!
Today is your very first birthday. My angel is growing! How much I miss you! What I wouldn't give to just hold you once more time. Though honesty one more time just would never be enough. We all went out to visit you today. Even though it was raining and windy we just couldn't stay away. Daddy I brought you some flowers and a stone that said if love could save you you would live a lifetime. Lance and Payton each brought you windmills so you could watch the pretty colors spin around in the wind. Aunt Kerstin and Uncle Pete brought you a balloon and some roses. Such pretty roses they are for my angel! We made you a birthday cake with chocolate frosting. Payton picked it out for you. Both your brothers helped blow out the candle and we sang happy birthday to you. Could you hear us all the way in heaven? I could feel you were with us even if it's not the way we would like you to be. I miss you so very much, My Angel. Happy birthday- you will never be far away.
Thursday, April 10, 2008 - Love Always and forever, Mommy
Olivia Aikey
Dear Olivia, It just seems like yesterday we were watching you and holding you. I just want to wish you a Happy Birthday! :]
Thursday, April 10, 2008 - Love, Whitney
Dear justice
hey baby mommy misses you so much i love u with allmy heart and soul and im so sorry i let u go u are a big part of me the better part of me and ur missing and now i dont know what to do with my life or what to do at all i love u so much lil man from the bottem of my heart
Thursday, April 10, 2008 - love from ,mommy
Our precious Little Emily
Hi Sweetheart. It's Maw Maw. I love you and miss you so much. We came to see you the other day and we brought a balloon for you. I still haven't dreamt about you yet. Please come and visit me.It doesn't get anybetter I miss you more and more each day.Wish you were here with us and didn't have to go away.Even though I know you are in the most precious place there is.I'm just so selfish and want you here. To see you smile, giggle, coos, walk and just to see you grow. But I know I will have to wait until I get up there with you. Here some kisses and hugs for you XOXOXOXOXO.Send me some back.I just wish thinks were different.I love you sweetheart. You are maw maw's girl forever.I talk and sing to you everynight. I hope you can hear me.Times passes by, but my heart aches for you.Even more than the day you got your angel wings. I love you sweetheart. Come and see me in my dreams.
Wednesday, April 9, 2008 - Love Maw Maw and Paw Paw
Hey Momma's Mini Man, Mr.Max
Hey baby I miss you. I see you every night in my dreams. I love you so much. I bet you would be crawling by now. You sure is heck were trying hard 4 weeks ago. Max How is it in heaven? Is it nicer than earth? Mommy can't wait to see you again. I miss you so much I love you. Mommy looks at your pictures everday. I can still smell you in your clothes and blankets. Mommy sleeps with your favorite blanky every night. Max were you in pain? The doctors tell me that you passed peacefully. Baby is that why you wanted to sleep with mommy on that tuesday night? Did you know that you were going to leave mommy and daddy on earth? Max if you have the chance to can you kiss your sisters and let them know that you are here with us. Maxwell I see you every time that i close my eyes. I blink a lot more now a days. I hope Grandpa Clay is showing you the ropes of the heavenly life. Max Thank you for the best laughs, best smiles, best baby award is to you. Thank you for being the biggest mama's boy that God could have created. Max I love you and miss your hugs, kisses, everything about you i miss. MAXWELL CLAY KERR MOMMY LOVES YOU WITH ALL HER HEART. X0X0X0X0X0X0X0X0
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Wednesday, April 9, 2008 - Love You Baby Boy, Love Mommy
BABY SHAWN STEWART
AUNT BRI AND UNCLE LESLIE AND BOTH YOUR COUSINS MISS YOU DEARLY! I CAN'T WAIT TILL WE SEE YOU AGAIN! YOU ARE ONE OF THE MOST BEAUTIFUL BABIES EVER! YOU WILL NEVER KNOW HOW MUCH WE LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU! UNTIL WE SEE YOU AGAIN I LOVE YOU! PLEASE WATCH OVER YOUR MOMMY, DADDY AND BIG SISTER! THEY LOVE YOU VERY MUCH!
Wednesday, April 9, 2008 - YOUR AUNTIE BRI-BRI
Beautiful Boy Max
Hi Buddy. So today is four weeks since you left this world to go be with the lord. It is not any easier today than it was four weeks ago. We all miss you more now than before. It is still hard to believe that you are gone. Your mommy is having a hard day today so if you could, please send down some angel kisses to her. Grandpa is going to go to your house tonight and spend a little time with mommy to try to help her out. Well, I should probably get back to work now. I love you now and forever.
Wednesday, April 9, 2008 - Love Aunt Christina
hey baby girl alexzandrea
hey sweetie happy birthday your 3 years old your lil sister annabell says happy b day too if she could talk well were gonna eat cake and every thing we wish you were here so you can blow out your candles and open presents were even gonna send you balloons up theres so you can play with them but i just miss you so much baby girl mommy misses you alot and grandma you just need to keep her safe but we all miss and love you alot so ill send you up a peice of cake too while i send your balloons
Tuesday, April 8, 2008 - love your aunty rachel
Mommy's precious angel - Kylee Marie
I LOVE AND MISS YOU MORE THAN ANYTHING!
