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My Dearest Emmie!
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Where has the time gone? It seems like yesterday that you were here with me. You would have turned 24 this past February. In recent years I have found out that your father has too passed away. It is sad yet I find comfort knowing that you guys are together. I found his sister and have sent her pics of you!! Auntie Carol. I do indeed find alot of comfort in sharing you with her. I love you very much Emmie and not a day goes by that I don't have you crossing my thoughts. Maybe a song, the breeze or just silence. I am going to our home.Tampa.we loved it there!!!! I love you baby girl!!
Tuesday, July 27, 2010 - Your Mom!
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Dear Aiden Bear,
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You'll probably laugh at your silly Cow-Cow, but I found this site for because I was searching your name to win SB :) I wish I would have found it sooner. I miss you soo much. I only got to hold your Cute Tiny-ness a few times, I wish it could have been many more. It makes me happy, though, to know you are up there keeping an eye on your little cousin. I know that he would have been a great baby for me, but perhaps you needed him more. Your little cousin Mazie, looks at your picture all the time. We tell her you're her angel cousin, she says "Aiden" soo cute :) If you were still with us, I think she'd have two boyfriend/cousin
s, you and Mateo!! Please continue to watch over your brothers (your mommy has a herd and needs all the help she can get!!) and your cousins. Everyone here loves you and misses you. Give my baby lots of kisses for me and keep some for yourself, sweet boy! PS. I know you two are having fun up there playin in the clouds but try to give Jesus a break now and then, okay? I love you :)
Sunday, July 25, 2010 - Aunt Sammy (or Cow Cow as your Cody named me!)
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Hi sweetheart (Lilliann)
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Dear punkin,How you doing baby? Well as for mommy its really hard without you.Today I had to take your big brother louis to the doctor every time I go there its so hard for me because of all the babys.Just hearing them cry and looking at all of them I just wounder why I had to lose you my baby.It kills me inside but I dont let it show atlest not there.I love you Lilli with all my heart and cant wait to see you again really wish you didnt have to go because you took my heart with you.Well sweetheart mommy will be writing again real soon gotta go cry now.I love you !Lots of love,hugs,and kisses.XOXOXO
Friday, July 23, 2010 - Love always your mommy! (valerie)
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dear khloe,my sweet princess
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Hi baby girl,I miss you so so so much!So does your daddy and Tisyn and jaden always talk about you they love you so much too.Jessie really misses ya she talks about you alot to me she is about the only person who helps me get threw this,oh an god of course an your daddy.He has been so strong khloe you have such a great daddy,he misses you bunchs.I feel like I miss you more than anybody understands,an it hurts everyone thinks I'm crazy but I am just lost without you.I stare at your dresser an all your things everyday an wonder!I just can't believe this happened!I just want you to know I will never stop thinking of you,I will never forgive myself for laying you down for that nap,I just wish I would of held you in my arms while you went to sleep instead of in your bed,I wanna go back in time but I can't.I am so upset that your doctor didn't help you when you started getting sick,I just feel like you should still be here.I will never forget all the precious memories we have together.I loved when i woke up to your smiling face an I loved dressing you up an just knowing you was my little girl.I loved having you around I never got bored.I am so glad I gave you your first ride in a swing at the park before you left for heaven you looked so happy an cute. I just hope you heard me all night when I sat next to your bedside that night in the hospital I really hope you heard me an could feel my touch I was so heartbroken you didn't open your eyes,I was so mad at the doctors an am trying very hard not to be!I never wanted to let you go,I still don't but I'm trying to be strong!I'll never know why you had to go so soon. ,I love you with all my heart punkin,I hope your doing well,I am so glad I had you ,you was everything I ever dreamed of.By the way baby girl you can visit me anytime in my dreams,I miss you so much please ask god to continue to give us strength,because its so hard on us without you.You are so beautiful,an sweet an I am so proud of you.I bet you met aunt polly she came to heaven to live recently she loves babies an was sad not to meet you now she can play with you tell her hi for me.I try to visit your resting place but its just to painful ,maybe within time I will be able to but I hope you can hear me talk to you all the time anyways.I know your watching over me an I love you I can't wait till we all can be together again.For now I love you so much wish I could kiss you an hug you tight,xoxo oh i miss you so much khloe I can't say it enough,I love you love you love you.with all my heart every bit an more,xoxo xoxo xoxo xoxo xoxo xoxo xoxo
Wednesday, July 21, 2010 - love mommy
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To My Lindy
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Hi sunshine baby! Its momma! I love you. I miss you. I can not believe it has been 18 months since you have been an angel. Daddy, Alexis & i always talk about what you would look like, what your voice would sound like, how long your hair would be. We all miss you so much. We all talk to you every day, and we all know that you can hear us. Me & your sisters will send you some balloons today, this time not so close to a tree so you actually get them :) Ethyn sent you & gramps a balloon each on Sunday from his birthday party, I hope you got them. Most of the times I think of you I smile, I was told then when we on this side cry for the ones we have lost, they cry for the ones they have left behind too, and the last ting you were was a sad baby. But some times my emotions do get the best of me. Just know Lindy, that you are always with me. You are always thought of. loved & missed forever. Baby sister Sya-Lin is having her first birthday in two weeks. I really hope you will come to her party. We always see two eagles flying together on special occasions, and know that one is you, and the other is gramps. I carry your heart baby, I carry it in my heart. Visit me ok. It has been a while. I LOVE YOU. ALWAYS & FOREVER.
Tuesday, July 20, 2010 - MOMMA
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Sweet Ava Jean
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I AM SO SORRY FOR NOT WRITING YOU FOR SO LONG. I CAN NOT BELIEVE YOU WOULD BE 3. WHERE DOES THE TIME GO. IT SEEMS LIKE ONLY YESTERDAY WE WERE RIDING ON THE FERRY AND BRINGING YOU HOME. LIFE HAS BEEN MOVING ALONG, BUT NOT THE SAME WITHOUT YOU. DADDY IS FINALLY READY TO PUT YOU IN THE CEMETARY. IT WILL BE GOOD TO HAVE A PLACE TO GO AND TALK TO YOU AND TO PLANT FLOWERS FOR YOU. HOW IS IT UP THERE? DO YOU HAVE FRIENDS? I HOPE EVERYONE FROM OUR FAMILY IS TAKING CARE OF YOU UP THERE. WAS THAT YOU ON YOUR BIRTHDAY? I THINK IT WAS. EVERY BIRD I SEE MAKES ME WONDER IF IT IS YOU. DO YOU KNOW THAT AVA MEANS TO FLY? PLEASE KNOW I THINK OF YOU EVERYDAY AND MISS YOU WITH ALL OF MY HEART!!! DADDY WANTS TO HAVE ANOTHER BABY, BUT I CAN'T DO IT. I WANT YOU AND ONLY YOU. I FEEL THAT GOD WOULDN'T GIVE ME ANOTHER BABY GIRL ANYWAY. SO WE WILL HAVE TO JUST CONCENTRATE ON AUGUSTUS AND REMEMBERING YOU. IF YOU GET A CHANCE COULD YOU COME TO ME IN MY DREAMS? I MISS THAT SO VERY MUCH!! I NEED TO KNOW YOU THINK OF ME TOO. I AM STILL TRYING TO FIGURE OUT WHAT I AM SUPPOSED TO DO WITH ALL OF THIS. PLEASE HELP ME BABY GIRL. HELP ME FIND MY PATH. I LOVE AND MISS YOU SOO VERY MUCH!!
Monday, July 19, 2010 - LOVE MOMMY
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Dear Punkin (Lilliann)
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Hi sweetheart its mommy again how is my baby? I miss you so much. It seems like a long time but its only been a short while. Its so hard without you here. I think about you all the time day and nite. I really wish you could have stayed but I know god needed you for a reason and I will see you again.Your brothers and sisters are all doing good and if you can sweetheart will you please watch over them cause ever sence you left me Im really scared that Im going to lose another one of you and I know that thier okay but I thought you were too. I love you sweetheart with all my heart and you will always be my little angel. Lots of love,hugs,and kisses.XOXOXO
Monday, July 19, 2010 - Love you forever, Mommy (valerie)
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Dear GOD
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I wanted to ask you take care of my love. I love him so much, he is my soul. sometimes I just cant sleep thinking of him there. so please GOD, take care of him, and in hard moments send him my love. And also, take care of grandma. let har spand the rest of her days eazlly and happlly. and let her stay with us a little more. that she could be dancing in my wedding. thank you.
