Angel Room

Welcome to the Angel Room. It may sound odd, but close your eyes and then take a look around the room, what do you see? Is your child busy playing dress-up? Maybe your little one is playing games, or reading a book perhaps? Maybe your little one is taking a nap, snoring softly much to the amusement of the others? Come on in, and share what you see during your visit to the Angel Room.

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Dyan Moulton | dymoulton@yahoo.com

I get to the door and pause for a minute to prepare myself. I turn the doorknob and open the door slowly. The door had been locked for a little while so I was so glad it opened. I walk in and wait for my eyes to adjust to the bright light. I start to look around and see all the beautiful sweet angels, some napping, some playing and some sitting around singing. I look to my right and see my son, Joey building something with legos as he is helping a little boy about 5. I stand there for a moment and just watch as he helps him, wishing I could have seen him help his little brother like that. He looks up and sees me and gives me the biggest smile. He gets up leaving the litte boy building and walks over to me. He gives me the biggest hug and tells me how much he missed me. I tell him I missed him too and that I was sorry for not coming on his birthday but I was unable to get in as the door was locked to the Angel Room. I tell him how much we missed him on his big day the big "16". I tell him I hope he got all the balloons that we sent to him for his birthday. I also tell him how special Johnathan felt as we let him release most of them for him. He even had tears in his eyes as he released the balloons. He tells me he got all of them and said wait here a second. He went over to one of the shelves and opened a box with his name on it. It was a beautiful box. He pulled out the 3 mylar balloons we sent him. He shows me each one and tells me the Garfield Happy Birthday one was his favorite. I tell him that is the one I chose for him. He tells me he knows as he watched the whole balloon release and knew which one came from whom. He also tells me he was the one who parted the clouds to let the sun shine as we released them. I was crying so hard at this point. I felt bad as I know that he doesn't like to see me cry. He gives me the biggest hug and tells me not to cry. I told him they were tears of joy as he was happy for what we did for him on his birthday and sorrow as I was not able to vsit him on his birthday. He tells me that yes I did visit him as the balloons arrived. Each one he said he knew had one of my tears on them. I tell him I never want to let him go but I have to get back to his father and brother in the real world. He tells me he wishes I could be with him always also, but knows it is not my time to be with him yet. He asked me to please stop back often though he so loves our visits. As I was getting ready to turn to go the little boy came over and asked when he was going to come back and help him build the knights castle with the legos. I tell him I love him and miss him and as I reach for the doorknob he tells me "I love you more, Mom" I turn the knob slowly and open the door and then close the door behind me. I stand outside the door trying to compose myself before I return to the real world. I just think to myself how much I miss that boy!

Visited Thursday, November 29, 2007 at 03:04

Kayla | piinkerbellpanda@yahoo.com

My first visit to the Angel Room. I saw my baby girl, she was slepping in her bassinet, taking a little nap. I walked up to her and kissed my little angel right on the lips, just like I used to do. She opened her beautiful eyes and smiled at me. All the little angels in here are soo beautiful, and they all look soo perfect together!

Visited Monday, October 1, 2007 at 22:49

Amber | fairies2@windstream.net

As I walk through the door for my very first visit to the angel room the tears are almost uncontrollable. So long I have waited to see and hold him again. I adjust my eyes to the extremely bright light of the room there are babies everywhere laughing and giggling and cooing. I don't here not one crying. I proceed in to find Elijah I'm shaking with nerves and anxiousness. I look around the circle of cribs and I see one over by the window the sun is shining on this quiet little baby boy, I think is that? Oh my gosh there he is. I walk over and pick him up and hold him close to my body and smell his hair, it smells like fresh rain. I look in his eyes for a long deep stare I love you my lil-man I miss you endlessly, he smiles a big smile and coos, I rubbed my hand across his soft little head squeezed him tight and realized I can't stay the tears began to roll down my cheeks and he reached up with one little hand and touched my cheek with the deepest love in his eyes. I then realized I should go for now. As I lay him back in his crib he softly grips my finger and falls off to nap. Quietly sobbing I say I love you and mommy will come back soon.

