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grandpa,
this is silly, i know. i miss you so much. i am an adult . . . this shouldn't be so prevelant - but i miss you a lot grandpa. i love you so verrrry much and i can't wait to see you again in haeven.
Saturday, February 4, 2012 - renee
Dear Grandad John,Grandad Stan and Nanny Mary
Grandad John- You have been gone for about 7 and a half years now,I was only 8 when I lost you and for a while I didn't understand that you had gone. I know you had cancer and suffered alot which isn't very nice, you were only young and you were a very funny man who made me laugh, I didn't have long with you but I remember alot of what I did have and they were amazing memories, I still miss you to this day and it is hard :/ I love you Grandad and hope to see you again one day. Nanny Mary-I lost you when I was 9 and it has been six years since then, it is really hard. I miss you so so much and I know you suffered ALOT and had bad emphysema, I remember saying goodbye to you that day and it was the hardest day of my entire life and it always has been, I am so glad I got to say goodbye and tell you how much I loved you, I hope you are proud of me Nanny and cannot wait till I see you again, I love you so much and you were my best friend. Grandad-I don't understand why you had to leave us, Mom saw you the night before and told me you were fine, we all thought you were and never expected to get that call that you had passed away. I don't know what to do without you, I always knew you were there for me and now you aren't and it is difficult now having you around. I don't know what to do anymore, I know you would want me to be happy but I just don't know how, I love you so much Grandad and I miss you so much it's unreal, I would do anything to have you here but I guess your in a better place with Nanny now and I hope you are very happy, I have faith that i will see you again when it is my time, I love you so much and you were the kindest man I ever met. I love and miss you more and more everyday. Miss you all and wish you were here to see me grow up :( Love you all so much xxx
Friday, February 3, 2012 - Your Grand-daughter Emily
Michael Harrison A GREAT AND WONDERFUL DADDY
Dear daddy, Hi Dad, I can not believe you are not here with me, with us, we all miss you so much, every day when I wake you are the first thing on my mind and my last thought before I close my eyes. I just want a hug. I had to be strong towards the end but I want you to know that I love you so much and I can not believe I was lucky enough to have such a wonderful dad. You always looked after all of us and you were worried about leaving mum, I want you to know that I will look after her for you and you are not to worry x x. Dad I can not stand the thought of life without you, it's so unfair. Please visit me in my dreams love you dad I can’t seem to get over your loss. I wasn’t ready for you to go. I wish I could be with you every day. It hurts so much to not be able to talk to you or see you. I wish I could go to heaven for the day to see you. I love you so much dad. I'm sorry I didn't make it to say goodbye to u that was and still is the hardest thing I ever had to come to terms with, u were the only person in this world that loved me unconditionally and now I'm all alone. Oh daddy I miss u so very much. I guess no1 understand the love we shared, I will always carry u in my heart. I love u daddy. Finding the words is hard to say knowing the word is better hey dad my friend I will always miss you it is hard for me to let you go I still speak of the crazy things we use to say and do you never said goodbye you never said you were going to dye I wish upon a star it was a dream un intrepid and you were going to come home I cry 4 you Dad all the time I love you so much. Even though it doesn't seem like it on the outside, you’re always on my mind. How I wish I could hug you one last time and tell you that I love you. I'm sorry that I didn't spend that much time with you. I just hope that despite that you still know I always loved you. I miss you and I just hope you'll be proud of me and that you'll stay with me and guard me until we meet again. Daddy, It's been nine months since God took you home to be with Him, but the pain is still very fresh and real as if it happened yesterday. Around the Holidays I especially miss you being here. You were the cutest father how your face would light up when we kids decorated the tree and mama in the kitchen making all your favourite candies, cookies, and all the other wonderful foods to make Thanksgiving and Christmas so very special. You enjoyed everything about Christmas. You made Christmas so special in every way. You were and always will be a wonderful dad in my heart and I'll miss you so bad again this year. Thanks for being my dad. I'll love you FOREVER. Merry Christmas Daddy. You missed it this year but it was still great you was still with us. SINCE YOU’VE BEEN GONE. I MISS YOU EVERYDAY. I CRY EVERYDAY BUT HIDE IT WITH JUST A SMILE ON MY FACE. I WISH YOU COULD SEE ME. I WISH I MADE YOU PROUD. I MISS YOU SO MUCH DAD. I LOVE YOU REST IN PEACE Love Kayleigh your best daughter xxxxxxxxx love you so much and I miss you loads
Friday, February 3, 2012 - kayleigh harrison your lovely daughter
Dear Nay,
Hey! I miss you so much. still. everyday. even if its been a year since you left us. Im still hoping that one day, youll come back. :( I love you. Please come back here on my birthday and be the first to greet me Happy Birthday again, just like before. :(( I miss you so much. Sorry for the wrong things that ive done. You ll always be the best mom in the world for us remember that. Youll be miss forever. We''ll meet again right? I can hug you, kiss you and tell you iloveyou personally right? Wait for me. Im going to make you feel proud when we meet again. I love you so much Nanay. Thank you for everything. :( I MISS YOU :(((((
Wednesday, February 1, 2012 - Grace
dear grandpa bobo
i know i just wrote you. life has never been the same since your passing and their are so many un answered questions since your death. were all asking our self why?? was it something we did was it me?? it hasn't been a year and so may things i need to hear and your not hear to answer them. ive tried to follow in your foot steps and i don't know if I've failed you or made you happy. I've taken this journey now alone trying to remember who iam or who i want to be and it gets harder everyday to figure it out and i can't wait to see your eyes again. you better be the first person i see up there to take my hand and lead me down the path because you've been my mentor and best friend and grandpa all wrapped into one and there is nobody that can fill your shoes. to me since you left its been hell for me one thing after another hope your finding the peace your looking for because for me there is no peace. i love you more then you know until we meet again and my hands are with yours
Wednesday, February 1, 2012 - your granddaughter nickie
dear grandpa bobo
today has been hard for me. it hasn't been a year yet and i feel like you were taken away from me all too soon on may 26th 2011 and missing you everyday of every minute. the memory we had will never fade away. you wanted to be where your at and left everybody pondering the questions we all have for you. and you can only answer i wish i could feel you around me or something to know your here you have taught me so many things in life and feel like it wasn't suppose to end. maybe i could have changed the outcome and there a song that i play over and over just to see if i can hear your voice again in my head but nothing works. i cry everyday wish you could be here and having our coffee like we used too and our costco trips. my heart never stops hurting just make things worse i wonder so many things if your in peace because that what you were looking for but the peace you left me is torn and feels like my heart went into a blender. but in all i hope the garden must be beautiful because you were an amazing grandfather a granddaughter could ever have and one amazing mariachi singer but most of all my best friend and mentor. people are telling me to make new memories but its so hard to make new memories without you by my side but i can't wait to see you again and your hands meet once again never to be parted again and then well be together at the rainbow bridge so happy to be with you side by side i miss you always and forever bobo
Wednesday, February 1, 2012 - your granddaughter nickie
Husband Jarjoura
I have tried your mobile today I want to hear your voice I am lost and miserable, I miss you a lot ask Jesus to send you to me in my dreams so that I can feel comfortable, I missssssssssssss
ssssssssssssssss
s u a lot.
Wednesday, February 1, 2012 - Youw Wife Grace - Until WE MEET
Teal
Crying so much I forgot to tell you that I love you - but I think you know that anyway.