Tuesday, April 8, 2008 - LOVE, MOMMY
Alexzandrea my Ju Ju Bee
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY GIRL !!!!!Your THREE years old today. Doesn't seem like that long ago that I held you in my arms that you would smile and i would feel like I was on top of the world. You made me feel like nothing ever matter but you and me you were my sunshine the one that kept me going when I want to quit.I miss you so much baby girl I herd your song the other day and couldn't stop crying. God I miss you so much, Why did you have to go. Right know you would be getting ready for your party giving me hug and kiss. But your no where to be found I know you looking after me and you sister but sometimes to know that just isn't enough. I love you baby girl I wish you could be here for you birthday it would make everything worth while I love you baby girl and happy birthday!!!!
Tuesday, April 8, 2008 - Mommy
Dear Angel Shawn
Mommy misses you so much. I couldnt wait to meet you and you left to fast. Now i cant wait to see you again. Know mommy thinks of you with every breathe she takes. I cant help but wonder if i could have done something different to prevent this from happening to you. You are our greatest joy! your big sister and i miss you so much. we all do! You are so beautiful!I will see you again one day baby! i love you!
Tuesday, April 8, 2008 - Love Mommy
Dear Gracie
Grammy and Grampy and your whole family miss you so much! You are always in our thoughts. We wish we could have had even just a little more time with you! We had no way of knowing that you would be with us for such a short time and had so much hope for the future with you - we loved every minute of your time with us - until we meet again, all our love and prayers are with you!
Monday, April 7, 2008 - Grammy - Debbie Brown
Grammi's little Xander dude!
Hello, my little angel. Did you see that your Uncle Kendall was with me today when I came to see you? He didn't get out of the car, I think that he still feels bad that he didn't hold you when you were here with us. But we'll give him time to get over that. I know that you know that he loves you. And I know that you love him. You would be 4 months old today. I know that you are chubby and smiling now, like your brother was at 4 months. I wish you were here for me to see it, but I just close my eyes and I see you in my mind and heart. Remember to keep sending your angel kisses. And I'm sending my grammi kisses and hugs right back to you. I miss you. I may try and come and see you again tomorrow with grampa. I'll talk to him tonight. Always remember that I love you now and always. I'll talk to you soon!!!
Monday, April 7, 2008 - love you always and forever, Grammi
Mommy's Little Angel Braxton Lee Harville
Braxton, Good morning my Love Mommy has had a bad week with the thoughts that you have been gone for a year now. Mommy wanted to write you and tell you how good your sister done over the weekend at the barrel race. She has made me so proud of how good she is doing, she has improved so much. Saturday she done great the first run that she made in the peewee barrels she run a 18 and she use to run a 19-21 and that was good for her then we put her in the youth barrels with bigger kids and she run a 17 so after that we put her in the open barrels with the adults and older kids and she run another 17 and won 44.00. I wish that you could have been there to see her she was so happy that she done that good and we were all happy for her. Baby mommy is going to have to go and get ready and get a few things done around here and then sit and cry thinking about you and how much I miss you. Mommy is going to go crazy before things gets better. I think that everyone lied to me when they told me that things will get better but they have not got any better and I really think that things are getting worse and maybe that is how it is going to be and it will get worse before it gets better. I guess I will have to wait and see how it goes. Mommy is going to go for now I will talk to you later Angel. WE Love you so much, Mommy Daddy Bailey Nana Papaw and Aunt Brittany.
Monday, April 7, 2008 - Mommy and Bailey
Mommy's little angel - Kylee Marie
Tomorrow will be 8 months that you grew your angel wings and I wish more than anything you were here for me and daddy to hold. You mean the world to us both and I’m so thankful for the best 11 weeks of my life - I just wish I had longer. As it gets closer to you being 1, it gets harder and harder for me to deal with the pain and hurt of losing you. I lay awake every night and talk to you - I’m not sure if you can hear me but there’s not a day or night that goes by that I don’t tell you how much I love and miss you and how much I wish you were here for me to hold in my arms. I miss EVERYTHING about you. There have been so many times over the past month where I have been to see you at all hours of the night. I just miss you so much and the pain and hurt keeps getting stronger. When will you come see me in my dreams? I just want to see you! Please never forget how much I love and miss you baby girl! See you soon!
Monday, April 7, 2008 - I love you so much, Mommy
To My Dearest AJ
Hey honey it's been a long time since I wrote you! I'm sorry I haven't had a chance to come on a computer and write you, so here I am at Aunty Neta n Lili's house so I wanted to write you to let you know how much we're missing and loving you ALWAYS. So we are all doing good, Daddy works as usual and me and ur brothers and sister stay home and all that good stuff. Well I hope you know how much we love and miss you honey bunches and we are always thinking about you! Your little brother and sister are such a blessing and they so remind of us of you! Well hope you know that we miss you and no worries when we get internet I'll be writing you plenty hahaha! K son take care of yourself and say hi to Papa for us! LOVE YOU MOESTEST!
Sunday, April 6, 2008 - LOVE N MISS U PLENTY BABES
Hi Baby Max!
Hi Max, I hope that you are getting lots of hugs and kisses from everyone up there in Heaven. We all miss you very much. It has been very hard on your mommy and daddy. They came down here by Aunt Christina and Uncle Ryan to visit for a couple of days. It was really nice to have them here. I really wish you could have been here too though. Max I miss you so much already and it hasn't even been a month yet. I loved when I talked to your mommy and she would tell me about all the things you were doing, and listen to your laugh over the phone. I am so sorry that we did not come up there more and visit. It kills me that you really didn't even know who I was. I love you so much though. I loved you the first time I saw you in a picture. When I met you at Christmas time, my heart just melted. WHY DID YOU HAVE TO GO MAX???? I will come back later and write you another letter. We are all thinking about you and we will never forget you. I love you!!!
