Angel Room

Welcome to the Angel Room. It may sound odd, but close your eyes and then take a look around the room, what do you see? Is your child busy playing dress-up? Maybe your little one is playing games, or reading a book perhaps? Maybe your little one is taking a nap, snoring softly much to the amusement of the others? Come on in, and share what you see during your visit to the Angel Room.

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Pat | pgooden@twmi.rr.com

It's December 8th 1972, last week mommy and daddy put up a tree for me, my first Christmas but they don't know I will be spending Christmas forever in heaven. Mommy will never put up a Christmas tree before December 10th again. I see the lights, they are pretty, mommy and daddy made me all kinds of special ornaments, I think they are from a cartoon called Peanuts, there is a dog, I want to have a dog but I have to go to heaven, maybe there are dogs in heaven. It is 9AM and I see an older man and an older woman, lots older than mommy and daddy, they told me they are my great grandpa and great grandma. They are nice people, I am not afraid, they tell me I am supposed to go with them and meet other people who are close to mommy and daddy and someday mommy and daddy will be with me again too. I see mommy crying, daddy sad and taking clothes my Winnie the Pooh outfit from my Aunt Frances to a strange place, mommy walking in the rain, not like the mommy who hugs and kisses me, crying walking in the rain throwing things away, getting ready to go to Grandpa and Grandma's house in Michigan 'cause we live in Tennessee, Daddy is in the Army. I tell great grandpa and great grandma I want to stay with mommy and daddy but they tell me I can be with them every day watching over them but I have to go to heaven and be an angel with them. Mommy is sad, so sad for so long, nothing makes sense to her, why did they come and take me to heaven to make mommy sad? I went to heaven from something called SIDS and no one knows what it is or why it happens, why it makes all the mommy's and daddy's sad for so long until they get to come to this place too. They don't know I haven't really gone anywhere, I am with them every day. Mommy always talked to me to make me laugh, she still tells me how much she loves and misses me but doesn't realize that she doesn't need to be so lonely 'cause I am always right there with her. She wears a bracelet she got from a very special friend with my picture on it and tells my picture how much she loves me, it says I am her angel, and she wears my picture in a locket around her neck. She has me and Grandpa Duke and Grandma Jennie in there, I know them, they love me, Grandpa has been taking care of me for 12 years now Grandma just came her 2 1/2 years ago and she looks a lot like mommy. I am happy they are here to hold me like mommy and daddy used to, my cousin Terry takes care of me too, she was mommy's best friend and Aunt Frances. I am happy to have so many people who love me here but that made mommy very sad again, and again. Someday mommy and daddy will be here to hold me like they used to and I will see mommy get her smile back, the smile she used to have just for me. Someday, we all know when, but mommy only knows it will be "Somewhere in Time".

Visited Thursday, May 24, 2007 at 13:50

Lydia

Strolling into the room I see so many little faces, excitedly playing with their toys, learning their ABCs, putting together puzzles of many beautiful things. One little boy is at a painting easel, busily splatting paint here and there, making the next beautiful sunset to be in the sky for his family. Another little girl is carefully painting a colourful rainbow she'd like God to put in the sky to show her family. Several little girls are crowded around a Tickle Trunk full of costumes, so many little angels, princesses and flowers to be seen! I walk happily through the room looking into each child's face as I search for Jacob.

I finally spot him flopped on some pillows reading a picture book about David and Goliath, a small sling-shot by his side. He sees me coming and jumps up and runs to greet me in a bear hug. His hugs are more precious than gold. I ruffle up his soft brown hair and give him a peck on his forehead as he tells me all about the sling-shot. He says that King David gave it to him and showed him how to use it. I can't help but laugh, he's so adorable trying to get it just right so he can knock over some blocks he's set up nearby. After a few shots, success at last as he knocks down the tower of blocks he'd built. I give him a hug and he raises his hand for a High Five. My heart is just bursting with love for this little boy, my son. He's growing so big, 8 years old now. He tells me how he's learned about all the Bible heroes, but his favourite is King David. He said King David is like Daddy - they both lost a son, but they both still loved God with all their hearts. He giggles and tells me how King David used to celebrate in the streets in his birthday suit! I chuckle and tell him that these days, they might throw him in jail for that sort of thing, King or not! We share another laugh as Jacob climbs up into my lap for a snuggle. He's so much bigger, but still fits perfectly in my lap. It feels so good to hold him again, to breathe him in.