Monday, January 30, 2012 - Love from Mama
Teal
I miss you so much. I hope you are happy with the other babies like you up in heaven. Not a day goes by when I don't spare you a thought
Monday, January 30, 2012 - Mama
Hi Baby,
I miss you so much, I'm trying to be as happy as I can without you, and the thought that I will see you again one day is the only thing getting me through. My emotions are so up and down at the moment which I know is not what you would want, but its just proving how much I miss and need you right? But I'll keep smiling, just waiting to see you again :) I love you,
Monday, January 30, 2012 - Your best friend
Dear Granpa
It's been a year since you left us, me, mom, grams and your other grand daughter miss you much. I hope you actually find your peace now, it is what you wanted right? I hope you have met you pals up there.I wish you would have been here, but this is what you chose. Miss you and remembering you almost every day.
Monday, January 30, 2012 - your closest grand daughter
Dear Sadie,
Sadie i know you are a dog but i really feel the need to write this letter. We never found out what happened to you so everyones assuming that you got eaten by a coyote, which is a horrible death that you did not deserve! i wish mom would have let us take you. because then you would still be here! i know you loved us all so much but i feel like me and you were the closest. i miss you soooo much :( rest in peace "chiwawa"
Sunday, January 29, 2012 - Casey
Dear Grandma and Grandpa,
I am going to try to write you guys as much as i can, because i really miss you guys and i feel the need to talk to both of you! Grandma, are there animals in heaven? i hope so, because i really miss jims dog sadie & the cat, baby ! ): oh boy im crying again, this is not good :( i cant wait to see you guys again!!!!!
Sunday, January 29, 2012 - Casey
gran and papa
Hey Gran and Papa, I wish I could have you right by my side you both were my strength, why does death have to happen? you were both needed here yet you have both been taken, am so tired and ill at this moment and all out of love, i picture you both every day and reminise on our great times together, you were both inspiring to me in every thing you done, I am proud to have had you both in my life, and i hope you are going to meet me one day again, love you both more than words can say, god bless all the grandparents as there are true angels on loan only for a little xxxxxxxx my heart is breaking xxxxxxxxxxxxx
Saturday, January 28, 2012 - love you more than words can say
Husband Jarjoura,
It has been 5 months and few days since you left this earth and went to meet Jesus our Saviour and Lord you passed away in August you used to wait anxiously to be home on St. Mary's pass away day on the 15th of August and this year it was very painful St. Mary held you In her arms and took you to celebrate with her in her son's kingdom where there is eternal life and no pain and fear but only joyful life with our saviour and mother Mary. WE missed you a lot the boys are ok dont worry about them I have promissed myself and I have asked them to promis you that they will be good boys and you will be proud of them. I am preparing myself to be ready when its time to see again your lovely face when I continue the journey for the boys I want you be there waiting for me to take me a trip as you used to do and I want your beautiful eyes to be the first thing I can see when I leave this earth. In God we Trust. I love you Jarjoura and "UNTIL WE MEET"
Saturday, January 28, 2012 - Your Wife - Grace
Dear Grandma and Grandpa,
i miss you guys so much, im glad youre both together again though. i hope you guys are listening when i talk to you every night :) life isnt the same without you guys. i need you right now. i will see you both again someday :) goodnight
Saturday, January 28, 2012 - Casey
Hi JV
This letter was written to you March 18, 2011 Your letter: Today marks the sixth year since your angel day, and the day is interesting. It is raining, so I suppose the angels are celebrating you coming back home to them, or maybe heaven is shedding all the tears that are heavy in our hearts. I guess that is the best way to explain it. We are all doing fine, but we think about you every day. I imagine picking you up from school with Jya and Justin. Or you and Justin playing with wrestling men or jumping on the bed. Justin would have been such a wonderful big brother, just as you would have been a wonderful little brother. We miss you monkey poo. Your GiGi is doing fine. Your Daddy, Mommy, and Big Brother Little Justin are doing good too. Grandmother Ella is good and Tee Tee Brittany and your cousins Skylar and Jayla are good too. Grandmother Kathy and Grandaddy Tony are fine too. We love you and we miss you so very much. "Heaven Shedded Tears for You" Heaven shedded tears today, The rain continued to come and would not go away. Heaven shedded tears today, The breeze was cold and the chill did not fade. Heaven shedded tears today, The sun refused to shine. Heaven shedded tears today, and the pain will always be mine. Heaven shedded tears today, and we were reminded of a love once lost. Heaven shedded tears today, for an angel who came from above. Heaven shedded tears today, as our deepest expression of love.
Thursday, January 26, 2012 - Love TeeTee
Dear Dad
Birthday Wishes for a wonderful Dad. Its been years since you passed and I still can't accept the fact that your gone! Life hasn't been the same without you by our side. You were always there for us, supportive and strong, no matter what come our way. Happy memories are all we have left. And the fun times we had together. French bread and cheese on Saturdays is a memory i'll never forgot. You'ld make a such mess, crack a joke,(usually a rude one) and be on your way, leaving us in stitches, and me too clear up. All done in your cheeky way. "l knew your dad", people say. They talk about your kind and caring way and still talk about you even too this day. And now its that time of year to remember your birthday. Your grandaughters miss you every day, its such ashame your not here to see them grow. Dad you were and will always be my hero, my friend, my saviour, my DAD. I miss your hugs and warm embrass, the things you use to say. l miss your smile and your gentle way. Always and forever in my thoughts. All my love Your loving daughter
Thursday, January 26, 2012 - Amanda
to my angel alliah.
hi my angel baby i miss you so much,hope you always happy with the other babies angel like you.mommy and daddy will always love you deep in our heart.i miss to hug @ kisses to you baby.go and peace in your mind.in our heart i never forget you my angel.mwahhh.
Wednesday, January 25, 2012 - mommy and daddy
mathew samuel louis cartwright
hi son,miss you so much.are hearts are broken,as u were taken from us to soon.we miss u each day.and always keep thinking of you.we keep thinking you are going to walk through the door.a big day 2 mozz and its going to crush me.i love you son.you was my life,me best mate,me pal,and u gave me a spark.you take care buddy ,you are always in my foughts,love you always xxxxx
Tuesday, January 24, 2012 - love you always,and i will never forget u dad xxx
Dear Brian,
Happy 40th Birthday!! Today so many memories run through my head and tears of joy run down my cheeks. You are the best brother ever and are so loved and missed here on earth. I find peace in knowing that one day we will be reunited in Heaven and live a life of no sadness but rejoicing in our new life together! Until we meet again.
Tuesday, January 24, 2012 - Love, Wendy
hi baby zoe
hey mummys baby girl i miss you soo much i just want to let you know mummy is here for you wish you was here with me right know baby girl i love you soo much xxxxxxxxxxx
Tuesday, January 24, 2012 - lots of love mummy
Mommy
I want to give you a hug. I love you so much mommy.