Visited Monday, November 12, 2007 at 20:00

Dyan | dymoulton@yahoo.com

I get to the door and pause for just a second before I open it slowly. I walk in and there are beautiful little angels everywhere playing. I look around searching for my sweet Joey. It takes me a minute but I see him again in one of the rocking chairs with one of the littlest angles in his arms sound asleep. I don't want to disturb them so I turn to go thinking I will come back another night when he is not so busy. As I grab the doorknob I feel a tap on my shoulder and in his deep voice I hear him say, "Mom, you just got here why are you leaving? You haven't been here in a little while.". I turn around and there stands my beautiful sweet son. I think he has grown another 2 inches since I was here last. It is hard to believe in less than 2 weeks he will be 16 and 2 days later he will have been an angel for just as long. He gives me the biggest smile and hugs me. I just don't want to let him go. Finally, he steps back and looks at me and tells me how much he missed me since my last visit and how he watches the door everyday to see if I am going to come through it for another visit. That brought a tear to my eye. He tells me not to cry, he just misses me. I tell him how much I miss him, especially with his birthday coming up. I tell him that he is growing up and I have missed all the milestones I should have with him. It is just so hard to think of all the things I have missed. He just gives me another hug and tells me he is always with me. I tell him, "Thank you my sweet boy for picking me as you Mom and giving me two of the most wonderful days of my life!". He smiles and tells me he wished it was longer, but that was all he was allowed. As we stand there a little boy about 9 came over and asked him when he was going to come play with the cars with him. So, I told him I would let him go he was needed here and I was needed back in the real world by his little brother and his father. I tell him I will visit again soon, if not before I will definately try to visit on his birthday. He smiles and says I wish you could come everyday, but I definately want you here to help me celebrate. I give him one more big hug and a kiss on the cheek as I tell him I love him and miss him. I turn to go and he says, "Mom, I love you more!". I then turned the doorknob and walk out closing the door behind me, because I didn't want him to see me cry again.

Visited Tuesday, September 25, 2007 at 04:16

Angie | akloever79@hotmail.com

It has been about a week since I have been to see you my dear Ashlee. Boy how the time flys. I keep myself busy with taken care of your cousins Jasmine Christian and Bradley. I just dont seem to have much time to come and visit you as I would like. I see that you have made a few new friends since the last time I was here. I am glad that you are having so much fun sweetie. How is your Mommy and Bobby? I bet that you guys are having so much fun up here. Yes your sister birthday is tomorrow and we are having a party for her at the park in Assumption. I know that you and your mommy will be there. And yes she is feeling better. Jamie emialed me today to let me know that. As we walk and talk it seems like things are going well. I just wish that I had more time to stay here with you. I miss you so very very much my little Ashlee. Well we better start walking back to the door. I dont like leaveing you so soon but I need to get back to my real life. we have to take Jasmine to school tonight for her open house. I love you my baby neice. Tell mom and bobby I send my love to them and give them hugs and kisses from me. Well Ashlee I love you. Bye for now sweetie.

Visited Thursday, August 30, 2007 at 22:58

Aunt Angie | akloever79@hotmail.com

Oh my! How Ashlee has grown. You have gotten so big my little angle. I say to her when I first seen her. She ran up to me with open arms say Aunt Angie, Aunt Angie how I have missed you. I bent down to kiss her as I always do and she told me she had something to tell me. She said Aunt Angie my mommy wanted me to tell you that she is happy now and that she loves being here with me. Her and Bobby are doing great. And that they watch over her little brother and sister and the rest of our family. So I smiled and told her to give her mommy and BIG hug for me, and tell her that we love and miss them all so much. I can not believe that in September you are going to be 11. Where has the time gone. She said Aunt Angie you are just getting old.LOL With this great big SMILE on her face. We sat and talk what left like forever. She was talking about all the friends she has made and that her and the other kids meet the new babies at the door with open arms. She told me how much she loved it up here and that yes she misses us on earth but she is never far away. I started to cry when it was time to come back to real life I told her I needed to go and take care of her cousins and that I would be back to see her soon. Before I left she look at me and said Aunt Angie I have something to show you. And in her pocket she pulled out the lock of my hair that I sent with her and told me that I am with her ever where she goes. I gave her a kiss and a hug and told her I love you. Then headed for the door. One last look to see her running off to play. I wishered I love you my little angle and walked out till next time.