Sunday, July 18, 2010 - s.sch
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noah
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well it has been a long time, mommy is sooo sorry I have been thinking of you daily and going to your grave daily. your day you became an angel is in a couple days I bet you are the most beautiful angel in heaven I count the days to see again
Saturday, July 17, 2010 - love mommy
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Kyla Hope Minor-Kaiser
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Hi missy moo moo.I miss you. I know I tell you that all the time but I mean it everyday I think about you. I cannot wait to hold you in my arms again. we were told that it takes 42 years on earth for it to be one day in heaven if that is true I will see you maybe tomorrow or a couple of days.of your time. I LOVE LOVE LOVE YOU SO MUCH!
Friday, July 16, 2010 - Aunt Mindy
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Sweet Baby William
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Hey baby! I can't believe that you have been gone for over 6 months! In some ways it seems longer and in some ways it seems like just yesterday. You were in my dreams the other night. I was soooo happy until I woke up and realized that it was just a dream. Not a moment passes that we dont miss you or think about you. It's your mommy's birthday today. She misses you so much! I still cant believe that you are really gone. xoxoxoxoxoxo
Wednesday, July 14, 2010 - Love you tons, Aunt Molly
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Brody King
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Well hello there my precious little grandson. I have wonderful news for you Brody - you have a little brother to watch over, but I think you already knew that. Dawson is a handsome little guy and I know he will grow up hearing all about his amazing big brother. You and God need to watch over Dawson and keep him safe. Next month will be a year since you left us and went to live with God and all the other babies who need friends to play with. Even though nearly a year has gone by we still feel the pain like it was yesterday. I guess that will never go away - it will be a constant reminder of how special you were/are and how you touched so many lives in ways that will transcend time. I see so much of you in Dawson and it makes me feel that through him, you are with us. I love you my little man and will miss you forever.
Wednesday, July 14, 2010 - Love, Nana
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Hi Seanie (Sean)
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Mommy, Daddy and Ryan miss you so much! The last 4 weeks have been the hardest in our entire life. We know that you are in Heaven with God and looking down on us. Ryan had a really hard time tonight when we said goodnight to you. He wants his "cutie patootie" back. Mommy wants you back too but I know that you are safe in Heaven. My heart is just breaking without you. I miss your bright smile and chubby cheeks but your beautiful face will be in my heart forever!! Say hi to Auntie Patty for us. We know she is taking good care of you. I will write again soon! Nite Nite Seanie! Mommy loves you!!
Sunday, July 11, 2010 - Love, Mommy (Becky)
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Dear Sweet Lilli ( my punkin)
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Hi sweetheart how are you?I miss you so much.All of your brothers and sisters say hi and they love and miss you too.Its been really hard without you but im pretty sure you know that.How I wish I could see you again just to hold you in my arms.But I know one day I will thats one of the only things that keep me going that and your brothers and sisters.I love you baby with all my heart.Mommy will be writing again soon.Lots of love,hugs,and kisses.XOXOXO
Saturday, July 10, 2010 - Love always your mommy (valerie)
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Noah
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I'm sitting here today remembering a year ago tomorrow we were all going to a graduation party. Everyone said you were such a great baby you were you were so sweat just perfect its hard to believe God would take such a perfect baby but then I think well thats why God took you because you were so perfect the day he took you Heaven became a even more beautiful place. I still don't think its fair but God has his reasons even if I don't like them. We all miss you down here and will never forget you July 20th will be one year since you've been gone not a day goes bye that I don't think of you. Love you baby
Saturday, July 10, 2010 - aunt Cathy
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Grayce Marie
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Hi baby girl, so hard to believe that tomorrow is the anniversary of your angel day. Know I am thinking about you and miss you so much. How years go by and it still hurts so much. I love you baby girl!
Friday, July 9, 2010 - Melissa
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Jaycee Schilling
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Happy 4th Birthday to you!! Wish you were here with us to celebrate it!! It is still so hard to believe that God took you away from us 4 years ago! I think of you each and every day! Miss you soooo much!!!! Love you Jaycee Marie
Thursday, July 8, 2010 - Aunt Missy
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My Baby Erick
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Hi my baby angel its mommy I just wanted to tell you that I miss you so much. Its been 3 years since you left us, you brother is always asking about you. I know that you are in a great place next to God. I will never forget you my love, you will always be in my heart
Tuesday, July 6, 2010 - Mommy
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Hi sweet punkin, (Lilliann)
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Hi sweetheart its mommy. Im back from camping.So how are you?Ive missed you sooo much!Baby you know mommy loves you with all mommys heart! you are my pretty little princess!Baby mommy just got some news last nite and mommy needs you and jesus to help mommy out right now.Im scared its only been a month sence I lost you but it feels like forever.I miss you punkin your my little angel.I love you sweetheart and I will be writing again soon.XOXOXO
Tuesday, July 6, 2010 - Love with all I got mommy (valerie)
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Madison
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Hey baby sister. i was thinking of you and wanting to write this leter. its been 5 years now since we lost you to s.i.d.s and it still hurts today. stephen is missin you alot and so does mommy and the whole family. stephen named a star after you.we know you are okay cause you got your dada and ronnie up there with you.oh yah you are a big cousin,your little cousin jersie loves look at pictures of you. ilove you madison, alway and forever! you might e gone but not foregotten.
Saturday, July 3, 2010 - your big sissy, sandy
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Precious Tori,
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You are the angel that will forever be our beloved Victoria. We miss you and love you.
Saturday, July 3, 2010 - Grandma
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My sweet AJ
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Hi big guy! I have been thinking about you tons and missing you even more! I know you are here with mommy, daddy and evan but it doesn't make the pain of your loss any easier to bear. XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO
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Thursday, July 1, 2010 - Love FOREVER, Mommy
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lillian
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hello again sweetheart i'm down in the dumps i would be taking care of you right now while everyone went camping you would have been to little to go this trip so mema would have stayed home with you so i really miss my time i would have had you .i love u lilly i hope your looking down at me with your sweet smile cause i am surely looking up in hopes to see it well i love you baby and miss u so much i'll write you again soon bye sweetheart mema
Thursday, July 1, 2010 - love always xoxoxoxo mema
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lillian
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well sweetheart how r u doing we sure all miss you so very much your mama is camping right now for the fourth of july i talked to her today and she wanted to write to you she loves you and misses you so very much.grandma misses her mornings of your cooing and my smiles i know you no it won't be long and i will be holding you in my arms again that will be wonderful i love you lilly mema misses you very much i am sending you hugs and kisses i love you bye bye for now little punkin.
Wednesday, June 30, 2010 - mema
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Grayce Marie
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Thinking of you sweet baby girl, there is not a day that goes by that I don't think of you, wonder how and where you are in those clouds, those beautiful clouds, not a day goes by not one single day since you left. Forever loving you Grayce Marie the beautiful angel that you are.