Monday, January 23, 2012 - Stacy
Dear Niveah,Angel
Hey, first thing i want to say is, im sorry. Your mother and i were not at the best terms, at first i did want to get an abortion, i wasnt ready and i know your mothers wasnt either. we thought she had a miscarriage at first, but later on you were still there and i knew you were strong:]. i accepted it and planned to be the best father ever. regardless if i was with the mother or not, you see she is just 16 and already has a nother daughter, she has no education and lives with her single dad. i was scared you would grow up to poverty. but i would make sure that i get the two degrees i would plan to get and make sure your mother has an education, we fought alot, but when i calmed down i found out that you didnt make it. I just want to let you know that i do love you. i love you so much. i wish i got to hold you in my arms. Rest in peace
Sunday, January 22, 2012 - Omar
Sweet Baby Avery
Hi baby Girl Today was a hard day. Mommy went out tonight for Aunt Kirsten's birthday and drive to Niagara Falls because everyone said it would be good for Mommy to get out, Grandma and Daddy are trying so hard to help Mommy feel normal again and get back to going out with friends and stuff but it just really sucked, it made me think about how much I would rather be at home laying with the puppies Daddy and you and made Mommy even more sad. Mommy also realized somewhere along the way she lost someone she thought was once a very close friend, I was wrong and that hurt too. Tonight definitely showed me how much I wouldn't have been giving up on always staying at home with you, you would have been my best friend that would always be there for Mommy and I would have been yours. You would have been my world Avery and even though your gone it still seems that you are because your all I think about and your all I want still. Your all Mommy wanted, I never cared about going out and partying with friends, I was ready for my partying late nights to be 3am feedings and sleepless nights with you, early morning cartoons and sweet laughter from watching you make funny faces ! I miss you so much this is so unfair and feels like a never endding amount of pain that will never fade. All I want to do is lay at home and close my eyes and pretend your still here, your memory just fills my mind and I don't know how to make it right. Mommys had alot of dreams end but the one of you and I and Daddy Endded way to soon, you left me lonely searching for the strength to carry on and I just can't find it no matter how hard I try, for you, Grandma or Daddy, I just want you back and to be with you where ever you are. I feel like I'm paying a price for something I didn't do. I love you so much and I just want you back, I just want to feel you again. I love you Avery and miss you so much. Love you so much forever and always Mommy xoxoxoxox
Sunday, January 22, 2012 - Mommy
Hi JV,
1/24/2011 I am so sorry that I haven't written to you in such a long time. You are always in my heart but today you were heavy on my mind. I was listening to some music and " His Eye is on the Sparrow" played. Memories of saying goodbye to you just came flooding through my mind. I went to your grave for Christmas and put a little rose bear basket on your plot. The little bear was holding a soccer ball and his shirt was etched with your memory. Your Aunt Dorothy made it. Are you spending time with your great grand aunt Lydie, your grandaddy, and your great grandmother. We miss them and you very much. Has grandaddy taken you for a ride in his truck yet? Are you helping your great granny in her garden? Is Lydie calling you "Hamburger Jr 2"? I know you and angel baby Cameron are good friends. We are all doing fine Your daddy, mommy and GiGi are all good. You have a new little cousin named Jace and he is a "monk monk" too! Jya and Jordan are doing fine and your big brother is getting ready to turn 9! You have been such a wonderful guardian angel for him. I wonder what you would look like at 6 years old and in kindergarten? I sometimes imagine GiGi trying to take all 5 of you all somewhere. I know you would be special. A lady on this website said that angel babies come for a reason, whether to give hope, memories, or just love. You came into our lives to show us that baby love is beautiful love and we are so grateful for that. I miss you every second of everyday I miss you more than words could ever convey Your memory lives on in our prayers, our thoughts, and in our hearts The love that we hold for you will never part You have our love, please rest in peace in Heaven above. We love and miss you angel boy Javion Elijah Poindexter
Friday, January 20, 2012 - Your Tee Tee Candi
Hi JV
Hi JV, I was thinking about you and decided to go visit your website and I realized you didn't get my last letter that I wrote you almost a year ago. I'm so sorry Monkey Poo- I thought I sent it. Please don't think we are not thinking about you, loving you, and missing you every minute of every day. I look at pictures that the crew takes and it seems like there is always a spot for you-whether it's GiGi's crew or Vicki and Johnny's whole crew. Your Big Brother is doing great-he'll be 10 in a couple of weeks!!! You are being the Best Guardian Angel Little Brother ever-that's quite a title, huh? Your mommy, daddy, grandmas, great grandmas and great grandfather are doing good too!!! You have another cousin named Jace-Tee Tee Brittany had a baby girl and named her Jayce-Jordan, Justin Jr, Jya, Jaleah, Javion, Skylar, Jace and Jayce-wow that's something. You would be in elementary with Jya and Justin I could only imagine GIGi dragging all five of you all around ;) I still call Justin -Scootie and I still call you Monkey Poo-you would be 7 and in first grade, probably Mrs Buchanan's class cause she would have loved to compare those "Poindexter" boys!!! I'll be calling Scootie by that name till he's thirty-will you be my Monk Monk forever? I love you-always and forever Until the rainbow burns the stars out in the sky---ALWAYS Until the ocean covers every mountain high---ALWAYS Until the dolphin flies and parrots live at sea---ALWAYS Until we dream of life and life becomes a dream Until the day that you are me and I am you Until the day is night and night becomes the day Until the trees and seas just up and fly away Until the day that 8x8x8 is 4 Until the day that is the day that are no more Until the day the earth starts turning right to left Until the earth just for the sun denies itself Until dear Mother Nature says her work is through I'll be loving you always
Friday, January 20, 2012 - Tee Tee Candi
Baby Avery
Morning Avery, it's Friday, I am sure I'm supposed to be excited about that but I'm not it just feels like another blurred and empty day without you. It's Aunt Kirsten's Birthday today, everyone is going to the falls to celebrate I hope she has a great time she's been such a big help for me, Daddy has been trying to be a big help to but I just don't think he understands how hard everyday is for me. I miss you every second of everyday and all I keep wishing is I could have spent one day with you and then taken your place in heaven. You would have been 3 months and 2 days today, I went into your room again last night it's so hard to see the teddy grandma got you and the pile of your things that I will never get to see you play with. Mommy wants you back so much, Mommy - a name I will never get to hear you call me, just like I will never hear your first word, watch you take you first step, there's so much that was taken from me and I think that's what Daddy doesnt understand, when I can't hold it in anymore to please everyone and the tears come daddy kisses me and tells me not to cry and I know he thinks that's the nice and sweet thing to do but it doesn't help. I know I need to try and get back to my normal routine but I just can't and Daddy is having an easier time with that and I feel like I'm being left behind and I hate that I resent him for being okay and going back to the normal life we had before you. When I think about having another baby all I can think is I don't want another baby I want you I want my Avery ! I hope your happy and warm and loved where ever you are princess, Mommy loves you so much and will never stop or forget you, you were what finally completed me and now your gone and I just want you back. I love you Avery I will write again later I have to go to work now xoxoxo all my love Avery forever and always sweet pea xoxoxo Mommy
Friday, January 20, 2012 - Love Mommy Amy Servant
Dear. Baby Damien
Hi baby boy. Not to much going on.I washed your dirty clothes last night, but i didn't wash your blanket i got you and always snuggled you in. It was hard thinking you'd never wear your clothes again, but i didn't want them to get ruined so i had to wash them. I laughed when i though of how many outfits you'd go through in a day. Seemed like every time i put you in a cute outfit you'd spit up all over it. Daddy went back to work today. I'm not sure how to feel about that. I'm use to being home with you while he's gone. We'd watch cartoons, movies,then we'd have bath time, cuddle and you'd yack my ear off,I'd rock you, and wait for daddy to get home. To put you to bed if you weren't asleep already. I miss you so much. I want so badly to hold you again and kiss your face. But i just really wanted to write and tell you how much i love you my handsome lil man, and i want so bad to see you and be with you again. But for now that's not going to happen, but someday it will. So until then I'll think of you every minute of everyday and write my letters to you. I Love you
Thursday, January 19, 2012 - I love you always and forever, Mommy
Dear Tyler,
Happy Birthday son, you would be 14 today and i just know you would have been a wonderful boy. I know you are up in Heaven with God with no pain just happiness. I only wish i could have spent more time with you, our time together was so short, and i wished i could have just once felt you wrap your arms around my neck but i will someday, and those few days we had together i will cherish forever. Until we meet again in Heaven my beautiful baby boy, i will hold you then and never let you go!