Visited Thursday, August 23, 2007 at 17:05

Maggie Grimm | maggiegrimm@yahoo.com

This is my first visit to the Angel room. Oh, my, how precious are all of the little angels playing. There's my little Abigail. She just had her first birthday on August 16, 2007. She's showing her presents and balloons to everyone. She's giggling because she's telling the other angels how her grandmother, me, couldn't get the balloons untangled so she got to keep them all with her. She's so happy. I thought she would be sad, but she's laughing and sharing with her angel friends. She's too busy to notice me. I'll say goodbye now and come back real soon so we can talk when you're not so busy having so much fun with your little angel friends. There are so many with you. I enjoyed my first visit to the Angel room. My eyes are closed but I will soon open them. I hate to leave you. I am smiling. I love you, Abigail. Ok. I will open my eyes now. Bye bye for now Abigail. Grandmother will be back again.

Visited Tuesday, August 21, 2007 at 18:01

Michelle Sisseck | irishsweetee2006@yahoo.com

MY OH MY! As I walk in, I see all these gorgeous little faces. I look around I finally see my son! My how he has grown.he is almost 13! He sees me and runs to me his arms spread wide. He is even more handsome than I remember. "MOM!" Lord, it is so good to hear him call me mom. I have waited for so long to hear it. "I love you my sonny boy!" How I have missed him.longed to hold him in my arms, and now I can, whenever I want! This room is so spectacular, the warmth, the love, the blessings of all sizes. "Mom, would you do me a favor when you get home?" "Of course, Mikey! What do you want me to do?" "Please tell dad that I love him, OK?" I take his hand in mine, hold it to my heart and promise. We walk to the window and gaze out at all the majesty. "Son, I am so grateful that I can come here to see you. My heart has hurt for so long, but a very special person gave me the map to get here. So keep her in your prayers and keep an eye on her little boy too, OK? Watch closely over all these other little angels too." Mikey knows it is getting time for me to go, so he puts his arm around my shoulders and walks me toward the door. "Momma, I love you so much and I am glad you finally made it here to see me. Promise me you will come back soon." "I will sweetheart!" Bubby opens the door for me and I blow him a kiss as I leave. As the door shuts, I drop to my knees in thanks to the angel who gave me the map. I will forever be in her debt!