Saturday, April 5, 2008 - Aunt Christina
Birthday boy Ben
I heard Xander grandma was talking to your mommy and it's your birthday. I hope Sweetheart you had a fun birthday party. I also hope our Little Emily was there at your party too. Her first birthday will be on Aug. 14. Please come to her party in Heaven. I know you will. Please invite all of the other angel buddies there too. I love all you babies there. XOXOXOXO. Have fun at your party.
Saturday, April 5, 2008 - Emily's Maw Maw
Hello my little Xander,
I'm sorry that I haven't written in a couple of days. I know that you saw me on Wednesday and I bet you thought it as funny as I did that I almost got the car stuck in the mud! All that mud flying around. :) I miss you so much. Your mommy bought a new cabinet to put your pictures and things in. It looks so nice. I'll come and see you Monday or Tuesday on my days off. I know that you are looking over your mommy and daddy and big brother. Keep sending them those angel kisses. They miss you so much too. I'll try and bring grampa with me when I come. Have to go for now. I love you now and always.
Saturday, April 5, 2008 - love, Grammi
Happy Birthday Ben!!
I'm Xander's grandma and I have been talking with your mommy and she told me that today was your birthday. So I hope that in heaven you are having cake and balloons and I hope that Xander is there with you having fun. Happy Birthday Ben!
Saturday, April 5, 2008 - Love from Xander's grammi, Lori
To my perfect angel Roman
I am sorry I haven't written you for a few days, you are always on my mind and in my heart. Lately I have been having horrible nightmares. They are so vivid and real. I wake up sobbing or worse even still, thinking you are alive and it was all just a dream. I am having such a hard time with the whole faith aspect of it. I want to believe this happened as part of a grand picture that I just can't see the whole of yet, but son, I am losing the faith that I have always had. I am so unsure of my purpose here on earth. So unsure if anything I do helps anyone at all. The only thing I know for sure at any given time, is that I love you, Julian, and papa, and I can't wait for us to be together again. I will write you again later, I hope you have good and happy thoughts that all babys should have.
Saturday, April 5, 2008 - Love Eternally, Mama
Our precious Little Emily
Hi Sweetheart, Just Maw Maw letting you know how much she loves and misses you.I just wish you were here with us. You will be 8 months old the 14th of this month. You are getting to be a big girl now.I know your in Heaven, It just hurts your not here with us.Heres lots of XOXOXOXOXOXO for you. Send Maw Maw and Paw Paw some from Heaven. OK.I'll be up to see you tomorrow. I know your not there,but it makes us feel better coming to your resting place. I love you sooo much baby. Ask Jesus if Maw Maw can have a dream of you tonight or later if I have to wait. I love you sweetheart.
Friday, April 4, 2008 - Love Maw Maw and Paw Paw
Anjie
OH my sweet Pretty Girl. On Monday it will be 2 years since you returned to Heaven. How can that be? Oh my sweet little girl.I miss you soo soo much and I hope you know that I love you even more. Although in the "real world" mama smiles I still ache so much for you. As now I am blessed to see your little sister grow and all that she is able to do, I can't help to think that I should be playing dollie with her and you as we watch your 2 brothers play with daddy. Oh Princess they say there isn't anything I could have done but my love till this day I feel as if I failed you. I miss you so much. I miss your beautiful bright eyes and your beautiful smile you were starting to give me. How you would talk with me. Oh Anjie I miss your smell, your clothes don't have your scent anymore all I smell is that scent of what ever they did to your clothing in the hospital. I can only touch the little bit of curl they gave me of yours. Oh princess I miss you so much. I wish daddy would say he miss you too, I don't want to bother him with my tears and so you are the only one who knows about my tears. I called Bill already so he can make your flowers as beautiful as possible I know he will. I hope you will like them Oh my love. I'll Love you Forever, I'll Love you For Always As long as I'm Living My Baby will be. I love you my Pretty Girl
Friday, April 4, 2008 - Mama
Dear Evan,
I miss you a ton- I think of you all the time- I wish you were here!!! It's been weighing on me a lot these past couple days- more than usual. I love you little man and can't wait to see you again. I love you , I love you, I love you!!!!!! Sending you millions of kisses to heaven.
Friday, April 4, 2008 - Love- Forever and For Always~ Mommy, Jordan, & Jaiden
Daddy's Angel, Kylee Marie
If I could have anything in life it would be to have you back with mommy and I. I have a hard time understanding why I can't have our time in the afternoon waiting on mommy to get home for work. Its so hard sitting in our chair without you in my arms. I wish that we could have one more afternoon sitting there and mommy comes though that door and gives you a kiss watching you smile. I miss the way that I felt when you were here I had never been that happy. Nothing will ever be the same, I wish I could have that time back i miss it all being a daddy was the best gift that you could have ever givin me. I wish I had longer with you, I love and miss you so much!
Friday, April 4, 2008 - I love you, Daddy
Boobear Owen!
Hey bubba its mommy again! i miss you so much, i hope that you are havin a good time up there with papaw ed and aunt pearl, make sure they give you lots of kisses and are singin your favorite songs to you! I love you boobear and miss you so much everyday! u are never away from me you are always in my heart!