Thursday, January 19, 2012 - I love you with all my heart! Mommy
My Gorgeous Boy Jake
I just wrote a long letter and deleated it because the only real thing I want to write to you.I love and miss you so much little man.everyday I look at your picture and your still very much alive in my heart as what you were when you were alive on earth.xxxx
Thursday, January 19, 2012 - mummy
Dear. Baby Damien
I met with the Investigators on Monday. They told mommy they have to close your case because your death was ruled as SIDS. It kills me that i don't know what happened to you. I wish i would've kept you home for that night instead of letting Auntie take you for the night. I wish i could take it back. If i knew that you would've died that night i would've kept you awake. Played with you, rocked you all night and smothered you in kisses. I'm so sorry i wasn't there in you last hours to make sure this never happened to you. I'm so sorry. I love you more than anything in this world. I wish I could've taken your place so you had a chance to grow up and do great things. I know you would've been an amazing young man, because you already were one. I Love you baby boy and i hope you know i always will. No one could ever replace you. And no one ever will. Talk to you soon
Tuesday, January 17, 2012 - I love you always and forever, Mommy
Dear. Baby Damien
Mommy misses you so much. I don't know how to go on without you. Sometimes mommy goes in your room and sits in the rocking chair and i just hold your blanket. It still smells like you. I watch your videos and just to remember your laugh. And remember you smiling at me. You changed my life so much. I couldn't wait to wake up before you and wait for you to roll over in your crib and look up at me and smile. It breaks my heart i can't hold you anymore, rock you, or kiss your beautiful face. There isn't a minute in my day i don't think of you. I just wanted you to know i miss you more than you could ever imagine. And i can't wait to see you again.
Monday, January 16, 2012 - Love you Forever and Always, Mommy
Dear Grandma
Today is your birthday and you're not here with us anymore. I miss you a whole lot. I wish i could have one of those warm long lasting hugs. You were the only one who could make me feel better. Now, no one can. All i do is think about you. Today, i hope your celebrating up there with grandpa. I'm happy to know that you have grandpa to be with and you're not alone. One day we will see eachother again but for now from here i wish you a very happy birthday! Please send me a sign that you read this. I love you Grandma.
Saturday, January 14, 2012 - Your granddaughter Ale.
My 3 Angels
I often wonder how you all are doing. I know I lost all 3 of you early on. First, a sweet girl, then a sweet boy, and lastly another sweet girl. I understand that if you couldn't survive in the perfect environment of me, that only God can care for you and my wonderful Grandma along side of you. I knew of all of your passings before they were confirmed as I received a comforting visit in my sleep from Grandma and my dog Gypsy. Thank you God for taking my precious babies as you knew that the best care for their needs could only come from you. I am grateful and blessed for my 2 miracle babies I have now that are perfect and healthy. Thank you God for giving me understanding and comfort from my multiple losses and most importantly my 2 healthy Daughters who will always know about their siblings. Thank you God, always in my memory my sweet children in Heaven. Thank you for giving me only what I can handle God and taking into your hands what I cannot have.
Friday, January 13, 2012 - Love you my three Angels in Heaven, Mommy
baby alliah and mommy
A letter to heaven has been written in your honor. It is never easy to know what to say except I am so sorry for your loss.
Friday, January 13, 2012 - Deb Mastin
my little baby angel alliah
.i miss you so much your mom and dad we love you.i always thinking of you baby and always in my mind every minute n everyday.your daddy is always love you baby.
Friday, January 13, 2012 - always love you mommy lailah and daddy jepot
mathew samuel louis cartwright
hi son its been 4 months since we lost you.and are hearts are broken,we miss so much.are lifes will never be the same without you.YOU WERE MY ONE ONLY SON,A FREIND,ME BEST MATE.AND ME PAL.HOPE YOU ARE OK,LOVE YOU ALWAYS XXXX
Friday, January 13, 2012 - lots of love and cuddles from you dad
Scotty and Aaron
My two little boys up in Heaven. Mommy and Daddy miss you both very much and we look forward to seeing you again and giving you all the hugs we've been deprived of for so long. I think about you both all the time. I hope you're together and happy. I love you.
Thursday, January 12, 2012 - Mommy
Kellie
My beautiful baby Kel, You were so special to me. No one understood or loved me the way you did. I am so sorry i let you down. I knew how much i loved you but now that your gone to heaven, i want so bad to feel and acknowledge the love i had for you again. If only i had a second chance. You would have remained in my arms forever ensuring no harm. I miss you Kel. I cant wait to hold you again one day. Please stay close to me whilst im here on earth. I cant do it without you. I will hold your heart FOREVER in the palm of my hands. XXX
Thursday, January 12, 2012 - Simone
my little man
in june of this year u would be five o cant even belive its been this long since i have seen ur smile and feel ur fingers and toes mommy gets stronger everyday i feel u so close it makes me belive in thing i never used to i imagine you doing great things up there in heaven dont forget we still love you down here
Tuesday, January 10, 2012 - love always mommy daddy and ur sisters
Ella Louise
dear my beautiful daughter, mummy and daddy miss you, and hope your having a wonderfull time in heaven, with all the other little babies, nanny and grandad better be looking after you. we love you so so so much. miss you with all our hearts xxx
Tuesday, January 10, 2012 - libby & jordan (mummy & daddy)
My Hero, Dad
Its been years you have gone to heaven, I still cannot accept the fact that you’re gone. I am missing the moment you were around with us. Life is not the same anymore without u, I wish you were here to stand up for us. Days are getting harder and I want you to be back with us badly. Can you? Dad, please bless us from above. Send me your msg tru dreams. #001
Tuesday, January 10, 2012 - your daughther,EL
Hey Grandma
I just wanted to let you know that I miss you and that I'm starting my second semester in college and I can't be anymore happier. I miss you so much it's been 6 years since you passed away. I'm still trying to heal but I still can't seem to watch home videos but believe me one day I will. i love you with all my heart and I hope you're doing great up there.
Tuesday, January 10, 2012 - Luci
Dear DADDY
Daddy I love calling you daddy!! till this day I feel am you lil girl! Your looking down on me and I know deep inside me u send me the man off my life he's wonderful he reminds me a lil about you :) Daddy AM GETING MARRIED!! Plz be with me!! I want to make you proud off me hes everything I asked in a man I know am going to be happy.so daddy take care off my mom and lil mia she's the life off my mom and I hope soon I will make you grampa sigi :)
Sunday, January 8, 2012 - love always and forever, liz
Hi Grandpa
Grandpa we all miss you very much and all love you dearly. We all can't wait to see you andrandma again. It has not been the same without you at all. Espeaclly on holidays. I hate it when I need someone to talk to your not here. I know your watching down on me. And the family. Your death broke us. We couldn't hear you talk to us cause you wee so sick I'm sorry grandpa wish you was here.;( but I know your in a better place. I love you!