Saturday, June 26, 2010 - Melissa
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Hi punkin (lilliann)
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Hey sweetheart its mommy.I just wanted to write you and tell you that your brother joey has been asking for you I dont think hes old enough to understand so I just keep telling him your at the docters.He really does miss you and so does everyone else.I love you baby with all my heart and I cant belive your gone.I wish it wasnt true but it is.Ive been really depressed lately and the only thing that helps is to know in my heart that you are okay because your with jesus and one day I will see you again.Man I miss you so much I really dont know what to do with myself.I was so busy taking care of you that when you left I am lost.The house feels so empty even when its full of people.Maybe it just me thats empty.Empty without my baby you took a big part of my heart and my soul with you.And I just want you back.I love you sweetheart I cant say it enough.You were and still are my everything just like all my kids are.I never thought that something like this would happen.That just go to show that it dont matter how good a parent you are it could happen to anyone.Well sweetheart thank you for listening to me and I will be writing again real soon.I love and miss you very very much! XOXOXO
Thursday, June 24, 2010 - Love always mommy
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Dear Lilli, (punkin)
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Hi sweetheart its mommy again.I miss you so much I still cant belive your gone and just want to wake up from this nightmare and have my baby back.Why sis? why couldnt you stay?Why didnt I wake up in time to help?I will never forgive myself because I could have helped even though everyone says there was nothing I could have done.Im just crushed you were ripped out of my life and I want you back!Sorry babe mommys really going through it right now.I love you sweetheart with all my heart and always will.I will be writing you often so look for my letters.I love you.MY PERFECT LIL ANGEL,LILLIANN XOXOXO
Thursday, June 24, 2010 - Love Always Mommy
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Taviyn,
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Hello baby girl i have not wrote to you i only speak with my heart but i have had alot on my mind lately and i just cant seem to shake it. Things are going ok your baby brother is amazingly smart and handsom! He runs around being nothing but all boy. I sometimes look at him and wonder what life would be like with you standing next to him, I know you would be such a great big sister. And the best daughter. I can explain to you how on a random day i just break down i feel so bad like there was something i could do to bring you back. I am so scared to see you again i dont even know what to say . It brings me to tears life will never be the same with out my baby girl. Although dedric keeps me busy, it doesnt get any better with each day that passes i hate that i cant take pictures of your first birthday , your first day of school or to watch you grow into a beautiful young girl. No one will understand the weight i have on my chest of the loss of you baby. It kills me to think about that whole blurry bad memory. But when i am down i know you are watchin me and your baby brother and you will keep us safe. You are truely my baby girl and the best guardian angel i can ask for. I know you and Grandma and Grandpa are having the best of times , And i cant wait to join you and hug you and kiss you . The love i have for my children is nothing that can be told in words. I have yet to dream of you and i think its because im not competely comprehended that you are actually gone i feel you are with me , when i walk in the door to Dedric i feel like your there too. I know i havent dealt with my emotions very well and i hold back and hide alot but for now it works me . I miss you so much baby girl and i would give the world to have one last smile , one last cry one last smell and one last kiss. and i want to let you kno you have changed my life forever and taught me what true love truely is. I thank god for bringing such an beautiful angel in my life and my heart. I love you baby girl
Tuesday, June 22, 2010 - Momma
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Sweet Kayla Marie Ellison,
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Hi my sweet baby girl. Today is your birthday and your 18. I miss you so much. Please know how much I loved you cause I didn't have much time with you to show you. You were my dream come true. I only had in my arms for a couple of months but it has lasted a lifetime.
Tuesday, June 22, 2010 - Love you forever, Mom
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Hi Punkin (Lilli)
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Hi babe how are you doing up there?Are you being a good girl? Of course you are.Your a good baby.I just wanted to say hi and I love you with all my heart!I will be writing you again soon.Lots of hugs and kisses. xoxoxo
Sunday, June 20, 2010 - Mommy (valerie)
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Gabrielle Natalie Morejon
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Dear Hayden, I promise you that one day, I will join you in Heaven and we will be together and laugh once more. I promise to forgive George. Hayden, Don't forget me. Please. I lost so much. I've never been closer to anyone. And now you were taken away from me. That Friday night was beautiful. Watching and making fun of The Pebble and the Penguin wans a lot of fun for me. Christina and Georgie are having a really tough time and I pray that their pain will lessen. I wont ever forget you. I will make sure of it. I mourn for you every day. This is so hard. Your birthday was exactly one week away and you were only 12 years old. I've never met anyone with a pure heart of gold like yours and I will never meet anyone who will be a better friend than you. No one will ever replace you, Hayden. I pray that you still remember that- our nicknames. Remember? Hayden, people expect me to get over it. It's been a little over two months. People say that the pain will lessen. It hasn't. Not one bit. And I don't believe that it will ever. Hayden, I wish you were here to help me through this hard time. You were a great influence on me, Hayden. You made me a better person. I hope that one day, I will be as good as you are. I know that it is impossible, but I want to be a good person like you. Hayden, most of all, I want to be in paradise with you. May the Lord bless you and keep you safe. I will join you one day. I promise. Je t'aime! -Stefani
Sunday, June 20, 2010 - Melissa Marie Gardner
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gabriel rasberry
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evan though i did not now you for a long time i no you r my brother and i love you the day you died was so hard for me and mamma and daddy daddy has not rote you i no but he love you next time he is around a computer i promis bubba ill ask for him to write you k have fun
Saturday, June 19, 2010 - your sis, heaven
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Hi grandma cats
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I miss you, lots i wish i could of met you.
Thursday, June 17, 2010 - lily XXXX
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Dear Abigail
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Happy Birthday baby girl.I miss you,and love you.So,today we're all coming to the graveyard and celebrating your fifth birthday.I hope the angels are singing to you=)How are you?Me?Im fine,happy I have only seven more days til court.=) I really hate not having you here,but God had his reasons of why he took you. Well Abigail,Im very sleepy,I love and miss you.Hope you have the bestest birthday in Heaven. I love you and miss you bunches =)
Thursday, June 17, 2010 - Love,Aunt Ashley(xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox)
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Nevaeh
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It was five years ago today that GOD blessed me with a beautiful baby girl that I named Nevaeh, three weeks later she was taken away and became an angel to protect & watch over me. I will never understand why he took you and why it happened the way it did but I can truly say that those three weeks we shared together are unforgettable. I will never forget your smile and those big beautiful eyes. I will always love you and have a special place in my heart for you….HAPPY 5TH BIRTHDAY PHAT MOMMA SCOOP I LOVE YOU & I MISS YOU SO MUCH!!!