"I love you Jacob," I whisper in his ear.

"Aww mommy, I love you too!" he says, beaming from ear to ear. "OH OH, I almost forgot!" he says as he jumps down and goes off to the shelf to get something and then races back, holding out a photo for me.

I look down at the picture and get teary-eyed. It's the photo from my dream, the one that was taken of Jacob and I in a dream I had just before his 8th anniversary. It's every bit as beautiful as I remembered. We're gazing into each other's eyes, practically glowing with love, huge smiles on our faces. "I'll come visit you in your dreams again soon mom." Jacob's voice brings me out of my thoughts and I hug him tightly. "I can't wait Jacob, I love our time together when I sleep."

I give him a kiss, hand the photo back to him since I can't take it out of the Angel Room, and I head for the big heavy doors that lead back to the real world. Turning just before I go through the doors, I blow kisses to Jacob and he catches them and tucks them into his pocket, "For later!" he says with a big smile.

Ohhh how I love that boy! Bye for now my sweet boy...

Visited Monday, May 7, 2007 at 18:59

Aunt Angie | BabyEspy@msn.com

This is truly an amazing place. I see hundreds of beautiful faces looking at me as I walk in. I see Arabelle, my niece, playing with other children. I go to her and pick her up to cuddle her. We sit for a moment and watch cartoons like we used to. Well, in the past I watched the cartoons and she slept. I know that I can't keep her long, but I want to. I wish I could stay here with her, but she has 3 cousins that really need me back home. I kiss her and tell her that Aunt Angie loves her very much and misses her. I promise her that I will be back to see her as soon as possible.

Visited Wednesday, March 7, 2007 at 17:13

traci | mommyofanangel06@yahoo.com

i see big white doors when i open them i see tons of nakey little angels sitting on clouds they backs are turned to be so i walk around there is bradley he puts out his arms as if to call to me i walk tward him and he gives me a huge smile and puckers his little lips just like he did the night he left me its like hes saying see mom i love you and i can still do it i cant seem to reach him but hes smileing and watching me he then lays down on his little cloud croses his arms and lays his head on them still just gazeing at me he doesnt seem to interested in all of the other angels playing and floating about us on and joining each other ontheir clouds he seems to just want to look at me my heart is so full of love for him justas it was the day he aws born i am speachless just as i was then he starts to fall asleep and i feel butterfly kisses on my cheeck i turn to go butnot before i hear the words i love you mommy miss you so much come back soon to see me

Visited Monday, February 5, 2007 at 00:09

Susan Honaker | heavensentevan@wowway.com

Evan as I stand at this large beautiful door I have to stop and think. I am scarred and excited. Half of me wants to run in there and hold you tight as tears stream down my face. Half of me wants to open the door slowly and watch you. I choose to go slow because I can't seem to find my voice to tell you I am here. I have this lump in my throat and it hurts as I slowly open the large door. As I see you again after all this time I have to sit. I sit there and watch you. It is just how I have dreamed. How could it be this perfect. I get to attend your first birthday party. It is great with Winnie the Pooh decorations, and balloons. Everyone came. We are all watching as you taste your cake. You get frosting on your nose and we all have a good laugh. I have tears going down my face as I see you take the first steps to your presents. Daddy is waiting to help you open them. Alex is bouncing around the room like normal. He is excited to see if you get any toys to play with him. As everyone starts to leave I feel I have gotten my wish. I attended your first birthday and it was everything I wanted it to be. I hate to leave but your brothers are calling me back. Alex is 6 years old now and you have a little brother David who will be having his first birthday in 20 days. He will be having Disney's CARS decorations a movie that you all would have liked to watch together. I know that we will feel you there with us. Mama Loves her little pooter. I miss you so much baby. So does Daddy and Alex too. Daddy will visit when he can. See you soon Mommy. xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

Visited Sunday, February 4, 2007 at 19:09

Robin | akmvk4life@yahoo.com

Gosh, Its been forever since I have been here. She is so big and beatutiful. her hair is so long with a little curl at the end. It seems like yesterday I was holding her in my arms constantly.Now she is a memory one that I will never forget.It will be 3 years that she passed at the end of this month. it doesn't seem possible, I miss her but she seems happy playing with everyone here and all the Grandparents that they have to share is incredidable,I wish I could be here more. wish her sisters could come and see her too.

