Angel Room

Welcome to the Angel Room. It may sound odd, but close your eyes and then take a look around the room, what do you see? Is your child busy playing dress-up? Maybe your little one is playing games, or reading a book perhaps? Maybe your little one is taking a nap, snoring softly much to the amusement of the others? Come on in, and share what you see during your visit to the Angel Room.

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Gabrielle | briellabee@hotmail.com

I have never been here before, never dared to come here despite how much I miss you. I am not your mother, I have not experianced that loss, but my own was deep enough. You are my sister, then and now, us two girls against the world. Your large violet-blue eyes staring up from your crib, expectant with that never failing, dazzling smile. The same features that always presented itself when I'd tiptoe into your room to check on you during your nap, never alseep, although I know you were not moments before. But you were always waiting for me, standing up with that beautiful grin, expectant eyes. So perfect. So I don't know how it should surprise me to see you the same way now. TrinnyBear, my world, my everything. I love you. Be happy.

Visited Friday, January 23, 2009 at 04:16

Elizabeth

This is my first visit to the Angel Room.I've been putting it off until I could show my darling girl a smile, and not tears. I push open the heavy door, and my heart races as the sounds of children playing fill the air. At first, it's too blindingly bright for me to see anything, but, with the white light filling my eyes, I hear someone shout "Mommy!" and it doesn't tug the tears from my eyes like it does in the real world, because I know she means me. She hits my legs at a full run, wrapping her arms around them. When my eyes finish adjusting, I kneel down and take her in my arms and hold her close. She is so excited to see me again that she doesn't hold still for long, and she bounces about happily while tells me all about everything I've missed these long 6.5 years. She's so grown up, I can hardly believe it. She still has those beautiful, heart-stoppingly blue eyes, and they sparkle delightfully when she smiles. I tell her all about my life now, and she listens as best she can, but she's too full of energy to really take it in. I brush out and braid her hair as I talk, and she asks questions and makes comments just often enough that I know she's listening. Then it's play time! We build a block tower as tall as we can, and then knock it over my jumping up and down to shake the floor. I read her a book, and she surprises me by reading one to me in return. All too soon, I have to leave. I kiss her sweetly on the forehead, and she puts her arms around my neck and kisses my cheek. She whispers in my ear that she knows what her daddy and I have been thinking about, and it won't hurt her at all if we try for another baby. I swear to her that she'll never be replaced in my heart, and she says she knows, but she makes me promise to visit her in the Angel Room again. I agree in half a heartbeat. Finally, I tell her that I love her very much, and that she's still my baby girl. She smiles brightly, and says that she loves me, too. We say goodbye, and I turn to leave. I would be sad as I go, but I can already hear her striking up a game of red rover with some of the other older children, and I can't possibly be sad if she's that happy. I am sorry I can't watch her forever, but I have my own life to lead. But I'll be back. I'm not about to break my promise, after all.