Wednesday, June 16, 2010 - Mommie
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Dear Lilliann (punkin)
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Hi sweetheart it's mommy again.How are you?I hope your doing wonderful.We are all doing the best we can right now.But it's really hard .I miss you so much it hurts deep in my soul.Your brothers & sisters all say hi and they all miss you too.I talk to you all the time .Do you hear me?I know you do.Sometimes I think that I can't do this without you.But I have to be strong for your brothers & sisters.Why did you have to go so soon?I still can't belive this happend.They said it was sids.I've heard of it but never thought that I would go through it.It's the hardest thing I will ever have to go through.I wouldnt wish anything like this on anyone.Mommy needs you so please come to me in my dreams please.It's been 18 days sence you left me and it feels like forever.I was a good mommy and you were a great baby!Im glad to have spent the time I did with you my sweet little angel.Kisses & hugs love you with all I got!Till I see you again my pretty little princess.XOXO
Tuesday, June 15, 2010 - Mommy (valerie)
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Hi my sweet little angel,
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As the days and months go on, I am finding the pain swells in my heart and wonder why it had to be like this, I wonder how I made it this far and then I realize, It's because of you why I have made it this far. I have a long way to go but I am getting a little better. I thought about you all day. Happy 9 month birthday sweet angel. I had a dream about you and you were playing with Jake and you were happy. That has eased me some. I love when you come visit me. That dream brought a smile to my face when I awoke. Jake misses you alot. He always talks about you. We all miss you. I have started planning your 1st birthday party if you can call it that. We are going to visit you and release some balloons in your honor, then have a BBQ and some birthday cake. I know you will be with us and be happy that we celebrate you. I miss holding you my son. I miss hearing you cry. I miss looking at your face and smelling your baby smell. I know though that you have been comforting me and bringing me some peace. I see your face everywhere I go. We were so blessed to have you. I wonder about you all the time, are you playing with other angel babies, are you sitting in your grampies laps and making them laugh bringing them joy? Do you miss me and think of me as much as I think of you? I guess I know all the answers to those though. I am so glad we had you even though you aren't with us anymore. My only regret is that I didn't get more time. My heart breaks that I can't be the one to take care of you anymore, but I know you are in the best of hands. We love you Brian and miss you more than you'll ever know.Sweet dreams my lil monkey. give everyone a buch of kisses and hugs from us. I love you with all my heart and then some. XOXOXO
Tuesday, June 15, 2010 - Loving you always, Mommy
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Hi punkin (Lilli) 3/4/10-5/28/10
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It's mommy again.How are you sweetheart?Good I hope and pray.Me it's been hard and I dont think it will ever be better.You were my mini me out of all of my kids your the one who looked like me!Your the one I went through the most with we fought so hard together and you were doing so well I dont know what happend.I never expected this not my baby or any of my children. Im sorry sweetheart mommy.Its just so hard without you I wish I could hold you just one more time I would never let you go!Just know I will be here for you forever please come see me in my dreams!I miss you!And I love you with all my heart!Kisses&Hug
s.3/4/10-5/28/10
My LiL Angel
Saturday, June 12, 2010 - Love always,Mommy (valerie)
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Sweet Little Benji
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Mummy can't stop thinking about you angel. The day you went away was also the day part of mummy died too. I spend hrs just sitting staring into space wondering what your life would of been like if you had made it and been born happy and healthy. I try to picture what you would of looked like. Would you of looked like mummy or daddy???? Are you ok up there sweetie? Are your bothers and sisters looking after you well??? I can hardly believe that its been almost 9wks since you went to heaven. I just wish so much you where here with me. I want to hold you in my arms and cover you in kiss. I love you so much sweetie. You where and always will be my special lil boy
Saturday, June 12, 2010 - Love and Hugz from Mummy (Julie)
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Dear Marie and Annabelle
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So todays your Heaven Birthdays nd I wish so much that Mummy and Daddy could be there to celebrte it with you with all your brothers and sisters but we know that all 10 of you would be celebrating even without mummy and daddy there by your sides to blow out the candles. Princess' Mummy and daddy may never of gotten to hold either of you in our arms but theres not a moment that passes that we dont hold you in our hearts and think of you. Happy 2nd Heaven Birthday Marie Happy 1st Heaven Birthday Annabelle
Saturday, June 12, 2010 - Mummy (Julie)
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Dear Dylan James
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Hey Bubby,it's mommy again.Tomorrow is your 8th Birthday.Happy Birthday baby!! I can't help but sit and think of you all day today. I have been thinking about how big you would be.? What you would look like, what your voice would sound like? I always think about these things but it's so much heavier on my heart around your birthday. Birthday celebrations have always been a big thing to me, and I guess I feel you got robbed of yours. It just seems so unfair that you never had the opportunity to celebrate any holidays or special events. It's like all the things that most people take for granted, you never got the chance to do. I think that is one of the roughest things to except about loosing you. I just don't know if I will ever be close to the person I was before you went to heaven. You were everything I prayed for and wanted, and it is sooo unfair that you didn't get a chance to live. I had to attend a funeral yesterday, it was held where we had your services, and it broke me (even after 7 1/2 years). I was learning how to deal with things better, but when I sat in that room it was like everything happened all over again. I visualized everything. It was like I was forced to watch a movie of it and I couldn't turn it off. I am not sure if you truley have a understanding of how deep my love is for you and how dear you are to my heart, I don't think that it is comprehendable. I hope and I pray that someday, I WILL hold you again. I pray that when my time comes it will be so joyous and amazing because I will be with you again. Well until that day comes know that I love you with all my heart. I hope you look down on me today and see that you are not forgotten my lil angel. I Love You Dylan!!!!! Happy 8th Birthday my son!!!
Friday, June 11, 2010 - Love Always and Forever, Mommy
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Dear Lilliann,
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Hi sweetheart it's mommy.I miss you so much I know it's only been two weeks but it feels like forever.I love you with all of my heart punkin and I know you know that.It's just been really hard without you.But I know your in a better place and I have to be strog for your brothers and sisters.I just want you to know that you will always be in mommy's heart and you will never be forgotten.Till I see you again my sweet angel.
Friday, June 11, 2010 - Love with all my heart, Mommy.
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Precious Baby Kevin
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Words well never be able express how much I MISS YOU. Although you are not here with me, you will always be mommies first baby and you will never be forgotten despite anything anybody has to say.I LOVE YOU!!!!
Thursday, June 10, 2010 - MoMMy
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To my sweet baby,
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HAPPY 9TH BIRTHDAY!!!! Hi my COCO! Just wanted to wish you a happy birthday from your mommie! I can't believe you would be 9 today! Today has been very hard for me you would think after all the time that has past it would be ok, but it's not. I think of you quite often and miss you more than ever! Today after Morgan cheer practice we are headed over to the cemetary to visit you! I know Derrick will ask " are you gonna cry mommie" because I always do!! My heart just hurts so much to not have you in my arms with the rest of your sisters and brother!I love you so much Brandon! I know one day we will be together again untill then I will hold you close to my heart and in my memories!
Wednesday, June 9, 2010 - Love your mommie,
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Our Tori,
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Each night we shed a silent tear, As we speak to you in prayer. To let you know we love you, And just how much we care. Take our million teardrops, Wrap them up in love, Then ask the wind to carry them, To you in heaven above
Sunday, June 6, 2010 - Your loving family
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KATIE BABY
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HEY KATIE HOW ARE YOU,I AM DOING REALLY GOOD. BUT I MISS U A LOT AND LOVE U A LOT. I AM DOING REALLY GOOD IN SCHOOL AND EVERYONE MISSES U A LOT. THEY ALL SAW HEY, HEY PRAY TO U ALL NIGHT I DO! KATIE IN ENGLISH CLASS WE GOT TO PICK WHAT WE WANT TO DO, I PICKED S.I.D.S BECAUSE I WANTED DO IT BECAUSE U DEAD FROM IT AND I CAN TALK ABOUT YOU IN IT THAT WHY I PICKED IT BECAUSE OF MY BEAUTIFUL NIECE THAT I LOVE AND I WISH THAT YOU DIDNT DIED FROM IT BEACUSE IT IS HARD WITHOUT U HERE. DADDY SAYS HEY AND HE MISSES U AND YOUR MOMMY IS GETTIN BETTER FOR YOU BEACUSE SHE MISSES YOU AND LOVES YOU AND SHE ALWAYS SAY I miss you, I miss your smile And I still shed a tear Every once in a while And even though it's different now You're still here somehow My heart won't let you go And I need you to know I miss you sha la la la la I miss you KATIE THAT IS HOW WE THINK OF YOU BEACSE WE MISS YOU ALOT. TODAY IN SKOOL WE GOT TO SIGN UP FOR SPORTS AND I SIGN UP FOR CHEERING,WRESTLI
NG, TRACK AND FLIED IT IS GOINGG TO BE MAD FUNNN. YOUR MOMMY IS DOING REALLYYYYYY GOOD SHE MET A BOY THAT IS REALLY NICE AND WE ALL LIKE HIM EVERYONE MISSES YOU AND LOVE, I GOT TO GO BUT I A, GOING TO TRY TO WRITE U A LETTER ALL THE TIME NOW. BYE BABY I LOVE GO NIGHTTTT SWEET DREAMSSSS LOVE YOUR BEST AUNT ABBYYY XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO
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Tuesday, June 1, 2010 - LOVE YOUR BEST AUNT ABBY XOXO
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Alexia Rylie Carter
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My sweet Boobie girl. I hope you know how much you are missed. There's not a day a mintue that doesn't go by that I'm not thinking of you. I'm so epmty without you! You'd be 9 months old now, but you've been gone from us for 3 months. I haven't felt it get easier, people say it will get easier but I just don't feel it. I know your in a better place & that I will see you again one day. That's doesn't comfort the pain I have now. I love you so much Boobie. You my baby, my little girl & I love you so!! I will see you again & I can't wait till that day "what a day of rejoyicing that will be". I love you my Boobie Girl. XOXO 08/21/09-02/24/1
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Tuesday, June 1, 2010 - Mommy--Kim
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Dear Daddy
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I love you and miss you so much!