Thursday, April 3, 2008 - love your mommy renee
Mommy's Beautiful Baby Boy Braxton Lee Harville,
Braxton, I want you to know that mommy loves you so so so much. Yesterday was a very hard day for me. It was one year snce the last time that mommy got to see your beautiful face or hold you. I just wish that I could go back and Hold you again. I miss the days of laying in the bed with you and feeding you and listening to you coo and that pretty little smile would just melt my heart. You are the best baby that a mommy could ever ask for and I just hope that your brother or sister will be the same as you and always be happy. Baby mommy is going to have to go it is so hard to know that this is the way that I get to talk to you when I would much rather be holding you in my arms and talking to you and watching you smile the whole time. I will always love you with all of my heart. Love always, Mommy Daddy, Bailey Nana Papaw and Aunt Brittany
Thursday, April 3, 2008 - Mommy and Bailey
Baby Boo Owen Wesley-Allen
Hey boobear what have you been up to since you left me here to be with many other loved family members in heaven? ive been missing you so much, i would have never put you down had i know that would be the last time that i would ever see you breath, or blink or move, i would have held you in my arms forever if i could have, now i just have to hold onto you with my heart.i miss you more and more each day, but i know that we will see each other again one day.one thing that makes mommy happy is knowing that your lil belly doesnt hurt anymore.i miss your smile and your coos and all the little stubborn things you'd do.you are amazing just way 2 beautiful for this earth, i know you are safe and away from harm.i love you so much and cant wait until i can see you again.mommy sends her love and kisses to you boobear!
Thursday, April 3, 2008 - Love your MOMMY!
Katie Elizabeth
hey katie how are u doing up there. I miss u and love you very much and I wish that u are here right now. Katie everybody misss u and love u very much and they wish that u are here right now. Uncle tommy and uncle matt and uncle todd said hi they miss u and love you very much and they wish that u are here right now. Aunt becky miss you and love you very much and she wish that you are here right now. bye love you best aunt abby
Wednesday, April 2, 2008 - your best aunt abbyXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOX
Our precious Little Emily
Hi my little sweetheart. Just letting you know I love and miss you.Maw Maw has a little earache and little sorethroat. Something you never have to worry about. Your heavenly father takes good care of you. Hope your having a good day in Heaven.Having fun and playing with your little angel buddies.It's so sad we had to let you go.But our heavenly father knows best.You are getting the best of care. I really miss you today. Looking at your picture.It hurts so bad,but I know I have you to hold when I get there. Just watch over us sweetheart and come see me in a dream.I hope Jesus lets me come soon.But I have to wait until he calls me.We came up to see you yesterday and brought you a balloon. Me and Paw Paw will be up tomorrow too.We come up every other day to see you. That's as long as I can wait to come see you. I would stay there with you if I could.Even though I know your not there.I would lay beside your marker and just talk to you. Like I do all the time anyway.I just talk to you like you are still here.I'll talk to you then I'll talk to Jesus about you. People might think I'm crazy, but I dont care. I love you so much. Lots of hugs and kisses for you XOXOXOXO. Send me some back. You are Maw Maw's girl forever and ever.I love you sooo much baby.
Wednesday, April 2, 2008 - Love Maw Maw and Paw Paw
Baby Blane
It has been a long time I have had a bad year so far.Nana hurt her leg I hurt my back and uncle pepper went to Iraq to work he home for 14 days hope he don't go back .Just wanted to let you know IHave not forgot you love papa David
Wednesday, April 2, 2008 - papa DAVID
Aidan (Sunshine)
Hey Boo Grandpa Fred again, loving you missing you, I still do not find any real confort these days, they just flow one into the other. I am trying but it seems to get more and more difficult as time goes on. Your mom needs you to watch over her she is having both personal and health problems guide her through these difficult days. Boo i am starting to shed tears and am at work so I will log off for now. Remember grandpa loves you and is waiting for the day to hold you once again in his arms.
Tuesday, April 1, 2008 - Grandpa Fred
Kyan
I can not believe that it was a year ago today that you were called to heaven. We had such a great day up till I put you down for your nap. I can still picture you looking back at me and say nite nite as I shut the door like it was yesterday. I think about that everyday and wish I would not have put you down for a nap that day. I am so sorry and wish I could do it over again. I would have kept you up and we would have played together all day. I don't see how they say it gets easier with time. I think I miss you as much if not more today. I can not imagine feel this way for the rest of my life. I can't help but think about all the fun things we were suppose to be doing together and all the things I never got to show or experience with you. I see all these fathers with their little sons enjoying time together and my heart aches that we are not able to enjoy those same experiences. I waited so long for you and it's just not fair that we only got 20 months together. IT WAS NOT LONG ENOUGH!!!!! I hope and pray that you are doing great in heaven. I know great grandma and grandpa are providing you with all the love and care you need. I hope you and Jr. have become good play buddies in heaven. Keep an eye on your mom and continue to be her guardian angel and take care of her. I am counting the days until we are together again. I better get back to work becaue I am running out of tissues. I promise I will check back in soon.
Tuesday, April 1, 2008 - Love, Daddy
Joshua
Hey Babydoll, I love you and miss you so so so much. I think about you always and I wonder what you would have looked liked now, running around, making friends. Me and Rachel are coming up to see you on your birthday. I cant wait to show her where you are buried. She hasnt been able to go at all since it isnt very close. Uncle Gerald just passed away on Thursday and I know you have welcomed him in Heaven there with open arms. I love you little guy. xoxoxoxoxoxoxo I will always keep you in my heart, thoughts and prayers forever.