Sunday, January 8, 2012 - Love your dearest graddaughter Tessa
Princess Victoria,
It is a new year and another one without you. We miss you so much.but now you have grandpa up there with you and I know that he is taking good care of you. Your baby brother is almost 2 and I look at him so often and cherish the thought that he is the closest thing to you.We love you little angel. TQM
Friday, January 6, 2012 - Your loving grandmother
Dear PopPop
I can't believe your gone. It hasn't even been a year yet. You were the strongest person I ever knew and we could really use you now more than ever. Mom could really use you to get through this. If you could, give us your strength to get through this because I'm not sure how much longer we can hold on. And the scary part is its just the beginning. Since you passed I've been waiting for some sign. Some sign from you to let me know its going to be okay. Im starting to think its never going to be okay because you haven't let me know yet. Im trying so hard, to be there for everyone, but i have no one there for me. You used to always be there for me. Now i have no one to depend on and it sucks. Im sure Nanny feels that way too. It breaks my heart seeing her all alone. It breaks my heart that i cant get one of those ever lasting hugs that make everything feel alright. PopPop why did you have to give up so soon, we needed you, we still do. Please send me a sign.
Friday, January 6, 2012 - Love, Your Pal
Cade Michael
Today is your 6th birthday! Happy Birthday my son! There is not a day that goes by that I don't think about you and miss you! Grandma brought you cupcakes today. I miss you more than ever and I think about that day everyday. Your brothers and sister would have loved to wish you a happy birthday to! I wonder who you would look like and what you would like to do. I love you always.
Wednesday, January 4, 2012 - your mommy
Dear Sweet Baby Matthew
Mommy and daddy have thought about you nonstop for the past almost seven years since you've gone to play in heaven.We miss you everday and talk about you.My heart is broken once more as daddy and I learned today that a little angel girl is heading your way.She left her mommy and daddy a few days ago the same way you did(sids).Sweet boy I havent been to this site in a while,I'm sure you know.But today I was reminded of how much this site got me thru some of my darkest hours, I will share this site with the parents of this little friend of ours in hopes that they can some how know that there are friends and people who care and are here. I pray you meet thier angel and show her the way.May god comfort all who mourn the loss of this sweet baby. I miss you we all miss and love you
Wednesday, January 4, 2012 - Mommy
Justin
so the other day i found out you liked me, i wish i had known before, maybe i could have done something to stop you. i miss you so much, you were the best guy friend a girl could ask for. ill miss you forever and i will never forget you. see you in heaven bud.
Tuesday, January 3, 2012 - Angelique
Great Aunt and Uncle
I miss you both terribly now that you are gone. I know that you are in a better place together again, away from the pain you where dealing with here on Earth. Please watch over your whole family, especially Donna, I know that she is grieving a lot, but she has said that she did not want you in pain. I love you sooooo much and I can't wait to see you again when it's my time.
Monday, January 2, 2012 - KD
Dear Josiah,
Hello my dear sweet Josiah this is Grams although I kno I'm only your step grandma,couldn't no one Love you anymore than what I do .I do take comfort in knowing now you are with your real grandmother and great grandmother and I know they are keeping you safe and warm .Oh how I would trade places with them just to hold you once again. The way. You left us S.I.D.S came and stole you like a theif in the night and Ill never understand, but GOD wanted to celebrate your birthday with you. So every birthday I will remember how you left us, but I also will think about how God and the Angels and all the other babies are celebrating .
Sunday, January 1, 2012 - Grandma Kim.
Dear Grandma
I love you so much grandma, and I have been missing you everyday since 4 years ago. But I know I'll have you always in my heart, and there up, wherever you are, you are with the love of your life, with who you was married for 50 years: my grandpa, I don't met him but I know you both are taking care of us as much as we care about you, and the most inportant thing is that now you are in a better place without any pain, and someday if God want it we'll meet us again. Until then! LOVE
Wednesday, December 28, 2011 - Your dear granddaughter MM
Dear God :)
Please forgive my sins :(. I love you sooooooooooooooo
oooo much.Dont let me to do bad things , hurt others so and so. I miss u badly :(.
Wednesday, December 28, 2011 - ur daughter :)
My Angel Baby Dylan
This is the first time that I am writing to you. Yesterday was 4 months since I lost you. Although I'm so broken and hurt inside I know your in a better place and did not get a chance to suffer. There is not a day that goes by that I don't think about your beautiful little face. You where going to look sooo much like your big brother Ryan. I know that he would of loved his little brother so much. He would of taken good care of you and played with you, but I know your taking care of him as his guardian Angel. Everyday I have a feeling of worry because as your mommy, I wanted to take care of you, hug you, kiss you, spoil you. I stop and think and remember that your in the best care possible. Your being taken good care of by god, your great grandparents, and I'm sure your Aunt Tatiana is having soo much fun watching over you. I miss you my sweet little love. Words can not express how I feel, as much as I want to see you right now so bad I can't. I have to take care of your brother Ryan, but I will see you again when it's my time to go. I hope god grants me the opportunity to get through the gates of heaven to be able to see you. Daddy, Ryan, Cookie and mommy miss you and love you! I know your with your 2 siblings that mommy lost before you, although I never knew there gender because mommy lost them early on, please tell them that I love them very much!! XOXO!!
Thursday, December 22, 2011 - Cristina
Nanna & Ga <3
i wish you were both here for christmas, its going to be so difficult, strange an very weird without you both here this year. i dont want christmas to come tbh i just cant wait for it to be over. the only reason we are doing christmas this year is because of baby david, he needs a cheering up and he needs to know what the happy christmas spirit can bring, if your watching down on us which you most proberbly are well you can see we cant exactly be really happy :( its not going to be the same at all. Ga youve been gone a year today an we all truly miss you, so close to christmas aswel :/ . we will just have to cope without you and nana this year. just because we cant see you here im sure you will still be in our presence :D well i hope so. merry christmas both. missin you loadz! hope you,nana,nanny and dats have your christmas dinner up there with all the angels. lots of love with all my heart. ceri-jay xxxx
Tuesday, December 20, 2011 - ceri-jay
hey Kimberly
Kimberley you were more than a cat to me you were my own daughter. I loved you so much no one in the world can ever replace the love I have you. Its been a while since i have talked to you. my life has been very dark without you and grandpa. everyday I wish i could have you back in my arms. I wish I could say goodbye I always look at the pictures of you and cry really hard. I love you Kim. you seemed to know and sense how I felt and were there to comfort me when I had a fight with my parents or my cousin or friends. I miss how i would talk to you and how you would always sneek in my bed no matter how many times mum said you should not be in my bed. I hope you are in the sky or in the world somewhere looking after me.kimberely say hi to grandpa for me. Merry christmas and a happy new year. love you forever
Monday, December 19, 2011 - love Valyne
Dear grandpa
Hi you probably know much I miss you and love you. every few weeks I would look myself in my room cry about how I miss you look up to the sky and hope that I am talking to you and you are listening to me. I love you so much. when you died I felt like a part of me died.I feel sometimes that you were the only person keeping me alive. now you have a new granddaughter. she returned the love that died with you. I feel like your spirit is in her. I miss you always and everyday I wish that I will wake up and be back with you. All I can say is see you when its my time. I hope I have done and will do you proud. rest in peace!!
Monday, December 19, 2011 - Love, Valyne xoxox
YO TOMMY BURKE!