Visited Thursday, January 22, 2009 at 15:55

stephanie scott | RIPAYDENMOMMALOVESYOU@YAHOO.COM

I WALK IN AND SEE MY GORGEOUS BABY BOY PLAYING ON THE SWING IN THE PLAYGROUND. HE'S LAUGHING AND SMILING AND HAVING FUN. IT'S THE FIRST TIME I'VE FELT HAPPINESS SINCE HE PASSED. I HOLLER AT HIM. HE TURNS AND LOOKS AT ME. WE START RUNNING TOWARDS EACH OTHER. IT SEEMS LIKE ETERNITY, BUT WE'RE FINALLY HOLDING EACH OTHER AGAIN. IT FEELS SO GOOD!!!!! I HAVE MISSED MY BABY BOY SO MUCH! WE'RE CRYING AND SMILING AND THANKING GOD WE'RE FINALLY BACK TOGETHER. HE TELLS ME ALL ABOUT HIS TIME UP IN HEAVEN AND HOW MUCH FUN HE'S HAVING. HOW HE DOESN'T HURT FROM TUMMY ACHES ANYMORE. HOW HE'S NEVER HUNGRY. HOW HE'S SO LOVED AND CARED FOR. SAFE, WARM, HAPPY, AND HAS HAD FUN. IT BRINGS TEARS TO MY EYES. HE ASKS ME WHY I'M CRYING. I TELL HIM IT'S BECAUSE I WANTED HIM ON EARTH WITH ME. I TRY TO EXPLAIN HOW BADLY I NEEDED HIM. HOW HE WAS MY LIFE. HE HAD MY HEART. MY SOUL. MY EVERYTHING. HE WAS MY BEST FRIEND. THE DAY I LOST HIM, I LOST EVERYTHING. I DIDN'T UNDERSTAND WHY HE WAS TAKEN AWAY FROM ME. FROM US. HIS DADDY NEEDED HIM JUST AS MUCH AS I DID. IT KILLED BOTH OF US TO HAVE TO SAY GOODBYE TO HIM. BEING ABLE TO SEE HIM IS ALMOST LIKE A DREAM. I VISIT HIM EVERY NIGHT WHILE I'M SLEEPING, BUT THEN I ALWAYS COME BACK TO REALITY. I HATE NOT BEING ABLE TO STAY WITH YOU EVERY DAY AYDEN. DAY IN AND DAY OUT. I MISS HAVING YOU TO GO DO THINGS WITH. I MISS FEELING NEEDED. I MISS NOT HAVING MY BEST FRIEND. I'M SO LONELY. I NEED YOU SO MUCH AYDEN. MY HEART FEELS EMPTY WITHOUT YOU. YOU HAVE A LITTLE BROTHER OR SISTER ON THE WAY. BUT TO TELL YOU THE TRUTH, I DON'T KNOW IF I CAN TAKE GIVING MY HEART OUT AGAIN AND RISK HAVING IT BROKEN AGAIN. I WAS SO CLOSE TO YOU. YOU WERE MY EVERYTHING. LIFE JUST ISN'T THE SAME. IDK HOW OTHER PEOPLE DO IT. LIVE EVERY DAY LIKE NOTHING EVER HAPPENED. IT HAUNTS ME EVERY DAY TO HAVE TO WAKE UP AND FACE REALITY. LOSING YOU IS THE HARDEST THING I'VE EVER HAD TO DEAL WITH. IDK IF I CAN BRING MYSELF TO GROW ATTACHED TO YOUR SIBLING. WE THINK IT'S A BOY. WE'RE GOING TO NAME HIM HUNTER. GOD HOW I WISH YOU WERE STILL HERE. MY LIFE WOULD BE WORTH MUCH MORE TO LIVE. I LOVE YOU AYDEN LEVI WILDER. I MISS YOU MORE THAN YOU WILL EVER KNOW. REST IN PEACE MY SWEET BABY BOY. MY ADER. WE WILL BE TOGETHER SOMEDAY SOON. BY BABY BOY.

Visited Wednesday, December 10, 2008 at 17:18

Danika | danika_j_rainbow@yahoo.com

As I come into this beauitful place I see my beautiful sons smile just for me and he just looks into my eyes like he used to and i can feel the love and it makes it a little better until i have to go. i see the i love you mommy in his gaze and the i miss you and daddy too. and i see his baby brother and sister there with him too and they all are looking at me and there look seems to say it will be ok and its beautiful to see my babies playing together happy smiling laughing and there so beauitful and it makes my heart almost whole again for the time being i love you kids but mommys gonna go ill be back i miss you and ill be with you soon