Visited Wednesday, January 10, 2007 at 04:25

cousin melitta | mancmilli@hotmail.co.uk

as i walk through the door i see the biggest brown eyes glaring up at me,as i enter the room and push the door to a giggle comes from behind me,hello little man i say,well look at you now,havent you grown,mel and a strange string or gurgles comes out of your mouth.i sit and play for a while,taking time to notice the little things before i must leave your beautiful face here alone. i kiss you on the cheek as you drift off to sleep,goodnight little man sleep well,i'll be back soon. x x

Visited Tuesday, December 5, 2006 at 14:41

Randi | mom6rasmussen@yahoo.com

How wonderful, I peeked my head in the door and over to the left near the big stained glass window my Ashley is having a tea party, all dressed up with a floppy hat and pink boa!! She has some friends with her, and they are trying to speak with a british accent. Oh how she has grown, and her locks of dark brown hair falling around her beautiful face, how happy and content she was. The best of all, as if a day has not passed she saw me and without any hestitation the most wonderful sound I have ever heard, "Hi mommy, I've missed you" as she turned and went on with her "guests"!! A tear and a giggle come out of me, thankyou for introducing the angel room to me!!

Visited Monday, October 9, 2006 at 05:56

Melissa Adams | lissa_72401@yahoo.com

I can imagne that all the children are all playing together as if they were right here with us, but not with the worries and woes we experience here on earth, they are looking down and saying " thats my grandma, she loves me very much and i will get a big hug from her someday.Bless all the angels!!!

Visited Sunday, October 1, 2006 at 05:22

Ashley | lilashie18@hotmail.com

hi katie i can see that your already the hit and you have everyone in smiles as you you crawl around and attempt to play with the balls ( which you loved )with your angel friends i know up their you are playing in the water and are a good swimmer katie i know you have the prettiest clothes and have your tigger toy that you loved playing with katie i know you are staying close to heavenly father and im sure you'll thinking whens lunch cause you loved to eat i see you asking for the mothers milk special at lunch casue it will have to due untill i can hold you again katie i know your helping the little ones because you are a leader and have had a whole year of earth experience and know not to be scared katie mommys trying to be strong for you know that i love you and cant wait till we can hold one another again

Visited Thursday, September 28, 2006 at 23:17

Liza laverdure | Lizalaverdure@hotmail.com

I see my beautiful niece ciera dawn laverdure watching over her family making sure everybody is safe. Im sure her tongue is still sticking out as always.we miss you very much. Not a day goes by that we dont think of you.love matante liza

Visited Friday, September 15, 2006 at 03:00

Amber Thompson (Kayleigh Wade's mommy) | hateful_83@yahoo.com

As I enter "The Angel Room". First I smell the wonderful smell of baby lotion. Then I see my angel Kayleigh Ivyonna Wade standing in front of me with a white dress and baby breathe flowers in her dark hair. She is reaching out to hug me, and to tell me that she is FINE and HAPPY. She is with all the angel babies, and they are looking over all their mommies and daddies, and watching all the babies here on earth. This is a very wonderful place. The sun is shining big white fluffy clouds are in the big blue sky.

Visited Wednesday, September 6, 2006 at 23:35

devons grandmother | mshatchetlady@sbcglobal.net

I see devon, he is resting and smiling. He and Eric are playing with great gradmother. Building blocks and loving on Tammy the dog that left us befoe devon was born. I love your wings, and I did receive the feather you sent, only the ones I love know what message I get from these precious gifts. Please do not stop sending these they mean so much to me.

Visited Tuesday, August 22, 2006 at 02:49

Brandy Hazel | brandyh30@yahoo.com

As I entered the Angel room, I was scared to see what i would find, but as I closed my eyes, and then opened them i saw my little baby boy in his swing, just sleeping so piecefully like he did at home, and then baby cole opened his eyes, and gave me his wonderful smile and i know that u are alright and having such a great time without the noise of your sister yelling while u sleep.. Mommy love u sweet little Cole

Visited Tuesday, August 15, 2006 at 13:51

Krista | benemma1802@yahoo.com

I can see my son building something. He is really good at it and is building something very intricate. He looks up, brown hair, blue eyes, looking like his daddy and smiles. He waves at me. HI Mama. I love you. Eyes back down to the project.

I love you little Ben.

Visited Wednesday, July 26, 2006 at 01:28

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