Thursday, May 27, 2010 - Jaclyn
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harley and mindy
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Dear,Harley and Mindy we all miss you and we want you guys to enjoy the rest of your life in heavean.We wish u all come back one day.R.I.P Harley and Mindy we all love you!!kisses and hugs Love,cody,Linds
ey,dad and mom! P.S. Im so sorry for what happened to you guys!!:(sadd…………
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Wednesday, May 26, 2010 - harley and mindy
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My dear Talyn
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I dread writing you. its taken me so long, and i am sorry. i miss you to much to live up to the reality. its beed 4 long, heartwrenching years since i seen you. mommy and daddy are no longer together, your little sister lives with mommy now, in a new home. she is getting so big, 3 years old now. gorgeous little girl, you would be proud of your little sister, she is so smart. I think of you everyday, my heart hurts, and in these troubled times i only wish i could hold you and your sister together, them maybe i could feel whole. i love you, and miss you, my beautiful angel boy.
Tuesday, May 25, 2010 - Mommy. xoxoxo
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Our little angel Brian,
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Oh Baby boy, it's been 8 months and 4 days since you left us. It's left a big gaping wound in our hearts. We talk about you and think of you all the time. We think of how you'd be now if you were still here. It's so tragic to us, since you never got a chance at all to even sit up let alone try food for the first time or stay awake longer than a couple hours.I wish I could still kiss that heavenly little face, grab those pudgy little cheeks and look into your amazingly beautiful eyes and hold you and tell you how much I love you one last time. Why did you leave us my son? I just cannot comprehend why you were taken away. I try so hard not to be consumed by anger at your loss and the greif it brought but that is where I am right now and i got to work through it and go from there. I wrote to you in my journal of our loss of you on your 9 month birth anniversary. I cannot believe that it has been 9 months since We had you and 8 months since you left us. I miss you sweetheart. the thought of you brings pain, but more joy than pain. I went through the picture we took of you and I smiled and cried. you were truely a perfect baby if I ever saw one!I wish our time togther wasn't so brief. the impact of you being her has left an indellible mark on us forever, and it is an amazing one. Everytime I close my eyes I hear what I said echo in my mind " open your eyes my little monkey, I love you! smile for mommy!" and I see your smile for that one last time you were awake. The love that I have for you, your bothers, sister and daddy is the only thing that gets me through. Tommy rode Dylan's dirtbike for you the other day. He was so proud and said you made him not so scred and were smiling on him from heaven. I think he was right. Jake wishes you were here all the time. He tells me "mommy I want my baby back." We want you back too. I know you are always with us though, but my arms ache to hold you all the time. I know it sounds crazy, but when the pain hurts of losing you alot, my arms literally ache. I know you must be special for the lord to take you. I know you are up there watching over us and guiding us, and maybe playing with your new friends up there in heavens nursery. I love you so much. I know I can't change what happened and I know with all we did to try and save you, we did our best but nothing can change the outcome, but I would have given my life for you without thought. It's mommy's job to do whatever it take to protect you and I tried. SIDS is just to powerful. You are my light my little angel. You always will be. I am sending you love from down here and hoping you are looking down on me because right now I need your help to get through this more than ever. I am soo sorry to whiegh this burden on you, but if anyone can help me through this I know you can. I love you Brian Joseph. You are forever my baby, forever my child. XOXOXOXO loving you forever.
Friday, May 21, 2010 - Love you forever and ever, Mommy
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My Darling Baby Boy Jake,
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You are every breath in my body. I miss you more than words can ever say, I long to hold you in my arms once again. Why did you have to leave me? Was it something i did wrong? I wish i could have all the answers to my questions. Just know that my heart will always need your love to fill it. My arms will always ache till I can hold you again. My mind will always will be full of the wonderful memories I hold close to me of you. Dont ever forget my darling boy Mummy loves you and misses you everyday and oneday we will be together again and I can hold onto forever.
Friday, May 21, 2010 - Mummy
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My dearest AJ
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Hello son, my phatdo, oh how we miss you!! It's been so long since I've wrote you a letter. I'm sorry son :( A lot has happened since my last letter, but I know you've been watching over us and I wish with all my heart that you were here with US, all of US!!! Mykah is going to graduate from kindergarden next month. He's so grown and still talks about you. He also prays for you son, we both do :) The twins are great, Jacob is still ulavale and clingy, but Aliyah is very independent and strong!! Then theres the youngest MaKeila, she reminds me of YOU out of the 3 younger ones, esp her skin tone&&eyes!! She's going to be one next month. She is so chunky and such a happy baby. Daddy&&I are doing well, we still talk about you and how thing would be if you were here and although it hurts it still puts a smile on our faces!! We Love&&Miss you so much son!! We ALL send OUR LOVE to you ALWAYS&&FOREVER!
! I LOVE YOU MY PHATDO:)
Thursday, May 20, 2010 - w/ALL OUR LOVE, DaddyMommy&&Siblings
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Dear Ayden
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Its has almost been 2yrs since we lost u that night plays over & over in my head and every time i think of it kills me a little more inside u was to young to go at first i looked to the sky & blamed god how could he do this how could he take u away from us u was just starting your life.Over time i stop blaming him & placed blame on myself i was the last one to see u alive i could have done something anything if only if brought u back down stairs but i didnt 4 that i will always blame myself im sorry i should have had u by my side should of checked on u sooner i love u little man we miss u so much
Wednesday, May 19, 2010 - Daddy
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Oh Nicki
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I don't know why I am crying tonight. The pain has been bearable for so long now that I got used to being ok. I'm not ok tonight though. I miss you so much. I look at your little sister and wonder if she is anything like what you would have been. You've been gone 17 years now. Could it really be that long? I get mad sometimes that you didn't say goodbye but then again, I think you did in your own little way because that morning.that dreadful morning that I found you, for a brief moment I was strangely felt at peace. That moment got me through so much. I spent many years blaming myself.had I only woke up in the middle of the night to check on you.had I put you to bed that night instead of dad.would any of it have made a difference? Do you hear me talk to you Nicki? I do it all the time and sometimes I feel like you are listening. Are you? Mostly I wanted to thank you. You taught me more in the three months you lived on this earth than I could have learned in a lifetime without you. Sometimes though, I wish I could just come be with you right now but then I remember that Jesse and Emily need me here.that you are in a place far better than what I could provide you. They know you Nicki. I made sure as they grew up they knew everything about you. And I can't wait until the day we can all be together again.one big happy family.
Wednesday, May 19, 2010 - mommy
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My Sweet Little Baby Boy,
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Five years ago today you got your wings and not a moment has gone by without you on my mind. I would do anything in the world to have you back again. So much as happened in the past 5 years. Your a big brother again. Tyler looks so much like you. He even yawns like you. I miss you so much and I love you more with every breath I take.
Sunday, May 16, 2010 - Mommy
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Baby Lindy
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Hi sunshine baby, its momma. I just wanted to let you know that I miss you and love you so very much. Not a day in the 16 months that you have been an angel has gone by with out a thought of you or speaking your name. You would be 2 if you were home with us. Me, daddy & Alexis miss you always. And baby sister Sya-Lin who is 9 months old now (close to the age you were when the angels brought you to heaven) You are with me every day Lindy. In my heart. I love you, deep as the sea & as big as the sky xoxo
Saturday, May 15, 2010 - MOMMA
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lamonte brisbon
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hello this gilda i miss you a lot and anthony do to he tallks about you all the time. love you
Friday, May 14, 2010 - gilda and anthony
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Jannette Lynn West
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Hey baby just wanted to let you know mommy is still here never went anywhere just haven't had a computer to work off of but now I can talk to you whenever I want and trust me I will. It has been 10 years and I still miss you just as much as I did when you went to heaven.Baby girl I love you so much and will always be here I love you very much.
Thursday, May 13, 2010 - Mommy
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Grayce Marie
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Happy Birthday Baby Girl! You are missed and loved so much!