Visited Sunday, July 22, 2007 at 10:58

Michelle Sisseck | chelle_s_73@yahoo.ie

MY OH MY! What a beautiful room! I see all these gorgeous little faces and can see the fun that they are having! I walk up and ask a beautiful litle girl with blonde hair and sparkling brown eyes if she can help me find my son. I didn't see him when I came in. She takes me by the hand and tells me she knows who he is because she thinks he and I look an awful lot alike. But he has hair that is so dark it is almost black, and his eyes are the color of fudge. She leads me to the bookshelf and to a spot that is almost hidden.I see his boot sticking out before I get all the way over there.he is dressed to the nines in his boots and jeans! He is reading a very large book.can't see the title.when he sees me he slams the book down beside him and jumps at me, arms slung wide. He squeezes me so tight I think I am gonna pass out! Lord, does that feel good! He is practically a man! He is already about 5'7".I can't believe how my sonny boy has grown up! "I love you, momma! I have been waitin' and waitin' for you to come here so I could tell you that." "Bubby, I never knew the way before now.I didn't know I could come here to see you! I have so much to say to you. First, just always know how much me and your daddy love you. I have a question for you, bub.In all this time, I know you have visited Nanny and PaPa, Uncle Georgie, Uncle Mick, and been at Nanny and PaPa's house. You have been to the house me and daddy used to live in and you visited daddy, but I just wanted to know why you haven't come to visit me???" "Momma, it's because I am with you everday and even though you don't dream about me or see me or feel me brush by you is because you don't NEED me to. You know I am with you. You are such a strong person. I am proud you are my momma! And I didn't get to know daddy like I got to know you. I want him to know I love him and I have visited him to let him know I will always be with him too!" "Do you remember when Conner went with us to the cemetery to visit you on your birthday, and you talked to him and shared your cupcake?" "Yeah, and he is getting big,huh?" "Would you be sure to watch over Conner and Gage and EmmaLee and Isaac and Kirk for me, sweet?" " You know I do." ~~I don't ever want to leave this glorious room, but I have to get in bed so I can go to work.I just want to stay here with you, my baby boy.I need these few extra moments with you.~~ "Mikey, please please please, come to me sometimes when I dream, OK??? Sometimes I just need a little extra to help me make it through my life." "Mom?" "Yeah?" "I love you, Mom!!" ~hugs Mikey again so tight~ "I love you too, baby! I promise I will be back soon to see you!" My cowboy walks me back to the door.I smile in appreciation at the little girl who lead me to my son.she giggles.~Mikey opens the door and kisses me on the cheek.just one more hug and I'll go.the door closes behind me and tears begin to fall, rolling down my cheeks.Thank you for this most precious of rooms!

Visited Friday, July 20, 2007 at 05:59

Leah Corin Cirksena | Leahcorin28@yahoo.com

I see Tatyana sitting in the flowers playing with the butterflies and laughing. She is smiling at another angel. She is singing. She just looked up and saw me. She comes over and hugs me and lets me pick her up and we kiss and hug and say I love you I miss you. We spin around and round and laugh. I cry and smile. She tells me no more crying mommy. But I have to go back. I can't stay. I have time left I have to serve on earth so I have to get back. I love baby girl. I miss you.

Visited Friday, July 13, 2007 at 04:10

Alice | imsweetp20@aol.com

As I open the door you come running Yelling "MOMMY MOMMY MOMMY" and I ask you what is so important you tell me you love me and then ask what we are going to do for our birthdays this year being our birthdays are 2 days together and I tell you that you will have to wait and see!! You ask me if we can Have a Princess party because you are my princess and I again tell you that you will have to wait and see. Then I kiss you and send you back to play with you Brothers and you Sister

Visited Monday, July 9, 2007 at 10:31

Mal Patrico | mcp_70@yahoo.com

As I open the door I see all the beautiful little faces. I search the room for my baby Brittany and what do I see, a little PRINCESS. My you have grown. You are 7 now and getting all the attention just like when you were with us. I wish I could hold you forever but iI know my time is short so I will say just this one thing I LOVE YOU be well and take care of Grandma P and Grandpa B OK. I will visit again. All my LOVE Daddy