You have yourself a good Christmas up there alright? Catch ya on the flip side
Sunday, December 18, 2011 - JA
Grrandma ,Mary
Grandma, even though i dont remember u cause u passed away when i was one, so i dont know u that well, but i heard great things about you, i still think about you everyday all day, i miss you like crazy, and i really hope i would have gotten to meet you. but you were very sick so u had to go be with heaven. i will right soon, i love you
Sunday, December 18, 2011 - Your granddaughter Maryann
Grandpa Jim
Grandpa, its been 4 years since you left us. the last time we went to your house we started talking outside, sitting on your front porch, you said" Maryann, I'm not going to be here when i graduate" i started crying, its been a long time since i seen you, and i think about u everyday all day, theres not a day i dont think about you. i have your eagle necklace still. and i have your mirror hanging on my wall and every time i see it, it reminds me of you. we all miss you, everyone is doing great, we all wish u were still here and i wish you were here to see me go on with life. well ill tell u a little about me: i turned 16 about 7 months ago, i have my license now, i got a job at mcdonalds like 2 years ago, im in 10th grade, only 2 more years, but i wish u were here to see me get my diploma. Grandpa i love you so much and i know your looking at me every day and every time im sad i just look up and know your watching me!
Sunday, December 18, 2011 - your Granddaughter Maryann
Grandpa
Hi Grandpa, I just wanted to say I still think about you everday and I miss you so much, I have pictures of you on my wall and I hope you don't mind but I have your special pool stick that you used, don't worry it's in your case, for some reason I dont want it to be 2012 because i feel like i would be more seperated from you sence you past away in 2011, I hope your always looking down on me and being my guardian angel with grandma, how is it up there? I have dreams about you sometimes one was where we were in this old vintage hotel and you were eating pizza and you said "this is some really good pasta" anyways i've been having some bad luck losing you and mitzie (my dog) I was wondering if you could spend time with mitzie up there because I had to put her down 4 weeks ago from kidney failure and it was the hardest thing i had to do, but it was for her so she wouldnt have to be so sick anymore, its very tough down here and me and arlene (mom) are kind of not talking right now because im kind of making silly mistakes I hope your happy up there with all your friends family and your beautiful wife (grandma) by the way i visited mary (your dance partner) a couple days ago, shes the sweetest thing ever i dont think she really remembered me but i gave her a kiss on the cheek and she started to cry a little bit. I hope you get this message by just telling you whats going on and i hope you have a wonderful Merry Christmas and a happy new year for your first time up there like I said I hope your watching me all the time from up there and I love you very very very very much :)tell God I said hi!
Saturday, December 17, 2011 - your grandaughter Brooke
Hi Sweet baby
Merry Christmas we all wish you were here, you have your gg up there now I bet she is loving you. Merry Christmas baby! Love you
Wednesday, December 14, 2011 - Love
Hello my sweet boy
Happy Birthday! You would have been 21 today. I miss you so much today. I miss you so much always. I love you.
Wednesday, December 14, 2011 - Mom
My Beautiful Kaileigh,
I miss you so much my baby girl, i can't believe it has been almost three years since you got your angel wings and had to leave us, i didn't have nearly enough time. I wonder all the time what you would be doing now. YOUr baby brother is one now and reminds me of you, i know he has the most beautiful angel in heaven looking after him. You will always be with me and in my heart my sweet girl. I will write you again soon.
Wednesday, December 14, 2011 - mommy
My Dearest Darling Dayton
It has been 49 days since you spread your wings and flew back Home and I am missing you so so much. Christmas is next week and I am not looking forward to it, as this would have been your first christmas but I am here without you. So I'm just waiting for the day when I can hold and kiss you again, and this time I am not letting you go! Merry Christmas My Son, I miss you and love you more.
Tuesday, December 13, 2011 - Mummy
Dear Grandpa
Hi Grandpa, Though I never met you I still feel you around in my everyday life. I can feel you watching over me. I yearn for that bond so badly. I have so much love for you, and I can't show you it. Mom always tells me stories about you, they make me laugh. You seemed like a great dad. Too bad God didn't let you stay to be a grandpa, but I know he needed you, which is why I don't question. You're in a good place and one day I will meet you. I love you so much! Merry Christmas!
Tuesday, December 13, 2011 - your grand-daughter <3
Dearest My Best Friend (mom)
Hi Momma,I'm really miss u soooo much! i miss have good time with you and love laugh with you. i miss your smile and laugh i love it.i always make u laugh and u call me silly girl. thanks mom for the car. im taking good care of it im promise. oh,mom! I miss you so much and when i come in gramma's house. your recliner is empty and so quiet, its hurt me alot. i miss u so much. evertime i come to see u . u always bring big smile and wave at me like Hi. i miss this mom, remember we had good time at camping twice in last summer. your boys misses you so much also. Samantha is doing great! I hope u still have note and candy smartie she put it in your hand while u'r laying in the coffin. its choked me up. she will never forget u, mom. and she had wonderful time with you. i am glad that u had chance to meet your grandkids in 8 yrs before your time come. I hope u see your dad and your family u'r not alone. and included Misty(my dog). Montana is doing GREAT!!! she is crazy girl and hyper. she begs gramma go to outside more often and make her execrise lol. i love that dog. shes so funny!!!I can't believe that Christmas is coming. thats would be hard for us without u on first christmas.I'm wondering what have u been doing in heaven.I am glad that u dont suffer anymore. you're in better place and more happier . we misses you sooooo much!!!! I cant wait to see u again and please do me a favor when my time come and please wait by the heaven gate to meet me. I know u're looking good with hair and healthy. i might be older than u ha ha. thats okay. please watch over your grandkids and Teagan on the way.Dont forget to watch your grandkids play baseball next summer. let them know u'r watch them just make them feeling thats u'r here . okay.I hope u can get my letter in heaven. I'm thinking about u alot and misses u soo much!!! Thank u again for the car. Bob still not smoking in the car. he know that your letter is serious that u 'r wrote a letter and u'r not finish. thats okay i know what u said in my heart. I LOVE YOU.MOM!!!! watch over your family!!
Tuesday, December 13, 2011 - Love Your Silly Girl,
Dear my wonderful dad
Today 1 year ago you left the earth to go to the Heaven. We know you are safe in the arms of Jesus not scared or lonely but the pain is still very fresh and real as if it happened yesterday. You made the Christmas so special in every way. You were and always will be wonderful dad in my heart. We miss you so much, I will love you forever- Mary Christmas dad.
Monday, December 12, 2011 - you son, John
Dear Kalen Wayne,
Hey my boy how have you been doing? I am sorry that I havent been keeping in touch with you through these letters. So much has happened throughout the years but I have never once stopped thinking of you or loving you. I miss you :( so very much each and every day that passes by. I look up to the heavens every night to see the glimpse of the moon just to know that you are still watching us! Its Christmas soon and I really wish that you were able to be here with us. Things are different now, Mommy isnt with Daddy anymore, but that is ok. We did have another baby, a girl, before we decided to go our separate ways. Her name is Caiya and she is 3 years old now. She was born on Canada Day! Its ok, since I am happy now and I am happy with the man that I am with. His name is Sonny, and he couldnt make me and your brother and sister happier. You also have a new baby half brother. We named him Kwintyn. He is such a wonderful boy. Its funny, cuz out of all of my children that have brown eyes, he is the only one with blue eyes like me :) I would like to think that maybe you put a good word in up there when he was born to show a little sign from you that he had blue eyes. I love you my boy! xoxo and I cant help but miss you more as the years go by. I would give anything to have you be here in our happy little family. We moved to the Okanagan now and I have a great job. Nothing could be more perfect except to have you at home with us. I promise I will keep in touch more often just so you dont feel like you have been forgotten :( You COULD NEVER be replaced or forgotten as long as I live! I LOVE YOU MY BOY! MERRY CHRISTMAS :( XOXOXOX
Sunday, December 11, 2011 - Mommy
Hey Kaki!