Wednesday, May 12, 2010 - Melissa
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My Precious Little Benji
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Hi there Sweetie mummys missing you so much. Its been 4 wks today since God gave you your winghs to fly to Heaven and theres not been a day that has passed where Mummy doesnt thinking of you and cry. Sunday was Mothers Day and Daddy gave Mummy a card and present from you but it wasnt the gift I wanted most because that was to be able to hold you in my arms and tell you that I love you. I dont understand why God called you home so soon. I wish you could of stayed and continued to grow healthy in Mummys tummy until you where big enough and strong enough to face this world. Mummy and Daddy had so many dreams for you my sweet Angel. Sometimes it feels like people have already forgotten you where even apart of this world (even if it was just for a moment in time), but Mummy and Daddy will never forget you "Bubba" we'll FOREVER hold you in our hearts. Its hard to imagine that life has to go on without you in it. But Mummys trying to be brave and strong and make through for you. I hope your enjoying playing with your brothers and Sisters in Heavens play gorund sweetie. Onne day Mummy and Daddy will come join you there and we can be a family again but until that day comes "Bubba" you be a good boy for your Grandparents and God ok. Loving You FOREVER
Tuesday, May 11, 2010 - Mummy (Julie)
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Hey Zeek;
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It's your Auntie Candy, I miss you honey. It's been almost ten years since you've gone away but I still think about you every day, I wish you could be here to watch over Savanna as she grows up. Mommy has a new little girl and I know that she loves that little angel just as much as she loves you and Savanna. I don't know what it is but something has had me thinking about you more and more each day, it could be the many people around me with new bundles of joy, just seeing the look on their faces when they hold their first new baby reminds me of the look your dad and mom had when you were born. Looking back, that was the time when they were the happiest together, when they were with you there was nothing to worry about. If I could just hold you in my arms again, that would be the greatest gift from heaven above, but isn't that what everyone wants? Enough babbling, I love you and look forward to one day being as happy as your mom and dad were.
Sunday, May 9, 2010 - Anutie Candy
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MERANDA
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So today is mothers day my sweet angel, you are not here with me in body but you will be here with me in my heart, mommy wants you to know how much i love you and miss you every day. I wish you could be here to play with your brother on this special day. I will look up in the sky today and wait for you to send me a message that you are there,i know you will. i miss you and love you bunches.
Sunday, May 9, 2010 - LOVE YOUR MOMMY
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To my baby boy in heaven
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Hi little guy- I pray your safe in heaven. I miss you soooo much. I love you like crazy baby! I think about you all day everyday. It's hard to accept that your not here with me anymore and I long to hold you and kiss you. I even long to hear your cry.but even though your gone You will always be a part of me and I hold you in my heart now. I'm waiting for the day I will get to see you again- I hope your waiting for me too! I love you son
Friday, May 7, 2010 - Love Mommy
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Hello, my sweet little Brian,
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I miss you so much. I seem to be expressing my grief alot more than usual in the past couple of weeks. I just wake up or begin sobbing at random lately. It sometimes feels like no one cares or wants to care that it hurts us all that your gone. I feel so alone. I don't think they understand how bad it hurts that you are no longer with us. I have alot of regret that I didn't get to hold you, just hold you without feeding you or picking you up to change you, just holding you and just being in awe of you one last time. I miss looking apon your beautiful face and kissing you pudgy cheeks. I miss just spending time with you and taking care of you. You were so perfect Brian, just perfect. I guess that's one of the many reasons to why it hurts so bad. You were mine and now you're gone. I wanted you so badly right from the start. When you were born I was so happy to see my littelist joy so easy going and smiling when we told you we loved you soo very much. It was so hard leaving you in the hospital for so long. Had I known that something like this would happen I would have asked them to keep you a little while longer. They may have done a better job than me at saving you, and you would still be here. I try to trick myself into thinking I'm getting better whitout you but it seems to only get worse. The days get harder and the nights drag on. I don't have much of an appitite. I am sorry Brian that I am telling you all thins, I just can't imagine you not here with us. I am glad though that after so long of waiting on your headstone, it is finally done and where it should be, with you so others can see how special we think you are. That was hard to wait for. It was harder to hear that they couldn't find a cause of death and ruled it SIDS. I wish there were answers. You're gone and knowone knows why. All I can do is keep loving you from afar and keep your memory alive in our hearts. you are forever my treasure, my love, my happiness, a part of me that is forever gone, but not forgotten. I love my my angel. xoxox's from me. I miss you with all my heart and will go by the cemetery to visit this week and memorial day. I love you.
Tuesday, May 4, 2010 - Love you always, Mommy
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Jayla Ranee Sny
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Hello Jayla. This is grandma. Today you would have been two. Today me and mommy are going to do something special to celebrate what would have been your 2nd birthday. Still can't believe you are gone. Grandma and mommy miss and love you so much. Grandma wonders everyday day what you would have been doing if you were still here with us. How is your cousin Jonathan? Hope you two are playing nice in heaven's playground. Give Jonathan a hug for me.
Tuesday, May 4, 2010 - grandma
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Kyla Hope Kaiser
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Hi Missy MOO MOO.what are you doing???I have been thinking about you so much you are one now.WOW I remember holding you in my arms this time last year and your big brown eyes and tiny nose starring back at me. I cant believe that you are walking up there on the clouds.I wonder all the time if you have hair or not???I think you would probobaly look like your aunt Michaela. I look in her eyes she has the same eyes as you and just see you in them. You are so beautiful and so wanted and I am so wishing you were here. I just know that everything would be different if you were still with us. I know I will hold you again and see your big dimples and we will get to do all the things that we could not do when you were here on earth. I hope heaven is amazing and I now it is perfect cause you are there. I love you so much everyday
Monday, May 3, 2010 - Aunt Mindy
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Aidan (sunshine)
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Hey boo grandpa fred again. Well today makes 5 years since you earned your wings. They say time heals all wounds but they did not know you. My wound will never heal. Your leaving has left a big hole in my life. I often wonder what you would be like today, how great a boy would my grandson be. I still remember your smile and your sweet laugh. This day only serves to remind me of the horrific day you left our world. I only hope that someday we can be together in heaven that is my greatest wish. today i will light a candle and say a prayer in the hopes it reaches you. Please watch over us and continue to guide us. I know your are with my mom and dad and they are taking good care of you. I still feel your presence and hope to never lose that feeling. Boo I will always love you and miss you. See you soon love grandpa
Saturday, May 1, 2010 - Grandpa Fred
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Hi my precious Dante Giovanni!
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Hi baby boy! Your 4th angel anniversary it's getting closer. I don't like remembering that horrible day when you went to heaven. I still miss you baby. I miss you so much. It's has been a while since you visited me in my dreams. Could you come and visit me tonight baby boy? I'm longing to hold you. I love you Dante and i always will, every second of my life. Te amo.