Visited Monday, November 24, 2008 at 06:31

Victoria's grandma | jmsabine@hotmail.com

As I approach the Angel Room, I hear the sweet sounds of the babies inside.I stand at the door and say a little prayer, giving thanks for this opportunity of seeing our beautiful Tori again. As I open the door, I see all kinds of babies of different ages - some of them are being tended to by angel nurses, others are playing with all the toys in the room. I only have to search for a few minutes to find Tori, but there she is - in her sweet little bassinet. There is an angel nurse tending to her, but as the angel nurse sees me walking up, she steps away from the bassinet. I stand there, with tears flowing down my face and I gently pick Tori up and just look at that face that I cherish so very, very much. Tori looks up at me and smiles. The angel nurse who was tending to Tori tells me that she is such a good baby and that she spends so much of her time watching over us from one the many Angel Room windows.I asked if Tori is happy and the angel nurse told me that she was because she was surrounded by love. I hold Tori so close to me, kissing her and hugging her. She just keeps looking at me with a beautiful smile. Before I put her back in her bassinet, I kiss each of her little fingers and toes and then tell her that I would be back very soon, this time bringing her mommy and daddy with me. As I walk away from the castle, I turn around and see my precious little princess at the window looking at me.

Visited Sunday, October 19, 2008 at 13:40

Janis, Jayla's grandma | janisnmi@yahoo.com

As I open the door, I take a deep breath and close my eyes. When I open them, I see all these beautiful baby angels cooing, crying, and having a good time. I look around for my grandbaby. I see her in the corner playing with her cousin Jonathon. Oh no. She just took his bottle. And then he took it back. I said to her, "No Jayla, that is not yours." I pick her up and kiss her, not wanting to let her go. I want to find God and ask him WHY? Why Jayla? She was only 3 months. Her mother and I never got to celebrate her first Christmas or her first birthday. She never learned to say mommy. Everyday, I ask myself WHY Jayla. Why a 3 month old who had not even begun to live. Then I say to myself, the 3 months she was here gave me a lifetime of love and wonderful memories. I kiss her, hug her, and tell her that one day we will be together again. You play nice with your cousin, Jonathon. OK.

Visited Wednesday, October 8, 2008 at 12:35

Katie | kmrodriguez13@gmail.com

Oh jakey, I miss you. I've wanted to hold you for so long now. It feels so good to play with your hair again.and look into your eyes.and that smell.my God you smell so sweet.you're going to have a little sister soon.can you see how big she's getting in my belly? I know it's late and we should be sleeping but I just want to hold you for a little while longer. Let me sing you your lullaby.do you remember? Somewhere out there.beneath the pail moonlight.someon
e's thinking of me.and loving me tonight. You feel so warm.are you happy? Nothing hurts anymore does it? You seem to breath so easy now.let me wrap you in your blanket like you always liked.nice and tight.there you go.off to sleep my little jakey.I love you.

Visited Monday, October 6, 2008 at 05:22

Jennifer McDonald | amotherslove29@yahoo.com

As I enter into the Angel Room for my first time, I see the many angel babies flying around with their beautiful, white wings. As my heart starts to race, the Angels part, and in the center of the white clouds, there lies my gorgeous son, Christian. The tears began to flow as I pick him up and hold him ever so tightly. I kiss him and express to him how much I've missed him and longed to me reunited with him once again. I felt as though this day would never arrive! It surely didn't come fast enough! I begin to stare uncontrollably at him and stroke along his soft-spot, which I've missed so much! The pictures I held near and dear to my heart, they don't compare to holding and touching the real thing: my Punkin Boy! I feel as though my heart is going to beat out of my chest and in this moment, I'm whole again! I tell him of the day I had him and the memories I've held so greatly of him. I can't seen to express to him how lucky and thankful I am to call him mine. I try to express to him the love that his PawPaw, NayNay, Aunt Ashley, Cousin Courtney, friend Jada, and may others have for him and how much they've missed and thought about him. I promise him to never leave his side again and to love him for all of etirnity.

Visited Friday, August 1, 2008 at 20:14

Mummy of Harmonie-Lea | mummyloveshumma@live.com

it was a beautiful sunny day, all i seen was her perfect face, with those bright blue glamours eyes shinning bright, then the smile came with those beautiful white teeth. she came running up to me like she used and as she did i dropped to floor begging her not to go agian! she turned and said " mummy i am not going anywhere, dont be silly, i am always and forever in your heart, it doesnt matter how far i am away from u, how hearts beat together, the same beat and at the same time!" then she let! As the tears rolled down my cheeks i has a huge smile on my face because i knew what she said was true, she never left, she is always there right beside me everyday!