Visited Thursday, June 28, 2007 at 20:17

Dyan | dymoulton@yahoo.com

I get to the door and stand outside for a moment preparing myself to go in. I open the door and the light is very bright. I walk in slowly and start looking around at all the beautiful angels. I look for a minute and then I see my son Joey. He is sitting on a bean bag chair reading a book to another little boy. I slowly walk over as to not disturb any of the angels playing. As I get closer I realize I recognized the book. It was a book that I used to read to his brother all the time when he was little. It brought a tear to my eye watching him read it to another little boy. He finished reading and the little one scampered off to go paint a picture. Joey stood up and gave me a big hug and asked why I was crying. I explained to him about the book and he said he knew it was one of Johnathan's favorite books for me to read because he use to watch us as I read it to him. It became one of his favorites also. He tells me that he watches us all the time. Sometimes alone and sometimes with Pop-Pop Scott. He tells me how Pop-Pop misses us all too. He then says he has something else to show me. He pulls out a picture and it is the picture we took a few months ago as a family. The only difference was that he was staning on the other side of his Dad and I opposite his brother. It was a beautiful picture. I know I'm not allowed to remove anything but I so wished I could take the picture with me! My heart aches for a real picture like that. He tells me he keeps it close to his heart at all times. I was speachless and all I could do was hug him. He is growing into such a fine young man. I finally tell him I love him and miss him so much and he tells me he misses all of us also. A little girl comes over and ask Joey to read the same book that he just had read to the other little boy, so I told him I will come back soon, it was time for me to get back to the real world anyway. It's past the time that I like to get to bed. I start walking towards the door and turn around to see he has already sat back down with the little girl and started to read. He looked up and I blew him a kiss and he blew one back. I said as I was walking out the door, "I love you, Joey", and he said "I love you too, Mom.". I then walked out and shut the door behind me.

Visited Tuesday, June 12, 2007 at 04:33

anisa palmer | ANISAPALMER@YAHOO.COM

i walk into beautiful room and see so many little faces, playing and singing,running and skipping, teaching and learning. and out of no where i find a since of comfort,and as im watching these beautiful angels, i look to the center of the room, and see my sweet baby seth, i start walking to him slowly, but cant help myself and end up running. when i get to him, i sweep him up into my arms, and hold him ever so close,i wisper in his tiny ear, god how i have missed you, i love you so much. tears running down my face as i breath him in, i dont ever want to let him go.while im holding him, he leans back just enough to see my face and as he wipes the tears from my face, he says, mommy i never really left, ive been watching over you this whole time, just because you cant see me or always feel me dosent mean im not there watching over you,i know you want me in your arms where you can pertect me and care for me, but now its my turn to do those things for you. when you sleep mommy i am holding you, when you go about your day i am pertecting you,i am wherever you are. i stayed there with him and i sang to him,read to him and rocked him to sleep.while he was sleeping i took in his beauty, kissed his sweet face and held his little hand in mine. soon after that, it was time to go. so i laid him down, tuked him in, and wispered in his ear, I LOVE YOU MY ANGEL,mommy will be back.

Visited Tuesday, June 5, 2007 at 06:23

Dyan | dymoulton@yahoo.com

I open the door slowly. This is my first visit. I look around and see all the beautiful angels, some sleeping some playing. Then I see some of the older kids in different corners of the room. I look to my left and there sitting in a rocking chair holding one of the littlest angles is my son Joey. I know him right away from his beautiful blonde hair. I tiptoe slowly over to him as to not wake any of the little ones up. He smiles and puts his fingers to his lips to tell me shh. The little one in his arms is asleep. I lean over and give him a kiss on the cheek and he smiles and then gives me that look most 15 year olds give their moms when they kiss them. He stands up and is taller than me, which does not surprise me since his 13 year old brother is the same height as me. He walks over to one of the cribs and gently places the little one down. Then he comes back over to me and gives me a big hug. He says hi mom it's great to see you and I can't get over how deep his voice is. We just stand there and hug for a while. He then tells me how he loves to take care of the littles ones. He feels that they need someone when they first get there. He also tells me how he plays with the younger kids. He enjoys helping them with block building and race car tracks the best. I tell him that he would have loved to do that with his little brother Johnathan. Johnathan would have loved to have his big brother around to teach him to play sports. Mom and Dad did okay but I tell him I know it's always different when your big brother teaches you. We then just stand there for a little while watching all the little ones playing. Every so often one would come over and ask Joey for his help. One little girl came over and asked Joey to help her put a puzzle together so I told him I would leave for now and stop back often. As I am leaving I turn around and tell him that Mom and Dad love him and we all miss him. Johnathan the most I think because he never got the chance to meet you. He gives me a big smile and tells me in his deep voice he misses us and loves us too. I then walk out the door and shut it behind me.

Visited Wednesday, May 30, 2007 at 04:14

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