Saturday, May 1, 2010 - Mommy
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Heavens Beautiful Angel Alexandria Kali
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Today is 7 yrs to the date that I lost you. People say it gets easier through the years but I find it still very difficult. Your sissy and I talk about you often and how much you would want to be just like her. :)Your sissy is getting so big and is a teenager now but I know you are watching over her and I everyday. I love you so much sweetie that I still find it hard to be social on this day. I dont look or want other peoples sympathy but I know that is all they have to offer to show they care. May you have a sweet time in Heaven and know that mommy and sissy miss you so very much and love you with all our hearts. XOXO my Angel
Friday, April 30, 2010 - Mommy
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My sweet Danielle
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I have been thinkg about you a lot lately and missing you a lot i have been really down because of it well i wrot a poem that i just came up with because i was always thinking about you well here is the poem love you hope you like it DAYDREAM There Isn’t one day that goes by that I don’t think about you and almose break down and cry I often daydream you are still here and growing well and strong like nothing ever happened and you were never gone! So I ask myself everyday if danielle was here what would be going on? If you were here would you be laughing and smiling at me throughout the whole day? Would you be running around the house as if you learned how to in one day? Would you cry out the most beautiful tears when you get hurt or sad during each day or would you just stick out your lip and pout away! Would you want me to hold you close like you never would want me to let go or would you be indapendant and play on your own? Would you get along with your loving brother knowing he’d protect you forever and ever? And would you be loving to everyone just like your mother? Would I be the one you always go to when somethings wrong and the one you cry to when you don’t feel strong? Would you look anything like me with red hair and blue eyes would guys chase you around with googly eyes? Would you fightwith your dad because he doesn’t like your date and he stayed up waiting for you to late! Would you grow up to be a great person well I already know the answer to that question of course you would grow to be great because you’re my baby and that will always be the same! So even though you are no longer alive I know I still have you here by my side and even though I can not see you I thank god I can still remember you! I will always have my daydreams and I that is why I can still live without you here tonight! By valorie matz i love you babygirl
Wednesday, April 28, 2010 - mommy(val)
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Abigail
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Hey baby girl, how are you doing? Good I hope. I am doing good also. I came out and visted you the other day and I brought my boyfriend to see you to for the first time. I really really miss you alot. Your baby brother is doing really good to. He is walking now and is all over the place. I love you. I think mommy and daddy has been out there to see you. You have all kinds of neat and pretty things. I think about you all the time. I haven't wrote you in a while and I have been wanting to. I wish you was still here with us so you could keep all the babies in line. I know you are watching over all of us and we all miss you alot . Well I hope you are doing good and please watch over us all. And we all love and miss you baby girl.
Tuesday, April 27, 2010 - Aunt Felisha
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My Little Man Isaiah
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So you would be a year and a few months at this point. And god do we miss you. I look at the pictures of you almost daily. When you were born we joked and said you were an old man. You were holding your own head up by 3 days old. You were amazing. But i still was so scared to hold you. Even worse is when i had to burp you. Everyone would just flop you on the back while i was scared to break you. You were like a porcelin doll. You mom laughs when i tell the story of changing you for the first time. :) Well have a good day little man.
Monday, April 26, 2010 - Big Cousin Chelsea
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My treasured Tori,
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You are a beautiful diamond in my sky.
Saturday, April 24, 2010 - Your grandma
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Beautiful Baby William
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Hello my sweet angel! I miss you more than I can even say!! Why did you have to leave us? You went to heaven almost 4 months ago and it just does not get any easier. Mommy and Daddy miss you terribly! Not a moment goes by that you are not on my mind! I love you so much!!!!
Saturday, April 24, 2010 - Love, Aunt Molly
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My dearest baby Brian,
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I am sorry I haven't written in a while by precious sweetheart.It has been six months since you left us. We miss you so much. I think about you everyday as well as daddy, and your brothers and sister. I wish I could just see your sweet smile again and hold you one last time. It feels just like a horrible nightmare that never ends, one moment I am holding you and enjoying my new baby boy rocking you to sleep and kissing your little cheeks. and the next, you are ripped away. It doesn't seem fair that you were only hear a month and for you to be still so little from prematurity and struggle through all that and to be swept away in the middle of the night. It's so tragic. I wish I could have saved you. I know I shouldn't blame myself but I do. Mommy loves you so much. I hate SIDS. I will never understand why you and so many precious little babies are taken away from loving, caring families. The people who go trolling an websites and say such hurtful things make it that much harder to grieve when we already blame ourselves. I know I loved and cared for you as best as I could and that you knew how much we love you. That's all that matters. I can't help but wonder what you'd be like now. It's so hard being without you my sweet little angel. I wish I knew that you could hear my thoughts and feel my love and hoping that you aren't scared and needing me. I know that I need you. I dream about you alot and I think that maybe thats your way of visiting me. I am a wreck without you. I love you Bri Bri. You are always in my heart thoughts and prayers. Wait patiently for me okay? I will be with you one day. Until then, I know grandpa Joe is doing his best to watch over you and take care of you. I love you more than anything in this world. I can only be thankful that I at least had a little time with you. You were purely beautiful, innocent, good, loving and sweet and I will never forget that. I was blessed with you and I hope you know you made me better for having you. Goodbye sweet angel. I will right you again as soon as I can. We love you with all our hearts and more. Never forget that. XOXOXO
Saturday, April 24, 2010 - Loving you from afar,always and forever, Mommy and Daddy
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Dear Uncle Darryl
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well you have not been gone long at all but i want tou to know you are sadly missed and you leaving and going to heave has changed alot of lives for best dad is in church and so is uncle bo you leaving has touched so many lives im so glad you blessed my life. you truly are very special and you was a great big brother i love and miss you
Thursday, April 22, 2010 - with love janie
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Dear Grannie Qualls
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hello its me janie i just want you to that you are so loved and so missed your whole family loves you and we will all see you agian some day soon
Thursday, April 22, 2010 - love janie
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Dear mom
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hello its me floyd wayne i just wanted you to know all those time you told me go get a moon pie and rc fianlly paid off and one day we will all be togather agian in heaven tell dad and terry i love and miss them too see you someday soon i love and miss you all
Thursday, April 22, 2010 - your son floyd wayne
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Dear Jesse
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Hello my sweet little grandson you are truly missed by your whole family you big sister talks about you all the time and your twin brother and i talk about you all the time your nana , daddy and unle eric and papaw miss you so much my heart hast a big hole in it where you belong but i know we will see each other agian i miss you my precious little angel you will always be in my heart and soul everywhere i go i love you so much with all my love your nannie phillips. 4/22/10
Thursday, April 22, 2010 - nannie phillips
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Baby Abby
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Hey baby, how are you? silly question i know as well as everyone else does, your perfect in heaven.well tomarrow is my 16th birthday=] im happy,but it'd be better if you were here.i love you so much,and i cant wait to hold u in my arms.i look at ur picture everyday and wonder why Jesus took you,but he obviously had a reason.I love you,and I just wanted to write you. I reckon Im gonna go for now,I'd write you everytime I think about you,but I'd be writing every second of the day.I just have been thinking about you ALOT lately.Maybe its my time to come and visit you in heaven,i dont know.but im gonna go,not for forever though. I love you.
Wednesday, April 21, 2010 - xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox,Aunt Ashley
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Delaney
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Good Morning Delaney! CeCe is coming home tomorrow morning. I can't wait to see mommy, daddy, TJ and Boo (and of course Auntie Bean, Lully and Pop!). I cried this morning but they were happy tears because there are so many people who love you so very much. You have raised over $40,000 to help other babies get healthy.you are truly truly an angel. I think about you every single minute of the day sweet girl. Sending you tons of hugs and kisses to heaven! Love you, love you :)
Wednesday, April 21, 2010 - CeCe
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Hola Araceli
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hi mama. i miss you more than i can describe in words. you came and went so quickly. just 4 months is not enough. i miss your sweet smile and the way you giggled when you looked up at me. it has just been a week but it feels like forever. we will be together again someday. i love you so much princessa.
Wednesday, April 21, 2010 - Mommy
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Meranda
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Hello my dear swwet niece. How is heaven? Beautiful I bet. I miss you terribly. Want you to know your brother Skyler and I are watching out for your mommy I give her a gift every year on mommy's day from you. Auntie Carol loves you sweet angel. I know you are resting in peace up there and it is us sill in limbo for sixteen years now. You thought about every day and loved with all our hearts. Kiss and hugs to you from me.
Tuesday, April 20, 2010 - Auntie Carol
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dear meranda
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to my sweet little baby girl, i want you to know mommy misses you so much,it has been 16 years since you went to heaven and sometimes it still feels like just yesterday. you were the greatest gift of life i could ever ask for,even if we only got to be together on earth for a very short time,but i guess the best thing is that you will be in my heart forever. i want you to know not a day goes by that i dont think of you and miss you so much.i wonder sometimes if you know we celebrate your birthday every year for the last sixteen years. you are so missed and loved very much.