Just wanted to wish you an early Merry Christmas!! We miss you soooo much!! You are so special in my heart! It makes me so happy to think one day when I die and am about to enter the gates of heaven, you'll be there to greet me with a big hug like you allways did. I know you are watching over us and keeping us company, and I know families are forever. Love and miss you soooooo much!!
Saturday, December 10, 2011 - Love, Your cousin
hi
wish i could have a twin sister and a baby sister. but cant have it because im parents cant have anymore kids.im so lonely at home no body to talk to or play with.i wish god in heaven make it possible for me to have a twin sister and a little baby sister. wanting to cry about that problem because i cant find away for that to happen. i dont want a adopted sister or ant of my sisters having a sister for me because it wont be the same.i will keep praying that i would be able to have a twin sister and a baby sister.hope what i want will come true or is true but i just dont no it yet.
Saturday, December 10, 2011 - marlissa
Heiko
I'm laying here in the dark alone, with images of you in my mind, Your warmth and kindness, the gentle way you talk to me. I wonder where you are, what you are doing when you are not with me Are you thinking of me, are you wondering the same? I enjoy having you in my heart, loving flame . I can't go through a day without talking to you, Pretending that I'm touching your face with my hand, Whispering soft whispers in your ear, looking into your eyes . As I lay here in the dark. images of the night. are of you. I don't want to close my eyes. Love & Miss You
Friday, December 9, 2011 - Sue
hey angel
its ur mommy i miss u so much an i think about how this would be your first christmas. It hurts me to nt be able to watch u open presents an see ur face on the first snowy day i love u little girl u are my world please help keep an eye on mommy,daddy an colten an this baby in my belly.we love u an miss u becca
Thursday, December 8, 2011 - loving u mommy
MY BEAUTIFUL LITTLE ANGEL
TODAY 1 YEAR AGO YOU LEFT THIS WORLD TO BECOME AN ANGEL.AS IM WRITING THIS THE TEARS ARE FLOWING I MISS YOU MY PRECIOUS LITTLE BOY.MUMMY KNOWS YOU ARE SAFE IN THE ARMS OF JESUS NOT SCARED OR LONELY BUT I STILL MISS YOU.MWAH LOVE YOU FOREVER
Thursday, December 8, 2011 - FROM YOUR MUMMY TARRYN
hi daddy
I'm sorry I didn't make it to say goodbye to u,that was and still is the hardest thing I ever had to come to terms with,Its been years now and I still can't seem 2 4give my granny 4 not sending me 2 say goodbye.u were the only person in this world that loved me unconditionaly and now I'm all alone.oh daddy I miss u so very much.ill be a mummy soon I wish u were here to c ur grandchild.I guess no1 understand the love we shared,I will always carry u in my heart.I love u daddy.
Wednesday, December 7, 2011 - your little angel from earth
hi dad
Its been two years and 2 months since you have been gone . i cant seem to get over your loss . i wasnt ready for you to go . i wish i could be with you every day . it hurts so much to not be able to talk to you or see you . i wish i could go to heaven for the day to see you . i love you so much dad .
Wednesday, December 7, 2011 - chantelle your daughter
DADDY
ITS BEEN ONE YEAR SINCE YOURE GONE. I MISS YOU EVERYDAY. I CRY EVERYDAY BUT HIDE IT WITH JUST A SMILE ON MY FACE. I WISH YOU COULD SEE ME. I WISH I MADE YOU PROUD. I MISS YOU SO MUCH DAD. I LOVE YOU REST IN PEACE.
Wednesday, December 7, 2011 - Your daughter, Alicia.
COY MUMMYS BABY
TODAY 1 YEAR AGO WAS YOUR LAST DAY ON EARTH I REMEMBER THAT DAY SO CLEARLY .YOU ARE 1YR AND 2 MONTHS TODAY IN HEAVEN MWAH .I LOVE YOU AND NEVER STOP THINKING OF YOU.TAWNY YOUR TWIN IS SOOOOO CUTE NOW,EVERDAY I IMAGINE WHAT YOU WOULLD HAVE LOOKED LIKE NOW (IM SURE YOU ARE A HANDSOME LITTLE FELLOW) TOMORROW IS VERY HARD FOR ME THE PAINFUL MEMORIES,YET MEMORIES I CHERISH BECAUSE ITS MY MEMORIES WITH YOU.I HONESTLY CANNOT WAIT TO SEE YOU 1 DAY 1 SWEET DAY .NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS WHETHER I HAVE MORE KIDS OR GRANDKIDS NOTHING OR NO ONE WILL EVER COMPARE TO YOU
Wednesday, December 7, 2011 - LOVE FROM YOUR MUMMY
aw chal
2yrs passed since you left me and the kids,life isin't the same without you,Ican't understand why you left without saying goodbye i was at work when the news came that you died,i didn't realise exactly what was happening,THe night before i told you if you were ok and what was happining to you,your answer was very simple,YOU KNOW THAT I LOVE YOU DON'T YOU,and these were your last words,very romantic don't you think?than you left next morning when i wasn't here,how i wish i could have gave you 1 last hug,i go to the cemetry whenever i can,i put flowers light a candle i sit there for some time smoke a cigarette and leave but that don't ease the pain and nothing seems to work,i just wish to know how are you,if there are times you visit us at home,[OH MY GOD PLEASE HELP ME]i feel so lonely if only there's a way to have you back i'll do it,please ask GOD to let you guide us with his help,i know we had our ups and downs but we always stuck togeather we always shared our problems,we were not just husband and wife we were great friends,forgive me every time i let you down or was angry at something,if you read this you knowhow much i'm missing you i can't wait for that moment to be reunited with you for eternity i just wish to see the kids settled down and than ask GOD that i'm ready to join you,goodbye my love,you're always in my heart every second of the day,until we meet again forever yours KOCC.i can't get through the code,can't understand,if they don't send it at least you know i wrote it,againlove you and miss you so much
Tuesday, December 6, 2011 - your wife marcon
Ba!!!
I`m really sorry I couldn`t come for your funeral.I just want you know I love you and miss you so much.Sometimes I see old nice lady just like you and I feel so sad.You were not happy here,on the earth,so I truly believe you are finally happy on Heaven and you can eat your favorite cookies all the time.) Please,forgive me.
Monday, December 5, 2011 - Love from Ira
My Angel
I wish I had more time with you. I cherish and relive every memory I have of you. Even though I know you don't want me to cry, it's because I miss you so much and can't wait till we are reunited. I see you everyday when I look in the mirror. People always say how I am the exact copy of you. I'm blessed for that. I love you. I promise I'll make the most of every day.
Sunday, December 4, 2011 - Love Always & Forever, Bianca
Hey my big boy, Brian
Thirteen years today I gave birth to the most beautiful baby boy and even tho God didn't give me much time with him, I'm greatful that God choose me to be his mommy. I love u Brian & I miss u sooo much my love! Happy 13th Birthday! May u celebrate with all the angels in heaven. Thank u Lord for the time u gave to me with him, I treasure all the memories I made with him.