Monday, March 31, 2008 - Mommy
Our precious Little Emily
Hi Sweetheart. It's your Maw Maw again Just letting you know we love and miss you.Been up to see you a few times this week. Go up every chance I get.I ask Paw Paw can we go see Emme today and he always says yes.I just wish this sids things didn't happen to us. We missed everything your first smile, coo, giggle, step. tooth.It hurts us so bad that we had to miss out on it all.We love you so much. I still cry everyday for you sweetheart. I know I should let you go,but I just can"t get it in my heart to do that. I know your happy and with the lord. But you will be in my heart forever and ever. Your on my mind from the time I get up till the time I go to bed.I talk to you all the time and look at that beautiful picture of you and cry. Why lord. I'll be so glad when I get to hold and kiss you again. Maybe I can go like you did. Just fall to sleep and don't wake up. But Jesus still wants me here for some reason.I have asked him to take me to you, but it's just not my time yet. I know you will wait for me. So until I come to you I will just have to carry you in my heart forever. You will never ever be forgotten.I visit you a lot and plan to do it until the day I come with you.We put pretty things on your resting place.We keep it looking so pretty for you.I ask Jesus to let you look down and see how pretty your resting place is.I love you. Here Kisses and hugs. XOXoXOXOXO. Send me some back. Come visit me tonight in a dream. I need to see you and hold you.Love you so much.
Sunday, March 30, 2008 - Love Maw Maw and Paw Paw
My angel Roman
Today was Great Grandma Tracy's Birthday. She turned 79 and still doesn't have a wrinkle to find on her. I guess that comes from living the life of a saint and not putting harmful things in her body such as cigarettes, alchohol, drugs, etc. Good genes don't hurt either and the people in our family have always aged beautifully. I hope that applies to me also. Is mama being silly? Mostly I hope to be beautiful on the inside, although that applies to all of your Grandmas as well. As always, I find myself missing and thinking of you constantly. Your first "Angel Day" is coming up and I am dreading it. I am planning something special on that day for family and close friends but haven't decided everything yet. Maybe you could whisper sweet little ideas in my ears. Mama has to go now, I am very sleepy and it is just about your bedtime as well. Good night sweet prince. I hope we both have lovely dreams of happier times from before and also of those to come.
Saturday, March 29, 2008 - Love Eternally, Mama
Hello my little Xander dude,
It's me Grammi. I miss you angel. The last couple of days have been hard for me. It was 2 months ago yesterday you left us. And I think about you all the time. I think your mommy and daddy were having a hard day yesterday too. Give them your kisses on angels wings to make them feel better. Your mommy said that your brother was waving to something at home but she didn't know what. Was it you angel? I believe it was. Hammi loves you and misses you too. I'll come on Sunday to see you after work. Until then, I'll send my kisses and hugs to you XXXXOOOOOO. I love you now and always.
Friday, March 28, 2008 - Love, Grammi
Hey Carly Marie Golden
Just wanted to tell you Happy Birthday !!!!!!!!!!! You are 11 today.There is not a day that goes by that i dont think of you.You missed each and everyday of our lives here on earth. WE LOVE AND MISS YOU DEARLY,
Friday, March 28, 2008 - MAMA,DADDY,CASEY,CHASE, CHARLES, & GG
Zachariah
Hello Buddy. I miss you terribly and I can not believe that it has been 365 days without you today. I miss you. I was brought back to that day last year and it was hard but i got through it. Daddy had off today so we went with your brothers to the zoo. I wish you could have been there but I know that you were looking down on us and telling us to enjoy the day. I miss you and love you. Until we meet again.
Thursday, March 27, 2008 - Love always and forever, Mommy
Kaiden Nicolas Martinez
YOU WILL ALWAYS BE GRANDMAS LITTLE ANGLE I WILL LOVE AND MISS SEEING YOU LAUGH AND WATCHING YOU GROW UP TO A LOVING YOUNG MAN THAT I KNOW YOU W0ULD HAVE BEEN WE WILL MISS YOU SO VERY MUCH. LOVE YOU VERY MUCH !!!!!!
Thursday, March 27, 2008 - Grandma Tammy
My precious Jaycee Marie
Hey sweetie you sure have been on my mind alot! I miss you so much. Even if I don't write to you daily, please know that not a minute goes by that I'm not thinking about you. You have a place in my heart and always will. I don't write to you on Holidays, because I still can't tell you to have a happy day, since none of the holidays are happy since you became an angel. In fact Grandma doesn't even want to celebrate holidays anymore. It just hurts too badly to not have you here with us. Please give Carter and Kayleigh hugs and kisses from me and keep a bunch of them for yourself. Tell them I love them and also think about them alot. You cousins play nicely in Heaven, even if some adults don't know how to play nicely here on earth! Grandma F and I found the kisses from Heaven you sent, we were both excited! I have saved every kiss you have sent and some day I will donate them to a SIDS foundation in your memory.