Monday, April 19, 2010 - love mommy
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Dear Daddy,
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hey hows it up there i miss you so much i lost everything when you left i miss you so much i talked to Uncle Kevin today he was doing good he wants me to move in with him and i want to so i hope mom says yes moms dieing i hope not im only 13 years old i cant lose everyone now Aunt Joyce said that i wont get the house when i turn 18 i know if you were still alive i would never have to look back ive been imotionly aboused by mom like all the time i dont get her but i still love her i know things didnt work out to plan but your not suffering any more and thats the thought that counts i think but dad please remember i love and miss and think about you all the time lot love daddy talk to you later.:[
Saturday, April 17, 2010 - Katie Stewart
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Taviyn
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I know it's been a long time since I wrote to you. But please know ours heart still break for you. We miss you more every day. Grandpa is always asking me about what a two year old look like. What does a two year old do. He asks if they can talk. I know its because he is thinking of you. Your mommy is still so sad. She is busy with Dedric and loves him dearly. But she still misses you and your sweetheart lips. Taviyn my little angel please rest in peace and know we love you more than anything.
Friday, April 16, 2010 - Grandma Kat
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Nikkolai Michael Martinez Preston
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My precious little boy I miss you so and I think of how much you have grown. There is not a day goes by that I do not think of you. On July 4 when we watch the fireworks do you know your sister Mariah and I are hoping that you see that great big beautiful one with all the green and blue colors bursting with such a great sound I know it has to hurt your ears. On your birthday, we send you our love, hugs and kisses in a balloon. We hope you see the tree we decorate at Christmas time and we pray that you know how much we love you. I hope you enjoy being with your great grandma, cousins Adam, Ramy & Ronald in heaven and you should soon be meeting someone named Jason Michael(he has the same middle name as you) Kropat. His sister is soon going to marry your uncle Paul and he recently died fighting for our country. He has a nephew named RJ who has come into my life and tried to help fill the void of losing my little boy, he never will but it helps to have him hug me and smile at me like I know you do. I hope between all the people you are with that we love here you are being well taken care of. I love you and miss you. We will meet again one day and then I can give you all the love I have stored up for you and only you.
Thursday, April 15, 2010 - Grandma
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My Darling Little Boy Jake,
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Hello my gorgeous angel. I miss you so much my darling. I want you here with me so badly it hurts. I love you with every breath in my body. My heart aches so much that you are not here with me. I need you my little man. Im sending my kisses and hugs on the breeze to you my darling. I LOVE YOU.
Monday, April 12, 2010 - Mummy
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Wes Henry,
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Oh how I miss you so much little man. I can't believe it has already been 9 days since God took you to Heaven. Joselyn talks about you all the time, Ella notices your not there to play in the Exersaucer with her. Please watch over your Mommy and Daddy and Big Sisters, they miss you too.7 months just wasn't enough time for us to have you, it just isn't fair. I wish I could see those big blue eyes and beautiful smile again.Gosh I miss that giggle and laugh. I miss and love you so much Handsome, you will always hold a special place in my heart.
Friday, April 9, 2010 - Your Nanny Jennifer
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Abigail
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hello abigail.how are you?me im not good,im always depressed.i put on an act so no one can tell im not happy.i just dont know how to cope with it the right way.im sorry i didnt come see you on easter.i should of,i want to soon!abby, i miss you more than words can explain.i just cant wait til i get to heaven and hold you in my arms.i really cant wait,i love you with all my heart,you have 99% of my heart, the other 1% is for the rest of the family.i wonder everyday what it would be like if you were here,maybe i wouldnt be in so much trouble,maybe i wouldnt be depressed,maybe the family wouldnt fight like we do.your mommy is the best sister a person could ask for.christopher is so adorable,he looks like you.esspecially when he first was born.when i knew you were gone forever it just broke my heart,i just try to be happy sometimes,but its so hard.sometimes i think i have no reason for living,but i think about how everyone would feel if i was gone.i love you more than ever.i miss you alot too.at night sometimes i just cry becuz i miss you so much.abigail,swe
etie, im gonna go for now,but most definatley not forever.watch over us and protect us.I LOVE YOU!
Friday, April 9, 2010 - Aunt Ashley
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Cadia
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Hey sweetie. I miss you. Yesterday your little sister Lola demanded that she watch "the baby sister video". I don't know where that come from. We did and it wass nice seeing it again. Your mom and I love you so much and miss you. You would be turning five in a few weeks. We'll hav e Lola blow out ur candles with us. Love ya tons.
Wednesday, April 7, 2010 - Papa
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Dear My Darling Jake,
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HAPPY 9TH BIRTHDAY MY DARLING BOY, Missed you terribly today, I hope you had the best birthday up in heaven and looked in on us down here. We all miss you and the family will never be complete without you here. I will always love you played on the stereo yesterday and brought me to tears. I sit here in silence and think of you and the precious moments we shared. I It has been 9 years since you were taken away from us and still feels like yesterday. I love you more than I could ever show. Just wanted to write to you and tell you how much I missed you today and everyday for that matter. Happy Birthday once again my precious little one and I send my love and kisses to heaven on the breeze always.
Monday, April 5, 2010 - Mummy with all my heart xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox
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bubba or gabriel
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i love you so much evrey day i wonder what you are doing have you met eney of are dogs up there like sheba or china? im shure you have all my things on the computer deal whith you you are on evreything i have on the computer :) i tear up when i think of you i hope you understand how much me and our family loves you wow i cant beleave you are gone dont worry im trying to keep a traight face God when he is a little older pleaze let him read this or you can read this to him now if its fine whith you
Saturday, April 3, 2010 - your sis heaven
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My precious Tori,
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Grandma is thinking of you this Easter. My heart breaks to think that you were not here to help me color eggs and find the Easter basket that I would have bought you. All that I have is precious memories of you and dreams of what could have been. I love you a trillion times over.
Saturday, April 3, 2010 - Grandma
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Our Precious Little Emily
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Hi Sweetheart, It's Maw Maw.Wanted to wish you a Happy Easter in Heaven.Even though we never got to celebrate Easter on Earth.I know you will have a good one in Heaven. Maw Maw misses you so much. My heart aches so bad.Not one day goes by that your not on my mind. I wish I was in Heaven with you to help celebrate.I will be at your resting place tomorrow to bring you something.I love you sweetheart with all my heart.Even though it's been almost 3 years I still cry for you.I know your in a better place,but my heart just wants you here with us.Our family is not complete without you.Every Holiday hurts.Just remember you are Maw Maw's girl forever and I love you so much.I hope when I come to be with you. Jesus will hand you to me. I love you so much. Here's some kisses and hugs for you. XOXOXOXO. Send some back.I love you. XOXO
Saturday, April 3, 2010 - Maw Maw and Paw Paw
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noah
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Hi bubba Happy birthay! we watched your videos last night you were perfect, just perfect. My little angel we miss you and dream of the day to hold again. Love you always.
Friday, April 2, 2010 - mommy
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Hi Grandma,
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Well, its your birthday today. I was thinking about you the other day and realized that I still miss you so much. I wish this was real.
Thursday, April 1, 2010 - love paul
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Katlyn Jordan
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Dear, God Our granddaughter was 3mths on the 30th and we only had her 3 weeks, But i want thank you for being here for me you know how hard its been, please touch my son his having a hard time with it to but he don't say anything.She is missed tell her we all love her.Bless our family with more babies and we will never forget our baby katlyn,I had a baby necklace made of her to wear every day.It's still hard to image or even belive but every day i wake up thats the first thing i remember. Katlyn is your angle now let her fly and have fun,tell her one day we will all will be with her.
Thursday, April 1, 2010 - Love Always, Grandma
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Noah
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Hi baby well your 1st birthday is tomorrow I can't beleive you are already 1. Did you see all your balloons and rocks that you friends and family made for you? did you here happy birthday sung to you already? Well I know you will be getting a lot of visitors tomorrow and your grave so be prepared. I know you are in heaven and not really there but tomorrow I want you to look and watch and see how much you are missed and loved and still a part of so many lives. Mommy and daddy and peyton love you so much!
Thursday, April 1, 2010 - mommy
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