Visited Monday, July 28, 2008 at 12:07

Teresa | elvenfairone@yahoo.com

As my hand grasped the knob to open the Door,I bite my bottom lip.should I?,but wanting to see my Son got the best of me,I open the door,As I enter my eyes scan the room.it looks like an endless Nursery filled with Babies,it didnt take me long to find him,he sat before me wearing his little Sailor suit an Hat (his father was in the Navy)Tears well up in my eyes,it was the same outfit he was laid to rest in,but seeing him there looking up at me with his blue eyes full of recognition,I quickly forgot an scooped him up in my arms,I took his hat off an laughed as I playfully rubbed the strawberry Blonde peach fuzz upon his head,his eyes lit up an he squealed with delight,drool bubbled at his tiny lips,I held him to me tightly,fighting the tears that threatened to fall,"I miss you Scott" I whispered,then I plant a ton of tiny kisses all over Scott forcing him to giggle,holding him out from me so I could take his appearance in,I saw how perfect an pink and happy he was,his tiny mouth gave way to an incredible smile,and his chubby little digits waving around,he hadnt changed since he left though now in "the real world" Scott would be turning 20 This Winter,but in my heart and memories he will always be "my Baby Scottsworth".kno
wing that I had to cut my visit short or I wouldnt leave at all,with GREAT hesitation,I put him back down,he looks up at me still smiling,I look around the room observing a sea of faces of babies who were here because of the same reason as my Scott,my heart went out to all the parents of these beautiful children and hoping one day they would find the "Angel Room" an visit thier precious one as I had.

Visited Thursday, July 3, 2008 at 06:58

Melissa Ryder | shedevilish1978@yahoo.com.au

I heard of the discovery of a wonderful beautiful room that the angels had created. I couldn't just go on my own if I was going to visit this wonderful magical place I had to take my family with me. We stood at the door with anticipation in our eyes. My son Joshua turned the door knob and we were blinded by a surrounding light. As our eyes ajusted to the light we saw sweet little babies sleeping soundly and little children playing on the most wonderful playground I have ever seen. My children begged me to play and I said "Go and have some fun". There watching my children play amongest the happiest children I had seen I was stunned to see Joshua staring at boy that looked exactly like him. They hugged each other and I knew at once that boy that my son just hugged was my son.JAKE. I ran as quickly as I could and put my arms around him tightly. I held him out and said let me have a good look at you and then I hugged him again kissing him softly. Tears of happiness rolled out my eyes as Joshua said "We found him mummy, we found him, it's Jake it's Jake." Anthony, Chelsea and Johnathon ran over and hugged Jake tightly and we cried together and laughed together. My dreams had finally come true. My children were reunited once again! The kids all wanted to go and play on the playground and Jake sat with me on the grass in my lap with his head rested on my chest. He told me he missed me so much and that he sends me kisses and hugs everyday." I didnt want this time to end but the stars were begining to appear and the moon was on the horizon and we knew our time had come to an end. "What a wonderful day " said the kids and the tears started to swell. Jake put his arms around me and said "mummy this is not the end, it is only the begining, you will come and see me again soon wont you?" I grabbed his hands and said " I love you my little man and now that this beautiful angel room has been discovered we will come to visit all the time" I gave him tbe biggest kiss and cuddle. The kids all hugged and kissed Jake good-bye and Joshua and Jake just looked at each other and smiled they new the missing part in their hearts had just been filled. They hugged each other tightly and we said good-bye till next time.