Thursday, March 27, 2008 - XOXOXOXO Grandma Deb
My sweet baby Roman
I am so sorry I didn't write on Easter or even since. I know that you know I am having an especially hard time right now. You were so full of life last year at this time. I was so full of love, happiness, and a future that had taken a completely unexpected turn. We all miss you so much right now and I find myself often asking why? Was this really necessary? Many years ago I had accepted the probability that I would not have any more children. I thought your beautiful big brother Julian was it. He was born in 1989, and you were born in 2007. That's a huge gap yet still I was so happy. Now I am left to wonder if you were taken from me out of cruelty or love. I don't know. This I do know, I wouldn't give up one second of my time with you. Not one. I need to go but I WILL write you tomorrow. Good night Sweet Prince.
Thursday, March 27, 2008 - Love mama
Soyna, My angel
Hey sonya i just wanted to let u kno how much i mommy loves u, and i miss u so so much. But u will always be in my heart and my dreams.
Wednesday, March 26, 2008 - Mommy
HELLO CHRIS OUR SWEETHEART
chris,sweetheart it been awhile sence i wrote,but sweetheart you no that your with us every day,and always will be,we miss you and love you alot,we think of you everyday that goes by,have you meant your brother billy joe yet,if so tell him i love him very much also,and misses him alot to, tell darren your best friend we say hi and miss him to,we are all ok, only thing is we are missing you so very very much,well son i will write you again soon, give everyone hugs and kisses from us,you all are misses so very much,,,,,love you mom dad and family
Wednesday, March 26, 2008 - we love you very much chris
babii ace jasiah.
HEY BABII HOWZ THINGZ UP THERE IN PARADISE I BET ITS GOOD SINCE U HAVE A LOT OF FAMILY UP THERE WITH U!!WELL BABII WE MISS U SOO MUCH I WAS SHOCKED WEN U LEFT I COULDNT BELEVE IT CAUSE THE NITE B4 I WAS HOLDING U IN MY ARMZ N THEN IT WAS ALL OVER THE NEXT DAY I GUESS GOD NEEDED A ANOTHER ANGEL TO BE BY HIS SIDE WELL UR MOM N DAD R DOIN GOOD WITH MYKAH N THE TWINZ U KNOE THEY LOOK JUST LIKE U !!!KAY THEN BABII TELL EVERYONE WE MISS THEM SOO MUCH WE LUV U AJ U WILL ALWAYZ BE IN OUR HEARTS N I WILL C U WEN I GET THERE.BYE BABII- MUAH-
Tuesday, March 25, 2008 - LOVE FRM YOUR AUNTY LAINE
Katie Elizabeth
hey katie how are u doing up there. I miss u and love u very much and wish that u are here right now. Everyone said happy easter and they miss u and love u very much and they wish that u are here right now. HAppy EAster katie love your best aunt ABBY
Tuesday, March 25, 2008 - your best aunt abbyXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOX
Our precious Little Emily
Hi Sweetheart. It's Maw Maw. Just letting you know we love and miss you so much. I know you had a nice Easter in Heaven with our Heavenly Father. We just miss you so.We visited your resting place yesterday and today. I took you an Easter Basket and some balloons.I took your mommy shopping yesterday she misses you so much and cries for you too. Seems like all we do any more is cry baby. Tears of love for our Little Emily Jade. Maw Maw is going to send you lots of hugs and kisses XOXOXOXOXO. Send me some back ok sweetheart. Come and visit me in my dreams. I want to hug and kiss you so much. I love you Sweetheart.I wish I was there with you.
Tuesday, March 25, 2008 - Love Maw Maw and Paw Paw
Dear Alexzandrea, hi sweetie
hi sweetie this is aunty rachel i miss you so much happy late easter your birthday is coming up were going to selerbrate it again its been 2 years 3months and 7 days since you passed away but you have a baby sister now her name is annabell well sweetie aunty has to go k
Tuesday, March 25, 2008 - love from ,aunty rachel
Alyssa Rose
Happy birthday sweetie! I miss you so much. I have been thinking about you all day. I wish I could see you and give you a hug and kiss and tell you how much I love and miss you. Dre and AJ miss you too. I know you had a wonderful party in heaven, wish we could have been there. I love you.
Monday, March 24, 2008 - mommy
JAYCEE MARIE
HAPPY EASTER BABY GIRL I LOVE AND MISS YOU SO MUCH I HAVE BEEN CRYING PRETTY MUCH ALL DAY I WISH YOU WERE HERE WITH US I KNOW YOU ARE WATCHING OVER US TRISTAN IS VERY UPSET RIGHT NOW TODAY WE HAD HIS BIRTHDAY PARTY AND A EASTER DINNER HE LOVES YOU BABY GIRL WE ALL DO WE WENT A DECORATED YOUR YARD WITH A BUNCH OF EASTER STUFF I TOOK YOU OUT AN EASTER EGG YOUR MOM AND DAD MADE YOU A EASTER BASKET FILLED WITH GOODIES ITS SO HARD TO NOT HAVE YOU HERE I DON'T FEEL LIKE CELEBRATING ANY HOLIDAYS ANYMORE IF IT WEREN'T FOR THE KIDS I WOULDN'T ITS HARD TO BE HAPPY WHEN I'M SO SAD ALL THE TIME IT BOTHERS ME MORE THAT NOONE WRITES YOU LETTERS HERE ANYMORE I WILL ALWAYS BE HERE FOR YOU BABY GIRL YOU KNOW I AM ALWAYS THINKING ABOUT YOU HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU WELL BABY I HAVE TO GET SOME SLEEP MILLIONS AND MILLIONS OF HUGS AND KISSES
Sunday, March 23, 2008 - AUNT CHEL
Grayce Marie
Happy Easter Baby Girl!