Sunday, December 4, 2011 - Your Mama
hello Tamtam
I would like to tell you that mommy and daddy loves you and miss you so much. we hope that you will get back to us soon. hug and kisses.
Sunday, December 4, 2011 - Mommy daddy & kuya Kean
Hi Daddy
Finding the words is hard to say knowing the word is better hey dad my frend I will always miss you it is hard for me to let you go I still speak of the crazy things we use to say and do you neva said goodbye you neva said you were going to dye I wish upon a star it was a dream un inturpid and you were going to come home I cry 4 you Dad all the time
Saturday, December 3, 2011 - your baby judy T 4 eva
TO MY BABY BRIAN
HELLO MY BABY TODAY GRANDMA IS 56 AND I FEEL 106 LOL. I JUST WANTED TO TELL THAT I LOVE YOU AND THAT I MISS YOU SO MUCH. TOMORROW YOU WOULD HAVE BEEN 13 JUST LIKE YOUR COUSIN DAVID. WE MISS YOU SO MUCH. I WILL WRITE TO YOU TOMORROW BUT IF I FORGET PLEASE FORGIVE ME I'LL BE AT WORK BUT HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR BABY BOY. AYA LOVES YOU ALWAYS AND YOU ARE ALWAYS IN MY HEART AND MIND.
Saturday, December 3, 2011 - LOVE AYA
D'Shawn Lewis
everyone loves you . we all miss you . it's been hard . everyone is now quiet . no one is their selves anymore . no one is talking . your death took everyone by surprise . Your were just 17 . taken to young . but just know , everyone loves you dearly . you may be gone , but your not forgotten . we will always think of you . i love you . we all love you .
Friday, December 2, 2011 - Destiny J.
Sweet Lynleigh Grace.
I love you and I miss you. My heart will never be the same.
Thursday, December 1, 2011 - Forever and Always, Mommy
Behind Blue Eyes
Dear Audrina, You are in heaven way to soon. You are only a baby. I'm writing you hoping someone in heaven will hold you and read this to you. The pain of losing you is to much to bare. Its been 9 months since you entered into heaven. I have so many unanswered questions about your passing. I may never understand SIDS. I will though try to find ways to educate and prevent. I miss your big gorgeous blue eyes. I see them everywhere I look. I know that you are not physically here my angel but behind your blue eyes is your soul and it will live on forever. I love you so much my angel. Please continue to visit me in my dreams. Don't ever feel sad when you see me cry its only cause I love you so much. I just wish I knew for sure you were happy and safe But I have faith. I just have a huge hole in my heart. You will always live on through me. I love you so much and what lyes behind blue eyes. -Mommy-
Thursday, December 1, 2011 - ashley Elizabeth
PAPA WILLIE & GRANDMA
I MISS AND LOVE YOU AND I WISH THAT U WERE HERE
Wednesday, November 30, 2011 - ISA N.
Andrea Licea
Happy Birthday mamas. My stomach hurts today which is really weird, I feel like I felt when I was about to have you 5 yrs ago. You are trully missed and needed so much that it hurts everytime I try to write to you. Adan, your little brother ask about you constantly, he asked when are you coming back to us and I tell him that God will send you but in our dreams. I have not seen you in my dreams and need to see you. :*(
Wednesday, November 30, 2011 - Tu mami.
CODY MUMMYS BOY
HEY BABY ITS BEEN A WHILE SINCE I WROTE TO YOU CHRISTMAS IS COMING AND ALSO THE DATE YOU BECAME AN ANGEL IS ALSO COMING UP.I HONESTLY DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO ANYMORE I JUST KEEP BUSY WITH YOUR SISTERS AND WITH WORK BUT STILL MY MIND KEEPS ON DRIFTING TO YOU.I MISS YOU SO MUCH MORE AND MORE EVERYDAY.YOUR TWIN SISTER TAWNY IS GETTING SO BIG NOW SHES SO CUTE A VERY HAPPY AND PLAYFUL LITTLE GIRL .HER MOUTH IS ACTUALLY THE SAME AS YOURS SO EVERYTIME SHE SMILES I SEE YOU SMILE .I KNOW ONE DAY I WILL SEE YOU AGAIN TOUCH YOU HUG YOU.I LOVE YOU BABY NOW AND FOREVER
Wednesday, November 30, 2011 - LOVE FROM YOUR MUMMY
Dear grandpa John vanhandel
It has been about nine years last month you've been gone. I wasn't there with you much. I miss you like crazy now that your gone I feel really sad an awful that I was so young when left here. I didn't get to know you well I wish you could know me now. I think of you at night when it's quiet and when I go somewhere I used to go with you and I remember your face and your bear hugs. I hope and pray that you still watch over me believe in me and care about me and if you were here I know things would be much better then they are now.
Tuesday, November 29, 2011 - Love Armanda Moore
Dear Daddy
I love you so much. Even though it doesn't seem like it on the outside, your always on my mind. How I wish I could hug you one last time and tell you that I love you. I'm sorry that I didn't spent that much time with you. I just hope that despite that you still know I always loved you. I miss you and I just hope you'll be proud of me and that you'll stay with me and guard me until we meet again.
Monday, November 28, 2011 - your little girl
TO MY LIL ANGEL BRIAN
MY BABY BRIAN, IT'S ME YOUR AYA (GRANDMA) OUR BIRTHDAY IS COMING UP SOON AND I'M MISSING YOU.PEOPLE TELL ME I SHOULD GET OVER IT ALREADY AND LET YOU REST I KNOW YOU ARE AT REST CAUSE YOU ARE AN ANGEL BUT IT'S HARD TO FORGET CAUSE YOU WAS BORN A DAY AFTER MY BIRTHDAY AND EVERY YEAR I CELEBRATE OUR B'DAY TOGETHER ANYWAY. YOU ARE AND WILL ALWAYS BE IN MY HEART. I LOVE YOU MY BABY BOY I WILL SEE YOU SOME DAY I KNOW.
Monday, November 28, 2011 - LOVE YOU FROM YOUR AYA
Hi my little man kevin
Nana misses you so much. Ther is so much i want to say i just want you to know that i love u so much and miss u so much. I will write again soon.
Sunday, November 27, 2011 - love you nana sally
My sister Lisa Allan
God looked around his garden And he found an empty place He looked down upon the earth And saw your tired face He put his arms around you And lited you to rest Gods garden must be beautiful He always takes the best It broke our hearts to lose you But you didn't go alone For part of us went with you The day God called you home.
Sunday, November 27, 2011 - Clare
grandma taylor
grandma i miss you im sorry i didnt get to say goodbye but i know you are wacthing over me thank you grandma for everything you did for me im going to miss you dearly and miss your voice aslo your face you were my inspoiration to me grandma thank you so much r.i.p
Sunday, November 27, 2011 - i love you soooo much
Joey,, my beautiful Soul
Not a day goes by that I don't think about you or miss you soo incredibly much. Finally I meet a man that loves me for me,,, just the way that I was with all my fault and quirks. But,,, as the good Lord would have it,,, he ripped you out of my life. I can't even say at this point that I understand cause the pain is crippling each and everyday. There were so many things left unsaid. I hope and pray each day that you hear me, that the love I have and will always have keeps you warm. You will forever be my strong angel, my strength,,, and my heart ! I MISS YOU SOOO INCREDIBLY MUCH IT HURTS !!! I will love you forever,, and one sweet day I will be in your arms again !!! I LOVE you Joey xoxox
Saturday, November 26, 2011 - Mon

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