Visited Tuesday, May 27, 2008 at 12:43

Dyan Moulton | dymoulton@yahoo.com

I get to the big door and just stand there for a minute preparing myself to go in. I turn the knob and open the door slowly trying to let my eyes adjust to the bright light. I look around and there in the corner helping a little boy about 2 put all his Easter candy and eggs in a pile I see my sweet boy Joey. He sees me and gets up and comes over and gives me the biggest hug and says in his deep voice Happy Easter Mom. I tell him Happy Easter my sweet boy. I think he grew another inch since I was here to visit last. He steps back and I just look at him and realize how much I miss that boy. I ask him if he had a good day and he said "Mom it was wonderful! I got to help the little ones with the Easter Egg Hunt! It was so much fun! I love helping all the little ones. Doesn't make me miss Johnathan so much. You know we use to play together before he came to be with you." I told him I know Johnathan used to tell me about it when he was younger. He also tells me you still come to visit him in his dreams. 16 years without you sweet boy I miss you. He tells me "I miss you more Mom". Of course the tears start. He wipes the tears away and says "Mom please don't cry. Remember you can come visit me anytime you want. I try to visit you in your dreams but it is hard because I know it makes you sad. " My boy is growing up to be such a wonderful young man. We just stand there and he gives me another hug and just says "Mom I love you!". I tell him I love him too, but I have to get back to the real world as his dad and little brother need me. He says "I know Mom,I wish you could stay here with me forever." I wish it to my sweet boy but it is not my time yet. Someday we will be together again forever when God decides it is my time. I give him one more hug and give him a kiss on the cheek. He gives me that Mom look all 16 year olds give their Moms when they kiss them in public. I have to go my sweet boy. I could feel the tear welling up again and I know how he hates to see me cry. I tell him I love you my sweet boy and turn to go back out the door and he says "I love and miss you more Mom". I turn the handle and walk out closing the door behind me and the tears just start flowing. How I miss that boy!

Visited Monday, March 24, 2008 at 03:45

Annie | surfinmommade@aol.com

Hold on i have to catch my breath, as the mere sight of you stops my heart. Has it been almost 10 years? Your eyes still twinkle. They still dance in the light. You just want to dance, i have been longing to dance with you again too. Its just that everytime i turn on the music, my knees get knocked out from underneath me. But you say its okay now. You still have your daddys lopsided smile. We just spin and spin around. The sounds of laughter wash away 10 long horrible years of life without you. We can just dance away now. What an amazing room. Ive been searching for it for awhile now.you say its time to go for now, but you will see me soon. You still sound just like you dad when you talk. I needed this I feel like im floating again.butterflie
s and raspberries angel. I love you Colin

Visited Thursday, March 20, 2008 at 04:12

Auntie | noemail@no.net

The heavenly clouds part, and a room filled with sweet, peaceful, angelic faces of children line the ethereal misty walls. My first thought is WHY, but as I look upon this peaceful slumber-room, I realise that God has many rooms in His mansion. In those rooms there are windows, each one sized to suit the room. and so it is with lives. We know not how long our lives are intended to be, nor why some may be long upon the earth, while others but a fleeting spark of life. God knows, however. His mansion is built to perfection, and for every life there is a purpose and a time. He knows why, and one day we shall understand. One day, we too shall fill our place, and our little window of time will fill the room for which it was intended. Until then, those sweet, precious little windows of light that have left the world, will rest in silence, awaiting the day their light shall bring life into the rooms of Heaven, and joy to the hearts of their beloved ones.

Visited Friday, March 14, 2008 at 08:29

Davinia | yoshorti@hotmail.com

I see my son jeremiah sitting with his uncle playing with him. I want to hold him but i am too sacred. As i watch him a little longer i get the strength to hold him so i call him. He looks and runs because he misses his mommy. He tells me that he loves me and that everything is going to be alright. I start to cry and he wipes them away. Then his dad comes and we take one last family picture together and he takes us on a tour in baby heaven. we meet his friends and see his room with all of our letters that we wrote him. He than says mommy can you bake me another cake please i was good. we all start to laugh. He tells his daddy that mommy still loves him and that she wants you to be friends again but hopes that he's not in trouble. Then we start to wake up and he says mommy and daddy i will see you at home love you and we break down crying because we miss him so much.

Visited Wednesday, February 27, 2008 at 18:35

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