Sunday, March 23, 2008 - Melissa
Dear Evan,
Happy Easter baby!! We love and miss you like crazy!!! Sending you millions of kisses to heaven.
Sunday, March 23, 2008 - Love- Forever and for Always- Mommy, Jordan, &Jaiden
Zachariah
Happy Easter Buddy. I miss you so much and wish that you could be here with us. I went to church last night for Easter Vigil and the church was decorated with all the Easter lillies that people bought for there loved ones who have passed away. Don't worry Mommy got you one because there is not a day that goes by that I don't think of you. We had a good day, the family was here for dinner and all the kids played outside. It was Henry's 1st Easter and Grandma seen him for the first time. All in all it was a good day but I missed you so much.
Sunday, March 23, 2008 - Love always and forever, Mommy
Hello and Happy Easter my little Xander,
It was hard to be happy today without you here to have your first Easter with us. But I know that you were watching over all of us. I know that you were there with grampa and I when we came to see you yesterday. Grampa liked the decorations that I put out there for you. I bought candy this year, but I just couldn't get the baskets made. I want you to know that I remember that not only was today Easter Sunday, but it has also been 8 weeks now since you left us, and I miss you. We went to your great grama's house and had dinner. Your mommy and daddy and Hammi were there too. It was also your great aunt Lisa's birthday, so we had birthday cake for her there. It was nice. But I know that you know, we wish you could have been there with us too. So, Happy Easter my little love. XXXXOOOOOO from me. And I'll see you sometime tomorrow. I'll come and visit you. Until then, I'll love you now and always.
Sunday, March 23, 2008 - Love, Grammi
Happy Easter Stephen,
Hey little man! Today would have been your first Easter. You were born two days after Easter last year. Mommy and I went out to visit you this afternoon. Your Uncle Peter took Lance and Payton to the park. He brought his two big dogs with him. Everybody had a lot of fun. You have been physically gone from us nine months tomorrow. You WILL ALWAYS be with us in our hearts and minds. Mommy and I went to see about having another baby and decided that we will go ahead. After you were born Mommy had an operation to stop her from having babies. We think you would like a little brother or sister and the docters showed us how we can have another child. So that is why we are going to do it. Our love for you will never get less. We can't wait to see you in heaven. Thank you for being our son. Love you good-nite.
Sunday, March 23, 2008 - Love Always, Daddy
Alexzandrea my Ju Ju Bee
HAPPY EASTER baby girl. I really wish you could be here to look for the easter eggs and get your easter basket everything. God I miss you baby girl.I wish you were here to see you smile and to hear you laugh just to be in your present. You are my first born and no one will ever take your place. I know that one day I will be able to see you again and finally my life will be complete. You and your sister are truly my everything I love you baby girl and HAPPY EASTER!!!!!!
Sunday, March 23, 2008 - Your mommy Trisha
My Little Angel Aiden
It's been awhile since I wrote you a letter but not a day goes by that you are not on my mind. I really wish you could be here with your brothers playing and running around. Your little brother Mateo is doing really great now, a lot has changed since he had his really rough start. Aiden, I really miss you with all my heart. Cody is always telling Mateo about you and how much we love you as our angel. Happy Easter Little Man. Momma and Daddy love you so very much.
Sunday, March 23, 2008 - Momma, Daddy, Big Brother Cody, Little Brother Mateo
Happy Easter Braxton Lee Harville
Baby mommy misses you so much today and I hope that you have a Happy Easter and please watch over all of us. Mommy and Bailey fixed you a Easter Egg with your name on it just as I did last year. We did not get done with them till late tonight and I am getting ready for bed. I do want to share another thing with you, Mommy is going to have you a little brother or sister and Bailey is so happy she told me that she was as happy as a clown when I told her. I want you to do something for Mommy and watch over this baby so that he or she will be healthy and Mommy want have to worry about loosing this one like I did you. Braxton no matter how many babies I have you will always be soooo special to me and I will always love you no matter what. Baby you have a very specail place in my heart that will always be filled with wonderful memories of you. Tell your brother and cousin Toni and Mamaw and Pop Gist and Grandpaw Clemmons that we miss them as well and Happy Easter for me. I know that they will hide eggs for you and brother to find Toni always loved Easter and hidding eggs from the kids. Baby Mommy loves you and always will. good night my love mommy will talk to you later. Love always, Mommy,Daddy,Bail
ey,Papaw,Nana and Brittany
Sunday, March 23, 2008 - Mommy, Daddy, Bailey
Grayce Marie
Hey baby girl- I just want to wish you a Happy Easter. I am hoping that Grandpa Stanoch is helping you dye eggs this year. Miss you so much baby girl. There is not a day that goes by that I don't think about you, miss you, and love you like crazy. Remember mommy loves you.today, tomorrow, and forever!
Saturday, March 22, 2008 - Mommy
My Dearest Gunner,
Hello my little angel. Sometimes I feel so foolish getting on here and writing because you didn't know how to read. But I know that your Uncle Rick and Uncle Mike and Grandma Virginia and Aaron are up there helping you. The doctors told us the other day your Pa Paw Bill is going to be coming to see you soon. Boy your getting a wonderful person to hang out with. Gunner, we all miss you so much! Tomorrow's Easter and I wish you were here for hiding Easter eggs. But I know it's gonna be beautiful where you're at. Mommy is so sad today, I can't help it, the holidays just make it so terrible on the family. Sometimes I can't believe it's already been a year, cause it feels like just yesterday I was holding you. I miss the way you smile, and the way you laid your head on me when I was holding you and we would go dancing through the house. Your Pa Paw was singing a song the other day and it kind of just came from nowhere. He was singing "Are you lonesome tonight" and I thought oh Gunner used to love Elvis. I think he was thinking of you and he just didn't know. I sure do wish that we could be together tomorrow. Even if only in my dreams, we could have our Easter together. Angel, I want you to know that I will never forget you and you are always in my heart! No matter where I go or who I'm with you are always number 1 in my eyes and my heart. I love you Bud.
Saturday, March 22, 2008 - Mommy
Zachariah
Hello Buddy. How are you? I have been thinking of you so much lately,everyone has. Tomorrow, Daddy is taking Christopher to the Easter Egg Hunt and I will be staying home with Henry. We are having Easter dinner at our house this year and a lot of people are coming. It just won't be the same without you. I am dreading this week coming up because on Thursday it will be a year since you passed away. I can't believe that it will be 365 days without you. Buddy, you are in my thoughts and prayers everyday. I just hope you know that. I love you so much. Christopher has been playing outside because it has been pretty nice out, and he always wants me to take his picture. When I look at him playing I get sad because he needs his brother outside with him, so he could show you the ropes. We all miss you so much. Have a Happy Easter. I will talk to you soon.
Saturday, March 22, 2008 - Love, Mommy
Grammi's sweet little Xander dude,
I love you. And I miss you so much. Not a day goes by that I don't think of you at least a million times. Your mommy had a tough night last night, so do grammi a favor and go and give her a kiss tonight on angel's wings. She loves you so much. Did you like the easter decorations that I brought for you? I would have left candy, but you wouldn't be old enough to eat any of it. But I left the colorful eggs, like the ones your brother likes at grammi's house. It was so nice out and I was glad that I could stay alittle longer this time. Grampa is working in the evenings now. But I'll bring him to see you on Saturday I think. Your mommy and daddy came to see the decorations I brought for you. I know that you already know that, but it's hard for them without you here. I think they liked the decorations too. I promise that I'll come and decorate every holiday as if you are here with us. Because I love you and miss you my little angel boy. Always know that. So, I'll come and see you with grampa on Saturday. Until then, I love you so much now and always.
Thursday, March 20, 2008 - love, Grammi
My sweet baby Roman
Mama and papa have missed writing you so much. We finally got a new modem for the computer so I had to visit you and write to you asap. I didn't get to write to you on my birthday Sunday but Grandpa took mama, papa, and Julian to put flowers on yours, uncle Stephens, and Great Grandma Smallwood's resting places. It is so beautiful there and I am so happy you are not alone there. Someday mama, papa, and big bro Julian and his future wife and children will all be there with you too. In body, that is. Our spirits will all reunite in Heaven for all time and eternity. I was so sad on my birthday because all I could think of was last year when you were here with us. You were close to six weeks old and when Grandpa took us shopping so I could pick out my first non pregnancy clothes and shoes, you were not happy with us. That was the first time you were really mad. You were not having it so we went home earlier than planned. I didn't care though. You were my first baby in 18 years and just like your big brother, there would never be an end to what I would do for you. I was to be the only family member to have a birthday while you were here with us. You were my present. My second baby boy, just what I always wanted but never thought I would. I miss you so much. Everyone misses you so much. I have to go now but I want you to have sweet angel dreams. Good night sweet prince.
Thursday, March 20, 2008 - I love you eternally, mama
Sweet Kyan
Hey little buddy it's Daddy. It been a while since I wrote you but know I have been thinking about you everyday. it's just been so hard to talk about you lately. I can not beleive its been almost a year since you passed away. It's seems just like yesterday. I still think about that day all the time. All the fun we had that morning as a family before you went down for your nap. It's still hard for me to believe you are gone and never coming back to your mom and I. I can not wait to get to heaven and be with you. As the time has past I have started to worry that I am going to start forgetting all the little things that you did that made you so adorable. Your laugh, your woddle of a walk when we would go for walks in the cul-di-sac, the screamming of DaDa around the house waiting for me to say KyKy so you could track me down and be with me. How you would coming running to the door when I came home from work each day so we could play together. The days we spent at the park and zoo together. I cherish those memories and want to be able to hold onto them for because the memories are all I have now. Everytime I see your cousins and Conner playing it kills me that you are not down their playing with them like it was suppose to be. It's not far!!! I pray that you are doing great in heaven. I am sure great grandma and grandpa are loving all over you until mommy and I are there to be with you. I would love it if you would drop in on my dreams and let me know you are doing fine. I promise I will not take as long to write this time. Just know you are always in my memories and I think about you ALL the time. XOXOXOXOXOXO
Thursday, March 20, 2008 - Love, Daddy
baby lois
hello angel just wanted to let you know how much you meant to your daddy. he loved you so so much and always will. people will look after you up there. they will love you but not as much as your dad but one day he will be able too give you all that love but till then he will love you in his heart. sweet dreams baby girl
Wednesday, March 19, 2008 - tamara

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